Feeling Conflict Versus Inner Conviction
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those of you who are guests we obviously welcomed you already but I welcome you my name is Michael Myer dad and I serve here as part of the spiritual leadership and our standard routine for the services is for me to ask what uh everybody's dealing with or what they'd like to talk about if something's dear to you feel free you know to to mention a topic that you want me to cover we usually cover most of them in the time allotted um better remember don't don't just flippantly throw something out
you know for for ego's sake if something's truly heavy on your heart or truly important or deeply a spiritual Quest or longing that's that's the good stuff so please feel free guidance of the mother okay okay that's good that's good wow that's probably the most diverse list you've ever shared
um boy interesting stuff a lot on on relationships um remember there's a there's a set of three books we have a couple of them left packaged together so they're discounted um the book I wrote on creating fulfilling relationships introduction to Tantra and also a book called sacred sexuality so those of you are asking about those topics you might want to check those out um and also you know some of you are asking about things like um fear fear of being seen I mean this is just and the guidance of the mother this
you know this is an interesting thing because we we think we're separate from God and then just kind of trying to get by so we have conversations about things topics addiction attraction partnership whatever it happens sound healing every topic you can imagine Under the Sun and those are our topics I mean there's all these other people in the world that have all kinds of other topics you know whatever it happens to be you know who won the World Series I don't know I couldn't name two teams personally but
you know some people that's their thing um tailgating parties or Landscaping Adventures or whatever else people are into none of this is actually happening it's a hologram remember we are actually in God still still in heaven but you misusing our free will to imagine what life would be like if we could be separate from God and then a hologram was created it's not that complicated but it is especially experientially because it all seems like you know we should be able to figure all this out and so people think
and thinking trying to figure it out you know Einstein explains you can't solve problems with the same mind that created them you've got to switch gears into some other guidance that's humility man you know saying God you know I'm going to go ahead and call me silly call me presumptuous but I'm pretty sure we haven't figured it out and it's been millions and actually billions of years but millions of years and people still haven't figured it out so why don't we just say not my will but your will be
done you guide me you show me see your mommy and daddy made you but your mother and father God created you so why don't we call on them for some opinions because they're saying what are you guys praying for oh Lord you know and oh money pod me and boom shakalaka and all these different ways we have to pray you know the eyes rolling eyes of the third eye uh he's standing on one foot spinning clockwise except on Tuesdays you know it's we have all these complicated ways to pray to God and God's like
with these people like you got to be kidding well we're trying to to ask you to help our lives become I created you perfect and holy why are you asking me to fix your external life when you're the problem ask me to help heal your mind your belief systems that's the only real thing that's gone off you folks the more we address the outside world the more we're actually conveniently distracting from the inside world so believe it or not because we have so many ways to mess ourselves up believe it or not even what
seems like well-intended prayer is actually a passive aggressive way to sabotage yourself is it bad no no because any prayer is good but why not ramp it up from God give me this to I have no idea how I got here but I know it was me so show me how you want me to see things show me how to heal what's behind my not having money instead of gimme cash give me cash you know come on I want I want I want I don't care if you fancy it up with you know manifestation techniques you know the law of attraction who you
know that's just another ego ploy to say I can get what I want by just words thinking or you know whatever it happens to be you know somebody says oh you know if you hold your thumbs to your pinky fingers and tongue to the roof of your mouth and then try to pray you know because it'll override you know all ego barriers and psychological barriers so new neurology says I want a new car you know um because your tongues to the roof of your mouth it doesn't actually help you sorry um you know it's it's not gonna the new
techniques they're just more techniques of man remember I've said these are manifestation techniques that manifestation means man's infestation stop trying to make things happen your way try this as a as a law of attraction technique I don't know well that doesn't sound very empowering well it wouldn't to your ego I don't know means I'm bowing my ego look at the cultures that bow their forehead to the ground why are they doing that believe it or not the number one reason is I don't know the little
self the ego self bow your forehead to the ground I don't know and then rise in God be born again bow and own what you don't know and you don't have to know what it is you don't know just bow and laugh at yourself the one that stands here I think I'm a male I think I'm a female I think I'm this I think I'm bow it down I don't know show me you might start thinking you're straight you bow and you rise and you're gay you might think you're broke financially and you bow that to the ground and you
stand up and you feel prosperous I don't know and I shouldn't be trying to figure it out I should be saying I don't know but it's got to be good how can bowing my ego self down not be good when I Rise Again the concepts of sacred partnership sacred sexuality and so forth it's in us to know that all things are sacred originally we've messed them up bow bow down to what isn't sacred bow It To The Ground here comes my opinions of gay and straight or sexuality or whatever partnership heightening stimulation techniques I
don't know you see you know people at conferences and people that write in Michael you know tell us the magical secrets of the Sacred six Valley how do we get more stimulation listen I can tell you techniques that are you know fun wonderful exciting but if you don't love the person in front of you what's the point you know you just you just want stimulation listen go buy a couple of electrodes go put your battery cables on your car and just clip them to your shoulder blades there you know you're
feeling better it's kind of sexy wasn't it no it wasn't just feeling stimulated isn't necessarily great say I don't know stand there with the cables going what am I doing I don't know and you'll lay them down you'll walk away and you'll hear a voice that says but you you could have gotten stimulated now you let yourself down and you'll be you'll be frustrated why do I always have to go without the stimulation but after a certain amount of time you're going to realize I made the right
decision to walk away from the stimulating relationship the stimulating job the stimulating compliments I get from people or whatever else is of this world and you realize when I made a commitment to not buy into this world's version of goodness I found goodness in me it's pretty beautiful but this world's going to tell you there's something wrong with you when you don't go with the the the the the trend because it wants to feed itself a couple of weeks ago I mentioned you know this concept of feeling conflicted
it's very simple how do we know when we're plugged into God there's something that happens guys I mean you feel a sense of Tranquility inspiration inner peace you feel Clarity lightness right there's not a lot of Darkness heaviness it's it's like wow you know I feel joyous I feel exciting not excitation but I feel just joyous there's ways to know when you're walking in the light of God and and we've had talks just on that concept walking in the light of God but then there's also ways to know when
