Hologram Versus Holiness
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beautiful spontaneous chanting from the back of your mirror that's really amazing huh nice just so you all know i'm really really honored to to introduce um to our community danny danny michael's um angel uh channel i mean this guy does great great readings he was here yesterday he did a talk and then he did some readings for some of our board members and staff and went for two because they were like oh my god um so he's gonna start today at one o'clock he'll do some sessions we talked him
into staying the night and then um doing more sessions today danny if you don't mind just standing and saying hello there we go yeah um i don't know where docie is is she back there she is in the so dosie stand you'll want to see dosie she's the commander-in-chief in the bookstore if you need to find her um she's uh she'll help schedule those and she has an assistant she'll have a page ready please get them scheduled as soon as you can and it is extraordinary extraordinary or i wouldn't have said you know have him
spend the night and have him do more sessions tomorrow okay it's it's extraordinary those of you who have had sessions with him in the past or yesterday wave a hand if you agree right yeah she's one of the ones that had like five um [Laughter] all right very cool um do you do phone sessions by the way yes so the folks online um call doci even if you're like in madagascar afghanistan anywhere on the planet call doci um anyway they'll have to figure out how to you know hook you up with phone sessions
or whatever okay and then you can take care of that portion but people living long distance you don't have to lose out all right um all right great okay um oh oh you need a topic so give give me a couple topics to cover today please um paper okay okay didn't you already give one [Laughter] conflict okay what transportation transmutation okay we're good okay we're good
thank you um so there's one or two topics uh that we're going to cover today and incidentally i i sometimes you guys give me um requests so i'll print out some reminders to myself quotes especially if i have quotes to share i'll print them out and i'll bring them and almost never really look at them because it'll all just kind of come to me but um some of you folks asked about a topic it was called love is a bad word um or love stinks um now if you had to know the context of the conversations these folks were
having then you would understand it was funny but um those of you who are waiting for that it's not what we're going to cover today because there's a lot of questions in a different form but we might get to that some other point and and we sort of covered that idea a couple weeks ago just in this that human beings there's many things human beings don't understand well pretty much nothing do they understand they theorize about it they religious size about it they science it and it goes nowhere it
kind of looks like it makes progress but it gets nowhere um but the not the least of which is our understanding of god and our spiritual relationship and so on um you know it even irritates people to hear these kinds of messages when i'm talking about a couple weeks ago love and and the concept that god is love and yet people think of love as being something you make special i love that person 20 this other one 80 you not at all you know you love is either always for everyone a 10 out of 10 school you know points
real love isn't qualified and varied based on whether you like a person or not there's an understanding that how could you how could i say i love god and not everyone else since everyone else is a fragment of god you know so so we covered that a couple of weeks ago and some people were asking me to elaborate a little bit more so i apologize that i'm not going to go in that direction much today but it also came up this somebody used the word hologram and when i heard them say hologram which i've used the word
many times i went hologram or holy grail meaning holiness so i want to address some of this today you used the word oneness one of you and this was beautiful because in a conversation just last night this topic came up that once upon a time even the human race when we arrived we were so freshly coming from spirit the way you imagine children can still see auras when they're born right and then that fades well the whole biology psychology of the development of a human being is a microcosm of the human race meaning that just as children gradually
lose the connection we did does that make sense the whole child development thing is a microcosm of the us development or digression for that matter so on that note once upon a time when we first arrived we were like children our conversations were syllabic almost like words like like short little descriptions that were vibrational you know we weren't it describing things intellectually we didn't look at something and go that's large that small that's good that's bad none of that was there
we were coming from a place like children children you don't put three different color erases of children on a blanket and they start having opinions about it it's not even there it's not it's not even there it's not that they're overwriting it it isn't there right even gender it's like no big deal they're just everything's just this kind of a different innocence innocence meaning we don't have our labels and our labels come from our ego that too gets complicated for some
people but you know someone says um imagine back in lemuria les muriya it's it's not lemuria it's you're saying something every part is a sound it's a vibration it meant something the way some you know you could say animals and even plants have communication styles and so the the human mind likes to make intellectualizations of things and then it kind of loses the actual meaning it gives you an intellectual left brain meaning but you lose the feeling of what the thing is so somebody's saying you know well
imagine how beautiful and innocence and what i've taught is such things are lemuria it's an age of innocence that we once lived so you didn't have to take classes on how to live sacredly you didn't have to take sacred cooking classes sacred sex classes sacred parenting there wouldn't have been any other option so it's just sacred living just let that land sacred living it covers it all and that's how we once were and sadly we sort of lost that obviously and and uh and someone was saying well
