Who We Are Versus Who We Seem To Be

right so beautiful one thing i want to share um briefly just please remember all of us [Music] we uh we start a few minutes before and um and then you know some folks and i'm not talking to the folks that just arrived the folks will be arriving as we're still in service um to you and to them try to remember try to be here a few minutes before the hour because uh john and other guest musicians would be playing a little before and then that way we're also all here you know for the service itself the uh the entire service opening prayer and

all so what are we talking about today um you know something off of uh the uh the reading this morning the sacred reading and i was gonna say it's interesting i almost said it's something that the music triggered for me to talk about but there's no lyrics so it just adds to the frequency doesn't it so today you know this is about our our identity uh it's an interesting thing because human beings have conversations as though they matter as though those conversations mean anything everybody sits around talking opinions

i don't care if it's politics or even factual sciences they're nothing but opinions there's really nothing on earth that can compare to who we really are nothing oh what about the birth of my child nothing compares when people have had near-death experiences there's individuals that go oh oh you know i i love more than anything in the world i love my children they have a near-death experience they're standing in this light of perfect peace and love they're like what children i mean think about it

think about it almost every time they say can i stay yeah what about your kids what kids i've never had ex i've never actually had blood tests on that you know i mean it's like you know what i mean they might have been in alien implants of some kind and it's not to dis the love we have for each other for kids for the centers or whatever we have it's just to talk about the inexplicable this tremendous love that is the presence of god and that's not even fully it the one that people describe as

oh my god it's indescribable i have no words right other than uh you know because it's so tremendous and yet that's not even anywhere near all the way home that's more like a a good mood spiritually speaking to have a near-death experience and go wow the deepest meditations can't even compare because it's still something you're trying to describe so you're still involved perfect presence of god can't be experienced in this body you can have glimpses of it christ consciousness teaches us that such as in

a course in miracles you can't have it and sustain it you can at best be holding a mirror which is in your heart you hold a mirror the light of god which is in your upper chakras shines down upon the mirror and you can see glimpses of the light of god and then a cloud cover comes and you don't see it much anymore what's the cloud cover a bad mood a negative pattern you know a trigger and now we're like wait what get back to that where's god and we have meditations where it's like that boom this tremendous i felt one

with all the wow there was just this tone of love this vibration of love and again then you get up and you trip over one of the kids toys and then you lose it you know so this world it's not easy to sustain that so don't get down in yourself when you go why can't i sustain it you're not going to no but there's got to be a way and i can tell you i have those frustrations you know regularly it's hard not to have them when you know the truth it's hard to just let's just go with the

illusion today we'll just do the best we can when you know the truth you want to go the person that has a near-death experience they're like please let me stay it's not your time yet then why did you bring me this close and tease me you know like kill me now or forever let me go like you know so it's it's it is powerful to go to that place and go wow yes yes i want more of this it you could say that it's the only healthy positive addiction addiction not in the traditional word but meaning that it's something you

really crave our souls truly crave that any time there's been a a song written i don't care how sensual the song could be towards somebody i really crave you could be the most base fundamental heavy metal ravish tune about base concepts of craving somebody or it could be poetic roomy all expressions of desire are ultimately for god people just don't know it some have written it very clearly you know uh as i lay me down to sleep you know the this the the recent hit from a few years ago 90s or whatever sophie i

think was the artist's name and she says well i feel like it was about my father who passed away it's very obviously about god the song sunny thank you for the life you've given me that's about god and that one actually was known to be about god so sometimes they know and sometimes but yet you get somebody like rumi who says i don't know is it you know it's describing love of a woman and yet is it some of the songs of solomon really is i don't know when it's talking about thou art fair my

love thou art fair it's describing the the color of her lips and so on and so on that obviously has to be a woman is it it isn't the the deepest poems songs are very obviously for god but what i'm going so far as to say is even the ones that seem not at all seeming about god it's so bass and craving oriented underneath it there's a desire for god that people have forgotten you understand every craving a craving for food is a craving for god no no i really crave food you don't crave there is no food it's a hologram

oh no i love food and i put it in my stomach you don't have a stomach yes i do it sitting in the middle of my body you don't have a body this is a hologram and the more that you and i start thinking with our limited body then the limited body tells us we're a limited being in the limited body all the thoughts you can have when you're identifying with being a limited being limited means it's not real and therefore any surface level definition i have for what i think i'm experiencing can't

be real because it's coming from my limited self so even when you're a nut a megalomaniac causing wars and killing people it isn't the real you that's doing it it's the limited ego based fear-based false self if it isn't god it can't be real so as much as you seem to be destroying people and the world you're not really doing anything because this isn't real this is a hologram where we're acting out our inner feelings hidden behind even the the person that goes and murders and hurts other people they're

