Truth and Lies of Life

So today, we're going to talk about this concept of truth, you know, and I've talked about this before. Because when I talk about truth, I talk about, there's the truth capital T and then a lowercase T. The capital T truth is God's truth and the lowercase t is mankind's truth.

And mankind's truth is really really, at the end of the day, is just made up of opinions. And it's kind of startling, because human beings get very passionate about the truth but they're never passionate about the truth only their opinions and this whole thing gets messed up because wars have been fought over just simply opinions people are dying over opinions and that makes no sense whatsoever they justify it as though it's the truth of God you know they they put on their shields across you know representing you know God is with us in this murderous behavior and

God has nothing to do with any of these things because on earth in God there's just the capital T truth on earth you have at best lowercase T like when we're getting it and then you also have what's false that which is true that which is false so what I'm saying is that God only knows the absolute truth we can join with God we can align with God and then start to get a clue and that's nice we can start getting an idea of the truth but we can't claim to know the absolute truth till we are completely one with the absolute and that can't be

done when there's any residual ability to judge so you can't as soon as you judge you don't know the truth capital T judging excludes your mind from knowing anything as soon as you judge you are out of your mind you're in a state of insanity and and that sounds you know pretty extreme but when you you know when we get into judgments we're not capable of knowing anything so that's why we start when you don't know some you start to get insecure like when people argue about things the more you

argue you know me thinkest thou dost protest it's too much right the more you argue and fight something the more it might be confirming you don't know that's why there's a saying that when you know like in Taoism when you know you don't speak as much that doesn't mean that when you give a lecture when you talk to your children try to teach them some it means you don't know something it means when you get so invested and intent about proving something the less you might know and and it's interesting like I've noticed

lately certain topics whether the people get into politics or whatever else people get so intent and so passionate or intense about their beliefs and they get mad I don't know about how many of you but the less I engage the more mandate yet which makes me even less likely to engage and when people say why don't you get more if you really push me for an answer I would have to say cuz I don't care I don't care about arguing whatever this or that but but I what I will try to do is hear people just listen if they're hurtful or violent not

interested like a John Lennon statement in the song revolution you know if you want money for people with minds that hate all I can tell you is you'll have to wait I'm not interested in supporting hateful people on any topic so the truth of God is what we are it's not just what we seek like I need to know the truth people go and sit in caves for years and years till they know the truth of God and at the end of the day you you can't actually learn it what we do is we realize I am I am the truth of God and it sounds arrogant but Christ

consciousness teaches us it's arrogant to say that you're not the truth of God it that's what's arrogant because God already said I made you in my image well no we're not so sure about that anymore we have like our opinions God's saying I am you are period knowing the truth of God comes from knowing that and that's why when you know that you have less to argue about less to fight about no need no need so instead we start to realize I may not know the truth completely but I have to at least start aligning with

truth even if it's lowercase T let me start getting into truth because beneath truth even lower than that starts to become more and more opinions lowercase T at least it has it has the potential to reflect some truth but we want to just go hey wait I don't really want to get into opinions and then some people will say my opinion is not an opinion it's a fact and that's dangerous because you start telling me facts you're trying to prove something and and people say you know like to me or to you you can tell them about you know your

understanding of God or prayer or meditation forgiveness it's almost ludicrous if you're talking about prayer and love and God and they say what degrees do you have it's almost notice the energy is so contrasted a degree in what you know I just know I'm just gonna go over here with you know Buddha Lao Tzu Jesus my mother Mary you know and so on no degrees thank you like people don't get it on this planet they get so upset and insecure so it's to me the first thing we have to do before we can learn the

truth on even on earth the you know truth as we know it here the first thing we need to do is learn what's not true about ourselves and everything else in other words you can't be filled your cup can't be filled if it's already filled you see what I'm saying you know the old saying right the you know meditative concepts and so on your cups already full it's it can't be given anything else so it's like your opinion your mind is already full so I need to unlearn before I can learn the truth you can't stuff the truth in some people say how

come some teachings are insistent that you come in without a bunch of their preconceived ideas in other words they tell you can't study this and this now you can just most people can't because what they do is they try to make it fit their thing you know I when I first read A Course in Miracles some people got really weird about the course like they just the brains couldn't handle it for understandable reasons too because it's a lot there man but some people couldn't handle it because they couldn't make it reconciled with their

other beliefs and and you're supposed to not try to make it get reconciled you're supposed to say this feels right or it doesn't and if it does let it be the truth for me other things can have to reconcile to it rather than it to them but then you have to make a commitment what you believe the person that says well I'm gonna just make them all squeeze in you're trying to be eclectic which is non-committal which is a person who does not know or understand anything you're trying to play it safe you know there's a movie that was out where a

