Oneness of Soul Versus Duality of Personality
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laughs about love what would you like me to talk about today lovisms okay heartbreak heartbreak is that what you said okay we did that one yeah somebody said trust say it again okay we've talked the last few weeks I've noticed and every so often we do this but we've talked
um the last couple of weeks there's been a common theme to a degree and that is the the value of in a way um simplifying what we learn what we teach what we learn but understanding that there is this sacred number three in a lot of and understanding these kinds of things helps downloads you know occur more smoothly through us not to over complicate spirituality or anything else so one of the versions of this we talked about recently there's we hear of a trinity of God but you also have a trinity of your
human nature your physical emotional and intellectual self so your upper three chakras are the presence of God right here the Kingdom of Heaven is within you Jesus said it is right here the upper three chakras are a metaphor of the presence of the Trinity of God right here that doesn't mean that when you feel a buzzing and you open your third eye that it's an absolute perfect Divine experience because it's still our version of the Trinity of God okay we also have a trinity of the human self that's the the lower the physical
emotional intellectual self and in between those two there's one left out that I haven't gotten to yet which is the Heart Center which is the third of this these three sets see there's a set of three a set of three and one more so that's also three groupings let's call it so seeing that everything moves within this seeing that the seven initiations on this spiritual path are really your own movements through yourself when someone says oh I've discovered some new teachings it's just another
chakra it's just another thing oh no this is better really it's still right here oh but I've now gone into Course in Miracles very heart centered and someone else science of Mind different chakra and it's you you know it's just you all we're doing is seeing in the world a mirror of ourselves some of you are asking about trust and infinite possibilities and letting go Affairs which we're going to address a bit but understanding that everything that we experience is actually right here
people will say you know uh I had a vision of God or something dark and mischievous we think that we're standing here in a room where there's all kinds of others and you can take a person and say tell me tell me about your life I'm gonna I'm Gonna Be Your psychotherapist tell me about your life and you're okay your mom did this and then Dad and and then a first boyfriend and a six husband and we're writing down we're writing down all these pieces about your life and then and then you have gay friends
and straight friends okay keep going and you like this politician but not that one and you're describing and here's what we think is happening I'm simply standing in my life describing the people I've observed on the news or here in my life or my next door neighbor right that's normal conversation right but what that's what we think we think I'm standing here describing people there's there's a young man or there's a a guy in a white outfit whatever it happens to be I'm saying that we think
our mind ends here and they're over there your mind is actually the perimeter of the room so all of these people are parts of us you could be like a person who says I always wanted to be a musician and I heard Jaya playing oh my God it reminds me what I wanted to do she is you so either do it or don't she's not the thing you can't have she's what you are if you choose it but you can also say thank you for mirroring your beauty your talent and I'm going to retire that now not a negative I'm gonna I'm gonna
retire that she represents something and I'm going to retire that every person you think is attractive every person you think you had as a partner they're not there which might have actually happened but they're not there they mirror things to us so what we learn is are they mirroring my expansion of healthiness or unhealthiness now say to yourself because then I can choose this doesn't mirror healthiness therefore I see it as probably a sign of unhealthiness so goodbye now it's not that they're evil although
they might behave that way it's that you're recognizing that in your own experience this is not going to work for you it does make it easier to retire those things with less heartbreak because it isn't another that I'm losing it's a part of me that I'm not choosing I like that choosing not losing yo wow right so be a Chooser not a loser foreign and on that note when I come from here my higher self I'm choosing healthiness but watch why doesn't the healthiness always translate down to here in my Human
Experience because something's happening in between those two where's that the heart I get it I'm not so sure oh God you know I know what true love is I don't know oh and now I you know I have a loser experience instead of a Chooser right I have a a negative experience or whatever even positive experiences that I think have power over me are still negative experiences it all has to come back to here and the truth is if we really went for this when you really get it you're really not interested in anybody else because
they're all you yeah right there's a dating Workshop waiting to happen you know singles night where everybody just becomes one and says goodbye to each other and it was nice meeting you all but I don't need you you know what was the point because a Chooser can say I get it do you yeah you too yeah it's kind of amazing now that we get it would you like to connect and share time like that I don't need from you you don't need from me but can we choose to share the non-needy one you know the one who gets
it and that's the new level of relationship but that takes courage and it takes time you know because we're like I'm ready for what he's talking about I'm totally and and then you go out and you're I totally get it no needy self and I walk into a cafe and oh they're kind of hot looking and then they dump you and it's like I muscle tested it I you gave it like three seconds of an evaluation like you gotta let it lock in you gotta actually get it well how do I know I'm getting it
because of how it goes well I thought that they were going to be better they are you jumping the gun man they are you moving a little too fast so you don't hear this stuff and three minutes into it think it's all Gonna Change you've got you that has built all these patterns and then you have an idea of something new and right now the idea is small compared to you and your patterns so I've got to break free of all these patterns I've got I've got loads of stuff you know that I need to work
