Trust Versus Doubt

now we're going to do our opening prayer please center into silence setting the tone setting the intention of today and the rest of our lives [Music] heavenly father mother god whose presence is heaven divine mother holy spirit of god we call upon you to bring the light of god into our hearts and souls shine divine light into our heart and soul our being and let this light ignite the rest of us all aspects so that we can shine this beautiful bright light this is beyond human aura this is divine aurora this is divine light

shining through our eyes our smiles our actions everything we do in thought word and deed we see feel and others see and feel there's something beautiful here reminding them of their own divinity so that in a sense right then and there in such a practical way we have manifested heaven on earth and so it is please join me in reading our mission statement which you'll find on this white card in your seat back and together we say unity of sedona is a spiritual center for masters and students on the spiritual path

we are dedicated to awakening the inner christ and creating a world of love peace joy and abundance and now for a sacred reading of the day from a course in miracles enlightenment is but a recognition not a change at all light is not of the world yet you who bear the light in you are alien here as well the light came with you from your native home and stayed with you because it is your own it is the only thing you bring from him who is your source it shines in you because it lights your home and leads you back to where it came

from and you are at home and so it is all right so i'm going to follow the notes you gave me that you want me to talk about today um you know something i say now and then and and you know it's kind of funny because it's such funny wording but it's very very darkly true and that is the the the stuff of this world the ego evil whatever you want to call it one of its greatest accomplishments it's not just to like destroy a person all it really wants to do or needs to do is make you feel helpless

and then you're already dead all you need to do is feel hopeless and you're already dead the ego does not need to actually cause death because the ego knows these are like you know those pop-up mold game dolls these people these humans you knock them out they pop up again in another lifetime so that that actually doesn't work although the ego in its in its short-sightedness certainly is behind people's destruction while we're on earth being lifeless is being dead and and as one of the requests was uh

true magic i mean my god man you you think it's you think it matters to god whether you're republican or democrat really i mean do you think like only one group of them gets in to you know to heaven if god were to be a judgmental god none of them would get in you know i mean it's kind of hopeless again so it's not about your your political affiliations it's not about race colors or genders none of that stuff what the ego does is use those as topics to work us over to make us feel again hopeless despair

because then you're living in hell hell is not a place you go to it's a place you are or not depending on consciousness and when when you know when parents were telling you you're never going to amount to anything that was spoon-feeding hell to us because that creates hopelessness you know when someone says well you're really not very good at this you should give it up and try something else hopelessness you know your sister's the pretty one you just try to be the smart one hopelessness all of those were

little doses sometimes micro and sometimes macro doses of hell and so we lose true magic you know it's like our resident uh comedian magician here roger and and many that we've had guests as guests magicians and and he was as he was saying earlier uh today this morning that so many most magicians on the world on the planet don't actually believe in magic which is weird why hopelessness what they learned to do were the tricks that look magical but where is the magic it's not there because of hopelessness

people can't just feel there's comedians right now that are complaining they can't just express themselves and their frustrations about life because there's movements that say they're not allowed to say or do anything it's all about unplugging our hearts and souls it's about unplugging us you're a musician and you've traveled and worked hard to try to bring your music to the world and it's hard work i mean i traveled for until until now i've traveled constantly on tour you know teaching and i i was so

blessed and lucky through all of that because a lot of teachers they couldn't figure out how to do that successfully so for me the magic was still there and you know it's it's not always easy there were times i mean sleeping in airports and where i thought to myself god this has to end you know there's i mean god one time i had because i'm carrying these heavy bins with all my products and it's just me so i'm you know carrying these at one time i got to the top of an escalator one of them tipped

popped open and i it looked like a waterfall it did it looked like all all of or i was at the top of the escalator going down and all of them just poured you think it would have went up in one or two oh no no as soon as a couple went the others landed on them and used them as a slide and they just all the way oh and i just you know what am i gonna do jump over on an escalator land on my products and try to save the i just had to watch hopelessly helplessly you know and and it was great some security guy ran over he hit the

