A House Divided Versus A House United
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thank you for being with us today those of you who are guests my name is Michael Mir dad and I serve here as part of the spiritual leadership and the way that we do our services is generally for me to ask what topics you would like me to cover during the service so fire away anybody else pardon Grace resilience what's the last one good thank you living on Earth is
um such a strange experience because we we have different levels of perception and everybody thinks that you know whether the topic is forgiveness or whether it's family everybody's got opinions about things and opinions are are worthless they have no value whatsoever just other than people love to hear themselves speak when you are coming from the ego all you can do is misperceive everything you cannot okay putting it in neurological terms when you come from The Reptilian part of the brain you can't be rational at the same time
you're being survival oriented agreed so when you can breathe and kick in higher parts of your nervous system the para the Beyond nervous system to higher elements higher components higher levels of consciousness and the four part of the brain you're getting imagination and people will say yeah but we needed when When what when you were in amoeba you were never an amoeba knock it off you know we needed to know how to fight or flight do you think that's God talking did God say I need you to know how to run when you need to run because
I can't protect you no fear-based thinking is Primal thinking Primal thinking is ego-based thinking and ego-based thinking is all based on perception you can't know anything and when you're coming from The Reptilian part of your brain you can't think rationally because you're afraid so something else is already kicking in okay so far now when you can breathe and calm and Center you asked about Stillness when you access that place of Stillness Inspirations come to you mother Mary didn't need or her husband
Joseph didn't need to to be afraid to know to flee before murder came to the children of the region they were guided spirit will guide you in all matters not just meditative matters so you don't need the ego to be there in case God messes up one day in case God doesn't show up this is the ego selling itself you know now that you're on the spiritual path I know you see my valuelessness but I need to convince you that I still have value so that you still sell yourself out so when you reach now that's the lower three chakras
and it's the Primal part of the brain when we move up from the lower three centers to the Heart Center a lot of people be like oh that's so beautiful that's where everything's great no the heart is actually only the place where you now go from misperceptions of the ego to perceptions of the heart the perceptions of the heart could either have God guidance or ego guidance the heart choose whom you will serve in the Primal self there's no choice you're running on fear automatic pilot when you reach your heart you now learn
what it is to make a choice I get to decide my heart matters what I feel in my heart matters however it's still the place of duality you're not Beyond Duality till you rise to the upper three centers of the Trinity of God within us so there's misperceptions of the lower self perception which could be right or not so correct or correct or incorrect of the heart and then Spirit which is called knowing not perception now a lot of us on the spiritual path if we've been on the spiritual path for more than a couple of days we think
we're now in The Knowing of God it doesn't work that way The Knowing of God you know spiritual teachers would love to all say your students you're somewhere else I'm in The Knowing of God you can't be in the knowing of God and not for a decent duration and not burst into light okay so there's misperception perception always the Trinity I always come back to that if you see that right misperception perception which could be offer on depending on how clear your heart is and then the knowing of God
do not assume oh I want the knowing of God listen first move out of misperceptions move out of ego-based thinking can you work on that instead of I'm ready for the knowing of God even the spiritual teacher needs to understand I do my best to open my heart to know the knowing of God but I slip sometimes see that's the right way to look at it to recognize that you slip instead of affirming that you're you have perfect knowingness of God well if you are how come you still cast a shadow you're here man you're dense in more
ways than one so you have to just like know the knowing of God that's the knowingness of God is like where I've shared about people talking about Oneness or they talk about non-duality the fact that they're talking means they don't even understand non-duality stop thinking that you know the allness of God here on Earth you have a body you have a heart center and the Heart Center serves as a mirror onto which the light of God can reflect and shine into your being that doesn't mean you're up in the
Holiness Perfection of God stop making grandiose claims and it's not wrong and limited to say well Michael teaches you you can't be completely one I didn't say that did I I said to be in a dense body and hold the vibration of Oneness your body is the vibration of Separation which is why you have two eyes it's why you have human senses these are all a rebellion against Oneness see if something doesn't work right I'll use my hands to make it it's doing the world of doing back into the love the presence of God
in our hearts first we have to shift from misperceptions ego-based thinking into heart-centered right perception hopefully but you have to choose it the heart is the place of choice people think the heart is the all it isn't the end-all the heart is where we're getting back it's the place of our soul here's my human ego self here's my soul now if I can keep my soul Awakening I'm going to learn to peel away layers of the ego self I shift from misperception to healthy righteous perceptions still perceptions
because it still means you're there your opinions are still there filtering what's coming through this is not a dissing of our abilities it's getting your priorities straight it's stop listening to the body the human limited ego self telling you what to do and how to live your life cut that off for a moment pause open the heart and ask for God's guidance doesn't mean you've risen to Oneness with God immediately it means I'm feeling and seeing this beautiful light when you walk down the street
people can see it shining from you and when they say wow are you the Messiah you know like because they're going to see it they're going to why do you glow why do I glow because don't you feel it I'm not there one with God I just feel God's presence and that's enough to make me glow it's enough to make me smile it's enough to make me feel Faith during challenging moments beautiful stuff it's not either or it's not I'm in the ego self or I'm completely holy that's going to mess you