through so these people in my life I need to recognize they are mirroring my growth how am I doing and it might be like oh my God that was the first relationship of actual honest communication oh here's one of Integrity oh I see I'm growing and you might go up a notch up a notch then one slips under the radar and then you're going to be tempted to oh God crash I thought I was more spiritual I guess none of it's true uh uh uh no this is what happens in this world the world is a mirror the world is a mirror and it's a
hologram and some people say I don't believe in that hologram stuff because I can I can touch it I mean this is the real world no that's what a hologram is something that seems real that's the whole point it is a very intense powerful program you know and it's and it's still a mirror it's a hologram what is the Hologram doing who who fires up the hologram by the way who who makes the images in the Hologram it is mirroring my beliefs thoughts experiences and hours Mine and Ours yours and ours yours and
ours it's a co-creation from the eye that I think I am and us either one's deluded anyway and so the the Hologram is not a happy image it's not it's not meant to be because our ego wants it to be one of Devastation and depression and powerlessness when you say wait I'm choosing healthiness someone has just shown up the one that was here once upon a time that went to sleep has now woken up instead of I just go along with the programs I'm done with that wait a minute what let me ask your opinion God I am that I
am I am love you're made in my image your love you don't need anyone but you can share with others let's be at peace about that okay got it what do you think uh oh here comes the ego self going you know um you're getting older and you need someone to die with and you know who's going to pay the bills you know the world's changing economies you know and it's like you know and we start to oh a minute ago I was feeling peace and now I'm all concerned and worried get a second opinion from who another insane person
that doesn't make any sense that's like walking around an insane asylum asking everybody to channel for you they're already channeling enough and one of them might be channeling God one of them not do you know which one is which no so stop asking people's shallow opinions the only time you should listen to another person's opinions if they and you understand that they're coming from your mirroring your Healthy self how do I know because I can tell what healthiness looks like it's inspiring it builds it doesn't
start off with you lack and I'll tell you how to find what you lack because then it's already determined if the goal by me lacking if I'm missing something you know whether it's a voice that says I'm worthless or a voice that says tries to say the opposite you know you have such value that's what I thought and everybody just doesn't appreciate you exactly we need to find you value okay where do we go and it's already steered you into the Hologram to get answers but nobody's there
so of course it's going to come back empty-handed which is their fault who's the day you know the ghosts that walk around pretending they're people stop falling in love with ghosts find yourself and share with others from a new place is that easy when you're heartbroken is that easy when you're in the middle of something is that easy when you have children between you man this world it's it's challenging and a miracle is a moment where you're able to find sanity amongst Insanity that's the whole
point I know it's impossible but what's impossible for man is possible for God so we end up back in that piece which is you can't pull this off without plugging in another great bumper sticker right pull it off by plugging in you know um get connected to something that has sanity the ultimate sanity is God here prayer meditation communion with God regularly channeled down into my heart because my heart's been cut off Heaven Eden Earth I was in heaven allowed myself to forget my identity of divinity dropped into Earth into the
Eden plain of semi-knowing now this is Spirit this is soul that's body or human self I was once one with God I fell into the Garden of Eden and there I had a chance to get home which we covered last week a little bit but there I had a chance to get home but I started believing the lies that I was separate from God instead of healing the LIE healing the LIE would have meant I ate from the Tree of forgiveness but instead Adam and Eve which is US ate from the Tree of forgetfulness through the tree of judgment and we fell further down into
our human self when you start to make sane decisions ones that the voice of God speaks in my heart and I know this this just isn't right something's off here and that doesn't mean you run and bail from every challenge I'm just saying you you want to approach it differently from the place of love so God I don't know the situation as clearly as I could show me show me what I need to see here show me guide me in my thoughts words Deeds Etc now the light of God is given permission it needs that from us to shine more
brightly and fill my heart this is cool oh my God but you're not done because this is a gauntlet you not only have to go from Spirit accepted down into your heart but you then have to allow that to get to the human self which if it was just a human self might not be too challenging but the human self is refracted into a physical emotion on the intellectual self so poor me man my soul's trying to download new guidance and lifestyle down into my life and it's got to go through my intellect that's not going to go well
you know this is kind of foolish because intellect tells you that there is no God oh you know you're just up creek the The Thinker the doubter the overthinker if you get lucky and move through that you hit the Emotional Self that's just always whining about something I'm not talking about feelings that's here I'm talking about broken human limited self it's just all messed up always depressed always lonely my human ego nature I'm talking about and if we get through there there's the
body you're getting older you're a new ache and on and on and on and it's always going on about money material things you're trying to take I am all the way to my life is and between here and there everything goes wrong your ego is just slamming you at every level our job is to know God is I am and my life is a reflection of God can I get this through and through Jesus says let the outside be like the inside up above like below left to right everything connected there's an interesting part of
the Lost Books of the Bible the Lost Books are not just conspiratorial you know although in a way they are they were voted some of them out of the Bible by control freaks okay also known as the church fathers but they were they were they were in fact you know messing around and being controlling but also some of them hadn't been excavated some of them hadn't been around or discovered yet so in all honesty there's some of those so they find some of these Gospel of Philip Gospel of Thomas Gospel of even Mary
