We Are the Light of the World

yeah it just feels great I love our Sundays I love that we can all carry this energy with us through the week some of us don't even make it out the door without you know slipping out of the consciousness you know but it's our job to learn to tether to the light of God to tether to the truth of God to tether to peace and happiness and joy not just to go to a lecture somewhere and go my in my head you know my that was interesting and then go back to being the same remember every time we read something learn something meditate

some whatever anything we do doesn't matter if it's incense and gongs and whatever we do all that matters is that we're higher when we're done if it didn't happen something went wrong honestly you go to a talk somewhere and you leave and go I got nothing I'm no different something went wrong now it could be that you're not choosing something that'll pull you to a higher consciousness like help you raise and it can also be you hurt something great and you just chose not to listen but if I

were in that position which I'm always in we're always in this if I'm in that position I personally refuse to be the same after anything I do it's just something in me for some reason does that you know I can sit and watch some simple movie and go whoa and takes and make it something amazing you know some of us can do that but it's a choice we make some of us could be sitting and listening to the holiest of beings and get so in our head that we refuse to absorb it the key word is integration integration to take into

yourself that thing and if you're a master you'll read a bubble gum wrapper and still ascend you know you could read run spot run you know wait run spot run see spot run that's about me getting on the path and going yes wow I got it you know that somebody says are you a Christian I'm a spot run guy you know anyway and somebody asked earlier can you explain what is the light of God fairly simple but deep profound stuff what is God why do we say there's father mother God some people just call it

father and so on and so on God has no gender has no body nothing you know there's nothing like that at all it's it's impossible with human brains and minds and thought processes and patterns and programs to even remotely understand what God is but the closest you can come because we want to keep everything practical the closest we can come is simply a sublime feeling a peace and joy and I can explain peace joy happiness oneness love I could explain that to a ninety nine year old and I can explain

it to a nine year old that's that's how beautiful and simple God is if you start to say well oh my gosh you know and there's and God is this thing and then it creatively you know I mean I even when my oldest girl was a child 35 now she was probably five then and she said you know but but the famous question but but if God doesn't you know created all things what created God that's that's the brain trying to understand something the heart knows things the mind knows not of is this old saying so you can't

you can't figure out God you can only really let go and start to feel it that's why the person with the highest intellect on their deathbed could say I don't get it and in that moment of vulnerability their heart not their head their heart opens and all of a sudden they're feeling something nice well I don't know about God but starting to feel peaceful that's God and it's not something that comes to us like some light ray from a specific part of the universe and actually eventually

arrives like it came some spiritual FedEx some form you know I'm praying and hopefully God hears it does and that it hears what I want and sends it to me and that it arrives that you're thinking all linearly and time and distance really really prayer has variations highest level of prayer lowest level of prayer the lowest level of prayer we could say because today I'm wanting to talk about that light of God but when we're down at the lowest level of prayer first of all people that don't even believe there's a

God are still praying even if they're in the supermarket God you know these people frustrate me they're always in line they're always taking too long they always forget their wallet and so on that person's praying but their prayers are not very positive and they're not very happy and they're not very helpful but they're praying we're always always praying because thoughts are not neutral they're not idle the thoughts are always doing something so what kind of space am I in will determine my prayers my

prayers then start to determine my reality because in my thoughts subconsciously usually not consciously subconsciously you and I every minute are having a consciousness we're having consciousness and that word is kind of tricky because consciousness you can be seemingly like nothing in your dense of self and you're still a conscious being you know so you can't say not all consciousness is conscious all right but we're we're holding this consciousness of some kind some some level of consciousness some vibrational frequency

and people talk about vibration and frequency and so forth that's really cool really fancy neat but right vibrations your vibrational essence and all these cool New Age terms to me they mean nothing they're coming from my consciousness if I put a light on and put a screen a filter over the light red or blue or whatever it is the light looks blue that's all those things that when you talk about vibration look red light purple light what's important is the light behind the filter not the filter

so I've created look I've created blue and so people are walking around and they're they're looking saying I want to be purple and they put a purple filter over the light look at me and then they shine it on themselves you know I'm a purple or a person you know aren't I something it's it's it's that's great but what about the consciousness behind it and if you're not a purple and you want to be a purple you change your consciousness so people keep trying to change filters people keep trying to

blame people for the color of their vibration and that doesn't do it so how do I grow in consciousness you can't just be consciousness you choose to grow on the spiritual path and it's amazing because you grow and you learn and you grow and you learn and you heal stuff and you work on stuff and you bred rebirth this and breath work that and o'money padmi and boom-shaka-laka and on and on and on and grow grow grow grow and then one day oh you know clouds part the angels and you know wow and you