up because when you think you're perfectly holy and you trip and and slip in your life you're gonna Crash from all the guilt and shame you put on yourself for not being in Perfection yet Let It Go own the heart the one in the middle that says no no no this is the part of me that hey you think you're spiritual you think you're holy no actually I don't but it's my intention to be I just opened my heart to be and you know what I notice is more and more moments are just pure light I don't seem
to be filtering it like I used to used to be an inspiration an inspiration could come and it didn't last for half a second without me ruining it you know wait the Lord's speaking I'm better than you that wasn't the Lord speaking that went through a filter somewhere you can tell because it it hits a filter of ego when it's judgmental when it's strongly opinionated which gets very tricky the whole the whole ordeal this is what the Bible refers to As A house divided every human being lives in Conflict
whether they know it or not oh Michael you're wrong I'm not conflicted at all look at me I'm just holy trust me man you're conflicted you're in a body part of you knows that you're a soul and yet you're in a dense body part of you knows you're an unlimited being and yet you still have to work for a living you know you're an unlimited being you still have to take some sort of medicine or herbs or whatever you're an unlimited being why do you have to comb your hair why doesn't it
comb itself you're conflicted every day we're conflicted about something because you know this presence of God where wow I know it's there but where are you God today I could really use some help I don't care what you're doing it doesn't always pan out the way Holiness would have it be and that creates this this conflict inside the con I mean even as you stand here you are a collision of conflict Spirit that's coming from above down into your heart ego that's from the root coming up into your heart trying to
sabotage you so even as you stand here it's a collision of these two forces the solution is in my heart I have to make the right choices see choose whom you will serve God or Manna reality or Illusion love or fear but it's a choice you have to make every day it's not like you do it once and it just runs on automatic pilot every day we have to deal with this house being divided and a house being divided can be literal like for example you could live in a house and you're fighting with a housemate That's A house divided
and some of you do that some of you have marriages the word marriage means to join to to marry to join together yet you're conflicted in your household people trying to raise kids and one of them wants to do it assertively one of them passively just as an example that's conflict divided we fall the the second worst kind of abuse that you can do to a child is inconsistent parenting the worst is overt abuse the second is inconsistent parenting where the parents might even agree on what they're going
to do but one of them is subversive and starts messing around and changing the rules well that's your dad I would let you watch that show if it weren't you know if it were up to Mom because she's wonderful that's creating conflict children and we all are children but children including employees including your whatever your animals everything that is under your Authority technically is like a child to you it needs to see your consistence it needs to see you are not divided that's that's the external versions
guess what A House Divided also means internal house in me every day this is why one of the Apostles said you know it's a funny thing the things that I know I should do I don't do and the things I know I shouldn't do are the things I do conflict own it I'm recording this song I feel like the temple should be up more but the record label said no conflict I I want to lose weight but I keep eating foods that aren't conflict I wish I were married but I'm not conflict I wish I weren't but I am
conflict it's all they're all examples of conflict and we live with this constantly a Kingdom divided will fall and if you're the kingdom what are you doing we need to identify where we're conflicted now here's the important part we have to see this you can't pretend you're not conflicted about something I mean I I hear this all the time somebody came to me recently and and just I I'm I have I own a metaphysical Center a spiritual center but I don't believe in metaphysics and
I'm a fundamental Christian oh that should work out do you know that business only lasted weeks Michael why is that what do you mean why is that like you're doing holy water on people as they walk in the door you know come on it you A House Divided will fall but it's a great example hearing that story and seeing that because they didn't even realize it they didn't even agree at first but I gave examples and I gave examples which only made them feel worse so I had to be careful you know to where
how to dance with that conversation because just because you're right that people are living in Conflict doesn't mean they want to hear it but you know you had some sort of injury a sports injury and and yet you you want to hit the Olympics tomorrow well it's not going to happen you're conflicted if your mind isn't on your sport your your coach your trainer is going to say hey get your mind on what's Happening Here some of you want to win the lottery a famous story I've shared many many
times Edgar Casey phenomenal clairvoyant and you know I've shared this story a few times but here they are they're saying okay can you tell us this one group we want to strike oil can you tell us where to strike oil yes right there you're going to strike oil okay they start drilling no oil and they keep Drilling and they check back with them hey we're having hit oil yet he said that's because you're not aligned so they keep drilling no oil and all kinds of weird things were going wrong with the project they ran out of money
they sold it to an oil company who struck oil immediately why didn't we now listen this is important for us new agers you know us he would just Bliss bunnies man and you know we're prosperous listen Edgar Casey's people Casey was amazed in Christ Consciousness and all this good stuff why couldn't they strike oil they would have been able to fund the holistic hospital that he wanted to put together it was all for good no no but listen they asked him why didn't we strike oil because some of you wanted it for the
money some of it wanted it for the hospital some of it wanted for this so you see divided we fall but oil people they didn't come in there going well I'm really conflicted about how much money we should make listen one purpose one goal money Pink Floyd song sorry anyway conflict you got family members that say you know hey man you need to be part of the family and they don't even want you in the family but they'll guilt you if you move away from the family it's the weirdest thing some of you want to live in a certain