Magdalene had a gospel they all wrote stories about what you know their experience with Jesus so it's very interesting because there's a point where they're sitting in Mary Magdalene is sitting with them and I don't care what anybody makes up stories theories and channelings about Magdalene this is just this is these are the facts in her own book in their books so she's sitting with the apostles and Jesus is downloading and it's kind of like they're all hanging out you know just you know just
you know whatever and then here it comes Jesus sits up and decides to teach and it's like oh here it comes man he's going to download and he starts blah blah blah you know this deep stuff and then Peter says wait we're supposed to just dismiss the women what do you mean well you know Mary she's a woman and she shouldn't be because tradition their tradition was women aren't allowed to be present during downloads and teachings they're supposed to wait outside or do whatever wash clothes or something you know
they're little stereotypes of the past and they they like they're supposed to be gone they're not allowed to be in here so what an interesting thing and it's perplexed people for decades Peter's saying she's a woman she's not allowed to be in here now Jesus doesn't buy into people's games you know when they say Jesus should we pay taxes he's always several steps ahead oh oh I know why you're asking because if I say no I'm going to be killed by the Romans for treason if I
say yes you know you're going to be I'm enabling the Romans now you're not gonna lie so he knows he loses either way so he doesn't go there which you should practice when people are messing with you don't jump in with them into their game spirit will guide you another Direction so Jesus when they say she's not supposed to be here women are not allowed they're supposed to be off mending and doing things Jesus says oh you're right gosh hadn't thought of that and he says so let's make her a man
now we're not talking sex change operation and then the lordeth madeth hereth have male genitaliath you know that's not what happened what was he saying this is this gospels man it's this is history what did he mean then we must make her a man here's what he's saying when you identify only as a man or a woman you're in your human self and you're a limited self he was saying let's pull her above being just a woman make her a man as well be lose gender identification is what he was saying let her be her
male self that you will determine then to be worthy of these teachings but it's also true that somebody could have walked in the room and said you still trying to get through to men wow they're so stubborn he could have then said let's make them as women the point is he's telling us change your perception stop thinking of her as just a woman in your mind or as him as just a man let's pull back and forget the gender and make her worthy that's what he said it confuses people because anyway
people God so something fantastic is happening and in the world there's a sense that guys God heaven Soul Eden our souls lived in Eden remember we didn't have bodies we were ethereal and God said we plural will make them plural in our plural image so our soul had the attributes of God in the sense that we were still light and open and creative when they fell in Eden they needed skins that's we covered that last week but when they fell in Eden they became humans with skin with dense bodies we did that digression
now what people are calling Ascension and so forth those are really just micro versions of what is called the journey home you are and you will go from being human oriented to soul-oriented how do we know when that's happening music that's more ethereal music that's more Global World music music talks conversation where we learn to say what would you have me say God when we think as a we you're accessing this chakra when people say Fifth Dimension let's go to higher fifth sixth 18th 89th Dimension you're
not getting there without your soul being prepared to enter higher consciousness you don't leave your soul behind all the dimensionalities are nothing but variations of the Soul's experience I know heaven in this self multi-high dimensions in this self and density in this human self Ascension means I'm starting to lose my identification with being a mere mortal how do I know when that's happening I don't need things like I used to that's one of the symptoms I don't seem to need like I used to I
also don't seem to identify with the limited self instead of saying constantly oh that's impossible I just go okay let's try it you start living more like Mastery consciousness and it also means and globally this is happening this isn't like a few of us special people the world is doing it how do I know because look at what's happening to genders all that is is a misinterpretation extremism that humans love living of we have no gender so what happens to the ego the ego's going I don't like this
people are going to stop identifying with themselves being certain races and genders I need that to have a battle I can't get people fighting if they don't see differences so it doesn't dig that so what it's going to do is go well I'm losing this battle people are starting to find their Center here's the pendulum we're all different colors and races here's the center here it comes and it's going to go and make it all the way to the other side start cutting and nipping things off and
adding things on and plugging things on you know and inserts and whatever else to make us go look I'm so genderless but you've got these appendages that nobody else has wow that was weird anyway you know yeah so that's extreme that's extreme that's typical see through it just laugh at it see through it that's just wow because humans love to do that but you know what you hold here in the center of what it really means my own child is swimming swinging from here to here that's okay because they're really here
they just don't know it yet and the world is telling us I know but they don't know forgive them they know not what they do the beautiful news is it's never been an issue of gay or straight because you're neither it never has been an issue really of male and female because you're neither the world is trying to just simply find a way to its own way to make it a thing an ism as you brought up ISM an ism that you can get caught up in don't just stay here if you can when they talk when they show the news
and the dramas and the oh my God and children and confusions and and what's my job center how do I best stay centered not by anything that comes from you as an idea but asking the Divine mother the Holy Spirit you know I'm seeing this and I'm seeing this I'm seeing desperation I'm seeing relationship drama War whatever show me how to see this differently ask the Holy Spirit the Divine mother to help you see things differently when you do you actually redeem what you were looking at that's how this works
