Spiritual World Versus Material World
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this week I want to just talk about spirit and matter where spiritual beings and some people try to glorify the fact that we're having a human experience and they really overly glorify this whole human thing well you can glorify it all you want and by all means go ahead and accept that you're having a human experience but it's not your real self it's not your true self it's not your highest self it's more of a temporary experience so you might be a spiritual being having a human experience but it
is only a temporary experience which also means because it's temporary it's temporal it can pass and will be done anything that can end never was so this is a dream we are spiritual beings and we are seemingly experiencing a human material life but the fact that it's not actually there causes conflict anytime we're having an experience that isn't really happening causes anxiety do you follow because your soul spirit knows this isn't happening the human self says it is and now I'm pulled
that's ultimately what duality looks like so some of us mystics along the way and you know spiritual path and even some of us too in our life today we do this abstinence thing we pull back because we go well if this is dualistic I'm a spiritual being I'm going to just go ahead and say no to the humaneness that actually increases your anxiety because you know one thing but you also respect on some level the other you know the truth yes that you're one with God that you have no limits but you're here and it feels like it so you
can pretend that you're detached or even unattached as though this can't bother you but it does bother you every time you're trying to be all spiritual and you see someone sick it causes us conflict and anxiety not just because you're seeing someone sick because it causes tension in the mind because as far as I know I'm sitting you're affirming that only God is but look at this what am I supposed to do with that only God is and then another ache I'm saying that this causes an internal
anxiety every time you're trying to live the spiritual life but the human life knocking at the door we get anxious like like a you know someone trying to break in your house boom boom boom spiritual spiritual boom boom boom while the boom boom boom is I'm aging I shouldn't be aging I'm a spiritual being I shouldn't have financial issues I shouldn't have why am I still having relationship issues and it just it causes an really an immeasurable amount of pain and conflict which results in
anxiety and illness and so on we're supposed to be knowing the truth but respecting the illusion not calling the illusion real but just simply respect it this is what seems to be for now you're better off instead of okay I'm spiritual I know how to solve this conflict with having relationship issues I will have none no relationships with anybody ever you know that's going to cause anxiety because you can't actually do it you're pretending so that's going to cause you conflict another option
okay I'm spiritual and I'm only going to have wonderful spiritual relationships Yeah right good luck you know because even the ones that go namaste how are you beloved oh you do yoga - oh you're a vegan let's get together and connect you know and then the other part of them starts coming through cuz there's deep down inside there's Robocop or whatever some some Android is kind of being that wants to come through because all this let's do couples yoga let's do Tantra let's just be and then you're like can
you be going to work so you can earn some money to pay your out of the rent I don't I don't believe I don't resonate with having jobs you know and then the stuffs gonna start surfacing and then you're gonna be having a session with Michael mirai going why am I in this relationship with this person pretended to be all spiritual and I'm gonna be you know you know weren't you there last Sunday when I talked about that you know not I'm kidding but this stuff keeps happening and folks have to recognize
just pause for a minute here to be in the world and not of the world you are a spiritual being and then they say having a human experience but the human experience is not such a great experience our destiny is to create heaven on earth I mean the problem is you can't as Einstein said change the world with the same messed up mind that created it so you can't say okay heaven on earth you know what we need let's put this person in president role let's make this rule let's make this law you can't
bring heaven to earth with the non heavenly minds and then you can't get everybody to agree what heavenly would be anyway so let's all agree on world peace on world peace I was on a flight once it was about 20 years ago bless you and this lady started bringing up you know the controlling world and her kids are in school and she doesn't like all the rules and this and that and you know and then she started now I'm kind of going hearing her and going supporting and then she said and now now they want to have prayer back in the
schools that takes away our rights we should have rights to not have parrots go oh one of them I'm like okay nice so I thought I like to bridge like the bridge so I'm gonna just hear through this all this stuff and I'll find a way a win-win you know and and that almost always works so I thought she doesn't want the religion show them with the words you know God and it's too much for you know it'd be cool if instead they just gave a moment of silence and then each person could do what they want with that silence yeah
Holy Spirit hmm right on she says no cuz then we're still be told being told we have to have a moment of silence and I went I'm jumping out of this plane you know you know ha ha eject button that's how insane people can be you Jesus says in A Course in Miracles you will never have a universal theology because the ego in people that think they're looking for a universal theology even the ones that think they're looking for it most people don't even want it but even the ones looking for it's their
version because the ego doesn't want you getting along anyway so it's eventually going to bring up in my versions different from your version and I don't like your version and back and forth and back and forth he says but a universal experience is possible in fact it's inevitable what that means in part is you're not going to get everybody to get along intellectually because the intellect is the separate mind but you can get people to eventually have a universal experience how do you would
get the experience without the mind without that you know intellect being there because you move beyond talking about it and thinking about it when you let go this is like the Buddhist technique of further back further back further back from the me that I think is here less of that and you know let go of that one that I thought was here and then there's the one observing the one that I thought was here let that one go and then keep going let that one and that one in that one and pretty soon I'm floating more closely to who I
