Faith Versus Faithlessness

all righty can uh we have a couple people share topics for today what rudolf steiner talks a lot about group souls like what to do with animals and birds and other you know maybe you could touch on glute cells it's not something i feel you've ever spoken about in the last 10 or 15 years okay possibly back there somebody said what breath of joy okay that's enough okay thank you quite the alphabet soup today

it matters not um on or upward we go so today everything from purity emotional body even fear was brought up relations peace you know it's very interesting the world is obviously challenging a lot of people right now and um and it's so interesting to watch people trying to figure out what they're supposed to be doing you know some are sort of losing their mind their heart losing you could call faith others are going looking for that um here we might have a blend of those we might have people that are soul-searching and

afraid and other people might just gravitate to what we're doing here because they feel a sense of peace we have people from all around the world watching and there are so many topics we could cover and so many topics people do cover most people don't cover as many topics right as we cover because we cover everything here i mean we've talked about light beings and multi-dimensionality ascension and healing fear trauma post-trauma syndrome everything that needs to be covered we cover and that's because there is

everything that is should be understood by god's children there should be nothing that has power over us or that we sit around floating in as victims we're co-creators of this entire universe so there shouldn't be a topic where we scratch our heads and say gee i i don't get it so so we cover so many topics to i guess you could say illuminate bring light to these topics one thing i see happening is this topic of faith i've talked about faith before so you can go and i think it's in one of

our dvd sets so you can look that up but it's interesting to me because with all the topics that that are you know presented or experienced on planet earth so many of them are misunderstood you could throw out a word like freedom and there's people that don't understand it and they they spew the words all the time but they don't understand the words um innocence it's given this connotation of naivete or gullible or susceptible to hurt innocence you see people don't understand innocence means

i don't have anything in me at all that would be aggressive or could draw aggressive aggression to me this is this perfect light the same as the sun sitting out in the middle of a universe not being afraid of the dark it's not like the sun's like i'm so overwhelmed by the darkness of this universe it's just shining light and that's what innocence is like purity is like so the concept of faith is also a very misunderstood topic you know science will say faith is for the gullible superstitious people

religion is going to say faith is and this is kind of a funny one because religion will say you cannot have a direct experience with god so what we recommend is faith faith in god don't have a direct experience just pretend it's not approachable and they have faith in it it's really kind of strange you know it's like showing you a scary movie and then telling you not to be afraid it's like kind of odd just have faith faith is interpreted as kind of hoping things will go your way and and yet people act like that's

profound well we're just having faith some people think faith is the name of your religion they'll say what is your faith you should just say yes no no i mean what is your religion yeah absolutely what is your faith you know absolutely you know it's they should just say what is your religion if that's what they want to know but they'll use the word faith interchangeably with religion but that's not so because religion again is training you to have what's called hope that there's something not knowing

but hope so that's kind of odd push it away and then tell me to believe in it that's religion say that it can't be proven that's science so do do i care about either of those no i really don't back to the knowingness of god so let's think of the contrast between faith and faithlessness you could think faithlessness mean and by the way faith means i have faith in the truth of god i mean that god is god is the only power god is the only thing that's real so that's not like i call this the faith of

the crossed fingers you know it's like i you know jesus on the cross people they have a religions related to crucifixion or cross the cross i call it the religions of crossed fingers because they don't know god they're just hoping right they're just hoping which is sad in a sense i'm just hoping you're hoping for what that god is but god is let's just start knowing it let's just start owning it god is actually all that's true and real so own it know it jesus never offered a healing to person to a person

and said you know now you are healed and then went come on come on come on healed come on healed it never that never happened the the faith of the crossed fingers no that's hoping you're hoping something comes through now i want to add when you're struggling with fear and and other things you know things of the emotional self the emotional body the world in crisis it's better to have hope than nothing so there's faithlessness where you could say i don't have anything and that's very scary

so then you can say well all i have is hope i think that's better than nothing so i would not tell you to abandon all hope go from hopeless to hope but as we evolve we go from religious hope to knowing and that's a bit more of the way of the mystic the way of the master and it's the truth of god i mean it is the truth of god how beautiful in that i'm not i'm not counting on something that i hope will come through it's the truth of god an absolute knowing so faithlessness is an interesting term

if you think about it because we think that means i don't have a religion or i don't have like a hope that something's going to come through or i'm not having enough faith in god that god's going to help me in a situation well the trick is as we call on the holy spirit you say holy spirit of god or god or jesus or whatever i have a loved one a child and it's ill please help them it's interesting because your prayer is a faithless prayer now i'm not saying you don't have hope you're hoping that god will help them

but god's not going say please you know god's not like thinking about it god's going i'm sorry what were you asking i'm asking you to help my child they're sick god's saying you think your child's sick you are mentally ill why would you say that god because you think your child's sick faith means you would know it's impossible for them to be sick and now they would be healed and that's what jesus did jesus never saw a sick person and asked god to fix them that is a prayer of faithlessness

