What is and What Isn’t

last week we talked about the difference between the god I am and the ego I am NOT and it was really really beautiful because the power of understanding those words that which I am like God's name is I am EKOS name is I am NOT which is great because if anybody would actually believe it meaning that the ego is not we would have a different world the problem is we switch them and make the ego as though it is and God as though it is not there are you know there are people that say until proven I you have to prove it to me

we have to prove God which is to the people that think God is not there fine believing in the ego which can't be seen look how easy it is for people to believe in the ego and its power it unplugs every time we felt a little hope in our lives look how quickly it unplugs us and we don't question it you know nobody stops to say wait a minute who are you where do you come from you know watch out I have a new friend watch out you know friends always betray you they do you know it wants us to live like that in fear of what might be and that's

it's vague it's not real it's not healthy and yet that's the one we buy because people live in a hypnosis the hypnosis of life we're led to believe things were not starting spiritual beliefs we've taken on intellectual or mental emotional and even physical you know how successful are you that depends on how much stuff you have but wait who made that up who decided that I mean I have to come from somewhere now where did it come from and then what makes anybody think that I have to believe that and that's why it's

so difficult to launch into a new life to make changes in our life because we're up against everyone meaning not every single person but we're up against the mass hysteria the mass hypnosis so what happens is we all live a life as though we know what life is you know we all live our lives thinking we kind of know what's going on but it isn't true the world that we think is isn't but we live as though it is now obviously if you try to live an illusion like that trying to to invest time okay you know

like I don't know about your parents I remember as a kid hearing if you just get a job that is a certain kind of a job a trade a career of this or that something with benefits but those benefits never benefited me you know I mean we don't have to live by those rules and you can say and I could even say it's sometimes scarier to have an occupation like I have that doesn't involve benefits or security the thing is if I were having one of those I would have been miserable all those years so I would have been insecure anyway you know

not not having security but what good does it do you to have security as a job you don't like so you're sick securely unhappy it doesn't make any sense I'm not telling people what kind of job I'm saying that the world tells us what is right for us and best for us but it doesn't even know if the let alone you know you have the ability to to tell us the truth so you know we talked about this true and false self but the the god that I am only lives what is let's imagine this imagine that there's three

levels of mind we can live in that which is that which isn't and that which is the final one I'm talking about the third one in this metaphor is the one God created it's what is the truth of God it's a reality and I'll flip the numbers for a good reason call called out level one so there's what truly is then there's what isn't that's the like we started believing and then what we fabricated to be which is so we live what is which isn't and then there's what isn't and there's what is now this

is a capital one capital I is this is God's reality but we think we're living that one while we're living this one so we're living a false world who are you what is your identity this is all made up those those other two levels lower two levels those are made up from the ego I am not does the ego want you to know that you are living that which you are not know so it makes you think that what is is and it doesn't want you to ever suspect so let me clarify that in a moment you know a client of mine was

asking me to clarify these kinds of comps concepts recently so I want to thank that person because this is really really important stuff that knowing the difference of what is and isn't trust me on this where we've been living a lie we're living under hypnosis we're told that we are something we are not that we're living somewhere that we are not that we're doing things that we're not none of these are happening the way we think they are but we're all under hypnosis they say you know if you tell a

big enough lie often enough people will believe it and that's what happened that's what happened we started as divine beings and this thing called the ego is is created and it starts whispering and then eventually shouting telling us things that are not true about ourselves and it's it's almost like a horrible thing as though somebody were kidnapped and then brainwashed which is the story of the Divine Feminine I've shared it many times so I won't go into it but in a nutshell the the really the probably the greatest

story mythology story ever written or shared is the story of Sophia the the being called Sophia she represents the Divine Feminine which is all of us it represents our soul our soul is thought to be a all of our souls male or female is thought to be feminine that's why to awaken our true selves we have to awaken the divine feminine within ourselves not the semi-divine feminists I'm talking about the divine for them and then so I'm not wanting to confuse that with like just angry women no no I mean

and if you happen to be an angry woman sorry for you but I'm talking about the Divine Feminine so I mean that real okay the divine feminine is not an angry or activist type it could do that but the divine feminine is divine it cannot be touched by anything it cannot be harmed by anything because it's divine so when we awaken the true soul within ourselves we're really that which is perfect and divine we don't have to fight for her we don't have to fight for its survival she's already perfect so we find when we

find her perfection we find ours when we find her innocence we find ours humans again were hypnotized into thinking even if we get on the path we have to fight for it and tell people about their rights and our rights soon as you start having to spout that loud and that vehemently and that kentley something's that probably often because this is a peace that surpasses understanding nevertheless we come to this world and in the story of the the Sophia the Divine Feminine or the the journey of the soul what happened is