really am and they just noticed that and now who's the one noticing it let that one go and it's layer by layer by layer of masks and systems and belief systems and falling away falling away you know Rumi would recommend a technique where people gaze in each other's eyes and you look and you go okay oh god I see such beauty you know you have really calm eyes and then you let that go I'm starting we're starting to breathe together kind of organically that's beautiful and then that's not the end to keep going and
then okay we're just letting go and now we're just kind of melding in tension that's really cool and then you go more wow I'm starting to see almost changes in your face you're starting to see lifetimes past before your eyes of that person or various projections of yourself on that person and you keep going beyond that beyond that and you go well and then all of a sudden they're glowing and they're like wow now I'm there now they're glowing it's either or it you're not done
you'll layer by layer peel these things apart and the closest thing that most people would understand as the if you call it a goal at all it's really the universal experience is you'll peel it peel it peel it and you'll end up having a feeling not a not a vision it's not a visual auras and colors all of a sudden boom you entered a feeling of oneness and the feeling of oneness will give way to a feeling of love I don't even have to talk anymore I don't have to tell you I see anything because none of it matters
so you get into that bliss nosov God where it's beyond even thinking to think it's just this wonderful wave that you're in now wow it's very deep wonderful experience and at some point because you're being one with God with love with life and at some point you still will come back kind of you know rub your eyes a little stretch out a little bit and you have bills to pay still and immediately a bunch of people dozens you know attended this mastery workshop we just did and and even Sunday services
or even spiritual conferences I'm one of these people that have said it almost every one of these and I'm saying now when you come and have this really high experience a private session with me or healers and so on you're gonna get a certain amount of euphoria from it I hope a certain amount of aha heightened awareness etc healing counseling whatever you're having done out there you go and have acupuncture Reiki and you just go wow crystal bed you know we have these the crystal bed thing room
here you go and just chill on an amazing experiences but what's gonna happen is your ego doesn't go away forever it's just sitting there like you know did you get over this bliss thing I'm waiting you know it doesn't leave it just hangs out and as soon as you come out it goes I'm glad to see you're back because we have some things to do first I'm gonna help you trip over that then I'm gonna give you a flat tire on your everything to just make you not feel blissful anymore the Christians call that the
devil tempting you call it what you want but the principle is still lists having to come into the real world that's not so blissful the what we call a real world is is made up mostly of the ego mode mostly of fear limitation it's dense you know so in the Garden of Eden when Adam and Eve fall from the bliss mystère woman you will now have pain giving birth man you will now have to work hard to earn a living before you were in the Bliss nassif effort from being to doing you know and they could have said okay but we don't want to but
let's go back to being try once you've fallen you can't get up so easily once you've fallen you can't get up because to fall means I shift it into fear limiting consciousness when I fall into limiting consciousness I'm not so easily going to find unlimited consciousness to get me out because I'm already in limiting and when I fall into limiting I noticed I start judging myself for being limited when you judge you can't easily shift out because your very consciousness is darker denser so it's hard to maneuver
let's call it and free yourself you get to get out you dropped into the mud now it's harder to get out you're now in a rut and we've all had that happen if you're on the earth plane ever even 1/2 lifetime you fell to some degree learning to forgive is the main way to get out of that rut to change your frequency forgiving means I'm changing my frequency but forgiveness is an actual supernatural process it does miraculous things it's doing that which seems impossible changing your frequency
because my efforts will not really get me out of the rut ok instead of forgiveness I'm gonna do some Reiki and then I'm going to do some life coaching and then I'm going to do you know jumping jacks and then I'm going to do some visualizations they're all going to help a little none of them can really get you out because you're in a limited vibration you're doing Reiki you're doing this you're doing that when you get into forgiveness consciousness it isn't you having to do something other
than surrender and you shift into forgiveness and what happens is your frequency changes and when you come back sort of you know back into the world for a moment you realize there's less work because somehow the mud has dried up that's the miracle of it whatever you were stuck in doesn't seem to have the same power it had and that's what's happening miraculously forgiveness isn't like let's see what I'm going to do today I'll either do tennis Reiki or forgiveness it's not another thing to do
and mind you any of these things are great you can go and play tennis you can get life coaching they're all great I'm saying forgiveness isn't another just another one of those I think I'm gonna go and read you know Gibran edgar cayce or whatever I'm gonna go and read whatever I'm gonna go and do thing I'm gonna go on a hike some of those are more effective and helpfully to you than others but they're not the same as forgiveness forgiveness makes that which made you into a limited being thinking
you needed to go do tennis change now all of a sudden you know I don't need to work as hard to accomplish what I was accomplishing for example one is I need to budget and become you know more wealthy in some way the other is I am abundance see one is the consciousness but humans keep forgetting and they keep doing effort to get somewhere instead of let me get to the consciousness that's what Jesus meant by seek first the kingdom slash consciousness of God seek first the kingdom I would do that as soon as I get around to it because
