Which Voice To Follow?

today we're going to talk about what voice to follow what voice to follow which is you could subtitle it will the real god please stand up but um it's a todd rundgren song never mind okay so um which voice to follow and a lot of people ask this like what guidance what what voice what to listen to and gets very convoluted so this is going to take a moment to to really understand this and it is absolutely essential that we come to understand this somebody will say my voice of my higher self you have several layers of higher

self which one of them are you going to listen to you know go to god and let god determine what part of you is ready to hear what and that that's in a summary that's what i would say but we really need to use a higher level of consciousness as our guide we must not become complacent it doesn't even make sense to become complacent and either listen to no guide or listen to any old guide we deserve much better it really makes no sense to settle and it's interesting to me because even a non-interested

awakening kind of non-spiritual person still has the integrity to advise let's say their children to make better decisions right they don't have to like be deeply ritual to get that it you know just an average person understands that so why would we settle in anything else so again get getting back to god but we have to learn to practice this concept it's not like you can hope it happened or wish that it would happen or even call it in once and assume it's forever we've come in to a world of illusion and

we've allowed ourselves to get caught up in like the song we just listened to a cog you know we're this bizarre like there's a a wheel that takes us down in a wheel that takes us up involution evolution voices that are not of love take us down or as we talked about i think it was last sunday down and out instead of in and up remember that that was pretty cool yeah no i i liked i liked that one um so looking at this from a fuller perspective this world and people taking in the advice of this world you you have your intellect you have

your emotions you even have your physical reality like your senses advising you masters and mystics and gurus and you know yogis have said for thousands of years do not listen to the guidance or the voice of your senses and we're even adding now or your emotions i'm not talking about your divine feeling talking about human emotions and your intellect the intellect hasn't helped the intellect has created civilizations that had knowledge intellect without wisdom and it's destroyed people so who wants to continue listening to

that now of course there are kinds of certain kinds of people that oh man the the head the brain tells them everything that they want to know it's like that's all that matters it's the strangest thing to me but that's i'm a little weird so you know it seems foreign to let your your intellect and by that we're talking about your lower three chakras your physical senses in reality your emotional self reality which isn't real at all and your intellect those lower three chakras we sometimes say intellect we

point to our head it's it's because we're we think that that's where we think from because we think our thinking comes from our brain and it doesn't the brain is just following what it's told by the soul that's another story so the lower three chakras are sort of what your three-dimensional world is about three and three three dimensions three lower chakras the heart is where we can now access not direct god but the light of god shining down into our heart so we're not yet back to our divine

perfect whole upper three chakra divine trinity self but we where we are is here the soul we're capable of this most humans don't go there they stay down in the lower three centers only what my head tells me only what my emotions tell me only what my senses tell me and so forth that's their reality which makes sense because they're three-dimensional people but you're not a three-dimensional being it just looks like it that's all it's temporary so and i know some people are so into this

world that they get kind of offended when i say it is beyond worthless the advice of your senses why because they're lying to you they're telling you you're a limited being and you're not and you know physicists you know they're just trying so hard to get there they're like you know we're we're we're starting to learn and understand physics and reality and non-reali and the more they think about it the more they're off but interestingly enough there's this concept in in

physics and astrophysics and so on where they're saying you know they talk about the speed of light now they've announced a few years ago we think that you can go faster there's one thing that can go faster than the speed of light light itself you know and then the academics ooh i said that 30 years ago how could it not be true it's not because i'm a genius it's because i listen what could go faster than light light it total sense and how and why because we are light then they say you know getting to the point of of

this light is is sort of what they're calling causation doesn't that make sense we're the causation the speed of light means back to your reality back to your real self right and when you become light itself there is no traveling at the speed of light because you're light so you're everywhere and to be everywhere in this universe is still not there but that's e-den it's not quite there why because you still think you're in a universe that you're one with a seen knowable universe is still not

there so then science some of them are pushing the envelope a little saying you know and if you can get to the speed of light we believe now that you can go you know warp speed several times infinite number of times perhaps past the speed of light that's only because the closer you get to the speed of light once you read that to reach that threshold the laws of physics will bounce you back into another re false reality an illusion where you think you're going faster than light so they're they're all delusional

