Are We Really God?
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ah so interesting stuff you know it was a couple days ago that somebody was asking me about the concept of you know is it okay for us to say i'm god or michael has done talks where he says the i am presence or i am that i am you know using those words i think it was a week or two ago we talked about the concept of i am so people can say you know i am the presence of god you've heard me use affirmations i am the christ on earth right um these are all beautiful statements but people are not at peace with saying
it there are arrogant people that don't mind saying it you know there's some ego based people they have no problem throwing out oh yeah man i found this new thought system where i get to say i'm god because you always thought you were but that's that's when your ego is trying to fan itself you know like man i am so holy one reason that people are not totally at peace with reciting such a thing is because when we sit down and and do a self-inventory we find that we're falling short from acting like it
think about it i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth like we've repeated here god is i am like the statements on the on the roof the ceiling over there god is i am we are wow you know god is i am you know i'm made in god's image jesus even saying we're made in the image of god okay great but why can't why is it that we would be shamed for saying that i would bet you that most of the people in your life especially starting with family but most of the people you know would not accept
you making that statement i really believe that more people would be i'm talking about clients you know at the store that walk through if you're checking out people doing the checkout stand i'm saying most of the people you encounter would not totally embrace that and maybe in some towns or some events you know more so than others you come to one of our crazy psychic festivals you know you got doci and joy leading that you know people can wear shirts that say i'm divine and everybody would be like
dancing around with wings and fairy you know that's going to be acceptable to say it there because everybody's just so cool and wild and spiritual but there are some places where it's not going to be acceptable i am god and there's there are thought systems that came out very popular because of the i am god statement but it's really really misrepresented but notice how many people got into it because it's an ego stroke so what do i do about this am i do i say i am god not if you don't understand it
if you're going to say i'm god who's the i am that's talking this thing i can't even find my car keys i am god who has a bad memory i'm god who tends to be forgetful i'm god who gets really mad at traffic you know like you're you're not making sense so if you're gonna say it and if you're gonna follow the teachings and books and materials and videos that get you to say it please know what you're saying just just stop and breathe and go to the place where god is
in your heart and soul this center where the holy spirit meets you at the altar and say to her you know divine mother holy spirit of god i would like to do some affirmations right now where i can affirm the i am presence but i'm not feeling it you know what she would say great bring it and put it on the altar put out everything on the altar that's not feeling very god-ish just talk it oh not all of it no no all of it well but i'm kind of mad about this great put it on okay i'm angry get it all out
see empty your cup then when you're done crying vomiting screaming whatever you need to do at the altar of of vulnerability she's gonna say okay you had enough oh wait there's one more you know and get it out okay now are you yeah i i i feel emptied of my opinions of myself she's understanding she knows that you're scared you're doubting you're you know all that stuff she gets it and then you can say well now what what's the next step well now you can just say and now i'm god god god
god no no why don't you ask her the divine mother the holy spirit ask her to download it to you i forgot who i am so i have a list of things to tell you about myself and people around me but when i'm done getting all that out can you show me who i really am if your god and really if i am your holy child what would you really prefer that i think about myself just ask and wait and you're going to hear anything from nice person good sense of humor beautiful soul divine being who knows and it doesn't matter you might only get nice person
you'll be like can you do better than that don't don't let it be she's gonna tell you only what you can accept and if you want more than just well you're a really nice person one time in in the meditation i got this um you know michael i've always loved your sense of humor that's what the holy spirit said to me now i could have went well now wait a minute what about and you're also a holy and christy you know no i didn't do that so it's okay whatever you hear if you think yeah but i would love it to be far
more compliment i wonder if that's god or the ego trying to infiltrate first of all but here's what's really nice if you do want more and you're like oh god i to admit i want to say that too mother holy spirit of god man i was really hoping for you are the i am presence of the universe you know you know what say that there's this call me silly call me arrogant i wanted this really big grandiose statement and i'm going to take my wishing for that and put that on the altar that opens me even more too and then she
you know you'll hear her say ah now that you put your you know big holy you know self up there and cleared it now you can feel the very thing that was blocked by that thing so here it comes the download and people say to me i want to see color i want to see you know stop stop demanding what to see there are special effects and there are feelings both of those are things you and i will feel in our awakening process that's great news of the two believe it or not the feeling is the most important it's more important for you to see
