Relationships as a Tool for Resurrection & Ascension
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oh beautiful thank you all for being with us today online around the world and here in person if you'd be so kind is to share what you'd like me to talk about today we'll go there pardon jealousy okay thank you some of the things that were asked about for the people online Joy love forgiveness
and so on your worthiness all kinds of a bit of variety obviously and the theme the quote just now was sort of an acknowledgment of what love can look like in our lives even when people ask about let's talk about love it's an interesting thing because humans you know yes let's let's talk about love a workshop about love I did this reading this book about love and uh relationship oh my God I'm in love all these concepts of Words of Love and it's like but humans are so peculiar because they're like I want to know
what love is Great song and yet they hold out a thimble pour it upon Me O Lord you know what I mean like yeah download what love is and there's this little thimble you know that's it I'm done new relationship please and that's that has nothing to do with with love real love you know it's and it's impossible to talk about love it's impossible to talk about relationships for me without wanting to go to a deeper place like to get really profound but then that's tricky because if I start talking about real love
then you know some people are like well uh I only know like base level romantic love which really isn't love but that's what they think it is so you can leave them in the dust if you start going too far and yet I can't not you know I'm not the type that's you know hang in there man there's someone out there for you um I can't I can't do that at all um you think about it this way you know religions say many religions say that that God wants you to honor one day a week a Sabbath one day a week a holy day
that you dedicate devotionalism which is beautiful it doesn't mean you can't do anything that day it's just that really bring a lot of attention to the presence of God one day a week right you've heard of that keep the Sabbath holy and all that so imagine that God is also saying and I want you to pull off at least one relationship per lifetime of someone you love unconditionally if one weekday a week you can keep a Sabbath how about one person per lifetime that you create an absolute holy relationship
with them but keep in mind if you say well you know what that's not asking that much I mean in this lifetime can you pull it off with just one person there's a couple problems with that one is your brain starts to immediately translate it to mean a real a romantic relationship no a holy relationship with anyone but even if you could there are billions of people on the planet which would mean by default if you can only do one per lifetime you have to Incarnate eight billion times right so you might want to try something
a little more efficient maybe try to like 10 people per lifetime try try you know just live Dangerously and again I'm not talking about romance it can include a romance but just can you just start anywhere start with a spiritual teacher you respect start with a best friend start with a partner your children start somewhere and if you're like no man humans oh they just give me the heebie-jeebies start with your dog then try a cat then the birds in the tree outside start somewhere I'm serious start somewhere to open up to real love
Divine love you know you're not we're not here just to kind of work on relations we're back again just to kind of grind a way to work on relationships everything we want in life can come to us and I know you've heard about law of manifestation Law of Attraction and all that that's just more head stuff because you can manifest a new car but if you don't like anybody you're not doing any better if you think it's really clever to manifest a new car why don't you put that energy into liking someone
forgiving someone you know instead of a car car yeah car leather seats oh yeah you know visualize get real visceral how about that ass oh my God all right I'm seeing them with a glow around them a heart energy shining through them you know and you can grit your teeth a little but just try it because the Holier you become the more your life will reflect that the card will come to you but at the end of this life when they say how'd you do what did you accomplish I created a car they're gonna go trapdoor next Incarnation
they don't they they're not impressed a car hey archangel's quick we have a human who manifested a car no they're just messing with you even if that were to happen they're just like that's all all the archangels at the same time let's pull the lever just to really drive it home that what a waste of time did you like anybody more did you hate less you know really it's what it comes down to and humans don't realize that love will bring you all that you want but they humans because of the
twistedness we twist all these these miraculous energies that we Channel we feel this this inspiration to love and we turn it into a romantic thing rather than I just love I am love God is I am we are love and this love just outpours it just and it spreads man it's just like I don't even know what to do with it I feel so much love it's incredible you can still choose to treat your children differently than other children you can still choose to have a partner it doesn't exclude where you go I feel one with everything
therefore I can't talk to any person because I'm just one with it no it's not practical show up you know and deal with your stuff and make your deposits and withdrawals that they may pay your bills and do all the human things it's to know the truth but respect the illusion but you just more and more start to realize what am I going to pray for a thing a car I'm already one with God how could it not come to me but the Oneness with God doesn't come from manifesting a car it's a Consciousness well I'm accessing
my Divine Consciousness when I'm manifesting a car some people would argue that could be true but the only way that could be true is if everyone else came before the car tell me 10 people today that you prayed to forgive before you start telling me about what kind of car you tried to manifest you see at least prove it who did you forgive today you know and again some people that's they think it's a buzz kill to hear these kinds of Concepts but this is the reality man it's like the more I get into God's self which can
only come through for becoming more forgiving and loving how could you become more of God which is Love Without becoming more loving and the tool the primary tool to get there is forgiveness the other tool is to stay in a state of communion with God prayer and meditation regularly so communion yes that's part of it but if all you do is oh I'm in total communion all the time but not practice forgiveness it's worthless but if you practice forgiveness and neglect the prayer communion you're still better off
forgiveness is more important even than communion believe it or not I'd rather still recommend that you need both of those but if there was one that's a priority it's forgiveness because forgiveness will already bring you to communion okay so practicing that that that concept you know the presence of God not talking it not just reading about it but practicing the presence right down to the nitty-gritty you know practicing for Gibson and I'm not saying that's always easy oh you know I mean human beings man like wow
there's there's there's a lot of challenge there you could be starting a day going wait I'm gonna just Jill I'm gonna breathe I'm gonna just practice forgiveness you know and then needless to say someone's going to call that's annoying because that's the way this all works when you say I want to become more forgiving how do you think that's going to happen without them lining people up you know you know like at some Carnival you know uh uh you know whether it's the