can you go wow I had it all the time we do all this stuff just to go I had it all the time I mean flip around YouTube and look at these bizarre humans the things they do it's the weirdest thing it to me it's the weirdest thing it's like it's funny imagine that you're an angel watching humans once in a while it's really kind of a freak show it's really really you know it's really odd and whatever works doesn't work tomorrow so you have to do a new weird thing yeah and all the all the gadget trees and all

the processes and all the techniques and somebody's out there you know trying to work work themselves to become better I'm gonna run because I want to be thinner because people tell me tell you what I'm not attractive whose weight I am NOT attractive unless I'm thinner you think you're I am cares what your body looks like the I am self no so I have to do this then why else do you do it well so I don't die you're gonna die anyway so relax you know yeah yeah relax and you'll live longer

stress kills so you know if there's a saying guys I don't know where I got this one but I wrote it one of my books if you're meant to be shot you'll never drown it was channeled I'm sure but meaning meaning putting it in the terms of Jesus statement who of you by worrying can add a single day to your life the key word there worrying who of you by your own manipulation and control can really add a single day to your life you're here live fully now don't live trying to fix yourself to become

different because now you're already not here now and I'm not talking about don't eat well but be well and then eat well not eat well to be well nothing you can do of this earth is going to make you a better soul the most it'll ever do is show you some things about yourself that you might want to work on eventually inside but it's all about inside so the light behind the filters is what's really most important your so-called oh I want to raise my vibration and somebody told me if I drink this it'll

raise my vibration people will sell you anything just love it's the light I am the light of God when I forget that's what I need to work on is remembering and that's why some of the things we do on the outside whether it's dietary or exercise or books or whatever we do those things are helpful only to remind us who we are it can't make you who you are you're already it it reminds us how to peel layers so what's the value of doing inner child work what's the value of that's in the past so it doesn't do

any good it's an illusion no no no because while I am where I am at any given moment I believe so far that there's a past that past seems to have an effect on me therefore it's effective helpful for me to work on that stuff after I do all this work on myself one day I will laugh and say what was I thinking that was bizarre just had the weirdest dream I dreamt that I was in a body and the other beings on the other side are gonna wet a body and it's kind of weird I can't I can't explain it but it's this

thing you having to get older what's older I I don't know it's this thing where you start to look older and your body aches more what's an ache on the other side these angels these light beams they don't know any of that you can't see in you and so you have to have your Wheaties then you're a spiritual person it's they're not gonna get it what's a wheaty you know it doesn't this language doesn't translate well to the other side this is the pain language this is the limitation consciousness

here this is a limitation language Jesus calls our language our conversations and so on twice set apart from reality because you already think you're separate then you try to describe it it's the consciousness we have to get back to not the doings but the beings doesn't mean don't do but just recognize first of all try to come from the highest place you can when you do those things do them differently if you want to go to the gym go to the gym but don't go to fix yourself go because you love

yourself and it feels good to do those things eat foods that feel right and and you know just it just resonates with you this you know if you go and eat and drink things you hate so that you can live an extra day I don't know if I'd want to live the extra day eating things I hate dislike saying man there's a drag being here you know it doesn't make sense so get into who you are and then come from that place and all things you do and you will still work on addictions you'll still work on relationships

you'll still have a diet and so on that we deal with but it starts to come from a more relaxed place this thing we call God you can't describe it as well let's see God would be a healthy being no there's no thing as unhealthy in God so there's no healthy there's no body to be healthy God would be rich no there's no money on the other side there's no thing that we can really easily attach to God and understand God but what we can do is a feeling so what feeling is God any you

want it to be peace happiness joy and that's great the ultimate if you were to have to say that there's a God a father mother God do you know this so-called dualism that doesn't exist in God but if you do try to understand God and you get what I'm saying there is no gender and all that but we're gonna play the game anyway and use languaging so that our human self has something it can relate to the father aspect of God is called bliss and it's just since there as bliss well I want God to be something to stop

father bliss the mother aspect of God is love so when bliss sees its child us we are not bliss not love we are but we also have our own name light we are the light of God so God says let there be light that's the day we were created and then the father which is bliss says to love guess what our children the light of God they've gone dim something went happened you know it went with a little weird that they forgot who they are and they decided to wrap something around their light and pretend that they're

dark the mother says I got it covered I'm love so I'm gonna go anywhere they are I'm gonna be in them first of all and I'm gonna also be anywhere around them in them threw them up and down left and right I'm gonna be everywhere they can be I'm gonna be the universal womb and I'm going to be their reflection of themselves and how they're doing on any given day so the love of God is the active principle of God the love of God is what comes in here and becomes the word mother is the same as the word

matter so the matter material universe is the mother it's the universe of the mother reflecting to us how we're doing now we think we're here forgetting that she's around us no no no I'm on my own for sure and I'm working to become a more spiritual person or not some people don't some people like I don't care I don't believe in that stuff it doesn't matter because we're always praying so even people that don't believe when they drop something on their foot out that pain is a prayer and