I'm doing some other things all the doings you would have to you know really you'd have to do a million things to equal one non doing the being the amount of effort changes in part what I'm saying is go easy on yourself this this ego that's in each of us its purpose mind you is to to cause us to believe that we're something that we're not and every time I look at you and I see a flaw which we call judgment it's not about the flaw that's the issue it's that I actually think you're less than
God created you to be you can walk up to me and look like hell I don't have to see that I can still see a light in you if I know how you can walk up and be ill you know you can will yourself in with 50 different diseases our job is to ask ourselves don't shame yourself for noticing flaws or diseases but ask yourself why and then ask yourself if you're willing to see something else just like the eye gazing that we talked about so of Rumi for example it's not exclusively Rumi but it's an example so am I willing to see
who you really are when you're a partner and you're pushing my buttons my job isn't to ignore that you're doing it by any means it's inappropriate stop - stop it's done stop that you can tell say no but if you're doing something hurtful I can say no but I can also refuse to hate you and still affirm that in you no matter what you've done there's a light in you I refuse to believe that you're something other than God created you to be well I have good reason look what they did I know that's
the ego looking for evidence I'm gonna prove that here's what it's doing though I'm gonna prove that they're not holy you can't tell me Hitler's holy yeah that's true that's an exception well wait if there's one exception that one cell it's symbolically a cell in my brain and it's a cancerous cell so no matter how nicely the rest of my cells are doing one opinion of one person becomes a cancerous neuron in my brain that will start spreading cancerous lis through the rest of my brain which also
means tempting other parts of me - now it's not just Hitler it's you and then you well and I don't like to judge people but I've got to throw you in there - but I'm not being judgmental because everybody agrees that you're a jerk it's it's every kind of flaw and some people say well I don't believe in this I'm not judgmental Michael I'm not judgmental who are you talking to Michael you you actually think I'm sitting here that's a judgment believe it or not I'm not here I'm just a
hologram so even when you look outside and go look there's a tree that is a form of a judgment I don't mean it's a harsh angry judgment but you believe that there's a tree outside of you and if you believe there's a tree outside of you you actually think there's an outside and if you think there's an outside you're schizophrenic there is nobody out there so stop talking to the shadows it looks kind of weird you know hey how you doing yeah you don't you know having conversations with
trees and beings and people that aren't there especially when you start saying they're responsible for your good and your bad who are you talking about there's nobody there all of this is a hologram and it reflects the outside reflects what the inside Wow so I'm gonna take all my conversations my blames and my transferences I don't like you but oh I can't even live if living is without you you're amazing all of those are saying the bad that you are to me is not in me the good that you are to me is not in me
it pushes everything outside and whether you like the things or don't like the things they're not in you which means there's now two places an inner and an outer as soon as there's two you have dualistic soon as you have dualistic you'll see the dualistic with two eyes because you need two eyes to see a dualistic world even if you only have one eye that works it's a point it's a metaphor two eyes you need one eye to see thine eye let thine eye be single and you'll be filled with light the
Bible tells us let thine eye be single start to see what this eye and then you make it into a new agey kind of thing you know I'm gonna get my third eye to open you know and people just don't understand I one time contributed a magazine I would write articles for them once in a while and one time I I just sketched up a little cartoon too for them to put in there too and it was just making a point that it showed this guy holding a bone up and the dogs jumping you know and so it's like up up but the
caption set up Kundalini up you know and that's what I see in people like force the third eye open make your Kundalini rise you know and then they wonder why they're you know anxious anxiety disorders you can't mess with these things you just change in consciousness okay how how do I do I want a technique to make it happen now be nice study hope be nice the Mystics of old used to say love and service love and service that's how you actually grow you can read books and that will help you can meditate not but
if you meditate you don't become nicer you're not it's not working you're not doing it right meditation isn't where you go meditation is where you grow meditations weren't supposed to be an escape from the world they're supposed to be a place to go an oasis to fill your canteen so you can go back in the world a little more nourished to handle the world now if you keep the canteen to yourself you're still not getting it fill the canteen enter the desert called this world and when you see somebody else who's thirsty
share and as soon as I share the next Oasis is going to be less of a distance of a walk than the last one because my consciousness is changing a quote from A Course in Miracles I brought mm-hmm do not despair because of limitations it's your function to escape limitations inevitably but not to be without them while you're here if you would be heard by those who suffer you have to speak their language if you would be a savior you have to understand what needs to be escaped all the help you can't all the
help you can accept will be provided and not one need you have will not be met we all have to learn to be the light of the world and don't think well you know there will be no but suffering no problems the point is I'm here to help those problems when you say I want to be here but I want no problems that's telling us you actually think those problems still have power over you and that is an unhappy life my job breathe breathe yeah but there's problem I know breathe bummer isn't it yeah however I am NOT
alone I am all one same word same letters not alone all one God be with me and I walk in be with me I'm about to have to talk to my ex be with me God be with me because I'm open to my checkbook to do some balancing or whatever you know God be with me cuz I'm gonna have one these conversations God be with me cuz I'm gonna be intimate and it scares me a little bit God be not get me out of this be with me tethering the light of God in all things like what I call mastery tethering the light of God in all things