in pain the real them can't do that there are people that have had near-death experiences and they say i went to the other side and it was tremendous something happened i was so aware of god's presence and i was shown that no matter what we're doing in god none of it is visible none of it is palpable it's not there you don't go into god and go let's let's sit with god and talk about those horrible people it doesn't happen god's like really poof and you're like oh oh my god terrorists are just terrorists

nazis are just people that do not see i get it and you drop all the opinions and you drop all the stuff and you just go it's just love all you need is love it's true and that was written as a chant which is brilliant so this is the truth of god underneath it all our external behaviors i say underneath meaning on a lower level but all of our external behaviors are mirroring am i reflecting the craving for god or am i misdirecting it because everything that we see in this world is seen through a veil we have lenses over our eyes called

judgment called perception called limited consciousness we choose to be in this trance now the world loves to play off that trance the world loves that the world loves to tell you in the magazines at the newsstand what you need 10 reasons why your partner doesn't do such and such 10 ways to get them to do it you know it's constantly that's what i'm missing in my life no it isn't but what i tell you you know stop buying magazines and don't do that and don't do if we do that here's what's going to happen the whole

world's going to go broke because they can't sell you magazines if you have in life if everybody suddenly was enlightened you know what's going to happen it's not going to be like now everything's peaceful first everything will collapse because the old us has to die so for a moment you won't have the same income for a moment people won't trust each other because wait a minute i remember you were trying to sell me insurance i don't need life insurance i can't even die how did i let you talk me into that

all i have to do is know who i am you know what i mean in the insurance what what and then you know you put him out of work and on and on from there it just it you see it would escalate go every direction what would happen to the medical association guess what it's right here in a course in miracles god wills that i be saved from this i won't be needing you anymore you know it's like there's i just know that who i am can't be sick oh no no but if you take something no those will make me sick i'm good

they'll all go broke and then that falls apart so technically after enlightenment comes everything collapsing but notice that that's actually happening so is there a connection between everything collapsing and us starting to wake up but it it doesn't for everybody look like people waking up that would just be glorious because then everybody go wow this waking up is waking up so i guess we'll just keep writing this and we'll be done no no no the waking up it's kind of like having had novocaine it wears off and there's

pain now so as this trance is wearing off it it's going to be a little uncomfortable for some people why because our trance that we're in this hypnotic trance that we're in the whole world is under this trance how do you know it's there well because as soon as you open your eyes and see a world you'll know you're still in the trance there is only the light of god in reality there is only absolute pure bliss which we've tasted in great meditations during these services as we're hearing this music

near-death experiences and so on you taste it sometimes in in circles and moments of feeling just absolute love after forgiveness processes wow i felt this tremendous love those are just the tip of the iceberg can we have more well yes some people can say i'm gonna go further and have not a one percent feeling of love today which feels like it's a hundred because that's how profoundly powerful love is it feels like 100 but it's one percent some of us go i feel it forty percent and and that person is a few

and far between master that that wow look i got it i woke up it's not usually the ones that tell you on youtube especially i am enlightened why are you speaking like that you're from new york you know like where's the hey dude how you doing you know and he's like i have not reached complete enlightenment you know why come on come on man you know you were my next door neighbor you know i remember you you know struggling with addictions all the time this is just your latest addiction you know i am

enlightened um it's not usually going to be somebody that's like bragging it out like that and you know to each his own however how beautiful it is one of you could be watching this one of you could have reached that and believe it or not you couldn't have reached it and not even know it because you might have reached an absolute epiphany unconsciousness and chose to stay a little bit numb to it so that you can get in the trenches with people you could be a soldier private in the dugouts in war firing away and be

enlightened without knowing it because you might have said if i know it i probably can't pull the trigger and fire a gun and then i can't talk to my brothers and sisters who are there doing that so i need to wear a little bit of an illusion over my mind go in the trenches and be able to help at that level sounds like well who would do that they're called saints of course a miracle says these are the saints of god the ones that can know the truth but respect the illusion that much to be able to go to that place

doesn't seem like it's a you know consistent or congruent with enlightenment because you and i also have this program to believe that as soon as we reach enlightenment we only wear white you know uh we we're definitely vegetarian which is no longer enough you had to become a fruitarian and that's no longer enough you had to become you know whatever else okay a breatharian or whatever you know you have to keep demonstrating now you can't just drink water it has to be filtered and so on and so on and so

on i remember it was i think in the 50s there was this master from the far east and he was asked to go on a tour to the united states here he had been totally you know pure foods pure waters and whatever and after he came to the states shortly after he died he got sick and died because of the foods so i believe mcdonald's raises your immunity to disease have some fries every day and you're doing homeopathic poison so that nam can you don't have to do that i'm just saying you know seriously right

