Who and What Is the Holy Spirit?

today i just want to explain a little bit about who and what the holy spirit is now the holy spirit when we hear that word sometimes we we kind of go back to religion so please don't don't do that um i wouldn't advise that no need to you know go go to um you know painful places the the holy spirit to understand what the holy spirit did is it's absolutely essential to our growth now that said people can still have spiritual growth without knowing or even using the term holy spirit but it really goes to another level of

fast-track spirituality when we do understand what the holy spirit is because otherwise we tend to have spiritual concepts like god somewhere else and us here and then what do you pray to you know you're supposed to pray to is it just called god or is it god the father or is it jesus or is it angels or masters or you know what do you pray to the good news is god is one so they get cc'd on everything all of them get copied on everything but instead of breaking it down into pretty soon you're now praying to your

deceased aunt you know like at what point can we just still get back to god instead of anything else between god and ourselves so that's always been my take is we're not separate from god so it shouldn't be complicated to commune or pray with god all right now that said even though god is but one let's try not to break it down further than a trinity god being a trinity and the trinity is a great replication because it applies everywhere you have a spiritual self a soul self and a human self that's a trinity

that trinity repeats so often in nature and in life and in spiritual symbolism that we might as well use it to our advantage god itself can be understood as a trinity religions used to debate this i mean they actually sat around a debate is jesus god or part of a trinity and they used to have these big debates about these things because they failed to understand both can be true there is a creator and a created both can be true that the created is one with the creator is true but it's also distinctly different in a

sense that one's the creator and one created okay now in this trinity we use the metaphor of the father the son and the holy spirit the holy spirit for all intents and purposes would be like the mother aspect of god and that really helps us if we think about it because if you use the the human archetypes or stereotypes of parenting you know think about it we have you know in the stereotype i'm saying you know dad goes to work it was really mom the mother who often takes care father in its way but in its sort of a

detached way gone to work the mother's here in the home and that's what the mother is to us the holy spirit is the mother and religion started using the pronoun he which really wasn't necessary but it wasn't accurate but they just kept doing that so just erase what they misdeed onto things and let's just relax and understand it to a new level what is the holy spirit who is the holy spirit and the reason i say what and who is because in a sense it's a it's a being it's a consciousness

not a person but it's like a being so you want to think of it as a who so that you can be close to it and not think of it as just an it but this this holy spirit what is it it's the female aspect of god and we're the child we're the son so it's not father son jesus and the holy spirit it's father son us and the holy spirit now we say sun and there's go masculine again so spell it s-u-n because we're the light of the universe we're the light of the world we're the light of god's eye okay we are

we're the son of god meaning in the solar system universe solar system the sun is the center of the universe our solar system so are we we're the center of this system the system is nothing but a magnification of ourselves the planets are nothing but a projection of our chakras or states of consciousness there's a planet that signifies my root chakra one that signifies my heart chakra so as i live and die and move through this universe between lives i move through those planets into other dimensionalities

and the sun symbolizes my christ self because christ is the other name for the son of god in religion they made it jesus is the only son of god jesus is was the first to re completely remember he was the son of god but it's our identity all of us as ernest holm says christ is the name of god in man it's a wonderful statement i love that sentence that statement because it it really clarifies that christ is not a religious thing it's my identity it's the name of the i am presence in me me being any of us so

in that christ we're all one but once upon a time as i've shared hundreds of times now once upon a time the christ that is in god wondered what it would be like if it weren't when that happened the big bang took place and the children of god flew into the universe that manifested the results of what separation would look like think of that i wonder what it's like to be separate from god boom the big bang took place what is the big bang doing everything's separating because we ask what it's like to be separate

so naturally everything would move apart and every time you and i forgive we think as one you know it's like if if if i have issues with you but i decide you know i want to let those go what i'm saying is i actually am willing to try to be closer to you again that's what you're saying when you forgive somebody and when you do that you're reversing the propulsion of all the planets blowing apart so eventually they will all come back together where did they blast off from the sun do you understand the sun that's me you

blew off from me we all blew apart from each other but we're the sun we're the christ the planets will eventually recontract to the sun and then all the suns in the universe will recontract to the great central sun and it'll all be over the the dream of having been separate it's actually more like a nightmare but the dream of being separate will cease to exist and it'll be in quantum physics they say as though it never was you know back now you think but wait but astrophysicists they would say it would