creatures coming after a guy you know and and he's trying to like use he uses one thing like a prayer to get rid of it but it's funny because he tries to cross then he tries to Buddhist mala beads then he tried he's going through all his religious artifacts whichever one's gonna work you know and that's what it reminds me of human beings they just anything they can just grab hold of but no actual absorption no integration no I am it's let's try let's try let's try no

truly being so there's this thickness this concept of the truth of God and people are actually afraid because it's not just God that people have seemingly separated from we're actually part of God so we separated from each other and from ourselves you can't do one without the others happening because they're all an ecosystem so we talked about like separating from God but we still separate from God when we separate from each other God's truth is one so if you want to join you can't just join like well I'm

gonna get along with you because you're a Republican or a Democrat because there's still two groups and more and that's only in one country so you can't force nor even try to like behave like you're one we actually start to see that we are and as we see that we are we start dropping really low end of truth lowercase T that are called opinions higher aspect of lowercase T truth would be I'm starting to get an understanding of the truth of God but I would really like to live where the truth of God is aligned or that I'm my

truth is aligned with God's truth and I can also get my opinions to align with that truth is it also aligned with God try to get all of them lined up whenever I look at myself any of us not just me whenever I look at myself and recognize there's the truth of God and right now my opinions and my truth are not lining up with that then I become suspicious of myself I need my opinions to align with my inner truth and the inner truth to align with God's greater truth when that happens you can tell there's there's

that Zen vibe to it there's this locked in man I'm like feel like everything's locked in it just feels really congruent there's no in congruence there's no out of alignment where I talk the love of God the light of God and then my behaviors are completely contrary does that make sense so we have to get all of this to kind of fall into an aligned kind of a space now there's something on earth that that I'll call the the the SS the SS because it's about skepticism and that's a you know science and Church science tries to teach us to be

skeptical it's kind of strange but it tries it you know and church tries to teach us about sacrifice what I'm saying is the SS on earth is going to be one of two groups skepticism and sacrifice that's the SS and they come from skepticism of science the sacrifice of religion so watch skepticism of science says there's no such thing as God the sacrifice of Church is there is and it doesn't like you so both of the things that run this world the SS is not healthy but both of them are doing the exact same thing even

though science is saying all religion that's for people that are weak and they don't you know but they're doing the same thing because both of them disconnect you from God my skepticism is gonna disconnect you and my making you fear God even though you'll go through ritual oh dear beloved God and you'll go through to church and you'll sit you'll you'll kneel you'll pray but you're actually terrified of that God how do we know because the religions you follow are telling you should be afraid at the end of the day all of us have had at

least one really heavy-duty lifetime where we were told we're going to get zapped when we pass over to the other side and the fact when you pass usually it's God that zapped you the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away think about it it's like it's all so paranoid this I believe in God you know like watch out because it's out to get you so you know you go and you sit in circles and o'money padmi and boom Shakalaka but all the time all the time there's this feeling what if I've got the wrong religion or you know according to the

religion it says and you can you can make the rituals elaborate it can be very Buddhist and the you know Kyoto monks the chanting and it could be pagan and it could be high mass of the you know some religions and it can have any dressings to it but all of it believe it or not and I'm not dissing any of them all of them have a potential to be a beautiful place for people to go and experience something but at the end of the day all of them involve something called doing you're doing your mantras you're doing your Yantra you're doing

your chanting you're doing your prayers you're doing your you know confessions you're doing communion you're doing all these things all of them are firm you're not already there you're not already deserving I would say to those people in their religions in their buildings look at him how silly they all look at some of the outfits it's crazy this one person in these wild clothes with a you know a stick of some kind out under the weather and beating the stick to the ground and you think I'm talking about pagans these

are golfers No so anyway anyway cursing to the Lord you know anyway all the bizarre to do's and their ceremonies and the rituals the scientists are laughing Adam but the scientists are saying you're so you're so naive religions you're so nice so gullible if you could only understand we only go with facts really because it's starting to be understood more and more that the theories that a scientist goes out to prove usually gets proven why let's let's segue just for a moment to that direction because everything in this

universe the material universe is made up of atomic energy and beneath atomic energy our attempt atomic waves and science and quantum physics has proven quantum waves seem to behave in a way that is expected by the observer which means that scientists are then creating before they even see the result of their tests they're already creating the results of the tests like Descartes said I think therefore I am well it's also safe saying is accurate to say I think therefore it shall be because the quantum universe responds to our

