Trust: God, Self & Others
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all right what would you like me to talk about today okay anybody else yes what is it dreamers solitude yep [Music] okay thank you all right the first request for those of you watching online was um something about credence clearwater that's that's what i wrote i don't know how that fits but oh honoring the illusion without giving it credence um what a delicate what a delicate balance to to know the truth i mean
look at people on the spiritual path listen to the questions from people on the path fundamental christians buddhists wiccans whatever people that aren't on the path and struggle with life and you're going to hear a consistent theme they're thinking it's either all in course in miracles students too they're thinking it's all about the the truth and and then they start perceiving what is the truth and telling other people what is the truth then others are completely caught up in the opposite which is the illusion
so the people that are into the truth are shaming the illusion you know you shouldn't be doing that you know you you look you know you're caught up in the illusion it and and so you try to get rigid and follow the truth and then there's people that are caught up in the illusion some don't know it's an illusion they make religion and politics out of the illusion and then wonder why it collapses all the time so there's those who get up in the illusion you know get all caught up in the illusion and and those people shame
the truth oh you guys don't know what you're talking about god is just like some fantasy of the mind and you've got these two strange groups you're either in one the other or you're totally messed up bipolar trying to deal with both of them the idea is relax know the truth of god it doesn't matter how messed up you are just in the back of your mind no it doesn't speak the truth of who you are this stuff of this world doesn't define who you are yeah but but i've gone through a lot i know but know the truth
no matter how far off you've gone thank god that the truth of god cannot change i am as god created me a holy being and somebody could say to you yeah but look what you've done and look what's been done to you i didn't say that that didn't happen that's called the illusion and i respect it respect the illusion play the game whatever that is to you drive the speed limit instead of saying well i'm enlightened i'm ascending now so i can drive 150 miles an hour and it's okay it's just part of my ascension process
it doesn't work and then you're in jail and they confiscate your card and you're wondering god archangel michael protect me how did this happen you know they're like don't even speak to us you saw the sign on the road no but i'm ascending i'm in another dimension no you're actually not pinch yourself you know and you'll find that you still have a body go the speed limit you know if if things of this world you got to respect them i didn't say make them into your god and that's the
confusion that people live not knowing what things to to accidentally or purposefully make into our gods don't worship the world don't worship politics don't even worship religion these are people doing the best they can play the game if if you're diabetic eat appropriately for your condition know that the divine you can't have a disease because it doesn't even have a body the divine us is is beyond description and that part can never change and it's there it's just that it's hidden way
inside this light shaming ourselves for living the illusion you know playing the game or by trying to be so spiritual doesn't affect our divinity you know you you think one more meditation and i'll really be divine the divine self is going oh poor you i'm we're already here it's just the you that's trying to improve yourself except two things except that when you think you're human you're going to mess up and have beliefs that are kind of ludicrous and accept that your version of your
divinity is something that falls far short of the true divinity except that you really are divine and kind of relax into that for a moment to be able to sit instead of trying to become perfect to be able to sit and say wow the truth of god is beyond my comprehension like in some factions of buddhism there's there are meditations that sort of to put it simplistically i'm going to close my eyes okay i'm meditating now wait who's the eye that's meditating because that's not me either let's go
beyond the eye that thinks i'm meditating okay so i'm beyond that which who's beyond that you still think you're a you that's beyond the eye that's meditating and you layer and layer and layer and it isn't once you do this seven layers now you're home because now who's the you that's seven layers in to peeling off the layers there's a point where the the thinking stops and you drop into what is and that doesn't take you to the absolute because it's your entrance into the
absolute the the consciousness of god it's your first day there so even then your mind can't completely comprehend it so it's it's like that it's like when people pass over and they say i i i passed over and i saw um loved ones or whatever that's not the ultimate home heaven that's just like a stage on the other side even even passing over there's these layers of perception that we still carry with us you know you'll see for example uh what let's say put it this way it's
subjective it's what you expect to see if you expect to see fire in brimstone you might see that which is really a strange vacation to go on but that's if that's what you want you know and some people experience such things but if you if you expect you know okay i saw jesus and oh my god his white robe and sandals as though there's fashion on the other side well i can't have him naked got to have him dressed in something you know really because you don't know that maybe he would be perceived as pure
light but then even that's a perception he's beyond sandals and a robe he's this glorious being of light what color give me some color oh golden golden radiant white because that's in your mind beyond colors god is beyond colors there's no golden but so so what i would do is just drop in and accept it just kind of learn to laugh at these things i had a vision last night and god said there's a diet all human beings should be on it's called the holy diet it's it's still me making that up
the divine comes through our channels and our filters and if i'm already you know for some reason poised either pre-planning this concept that diet is important or sometimes you go well i wasn't into diet so how would that explain it why did a new diet come through me when i'm not at all into diet it could be proof that it was a spontaneous channeling from god not necessarily because if in your last lifetime you were jack lalanne you might still be all health oriented so you were the right vehicle helen who wrote a course in miracles
edgar cayce who channeled what he channeled these are people whose pasts were relevant to the work they did in their most recent lifetime it was never just something arbitrary it looks arbitrary so learning to relax and just you know it it's okay to meditate and and get beyond okay i'm looking how to peel the layers of my sinful self would be a christian perspective perspective uh buddhist perspective perspective would be a little more intellectual like oh there's the i that i'm not and what is the i that is not unless it is
