Universe Versus Looney-Verse
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ah so thank you for being with us again those of you who are guests my name is Michael mirdad and I serve here as part of the spiritual leadership let's um they've got announcements for me to make here let's let's share please what it is that's primarily brought you here what are you looking for what are you longing to hear about today what are you wanting to learn or heal from your heart what would you like me to cover today thank you wait you had your hand up joyful joyful Elementals beginning new chapters
okay that's good thank you ah topics ranging from sacred partnership joyful acceptance turning Within um beginning new chapters several other topics as well ah so that's where we'll go today um thanks for the the suggestions and requests it's really important that we that we grow up spiritually and recognize if you don't ask how are you going to learn or how are you going to get you know whether it's with a partner or with a God or whatever you're doing in life the universe your employers you
know showing up like being cast adrift and wondering why your life isn't going anywhere doesn't really make sense but that's the mind of a victim just you know floating in the middle of the ocean there's oars there's a sail and you just sit there wondering why you're floating you know but you could set sail yeah but if I do the wind could blow me somewhere I don't want to go you're right just sit there you know that's a victim mentality and it's it's funny right and yet the number
of people that do it is almost all of humanity just waiting around for something there's a value I'm not saying there's not a value in in waiting and watching and listening for guidance that's different the person that's a saboteur of their life is that even when they get guidance they're still sitting there I'm waiting for guidance well you you just got guidance you know you just fell asleep while you were sitting on that raft in the middle of the ocean while you were asleep you heard the word sale that was God
lift the sails you know you heard you're sailing the song you were started humming and you're just sitting there going takes me away and you even sang along when you woke up and you're still not getting it set sail man that's the part that's that's catastrophic in some ways in our lives it's where we just sit and we it's a false form of of an unhealthy form of passivity a false form of I'm open Here Comes guidance okay I'm still open and it just floated in one ear and out the
other because you're so open that there's a canal from ear to ear versus you know Inspirations to come in and go out and you go nowhere so you know I I sometimes get some people get tense about when I say this world's an illusion oh don't say that you know that disavows my love for my cat you know whatever you know if you can't get past that codependent relationship how are you going to get past any other I'm not saying it's a problem we just launched right into this didn't we look I'm I'm not saying it's a
problem I'm saying to you your cat isn't there she's the holy spirit manifesting for you and your lessons your love for your cat is your love for the mother because she's it's just the mother so do you want to stay in love with furballs or the mother go beyond the form go beyond the thing your animals your children your everything should be loved tremendously because it isn't love hate that humans do and it isn't like I like this I like my cat I like my job we are the presence of Love We Are Made
In God's image which is love we are the presence of love we should be totally in love with everything cat dog this that the rotted tree because we're seeing behind it not just I learned to see behind tragedy and I'm looking for the light of God that's beautiful but do it with things you love too oh no I don't want to let go of things I love I don't mind transforming a rotted tree but I want my my dog to be just like it is never change that's why it'll die that's what that means the lord giveth
the lord taketh away the Lord is giving you an image to learn about yourself you become attached to the image the thing has to go why because you didn't get the real love believe it or not the day will come but it's here now if we want it the day is going to come when you love someone and even if they die you won't even notice that they died because you still see them as much as when they were alive you see it's only our limiting belief systems that has this click that they're alive now they're dead now you suffer
because they're dead you miss them none of that happens in spirit it only happens here with our limited perception so people get really quite triggered when I talk about things like this the world is is an illusion and when I say the Earth is an asylum it is and the inmates are clearly running the Asylum the inmates are not the masses of people although they're not doing that well it's the world leaders those those who are the most insane running it now I'm not criticizing their souls I'm
saying they're human ego selves are trying to make things work so that everybody can feel seemingly comfortable but can't be so this is a universe a universe means one song one verse one song the universe is supposed to be a place where we hear feel and experience the one song of God love God's will only peace peace on Earth Good Will to man why did that happen why did and it's really really happened that when Jesus was born there was a frequency that everybody heard in other words it's like saying I wish I heard
God's guidance words guidance right and that was a moment where the mother this the the energy was so strong at the birthing of Christ in the form of a person named Jesus but anytime there's a birthing of Christ all of the universe celebrates it it's like there's a song that catches up with the song of God so God says I will for peace when we make a choice for peace we've aligned with God's will you would hear it if we're open to it a sound that would be peace on Earth Good Will to all
it's there it's a natural response you could say it's the angel saying it but really it's all the ethers it's everything saying it when Jesus was born and he's coming in to manifest the Christ as a consciousness nothing could stand in its way it people heard it throughout the land did you hear that yeah something of peace on Earth and then people brush it off it must have been my imagination you know a little Middle Eastern Ayahuasca or something kicking back on me or something you know
some that must have been weird what was that you know did you hear that no we must have imagined somebody must have been singing it you know a song brushing It Off how beautiful to own those moments man where it's like the will of God you know even when I started talking about this like the waves I could feel the light that Shivers and the jingle you know tingles and beautiful stuff you know because that's how it feels to be alive and you know we're in this one song of God let me step into that let me feel