this being has created divine and goes on a journey and when it goes to on a journey it means to earth which is us we come to earth things start going weird there's an ego based world that starts to abuse her and she starts to believe in the abuses that were done to her she starts to think that because people didn't like her she's unlovable which is a belief system now that's why I said you can't really be harmed because they can't really harm Sophia which is your soul nobody can harm you really what can

happen is they can brainwash you into thinking they have the power to harm you that you're even harmful you're a divine being how could you be horrible would that makes no sense at all I know what I'm gonna do there's God God parked its car there I'm gonna open my door of my car and put a little dent in God's cut a car and God's gonna get all upset about well the only reason that person can get upset that there's a little ding on their door and I know it's frustrating and it costs money to fix and all that

but the only reason we ever get upset when things happen is because when things happen in our lives we think they're actually happening to us you dinged my door my door is up my car my car is me I earned that car it's a reflection of me and my success you didn't ding a door on a car you dinged me people personalize everything you took something from me you took a job from me me me me me it's the ego arrogance where the divine being would be like what car and if if there's a ding and I want a new car of manifest

one seconds later for free if I really know who I am there would be no dependence and coat dependence on objects and people but that's another story let me stay on that that's the Sophia story understand that story of Sophia is she forgot that's all who she was and the hypnosis of life encouraged that disc to remembrance that's what happened and have eventually Sophia without getting into the details is awakened and becomes holy or divine again that story is is our destiny but first we have to

understand everyone is it appears to be living a life so bare with because it's not easy to hear but you seem to be living a life you seem to be a certain age a certain gender a race and so on and so on none of those are true they're all lies that we took on that's why when you start doing spiritual work things kind of happen like you start to see auras or or you start to feel peace even through difficult challenges technically how could that be happening I mean one minute you're a dense body and all of a

sudden like in A Course in Miracles it tells you it called because of light episodes you're your same dense people and then he's telling you after a while you start doing these workbook lessons and then he says about now you might start to notice light episodes when you see people you might notice sparkles instead of tissue you might see light instead of density you follow what do you think he's telling you he's telling you as you start to wake up the hypnosis starts to fall away the layers start to

peel off and you start to get a little closer to seeing the real self you see people as light and that's not even the total real self but it's halfway there so when we say we have a race a gender etc and people get all you know real real intent on that that's because once we start believing this it's as though our real world has been taken away and this is all we've got left so now I'm too scared and desperate if you take away my illusions I'm gonna be very upset because it's all I have see but

it's really it's all I think I have so these are all created by the ego I am NOT it's I said the world does this it does but our ego individually allows this to happen if we start to recognize our value will start saying no to the ego that tries to get us to believe these preposterous ideas so imagine that you're where masks whether they're positive masks or negative masks we all have an investment of what ends when we all leave here one of you might have arrived in a Rolls Royce let's say but those of us who

aren't in a Rolls when we leave will recognize that's not our rules it's yours I wish I had one of those but I have my other such in such a car so when we leave we have cars that we think are ours we have certain money in our accounts that we think is ours and even if it's a little amount haven't helped those who take it do you see what I just said there we are co-creators of the entire universe and we're worried about 50 bucks in the bank account now I'm not saying I don't understand why people

would be scared if somebody could go and empty their account I understand that but what I'm saying is we're being invested into that which is not me only having a limited amount of money is not true being in a bank account that I hope nobody can touch because it'll destroy me if they do is not true but that's precisely how we live how many of you are gonna hand each you know that somebody else in the room your bank accounts they empty it out I want to test my attachment level you know typically that's not how we

live so what's happened is I forgot Who I am the ego convinced me of that which I am NOT then I created the world which is not but I think it is the world that isn't I think is so here's my money I hear what Michaels saying that's that's really nice and and Oh mani padmi and tralala but don't touch my money don't touch my car don't touch my it's mine mine mine and all of that that need to make it mine really reveals my fear of that which I am NOT because it's starting to be exposed see I need to

believe I am I mean I need to believe I have this amount of money and therefore I have a reality you follow everybody needs a reality to feel stable don't they you know that person needs a little reality check you've heard that what does that mean you know to check in and really find their foundation again they're acting unstable they need a reality check what does that mean again stability but our reality check is being done for stability on the world that doesn't even exist so how stable can it be so we're all

thinking that the world that is is and it isn't okay that which we think is isn't so to me what's what's astounding what's amazing is that the universe your soul is gonna say on a regular basis how you doing honey how you doing beloved oh I'm doing pretty good how things go I got fifty dollars in the bank 16 more years for retirement I got this I'm you know I'm getting a little older I this is my bottle of diet take care of that once in a while and I've got you know grandchildren or kids or whatever it

this is my world you know a little pros and cons that I've achieved I'm just fifth in line to become a CEO and look at me you know and plus some negatives I and I tend some anxiety and buffer it with a little alcohol that's me okay so there's there's the IM and your souls going are you serious I thought you were joking no you're serious aren't you and you're like you know just yes you know this is me and the souls like Wow on a regular basis your soul saying so so there's what really is God and yet