take billions of years if it even happened to you know contract and by the way wouldn't that be painful oh i can't wait till we're all one again oh yeah we're all on the planets shooting towards the sun you know you'll get a tan for half a second and then you're dead you know everything just explodes back into the sun that doesn't sound good guys you won't be in a dense body to see that when that happens we'll be done and the universe will mirror what we just accomplished in terms of oneness

so don't think you have to wait for the day that the whole you know universe recontracts so at some point it's kind of like saying the father and the mother aspects of god they were in communion with the child of god the christ us the children of god said well i wonder what it would be like to separate so boom here it goes the big bang takes place and off we go the mother it's the mother that says hey honey and remember this is metaphor they're not genders and they're not beings bodies so the mother says to the father hey

honey um you know look at our children there's something a little funky going on you know they're doing this you know we're like we're having a nightmare that we've now left god and dreamt up an entire existence well the mother is saying since they are leaving i'm going to go with them so the mother aspect of god becomes the womb known as the universe and she acts to manifest all of our thoughts so the mother became the very dust particles in the universe that manifest she is then quantum waves that become

quantum particles that become atoms and become molecules that become things the thing can be a disease if that's where you're at in consciousness manifesting is easy that's where i'm at my lessons she's saying and so it is all she says is so it is constantly she doesn't say i refuse she's here so why would the all loving mother say i'm willing to manifest your painful ideas why doesn't she say no i'm only going to pain you know reflect positive you'd still be in heaven

so why does she reflect our painful things so that she can say are you tired of this yet honey no mother i need 50 more of these lessons you know i'm just kind of stubborn and so it is honey and she just objectively manifests where your mind is at if you reach in your wallet you find one dollar or 100 or no dollars that's the mother manifesting your consciousness so when they sometimes you know certain teachers they'll say the universe reflects your it the universe what you mean space you know are you making a

deity out of this right here this thing that isn't anything it's empty space the universe when they say the universe manifests your reality your beliefs it's not the universe it's the mother because it's called mother which comes from matter so the mother materializes like maternity right the mother materializes our consciousness and she's doing that to say honey are you are you done with this one yet no mother i want a little more of that i know i'll get it after 15 marriages i know i'll get it this time

you know she says okay and and she perfectly is reflecting our mind something that only the holy spirit of god only that infinite intelligence could pull that off to know exactly the vibration of your consciousness to materialize for you that thing this is known by everybody even if they don't think they believe in god the mother or the father everybody knows this is true but it's one reason why some people resent god and or why they're so disrespectful to women because women are a manifestation of the

mother in you know literal sense why some people are disrespectful towards the feminine because deep down we're mad at her for materializing things that we don't want to take responsibility for she did it let me check my wallet only one dollar she has done this to me i should have had a hundred what you're really saying is god isn't there for me and then she says oh would you like me to manifest that too okay god's not here for you and she manifests that perfectly mirroring our thoughts and level of consciousness

perfectly she can't in any time at all in history imperfectly manifested she can't manifest my realities for you nor yours for me each of us perfectly so you marry somebody you partner with somebody they turn out to be you know crazy and you know how and why and it's them their bad bad bad you're not realizing that she materialized them perfectly for you based on your level of consciousness and lessons the sooner we say oh okay fine i don't like hearing that but fine the sooner you can say and i want to do it differently that's

that's that word responsibility that scares people but it's perfect it's beautiful because it means i can change anything and everything so this this thing we call the mother the holy spirit when they even call it in catholicism the holy ghost ghost just means against spirit the holy spirit the holy spirit is my mother and there's a lot of things i'm going to share about that in just a sec but she's known as shekinah to the people of israel the hebrew speaking people as they used to call in the old testament

shekinah she we call it she she the mother shekinah all right shakti the words are even similar through various cultures cultures it's the mother and so what's nice is even jesus in a few different quotes is saying things like i have to leave you now what did he say i have to leave you and the apostles are like hold in a minute we're totally codependent you know it's kind of cool to hang out with jesus you catch cold he cures it you need to pay taxes he's like just go fishing this guy materializes coins in

the fish this is a good gig you know and he's like i'm leaving no wait no no way what does he say i have to leave because you're focused on me and i'm just you and you won't own that i'm you you won't own that you're the christ unless i leave so i'm going to leave and then he adds and when i do she will come to you what does that mean guys what he's saying is i am the christ that you are listen carefully please i'm the christ that you also are but you're not going to know