and it's tricky wording so please bear with faith i'm using in the context faith in the truth of god faith that the truth of god is and there's nothing else which really isn't faith traditional terminology it's a knowing so you have a faith hoping and a faith knowing and i highly recommend the faith knowing and it can sound very confusing to say well michael just said if i pray for someone to be helped it's faithless i mean what a wow that's a strong phrase to be sharing on a sunday sacred service but it's true

when you say my child is is an addict god please help them i know you're trying to be all nice and you know helpful to your child i'm just being a concerned mom or dad or whatever listen to your words you're saying god listen lord in case you haven't noticed i'm just giving you some updates from planet earth because i know that you're busy and you probably don't catch it all my child's an addict and i would like you to help them please please please please or whatever term you owe money upon me any terminology

any chanting chiming ringing of bells you're still saying i'm asking god to believe the impossible i'm asking god to agree with me that my child is an addict that they're out of control they can't choose their sexual preference or whatever you think is their problem my child's now male female it something or other you know there's all these different names and you want to label it as a problem then you're trying when you pray you're trying to actually get god to agree with

you oh i i hadn't noticed you're right your child is really out of control we need to do something about this and here comes an answer to a prayer and your child is going to be converted healed or whatever that's not how this works it is impossible for god to perceive or see or experience flaw so when you ask god to help fix people that are sick you're asking god to agree that they're sick and then to fix them god's going i have a different idea how about you rise to my consciousness where you can't see them as sick and

then they'll be whole no no no i don't i didn't ask for any opinions god i want you to fix my child and if you're any kind of god you would clearly have the compassion i have you should be more like me god a concerned mother and that's your attempt to twist and and really pervert what god is how about we ask the holy spirit to take our consciousness to a level where there is no sickness i'm saying this if you perceive flaws in people it's called judgment i don't mean the kind of judgment

because that's another word that's misused we think the judgment is when you're simply judging someone angrily you know you're such a jerk oh that's a judgment see that's too overt if i think you are anything less than god created you to be i am actually placing a judgment we think judgment is judging the reaction or as a reaction judgment is also known as an opinion when i think you're flawed which by the way is impossible it's impossible for you to be less than holy then some people say oh what he's saying

is god accepts us as we are no i didn't say that the us that we think we are is all messed up it's all messed up um never mind it's it's all messed up you get it so this is all messed up i didn't say god god looks at us and goes you know and people sing songs and they have poems that say and god loves us just the way we are and we think it means we're messed up and god just simply accepts us i didn't say that i'm saying us being messed up is actually a fallacy it's an illusion we're just make

believing that we're messed up so god simply doesn't choose to look at the make-believe world it says how you doing oh i'm all messed up well that's interesting how long you want to do that it doesn't get into the details of it because it knows this is a play all the world's a stage and everyone's playing these parts strange parts twisted parts when we think we're growing spiritual and we have epiphanies in a way all we're really doing is getting over ourselves you know we're just kind of peeling off

opinions of ourselves i had this major awakening and now i'm realizing that i'm a worthy child of god you're actually peeling off the unworthy the worthiness isn't something we attained it's that we let go of the unworthy the healed is not what happened god doesn't say okay now i'm going to give you a healing god simply holds that you can't be sick when we get to the state of consciousness where we accept that we're healed so it's really not god giving healing god giving graces

it's really us learning to accept them one of you asked about the word peace but also grace and that's what grace is it's it's the truth of god it's not something bestowed because you became deservable after being so naughty you finally achieved you know the grace of god the grace of god means i'm not in the way anymore how can i not be in the way practicing love and self-worth forgiveness of all things that i would hold to be true other than god so faithlessness put another way faith you know faith means i agree that

god's i agree with god's reality faithlessness means that i choose anything but god's reality because if you believe in a world having power over you and there is no world therefore it doesn't have power that's called faithlessness because you're putting faith in something that isn't even there see it's not like i'm talking about you're naughty because you don't have enough faith that's a religious view i'm saying from the spiritual viewpoint as i accept god's truth that's an act of

faith not hope faith because it is all that's true when i choose to focus obsess on you know put attention on anything of this world it's faithlessness examples could include i have and by the way there's only one type of faith the reality of god sadly faithlessness can take all kinds of forms so once again we're outnumbered that seems so unfair there's only one kind of faith and a zillion kinds of faithlessness it's like a needle and a haystack vibe isn't it i'm just hoping i find the right one

well the good news is only one of them is real so if that needle is buried in all this hay of illusion and somewhere in that haystack is is my proverbial needle which is the faith a truth of god how do i find it do i keep one lifetime after another through the hay until i find it maybe if that's what you want to do you could also call to it and turn it on make it become beep beep it's easier to find you get that oh wait i hear you god i hear you it's get it to call out to you and to do that it's called prayer