and yet they're telling you and me what's true about our universe and to me it's really fabulous because the theories einstein and so forth saying the closer you get to the speed of light the denser you become which is actually not true but you will feel that way why because the closer you get speed of light is the the act of forgiveness matter is density matter is judgment we came to this earth the earth was created because of judgment and fear so the closer you get to the speed of light the closer you're getting

to your real self but then exponentially is increasing your fear of being your real self it's like oh my god oh my god oh my god you know instead of along with the speed of light and then there's no speed of light you know check it out go and read your textbooks they're still talking about movement the speed of light means a vibration of light so it'll feel like you're traveling but you're not going anywhere you're vibrating at the speed of light which is who you are so on my way to awakening to the speed

of light i'm also running into my ego judgmental self so they say as you're getting to the speed of light you're also getting heavier in mass no you're not your ego's just telling you that it's like as you're waking up and learning to forgive more stuff comes up that's called mass as i'm becoming who i really am it's not like you just go you know i think i'm going to go into recovery and the day i thought about that i no longer had an addiction now as soon as you say you're not going to do something the

more it starts calling to you that's the speed of light creating more not creating but but battling with more density mass so we become heavier in our ego judgmental self in our patterns and our wounds as we approach our light not the speed of light our light is that making sense so the whole thing to me is is beautiful as a metaphor and as we as we get towards the speed of light you're actually getting to the speed of your heart chakra and when you go beyond really beyond not maths sciences physics version of beyond

the speed of light which is just bouncing off the speed of light back into the illusion thinking that you're now past the speed of light instead you actually pierce the veil and now you go into multi multi-dimensionality meaning like god presence and that's where everybody's going but people don't realize it so they continue acting up and judging and letting their physical self emotional self intellectual self determine their decisions on a day-to-day basis there's something greater so think about

this what if we think most of us in groups like this would agree that we are evolving supposedly right we don't act like it because that's mass getting denser as we get towards light so look at the masses see that's their mass those masses that act nuts you know especially like in washington but uh dc uh politicians and and but it's academics it's all this world is an illusion and the masses act up not once they do it consistently but right now we're running into mass hysteria in the world

one day we're gonna look back at a snapshot of groups like this wearing masks and it's going to be kind of funny hey remember that you know this thing will protect me against evil things out there that you can't even see isn't that called being afraid of your shadow why are you wearing a mess because there's there's a there's a thing floating around and i could inhale it or is it ingesting no they said not ingesting but then it's only for children no children are actually pretty

immune uh only if i get older i better stop aging it's like wow like you're not at home but it's going to be funny at some point even now yeah it already is but but at some point there's even though it already is funny it's also tragic because fear is the number one toxic epidemic and this is playing off here but it's okay it wear the mask but laugh isn't this funny this is this is mass hysteria but play off the word mass hysteria and you are getting closer to mass because we are getting closer to light

speed higher vibration so let it let it whine let it act up don't react to it respect it wear the mask drink more water if you like to drink water eat right if that's what you like to do whatever feels right for you just don't believe it determines who you are light we are the light of god and again i've said several times in in my life when god said let there be light that was the day we were created let there be light and what is light and then light decided to dream that it could be something else and it

went through a veil that it created into a world that it created a universe that it created with issues that it created but if it's true that we're evolving then that means if you believe in time you know you've got time space and then what's called time space but if you go into time for a moment and say someday when when let's pretend it's one million years from now that the rate the human right all beings ascend let's say it's one million years from now okay hypothetically but if there's no time

then we've already done it so now when i say what voice do you want to listen to do you want to listen to any fractions of the voices that tell us we're not home and we need to be afraid and fight for our lives or do you want to listen to a voice which is your voice your divine voice that's already home there's a part of us that's already home why not listen to that guy well i don't know there's issues i gotta worry that other part of us doesn't believe that it's already awakened technically it

never even fell asleep but that's another conversation just to keep it more a bit simpler there's a point where we're going to evolve to where we won't wake up but since time's an illusion on one level in one dimension we're already there so i don't have to fight so hard and try so hard to defend to prove to convince it's it's what jesus meant by resist not evil chill there's a comment in the old testament that most people don't know is there you kind of have to have some