that unless i leave then you're going to start hungering for that jesus christ guy you're going to hunger so much for it and i'm not going to be there you're going to start looking for it in yourself and for that to happen you're gonna need she the mother to birth the christ in you so the way he words it is i'm leaving but the comforter will come to you if i don't leave the comforter cannot come that's profound but what he's saying is you will not learn interdependence if you're codependent that's what he's

saying on a relationship level and to a degree it's the same as any good parent would somehow figure out how to do for their children listen guys um you know like i've shared you know when my kids were teens and and you know they needed help with rent and all that there was a point where i said here's what i'm going to do kind of like saying if i don't stop paying your rent for you you'll never learn to do it but i did it gently i said i'm going to pay all your rent next month too besides this month you

needed it fine i did it the month after that guess what i'm going to do half your rent the month after that guess what zero so you're on notice after that i don't know you'll have to figure it out and that's not at all harsh i even tapered it off you know called rent titration i guess you could say but it's you know i i just weaned them and that's a healthy thing to do but are you doing it in a way that's like you know vindictive no by doing it they're coming out more you see that's what jesus was saying

if you keep staring at me saying oh jesus christ and jesus you're not going to say how do i get that within myself and you can't birth the christ in yourself mother has to give birth a mother so you need the mother you need the holy spirit shekinah you need the holy spirit and the holy spirit comes when she's invited she's always here but she steps up and becomes obvious and if more effective to us when we create space the space is called a yantra in tantric traditions and in buddhist traditions it's called a yantra

in paganism it would be called a pentagram that you draw on the ground because and even even prayer is considered the word prayer means a trap and it's a terrible word to translate it prayer is to trap god no it means to anchor god not trap god so a yantra is a diagram you've seen like those drawings there the back one the blue that's called a yantra and a mandala but it's a yantra it's a sacred geometric symbol that's used that if we were to draw that on the ground it becomes almost like a a nest for the

shekinah see the people of israel they would do certain ceremonies to call shakina down into their ceremony for example it would come into the tabernacle and into the holy of holies and become present over the ark of the covenant but you and i are the ark of the covenant there was an ark but you and i are learning to embody everything because we are everything solomon's temple isn't a location con currently ruins yes but it's no longer supposed to be at location and inside the the tabernacle of or you know the temple

of solomon there was the holy of holies the holy of holies is now in you it's your neck and head area it's here it's this is the tabernacle this is the temple of god i am the temple of god that's why jesus said you can destroy this temple and i'll rebuild it in a few days and they all laughed at him and he knew they're not understanding because he was talking the way i'm talking right now in deep powerful symbolism i am the temple did you not know you are the temple of god it doesn't mean something dense outside

even your body is not actually the temple it's a it's a metaphor of the temple your heart and soul is the altar of god that's where you give up the human self this is where you make your vows to say no more of certain things in my life when you say no more addiction you're really coming back to your heart and center your heart and soul saying no to the lower centers not centers that we judge centers that we call for what they are you represent my limited human self i no longer am interested in that i want

the divine self now to fill my heart and soul and shine its light through my body the body being a metaphor only not something we praise so all of a sudden we realize oh my god even if this body drops away i the temple of god still remain it isn't the body itself that's the temple it's the soul that's where we invite the presents and then that light just shines and shines and shines in gnosticism they called she sophia and it's the the ancient mythology this this divine feminine self the problem is

sophia represented us when we forget the holy spirit and try to live our lives without guidance of god and sophia the character in mythology she goes on and has a very lonely sad self-destructive kind of a life until until she has an awakening then she returns home to the father mother god so it's an it's an amazing thing when you think about it this even this concept of a yantra so people are out doing pentagrams the pagans on the ground chalk on ground or or salt or whatever they want to use different groups but

they also call this a yantra as i said which is a symbol on the ground you you go and draw this you've seen the buddhists do their mandalas they're doing mandalas but those are also symbolic of the yantra that's done in a large form that people can stand in and do ceremony right but the yantra is where you pull down or anchor the presence of god and that's why in you know some arts and in paganism you draw the pentagram and you call spirits into that circle that's what they're kind of doing

you're anchoring spirit but there's no greater spirit to anchor than god itself you're not trapping god and they say prayer is a form of a yantra or a trap for god all it means is you and i have to learn to start anchoring the presence of god but do i have to go and buy chalk and do it in the in the parking lot right here call god which is here down not from the heavens the sky but from the heights within yourself call it down into your heart and then it'll change the rest of your life the lower chakras