thinking so the scientist is doing the same thing the religious person is doing which is I hope this works out but you're already pre conceding it aren't you being a little bit superstitious when you think you're being objective and you do a scientific experiments that's already fixed it's already going to somewhat be affected by your thinking so you're calling these people naive and and gullible and suspicion oriented or following a superstition sorry superstition oriented and yet they're doing the same thing and both lead us away from God they don't

allow the truth of God they say no no this isn't God's stuff these are facts this is scientific facts that your mind manipulated into being so it's not really a fact it's still an opinion and people will argue this this is not opinion this is scientific fact I even read it in the readers inner ear in the National Enquirer you know people think newspapers just because they're printed on paper this it's fact people tell me all the time as I saw in the newspaper Michael oh well then forgive I just back out of this conversation right

now you think I'm impressed you don't think newspapers are affected by opinions you don't think they're affected by money and people with direction they want you to go all of it is crazy some people got very passionately invested in the last election and this goes this way or that way I really don't care but what I the only time I got momentarily pleased is when I saw that all of the analysts and experts didn't know what to do we're being paid megabucks to be on the TV screen to tell you

here's why this is gonna happen and nothing worked and they're like you know I don't know it's a you know I don't know what to say I where am I gonna get answers you have none and you never did as far as I'm concerned and what are you gonna do this is planet Earth they have it there needs to be jobs it's just relax take it with a little bit of a grain of salt don't say just because it's in a newspaper it must be true do you know that people have gone to prison because of facts that ended up

being wrong and they were released later people were biased based on race or by circumstantial evidence and also which attorney spoke the loudest there's a famous attorney from the I think 1800s I think it was in this country and he used to be perfect at captivating hypnotizing the jury and he would just when the other people were talking he would distract them when the other you know lawyers were talking he would just distract them how well one thing he put a wire through his cigar and then lit it and had its

you know smoking of the whole time and the ashes would never fall so he would say and this is just one of his little gimmicks we just and people were like you know you like he had that's just one of his gimmicks to make sure they never listened when the others were talking there's games in this world man there's games just like the old story about mixing when in winning an election because it became televised he wasn't attractive enough for some people that's not how you're supposed to vote but insane people you know voting for insane

people to run an insane system and I say insane because I'm saying it's not God it was designed to be as close to God as possible you know what that's called our forefathers actually created a system they are asking for guidance on how to do that just like we did with unity up Sedona just because you're Church doesn't mean you have a guided system you need help you need help with a family a church of business anything we can bring the truth of God into anything it'll still be a lowercase truth but at least it's not stuck down in opinions

and we can get our opinions to help build that truth within us and that truth can align with the truth of God but most people segment most people can't keep that alignment so they say when I have children I'm going to do it differently which is like saying I want the truth of God to come in to me and inspire me as a good parent then let it come all the way down to my actions but we often lose it throughout that process and you can have this even in government and at least our government tried to start off that way

but again it gets beat up beat up with opinions I think we need to do an amendment to that amendment to that amendment to that amendment and now you're just dealing with segmenting more and more and more into opinions you can't have a healthy anything run by opinions now this is called duality then this world dennis is just made up of duality duality is the pendulum that swings I like my pendulum over here we're Republican know you need to be a Democrat it's just using an example or races or genders

we're the ones we're ruling it's a feminist time it's you know divine feminine divine masculine and you know where God is not doing anything just gonna what are you people doing it you know that's right you heard it here God is not a swinger so so we're swing so so if you're not in the truth of God you have to stop for a minute and admit this that wasn't so bad was it really you have to admit this if God is here are you can you really be to print very proud that you're one of these I see I when I realize I'm over here I don't

feel that good because I realize I like I'm better than being over there cuz I don't like them but they're still of them I want to ask myself why am I not here it doesn't matter how much you justify being this or that there's still a this or that which means you're gonna fight in battle things you're going to engage you're gonna wrestle with issues and subjects and around and around you going where it stops nobody knows so just think about this wherever you think you are justified you know science versus religion people talk about that

then people say no no you know we really want to do is get science to confirm religion and vice versa let them accept each you're trying to fabricate a duality coming together which will not happen Jesus says in A Course in Miracles a universal theology is not possible meaning while people are here seemingly divided thinking their own opinions having their own opinions they will not all say I have an idea we're going to start a religion that everybody will like it won't happen because if you're segmented you're still an ego and if you're an ego you will not