um so imagine we are holy children of god i'm not going to just say we're holy children soak that in for a moment we are god's holy children we are god's holy creations holy you know and on christmas holy holy holy we we sing and we think of jesus because he's holy and how sacred and how holy the infant was the baby was wow and wow just imagine an angels you know it's a stable it was a you know it was a cave where they kept animals but still we you know the animals just didn't smell it was a

holy experience now there's frankincense myrrh we're like oh the frankincense murray this stuff is carted around you know country after country you have dirt you have dust but still we we all know that there's this holy experience despite the look despite the woman she wasn't she wasn't taken to a birth center where they did a water birth on jesus you know holy came from consciousness not from the outside setting right clearly you have to bring it bring your own holiness try that at parties okay instead of your own beer

bring your own holiness so mary joseph and so on the angels they brought it despite the external circumstances no room at the end oh but you don't know who this is this is a holy lama from somewhere oh then let them in no they were turned away there was too much partying going on in that inn and they were like no there's people are partying everywhere at that time of the year and pushed them away they were turned away from safety externally but they were protected in every other way and it manifested as as much as it's

just a hewn-out cave that's used for animals they were still safe you and i are safe wherever we go we just don't know it as much anymore who you are keeps you safe what human beings have done is learned to say i am and many many self-help groups will teach you this you know let's all affirm i am the sum total of my experience and everybody go yes and we hold hands i am the sum total of my experience so all of my experiences have brought me and made me the person i am today don't say that it's not true but also it's crazy it's

destructive i needed to go through abuses so that i could become the man i am today no you didn't well yes see by by going through abuses as a child it taught me not to abuse my children you're telling me you couldn't figure that out on your own stop affirming negative limited statements and belief systems you are not the sum total of your genetics you seem to be i'll give you that you seem to have what you know mom's nose dad's hair or whatever you seem to but why would you want to continue to

identify with what seems to be rather than what is you know imagine if we walked around and instead of saying you got your mother's eyes what if you said you you have god's eyes oh i totally see it yep oh you totally god yep you totally have the divine father and mother's genetics right there spiritual genetics that's how it can be isn't it so right that's who we are and yet we have decided i'm going to go ahead and run on that limited being program that doesn't make any sense but there's waves of this hypnosis

you're a limited being but i'm not you're a limited being i don't think so you're a limited being i think i'm kind of limited you're a limited being i'm totally limited i just kept taking the poison and now we walk around in this trance we did this to ourselves the world also added to it but we also allowed it i'm not saying we're bad for allowing it it's hard not to allow in this world when it's constant constant constant programming a being could come to this world like

right now beaming in from the highest heavens beam in and told you're going to go there and be men not you know just just start to exist starting now and with almost no time at all they're going to get dense and stuck because of stuff that starts happening you could know who you are and you can say i'm made in god's image i'm i'm the image i am made in the image of love peace joy abundance i have all that i need you know now you you're walking down the street and police pull you excuse me sir what are

you doing i'm just being really do you have any money on you no that's called vagrancy you need to have money where do i get that you have to have a job how do i get a job well what kind of paperwork do you have you have college education i have god's education you see what i'm saying this world immediately is going to shut you down peace pilgrim some of you would know who she is gave up her life she just walked out of her door one day and started walking the country talking about god and love and you know some of you have heard of

her and some not she just did this for years just walking this old woman just walking you know she would occasionally accept rides but typically walking and just speaking the truth of god they threw her in jail people here and there because she didn't have money on her she's going why would i need money god's gonna take care of me and god did she was constantly provided for but you're thrown in jail so even though you might think if i could just start accepting divinity more my life would start really kind of taking proper

course what will happen is you start experiencing enlightenment the world will raise the volume on its attempts to program you otherwise now the christians would say the devil is going to come after you it's kind of true the ego the devil whatever you want to call it limiting consciousness is going to try to keep you limited because that's how it's fed when you start going i'm unlimited it starts going now wait a minute we don't like this what are you doing waking up go back to sleep i can't now that i know the truth

it's going to send your family members after you it's going to send government after you've got to have a vaccination oops um so you know mandatory this and that and the other it's it's kind of strange but isn't that told in revelation that you're going to need the mark of the beast and if you don't have it you can't function in the world anymore this is just a tip of the iceberg of that i'm not telling you get vaccinated or not it's all an illusion anyway so respect the illusion if that's what

you feel do it if you don't feel don't be true to your what you believe here but at the same time it's the tip of the iceberg because the world overnight has stated now see when you tried to get the america to go metric how long did that last how long did that last america is founded on no i'm not in the mood you know goodbye to the queen canada never broke free of you know the britain for the most part i know they they think they are okay but but we broke free of the queen nobody was able to do that

you know england owned much of the world and america starts 13 little colonies no we fought for what we believed and we said no and we broke free you try to get him to go metric these are renegades the united states are just made up of renegades it's kind of funny i think so now in yet yet despite saying no to a whole country that nobody else could say no to despite breaking free going to war despite even wars after that battles after that for freedom and so on and so on almost overnight even this country