because you've called god and you've you you've anchored it so so that's what that concept of yantro is and and the idea of i'm going to call the presence of god and some people will say i'm going to call in a spiritual like whatever dead deceased being is around the room i'm going to call in my deceased grandma all of that is the same kind of an anchoring but why settle for anything but god itself and why anchor it only on the outside when we have to learn eventually to anchor it on the inside my

last point to that is that prayer it has the same word trapping anchoring prayer is to call god's presence in so quite beautiful if you think about it call in the mother call call her into the experience so literally that we would say okay i'm struggling right now i have some bills i can't seem to pay don't say uh dear let's see father do i pray to today no wait holy spirit as you know as though like it's convenient you're not looking for convenient prayer it's all the same if you want to call to

jesus because he's remembered he's the christ or called to christ or called to the mother or the father they all get cc'd it doesn't matter call in the presence of god but try not to settle for anything less than that go to god in one of those forms now when we call in that presence what we're used to doing is okay let's see god wait let me squeeze out a tear so i look really desperate god please help i can't pay my bills what we're saying then god who's not here it's somewhere else

in case you didn't know which means it's not all knowing i have a bill i can't pay which means i can't pay it i'm already affirming it can't be paid i need you because you're greater than i am by all means i need you to figure out a way to pay my electric bill what does god say especially the father aspect my beloved i can't see you with any flaws or any debts you seem fine to me typical dad typical dad never mind i'll go to mom mother i've got a pill a bill i can't

pay and the mother's gonna say you've been talking to your father haven't you you seem frustrated i know how that is see because the mother's saying the father remains in the all-knowing that everything we struggle with has no power over us it's not real the mother aspect of god was made to be able to interpret halfway she's the bridge and she's able to say i actually get it because i'm here with you and i can see that when you scratched your knee your father's going what knee

you don't have a knee you don't have a body and the mother's going i agree with him you don't have a knee you don't you're not a body and you can't actually be in pain but i will hear you anyway and help you with what you need so it's the mother that grounds just as we call her and ground her she grounds the power of god into our lives is that making sense she's the ultimate bridge that's the the key word she's the ultimate bridge so we call in that presence and we say you know holy spirit of god

so you can say god it doesn't matter whatever you you feel comfortable saying but practice calling in that presence and if you say i need you to help me with a bill it that's not spiritually the most accurate sentencing but if that's what your soul is saying say it it's okay the mother knows how to translate it but remember the mother even the mother who wants to bridge with your beliefs in having needs does not want to actually ever make it seem like what you think your needs are have power over you

so she's not here to enable so the best prayer is to say how would i how would you have me see this this seems to be a bill i can't pay but spirit of god show me how to see this through your eyes and what happens is these certain neurons in your brain that go i don't have enough money i know neurons that are programmed over time lifetimes perhaps childhood programs perhaps but there's neurons that are programmed she actually has the right and power to go in especially upon your asking and starts unplugging these neurons of i

can't pay it she then plugs in new ones and you go oh my god money manifested out of the blue but it didn't manifest out of the blue it manifested out of your new belief systems and there can come a time when you can say my belief systems tell me that i can walk on water and you'll walk on water jesus never actually had to effort that into being you know he didn't go oh there's water this is going to be a tough one wow you know oh you know and he never said leper are you kidding me i mean i'm still working on colds you

know now you're hitting me with he never had to say oh man we have to really ramp up the power today we learned to change our complete understanding jesus didn't have to look at water and think this is going to be tougher to walk on than ground as soon as he understood that all of it is just in the mind an illusion made up by us none of it mattered he could walk anywhere he could float in space and we're all going in that direction i already can manifest more things today than i could 10 years ago and

30 years ago and 50 years ago right and to think me 40 years ago at 20 years old me 40 years ago to think ahead to where i am today i don't know that my mind would have been able to comprehend the difference that i now have in me about anything healing consciousness so imagine where you're going to be another x number of years ahead we are gods and goddesses in the making but it's not really in the making it's in the remembrance process so the mother in part what i want to share is there's seven primary facts about the mother

seven primary facts one of them is she is our healer our teacher our guide that's very essential and you know some of us still but it it seems separate you develop a relationship with her you have to we all have to learn to nurture that relationship with her we have to get used to it even the words holy spirit for some of us is to be like i just have too much history with that word in religion i'm going to go with the mother she has no problem with that well i i don't know i can't call her a she because my religion never did so i