find oneness so it's the easy way or the hard way that we can learn this but others may do as they may but for me and mine I will serve the Living God which means I'm gonna do my best to find that Center I want to stay here and not swing this way or that way that's what all the Mystics were saying about no not getting invested Detachment non-attachment and all the other words for it they all mean the same thing they mean I'm looking for this thing I'm looking to how to be there and you can try to do all kinds of things to get there and there's really

only one of two ways responsible behavior I will look at my opinions track them see where they're coming from release them empty myself and surrender to God or secondly simply humbly asking God to teach you how can I be there you know god I'm over here or I'm over here or I'm swinging back and forth between two decisions and God's saying to you to us there are no two decisions in me there are no two decisions oh wow okay well someday maybe if I ever get up there then I won't get stuck you know in duality no in God there's no two how do

you get to the God part well I said eventually after years and years of prayer and meditation and absence and so on I will eventually get there no all you have to do is imagine right now that you are feeling a feeling of God such as love peace joy oneness and then any decisions you have to make in the crazy world down here just make the one that is most in alignment with love peace joy and doing the god thing which means you automatically take the elevator up to that point and you lock in for a moment

and then you'll go that you know that's weird I was thinking I was choosing between two two jobs two people or whatever but when I thought about two people wait there's no two people there's me and my own healthiness let me Center on healthiness not which person will I like more instead my own healthiness then as I sit the way God does in my own oneness my own beingness I can say you know now centered in this beingness if there are people I would like to share some time with or life with which most resonates

with this feeling and you have your only answer the head the opinions don't have to get in there and you don't have to become the religionist that's afraid and choosing the lesser of two evils and you also don't have to be the scientist who says well I'm gonna use you know my little experiments such as synchronicities you know and ones blonde ones brunette and then I went and my astrologer said they'll be a blonde coming into your life I knew it and it was good they should have finished their sentence which would have been run but

instead instead you're like synchronicity I hope that's it thank you I don't need any more wait wait wait no to astrology thank you boom you go out you hook up with this person and hell cometh so so look at this duality guys the duality is an insanity it's complete insanity you can say that's too heavy of a term duality is insanity from the get-go because it means there's a this and of that a me and a you and if we are separate divided we fall united we stand so when Jesus said where two or more are gathered in my name

there shall I be he's saying where two or more are gathered in truth meaning they separate the separation they let the separation fall and they join with each other when two or more are gathered in one truth there will I be where was I the truth aligned with truth truth will be it becomes so apparent something a lot of people don't know about a Course in Miracles there's a point where you know because it's mystical and this woman received that's all cool but that's you know that's special effects still do you know what really made a

Course in Miracles come about and the Course in Miracles is the teaching of the remembrance of Christ consciousness it's pretty powerful pretty important stuff how did it come about well there were the past lives of this woman eventually no and that's cool but that's special effects and then there's this and synchronicities and all that's great underneath it is this the woman was saying I'm struggling and I something's wrong with this world I don't know what it is something's wrong with life and there must be another way and when her

partner said I'm determined to help you find that way Jesus said it locked in something magical something miraculous that is furthermore the guy said because she was talking about her how she looks and how she feels about herself and he said I am determined not to see that negative side that you keep worrying about jesus said there again was a piece that locked it all together because by saying I refused to see that in you this thing she was obsessing on Jesus test says to them you were insisting to not see the ego of her when you insisted

not see her ego her other self emerged and could receive a course in miracles meaning it's healing that brings the great stuff about not all the mystical what sign are you people say to me you know what sign are you and it's like why does it matter what sign do you think I am and then they'll throw out names I'll get ya there you go because because all they were looking for is a box that's convenient we don't need those things throw away the opinions and the judgments I'm not saying don't don't get a reading or

don't use astrology I'm not saying that at all I'm saying if you even if you use astrology a good astrology would never tell you you're fated to something it's the faded parts that that I'm talking about the fated part that I'm saying release because if you really fall such a science follow such a science and art righteously properly you'll see it tells me of what I am potentially only potentially in my lower nature as well as aspects of where I can go in my higher nature it's telling me where I can go that's healthy astrology

not the fate oh well you know you could have been a really great person but you were born a triple Aries with a bad moon rising you know prepare better the song right okay sometimes I say I make jokes about bad news and rising and people are like I wonder if I have that in my chart it's it's a christmas clearwater song man stuff anyway humans so duality and opinions they jump left and right okay duality opinions they jump to this side and that side no need no sense how can I be in this spot here not to be above