region your favorite area but your parents say it's too far away right that's conflict you and I have to say not what do I want to do it's who am I and if you're a oh my God I'm a mermaid don't live in the desert man you're gonna dry up really quickly you see I'm serious like see if you're a mermaid don't don't do it you know just come on get get aligned if you love dry heat don't don't live in South Florida man don't live in you're just gonna melt just in the in the
humidity fight who are you what are you about every I can't even the number of topics spiritual teachers and Healers it's very heartbreaking to see some brilliant people out there authors teachers TV figures healers like Brazilian healer and so on all these Inc with Incredible authentic talents but something happens that make them feel conflicted where their egos get in the way I'm not naming people but their egos get in the way and it's it's challenging for us spiritual folks because when you see
somebody with great talent starting to act conflicted letting their ego leap through it's very challenging because there's a part of me and us that says well I don't want to judge them but yet you start to see something's not right so you say well and for me personally I just you know I just pull away and I don't have to judge them and you got to watch because when you start to see something isn't right you tend people tend to judge and come up with something to shame it so that they have a good
reason to leave that's not a healthy way to depart a marriage a business or anything else I'm good that's all you have to say I'm good I'm going over here now you don't have to shame and blame other people for your change of decision I'm good I'm over here remember that but there's all kinds of and this goes around and around the the the Tantra community oh my God you know it's all about love and it has little very little to do with love so when I was I wrote a couple books to
help people learn about it so they wouldn't be misled I spoke at conferences but I was feeling conflicted about it because I'm trying to teach about how to connect with God and and even on an intimate level with others how to bring that presence there but but I'd go to these conferences and see the weirdest things the craziest things and and right in the midst of it it's conflicted how long do I want to teach people that don't want to know because I was trying to teach something they didn't want to know some some
certainly got it it was beautiful but there was still a conflicted feeling you have to watch the signs of the times watch your heart watch your your inner Compass to see something's off don't judge it but something's off see if you're preaching you know ecosystem but you go out and buy some really giant aggressive card that can run over other cars that are in your way um and it uses 300 gallons a minute of fuel it might be conflicted you know you just might feel a little conflicted there see but what's going on inside people
don't have enough of a relationship with themselves to know when they're conflicted honestly it's it's such a a beautiful thing filmmakers are making films musicians are doing albums in those days where the critics would slam them and they would stop making those kinds of films or albums you see what I'm saying now you could say well if they got the pressure of the label now listen it's all you and a mirror of you a story that I've shared before as well very simple after divorce many years ago decades ago
um I was kind of wondering like what you know a few years went by and I'm like so you know what am I going to do I wondered wait you know I think now is a good time to try dating or something and so I thought wow so I haven't done this before I'm going to go to a nightclub and they're playing music and I like music I'll go and listen so I go and I listen and and this first time you know and I remember my ex we were on the phone she said so what did you do yesterday or what'd you do this weekend
and I go I went out dancing and now when she stopped laughing she she was seriously she was like you went serious I'm like yeah I mean it's so different for me and she said wow well did you meet somebody I said no nobody even asked me to dance I didn't realize I'm supposed to but you try it you know and ask but I was just sitting there thinking what you know I'm like an alien species just sitting in a nightclub going what is this human thing you know I mean I I really am awed that way and so I'm sitting there observing
well here's what happened the point of the story is she said did you meet everybody I said no and she said well when you want to you will now she was just answering the way a friend might right well when you want to you know and I just immediately went my mind completely shifted not an encouraging word from a friend well you know when you want that I realized going there was meeting me when I'm not conflicted about dating I'll date when I'm totally in alignment with I'm going to dance there is nobody else that
says yes or no it's you reflecting back to yourself if you get this and I realize in that moment all power is being given to us to make any decision the question is how aligned are you with this decision and it gets very tricky because the more spiritual you become the more you awaken what's called a conscience so now you become conflicted because you're awakened self doesn't agree with some of your egotistic behaviors so it starts saying hey why don't you let go of some addictions but you feel
conflicted because part of you wants this and part of you wants that Carl Jung and gurjev osbensky spoke about this in the deepest part of their teachings they're saying there's an eye that knows what it wants but then there's another a smaller eye that's conflicted so you say you know I heard that two o'clock is the best time to meditate it's when spiritual the material world's at its lowest energy you know Awakening and the spiritual Worlds at its highest that's it so I'm starting at two o'clock
I'm going to be more spiritual I'm going to meditate at two o'clock click Paul you know snooze button well I'm gonna shoot for four you know because that's closer to when I'm gonna wake up this is what we do this is what we do no more one-night stands look at that it's constant and the bigger problem is if you give in to the conflict one way you're going to pay for it but if you don't give in you're going to pay for it in another way the ego doesn't say here's the right