that and and you tend to oh you know you feel it you start moving with it it's a very beautiful thing your body is just a symbol it isn't even here it's a holographic symbol but when that symbol feels the vibration of God it smiles it smiles look at religious people never seen such a miserable group of people [Laughter] what's up with that why is it I'm so devout to God wow you you look like you're living in hell like what's why don't you smile wouldn't it be cool a priest of any denomination a rabbi you
know up at the pulpit up at the podium you know just hi oh my God isn't this great you know and feeling that like aliveness like a child Giddy and you know you know wow oh this is great do you feel you know and there are moments some of the churches and temples and whatever where where that is allowed a little more encouraged a little more those spontaneous like in your Southern Baptist Church those moments where people just feel it and they sing and they laugh and they in a sense that's what I'm describing
allowing Spirit to flow through allowing the music in a service to be part of the structure of building the energy the momentum of what's Happening instead of gratuitous songs oh it's time for another song You Know they come up and sing whatever it's just some gratuitous song it's like instead the musicians have to understand that they're part of the service they're they're they're part of the building of this experience and it's an experience not a lecture and it isn't [Music]
you know from the gospel of verse whatever and then you know the Lord you know it's like when your talks would startle people with fear and maybe you should rethink something you know can you incite an excitement or you know like when we're done with a talk do you feel closer to God do you feel like like if I died right now I feel less fear about that because I feel plugged in that's the way we should feel is this a universe or a luniverse and people live in the Looney verse just like it's so crazy
it's it and I mean that it and again some people like oh man you use the word crazy that's inappropriate no it isn't it's totally appropriate when you're imagining something that you are something that you're not that's kind of cuckoo and I'm not criticizing mental illness they're just diagnosed everybody's got to be mentally ill to on one level to be God but to imagine that you're a pathetic human needing other people to make you happy needing a raise at work to give you any
you know anything so you can afford to pay your electric bill that's crazy we're God we're God imagining that we zipped up bodies over ourselves going uh I can't pay my electric bill you're God you could literally Buddha says split the Himalayas in too you could literally as Jesus says say to a mountain move but no no no no no no no not me I'm you know barely happy I would be so much happier if somebody would give me permission to be happy I would be so much happier if only I could move a certain few people around to be
this and to support me in this way that way it's it's really crazy and the craziness is something we can laugh at it's not a heaviness I'm putting on you it's we should be able to laugh at this it's funny for divine beings to pretend they're not divine this is called make believe when children of God know who they are they're living the creation process when they forget who they are it's called amnesia it's just forgetfulness that deserves only compassion oh man I'm
so sorry you forgot who you were today that's a righteous attitude but for me to say I'm sorry that you forgot who you are doesn't affirm that you are the person you think you are I'm actually just saying sorry that that's happening really sorry you're struggling to have compassion right I'm really sorry you're struggling but why are they struggling because they're lesser no it's they they know not what they do Jesus said that's all so to be compassionate for people
that know not who they are that they know not what they do your job though is to either sync with them or rise above and that's our decision every day someone's reflecting to you rudeness are they reflecting God or amnesia amnesia what should you give them a cure for amnesia remembering who they are when they can't remember when you feed into it they're rude you're rude back you just entered welcome to the Looney verse where nobody knows who they are but a little extra makeup a little extra something trim up make up make up your
life better income and everything's okay but it isn't you gotta have a drink I gotta have a drug I gotta have some compensatory thing which is the root of all addiction so Amnesia is what Buddha called ignorance is the root of all problems his word ignorance means amnesia forgetfulness we forgot who we are that's the the root of everything we forgot who what's the solution then remembering but remembering isn't something you just go oh okay done really because you're still standing here and still casting a
shadow so it's not just one time hearing that it's about remembering we have to live it and you can't just sit in a cave going remember and expect it to work it's remembering and in between your chants and your yantras mantras and mudras and everything else as you sit in your cave with the Himalayas eventually someone brings you food so you can eat a little and go back to your chat remembering because you're just so Cosmic you're just waking up and sitting there in your chat but when Domino's forgets to deliver to your cave
in the Himalayas and you get irritated there's your work you know irritated right there's your work forgiving all people including yourself and forgiving the world for what you thought it was as soon as you walk outside look around what do you see you know beautiful red rocks and yeah cool okay you might say I'm just going to stay in this Bliss go go to the Red Rock go go chant yourself into Oneness go ahead I want to see this because as soon as you hit one of these roundabouts you're going to get irritated or as soon as you
get to one of the mountains to go hikings and be one with God and you find 8 000 tourists throwing their water bottles off to the trail you know you know it's all those people into you it's you you're seeing yourself and and it's not just you personally it's you and it's us the parts of us that have forgotten the part of me that doesn't care about the mother God also doesn't care about the Mother Earth so I throw my garbage on the earth because it's my way of dissing the mother mother the Divine
Mother of God see everything we experience here is a reflection of our relationship with God and ourselves this is just the the the projector screen that's all it is it's a holographic projector screen if I stand here and I say things you like you're mirroring your relationship with God and yourself is being mirrored here and you like it so say thank you appreciate what I do and then also put a hand on your own heart and say I'm getting it I loved what I heard today and that's me I'm waking up not I can't even leave the
building because I have to be in his presence as he's talking I want him to keep talking more it's a weird thing because people around me I don't talk that much when I go home you know it's it's not like we're going to sit around an own together I'm going to put on The Simpsons or something and just eat a candy bar and you're gonna be like oh he's not as common as Cosmic as we thought then leave I'm good with that me Simpsons and a Kit Kat I'm good with that you know right okay so it's it's okay