others because figuratively it looks like you're about but you're you're just aligning with the voice the knowledge of God the knowing of God and so at the end of the day what happened with Helen who was writing the course and her colleague bill is that he was saying I refused to see your ego and it helped her actually become close to Christ which tells us something when you and I release judgments practicing forgiveness release judgments were actually releasing the Christ self in other people when we do that we're

releasing it on ourselves it's really strange and sometimes different kind of a teaching of course in miracles' or I'm gonna call it Christ consciousness tells us you guys have done the doing for too long all that the doing to become spiritual we're gonna cut to the chase it comes down to this your ability to love and forgive all the other stuff is cool all the other stuff is fancy and up and down and left and right and all this it's it's just stuff of the world that's fine so continue being a Republican a

Democrat of this seiner that seiner you know triple whatever with a bad moon rising anything you think you are male or female but you will not truly become enlightened until you're willing to let all of those go I'm talking about again the boxes you can still move in life but are you moving it because you're swinging down here or are you centered in God and then doing your best to stay aligned with that that's the difference that's the point don't just fish around Center and then

ask for guidance on how to remain as centered as possible because you're living in the pendulum we're not completely home yet you're living in the pendulum but do you know that the pendulum can stop swinging first it'll be not swinging as severely and now you know oh I must be growing spiritually my moods don't shift as much my hurts and hates don't last as long because that's the extreme swing it's cutting down and cutting down that's how you know you're growing spiritually and then eventually you start to notice

wait what happened is I of the storm all of a sudden there's this peace this quiet the world still spinning but you're finding a different place the center I despite the world I found my Center I feel alive I feel guided if I need to do something I still move this to the right move that too though I still have things to do but I feel more centered and this is why masters have told you you know it's a funny thing even in apostles in the New Testament they're telling you things like you know it's funny I certainly would like people to like me but I don't

feel like I care either way I would like them to that would be nice but my life isn't based on that you know I would like to know this or that in my life I I want to do my best to make the right decisions even as a parent but I know that I slip sometimes but when I do and I noticed that my pendulum has swung a little right or left called mistakes we make how soon do I catch it and come back to Center when we say over here and we start to feel the reaction of having made a decision we feel a little upset about or somebody else has done

something and we feel upset when we start getting upset you've set the pendulum into motion react and pretend it's not happening and it's going to swing even further then you're going to say how did I end up way out here I must have judged myself or someone else as being less than God created them to be that's the only way I can go out here if the truth of God is here the only the non truth of God can get me out here I want to know the truth of God I have to be willing to look honestly at the things that swing me out here people

think that God is about saying hey god I'm swinging around here stop that for me because God's gonna say okay go you know go ahead stop well I tried but why isn't it working because I need you to contribute I need you to participate and so this world this universe is designed so incredibly that and people don't quite understand how things work even the science of I'm gonna manifest new things in my life but event manifest a new job or partner whatever only our lack of clarity living the truth of God which means love and forgiveness on this

planet it means love and forgiveness when you're completely in God there's nothing left to forgive but in this planet it's going to take the form of love and forgiveness so when we're here and there's things you think you want we're being taught more and more to understand you already not only have everything you are everything it's impossible for you to not move a mountain Buddha says and Jesus says it's impossible if you say move it's gonna move if you know who you are they throw that in there because we're like you

know I'm trying can you know telekinetically to even move a pencil and I can't get that to happen so what do you mean move a mountain it's a metaphor of your problems anything your judgments people that have hurt you are like mountains you will get to the point where you can say to a mountain get up and leave depart okay move and it'll go which means I'm really having a hard time with so and so I need to make it move out of my way out of my face mom sister brother whomever it is move it you have the power to do that

but there's one thing that'll keep it from happening if this is a metaphor of forgiveness I'm too hurt or I'm too angry those things get in the way of me being able to demonstrate the miracle of forgiveness but part of my point was you would like something in your life and we're being told and being taught you already have everything because you are everything and if you're not seeing that it's because something's in the way and the thing in the way is always judgment now that doesn't mean we should look at each other and say oh well you must have

judged something because I saw you you know you had a pain in a finger of yours an arthritic pain or something it must be you will not forgiving enough that's not helping us as miracle workers when people are in pain financially emotionally romantically whatever it happens to be our job is to see it as a test for ourselves clearly the person struggling is already struggling why are they in your life why did you see them on the news why are they in this room why are they one of your family members by coincidence no this universe is so