[Music] to for you to feel like a sense of peace than it is for you to see golden light and angels i know in our heads we all know but i got friends oh my god they see legions of angels and the trumpet blast and you know saint peter shows up once in a while and that's really nice the here's what you could do if i were you even if you got visual special effects you got some really amazing special effects being down lucasfilm's in there man doing all these amazing clouds partying and you know angels you know archangels and
they all come and bow at your feet what i would recommend for you to do instead of going wow wow man i'm just wow this is amazing aren't i something what i would do if i were you is go and how does all that feel amazing breathe in amazing it feels very like wow me really breathe in wow me really breathe in the feeling even of the special effects the ego knows every part of our being it really does accept our divinity because the ego was created after and at the moment we chose to give up our divinity so the ego knows that a little ego stroke
will throw you off and so just see through that and call in the most important piece the feeling the ego cannot stop you from free will so when you say i'm choosing to feel the feeling of like again like all these angels and you might be like oh my god that's so amazing but what's the feeling holiness ah breathe in the holiness breathe in and if you say i tried that michael i still love the special effects and i tried to breathe in but i wasn't getting it then try this try to make believe that you know how it
feels to feel holiness i swear just make believe that you know how holiness feels and you'll start to feel holiness does that make sense just go with it refuse to consider yourself incapable of feeling the presence of god which is felt through a divine feeling so you know we can walk around i am that i am you know i'm the image of god or all these wonderful big statements but ask yourself this if god were to show up right now if you were in one of those times when you're like doing the i i'm holy i'm a divine being great
if god showed up right in front of you and said hi i'm going to call you on that i'm going to just i'm here to call you on that you i i heard that you're doing this i am thing i am holy i'm a divine being i'm made in god's image so i just decided i'd show up and find out and god would say potentially i'm going to have you rate yourself 0 to 10 10 being me how you doing now some of you oh i'm an eight no i i don't believe that i don't believe that if you're on it if
you're trying to be philosophical and call you know kind of cool you're going to give yourself a high rating if we're honest we really would probably rate ourselves like a three most of us if we're really honest i'm telling you if you really sit and look at there's god going i'm a 10.
where are you at oh i'm a 9. you've got to be kidding me the lord would say you've got oh my me you've got to be kidding me a three let's watch an acacia record video starring you you know and you're driving you know hand mudras at people they're yeah you know and just getting all flustered and frustrated think about it how holy do you act every day your thoughts words and deeds are you really a nine and if you think so still let me ask you to do this ask some people around you that'll humble you
really really how holy and you can't go back to heaven unless you're in that god consciousness and you're a three that means oh god what are we doing you know i got to keep reincarnating and by theory those who believe in reincarnation will tell you most groups that believe in reincarnation will tell you it will take hundreds if not thousands of lifetimes of really being good really really seriously working on yourself can you imagine like let's pretend it's just a hundred lifetimes you've got to be kidding me
seriously and in that hundred lifetimes you've got to not deviate you've got to live the life wow that's like hard work but that's one way to get there there's another way it's simple in comparison doesn't involve hard work and it doesn't evolve near the amount of time maybe a few lifetimes there's one other way and for 1995 no i'm kidding um i'll share that with you in just one sec so so what would happen guys so god's saying so where are you i'm in nine really
nine okay let's watch this video how do you how do you handle reprimanding your children do you lose your mind or do you feel guilty having to say no you can't go out today or whatever oh i don't like to say no to them why you're afraid okay let's look at that because that's not a 10. how do you you know how do you handle your life your day-to-day stuff how do you handle intimacy with yourself or someone else oh i leave that out when i say i'm a nine i don't mean in i these certain
categories i don't include those are private you can't do that you have to every stone has to be turned to see all the stuff how are you you know when you do life blow your nose when you eat drink if you smoke when you use the toilet you know whatever you do in your day-to-day life how do you handle traffic all that stuff could you honestly say i said i was a nine and i am i really am amazing in every category my thoughts words and deeds i'm just stellar with all of it traffic oh no i love love you you know
somebody cuts you off ho opponopono you know [Laughter] i don't i you have to be honest and ask yourself how you really rate and in my opinion the average person when being honest the average even spiritual person would three to five at best on average and i'm not telling you that i think low of you and i'm not telling you you should think low of yourself i'm saying that's my belief that that's where the average person would land so there's what do i do about that how do i in and the average person how