toss and drop them in the water or the kissing booth you know I signed up for a kissing booth yes and we brought all the people that most repel you know the most repulsive people you know you thought you were there to make out no no I'm sorry you misunderstood it's a carnival so you know what you like is it comes from the words carnal evil you know so what did you expect so our our relationships are not just like romantic Partnerships I have to get to a place of loving everyone but it's interesting because
where romance comes in handy is we actually by compulsion think that when we meet somebody we get to kind of we feel so high we get to avoid the the work we were going to do that's secretly what we think we're doing I met somebody that makes me forget about my problems that's what heroin does that's what drinking does is that advisable no you didn't actually heal anything you avoid it you know what's going to happen when they stop being a drug to you when it wears off enough and then you get a double dose of them and a
triple because you you need more that's the whole point of addiction is you're going to need more so I need you to tell me twice today that you love me you know I need to tell you you to tell me three times today that I'm the prettiest or most handsome or you know you have to compensate and eventually they can't won't don't or whatever and I just yeah we're not connecting they're not what I thought they were which is true but you don't understand what you just said and then you're going to trade them in
for someone else um when in fact the person in our lives because they brought up some of the words jealousy and betrayal and some of the other keywords that came up and forgiveness which is still part of this there the idea in a partnership is technically Technically when God said to you I want you to have at least one relationship just like keep one day holy right when God said as a in Inspiration or something that comes to us I want you to be in love it didn't mean romantically it meant I want you to find at least one
person that you'll love in this lifetime we thought it meant a partner that was just because moving it with somebody would be a great test of that love because the closer they get the more danger there is for stuff to come up like a friend of mine said way back when I was in high school if you ever want to lose a friend move in with them you know it's just this stuff all shows up so so be careful to no longer go into relationships romantic Partnerships with the delusion of they're gonna take away my problems
okay go in going uh oh we're committing to working on stuff together not avoiding stuff it's you know and by the way I have to really like you to commit to that think about that it can't be like well we don't want to think about work you know let's just let's just romantic you know let's just look good you know instead you know what I've got certain things I'm working on in this lifetime how about you yeah I'm working on certain things okay strangely enough I really feel connected
to you enough to be willing to walk through that stuff of mine with you and the other person could say the same they could also say oh no no I don't want any work you know then I wouldn't be the right person that doesn't mean I'm saying let's just dive in and do nothing but work on issues find each other's faults that's not at all what I'm saying I'm talking about just first and foremost it means let's assume the best about each other instead of attack let's keep calling God
in whether we're out to eat or making love the bottom line is when I'm with you my mind is asking me my mind is asking God to show me who you really are God show me them as you see them but the reason you're singling them out isn't because they're your soul mate forever and the only one it's just because felt right in the moment I'm willing to work on life with you but eventually one day will happen I swear to you the day will come when you will have the same attitude with every being
ever created the same feeling of Devotion to Holiness is going to happen you're not going to keep singling people out as being your one and only that's only for humans that live in this separated kind of thought and they go well I'm not separate when I have someone else look there's two of us when when you hear where two or more are gathered that didn't mean I need a prayer partner to get me a car two or more gathered meant two people agreeing on a holy relationship oh then where's mine is you're starting
to think people again it's you're going to do it with everyone who do you'd like who would you like to start off with that's the way to word it your your one and only they're just first in line think of it that way we're not talking about some sort of strange polyamorous relationship with the world we're just realizing I'm growing up yes I remember a time when I thought oh wouldn't it be great if I find somebody to be my one and only and then not have issues it doesn't work that way
you know when we were little everybody had their different games they played as little kids you know guys sometimes we'd be like let's make a fort let's make a clubhouse and then we'll never go home we'll all just have fun and we'll live in our clubhouse it would be like an hour later dude you annoy me and that's it you know it all just falls apart so quickly that's what romance keeps doing because it's this you know kind of a facade God is not about you know and in the heavens there must just be this like
cons like this migraine in relationship to watching human beings constantly messing up the original inspiration okay I'm starting my life I wanna I wanna be born again one of you asked about starting over I want to start over I want to live my life with a more spiritual integrity and intention okay here I go well humans are going to immediately mistranslate that whole thing here's what God's asking you to do God is saying you are my children and you keep crucifying yourselves you keep judging yourselves which leads to crucifixion
you have to have a judgment against you to be convicted for crucifixion literally and figuratively so God's saying you judge yourselves and others and it leads you to crucifixion okay I'm not going to take that away because you you want that you want to believe that that's fine what does God do God will add not subtract God will say well okay so you're into crucifixion I have an idea it's called Resurrection because the goal is I want to get you home which is called Ascension so God's going uh you never left but you
think you did so I'm going to lead you into something called the Ascension but you guys are talking crucifixion how do I get you from crucifixion to Ascension if crucifixion comes from judgment against you and others then Resurrection must mean forgiveness which means Here Comes somebody they move in or they become a business partner or whatever and the clashing will eventually happen whatever kinds of clashing it would be you don't give me what I want if there's a negligence or there's an overt abuse
whatever it is this stuff's going to happen you're not wrong for having had freaky relationships no when you were freaky you created freaky just look at it that way when I was a child I thought as a child think of it like that when I was you know more addictive related yeah I had some addictive relationships when I was more into partying what did you expect a Mystic really did you really think oh you know what full-blown addiction that always leads to meeting a Mystic I mean really you're passed out at the
bar you know you're like and then what do they call it the happy hour you know really it's going to be like you know you you wake up for long enough for that last call not happy hour last call so you wake up for that last call drink and there was going to be this glowing being of light just there to go hell good morning beloved wake up it's it's 2 A.