kabbalistic background to to see this there but in the bible i won't say where but in the old testament there's a statement that's telling you and and the original terminology was corona and it basically is saying choose god and not corona okay if you choose corona you will be ill if you choose god the corona cannot touch you now think about that there is a voice inside that's sane i don't mean just not crazy i mean that actually knows who we are and it doesn't have to like fight like a

superior form of magic to fight the black magic the dark magic of illness it doesn't fight it it understands it's impossible for divine beings to have problems when you have chaplains or practitioners depending on what group you go to and they are using decrees or affirmations that you are whole healthy and so forth if they understand what they're doing they're actually just telling you the truth a practitioner and chaplain a truly spiritual person doesn't say you are healthy and whole and in the back of their mind going god

i hope this works you know that that's not what they're doing they actually for a moment they might be human they might still have issues they might still accidentally burn their toast and lose their car keys but for this moment when they're sitting with you they're supposed to say this little self disappears and i'm going to call in a real self the presence of god speaking through me tells you you cannot be sick you might seem it feel it i'm not going to deny you feelings and human experiences but i'm going to speak

to another part of you i've worked with people with entities and it's it's very you know can be intimidating to human selves to hear those weird voices and see objects flying around the room it can be quite intimidating but one of the important pieces when you're doing work like that exorcisms and things like that is you don't actually have conversations with the entities and make them real you tell them they have no place here i remember one woman i worked with back in the 80s and a sort of young lady but probably in

her 30s 40s and i remember i remember stepping into center and saying who are you the woman where are you right now and something else kept saying we won't let her talk i didn't go oh please no no what do you mean you won't who are you and sometimes you'll get an answer of who they are i'm not asking because i want to have a conversation so i'm not actually oh okay now whatever it says i don't care i'm talking to the light in that person you come forward you get out of the way and it's the same what you have to do

with your issues and fears you know gosh you know i can't pay this bill i'm not saying that doesn't feel real i'm saying that your divine self knows that's impossible so the more we live from our divine self the less stuff has an effect on us it's like you are in another plane because you are another reality because you are the closer we get to being light instead of calling it the speed of light the closer we become to being light the more all else falls away keep having conversations with it

demons right but also it means metaphorically keep having conversations about it yeah isn't this great we're all becoming part of light oh but my shoulder hurts and oh i got a bill i can't pay but it's a great thing we're all becoming light i can't wait hopefully someday that's not how you get there you see the other who are you get out of the way if you see it but you tell it to part like moses to the sea you see it's pharaoh free free my people is the same as us talking to our ego or our body you

know you're gonna have aches and pains don't shame never shame yourself it doesn't help to go god i should be so spiritual now and yet i have a bill i can't pay that's your cross today don't let what cross you're going to resurrect anyway so you don't know it's there oh god you know a child of mine i mean i'm i don't understand this how can my child be an addict i'm all enlightened because you had them when you weren't enlightened all right it's okay they picked up some

of your stuff lessons and then even if you say but i have no stuff they also have their own so when you try to impose perfection even on your child or your partner or whatever else you're technically showing your insecurity that you don't really believe who you are or you wouldn't be trying to fix other people to make you feel better i am the light of the world jesus said but he he didn't copyright that he didn't oh like take it upon like and i'm the only one i am is the light of the world

he's not going i jesus male 30 years old jewish etc he wasn't referring to him as a person or a gender he was saying i am is the light of the world what is the i am the god presence and as ernest holm says the god presence in us is called christ don't confuse that with christianity and other things truly the christ presence i am is the light of the world are you the son of god that critics and judges are saying to him what did he say i am see he was he knew what he was doing he knew this was going to mess with their minds

he knew they weren't going to get it which is why he said i am god in me is the christ is the child of god for all of us they couldn't hear him and he told them you can't hear me because your guide is evil he didn't mean like judging something is he he's saying you're listening to a wicked limited self but you're not a limited egotistic or whatever self you're a divine being so grab hold of that i am you know call that in live the i am presence but here's where it gets really tricky