emergency button and they just all continued to finish the slide you know i felt like i was at water world or whatever and just and you know i mean it was funny but it's also embarrassing and it's also oh you know one of those like because deep down inside this was happening as a mirror things happen in our outer life to reflect our inner life and this was reflecting to me how many more years do you want to do this it was just me reflecting to myself my heart's pouring out showing me my frustrations so go down and you know scoop all these

up pack them you know and hey you know people are walking hi how are you oh you know wow quite a mess i know and i'm thinking oh but yeah on the outside you know yeah it's funny you know you know because because it's like being in front of your children you know it's appropriate to keep a certain feeling outside but deep down inside how are you feeling and this world is chipping away at people chipping away at whatever you had hope people are now talking about jobs and not having jobs not wanting to have jobs it's the

strangest thing you go to the store to buy something no it's not here well okay when's it coming in we don't know because nobody's bringing it anymore well why not well the world's saying it's because of politics you know because deep down most people on the planet that aren't working knew that they weren't doing their soul's purpose honestly they knew they were doing a job instead of fulfilling a soul's purpose and they don't want to do that anymore so what they're really unconsciously

saying is it's not i don't want to work it's i don't want to do this and the good news is somebody does want to do that but you got to rearrange everybody and teach them about finding their soul's purpose but do you think you're going to watch a news program flash the human race is now ready to find their soul's purpose what were we thinking you know is it going to say that what were we thinking and are the news programs going to merge one world news now hi weren't we silly before gosh you know

it's like we were wearing puppets and they were doing this and they were doing but we're all in this together and we need to find our soul's purpose stop having relationships have soulmate relationships plural have feel you know get to the point of feeling like everybody's your mate your buddy your friend don't try to single people out this world is trying to unplug people because this world is made up too much of the ego the ego has infiltrated the ego has hijacked this world that could have been eden

it could have been heaven on earth so i could talk like this and someone's going to troll it someone's going to bad-mouth it somebody's you know oh no no no you know because that's the attempt of the ego to darken things now am i talking about certain people i'm talking about us we can't even have a good day without part of our mind going but how do you know this is going to last you start a new relationship yeah i better really you know count my blessings because you know my mother says

you know you better move better move fast give me some grandchildren you know time's running out oh okay hi you want to date for mother you know tell her to go have another off-screen and a child enforce it to have a child you don't want to have one don't have one you can't have one don't have one own who you are enjoy yourself don't let this world tell you what to do there's there's two guides technically two voices as we know you know god and the ego so imagine like the old disney

cartoon an angel and a devil on our shoulder trying to tell us what to do use that example the old version of that right just picture that two voices but only one of them is real one of them is trying to exist called the ego but it's not real how do we know that because it's not eternal the eagle will pass away which means it isn't eternal if it's not eternal why should it matter why do i want to hey excuse me can i hire you since you're temporary you're not real you have nothing loving to say

or empowering to say you seem like a good guide that's why a course in miracles tells us we're insane because we would trust that guide the same part of me just like if you were guiding your own child you wouldn't say hi honey you know mommy wants to teach you something new today try to find an insane voice inside that doesn't really like you tells you you can't accomplish anything and use that as your guide when it comes to dating and jobs you know no there's nobody that's a decent parent that would do that then

why are we parenting ourselves like that voice of sanity okay learn to see that there are two but only one matters and follow the one the one voice of god which is why a course in miracles ends up telling you there's really only one voice there will seem to be two but there really is only one and as long as i keep listening to conflicting voices i haven't yet completely dedicated myself to waking while i still feed the one wolf as some people know you know that that story the native american story keep feeding the