has accepted what's becoming mandatory told to do this or else it's interesting i'm not giving you a a talk about that i'm saying that the trances that you think aren't there are there and because we're breaking free the whole world is breaking free of the trance not of another country of the entire ego egoic plain egoic consciousness and we're breaking free of it so what does it do fights harder to survive like any primal entity let's say mother mary appears to these children for years in medjugorje as well as

gata mandal as well at portugal you know different places in history but she's appearing to these children in what was yugoslavia medjugorje and you know one of the times she allows one of the children to have a specific vision this this child you know she's showing this child some of the things that are coming to the world this is 20 something years ago she's showing this child some of the things that are coming the world and this child is going no this this can't happen why would god allow this

she says god has nothing to do with it which i've been saying for so long god has nothing to do with it people are like why doesn't god fix it fix what change your will how could god take away your free will that's what makes you one with god because you are free to use your healthy love-based will when you're not coming from a loving place you're not actually using free will you're part of the trance you're being controlled so free will does not mean acting like a jerk well i have free will i can do what

i want you're not even in your free will you're in your ego when you're fighting that way when you're coming from such a negative fighting kind of a place you're not your real self free will can only be free if it's love based so mary is telling the child this is people's free will this is what they're choosing and she says this can't i can't believe that this is going to get even worse this is again many years ago and mother mary said let me explain to you that and i know it might be hard to you for

you she said to this child but there is an evil force and here's the good news and bad news now in reality the evil force is just ego that we start the engine on and set it on automatic pilot it's not like something that actually has a force against us it's us allowing ourselves to not have any force no power no connectedness so she says to the child there is an evil but i want you to know that it is now losing power now to hear mother mary the absolute true mother mary coming through telling these children tangibly with

words there is an evil but it's losing power now that should encourage us guys oh my god we have evidence the it's losing power then she says the bad news is it's now going to start fighting harder to keep that power oh so what should you do hate and fight it no see it for what it is how do i fight it how do i another country do i start another word for for goodness sake no if it's losing power because of our practicing greater love and forgiveness i think we should just keep doing that it's already happening so i call that

god's divine plan it's god's divine plan and we're all part of that divine plan however if she said this about the world and ego evil and that it's fighting hard harder to keep control you and i can go that's right you know the government and conspiracy why don't you just go here first just start here make it simpler how is that happening in me how am i improving my life and how is my ego trying to fight harder to keep it from happening right and you'll start to see if you're honest

with it oh yeah okay um i've been getting triggered lately more i've been allowing this to happen more addictions kind of trying to get a hold on me or whatever it is just look at how it's happening in you if you see that you're continuing to rise in consciousness and that you seem to be feeling an immunity to it own that and give thanks for that because that's fantastic if you find that oops slipped a little here and there see it own it surrender it to god forgive yourself and let's go again that old saying onward

christian soldiers the saying from the middle east that there's a jihad a holy war coming to the world if you look it up in buddhism in in islam in christianity all the real teachers of these topics and the books themselves tell you it's an internal war not an external war the holy jihad is a battle against your ego self christians understand it only mystic christians that say this is a battle against your ego buddhists understand it from their perspective the deepest teachings of these and sometimes in their own holy books it

says right there but people that are in a trance being led by their ego or evils of the world keep externalizing everything which would be like you telling your child honey you're only going to be a worthwhile being if you look hot really mom yes it has nothing to do with the inside you got to look great so i think we're going to start with a little plastic surgery but mom i'm five i know but you got to start young most of us with a sane mind would not do that but that's what you're doing when you

say that god wants you to do a b and c when god is saying no no inside yeah but what about the outside the outside will be fine if you take care of the inside when you have such a glow in your being it starts to emanate out here it starts to show something a lot of people don't understand is in this process we are dying of the old which means not just old religion old science or whatever like external things it also means i'm dying of my old belief systems but is that the end of the story no you're supposed to also of course birth

new consciousness new belief systems obviously what's going to happen is human beings have forgotten soul i don't know how to listen to my heart this is where the soul is located the body is the lower three chakras not bad not evil the body is only doing what my belief systems tell it to do if in my beliefs i'm a limited being i'm going to try to make sure my body looks better so that i can make up for what i lack in here if i don't know how lovable i am i've got to compensate if i don't know how lovable i am i'm

going to keep giving my body out i'm going to go into addiction i'm going to compensate if i don't know who i am in soul there's going to have to be some compensation or else i'm going to collapse if i don't know how to compensate for what i'm missing in here i'm going to tend towards depression if i overly try to make up for it you're going to have anxiety you're going to have compulsiveness so i don't i don't want to lose sight of this because then i swing right or swing