the word responsibility has to come into play so when people say i want to access my i am presence i want to be spiritual i want to be divine you can't just be divine you have to own well i can create the divine i am a being of light or your techniques in manifestation whatever that system is that people follow abundance techniques and all that you know you know some of that channel material that's great i am but which i am is talking the i am not my ego or the i am of god oh well i'm gonna go with the i am of god i'll take

door number one monty or whoever you know okay door number one so there's the i am you can't call on your i am self like people think you can i i am holy i'm being a being of light i am prosperous you can't own your i am unless you also are willing to accept when you were acting from your i am not if you don't take responsibility for miscreations you can't grab hold of the creation see and some people they love spiritual bypassing oh i read a good book today i'm holy no man you got to go in to go up

i said that last week you got to go in to go up that just sounds like a song waiting to happen right you got to go in to go up you know whatever kind of melody to it or whatever uh children let's sing along kindergartners you gotta go in to go up you know some little character you know a little yeah right you know some some lion singing and leading the group but you do you have to go within you can't go god i'm i'm just a jerk and i'm i'm totally messed up and i just hate people wait oh i'm one with god it doesn't work

that way you have to go dang i can see the misuse of my mind there's a lot of people that understand and most that don't understand like king david king david was a very unique being but here's one of the things that god really favored so to speak it's just using biblical terminology there but that that when david who was quite wise and quite beautiful in so many different ways but when king david made a mistake and he listened to a voice that said you made a mistake and he said i did the humbleness the humility made

something open that's when you go into the program if you're a 12 stepper it's when you say i can't do this of myself i made mistakes i'm an addict simply means i come from my ego at times and i see it you cannot heal without owning that there's there's no decent sponsor that's going to let you walk through the program blaming people you know 12 steps from bad people it doesn't make sense it's really one step you all the 12 steps are 12 steps of you when you're calling upon god as a higher

power that's the part of you that knows who you are when you're going through the old techniques of blame and shame and all that that you have to stop and look at that's brilliant you got to go in to go up you cannot fake it you can't just oh i'm in a magical something or other a ceremony hey there's this guy doing a ceremony you know there was somebody offering a a an online seminar that guaranteed your enlightenment why take that you already know the teacher isn't as soon as you for 99.99

it sounds like you remember earl scheib you know i'll paint any car for only 99 you know whatever it was in the 70s and it's like that hi oh it would have had to have been hello i'm a master and for just 99 i guarantee your enlightenment you got to be able to laugh at that you you what do you mean you're going to guarantee how are you going to guarantee what if i don't want to be enlightened i just want to take the workshop so i can prove you wrong you can't guarantee that people would

say to me michael can you do a workshop on on teaching people uh exactly like your healing techniques or yes i can teach the techniques but they would say can you certify you know because reiki one level one reiki level two no there's not michael mirdad level one and two i can't when people are saying oh but you could charge 500 or a thousand dollars per person take them through three levels and i would be lying because the main thing that works in and through me is love i'm not claiming to be perfect

i'm not the perfect embodiment of the christ i'm just kind of christy okay so i'm not completely there but what i what i do know is that there's this feeling and it sounds counterproductive here to say there's a humility there's a knowingness that without god i'm nothing and only in god am i anything which is also everything so whether it's healing techniques or whether it's teaching i cannot do that if i don't care about people see so i was telling people to be a great healer you have to know love and i

cannot certify you in love i can't go oh you accomplished love 101. how do i promise that love level one how do i guarantee it so i knew all i'm going to be able to do is teach and you get it you don't you get it today tomorrow you get it with me or another teacher i don't it doesn't matter just teaching it really by being an example you know that's really where it lands for for many years of my life it was touring and that was perfect for what it was touring great wonderful for what it was but at

the same time touring was also teaching it's like hit and run teach and go teach and go that was perfect for the time but but coming to one place for 10 years was like into the fire in a sense because i had to be able to say to myself can you be that every day year after year not just teach it for a weekend and fly to another place and i knew that i was a decent person and all that but i'm saying to come here was into the fire to really not only demonstrate it but to be it and it's a whole new level for us all so

there's people that go you know i think i'll go to unity of sedona you know this sunday and then i won't go for three years and then i might stop by again that's not actually dedication and i know what i'm saying about myself too getting into one place dedication it was a statement to my spiritual self this is great great great great great as a teacher wonderful good job can you now be it every day well yeah oh real let's go ahead and see saying yes to that question is easy you know uh living it