your ego is in control obviously instead of feeling inspired you would feel dispirited depressed I'm not saying clinical depression you should judge yourself and goes oh that's me I guess I'm evil no I'm not saying that I'm just saying that that there's a heaviness when we know our ego has been in control you feel discontent you lots of sadness grief hopelessness despair but one of the surest ways of knowing that you're walking in the darkness of the ego one of the surest ways is to feel
something called inner conflict how often is that almost always almost every second of every day you can walk into a sacred service and go oh I'm going to sit there oh now somebody else sat there I wanted to sit there but energetically that was my spot now where am I going to say you're just in the state of evil right now when you sit down and go I don't know why she's wearing that collar she's a spring and she's you know she's wearing a fall color you're not at peace you're not in the light of God you're
you're conflicted you see almost always humans are almost always conflicted and not realizing it and this has happened since the first day of creation meaning human creation not our creation from the day we first started thinking that we're creating our own reality we created a universe and our own reality a three-dimensional mortal meaning a place of death world as soon as we created a limited Universe it seems unlimited everybody affirms it it's Unlimited No it isn't Stars can burn out yes but others are born everything in
this universe can come to an end and it will come to an end because it's part of the universe that we manifested hidden behind the one you think you see is the one God created that's where the infinite universe is that's where infinite power love joy peace is behind what you think you see you know what that means that means it's not a second alternate reality you go to some other universe and live in God or Heaven Buddha said it's right here but you have to lift the veils to see it well okay
how do I lift the veils forgiveness well I I I'm very forgiving and I still don't feel bliss all the time forgive that you don't feel Bliss see even the things you don't realize you have to forget forgive it all okay well how often I Think Jesus answered that when they said how often should we forgive somebody and he gives them an equation that some people actually try to analyze and think it means 10 times or whatever it happens to be that they figure out no he he was giving you an example 70 times 70 or you
know it's like he's saying 7 trillion Infinity never stop forgiving when you're done forgiving when you're really done you'll know because you will all of a sudden only know the presence of God until then you might as well assume you're not there yet oh no I feel there I only shop at organic stores and you know I uh you know my partner and I chant every time we make love and you know whatever it sounds really sweet but don't think that that means you're there you're still aging you will still die
because you're still part of the Mortal limited Universe you will still reincarnate what about ascended masters yes that's right they're an exception you know what they did they broke out of the 3D cycle of life that Buddha describes this this cycle of life which is really a cycle of death but this cycle you'll break out of that and you'll be an ascended Master One Day potentially let's say if you really play your cards right now you're an ascended Master they're still here they're they're not gone in heaven just
complete Bliss trust me they're just a bridge now between the absolute of God and human dysfunctionality all they did was move to the other side and decide to stay instead of coming back although some of them choose to come back once in a while they just they're a bridge they're going funniest thing happened on my way to the Ascension today um I saw through the game and you still being humans I would like to help you now they'll say this and you'll hear words in your ear just out of the blue
you're sitting there mowing your lawn Saint-Germain you're like what what you know and it's because those beings sometimes they're archangels sometimes they're scented Masters or they leave their calling card roses you know that's Mother Mary honestly these ascended masters will speak into your heart into your Consciousness to help you along because they saw how this all works Jesus is not only an ascended Master but he's the master of Masters because he didn't just wake up on the human plane
he didn't just become an awakened human an ascended master of beings he became Universal Awakening not just planet Earth Awakening or some other planet he awakened to the point of complete divinity and yet stands in such a state of perfect love for his brothers and sisters still stands as a bridge between God and us when he said nobody reaches you know the father or heaven but through me you know Christians made that into a stamp of superiority it means that our religion is better than your religion which is not what he would have said
because he doesn't mean Jesus the guy no one gets to the father or to heaven but through me he didn't mean me he doesn't identify with himself as a body right no a Consciousness who's he talking about Christ that's not even a he no one reaches heaven but through Christ Consciousness is what he was really saying and you and it's true why because you have to have to accept Jesus as your personal savior oh no no no no you have to accept your identity as Christ that is your personal savior your true identity is your way home
and you can't get to the father you can't get to God you can't get to heaven but through your Awakening of the Christ and it's valuable to use the one person who first reached it and now shows us the way home you might say well I don't really believe in Jesus I just love you know Saint Germain or kutumi and you know that might be your thing for now but trust me you're going to find that the worship of a an ascended human being one day you'll realize doesn't compare to the honoring of your complete
divinity you're still actually pushing your way your divinity when you want to worship just an awakened human an ascended master your deceased grandmother or whatever else you think is the coolest thing you've ever met oh Gandhi you know that doesn't that's nothing compared to your complete Divinity so we're all getting to that place and and we have to understand that that everything we're from the beginning of time we think we separated immediately we became conflicted first be I'm feeling conflicted because now
I'm trying to separate from God and I feel complicated about that if I feel conflicted there as above So Below as soon as I started feeling conflicted about separating from God I started feeling conflicted in my inner being now I start to feel conflicted about my Shame about separating I feel conflicted about feeling conflicted then I manifested as a human being a body here I am now I feel conflicted between my spiritual self my human self my emotional self my physical self my intellectual and my emotional self
my masculine my feminine my right brain my left brain they can't even get along or they're both in my head my right and left brain it's like you know I want to know some details what are you all uptight about man you know just let go you know someone says you know how you doing today well I had a really rough day at work at 12 o'clock this happened at one o'clock this happened the masculine side and then you asked the feminine side how are you how was your day very mauve what do you mean mob give me an answer I
don't have one that you want apparently nothing I say you know is enough for you well if you just give me ABC but pink blue right it's like dude and and these are both in my head if you could actually make a cartoon of that it's just like it's strange like it's just straight this one's firing bullets at this one that's going can't get me can't get me can't get you know thank you these are both happening in my head how can humans be at peace when they're so at War now the thing is you don't have to fix
all your inner conflict heal your relationship with God and those conflicts will go away because their only manifestations of your inner conflict with God Stress Management was one of the questions stress is inner conflict how do you feel stress unless you have conflict how do you feel anxiety unless there's some conflict going on oh I just had a hard time sleeping oh that's because you were at such a level of peace and tranquility no you were conflicted now a Buddhist technique you wake up and you just write
all that garbage down because once you anchor it out of your body it decompresses it for the time then you'll probably sleep a bit better that doesn't mean just write it down and then ignore it when you wake up it's probably worth waking up at some point in the day going wow that stuff I wrote it really shows when you interpret a dream you use pronouns you don't say I was doing X Y and Z you say someone's feeling feeling what what was happening in the dream and how did you feel when you woke