A Course in Miracles uses a lot of stories and metaphors and teachings on based on the word seeing and he does not mean your eyes what he's saying in the course when he's talking about changing you're seeing help me to see this differently Lord we think that it means with these eyes help me to perceive this differently and it's not so much it's really how do I see this through your eyes and God has no eyes so what it means then is help me to experience this as a Holy Experience it's not about show me how to see them
differently give them extra parts show me show me how to see them a different color a different gender it then you're still involved it really comes around to show me how to experience this person as they really are you know what they really are as a holy Child of God so it'll go from a feeling shift not eyes a feeling shift you know God you used to trigger me and now I'm feeling more peaceful I might still not live with you but I I'm at peace with it and then it's nice because sometimes the
body catches up and I also see you differently I also hear different words coming from your off the the senses will catch up but I'm not attached to that please don't get attached to that you pray for a miracle it starts to happen and then you attach senses to it and the ego is well aware that that's likely so it's already ready for that to misdirect you again no no I'm I'm going to go with seeing as God sees feeling as God feels and so on changing the whole world so in this Magdalene story it's a really
great example of right there 3D teachings about gender insert any topic gender race smokers drinkers non-smokers I mean they're just they're another title and our job hey Jesus you know you certainly don't want smokers in the room I don't mind Jesus might say oh no you haven't heard about secondhand smoke let's talk about that Jesus in case you don't know secondhand smokes the second little boy here you go and Jesus would be saying oh so let's do this let's remove our perception that
they're a smoker and bring them into the non-smoker self and then they're worthy of being in the room now that's what he would have said using the same metaphor is everybody happy with that no you you did not enable my opinions of smokers see and that's why the teachings of Christ Consciousness are not always easy to wrap our minds around because we already have our opinion of what it should be telling us and as long as it tells us things that we agree with we're good with it as soon as it disagrees oh that's probably not
channeled then it's probably something else you can just tell it's it's loving it's forgiving it's you know and so on and so on you're right this higher consciousness so this this example of Jesus should be looked at as in our own lives I'm being asked to rise into soul level thinking feeling go back here go back this isn't home yet when people say always follow your heart I didn't say that your heart's been hijacked by the ego I'm saying follow your heart when it's
inspired by God if it's cut off and you're following your heart you're following a heart broken guide you see the difference your your heart when it's been hijacked when it's been beat up enough wounds programmed uploaded to the soul because here's what we do our souls are like hands fingers are like the incarnations you've had in the world so here's here's spirit world and here's the the veil and then here's the material world when your fingers penetrate this this world your hand is
up here fingers down here does that make sense this is the realm of soul we'll call it and this is the human realm I have four lifetimes that have let's say been betrayal okay when I die the fingers retract back into the hand which is called your life flashing before your eyes that's when your records of this lifetime upload back into your what Soul which is holding your Acacia records when you go to Incarnate again the soul says okay we're going in again here comes another lifetime but with it it downloads
the memory of your betrayal stuff so when you incarnate you're coming in and you go I don't know why this is happening you brought it in with you oh how do I stop doing that well you heal it right now let's work on it don't condemn it don't shame it let's work on it so whatever is your life and I'm talking every particle of your being every Freckle every shape of your nose your ears your hair color your race all of it is based on what's been uploaded to your soul determined to be part of your
experience today and it's downloaded into your next lifetime okay and that same metaphor applies to here's my next Lifetime and then there's you and someone else then someone else we're all fingertips dipping down into the material world looking at each other there's a hot looking fingertip it's just a fingertip it's just a fingertip no no this fingertip wow because because this one's been filed down and looked and ruined looks really sharp so one fingertip falling in love with
another fingertip when you learn the secret to this which the ignorant majority do not want to understand when you learn this it sort of takes away from the pizzazz of fingertip infatuations and you start to go can I know your soul instead of this because this stuff is not only different fingertips it's also one just one of your lifetimes is here carrying all your soul stuff so I can sit here and say I want you to change your fingertip behaviors so that they match what I'm looking for but that's just Behavioral Management
really the only cure is I want to see you as God sees you and God isn't going to take you all the way home straight it's first and foremost start perceiving Souls I want you to tell me what makes you tick I don't want to just hear the finger I don't want you to show them you know do a show showroom uh you know game here to to interest me what's in your soul what's your soul about you know what's what are your deepest fears what are your greatest dreams tell me what is in your soul you know and that's like wow and
sometimes that's magnificent stuff and sometimes it's the deepest patterns that were uploaded from many lifetimes of pain and most human beings don't want anybody to see the deepest even if you don't like Parts about the fingertip Consciousness human behavior at least you're not seeing the worst of me so I dress up the fingertips to keep you distracted from what's behind the veil the worst of me when you and I can say you know what show me your worst and I'm not going to run away I think it's
profound A Healer a counselor a mother a person a partner a friend that can say just tell me whatever and it could be anything from the most horrendous pain hurts losses you know wounds and I'm still here and you can do this they're never allowed to vent those wounds onto you then you draw a line and say wait wait I said share that but I'm not saying take it out on me and that's where you have to draw a line shy of that go for it share with me if you're a Healer a counselor a parent and people