did every just what I'm seeing is a part of me so you like the talk thank you I appreciate that your your donations your support your gratitude your smile we're all in that we're good and you have to also sit and realize he's mirroring me and I'm starting to really get this I feel like I was mourning the loss of someone and I feel lighter today why because he dot dot but it's also because you were ready because I can't say anything decent until you're ready to hear it as they say you know when the student's
ready the teacher appears but we're all in this together students teachers so you're hearing something you're ready to hear own it you can thank the person the book the author whatever your meditations for that matter thank you to Great meditations musicians Etc but also it's you growing own it the same goes for Partnerships one of you asked about specifically specifically the word uh sacred partnership a sacred partnership involves you letting other people off the hook sacred partnership doesn't mean oh
could I assign a bunch of my agendas onto you and call it a sacred partnership until you stop fulfilling my agenda now you're you know so quickly so quickly soul mates are turned into cellmates so quickly we we imprison people and then persecute them and prosecute them when they can't fulfill that it's I need nothing I am as I am I am as God created me I am the Christ on Earth what could I possibly need so to be able to approach another person and say you know I would love to get to know you that's different than I need you to be
something or other but how am I going to tell you that if I don't even know that how am I going to know that if I don't know me and how am I going to know me if I keep projecting onto you so we have to make a commitment you know and say first of all there's this amnesia and what amnesia does is it eventually makes you terrified when you start to realize that you're living in a certain way and it's almost like let's pretend you're suddenly a walk-in as it's called you just are freshly walking in somehow
into somebody's body nothing connects what they call you I don't feel like that's my name what you do the foods they cook and it's like I don't have any taste for that it's straight it's a strange experience to and it doesn't just happen when you're a walk-in sometimes it's you're born again spiritually so now some of the relations and the identities and the jobs don't fit anymore which is good news but it's uncomfortable why because I feel like I'm having
Amnesia you're all telling me I'm this and my name is that and I don't relate so I'm gonna start feeling a little uncomfortable but it can become a panic my point is our Collective Amnesia on Earth creates Terror Terror then creates more amnesia and then we live in this compensatory which is an anxious way of life because we're always trying to compensate I've got to make up for they said I'm an athlete so I need to start acting athletic but I hate working out I hate exercise but I have to because they want me to
so what's going to happen you're going to go to the gym and work out because they said you're a star athlete so you're doing it you know what's going to happen you're going to get injured because you were doing something that wasn't you and when you're doing relationships that aren't you it there's going to be a problem someone's going to get sick or someone's going to die something dramatic is going to happen anytime we're doing something that isn't organically us it creates an unconscious
sometimes conscious conflict inside the conflict is going to become a manifestation something's coming down the pike our decision is only do you want to get this the easy way or the hard way easy way would be let me look at this see through it clear it the hard way would be this can't be happening or I don't know what it is or not even see it just to live so unconsciously you don't even see it and then what's going to happen there's going to be Uh something's going to explode something's
going to give it's it's just got to happen if God is love and God is all there is then anytime we're seeing sensing experiencing something that doesn't feel like love we're experiencing the make-believe world when you're feeling in the zone it means somewhere I must have recently aligned the the drag is I might align two weeks ago and today wake up totally in the zone not knowing the connection that your meditations pay off that's the drag because today you could wake up going oh money upon me whom and
and everything go wrong but why I started the day with God well that's because things don't line up perfectly like that the times an illusion the ego is going to keep things all un unsettled you wake up all blissed out but it has some contracts you signed yesterday last week eight lifetimes ago and it says you know you're trying to start the day blissed out huh really I've got some some things for you and it's kind of like a projector screen remember in the old days the overhead projector
it's a it's a it's a it's a light over there with a glass screen and they put an overlay on it it projects onto the screen that's what life is like when you're like I'm not going to put anything on the screen it's gonna I'm just gonna put God straight and so the screen's all just glowing light that's a good day man I'm just experiencing a blissful state of godness the ego again you looks in the files let's see fifth husband and it puts it on the screen and all of
a sudden on your beautiful golden lit screen is you know this this person of Rage or it's going to go three lifetimes ago or it's gonna go last week when you lost your job it's going to put that stuff when we go through the Dark Night of the Soul that's kind of like when the ego says you're annoying me you and all this spiritual growth and whatever you're starting to annoy me and it just spills all the files onto the dark screen onto this the lit screen and then the screen goes dark When You're Going Through The Dark
Knight it's when file after file has been put on the glass and that's what you're seeing and experiencing but it's still your files it's still your files please understand that it's not like oh I was doing so well but the universe did what universe you mean space like in between Pluto and Planet X there's space and it's just sitting there and it has the power to go I'm going to make your day miserable how you just you don't you're floating like what how can space do that stop
blaming the universe and stop crediting the universe well the universe is really putting me through what how can it go a man I'm after you you just wait I'll I'll get to you in a minute you know what I mean how can it do anything or when you try to credit it oh beloved Universe again I really like when you appreciate me you mean God then call it that oh that's an old-fashioned term knock it off you're projecting your issues with God by giving it another name just like your parents sometimes project
onto you by giving you their name yeah I want you to be Harold V junior or whatever but I'm not Harold I'm not you see and they get irritated be what we tell you to be done imagine having a spiritual blood transfusion when all your family's DNA is gone and you have God's DNA back to that you know what about the neurons let let the Holy Spirit wash your brain clean of all previous programs that sounds pretty cool yeah but the idea of it happening well all of them accept and we start the exception