up someone's feeling anxious you see that's how you work dreams you get away from the details because dreams are right brain not left brain so you don't want to try left brain analysis of Dreams which is a funny thing they do dream analysis oh that's like crazy because the the whole language of the dream is like no we're abstract we're fourth dimensional dialogue it's not going to work but this is humans you know so those first two levels of inner conflict the one with God and then
feeling the separation and so on that inner conflict will manifest as every external form of conflict whether it's stress as one of you is saying or whether it's you know honestly guys should I or shouldn't I do chemo for my cancer these are the kinds of things I hear all the time are we allowed to be angry or is that like not spiritual can I be sensual and spiritual is that allowed you know should I promote a certain music group or or a spiritual teacher but then there's some rumors about them
you see so now what it's doing is no no no no no and then you have nothing left eventually if you sat and let the one doubter inside when every conversation you've got nothing left which is obviously not of God that's you know that's the ego what does God want me to do I wish I knew what God wanted me to do right now what do I want to have for dinner you know people actually sit there and have this conversation what am I going to eat well I would really love that oh but oh it goes right to my hips where
did that other voice Come From You Don't Have Hips you're a hologram eat the damn thing and have fun for a change oh you know yeah thank you which diet should I do well I was going to do this and then somebody said they've read in Prevention magazine and it never ends you know what that is not peace not peace do what you want to do I'm not telling you which thing to do I'm saying to you when a baby feels hungry it doesn't go well but I'm not sure it winds it gets fed it doesn't go how
much fat content in this milk it just drinks it just drinks it's like is it doubting itself well I'm gonna start crying for milk because I might be hungry soon it just like oh my God you know is it okay to be attractive I don't know you know because the ego on and on there's people that even say I you know I heard forgiveness isn't good because that will enable the behavior that could just send a message to that person that it's okay really why don't you forgive and tell the person incidentally that's still not
okay see don't don't let the ego shoot you down to where you do nothing and that's another ego Ploy doubting everything so that you do nothing and if you do nothing you'll never wake up perfect that's what the ego is up to let's just keep dismantling every chance they have get them to believe in nothing that's dispiriting it it shoots you down every thought every hope uh on the famous one you know with people that do recovery I I've had a few people say to me and I think it's a funny line by the way yeah
I tried to go to a 12-step group but those people are so messed up they make me want to drink I think that's a kind of a humorous line well it is it's kind of funny you know how you people make me want to drink but in the group in the in the program that's an obvious one that you expect for people that are looking for ways to get away with drinking again so you just see through it okay just see through it see it for what it is the games the games of the Mind so you say you know what honestly there's
only one answer but the ego creates Conflict by creating two answers two or more to every option which job do you want it's never just there it is the baby just hungry food done it's there's this job but I don't know you know and they don't have retirement benefits like I would like trust me the government's going to eat those up anyway they're not going to be there when you retire I mean like in other words don't go into all that stuff when I was a kid I mean I was offered jobs
you know my family and they had some some means of knowing people and we're gonna get you know we can get you this job and as a kid when you're like 18 and they tell you this is like what 40 years ago uh 40 plus years ago you know a dollar was worth you know a different amount than today so back then to make 20 bucks an hour is like 8 000 an hour today so it was big thing for them to say Michael we have this job you can do and I went that would make me miserable and so I took a job as an assistant school teacher for like I think it was
three something an hour struggled wasn't easy you know why it wasn't easy and I can go into conspiracies about because people that really do service jobs don't get paid as much but you know what because our and my belief systems were that when you do something you love you don't get paid as well I had to get over that I had to say that's not true and start gradually creating a new not income a new consciousness there was no such thing when I graduated from school 40 years ago there was there was nothing that said
a spiritual teacher oh well that looks like a good job maybe I could get paid being a spiritual there was no such thing there were like two spiritual books out at the time you know and and those authors weren't on tour there was no place to tour there were only some new thought churches and if you didn't teach their curriculum they weren't that interested it you know rarely yes but most of the time no right this world it's a funny thing man so I followed my Bliss as best I could and it opened other doors and opened up I
had to create this career called spiritual teacher I didn't do it alone there's other people that did this but 40 years ago I was a little bit more alone in this after 10 years there was a few more people a few other colleagues that you know out there teaching but the thing of going on tour was unheard of and and I just kind of thought yeah I if I'm a teaching here I can't keep teaching the same people I gotta go somewhere else and I taught over there and then over there next thing I knew it's called touring
like a rock band suddenly I'm on tour you know Michael and your dad the Vegas years um so um so no I didn't actually ever do that but of Course in Miracles says you actually reject a good life and here's what happens your ego knows you want a better life but it's going to do everything it can to create misery or or conflict which will create misery so your ego wants you to be conflicted and one of the ways it does that is to give you all always multiple choices instead of one it doesn't know the Oneness of God so it doesn't know
Oneness of decision being decisive this is about learning how to have conviction instead of conflict conflict versus inner conviction which brings in her peace okay so the course explains your ego will actually not give you nothing but negatives like here's an obvious choice this door number one goodness peace prosperity door number two negatives that's how you think it would be but it doesn't work that way it says in the course that the ego will plant some positives so that you don't become entirely turned off by any one
choice because listen it's not about the choice it's about you being conflicted between choices do I stay or do I go well my culture says you stay married until death do your part then die now why not I don't mean mortally I mean die of your opinions and if your parents say no our family we don't believe in that our religion we don't believe in that Stay America tell them to marry the guy free at last free not just married on your car free at last free at last thank God Almighty we are free at last little
count as you drive down you know just look crazy it's okay you know have rainbow colored hair right just like and glitter on your face you know it's okay the world is crazy trying to tell you you're crazy but why would you take the opinion and advice of a crazy world that you're messed up that makes no sense that's that's crazy but yet when I'm waking up do I have validation is there any yes God you are my beloved child in whom I am well pleased is that enough no I still need my mother's support
you're that's called dysfunction that's called codependence and you're welcome to do that it's called living in Hell Phil go for it why did why the Bible the Bible's talking about you know and and certain religions you're going to go to hell and you're going to be in hell for the you know eternity you know what that means the reason they can say that is because when you're conflicted you are in hell so because you're living every day every year with conflict you're already burning in