you're setting a tone prayer is not just words as we think it is another misunderstood topic but it's more like the all these words are rooted in one sound that sound can be calling for help that sound can be calling for consciousness but it's your intention behind all the words instead of god give me this god give me this god you know help me with this and please help take them away bring them back you know strange sears and robux catalog of life i want this i don't want this i'm returning this i'm exchanging that

you know like wow spiritual walmart or amazon or whatever you know you use to shop and instead instead it goes to a place of wait wait underneath all of those words it's just a sound perhaps a tone a chant whatever and then like it could even be a mantra but under that there's this frequency that goes and finds the thing you're looking for activates it and it starts calling back now how am i going to hear it if i'm making too many even spiritual tones and sounds and mantras be quiet this is my talking to god and this is

god coming back to me this is called prayer this is called meditation stop and listen so that's called communion when you mix the two my sharing and my hearing my praying and my meditating my giving my receiving that together is called communion with god so yes it can happen but if i'm obsessing on all the other strands of hay it's not as likely i've shut off my mind to hear the voice of god that's not happening if i'm praying at all i'm praying about how tired i am of looking at all the hay

can't believe it another relationship you know and onto another strand or bundle of hay and looking looking for this needle and it's like wow no no no no there's got to be another way so when we focus in this world and say um my child is ill it's called faithless i'm not criticizing your attempt because your attempt i'm calling hope there's hopelessness there's no sense in praying because it doesn't matter that's really really dark place to be but then there's hope i'm hoping that

god will heal my child that's better than nothing i agree with that totally do it i wouldn't shame you i wouldn't say don't do it go for it i'm just saying there's another category and the other category is faith the middle category technically is faithless because you're you're giving power to a world that isn't there therefore by definition it is not real it is called an illusion it's not faith it's faithlessness i'm putting faith in something that isn't there there so you could say it's

faithless is like a word of you know faith that is worthless it has no place it has no value it has no reality and not everybody is ready for that level of consciousness so when people come to you somebody says i need a hug and you hug them you actually engaged with their faithlessness they were saying what i need is a physical act give that to me but you engage in faithlessness because the truth is they need nothing they only need god so what should you do somebody comes to you and says i just lost my family please hold me no no no no

you just need to turn within and find god see that would be an act of coldness even though it sounds truthfully spiritual it's spiritual truth this is what's interesting someone will say to you i need medicine no no no that's faithless and there are religions and thought systems that have done that watching people die because they refused medicine they were trying to just have faith in god god's like take the medicine you know but you can't hear it so people are going to say there's this

there's this illness but i trust that god will fix it you already said there's an illness if you want to really practice faith there is no illness so go to that place okay i'm going to go there i'm totally in a state of faith so i don't believe in any illness do you still eat and drink yes then you might not be over it yet don't put too much on yourself and say i have to be totally faithful from now on no eating no sleeping no drinking because i know that it's all an illusion and i'm going to walk in the faith and

truth of god instead what's important is when you're struggling and you see people hurting or yourself and you're saying i'm going to pray to god for some help here i would say to you there must be a certain amount of god missing or you wouldn't have a problem an illness a lack of any kind right in god you can't be missing anything so i'm asking for some help with this i would say to you why don't you try before you ask for something of this world to happen ask for forgiveness for perceiving that

that had power say to yourself i see this person sick instead of god fix my poor child stop and participate hey god i believe my child is sick but i know in you that can't happen so i must be having slipped out of your consciousness so i'm asking that you help us join they and i together in the knowingness of god and that's a profound moment in heaven a child of god remembered the truth it's it's profound stuff it's like this quaking happens in heaven can you know help me rise to the level of consciousness where

there is no illness oh but my child's an addict and then you'll recite all the things your coda meeting tells you you'll recite all the things that their n a group or a a group tells you about them and you'll create all kinds of labels and i didn't say don't have the labels i'm just saying once you've memorized those hey how's your daughter you know how's your son how's oh you know they're an addict and they're in n a and they're in a here come the labels and you know what

you're doing confirming confirming confirming confirming all the untruths about them and i'm calling that faithless because it is not truth it is truthless what i should be doing is god how would you have me see them holy as holy as jesus himself first and foremost that child is oh but you don't understand my child oh you know they're addicted and they do this they stole money from me here come the labels again so you know who needs healed you the parent okay it's not helping to thrive on these

labels i'm asking to see my child as you see them and oh my god there's a quickening that happens in the heart of the divine mother when a human being says help me to see them through the mother's love see then you can't see them as flawed you will acknowledge that that's what they seem to be doing and that's okay that's what they seem to be it's not who they are and we're all connected we're all connected spiritually we're not even disconnected to be called connected there is only this oneness

however we're not only connected in spirit even vibrationally and even genetically and so if i'm a parent of someone that person is not just holding genetics genetics communicate genes cells all communicate that's been proven a wonderful book you some of you might recall from way back secret life of plants where there was you know evidence shown that plants respond even even plants respond to when a person comes in to water and feed them versus rip them apart the plants they can with sensitive equipment they could tell that the