once you start that you're back in control you're trying to control again I've worked with so many people on so many different topics in this world and you know one of them being uh intimacy you know being a topic there and relationships Partnerships and you have no idea then the number of things that come up with relationships games people play to try to distract from problems uh oh my God I mean there are there are teachers of things like Intimacy in Tantra and things like and and they they come up with just they have to come up
with some new thing you know what your relationship needs and it's just always the pendulum swinging one way or the other they forget this you can't easily go into a tantra conference and say let's talk about God no that's not what they want to hear they want to hear about how to stimulate each other it's not sacred it's just hump fests it's it's just weird body stuff look how sacred this is you know it isn't I'm not turned on I'm not amused I'm not interested you're
just you know the majority of them are just redefining relabeling the same old thing we did in high school but they call it something different you haven't lived until you discovered polyamorous backseat lovemaking you know it's the same thing what happened you know to God oh that's an old-fashioned term see you can't you can't leave God out of 12-step programs you can't leave God out of spirituality meditation I just meditate on what the universe again this empty space why not God bring God
back into everything that's the ultimate intimacy that's the ultimate integrity that's the ultimate Spiritual Awakening spiritual sexuality and so on it's when you bring God into it you can't recover without God but you can't make love without love and that's very very powerful stuff to realize if I'm going to spend time with you this type of time or holding hands or whatever we do to really really live in a state of God be present with us whatever we're doing God be here like our opening prayers and
setting the stage with the music it's all in intention it's it's setting a stage but we should be doing that when you're cooking food it should be with joy like come on if it's tedious you know when I had kids I mean I made that fun too you know like as simple because I don't know how to cook anything but I I was always a cheese sandwich right so but it's just like still it's to to let they would see me having fun doing it you know I mean they would actually how could he be happy he's just slicing
Velveeta how could that be like why does Dad sing you know when he's cooking something so simple because it's one for you one for me one for you one for me it's it's anything playful and alive if we don't do this if we don't bring God's presence who is going to bring God's prayer who's it going to be when where well I'm waiting for that you know because Jesus is coming back oh you should wait on that you should just wait for that to happen haven't you heard or listened to
anything of spiritual value he was already here the second coming is the coming of Christ in you you're waiting for Jesus to bring it like he's going to have some giant mass of 8 billion people going Body of Christ amen Body of Christ and you're going to go oh my God I'm awake now because I got the host of bread right I mean that's not how this works you know he'll it's not going to be some some televangelist looking slap on the forehead you see it can't be because even Christ can't give you
something you refuse to have so you and I this is this world isn't going to people are waiting for this to heal this all this to go away it can't because you can't heal the ego the ego is behind all of this so you can't heal our Amnesia you can't fix it unless you have a person who wants it gone what I'm saying is we have to desire God more than the illusion we have to desire love more than fear this has to become a deep yearning desire in US it can't be convenient it's not when you read the 365th workbook
lesson in a course in Miracle suddenly boof you know that it just happens it can't be that you walked into the right Temple or church it can't be the right book the book could say the right thing and if you don't want to hear it you're not going to hear it learning to celebrate what you read in that book and that book and that book learning to celebrate you could walk into a Muslim temple or a Jewish temple or a Christian this or this or that and to be able to sit there and say I'm here to be filled
any any room to but you when you leave it's up to you to be different if you're the same when you leave this lifetime it wasn't your family that didn't allow you to thrive you could have made different choices and woken up it can't be that you go in a 12-step meeting and come out the same someone failed and it wasn't them you should be able to go just outside sit down I remember one time I was what am I going to talk today and talk about today this is about 20 years ago and you know I just didn't open
and I looked up and I saw oh this nice large eagle flying overhead so I just that's all that happens one thing happens and it starts downloading so I Saw an Eagle I didn't go okay Eagles how many feathers and detail and detail and detail Talons Talon backwards is almost God if you leave out three letters and add five other letters like I'm not contriving a talk I just go got it got it spelled g-o-d it got it and then I walk in you know Eagles you know and it just starts downloading and that's for all of us
when my kids were little I would go okay you know guys and they go tell us a story you know I didn't go well uh we only have three children's books and I've already read them what about you just shh okay and I taught him let's say a prayer first to ask for a story and a story would come through Once Upon a Time and here we go off just like I do these talks and I just launch into some story and he would have songs you know it'd have songs it would you know everything would be there like some
complete musical you know we are the very children you know this is just and it just starts coming through if I could do that there and you could do that with a song and you could do that with teaching and you do that as a school teacher we all know how to what's called riffing you know we all know how to let go but more and more let go to God not just your own Ingenuity and your own cognitive memory of what you've studied or learned just what would you have me say what would you have me Teach today what would you have me learn today just
living in that openness that openness isn't a search for God it is the answer for the search as soon as I open the answer starts coming through you become the living answer this this universe when you think you're separate when you think you're afraid when you think you're challenged when you think you're a victim you're in the Looney verse not the universe when you support others in that I would be so mad if I was you you're you're slicing up hatred and feeding hatred onto the plates of other