do i get better how do i fix myself more go ahead and become extra spiritual and i'm serious about this i said this a couple weeks ago when you try to be perfectly spiritual you don't realize it but you're adding neurotic to your psyche a person that gives up and can't be good enough becomes depressed which also means the opposite meaning if i tend to be depressed it means i've given up a lot i've i've gotten too tired with the fight of life and it caused me to feel depressed if i'm a person who tends to
be neurotic perfectionists and all the other neuroses that's probably because i'm really trying to be good whether it's daddy i'm trying to be good for or whomever else that's still neurotic behavior or you might not be one of those you might be both which is bipolar and everybody is one the other tending to be one the other or both that is not bad at all but it's a tendency and our job is to see through it you know what you should do work even harder to not be that way i i heard michael's
talking i saw that i was tend to be depressed i'm gonna really work hard to be perfect now you're just gonna be neurotic there is a way to deal with this but it it's be at peace first of all own yeah i tend to be a little this or this or both i can see how i can see where in my life i do that just own it to pretend it's not there is again the anxious neurotic type that will only end up if it's going to be different at all depressed when you can't seem to handle it anymore so it's like a person who decides you
know you know 12-step programs and then there's like a step program for overachievers you know it's like that it's like i'm so neurotic i got to create even i'm going to go 24 steps to be even more spiritual those things have never impressed me i understand of course in miracles has 365 workbook lessons i get it there's a reason for that and i get that there's a reason for steps to learn meditation and these systems have their their purpose but at the end of the day when everybody awakens and goes home
they will not still be doing all the steps there won't be any things to do because of the acceptance of who we really are so there are two routes to getting there i want i want to raise the bar a bit i want to be more like yeah i'm saying i'm god why am i even saying why does my shirt say i'm a holy being when i don't act like it you know just kind of it's incongruent and we talked about that in the last few weeks conflict there's the christ in conflict incongruence in our life doesn't go well
your nervous system even when you think you're okay your nervous system is running on overload when you have incongruence in your life when you know you're the presence of god but you don't act like it when you know you should hang with people that are loving and supportive but you still have some very unhealthy people in your life you're afraid to say goodbye to see you might just go yeah i feel kind of bad about that but let's change the subject inside it's bam bam bam bam every second of every day we are aware
of our conflicts of our incongruence and it is called an inner battle the concept which is not unique only to islam the jihad if you read the real story about what jihad is it is not a war or battle on the outside the jihad is an inner battle with your ego how is that not also buddhist how is that also not course in miracles that's what it's about however and and of course in miracles you know krishna uses the metaphor in the gita about the war battle outside it's a metaphor and of course in miracles says this world is a
battleground when you see it from above it's a battleground wow that's intense wording why are these great masters using that because they're talking about there are you think you know the civil war brother against brother is something as a statement when you go inside and say your masculine and feminine are fighting your right brain and your left brain are fighting your inner parts of yourself are fighting your spiritual and human parts all in conflict it's happening well i don't like that i don't want to be
you can't wish it weren't happening we own it and how do i become holy to spiritual make myself behave that's one way that some people have done it and that's the way of the mystic the mystics have often done that saint john of the cross did it holy mystic being that guy was saint teresa but you know what they battled every day inside because they were trying to be so spiritual and holy they had to fight there there's uh martin luther from the middle ages and this dude that people talked about and wrote about
hearing him in his in his room talking leave me alone get away from me fighting with that voice that other self the not holy self so mystics although we can go oh that person wow mother teresa we had a quote from her today an amazing being and still i don't know anybody that in the last several years i don't know anybody that has come to me to mention mother teres mother teresa without adding the gossip about her used to be just positive things about her but 10 years ago or so it came out that she struggled you're kidding
that makes her unholy men lighten up it it means she's going through the same mystical you know the mystic path i know one thing but this other's there you know why do i have to fight with that other self because part of me knows and part of me believes not believes the knowing part of me has an opinion that i'm not as holy as i could be that i should be so one path is working harder to become spiritual the second path that i said i'd come back to that is the path of forgiving yourself for not being holy enough
so instead of i must not smoke you know i must not smoke and snap a rubber band and all the things people try to knock as though as though smoking is an evil no you judge yourself as evil then you smoke in celebration of your evil and you make yourself fight over it inside and if you can make yourself not smoke you have some pseudo accomplishment i guess i am really an amazing being i made myself not smoke as you down another gallon of chocolate ice cream you cannot win of yourself you need the mother to birth the christ