it says I'm in pain you're gonna be in pain you're in a universe pretending that you're not here you're in a universe that thinks it's the one that you want it to be and it isn't there's a saying in A Course in Miracles I'm upset because I'm seeing something that's not there what he's saying in that workbook lesson is the reason people get tense and upset and reactive and fearful every day is because on a deep level we know this place isn't really here it's a hologram

and we've made ourselves believe that it's real and that it has power over us and when we start to realize that it's very upsetting because it's mind-boggling if people you know you hear about the word responsibility guys there is only God there's bliss love and light the Trinity of God and we're the light it's not like we're all so now there's a fourth thing over here and we need to beg God to somehow save us we forgot who we are how it metaphorically we've wrapped this thing

this availa round the light bulb and we can't see now we're in darkness we think the darkness is the universe the blackness of the universe and we think we're better off if we can have a home it's like gee there's some parts I'm paraphrasing but in A Course in Miracles where Jesus says when you when you realize who you are you're gonna realize you have built a home that has never kept you protected cities that hold stores that have things you never really bought it's a whole thing's an illusion

you think you need clothes for what you don't even have a body so we're living here in this delusion and when we start to get it and many people who have started to get it panicked and became insane what we call insane lots of insane people were people that actually start at having an awakening and then panicked think about what I just said there they panicked because that's how messed up the world is you start to go I get it and then oh my god it can't be true and you you flip you trigger yourself and

you explode inside and you lose your mind your nervous system can't bear what just happened like this saying do not look upon the face of God because it'll destroy you that's kind of what I'm saying when you start to have a complete awakening like even a Kundalini rising when you start to have a complete awakening it sounds like whoo that's just so cool and now I'll get that purple aura for sure you know or whatever it is you're looking for people are gonna start seeing wings in my aura you know

whatever it sounds old fancy but if you have--if right now I snap my finger and everyone has instantaneous awareness complete oneness on this planet mind you a sense of oneness everything you do and think is gonna change there will be nobody home to report to you won't have to call anybody on Mother's Day or Father's Day you don't owe anybody anything nobody owes you anything we're one with each other there's no good guys or bad guys so now when people come and talk to you about the terrible

such-and-such in the world you you don't relate and if you don't relate if you go so far and not relating they're gonna lock you up because they're gonna say I think they've had a nervous breakdown why because they seem happy all the time you don't you don't have the same rules and you know it'll be some some of them are gonna be the people closest to you that are gonna throw you under the bus and say there's something wrong with you you're not doing things the way you used

to do them I know isn't it great no so people will snap people will have sometimes it goes too far for their nervous system these awakenings are not just always these mild you know gentle waves of peace and joy because we have an ego within us that doesn't want that at all so it's going to tense up as the Kundalini starts rising that doesn't work well tensing around an energetic rising it would be like turning on a major source of power or energy or water and then crimping the hose over time it's gonna where it's

going to break and that's like our nervous systems so you don't say well I'm a 110 wired here you know and then you start putting 220 through me it doesn't work it starts burning the wires and that happens in our nervous systems so I am the light of God that concept I am Jesus says I am the way the truth and the life but what he's saying isn't just himself exclusively what he's saying is I am is the I am God presence within me is the way it is the truth it is the life he wasn't saying and let's start a

religion that kills lots of people you know what he's saying is the I am within you the I am within me is the way and he even goes so far as to say and no one will reach the Father but through me and people went okay Jesus you know geez not the guy who lived 2,000 years ago what he's saying is the consciousness that I am is the only way home so you have to awaken the I am presence to be in touch with the I am of God it makes total sense when you use the body as a metaphor look how wide the torso is how narrow the neck the way is

for the few it means here's the human self when I want to remember God I have to recognize the way is narrow so as I grow in my chakras I'm a root chakra kind of person emotional chakra kind of person etc that's the me the human self if you want to connect with God you can't approach it with all this humaneness the width of a human you've got to get your act together narrow is the path few can make it partly what that means is why does the path of human is everybody's human they're all the

same they're all messed up you want to reach God narrow down the stuff you do everyday and get on the path hone in on the priorities proper priorities I have lots of stuff to worry about then you're not getting here the throat Center which is the Christ Center spoken word of I am God and all the way to the crown mother and father the other two centers in the head I'm ready for God I have too much going on you can't have both these worlds are mutually exclusive meaning you can't have necessarily two things at

the same time in the same place so in every decision I make when I'm choosing to be hurtful and hateful I drop back to this self when I choose to love the way becomes narrow and I walk through the doorway the gates of heaven the kingdom of heaven is here the Holy of Holies where they kept the tabernacle you know in the tabernacle where they kept the Ark of the Covenant that's symbolically here only the high priest could ever enter the tabernacle and commune with God with the Ark of the Covenant to the people of Israel the the