one wolf now you have two wolves fighting stop feeding the one feed the other nurture the other it it's so simple almost easy but it doesn't end up being that easy because we're used to something else we're used to listening to another voice and the world loves to tell you that there's a value in listening to that other voice i remember when i came here and they wanted me to to be a spiritual leader here and you know i said no at first and all that but eventually i said okay but one of the things they told me that

helped me say no originally is that there's this idea that when you have a spiritual center a board needs to have happen to exist and boards should not be french friends they should not they should be contention because it it teaches you how to you know war and fight with each other and then learn how to you know eventually compromise and i'm like well thank you for telling me what's wrong on planet earth no i won't do it and i told the board when i arrived if this isn't fun i'm out of here

so the concept in these even spiritual centers they're supposed to be contention tells me i don't want to hear you i'm out of here so got to break free and choose something else and so i you know i'm like we're going to do things differently here love love is the only priority love is all that's real and so there's an important piece how do i learn to know the one voice how do i learn the truth of god how do i get that if you don't know how to trust then you'll never know the truth because if

the truth happens you won't be trusting it you'll doubt it right so you have to learn to trust oh okay well human beings go okay well if i learned to trust i could get hurt because i've been hurt before when i trusted ah but there's two kinds of trust you can't have the magic of life while you're wounded so you've got to learn to trust again no michael trusting is how i got wounded ah but again but there's two kinds of trust trusting in divine and trusting an ego which is not trustworthy

so when you meet someone and you say okay michael's telling me i gotta trust so hi even though i can see thief in your aura would you hold this box of money for me it makes no sense oh no but i'm i'm trusting no you're not you're just being foolish it's so tricky because it's it's like trust but don't trust i mean how do you do both at the same time it's easy technically it's easy this world wants to tell you it's complicated so that you feel no hope in trusting again if you don't trust

you'll never know the truth of god and who you are so i gotta trust just jump off the cliff and trust no look you see it's a drop-off no you know there's two kinds of trust trusting the divine and human trust human trust is trusting in the untrustworthy i'm going to trust that this person's different when i date them okay but you do know they have like six restraining orders and so forth right oh but i'm just trusting them what you're really saying is they're hot and i'm not going to ignore that their

hotness is going to override the restraining orders but then just a days later weeks later months later you're going to be like how could they do this to me they made me think that they could change ah you were trusting in your ability to get them to change to fit your agenda that's not a good thing to trust in i said divine or human trust ego trust divine trust means this it's not who you trust it's how you trust so divine trust which is going to help me open my heart again now you i'm not

talking romantic oh i trusted them and i opened my heart to them and they took it ripped it up stomped on it and burned it and i'm just hurt now and they did this to me you did it to yourself you at least you know co-created it you at least contributed divine trust doesn't mean you set an agenda and tell them to fit it i'm going to marry an addict but i know that they told me they're going to stop really they're let's say they're a drug addict or whatever right ask their mother how many times they

told their mother that they're gonna stop ask their first and second and third wife how many times did they say they're gonna stop i'm not telling you that divine trust is that somebody's going to stop being the way they are like the the buddhist story where the monk tries to help the scorpion that's you know drowning in the water and the scorpion stings him and he helps him again and then scorpion the other monk goes why do you keep trying to help the scorpion he said well the scorpion's nature is to sting so it's

stinging mine is to bring life so i'm going to bring life see so we can find a center in us that's immune to the human behaviors but if i'm not there yet i'm being foolish to put myself at risk if i'm uh allergic to the venom of a scorpion and i go i'm gonna be like a buddhist today here's scorpion come on why did you do that to me dead reincarnate and confused more than i was in this last lifetime you know it's weird this lifetime i'm doing some past life regression in my next lifetime

going oh i've got some weird trust issues duh you know like that's obvious and you you put it out there in a hurtful way a self-hurt self-abusive way and you expected something to be different well if i trust the divine in you here's what it means that even though the scorpion stings and even though you steal and even though you're my child and you're you're going back to addiction divine trust means i will never lose sight of who you really are that's what it means when they talk about mother mary having