feel that without even you saying it they can feel your sense of centeredness and that you're safe to tell anything guys I'm telling you there is no experience on planet Earth greater than that moment when someone says you mean you're really willing to see me yes on all levels yes not taking it out on me but yes but I've done really naughty things well we all have oh no there was this one lifetime where I I killed I got a few of those you know and and you you let people know even if you share all those that's the
fingertip telling me about the hand it's not yes yet the heart that the arms are connected to God so even when you tell me your worst I don't go you know and react oh I didn't know it was going to be that bad that's really not a good thing to do to a client or your child you know it's just not a good thing shaming people I'm not into that I just don't think it's cool but what you can do is realize even when you're hearing these downloads this is not the ultimate them this is the part that all their
personalities and lifetimes have tried to hide and you're giving them permission you know so a person starts off man I've dated so many people oh man I've had so much luck with girls or guys or whatever it is you know and and you're able to say that I see behind that and then next thing you know they're sharing deeper and deeper stuff and hidden behind the well look at me you know the peacocking kind of yo I'm so amazing comes this I'm so alone and that's it's amazing I remember a woman came for a session
once about 20 years ago and she was sharing for whatever reason she thought it was what she needed she's sharing about all her successes and her triumphs and people she hooks up with overnight you know and she's like oh and I do oh and it just I can just look at them and send them a mental thought and next thing I know I'm with them in the sack and all these kinds of weird and I'm like oh interesting you know sit there and present and then it just kept going in the direction of because you don't react
when Buddha said tell me you know things happen in your life your key is to not react to them this is part of what he's saying from a Psychotherapy psychotherapeutic standpoint he didn't just mean don't react like spiritual behavior and centeredness also when people are sharing this stuff and you don't react you're bringing them home to a new level so they're telling you their stuff and you're not reacting and then this girl I could just sit there and hold space and it went from all this bragging to a
change of posture to to a and it's going deeper and deeper then comes deeper feelings and loneliness and sadness and you know I I've always been trying to do this to so to be something because I was never anything and deeper and deeper into her heart and soul not into her divinity because that doesn't have any of this wounds it's your soul halfway home and she tells me all that and you know being present with her and and she had rage man she had rage um especially towards men and the way I always did work with
people is what's needed in the moment so I said you want to wrestle if I may be so bold as to tell you my style of do you want to wrestle she's like what I say wondering yes so we got together and we got it and wrestled and she's just like wanted to snap me in half I hate men go ahead keep saying I am and men are all yes and she's like trying to snap me like a toothpick and you know she is a strong girl and she's you know until it happened blue open tears and tears now the the strong woman that's gonna show everybody
what she thinks is a girl soul halfway home now I can hold her and she can cry out all that was behind all the behaviors crying crying crying and so on and then feeling loved imagine that I'm the presence of a safe man crying crying crying imagine I'm a safe Daddy crying crying crying Imagine This Is The Arms Of God holding you crying crying and then Bliss peace came in and she we're done she's like just like what happened like I'm a totally different person because you've been introduced to your soul today
and I'm telling you I'm true true story I'll never forget I walk her she goes to the door she's walking out to to leave and I said okay bye-bye and she leaves and I stop and I went and I looked again I swear to you she was a different person it caught my eye for a second and as I was shutting the door and I went wait it wasn't like an act I mean I open the door and I go oh my God like I was watching just this innocent being walking like she was in her Purity in her like a soul self I didn't see the one that showed up
at the door like you know I don't trust anybody I don't know why I'm even here trusting you you know and now she's like um now was that her healing yes or no you yes but is it just hers or anybody that ever hears the story is gonna go wow it's true me telling the story will always take me to a deeper level of appreciation for what healing really looks like we're people that are made in God's image we've forgotten and we became sort of half lost but Souls Spirit never incarnated
even though it's in you it's your knowingness of who you really are but we think we left and we became Souls now on a journey to remember and grow and go back to Heaven which is up here metaphorically right but then we fell further into humanness and now we don't even remember that we're on a journey and this is this is a you know a way of getting home so the humans sit around like victims spirit is Soul so-so half trying to remember and half with amnesia has then dipped down into the human plane where people are
living cluelessly when you're on the spiritual path what you're really doing is you're halfway accessing your soul again it isn't just a I started reading books and doing yoga it's not an intellectual thing it's not a physical thing it's not an outer thing when you start getting on the spiritual path and improving your life even asking about how to heal relationships doing family of origin work breath work all these things are signs that you're wanting to introduce yourself back to
your soul okay which is halfway home nurture it and every time you see it happening give thanks for it give thanks for the peace The Joy the love the support you know all of that give thanks for the people you've hired because you did hire them I know some of them are Ultra creepy and you don't want to think that you had anything to do with them being in your life but you know eight billion people and they found you you know I mean you know they didn't just show up they followed this beep beep beep beep beep you know
and they're just like there's someone I can abuse out there in the world somewhere I'm not saying you consciously asked for it I'm saying that when we care carry a Vibe of wounding wounders will find us it's not that you literally said I want that wounding I want that person it's not always literal like that all it took was I'm having Amnesia as to who I am and someone out there loves to take advantage of people with amnesia when you know who you are they're like I better go you know I better leave they