you know and okay great there's a point where you i would recommend where you go but what does it feel like to be in the presence and you drop all the thinking just drop in and let's say bliss overtakes you just like oh my god and then you start thinking about that i would recommend not and you go but is this the highest i wonder wow this is the most expensive deepest meditation i've ever shh just enjoy it because when you start thinking you shut it off just relax into it and sort of wow this is really
oh and i could be feeling this all the time still thinking so drop in further soak it in when you have a wonderful experience even if you go i i suddenly this burst of light and all purple over came in and just showered on me and golden sparkles from the heavens that's nice but what does it feel like to be showered in golden sparkles instead of yeah and did you count them yes there were three thousand and five hundred now how does that change you today the idea what what did purple feel like what did golden sparkles feel like what
did the forgiveness if that was your meditation what did it feel like get the feeling soak it in give thanks for it and you've shifted don't analyze what dimension you think it brought you to don't analyze who's there oh and guess who i saw it was archangel gabriel and then also my sister who i didn't really like i don't know why they were talking to each other but they seem to be getting along you're talking stop just what does it feel like i don't care if it's all the archangels
that appear to you they want you to go into the feeling not into them personally which would then tempt you to make false gods of these kinds of beings so a big part of us moving out of the thinking it's not an accident that you're trying to meditate and you're going into thinking processes that's the ego trying to sabotage your experience because if you meditate and you have an experience of being in the presence of god the ego doesn't exist there so therefore it can't encourage you or allow you to easily
move in that direction because it ceases to exist so for its own survival it's got to do the manic mind to keep you from going in that direction make sense thank you okay signals all right so you know just like i'm gonna i'm gonna trust instead of doubt if i start even if you start positively analyzing your meditation it's not positive at all you think it is well i was just trying to figure out you know what dimension stop it's it's the ego trying to get you from going home so see it see through it and air to the side of
trust instead of doubt you're doubting when you start thinking generally speaking it's a sign of doubt the head starts kicking in and over compensating so i'm gonna practice trust trust in in who and what kind of what kind of trust people think there's divine trust by the way there's divine trust in human trust and we think divine trust would mean trusting god and human trust would be trusting humans that sounds logical but divine trust means to trust in the divine in yourself the divine in others
and the divine gods so real trust means i am trusting the way god would trust it's not who is doing the trust because humans can do divine trust so it's not whether it's god trust is god human trust is humans it's how you trust that determines whether it's divine trust or human trust when you trust in people and put conditions on it it's human trust when you trust untrustworthy parts of people it's human trust it's flawed so know the truth but respect the illusion i know the truth is god created you in
god's image therefore god would want me to trust i guess just live dangerously and trust everybody about everything and then you get all damaged and you go to the other side after you know death probably due to some sort of stress and anxiety disorder over trusting people that kept backstabbing you you get to the other side and god's going i never told you to trust everyone but there's god in everyone and and i was trusting the god and everyone that they were all going to be nice and then you'd have to have sit down and
god would have to explain how this really works and then send you back anyway with all those backstabbers as your first and tenth husbands or wives you know or parents or whatever else none of that has to happen because you're being asked not to trust untrustworthy parts how could that be divine trust well because i'm trusting no that's foolish it's not trust real trust means i'm trusting in the divinity of others but if you don't know your divinity and you're still a hurtful person i wasn't asked to trust in your
hurtfulness you're still selfish you're still broken you're a renowned thief and i say could you do me hold my money for me it makes no sense well i was trusting in the divine in them start with the divine in yourself and the divine in yourself said i wouldn't hand that to him you see so it's very interesting because know the truth but respect the illusion if i say respect the illusion it almost sounds like i'm saying so don't trust some people and i'm i'm i am and i'm not don't trust
in their untrustworthy parts and guess what most human beings have a history of wounding most human beings or all have an ego the ego is not trustworthy even if it pretends to be hey i'm looking out for you man so here's my advice don't ever trust anybody ever see that's the egos telling you to be defensive in order to create a pseudo version of safety in your life safety a safe environment a safe lifestyle with people and who you trust and don't trust safety is how you get towards the world
of trust so let me say it this way you can be untrustworthy or judge people as untrustworthy you can also start developing trust that's what i suggest we all do right now practice developing trust but not foolishly trust within boundaries and the third is divine trust we're not ready for divine trust every day but set your aspirations to that set the knowingness i know the truth is there's a god in everybody there's a spark of god in everybody there's a spark of god in me and that spark talking to that spark would never betray
each other that's the good news but the second level the one with boundaries means but since we're not there yet let me set some healthy boundaries see so maybe when you're setting healthy boundaries and you start feeling safe enough to know i don't do foolish things so i trust in god that i'm not in a body but i'm not going to go jump off a cliff and say catch me lord it because i'm not there yet but i know the truth is i could do that the truth if i were in my divinity i could do it
but you're not always in your divinity so just set boundaries for now the second category is kind of setting up a safe environment for us to practice trusting more is that making sense we all have to learn to just this is not a a talk on psychology about trust and doubt this is all going to end up back to the spiritual the divine again because ultimately and one of you asked about that word solitude which has so many layers to this too you can try pushing people away and you end up alone is that trust well i don't know who to trust and it
sounds logical by the way i would definitely trust people if only they were more trustworthy perfect the great great proverb axiom there so you blame everybody else for your lack of trust experience feeling more trust is a good barometer to how divinely or spiritual your consciousness is honestly if you say i'm really spiritual but i don't trust anybody you just blew it out of the water how much you live a life of trust is a great barometer to how spiritual you really are and for some people that gets messed up