we do all things we think all things we say everywhere we go meditation you grow to it you don't go to it like it's some other place so there is really only God that means you're also only really a spiritual infinite being then what's this and so what we do by accident we don't it most people don't understand there's generally speaking there's only those two worlds a spiritual and material world generally two identities a spiritual one and a human one generally speaking and most people are
messed up because they either don't believe in one consciously and try to get by which doesn't work though there's no spiritual but there is so you're never going to be whole as a person trying to just be a human and not spiritual - or you could be all spiritual and lofty with constant rude awakenings when the material stuff happens so what do we do then you know try and do one try and do the other it's not going to work but but they're saying it's only spirits real then then I need to not see the material
world as real right and escape it no because a part of us does believe it so this is the strangest twist of all the only way you can heal the only reason way you can rise to higher consciousness is to bring the light to the other world or you could say bring the other world to the light you have to join them now here's where it gets messed up again some people think that means again in this world trying to just pretend everything's peachy or if we only get the right president it'll it's not going
to come by your doing it's better to bring God into everything you thinks and do then to try to fix everything you thinks and do thinking that will underbed inevitably get you to God do you see the difference I just said bring God in instead of I'm almost there I'll get this myself just it's easier you know God how would you have me see this conversation instead of just keep getting this conversation right eventually we all do that you know in my past I mean I remember a challenging conversation at relationship many many
years ago and it would be interesting because I would start with this really nice center yeah start in this Center and then jab trigger now if only you hadn't jabbed and triggered we could have stayed in center here so I'm gonna I'm gonna just try that again and so what ends up happening is each time you reach out to try to help someone who's sinking in quicksand you're getting more used to being in the quicksand and I would sit there thinking okay now it's going well thank God you know I surrendered and
we're getting this right in conversations going but what I would forget is my centers here and I gradually would work into a conversation and it would go south really and then I would bring it back a little thank God but when you do this in in a airplane if you're flying a jet the airplane is flying and they may if they're not knowing where they're at their ears will adapt and you could be tipped like this and not even know you're tipped you could be heading down if it's done slowly enough you don't even know your
nose diving because you adjust to it so in these conversations I found myself with this one person in particular I'd go a little over here and then come back a little bit then a little further and come back coming back made me think I was back and okay but each slight adjustment off and back off and back I was getting further off which caused in me like like it's an interesting thing not the anxiety of being off it would increase the anxiety of okay now if you could just hear this one point can you get this fine I'm willing to listen
okay back and then they wouldn't hear now I'm even further off increasing the intensity of come on we're almost there but we weren't because we were so far over almost there would only be a little back and I'm still way over here is that all making sense and I've always used this analogy so I'll be brief about it because a couple of you have certainly heard it before but the the story of how a science experiment with frogs and so in school some people have done science experiments in the old
days with frogs and you take a frog and you you know if you were to put it in hot water it jumps out it's very simple put it in cold water it swims around no problem the downside is if you put it in cold water and slowly bring the temperature up it'll eventually boil to death meaning that the way people are the way the animal and beings are is if something goes off slowly enough you don't notice it before you know it you're gone and so in that experiment we realize wow when we look at ourselves
many of us we could say to ourselves if you would go back say 30 years and see where you ended up would you choose where you ended up and a lot of us would say not on your life if you told me as a 21 year old I'm gonna be married six times not on your life but it happened because you went off a little thought well this one's not as bad I'll just back and get the next one and then off further and then a little adjustment and off further and before you know it man you're in hell you know divorce hell
just you know and then self-esteem is dropping or health issues just one little no but that's not a problem I'll bounce back you know the ball players professionals one injury that's okay I'll bounce back and they go then I did it I bounced back there's another one and another or the famous one that came up now in football is a head injuries it's okay you're all right symptoms are gone you can yep okay and then back and then again and again till brain damage and it's just like well now
how do you bounce back you you actually in our third dimensional reality you cannot and now you're living with a sense of regret and everybody around you and your life suffers so we all bargain ourselves away so easily far more easily than we ever would have thought we would have but it happens usually slowly enough now some of us have had very obvious dramatic changes that went that's not good I got to do something but most of the the ego does not want us to see these gradual descent into hell and so off a
little off a little off a little off a little whenever you do finally say oh my God look how far I've gone it looks too far to go back and then that de spirit's us you know it's just it's dispiriting it's depressing it can make a suicidal even because it looks like it's just there's no way and it's exhausting to even sit and think about it so you better have a drink the eco doesn't want you to have any solutions but when you insist on one it'll give you one you need a drink no I refuse to have a drink