you know is another story and small town and you know certain things about that in the fire man just totally in the fire so what a trip that's been you know they talk about sedonas sedona is you maui is you mount shasta is you and so are the planes of the dakotas everything outside is inside anyway so you don't credit the town you credit that you were ready and yes in the illusion this town this place tends to act as a magnifier absolutely a magnifier of issues lessons and whatever else but ultimately you and i have to make

the decision i've seen people we have to make the decision i've seen people go oh you know sedona's beat me up man i have to move out of here it's just it's what do you mean it's beat you up what is the it you're talking about you mean you confronted parts of yourself that weren't very fun i understand that's kind of a bummer so i'm going to leave because i've done as much self inventory as i want to do right now that's called a responsible statement not i have to leave sedona's kicking me

out sedona is calling me here i i get that in the illusion that's how it feels i'm not wronging you for that but one day humans are going to go here a bit more i am drawn here to experience me the red rocks are teaching me the red rocks are manifestations of you they're actually not sitting there like a children's program with eyes and mouths going hello initiate welcome to sedona and even if you go out there and hear voices they're parts of yourself oh i don't like cactus it's a part of yourself sometimes

you're a prick no so you you it it is they're you the poisonous plants are a part of us the prickly pear plants are a part of us all things out there the saviors the roses oh high vibrational rose essence i need some of that why is there that what you need is this i need to be that rose essence i need to be whatever i'm praising in the red rocks you cannot go up without going in so going in as i shared last week to a degree is disturbing because when you go in you're going to find thousands of false

images of ourselves even the nice ones the successful one the wonderful mother they're still masks all of them the failure the this and that and you know whatever else you think of yourself the the smoker the non-smoker the you know i broke my addiction and the addiction they're all parts of ourselves so when we look in we become disturbed because we're going no way some of us don't mind saying i affirm that all my negative issues are gone easily said and you wish they were i really own why did you even have them

where did that come from and so as it all distills down the ultimate is going to be not the easy route of i'm broken and wounded because my family it's okay because they did do some things i understand that i'm not telling you to pretend they didn't happen but we will come one day to understand the me that is the alpha and the omega didn't have anything happen in between i am as i am i am that i am the alpha and omega the perfect holy self was here in the beginning and is here at the end i just come to understand oh my god i

get it now so you don't have to worry and fight and resist those masks but they are going to be there at first you will for a moment confront yourself and people constantly run from seeing themselves constantly you run when you literally close that book because you didn't like what you were reading quit the program because your sponsor was being too hard on you and i know mistakes can be made you stop meditating because oh it gives me a headache any master at any of these are going to tell you well that's that's a typical

reaction oh i don't want to be in this 12-step group because i don't like these people but they're going to say well yeah that that's on page you know they're going to look up everything you can come up with it's there it's predictable and you know how most people respond to that i hate you how dare you find me in a page you know you don't want to be called on it and it's predictable that you're going to be that way because that is not god speaking well yes it is because god doesn't want me to

be broken god wants you to walk through the broken to the unbroken not deny the broken and pretend you're unbroken so when we first go within yes man it's it seems treacherous that's why all those stories of initiates wandering through deserts and going through challenges and tribulations and in the story of king david too going through hell the dark night of the soul as it were to come to a place of oh this is amazing i had it like like the the good witch to dorothy you know you had it all along there's no place like ohm

i had it all along oh my god this is brilliant and there's a part of you that's going to go why didn't you just tell me that we did honey we did you just weren't listening you know see again tempted to judge or blame but we don't go to that place of enlightenment the way people think it's not by reading another book it's not another technique read the books because they trigger those reminders those memories those awakenings they trigger them that's all they can do is provide opportunities but you can

shut the book you can ignore the book you cannot take the advice of your counselor and sponsor and so on that's what they call free will but you're never practicing free will when you're not free if your decisions bind you you're not practicing free will i have rights as an american i have free will as a being you do but you're not exercising it yes i am when i do this this no none of that's free will if it isn't loving it's not free you are will bound by your ego and the average person does not want to