decision the right decision is the center decision which is I am that I am I am not based on this or that it's I am so what decision is for me the one that represents my Divine self the most not what do I the little I want or not want if you try to fight against the things of this world you become neurotic to try to be spiritual is called being a perfectionist and it comes with neuroses if you constantly give in you're going to feel shame and guilt and then it leads towards depression hear what I just said you can't win
give in this is how I was brought up too be a good this be a good you know don't give don't and you know the devil don't give in to the devil not giving in to the devil is the devil giving in to the devil is the devil can't win somewhere in the middle is the still voice of God which says you're already okay so when Jesus says for example I'm letting you know that in this world you will have tribulation listen carefully and people are thinking it means you know there'll always be poor and
there'll always be challenges and death and whatever sickness listen carefully the inner meaning is in this world which is where right here you will always have tribulation what's he talking about inner conflict what does he say they always choose the right one left and that'll resolve the conflict no you know what he says but fear not for I have overcome the world which means like chill dude just chill and watch yourself become more self-aware the inner voices the inner you know dialogues that go on
that's amusing you can learn so much about yourself but don't make them bad just see what they are where did that come from so you hear this voice that says I should you want to be asked about forgiveness one of you asked about compassion well compassion for self hey hey calm down calm what have I said many times you have a child inside what would you say to the child get it right no would you say always give in to everything my God no what would you say well that's okay why do you think you did that
oh there's a brilliant idea why don't I sit and just compassion well but but but I did this and I know you're not gonna these aren't gonna work they're not gonna work keep giving in you're done you're gonna crash no willpower no Center do the opposite and make yourself behave you're going to become neurotic you're going to become anxious different kinds of illnesses coming from either one but this one the one in the center it's totally different it's here's where I observe myself
and I say wow that's so funny that wow look at that over there but on the spiritual path you're going to have the tribulation which means you're going to have moments of inner conflict but he says but don't worry I've overcome the world so what does that mean it means what does it mean I've over who's the eye that's talking Christ so when it says don't worry I've overcome the world it means you have a Christ in you that can deal with this properly but not by doing this or that by doing
only the centering forgive yourself it's okay yeah but I've done what when did you do that naughty thing yesterday oh but not now right right now I can choose the Christ as my guide and forgive myself for anything that I was fearing of the future or anything I did in the past and it's not just a game and an escapism it doesn't help us to pretend that we don't have these inner conflicts it doesn't help at all be honest about it and for me boy oh boy the the whole Concepts ever since I was
young for that matter it's you know it's a it's a whole different world to to to raise myself as I did and having to be so Vigilant about this concept because that can make the perfectionist and back and forth The Duality everybody's got this bipolar spirituality to them so instead self-forgiveness just go easy on self remember going to date and they don't show up who didn't show up well you know those kinds of people men never show up women never show up old people young people always a label but it's not true
that was you not completely in alignment what if you started looking back at your life with everything from that perspective well I tried out for a sports team and I wasn't you know approved who wasn't and who didn't do it they didn't approve there's no they it's okay you just weren't totally there is that making sense try it on for size they divorced me I was not in complete alignment I swear to you it takes me only seconds to help you figure out that when someone divorced you in seconds I can show you
how you were already done and what you're really ticked off about is they said goodbye first now how dare them what are you in high school no I broke up first no you broke out no I broke up before you come on stop the inner conflict I want to be intimate you know but there's conflict it's wrong and I don't and you have to know the person for x amount of dates before you all these stories that people make up it's all our not so ingenious way of dealing with this this material world A House Divided will fall and I'm saying
that if you have division in yourself psychological spiritual material organic division you can have cells fighting creating cancerous cells see all kinds of things so the neurology the biology your your organs can be conflicted with each other peace I swear to you when Jesus was talking peace be with you he wasn't just talking about no war on the planet he's talking about a Tranquility he's affirming into your being and you can say well that's really nice that's really sweet of him yeah but imagine it happening Imagine This
what if no conflict and you're a musician and you play every note from Spirit to matter right to the guitar string what if your parenting was aligned now what if everything just like a knowingness which comes from the knowingness of God reflected into your heart and you just stop having all these other voices because you see them and you choose not to listen to them you retire them so I realized when when my ex at the time said that I mean I can't even put it in easily into words that all of a sudden oh my God like happiness welled up
inside of me and I realized this is funny so now when I walk in a place and they were dancing and all that I knew it I am that I am if I want to dance I'm going to dance if I don't I don't there's no they it was so amazing to know you go into a store to buy what you want to buy if you're conflicted it's not there everything outside reflects your inside if you have any doubts just go and watch some episodes of The Dog Whisperer what does he tell these people constantly this is the dog it's you
your inner conflict is transmitting down the leash into the animal if you or chill the dog would be chill but you see a dog down the street and internally without seeing it you're already feeling oh dog down the leash and your dog starts going nuts what's wrong with you why can't you get along with other dogs because you can't you know it's just not picking on y'all you know dog owners and parrot owners and goldfish owners or whatever but it's a shamanic world where everything's connected and the