there's your version of what is do you understand how completely different those are no and I don't want to know because if you start telling me the difference I'm gonna fill terrible anxiety because I don't know how to get that one so I'm settling but do you realize how many lifetimes you've had no one I'd rather not know which is why people don't remember their past lives because they can't take it they can't take the shame and guilt that's gonna come from realizing okay you think you can pull

your life together yes I do okay do you realize you've lived five thousand times and you haven't gotten it right yet I don't want to know that no no I don't even believe in reincarnation you know I believe this is the only time I've lived and if I don't make it it's because I you know I'm just doing the best I can and I didn't know any better that you can't the ignorance isn't bliss but that's another lie that we were told how could a ignorant be blessed it makes

no sense bliss is knowingness not ignorance ignorance is anything but bliss so we're living this what isn't the you know the soul's trying to tell us do you realize honey that you're living a life that that isn't full it isn't thriving well yeah but I went to school for X number of years to get the job that I currently have and do not like well change jobs you you don't get it do you the programming comes in that's not possible I haven't even paid off the grants for my here comes the evidence

I haven't even paid off the grants for the job I don't like you know what am I going and then what are my parents gonna say they're the ones who let me some of the money all of the pressures and guilts and regrets and shames which are not coming from God if they're not coming from God why are we listening to it well you know sometimes God's not practical because God doesn't really deal with stuff like you God doesn't have grants to pay so I need a different voice I need a voice that really knows the real world that

would be God but our real world is a false world and we want a God that understands the false world to give us advice on how to deal with the false world but the God of the false world is not the real God it's the ego so what kind of good advice could it give it only gives advice of survival so that you are miserable for a longer period Wow that was good okay so so the soul your soul and I promise you this your soul is saying on a regular basis we can't actually allow this for too long so every so often we're gonna try a little

coup you know we're gonna try a little to overthrow here we're going to plant some seeds to try to get you to not be so afraid of waking up to not be so afraid of the new world or the real world it seems scary to you that that's what and of course the miracles it explains why don't people wake up instantaneously why don't they wake up immediately why don't they just have this immediate spontaneous awakening and it says the primary reason is they have become afraid of the only thing they

shouldn't be afraid of they're comfortable with things they should be terrified of and afraid of love of God there must be another way of doing this and so the souls going well I'm just gonna try a little bit at a time a little bit at a time as much as you can handle and sometimes if I go too far and you squirm I'm gonna back off a little because we have to go within your acceptance level strangely enough one day when we wake up we're gonna go God why did I have such resist an acceptance level so minimal I should

have just been able to leap into it because once you do new things like you finally go for the new job that really is your soul's purpose or get the divorce of it from a terrible relationship but you didn't want to get it because you didn't know what your mother that you know the Catholic mother to nag you and and and shame you for the divorce to some religion don't believe a divorce you don't want any of that to happen but when you do most of the time we go god I should have done this a long

time ago but you think with enough times of having said that we would actually start getting kind of addicted to launching into new life because it feels so good but our ego gives us a short memory on that it doesn't want us to remember how good good is it just wants to remind us of the terror of trying out something different fine so you go ahead the ego says leave that job but be aware you know you could lose your house you know your parents are gonna call you you know this and that the other what do your friends get

a thing you know what your chances are if you don't have the funds you're probably not gonna be part of that club anymore etc etc etc you know and now really you want to get a divorce now well yeah cuz I'm miserable I know but look you're you're you're you're you're forty who's gonna love you anymore now you're 40 you're old you know there's not much left it in the engine here you know so you might as well just stay comfortable that's what the ego you can be there

I've met people that have told me Michael I don't know what to do I have marriage ended and life's over you know and I'm like how old you in there like 32 I'm like wow you know like I'm almost twice your age and I feel more alive you know it's so so it's it's all in consciousness and programs we live in terror but we're living the good news is the terrible life we live the one where we just survive is the world that isn't but the problem is we think it is what has to happen obviously the soul says

look if I wait for you to decide to give up what you think is to realize that it isn't we're going to be here forever so the soul is trying to get us to wake up and it's dropping little hints here and there those hints are sometime that usually there's the easy way and then the hard way those hints will be like hey why don't you try something new hey I heard it as a talk today somebody was talking about trusting and trying on a new life and finding yourselves purpose or whatever it is getting a life

coach or all the signs of positivity those are your souls way of trying to get you to do this the easy way the hard way obviously won't be as smooth the hard way the easy way might be hey did you hear you might have a soul's purpose and you might go and find it it's gonna be wonderful that's the easy way the hard way is oh you didn't do that okay we're gonna take away your other job so that you'll be free to go and do that would you like us to take away your relationship your job etc or would you

