Vibration Versus Consciousness

one of the most popular conversations or topics in the spiritual community oh my god very popular this concept of vibration you know and i mean it's amazing people come to me i do private sessions phone sessions every day of every you know week and and you know it's no offense mind you but people will say i want a session okay how can i help you i want to raise my vibration be nicer bye you know [Laughter] glad i could help you know if if i could just get paid per per you know miracle versus per minute that would work

because that's all you need to do is be nicer but no no no oh no no no i've heard that you have to do this and you have to do that and you know stand on one foot except on tuesdays then it's the other foot and spin this direction except you're if you're a female you've got to spin the other direction the back flips and way over complicated to raise your vibration it doesn't work like that and i know it's popular raise your vibration you know you know pranayama breathing um eating organic and you know voting

for a certain politician is all going to raise your vibration not if you're not a nice person because everything will just revert you go and get a car tune up you know and in sedona you can probably do that you could pull into a mechanic shop could you raise the vibration of my car and and they'll understand in sedona only you know so they'll do the electronic and they'll do the the fine-tuning of your carburetor but you know what if if you put the wrong fuel by accident it's going to change the vibration again

you know you have to change the being so so in a way i'm talking about consciousness versus vibration or vibration versus consciousness so as an official title vibration versus consciousness all right and i say versus because it's a contrast i guess you could say by raising your vibration is not the problem what i'm saying is you cannot raise consciousness by raising your vibration you raise your consciousness and it raises your vibration you you don't just try to vibrate more you know you know you go on one of those

old uh exercise things with the belt around your hips god oh wait i see god really then why did all those gals that bought those in the 60s not ascend it you know okay well i'm the irreverent michael murdad nice to meet you but you know it's not it's not vibration this is humans trying to find a shortcut let's see you know you go in the store vibrational raising you know sprays or or oils or there's not a problem buying those because if i were to buy that and it had a scent and i wear it the

scent would remind me to keep changing my consciousness you follow what i just did there oh that's right consciousness it's not like i can be a jerk and you know sprinkle like you're putting mustard on yourself you know it's it's you know you don't just spice it up and go wow my my vibration you know it just it and it's not like you can just go spritz and go to a class reunion and everybody go wow you're vibrating so high you you know you're glowing light it you got to be a nicer person it's got to

become integrated when you're still thinking it trying it spraying it spritzing it hoping it that's one level which is a good level but there's a becoming it and the becoming it you could be filthy living in squalor in a third world country and there would still be this countenance about you that's consciousness not vibration that's there's there's just this knowing i am as god created me war and conflict were all around you you know famine and whatever and just there's this there's just this knowing

something about it those are the saints of god i remember seeing this in the 80s this uh footage man i'll never forget but it was a flood i think in mexico and they were showing this little girl who whose leg got caught under some debris and the water was rising and rising and people are trying to help and they couldn't free her and i mean i'll never forget watching her on on you know tv or whatever it was blowing kisses goodbye i mean i'm like you know inside it's hard to see those things but what i remember

be i mean the initial human oh my god you know somebody help her but i never forgot this gorgeous little smile this little girl i mean how can you do that consciousness somehow she knew she's okay that's consciousness so people will try to change vibration and that is not wrong or bad all i'm saying is seek first the consciousness heaven right seek first the kingdom of heaven means seek first the consciousness of god your vibration is going to be fine if you're a 20 watt bulb we can't run 120 wattage through you

let me think about it yeah i'm i'm moving on up to a 120 today i went to a seminar and they they breathed on me and said from now on you your vibration is higher you're you're dim you're 20 watt bulb [Laughter] what they should say is we can't help you here's a refund that would be integrity you know when people have said michael can you do a workshop a seminar you know because this was popular in the 90s and 2000s you know reiki one two three and healing what you know whatever it is

and they were saying can you do certain workshops of yours like level 1 i said no because i can't promise somebody who takes a workshop that they're going to be more loving when they're done theoretically they will be but i cannot guarantee it so i can't charge people for it like that i can't certify you love 101 love love and kindness level one because if you're going to go home and be rude to people i don't want you with my certificate on your wall you know but they're like oh you could

make so much money it doesn't matter because it wouldn't feel right so consciousness consciousness is what would hap it's what has to change and let's be clear everything not only has consciousness every cell everything is consciousness so people are saying i want to raise my vibration really what they're saying is i i would like to unconsciously they're saying i would like to raise my consciousness but why don't they just say that because they're afraid to raise their consciousness that's too