you don't understand i've been hurt a lot so i have to be careful good be careful but come out so you're being careful but how how much more have you turned the volume up on trust this year compared to last year well if it's improving i think you're on a good route you're doing that second level instead of just untrustworthiness you're playing with the world of boundaries and you're saying hey i'm determined to know everyone's divinity so i am working on trust so come out but come out in a safe way
come out in a way that you are able to you know a step at a time a step a day at a time recovery is about a day at a time okay it's about a day to just a step at a time all right so i need to trust more no you don't slow it down and let's find out how much you can trust today what what feels right do you have more trustworthy people around you your head which is the ego controlling your thinking is going to tell you you'll trust more when those people get it together and i'm saying technically the truth is
believe it or not the more i step into god the more i am trust trust is a consciousness it's not an evaluation it is not it's not something that that is a measurement it's a consciousness so you you can't really put some sort of evaluative kind of number to it it's a consciousness and so why does god trust how do i trust more we think it's when other people become more trustworthy and i'm saying god doesn't wait for us to become more trustworthy to be able to trust god trusts itself why and how because it
knows what it is there can't be anything untrustworthy well we've betrayed god god doesn't see it that way god sees us as having a weird dream where we do all kinds of bizarre things but all god knows historically if you look at a chronological video god created its children god said let there be light poof there were god's children this holiness that was sharing you know bliss with god those children said and we're going to exercise free will and wonder what life would be like if we were outside of god those children did
this that was all we closed our eyes imagined it it looks like it took 10 billion years but it was just one split second because time's an illusion so what god witnessed was its children said hey great to be with you god hold on a second okay i'm back wow that was weird anyway bliss i just had the strangest dream and god will say was it real no then let's not bother with it it's back to reality that's what it looks like chronologically just and you're back what it looks like in the illusion in time oh man
you know okay hi god this is great bliss hold on oh my god oh my oh you owe me no i owe you males are better females are gay straight and religion politics and what do i vote on just like madness madness billions of years of madness and what's really strange we we actually think some of us think it's hopeless you die and that's the end that's some traditions some say well no if you yeah it's a messed up world and you're messed up but if you accept jesus as your personal savior you know there's a chance
except there's only 144 000 in throughout history of them that are allowed to make it i i already lost the first time i had any thought whatsoever that was undivine which was like the moment i arrived uh you know i mean as soon as a doctor swatsy asks what are you doing you know do i know you um you already have your first resentment you know and and so now you're probably not one of the 144 thousand oh but if you really try and if you really so that's called the religion of begging please god let me be one of the 140.
if i have a conscience you know what i think i want to be 100 and i go i can't i can't wish i were one of the 144 thousand knowing that trillions of others don't get to make it i can't with my clear conscience i can't that's not the way my mind can work in my days as a kid when i tried for a job they would go okay it's between you and five others i'd be like oh give it to them i mean it was i need a job too but i was always you know like you know something will happen for me let the
because they need the job you know like it's weird so i can't do the religion of or the belief system of begging that does something's not right about that then there's another tradition that says well after a thousand lifetimes of holiness you might be able to make it back they're both religions of odds you know they're really gambles one is hoping that somehow you're the one that god jesus or whatever decides to drop its grace upon the other is man just keep grinding a little more perfect
this time a little more and you just do this lifetime after lifetime till you evolve to what to becoming uh god-minded but guess what the day you arrive and say i got it i'm god-minded god's going to go well yeah but you never were not god-minded you just thought you weren't and now you're back well if i can do that apparently everybody can so just wait another million years and we might get it and and that's kind of good because there's a chance you're evolving but there's a third option
and that is the recognition that these are all still subject to my opinions of whether i was holy enough for jesus or evolved enough to eastern traditions there's another option that i am as god created me and this is just about me remembering how can i remember how do i remember what how do i trust who i really am i got to trust my and people make this up they i got to start trusting my gut i wouldn't if i were you i got to start trusting my muscle to i got to start trusting my whatever everybody's
trusting everything i i wouldn't because it's still subject to opinions so when you sit with someone a counselor a psychic anybody ask for god's opinion to come through that person not your own not your own head and some people are like that oh i learned to trust my gut you know i trust my gut when it comes to meeting people your what is your gut there's god in a gut which one do you want to worship which one do you want to become one with i trust my gut so much i become one i'm now a gut does that even
sound like a turn on at all and then there's i trust god and that's what i've become i like that how do i trust god well one way how do i become one with god one way is trusting god well i trust in god it's people that i don't trust it doesn't work like that god is one so remember this learn to trust in god meaning that god is as god says it is divine bliss it's perfect whole learn to trust in your real self not your gut your real self your god christ self but don't say you've reached that if you
don't trust others because the more i become aware of who i am the more excited i become spiritually and i start by default seeing it in others if ego comes in and says you are so christy look at you but those people man you don't know which ones you so now you have the religion of squint eyes watching people you know i'm on to you you know that's not peaceful it will happen and i'm not saying we should rush to this everybody at their own pace walk towards greater trust even nurture it through exercises such
as let's see someone asked me out on a date i'm kind of nervous about it if i trust affirm the presence of god in yourself and the other of course but the other if there or if you or the other is completely hijacked by the ego don't expect god to show up in the date so because i know the truth is i'm one with god but i respect the illusion that we're not there yet my pattern is i go on a date and something goes wrong you go out on a date something goes wrong we have some patterns so we need to talk about this