eagle that flew overhead right now wasn't a coincidence you know there's a little black spot on the sun today it's the same old thing as yesterday you know what does he say in that song it's me it's my soul out there you you go and listen to a talk that that feeds your soul somehow you were ready you go to one that irritates your soul you are not and and it's challenging to have this level of Consciousness that I'm describing because you kind of find that you just start losing interest for all
else does that make sense to some of you right you just like no um as as a as a teacher one of you also asked about acceptance and I want to say something about that because change what you can and accept what you can't right everything in the outer World reflects so if I'm in harmony the world starts to become harmonious things cannot happen by chance that doesn't mean because some of us interpret that to mean if you have some sort of abuse that comes your way some of us are taught you must have created
it no guys that's not very nice to say to people that are going through trauma well why did you create that right that's not kind it's not compassionate but the truth is you didn't need to wake up this morning going I would like some Financial abuse today that's not how it works all you had to do was not know who you were 100 and it opens the door for things it's all you have to do not know yourself completely and it opens the door you don't order it up literal per se just a little fragileness
an inner conflict so you're conflicted about are you male are you female are you gay are you straight or whatever the case may be are you this religion that religion the more you know who you are the more the dog on the leash is at peace because it's reflecting you the more your children are at peace because they reflect you doesn't mean you should start going oh God then I'm really messed up because my dog barks a lot my kids are really rambunctious it's not about blaming yourself more I'm saying
to laugh at it wow wow it really does mirror somebody when you when you bring a body into it from an accident into an emergency room it's not good if the doctor looks at the situation and goes wow wow I could probably open this person up but I don't know if I should this isn't gonna go well do you understand nobody wants to be on the gurney going oh this is inspiring right wow this is really good guys you pick it up you pick it up you pick that up that energy and you respond to it with fear you need to be the doctor that walks in
and goes no problem got it put orders do this this this which can sound make you sound intense but you need to do that right now because someone needs to take control of the situation and bring it to the center where you find the greatest good I know I could say nurse um if it's convenient we could use a scalpel and some gauze but but oh you know please check in and make sure that's okay I'll get you the scalpel but wait the gauze you have to get somebody else I'm allergic to Cotton you know just get the gauze and be quiet you know
oh and the doctors are always so intense they're always so mean you know we react This Is Us seeing ourselves please be the doctor the surgeon that knows this is what's needed be the nurse that knows this is what's needed be the parent this is what's needed in this world you will have tribulation in this world you will have conflict and uh if if I feel like employees or friends or children or anybody in my life is is kind of pushing back and creating kind of this strange conflict I'll dance with it a little while and
people around me will say why do you bother with that compassion patience some of the words you guys asked about instead of just well I know and I know no I don't I keep an open mind maybe there's something I need to see or learn to see experience here but for the most part I do my best to stay here and I will say this though because there are even people my God you know uh spiritual attendees and of course in Miracle students that that they talk love and forgiveness but they don't stay in that space all the time
so I you know I tend to go well that's you know yeah that's not really where I want to be that's not what I really want to do so there's moments where you just say no more and you have to back off from those sorts of things I I like living in that Center I like saying well peace be with you is an affirmation so if peace is another word for Center then I'm going to look for that piece A House Divided Falls a House of Representatives that's divided is in conflict and it will create problems
how can we come together how can we join might how can I help and you put that out there and see if people are willing to come and meet you there but if you're if you're a person who wants to write books on meditation but your friends are telling you no you have to write creepy sci-fi at first you might say okay and you listen because you're being patient compassionate but at some point it's wise to just say no well I only want to hang out with sci-fi writers then leave oh you don't love me I do
but I'm not going to write sci-fi goodbye you see I'll put a chapter about you in my next book on forgiveness get out you know it's okay it's okay for you to just know what you want to do not forceful but just know what are you about to thine own Divine self be true that's what it comes down to so I mentioned Edgar Casey earlier and I'll say one more thing about him and this is really cool in the sense that it's educational Jesus was telling the woman who channeled A Course in Miracles about
Jesus's readings his channelings and she was kind of the point of the story she's kind of saying there's they're like conflicted the the Casey's messages are very not conflicted they're incomprehensible sometimes they're just very it's like Rudolph Steiner you know just like what did I just read you know it's it's very heady and very intense but watch this so she mentions this Jesus tells her the reason Casey's material was incomprehensible wasn't because he was
like some intensely intellectual person it was a sixth grade graduate his channeling should have been coming through like a simple child in a way why was it so here's why Jesus said he wants to be a fundamental Christian in his heart but he's channeling reincarnation and all kinds of metaphysical stuff so what happened Casey's mind was conflicted and it messed up the wording and made it incomprehensible so that his might could justify saying it because if it was too clear he would have had to have owned
all this is true when the bible thumper in him was like no no no no and it was sabotaging you follow what I just said if that's true where does your mind sabotage your relationship where does your mind sabotage I'm going to have a conversation with somebody and we can create a healing and yet it just gets beat up and dies why something filtered it and ruined it what is it it isn't God you could say well it's the ego yeah but what part of the ego is living in you that did that look at what's going on look at why