M it's last call but I want to share this drink with it's on me it's no it you know really a Mystic isn't going to add to your addictive behaviors a Mystic might meet you in the bar and say there's another way that's the kind of thing they would say not let's get stoned together it would be would you like another way because I'm done with this how about you yes I'm done with this now you have two people joining with one common intention of Awakening and that's Resurrection so God is asking you to use your
relationships not to be crucified even though you have other issues a flat tire job issues primarily it's our relationships with everything your relationship with your car and tire your relationship with your job everything's a relationship so A Course in Miracles comes out and it's interesting that IT addresses not whether you should kneel or stand when you pray it doesn't tell you meditation techniques per se it doesn't tell you what color of aromatherapy to have around you it really is focusing on It's A Course
in Miracles but what does it say throughout the book relationships you've got to make them holy and it doesn't say Miracles are when you manifest a car the miracle is when you've decided to replace Hertz hates wounds grievances with peace Joy love and that's Resurrection so the people that have most annoyed you were the greatest opportunities for a higher Resurrection if you just mildly annoy me and I forgive you I resurrected Let's Pretend on a zero to ten scale I went from a one to a two
see but those annoying people they're really triggering people could take you to an eight I don't want an eight give me a one I want slow growth I want slow growth I want like snail mail spirituality just ship Me by boat you know I want the ships to be stuck out in the bay not being unloaded I want everybody to be on strike all the teamsters I want everything jammed up Log Jam in my spiritual growth you're allowed to do that for me it's kind of an interesting thing and I don't recommend my way of doing
things per se just like each of you have your own unique but I I'm the type that's going to go okay there's a one I go up a notch to a two I'm like okay but when those eight opportunities are there I'm like oh dang because I know what I'm gonna do and this is me and these are my conversations with god you're kidding me I'll beat you halfway I'll work on it halfway and I'll go up to a five oh I'll go forego the eight so I don't have to suffer too much but I know me
and I'm like oh fine because I know it's hard for me to say no to something that I know can take me to an eight I'm not the type that goes a three would be enough that's just not the way my mind works just like when I'm doing a talk I can't just do some gratuitous thing so I go for it but you're allowed and and that's a a slight facet of free will in this case it's in where you can express that and say you know what this is a lot I'm gonna just do the best I can for now and I'll come back to this
later you're allowed and even encouraged to do that you don't have to go the full way if you feel you're overwhelmed but I will say as a child of God you are equipped with everything you need to handle any test before you it's impossible for God to have ever given you a test that was beyond your ability it's not it's not even possible God wouldn't and couldn't do such a thing the problem is that we sometimes forget our power we sometimes forget that you know I mean after the fact you know I probably could
have done better there or when you're talking to a friend about their problems you know all you have to do you're so lighthearted about it it's amazing but when you're in it it's it's harder I mean I you know we've all been there Dark Knight of the Soul Dark Night of the relationship those moments where things turn into the down spiral of hurt and you know trauma and all that so we have to make a commitment you know relationships are your chance for Resurrection don't don't think that the Red Rocks on
a full moon banging on a drum going through a six-pack like some of these people do is actually your route home those are just settings ceremonial or ritual assistings okay your relationships being healed your relationship with the Red Rocks your relationship with this town your relationship with your parents your relationship with someone five lifetimes ago all your relations brought to Healing is your Resurrection don't talk about Ascension and not talk about healing relationships oh I I heard Michael is it true I've heard there's
this herb you take stop talking you're already helping me get to innate because right now you really annoying me God these people that come with some some so many things new things you know if only you do this and then you're going to ascend no you're not you can't Ascend to higher Consciousness without being in higher consciousness and the greatest way to get to higher consciousness forgiveness I'll say it love and forgiveness forgiveness is the expression of the love so I can love even without forgiving in
a moment if there's nothing right there before me just being in that state communion and forgiveness those two things can you reside in that yes as long as so-and-so doesn't call now you have that story in the Bible do not pray to God while holding a grievance oh no I don't have to think about any jerks in my life because I'm just communing with God you were told by God don't be coming to me while holding a grievance not because God doesn't like you it's because you can't reach the
highest level of communion while holding a grievance and some of you are going to go well I don't have big grievances careful don't try to qualify it just because you don't have a major annoyance any level of you know like just starting today I start the day on a one of my cons most consistent prayers is that I call forth holy relationships with everyone I've ever known or met I don't my my ex I don't just single somebody out I'm choosing holy relationships with everyone I've ever
known or met with all beings throughout all time I throw that in there so sometimes I'll say with anyone I've ever met but then I realize no I'm going to also affirm holy relationships with every being ever created Every Creature every being ever created seems like a tall order I'm a Child of God I can do anything I want so I choose holy relationships with all now now this is kind of funny and then immediately an image somebody's face and I'm like oh that would go that was a good one oh I swear this happened oh and it was
like no wonder I'm your favorite you know so it's like look how instantaneously it was perfect and I I just did it it was like great couple minutes later someone else popped in and I'm like what the hell are you doing here and then I'm like oh snuck one in watch don't just when you're all blissed out and the Perfect Image watch because it's fun to see those ones that slip in there when you weren't expecting it you know you're like oh I handled this one thing so well with this checkout
person they were kind of rude but I was love love love and it worked so well and then your ex calls and it's like click you know you know it's it's those are I think wonderful moments so that one the second one popped in and I thought you know it was but it was unexpected popped in and I went what are you you know not re I didn't have any major reaction but it was more like rent well that's random and was pushing and deciding wait wait wait wait wait get back here oh nice so forgiveness doesn't have to be like somebody who