the symbolism goes on and on whether it's Africa South America symbolism everywhere it's always telling us the same humans many getting nowhere those who devote to the spiritual path the way is narrow and few make it but the truth is we'll all get there it's just only few choose to get there at any given time and you know we think about teachers you know teachers of God Jesus is unique because he completely remembered completely remembered but he's saying to us all that I've done you

will do and more which means if I remembered you're gonna remember not maybe you're going to remember you just get to choose when well the longer you take the longer will be your duration of pain that makes sense because man I'm in a lot of pain all the time I get struggles with this and that no problem as soon as your pain tolerance is reached you're going to say goodbye to it as soon whether it's an addiction whether it's a pained relationship remembers two kinds of relationships you

can have ding ones and karmic ones the only way you get gifting relationships is by working on the karmic ones you don't get them by pretending there's no karmic ones and just you know go to you know gifting relationships calm you know a new places for hookups you know no you only get gifting relationships by the work you've done with the karmic ones so don't pooh-pooh the bad ones into the karmic ones and say I don't I don't like those I'm gonna go get me one of those you can't mail-order the gifting

relationships they emerge if ever you've had a person that was dear to you behave nicely loving supportive like they cared about you if ever you had one of those you earned it by working on the other it never happened by accident they had to have been earned by working on karmic relationships so that's why we learn to say my goal is that all my relationships have to become holy instead of I'm gonna start selecting only nice people we realize those the nicest of the nice are gonna come organically from me doing

this work here it's not unlike the metaphor of health you can eat all the best stuff but if your body's toxic it's not going to do as well so you might want to do a cleanse along with the rest so Clint cleansing can certain things certain food certain herbs will have that effect seeming effective stripping away the stuff that would otherwise undermine all your attempts to be healthy so it's an ecosystem whether we're talking physiology and anatomy and help or we're talking spirituality it's

still an ecosystem you can't just wish for one nice thing you you develop it you earn it and mainly through growing in consciousness we're always praying every word you say every complaint is a prayer but here's the problem besides the linear intellectual version of a prayer this is what makes us forget our light because I am the light of God and that will never be changed I am the light of God but I can choose to forget but what we do is we think we didn't choose to forget we think the world

made it happen I wish I knew who I really why wait and when you say I wish I knew who I was like the light of God guys it takes many forms if you say I wish I had a raise at work that's a little symptom of I wish I knew who I was you belittled it to a raise at work made it somebody else had the power to give you the raise which means you actually now have affirmed that you forgot who you were by thinking anyone else is the blame your crystallizing or densifying that you are not the light of God all the things anytime we do

anything hurtful to anyone we darken the veil around ourselves anytime we act in a way that that other people have power over us we darken it anytime we make choices to harm ourselves or others we darken it now once we darken that veil that keeps the light from shining so that weak because it's so deep hidden inside that we out here cannot see our own light nor can we see it in each other very easily so what we have to do is you know how do we how do we bring that light forward try as you may to be more spiritual and you're

stuck because it's contained you can't just put a bicycle pump on it and inflate it and your lights just gonna burst beyond the density it's like a cleanse for the body before nutrients can have their full effect the same is true here before you try to inflate your light by pranayama breathing and all these other cool things you think are gonna raise your vibration you might want to find out what the container is that keeps holding you down and that's my false belief systems not just little false

belief systems like you know do I look good in this color you know like simple stuffily the you know surface-level self-esteem I'm talking about deep level of self-worth my true value so what is it that inhibits this hurts and hates judgements obviously judgments in a word unhealed wounds but my daily daily behaviors when I act out on another person what it has done is affirmed that I don't know who I am that's why Jesus says forgive them father they know not what they do what he's really saying is I'm

choosing to forgive them because they have forgotten who they are it's a really beautiful way to look at that imagine you're not just literally on the cross imagine when you have these pain in the butt people spitting on you hurting you hating you ripping you off undermining your life you know throwing you under the bus verbally mentally abusive the narcissists of the world the Psychopaths of the world and so on all the hurtful stuff the aggressive political nutcases everybody doing this stuff to us and we

have no power and all we can do is hope to live another day despite all the evils of the world and what it's doing is it's affirming I already doubted who I was they acted it out for me and I said and so it is when I react to them instead of I got it I forgive them they know not what they do know not what they do means I forgive them they know not who they are guys it's a it's a it's a fact if they knew who they really were they couldn't do what they're doing it's it's a it's a

fact they they don't know who they are they don't know and if they did they would be acting differently so it's so evident but when someone's hurting you it's hard to remember that truth but that's one way to keep the light in us growing instead of letting it go dim and remember this if it goes dim I have chosen incorrectly not it went dim and it was their fault I just know that by now I would be Christ as if it weren't for my ex I just know absolutely sure what your saying is there's the power outside of me that