in you it's what mothers do so call on the holy spirit call on god and say you know it's a funny thing god as you light up this funny thing this thing learn to see it own it and laugh at it i know i don't need any of these things i know that in my i am i know but isn't it odd how i struggle with it isn't it weird how i made this into a thing for me a power whatever the thing happens to be i made it of some sort of a power i guess we could say it's called a false god but there is only you
so i'm going to ask you to be with me while i smoke while i shower while i share intimacy with myself or others while i eat whether i don't care what it is it's not like god is you know this holy shekinah presence that follows you like the israelites a cloud of light over your shoulders unless you walk into mcdonald's and it's like i'm out of here you're going for a burger again god you know that's that's not how it happens you know what does happen i know i'm going for a burger i think it's
immoral you know and unholy and so i judge myself the holiness says we'll step aside since you're not being holy it doesn't abandon us it means we will not be apparent to you while you're judging yourself because if you're judging yourself there is not the awareness of holiness so really in a word it comes back to acceptance but i don't want to just use that word because some people think that means i'm saying enable the behavior and i'm not if you really really get what i'm saying
but you say but i still want to be a better person you should be you can do that it's fine if you still want to work on some areas work on them but never concluding a negative or a judgment when you don't live up to it if you can work at being more mystical and beautiful and pure and laughing at yourself when you're not then you're getting it right if you conclude with dang i missed it again i blew it i'm bad not good you'll hear jesus saying of course in miracles he'll give you a workbook
lesson and then he'll say go ahead and do this and i'm going to want you to do this five times today but if you don't make it five if you only remember twice all i want you to do is try again tomorrow you know there's no oh that that confirms you're a bad person there's none of that there because it's not meant to be that way so take a a bit of an inventory of yourself where where are the weaknesses change what you can and accept what you can't it's okay you're not more holy by your
external life but the external life does mirror how you're doing but you can't say well now that i stopped smoking i believe i'm worthy of heaven you were worthy of heaven before during and after every smoke but you judged yourself for it and you thought yourself unworthy that's all that happens we cannot change that we are divine beings no matter how much we if people say to me michael what do i do you know i believe in some lifetime some some psychic told me i sold my soul my answer is it's not yours to sell therefore it's
an invalid contract there you go now they have to get over that oh you mean now i have to own my soul again you know it's like that's what's really going on they they forego themselves a person that dissociates feel feels so much fear and anxiousness and judgment of things they've done or had done to them that they feel so unworthy like damaged goods and so they want to dissociate sell their soul as it were in one form or another but it's not yours to sell you're a holy being the more distant you try to become from
your holiness it's a journey without distance to a place you never left you can't really go anywhere else so you know i know i know that in my own life um you know i take this stuff fairly seriously which i've shared before but you know it's just it's kind of uh you know i take it seriously but i've learned that forgiveness part i mean as a kid certainly in my 20s i think it was it was much more i got to do better i got to do you know like so i got to get it just right and you know if i if i do any this is how severe it
was because i brought in in this lifetime so much of the old mystical and you know things of extreme spiritual uh traditions from the past i came into this life thinking to not engage in much of anything of this world thinking that's because that's the mystic path it's like that's how we're holy and then if you do deviate you know oops oh that was not good and i got to do better it's very serious but man finding the heart of god in our being we realized i now i realized it's not how perfect you make yourself which is
why jesus said of yourself you can do nothing it's forgiving yourself when you slip and when you forgive yourself that's actually god in you doing the forgiveness for yourself so forgiveness isn't just like a tool that might work something positive it is the bringing in and anchoring the presence of the divine that's forgiving you for thinking you weren't divine so so many people put such a simplistic interpretation of what forgiveness is and it is a process of depth when you call in forgiveness you are
invoking evoking the presence of the holy spirit in you to do the forgiveness with you you see what i'm saying it's like wow surely the presence of the lord is in this place not because forgiveness will get me to that although it'll seem like a distance kind of a thing it might take a day or a week time and space it's all an illusion but what's really happening is i practice forgiveness and as soon as i practice it it it takes the holy spirit to help me forgive so when i call in i'm going to practice
forgiveness now she's already descending into your being she's not waiting for you to forgive which is what people think she is the process of bridging she is the process of forgiveness in us she's the teacher the healer so next thing you know you know you're practicing some exercise you know and you feel this this less stress you feel less anxious you feel more accepting but it's more real so you light up the cigarette but it's not done in the same old way it's not with shame nor is it with ego pride