left let me get back to soul no no i don't agree with you michael i'm only depressed because i'm trying to find my soul mate you're still compensating i'm trying to find my soul's purpose you're still compensating everything we do this is why buddha had said this world is futile why did he say that you know i always joke about it and say he's just not a motivational speaker obviously you know life is but worthless you know you have no reason to live you know like buddha come on man we're looking for

some you know stimulating kind of conversation here you know it's like life is about a dream so he's telling us life is suffering and then whether that's jesus or buddha or any great teacher they're disciples their followers start going oh so we have to get into stoicism and depression so that we can show you can tell by looking at me that i'm a student of buddha i suffer all the time i show that you know no wealth i let my body go and just you know that's not what they told you buddha says

if you look good use it to bring people to enlightenment if you've got great speech use it if you have money whatever you have don't be ashamed of it use it for the greater good and and but religions are saying it differently it's all bad it's all shameful it is what i decided in my heart that it is so one day instead of fighting your body and chastity and fasting and so to try to become more soul-oriented that doesn't work or it's nearly impossible to work because the body can't take you

home if it can why aren't you home you know everybody's body oriented how come eating wheaties didn't take you home how come eating with no gmos or whatever you call these things in your food how come it didn't take you home go find something at your granola store that says guaranteed enlightenment show me it i want to watch you know this has no pesticides wow show that prove that to me because even if it could work the cost of it's going to kill you oh look a drink 50 okay let me try that you know that's not gonna work

here your heart is what brings you home because this is where our belief systems are if i believe i am separate from god my body will reflect it my life will reflect it if i believe i'm one with god my life will reflect it that's how this works it's that simple as edgar casey puts it spirit is the source heart the higher mind is the builder the decider and the rest is just the result and a course in miracles says it almost verbatim this is the source of who you are this is where you decide whether that's true

or not and this is the result of this decision i've got to get in touch with my soul not just my body go get a massage go to the dentist do things of the physical body go have a sauna but when you're there bring your heart too what's happening while you're getting that massage negative stuff process it heal it release it right in here release it do heart and soul level healing release it it could be the simplest thing well just getting my a pedicure i mean what what does it mean to you wow i'm

i'm allowing myself to receive some nurturance see if there's meaning go to the soul and say what is this about instead of just oh you know got more calls to make you keep polishing my nails make sure they look good or you'll do it over you know instead of some just some really harsh cold experience of life you could go have an ice cream cone and it could be an enlightening experience because i could say god i've been trying to look so skinny for so many years i never allowed ice cream i forgot how good it tastes and just

enjoy i'm allowing myself to be alive sensual things fun things childlike things being fully alive is taking you closer to your soul but the soul went oh but i've heard uh oh oh oh oh oh and starts shutting down the things of the body and therefore we lived in hell because hell is constriction heaven is expansion when i judged myself i was living in hell when i judged others i was living in hell just not interested in that anymore we can all say i'm just i'm not interested do you know that you've never had an

opinion that was accurate so why have them i don't care what you think the opinion was that was right this religion's right that one's wrong you're wrong well no there are some things michael you have to admit you know like second world war you know everybody knows that we were fighting on this good guy side really did you know that some of our wealthiest people were funding hitler so where's the good guys draw the wing exactly where that is we had the good guys soldiers some of them enjoyed killing other people

and some of them didn't see it's mixed it's all and i think it's a funny way to put it a mixed bag of nuts in this world it's not any you know what you think it is it's never clean it's never certain only god is so you're shooting for god all the way home but that's not soul that's called spirit i am made in god's image that's capital s spirit i am pure spirit that god created then the sparks of god burst off of the original flame and shot through the universe little embers of

light that's you and me and those are called souls spirit is this souls are like this bodies are when they landed and zipped up a body when they die the fire goes out the flame goes out the heat goes out in the ember and that that what was in there the soul simply changes bodies so we've forgotten who we are that fire and go back to the fire to the source we've allowed ourselves to think that we're the coal that burns out every so often and i got to put on another one let me let me take the piece of wood and put it back

in the fire for a moment and then put it back out that's called reincarnation but ultimately we think we're this one we think we're just bodies with occasional good days and that's all you can hope for is to have occasional good days some people thought that meant work work work work and if you're lucky to even have a job you know get retirement too make sure it has benefits that's the most you can hope for and if you're lucky have a partner and some kids some people thought that was a good idea so

that's this life and then you die and you just do it again and you think that's a good idea but they come back as your parents those kids and that's then it doesn't feel like a good idea so you know this is kind of weird one day when you think you reach enlightenment like the buddha for example what you really did is not get here you went from here back to seoul and you went oh my god i got it what is it i woke up are you completely home he says no no i'm just awake you realize the wheel of illusion that