we need to to discuss this sort of stuff with each other what what are the patterns for you what are the pattern if if i tend to fall in love overnight you know love at first sight or whatever they call it i've gotta i've gotta know that i've gotta know that and maybe share that when the time is right with this other person i have this tendency to jump in the sack or whatever thing you've got as a pattern talk it over and ask each other to help each other walk through this now if they can't help you walk through
it they're not trustworthy if they can wow they are trustworthy well they are for that date i should now sit home and say thank you here's what i would do we made it through a whole first date close the door and call that success because the ego mind's going to go yeah but they're probably setting you up for the second day shush just tell that no stop i don't need that today thank you this worked and do it again on a second date and a third date and so on grow the trust levels within this vessel called safety
right safety i'm afraid to go to i don't know a dentist let's say i had to look at a specific person for that one um you you go to a dentist and you're afraid of that you can stay afraid of the dentist forever or you can go you know what in your mind you say wow they handled this very well now i feel like i can expand my trust see make everything into this kind of a exercise where progress progress and if ever someone betrays your trust the the dentist oh god did i forget novocaine again you know uh you know as you're
like ah you know dang take one step back reevaluate maybe this isn't the dentist for you the one that does a lot of cannabis prior to you know surge oral surgery maybe they kind of space out they're like hey i just kind of went with it you know that may not be the one for you or it might be the perfect one for you i don't know all i know is let me step back a step let me breathe recalibrate always come forward again after you recalibrate oh never freeze always be willing you know what that's called trust
so by us trusting we're growing spiritually we keep waiting for everyone else to have those you know perfect love for us or perfect trust and every bit of this is is should be seen as a moving forward i would give thanks for this the lesson learned if there was a lesson there and then forward again if i shut down in any way shape or form and most areas that we shut down are somehow affiliated with the concept of trust you know i can't trust anymore that sort of thing um i know that we can justify it but watch
yourselves because if you start to justify i don't trust people i don't trust men i don't trust women i don't trust whatever it is but i have good reason and now you give your checklist of reasons why this is called the ego building a case i'm not saying that your hurts didn't happen or that your hurt isn't justified or your distrust isn't justified i'm not telling you that i'm saying do you want that to be your reality the truth of the matter is when we completely awaken
and we're not capable of projecting our lessons onto other people they will not be able to act untrustworthy which is really surreal to try to imagine people could not betray you if you're in your holy mind because when they did betray you they were reflecting your lessons when you're beyond lessons it won't happen well here's a good example jesus was betrayed isn't wasn't he holy and why did he he says himself i didn't choose to see it that way so it doesn't mean people won't do
selfish things because they're in their ego but it does mean you don't have to be involved in your mind seeing it seeing it that way so forgiveness technically i've said this many times but check out the book my book on the book of love and forgiveness because in there there's a simple one of the exercises for forgiveness one is refuse to hate the person learn what you can from whatever experience or experiences with a person and then can you affirm the light of god in that person which is called trust
you the idea of affirming light in people when you have a practitioner of science of mind or a chaplain of unity or whatever other kinds of healers anybody that's using advanced consciousness in healing is technically practicing trust when when an affirmation is used a decree or an affirmation that says i know you are healthy and whole right you are saying and i trust that to be the truth you're not saying i hope it's true you're saying i affirm that it's true and you're trusting it to be so
but deep down what does that mean it means i know that there's a part of you beyond the body and beyond illness or beyond financial issues i'm speaking to that part and i'm saying lazarus come forward so when you tr really trust now this is the tricky part when you really when we really trust people the god in them actually comes out more but i'm not talking about foolish trust and that's the trick well you you said it brings out their divinity i trusted somebody and they told totally ripped me off or broke my
heart because you're still dabbling with human stuff you were hoping they were trustworthy and you were saying i'm going to trust you with my heart they broke your heart see but you had conditions i'm going to yes yes i will i say i do and i love you too and let's get married or whatever the thing is but deep down you're saying i i do trust you as long as you don't leave me you don't betray me as long as i'm number one in your life see what i'm saying hidden agendas and that's why if someone ever does
harm your sense of trust to know whether you had agendas or whether your trust was authentic there's those few steps one can you see beyond it were you looking for their dividend did you have a contract of agendas there and also are you able to still speak to them are you still able to um communicate the problems the issues and i'm not saying there's something wrong with you if you can't sometimes it's not going to happen in this lifetime when somebody's done something horrible enough but
can you if you had to and if you had the chance could you communicate lessons around this you know can you can you talk to the person about here's what happened for me or is it just they're bad because when you shut somebody down and say you're untrustworthy your part of you has just died with them i personally i'm i'm an odd individual in so many ways i totally accept that i get that so when it comes to my own life i tend to trust and give a second third you know i tend to be very trusting
i would like to say that i do my best to really penetrate all things and trust as god trusts you know what here's my opinion they are trustworthy they're not trustworthy that's an opinion but god you show me i really aspire to divine trust the divine in me trusting the divine in you that's what i aspire towards very rarely do i do the opposite and just think of somebody as untrustworthy but it could happen i imagine but like most human beings what i'm recommending is own that sometimes you'll feel someone's untrustworthy