you know what you need someone in your life someone who will love you and care for you so you hope you know desperate hookups calm you know and you know is there anybody out there that would love me and only me and tell me I'm wonderful and there's someone out there going I'll do that cuz cuz you have things I want now you don't have a relationship you have a bargain and you think that's gonna go well so people don't want to know that it's not going well and off and further off they go
so the material world is overly designed by the ego it doesn't have to be we can redesign it from spirit how are you going to do that without calling spirit into it what we keep doing is either not calling on spirit at all or think that if we maneuver the material world enough like I tried in that conversation with this person if you move maneuver it enough massage it enough they'll wake up so we think the right president the right law the right and it just doesn't work it just doesn't work you realize
misery loves company and if if you do not work on releasing the ego you are not on a solution at all anything you talk about in your life or the life of this planet any solutions you think you have you know free energy is going to change the whole world you know let's filter let's learn to filter water because the water is toxic great now you filter what great and now there's new problems that will come from that this world and the way we try to fix the world will never find total peace because you can't fix
the world with the minds that ruined it and you also can't use things of the material world to fix it you know what if we all just use herbs for medicines that sounds like a nice solution because pharmaceuticals just screw you up even faster go ahead and use herbs you know we would be talking about if everybody does there's no herbs left I'm serious now we don't have enough water to water the herbs and we ate all the herbs so we could use skullcap for a headache instead of whatever you know name-brand
names people have it's not going to work you cannot use material things because material things don't they're not gonna even exist they're hologram I'm gonna use a hologram to fix a non hologram its consciousness that has to be healed and consciousness mainly Hills love and forgiveness and love and forgiveness means recognizing things that aren't feeling right and instead of hating Shamy blaming them seeing them owning that they're happening looking at the deeper stuff it brings up in us
surrendering those deeper things and replacing them with the presence of God and it then starts to sound like a religious speech God God God God God but it's true the presence of love there really is this consciousness it's not an entity but there is this thing for lack of a better word this consciousness known as God it did create us by by sort of reflecting to itself another creation which is us and we're part of God eternally but we ventured into a world that we manufactured and said what if love doesn't exist what would life look
like and this is it if God is whole what was separation look like if God is abundance what is lack and so we're sitting down here not wanting to own that we participated in any of that sitting down here feeling anxious having a headache in a head that doesn't exist over my finances because I'm trying to get the budget right and something's wrong in my bank accounts in you know insufficient funds a bank that doesn't exist all of this anxiety on things that aren't even there but I know how to fix
it I'll just add some money into the bank account money that doesn't exist to fix the bank account that doesn't exist and I wonder why I'm still stressed because some part of me knows moving someone in and going you know I do does not make for a partnership it doesn't mean you're any happier any more closer to oneness if you don't have a sense of oneness here how somebody gonna give it to you you complete me it's just it's just there's all kinds of names I have for that that are vulgar so I won't say
it but it's just lame you complete me how how can you possibly complete that which is complete but I'll tell you one thing every time you try to tempt me to not think I'm complete by telling me you complete me I don't like you and now have more work to do so every time you tempt me to think I'm incomplete you know you're this and I'm that we complement each other you know like a Lennon and McCartney they didn't quite right the you know some but not as many great songs once they split up if you
interviewed them on that topic wait at some point in back in history what happens is each of them needed the other to play off energetically but did they really need know they believed they needed Lennon could channel McCartney if he knew how McCartney could channel Lennon if he knew how some historians say the theologians and so forth some we don't know this and some wouldn't believe it but some would say that when parts of the King James Bible were being written and there were some segments missing
from the original manuscripts they used at the time there were segments missing they hired Shakespeare to actually channel what was supposed to be in those sentences yeah interesting you know how do you do that hey um there's a missing sentence could you just make something up you know okay and then you're gonna you're gonna want to know what was being said before that what was said after that what's the feeling in this paragraph you know you can't just go roses are red and violets up you know you can't just put in
something you you got a tune in when your child comes to you and they don't know how to say what happened at school today that bothers bother them yet you'll learn to sort of tune in even if it's a feeling and you just you don't know the details but you can tell they're scared you don't have to tell them that but as soon as you know that you're bridging with them and you can help them more than if you stay away not knowing or force them to speak you connect so bridging is part of the way
to heal this world you have to see you know what's really needed and if your head answers it's going to say herbs instead of medicines this instead of that it's going to only ever be able to talk about this why because it is of this world it doesn't know anything better so it's only going to give advice to this world the more you and I are of this world the more we're going to rely on those material answers there's a spiritual world and a material world if you want to know just of this world all
you have to do is get caught up in the material you can't also run from the material and think that's how you get out like the Mystics I have to change the way I see the material which is kind of like going driving down the road I'm I am as God created me man this feels great and then BOOM could you do flat tire wow this is kind of funny because if you see everything as a test you'll see it differently this is just a test for me to believe things that aren't now that doesn't mean accelerate didn't do