most betrayed you most hurt you it doesn't have to be that dramatic just the idea that and please remember that book of mine called The Book of Love and forgiveness in there there's some techniques exercises and one of them is anyone at any time that pops into your mind you don't have to go well let me qualify the resentment level first they popped in yeah but I like them but they popped in yeah but I don't need to forgive them do it anyway what are you going to hurt yourself I I strained my latissimus dorsi muscle
forgiving somebody that I didn't have any issue it's not going to hurt you just do it love love love love love love and if your prayer is peace and love to you great if your prayer is the you know I love you please forgive me for any stuff we've had between us thank you you know send them on there any wording you're using just some acknowledgment whatever was known in unknown remember the and unknown we're at peace the peace I am I extend to you brother sister any little statement of God's
presence is replacing whatever was even if I liked you great what could hurt God's presence fills us to a new level is that all making sense so in that technically All My Relations are my key to Ascension my relationships and the level of forgiveness and love I bring into my relationships determines how high I go today okay which means your brothers and sisters are your savior I love Jesus but I hate other people see Jesus is like don't even try that because there's something about me you're secretly annoyed at you just
don't think it's allowed if you have an issue with anyone you have an issue with everyone I know it doesn't seem that way I'm good with people you know but not certain kinds of people I'm good with God but not humans I love animals it's people I hate any kind of thing known and unknown is your crucifixion every resentment every annoyance is going to manifest as an issue be it an illness a flat tire a bad day it's gonna it has to because there is no other you can't thank God that's gone
somewhere else that thought I had it's out there somewhere on somebody else it doesn't work that way since there's no other all we're ever doing is sending these frequencies out to the world that we are so it never really leaves me all of my unhealed wounds stay right here and when people say oh you know I married my father I don't know how that happened but I ended up marrying my father what do you mean you don't know how that happened that's the only way it can happen anybody you Harbor stuff with
is still here because they're you parts of you that are unhealed give thanks I'm not saying give thanks for their hurtful style of behavior I'm saying give thanks that they popped up because you can now release them and when you do remember you're resurrecting I mean it is astounding if you think about it I'm actually resurrecting not I wish I could you know it's resurrecting when you do that God is aware of all the work you do your ego is going to tell you you don't even know if that worked you forgave
somebody do what does that mean and then the next day you had a flat tire apparently that forgiveness didn't help you much that's the ego working you over which you don't know is that God itself is watching you are practicing your divinity when you forgive when you resurrected you were allowing your Divinity to bring you back to life see but to do it you had to acknowledge the Divinity in someone else why because they're you you can't say others can just croak I am gonna resurrect here I'm going to be a Divine
spiritual but you can't without seeing it in them it doesn't mean you have to fully see it just affirm that it's there and then you rise to new levels make sense so think about how cool that is when people are talking Ascension and all that just try it on for size to go well wait what what is that Ascension well Ascension means Resurrection how does a resurrection happen it doesn't just mean surviving life's crucifixions it's the level of forgiveness takes it all to another level it activates and brings forward
makes active my divinity right so I'm changing I'm growing to higher Consciousness God sees you activating your Divinity and you go from crucified state to resurrected State what happened to Jesus after the resurrection he ascended what did that mean just like you and me you will find that God itself will reach down you can't Ascend yourself you can only participate in Resurrection you can also participate in crucifying and resurrecting the rest is not up to you that's where God reaches down and says I'm taking
your Consciousness to another level from which you can never descend again you practiced your Divinity now I'm going to honor your choice to be in your Divine State and I'm going to bring you into that in a more locked and loaded prepare it forever kind of a space that's the truth of what happens when we practice it the ego is going to go yeah but constantly just to make us doubt but the reward is there just like there's a karmic effect of judgment and it's crucifixion and I know you think well what is what is my
resentment for somebody from three lifetimes ago have to do with a flat tire today it's all connected you don't want to try to figure it all out okay well got a flat tire today I need to know what lifetime I you know you know there was that time you loosened the screw on Ben hur's Chariot you know and so it came full circle flat tire today if that ever happens to you if you ever had such I think it's great it's for your amusement that's wonderful should that make or break your decision to
forgive no some people don't even like to hear the word forgiveness you know they're like there's no way I can't listen to this guy talk because he's talking about forgiveness and there's people that flippantly type things in and send in notes how dare him he doesn't know what I've been through you're you're being crucified still it's all I know and I forgive you if you know not what you do and you're going to continue to suffer until the day where you say no more
I've reached my limit I'm not saying what they did is nice I'm saying I'm going to change the effects it has on me because if they harm me yesterday and I'm still living that then technically I'm now abusing myself so I allowed the abuser to become me that's kind of strange but there's a saying you become what you hate so I become like my abuser there's no way yeah well that's exactly right so if you really want to get them back let them off the hook you acted out something I know not from
where it came and it doesn't matter because it's done I'm a new person I'm done with that done with the behaviors done with the patterns done I'm a different person now all relationships are either karmic or gifting and the ones that are challenging instead of thinking oh that was a bad decision that was it no wait just group them together they're karmic or they're gifting generally speaking when when there's people you connect easily with and there's just a nice camaraderie and
energy you know that's probably what you would call a gifting relationship and then there's karmic ones which means triggers buttons get pushed and so forth right karmic relations it should be obvious what those look like not just people you don't like but where there's just this natural like triggering going on there's a karmic relationship okay fine the funny thing is then our head goes well okay so my according to Michael there's karmic relationships and gifting ones I want these that's not how you get them