ruined my life what you're really saying is I already doubted myself they mirrored it to me I reacted and now it's a fact the alternate option is I doubted they mirrored it when they mirrored it I got it said no thank you I am as God created me and I'm done I got it and that's Christ resurrecting we all have our versions of crucifixions obviously but we have to find the space the place the consciousness of resurrection so there's this ladder of Prayer and we're always praying but the

densest level any words any stuff any guttural stuff that's always praying but let's call it conscious praying when you're trying to improve your life the bottom rung is begging oh dear Jesus oh god help me everybody's hurting me and out to get me and they're terrible people and I know that you know I'm not that bad of a person if maybe you could just help me please I could use some shoes or whatever it is beg beg beg beg beg it's not bad because you're praying but the begging level of prayer is a very

fundamental or primal level better than nothing but the opposite is called communion and there for a reason and there's steps in-between but from primal begging to communion so let's remember this what does communion look like watch if I sent her into God and I breathe in you know on my website there's a free download it's called daily communion exercise it's free under downloads just download it print it it's yours I don't copyright these things okay they're yours they're ours so when we say

instead of watch the difference dear God please send me help on something the other is let me feel the presence of God filling up filling up with every breath let me imagine feeling that presence and then let me imagine the kind of life that comes from being in that presence and so it is now what are the differences between those one of them am I'm not connected I'm begging for something from God disconnected God send me something and they usually it usually the thing I'm asking for is not actually

what's going to help me it's a thing so a very dense person begging for a dense answer from a dense and separated God becomes all that god is all the things that I used to ask for things that thing called God I used to ask for things all that I used to beg that being for is right here not in the little ego-self but in the I am presence how do I get that iron presence here a feeling just imagine in your prayers and meditations see I call it communion because humans the ones that are on the path some won't do any

spiritual practices but the ones that are on the path they will pray and they will meditate praying is talking to God meditating as we say you know he's God talking to us and some people have all this sublime ideas you know prayer only meditate only some oh you know you should do both but at some point they meld into each other because when I say here comes a feeling of love and I'm filling up with that that presence of God that becomes my prayer my prayer isn't saying God you just stay where you

are and send me something I want like some spoiled child saying you know mom dad you know can you send me some money for summer fun God can you send me something well that's not the way God is gods a consciousness that's why that's what Jesus meant when he said God already knows what you need before you ask you know what humans did oh cool what he means by that is I don't have to name all the things that I'm about to ask for cuz God already know so God just bring all those things you still kept it

to things what he meant was God already knows what you want before you ask meaning God knows you want consciousness and when you said okay I've got my I got my list here like God Santa Claus or something you know I got my list you're actually trying to bring God down to your level not a wise thing to do not cuz God's gonna be upset about it but as soon as you do that there is no God because if I make God in my image and I'm screwed up God doesn't stand a chance see thank God that God is beyond my

human imaginings God is this unchangeable bliss and peace and joy this is what it means seek first the kingdom seek first the consciousness of God and everything else is at it I pray this is making sense seek first the consciousness call in the presence become one with and then you'll have instead of God I hope you see it I need that raise because I wanted to get that new bicycle and God please that's that's not actually consciousness you've already determined you're a lower consciousness by begging and making God

separate so what is God you know so if I need a new car because walking is a drag you know I have to walk to Phoenix every day for work it's just a bummer or I stand on the side of the road and go well God please give me a ride instead of I am so part of God it would be impossible for me not to create a ride it would be impossible for me not to be perfectly healthy it would be impossible for me not to manifest a car that's how this could work what we're hearing of Buddha Buddha's meditating it's getting

hot the trees would bow over his head to shade him that's how this world can work believe it or not and we think that's all that's God I heard about that happening once once in like 5 million years someone once had a tree bough over them - how do you know it just didn't mean that he was meditating so long the tree grew you know humans don't want to believe in miracles they just think they want to look for some natural causes - this and that we forget the world is our it's doing our bidding

we're always praying and the world is mirroring our prayers if I have a miserable life it's because I'm leaking out misery from my consciousness I'm not blaming us for being miserable here and there we all have an outs or more per day but how much of that is controlling my life you'll never turn around the miserable consciousness that you're sending out into a blissful one until you own that it's even happening you can't you can't let sneak by a miserable today but but it's

because careful as soon as you say if only or it's because whatever else you're about to say is going to take the light out of you it's going to dim your light the light comes in by recognizing the misgivings the miss projections power elsewhere and secondly by not calling in that presence of who we really are so we need to heal the past the old and we need to welcome in the new the new isn't new at all but it becomes new to our awareness so every time we judge every time we bargain every time we belittle ourselves every