people don't listen to gossip don't feed it and when people bring it to you say I'm not interested in that that's Darkness and the more they do it the more you should right here man stand in your Center sometimes even your best friends you have to go I'm just curious what what's happening in you right now what do you mean what's happening well what you're saying isn't true but you're saying it or what you're saying is sort of fearful you know fear-based and who to vote for
and masks are no masks and this and that and the other to hold your Center and say that this is this is kind of dark and I'm not interested watch their response rarely are they going to go oh my God you're right I was I was gossiping and in a state of hatred and trying to drag you in what was I thinking rarely what you're going to see and hear is how dare you call me on this and what you're witnessing is the end of a relationship unfortunately but the end of that relationship uh um if I were you it just I would sing
celebrate celebrate the ending of that relationship it might seem like it's a bummer it might seem annoying it might seem inconvenient but with every crucifixion that you choose to resurrect man then you get to ascend if you let that relationship kill you when it ends all you did was got crucified it's all you've accomplished and you've taught them hate for hate if if you threaten to leave me or whatever and I succumb to it I panic and I I'm just teaching you that you have power over me I'm not going there
I'm not interested in that to be able to do that right uh every spiritual teacher gets slammed every religion has been slammed by other religions why is that is one of them right is there one that hasn't been slammed so what what's the truth you go by who's been slammed and who no you know what it is it's just ego running the Looney verse its way of running the is fear fear and hate keeps that that uh um self-perpetuating that that Looney verse it's just it's like perpetual motion device it's it's this thing that just
keeps powering itself it doesn't need anything new it runs it on its own energy resist not evil don't play in with it don't play games with it don't step into it don't feed into it no thank you start gently but from your Center the more they push the more firm you become this world has has never been shown as much of this what I'm describing as it has today this this era that we're in we've always had ups and downs this is different guys this is totally different Jesus himself says you'll know
when the end is near just one example but it involves brother against brother parent Against Child now 20 years ago you'd have thought maybe maybe he's referring to a little bit no no all we needed was one election one pandemic and people didn't go let's hang together family okay we got to deal with this it's like mom I notice you're not wearing a mask you're no mother of mine and your mother then cursing somebody else and says everybody just not since the Civil War have we seen such Division and that's
not a good thing right it's greater than we saw in the Civil War and it's going to continue getting intensified you were told this by Jesus this is going to happen what was his solution stand true in Christ Consciousness know your spiritual family is your best real family we never stopped doing Services during covet or whatever it was I don't know you know different people call it different things we never stop services did that mean I had a vote one way or the other I never told you what I thought one way or the other did I
no we just kept having services we just kept having spiritual experiences make sense will you guys remember that and I told you we're going to keep having our services show up or don't I'm still going to be standing here doing it why because that's a demonstration I'm still going to be doing this Center what are you going to do and some of you said we're going to show up we also provided if you want to wear a mask sit over there if you don't sit over there find ways to support both sides the
people that are the most hateful don't want you to honor both sides they want you to only honor their side that's the most Disturbed people the most mentally spiritually ill people they're looking for corroboration and support of their thing but where's their thing coming from It's Always God or ego so the scriptures tell us choose whom you will serve reality or Illusion God or manna what are you choosing to serve and you have to make your decisions and it could mean that you have a party
you have a family reunion and you have half the number of people showing up that you had hoped for I'm sorry for your sadness celebrate that real people showed up right I'd rather have 10 good friends than 50 bad ones quality right we all have to understand that so as I'm going towards a close we've got to get to that the ego cannot be destroyed evil cannot be destroyed gossip cannot be destroyed somebody has to Simply stand in the light and say no to these things but what you're going to need is not
just the action do you feel I feel my attraction for goodness is starting to outweigh the opposite you have to want this you can't just go I wish we had no gossip then stand only by loving communication right I wish I wish stop Masters and christed beings don't wish they choose so what do you want here's where I'm going good tomorrow I hope you can say here's where I am nothing else interests me see if you if you said to me I don't care um Michael I'm going to increase a donation for you every week if we can get you to
watch horror movies with us I'd say I can do without the donation I could I mean it doesn't you could you could say to me look how beautiful I am I would like to partner up with you no nothing should of this world should really pull you off your Center into doing things you don't want to do your integrity your spiritual Integrity lock in I'm looking for the one song of God I'm not interested in the Looney verse just the one song of God which is love keep coming back to that state of Love make all decisions based on love or
peace ask yourself does this resonate with peace and love does this resonate with self-worth let your decisions resonate with something if you say I don't know what to resonate with then now you're back floating out in the ocean with no oars no paddles no sale nothing just kind of a victim of the world the Looney verse instead you talk about turning within one of you asked about this is what that means it's close off the world of stimulus that'll tell you what it'll give you if only if you can
do this then you'll gain that stop let that go turn in to yourself love first people are going to be afraid people are going to run away from the truth people are going to walk away from the truth they're going to close their eyes to it doesn't matter this too shall pass everyone's going home they're just going to get it the easy way or the hard way I remember doing a talk back in the mid 90s and this was amazing and I'm talking like I am here Stand by Your Truth I love God whatever I was talking about blah blah
blah blah and this one gal got up you could tell she was maybe a little more fundamentalist emphasis on mental but she got up she walked to the back of the room and exited out the door the whole movement from one end of the room to the other along the back row she'd stuck out both middle fingers to me yeah she's just flipping me off the whole time it's like forgive them they know not what they do now now did did we suffer from Evil removing itself no but it can seem like it if you're like oh gosh that could have been ten dollars