plants were responding to you walking in the room because you're loving plants so you don't think humans do that human senses we're all connected well genes cells communicate and genes communicate so if i have a child genetically connected with me and i in my very being think that they're flawed they're weak they're addicted they're hopeless they're going to die you know something's going to happen bad to them that frequency is downloading to them you didn't just give them mom dad genes

you're giving them consciousness constantly so you can actually say i refuse to believe that anymore because that is a belief that is faithless instead i think i'm going to go with believing the truth of god that's faith i'm not hoping although hoping is a nice step out of completely nothing hoping and then on to knowingness i get it it is absolutely impossible for them to be all these flawed images god i get it thank you thank you for holding myself and my child in that perfection of that light show me now how to do that as well i

want to be a co-creator with you and so you just it's not like you have to go okay i'm picturing them knitting instead of doing a needle you know it's not like you have to make up pretty pictures of them although that's fine if you do i'm talking about holding light image not fun details i'm seeing my child doing better things for their health i want them to eat the way i think they should eat that's not what i'm asking you to do i'm asking beyond details who are they perfect holy light

and every time my head starts to go yeah but shh there they are and your head's going to go really but they but [Music] be still and know the i am presence of god in god in you in your child wow we're just all and and it's downloading it's downloaded your child is somewhere probably journaling about you [Laughter] you know mother and she just never has any faith in me and they're going to be sitting there and a light bulb is going to go off and they're not going to know why but something just happened mom dad

changed consciousness and it downloads in genetics it does it also uploads back into your ancestry well you know i'm a certain race i'm a certain culture we tend to do we tend you know low finances we tend to this and we tend to drink and stop holiness holiness holiness and somewhere five generations ago in ireland argentina madagascar or wherever they're sitting there making soup and what just happened oh must have had some gas or something yeah you know something what was that you know maybe it was an aneurysm i am getting

older you know what i mean they're not going to know what it was but their descendant sent them love and forgiveness love and healing peace and joy god god's presence and if you go back and change them five generations ago it'll mean that that will trickle down to you and you will be raised to a new level of consciousness and all you did was choose to be faithful faithful meaning that no matter what this world tells me it isn't true only god only the truth is true and only god is true so what do i do about these other things

do i just walk around going that's not happening no no no um people are gonna ask your body is gonna ask to be fed it's an illusion should you not do it what about people that that say you know um i need a hug i want you to hug me mommy i want you to hold me if it's a kid of yours you know whatever the case may be when the human self the mortal self that thinks that it's a flawed limited being when it tells you it needs something it's never true it's already off its rocker it already thinks it's a flawed self why

would we think it's important to listen to its opinions and this is where it gets tricky logically you if you heard me correctly you will hear me saying don't give in to the self don't give in to the ego self because all faith is either in god or the ego ego meaning your mortal limited self or anything of that categorization so it's god or anything else those are the two things you can be faithful towards well let's agree that we oh man we love this thing about faith in god and the truth of god let's go there right can we

kind of agree that's important yes great then what about everything else whenever you give into it and see somebody as flawed when you see color on skin when you see gender anything you see that is not the divine light of god it's a limited version of somebody therefore it's faithlessness to get caught up in it oh look at that person they look like they haven't eaten and so there you go so we could say in one respect honestly and accurately we could say don't give in to the body don't get don't eat just because you

feel a compulsion to eat don't don't tell god to fix people just because you thought they looked pretty bad it's all faithlessness that's true but even god would not tell you to live that way it's going to sound like a contradiction but it isn't it's just a paradox god's going to say yesterday you said look at that person looks terrible oh a poor thing and you ignored them that's faithlessness you not only found flaw in them you didn't do anything about it because you tried

to be neutral it's called being agnostic i'm not going to believe either way it's still of the ego then on another day let's say you see somebody that looks terrible in your now because now you found god um i'm going to do the right thing i'm not going to just ignore that homeless person that looks you know disheveled and hungry and dirty and whatever i'm going to be the spiritual guy god fix them you know that's the religious person hey i don't care if you own it christian it or what it's still

a step in the right direction but it isn't there yet god's going to say to you would you like my feedback on what you might want to do sure god's going to say okay when you see that person are you experiencing holiness well no because look at the way they i didn't ask you to explain it do you see holiness well no but look at the way i don't have your eyes i don't see them the way you see them you're allowing your senses to determine a holy child of god is less than holy you're messed up

they're just a test for you that could have been an angel looking all disheveled to help you see that your seeing is off you are blind would you like to have your eye opened and see them yes oops yes i see that i was off i was not seeing them as god sees them and now i want to see them as god sees them as you see them god show me and it isn't like oh look they have a bath they took a bath and they're cleaner that's not that's not how god sees it's a feeling all of a sudden you can't your eyes