real see if people can just focus on raising vibration they're still a step away from consciousness so it's safer is that making sense you forget what i'm saying with that i'll just work on vibration because vibration is the intellectual consciousness the intellectual chakra see vibration still has to do with measured degrees consciousness is more like so it's like i still want to control this i'll do 20 watt vibration 120 watt you know i want to be able to control it where consciousness is

surrendering so that's how we change consciousness it's i don't know anything i'm opening to the consciousness of god i'm seeking the consciousness of god so you'll hear people make excuses and they sometimes are very fancy new agey kinds of excuses and reasons to not go for the gusto i would say to you go for the gusto i would like to raise my vibration a little why not just raise your consciousness to christ consciousness you think your vibration is going to be like low how could it be even when you have

beautiful loving experiences you're you know your vibration will catch up you know you can't have a consciousness like this and dimness come floating through your being low thoughts and if they do you change them when you have a thought of doubt and you're in a high consciousness here comes a vibration of doubt you look at him so what are you where did you come from oh we're an old belief system of yours and you're like really and the thing just shatters just like the singer who hits a note crystal blows up right the crystal glass

it's the same thing your consciousness will tone literally or figuratively or both into old belief systems and they'll burst ancients ancients lemurian druid and so on and so on east west north and south of the poles you know the the uh consciousness of these ancient civilizations they knew about toning dispersing that it actually explodes old cellular or consciousness systems toning but toning is just a vibrational version of consciousness again if all you do is tone without consciousness all you're doing is

science consciousness supersedes the science and says this is beyond measure this is beyond let me see i think i'll tone this tone into that cell it becomes something that is so perfectly guided so perfectly aligned always the right tone that just like any psychic can be a psychic of themselves or they can become a channel of something greater so i always teach this concept of consciousness being something we go for and and i know and you know having having taught for so many years but even in a center like this now for

10 years uh there are times when people you you hear them say in person or around the world oh my god this is not a church thing this is not a yoga thing this is not a healing seminar these sundays or whatever else i do but let's say these sundays there's like wow i i feel like mind blown and i'm like well i'm glad to hear that you should be any center you go to should be like whoa if you leave the same as when you arrived something's wrong and it's not just because i'm spectacular i can be sitting on a bench in my

backyard watching something a bird enter and and it can unlock the secrets of the universe for me you have to put your consciousness into a place that says i'm ready for another level i'm ready for another miracle or is it i think i'll listen to this a little bit you know i wonder who's winning the game today and you know that sort of mindset the more you put into this the more you're going to get back this person up here they better stand and do the work right this person this is this is our

you could say job then you can raise it to assignment then you can raise it to purpose and then you can raise it to the absolute of who the person is more and more teachers that are standing in places like this up here they've got to really start living this because human beings aren't going to tolerate so-so for much longer you know if i come up here exodus 3 1 says that the lord looked down upon man you know and really you know it's like it's a bit that's all we're doing still chapters and verses what's where's the

spirit of it you know where's the spirit in the even in the old temples they would unroll the scrolls they would read from the scrolls and stick to the interpretation of the letter of the law jesus one time came up unrolls the scroll he reads he reads from it rolls it back up and starts firing away he did this for them he did this for god this for the spirit and everybody oh this is for everybody's head you know where you go nephew three five and you go oh i read that one we all sit around going oh oh honey matthew it's my favorite

gospel oh you know i hope he reads from luke next week i mean everybody sits around just talking they just talk and they hear with their heads like it's weird do you leave your soul at the door you know come in and just like i'm ready i'm ready for an experience i've gone into churches before you know and when i had days off occasionally a weekend off sometimes on a weekend i'd i would just drive from where i live i'd just drive to it look around you know oh a church and i'd go and sit

i'd walk in it i don't care if it was i don't even know what they were it could have been lutheran or seventh-day adventists don't know walk in sit down and i would just open and yes i would hear and the lord is going to send everybody to hell as soon as possible and they would do those kinds of lectures and i would still hear gems i would peel off the stuff this stuff and i would hear something else and i would take a piece of paper from the back of the pew or chairs in front of me and i would