time you betray yourself the light that you are has for all intents and purposes dimmed every time you made decisions I mean every time you picked up a bottle of something that you believed was toxic and drank it anyway any time you slept with somebody that you went you know that wasn't love either bargaining you betray yourself and every one of those is a choice you can say well I wasn't thinking clearly then choose to think clearly choose to heal and own that you made a mistake say I got it I'll choose

not to do that again and that's gonna help but also choose the opposite choose otherwise it's all if you know this concept people use the word responsibility forgetting that that that word also is synonymous with choosing I'm responsible for the choices I make but not just the conscious ones how do I become connected to and responsible for my unconscious choices see the ego makes them unconscious so that we don't take responsibility for them because if we take responsibility for him we would

change them so we call some people oh there's such a victim because they wine too much for your liking everybody that's in a body thinks they're a victim or they wouldn't be in a body as soon as you realized I'm I'm God why would you go and I think I'm gonna get in a body it makes no sense at all you can try to glorify now all you want and and make it all kind of cool and oh because of human experience people do that they go God we think God somehow created the universe and then thought

I'm gonna create human bodies and I'm gonna go into a body so I can experience what a body is it sounds really fancy but it's insane something that is all decided to become a nothing it makes no sense the only way we could do that is we had a moment of insanity to choose that we were something that less than God created us to be it was a choice that was the first choice and that's the consistent choice so God knows what we want and it's one thing it's to remember it's just to remember who we are we are

the light of God once we do something guys it's a dis habit thing once we do something we start to believe it you know once I sell my body off once I bargain my body weight once i betray myself my integrity once you cheat just a little bit on whatever i test your taxes or whatever it is once we do a little something we start to let that become our pattern and then we start running on that we'll steer a little further off it's never a problem just well I'm not a bad person but just a little I'm just gonna do a

little you know I'm just kind of haven't been with somebody for a while so a little over here you know because you know they don't look too crazy so this will be this will be a there's a workout well that that little bit of you know fudging on this or that that little bit as soon as you do it it starts to become once you go a hundred years down the line that little adjust a sixteen thirty seconds of an inch to the right and it becomes miles off just in a matter of time right so those little betrayals of

ourselves if you're not honest about those it's gonna be really hard to be honest about the major self betrayals and here's the ultimate great news about all this no matter how much I steered off small large steering up how much self-betrayal how much self-abuse and no matter how long I've let it go on no matter how many lifetimes you could have been the craziest of megalo maniacs in all the dictators in history and still I'll choose again I'm gonna choose differently yeah but you know what you

did yes I do and that's not me that's who I thought I was thought past tense but if I'm not that anymore it has no value now it's just called a ghost it's a memory and humans with egos will still obsess on where they went off what they did wrong and it's hard not to because we often have lots of people to remind us you know just like a moment after Jesus's crucifixion and Magdalene came sorry sometimes these these things are just so beautiful and powerful you know Magdalene comes into the room and says

he's risen and the Apostles they're like his friends and he you know they saw a lot of cool stuff I mean that you think they would have totally believed everything they go no no that can't happen she's going what do you mean he's risen I saw him he's talked to me and they kind of thought you know women they did they did you know and her response was what do you mean what do you mean it's impossible what do you mean it's my fantasy what do you mean it's just some I dreamt up some what do you mean gendered

discriminations you crazy people she didn't say that I'm paraphrasing but she's saying didn't it all died the one that he spoke to so deeply about things do you remember I was there to cross you guys weren't there so of course he's gonna it's possible for him to appear to me and this beautiful experience and then Peter starts to go yeah you know what I have a feeling doubting Thomas some of the others are going Peter seriously you were always so grounded he's gone no I I have a feeling she's

telling the truth now they couldn't just let him go I get it or her I get it they had to try to shoot him down because he symbolizes our quest for the truth and the Eagle wants to shoot it down and he says no I think it's it's true Peter come on and then they started firing away on him come up you know you're the one who denied him who are you to act like you believe this possibility of a resurrection and he's yes I did deny him I did I blew it because I was a coward because I forgot because I let the ego

win out for the moment and we all betrayed him you guys weren't there either but we can choose differently her heart walks in and says the truth the head rears up and attacks them her and the truth and then one guy more and one guy more and they start tipping the scales to where they start to go yes yeah I think it's yes yes I think so it's possible yes and it becomes more and more and then before they know it Jesus materializes in the room why didn't he just materialize him and slap him upside the head when they first said

no guys he wanted them to change their beliefs he wanted them to believe it's possible and then he materializes someone someone sent in a question this week you know what is it truth well Jesus someday come back and when he's not going to come back and try to convince people that he ever was this is the dragon away it's like the bad news he's only coming back when we get it enough when people get it then it'd be like almost redundant but that's what he's gonna do he's coming when the way