got to go with him it doesn't matter but find it slash her somehow develop a relationship with this thing that is your mother and is so i mean my human mother was not stellar as a human mother but but there's still times like i remember when i was four brothers would go to school and i was still at home she actually she actually made lunch for me and so forth you know there was a time when i was a little boy and this this not so great of a mother still had it in her to mother she even she pulled it off and i remember i remember she uh one

time said oh michael you know it's your birthday you know happy birthday oh thanks mom you know and michael i want you to sit and watch you know because i watched a certain show on tv the morning show it was one of those you know um interactive like they they actually would take letters and read them you know one of those kids shows like romper room if you remember that so i'm sitting there and and then the the host and there's michael in such and such a town i mean i was like wow how did they and what they did in

this show it was like this was a um this i don't know this kind of a pagan woman and she would look through magical looking glass you know uh i'm not gonna say the name she would look through this looking glass and go and we see michael and i'm like oh oh my god i gotta be a pagan when i grow up this is amazing so but but the thing is my mom arranged that she wasn't even a stellar mom and she took time to arrange that so to remember even if you've had a mom that wasn't great one that gave you never wanted to connect with i

understand it's try to imagine anytime any of us have been a good mother to you men and women when they cared man when they cared when they were there when they were nurturing when they encouraged some movement forward come on honey when they held you when you scratched your knee or whatever it's a an amazing thing how many of us have been the mother for others take that concept magnify it by what a trillion and it still wouldn't be enough to imagine the mother the mother god will take care of anything and

everything this mother is not what we were taught about god where it might answer prayers it might like you this aspect of god can only love us the fraction that my mom could ever have done is nothing in comparison doesn't take away from what my mom made it attempt to do just the idea is this this aspect of god is not waiting for you to become worthy you already are and we already are and it's like then what do i do it's just called acceptance i'm going to accept your will today instead of if you tell me what your will is i'll

think about it i want to know what your will has got before i need you know i need to have my time to kind of roll it around see if i like it before i select it try instead the concept of leaping try the concept and i don't mean literally but the concept of saying i believe you're going to catch me if i fall i'm going to try out romance i i finished a divorce two years ago heartbroken but i'm going to try out romance and and you just go and you play you know you don't you don't assign every challenge to the mother

just you know guide me show me the best way through this it's really really beautiful seven aspects though traits facts about the holy spirit one she it is our guide or teacher healer and i like to use those three phrases because if i need healing it's her if i need guidance it's her if i need teaching it's her she's she's really a symbol of my christ self but i'm asking her to help me birth that christ self you see what i'm saying she is even she is really a symbol of my highest self so i'm still not

doing the god is out there somewhere the mother's out there somewhere she's symbolic of my highest self so that's the first piece what what i would say facts about the holy spirit another one the holy spirit is available at all times to all people the holy spirit holds us in in this womb and it's a really beautiful concept to think of the universe as a womb a dark quiet place the universe and we're in that room gestating and growing true but symbolically most of us think of the womb as kind of a as a safe

space so what's nice is we're never leaving the womb of this mother you can never be birthed out of it and put somewhere else the whole point of the mother being the mother and taking form called matter is so she could say honey to the father father honey i'm to go and become the the you know their world for them i'm going to go and become the universe for them to fly into why so that they will never they will never believe that they're separate from god even though they're acting like they're

separating from god i'm going to play a trick on them i'm going to be where they go i'm going to be the place they go to thinking they're separate and if at any moment they say but separation just doesn't feel good she'll say and so it is and if they say you know i want to remember and so it is so she's right there always willing to remind us that we've never left anything you never left god she's literally around us in us and through us the next trait or fact about the holy spirit is

that which i've already said she it is one with the father and with the son so she's not separate she's part of god and she's part of us okay the next she is which i've already said also the mother of all creation all all dimensions of creation not just third dimension all levels of creation she is the womb we flew into as we separated seemingly from god let's say god's here here's the separation she went out and became the room the womb all places we could go all dimensions all planets all realities

everything the next fact about the holy spirit is she's the one that births our remembrance that we are the christ she's the one that steps in and helps us birth it we ask i'm ready i am ready to remember who i am good honey that's great to hear let me help you birth that that's what she says but what's kind of tricky about that point is when she says let me help you birth that she's still mirroring everything so when i say i'm ready to birth the christ self now let's pretend