something went South okay you wrote a book a publisher didn't get behind you and take care of it and help it get launched or whatever watch for the inner conflict watch for the oil drilling that somebody else prospers from and not you get the conflict part the Red Sea man part the Red Sea no more it's okay for me to be filled with the light of God it's okay for me to live in a state of Peace Love It and I just am so clear about these sorts of things I could say to a friend with ease I don't tell people I meet
they have to come to the global Center for Christ Consciousness I'm really not interested in in selling dissenter to people but if someone claims to be a friend I don't I never told my children what religion what faith what belief I never did I just did my thing and if they wanted they ask I never said here's the religion we are because I have no idea I don't think of myself as a religion or part of any religion if anything would be all of them in some sense right so I just don't go there so it's the
same with friends but but if somebody claims to be a friend whether it's a close friend a different phrase whatever the closer they seem or claim to be to me the more I want to see it I'm not interested in talkers show me show me somebody says oh Michael I I really I'm really attracted to you let's say well that's nice you know what do you do Michael and I don't tell people what I do unless I get to know them then I might say well I I you know just yesterday somebody said what do you do
um I I sometimes teach and they think I mean fifth grade you know I say I teach and oh that's wonderful we need teachers in the schools I'm like yeah we do that's all I do I don't sell people I do and sometimes I say and I say I counsel a counselor sometimes too which is true but I'm careful because I don't need to sell anybody on anything but a person gets closer and closer and closer there's a point where Christ consciousness that's me I don't care if you're a family member
if you're like oh no no no that's ridiculous I don't believe in any of that I I believe in this religion that really I'm something else I'm I'm an agnostic you can be anything you want I just have no time for conversation with you because I know what I'm about would you like to join me in this and so I I test people all the time around this topic people that say they they're really uh spiritual I I just say great I go ahead and agree they push it enough to really ask my opinion you're
going to get the Christy stuff coming out conversation you know it's about Christ Consciousness and if they say well you know that's another Faith you know they're all just kind of horizontal no no everything that's horizontal is horizontal anything that's vertical is vertical show me something that takes you home and I love it show me something that keeps you horizontal and I'm just happy for you there is a difference and some people love to talk and I I you know if I get pushed enough I will put
it to the test people in this town it's a small town you got strange people oh we're also loving we're all Bliss bunnies and yet they gossip they hate they judge you know and I've said many times to you guys somebody does that call them on it hey hey wait what are you doing oh well uh and they have some issue Michael wears an earring you know or whatever their trip might be you know I'm a Christian and those people are too Buddhist or I'm a Buddhist they're too Christian whatever the conversation
when it gets really dark I say to you why don't you say to them what are you doing right now right now right now what are you doing Is This Love because I heard you say you're all into love and God would but it doesn't sound like it what you're saying right now is lie it's false it's gossip and it's evil trust me you lose friends quickly that way which is good because you can say you know I'm just not it's a weird thing call me silly but I just don't want evil friends um
to each his own by all means but are you honoring Who You Are I'm drawing to a close with this just watch for inner conflict it takes having a conversation and a a practice of watching your inner self it's amazing you want this but you're doing that that's conflicted you want this but you wish that you are this but you wish that it's all conflicted I hope I can retire early but no savings and that's me I mean I admit that you know I'm like 90 now and you know and it's like you know anytime I'm supposed to be able
to retire and I don't when am I going to retire on you know I'm just going to teach till I die and that's it that's my retirement you know better be good um so I close with this guys every you are you are currently dying any part of you that is conflicted is dying there's a death in your cells in your mind in your psyche in your soul in your emotions any part that is conflicted if it isn't God if it isn't peace it isn't life-giving it isn't biogenic it's bioacidic hate I wish I could forgive them but I have
good reason not to conflict watch for the inner dialogues I would like to do this but and I'm not saying it's easy you will have tribulation in this being in this world but I Christ in me has overcome this so I need to find the Christ voice the Christ Center in me to help me through this when someone comes to you for counsel as a friend or as a counselor for that matter do what you can to help them find peace forget right and wrong peace I don't know what to do about this well we all struggle with that really even
you counselor astrologer friend yes Mom Dad yes I struggle too sometimes see make them feel heard why because it brings them peace did I tell them which road to take no what can help them feel different right now about themselves and about their life I feel like I I I waited too long to get into spirituality well thanks for sharing but today is today let's go you want to wake up now because you could have died tomorrow and not been awake now you got it good job really so I didn't have to wake up when I was 20 and now I'm 80. no you did
apparently you didn't it's okay make them feel heard Michael sometimes I get so angry I I would just I just want to tell them to blankety blank I said excellent good say it in a pillow you know you see what I'm doing what I'm doing it's peace it might not it might look like techniques of some kind but underneath it it's bring them to peace someone that looks at you and says I'm afraid I'm dying say when you get to the other side can you put in a good word for me because you know make them feel assured let them know
it's going to be okay man I really Envy you yeah but I'm sick and I'm dying and uh on and on Your Man I promise you this day you shall be in Paradise anything you can do to bring people back to Center back to calm back to peace is a right answer back to this place but I should have and I could have duality you will make decisions but they're going to come from a different place they come from what resonates with peace not what gives me peace this extreme or gives me peace this extreme because there's nothing that gives you peace you