rather just choose the better ones and that's our choice in life choose without pain and suffering or choose after pain and suffering is our only option would you like to do this the easy way or the hard way it's all it is however even if we do things the easy way there is going to be a momentary angst in all of us why because the life that you thought is isn't oh gosh I thought my kids would always love and respect me they don't even call me anymore they think I'm a witch that goes to a

coven or some time because of the spirituality that they're into or they don't believe in God they think I'm just silly and weak human because I believe in God you know it's things like that a partner I've known people that were married and had partners that would have to approve their reading material in this lifetime you know time say like wow you're kidding now that's really terrible of that partner that did that right but what's in the mind of the person that would even think you are so low that you need

that not just put up with it what would even make you think you need them do you think so little of yourself that somebody else should choose your reading material and throw away the ones they don't agree with you see that's this world that's an exaggeration that's it that's it's a true story but that's an exaggerated version of it but it really isn't because we all live like that we keep letting the world take away things from us that we would love but if you don't believe you're worth it

you're going to create not only people sensing that they can do that to you but also getting away with it without you doing anything about it so the world that is all of a sudden isn't and you start to feel dismantled you will feel depressed scared in a state of shock if you start living the life I'm describing it's great fantastic and all that but I have to be honest and say there's a moment of disturbance where that which is isn't I thought my kids would always this I thought I would

be healthy enough to do you know feel great into my 70s and I'm starting to feel ache in my 30s I thought this I thought I thought I was gonna retire I thought I was gonna be made see you I was told I was gonna be promoted and I wasn't there's companies you know there's been Airlines and other companies that people worked at forever in a day they retired and then they were told that their retirement money is gone how do we even do that how could the money be gone if we put it in a box we all put it in a box time for

me to retire I'll take that now no it's not there how could it not be there because of the manipulators and all the screwy things that you know that people are and they do but also isn't that evidence that if it could be taken it must not have been real in the first place I should have been investing in a job I loved not one I needed to pay me later keep relying on people and it it false you know apart I don't mean to not trust and love people to love in them the goodness in them I'm talking about not putting an

investment in the material world because that isn't so what I'm saying is should be obvious we're living a world as though it is we're living a life as though it is but it isn't do you try to intuit what I just said the feeling around it how disturbing it is to have what you thought is become something that isn't we feel shock we felt dismay we felt deflated essentially my world has just fallen apart why would happened my partner who cheated and has moved off of someone else I never imagined that

that could happen it was nowhere in my reality so that which you thought could never possibly happen did happen therefore what you thought is which is a permanent secure relationship isn't how are you gonna feel about that now shock you might get angry but you're actually shocked and terrified before you get angry and just don't realize it anger is a reaction to a reaction I feel devastated I feel humiliated how could this happen the job I thought I had but what do you mean what do you mean I'm fired

well we're cutting back oh that was nowhere in my reality I was told and I thought I assumed that my world was stable so guys get that peace down really well so we can move to the next that which is not just good and bad things that you think are good extreme things everything that we think is isn't nothing is as it seems on planet Earth it's just a hologram that's all it's a hologram anything you think is your stability don't count on it and I'm not saying don't engage in it it's okay

new investments it's okay to have a bank account it's okay just to go into your house and not other people's house you know and your car not not just say like it's all illusion I'll take the rolls today thank you go ahead and respect the illusion but it's the psychological investment that we've put into it that we have to question that's one reason jesus said he said let me clarify when once upon a time when I said you must be as children to enter the kingdom he said children always

question everything what is that why how come he said be like a child you know this is important why you see why I mean if you told a child you know they wouldn't have the same investment that we have as adults on certain things in life they would wonder why that's a big deal why is that the end of the world because they're not quite as invested we think it's because they just don't get it but maybe they do maybe to them there's a different priority yes on a human level there's the survival priority but

there's something else that they understand that they're connected to that makes them have this innocent mind that says why how come What's Wrong mommy mommy said why now think about that instead of why well cuz cuz daddy left and I feel lonely answer a different way when the child in you or the child outside says mommy why you sad because somebody left but why does that make you sad start there and just take off on an introspection exercise wait a minute let me do that the child were then saying why I'm sad

why because they left why does it make you sad because I thought we were in love okay but you weren't apparently so then why would it upset you know if it wasn't real why are you upset because I thought it was real so what you're saying then is you're upset that you thought it was and it wasn't so are you upset at yourself for being foolish or naive you know see go inside and find out why everything why are you upset by that which isn't being exposed and that's my point the soul is trying to expose constantly

that which isn't you and I think what's happening in life hey how's it going on going through a lot of tests why it would happen oh well I'm being transferred in my job to another this and that leave you have all these names I I had this thing and I lost it whatever it is but the soul is actually saying it's funny how you people are you keep saying you want to rise in consciousness so when we stop stripping away you doubt which isn't so that you could understand and start to embrace that which truly is