scribble notes oh yeah you know it'd be totally different from what the person said because god speaks to you instead of the letter of the law so they could say and men will be humbled in their sinfulness and then i would write in our humility we're sinless you see what happened there that's just god i mean that's just god which sounds simple but a lot of places aren't getting that they just letter of the law i don't shame them i don't wrong the letter of the law you know what because

it's safer for you for now to that person it's just more convenient because you're sticking to it's right there okay i don't have to expand my mind that's too much you know it's like it's it's fine you know you've done all kinds of things in your life that were far more dangerous than expanding your consciousness so give it a shot that's why a lot of times people that have really been through hell are often the most spiritual people because they don't have the fears

that safe people seemingly safe people might have people that have walked through you know the saying spirituality right and versus religion religion is for those that fear hell and spirituality is for those who have been there so spirituality means i've worn it you know this is great because new thought churches you know in in traditional churches you've got couples showing up hi we're we're here because do you mind if i say it honey you want to eat no okay we're here because we're having

some challenges and you know he's had 16 affairs i'm just saying 16 affairs and you know i do drink a bit too much and we're just we're wanting somebody to save our marriage so we thought you know guilt might help so they're at some church doing that right in a more new thought kind of an experience it's it's not like salvage this relationship which will probably not work in new thought churches you have people that are like i've been married 15 times and you know what i can't do it something's not quite

right i'm open to learning and changing my being see they want to fix what was and is not going to work someone in new thought churches are typically the spiritual people they're like i've been through hell already i'm in three 12-step groups uh you know i do dream interpretation and i i get reiki once and because i'm like i'm just here or whatever it takes i don't want my past fixed i want my past gone you see the difference right i want a new life i don't just want a past that's shinier i want a new life

and that's that takes god it just takes such courage to say i'm here i'll do whatever it takes. so there are people that attend services and so on and it's amazing they'll go oh my life oh my michael this was the most amazing and a week later they have a choice to make will they come back or watch again online oh well i was going to but i i met someone i'm like oh you're just going to loop around hell again you know or they'll say oh my soaps were on or whatever when they're going to come to a decision

life reality and most people will choose the standard it might change clothes but it's the same old same old they will choose something familiar to them rather than something that blew their mind and i understand that i mean i'm up here teaching and i see it all the time and i still at times feel i'm just being honest as a human being i still at times feel like an apologetic vibe in me because there's a part of me as a teacher that goes you know it's almost it's almost like saying but god you know it's a bit much for

them should we dumb it down and then god will say ask them hey ladies and gentlemen would you like me to dumb this down no they say and i have to get over that thing in me that said maybe we should dumb it down and i'm not saying that in any negative context i'm just being honest and saying there's times when i feel that like an apologetic vibe partly because the more you change and the more you become a higher consciousness you can't relate to a broken consciousness and you will have people not like you

why well there's two main reasons two main reasons one because of the light you start to shine but there's a worse one the light you start to evoke in them and that gets freaky for some so there's a part of me that's like michael maybe if we just dim it a little bit but that's the human that's the human guy michael that would would like to not be hated or feared you know it's it's a drag if you have family and they all fear because you got into the recovery program and they didn't they feel a little weird

when you show up to family reunions and they're all stoned again and you're saying no thank you first they're annoyed by you saying no thank you you know coming to our parties and you know you just can't blend in can you but it's worse is because in them there's somebody that wants to be in the program and they're not there yet and they're going to hate you for evoking that desire in them for something better when you show up and say you know wow how's everybody they go why you look

so happy you look great what what have you changed in your life i got divorced they're all sitting there squeezing the hand of their partners because they wish they could and i'm not saying divorce is a problem you know that you should get i'm saying their happiness they whatever it is you could say i got married look i i got married and i've been with this person 10 years it could be that that bothers them because they could be sitting there well i'm married i don't smile it's not i'm saying divorce is an answer

you see it could be getting married it's the happiness the change that they don't want to see and so there have been times in my life absolutely where i you know i just try to steer clear of certain conversations because it's like no you know let's let's let's just let some people like me today or like us today you know and so let's steer clear of the profound you know and that's appropriate to do by the way sometimes just you know fly in under the radar you don't need to show up everywhere and go