remember if they are and all things are a mirror you've just condemned yourself as well all of you people are completely untrustworthy means and all of you that represent parts of me are untrustworthy that doesn't feel real good so do the opposite and just leap catch me and they're like what bam you hit the ground you see i forgot we we probably should have set up an agreement and some maybe some boundaries when i say catch me that would be i don't know a signal um to catch me you know mosh pit time here i go i jump
out there and you're like what's a mosh pit boom i hit the ground and then i say you guys are untrustworthy you're like what what we set ourselves up and we don't realize it we set ourselves up so often you know dating people that we're not really healthy dating people that are not into spirituality or psychological growth and so on and i'm not saying that means that if they're not into this they're bad people i'm just saying we we leap a lot of times into areas that if we would
have sat honestly with it it would we would have recognized it's not the best way to go which then makes us resent them but what you're really resenting is yourself for having trusted in something that wasn't trustworthy you see so now i'm doubting my own divinity if i was divine i should have known that so i'm either going to judge you and if i'm really courageous i'm going to look at my part which most people don't want to do so there's just people you shouldn't trust
we take it back to here well wait what could i have learned from this and now i oh loosen it a little up on you loosen a little up on me and ask god show me how to really trust and so in you know in my life i do a lot of you know it's a very strange thing if i if i have friends or students that come to a point where something happens and they i can see i can definitely see it when people start losing faith or having doubts about me or something about me whatever it happens to be you know if i see a friend
especially if it's a close friend start to drift into hmm doubting me i can usually see it and usually i will set something up i will i will i will bring up a test to help them listen humpty dumpty you're either coming or going what's it going to be and i'll i will i will impose some kind of a test in the situation that's going to make them go i get it got it i'm good or it'll push him over the edge as it were and i don't mind it's like goodbye because i want to know where you're at
jesus used a phrase you're either for me or against me now he wasn't saying in the evaluative way like you you know you're against me you're bad people he's saying just make up your mind you really get me or you don't let's just be clear let's be honest it doesn't mean that he didn't trust their divinity he was just saying right for now here's where we where we're at judas betrays him and yet he didn't see it that way yeah you know judas he has this thing he's got this thing you know and he's
just kind of like that and you know you don't think he's psychic jesus the christ you don't think as soon as he met jesus judas he's like oh jesus judas there he you know he knew he he oh you're the guy yeah you know you got aries squared this and no you know but you know it's like he he knew that's the guy what a courageous individual to say hi nice to meet you judas pleasure you know and knowing where this is going that's how i feel sometimes in relationships friendships that you know
knowing where it's going to go and so i i will put something into the relationship some situation where it'll kind of help us go one way or the other you see instead of just dragging this on you know you're in you're out you know where are we at so that could you know it's you know it's one of those things that can make it kind of challenging to be around me i think for any long period of time um it's so funny because people get so analytical sometimes there's this guy i was helping volunteering at judy's
estate cell that she did this weekend and um one of her team members was walking with me and he was going to carry something heavy i said i'll do it you know and see really i said yeah let me so i carry this thing and he's following along and he says can i ask you a personal question it's like this moment he's got michael alone he's gonna let's let's go deep into this man can i ask you a personal question yeah anything you know and he goes sometimes i've seen you you know with
the masks you know and you wear them at sometimes you don't what makes you take it off i go when i forget to put it on there was no deeper answer in his mind he's like oh you know i wonder if it's be you know this and is it certain kinds of people or if he's close to not being close to but yeah you know but out of respect we're in a there's a public thing i'm volunteering at a public event out of respect for the owners of the company it's like well i'll wear a mask you know
in case that's helpful to her clients that come in but wear it not wear it you know whatever it doesn't matter to me but this guy had this deeper thought about it i guess and i'm like well that's i forget to put it on i had it tied around my wrist all eight hours you know and i'm like a lot of good that's doing for anybody i just forgot so this concept it's please remember trust is not something where the ego tells you okay fine if you're gonna start being healthier i'm gonna help you which it
isn't i'm going to help you i'm going to help you evaluate how much each person is worth trusting 10 15 83 that's not god it's the ego and it knows that we want to move forward so it gives you a little bone to chew on a little bit of trust but it keeps telling you that nobody's worth 100 of your trust however if you have to find that there's nobody that's completely trustworthy what you're really saying there's no part of god that's completely trustworthy that's dangerous
if these are expressions of god and they're all flawed maybe you're not seeing the unflawed part of them first of all i mean imagine this i'm going to reach into your soul and pull out your divinity and it's going to make you walk when you couldn't walk it's going to give you sight when you were blind jesus wasn't fixing illnesses he was evoking the god in everybody and it made them not be sick because in god there's no sickness he's pulling the divine out he could not have
done that if he hadn't trusted in their divinity and yet he still respected the illusion to you know one degree another for example uh let's go to jerusalem today and he said not now jude you know jesus let's do this no no today's not the day he was still trusting the illusion knowing who to send for this who descend for the still respecting the illusion but he knew the truth the whole time what we're doing is coming from the other side instead of knowing the truth and respecting the illusion we're like
i'll know the truth later right now i'm just going to respect a lot of illusion at best okay so know that what i'm talking about please is a consciousness don't be talking fifth dimension ascension practice trusting more and that's going to happen automatically practice holding a consciousness of trust but respect the illusion are you moving forward or not are you learning to cut back on your trust i hope not but it can happen one hurt another hurt another hurt and then you like go to that place of never again
all that does is sign you up for more intense lessons related to trust this doesn't work that way where you go never again and you just stay stagnant like that all it means is more lessons because trust the consciousness of god is called trust trusts you to come forward it's gonna happen god has already said you think you're sleeping and you're dreaming a nightmare that you're separate from me and you can't be done so i'm already affirming that you're waking up and trust me if god decides you're going to wake up