the immaculate conception of jesus the real meaning although there's such a thing as immaculate conception that's a spiritual magical experience but that's another story but the symbolic meaning of any person giving an immaculate conception isn't just mother mary and jesus it means anyone who's given birth to anything an album cd or you know a project of some kind or a child an immaculate conception means you will hold an immaculate concept of them immaculate pure i will never let someone make me doubt

who they really are and a mom is pretty good pretty good most of the time at doing that with their children but human beings for the most part fail constantly so if you started a business and it failed don't lose the immaculate concept that you created something and spiritually speaking it's untainted by its closure of a building can you do that most people can't that's why you're not called the divine mother but you're supposed to be the divine father mother god in expression so the divine father creates the divine

mother is the one that holds an immaculate concept now mother mary standing at the base of the cross is looking at jesus he's beat up he's whipped he's bleeding i mean it's not looking good can you imagine what it took for that woman to hold an immaculate concept going oh god i remember when i was giving birth there were angels were in choir of angels peace on earth good will to me it was a magical night christmas 33 years ago wow and she's looking at him and i guess it didn't work out he didn't become a savior he didn't do

the things she thought she was giving birth to if she thought that way if she allowed doubt to enter she would he was she would not be a divine mother first of all and she would not be holding an immaculate concept she had to say despite the way this looks there is divinity here that is all-powerful she did not lose faith in her son and you and i are not supposed to lose faith but the ego will plant doubts doubts you could go god my accountant called today and he said things are looking good for me financially this year turn on the news

stock market due to crash any minute you just constantly are killed every bit of faith and magic that you ever believed in is being killed one of you asked about getting through the dark night of the soul you will not get through the dark night of the soul safely thoroughly with enlightenment let's say if you allow doubt to get to you that's the whole point while you're in the dark night of the soul you're being tested your faith we call it but faith is not a hope you know like i hope this works out

faith means the dice are loaded faith means i know that despite the way things look all is going to be well king david during his dark night of the soul he's writing these psalms and he's saying man oh man all the enemies of life doubts and fears he's watching the news you know um he's watching the nude king dave poor guy he's watching the news and nobody likes him and everything's everybody's turning on him he writes despite the way this is happening despite the way this looks i'm

riding into battle and people are falling to my left and to my right and i'm still a victor krishna says fight the good fight and you already won even if you die in the fight it doesn't matter because you centered into the truth of god which is who you are despite the way things look i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth you know i'm a woman i had abortions and some people tell me that's naughty and bad i am as god created me i have no past i look at my life and people don't like me that's because they

don't like themselves that's why jesus is telling his apostles and us everything i've gone through you're going to go through too blessed are you who are nagged at and gossiped about you know it's like he's saying what did you think everybody was going to go oh look he read a good book let's leave him alone oh they started meditating oh we better go somewhere else and and bother someone else no the greater the light the darker the shadow if you don't want to have the shadow the darkness the ego people turning on you

don't shine so brightly just get stoned with him and be one of the gossips you know seriously just sit around go yeah me too i don't like anybody you know and and then you're all just kind of mutually hating people you won't be suspected of being bright you have an option you do have an option now most of you are going to go well i would not do that well then own that you made a decision just now that that's not your style then what is your style burning brightly burning brightly yes okay so let's let's

say that you've agreed to burn brightly along with bernie brightly comes the darkness that doesn't mean i'm saying we should affirm every day can't wait to meet more darkness today it's not like you have to assume and affirm it but certainly don't be shocked and surprised this world is this world and it's too much you know taken over by the ego so you might expect these kinds of things delight don't doubt don't doubt your value don't doubt your worth there's the light of god

waiting for us shining for us bringing hope to us how where is it the angels you know the visions this talk could be an infusion of hope okay and then when the talk is over you can go wow that was amazing get in your car turn on the news and it all drops your new hope level drops again it's ripped down again darn try again one thing jesus says about that is you know kind of like heaven help those who make people lose hope it's when he's talking about children he uses the metaphor but the children means