they know too much they I can see something in them you know too much presence that's an animal that might fight back sorry you know just using the that world the animal world you know they don't they want to look for the wounded ones they want to look for the sickly ones they want to look for ones that aren't going to put up a fight and I don't just mean literally put up a fight I'm talking about your presence and even the most wicked people as you continue growing spiritually the most wicked used to find you because you
were victims of a world the more you grow spiritually the more you become your soul still incarnated they find you and they go uh oh too much presence I ran into this girl once and she she was saying to me God I used to see you you know and you'd go out and listen to your friend you're playing music at this nightclub sometimes and and she said and I I wanted to just approach you and I wanted and you know and I wanted to dance and I wanted to get to know you and I said why didn't you and she said oh no
she goes there's something there and she these are her words she said I looked in your eyes and it was like this is just too deep like she said I can't I'm not going there I'm like I would have put on Shades and acted shallow then you'd have been attracted to me no so so people see this in you when you're starting to access your soul I'm telling you they see it they feel it some are still going to try to attack it if they sense weaknesses the more you own it the more they go no and they did this to Jesus he walks in a
room those with demonic possession they started flipping out evil doesn't want to actually do the things to you you might assume it's afraid of your light and it did with him it would run leave us alone leave us Why didn't it go oh look hey Christ let's get get him they knew you can't this guy you just can't bug him with anything and if we try he's just going to ask us questions that are going to awaken us you know so we can't have that so guys in a way in a way fear for your wounded
selves and take good care of the wound itself like it's a wounded child care for it have compassion for the wound itself so many questions you know the the Heartbreak and the the fears and things you asked about and you asked about the soul and all so think about this there's a wounded self care for her in him it be mindful to parent that child keep it protected don't let yourself accidentally assume that your spiritual selves got it all under control we moved away from our spiritual self we made that choice which
gave permission for the ego to manifest a world of evil that would attack that self now we have to show up and say wait I'm gonna own that that may have happened I'm going to own that that might have been a choice at one time today I'm choosing again I'm allowed to do that no more no more you know and so and so listen I know that you know we've had a certain relationship but no no thanks done Hey listen that that pattern's done someone tries to engage you in the old ways don't shame them
you know if somebody says hey you want to go out and party again this weekend don't say oh you still drink I see I'm so far beyond that you don't you don't need to do that you can say no no that just doesn't work for me well get this kind of thing watch what do you mean see that's good what do you mean not shaming them well I just found that when I was doing that I was really coming from a broken place and I feel like I'm waking up and I'm alive see you're not preaching you're
talking about you but you've planted seeds because someday that person's gonna go I'm tired of suffering and I want some of that no shaming no preaching and yet you planted seeds of God's presence hope in people and now they're like at some point wow I want to know about that I've talked about experiences you know like this when I was a kid I you know and even to this day but meeting different celebrities and I remember one guy who who I'm hoping to reconnect with soon uh but um he was a close friend
with Elvis Presley and and one day Elvis despite all the success fame money Etc he was he often went through depression uh um about being in this world and you know what do I do and nobody really loves me they love the the character and you know and all that stuff that happens and this guy's like well you know I'm sorry you know just kind of the normal friend kind of oh yeah it's kind of tough I know and then he says no but there's something in you that's different see that's cool because this
guy was into Yogananda and he's going there's something in you that's different and I want to know and he's like oh no no no you know and he said no listen imagine the king leaning forward in his chair looking you in there I said no please I need to hear this you follow but that's what every soul is saying to you I need help but they won't say it that way and you shouldn't treat it that way just be a friend just connect on whatever level will work the most and this moment this guy said
well I practice prayer and meditation there's a guy that I go to his ashram his place and it's peaceful and I meditate and there's people that are studying about and people don't know it but Elvis used to go there all the time when he was in LA he would drive off to Yogananda Center and be left alone you know and that's finding God in his own way he still had whatever other issues you have at that nature but he was he was watering and feeding those seeds that could change his life and in his own way he found God and if
he found God only 20 percent it's gonna upload from the fingers into the hand and that soul will not be troubled the same way in the next lifetime plant seeds water and feed seeds do whatever we can to be that beautiful presence yes the world very strange place all kinds of things but as I'm closing now it's it's a house of mirrors everything is a mirror every person every event everything the Sun the moon it's all a holographic mirror reflecting to us what we believe about ourselves I'm really feeling great about myself
that's uploaded into the the the holographic program and it will show maybe today maybe next year maybe next lifetime every good thought is going to upload and be reflected back it has to be because this world has to reflect perfectly where we're at but the same with challenging thoughts and negative thoughts okay the problem though is the ego can't just left leave bad enough alone it can't just be a house of mirrors to confuse people here's what it does it's a house of mirrors and it starts warping
the mirrors so you never see anything clearly see everything warped the way they do in the house of mirrors you know suddenly your body is taller you know this and it's that's the worst part isn't just that it's a place of mirrors it's that all the mirrors are warped to do what to accentuate your triggers so that you become hopeless I I you know you come out of a house of mirrors and you're depressed because your body shape was so different but but that was just a house of mirrors I don't