intelligently designed that all of the people that are brought to you every day are brought one purpose only be forgiven not literally saying you know like you guys are all sitting in the audience uh let's see I forgive you it means I need to drop into a space a place in my heart where God resides and say how can I see you for what you really are this person looks like they're in physical pain instead of you know you know magical like kind of a healing it's that person represents what it's like to

be separate from God and in pain they lost a loved one oh my goodness they're symbolizing what it's like to be separate from God and if I'm seeing it I'm in it with you and that's why science and religion one reason why they're trying to distance us from God because God means taking responsibility for each other when one child of Adam and Eve's kills the other and God says where are they they say what am i their keeper the answer is yes and nobody really answers that what am I my brother's keeper the answer is yes

you've killed him you should have loved him but you hated feared or were jealous and killed him and every time a person walks if I if I stand before you my mum me myself if I stand here and say something you absolutely hate your job is absolutely to see something other than what you're hating in me and if you do you're going to release more Christ in me and you're going to then re-release the Christ in you because it has to be coming out of you to see it in me and that's what oneness is we won't know the absolute oneness well on earth

but you'll know a version of the truth or oneness of God forgiveness is an inside job but it's something we have to extend to each other some people are waiting around for other people to kind of get it then we'll forgive them that's actually not how it works instead we have to say to ourselves one process is to look within and track it and see what's going on inside of me that's how I reach the truth of God that's how I wake up and the other is simply to ask God how would you have me see this that's really a shortcut the other

though involve responsible behavior in looking within you should do both on an as-needed basis but the whole universe is filled with Christ and beings whether they're other-dimensional or aliens or whatever you think they are all beings have a spark of God known as the Christ within them we will not find it through external behaviors science will not get us there religion will not get us there making people behave the way we want them to behave will not get us there so we all have to breathe and go yeah god I played a part of that I've been doing some of

that when you're waiting for your father to apologize when you're waiting for your your ex to apologize you're in hell already because you're separate and you know what they're holding the keys what do you mean think I don't even like them do you know what they did to me they're holding the keys to you getting out of hell how do we know you're in hell because you're upset you're hurting your anger and then people do that I'm not upset stuffing it doesn't mean you're

not upset if you don't think of a person and feel us a feeling of love then you're still stuck there's a problem somewhere if you think about a situation from your past and don't feel a sense of peace then you're still hooked somewhere and I'm not trying to make you feel bad I'm saying inevitably it's going to happen I tell you straight out about judgment you know and forgiveness you can't force forgiveness you can't make people forgive prematurely that could be dangerous but do know this I

tell you all the time about setting boundaries with people so that you don't get yourself to hurt and so on one day you will realize we're all in this together and there's so much love I feel for you even despite your strange behaviors you can even be hurtfully behaving I don't have to pretend the hurtfulness is the Christ that's even more insane but that's what religion and some systems tell us that we're supposed to do you're supposed to just forgive them it's your brother it's your sister whatever no no you're allowed to say

adios to crazy but are you willing to not only say adios are you willing to affirm that despite the facade of the person misbehaving are you willing to affirm that behind the facade is a light made in God's image if you can get that because that takes a lot if we're really hating someone you're not wanting to affirm that there's a light and that's why that that technique is just about foolproof I'm willing to say goodbye to this ego self I'm willing to do that and not hate you I'm willing to learn what I need to learn from the circumstance and

I'm willing to affirm there's a light in you then I know that I have done something called forgiveness if I pull out those three things those three pieces of criteria are the most sure way of knowing that you've actually got it saying it doesn't mean anything you know I've forgiven you those three pieces right there are the best way to confirm it so dualities and opinions they have to go forgiveness and judgment we have to learn entirely new versions of forgiveness what judgment really is judgment doesn't mean you're just

flaming lis hating the person you're screaming judgment means if I see you outside of what I just described refuse to hate you and see that light of God in you any time I'm missing peace happiness joy oneness something is wrong now again it's okay but one day I will be able to say this and see this and feel this about everyone the day you do that you are home you will ascend nothing can keep you locked into the 3d world when you have forgiven the 3d world in all its reflections so everybody that comes your way are going to reflect one of two

things to you how well you're doing and lessons of how you could do better that's all we think they were actually living on earth and sometimes we go out and some people we like and people we don't like those are all just stories and opinions those are the little human opinions the truth is God has actually designed a life for you and me we're all that it matters it doesn't matter what color you paint your house and nothing matters all that matters is how you respond to the visitors that it sends you that that old saying watch how