michael if only you could do and if only we could i i said to them and it sounds harsh i said it wouldn't work i could write a book about it i can do a youtube thing about it you hand people sacredness and they start chopping it up again you could have everybody have a sacred meditation as soon as we leave and some before we leave the room are going to go right back does does that mean i think that this is all futile yes no but do i think it's all futile well honestly to a degree yes the you cannot fix the world with the
mind that messed it up as einstein puts it you can't the human intellect can't fix what it's done so it's going to un unfortunately it's going to take a bit of shake rattle and roll to get people to break out of their trance and i mean literally literally people will need a pole shift and changes on the planet that will literally break them out of the trance they're in just like this this you know hey wake up just like that the the attempt to gradually hey i have an idea why don't we try
growing back to our innocence and clarity and in fact i have an idea let's take a billion years to do it and we thought that was a decent idea you know do anybody want to second the motion for a billion years a second third nobody stopped to go wait a minute why do we want to wait a billion years the ego infiltrates everything so even when we said we need to have a journey home that's going to take us back to who we really are the ego said oh it first of all it doesn't want you to have that thought but if you're going
to have it it says i agree how about a billion years so you guys can take your time because i really want you to take your time like people in the roundabouts of sedona take your time snap some photos move just go so you know god's like now go ego's like chew chill this isn't a healthy chill this is past passive aggressive behavior but anyway so the ego likes to mess these things up all right and and that's all it can do because the ego doesn't want you going home well is the ego evil the ego doesn't exist it's
actually a an illusion we've made up so that we could get away with not taking responsibility so the solution is take responsibility and choose again go home but if only everybody was acting sacred again they can't you have to see them sacredly it's not going to happen the theories that other people had we're all evolving and we it's not going to work because even if you start somebody from scratch and say you have only one issue one issue you're gonna go in the earth plane and work that out by the
time you leave you got three the one you started with and then your mom and your dad for example or whomever else both husbands both wives you know you're just picking up baggage the world tells you the ones that are into spirituality tell you that we're spiritually evolving and we're going to wake up we're all getting we're all ascending and this is going to happen and to a degree it's true to a degree but mostly how do you wake up when you're already perfect but forgot it's healing amnesia
how do we fix that you have to own first of all that you have amnesia if you claim that you're wonderful as you are you're not owning that you have amnesia and you can't repair if you think you're as good as you get you're really in trouble it gets better you become holy so said another way we hear the words reality and illusion all right and some of the phrases or requests you guys are placing like judgment judgment is part of the illusion meaning it comes from the dark place what about violet flame and ascended
masters what about those concepts forgiveness those are still part of the illusion but they're part of what's called a happy dream but buddha tried to explain when he's sitting in meditation they're offering you know his egos manufacturing these things he's meditation he's in meditation and here comes this harem of beautiful women you know and you know i mean i hope he at least cracked a smile but he sat there unmoved by it why why oh he's fighting against guys then that means there's an evil to fight
against what did he do with it nothing you know why because it's not really there he's if if nothing else more than any other teacher before jesus's time and since for that matter other than christ consciousness buddha got one important message which was this is a dream which is why when they said are you are you the messiah are you he said no i'm just awake what does awake mean awake is opposite of dreaming sleeping so some people are sleeping and in the sleep they're having a nightmare that's
the average human being who has lack disease or whatever else that's part of a nightmare which is not the harem that comes in dancing buddha also saw arrows being shot from all the evil forces and these arrows are about to strike him nothing why because there's nothing to fight it's not like he said and then i put up a cloak of white light and to shield me against the evil arrows arrows being people's opinions of you arrows being your own opinions of yourself arrows being karma no response god think about what is what does that
take all of us may have had moments where we're meditating or even just in a space of light that is such that the stuff doesn't get to us for a moment or hopefully longer but to really get it means when jesus walks on water he doesn't have to do it with effort he doesn't have to go okay omani padme boom shakalaka i'm going to walk on then it means that this is going to take effort and when it takes effort you slip into being a human who's working at something which is called doing rather
than being he can't put effort into it jesus didn't go you know oh oh you have a flu you are healed you're a leper oh this is going to take hold on man i go you know i'm going to have to have some food and get ready for this there's no difference there because there is no difference because they're all unreal there is nothing that actually exists that you can see or experience with any of our senses it can't happen it seems like it's real and all of our science religion and government
measures everything by the senses which does this it establishes itself as a power you start to wake up from the dream they don't like that they can't like it because it's it means that they cease to exist as a power if everybody woke up today with a true awareness of true and false reality and illusion government science including science of medicine all these religions they would all cease to exist almost immediately they would be retired not for where they're bad and we need to get rid of them and hate them they would just be
retired for lack of work you would say you have no place here which is what jesus said to what was it again demons so when you look at medicines and hypnosis of life all these things have to go because because they're not even there so we're not casting out demons we're just being the light and in the light there's no darkness right you know so it's it's amazing if you think about it one of the important topics to really get that still not nowhere enough teachers teach it because they don't understand it is this