Eternal damnation but they're not telling you and it's up to you to go no I think I'll let me check let me muscle test it yeah I think I'm done with that today just you know constant conflict what's the opposite inner peace how do I find inner peace who am I not what you want me to be and you're telling me to go to this job and that no who Am I who am I when I took that job for three bucks something an hour I swear to God every day if not every day it was almost every day that I went to
work where I was paid next to nothing I was happy and it taught me you know be happy but there was nobody standing around me going nice job man you know we can tell you're broke but you're happy that's the way to go nobody told me that and you know what that caused inside of me inner conflict but this feels so right but everybody's telling me it's wrong inner conflict they're wrong for pushing the inner conflict on you but you're wrong for believing them I had to decide no mas get behind me Satan
So when you say you know what I've got cancer and I've decided to do chemo and all your organic granola Friends start going oh that's just poisoning in the body just say get behind me Satan this is what's right for me or if you say I'm not doing chemo and you got your traditional family members oh honey what's wrong with you you must be in a cult because you know they said I read an article somewhere that if people don't do chemo it's because they're crazy hippie cult members
just say get behind me Satan which I think would be fun to actually say but but you might not actually use those words you might instead say well I know what's right for me and I would appreciate your support and if you don't feel like you can support that you be true for you Mom Dad be true to yourselves elsewhere not in on my phone not in my head not in front of my kids see boundaries one of the ways to defeat inner conflict is know who you are and then set healthy boundaries accordingly that's it
what's right for you it's you know be true to yourself you could say it in another way but I don't say to thine own self be true I say to thine own Divine self be true not to thine own ego self that doesn't help us out to thine own self be true you're you're going to feel conflicted inside you're gonna how what does it look like you feel unsettled you feel a lack of peace you feel conflict you you uncertainty that's how you know you're feeling conflict those kinds of things
are going on a lack of peace but also indecisive you know where the the the inner Libra has just gone wild maybe maybe not I don't know the warring twins of the Gemini I mean I'm just using astrological fun but there you got it it's just torn constantly torn now what I personally do sometimes when I feel conflicted is I'm just going to kick open the closest door you know instead of I don't know I don't know you know what hey guess what universe God self I'm just gonna go through a door
because I know what's going to happen if they don't want me to go through the door it'll be locked see I'm gonna do something they know me they know me I mean they do they're like oh you know and the ego's like I'm trying to get him to be conflicted but he's always kicking down doors you know no I'm gonna do something if there's if there's doubts and questions about relations or you know whatever it happens to be I'm I just I just go somewhere I just move feel inspiration focus and go
now I'm not saying that always ends up the right door but here's the really important key about a concept uh talk about conflict we are trained to think that you're on the you know Let's Make a Deal which door is the right door this is what happens and you know what some people don't make decisions why because they're afraid of what the wrong door so you just sit there going you know I don't know which door and so I don't want to make the wrong decision which sounds like a very
spiritual thing you know you know what just kick one of them open and go no that's not the one I want and go to the other one do something but no the ego wants you immobilized immobilized means Frozen Frozen means you're in hell it wants you immobilize no check this out we think one of them's the right door and I'm saying to you no both are the right door both are the wrong door depending on what mind you're wearing when you walk through it hear that this is going to be a little weirder to try to hear because you know
logically Michael's going to eventually tell us how to pick the right door no no I would practice if I were you getting clear guidance and the guidance to the one door not the two doors that you're choosing between what is the one that most resonates with who I believe I am you know it's you're going to buy a house well I'm torn between these different places um this one is cheaper but the insurance is really high because it's a high murder neighborhood but it's cheaper I could save all kinds of money yeah as
you duck you know every few seconds or do I spend more this doesn't mean I'm justifying spending more but I'm saying I can spend a little more but when I walk down the street of that neighborhood see the one time I was on tour and I called my kids and I said hi guys I was always on tour you know and I'm like hey guys I'm gonna get a house so um pick pick look at the internet and pick me three so when I get home I'll have a few days only to find to choose one so they picked three I got home they
showed me the papers I said that one's no I was down to two went and looked at them it's very simple this is how I do things I I walked into the one I knew this is it every house I've ever bought the Realtors are like well you have to see about 15 houses no I'll know immediately I'll usually see the one I want first that's how it works for me right and so I walked into this place and I'm like and they're talking and the Realtors are talking as though and I pretend I'm listening but but I'm already I already
know but I'm just going through the motions oh really oh you know and then the water and then the bounces per inch of water pressure I don't care because I'm gonna put a jet pump on it anyway so I have shower water so boom you know so I walk in I saw the you know the in the backyard way down you know in the pasture there's this Forest and I walked down there followed the path down into the woods stood in this one clearing with all the trees it was fall colors of the trees were all there and I just stood and all of a sudden
and all these leaves started circling up above me you know up up in the sky here all these trees all their leaves and I to me it's just funny like yes I know you know and then and then I just walked back this is the one well yeah but what what but what you haven't seen the other one I don't need to this is the one almost every realtor I've ever dealt with thinks I'm just nuts because I'm not doing things the conventional way I just know this is it and it's it's always worked but but
that's not the human way another thing the human thing will do is even if you pick a house you're gonna sleep in that one wondering what the other one would have been like because you're not allowed to feel peace you date this person you marry them and you wonder if you'd have been better off marrying the other one that wanted to marry you never to be at peace right to to just the band Queen who ended up for a few years being the number one selling band of all time like their income was the highest for a few years of all time
and they had an interesting philosophy because they were like well you know what happens for us is we get an idea and we do it we never have plan B we just fully do what we felt guided to do it works or it doesn't work we don't care because the fact that you did it means it already worked and it seemed to work for them it doesn't mean carelessly do this I'm saying there's a way to just know and you got to know who you are if you don't know who you are you don't know which door to choose
you won't know whether you want the one house with the flower in front the flower bed in front see those things sell me I go into a house and then they talk talk and I'm like wait but it's green what do you mean but the house is green I Gotta Have It you know I'm like this little bit right brain sometimes I'm like oh my God a purple car I gotta have that you know colors and feelings speak to me rather than linear details so I'm odd that way but I I'm it works for me so how do you get to a place