you treat people because they could always be an angel in disguise is actually a sort of a hint you're being kind of you know given a little clue on how to do things they could be an angel because they are they are all light of God so how do you treat your visitor unworthy oh you're one of them you know Republican or Democrat male or female black or white or whatever things we put on each other you know the way people have responded in the old stories of the Old Testament and New Testament lepers you know oh it's a leper you know throw

them in a leper colony aren't we now better cuz lepers don't live amongst us and then Becht us it doesn't work and then you get a guy out in the Hawaiian Islands where they put all the lepers out on one island and he goes and lives amongst them and helps them it's amazing that's miracle mindedness even if he would have gotten sick the miracle was already there because he did not judge them the way other people judge them and if I was a leper I would really love being treated the way that one person treated me right so we have to look

beyond the sickness of people the mental sickness I don't just mean psychological I mean the the all the varying sicknesses in people judgments hurtful behaviors I'm not saying it's right what they're doing and you're allowed to say no that'll be stopped right now whether it's in your house or at your your place of work or whatever you're allowed to say no you're encouraged it's called boundaries however do not hate them and affirm that there's a light in them no

matter who they are you're a shining star no matter who you are right and then we start returning the truth of God the truth of God is stellar it's perfect I'm going to read a story to you instead of a meditation today I'm going to read a story to you this was shared by one of our congregants you might have seen it online but it's some sort of an ancient tale or at least they're not sure how old but certainly at least a couple hundred years old and also whether it inspired a painting or a painting inspired it it's called the truth coming

out of the well so this is a legend the truth and the lie meet one day so listen to this eyes open door closes up to you the lie one day says to the truth it's a marvelous day today the truth looks up to the sky and size and agreement for the day really was beautiful the two of them spent a lot of time together and ultimately arriving beside a well the lie tells the truth the water is very nice let's take a bath together the truth once again is a little suspicious but test the water and discovers the water really is very nice they undress

and they start bathing suddenly the lie comes out of the water puts on the clothes of the truth and runs away the furious truth comes out of the well and runs everywhere to find the lie and to get her clothes back the world seeing the truth naked turns its gaze away with contempt and rage at the truth for being so naked and blatant the poor truth returns to the well and disappears deep inside forever hiding therein its shame since then the lie travels around the world dressed as the truth satisfying the needs of society because the world

in any case harbors no wish at all to ever again meet the naked truth the moral of the story is that the world has most things backwards lies are treated as truth and truth kept hidden far away as though it's too shameful to bear interesting yeah thank you thank you so I'm praying that today has made sense everything is upside down everything is backwards in this world to try to support and watch there's a God part of us and an ego part of us the world of the ego is the one that tells you to see things upside down and

backwards to judge instead of love to defend instead of know that you're invulnerable to anything to react instead of Center it's telling us all the things we do that cause us to be sick to be stressed and if stress is a might major cause of illness then the ego is the culprit behind illness it has no good intentions its flipped everything around so that we see everything as though the lie is the truth and we get all passionate about these things and I mean all of us I mean you can practice spirituality I get

people you know that that'll email and say you need to do this more and you need to do that one you know the ones that that are team you know social media team you know occasionally pass some of them on to me but not all of them but you know especially the crazy ones that are just all intent about something but I can tell you I'm not typically going to get reactive and passionate about save this and save the trees and save the well because and people think that's wrong Michael you've got to save the trees no wait wait it's a test remember

it's a test and you'll respond differently if you become like the people that went out and called they they called spiking trees putting spikes and trees so that the tree cutters come along and cut the trees down it could kill them was that really protecting the trees you're gonna kill a lumberjack to teach him a lesson I'm out that's it you lost my interest now don't get me wrong like like I don't think it's great to just cut down trees or slaughter animals at all but the pity that I would feel is the person that's doing it

what's in here not the action alone the action tempts us to react but the action everything's upside down and around the action is to test you test you on what whether you'll save the well know whether you can still see the light of God in that person that doesn't act very godlike you understand it's very important it's all a test of the spiritual broadcast system it's just a test don't react this is only a test but I mean I have my moments you know like you know I can say you know I understand you know and people also are making a

living raising animals and they do this to animals and various forms and put meat on people's plates and all I get it I'm not gonna hate it I don't want to hate them but there are times if I walked outside and I saw somebody you know torturing a dog had knocked them out because that's the human side I'd have to forgive myself but I'd knock him out meaning metaphorically it's it's gonna be hard for me to not stop them so should I or shouldn't I stop them believe it or not Christ says boundaries are fine