runs between these two spots soul body soul body the wheel of illusion that keeps taking you down into the world of humanity limited consciousness it keeps sucking you back down to have you work on more and more stuff in this you don't have any stuff some people think soul doesn't have stuff soul is the memory of the stuff you experienced here it's also got the memory of god so it's your heart that hears both stories like in in buddha you know you see a lot of statues of buddha one hand up one

hand down it's like i'm between worlds i know the truth but i'm respecting the illusion he still died they go buddha if you're enlightened how can you die he opens his robe and he points to his body because i'm still here you see it's like i understand this is the game we're playing for now so you and i should not be judging ourselves when we go ow well what do you mean ow aren't you spiritual how come that hurt what because you drove your car over my foot it hurt i thought you were all enlightened i thought you were

ascending how why did that hurt because i'm still in the illusion i still have these limited beliefs don't judge yourself for don't judge yourself for needing a vaccine if that's what you want to do get it and be okay with it be okay whether you get chemo or no not chemo for cancer it's okay the test is not whether you survive the cancer the test is if you're at peace with it one way or the other you're only supposed to be focusing on the peace stuff is going to happen while you're in

this world and you're supposed to say but the truth of the matter is i am unaffected deep deep in my god self i'm unaffected so my human self even if i reach enlightenment all it means i'm still here but all it means is this doesn't have the effect it used to have on me this doesn't control me so i can die and at peace and i can i can go into battle oh no there's an exception some people would say put an exception and you're putting an exception in your being there's categories where i cannot believe in

enlightenment you want to exclude somebody well we know that certain kinds of people are not enlightened really that's kind of weird you just left out your arm you just left out one of your organs is that how you wanna you know i believe in god i believe in one does he you know love all you need is love except here except there you know you can't segment so when we put that on other people we're putting it on ourselves so why just drop the opinions they're wrong anyway why have them why go i got opinions that are right they're

not they were formed with your head which was formed from your past and the past isn't now therefore it isn't real and therefore your decisions opinions are not real let him go i don't know what do you think about the i don't know what do you mean you don't know well everybody knows that you should know that because everybody agrees i don't know and practicing that is strange you know in the new age movement everything's supposed to be about i am god i'm amazing you know in that sense i am

god i'm a co-creator of my reality and everybody's into that and then of course in miracles comes out and you say i don't know anything what a weird book how is this gonna help me i feel like this is taking me down several notches i was just into the i am all that is i'm amazing no you can't because you're still talking from the you that thinks you're you you have to dismantle the old self i don't know i don't know i don't know when you do that sincerely enough consistently enough

you've parted the sea so that spirit can know and now i know i get it i'm awake and i'm seeing more clearly you have to let go of what you think you know before you truly know because the divine does know the human does not know my heart is sitting between the two in a sort of a battle trying to decide which one to listen to that's why you'll hear in the old testament and in the torah choose whom you will serve god or manna reality or illusion because you have these two talking to you technically this one waits in silence

this one keeps talking because it knows it'll keep your attention that way you know you if you walk into a room and people are busy and you want to get their attention and you yell you'll get their attention quicker than just being you just you shout something abrupt that's what the ego does constantly getting your attention hey look out you're getting old watch out you know oh i go man look at the stress you have to live under to be in the ego's command so there's another way to do this and

it's god's plan the divine plan meaning so in the divine plan it's like allowing the divine mother to be my guide she knows exactly how to midwife me into spiritual birthing and spiritual maturity she knows exactly what i need well now i've been on the path a long time i don't really need the holy spirit of god i don't need god i read a lot of books really and most of us still don't like you so something's weird you know like something's still weird you still you know do this and this kind

of addiction kind of well i don't judge it you know i just don't judge it see it's a lie you know come on it's a lie you have restraining orders against you and something's wrong here it's called denial right not a river in egypt all right so so there's this place of of you know i get it now a die of the old self it's called humility and it doesn't matter what tradition you come from or traditions what family genetics it doesn't matter if you were born in a taxi in an alley because you

were left to you know no father and all the stuff that can go on poverty and all that doesn't matter jesus was born into strange circumstances became the christ so what excuse could we make well i was raised without a debt so was jesus he died fairly when jesus was fairly young well you know but friends of mine they had birth center and warm water and there was everybody was chanting um yeah you know jesus had animals you know instead of om it was moo so and he seemed to be somehow doing all right you know birth traumas childhood issues

there were children put to death because they were looking for him i michael i would have a hard time with that and i have some wits you know i have some awareness and i know that i would feel funky about knowing hundreds of children were killed because they were looking for me i would have a hard time with that wouldn't you and he still pulled it off it's powerful it's amazing people you know his siblings you know they came around later they came about later you know i mean can you imagine you you could say well i'd like