hi i'm an ascended master you know or whatever um wherever you happen to be it's it's beautiful to be stealthy i'm just saying that as a human being even though i can speak and i know it's true consciousness is the most important thing i also know that there are times in my my life where i have thought just just dim it down dude you know just just relax it a little bit don't bring it up don't bring that up somebody's going politics don't say anything don't say it's an

illusion you know it's gonna upset them so i don't and i'm very tactful i'm not talking about whether i speak or not i'm talking about what keeps me what could keep me from speaking is that you see the difference i'm only saying that there's a human part once in a while that says not for the right reasons but for reasons of humanness that says back it off a little bit or don't go there a little bit you know because because there's times when i go you know can i just do something

normal you know could i just go to the beach one day which i don't but if i did live near a beach and go could i just go to the beach and hang out and no you know there's there's times when i'm so into god it's happening you just can't hide it away you know you just smile it's it's in your vibes because vibes follow consciousness but if i were tested any particular day if god stood before me and said michael two buttons dim it down brighten it up i have to go brighten it up i can't even think twice

about it it's just not in me okay but there are those moments when a doubt can arise for me for you where you say to yourself and the reason i'm explaining this is i'm saying all human beings have a subtle usually unconscious fear of becoming brighter it's in us i would recommend instead of denying that it's there i would recommend owning that it's a possibility if you can own it's a possibility then the sooner you become comfortable with it instead of wrestling with it and then this too shall pass it's a

beautiful thing i mean even raising kids when i was younger you know when i had little ones i mean it was the same thing even then they would be like oh dad you know you know they'd get in the car and you know they'd be making fun of some kid at school and i'd go you know guys it's kind of oh no not one of your mythologies or metaphors you know can't we just hate somebody sure honey you guys can hate somebody but here's what hate does you know i mean it's just like they're like normal dad please normal

dead you know give us another father tell us we were adopted you know the the poor things you know it was a bit much at times for them um and then of course when their friends came over that was really something so we are and made in the image of god's consciousness this is what's amazing when it says you're made in god's image there's people that actually still think two eyes and a nose and ears and so on it makes no sense made in the image of god means made in the consciousness of god not just i have one kind of like god

the perfect likeness consciousness of god so whatever the consciousness of god is i am i being any of us i am wow this is cool so why am i sitting around trying to make my vibrations higher all i have to really do is remember the consciousness and the vibrations a lift that's why you can sit in a group like this leave and feel buzzing at times and i've seen that happen i've heard people say oh my god after service i went over to such and such a store and there was somebody in there and they were just glowing and then i saw them at

the service that's what it could be like just this vibe and it can be there all the time again there's moments where it feels intimidating you know there there are moments when it can be tempting to feel intimidated because you're just you know wow you know and you're just glowing and i've i've oh my god i've had that happen when i've i've gone out dancing with some friends many years ago or and people just look like what's with that person you know and there's times it was

totally like isn't this great and there's times when i thought oops and that's what i meant by those moments of personal doubt when it was a bit so much that for a moment i went oops and tempted myself to dim it down for a moment that's just the humanness that's that's the humanness in all of us and it can take all kinds of forms you know one of you that's a counselor licensed counselor locally you know you you came out of a session practicing what you hear here and you know you you hugged your client

they hugged you and you were like because they were like oh my god this is social work type of counseling not private practice where you you know you can be all your own style you're working in a group you came this person came out of their office their client was like here it's happening see consciousness more light in their in their counselor but evoked in the other person right so they came out and the person was like and they couldn't not hug the counselor oh my god i've never felt people in the office saw and they put on

her file a reprimand that's this world don't be happy don't vibrate high and definitely don't raise consciousness that's this world and and i'm sorry that it does that to you and me i'm sorry that that this world still wants to slap your hand when your glowing and they tried that on jesus too stop glowing you know and what did he say hey if i if i you know tried to to lower the vibrations here or there the rocks would start to vibrate higher because the vibes are so high in this environment he's saying

consciousness is here don't you feel it when he un unrolled that scroll and read he closed it and he started firing away with the spirit of god the kingdom of hand the kingdom of heaven is at hand and they all sat here and go oh now i remember that's a good one and they just think so he closes the scroll and he basically starts riffing or or channeling let me explain the kingdom of heaven is at hand means it's right here right now and they went oh i'm getting unsettled take it back or change it tell us you