i am ready to birth the christ self but let's pretend i've got some resentments you can't be the christ and resentful at the same time so the mother's going to say you want to birth the christ self oh that's so wonderful let me help you birth the christ self and i'm also going to bring up some creepy people to your issues in the form of creepy people to trigger you why mother well because as soon as you accomplish forgiveness of that you will then be the christ can i can it be the christ without

having to look at people i don't like because in my opinion i would be the christ if it weren't for those people and she's like and so that is let's try that you know they're they're gonna manifest to show you that's not true and around and around we go the holy spirit i want to say is also the source of all higher teachings so when someone says i channeled a course in miracles i'm channeling a poem and the holy spirit is the source of that material okay the holy spirit you can say well

it's my higher say call it what you want but ultimately and i encourage us to go to the source acknowledge the source of all is god which i'm part of okay but try not to credit your genius for things you know go a little higher than that no no it's just purely my genius and sometimes you'll say no no this credits because of past life i had a gift so it's me still go ahead and credit yourself but you're digging from a well that will run dry you're you're scooping from a well that will run dry if you credit yourself when

you realize this is the holy spirit in me as me through me i still get to be involved in the process but the ultimate source is an infinite well the holy spirit as opposed to me genetically or habitually or whatever else it might be the holy spirit next is the ultimate bridge so when i'm in a conversation that's just butting heads call on the holy spirit help me just you know help me it doesn't have to be some profound chant ritual you go into even the words help me and she will show up as the bridge and and this is interesting because

people butt heads and all of a sudden a piece of clarity comes in those moments where clarity comes and where suddenly somebody goes oh i get what you're saying those are moments where the mother has sprinkled her fairy dust you know over us because you're like a b c x y z a b c x y z ooh the whole alphabet you know and i was like okay i get what you're saying now but someone has to call that in for now someone has to call that in the day will come where it is our only choice but while we're in a world of duality

we have two voices now the ego self you're in the middle you have an ego self trying to talk to you and the holy spirit the ego will never shut up it's always talking unfortunately the way we've arranged this thing called life here this voice the holy spirit has to be asked she will not force her voice infinitely patient how are you doing honey oh i'm fine just ego's just still destroying my life and then she'll say um hi do you need anything no thanks i'm good i'm in my usual patterns

of destruction okay and she waits then all of a sudden you go i just hit bottom bloody hell i hate my life i gotta change something she's like oh okay would you like some help please but you don't have to reach the worst of the bottom to then turn to her why don't we just call today bottom and start asking you know do we have to get to worse to oh you know oh now that i've tried everything else you know i've worshipped the holy sandal like they say in monty python's life of brian i worship the holy sandal

i worship nothing i hated i loved and lost and this and that and the other and now we go to the mother and she has no problem with it at any because she was always there anyway infinitely patient knowing that all the weird self-destructive cycles we're in are not real anyway they're just delusions and illusions of self-destruct so she's just you know watching and waiting and then we say i need help i'm glad what would you like today and reflecting our new consciousness and at the same time we can just let

today be bottom and say instead of i hit bottom and that's why i'm calling out i just realized i'd like to go up instead of not bottom i want to go up you see instead of just what i don't want any more of i know what i do want i just kind of like this you know people say so michael what got you on the path and that you know probably you know was it divorce was it near-death experience you know people that's too typical humans which is not bad at all because it got you there but i'm not i don't have one of those

like oh and i was just out of my mind drinking and drugs and it just always made sense god love you know all this stuff just always made sense if anything the the one of the worst dramas traumas of my life was that it made sense and i couldn't get enough of it you know this is back in stagecoach days you know practically and so you couldn't find this left and right there weren't shows everywhere and internet there was no you know not a lot there so that was a bit frustrating in fact that was a beautiful lesson too

because at the time when i'm wishing for more of it i had to actually go here to find it because it wasn't out there which is like jesus saying to the apostles i'm going to leave you so that you can get it well i was born into this world and it left me it wasn't there overtly well that's all right because it led me to a lot of introspection a lot of inner work so i i got it another way whatever gets you to the light as john john's song said so besides all that next as i'm going to start closing in a

moment you know there are in the bible and in bible for bible students and people of religious studies they they have what they call the seven gifts of the holy spirit seven uh you know virtues of the there's all these other things out there you don't have to know any of that but in case you're interested i want to share a handful of these some people say there's five of these or 12 of these and whatever but i just want to share a few the gifts of the holy spirit interestingly enough the first four it's