concept of reality an illusion so rather than use those words which can be a little intense sometimes for the human mind i'm going to change the words for a moment reality is holiness illusion is hologram isn't that cool yes this popped into my mind when the person said hologram i went yeah yeah holy grail uh holiness and i went oh wait and i had to call or text or whatever a couple days later and say what was that word you popped up because i knew something downloaded but i couldn't remember you know because the the spiritual me
knows everything and the human me knows nothing at least of all the things i have to memorize so i had to actually go what was the word again they said hologram oh got it and it starts downloading again that's my search and find technique you know of consciousness search find download you know so i i knew this was going in that direction and i realized okay holiness is reality hologram is illusion and so your positive thinking people and your law of attraction people talk about the outside world it mirrors your
consciousness what they don't understand is there's a holiness you can access instead of a hologram just because they say you can manifest a better life that's not the holy life that's a happy dream in the illusion still if you're still relying on the hologram which is a pseudo holy ground but it's this thing called a hologram this third dimensional human experience if you say but i went from no prosperity to great prosperity so that means that was the spiritual no it wasn't it was spirituality like halfway there
you went from a nightmare of poverty or sickness or relationship arguments whatever to a better life that's good news that's halfway home but that's the happy dream it's you just a happy hologram happy hologram to you happy hall you could walk around with that happy hologram to me okay um you know your your partners bother you just start singing happy hologram to me you know it's a positive way to end things anyway um i'm kidding so do i want just a happy hologram most of us have said yes and we follow
beautiful teachings like law of attraction there's something else holiness in my holiness i don't even need a happy hologram because i've just gone it's a completely different vibe it's like going from like a really dense vibe to uh it's nicer but then there's you know else to completely somewhere else [Laughter] yeah it's still reverberating from the gong and whatever you know isn't that isn't that amazing to think of it this way of myself i am nothing no no life is you know terrible and you
have to accept it that's the nightmare that some people live under well you just have to accept that's just got to deal with pain and suffering the nightmare but there's another way happy life prosperity so we use techniques we use herbs instead of medicines with side effects that's happy dream that's not home yet in my holiness walking on water herbs even medications they don't matter take them don't judge them if you need herbs because you've got a headache and you want skull cap as an herb get it do
great enjoy or if you take an aspirin if you say aspirin's bad skullcap herb is good you just fell again you just made another label another judgment since one of you even mentioned asked about judgment judgment is not just when you're like i hate people judgment is when you think does this look good on me on who on me on on what on my body you don't have a body see i mean that's you're judging that something makes you look better you're judging that that someone's overweight or underweight where did you
get these ideas ask an infant it's opinion and you'll find out everything you thought is wrong hey honey muscle test the infant you know it'll just be like i don't care i don't care everything's fine it's not going to go man wow you look kind of fat in that you know there's no baby that can say that do they look in their diapers do they walk around do i look fat in these huggies or whatever they call them what baby does that children our innocence cannot do that and again i'm not saying it won't
it's not there it can't but fear the fear that we forgot who we are and the fear that that develops if i forget who i am let's say i beamed in right now from heaven manifested now i feel pretty great straight from heaven my mind is open and as soon as one of you says you look bad in that outfit i at first i think well poor thing you know you kind of insane give me enough of those and it starts building my aura starts going from shining you know like my light to constricting my chakras that were like hello everyone
are like i don't know you know and then you said the food i just ate is going to make me sick what's that even if you came in fresh this world is designed to beat you up i know that there's pretty things we're talking about the overall ego based world it's designed by our egos to beat us up and keep us living in the nightmare we have figured out the nightmare isn't really that pleasant so we figured out how to make it a nicer dream but i'm saying to you think i'm wrong go to buddha go to jesus and find out
they're going to tell you this is exactly right just because you go to a happy dream does not mean it's enough in that your home don't settle so these concepts that i really love this concept of buddha like whether it's the harem or whether it's the arrows the same response no response because he woke up from the dream it's still a dream so if you walk up to me and say hypothetically michael um how would it feel if i ripped the shirt off your back it's hypothetical why would i get all
personal about you did what no i said hypothetically you what don't you dare i don't like people that rip my shirt and you start going off on it but that's what the world is about we react to things that aren't even happening which is called schizophrenia that's why a chapter in one of my books is you know life is a is a psychotic episode this world is psychotic it's it's not happening but we think it is do you really think you know when they left me i i felt i just collapsed i can't live
if living is without them picture holy being i can't live living that becomes like humorous to beings of light hey how you doing today well i was doing great but my partner left me you know how that is i can't live if living is without them they're gonna wait wait wait angels quickly check this out someone who thinks that someone else has power ha ha ha the wings are like flapping like in laughter and amusement you thought what because when you die and go to the other side before they pull the trapdoor lever and poop back to