are the peace of God how do I remember that forgiving myself I love one of you asked about the word Grace that's Grace see grace is here if I refuse to forgive you or I must forgive you that's depressive and neurotic I need do nothing let me feel what God feels about you and all of a sudden there's nothing to forgive see even when you think you're forcing yourself to forgive that sounds very spiritual it's not it's a neurotic Behavior because it involves doing enforcing in the center there's nothing left to
forgive which is not an easy thing I can say that but it I know that's not easy for some people because of some of the very hurtful things that have happened but it is possible it's like saying here I'm above all that now in your Center there's a being that cannot be hurt or offended in any way make righteous choices for yourself healthy choices lastly just the word healthiness if all this sounds too Cosmic how do you tell your friends and how do you tell your relatives well I heard this guy talking I'm finding my Still Point
inside Center and I don't believe in Duality anymore you know they're like we were just having eggs and bacon what what the hell are you talking about use the word healthiness it's a great one hey everyone I just decided I'm going to start living my life based on healthiness like a compass North healthiness and some are going to hate you for it how dare you bring the topic of healthiness into our family you know um you guys can do what you want I'm not saying you I just said I healthiness it's a really cool thing
to sometimes just do a email blast all your family members they'll think oh they've lost the plot as they call it in Australia you know you've lost your mind and you just go no actually just healthiness Oh you mean vegan no Mind Body Soul healthiness so if we have family reunions and there's gossip I'll leave you see you don't want it to come across I'm better than you I'm struggling with this I'm not preaching it I'm struggling I'm working at this but for me no more
addiction you know when I left High School I never partied that much but still when I left high school friends we're already gossiping oh you know we've heard he's he's he doesn't want to be around anybody drinking anyway that wasn't true at all that was their little story they made up about somebody that mirrored to them their own conscience but healthiness you know I'm not interested in that and I'm not interested in that is it bad I'd never said that at all I just know what's here what feels right for me
so find that place find that Stillness inside find what what seems to resonate with peace careful of the words what gives you peace nothing gives you you are peace people will say you have to you have to check in and see if something makes you feel peace not a bad way to start but I'm just telling you nothing makes you feel anything but you misaligned I feel conflicted aligned I feel peace so why don't I just stay in peace nothing makes you peace you are the peace of God please take a few centering breaths
first just letting your mind calm as you take each breath ah peace inner peace as you inhale and so it is on the exhale just go into a wave of peace just the initial levels what did we hear today that made the most sense what was the talk about great advice and some funny things and some reflecting stories but it's about what A House Divided will fall and I am constantly divided I know that sounds like a harsh affirmation but just wait I feel constantly divided I'm divided as to what friends to have which house to
rent where to live think about it be honest with yourself what hair do the simplest things not to do be open be honest Divine mother help me show me where is my life majorly and minorly conflicted just show me things I do know and things I don't know show me where I'm conflicted foreign where am I conflicted in my parenting
in my Partnerships my friendships thank you where is my conflict affecting my health where is it affecting my wealth my creativity will just be open have these aha moments thank you none of this was ever your will for me God you did not create me to come here and be conflicted
I'm now putting all of this conflict on the altar I can see so many ways I try to resolve the conflict I try to have a drink to calm my conflict I use relation relationships to pull me out of that conflict but it doesn't work I try to get things right surely becoming more spiritual will solve this problem and it doesn't it helps onto this altar in my heart earnestly honestly truly authentically thoroughly vulnerably all of my life all of the areas of my life that are conflicted I choose to not cure these fix these
fight these things on my own anymore I ask you to give me the wisdom to spot these more quickly and more quickly courageous to put it on the altar I of myself am nothing I'm pulling away from all the enmesherment of my and in my conflicts my worries that feed them uncertainties self-esteems low self-esteem that's it I can't I withdraw into my heart where my perceptions can change from misperceptions to healthy holy perceptions breathe in the new I need do nothing
I am as God created me truly in this Center I am the Christ on Earth oh my streaming love us Worthy hear this as the voice of the mother
singing to your heart your innocence foreign idea alone online
the opposite of A House Divided is a house United so I choose not to fight with guidance inside or out it was only to listen to the thoughts God would have me think I have the right and the power to choose only feelings that God would have me feel and God says I love you so much that I would only want you to feel things that are loving peaceful life-giving inspiring and creative all I need you to do is say yes slowly centering one or two hands on your heart and in
your mind when you're ready if you choose it say yes you know again yeah foreign slowly stretching and coming back to the
so beautiful what we heard what you guys shared in your questions nicely weaving so simple applicable profound but yet simple in a way A House Divided will fall and we have conflict so my intention now bid farewell to the conflict and choose to hear the voice of God more and more and more that which is loving peaceful the greater good win-win those are all the voice of the mother gossip hurt hate it's not the voice of God thank you I'll share a couple of announcements we'll do our collection and do our
closing prayer so just be as generous as you can be with your collection please your donations we appreciate that we appreciate that somebody sent an added donation to help us afford you know get the carpet here we're going to replace the carpet and so anybody else that can donate towards that because that's quite a lot that costs and we're going to go for that okay so we appreciate your donations but here the bags are for the purple bags are for your love offerings do whatever you can to support us we