start to actually close and your other eye opens when you ask to see as god so you don't have clients coming to you with ailments that you fix you don't have children that you're praying to have fixed you don't see disheveled people look cleaner what happens is it's the coolest thing and the strangest is it's kind of like you don't bother looking at them anymore you don't bother letting your senses determine what you're experiencing with that person they can be a raging uh you know a

raging person and all of a sudden you're not aware of the raging something else you're evoking in them gets your attention and you see it with higher senses this particular the third eye you start to see them third eye is related to your pineal pituitary which are your two highest glands but they also symbolize your two highest chakras which symbolizes your highest consciousness so when i open the third eye and see them differently and ask god to help me see them differently technically god or the holy spirit of

god is awakening the divine in me so you say namaste but people don't even know what it means it's it's just so cool though you know namaste you don't look very good today namaste you know and and that shirt is not your color namaste it does it doesn't work it's not real namaste is in a sense and there's various interpretations of it but i'm using the simplistic one it's like an affirming that i choose to see the divine in you through the divine in me i'm asking to see you not with these eyes because

these eyes will say you know you're hot or you're out of shape or whatever these eyes are going to tell me what i think about you in terms of your looks you know like i'm some line checking out you know a a sick antelope or whatever you will serve me well today kind of good looking or you will serve me well today i'm in the mood to find flaws with other people wow look at you you should go to the gym like i do it's all it's all off so how can i see you and then these eyes shut this eye opens in

oh my god you know there's a glory when we see people from a higher spiritual perspective something's you know incredible happens this other world starts just falling away and reality shows up so here's what happens if i see you as flawed i'm not asking to to fix my perception i can just ask to see you as you really are or i can use the words god help me to see them as you see them and that'll cover it i don't have to figure out what that is i don't have to set the goal and head for it it's better that i stay out

of it i don't know how to see your holiness even when you're going to make love with somebody well i already see them pretty well you know i mean it's obviously attracting me enough that way no ask to see them differently ask how would you have me say them god and some of us are going to go well thanks that brought god into it now i'm out of the mood well then you shouldn't be doing it how would you have me see them differently that is not just making love it's sharing love you're sharing a holy joining even at

that level so here's the tricky thing though again if i'm hungry and i eat i just gave in to the compulsion for the limited unreal self my body that thought it was hungry where's my divine self here when i see somebody that looks just disheveled when i choose to make love or whatever we do in our lives all of those things are feeding the ego they're feeding the limited perception none of them are true you don't have a body you can't be intimate that way you don't have a body you can't eat food you

don't have a stomach i just want a house improved you don't have a house i want the planet to be there is no planet it's all a hologram there's only us dreaming these things up so we can see how we're doing in our remembrance process okay so what do i need okay i get it michael let's assume any of you say i get it i believe you thank you now i feel worse because i realized that i'm i'm living a faithless life i'm my faith is in this world that if if there's an illness it

can get me that's faithless oh but i don't believe that i believe there's medicine that can help that's faithless because you think a thing will fix a thing neither exists so what do we do here's what we do we forgive ourselves for having assumed that we knew we forgive ourselves for perceiving the disheveled person we forgive ourselves for calling our children addicts that was not very kind i understand that's what they might be doing it's not who they are so when you practice forgiveness you're

anchoring the light of god into an unholy place making it holy i i kind of you know was was looking at you as a as a potential hookup or partner or life mate or whatever you're looking you know people are thinking soul mates are going to be the answer nothing can help from the outside because nothing outside exists so all it does is lead to more problems how do we heal it how do we get better problems no just say i was mistaken i was mistaken to think my child was that it's not who they are show me who they

really are and help me to find forgiveness for myself for believing that so when i practice forgiveness for all of my misperceptions i'm actually bringing light in that wasn't there it was always there but not seen so practicing forgiveness restores our vision practicing forgiveness brings us to the consciousness we could have been at in the first place if i would have seen things from this place everything would have been different but i did not see things from this place why because i was living in a

consciousness of judgment which is a hard word for some people to accept but i was not just the emotional judgment of the other person even thinking that they were flawed in any way is a judgment an opinion and thank god you were mistaken is that making sense the gratitude that that other soul feels and it could be even your parents who might have been very hurtful they might have passed on so how do i do this with them it's very simple it's the same thing close your eyes just as if it's a person still in your

life close your eyes and own what happened i i saw my parents as a b and c that is what seemed to be that's okay to say that but it's not who they are the truth of the matter is anyone that's ever hurt you in any way could never have known who they really were when they did what they did that's a fact they could not have known their divinity and done what they did which then leads us to understand maybe it's because they forgot who they are that made them do those things if they can't do them knowing who they

are i wonder if it's true that not knowing who they are is what makes people act the way they act so if that and do we agree that that's a likelihood then then the solution is what maybe if someone helps them to remember you will bring that person healing that's what has to happen and how to say god how would you have me see them through your eyes you bring them healing by bringing the consciousness of god to the moment so now when we do that and someone wants a hug give them the hug if they need medicine