incarnate they first have a conversation with you because it's amusing to them it's not a judgment it's like hey how you doing well not very well why they wouldn't give me a raise at work no wait wait wait what they give me couldn't they wouldn't give me a raise at work who wouldn't they there's no they this is you being you this is you reflecting back to you you believe you deserve it it comes you don't believe you deserve it it doesn't come i say that now and some people could sit here
going what a jerk because i've had abuses and he's telling me i deserve that you don't deserve it and there's no it to deserve all we're doing is seeing the hologram reflecting back to us and it is very objective there's no personal anything to it we even have learned to think god does these things to us and and sometimes you'll play it safe and go well the universe is really putting me through hell today the what the universe you mean the space between mars and venus is that what you mean or do you mean the
stars the plan do you think planets are like oh well i can't wait until they wake up my name's saturn and i'm gonna return you know they don't have power the sun the world the scientists they sit around you know the little scientists in their little labs we saw some solar flares we know what this is going to do your cell phones are going to die and plants are going to wither and they get all freaky and and they tell you the sun flares will have an effect on you what sun is that i'm the son of god
spelled s-u-n. not male i am the light of god i know that do i always believe and act like it no but do i know it yes there's no other way to it you go and try to fight things of this world go into a house to do an exorcism and think you're going to fight against something that might win you're not going to do very well there's something else a really good good surgeon really good surgeon knows it might look pretty bad because you come into the emergency room but i've got you covered i think that's mastery
the mom who's whose child is you know sick and flu she knows what's going on and she'll cover it she's got it and that's kind of how it is with god when we really know who we are and are plugged in the things of this world just don't seem to take the same toll because we're not giving the the power we once did do you think that's going to go well universally no the world is going to try to kick your butt it'll be your family members your partners or whatever that will be the voice of that but they're
not the bad people they're the bad holograms reflecting your bad thoughts your unhealthy thoughts which everybody has to some degree or another and i don't mean bad like i'm judging i'm just saying our lack of belief in who we are gets mirrored to us yeah but i pray and meditate every day why does stuff still happen because even the areas you've cleared yourself you still are part of us so even when you've personally cleared things you're still having to answer to our problems because you're one of us
well i don't want to be part of one you know one well that's called separating again guys we need you to we're really sorry that we're still messed up we're really grateful that you're a holy being and that you're over all your issues but unfortunately we're not and we need you to represent us staying with us and working with us to help us get to where you say you are how do you know you've got that work going on when we annoy you then you'll know that we're bringing you
some of our issues right think about it i know that we once thought that it's all about me individually attaining mastery i know that we once thought that that we can segment ourselves from humanity and go i'm growing so spiritual i i just look at them and they're just messed up and i pray and meditate and i know that we were taught that in mysticism for example detached from all this garbage and all but the ones that made it ended up realizing you can't ascend alone so it's all or nothing so if i'm going to ascend
and i think sorry guys boom i get to ascend that's not going to work that way i have to actually heal my thoughts about you my ascension comes not just from what i do with me but what i do with us my opinions of the human race determine my ascension level i don't get to ascend and say wow pretty bad to be you people huh maybe twenty thousand more lifetimes and you might catch up to me somewhere you know it doesn't work that way i can only ascend based on my opinions of you and that is frightening think about those words well wait you
don't mean my ex you don't mean my father who did such and such and my mother who did everybody that's why going back to love the love isn't for people that are nice because eventually you're going to be annoyed at them for something right so the love has to be unconditional it's truly unconditional it's full volume for all people all the time do i always feel that full volume no own that and say you know today i'm a 3 on a 10 scale my love quotient for people wow i woke up it was a 10. then i saw some
of you you know as soon as i ran into a couple of you it was like wow you know you know but see it and laugh at it god i woke up and i i was a 10 today it's the weirdest thing i woke up i was a 10. and then that that person that cut me off they actually dropped me to an eight and and then the person at work took me to a six you see and then some memories of my past boom boom boom how did i end up a three because i allowed not what you did to me i allowed what you did to take a toll see it yeah but can i partly blame them you can
you just won't recover fully while blaming others because every one of them becomes an anchor that keeps you hooked into the stuff okay fine how about if i just go to an eight though spirit will say absolutely honey absolutely at least you went to an eight from a three you can keep a little edge to you you can go home tonight and say you know i got over most of the stuff that irritated me but that one person i'm just i'm going to keep that tonight i'm going to lay on my bed but i just wish we were dead you know
you're you're allowed but just owned that that's why you're an eight just own yeah i'm okay with that today i'm irritable and it's you just own it owning it allows you to have the power to change it if you don't own the triggers you can't change them you'll be waiting for someone else to be nice enough to earn the right to take your numbers up again and i don't advise that because the ego in most people has no intention of doing that okay so to break free as we could word it that way