like walking up the chakras the first four gifts of the holy spirit have to do with sort of getting your your human self to a higher level and the last three have to do with your upper three chakras but these you know gifts of the holy spirit and then again there's other terminology they have what they call the seven graces of the holy spirit the seven virtues of the holy spirit there's all these kinds of things you don't have to know all that but just the first i'll share with you so these seven

gifts of the holy spirit the first one has to do with fortitude strength commitment that's like the root chakra so when they say someone's blessed by the gifts of the holy spirit sometimes some like christians might say i have a a one of the uh gifts of the holy spirit i have the the blessing of wisdom like solomon called on wisdom see i've always been the type to believe don't call in one call on all okay now if you only manifest one or two great it's great i'm just saying that we're capable of

being everything just as god is so fortitude's considered the first gift of the holy spirit the second one is called counsel or good counsel that's a person who's blessed with intuition to know what people need in terms of when you're counseling in other words it's almost like someone who's a bit of an empath you kind of know where people are coming from what they're dealing with but that's the emotional chakra the third one is knowledge which has to do with the mind the intellect

and there's two kinds of knowledge there's human knowledge well there's human intellectual academic knowledge but there's also knowledge of the stuff of this world even on a higher level and then there's knowledge that you receive from god either way we're just calling it knowledge so one of the gifts of the holy spirit fortitude good counsel clarity and knowledge of consciousness of the mind the fourth is wisdom that's the heart that's the higher mind if you've got one or any of these you're

you're you're basically feeling the experience whether you knew it or not the holy spirit is filling you like when i teach i just kind of typically i just go you know and spirit comes through but if i if i'm counseling somebody it comes through as that and i feel like i've got good the fortitude you know the strength the backbone then i also feel like there's a wisdom but the wisdom we're talking about is is more like a peace you know it's like a it's not knowledge it's more like

awareness does that make sense the next is when you start getting after wisdom um the next one is the fifth chakra and that's called piety and what that means is basically humility so the throat shocker some people think as you're going up it's supposed to be much more grandiose no man i have respect a piety i have a nice humility about me and the next one going up to the sixth chakra is understanding now this is this is not the human knowledge understanding this is the higher level of understanding it's it's

as though you are filled with the mother at the highest level possible the sixth chakra is opening and the mother says isn't it nice honey understanding means peace in fact a course in miracles says you know people often say that they want from from god they say they want understanding but humans with their propensity to be control freaks humans often say i want understanding meaning i want to know why this is so i want answers that's not the kind of understanding we're talking about so what he says in a course in miracles

don't ask for understanding ask for peace because if you have peace and tranquility you'll go oh i get it and that's called understanding you think you'll want to get it and you'll eventually have peace the course tells you get peace and you'll have understanding so this means that higher version of understanding and the last seventh chakra gift of the holy spirit is called respect for god the bible calls this fear of god and that's a mistranslation god i can't wait to pray for the gifts of the holy spirit

i can't wait till i'm terrified of god it's not what it meant the fear of god simply meant respect for god and it also meant i have my priorities straight the absolute most important thing for me in me around me through him in my life is a greater connection to god now that doesn't mean you put on like a white robe and you abstained from everything that's the old school which was necessary at the time mysticisms and prophets and masters now we're being told anchor god everywhere become a living yantra become a living

you know place of god in yourself so don't live up here in understanding and piety see now you're sounding like a monk or a nun understanding piety and respect for god fear of god that's misunderstanding mistranslation old school instead i got it you know like wow i'm gonna take all this and bring it bring it like the saying you know bring it bring it on bring it i'm going to bring the presence of god into my thinking into my emotion into my body into my life bring bring it in like the prayer of saint

patrick i'm going to bring the presence of god when i move forward to the right to the left the presence of god is all around me as jesus put when you see me you see the father like becoming the presence what we do is abstain to become more spiritual you want to work on 12-step program you want to work on addiction bring god that's why they tell you to do this with god you're going to have an easier time working on addiction if you call in god's presence what some people try to do is and you know exit and end certain

behaviors so they can become more spiritual try instead set your consciousness on being spiritual now and it'll make what you do easier doing to become spiritual is fine harder work though when you don't realize it being spiritual and doing is the other way around much easier it's much easier it's so much easier to try to make your children be perfect and spiritual so you can have a better household just anchor the presents and let them feel what you're bringing let them want what you're bringing