us in our in our innocence and when we're trying to open up to new things heaven help those who rip a person down who's trying to find the light and it's true there there are people that just absolutely can't let you do it i notice you're smiling more there must be something wrong with you you must not know what's going on in the world and this happens to me too you know i hear people you know have you heard and you know and it's like immediately whack and you're over here and then

re-center and they're like wait a minute way over here you know they just they they don't want to see you in that center and we're going to be better at handling those kinds of things if we can see that it's happening if you find yourself toppled and days later weeks later months later years later you finally realize it that's a lot of suffering that took place that didn't have to happen try to catch yourself sooner you can blame other people but you're never really going to develop more trust by blaming

other people for your lack of it well i would be trusting if only there were more trustworthy people wow you won't develop more trust by blaming other people for your lack of it so what you can do is this and i'll start summarizing this i guess what you can do is this know the difference two kinds of trust the one is the divine no matter what you've said or done no matter what anyone has said or done i refuse to hate you i'm willing to look at what i can learn from this experience and i affirm i don't care how whacked out you seem

there is a spark in you that is divine and i know you're going to find it if you say that someone does not have a spark you're already in hell first of all because the judgment you're judged secondly if you think well no but they've done too much wrong and naughtiness you're saying that there's a part that can't be redeemed which is going to be back on you again just live dangerously man just lived you know maybe i don't have it all figured out maybe god knows how to find the trustworthy part in others that i don't

know how to find if you've dated 10 times and all 10 went really badly i understand on a human level you can say hey you know you're not going to talk me into trusting people have hurt me i hear you and is that god speaking or the wounded part speaking it's not god god can't say trust everybody but them there's 8 billion people on the planet and your ex is the only one i can't figure out really we're god really it it's it's it's your hurt and don't judge yourself just go god you know i

did this exercise i looked inside and there's a part of me that doesn't want to trust it's my hurt part and i guess i am still hurt cry and scream and get some of that moving break it up a bit don't hide it it's not going to help get it moving a bit bring it to a place of i don't know i guess yeah i guess there was still some hurt and distrust there actually validate that on a human level you have reasons to not trust humanly speaking but end it with but do i want to remain humanly speaking

no today today i want the divine perspective the spiritual perspective the spiritual perspective is that no matter what anyone's done including myself there is a part of me that is divine and untouched by any of any of it that's the part i will trust you're not trusting the actions of your spiritual self you're trusting the existence of your spiritual self what do i do then with the parts that aren't so divine oh good question that's where you would say to yourself i know that this person who

who's been arrested five times for stealing and here i am going i'm going to trust in your divinity beloved and you hand them a box of your money your life savings and then they take it and you go how did they do this why did they do this you still can trust who they really are but don't forget know the truth but respect the illusion in the illusion this person has this tendency to do such and such my child when they have extra money they tend to buy drugs and so on those kinds of things right so don't do black and white or you're going

to get hurt instead divine knowingness affirming who they really are and human understanding practicality of i think what i'm going to do is take my box of money and ask you to hold this hundred dollars for me try to bring it back to me noon tomorrow if you can they don't the hurt might be there but you put a a boundary on how much it could happen see you're taking you're participating but when you show trust in them spiritually it's happening in consciousness when you show trust in them humanly

it's an exercise where they could come out a little bit if you trust them too much and hand them the whole bunch of money the whole box of money and they turn on you you actually participated in tempting them to fall there's nothing wrong with you saying look i'm open to dating i'm open to dating you but i've had it happen where partners have cheated on me so i'm not really open to that just i need you to really understand that that means that if you do cheat on me it's not a conversation we're going to