care it's just the way I looked it was terrible why would you buy into that but that's what we do we buy into it it's all a house of mirrors and it's warped distorted images we have to say that's why we have to say God show me how you would see things and all of a sudden it's still a mirror but it's not warped then the mirror starts mirroring positives it's first the warp comes out still potentially a negative but the next you start to see a world that mirrors your growth I've established better relationships
because I'm better I've established greater Prosperity because I'm better don't compare to other people's Prosperity don't compare it by dollar amounts it's Consciousness have a prosperous Consciousness I notice that I'm less afraid that's good that's movement and that means you went away from the warp of the mirror the mirror that was warped into looking like poverty Consciousness still a house of mirrors but it'll reflect a happy dream instead of a nightmare please take a few centering breaths
take a moment to breathe in anything you heard that made sense anything you heard [Music] one word one sentence one paragraph the whole talk just anything you didn't connect with just let it go it doesn't exist it's gone but the things that made sense breathe them in as your own [Music] spirit God I would love to just return to that
but I'm told I have to go from my human self to my multi-dimensional heart and soul first and to do that just briefly holy spirit of God reveal into my mind right now anything any person event thought system belief system that keeps me bound to the house warped House of mirrors show me my misperceptions it could be a person I judge could be a thing I Fear Part of me I don't want to look at just here I am mother of the universe here I am show me a reflection of that that I need to work on we're not going to get into deep work
on it it's going to be to observe it first let it spontaneously arise in your mind [Music] everything Having the courage to see it I will not fight this thing I hand it to you beloved Holy Spirit Shekinah Glory Divine mother I hand this to you remove from me all attachments to it any value I place in it any karmic circumstances that brought it about none
of this is truth that all to you is unconditional [Music] I am not needing to be afraid I don't really have lack [Music] everyone I've ever had in my life that left partnership break up the death of a loved one any value that I see in them is also permanently in me as me just reflected a part a period of my life now I am I am okay I am centered I am [Music] peace to them peace to you I wish we would have understood the
lessons sooner cases but I get it now and my soul knows that's the only thing that's important it would have been nice to get it earlier on Mom or whomever we didn't gosh that's a bummer but I'm getting it now [Music] and because there was a connection between you and I am I getting it now I also can download it to you here it is my peace I surrender to you my peace I give to you my peace I extend to you my love be at peace please and not only surrendering the things that keep me from knowing my soul I also now welcome in
the presence of my soul everyone for a moment imagine if you were back into your soul edenick like Consciousness your ethereal Soul self where you are the male female combined you are as God an image of God reflection of God you are seeing everything differently what does it look like if you're in your heart what does the rest of this look like people bodies money make believe [Music] see it from a different perception before the fall in Eden as we say told
you are in Eden anything you want can come to you anything you desire is here in the garden that means systems of thinking Prosperity consciousness healthy friendships you are in Eden a human version of Heaven imagine what that looks like and if you can't imagine it probably can't experience it or manifest it so let it go let it happen I bet if I was in Eden I would always hear the sound of angels I bet I would always feel at peace I bet the notion of me being alone and needing someone else would not exist
[Music] I bet if I were walking I would probably feel compelled to smile more often hug people more often these are just examples I bet if I walked in the Garden of Eden and made a sound it would cause flowers to bloom right before my eyes [Music] this is not magical thinking this is part of us that we've forgotten [Music] please and this is the altar in my own heart and soul [Music] a hand or two on your heart we're in this place Eden we're there this is a place of our new coming residence but it begins today or gets added to today
my awareness of my deservability is right here so grateful yes I look forward to being there more fully one day but today I give thanks for any amount that I'm there [Music] so grateful deep breath in the sound of gratitude [Music] keep going let sound come through your being from your being through your soul through your heart gratitude expanding your chest your heart chakra [Music] foreign [Music] keep going and imagine other beings that live in Eden can hear your sound
and are grateful and they look at each other saying oh we have a new arrival I can hear them so cool the peace I am I share with you so it is gradually stretch out a little bit please okay hmm one of your questions earlier in the
morning here was also on fear so I I pray that we address that as well fear is our identification with our fallen broken self and we start to have feelings and emotions that aren't reflecting being plugged in fear is a perception fear is not a fact remember fear is the fear that love isn't here but it is here therefore it renders fear harmless okay fear is the thought that I am not versus I am but I am therefore I am not is harmless you know that which I am not is harmless we're going to take up our collection
to share as generously as you can and before you do please let's give a hand to Jaya Lakshmi our beautiful musicians [Applause] she has a table in the foyer for folks but you can also find her online if you're online watching to find her products and things like that music it's got like 20 different CDs that she's produced over the years so nice prolific music all right so take our love offering to our heart the prayer is on your bulletin in front of you if you're sitting in the rows and also post it online but it's simple
together please Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I have all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you it'll just take them a minute to pass the bags and baskets around the bags are for your love offerings the baskets are just in case you have any extra donations special donations towards projects or things that we're doing here and we greatly appreciate that all right prosperity and abundance to all while they're passing those and we're