to be the christ but a sibling rivalry imagine sibling rivalry if you're him you know your mother uh why can't you be more like your brother because he's a christ you know like you know he excels in football and you know it's like god it's so challenging it's bull no matter who you are where you've come from you're born into this world under the belief that you are the sum total of your past one of the things you need to accomplish while you're here is to realize that's a lie

i am seemingly i was seemingly the sum total of my past the genetics this and the blah blah that it is going to happen i swear to you it is going to happen and very soon where people's genetics are going to start shifting into light you're not going to be able to trace genes from family genetics your genes are going to turn to light they can't not turn to light if your body is going to turn to light people are going to experience a transformation into their light bodies and i don't mean just suddenly with no

effort on our part we have to clean up our act we've got to practice love and forgiveness we've got to surrender to the greater power of god instead of trying to do everything our own stubborn way and you know the genes guys they're going to change when people look at you they're going to go you don't even look like your family members that's just one example of a symptom but don't get on it you know worry about it if that's not true for you it'll be your voice is different it'll be talent

is different family might be you know just primitives you know and you're like fairy flute player and you know they're like what's he doing or playing another piece of wood you know that's i think that's called a flute you know does that mean he's in a cult you can have family like that you might have family like that and you know you're just all wispy and kind of fairy like cool cool you know they could they could be opinions and religions and dogmas and about who you can marry and you know gay

straight and all that and you're like i have an announcement to make i'm gay and i'm in a partnership with an alien from a higher dimension everything contrary to their beliefs i wouldn't say you literally need to do that to cause disruption but i'm saying those kinds of things are happening now where people are scratching their head going wait a minute that's not how we do things in our family that's how you didn't do things you're out of the family i'm fine with that well you're not supposed to be fine with

that i but somehow i i'm checking in no i'm fine with it what do you mean you're checking is he talking to beings you know this is it's okay that if crazy people disown you i mean that if that's not obvious that should be okay everything is changing soak it in everything is changing and that includes not just the world that means everything in my beliefs i'm not even going to bother with with opinions because they're just not accurate i want to know the truth of god not the opinions of man

all those are their opinions they come and they go they change they can even call it scientific fact there's not one scientific fact that hasn't been disproven sometimes it's just within years of the fact coming out oh no there's some like gravity really because some people have seen beings flying when you're not in your dense body you can fly and even in a dense body people have been known to ascend because they're in a light body so it's there's just no facts of this world people you have

to eat certain foods and then they change that they're all the full food groups and people have proven well i can leave one food group out and still seem to be fine they're just opinions but you and i aren't supposed to be proving them wrong we're supposed to be just living right for us that's all that matters are you being true to yourself it doesn't matter what they think you have to be this you have to be gay or you have to be straight you have to be this religion or this persuasion of politics and

let it all go or not but i will tell you this anything you cling to is going to bring you pain because clenching is tiring it's fatiguing and it brings pain let go and let god yes let go and let god yeah but but okay if there are some things you're afraid to let go it's okay own that don't make yourself wrong or weak just say but there are some things i'm still clinging to just own that you know i'm pretty good about this but there are some things i'm still clinging to and i'm just going to own that you

know god i know you understand i'm clinging a little bit to whatever it is abc and it's going to maybe take me a little while but i'm open to you working with me on that just throw it out there like that and maybe you'll find that it'll be a finger at a time that's loosening up before you know it just like people that commit to healing addiction before you know it you're not fighting it you're not interested in it it sort of fell away on its own is that all making sense excellent so

this is who we are versus who we seem to be that's your title who we are versus who we seem to be and i'm saying to you genetics that's not who you are race gender no religion no none of it is who you are i'm not denying that it's who you seem to be see otherwise we'd be fully into denial and that would be too much for people so we'll say it this way it's who you seem to be you seem to be having propensities towards certain illnesses perhaps how would you like to stay stuck on that one

no i don't want that one good then loosen it up on all of them i'm not what people think i am you could be um you know a pacifist and still step up when there's a problem and people are in fighting and you go and you help stop this fighting instead of turning your eyes and pretending you gotta walk away you might be the only white person that does this black person that does that you because none of that's controlling you anymore stop talking about differences and recognize the light of god in all

people well i don't know how to do that just ask god to help you do that and god's going to come rushing in to show you how to really see things and it's going to run smack dab into your opinions and you'll go well god i'm waiting we're here i don't see you that's because you're still holding too many opinions go ahead let one go and boom a ray of light comes shooting through and another one and another one the more i drop my old self the more i see things exactly as god sees them

let's take a moment to center in to integrate all this as usual first decompressing and as you've taken a moment to decompress start contemplating meditating on what you heard today that made the most sense it could be in the the music it could be in the people you're sitting with it could be something i've said the sacred reading what did you hear that felt good or right for you breathe that in anything that didn't feel right for you just let it pass tune in to what felt right and oh own that