give them the medicine play the game but first correct your mind that's the trick it's not either or well michael said it's all in faith in who they are and and that's where some people have made a religion or thought system around do not do medicine do not do any healing arts because that confirms faithlessness they're right but they're wrong about shaming compassion and care for people so ultimately and i'm coming to a close ultimately there's a very beautiful thing you've

heard me say many times know the truth but respect the illusion so what has to happen is the child that needs picked up they're crying instead of saying what's your problem get over it junior you know that's that's not going to help the person that needs seems to need help they're saying to you i've forgotten who i am and it's causing me pain we can mentally say god how would you have me see them through your eyes and then you'll get guidance as to take a hand to hand a tissue to hug it's amazing

you'll still do the deeds you'll still do things someone comes to you for surgery you still do surgery but you're changing your mind and half of them will walk out without needing the surgery but those who still do so what that's where they're at so the ultimate healing comes from us choosing to see people as they really are but also acting in accordance with with what they think they need for now if your partner needs medication to to calm them down you don't meet with them and say you know you should really get over that

that need they should say well i should get over needing to live with you goodbye you know i mean let's hand it out equally then [Laughter] so just imagine how think about how what i just said how beautiful this is if they say i need a hug and you hug them that's faithlessness if they say i need a hug you correct your mind and then you hug them it's called faith what was the difference there bringing god into the picture that's all this this thing this person i think i am should not be the one making the

decisions when and who to make love with when and who to to hug when and who to eat whatever you know what happens to be what foods to eat or whatever you know should i go out to dinner with you it's not like i'm telling you to sit down and do like five ceremonies processes to decide you know whether i should eat with you or you know or marry you or whatever you do what feels right but what i'm saying is you get the mind corrected it it seems to me and i think sometimes you'll have these really kind of humorous epiphanies such

as like um you know wow like when i really look and do tracking this isn't one issue this i have patterns and patterns of stuff going on no wonder my mind is programmed to think this way i need this and i need this i need something to sleep at night i need something to wake me up i remember as a kid a couple of times i hung out with elvis presley and i was young enough to be looking at this and i remember i remember the people you know uh that knew him you know that were there my dad was there and and i remember him i'm going what's this

all about because he was these needles and these pills and and it was a private scenario only literally a few it wasn't an entourage party it was only a few people and so i was kind of going what's this about and i remember my dad saying he has to have pills to wake up he has to have drugs to go to sleep he has to have drugs to get on stage he has to have drugs to get off stage he has to have drugs to go to the bathroom this is what i was told as a kid okay like wow like i need something for anything i i do and that's just a good

model of how out of control people can be i need a person to feel loved i need a food to feel full i need all these things and they're all compulsions and we keep answering them and when you answer them you've affirmed the truth of the ego which isn't true at all you've affirmed the lies of the ego that's why the terminology jesus used for the devil satan and so forth in the new testament he the the term he used translated meant the liar so just go with that instead of personifying it you know

giving it some name and a thing of you know making it into a person it's any the liar anything that makes you believe you're not holy is evil a veil it's a lie and so what i'm really asking for is the truth of god and as i start to find the truth of god i start to find my faith my trust and faith go into the truth of god and lastly remember this that as i nurture a life that that follows the truth of god i'm becoming more faithful and as i become more faithful i start to follow more of the truth of god

this perfect eco system instead of the ego system that keeps telling me what you need is of the limited world because you're a limited being and it feeds and perpetuates itself you're you're a flawed being you're going to need a hug from someone that seems separate from you you're going to need a drug from something that seems to stimulate or sedate your system just right see it's it's a lie but what do i do how do i not believe it okay now i'm going to go and take the drugs because i need them and now i feel

bad about that don't take the drugs and i feel bad about that see one leads you to being neurotic the other towards depressed no matter what i do i'm losing there's one answer catch it forgive yourself once again i see it i was i was thinking that i i can't sleep and that i'm anxious and i was thinking that first of all that's off then a pill was gonna fix it that's off yeah but i take the pill and i go to sleep it's just the make-believe world inside i know better and all i'm doing is

building up more guilt and shame i should be able to be beyond this stop i get it i see that this is part of big patterns of my uncertainty of who i am i give all this to you god and what i really choose is to feel your presence and your presence descends upon me in the form of forgiving myself forgive me i know not what i was doing i know not what i was thinking and so it is or any other terminology you use and so it is do seconds of a correction prayer and all is done then take the pill and if you hear your mind saying yeah

but but then it means you didn't sincerely do it if you sincerely surrender your shames and guilts around having to take the pill to sleep or the hug to feel loved or whatever it happens to be if you don't feel completely at peace with it then you didn't sincerely do it you'll know how much faith you have in god by how much peace you feel doing strange things like this you know isn't that interesting you'll know how much god by how much you let yourself off the hook when you still need water once a day