is made clear by enough believers he's not gonna come and try to convert people again he's going no no I already gave you the message I was there and gave you the message now I'm speaking into your hearts he's saying because the mother and I were working together on this she and I are in every one of you she's birthing the light in you and I am the light in you so this is a no-fail plan got it beautiful and it's already done oh really okay when you're gonna manifest no here try to feel the

presence try to feel the presence oh you mean like the the rituals that fundamental religions do accept Jesus as your personal Savior not say it feel it accept not Jesus as accept Christ consciousness which is the name of God in you accept the presence of God and when you try to you're gonna have all the other heads in the in your being your ego firing away beating a bullying the the Magdalene heart that says yeah I think so this yeah this might be true it's gonna start with a maybe and then it starts to

go it is true to you at some point it becomes it becomes you it's like there you can't convince me any differently now people say Michael do you have visions Michael yeah I don't I don't stand around and brag things like that because as a spiritual teacher that's one thing that works if you want to be really successful brag brag tell people how much you see auras tell people how many lifetimes you can remember just tell them all I I was I was this wealthy landowner you all worked for me and now you owe me money

you didn't you know it you know this is what they do a teacher of God is different from a teacher of man human teachers are going to tell you about themselves you know if you buy this book and if you take this and if you do they're gonna talk to you about them that's a human teacher is that bad no if that's all you want to be as humans listen to them and buy their stuff they're gonna talk about themselves they're number one best selling this and that's and they're on certain TV shows and everybody Wow and

they're all wowed by them teachers of God are different they don't want to take you to take you to them they take you to God they want to talk about where you're going and it isn't to them it isn't about selling things it's about a state of consciousness and so when people ask me you know my Michael and well you know I understand your you're tempting me even to go there sometimes because the student is gonna want things in the traditional form you know wow us with stuff so that we can get hooked in

and I almost go almost overboard to steer clear of that I don't talk about but I know past lives of mine but I don't talk about them I can say we yes we have done this work before we I do things like that but I I stare steer clear and everything that Jesus is saying I am you are as more he doesn't tell you worship Him but it sounds like it he said he's the way who's the he that's talking when he says I am the way he's talking about like I said earlier the I am God presents so he's not really

trying to make a religion around the man he's trying to make a connection to the spirit known as Christ and Christ is what we all ultimately are Christ is the light of the world I am the Living Christ and you can say you know well if I'm the Living Christ why because I attended this class or this talk or no because everyone is okay well now you just took all the the glamour out of it because I know some really rude people and if you're telling me there Christ I don't feel any better now that I know I am

because it just means nothing to me that's that's scary and it's tempting to throw you off what it means is forgive them they know not remember not who they are and I'm choosing to remember I am the Living Christ that's the truth of God that can't change I am the Living Christ but I'm not talking about Michael hello everyone thank you for attending case you don't know this I am the living Christ I'm the reincarnation of Jesus oh did you hear about the guy that's in Sedona Oh Sedona

there's got to be a living Christ there for sure oh there's got to be several and they'll charge you a lot to be in their holy presence why I even joke and laugh with you all once in a while is because it breaks up the the seriousness of the depth that we go into and some people get that and some people don't they're like this is so deep and then I crack a joke they're like oh I don't like him anymore but what you're really saying is you don't like that I made you break the trance that you put it on me

I'm sharing these moments I'm always just sharing these moments I'm in the experience with I'm never preaching - I have no interest to preach - preaching - is like you don't get here just little something or others and I'm amazing who's the I am that could be amazing it's it's it can't be in just me how could I really get it and make such statements so we're in this together this is all a channeled experience that we're all in together and there's times when you know all I need to do for a

moment drop into this topic or this feeling and it all starts to unfold and download through me and it can download as a teaching and it can download as strong and it can download as aw just this poof you know this feeling like I did a minute ago just that the I can feel it and I can remember it the room and what it's like in that room and Jesus materializing and Magdalene trying to talk these people into understanding that she had some experience and no you didn't and yet it's not just her and them I feel it in

all of us as soon as I talk about it I start feeling the feelings of everyone that's ever said guess what and they've been the rug pulled out from them some of them locked up you know locked away in mental institutions because they said something's happening and people panicked and didn't understand them so that's what happens for me is I start describing bliss of God and I feel the Bliss of God as I'm describing the Bliss of God then I talk about pain and suffering and I sometimes drop it not

lost in it but I can feel it and then I can feel it in the room and the people online and and it's a it's a lot to dance with in a way it's really a strange experience because you start channeling and the channeling is a perfect channeling so whatever topic it starts to become all of that topic that make sense sadness loneliness hurts wounding childhood griefs in the it starts to it's not just like it's my own it's waves of it and that's all true but it's also then equally true that and as we