you're going to wake up the easy way or the hard way so lessons in trust come our way when you pray i want to ascend you don't just get to ascend everything that is not very ascensionish in you comes up i want to i want to have the christ mind great everything not christy comes up i want to be a trusting individual wonderful guess what comes up the opposite of trust doubt so um i i just had this this lady she might be watching online she's eastern europe and she said michael she had a private session she said i want to start
off with saying this i've only discovered spirituality months ago or a short time ago bless you and she said and i i've never trusted anybody god jesus people never trusted anybody and i saw your talks here and there and and i trust you i completely trust you now that's not like like oh i'm so flattered guys imagine someone telling you i completely trust you and you're the first and only person on the planet how do you think of that where does your mind go with that first of all i feel honored
second of all i think of myself as a representative for lack of wording of god so when you say you're trusting me i know you're actually learning to trust god because i'm just the arbitrator you know and i'm the bridge so thank you but it also means you're learning to trust god which i know she gets and she's like so i'm starting to trust god and all that there's also the human part that's like don't screw this up a human being is putting everything into you don't mess this up you know there's
that a little bit of weird stuff that happens in us but there's this deep appreciation and my job would be to reflect this back to her that's that's your consciousness growing it isn't about me being because hang around me enough and you're going to become annoyed about something so i absolutely trust you oh cool let's go out to you where do you want to go i don't know pizza hut or whatever you know dominos oh i don't eat peas i'm gluten free you know you're a gluten for
punishment you know so so so now they already resent me and all we did was talk about getting pizza and oh no no i got to go to you know a veggie place or vegan place it doesn't we all will do that so what am i doing and and how much i appreciate that anybody can see goodness in me at all and each of us should be really really grateful when someone sees goodness in you they're stepping forward and they chose you as their physician metaphorically so please see it don't brush it off don't reject it don't run from it
all of these conversations that we're having here you know that word solitude is so has so many layers to it you can push people away or you can push through your issues which one which one of the pushing do you want to do push others away oh yeah but i have reason i i know so what you need is therapy you know it's what you need you need to talk through this stuff and get to the point where you say i've now moved through by pushing through doubt towards trust doubt versus trust okay i'm pushing through doubt towards trust but
not in a naive ego based way i'm pushing through and i'm doing it step at a time step at a time but i'm making progress that's a good sign the opposite is i can't push through towards trust i'm pushing away everybody i distrust now you're affirming backsliding or falling the other direction i understand anybody that's watching or hear in person or online i understand that part of you is going but you don't understand the things that have happened to me i can't trust me i
do trust i do believe that i do get that many of us could say the same thing our lives one betrayal is enough to make us doubt everybody isn't it if it's if it hits us hard enough i can never love again i trusted my first love to be everything and and it collapsed you know that's all the investment we put into it trust me when you thought you were trusting your ego was there sometimes getting your your your attachments inflated on that so that when it got punctured it really blew because the ego wanted you to and
never again have a chance of trusting why because trust is god and the ego doesn't exist in god so trust is a major test of life did i tell you leap no i did not that's a day at a time but while i'm doing my step-by-step lessons in trust i am also affirming i'm already there in the trust of god does that make sense i refuse the first category of untrustworthy i'm i just my don't let my mind go there much at all i being any of us i hope but i just refuse to play that game move towards trust you're allowed to set
it up with healthy boundaries so that you can know that you know i'm going to put a toe in the water before jumping in was that distrust you know what it was i want to make sure it's a safe environment to jump in that it's not too hot or cold is that wrong of me why didn't i just trust that god figured it out because i'm still here i still cast a shadow when the sun shines on me i still leave footprints in the mud i might want to just assume i'm not all the way there yet catch me lord boom
you know as you boil away you know just no it's okay guys for now we're being spoiled by god who says you know i know that you're divine you don't need all this but you don't so you know what guys i love you enough to say why don't you just do test the toe and when you say wow that water feels really refreshing then get in i don't mind you test the water a little check things out a little bit get to know somebody before you get too involved all of the boundary stuff is fine but it's only until we really completely
remember who we are remember god trusts because god knows what it is so nothing can betray it i can get to a point in knowing who i am that nothing can betray me and when that happens i'll also be trusting in the divinity of everybody else and they cannot betray me does that all make sense it's it's not easy i know that it isn't easy to to completely understand that but it's also very hard on our minds to hear when people betrayed us they were mirroring lessons of ours i'm not justifying what they did i'm
just saying there's 8 billion people on the planet why were they in your house i mean call me silly call me presumptuous but you know they were in your house so they're mirroring lessons and the hardships are trying from the ego's perspective to shut you down what god's hoping for is you'll push through and say despite the way you behaved there's a part of you made in god's image and i pray for you to discover that and in advance i'm already affirming it so and i close with this remember
jesus's experience with peter denying him and judas betraying him when peter who represented all the apostles not just himself he represented them all we have doubts about you jesus i mean we get it we watched you do amazing things but deep down we have doubts so when peter betrays jesus technically he's acting out on all the apostles and all human beings experience with god i want to trust but yet i have doubts so so they manifested this and jesus's comments to peter peter you're going to deny knowing me