it's like aside from all the things i can do in the outside world i am a holy being what i have found happening in my own life is that when we practice this things that we found to be unholy i swear they just start falling away on their own so the way to enter why you enter recovery and a step being that involves god participation in your recovery program is right and some people are saying oh i think we're going to create a 12-step program that doesn't include god not a good idea it's completely inaccurate to call
yourself recovered without the presence of god all you are is behaving differently but it's just a gay it's a lie honestly it's a line i know some people think that's a bit you know intense but it is it's just a game you're playing you're you know pretending to be something and it's not really there it's not truly integrated so there's something so powerful in being vulnerable and in being dependent on the divine you know we're calling on it to bring us to a state of mind that basically
you know we have forgotten how to reach so look at the options how do you rate yourself and look at the options what do i need to get that number higher and if it were me i would say you know what can i do to bring that number up there's some simple things okay maybe i can be more patient breathe before you respond to things there are some simple things you can do well next thing you know you're from a three or a four or five do not think you're going to go up to scale with your own doings you know it's it's got to be with the
participation the calling upon the divine mother so one way to reach her access or bring her into the picture is forgiveness so again don't try to fix everything in your life forgive yourself for those things forgive yourself for the variables the things that kind of make you feel like you you deviate the mystic path is beautiful and if some of you feel like you're on that path i'm going to tell you this if you feel like you're on the mystic path the one of you know okay no no intimacy i'm going to kind of move away
from that and i'll i'll not eat certain foods and so on and so on all the called disciplines those of you who feel called to do that i'm going to let you in on a secret you've already done that before if you feel called to let go of this this this it's probably not a new calling you're remembering that you have done the mystic path to some degree before maybe you did 20 in your life maybe now it's 40 percent mystic path now it's likely that you had been called there before i had people come to me and
say you know michael um you know they have a reading with me you know and i say to some people i might say you know you you were a monk in a certain and i'll name where when and how and all that and they'll say that's really weird because i was i was signing up for a seminary and i was going to become a monk in this lifetime now do they say you know they'll say was i supposed to should i have done that should i go and do that you might you might not but what's important i tell them for you to know is
you've already done that some people think they're being called to become monks or nuns they think it's a calling for now and in fact it's because they had already done that they're remembering they're not hearing an inspiration calling they're remembering you see the difference and it can be confusing oh well there we go i've already done that this is kind of cool been none done that you know it's kind of cool so now you can let yourself off the hook and see what else you want to do i almost did that myself
i almost took off it was around a give or take a year or two it was around 1990 going through the dark night of the soul and i i did i tried to find out like made a couple calls find out where is there a monastery you know i'm going to go and disappear from the world and i'm kind of glad i didn't thank you yeah i was tempted uh because that's uh that what pain does and you know we think taking off and and you know here's here's a quick um a bit uh related to that how we have compulsions and we misunderstand them
they're we're getting closer and closer to a time in this world where things are reaching an impasse it's the the ending as some people call it things are that is happening that is happening it really is happening the earth changes pole shifts all that is is coming and it's already happening you can see in the insanity in the world now one of the most consistent pieces of advice that we get with these kinds of stories is there's going to come a point where there's going to be a few days of
absolute what the hopi call god reaching down and taking the earth and shaking it violently which it did in one phase we already went through the first phase of it a second shaking which was light but heavy at the time and that second one's already done the hopi and others have said the third shaking is starting now which many of us have known for a long time but the third shaking is starting and are they making that up no they've known this for a long time they saw it coming and they said now is the time so this is
and that's just them i mean there's so many that that corroborate that same point but one of the things that's going to come is there's going to be three days which sounds like not long that's just a bad weekend right no three days of intense intense catastrophic things happening in the world but it's interesting because the advice coming from channels of mother mary and other sources is one of the pieces of advice first get inside second do not look outside to even look outside you will die
because your heart will fail can you imagine what has to be happening in the world around us that would make people's hearts fail there are things and i won't tell you what those things are but that's going to happen but it's also a metaphor of when your life is a dark time go inside why did it add the next line which i said was what don't look out it's a metaphor it's true factual in our lives lock up get inside don't go to god because you're going to hear and feel all kinds of stuff it'll make