have it means we'll be done one second later we're not in a relationship anymore oh that sounds judgmental and harsh and it doesn't sound loving and trusting it is trusting and loving because i know who you really are that person that does what you do is not the real you and i affirm one day you'll be able to hold your center one day you're going to find faithfulness to in you know and how to be faithful i know you will but guess what i'm not your experiment and i'm going to be the one that says no

to you today because that might plant a seed for you to learn boundaries so i i affirm your goodness but i also am going to stop dating you right it's kind of nice session yesterday with somebody who said you know i started dating and it was all wonderful and great and but at the end of the day they said um but this person even their friends told me they'll never show up on time or at all when you have a date 50 of the time they won't even show up you'll call them and they'll go i'm hanging out with my friends i forgot

and i said to them honey dear dear human soul it's okay you're allowed to say now that i know they're like that you can create an agenda that you're going to change them or you can do this you can know that spiritually they're divine beings are they acting like it no but don't let that change your affirmation that they're holy but on the outside you could say to them i'm actually interested in dating people who show up call me silly you know but i want somebody that actually shows

up i said but you know what they have this pattern and you might have to teach them to go that direction also they may have a neuron that's missing so you're dating a neuron less person when it comes to dating on time being on time you have the right to say that doesn't work for me just try that out do you have to hate them no but i am i'm mad at them see that's where your lessons are you're allowed to stay in your center and still set boundaries i mean that's what it's supposed to look

like without judgment i can say centered in god and here's what works for me and what doesn't work for me and i don't have to judge what if you do missing a neuron or you have avoidant issues because your mother did something you're a child whatever the reasons i don't have to hate you but i don't have to date you either and if i do i probably need to accept that the guy skiing down the mountain that topples maybe he needs to accept that mountain was too steep for his skiing is the mountain evil no is snow evil

no just an acceptance you know that i'm not just not in that space this mountain doesn't work but certain financial investments don't work certain dating principles don't work without hatred here's where i'm at and you set the tone you set your boundary and people can step into that and they're learning when they do you're not controlling that's different boundaries come from your self-worth control comes from yourself ego your lack of self worth your lack it's com you know compensatory so i need you

to make up for what i'm not boundaries come from what i am and i get here's who i am here's what works for me and doesn't work for me so please find ways to trust again not foolish trust trust in the divine in people and set healthy boundaries which helps guide them in a direction for their own good edgar casey said children don't want to be told rules their egos don't like it however the soul of children want it need it and are actually asking you to do it you just don't hear it you don't see it

children want boundaries because it teaches them self-respect self-worth you care enough to show me how to not harm myself is essentially what you're doing so people don't always dig it but there's a part of us the healthy part of us wants that if you don't then you'll lose the magic of life it'll keep getting bitten off stripped away you know broken off and we lose hope when you lose hope you lose life and then you're part of the walking dead again wishing something were different wishing the mountain hadn't been so

steep rather than you choosing a different mountain wishing this person hadn't been a certain way why didn't you pace yourself and date and get to know them more gradually you know and and it happens to me too still you know i kind of you know trust something and you know you get your hands slapped and whoa it's tempting to say you know what that hurt and you will run away or retreat forever that is not what you're supposed to be doing take only one step back breathe recalibrate and come out again

so one thing you might want to ask yourselves is that based on your life and your life experiences how have you done when it comes to having the hand slapped and feeling hurt wounded do you give up and go into despair that's hell do you retaliate fight back that's hell or do you step back within yourself breathe recalibrate and come out again do you resurrect after you're crucified uh getting through the dark night of the soul question again do you resurrect one of you asked about releasing the past and and that's connected to the one

you asked about surrendering i surrender my agendas for you and i trust in your divine self but the behaviors we got to talk about that here's what works for me here's what doesn't work for me are you okay navigating that is that all making sense all right we're going to pause for a moment and have our first of two songs then we're going to do a meditation and have another tune is that okay i changed the order on you sorry come on up honey soak in what we've been talking about imagine yourselves coming out again