any of us go into the consciousness of God you start channeling that and you start then becoming that if all you do is channel it but don't ground it by becoming it's gonna get you it's gonna bite you because it's a high frequency that you're contradicting on an earth plane as you tap into God if you hear anything you like today start becoming it anything you didn't like let it go become whether whether you heard it whether you experienced it whether we meditated it or prayed it anything you

experienced practice becoming it just imagine just imagine if I'm loved Michael was talking about Magdalene scourge she walks in guys and they're like go she didn't start doubting herself oh maybe you're right hallucinate at that yeah you know she's like you know what this is the truth you don't want to get it I'll leave goodbye she's teaching us and Jesus and Peter and John and they all Vic teach us but listen to what they're teaching and become that thing don't make it an

intellectual message become that thing let none of it be in vain so today I started with that same message you can unlock the secrets of the universe with any message you hear or you can get nowhere and it's a choice stay tensed it's for talking musculature you're all bound up and your head can get bound up with beliefs limitations wounds just like muscles but today you know wait let me just let me just try that on and the muscles start unwinding and you're well yeah I guess that's possible a friend of

mine had a miracle I've never had those but I heard about one once and as soon as you say that you go that's kind of nice you let the the aroma of that incense wafting a friend of mine had a miracle and I can smell and feel that wow that beautiful fragrance now it's in you and watch because in a short amount of time you're gonna have one too because miracle consciousness is wonderfully contagious hear it feel it soak it in and now you're gonna start seeing them more often and you're gonna go this is a

weird coincidence that's a separate person still you're not high on the ladder yet but that's a weird coincidence I was just talking to somebody about miracles and I got one and you're gonna think it's a coincidence but at some point you rise up the ladder and you're in the communion you go it's impossible to not have them because I'm in the consciousness wow this is amazing people that can't resonate with the consciousness they're leaving my life and you're gonna be a human ago dear

Lord up in the sky please bring them back and God's like wasn't it yesterday you told me to help get rid of them you know and that's humans so I'm gonna say I don't know what's in my best interest I don't know who's supposed to be in my life I'm just gonna call in the presence of bliss peace joy and see what happens be the change you want to be in the world please take a few centering breaths hmm we'll begin by being completely honest

looking at our lives let's think of anything that's challenging us at this time be it physical emotional relationship financial any challenge whatsoever become aware just say it or describe it in a sentence or so I recognize my challenge seems to be this and historically speaking if I were praying at some distant past or recent past time what would I have prayed for to fix that thing being honest or what

do a virile do to ask for that to be fixed things like God you know please bring them back please God fix my situation with that person please God help me get the raise help me find the job it's honest it's from the gut from a primal part of ourselves but usually it still involves fear and usually it involves asking a being outside to give us something in our lives materially or personally and then hear these words I do not know what to pray for what to ask for nor do I know what I really need just try that humility

and in that humility imagine your arms are opening to the sky I don't know and as your arms open something very organic happens the I don't know arms coming out means my issues and thoughts are being brought out of my heart center and thrust out to the sky and organically the Holy Spirit the Divine Mother can start to just pour gently her presence down into our hearts and souls imagine you're standing in your like a chalice and you're being filled up through your head into your heart with every

inhalation but give it a specific theme a specific wording like peace and happiness any word or two that you want as a feeling I would love to feel peace and happiness love and self-worth joy and abundance and need two words especially words that would be the opposite of what your challenge was if your issue was finances love and abundance would be great to call in if your issue was self-worth and and wounds of the past maybe I'll call in love and self-worth if I've been really serious on the path maybe peace and happiness

anxious might call in peace trust [Applause] not just seeing it not just calling it in feel it spend the next half minute imagining that you feel the feeling of your words what if you actually do feel peace what would it be like happiness what would it be like abundance what would it be like if you don't feel some of your muscles kind of relaxing and a little bit of a smile inside or out a little more happiness if you don't feel like the cells in your being are starting to dance a little bit then you're still in your head you don't wake

a child on Christmas morning and say guess what Merry Christmas and they go oh yeah what a bummer what would they do that's how you should be feeling if Christmas Christ Mass came to you if the presence of Christ the presence of the Divine Mother the presence of God is filling you up let it take let it set in let it change the cells of your being and lastly imagine now that you have this consciousness how might it bring to you organically the thing you were originally asking for the thing the challenge and then what you thought was

the solution how does the feeling bring you a solution open your mind to it because believe it or not consciousness brings you everything it's the only thing that brings you anything shift consciousness and the external things begin to change and then gradually slowly breathing and stretching giving thanks believe feel and believe that you have what you were looking for this is how and why Jesus then taught give thanks before you even see the outcome of what you're looking for you give things why because he knew

he got what he was asking for whether it was praying for someone's healing it's all I need to do is be in the consciousness of seeing them healed and they're healed and gradually stretch out giving thanks so it is did you let some of this in today it's good