like the whole noah flood it'll sin that was a holiday compared to what's coming it's intense but do not look outside and that's also telling us an inner thing we so often misinterpret you know oh i'm feeling called to go become a monk you know you already were i was told to not look outside so i can be a complete jerk in my life and just don't look outside during the bad times no that's not it you know live the life i call it live the christ life but it doesn't mean like in my personal life
what it means i would say is and nobody could really argue successfully with me and say they question my intentions that i'm very clear about i'm pretty real what you see is what you get and i have had a couple of experiences in my life that i would say i regret or i would have preferred to do it differently but it's kind of nice that there aren't that many of those see really good guy but not good enough see that's the mystic not good enough you take that to the altar and so in my life yeah i mean i feel
like and this is you check in with yourself i feel like i'm pretty kind i do my best to be of service to people i feel loving and forgiving that's how i you know how am i doing and i think i do pretty well with that it's not just inner loving forgiving outside i feel like i'm of service a lot so i i do what i can to live the christ life and forgive others what i perceive in them if it's negative and forgive myself if i perceive something of myself that feels off that's our job that's all
do your best forgive the rest feel right yeah and whether it's literal hard times outside or inside the job is still the same go with go inside and don't look with your eyes means several things it also means don't let your perception hook you don't let your opinions of people hook you so with mother teresa oh you know she had doubts i heard she went through a dark period i'm glad she did because she fought the fight and she won but some people like she shouldn't had that fight she shouldn't have had doubts
stop you're just being all religious on me i don't want to hear it you know it's just so silly so hopefully this has made good sense hopefully you know you're really getting the feel of what's happening we're changing our name here to the global center for christ consciousness and um that feels just so right and oh my god the vibes already just going to another level we want to be you know a quick a quick story is the ac unit blew out because it's fairly old the ac unit blew out the other day and i
got a call and one of the board members is oh my god you know what do we do and so amazing the integrity and the work they're on it they're making calls to find out and you know our usual company said we'll be there next week oh yeah that'll be helpful seven days you know uh the you know the folks working in here and the service you know and so on um so i said call some other companies now we found another company it's a smaller company so they don't get things as cheap as the bigger company the bigger
company says we'll be there next week the small company said we'll come out today and fix it and they're going to put in a new system what i said just so this is nice and transparent what i said to the board members i said and it's funny i said how long has it been out they said well we don't know because one of the people that was working has hot flashes and they thought it might have been that i swear to god i thought that was pretty funny i won't tell you who they are but i thought that was hilarious i mean
really isn't that funny the ace either the ac is out or i'm going through menopause so um but i told the board i said you tell the company the smaller company you tell them their bid for the job for replacing the ac is higher than the bigger company but we're hiring them because they showed up see it's worth it now somebody out there could say oh that's no you're supposed to go get the lowest bit i know that's the way some people think not me and it serves me fine i love love god loves love love loves love
and when people step up to do i just i just so appreciate it and they deserve that it's what 10 more or whatever it is that's kindness give thanks to people that are kinder than others it feeds them to go oh there's there's perks to going out of my way to be kind great and then they do more of it so just our gratitude opens things up for that i'm going to shift things to a moment a minute of prayer and into a sacred song as our meditation today right okay i'll start it off with prayer just eyes closed
relaxed breathing hmm [Music] to all the people i've ever known hmm i'm sorry for the times i didn't fully show up please forgive me i love you thank you to my children in any lifetime i'm sorry if i ever fell short please forgive me i love you thank you to all friends past current future i'm sorry for anything that would ever cause any any of us to question our friendship done
i'm sorry please forgive me i love you thank you to people i've been intimate with lovers in any way shape or form i'm sorry any confusion any distractions i love you please forgive me i love you i'm so sorry thank you [Music] to parents of mine in any lifetime whatever it was that was ever a moment if not years of tension [Music] i'm sorry please forgive me [Music] i love you thank you to spiritual teachers counselors that
have ever failed me people i've been angry at [Music] mechanics electricians anybody that was playing a role that i had a certain hope or agenda need and it seemed like you failed me and i held anger resentment inside i'm sorry please forgive me i love you and thank you and one more lastly whoever anybody i've ever known known and unknown in my mind that i've judged in any way anyone i've ever judged in any lifetime including myself i'm sorry [Music] please forgive me and the please forgive me is not begging
your acceptance and forgiveness it's a statement of fact please forgive me it's done i love you [Music] thank you if there's anything else or anyone else that you need to include in that prayer just take 10 seconds 20 seconds now to include them on your own [Music] and we'll move into a very sacred song [Music] do [Music] so [Music] [Music]