for your own safety for your own security you're going to deny i would what do you mean i've walked with you i've watched you do amazing things i'm your man you know i stand up for you you're going to deny knowing me jesus that makes no sense at all no sense at all i i believe in you you're going to deny me you're going to deny ever knowing me so when peter does deny him what most people don't realize is earlier in the ministry jesus like i was saying i put people to the test sometimes to see if they're gonna
keep their you know faith and trust in me as a person or friend or whatever so jesus says i'm paraphrasing do you love me peter jesus says yes lord i love you he asks him a second time uh peter do you do you really love me lord yes i already told you would it be aramaic here yes greek er what language do you want it and i told you i love you oh third time third time do you love me yes my lord i love you why did he ask him three times you know why because later he denies him three times so jesus was setting him up to get him
to affirm his love three times to compensate for the three denials later to wash it so now he's denying washed denying washed third time denying washed pretty cool but adding to that jesus says you're gonna deny me and he's saying no i wouldn't three times he does this and afterwards jesus says peter i'm paraphrasing but he says talk to the hand okay listen peter dude you're going to do it but he says this but i've already prayed in advance for you to come through that that awesome is a good word for it
the people that have betrayed you your exes your parents are that have betrayed you remember you're not justifying their behavior when you say you forgive them what you what i'm saying today about trust is affirm that you and i are going through this but i'm already seeing you on the other side meaning i'm seeing the god in you i'm not seeing what the human will do and not do and betrayals and ups and downs i i see you he wasn't just foretelling it he's telling him a rule i'm i see the christ in you
i'm looking beyond the stuff to the end result and that is an important message that should be talked about a lot more in teachings about christianity to see people way over here and not in the stuff of what they do because now i'm enmeshed with the the doings of life should i ignore the doings no no respect the illusion play the game but affirm even though you're betraying me i'm affirming that i'm already at the other end in god i'm already fine it lessens the sting even if you're in physical pain and you
might pass over remember all of this is the illusion of life you need the medications you need the shoulder rubs whatever you need great but way over here i'm already through this you will not die and go to a bad place see yourself at the end result the light of god but also be willing to see others there mom dad you did such and such but i'm already affirming you guys you didn't like me or you didn't do this or whatever it would have been nice but i'm already seeing you there and remember this
prayers do work word does have an effect consciousness does create right so if i say mom dad i'm already seeing you at the other end in the light wherever they are heaven or hell i swear to you they'll get the message and rise to higher levels of consciousness i don't care how mean they were on the planet your exes or whomever we're talking about even if they're still alive wherever they are their soul is lifted by your affirmation of who they really are can i hear an amen yes jesus okay take a few centering breaths we'll have
a few moments of meditation [Music] tune in reflect anything you heard today that made the most sense that could be the most helpful to you and breathe it in [Music] it's yours it's not something you heard it's something you are accepting as yes true [Music] anything you heard anything that could be helpful to you in your life [Music] and as you sit and soak that in
notice it shouldn't have a whole lot of yeah but to it it's just beautiful whatever it is just tune in to the feeling of it it's it's already magical [Music] recognize how just one truth or several can change your life what did we hear about trust or the opposite doubt just soak it in for a moment [Music] and one added concept
[Music] you work on trusting yourself or others if ever it gets to the point where trusting is going to become more harm than good [Music] that's a good rule of thumb surrender those individuals instead of giving up on them surrender them to god and allow god to find someone who will help them make the next step it just might not be you surrender them you're not giving up on them you're not failing nor are you allowing them to fail you're surrendering them letting it be recycled [Music] now take just a moment
look at someone in your life whoever comes to mind we allow the divine mother to bring the right people to mind but think of someone in your life who proved to be untrustworthy in your experience with them [Music] whether it's something they did to you your finances your family somebody that proved to be untrustworthy [Music] then review in your mind what it was their words their actions the details of what it was you're not getting emotionally invested but if emotions come that's fine but what was it that made them seemingly
be untrustworthy be clear and honest about it how did you get to the place of not trust trusting them again or in that situation just be clear about what it was [Music] then ask yourself honestly if you had known some of what you learned today if you had known about boundaries and putting safe parameters on that situation how will it have affected how would it have affected what happened and their achieving untrustworthy status if you had implemented more boundaries how would you have done that it's a learning right now
how might you have done better boundaries [Music] did you get hurt because you leapt in did you get hurt because you shut down and let nobody in whatever it is and or where you lacked healthy boundaries just see it differently [Music] and then [Music] what if you had known about divine trust imagine yourself in that scenario what if you accessed the divine in you and you were affirming seeing finding evoking the divine in them call it make believe if you want but visualize how it would have been different [Music] what would it look like
for you to have that level of consciousness the divine in you evokes trust worthiness in them this is more of an energetic thing because it seems surreal to have that level of consciousness so it might seem very much make-believe or it might be like you're right on it either way how would that have changed everything [Music] how would it have improved the situation [Music] and if we know that you could have done the divine part or the boundary part you've already seen how the situation might have been different
then that means that you did play a part in there being untrustworthy [Music] you did play a part you didn't do the divine bit you didn't do the boundary bit the two out of three parts so it ended up in the third part which is untrustworthiness now i get it now i get it brother sister i get it please forgive me as i choose now to forgive myself i love you the real you and i love the real me all is given to the heart of god thank you so much for showing up today something in you and something in me needed you to be in my vision today
so that we could say goodbye and release this to a new level and you taught me that i could do this differently i learned it the hard way thank you and so it is beautiful how's that feel good um how many of you felt it was really excessively challenging to do this with that person this process anybody a few of you several of you right on courageous man good good way to go how many of you found surprisingly easy to do that several good glad either way you did it so it doesn't