stop them okay stop them but don't hate them well how do I do that hates what gets my blood boiling and my adrenaline going to gives me the strength to knock them out oh now we're talking about holy wars aren't we so I'm closing with this we talked about science and religion do you think I was talking just about science and religion I'm here to tell you everybody in your life is either science or religion the scientists in your life are the ones that are telling you you're a fool for believing in stuff they're the people

who tell you get rid of those necklaces and the essential oils and those are the scientists in your life the religionist those are the people that constantly put you down and tell you're unworthy of anything good the mom that says you'll never amount to anything she's just religion because everything is the SS don't go home and tell them I said that okay but just isn't it amazing everybody's the same the SS the fear and both of them are afraid once trying to look like they're fighting religion but in fact they're also

distancing us from God because they're afraid of God and the religions are telling us we're not worthy because they're afraid of God which both of them are then saying we don't actually know and you can say really I've been depending on mom and dad and people and neighbors to be my validation and I don't have to do that anymore all I have to do is go here and it is as it is I am as God created me there all religions and sites don't need religion to save you don't need science to save you but again that means people in your

life learn to see them as tests and tests of one of two kinds this is either science or religion and you can tell by the things they're telling you right the ones you're unworthy that's all sacrifice that's religion the reason you have to do sacrifice in the temples and the altars and so on throughout religions because it means I'm unworthy and you know what you're doing I'm unworthy but I have an idea if I kill something I might be more worthy that doesn't make any sense

all it is is we talked last week misdirected guidance because the guidance was released the lower self mankind heard I need to kill an animal this is the animal the lower self is the one you need to release but humans are like not alike that one that will take too much work I'm not going to a therapist this is 300 you know this is 3000 BC well I'm not going to no therapist we don't do that in this time and age you know so I'm gonna kill an animal that's what we do and they do that they make everything fit their

little box the time is coming guys the time is coming when we can say I get it it looks like there's lots of people but they're really two groups religion and science and they're here for one purpose to test me I have one of two choices give in to the test or rise above give in means I will judging react rise above means I will love and forgive when I love and forgive them off the pendulum and I'm back to Center and I will have a miracle come that'll show me a sense of peace joy like Jesus saying look look at how you

feel about people you want to know if you're making the right decisions do you feel joy because and by the way why would you feel joy because I don't have to be around any people today that's not joy joy we come from I really feel good about the way I responded to that situation have you ever had that did you ever feel like joy did you ever do any good for anybody else and then feel joyous Christ tells us all you need to do is keep doing that keep bringing gifts of God to people make them feel good which is partly why I decided to

let this car go you know bring gifts to people let them feel good and because you brought it to them you will receive it yourself you will only receive that which you give and people thought that always just meant money give as you receive and so on as I give I do receive means consciousness not just stuff consciousness my brother's sister man you're loud today whoa you're really tempting me today all your scientific data to prove that I'm wrong you know you're just like your father he used to do this and that's scientific data

you're just like your mother she did this you're just like see that's scientific data - all the words from people they're gonna fit in one of those two things you're either you know they're either proving you wrong or they're telling you you're unworthy and our job is to say not today if it gets overwhelming say not today step aside and go find self-worth and healthiness Center yourself go get yourself some safe space but you still even if you walk away you still in here can say God help me to see them as you see them at

the end of the day imagine this room being a metaphor of all the people on the planet at the end of the day my job is to not hate or react to anything any of you say or do it's best I can secondly to affirm that there's light and you made in God's image now if I really get that you know it's going to happen my actions are going to reflect it I don't just walk away going oh my god you know there's God in you there's you there's that that's a parent that I don't totally believe it you know a lot of New Agers they'll go oh I don't hate

him I just bless him and go on my way you know it's still kind of a little you know sting to it our job is to affirm it and to be able to say even if I have to walk away I should feel joy when I say it not just hope I should actually feel like wow that was quite a test god how would you have me see them and then if you need to use visuals to it then just visualize the person turning to light visualize the person embracing you and out of their ego and you out of yours and thank you thank you you know I'm

really sorry we struggled and did this the hard way but I affirmed there's light in you and peace to you and wish them well wish them what you would want to have do good to those who hate you wish well to those who challenge you I'm not saying enable their behaviors just get your lesson and affirm good for them don't wish that you can win the lottery so you can move out of so-and-so's house because you don't like them instead wish them prosperity too it's not easy but I'm not telling you to wish their ego anything I'm asking you to affirm that

beyond their ego there's something that's worth finding right and if I affirm this for you I now will automatically get it for myself and I start to feel good and I think I feel good because I did good for you I'm actually feeling good because when I did good for you it released a time-released Christ eNOS in me that starts emerging all right thank you guys