a few times a day or whatever it is you know it's okay because i forgave myself and you'll find that i'm applying this every day and you have so much extra time that you're also applying it to past events what about that time that that i bargained myself for a relationship oh let's bring that one here i feel like ashamed i feel this this that whatever it is this is part of a bigger padding i'm getting patterned i'm giving it all to you god and what i really choose to feel is your holy presence

and i can actually affect time forward and backward so i can actually go back in time and tell little michael or younger michael or sally or sue or whoever we are i can go back in time and say what i really was looking for was the presence of god i thought it was a person so i moved in with them but what i really wanted was god so i'm going to give to myself what i really want god now that old me that past me is sitting somewhere having you know making dinner for the person they hate and and and a shift happens

your shift your healing even back in time your perceptions of that person and it's not like we're denying that the person was hurtful or whatever we're saying the effect it had is being lifted off and now it's almost like i'm projecting back in time that i'm an angel standing there making dinner for this person i'm not a wounded limited susceptible vulnerable person victim i'm i'm a holy person and then it'll expand to where i'm i'm so in the presence so holy that even the

other person in the household is seen from a different place a different level so i went back in time and created a holy relationship in a holy household that didn't seem very holy at the time and it doesn't matter to me i'm moving forward and onward we go you uproot that you're changing things for today but also for the future we heal the past in the present to release the future please take a few centering breaths those of you who asked for specific topics tune in reflect back we covered relationships

peace fear innocence purity just soak it in whatever answer you were looking for hmm and in today's meditation i am as god created me i am as god created me breathe deeply as you hear the words i am on the exhale as god created me a couple times don't wish for it don't hope it's true in your head hear yourself saying i know this i really am as god created me make

yourself step into really owning and believing it to be true i am as god created me now imagine this we're gonna today's exercise will be meditation will be a few breaths we're going to practice i would like you to imagine i am as god created me and breathe backwards to where your back expands as you inhale i am as god created me and that means the metaphor is into your past and so it is breathe forward the whole front of your body torso everything forward comes forward bellows outward i am into my future as

god created me let's allow both sides as we inhale both sides of our body fill up and expand this is to say all my perceptions of my what was good and bad in my life left and right fully expanding inhaling into this space my past rights and wrongs my future that i am as god created me a breath that expands your crown to the sky your feet towards the earth inhaling and this is all my highest and lowest perceptions i'm taking this affirmation into all parts of my being the next couple of breaths all directions forward backward

side to side top and down everything everything expands expanding with each breath i am into all realms as god created me a couple more times there is no place that god is not i am created me one more time including all souls we're expanding to include all souls ever created all beings i am we are as god created us to be a quiet moment absorbing how that makes you feel

the effects colors you might see feelings you might have insights just a sense of awe being in the god presence but take just a moment and in your own way your own words quietly give thanks that this is true this experience is valid it's true it's happening a change is setting in know it to be true and so it is

beautiful remember faith is simply accepting the truth of god faithlessness is when we succumb to the ego which also means any limited perceptions of ourselves or others right that means i'm not having faith that people are holy and that includes bad behaviors but it also includes people that you're praying for for healing and and all your well-meaning things it's still affirming a faithlessness is that all clear all right and our job see it forgive ourselves for that and call in the presence of god to replace it

we're going to do our collection now and then our closing prayer so i appreciate everyone being so beautiful and contributing in so many ways the finances but your presence your prayers your support it's a strange topic in a sense because some of you are into healing arts some of you are chaplains and you you must have heard this before from me or from other teachings and teachers that when people come to you don't pray to fix them pray to get not them fixed or healed pray to get your consciousness

at a level where you can't see them as ill then you download that consciousness to your client and they walk away healed but it's also true when people just need to share you know their sadness and you can say oh they're trying to suck me into believing in the limited effects of this world shh compassion be with them at the level they need but never lose the consciousness being plugged in with god take your love offerings hold them to your heart be as generous as you can be on the folks online as generous as you can be

thank you we hold this to our heart and with absolute sincerity divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that i am all that i have all that i give and all that i receive and so it is thank you while they're passing those out which will only take a minute or two can anyone share what they learned or heard today that made the most sense or might be the most helpful to you yes right jesus giving thanks before he even saw the results of a heal a prayer because he's already tapping into the truth

how could it take any other form very powerful yes i have a belief i know that what i believe the effects of fear acronym false evidence appearing real yes the center of global christ nice this is this this center is a great expression of the i am presence of god and so is the mind of everybody that feels an affinity to attending with us here it's a very peculiar um position to be in as a as a teacher um

because um we don't want it to be a thing an ism like most things that when you have a teacher author or whatever um so i sit with that and say well how how do we have this where i'm downloading the presence of god to a group of people and it not be a person downloading to a group of you know people whatever because that's we don't want the human interpretation of that do the same thing pray to see it from a higher place and so i'm very clear that this is just like it's as though there's a spirit happening here there's