the the concept of the violet flame the concept of of the sword of archangel michael those are symbols if you've ever seen altars that have a dagger the symbolism is and the violet flame is about purification it's cutting cords when you do these ceremonies it's about cutting away whether it's in in hindu traditions buddhist traditions pagan traditions the symbols are about something you know some people just look there's oh there's a bowl of water there's a wand isn't that cool i can
look like harry potter no no what is the wand the wand is a point because it's a symbol of your focused mind your focused belief systems i refuse to believe i'm anything but a child of god that's the wand in here the bowl is your life the universe on which the wand is going to move its magic so the bowl is my consciousness and the wand is stirring my consciousness let's let's i have a new idea i have an inspiration the wand that's really guided by god comes into my mind it stirs upon the bowl which is
my life right so those symbols and and this and the knives the daggers the sword of archangel michael the violet flame is to burn away or cut away all the dross the the stuff that's illusionary cut it away cutting cord ceremonies that you've heard of that's just the symbol of the dagger and you don't want to do it in a way that's like cutting away out of anger hatred aggression it's just it's a symbol just even when you brush down your own aura you're doing the same thing cleansing clearing smudging it's all the
same different cultures doing the same thing clearing oneself but if you think the clearing is about clearing from bad wicked humans it seems that way but it's also actually when you're cutting cords cut not just the cords from other people cut your opinions of them okay if people because you say people have put chords in you they only have chords that you threw out to them okay you know it's we do that we get this you know we develop a chord we sit and knit it we you know so a big core long rope we take from you know whatever form you
know cannabis or whatever else we've got laying around and we we we weave a long rope cord and then we go chew act like it wasn't us next thing we know someone's pulling on us your mother you know you really shouldn't marry you know you shouldn't do this and you don't divorce you know or it's your partner what are you going after your witch covenant again today you know and somebody's always got opinions and they're pulling but why did you throw them the cord i would never do that
really let's look at the acacia record there you are stitching the rope together i'm usually not like this if you guys are guests i it's usually very strange anyway they laugh when i say that lying yeah he's usually like that so to to cut away from the hologram of of pain the limitation it's okay it's it comes from healing the hologram means that i still have hurts inside it's what it means i still have unhealed wounds their belief systems but my belief systems are fed by my unhealed wounds
so you'll know that you're starting to move towards holiness if you want to kind of get a measure of this how do i know i'm getting towards holiness and not the hologram reality versus illusion god's consciousness versus my ego how do i know i'm moving that direction i can promise you this if if you are making a concerted effort not an obsessive effort a concerted effort a focused effort like the wand on the bowl if you're making a focused effort to have counseling 12-step programs do
something that helps you maintain to shift your consciousness and maintain because somebody says to me i'm just broken and sometimes that's how they are they feel broken my past my life my husband did this and that i'm broken or they use the phrase damaged goods now does damage goods sound synonymous with holiness no so what do i do michael's talking holiness but i feel damaged goods i got to pretend i'm not damaged good no no start off owning that you feel like damaged goods oh michael that's a
negative affirmation no it's the beginning of your healing so you have to sit and breathe yeah god i mean horrid history whether it's compared to your friends it's not so bad don't compare yours is fully yours if you had only one hurtful thing happen or one thousand it's fully your pain and you start off going okay this thing has an effect on me all unhealed wounds whether you know it or not have an effect they have an effect on your learning abilities education they have an uh effect on your
relationship with god they have an effect on uh the way you breathe believe it or not all of the unhealed wounds are taking a toll when you start getting body work when you start getting counseling you're moving in the right direction so don't ever let your ego tell you i'm still broken wait you said that 10 years ago well yeah because i am yeah but you started counseling and body work 10 years ago so you're not soaking in the effects of that work you can say i felt broken and i'm now in the healing process that's accurate if
you dis all the work you've done and still claim brokenness something is wrong and it's very wrong something is very very wrong you're now abusing yourself we're not even talking about what others did now you're on a path of self-abuse i know it's what happened and it's not happening right now i used to have people inappropriately touch my body and now i have healers gently lovingly do so i used to have people that would you know i would have to put up armor you know put up walls to protect
myself now i can hug people that's progress that's not a damaged person that's a once was damaged but do you want to use that as your affirmation so you'll know you're moving from unholy hologram to holy hologram to holiness holy hologram means you're reflecting some better lifestyle unholy hologram holy hologram holiness complete holiness you'll know you're moving from one to two because all things move through three stages the beginnings the work the stuff you got to look at and then
very few people get to that third stage of life third stage of relationship third stage of consciousness in anything even life's tests even the dark night of the soul i have a life it fell apart dark night and then do you make it to the light at the end of the tunnel or not i'm broken that's not going to the light and you might be dragging yourself you might be your own saturn return taking yourself back to stage 1 again no that's not where i want to go i'm going to own that i've done some work