either door I'm telling you is good or evil it's not one good one one bad one your ego will tell you that so that you never feel peace with either door what you have to do is God be with me while I make this decision God guide me I am your holy son daughter deserving of your guidance show me what you'd have me do now even if God's going door number one number one and angels are like one go door number you know and then you turn on the radio One is the Loneliest you know every kind of synchronicity one one one one I've
got to have the second one I just I'm so curious the second one looks so sexy somehow and you go with two I'm telling you when you forgive yourself for choosing door number two it becomes better than door number one your state of mind will determine because you can walk into door number one and even if you're a little happy about it that's as happy as you'll get you'll just get the good that you thought you would find there but you'll also find the lessons that you didn't think you'd find there
my job is to get into a holy State of Mind and know that whichever door I walk through even if I go oops I guess that wasn't the best investment somebody said you know you ought to put a thousand dollars into this thing and it tanked the next day foreign yeah I feel shame I feel lack fear you know because I lost my thousand dollars forgiving yourself is going to give you ten thousand when your head starts to say well maybe that was the right stop talking just tell it you know you're never right just shut up you're not worth listening to
God be with me you know Soldier man stand up there and say Onward Christian Soldiers man just let's go baby right go Alexander the Great man marching against odds 10 times his number of troops and they're like dude I'm paraphrasing but they're like that's not ancient Greek or Macedonian but they're like they're like dude not only are we outnumbered by several they've got the hill we would be marching up against a true you know an army that's ten times our size and Uphill nobody would do that he
goes exactly think of the fun we could have doing what nobody else would do and and even the Bible describes him as invincible the Bible didn't curse him the Bible described him as this Liberator because he went into Jerusalem and liberated them from the the tyrannical forces at the time he went into other countries and he unified them all which people don't realize because the brain doesn't allow that with conquerors if they're bad people he conquered he conquered what he believed was hurtful stuff and started unifying
people he freed concubines and said that if they had children from soldiers those children were allowed to have an identity instead of being bastard children you follow liberating everything he was thinking was a you know for the most part was about how can we improve how can we liberate make prosperous everybody soldiers that say I'm tired I want to go home here's some money hand of money don't don't say well how dare you you get nothing which is what tyrants would do free them free Freedom man free but this
is us inside you've got to access that inner King David that inner Christ that inner Alexander whatever you perceive to be a liberator you have to say enough oh my god I've heard your opinions forever and they don't bring me peace to people outside yes but more importantly to the voices inside I mean they go on and on oh my God the the battle that you know torn you know uh um my certain organs are starting to get dehydrated and other organs are saying don't you dare take moisture from us I mean even my organs are fighting my
glands are fighting that's not the harmony of holistic health you know how do I bring peace and Harmony when you do yoga it's it's not about how many asanas you memorized it's that when I move to the right I feel free when I move to the left I'm stuck just like a chiropractor palpating and finding certain vertebra locked in what do you want to do free them free them up the yoga is not about look at me you know I this awesome I look so good you know it's I move and I'm stuck the point of the yoga is not to just
unstick yoga means to yoke yourself to God so when I do the Asana I'm finding where I am not freely Experiencing God and you hang out with that position for a moment then you back off and you move into it and you notice you move further see I'm that's a that's a visceral tangible somatic version of Awakening no parts in me need to be locked up no organs need to be taking you know hydration from other organs peace peace peace you know you're the presence of God look at your kingdom and say hey
peace be still and know I am God and the organs will be like oh sorry you know they you know all right you can have some moisture from you okay and everybody starts getting along if you're conflicted your organs are conflicted if you're conflicted your glands are conflicted if your glands are conflicted by the way your Shockers are conflicted and now you're in major Danger you've got chakras that are like oh just completely open and you go into some dark scenario surrounded by some really evil angry people and you're like just
sucking in all that Vibe your chakras are supposed to organically go not today but you're like this one's wide open and then the one you want to be open is shut down oh my God just conflict conflict conflict no not today how can I know the peace of God there are some simple uh Solutions I would recommend practicing forgiveness meaning any moment of any day that something arise just peace to you my beloved peace peace to you the memory I get it yes that happened and forgiveness and I extend peace to you
I don't pretend it didn't happen just peace peace release everything release all the the reasons you know to be so conflicted pray but you know what you should pray for peace someone called you know this weekend was saying you know what I want Michael I just want clarity or many of us have said the same thing I wish I had Clarity on this or I just want to understand why you left listen to this I just want to understand why he left me I want to understand why she doesn't love me or whatever right why
did my child die I want to understand listen understanding and you thinking getting Clarity is good it's your ego trying to control things I insist on knowing what's happening and why why you gonna fix it you the little Tyrant that messed this up no what you want is peace peace will give you understanding understanding will not necessarily bring you peace many people have said I just want to know why okay here's why are you at peace now no I want to know why I want there there was a I remember this um
Edgar Casey was capable of so many things but one time a family went to him and said we want to know whether our child our son was murdered or was it an accident as it was reported and um Casey said you should be asking for peace and we logically will know Justice see left brain Justice ego insistence detail what I want to know so Casey said then speak to him and he let the soul of their child come through and they said did this happen we want to know give us the details and he said even though he was in fact murdered he
said it's not going to bring you peace to know who it was mom dad let it go what do you do with that you know spiritually I know that's right egotistically I want what I want I want to know who it was what time how I can get revenge how we can get them arrested you know you want details I'm not saying you're bad for it but that's not God it will not bring you peace so ask yourself when you say you want this and that and the other will it bring you peace that's a good criteria to use pray for
peace pray to see everything through God's eyes instead of well I want to know why they left me try praying to see them through God's eyes well then will I know why they left you know still still trying to control it I'm not saying this is easy but it's beautiful this isn't the easy option but it's the beautiful option it's so surreal when you stop for a minute and say I know nothing I think what I want is this what I really want is the peace of God when you ask for Prosperity if you had
God pray God's presence how do you how would you not have prosperity you could say okay it's tax time let's go fishing we'll find some gold coins in the fish that would manifest out of thin air you would manifest silver coins I mean it could happen this is this is an illusion it's a hologram how could you not interject a gold coin into a hologram it's just a video game you just have to own that you're the designer of the game you are I mean so when people make video games they're allowed to do that they're