hear that does not like to hear that god is my only goal knowing who i am is my only goal remembrance of oneness and peace and joy that's my only goal so when i start listening to a voice inside that says does this take you closer to your goal or further well i'm not sure then spend some time in silence and wait to find out does resisting responsibility take me closer or further and some people are going to justify it taking responsibility takes me further because it upsets me i see that's one of those fake answers

where you thought going and looking at your stuff which doesn't feel very sweet was a negative it was the thing in the way called mass before you become light again so it becomes very confusing which voice do i listen to just watch out for the spoiled entitled self that says only things when i get my way are really what god would want skip the word god for a minute and say what love would want and you'll start being able to cut a lot of those tantrums out of the way because when you use a word like love or

peace you can't escape as easily use the word god because your head can switch around what that means use the word peace which is god in a feeling word use the word peace and you start to go no this actually doesn't avoiding my addiction does not bring me towards peace it's kind of nice in fact i think i'll go get stoned right now because then i won't have to think about the fact that i'm trying to avoid the issues of getting stoned that's not peace peace that surpasses human avoidance peace that surpasses

understanding we start we learn to listen to a voice that said you know what would love have me do not the tangential love like getting what i want but truly deeply becoming i know that looking at my stuff is is harsh and that's kind of a drag sometimes or i don't want to think of old issues and i don't want to i get that but keep asking on the deeper answer but going through it i approach my light again just like turbulence on a plane lifting off at first turbulence the first person if nobody flew jets

before and a jet manifested and you had a pilot somebody that could train to fly it for the very first time they would start flying it as soon as you hit turbulence you're thinking take it down baby this we're going to blow up but a person who knows their stuff knows this is the illusion this isn't where we're gonna stay hello ladies and gentlemen if you're enjoying the turbulence that's great because we're gonna stay here and only in a turbulent flight the entire way that's not what they say

stay buckled up because this is going to be rough the whole way because that's what we like to do no it'll clear soon it'll be 10 minutes and then it should clear whatever they're trying to reassure you it's a metaphor mind you spiritually it's going to get rough for a moment you're going to sort of wish you could have that drink have it but it will not take you where you say you want to go you don't have to judge or blame yourself just know take responsibility this will not take

you where you want to go how many affairs should you have if you're married you can say wait let me check this this is my you know 18th affair and but this one's hot wow never had one as hot as this so i'm going to muscle test it yep yep it's my muscle testing's saying should i continue to yep let me ex you know my current love partner i said i do 20 years ago and no it's testing strong cheating is fine because that's what you want your consciousness will override the muscle test because that's what you want you've got

to be able to say it does not feel like peace you know don't get me wrong you can have three intimate friends or lovers if it feels like that's in agreement but when you're saying to one person heart and soul i'm yours body mind soul i'm yours and doing something else on the fly you know it's it's not real you can have privacy with your who you with and all that that's fine as long as that's clear with everybody so whether it's an addiction whether it's a cheating or whatever the case may

be does that res does that really resonate with peace and it becomes confusing at times but the more we know what peace is and the more we know that we are peace the more we recognize turbulence will not stand in my way i am determined to see things differently i am determined to see things as god sees them we'll fight we'll resist but it's to no avail this is inevitable and that's good news by the way it is inevitable that we wake up so the only answer or question rather than is how long would you like to wait

i think i need a million more years and so it is right and so it is the human race could ascend but they're not going to completely ascend without you you can incarnate again but there may be no earth to ascend to or to incarnate to so you have to come back like as a cockroach on mars if that's what you need to do go for it just go for enjoy yourself do what you want to do but there's going to be a moment where that cockroach goes uh you know what i'm just going to accept it i am as god created me poof

it's a cockroach ascension moment but we don't go home part of us we're all in this together because there is only one of us as the sufi say there's only one of us here these are just variations these are just expressions of the one being that said what would life i'm one christ holy being one with god as well and that one being says i wonder what it would like if i were fragmented which can't happen because we're one but you can dream that you fragmented when we dreamt that we fragmented the