you know you don't sit there and do law of attraction I want you know I don't know why it is when I'm imitating an imbecile it sounds like Richard Nixon you know it's kind of weird I just noticed I'm like I don't know um anyway no offense sorry Richard love you um please forgive me I love you thank you um but you know this this you you don't just go I want gifting the gifting that's all so I'm gonna do my Law of Attraction gifting gifting relationships only no no no there's a trick listen please
the only way you get gifting relationships is by healing the karmic ones and if you've ever had a gifting or group of gifting relationships several in your life guess what you must have done the work so stop saying you don't see the rewards of thinking Ascension Consciousness or Resurrection consciousness you have gifting relationships look at them well I don't have any oh then that means we haven't done something here it's not God forgot to drop some off you don't get to have gifting ones that
aren't paid for sorry that's the way we set this up not God that's the way we set this up if that's inconvenient go home lay on your bed face down and scream into a pillow all about it but when you're done the Rule's still the same that hasn't changed I did this cathartic screaming I cried and then vomited and and I still have to forgive you know yeah so you want gifting relationships there's just there's that work to be done just keep practicing love and forgiveness and here's why because the gifting
relationships aren't actually other people that are arriving they're reflections of your changes karmic relationships how do we get those think about it just look at your own lives everybody here has had at least one if not one million karmic relationships where do they come from it's very simple if you have a or more karmic relationship primarily it comes from unhealed wounds because the relationships are reflecting mirroring us so if I have a karmic relationship I must have had some unhealed wounds
you don't like it it's but it's there it's one of the reasons another one is holding beliefs that don't serve your higher good holding old beliefs whether it's an old belief I don't deserve whatever some programming family you know I don't deserve better you know you know good things just don't grow on trees got to work hard so you know there's there's the unhealed wounds there's the inaccurate belief systems there's also our tendency to project onto other people so if I've got some
stuff inside there's a tendency we have to project onto other people which means when I am looking at my world some of these people are entering my space carrying my projections like I'm annoyed by certain kinds of people here they come so my projections are another reason why I'm going to find this this um karmic stuff coming in another common reason that we create karmic relationships is when we've harmed others in relationship including when we've taken someone else's relationship no offense but you know cheating that
sort of thing so I took some somebody else is in a partnership and I took that from them with that is going to come some karmic repercussions are you bad no do you have an opportunity to heal and forgive yes but that does happen with some people also trying to create a relationship out of need and want is going to unfortunately bring karmic relationships because when I say I want and need I'm not saying just verbally in my mind when I think I need someone who who worships me that's not coming from the Divine self
it's coming from my karmic ego self which means I'm going to see something that reflects that so this is how just that's a handful of reasons why we create karmic relationships if I were summarizing those five it would be just unhealed wounds it's what it always is unhealed stuff but breaking them down in different pieces is helpful because you might relate to one facet more than another and then be able to work on it better so what's the solution how do I get gifting relationships I've got to work on the
karmic ones and not necessarily tit-for-tat the way I named them but generally so so number one to create gifting relationships healing Old Wounds not just partnership wounds to get better Partnerships Mike whatever's coming up for me okay I want to create a you know healthy relationship so I've got to become healthier another thing I've got to do is forgive the karmic ones you've got to work on the karmic ones you've had well this one person did this and this person and this person was reflecting a
pattern to me love and forgiveness just why would you expect fruit and veggies or whatever to grow or flowers in your garden when you haven't taken out the weeds it doesn't make any sense make room for gifting relationships develop a healthier self more or less that's third develop a healthier self I want to see better relationships come on people start being healthier relationships and you people are going to go we're just here to reflect you and you haven't changed so all I can do is create the same ones
I did five years ago and eight years ago sure there's some variations I've changed a little in micro adjustments but for the most part how much you know have I changed if I'm still triggered by family of origin issues if I'm still running on you don't deserve better you know I remember uh when I was a uh 18ish somewhere in there I remember seeing some gal that did you know looked at me and there was a certain like she was attracted and I'm like wow and so there was this opportunity there was no way that I could see myself
introducing myself because I came from such a screwed up family and I saw myself telling me you don't deserve that that person has such a clean nice energy and you don't you see so was I going to be able to do that that would have been bringing them suffering not because I'm bad but because my beliefs I'd be bringing them a load to work on so it's like no no this has to get continually cleaned this where does this come from keep working it you become a clearer cleaner person and you realize
oh my God I feel healthier now you'll draw healthier people does that mean always know because the karmic relationships are still looking for opportunities to sneak in under the radar and reflect some potentially still unhealed stuff so the fourth thing I would advise is recognize how to assemble gifting relationships assemble meaning I would like to meet somebody that's kind of connecting well with me and it just feels like a really gifting thing have I done my part have I worked on family of origin stuff have I worked on
forgiving karmic relationships and so on and so on but it doesn't mean and here they come on a pumpkin Chariot you know whatever it is no so what has to happen a lot of times please remember this one assemble relationships you might start to go you know I dated this person what I loved was we got along with humor and it didn't work out but I love that bring that in and that's me I created and I got to have somebody that was playful then I'm going to bring this piece in oh that's so nice that that person was in
touch with their sensual self I like that that's me now do you see what I'm doing don't make it have that lost it had that lost it because you never gain you take these and you assemble them and take yourself higher vertically this one showed me this this one taught me that this one this and you assemble a better you I love the way I saw this couple once and I love the way they interacted that's now me you own you don't covet thy neighbor's Goods you become them and you realize oh my God now when I