the the what do they call those guys the uh programmers so they just programmed gold coins out of thin air and they can do that they own the program right and it's the same with us but we refuse to own that we are the creators of our own reality because if we're victims we can stay in this longer and the ego has convinced us that's the better way to go at least you know what pain is so you're familiar if you surrender to God's ideas you don't know what that's going to look like this is the ego having a
conversation with us stay with the familiar and I would just go now you know no I'll just kick this door open and whatever happens happens God be with me and the Very idea of God be with me means God's going to be with you so you walk through there man you you pre and not just pray to see as God sees pray to feel as God feels right now oh my God I'm anxious and conflicted but wait I actually have the power of free will I have the power of prayer given to me God there's another way of looking at this I
could be feeling peace instead of this let me feel peace show me let me feel peace something surreal one minute I'm all conflicted I'm all bound up and then all of a sudden you're done and it could be instantaneous it could be three minutes later could be the next day but it will be surreal for no reason whatsoever you're gonna feel better this this doesn't seem right I mean a loved one passed away and I'm like feeling great no you're supposed I miss them and I'll always miss them and I'll
never be the same I'll probably never be happy again exactly that's what they want you to do when you go free at last I'm free didn't you love them yes yes yes totally and they died and I mourn the loss and now I'm born again right people thought King David was nuts when his son died he was in mourning while he was sick and while he was dying and so on he was in mourning and God you know God you know God's come on God you know healing he was doing what a human father would do but the kid died
so he's like kicks the doors doors open hey everybody servants everybody friends let's have a feast they're like one minute the guy's like oh my son you know and the next minute he's like baked bread give me lots of butter and baked bread you know fresh baked bread that's what I would have asked for anyway so and honey anyway right so think about that he looks insane to who the ego that wants you always in the Tomb instead of Resurrected so people just the over analyzing the baby says I'm hungry it just
it cries out and that's what it gets know what you want and just let's go there but what you should want is first a god feeling not a thing I'm not wronging the thing first I said not instead of ask for the feeling of God ask to feel God's presence chemo no chemo the peace of God first and the answer will come to you there will not be conflicting stories and if there are say get behind me one answer is all I'm looking for God what would you have me do today and not do today when Jesus was talking to the rich man
master how can I enter the kingdom of heaven he didn't say well we have a few options you could do this whether he'd sell all you have that was annoying and then the guy goes into conflict he walks up to Jesus and says I want to go into God's kingdom today there's his one request as soon as Jesus says how to do it his mind started manifesting conflict but but my father worked hard to earn that money and he gave it to me I can't just give it away and besides what will I where will I go what will I
do you see conflict that's what we do even when you ask God what would you do here's the answer no no I gotta have door number two three four five and eight why because you just can't be at peace you just can't allow yourself to be at peace there isn't there really aren't choices there's just one which is what most resonates with God within you and that's the one to pursue for a while it might seem like you're not being paid well but you you can't pursue God as a feeling and it not go
well when he's with the criminals on the cross you know one of them's bad mouthing and whatever and Jesus is just you know and the other guys you know hey you know what I see you I know who you are you're for real you know and Jesus just you will be with me in Paradise right that's just how cool is that you know like you're hanging on the cross you have spiked through all your limbs and you're being told today you will be with me imperative I'd have been like let's go you know do a little kneeling down let
the breath go let's go ahead and just end it sooner because this pain and suffering isn't God's will but that guy got it it's not about because the one guy says get us off the cross that's your ego saying bring back my partner or explain to me why they left the one wanted answers the other said acceptance I get it the one that keeps talking and asking is going to suffer here and Hereafter this one even while suffering is brought to complete peace how would you feel if you knew you were standing before a holy
being that said in about 60 seconds you're going to be in a state of complete Bliss and Oneness think about that would you be like well I don't know you know I've got children to think about you know it's like I mean that's cool so he's telling you how to do this you you we all have these two voices two on the cross and by the way they were also projections of Jesus they were still the ego trying to say distraction over here Jesus you know get yourself off the cross you don't have to be in pain do
you understand I'm saying that's a projection of his own I would like to not be in pain today but he keeps answering correctly the difference between Jesus that becomes the Christ and you that is becoming the Christ is he had better answers if we keep answering in Duality you're going to stay in suffering if you get the idea of how to answer in Oneness you will feel and experience Oneness he he had the same doubts he had the same fears why has Thou forsaken me is a statement of the human self going
me I mean my the ego how are you forsaken it's not his do you think Jesus actually goes wow I guess this was all a farce there is no God that's what it sounds like he's allowing the human self to cry out but he answered why have you forsaken me the body the ego self God why are you not enabling my BS human self then he says ah I get it into your hands I Surrender my spirit he answered you see how he answered doubt and then surrender then he's able to say it is finished it's accomplished he says on the cross for this I was born
I got it all the way from birth to death I kept answering the questions of Duality with Singularity and Oneness of God and now I get to experience the results of that please take a few centering breaths setting aside all stuff of the world Duality stuff should I shouldn't I this that it's normal to have those thoughts you're not bad but they're miscreations they're not peace one of you asked about the guidance of the mother remember the mother says you are my holy Child in whom I am well pleased if that's true and I assure you
it is then start answering some of your questions believing if you are her holy Child in whom she is well pleased what do you think she would want for you and then start choosing accordingly one of you asked about Divine masculine thank you what's that but another polarity a duality yes you go from being a human male female to a more Divine masculine male female but are we ready to move Beyond even that to becoming Oneness no gender even spiritual name gender gone [Music] [Music]
for a minute make believe that you don't have any duality just pretend please make believe that you don't have any two things to choose two or more just for a moment what if [Music] in this very second God waves its hand and you now know not guess not wish you know what's right for you you don't have to go and act on it if that's still scary but just for a moment let's play [Music] is it okay to be sensual and spiritual answer it is it okay to be happy answer that any areas of your life that you feel
conflicted you're dating someone you're deeply in love with but they cheat all the time what do you do stay or go wait there's no two answers if you're a holy being which answer is the only answer for you [Music] see yourself as you are but looking at your life and just hear follow your blood [Music] not your ego's perception of listen bless your absolute the tranquility and peace what does that look like [Music] walk towards it to thine own Divine self be true imagine making just one decision one decision currently going on in your