big bang took place and poof we look like millions or billions of people and really countless numbers of beings but let's say billions billions of people but they're all me we know we're not close to ascension when you can still say yeah we're kind of one but there's some of you i don't like some of you are causing me to not ascend see that's not ascension ascension means i'm one again and if i'm one again then i can look at all beings and go i get it yeah you're you're you're seemingly

handsome you're seemingly not you're seemingly tall or short or black or white you're seemingly a nice person and you just but you're all expressions of me when i was insane you're all expressions of my belief that i could be separate but guess what i can't be so guess what that means you and i are one holy being and no matter what that person's doing right no no yeah you just do your best to see through the external behavior the mask no pun intended but the mask to the holy person affirm that

it's there and if you doubt no big deal just say i don't see it yet but the divine i am knows nothing but that truth we are and always will be as god created us to be it just doesn't seem like it yet please take a few centering breaths keep in mind as we end today just kind of soak in a moment of of meditative consciousness that the only time we're disempowered beings is when we start believing in things that are not empowering empowerment doesn't mean my ego self getting its way it means true power empower

to find my power and i probably shouldn't try to do that on my own instead i'll call on the i am presence of god which is part of what i am but i don't always remember that so i'm calling in the presence of god it's okay that i sometimes notice my wounds because then i can bring them to healing it's all right that i have masks false issues and false accomplishments and as we grow i'm gonna first start walking through and beyond my false wounds start accessing some of my gifts but even

those are only temporal my gifts are minor no matter how great they seem compared to who i really am so imagine in this moment that you walk through this concept that you walk through just just for half a minute let let consciousness let the mother the holy spirit of god let it show you examples of your broken masks the the addict the orphan the nobody loves me the i've been married several times the all these titles ill physically ill i battle with depression psych issues all of them see them all objectively but see them

all hmm so many even past life images so many but no matter how many past lives i've had a certain trait it's still see it objectively because be still and know that i am god so watch these things objectively and clearly have a feeling a confident feeling these are not who i am and just even if you have to make believe make believe that you actually get that this is not who i am it's what seemed to be what seemed to happen what seemed to occur but it's not who i am imagine that you're saying that with

such conviction all such things kind of fall away and then let it go to black and come back in another vision a vision of all the seemingly positive masks ahead and see your gifts your accomplishments things you've received kudos for achievement certifications licensing try to stay just as objective as you did with the seeming negatives i seem to have accomplished this attain that got compliments here and so on can i be courageous enough to see them and say they're who i am because it leaves us with a void which

is a beautiful void but terrifying that i know nothing we've got to confront that voice that dark void some of you in meditations or experiences have seen this this beyond blackness beyond darkness of the universe this thing that feels like it's called oblivion and that's what awaits us and it's beautiful because it's the blank canvas waiting for us to experience new creation if i feel too attached but i don't want to give up the i'm a good mother any of them the positives you stay too

attached to just remember this they're an attachment and if you stay stuck to them you will limit your ability to rise beyond the void into the ultimate i am god so as much as you're capable of doing so even if you held onto a few of the old wounds and a few of the masks are positive that's fine that will determine how high we can go but still we go higher two the veil beyond the veil for the next half minute and what if i am as god created me don't just ask the question let an answer come what if i am as god created me how would

i feel what would i feel like be like consciousness it's like there's no limit to what i can know there's no limit to love if there's any broken people on planet earth there's no limit need to see through that and into the fight limitless limitless mass does not hold me back into the limited universe it's limitless i am limitless i am as god soak that in for another brief moment how nice how nice and so it is

beautiful take that into the room with you don't leave it behind as a meditation take it with you like every time we do these workshops and you do your meditations and we do these services every time let more and more stick and before you know it you're a different person some people walk in sacred services they sit they do the gratuitous religious thing they might listen for a moment to a talk they might go oh that was it and they just drop it when they walk back out the door back into their human stuff well we're supposed to bring

the light everywhere we are because that's what we are we are the light so then let's act like it think like it feel like it ah all right let this speak from our soul to our soul from our soul to our soul from our soul to god from god to us this beautiful wave this is the real me that's praying to the real me the ego self i don't really have any interest let that fall away hmm so in this moment we center in in gratitude the light of god surrounds us wherever we go god is i

am we are and so it is thank you so much for being with us thank you so much um thank you guys thank you