you [Music] peace [Music] i am at your feet [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] love my heart [Music] i am [Music]
[Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] do [Music] in peace [Music] oh [Music] bring me
[Applause] [Music] in your arms [Music] i am is [Music] [Applause] [Music] i am [Music] [Applause]
[Music] [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] and so it is
perfect just continue integrating for a moment you can open your eyes you can stretch out whatever but take a moment to integrate what you're feeling how you're feeling divinity holiness holy holy in a moment not yet but in a moment we'll take up our collection but i don't want you to stir about with all that yet before we do the collection i want to share a couple of things first of all remember chaplains are available in the chaplain circle after the service they'll be at the sides of the walls here the side of the room
and remember constantly you know every week we still have the crystal bed sessions in our healing room outside so you can sign up for those in the office especially if you're visiting from out of town it's a great thing to add to your list of things to do here in sedona and um if you're watching us on social media do all the things that they say to do whether i don't know what you know thumbs up smiley face subscribe all those things you do um isn't that what it's called yeah yeah no not that
all right um next sunday we have an afternoon workshop after service the afternoon workshop is uh focusing on healing the heart and soul so very very deep the spiritual aspects the psychological aspects true healing of the heart and soul so join us for that we already have quite a few people registered but please try to register as soon as you can it's going to be here in person and live online and yeah and i want to mention again that the yard area back here is completed for the most part so there's beautiful
really great relaxing swinging kind of chairs and there's benches and there's um labyrinth so it's a really nice place to chill that is for our attendees only um so if you attend here your supporter here in any way you attend uh that's for you so come by check it out just relax have a space and a place to to to chill and lastly i want to thank deeply thank you know our our guest musician it's great to have him back anada das everyone he's got a table in the foyer so please stop by thank him share with him what
you can pick up some cds that sort of thing it's you know he's got great material and it's it really is great uh to have him as one of our regulars it's just really really cool i love our music program how it's coming along we're able to get more and more music here so thank you and um to keep doing your best arrive on time a few minutes early is wise we're making it more and more of a point to start on the hour um with uh some of the things if we have to do copyrighted songs before we do it before that time
so we can still do our personal things like that alrighty all right we're going to take up our collection if the ushers would give us a hand so just hold your love offering to your heart full consciousness full intention really really feel gratitude feel gratitude you heard something you learned something you healed something ah inspiration feel gratitude that we have this center all around the world and all through the cosmos this is just a manifestation of this this center that is god's presence divine love
flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that i am all that i have all that i give and all that i receive and so it is thank you and uh if anybody feels so inspired to do the following uh please do so but um feel free to share an extra donation with our musician in the foyer you know i do that at times yeah i do that i give them an extra donation we do at unity we do have a stipend that we give musicians when they are guests here but if you feel so incalled so uh called to do so please share with him it's it's amazing because you know a
little bit here and here here it adds up in it i love seeing artists supported all right um instead of asking for feedback for today i'm going to share something real quick um this is a dream vision i had last night i was asked to do a course in miracles talk for a study group on the course the course was facilitated by a couple husband and wife the man couldn't attend because he had to drive somebody home which is typical of someone trying to avoid deeper teaching the woman did attend this is what i got
in the dream right the woman did attend but kept interrupting me to interject her opinions and ask questions which is just another way of interrupting right anyway i as i was teaching the topic of healing came up and i spoke about the topic in this group but kept getting interrupted and finally told the person you know back off let's get some truth here let's see what happens so to save some time i said you know what we've lost more than half our our time here in the study group the group so i'm just going to have to go to town
here i'm going to demonstrate something so i said we're going to go outside we went out to a street corner and i said now watch this hey hey did you guys see that accident over there and people started mumbling into all the people on the street they started talking you first they're like looking and confused then gradually over a few minutes yeah i saw it it's something that never happened but people started repeating that they saw something this is the state of the world people are starting to repeat things
they heard they don't even know for sure you know oh i had covered man i was terrible i almost died you know like everybody's going with what they're being told and they don't even know if it's true anymore what's true what are your what you're allowed to say and so on so so this was kind of interesting you know it was kind of like um demonstrating to this group and then we were done and then i said well i took the group aside and said now let's let's have private conversation i