as well as partnerships and whatever else so bring that presence to what you eat and drink you know this presence and you can do it like this you can say if right now i'm in the presence what decision would i make if right now i'm in the presence you know neediness starts to wash away but i'm not saying you have to have no needs that's doing i'm talking about center and then ask yourself what does centering feel like i'm going to not have sex to quench a sexual interest i'm going to be in the

presence and bring that to an experience of intimacy which can be fun it's not like you sit in chat you know we'll chant sex you know it's um instead can i be in the presence can i can i do that and you're supposed to learn to do that you and i have to actually bless this world that we created so that it stops looking the way it looks we have to bring more holiness to the world to make it a whole world instead what people keep doing is trying to fix the problems in the world we have to bring the solution

in consciousness like saint francis is saying it's far greater to be the presence than to want it from others and from the world to be let me be forgiving let me you know not so much what i want but instead how to be this presence how to bring peace and forgiveness and so on so that's what we do gosh i wish the world weren't so then do it differently and you can either do it from your little self which is going to be a lot of hard work and a lot of weird learning curves or just call in the presence how would spirit have me do this i have

to i have to reprimand one of my children right now plug into god and do that and you might think you might assume that that means oh um well god would say it's okay it's okay honey and by the way you put your hand on the stove too it's gonna burn you but i'm in god right now so i don't care that's not what it looks like god through me can still say no to a dog that's attacking someone about to buy stop you know boom god can show up like that too god can show up in me saying enough to the voices of self-doubt god nothing

ever goes well for me hey be still and know the i am presence of god okay wow you didn't have to be so mean about it knock it off i'm not being mean i'm telling you the truth of god okay you can do that what's the presence going to look like today and sometimes firm you can plug into god and still vote good luck no you can because you're you you'll have your guidance of what is right for you but you can plug into god and be just as illuminated when you're running track as you are in the gym

as as well as when you're meditating and and painting and praying and parenting we're supposed to bring the presence everywhere at one point it's gonna happen where everything is corrected but through consciousness behavior that matches consciousness but through consciousness all of a sudden the way the mother sees the universe all of a sudden is the way her children see the universe and that's inevitable please take a few moments of centered breathing hmm and today instead of a meditation we'll

close with sort of a prayer communion meditation heavenly father mother god in this moment we ask your infinite wisdom and power to come into our being descend into our being through the holy mother descend into our being and open every one of our centers of consciousness every chakra open every one of them now safely and beautifully so that we can sneeze out of all of them the stuff that has become allergic to us our old patterns wounds in every chakra from root to crown from every center open every one of these centers and as these open

we affirm we know we decree all that is unlike god is being exposed right now to the light of god i choose nothing that would stand between me and the light of god i choose nothing of darkness shames guilt past no regrets no karmas all things that i would have once dreamt of i realize now were dreams and i choose to wake up so all that was trapped within my being i ask now for the holy spirit which is also known as the holy breath and the comforter i ask that she just simply blow through every one of those centers in her

beautiful powerful gentle way blowing out all that was once stagnant hurtful painful dark the holy spirit cleansing everything that we're ready to release we then affirm that we are now empty our cup is empty our center's all empty we see them just empty clean clear ready to be filled with something new so we then call you now mother to us refill every one of our centers show us what the root chakra looks like in its healthy form the emotional center the intellectual center the intuitive center the christ throat center the crown the

third eye show us every center when it's really blazing with the light of god this becomes my candelabra i am fully lit i am fully awake again being birthed again today help me not to let these lights be snuffed out as quickly as the last time i've ever done work like this for myself let these lights glow and let them grow and let them be my presence that i bring to the world let people see the light glowing in and through me let them wonder how does that person look so nice feel so nice how do they handle

crisis so well let me be a living example of being the light of god there is no power but god and i'm only choosing to let it be in and through active in and through me this power this presence is so beautiful that i become a house their angels would seek to dwell it's impossible for me to hold this presence and not have angels choosing to come and reside in and around me angels become the shield of god that i wear it becomes the sword of truth when i speak it becomes illumination that others see they know to trust me

in my words my thoughts they know that i'm the mother so i can comfort if they need help me to know when to hand a tissue and when to give a hug this is not all about external empowerment it's also gentleness and sensitivity i am the artist the poet the singer the mother the father the friend i am all things to all people as needed basis i am the healer i'm the friend i am the light of god i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth and so it is nice thank you guys