life one decision you're currently choosing or conflicted about and with it imagine the voices of the doubters family members Realtors who whomever doctors just for a moment to see that [Music] thank you it's okay just see it but then ask yourself if I'm different today and not yesterday's dualistic person if I'm different today and I am a holy Child of God how would I now handle other people's doubts and projections so visualize for a moment one decision-making process where you see your Center and you say no
to all else you don't want to be cruel to them you don't want to shame them how would you lovingly tactfully say no foreign [Music] of Jesus on the cross with two people one he says today you will be with me in Paradise why because the guy saw the truth the one truth not living and dying only life true eternal life [Music] foreign
[Music] and then just imagine what happened he died on the cross but he lived his body ascended his soul ascended out of that mortal part into higher Dimensions where he was greeted by Jesus who said I told you so thank you imagine just imagine that for a moment he said you will be with me in Paradise he lifts him to the higher realms picture a place we can imagine right now to be heaven [Music] and picture Jesus arriving with this person's soul at his side saying you enter I'm going to go back and do some other work
that Soul enters now make believe that God is sitting there in heaven and noticing Here Comes two more people eight more souls 15 Souls 103 so God's just noticing all of a sudden there's this Rush of souls coming into heaven where's this coming from what's going on Imagine This and imagine the angel saying these are all Souls that are coming in that were sitting in this room called the global Center for Christ consciousness they're freeing up all the not just them all the people they're releasing and
forgiving people from all around the world are suddenly sparking up into heaven what's going on there's a sudden Rush of beings those are the beings that these Global Center people are forgiving because if I am God's holy Child in whom God is well pleased so are all my former adversaries stop tell them all of them the ones telling you don't do this don't do that no we don't follow their advice but we say to them peace peace and be still and know the I am presence of God we don't go to heaven and send them to
hell we say to them if you would just watch me you'll see the peace I have and you'll long for it yourself [Music] the reason they're telling you no don't Duality guilt shame is because they know not what they do and if they don't know you're such a powerful being you do know on their behalf free them all let them go home [Music] peace peace peace peace [Music] today you will be with me in Paradise the Christ in US tells the soul in them
[Music] looking back on the Earth plane welcoming like Noah's Ark except it's a spiritual Ark called the kingdom of heaven and you're drawing two by two two of every animal two two by two people out there that we once judged and felt hurt by welcome them in welcome them in draw them and come home brothers and sisters those I loved those I didn't it doesn't matter now it's all love and If Ever I decide that a person is too challenging for me to forgive it's okay just not today not there yet
but do remember it means a part of you remains imprisoned on Earth with them may your love holy spirit of God may your Divine heart Divine mother shine upon us and give us these abilities let us be saviors to one another the Christ in me honors the Christ in you let's go home together two by two me and you Your Love surrounds us and guides Us in all things we no longer choose to see dominantly with two eyes of Duality but one eye and therefore we are filled with light the light of God the knowingness of God
we have all the understanding we need because we have the peace of God and so it is very gently quietly slowly gradually come forward you know just stretch a little take your time take your time reacclimate hope I covered as many of the topics you know as I could um as you wanted me to reacclimate and we're going to do our closing prayer in just a moment we'll take up our collection first please it's 11 11.
be as generous as you can be greatly appreciate it the donations you give they go in the purple bags that come around those are your love offerings so just be as generous as you can be however if you have the means and can do anything extra put it in the baskets the baskets are what we use to help people of lesser means and also towards special projects a few of which were completing now if it works for you to do so try to remember when you leave the center or the program if you're online somewhere in the world try to remember take an
extra dollar five dollars tend to whatever you afford and give it to somebody only do what you can afford energetically emotionally financially but give something to somebody today you know shine a smile even just a smile bring something out there not just in this room do what you can okay do what you can to bring the light of God to all places let people know they have value that will bring them home more than all the preaching you can do at them more than all the memorized chapters and verses of the Bible of Course in
Miracles for that matter show people they have value and you're living the Christ life okay our prosperity prayer please together Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you can anyone share what they learned or heard today that made the most sense that would be helpful in your life or in the lives of other people around you including the meditation what did you learn or gain from any of this yes yeah it's a big one huh it's not a wrong
door but you have a wrong mind you could go through the right door with the wrong mind and you'll corrupt the right door into the wrong door cool huh anyone else what's that everything everything is worthy the Forgiveness anything you exclude from forgiveness becomes an anchor that keeps you here incarnating and whatever else yes tremendous experience where I was uh deeply in love with someone I would love me love me love me and then cut cut gosh gosh gosh love love love so I came to a place where I lost my connection with
myself I felt like my nerd I was my nervous system was completely dysregulated wow hearing you everything you said today was extremely speaking right to my heart because as I could move forward to forgive him because he knows not what he does uh part of me has been spinning in my head that the therapist also cut put me in the wrong song wow she also added so if we can just I want to maintain this but like how can I support her work when she could put me in danger of therapeutic injuries but right if I apply this to the teachings that you're
you know just God give me peace give me peace so that I can stop replaying that she hurt me and probably not karmically injured myself again right but um see your your session with your counselor and I'm repeating it for the people online in my own way the the person the counseling that that was doomed already you were already hurt okay hoping that they would give you Clarity but you're already hurt that's the frequency that she picks up and mirrors it back to you so she adds to the hurt you triggered something in her however
that she didn't see she needs healing too now to to say just pretend I'm not saying you're doing this they were wrong my counselor hurt me because they didn't properly counsel me through a loss that I experienced which is factual but they also are mirroring that you're already hurt so what I need to do is I need to find peace will they help me do that not likely because they're probably triggered in their own stuff right now so I might say to them from a peaceful place listen um I start positives your great
counselor you helped me with this and this this however I just noticed that I'm going through a really dark period about some experience what I heard you say actually made me wrong and bad for that I would really appreciated light instead of darkness and and just in a tactful way mirror to them now they're either going to say wrong wrong wrong bad bad to you and then you'll know you were dead on or it'll turn around because you're wishing them to feel peace just as you do and they will go oh my God you're
right we don't need them to tell you you're right we already know you're right when you come from a place of intention of peace but you put it out there and you might be able to bring her in and walk together to peace if they refuse and say how dare you you know I'm the counselor I know best you know where that's coming from I would tell them if that's what you want to do is share with me that you know any insights and apologies I'm here any excuses and defenses I'm not interested