i've done some it's not always pleasant work i've i've cried i've you know vomited um with counselors and and memories and journaling and i've got six journals of stuff good what that is is it's processing out it's a big sigh all you're processing crying and all those things it's like a big sigh if you heard a baby let out a sigh after whimpering in pain of some kind do you judge it for this eye no good job honey and you want to encourage it when that child is growing especially you want to
encourage it to own and accept all the good that it's done for itself and the same as each other if you have family members or people in your life that say you know you've been doing that holistic stuff for five years now and you still seem just as annoying as you used to it's not helping you have you will have people that say things like that if i hear that i need to sit with that for a second instead of going how dare you sit with it because they're the voice of your ego do you want to let that voice be brushed
under the rug and pretend it wasn't there why would you do that because you're afraid it's true sit with it it might be very hurtful and selfish and inappropriate so you might say well okay well thanks for sharing i have some things to do and get get away get some space sit with it you might shake you might cry you might get angry sit with it anyway they said that i'm not making any progress is it true do i feel any better no there might be answers inside that say no i i hate as much i judge as much i react
as much it could be true unlikely that it's true but any amount of it that is true i want to look at and i want to change that okay i don't need to to hate them they're just called a messenger you get the message and the messenger can go away if the person persists on saying the same old things to you oh you know you know i know um i was on medication and you have to do it for life well i heard that as you heal you don't have to take as much medication for this or that oh no that's not true
look here's the magazine ama journal says you'll never get off that drug who wrote that the people that are making money off of you buying the drug have you considered that so so you'll have people that will try to push that you're not bettering your life i would stop and ask myself is it true do not run please is it true any that is true i'm gonna go after that now and make that my new areas of work when it's not true what should you do ah thank god i really am changing why would i go to massage
to better my range of motion if i have no range of motion after three years of massage get a different massage therapist try a different technique of massage or lighten up yourself don't make it all about their technique it's like you know if you just lay there going when is this going to be over that's not helping you know right i mean there's also just you know when you lay on a table and that happens for me when i lay on a table i already start to feel stuff the body just dropping in i can feel
joints you know and all that stuff happen some people can lay there and stiff as a board and nothing gets through to them when you get readings guys don't just wait for the reader to to change your life what are they saying take some notes absorb and make some changes let everything be high quality in your life everything when you go test drive cars actually do it check out the car take responsibility what change what you can and accept what you can't and not everybody can hear these things it's not time for them to hear those
things sometimes ego fear and so on we've all been in that moment of not being ready yet to hear that so just see it and move forward just continue moving forward jesus puts it another way get behind me satan it means the voices of hesitation garbage in any form go over here i'm going to the light at the end of the tunnel so all voices to the contrary to say goodbye our past the broken self that's the life i had of suffering limitation believe it or not it's not just physical pain emotional pain remember this
even your beliefs that your finances can be limited is a wound it's a it's a it's an actual darkness it's a dark belief it's a demon of sorts so we change our consciousness and everything around us starts to change the the hologram means that there's a projector the hologram means there's a camera projector type object like that does that make sense a hologram doesn't just act out itself something has to shoot the film onto the screen so when i'm saying hologram of a darkness hologram of a better life a
lightness the hologram is still coming from our soul projecting onto the screen of life make sense so i love that concept of of buddha you know the no cares of this world and um looking again at some of your questions uh that back to that concept of oneness again um it's not something that you accidentally find buddha didn't accidentally find his enlightenment his his insights um this is when the when when we're dedicated and have nothing else that interests us then we get somewhere sooner when we have no interest in the
distractions that this world can offer that doesn't mean that you're supposed to just completely walk around trying to act holy only wear white only wear amethyst only you know and really really spiritualize yourself that's act that's still action you could be wearing the dirtiest grungy and still have it together in here so i'm not talking about your behaviors becoming all spiritualized which you get in sedona you get in you know places that that have this pseudo spirituality you come to sedona you
realize oh sedona it enhances things so whatever was egotistic becomes egotistic squared whatever was fear it's fear squared it's not like you just god i just arrived last night i can't wait to go to whole foods and find my twin soul it you know god you just find pseudo spiritual predators you know or whatever else whatever you're used to finding it's just going to ramp up even even the false hey but sign are you it's even that the people that look nicer even the the glam look is just enhanced they can fool you
even better because everything gets enhanced here and people collapse they go i've been here two years and my life's falling apart yes yes i'm going to predict this if you come to sedona within the first couple of years you're going to go through hell almost all of us because it first you got to get here and it's almost like the spiritual vibes here go let's let them rest for a minute let's let them think this place is going to change their life and while they're doing that they're
gathering wood to put under your feet you know we need more no this person's spiritual bring a lot more oh oh we just found out they're a healer too more more great they light that fire at some point and we're you know uh well how could this happen in sedona i just predicted it what do you mean i'm just telling if you're watching from online and you want to come here it's fine just hear what i just said don't act surprised how can you be shocked i was shocked nobody told me i was like wow