have a relationship of any kind including romance but this is also true for jobs and anything else now that I know what I'm once looking for I've become it just changes everything I'm owning all this wow and then this one person we we connected really well with spiritual stuff brought that in stop thinking had it lost it how had it lost it because then there's never actually a gain it's horizontal had lost had it's all horizontal take each piece build and build and build the new self and remember
you can never give thanks off too often so give thanks for the progress give thanks for yes I know that relationship ended but I'm really really grateful for the ease that was there I love that I really loved the camaraderie that was there you see what happened for me personally I would say is in life that's kind of how I've done things I just wow the downside is once you wake up you can't go back to sleep and you realize I know what it feels like to have the camaraderie the ease this the sensuality ETC I know what it
feels like to have this now am I able to just fall in love with a piece of something here and there it just does you know it doesn't kind of click the drag is you're like well then I guess I'm just now going to be some celibate Mystic because you know no no no no that's not your destiny that's not your fate what you realize is I feel so complete but is it possible to create other people that are they have that same intention even if they're not perfectly complete do they still set that as their their goal their
intention and share because you're not looking for the one and only uh forever it's you're looking to share remember human beings call it making love when you have intimate encounter making love means manufacturing love and that's not what you're supposed to be doing technically making love is a it's a lie it means we don't know how to feel and share love so we'll make it I know that's not what everybody means by it because we all have used the term and I use it you know making love it's a
beautiful term but I know that that's still a human foible a little human kind of a weird twist I like the concept of sharing love and sharing love is done with different people in different ways sharing love can be a smile sharing love could be making love it could be parenting love to Children whatever it is it the love never changes just the form changes how you bring the the form of love to your employees that you should be loving not laboring over like oh these people you know loving them how can I bring this love that's what's
going to matter at the end of the day how much love did you become while you were on Earth that's what determines on the other side what happens next how much love not how many people did you fall in love with not how many people did you make it with it's how much love did you become and if I go well I would have but that one took this and that one took back you go and they'll make sure you have several Partnerships next time because you got so many backlogged to work on you know it's like listen you got a line
of people that are waiting for some work with you and you know and eventually it's like all my relationships are holy to be able to say that all my which means this instead of coming in and assigning jobs for you be my shoulder rubber you know wife or husband be my you supply the money in the I need you to it's even if you don't I love you even if we never meet I love you you see the love doesn't change as I'm closing now I'm not implying that that's easy that it's always easy when you're really
in the groove it it is kind of easy it's kind of cool but there are moments when people really trigger when people are very challenging you know it's it's not always easy to just walk this perfectly you know this perfect equal state of consciousness of constant love it's not always easy you can do it and then someone passes away and you miss them and it hurts and then you're going to judge yourself for not hanging into that Mystic consciousness but you need to bounce back and resurrect some people that have passed away in our
lives we actually have to forgive ourselves for judging them for being angry that they left but they're the ones who died man I would never hold grievance against someone yes you do they left you think they're gone you know it's we do we hold grievances over people you have more grievances against people that have left you than the ones you left you know why because they left you they're the ones who pulled the plug you'd be like just one more day I would have pulled the plug so you're mad that
you weren't in control I mean it's kind of weird just see through it all and learn to laugh at it we're here to experience the truth of Who We Are and Petty entanglements and Petty the way we make relationships into these Petty Expressions it's just silly you know I'm ready to go to a higher place that's my life that's my any of us that's my affirmation that's my intention I'm ready to go to higher places and you'll leave this place going wow wow I get it love total love and
then you get triggered maybe before you leave the parking lot you know it's just you know it happens but this how quickly do you forgive yourself and kind of laugh at it wow that was kind of weird man I was like blessing out and then lo and behold you know I looked at my beloved brothers and sisters and said Hey listen I would like to to share the love I'm feeling with the with the six or eight of you you know that are hanging out outside would you guys like to go get a bite see now for me personally that
would be you know a huge thing because I don't get to do that very often so hey would you guys like to go and then just one of you brings up some organic store in town that you go eat at I'm gonna be like no you know triggered immediately I was blissing out I was talking dominoes and you're bringing up some vegan place you know and then I'm like no how about and you're like oh you know oh you eat grain you know so now I'm triggered again and I gotta go and never mind and then say to myself
don't ever ask people out to eat don't ever go you know you know you're gonna go through the stuff your job is how quickly do you bounce back that doesn't mean I have to go to your organic place but it might what it means is I won't judge you for your strange addiction to organic food couldn't resist um I love love I do I love love and I love if somebody is loving vegan loving no gluten a loving whatever I love love and I love to see people that love what they do I just Bliss out on it we were talking recently uh when we had
a a meeting one of the times we've had our meetings our board members we went out and we go to one of the places in town and we sit and we'd cover business and that sort of thing and there's this really sweet person hi Hannah um she's on you know she's she's our server usually and the last time we were there I said you're beautiful you're like beautiful but you physically are beautiful but you have such an amazing energy about you I won't tell you where she works because I I don't
you know I don't want people going there and telling her over and over but um if I thought it was the right thing I would I would do it but um without her permission I won't it's a restaurant it's that end of town that's all I'm gonna say it's on this side of the highway and it's further down that way so you just hit them all and you'll get there but I was you know such a sweet person and I know she told me once that she's seen our progress she's oh I I know I saw you there or before Oh but it was