matter if it was challenging or easy you did it that's the important piece all right thank you we're going to do our closing prayer first we'll take up our collection and i'll share a couple of quick announcements i pray that today covered most or all of the things brought up even though not this not that the solitude part we even talked about the the dream of life but honoring the illusion versus without without you know the credence part giving it too much credence please please be as generous as you can
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for manifesting the ability to do so much without charging so i think that's really really cool um we're gonna give our prosperity prayer it's on your bulletin it's posted online as well concentrating really putting your consciousness into this because it's the truth of god divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that i am all that i have all that i give and all that i receive and so it is thank you it was already mentioned that donnie is here doing the angel readings so um you can still book he's staying an extra
day over so you can still book some sessions and what we did one of the other times he's come here is he just ended up staying like a week so you know book your sessions while he's here from out of the area so he comes here once in a while if you're online and you'd like to book a session with him just contact the office and ask how to schedule a phone appointment with him and one of the things i really love and appreciate about danny is um he gets what i'm saying when i said earlier about
asking god to come through your readers asking god you know he gets that rather than i'm doing it's you know i'm serving and so the greater comes through right yeah thanks all right so a couple quick announcements while they're passing the baskets and then we'll do our closing prayer um first of all remember there's all these various forms of social media so watch us you can become a member of our facebook group it's a private group friends of michael murdad um facebook group um remember that you can book crystal
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what a person's looking for but it is miraculous work all righty thank you yes it probably say unity of sedona not phoenix and no i'm not moving to phoenix so um but thanks for asking so um the will you'll both so there's a website unit unity of sedona you see our prayers we still say unity of sedona on our materials um that'll be changed soon the officially september 1st um unofficially by some people's standards it started a month or two ago and we did announce it then um and um other people were you know we were
thinking it was january 1st so it's kind of j in this this latter part of the year but um we just talked about it in our board meeting and the board members um voted in approval for september 1st to get everything switched over we announced it and started switching it over a month or two ago but it'll be more official we'll have the paperwork reflecting it but people that know of us as unity of sedona they'll still find us we'll still be there formerly unity of sedona um and you know how internet
stuff is it's there forever so i'm sure you'll still find us through that route is that what you were asking go to unity of sedona during this last month of august uh what year is this 2022 um use unity of sedona in case you're watching um live and you watch this later but by september 1st the websites will probably be switched over and you'll look for the global center for christ consciousness yes yeah so when you watch this um we are on youtube unity of sedona but also you could google my
uh what do they call it on youtube channel you'll find michael my dad channel or whatever okay so it's neither church really but it'll appear in either of those places too all right any others all right please stand for our closing prayer how are you feeling inside wonderful good did you get it yes right can you see it making a difference if you apply this in your life yeah can you see where and how okay and i especially that part it is obvious how easy it is to have distrust isn't it and do you do you see how people are
compelled to look for reasons and ways to not trust people i mean that is not the divine way but that's the typical ego world find reasons to not trust why then you'll shut down why so you don't go home is that obvious maybe more obvious now good and the other option trust leap get hurt and shut down that that's the ego sabotaging left and right somewhere in the middle a day at a time but keep moving forward push through towards trust trust someone even if they can only be trusted for one day trust them that day
give thanks you accomplished it and that's it wrap it up and move on with your life i only knew them for a day but i completely trusted good job okay you see a counselor you surrender to them you know in the context of their you know whatever and then they move or pass away i only had one session give thanks and as i've often said a dentist or whatever other uh metaphor but like a chiropractor oh i could never get my and you're like i have headaches every day can't get can't trust chiropractic you know
because they crack your neck they adjust your cervical you know and other bones of the spine oh no i don't like it you listen go and you can find one that doesn't do major adjustments stop making excuses to be untrust untrusting me because i'm weird i'm the type that's going to go oh never been to a chiropractor great i'm going to lay on that table if he happens to break my neck and i die i leave this planet ascending in trusting other people i'd rather do that than live forever and
not trust anybody my head is in your hands i'm ascending snap you know they know what they're doing man they know what they're doing and if you distrust naturopaths chiropractors old school osteopaths which is brilliant cranial sacral people if you distrust them because something could go wrong especially since medical associates tells you everything will go wrong with these people go and read about the standard allopathic medicine how often that goes around wrong there's it's so messy they
have to have disclaimers on every ad this might kill you it's just strange the odds the odds are good man when you go for a massage or chiropractic adjust the odds are good that you come out better and you don't get those odds in other practices let's say all right so give people a chance hmm so grateful for the light in other people and myself so great in any case in my life where i've ever trusted and it reflected back to me either lessons or beautiful scenarios thank you thank you to anybody that's ever been trustworthy
so sorry to any individual that i've ever projected extreme lessons in trust i set you up to fail we say that from our hearts sorry about that my exes or whomever forgiven gone it's okay grateful grateful grateful to myself i see myself getting it and i'm trusting more i'm trusting what am i trusting god that god is and is in all people to all people i affirm the trustworthy parts of you i choose to evoke that forward so more and more people can act behave speak in trustworthy ways in advance i thank you all
the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is thank you very much god bless you all you