good you know I were refused to see a flat tire no that's denial that's one extreme the other extreme is what Oh God goodness I was being all spiritual but then I got a flat tire and it ruined the experience that's the other extreme victims and denials somewhere in the middle you get out and you learn to be able to say isn't this funny that the truth is I don't even have a car I don't even have a body I'm not even here but yet I'm looking at a flat tire isn't this interesting that's how you have to
learn to see it you can be bummed you can be frustrated but this is a test of the spiritual broadcast system so you get out cacoon cacoon cacoon you know you jack a number you call triple-a or you know or whatever you want to do you see and the whole time to be able to say god what would you have me do it's not always easy in fact it has to become a habit but you you'll you'll make the habit easier if you start every day that way I don't know exactly how to fix every day but you do so guide me I mean
some of us in these kinds of lectures and rooms and and watching these kinds of broadcasts we all believe in channeling right we hear about channeling we're wild by channels then why don't you channel God I don't you know don't call in like an entity named Ajax from the 34th dimension with your flat tire just ask the Holy Spirit I mean just call on the mother you know Divine Mother Holy Spirit Here I am your child and I'm struggling what does a mother a good mother do when you scrape your knee
let me help you honey it's not like mom I got to tell you scraped my knee but I don't really trust what you're gonna do about that you know likely spanked me or something forget you know not a good mother well this mother that is the Holy Spirit it's incomprehensible to know what real love is even the best of human mothers isn't isn't even 1 million as good gracious loving as the Divine Mother but human beings have learned to become afraid why because we're listening to a voice that tells us to be afraid of an
angry god the bible even says i am a jealous god that's just that's all that is is a misinterpretation jealous god oh I totally wanted to help you people today but apparently I'm not enough for you you're giving attention to other gods you know that's not that's a jealous god that's that's crazy the jealous God meant hey how's it going I wouldn't recommend that you waste time on non realities that's what jealous God meant it meant I'm recommending that you focus on me
but not in a jealous Iike tist ik relationship kind of way it meant it in a form of there isn't anything else but me I am who you really are so why you why do you want to focus on something that isn't you so the word jealous is a mistranslation and a misunderstanding misinterpretation so this thing God it actually loves and and I'm broken down on the side of the road well I know you're busy probably dealing with world famine or something you know I got a flat tire so I probably don't matter
that's human thinking again that's so ridiculous but every one of us gets tempted to think it I'm over here you know with a slight you know virus in the hospital of some kindness some viral infection and I'm in the hospital but man there's someone who's almost dead in the next room they're more important that's how we think none of this matters those variations of human perception the bottom line is God the Lord thy God is one and also God says I have only one begotten meaning created child not son
one created child who's that which one of us is it you know if I stand close to them maybe I'll get some cool stuff one begotten child which means us and God like any decent parent parent times a trillion cares about every part of its children what seems like multiple children it's one but it cares so it doesn't matter if it's a cold or near death God saying honey you're not feeling good today how can I help it doesn't matter if you've been betrayed once or a thousand times in a small way or a major way any time
you and I are not feeling loved and lovable something's wrong and God wants to help the definition I use the definition for trauma to me is not the impact of something or the quantity of words from someone anytime you're feeling the lack of Love's presence is traumatic doesn't matter how much lacking love's presence even when it's not intentional it's not just when someone does or says something intention even accidentally I came home from school one day I already knew my family didn't like me much but I came home from
school one day and everybody was gone the furniture everything was gone and I'm like where are you guys yeah you know where's everybody and gradually quivering voice you know where's everybody you know but trying to not lose it yet you know and I think I was like five or six yeah and so I I finally I go in the kitchen and nobody the rude there was a refrigerator there at one time gone and all I remember going in the corner where it wasn't just to the floor and just sitting there crying and like panicked you know it's
terrifying you know maybe 10 minutes or so later I hear a rumor you know the horn and I okay you know clean up and hey you know I go running out like I didn't experience any of that and they're like didn't you you know get in the car and I'm like where were you guys Oh remember we moved you know I just forgot that wasn't the moving day that wasn't an intentional thing but it was traumatic so anytime I see a house without a refrigerator I relive the whole thing now I go to Home Depot just
pet the refrigerator I'm okay so anyway the lack of Love's presence and if you learned that that's the definition look at how it changes everything how you see other people that might have been hurt how you might have seen that I I guess I was a little more hurt than I thought I was in this life now am i saying all this to make you obsess on all the traumas no just to own that being on earth is traumatic because the refrigerator you know that's there's God isn't here love isn't here peace is in
here no matter what is real like my parents you know they we moved I forgot that day that was our moving day I'm not feeling peace so it was traumatic even without anyone intentionally doing something I'm affected and now that could affect me a day later a month late cuz it becomes a pattern it's stored in my being my body my limited human self the good news is the the bad news of course is that we function from that limited broken human self most of the time you know whatever you do you know don't ever not be in the room when I'm
in the room you know because you're running from that program as a kid remember what I said about the house Elvis Presley was a big person you know was a big personality he was successful he was you know the king and yet a couple of times I met him and got to hang out with him privately in you know whatever and his is sweet and um but I was a kid and I remember being told you know he's sitting there popping these pills and getting these injections before the concert after the concert well he needs that to go to the bathroom