didn't really mean that it's right here right now in every one of you the kingdom of heaven is god and god is in consciousness every particle of consciousness just let go and the form of the consciousness will burst and you'll see pure light and then that light will want to dance with the other particle of light over there and the whole universe will just go poof into light bliss and they looked at each other and said let's kill him and that's the first record that we have record in the bible

of them dragging him out to stone him or throw him off a cliff or throw stones at him as they throw him off a cliff and then it said he just shook himself off and walked unnoticed through them how do you do that consciousness it's like saying you're all being this is amazing because you think you think that being transparent or becoming invisible is to you know have a special cloak or whatever guys what jesus did right then and in a couple of instances in the bible was he he just did this you're at a

frequency or a vibration of hate the consciousness of hate made you vibrate to this level i'm gonna shift into who i am now and again more more blatantly than others you know there's times when he let it fully blow you know open and other times he kept it down so they could see him but when he says let it go he turns to such light they can't see him they can't see him because he became invisible to them not invisible to anybody else that was remotely wanting their eyes open do you see what i mean by that just

totally different vibe so he passes unnoticed because they're like just hate frequency so by the same token it flips the other way a course in miracles for example tells you you will you will still be in the world but you won't notice as much they hurt and hate why because it's vibrating here you're vibrating here and you can't see it and so some people are going so someday there will be a rapture for the christians or an ascension for the new agers they all call it something different it's the same they're saying someday

we'll be rescued from this world and it's really you won't see it it's already here now you don't have to wait till the day you change your consciousness now and then there's things you just won't see as much and that one's hard for even people that long for spirituality to find sadly it sounds too foreign or whatever else but that's really kind of sad because if you say now wait a minute i don't mind being a more loving person i don't mind vibrating highly i don't mind

doing all the cool things that home and chant and vibrate high and so on don't you tell me that i have to like my ex so that means all the chanting only vibrating and all that you do can really only come up a certain amount maybe you went from 20 watts to 40. but you're thinking you're going to hit 120 it's not going to happen and i i get it i get it for some of us there's just somebody who no way especially with some of the disgusting things that some people do on this planet i'm not saying you're gonna pretend

that it didn't happen what you're gonna do is rise to a level of consciousness where you say the divine in me was not touched by anything you did to me the human self sure i had a dream that i was a human and that you were a human and your human did this to that human it was a dream it's a it's a hologram that's what this world is but my consciousness my divinity it's impossible i don't even have a body you can't emotionally abuse me mentally abuse me can't abuse me on any level

not my divinity so what you're doing really is saying i'm choosing to not have what happened in the past have an effect on me now it's a choice in consciousness just simply shifting some people will say you simply shift your vibration which is helpful what i'm saying is you shift your consciousness the vibration will catch up okay so sort of moving towards a close consciousness shifting consciousness made in the image of god means to think feel act more like god that's what it means to say i'm i'm

going to shift consciousness i'm already made in the image of god so the consciousness is there but i have to remember it i don't have to earn it i don't have to it's not like a weight loss program and you're just hoping to change the numbers on the scale and i'm changing vibration and i'm hoping to become a you know a six on my vibrational scale from a on a 10 scale you know i'm a six now you know and walking around going hey you don't know i'm a six man you know like you're lifting weights how

you doing man i did 15 reps today oh man that's great you know you're not coaching each other in a gym this isn't just like numbers that's still linear it's consciousness and with the consciousness comes i'm so grateful not look what i've achieved it's and and yes when you say it means changing your thoughts it does but it's really more about changing your beliefs see changing my thoughts means stop thinking that way changing my beliefs going or is like going it's impossible to think that way

like i'm just the other is a discipline still okay i had a negative thought i need to change that i need to you know erase that and go with a better thought which is good to do good to do but i'm saying there's another route which is actually easier but it's the one chosen less often which is instead of i don't want to think that i want to think that it becomes that's not even possible that's the only option do you see the difference it's softer it's just it's the heart instead of the

mind and something you know just wow and it's a day by day process how would you have me see this god how would you have me feel today something happened today and i feel all unsettled i'm going to give this to you empty my cup and i'm asking how you would have me see it refill my cup empty refill empty refill constant daily process not an obsession but more of a i get to do this not i have to i get to this is really nice you know it's just very nice but humans are afraid of their light why would humans be afraid of their