said take a look at what just happened because that's the way the world is they're talking about things they never even saw they don't even know but they're saying it anyway next thing i did to explain this was to demonstrate i said now watch and i became the living embodiment of what we did as an exercise out here with hey look at that accident and so on and so on and i started to close my eyes and go into a trance so i repeated the steps of that exercise and suddenly i laid back and started feeling my body beginning to
shake like an ecstatic trance okay it started shaking people around saw this and they started saying oh my god you know the way they reacted and panicked that there was an accident that didn't happen they started going is he okay you know and i could feel the shaking well because i could hear them worrying and making assumptions that this was not good i thought michael open your eyes and say no no everything's fine and i said no keep going with it surrender to this process whatever it is you know they'll figure it out they'll be don't
worry about others don't worry about what they think just go deeper into the process so i just did i just kept going with it and this shaking and this downloading of divine presence and eventually i choose to come i chose to come out of the trance and so forth i got up and said we'll can reconvene in the workshop again we'll go back and i realized that the folks and this is kind of funny i said to the group oh god we have to reconvene in the room after all this miraculous wonderful healing and and visions
i said we have to go back in the room because the people online couldn't see us we forgot to film the presentation so i ended up having to re-explain everything so they could be included so there's several layers and levels you know to the conscientiousness of making sure the folks online understand that they're a part of what we're doing here even if they're not in the building and also the don't care about what others think and they're making up stories they repeat things they don't even know for sure
it's several layers of what was there but one part of it was was being in that in that trance of the when the presence comes to you there's often movement in circles there's often rocking back and forth shaking all kinds of things happen when you're dealing with multi-dimensional consciousness i pray that today has fed you you know in the best way possible the highest way possible and we're just going to continue going higher and higher always practical grounded but higher and higher in consciousness and i very much appreciate
the patience of so many people who have you know um endured those moments of of uh doubt you know like wow this stuff might be too deep for me i don't know if i can and yet you endured it and you hung out and you realized wow this is really feeding you i think that's beautiful um the change of our name the holding of our integrity like like let's let's pay a little more for an ac unit that's some people don't think that way and there are people once in a while someone will say i'm i'm leaving i'm not
coming to unity of sedona which is now the global center for christchurch you get that it happens and we're aware that this isn't going to be for everybody one thing i do insist on and i i appreciate nice people and some people will join us and they'll be a little more cerebral they're more hyper thinkers instead of you know like feel we want that we want that heart i want to grow i'm ready let's open let's be together let's connect instead of no no let me stand back here and analyze
people and and look for faults and you know it's that's that's going to kill you literally and figuratively to be a fault finder to be hyper analytical in your life or with people around you it it's exhausting it's anxiousness in your systems but it is spiritually death when you shift into the human self and look for that stuff instead of the spiritual self so it's far better to be spiritually alive you know and let that come through into your day-to-day life so i appreciate all of you so many people around the world
that are committed to that and you must be getting what i'm saying in terms of priorities and god first and consciousness we wouldn't have such a successful experience so thank you very much oh thank you thanks please stand for our closing yeah of course use this mike hi everybody thanks again so much for having me thank you michael so much for having me here and the global center for uh christ consciousness and i'm super thrilled to be holding a weekend of music and yoga and ceremony that's going to be happening at the end of
august so i have flyers out there come talk with me and if any of you are ever interested in opening up your voices more i also work with people one-on-one so come chat with me okay i'll be out in the foyer thank you so much stay here okay so [Applause] um this is called the chi amigos [Laughter] um this is this is what we're all about we're in our 40s 50s and 60s and we're still the chiamikos right um and one last thing uh dosi is related to the being the power behind the hiring of each of us so do you see a
pattern [Laughter] next time you see dosie let her know we're on to her there's a pattern here there's a pattern here thank you guys ah such gratitude thank you for being playful it's nice to be with people that lighten up soaking in what we heard learned shared today my god the the holy holy song the songs and music the feeling the years of honing skills of ananda god just such a beautiful space place and the people around you the seats around you or just the intended presence to be here with you each other
so grateful father mother god that you've got this plan the divine plan of humanity's awakening the undoing of the old and the awakening of that which is real and has always been holy loving presence the light of god surrounds us the love of god enfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is peace be with you all bye-bye [Applause] you