you keep getting depressed we don't understand so our description of life is comes and goes right there's a lot of you know things come and go mostly they go things are lost there's trials there's ups and downs in life the soul is never saying it or perceiving it that way so your soul is only ever saying the things that most upset you and the times you're most upset or when we take that which isn't and expose it things you thought are are not and that's when people tend to pray the most when that which isn't is

exposed as being nothing we pray then what are you praying for you're trying to pray without realizing it you're praying that that which isn't is when you say God bring them back God make me make them not fire me anything like that what you're really saying is don't let it be exposed that that which is isn't make it in is and then people go why doesn't God always answer prayers I don't get that because God cannot make that which isn't into an is so that which isn't at the moment we start to

realize something that we thought is isn't it becomes it was it was you know was it was there's a great George Harrison song be here now remember the past is gone be here be here now because it's not what it was before see he these play these wonderful play on words if things are not what they were so be here and be here now so as terrifying as it seems the world that is becomes a world that was the word waz means what in the past which technically and even scientifically it cannot touch me now the life that I had even if I had

a life of I'm not very deserving I'm not very attractive I'm not very wealthy those all are from the past and if they ever were which they weren't they're not now which means they have technically they have no effect on me every now launches me into the potential of what is I no longer want to know what was I no longer want to believe something is if it isn't that doesn't even make sense I don't want to believe something is if it isn't who would want to do that I don't think it's very healthy would you

want your doctor to say well let's see here's your report and it says a B and C but we're going to tell you XY and Z would you want your accountant to say well you have a B and C amounts of funds but we're going to tell you x y&z who in the right mind would want that you know who would want to say a contractor tells me they're going to start the job at my house next week but it'll really be three months from now who wants to live a lie and we do it constantly but the weird thing is that when people try to

expose the lie we actually don't like it so who's going to wake up and who's going to call this I've used the example often but it's that fairy tale of the Emperor is naked when everybody pretends to be seeing this wardrobe on the Emperor oh it's the finest linens oh my god only blessed wonderful people immature people can see it only wealthy people because it's such a fine array you know best you know investment or whatever that the king is wearing Wow and then just a child's in the you know

audience and the side of the road is the Kings walking by and just goes the Emperor is naked and people like no you just don't get it no no the Emperor is naked they're like and they start to all realize their eyes are open that they now realize they were living alive their life wasn't just pretending he was dressed they actually started believing it and as soon as someone said he's naked everybody's illusions dropped but what happens after it drops the Emperor's embarrassed everybody's laughing now you

have trauma because we don't like the veils to be dropped so whatever veils have dropped in your life I'm sorry I know it hurts the job you thought was secure I know it hurts to have a loss of that but if it really was your job it would be it is the real is and it isn't so then it must not have been for you well I did this investment and if only it would have gone if only somebody would have told me sooner I would've invested sir I could have had but you don't so it isn't that isn't your

abundance today that isn't this that isn't the thing you thought was it isn't let it die let it fall away that's what we call closing leaks my energy constantly being drained into what I think is that isn't that is a leak you're waiting because any time now that partner is gonna start being faithful anytime now that partner is going to start dropping some of the addictions that have ruined your relationship it'll happen any time to just hang in there but it isn't your hope has made

something that isn't into an is and when you believe something is you tend to get invested in why because it is of course I'm gonna invest it because that's what is that's my car so I'm invested it because it is my car that's my job that's my potential future that's my retirement we can invest it in it and it's better for us to realize there is nothing here that is let me start from scratch there's nothing here that is try it even if it's scary just say I can pick up some of the fake is is

later I'm just gonna go right now and give it a shot nothing is as it seems to be which is why so many Course in Miracles workbook lessons are designed on I don't know what anything is for I don't understand anything that sounds like very disempowering for a spirituality book because it's trying to train us into letting go of the false versions of what is learning to embrace the scary moments of what isn't and you will have disorientation if I don't know what anything's for but God I'm kind of

like feeling distant you know just disoriented that which I thought is I have to start realizing their losses and they become what isn't the election I thought was going to go a certain way didn't and I have to accept it got dismantle what I thought is a sure thing isn't you see the job the relationship embracing all of these what seems to be losses but the ego tries to get us to live in what could have been and what seems to be but isn't because that's where the ego lives if we started realizing the truth of what is and

realize that it isn't suddenly the illusionary world will be depopulated emotionally and physically so here's the good news if we all surrender the nonsense and become an empty chalice and ask to be filled with the truth of what is you still have a partner but you don't put an investment on they have to be a certain way you the ax partner will enjoy but everything has to be clear and honest as much as possible absolutely vulnerable and open let's be honest and clear hire a contractor that will tell you the truth of when they're

gonna be there and if they can't you don't have to work with them do the best you can to create some sanity in your life never getting invested because if it's in this world that can still change but doing the best we can for sanity somebody says to you I am with you I'm devoted in sickness and in health till death do us part some people it's like death doesn't come soon enough you know one minute you're you know vows of forever and everything you know and it's better it's better to say here's