something happening i just happen to be the person stepping into that so i know how to essentially divorce myself from believing or or making myself a focal point does that make sense i i know in my mind i can easily do that it's the consciousness that we share and uh if i were living alone walking this world alone i would pretty much be doing the same thing having downloads they happen whatever you know it could be driving through a drive-through and ordering french fries i always have these conversations with god

i'm always having you know humorous kinds of insights about life you know it's kind of that's me um deep profound insights and humorous perspectives of this world so that's going to happen anyway and yet when i'm working with a group of people they are contributing to whatever's happening here like not only am i asking what would you like me to talk about and it's not like i'm asking because i'm codependent i don't have to ask you i'll just talk anyway you know it's i really it's true so

so we have an extraordinary thing happening it can never become an ism or a religion that's just not ever going to happen and i would never want to allow that to happen this is almost more like a training place to keep us fed to know how to deal with the world when we go out individually it's a bit more like that it's not a you know where i would want people just to sit and and listen and focus on me it's uh this is a training place and i'm i'm raised every time i share with you i'm raised to another level and

you're hopefully raised to another this is about healing this isn't lecturing this is on one dimensional level there's safety we come together safely and also in a status of healing like our minds are being healed when we talk about the old stuff and laugh about it occasionally and cry about it occasionally this is a very healing place but it's not a healing center exclusively it's a healing center and training and spiritual and meditative and consciousness expanding it's all these things

how and why did it end up being that way because that's god god's will for us and i just stepped into it i said well of course and i just stepped in into it in my lifetimes and it's people are getting to the point where they don't want to settle anymore so now they're stepping into that do i think more and more centers can and should and teachers do this yes do i think that there's dozens and dozens on the planet no not yet um teachers have to authors and so on they have to start thinking of themselves as part of the

group that they're talking to it can't be listen to me or i know more because immediately i wouldn't want to listen to you now we have to recognize we're in this together bodhisattvas enlightened ones jesus himself says i'm always with you he jesus didn't say well i'm out of here good luck he says i'm i'm and i'm going to be here till the end of time that's the attitude these authors and teachers and healers should have and i've said this before don't call yourself a healer if if you're always

focused on how exhausting your clients are don't don't call yourself a healer if you're always on vacation no offense take vacations but call yourself with whatever other thing you are you're an acupuncturist you're a body worker a reiki practitioner be that and go on vacation healers do not do such things healers are always thinking about being healers and teachers always teaching parents always parenting it's it's who we are it's not something we do and then take a vacation this is a in my opinion this is a

consciousness we all are the better and the world is a better place when we step into it your soul's purpose isn't a career it's who you are being expressed so it's not temporary it doesn't come and go it's not like that and i i would love to see more people in the world getting that especially when you need a chiropractor or whatever it happens to be and they're on vacation again never mind go to somebody else you know don't settle and same with love romance relationships find more people that that have that

affinity with you to live this and be this as much as possible so thank you for being with us we're gonna thank you dear please stand for our closing prayer those of you watching online we want to thank you and remember i remind you every so often you're not watching from a distance i swear to you it is our intention to include you here right you're right here with us you're right here with us and we're there with you yes and um anybody you know you can watch us if you watch us on youtube be sure to subscribe

and if you're watching on facebook you know do sharing and all that i i don't i don't ask you i don't want my message like spread out to the world i know that sounds weird counterproductive i really don't want you bringing your mother-in-law to these services when she doesn't like it share on facebook with people you think would like it don't don't push anything i'm related to onto anyone because i don't believe in that i know you get more people you get more sales i don't

need any of that share where you feel guided to share i prefer i'm not i'm not a converter i like working with people who have open minds and hearts same as unity of sedona and our board members and our attendee members i i love that i i go for that i love open hearts and minds people that get into overthinking they don't need to be here people that get into doubting and all these find someone else to work with you um but um we i want to last couple things the next sedona psychic fares today so you might still have some spots open but

check it out we have some of sedona's finest intuitives psychics and readers we've got that going on today it was already mentioned but um i've got my workshop next weekend healing the heart and soul join us if you can sign up for that if you can um and i think that's about it um continue showing up a few minutes before the hour so that we can end earlier and earlier alrighty let's see all right and by the way our yard is somewhat complete the back area you guys are welcome to go there i know it has gates

and they're shut and some of you are saying are we allowed to go on yes it's yours so go in there it's a beautiful space as many chairs as we can put out benches as we can put out for people to relax on the labyrinth is there and it's going to get developed more but that's available to all of our attendees attendees not people that need a place to sleep for a weekend it's you know and then we've had it happen it's it's it you know it's for our attendees so enjoy it alrighty

the light of god surrounds us [Music] the love of god unfolds us [Music] the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is god bless you all thanks for being with us bye-bye