[Music] [Music] [Music] [Laughter] so [Music] is [Music] [Laughter] [Music] wow [Music] [Music] [Laughter] a deep breath in

decompressing [Music] [Music] take a moment now let spirit guide you surrender surrender [Laughter] allow into your mind an image of anyone that you believe has in any way

negatively affected your life adversely affected your life even ruined your life let them come to mind one or more think about anyone that's ever limited you [Music] harmed you financially emotionally your body your [Music] health did they limit you in genetics did they limit you in any way pass on an illness to you be honest financially [Music] note the quantity and intensity

[Music] with which they seem to have harmed you [Music] and soak this idea in for a moment the intensity and the quantity of times they've harmed you is also proportionate to the intensity and quantity in which we're refusing to know our divinity just imagine make believe that you can we can wrap our minds around that idea the effect of them is proportionate to how much we're willing to let that happen and if i'm willing to let that happen i can't be knowing my divinity which means if i'm allowing the effects i'm allowing

to forego my divinity furthermore spontaneously without thinking with your head do you really believe we're all one just answer that question in your mind do you believe we're all one and let's assume you say yes then how could there be another that harmed you you just said there's only one of us here [Music] it's okay we don't have to defend that it doesn't mean we're wrong or bad [Music] but we're becoming so enlightened we no longer choose to believe that the fragmented pieces out there of good

people and bad people are actually other than my goodness and badness the reflecting mind peace to you all peace to all images i retire all people that seem to have been my good that i pushed out of myself to so i could see it in someone else instead of in me peace be to you who represented naughty behaviors hurtful behaviors selfish behaviors you're parts of me it doesn't mean i'm literally like that but at the very least i'm willing to forego my divinity and let that have some sort of power over me

not today we've been hiring people to play a role [Music] to sabotage our lives [Music] because we were allowing the saboteur of all saboteurs the ego to control us no more i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth i am as god created me i am waking up now [Music] there is no other there is no outer [Music] for the last half minute i am as god created me

and then what does it mean just say those words and let the blanket filled in i am as god created me therefore i am hear it do that a few times [Music] wow woo [Music] and so it is slowly slowly integrated [Music]

so thank you slowly integrate back into the room thank you john i really love what we're all sharing in spirit the willingness to to wake up not one but all of us collectively it's beautiful it's beautiful that we're we don't just have like a preaching kind of an experience we don't even have just like an intellectual lecture kind of an experience we have this soul awakening experience we're learning healing

all at the same time so many dimensions of things happening at the same time you could be watching from far in other countries you could be watching this program and instead of just going oh this is interesting maybe notes but but allowing to wow what was that there's vibration happening there there's something frequency changes that are happening that's conscious to me and sometimes not conscious to me but there's something really really powerful happening it's kind of like the program is an

excuse that we use for god to gather certain people that are ready at certain levels and put them in a place and we call it a sacred service which i barely can even call it that because it's that squared you know it's that and so much more but that's a great name for it for now it's a sacred sunday service it's an experience and a half and so god gathers us so that we can do this kind of work aha's epiphanies healings tears music and so on but on another level guides ascended masters angels of every level

are weaving things together at levels not conscious or not seen by the human eye some of you see that some of you feel that some of you have those moments where i saw something i've never seen that before and those that's beautiful i love it and those are just tips of the iceberg it's going to as the veils thin it's going to be more and more what matters is not the special effects you start to see what's going to matter is is it making a difference in your life and that's what i really love hearing

people posting online that i don't do this as much as i used to and i'm really different i don't react the way i used to and you will still have days when you react and you might think my god i've not made any progress is that the voice of god or the ego oh it's all you have to ask yourself and if you still don't know remember i've said this many times that is that the voice of god or the ego and i still can't tell the difference try this is that what i would say to a child and if it isn't it's probably not coming

from god right simple criteria just appealing to your decency and it'll work to help you know that that can't be god's voice so then why am i why did i react so much because you did what should i do apologize and make amends if you can just step up and own it and shift it you're going to have a bad day you're going to have a bad moment you'll slip well not anymore because i read this certain book no you'll slip probably on the book and then you'll really be upset i slipped i tripped over my cores and

miracles and fractured my arm i hate that book now excellent now you have new things to forgive you know crack the book open while you're laying there waiting for the waiting for the paramedics [Laughter] keep doing your work no matter what thank you for being with us today online and present here let's please stand for our closing prayer we're going to go right into a chaplain meeting those of you who are chaplains in the room um just head into that room over there the meeting room and the people online we'll

see you there gratitude what's soaking in what we got from this um gratitude the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is peace be with you all thank you for being with us and i want to mention uh last week we talked about the the divine mother this is the book i was recommending and we now have a another batch of them in the bookstore um it's mother mary and the undoing process so

check that out you can get them online as well check that out and remember the bookstore is open and we have the chaplain meeting okay god bless bye-bye