he needs that to stop going he needs that to go to bed he needs that to wake up he needs that to go onstage he needs this to you know come down I mean it was really weird and surreal for me as a kid but one point at the end of the night he left the room and they announced now he's gone to bed we would appreciate it if nobody leaves until he's asleep because he doesn't ever want to wake up and be alone and it was like surreal because you're imagining this major figure and yet with such a strange
thing going on it doesn't matter who you are you can still be living from that old stuff you're a dancer that wants to accomplish that and it doesn't matter accomplish meaning the number one in the world just means in your own version of what you'd like to do or a singer or a performer or a parent or a child there's things that were meant to be doing and we're not living up to that and thriving because the material world has worn us down all its impacts all its programs it's beat us down spiritual world the
spiritual me doesn't succumb to that and I rise I resurrect the world will crucify you God will resurrect you so come back to life find hope and this simplest way connect with God every day connect with God and practice forgiveness for the times you haven't connected this person did this I didn't feel very connected let me forgive with them I did this one thing to myself I over worn out my body I gave my body to people i shouldn't've etc forgive myself so I can reconnect whether it's others
forgive back to God or self forgive back to God and even when neither of those is happening start and end your day with God religiously I didn't say that like superstitiously no just beautifully you know developing more and more there's a spiritual world and a material world and only one of them's real let me connect with the one that's real the world that's spiritual connect with it how nurturing a spiritual self how there's no better way than connecting with spirit the source of my spiritual self
my human self is just living out my doubts and fears about my real self that's all my human self is just a reflection when I connect my life out here will reflect it when I don't connect it will reflect it so if I would like a better world out here I would be better off Rican better connecting with the spirit world if I connect with spirit it'll create a better world if I try to fix the world to connect with spirit it doesn't work that direction certainly doesn't work very well it would take a thousand efforts here to
get one ounce of something there so it's always easy always more effective and efficient just practice connecting with God and that can be for you you know it might just be angels or it could be Jesus or the Holy Spirit some form of if I want to see a spiritual better world let me bring it not if only let me bring it and I'm going to bring it into my relationships by patience love forgiveness and healthy communication I'm going to bring it into my workplace you know I said just the other day about
like unity of Sedona when I got here you know they had all the systems and the way churches and spiritual centers are and basically all the paperwork everything was designed to give the what they called Minister this is their income what about everybody else for the most part in churches there's exceptions here and there but usually everybody there just volunteers they volunteer you know to mow the lawn you got a guy who owns a landscaping business comes to the church so you volunteers and comes in mows along that's how things are done in
in churches and they say because it teaches them the value of volunteering and service and I think is great but I said let's pay everybody well you know and then Michael's supposed to get a raise don't give me a raise spread it out over everybody and I did that several times because if I get a raise and they don't I don't feel comfortable with that and it's not because I'm you know not believing in my ability to deserve it's because I believe in our ability to receive and you don't just
preach that as some sort of well you know listen I know you're struggling at home and financially so volunteers some more time I've got to go cash my check now that didn't doesn't feel right to me so I love seeing us giving a stipend or a salary or whatever it is to the person that does the lawn or the person that works in the office and the person that you know I told churches every time I've gone to them have a bookstore we can't afford it yes you can and what you make you'll pay the person that works in
there now you gave somebody an ability to make some more of a living and now you're better and they're better that's how you share this you don't just talk it bring it and yes we still have some flat tires and these things happen but we do learn I got a flat tire that wasn't a spiritual experience your job all of us our job is to bring spirit to the experience we think there's a spiritual world and a material I want and there is seemingly there's only one that's real but the problem is we think
there's two and they're completely different and we can't seem to have both so we feel anxious and confused I wanted spiritual material relationship that's spiritual it's not happening now I'm upset constantly I want a spiritual health system in my body but it gets sick and I don't dig it I don't like this why am I not just hole in spiritual constant conflict bring spirit to every experience and if you are dying in a hospital instead of saying well I guess it didn't work I tried to bring you know
this material self into more holism and I was a vegan and I was at this and that in the other and I still got sick and died you still missed your test you need to bring spirit to it you mean if I bring spirit to it I'll he'll bring spirit even to death when the saints come marching in you know like like PT Barnum said when you're being run out of town make it look like you're leading a parade swan song you know like like the best you can don't believe what you think you see that's what Jesus said to the women on the side
of the road that grabbed his face one of the times he collapsed oh gosh you know gee oh my god him poor man he looked at him and said don't believe what you see he's like saying I got this I know what I'm doing that's what you and I have to do I got this doesn't feel like it may not even look like it but I got this God how would you have me see this just tether the presence of God even when you walk into the divorce room divorce court bring God in even when you have to go do whatever you got to do it just doesn't