where I'm at I I have fears and issues around this and that and I also have the desire to share love and keep growing spiritually if that is a person that is acceptable to you I would love to share that with you the promises of you know polished everything all the time it's not the truth and so we're gonna get heartbroken so what can we do we start to embrace the what is and in first and foremost God you show me what is I I believe I love this person and I would love to be with them forever but I don't

know what anything is why don't really understand anything show me how to see them even people that betrayed you God the the what is they betrayed me becomes what isn't well wait no I need some guilty party somewhere in here you know I need I need to have a prison all countries need a prison so the country of me has to have a prison to throw some people and so that I can contrast from them and go look at me I'm God I'm not like them but when you realize the prison is in the country of your mind

then you're still disturbed because the prison still in you let them all out oh no God knows what they could do I don't mean enable hurtful behaviors it's like saying I'm releasing everybody from the prisons my opinions of them well but I know for sure that this one cheated I'm not saying that historically people didn't do what you think they did but what you can do is unplug the investment you had for them to be a certain way so what is becomes what seems to be seemed to be seem to be

doesn't mean I get invested on you know we're into it I had somebody and they were not faithful well it seems like they weren't faithful that that appears to be what happened and I'm on I'm on my new life I'm moving I'm on my on my way I'm on my path I learned to embrace and say God you show me what is see I don't know I'm under hypnosis but you show me and guide me show me the truth of what is and God is not going to show you a person who will be the answer to your problems that'll soon become what I

thought is isn't the answer to my problems what happens is we start to see people just in in light we start to see people in a state of glory it doesn't mean we're rose-colored glasses or whatever but we start to see people differently you know god this is the kind of job I would like this is the job I'm in it doesn't feel congruent as soon as I wake up to that the you know the Spirit of God is gonna say I'm gonna guide your soul on how to allow that which isn't to fall away so that you can

find what is but if we say yeah but but wait I want to be in control of when and how that happens then we're still trying to lock in that which isn't we're all living a lie is I'm coming to a close here you know the the world's version of who we are is not true our version of who we are is not true so imagine leaving here today saying okay I can see how this might be true it's a little intimidating it's a little weird what is what isn't what is what's this guy saying it's almost like

he's got a tongue twister going here but wait that which is is not true and that's why it gets upset me so often I've never been upset by what truly is I've only been upset by my thinking something is that became an isn't even when it's when it's still in the state of what is it's not as disturbing as when I realized that it isn't because I'm venom it's part of my little reality for good or ill like I said then I have my labels of everybody and everybody's tucked away you know filed away just

right it's a false sense of stability but what if I decide to change all this well that's like letting all the coups out of the inside asylum which is my mind and letting them all run wreak havoc I need everybody locked away that's the control freak that we have in us what if we say I don't know oh god they're all getting out just hang in there hang in there but any time now they're just gonna oh my god you know they're gonna run rampant yeah they might but first you're gonna start

seeing all the things you thought were true or not true and I don't mean you have to obsess in a negative way like people I thought were nice or not I'm it's not that it's objectively guys objectively acknowledging nothing is as I thought it was but that also means people that I thought were hopeless are not my finances that I thought are limited are not it means eventually I'm going to get to unlimited possibilities so the momentary discomfort is only momentary if you allow your head to take

control and tell you all the reasons you shouldn't allow that which is and that you thought what is it becomes it isn't if you let your mind to obsess on that you probably end up in a horrible place mm-hmm because the ego mind will make this a really bad scenario of all the possibilities of things that could go wrong so instead that's not the mind I want to trust I'm gonna live dangerously and I'm gonna trust dangerously meaning figure you know just but look dangerously and just go for it

God you show me what everything is for mm-hmm I do not know you have a client come to a person in need instead of I got to figured out I got a name for you a label for you here's what you are and I'll fix you accordingly it's I don't know opens me up to unlimited possibilities I don't know but God let God work through means I can now do anything anything I can heal with my mind a spoken word or a hug because I'm in an unlimited healer or parent or whatever of the other category you know you're

dealing with so at the end of the day making this shift to what is it's all of a sudden letting go of the world's version of what is and starting to understand God's version of what it is and mostly the way I could say that is mostly what happens is all of a sudden the reactive self becomes more of there's a knowingness and a calmness there's a center it's more of a feeling even before it becomes a visual a visual thing it will become visual that you'll start to see been a better life you're

going I had this job I thought that's what it is and it wasn't it was a fabrication of a job for me now I found my soul's purpose which is congruent with the soul self and the soul self is congruent with the God self oh my god who thought this could happen and I was 80 when I decided to do it who thought that was possible you know and be out there being one of the people out in the world social media or whatever book writing saying trust man trust let go of the lie be one of the people calling it