amazing because I was like you have such a beautiful energy and then I said where did you grow up I was curious like what what brought this about and she said I grew up in Sedona since she was little and I'm like well you don't hear that very often grew up in Sedona then I said you know and what were your parents like she said amazing loving healthy people I'm like wow see it doesn't happen by accident this is a good Soul who created good parents who created a right place to grow up that doesn't mean you and I are wrong
for not having such a blissful experience but it does mean you can have that all right um and I think she's single so guys if you're interested no sorry Hannah um but mentioning her is a statement about you and I meaning we have goodness in us that we can nurture create better well I can't because my parents weren't very nice right but any woman in your life that is a nurture is your mother any man that is whatever is your father you know in other words don't don't just leave it off because it failed somewhere
let someone else be a nurturer to you start with God being your father and mother but also you are my brothers and sisters even if I had a brother or sister that was cruel to me done love you peace be with you done with the karmic stuff now let me bring in new brothers and sisters and it changes if I had a brother who never kept my confidences my my personal stuff shared it with other people do I have to keep doing that no love forgive peace bye and then start giving thanks for the kinds of Brothers you bring into your life who
actually have the integrity create it assemble it give thanks for it I hope I've covered most of your comments here your questions here all right let's take a few centering breaths [Music] [Music] Divine mother holy spirit of God we're asking you to bless this meditation this process you guide this and all things we do you guide this you show us what we're to
see or know feel or experience [Music] we allow we give permission to the Divine mother [Music] to help us make this the highest deepest experience possible So In This Moment allow her to decide because she's part of us it's not someone outside she's part of us and she knows Us best allow her to decide the image of a person that was exceedingly challenging in this lifetime it could be the most challenging person ever it could be just challenging romantically it could be family challenge who do we need to work on
let them come to mind don't worry about it don't judge it don't get into the head stuff just there they are name in your mind just a few words that describe that energy that negativity whether it was they were selfish they were hurtful whatever it is just name it in a few don't worry about it being judgmental just do it it's already there anyway what kinds of things [Music] it's not an accident they're popping in I don't care you already did work on them just if they're there they're there
those few words that describe them and the next step come up with a couple words that describe you what in you would have drawn a person like that I'm not saying you're bad but what kind a couple of words what kinds of characteristics belief systems patterns did I have that would have even brought somebody like that into my life it could be repressed hurt it could be passive aggressive behavior it could be I was too passive it could be low self-worth [Music] allow it be honest let the Holy Spirit say sweetheart
you're not judged with this but at that time you are here to work on what [Music] and see if you can go to the next level with this by doing this can you say oh that makes total sense that if I had a lesson around a b and c that I would have someone in my life with X Y and Z it makes sense it makes sense that someone was the type that took my power away when I wasn't owning it enough it makes sense [Music] foreign [Music] I get it it makes sense [Music] and not only am I beyond that now
and or moving beyond that now I'm going to use this to launch me into Resurrection to you my brother or sister whatever role they played in this life Mom Dad person that still it's a brother or sister on this planet to you [Music] the things we experience the things that were experienced between us did not feel good it felt like you were being hurtful selfish but I understand that I played a part somehow not overtly asking for this but just somehow there was a lesson whatever that lesson was and is I'm
asking you mother to help me anchor that in my being so I'm giving you Holy Spirit the soul of this person they are not condemned in my mind [Music] that which was karmic I'm choosing to give to you mother this is a brother sister that was strained between the two of us and I want them to be brought to the light they deserve it as much as I I don't know all the nuances about them and I don't care that's not my business I'm just giving them unconditionally to you mother make believe or imagine for just a
moment if you gave that person soul to the Holy Spirit how do they feel just try to even remotely imagine how grateful they feel to be in a state of Love instead of the pain that they were in and then imagine the Gratitude they feel as they stand in the light of the mother and then the Gratitude of the mother that you brought one of her children home today and the Gratitude of the person Wells up and grows so bright that it shines into your own being [Music] the mother you are my beloved child in whom I am so proud
I am so pleased you surrendered one of my lost children you gave them back to me instead of trying to hold your own opinions you asked for mine how could I not include you in this you are lifted you are resurrected you are brought out of the Tomb you're brought out of the Grave you're brought out of the karmic relationship lifted I feel alive choose to feel alive choose to feel free no obsessing on the past right now I feel free [Music] two or more gathered with one intention to go home thank you brother and sister
thank you Holy Spirit Divine mother thank you to myself for manifesting this conversation today no accident or coincidence about it [Music] and so it is take a nice deep breath or two in just the peace that I was feeling let it anchor into every cell let every neuron absorb some of it let every cell every Feeling Just permanent absorption and that's Ascension I am different I've gone to a higher level now that's Ascension cue just relaxing breaths and decompress back to the room stretch out if you'd
like thank you for your courage to Manifest this conversation on what was shared you know some people are I know tempted to go I really could have done without thinking of that other person you know or Karma I just only wanted to feel all happy and Skip through the room um your level to go to that place is going to be contingent on your level to get what we just covered okay it's okay absorb this it'll take you higher now just allow that to happen we're going to take up our collection and do our closing prayer
just be as generous as you can be please online they can click a button to make donations but also here there's the purple bags those are for your love offerings for the Sundays and just do what you can but also the baskets are for any extra donations those are we use for people of lesser means or special projects project at hand is and it's quite expensive it's you know 10 grand plus I think it's even 10 to 15.