it wasn't so i'm glad to be able to be a person who gets to tell people what i wasn't told the the spiritual path isn't all just bliss bunnies this in unicorns the spiritual path involves being purged it really does meaning you have to look at your stuff the 12-step program is far more effective at making people responsible in their spiritual path than religion does it's true yeah it's true i mean it's annoying you can go to a religion and just sit and leave your brain at the door walk in
and just go holy water and you know eat the host the bread you can do the ritual you can do recite buddhist catholic any of them you can do all of it it could be latin or hindu you can recite it you can recite it and you can recite it over and over and you go it's setting a vibration and then when you leave you put the old brain back in and what happened how are you not different right how are you not your children should be at home going you're glowing that's what they should say instead of god dad's home it should be like
god we can't wait have you noticed that dad glows when he comes back from the buddhist temple have you noticed that mom glows when she comes back from her 12-step group she's like responsibility i got it and if i'm responsible for what i did here i guess i'm responsible for where i go tomorrow and choosing a different path that's not the way most of the time that it works so i've always believed that the program because you don't just talk it you are not even just asked or encouraged
you must do the program steps you are going to be asked to look at yourself and do an inventory right and um people are going to be like well i was going to a buddhist temple i was going to a spiritual a new age temple i didn't hear anything about i have to look at myself how come they didn't ask me they did when they talked about the violet flame that's what they were talking about look at your garbage and cut it away purge it clean clear but you know humans don't just don't want to get it so last thing i'm going
to share hell nice intro my life is a living hell you've heard people say that why because hell isn't just a place you go to after you're alive and then pass away you live hell in heaven right here every bit of love is heaven today living heaven every bit of resentment and unhealed wounds is living hell it is on the other side oh i don't believe in hell on this if you have hell here you've got it on the other side it's just a more intensified version it is the astral plane has one of the dimensions in the astral plane is a
place called hell what is hell it's very simple it's a place that you live and feel all of your regrets and unhealed wounds all your shames regrets and unhealed wounds heaven bliss it's the reflection of your gains forgivenesses and so on heaven is experienced here as well as on the other side people think they die and they get to go to heaven or fear going to hell it's already here everybody that cuts you off and flips you off they're a demon in hell and everybody that you don't like is a demon you need to deal with
so how do you get out of hell by not having hellacious consciousness it's a different consciousness do you need to fear hell you need to deal with your stuff so humanity has been taught about hell now in the far east it's not hell it's reincarnation people don't understand reincarnation is a hindu or eastern rather version of hell you didn't get it right you got to go back the e in the west hits you didn't get it right you're going to burn both places you're going to suffer until
you don't and today i choose not i choose the light the love of god i get it i plead insanity on the in the spiritual courtroom of life and i'm free because the judge at the at the the objective judge at the uh you know in the courtroom says how do you plead when you say i didn't do it you don't think they've heard that that's like telling a cop i didn't speed what do you mean you didn't speed your hair and your windows were up and your hair was blowing backwards because you were traveling so fast you know when
your face starts to do this and your windows are up you're probably speeding well i don't remember speeding thank you for sharing you know so when you say it wasn't me that's not going to help when you say blame them blame someone else you're going to still suffer when you say oh was i i didn't realize it plead insanity the court of god has to throw out all cases against you it does it has to throw out the court cases that you have with exes i have a contract call it a marriage contract and then if
they're spiritual they say i have a soul contract it's a soul contract it's spiritual it's a contract and i don't want any of them get out the spiritual shredder just i just plead insanity and i don't i'm done this isn't this isn't for me wow weird day today huh anyway anyway please understand hell is here heaven is here buddha says heaven is actually all around and the course in miracles is clear about this too but you have to lift the veils to see it it didn't say it's all around and you'll any time
it'll kick in you you have to lift the veils which means there's something you got to do and it's you that has to do it lift the bells to see it okay how oh there's some special chant oh monopod no because if you're done with the old monopod me and you still don't like me something's not going to lift lifting the veils means i have no opinions i retire bless you all of you from the roles i gave i liked you i didn't like you what's that laugh at it lift the veils means i'm awake
i get it now i'm going to ask you to take a few centering breaths whatever was the past it's post trauma post means past gone your own opinions of yourself anything everything post trauma you're not damaged but you do feel post trauma so i'm going to ask everyone to go through a brief meditation look back through your life and imagine one or more times when you committed a random act of kindness [Music] just at least one random act of kindness
doesn't have to be stellar just a random act of kindness [Music] try to remember who it was what you did and then try to gain the even the faintest glimpse if not more of how that act may have multiplied through the life of the person that you shared it with like it's a wonderful life one act of kindness make believe if you must but try to imagine even the faintest glimpse how that act might have made a difference in that person's life you paid a bill forward at a grocery store for someone maybe they went home i'm gonna make