right imagine give yourself another chance come out again but don't leap off a cliff saying catch me lord don't leap off a cliff and say that to your partners your dates you know i i never i lost trust in dating so please be perfect for me here i come boom and leap they're gonna go oh my god you hit the ground and blame them so um that didn't work so try something else all right let's tune in for a moment for our first song a new um a new old song that came through last winter just a little description it's one of

those songs that came in from a realm of light and it was like a ribbon ribbons of light coming the song came like this and had this vision of all these souls dancing and walking on those ribbons of light so that's basically the gist of the song [Music] [Music] [Music] we i am

[Music] [Music] uh [Music] me [Music] we danced

[Music] only one another [Music] one another [Music] [Music] i am [Music] and one another

[Music] [Music] only one another [Music] [Music] with thank you

nice huh all right i would like you to take a few centering breaths we'll do a brief exercise and then we'll move right into the second song and our closing prayer ah breathe in breathe in the value of the moment breathe in anything you heard that you felt that you saw that made sense the song the opening prayer the sacred reading the message of the day just just imagine what did you hear what did you learn what can change you if you don't know of anything that you heard that had value then you're not trusting

in god and yourself find awe reverence respect love for the moment wow eight billion people on the planet and she's singing with me i'm getting to hear her music lifetimes as a musician and she brought the gift to me that's wow the sacred prayer the request some of you gave at the beginning of service is it a coincidence somebody asked about surrender or trust or magic it's just somehow perfect this was all laid out between god and me and i'm grateful think of someone in this lifetime that you've had issues with with trust

should be easy to come up with at least one person anyone that's triggered untrustworthiness anyone that's made you doubt or fear lose trust lose hope lose faith if they come to mind let it be this is in the hands of the divine mother let her let her help guide who whose image comes to mind could be your partner your child a date let them come to mind and then imagine your heart softening we're not making right what somebody did still let the heart soften breathing a little more fully relaxing the tensions in the mind and the

shoulders i'm going to do an exercise on trust with this person today but there's two kinds of trust divine trust human trust my first approach the divine no matter what you've done i'm opening my heart and finding a greater quantity and quality of compassion no matter what you've done i refuse to hate you i absolutely grab hold of the courage to learn what i can learn from this whatever that is even if it's unconscious to me and i affirm that in you there is a light made in god's image equal to any

being of light throughout history equal to christ equal to to any divine being every angel i i affirm it's there and i also affirm and give thanks that nothing you've ever said or thought or have done to me can really affect who i am and who you are the ego of course the divine no the divine in you never did these things the divine in me he never had them done to me and the divine was never affected by any of it so i'm affirming that you release yourself from coming from fear from your ego human limited

self i release you to come from your divine self but i also release me i divinely trust in your divine with that in place let's all ask ourselves now now that the divine trust is in place how might i implement human trust in a healthy way can i have the divine trust and human yes but only the human if i have the divine in place the human trust has to include healthy boundaries so not walls not shackles how can i implement healthy boundaries with this person how might i have done it how might i do it today or tomorrow just imagine if i'm

holding an image of you as a divine person what boundaries will be necessary to help you go that direction and not act hurtfully to myself just let your imagination come up with something a practical example is that if you and i are on the phone and we tend to fight and argue after 15 minutes every time we're talking i will affirm your goodness and i will now start talking to you only for 10 minutes that is implementing a guideline where we can most experience goodness with each other did i do that to cause harm to you of

course not it gives us both a chance to experience the best of each other but i'm still giving it a chance by talking on the phone give yourself a moment to try that out to test that when you're ready raise and lower a hand once you've accomplished this holding the divine trust and then seeing some sort of way you can implement human trust through boundaries when you've got it worked out raise and lower hand so we see how many people are getting it you can lower it again when you're done it's about a third of you