the carpet's going to get replaced um and there's a couple other things we're going to be doing so um if you can be so kind if you have the means give towards that or just give a little bit towards that whatever you can do that would go in the baskets or you can set it in during the week for that matter email it in okay Please Hold Your Love offering to your heart with full Love full intention full Focus um together please Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I
receive and so it is thank you so much can anyone share what they learned or heard today that made the most sense or that was the most important for you to have heard or shared even in the meditation for that matter yes assemble yes nice huh yeah put it together pieces you know let it Stack Up yes yes good question can a relationship be both karmic and gifting yes because the karmic ones can become gifting ones first of all in themselves sometimes they just are a mixture of the two they're not exclusively karmic exclusively because
even a gifting one could trigger a little bit but just generally speaking you can tell generally what ones were more leaning towards challenging karmic relationships and which ones were really like you you know when you feel grateful someone's in your life that's a good sign that it's a gifting relationship yes forgiveness can lead to communion it's it launches you that direction forgiveness is the most important piece to it all communion's great but nothing will launch you into that faster than forgiveness and more
thoroughly yes yeah you pray to God you want God's blessing and you know try holding out more than a thimble I mean you know come on let's go yes love itself never changes this deformed us so I can feel love for all but it can change a little between a student um a a friend a family member the the form might change or be altered slightly but the content the actual love does not change okay all right thank you I'm going to share a couple of announcements um just briefly first um a few books were donated
um I'll show that in just a sec but in a nutshell the crystal bed sessions are available you can do the crystal bed it's in the healing room out here um just you know you learn more about it you can ask the staff the admins will help you or Dosey in the bookstore they'll tell you more about it but the crystal bed sessions are pretty extraordinary honestly on social media like us and click us and do whatever you got to do online to you know spread the word and some people are asking um which I've shared before but
well we have a whole catalog of videos hundreds from all these Sundays and from some workshops found for almost all of them are free on YouTube unfortunately YouTube decided to monetize our station and they started forcing um ads into ours you know and we still get people going oh you know why did you start running ads and they're getting all annoyed at us which means you're trying to take us from a gifting relationship down to a karmic one but we refuse to join you sink if you will we're staying here
um and um those gift sets over there we just re-released a book called sacred sexuality it's part of a set of three they're in those purple rap tissue wrapped over there it's three books it's the relationships creating fulfilling relationships one called introduction to Tantra and sacred sexuality and the other one is a book a manual for living Bliss they're all in that package now and that one's just been re-released thank goodness but you can get all three as a set some of you you know say well I already have one or
two of those you can get them anyway and you can give them as a gift for that matter but uh you also save a bit ten percent or twenty percent I forget what if you get those packages but you're welcome and it'd be great if you support us by getting those um this afternoon we have a workshop called the three gates of Love intimacy and passion so it's on sacredness it's on relationship with self God self and others I say this constantly in people's brains still go he must mean partnership and I don't have one so it's not for me
that's not what I said it's it's for any understanding of sacred intimacy with God's self and others so we cover a lot I can't easily advertise it and give you bullet points of what we're going to cover because I have no idea uh other you know other than I know it's about this um the three gates intimacy love intimacy passion um so we're going to talk about but it depends on the group and the questions and where it goes but absolutely wonderful for relations Partnerships but also with self but understanding just
like the talk today I was talking about how I can't just do 3D conversations so it's going to go to a deeper place to even understand that that the shared breath is a symbol the word kiss as it was translated in ancient language people think today it meant kiss but it meant to share the same breath so when you approach a person and you you just hold space you share intention it's called a kiss but you don't have to be kissing them to do it when you share the same intention but see a kiss became a symbol of it but
then we lost the it and only went with the kiss you know who needs that I could I could kiss wow you know and then the kiss became other things so lots of doing it's a great line in the Earth Wind and song the Earth Wind and Fire song um every thought is a dream rushing by in a stream bringing life to the kingdom of doing meaning all of our Consciousness ends up manifesting in our life the kingdom of doing meaning the manifested world uh the song called fantasy so it's it's an incredible thing to understand let's
get back to this let's get back to a kiss of God you know the kiss with each other the kiss with self sharing the same intention the same breath and if you go in the direction of intimacy and so on great but can you keep the connection while doing what you do in your life so there's that and lastly keep in mind that we have the eight weeks from today the daughters of Heaven conference that's an extraordinary experience it really is it's a new book the daughters of Heaven we won't go into the roots of all that
and their origins of all that but the books available in the bookstore okay but consider that and the conference um very very beautiful we have great musicians great things planned and you're welcome to join us um it's two days eight weeks from now all right the last thing I want to say which we can stream around the world but I want to thank the person Gina Moore Gina renemore she gifted us a few books but it's Fiona and the Butterfly Fiona the butterfly and it finds her light so these are um we have
a few samples she gifted us so if you have a child or a grandchild we only have a few but if you have a child or a grandchild raise a hand and we'll hand these you can have one come on up um let me yeah one there and one behind you there's one for you give one way over there please there you go thank you and if you didn't get one you can still get it online if you don't know the butterfly all right please stand for a closing prayer our workshop's going to start in about a half an hour so you have time for
Munchies or whatever especially if you go to Domino's yep so uh centering please just feeling the appreciation of what was shared the laughter the friendships the meditation the healing the requests given love back to Love Back to Eden the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us the power of God protects us the presence of God watches over us wherever we go I will not and so it is thank you and peace be with you