this is a line wake up the Emperor is naked you can call your book the Emperor is naked and expose all the lines the people that tell you you only get two sets of teeth and now you were toothless because of certain habits you have that rotten rotten dirty ruined your tea new set of teeth start growing that's not possible everything is possible everything is possible but not when you're under the gnosis of the ly and then the laissez nothing is possible other than what we will eat gout towards you once in a

while all of a sudden prosperity you're kidding me from from here from there people you've never known passing away and giving you an inheritance you know just a surprising old next-door neighbor who remembered you'd never know but goodness keeps coming to us and then we start to realize this is more of a reflection of what truly is anything in your life that is limited painful harmful whether it's memories emotions circumstances they cannot be real therefore they only seem to be what is which guarantees that they are that

which isn't and the good news is what is is waiting for you if I have any struggles of limitations why am i saying they're not real and they're part of the what is the fake one is because they're not God's will that's why and as you start to settle into what really is the real like the real sense of you know like I'm getting it you start to speak with with conviction not just like I do only I'm standing here I speak with you because I know I know this is the truth I don't have to preach if I don't have

to convince anybody I just can share it and typically people go that really made sense the reason what I say makes sense is because you already know it what's really scary is when you have teachers telling you things that terrify you and frighten you into oh my you know my god and this is totally a different reality inside your heart we all know these things that's why it resonates people used to say you know Michael you know when you teach it's really weird it's really interesting because it's as

though I know those things a teacher that has eco wants you to say you told me things I never ever knew or understood which is still going to be bits of that in there but but that's what you want to hear as a teacher that you're so amazing you know and teach things that nobody else knows but but I don't find that to be my interest there's something wonderful when people say god I read this or I heard you say this and it felt true I like that because then I know we're all on the same page on some level there's a

knowingness in all of us of these things I don't want to try to convince you of something you don't believe let me just share the truth and let it resonate where it can and that's what starts to happen when we start to live what is we start to realize God all of a sudden my life is organic not organic because I shop at a certain story eat certain foods my life is completely organic because nothing is more organic than God and our identity as part of God there's nothing more organic than that so when

we're living in any kind of limitation or pain we're actually living in a manufactured non organic life so when you say I want to go totally organic it means becoming who you really are not just changing your diet it means changing how you believe I'm settling into this sense of God it feels just so natural at first it won't because we've learned to believe that which is not true is natural but eventually it shifts and we start to go this is my soul's purpose I feel like it's second nature like if

you had a certain soul's purpose kind of job and won the lottery would you still do that work well you know I do Reiki but if I won the lottery heck no I'm done with Reiki who cares about Reiki that means it's not real but if you would say oh my god absolutely in fact you know what I think I would do if I won a hundred million dollar lottery I would open up a Reiki Center where I would invite Reiki practitioners and we would do it for free we would welcome anyone and everyone to come through and receive

Reiki healing for free that means it's your soul's purpose because it's not what you do it's who you are that's organic but understand what I've shared here today is all too often we have allowed ourselves to live what isn't and think it is relationships finances elections and whatever else on this planet we've allowed ourselves to get caught up in what isn't so what does it do it exposes itself eventually because it's not eternal it can't keep the lie up eternally because it's not

part of God and we get very inconvenienced when it exposes itself when we realize that was not going to happen that relationship was not going to last forever you've already had five lifetimes with the same person and every time they killed you why are you still waiting for them to like you well just you know because nobody else like me I was hoping they would be the one well they're not so what isn't and then eventually the what isn't in my surrender in my vulnerability in all of that in my acceptance that what isn't

falls away but what is falls away to what isn't and what isn't falls away to what is and it's the will of God what kind of job would God want not the name like you know first it works at you guess it's the kind of job theme Attica Lee one where I get to and then name it that's your soul's purpose that's what I'm here to do and then you start doing you then you have to get rid of the belief that what is is they never pay well for jobs that are Souls purposes they never pay well for people to be in

the zone and do jobs that are of service that has to die and become what isn't and surrender to what is which means prosperity abounds people that are a certain age certain things happen it's just natural that yet you reverse that you can change I'm not talking about needing and obsessing on physical youth I'm talking about just negating some of the rules and laws that they tell you have to apply to you and they do not nothing has to apply genetics doesn't apply it starts falling away that's the

world we were told is and it isn't and if you don't want to believe this today then it'll be tomorrow or eight lifetimes from now but everyone is destined their soul is working diligently to make sure that by the end of this life and if not the next life in the next life that they eventually get it that what you think is actually isn't when you find that out you're going to be very sad you're gonna be depressed you're gonna feel dismantled then you're gonna start feeling disoriented all of that is

written in my you're not going crazy book why is it called that book because you think you're going crazy when the world you think is isn't and you think something must be wrong with you and it isn't you're actually waking up so that which isn't falls away oh my god and the divine what is comes to me and my life starts to reflect now I'm living not the ego I am NOT but the god I am guys this is our destiny and it is happening but why do we want to wait for a humanity to get it before we can start settling into