believer imagine maybe they went home and they had more peace when they talked to their children than they did when they were afraid of money maybe try to just imagine that they drove nicer on the road because someone did something kind for them and try to understand that it compounds exponentially it's not an act for an act you helped one person what if that person paid it forward to someone else in just a linear line one to one to one it's huge but imagine it expands exponentially for every one you helped it went to two for
every one they helped it doubled and doubled and kept going give yourself a moment of that every act of kindness how it multiplied and please soak that in but definitely understand the truth of the matter is you will not be able to keep track of how much good came from it [Music] then imagine the opposite shift gears for a moment an act of selfishness or hurtfulness that you've ever done anywhere [Music] think of one or more times a person or a situation that you've acted selfishly or hurtfully and [Music] how it had
exponential effects make believe for a moment [Music] when you're looking at the positives or the negatives like right now guys it's not just the deeds you did it's even the kindness you didn't do when you act do an act of hurtfulness it's called committing a an act when you fail to do a good thing it's called sin of omission an act of omission you omitted it you did not allow that goodness now it's not to beat yourself up it's for this reason this simple exercise you're actually
seeing your version of heaven and hell even though it's a simple microcosm you're seeing heaven and hell there's a part of you that will hold yourself responsible for those so-called negatives that exponentially multiplied you can try to come back several lifetimes until you fix it but you'll never catch up you can never track down all the people that that one act landed upon of myself i am nothing so i'm gonna instead i'm going to say for the positives for the goodnesses that i've given i'm so
glad that i was able to play a part that could positively affect somebody's life thank you thank you thank you well done to yourself good choices and there's times when i was hurtful and selfish is that the bad me no it's the scared me i could only do those things when i was acting insanely and we were told the answer to that forgive me i knew not what i was doing [Music] and you can change the frequency of it lastly right now go back and see the things that you did that were selfish and hurtful and see
yourself doing them differently see even though history you think you can't change you can go and see it differently imagine you responded differently see yourself acting as kind as an angel would and then you're becoming more like an angel [Music] apologize in your mind to them and make amends you don't have to hunt them down and do it literally just do it in your consciousness because everything's consciousness anyway on some level those people will hear and feel a change from you you don't have to send them a card to
tell them what you've done if that were needed then fine [Music] everything's okay [Music] i am as god created me and i choose and will to be the christ on earth i am absolutely as god created me all else has been a nightmare or a happy dream but i choose not happy or sad dreams but total awakening in god i choose not to settle anymore for anything there's no need but i do know that it's one day at a time my healing process will not always be an instantaneous boom i'm holy i understand it's a day at a time
and whatever is my challenge that i haven't healed yet it will be placed in front of me to look at and work on when it is now i understand not to react the way i did not to blame shame deny to own surrender and replace i own it i give it to god and i replace it with my holiness and my cup runneth over oh my god i feel so alive so light i can just shine this light upon everyone and they all openly receive it now just hear that love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love holy love and we're going to do that
with the males doing holy holy holy good holy holy holy keep going holy holy holy one more holy holy love good girls love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love holy love again love love good louder [Music] holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy love again please stand love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love holy love one more time to all the universe
[Music] just breathe that in breathe it in when you feel like you've integrated the vibration of that just have a seat we'll make a closing announcement take your time take your time rest integrate the the talk the meditation the opening prayer give yourself time to soak it in remember every time you read a book it's up to you to get something out of it if it's not a good enough book don't read it when you come here to share to learn to meditate go to a counselor's office you should leave your counselor's office
a 12-step meeting changed you really should changed one of two ways less of the pain or more of the bliss and of course the third option a bit of both but if you came out of there going you know i'm glad i showed up because i'm supposed to court ordered you know that's really not there yet guys please stand for our closing prayer i know there were a few other hands it raised but when i was talking to the lord so i apologize if somebody really feels like they need to share you're welcome last shot okay
if not we'll go into the closing prayer and i'm glad that one of you brought up the effects of the meditation itself looking at the goodness or the grievances and unhealed wounds it's very very i mean it's a simple meditation let's call it but it's it's deep it's important that we do these things our closing prayer is posted on your bulletins and also it's posted online soaking in the goodness what if guys what if you really are good yes i know we screw up and we do uh you
know and i still do this and i still yell at the tv when i see people i don't like you know you know whatever it is addictions i get all that we're not pretending that's not there despite that underneath those layers i am truly a good person and try that on even behind all the masks of good deeds that we do i'm a dad i'm a mama those are just still labels happy labels labels deep inside i'm really a good person how do i become good i need do nothing i already am but it's time to let this come forward a
bit more the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am and we are and so it is today and always god bless you all we'll see you