greatly appreciate it you know and then anytime during the week or month or year you can do one-time donations you can do steadily monthly donations there's a lot of different ways that people can help all right but your love offering the baskets are for any extra donations which are people of lesser means that we help or special projects all right all right Your Love offering to your heart you can read it on the bulletins or online together please Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I
have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is beautiful beautiful what did you learn or hear today that made the most sense for you and or the people in your life what did you learn her here today anyone want to share yes seeing conflict differently the whole concept of what was shared to realize to own that we struggle with conflict that we don't even know we have you can go and have a dental appointment and be conflicted with it and then it can't go as well because the outside will mirror the inside
bring peace to all things friends relations Partnerships but it does mean sometimes saying no to things that don't resonate a couple of quick announcements please first of all um remember that the chaplains do a prayer circle here after service if you're wanting to have them add your name and do a prayer with you just ask them our chaplains are also available for Spiritual counseling so they can sit with you after Services sharing you know a few minutes with you on whatever topic if you're looking for a private session
with me those are done online primarily okay so you can go on our website and and register for that I will say our remember if you're on social media to like And subscribe and all those cool and fancy things you can do to support us um also Daughters of Heaven conference remember that so it's it's about seven weeks away now um it's going to be an extraordinary event look online look at the website for the daughters of Heaven look at our Facebook page for daughters of Heaven watch videos about the topic here if you
can or online or whatever so that you can get more information about it and there's a book related but absolutely profound announcement that there are light workers since the beginning of time on this planet that are working to bring people home the daughters of Heaven are now Awakening on the planet only starting a couple of months ago this Grand Awakening the daughters of Heaven aren't trying to bring people home they're bringing home to the people they're bringing the presence of God reflecting
the presence of God that's what the conference and the book are all about so it's time again also for the first day of the month we spend it as a devotional day so the first hour was our opening prayer the second hours are closing prayer and then the third hour I will do from the podium here and after that it continues every hour with a little bit of discussion prayer meditation whatever happens in the moment but if you're welcome if you're interested in doing that you are welcome to join us every hour devotional it's 12
hours all right so it's the first Sunday of the month but keep in mind um you can join us in so many ways you can join our friends of Michael murdad Facebook group but also we have a zoom program every Monday it's free most of what I do is free there's donations and all but most of what I do is free and I I will do that as often as I can for as long as I can but remember you can join our Zoom group if you're already in the Facebook group ask how to get in the zoom group and they'll do that if you're
not then go to the Facebook group and it'll tell you how to get in all right and by the way those of you who attended last week's 3 three gates of Love intimacy and passion man that was extraordinary um just really really grateful we don't usually go back and and talk about events that are passed but last week we had an extraordinary workshop and the the feedback that I heard man is just there was just such a wave of peace love something you know in the room different people share their terminology a little differently about
it but it was fantastic and lastly our Crystal bed is available we have Crystal bedroom here a healing room and here's an example of what the crystal bed experiences can be like it's different for everybody but I'm telling you it's pretty Cosmic I saw butterflies all around me this is when somebody was lying on their their lights were working then I felt a gentle psychic surgery on my sinuses an entity touched my right hand twice a blue waterfall of liquid light was rinsing rinsing all layers of my body and then
light turned to turquoise and I could hear the colors I could feel a slight headache sensation coming on on the right side of my head and when I started and asked what was happening I was told that my neurons and brain tissue were being manipulated and adjusted I could feel many angels swoop me up into a bed of clouds and gifted me my golden Amber wings or you might not feel anything um honestly it's it's it's pretty extraordinary it's a multi-dimensional experience for most people um the uh Vogel crystals that are cut a certain
way and overeat chakra it's extremely phenomenal but thank you so much for being with us today did you do well with the meditation as well today okay I I will say that our meditations we get great comments about them but what happens in the human mind is sacred service you know oh it's it's just a Sunday service and the meditations those are nice you know it's a little you know it's a little ending of the talk that's how some Minds do this any one of these meditations is like a workshop
process you can heal forgive stuff from lifetimes ago in five minute meditation and our musicians tuning in the way they tune creates The Vessel the frequency for it these are not just meditations man these are God moments just really phenomenal and I say that because I'm here experiencing it with you the talks they're not just talks you know don't let your mind ever just go that was that was neat ooh Neato um please understand the depth of what you're creating for yourself while you have it enjoy it
it feeds the soul okay feeds the soul thank you for being with us please stand for our closing prayer we'll begin our closing prayer with appreciation for our beloved Ananda dusts yes you can find his material online those of you watching around the world but also in the foyer here he's got some products that you can check out all right so by all means and you can also extend your gratitude and donations extra donations if you don't mind please consider it adds up and I'd love to see musicians and creative people fed that
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the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all thank you