more in tithing if that's your trip then you would suffer if you have an attachment to that then you'll suffer but every time you make a commitment to your greater good and the greater good of everything I swear you're paid for it I swear it pays off well I took your advice Michael and I I told my partner we're going to see couples counselors or I'm done and they said no and so guess what I live alone and lonely now Michael thank you appreciate that I appreciate that I could take that personally oh I let
you down didn't I no it's not over yet Jesus was in hell for three days after crucifixion before he resurrected that's all you're doing you're in hell but are you there as a victim then you'll suffer through this loss of your unloved unloving or whatever partner what if you want to resurrect then you have to turn it around and realize something did leave but I am standing for something good if your head says when someone leaves I have a loss I lost a job that I didn't like I lost a partner that I didn't like
listen to your words you let something you didn't like or resonate go which means now you're in a new State of Consciousness to attract something healthier it's impossible for that not to be true unless you refuse to see it if you want to sit there and go no no no ah you know it's a loss and I can't get over it that's your truth and the universe will say the holy spirit will say and so it is okay but you have to believe it you have to believe it I'm I'm saying you want to make a change in your life
don't make one you don't believe in please don't say Michael said you have to understand it believe it if we're going to create a new life you've got to be courageous to say goodbye to the old life make sense and I'm and I'm sorry I would love for you to just a magical formula and instantly you see what the new relationship is going to look like as long as you let go of the old one that's just called cheating on your partner you know go and get the other job before you of course get another job lined up
but I'm saying if you always have to have your eyes satisfied then there's no faith involved no know that it's going to pay off the changes you make in your life know that it's gonna pay off for you to say you know what Integrity first most of the new age churches and centers organizations I'm telling you consulted with Michael Mir dad and one of the topics they've brought up consistently is money what are we going to do to raise our income and here's what they say our greatest donors are controlling our
Center our church our the and I'm like what do you mean they're gonna well they're the ones that call the shots they tell the board members what they need to vote on or else you're no money do you know what Michael tells him fire them all kick them out of your organization and tell them you're welcome back tomorrow if you can be here to serve do not come back to control because we're not going to let it happen I'm telling you 10 out of 10 of these organizations said we could never do
that not once have I seen them go okay you're right God first goodbye threatening donors because humans love to live off what the senses are telling them what they think they need and I'm telling you I told them let go of those people and I swear to you the ones with the greatest Integrity will remain and respect you more and new ones will come that you'll actually appreciate even more for being there every day you have a board meeting you're sick to your stomach because of doing what you don't want to do but
you're made to do it because of the money guys you can't live like that that's insanity Jesus would never have allowed it [Music] I can't allow it I mean I'm sure I probably slipped somewhere in my life but for the most part for the most part one dramatic moment it came up we had a center we had a couple people most donating and they wanted to tell us what direction to go and and I was following their lead one day I had a meeting hi everyone just want you to know starting today our Center is ended
what what it's done closed funked and I was making a living out of it like there I just threw away my my career [Music] but tomorrow I'm starting a new center where no one is allowed an opinion based on how much money they have or how long they've been with us we're all going to have an equal vote half of them came back and half of them didn't we found a center that cost us one-third the rent within that month swear to God we found a new center that was one-third the rent and we doubled or tripled our
income that month it's it's crazy how does that happen it did Choose Wisely choose from love and love comes back that's what faith is all about you're not Faith doesn't mean guesswork and hope faith means you're betting on a sure thing and the sure thing is God but if you don't believe that you will sabotage you'll make those courageous decisions but they'll go badly why because your belief wasn't really there make courageous decisions but believe in it making sense [Music]
gradually go into a quieter and quieter place [Music] gradually deepening your breath your Center [Music] one of you asked about how to be free from the opinions of others that's exactly what we just covered God first [Music] open not just your head open your heart to love could God really guide me [Music] if I make a commitment to healthier things in my life see we've been programmed to think if
you choose God you will suffer that's not true but what that meant was if you choose God or Jesus says if you choose me you'll be persecuted away what it means is if you choose righteousness you're going to go through something temporarily only temporarily what is it you're going to go through persecution Etc you're only going through a letting go of what you were used to having and that might feel like persecution and loss stay the course God be with me God be with me God be with me walk to the
light at the end of the dark tunnel let the Holy Spirit bring to you let it come into your mind your heart what kinds of things might you need to do differently where are you fudging a little bit on your integrity your love your self-worth your sense of willingness to surrender where are you holding back obstacles to love [Music] I refuse to float adrift on the ocean telling God I'm ready for New Beginnings and yet not setting sail I refuse
I'm not a victim of the world I see I will tune in who I am therefore what I'm willing to experience in my life who I am will determine where I'm going so who am I I don't know but I'm willing to find out God show me who I am and what I deserve in my life you show me what comes to those who choose you as their guide help me to be courageous help me to stand in the light of God during those decisions God be with me imagine for a moment that you're on the cross pinned to the Cross
Holy Spirit what thing in my life is symbolized by the left spike in my wrist who and what in my life is that Spike pinning Me to the Cross what in my life is he here let it be spontaneous [Music] what's pinning my right hand the hand of doing is not what's being done to me what's pinning my right hand what if my actions that are not a resurrected Christ Behavior thoughts attitude [Music] what's pinning my left foot Paths of life I've walked in the past [Music]