matter showering on the toilet in a surgery in a relationship that's wonderful and one that's challenging bring God in consistently and again mostly that's in your intention you start your day with that intention and just do your best to carry it how do you know when to remind yourself when you slip especially oops for a minute there I was getting mad at the tiger that's deflated and you say you know okay I gotta admit I'm frustrated I gotta admit this is you know a drag but surrendering it to you
your will be done the whole all of heaven begins to sing and say wow you've called on the presence of God on the side of a road with a flat tire it's not like wow you've got to be kidding me we're spirit beings we have to come down to earth with a flat tire couldn't you have had like an oming session or something cool they're absolutely equally to the oming and chanting happy to come and anchor themselves in the presence of a flat tire because that without God is called health and when you said okay your will
be done all of heaven says here we go we get to we get to bring the presence now all of a sudden the person that comes by to help it could be the triple-a or it could be a stranger whoever comes it could be a homeless person walking down that Highway and that whoever it is you find it's not like they always magically cure the problem the nurse that walks in doesn't always cure you because they believe in God but something happens and it's a shift in consciousness so if it's my flat tire and somebody pulls up I start
to realize wow sometimes it's not they had some magical way to inflate the tire sometimes that driver for triple-a let's say you don't even know it and they didn't say it they're struggling financially they fixed your tire you paid them and you tipped them and it made a difference in their life God's not saying oh flat tire let's fix that God saying flat tire great opportunity for me to bring the right people into a situation for the most people to have the most amount of miracles because then
the guy's going to get a miracle cuz you're gonna do this for him then he's gonna go home and tell his wife who's a schoolteacher and she's gonna tell her kids the next day you see and so on and so on and and that's what happens just because one day you decided not to get ticked off about it flat tire don't get mad when you do get ticked forgive yourself because it could happen but forgive yourself and that's how we start seeing a different world please take a few centering breaths
a few centering breaths I'm going to simply share a few decrees today affirmative prayers you're welcome and I'm not going to do the whole intro and exit to them just some view a few affirmative or decree prayers when I'm done you're welcome to add and some of you will know this I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth you're welcome to do that I joined the knowingness that God fills my mind throughout the day be in my mind when I wake my father mother God and shine on me throughout the day today
let every minute be a time in which I dwell with you let me not forget my minute-by-minute Thanksgiving that you have remained with me and always will hear my call and will answer me as evening comes let all my thoughts be still still be of you and of your love let me sleep sure of my safety certain of your care and happily aware that I am your holy child I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I jumped the knowingness that the gift of Christ is all I see today father mother god this is your will for me today and
therefore it must be my goal as well this day I spend with you and you have chosen how all my days should be what I will experience is not of time at all the joy that comes to me is neither of days nor hours for it comes from heaven infinity to your child this day is your sweet reminder to remember you your gracious calling to your holy child this day is the sign that your grace has come to me it is your will that I be free today I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I join accept the knowingness that each soul has a Christ
self who brings divine plans into remembrance I know my divine plan I know every aspect of my divine plan and what it will take to fulfill that plan I am free from all spiritual blindness that would conceal my true purpose I call upon Archangel Michael to purify my beliefs in order to make my mind the chalice of the for the mind of Christ I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I join except the knowingness that my eyes are open at last I seek a future different from the past God's holy world now awaits me as my
sight is finally restored and I can see I thought I suffered but I had forgotten the child that God created now I see the darkness of my own imagining and light is there for me to look upon Christ's vision changes darkness into light for fear must disappear when love has come let me forgive God's holy word today that I may look upon its holiness and understand it but reflects my own I am just God created me I will to be the Christ on earth and lastly I juliek cept the knowingness that by the authority of
my Christ self I call to all souls on the earth throughout time wake up and know you are God's father mother God used me in any way in every way to assist in the awakening of my true self as well as the true self of my brothers and sisters from all the dreams and nightmares we have made I will use this key to become a master and to take dominion over my life in the world around me God's all-pervading wisdom now replaces all ignorance in my being and in the collective consciousness I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on
earth and just for half a minute breathing imagining that your decrees created a frequency in the room that you're now absorbing through breath so thoroughly so much so that your becoming that very frequency I'm not a person who decreed them I am the decree I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth beautiful and gently hearing the words the light of God surrounds us we are the love of God in folds us the power of God
protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we are God is I am we and so it is thank you there's a DVD set online or here in the store called spirit versus matter has four different talks spirit or body physical world material world sleeping dreaming awakening and the divine I am versus the ego I am NOT for different talks and there on one DVD called spirit versus matter so if you're interested that's the one to ask for and you can also watch all kinds of free videos hundreds on youtube and they're in sets
so it makes it easier ones on psychology or spirituality or relationships that way you can kind of descend you know kind of emerge yourself and immerse yourself into a full study of a topic like there might be twenty on relationships so check it out but remember create several different guys and never let them meet each other and anyway god bless you all peace be with you we'll see you soon bye bye guys