it that's like waiting for the partner like I said the skill Jen five lifetimes you're waiting for them to suddenly be nice and get you flowers you know listen I know you spears before but I'm going to kill you with love this time they might but I don't need to wait for it I just want to live the love today like I can be over what happened to before and do that on my own I don't have to wait for you to get it well we don't have to wait for humanity to say oh guess what it's on the newspaper that you believe

is important it's it's spoken by the one the politician you believe in finally saying hate to tell you this folks but there's actually it's true there are UFOs why do you need to wait for them to tell you that why do you need to the church to say actually we told you you go to hell you know it's not true you'll actually get an opportunity to keep working until you get it which means you don't need us as much as we were hoping you did they think they're gonna go broke if you don't need them hell I'll give them all

my money if they'll tell me the good news and the truth you know they would make it rich but the ego-self won't believe that they would become rich if they would just tell the truth everybody everybody so happy that they're not going to hell they would give their churches their money but we don't need them to do that we already know now let's start living the truth in all areas of our lives you are absolutely a pure being made in God's image you only need relationships that mirror that you only need jobs that mirror that

start living a healthy reflection of self-worth love and light and self-worth that which is becomes that which isn't that which isn't becomes the truth of what is and we get to live that truth please take a few centering rise let's drop all the thoughts and worries of life and the day and let's start with this gently and gradually start becoming aware of things you have had in your life that you have seen fall away calming centering breaths into this idea look into your life things you thought were turned out to be

they weren't whether it was a job you thought you live in a certain house a certain amount of time or the rest of your life you thought you live in a certain city or state you thought somebody was going to win an election you thought this you thought that whatever financially or anything else sit and look at what you thought is and look how it was it's gone and now it isn't sit and take an on a survey of different times in your life even if you were 5 or 55 not just current just look over the life that all the times that

which is is not knowing that we have been capable of doing that believing something that wasn't true what's worse is investing in something that wasn't knowing that we've done that admitting that now take a look at your current life and ask yourself honestly are there other people are things in your life that you might be investing as it is when in fact it might not be as you think it is don't fear it don't judge it just try to stay objective I think you can use that I think I'm

gonna be at this job until I retire but then add but I don't know and I'm open I think I'm gonna live in this town or that town through my retirement but I don't know and I'm open that's all I'm open is the prayer of the Divine Feminine I'm open is not a loss it's an advancement I'm open the career the relationship this is how I think it is or seems to be but I'm open and do your best to try to viscerally feel that if that thing changed right now by you saying I'm open you should

probably be able to see and feel how you are not as upset or disturbed as you would have been had you not already accepted recognize you're not as invested therefore it doesn't pull you as much and one reason that's true is because there's a part of you that already knows that if you're open new and better things could be happening the ego would never want us to know that I'm open this or something better so when I think of a job that is that might be an isn't I don't leave it there I say well

the only reason I would give that one up is because there's something better how could I be in pain over that I'm all for it I'm all for a raise at work I'm all for a shift in my health they're called miracles things happening that are not believed should be happening by the power of my choice to let go of my investment in what thinking what is that isn't I now can experience what truly ends and that changes everything in me and around me God I am will decide relevant friends that meet

me at this level that I am rather than reflecting the level that I am NOT why would I want that or need that especially since it isn't Who I am a job that's congruent with that which I am finances that are reflecting that which I am partnerships intimacy affection health vitality all reflecting that which I am and if I don't choose these it means I'm insisting on being that which I am NOT that doesn't sound fun but it also doesn't sound sane and I'm beginning to see the difference the

same from the insane and I choose the same I choose the peace and the love of God I choose joy in life and abundance I choose what's real for me the truth of who I am and I'm giving thanks in advance that this is already happening the changes that I heard about spoke about felt experience today it's already happening I'm already letting layers of that which I am NOT peel away my life that isn't to peel away I only want what's real and true that's all I ever really wanted but I became fixated on

the opposite I settled but I only settled because I forgot Who I am today I am choosing to know the truth of God of who I am and in fact I refuse to hear anything less so that which I am becomes me and I extend this to the world in which I live and so it is good I pray your minds we're able to navigate the is isn't is thing try speaking about it you know you know that thing that is well isn't but it could be you know if you choose it then it would be what is craziest and it's a

tongue twister and it's sort of craziness because it's crazy that we ever settled for anything less that was a form of insanity you know that was a form of us allowing something to be that isn't which is a good definition of psychosis so everybody's experienced a psychotic experience in believing that we're something that we're not even if you say I've had some lifetimes where I've been amazing peak people you're still that and more you're still way beyond that so even that is still believe it or not a

negative psychosis oh but I was a queen such-and-such great but you weren't you were a divine being dreaming and that was a happy dream congratulations it is still a dream we're now learning to wake up to reality