what's pinning my right foot the foot this I could step forward into a new life my right foot like foreign [Music] I see it holy spirit of God I recognize I'm held back pinned down I accept this is my unhealed wound my lack of conviction my lack of confidence and courage it's gone on and on this is a pattern of mine [Music] I'm choosing again I'm giving all of this to you holy spirit of God none of this has any real true power or meaning it's just a reflection of me forgetting
who I am [Music] just see effortlessly those spikes dissolving he still stands but the stakes dissolve disperse into light the Holy Spirit descends in front of you as a being of light the Divine mother she kisses your left wrist the spike is gone she kisses your right wrist the spike is gone with your hands float she kisses the left foot Right Foot the spike that was holding them your feet your legs are free Resurrection you begin to turn to light she kisses
your forehead where there was a crown of thorns that's symbolic of constriction over our freedom of thinking there's no Crown before it's gone all traces of suffering fear regret blood the past is gone and you become a being of golden radiance [Music] [Applause] [Laughter] [Music] for the next half minute minute just move gently where you're seated just move gently your wrists are free Unbound there's no one or nothing holding it there's no karma debts programs [Music] no vows I am free I remain as God created me
[Music] foreign [Music] hear the words together I am free you hear it and feel it [Music] the crown is
[Music] thank you [Music] imagine you're so beautiful golden light Radiance from your heart comes blessing out your hands and you're blessing the whole world forgive them Father they know not what they do brothers and sisters release the Amnesia the Amnesia is the statement that we're afraid of God and afraid of who we
really are it's not a valid nor healthy choice [Music] please [Music] we're all released healed together no one is sending without everyone we see the activation within all brothers and sisters throughout all time throughout all dimensions [Music] Fly Away
[Music] [Music] [Music] thank you begin to hear thank you thank you thank you gratitude gratitude not just for God's presence gratitude for the choice we're making the decision we're making this is how I choose to live my life makes total sense
no bargaining [Music] mother thank you holy spirit of God [Music] rest gradually come back into your body no bargaining even in the best Circles of the world guys they're selling out
bargaining it's it's silly something like music could be free expression but it's controlled right record labels and corporations stealing from musicians what happened I mean music and then music industry everything in this world Athletics and athletes end up corrupt and corrupted actors are like overpaid idols is asked to change somewhere no more bargaining and the world is all upset and unsettled because all of this is being seen for what it is which is not true not real this isn't the way it was supposed to
look and that's going to change church is focusing on converting people to increase their numbers so that they increase their money that's not what the church was supposed to be about people promoting fresh food industry and it make it the most expensive food out there if it's really from the garden to my table why am I paying extra for it if it's not going through forms of right all the processing and how come it's more something something's not right here constant control people promoting the Divine masculine
and divine feminine which is the term we used to it's okay but it's the funniest thing to me how could you say Divine and then put a gender Divine is divine it's already masculine feminine merged and disappeared dissipated into Oneness but it's what we do for now and like I said earlier sacred sexuality getting twisted into all kinds of strange things all these topics no more settling and someone's got to be the one to say no not for me then you become an image to others a reflection of healthiness
we're in this in Asylum and you know what we've come up with you know what I need when I'm in an asylum and I feel crazy and I feel like amnesia I need someone else with the same condition which is a soul you know a cellmate it's I need someone else who's crazy and longing and lonely that's not how to pick relationship what about being in your light and choosing someone else that's choosing to be in their light and then just merging that doesn't mean you have to marry them just any amount of merging this
conversation is emerging any amount of interacting but choose to merge with love let love love instead of Love seeking love which is meaning love was absent and you're needing another form to fill the love you think you're missing choose to be complete and walk into those day-to-day decisions please take a moment we're going to do our love offering and our closing prayer be as generous as you can be the the donations that go in the purple bags are your typical Sunday love offering but the baskets are for any
extra donations love offerings for us to help people live lesser means or or even just special projects one project we have is that we're going to get new carpet um we've got the the walls all painted thank you for your assistance of that we had a generous donation come in last week and God bless you the one that sent in that was beautiful and that's going to cover like half the carpet so now we're going to raise funds for the other half carpet's fairly expensive um so we're going to get the whole place
redone which is going to be in time for our upcoming Daughters of Heaven conference too so if anybody has the means or if you have like 100 feet of carpet in your garage it's really nice and new we could do that too but we're going to replace the carpet so anybody with the means please share an extra donation for that hold your love offering to your heart with absolute conviction Divine love flowing through me lessons and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you
while they're passing those around can anyone share what you learned or heard today that made the most sense or was important for you what did you hear or learn or in the meditation Yes dear right your conviction to stay in a state of Love even if someone's doing something you don't approve it that you like you hold a state of love right right that's right right you love the love in them the real
them yeah yeah when you slip try to catch yourself and bounce back as quickly as possible anyone else yes I as I've grown and I feel good no matter what's going on out there yeah so much but here I know the more you're growing well said the more you're growing you're realizing that you're in your Center you're safe no matter what's happening in the world so it's like I'm in the center of this hurricane and I'm not stepping into the hurricane and getting or tornado and getting swept up in it