because I already give you to God that's what I would do now I would do the same more or less in Insight not verbally with the ex-partner um that was an old messed up you that was in that relationship that's not the girl that I want tomorrow that's the one that was yesterday where would you like to go now and in a sense for any of us we can say to X's even parents you know and so on even past life memories you were part of my life somehow perfectly when I was crazy but today I'm saying and you no longer
resonate I'm not saying you tell people this it's you just realize it's not good guy bad guy they're all a mirror of my state of mind does that mean you had a bad State of Mind no it mean you had an Old State of Mind and it's not you anymore there's no way you could be sitting here hearing this and having friends that are supporting the new you that see the pain that might have been there and so on if you were still wanting to be in the painful self so you're changing and to be honest
if you were in that relationship today and go through the changes you're going through they wouldn't have been there tomorrow anyway you can't usually carry an Old State of Consciousness into a new state of consciousness that's Jesus calls that pouring fresh wine into old wineskins the old wineskins are they're going to burst they can't take it there are times when you just recognize and and it'll take a while because you're in the state of hurt shock dismay whatever it is there's a point where you'll realize
this this was so evident this was over long before the ending you were already going into a healthier place and there's no way they could have made that transition you see it would have been impossible for them to make that transition okay um try to see it from that standpoint right now you might still do the human standpoint but I don't understand but I miss them it's that all the human things that's fine because that's still part of you that's still insane but there's a part of you that's willing
to let go of the insanity of clinging to pain clinging to unhealthy people and go God I totally see it all right sorry peace to you dear you're welcome yes one more yes yeah the imagery of the CR being on the cross that's us yeah right well said nice nice beautiful Insight yeah that's brilliant to see that when you're stuck in a yoga pose when you're stuck financially they're all the cross
and you're asking where am I stuck how why and releasing it even if you don't know the linear answers as to the how why just seeing that you're stuck give it to God and let it unwind let your financial limits unwind let your romantic limits unwind there's a new life waiting tomorrow called Ascension resurrection and Ascension which you can't do if you remain crucified or in the Tomb come out come out wherever you are before I let you go a couple of quick announcements um remember that we have our healing room
the yurt here where we have the crystal beds those are great men Marcel Vogel crystals that are cut a specific way to enhance energy the you know piezoelectric uh effects of crystals at their highest vibration and and the way they're cut just the perfect geometry so you have those with certain lights coming through and they're activating and clearing your spiritual centers your chakras it's fantastic stuff so you can book those anytime during the week or next week or next year whenever we have that here
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new bookstore in our bookstore a new indie excellent award-winning book it's one that we've had for a little while but it just won the Indie award it's called spiritual archetypes but it was originally released at 35 bucks and now it's only 20 something dollars so grab one of those while those last um spiritual archetypes but the last thing is um oh September 21st through 23rd is the Transcendence Retreat it's an immersive experiential Retreat held during the fall equinox so during that entire
Retreat presenters will offer indoor workshops for small groups with individualized one-on-one sessions um a one-on-one focus training as well as practicing visualization journeying astral travel and more so that's September 21st through 23rd so the last thing is last week I was talking about the daughters of heaven and people like wow and online they're like oh my God that's wonderful and and I just never got around to mentioning there's a book and a conference four weeks from today it's finally happening now the daughters
of Heaven conference for all these years that we've been on Earth we have had what's called light workers here and there which which includes angels can include ascended masters all people that are here trying to you know hold light to help people get home there's a new faction of light workers called the daughters of Heaven they are not just holding light to bring people home but choosing to be the light while here they are choosing to be the presence of the mother and there's a reason why this is being activated now
all too much to go into there's some talks about it you can go back and watch YouTube and Google Daughters of Heaven maybe it should come up like that but there's a book as well the daughters of Heaven Explains It All this is a a free-spirited kind of heart in US these are people who feel not just interest in spirituality that's cool that's light workers interest in spirituality these are people that are dedicated to their spiritual path these are people and I don't mean any kind of group dedication
religious kind of thing I just mean people that feel some uniquely strong connection to Jesus or to Christ and or to the Divine mother or to the holy spirit it's not generic like light work can sometimes be it's more specific about Christ Consciousness but also I want to say the love of the mother the daughters of Heaven are here to be the presence of the mother on Earth they're not females the daughters means the souls so we could call it Souls Of Heaven instead of daughters of heaven but I like daughters better
okay so we appreciate it you know on that if you are interested um the um you you can still attend and you can attend online the daughters of Heaven you can attend online okay or in person here there's a couple dozen spots left to be able to sign up to be here in person but online of course there's an infinite amount of space um it's we're going to have vendors there we're going to have oh my God it's such a dance such a musical experience talks and music and Alan Cohen's doing a video presentation
exclusive for us so we're going to have this this just this weaving for two days Friday and Saturday and we're going to start off probably Thursday only for attendees we're going to go somewhere and do a baptism and then when the conference is done at the end we're going to do a spiritual wedding ceremony so we have all kinds of cool things that are going to be part of this Movement Dance Sound song Oh my God it's that's it's just there's so much too much to be able to explain it all
but hopefully you can feel the Bliss all right please stand for our closing prayer how do you feel good good can you take this to the world how did you do with the meditation what did you think about the idea of all these Souls flooding in and God going what's going on it's those people it's the work they're doing what do you think of that if you can imagine it it is so what do you think of that does it feel good to to surprise God by bringing some of his children home nice yeah should ah there is but the light of God
and we stand in our Holiness that God created us to be and in this Holiness there is power intense power two or more right now gathered together with one intention pure Soul light and to all the world the peace that I am I extend to you to the people in Maui the peace that God is and I am you are whether you've transitioned forget the pain feel the presence of God come home let's go home together just visualize all these little Sparks throughout the island just jumping up to the heavens leaving that stuff behind
the crazy world the crazy governmental world that added to some of this catastrophe even you peace to you and know the presence of God the way you're living will not bring you peace strange humans causing others pain and suffering it's not your control is not going to bring you anything good so we affirm in you the light of God come home drop all of those things all the darkness and come home one time everyone chant to the word home together in hell hole home it is the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us
the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all thank you thank you