light because the more light you have the closer you are to home and there's an innate fear about going home but also the more light i have the less of this world i have humans are addicted to this messed up world now you could say that's impossible listen people can be addicted to rolled up tobacco you are a holy child of god and yet you just can't put that that stick like look at this all-powerful wand it's amazing and i'm i'm gonna quit smoking yeah you know when you're it's it's just

a paper and a leaf and you can't let it go add all the other addictions because the addictions are not the drink and the smoke the addiction is the pain people are addicted to being messed up they're addicted to co-dependence which is disempowering i would be empowered if only you would be different that's called codependence as soon as i say someone else is my power or can give me my power back or is the blame for my lack of self-worth that's a co-dependence about interdependence oh i love interdependence

and i would be far more interdependent forward for them you know that's like a 12-step program for perfectionists so it's a 24 step program you just keep adding to the program more than is needed you know it's like crazy so instead like wow you know don't don't shame the drink to smoking all but just recognize this is amazing i find myself unsettled i find myself unsettled by love love scares me and makes me want to run i've had students and clients that i see run and i know what it is they're afraid

either of what i'm doing that's light or afraid of light being evoked in themselves do i want to judge them for either of those no i just should feel compassion because how sad right how sad that anybody should be afraid of feeling good but it isn't just the feeling good it's an addiction to feeling bad people have it people have it left and right up and down all around this planet there are countries that wouldn't know what it's like to not have war or conflict there are humans that wouldn't know what

to do with a functional partner right why aren't more people in a 12-step program because that might change you and you could go well i because if you know i don't want to give up my habit you might you know my addiction or whatever you think it's the addiction you don't want to let go of it's the opposite the stuff the addiction is hiding that you're addicted to the cigarette the drink those are the symptoms actually we think that's the problem those are just the symptoms when you remove

a drug of any kind any stimulant sedative when you remove that you're going to start seeing what the real stuff's about when you start getting antsy and shaky and nervous see the other stuff the real stuff's starting to surface the other nothing tip of the iceberg go deeper and deeper and you realize oh my god above the surface the iceberg looks like that below the surface it's this entire mass oh my god all of my insecurities and then where did those come from and bigger a bit so people you know what

never mind give me back my cigarette it's so much easier to keep that that inconvenient i know it's an addiction a little inconvenient you know my drinking is causing my family to leave oh that's terrible no no no what's terrible is this them leaving you is still a symptom i'm not saying that's you know to minimize that that's painful and horrible but more more people than not will allow that to happen than look at themselves they would rather let family members say goodbye to them lose their children their wives their

husbands rather than look at themselves there are far more people walking around out there you know with an escape from jail kind of card living their lives as though everything's fine and it isn't then there are people that got in the program and thank god a lot of people get in the program okay so it's like wow people just living in fear it's consciousness not vibration that's not to say one is good ones even not at all i'm saying that one will change the other more than the other will change

this one keep changing the consciousness keep accepting your goodness i am as god created me i am the christ on earth it's not something you have to say going into a 7-eleven you know could i i'm going to fill up my car okay could i have a card you won't need that because i am as god created me i am the christ on earth i don't use credit cards anymore you're just going to run out of gas it's not it's not going to work you know it's not um you know i mean it doesn't work in any

you know generally in any circle because people don't know what you mean but it's kind of cool when you know it's true you can still walk around with a smile without saying such and such you know where people used to say hey what sign are you you know little pickup lines well technically i am as god created me i am the christ on earth you're not getting any dates from that it's just people are going to be like oh never mind it's not really a really easy easy functioning statement to use in this

world but i would tell you to know it i feel so amazing just knowing the goodness you know oh and you know here comes a problem here comes a bill and here comes an argument well but i want to get used to centering and saying god how would you have me see this and when a voice comes up we're going for testimony i just know god they're going to come back terrible you know what take an inventory of how many times you had a negative thought and how many times they came true you're horrible at this your your accuracy level of predicting your

life is horrible not even 10 accuracy people actually live their lives with a 10 percent odds in their favor that things are gonna go badly you know those aren't you don't want to go to vegas with a 10 chance of winning but people do because they're addicted to being miserable and broke all right so think about this those are terrible odds you keep predicting every i just know the tests are going to come back bad how come when they don't you don't say i was mistaken let me start getting used to