going to do our closing prayer can anyone share what they learned or heard today that made the most sense or that can be the most helpful in your lives what did you hear or learn yesterday sir fingertip infatuation oh and you were just having your nails done so you could relate yeah there you go Mighty Fine looking fingertips as well nice job um who else had their hand up yes um one thing that I was kind of hearing was like drop the knee to feed somebody drop the need to be somebody yeah you know yeah it's Lonely at the Top
so the more you start peeling away all the stuff you're kind of up here and you look around you go oh yeah where is everybody where'd everybody go it's one one of the biggest initiations when you get into really deep initiation of life is one that's called Oblivion and it's when you peel layers peel layers and you know it might feel okay I've peeled that old self I pulled the and that might be okay when you start to get to what's considered the original emptiness in the beginning was a void
see before we flew in there was this emptiness so Emptiness is something we fear because when emptiness happened we fell into it and started Living in it we were once part of the original flame of God then we became Soul Sparks that shot off of the original flame and when we shot Off The Embers we became lights falling into a dark universe and we live in Terror thinking that finding someone to distract us from our terror is called partnership while it's only Partnership if you can say I'm terrified how about you me too wow
so I won't blame you for my Terror and you won't blame me but we'll walk together in finding the light that takes us home that's healthy relationship you see commonly blaming each other so instead you know look I I dig you enough to walk this with you you know are you are we on the same page and then does it matter I mean you got that's a soul mate someone that's walking in time in time mate with you through stuff it doesn't even have to be a romantic partner don't care what they
look like man woman or monkey it doesn't matter you're you're you're choosing to see the light in another being and do your best to maintain that but thank you yeah anyone else I have I have to just say that mere Oblivion comes right out of Shakespeare's Sans T Sans eyes Sans takes Sans everything the end of the seven stages nice well Shakespeare was a major initiate you know and um so much depth so much wisdom it brought forth in a certain specific style or whatever but absolutely that Oblivion
is is something that people fear so much they'll settle on something a person can actually be so close to Oblivion well what does oblivion mean like an ending isn't it like a demolishing but can God be demolished no so guess who's really being afraid that you're facing Oblivion who is it the ego and it makes you think you're it so it says run there's Oblivion you're like oh okay that seems smart run you don't usually go oh look polar bear you know let's stand and pet it you run
well Oblivion is that polar but times a trillion it's horrific but only not to God only to the ego so it says run run from being alone run from being quiet for too long run from being in your Center because Oblivion is this it is beyond the Blackness of space it is beyond that it's darker than the darkest part of space it's it's not just the absence of light it's more intense than that because it's the point it is horrific because it's the point that mirrors to us the moment we said we are no longer Divine beings
and that was a very dark thought indeed and in that void came all creation but it isn't Capital C all miscreation and we call it Evolution to go there and hang out and instead we get to the point of you know what I can face this Oblivion with you standing at my side or within me God you know that courage face that face the panic in relationships that are really symbols of trying to hide from having to face this moment even at the risk of losing you as my students my friend my partner my children or whatever even at the risk of
losing you I have to say no more to certain things that used to happen see that's a microcosm of making that choice even at the risk of losing you which is a symptom of the Oblivion I don't care I need insanity is where I'm going healthiness insanity this is where I'm going and some people will stand with you those you could say technically are becoming soul mates those who walk away never were okay thank you before you go I'll share just this you're welcome if you are visiting or even if you live
locally remember we have our healing room the healing the yurt outside where we have the crystal bed so by all means check that out and it's it's an incredible experience to hang out there for a little while these all those beautiful lights and tuning in the body and chakras and all it's cool we do have the daughters of Heaven conference coming up it's several weeks away but you can get your tickets now and I think there's a discount still on it but um go online you can register here or you can go online the daughters
of Heaven it's too much for me to explain right now but that's an incredible thing that's come through the daughters of Heaven are the final faction of light workers that are emerging into the Earth you know so it's the final one for the crescendo World walking into these days the daughters of Heaven are people that we're light workers serve Humanity the daughters of Heaven serve God more directly so it's too much to get into but if it if you want to know more about it I think we've
done some talks about it last month so check it out um thank you for your request of things to talk about I hope I wove them together and address them properly and thoroughly enough and today is also our once a month we do the first day of the month for Sunday of the month we do a day of prayer and meditation you're welcome to sign on our group you can ask how um but um you can join us it's all day I do 12 hours of prayer meditation each you know you still have a break in between to do things but um you're
welcome it's a nice devotional day and lastly the June 18th we have our psychic fair it's a monthly psychic fair the Sedona psychic fair so it's here and I'm glad that we are able to host that so you know book your sessions in advance though because they do fill up please stand for a closing prayer how are you doing good what's your name Morrissey nice name any name that starts with an M for some reason I don't know Mother Mary Michael Myer dad magnificence magical isn't that amazing Marcy can you
help us with our closing now come around here man just don't trip over the lights you know what this is [Music] uh let me show you you can feel it okay hold that one second hold on one second we're gonna do that one more time hand for Morrissey please [Applause] the light of God surrounds us the love of God enfolds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is a deep breath go ahead [Music] so
thank you very much thank you brother