I'm standing in my truth now remember the ego's intention is to turn up the volume on that tornado and hurricane when you hold during moments of a three on a 10 scale it'll go to a four and a five and you just keep breathing you'll get swept bounce back it'll go to a five or a six that's the way of the spiritual path not because God's doing something to you you're strengthening your spiritual muscles the tree that doesn't get uprooted in the storms yes the victimhood is a choice
victimhood is a choice it really is and it's kind of a silly one I'm God but a victim of everybody it makes no sense I mean if I'm God how can I be a victim of oh taxes have gone up this year it you know I remember when I was in a senior in high school there was this really wonderful teacher very spiritual lady and she was you know it was like a different level that we were I was going to in my learning I had my spiritual metaphysical but one piece that she brought in and that was she talked about how she
stays in the light and so on and so on now I'm a kid and I'm coming from programming of certain kind but I also understand spirituality metaphysics but she said so I just you know and I'm like but and I did the question a lot of us would ask I said yeah but how do you deal with stuff like whatever I brought up we were in a in a skirmish overseas or or gas prices were up that year and I asked her what how do you deal with that she said I give thanks that I have the money to pay the higher price for gas
see it's a shift it's a matter of where you put your mind why aren't you thinking about the the raise in gas prices because I'm giving thanks that I have the money to pay for the higher gas see that's a it's a a decision she's making sanity is a decision you must make Clarity love joy are all decisions we have to make well I thought we were already that yeah but you forego that when you went into Amnesia when we think we separated we signed away our knowingness now we have to choose it to take it back
the ultimate real meaning of take back your power has nothing to do with people that you think took your power they can't how do they take that from you if you're God you had to have farmed it out you have to have given it up on some level no more choosing to be who I really am Yes dear Masters do not wish they choose that's a fact there's no gosh if only really then do it right the last thing I'm going to share a couple of announcements I was given here um first of all we're all giving thanks to you mark for
all the work you've done for us at this Center silently in your own way stand thank you a lot of things you know putting up signs out for the psychic fair and all the different things he's done for us here we greatly appreciate it um remember uh oh a couple things social media wise a couple things have happened on social media um one thing is some of you are also sending in complaints because you see ads you know and and it's great you know ads during our YouTube when you watch these videos and some of you are
kind you know oh did you know there's ads which we didn't the the company that does that they just kind of hacked in and started putting ads on our video uh presentations which they're allowed to do I guess but some of you are hilarious you jerks it's all about money you're monetizing your video we have nothing to do with it but I'm so glad you demonstrated your loyalty and love for us um it's when you're tested that you see who's who's real with you you know what I mean this isn't just family during
pandemics this is like even this it's like oh my God so thanks for showing us your true colors anyway um we also apologize for another uh wonderful Corporation because there's you know there's a company out there that ships things to everybody and all that replacing stores but they've gotten to the point where they'll do what they want when they want so we've launched the new Daughters of heaven book and they said yes it's available launch it we launched it we put all our time and
effort into it then they said no we don't it's not available yet so we had to delay a week then they said okay now we launched it and they pulled again nope we don't have it yet so these kinds of things are going on I apologize if you're getting the ads for the book you can still order it but give it a moment for them to get over themselves um yeah but remember these companies these companies guys this is not an accident this is part of where things are going and it's disturbing there's a last couple of
um paintings there I forgot to mention those last couple of weeks down on the ground there you could make a little donation for them if you want them also we have book sets relationships intro to Tantra and a book called sacred sexuality they're all the ones in the corner over there they're nicely gift wrapped for you they're about 60 bucks if you pay for them separately but they're only 50 bucks if you want one of the gift sets for yourself or someone else okay um next Sunday it's July 30th from 12 to
3 I'll do a workshop called the three gates of Love intimacy and passion so we'll talk about intimacy and relationships but also understanding your own your own body and how love needs to come into the picture when we're being intimate with people or ourselves love needs to be part of the picture but I'll explain more graphically and more viscerally more spiritually how how this all works the the role desire plays the role the role that intimacy plays vulnerability and all that in relationship so I think
you really enjoy that last but not least remember that we've got a conference coming up if you're not already signed up you can still sign up the daughters of Heaven you can watch videos we've done on that we've done ads on that but you can go to thedaughtersofheaven.com website or you can go to ours and there's a link to it you'll see it advertised here and there but the daughters of Heaven is an extraordinary thing that's happening right now because there are light workers in the world but there's a
new faction of light workers called the daughters of heaven and those are the ones that aren't so much just holding the torch for Humanity they're being the presence of God in the world and that's a new faction that's emerged you might feel a resonance to it definitely if you feel a commitment a visceral whether it was known why or not a visceral connection to the Divine mother mother Mary Jesus the Christ words like that Angels this is then probably for you it's not as much like an intellectual event an
intellectual conference this is more of a feeling conference so if you feel drawn to it by all means register as soon as you can all right please stand for a closing prayer hmm soaking in a sense of gratitude what just happened I attended a lecture or did I attend an experience the talk was God through someone reflecting to me where I'm at or where I could be the parts I connect with I'm going to own and become the parts not I release everything in perfect order who I sat next to who sang today the musician today every
announcement somehow this is all a Divine orchestration in the universe of God we were also shown signs and symptoms of the Looney verse the Looney verse I'm not interested in that goodbye to that and remember through the day through the week through the month the rest of your life if you like remember her blessing on your wrists feet forehead for that matter I am free the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so
it is peace be with you all thank you