trusting god right oh my friends are dancing i'm afraid to dance i just know i'll twist an ankle you keep putting it out there and you might be right once in a while and then you know what you'll do i knew it i should never do anything but why don't you do that with all the times you were mistaken i get it instead of i knew it i get it when it comes to hating myself i'm almost always wrong if not always when i keep thinking predicting bad things are going to happen i just know something it almost never

goes that way okay oh in my rearview mirror oh police lights oh geez i just know you know my license is probably expired they're gonna just you know beat me up and i'm gonna be in jail by the end of the day i just know it you're mistaken it's unlikely and let me just add one last thing that's also narcissistic to think your life can be as bad as you think it's gonna be is narcissism you actually think the universe is glowing with light going we gotta find someone who's really spectacular and pick on them today

it's not going to happen trust in the good be addicted if anything to good be addicted to consciousness god's consciousness and dance and be thankful this is really great at the end of every day give thanks for all the times you were wrong about yourself god i looked in the mirror today and oh god i just feel terrible but yet when i was out somebody said you look great i was wrong to obsess on one more wrinkle or one more just stop just catch yourself sooner and laugh at yourself thank god i'm always wrong when it comes

to negative thoughts about myself even if you judge other people right judge other people about the way they look at someone likes them you must be wrong oh they're not attractive at all i know somebody likes them every creature has a mate potentially and some of them look really odd you know like those microscopic views of a bug you know you know it's all like odd looking you know you're not like wow i hadn't noticed that ants close up were kind of it doesn't do it for you but some other creature likes them

so i'm wrong about everything i believe we're separate from god i'm mistaken i think we're separate from each other i'm mistaken i think that there's at least five major color races i'm mistaken i think that someone has a higher iq than me i'm mistaken none of it is true other than god is i am we are that's it how do i get back to that holiness that's a choice and it's two parts i must not choose the other that's contradicting the light and then choose the light no

yes no yes every day please take a few centering breaths hmm just quietly tune into this following sentence or two and then we'll let that take us into a deeper meditation first still the mind just calm as i'm breathing in i hear the words i am at the exhale relaxed nice and slow so that we're centering in more and more soak this idea in

that when people see our light they will sometimes be intimidated by our light they will also sometimes be intimidated by the light you evoke in them just scan through your mind gently and see if there's any time you've seen that happen don't judge them as lesser than you just an objective view of have i ever seen someone that might have gotten irritable based on my center by my not becoming caught up in the irritations the fears and or times when you might actually have been able to see not from an arrogant place

to see that you evoke light in others and that bothered them when their own light started rising and you started seeing they started trusting you more and they got scared because you were in goodness either of those two or both let yourself come up with an example if you can and then visualize applying this if you didn't already in your real life experience just imagine this the cure for this situation when the person was getting irritable based on your light or you're evoking light in them picture this you stand unwaveringly in

your light and you don't try to shine so bright that it has to burn them or irritate them you just center in your light and here's the real psychological trick that when their light starts rising up and they start coming out nobody shames them nobody judges them nobody wrongs them because that's the trick of why people ultimately don't want to own their light they're thinking that if they start to shine the shine of your light or theirs is going to expose darkness in them and you have to be the one that says not

today i find no flaw in you picture that happening for a moment that is what's magical when a person exposes their soul trusting you or and or themselves and there's nothing there to judge them we show them there's nothing to be afraid of love compassion forgiveness that's being as god love

compassion you just hold that presence they can still squirm they can still have doubts and fears just unwaveringly i love you it's okay how dare you expose my light some of them will act that way just i'm sorry if that hurt a little but it'll be okay because you're holy have that beautiful spiritual mastery that you hold healer presence for them and then you're fulfilling the role of the holy spirit inside your own being your being as god is give thanks and one last thing anytime that others shined light for you

and it intimidated you either their light or the light in you that they started evoking be honest and see if there's ever been a time when you felt that way and remind yourself there was never anything to fear i'm made in god's image and that's good we give thanks for any insights from this experience whether it's the talk or the meditation we give heartfelt thanks this this magical profound experience that we're having through this global ministry that we're all sharing i'm giving thanks for once or one

hundred or one thousand times that i've sat in on this i'm so grateful that i've manifested something that is such light and if this isn't it then find something that is right light for you and commit to it don't be afraid there's no need to be afraid because god is good and so it is thank you the light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is

so breathe that in take it with you now and always god bless we'll see you all soon bye-bye