it's about two-thirds now good more and more of you good so you're getting it you're living it you're applying it that is a living example also of forgiveness you didn't have to justify what they did you didn't have to make excuses for it nor did you say i'm wanting more of it you're saying the divine and you couldn't have done that the human in you did do it so i'm going to affirm your goodness and i'm going to create guidelines so you and i can help nurture your goodness

along and while you're in my life in any way you can count on me stepping up and bringing those boundaries forward and if i don't i'm irresponsible and you and i will co-create hell again i give thanks for this moment i give thanks for the song i give thanks for the opening prayer i give thanks that somehow this is all weaving me into higher consciousness that i was able to be given this opportunity to take a grievance and turn it around take a distrust and turn it into trust again and there is always a positive outcome from this i've

done inner work now i can experience even more magic than i had been able to before because i'm awake i'm alive and i'm trusting a few deep centering breaths with this giving thanks acknowledging your progress in this and let the next song move us into our clothes as well so so

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to touch this body to experience this thing you know please you know can you can you show up with some magic i don't know what you're talking about the magic stuff shoot i guess not you know and if that doesn't work you know i know people well but i'm lonely i got to settle no you don't and when you do you're not wounded by someone else you're you're inflicting wounds on yourself it's called self-abuse no more settling no more bargaining yeah how are you going to get to the fifth

dimension bargaining if you can't even sort out being responsible and healthy in your ownership of the third dimension who's going to lend you any terror you know property in the fifth well i heard you i heard you bargained away your third dimensional property got you know come on we don't want people like that here higher dimensions so the ability just you know god the the strum the tone the voice the lyrics and the years of a person putting themselves out there to say i want to learn more and learn more musically it's like wow

their dedication is in the song and they're whether they're spiritual teachers or whether they're good parents whoever it is when they've put themselves in a place to become better and you got to be in their presence you also must have done something right be quiet listen and explore expand in that experience with them feel you know feel it when you find yourself not doing that just catch it and go oops whoa what was that i just found myself linearly hearing a song you know like okay catch yourself and go

wait what's really happening here and then all of a sudden she'll hit a different note and you go oh what was that that was spirit going nice job catching yourself and that's why she went to that other note to say thank you you know right that's how that's how we can see things we go to new levels and it's just if you think about it so magical so trust do what you can trust not in the untrustworthiness trust in the trustworthy parts and lastly if you and i for example if i said to you think of anyone in the universe in

the history of the world that you know you could trust who would it be now let's pretend one of you stands and shares jesus okay cool jesus the christ great good job you trusted somebody now why can't you trust your ex or whomever well because they're not like jesus you know what jesus would say why can't you see the christ in them like you do in me well because superstitiously i'm thinking you're going to send me to hell if i don't jesus that's not good he doesn't mind you thinking that

subconsciously but let's say you know because i really know that you're the christ you're the light of the world he's going to say to you until you can also see and trust the divinity in others you're not going anywhere that's what causes you to reincarnate you're a healer and you still keep working bodies the tissue you are nothing but tissue and i'm gonna fix you nothing but tissue and i'm to fix you why didn't it work why didn't they just ascend they will heal when you see the healed part of them

called the christ your children will come out of addiction when you stop seeing them as oh that pathetic child of mine you know they're addicts you're saying an affirmation they might be linearly in the third dimensional world struggling with addiction but do not lose the immaculate concept of their true self and you can hold this as a secret you know you can hold you don't have to call your abusive ex and say listen i guess i was wrong you know all the affairs you had uh you know i guess it was an illusion

you want to get back together here i am sucker accessing the inner sucker you're not asked to do that you can keep it to yourself jesus is telling you even in a course in miracles when people are acting insane you can be certain they're coming from their ego but he says something interesting he says i just don't want you to tell them that what does that mean that in a secret place you can go oh i just know they're coming from their ego but don't say it don't say jesus told me you're coming

from don't do that know it but he's saying it's okay that you acknowledge that they're wounded they're coming from their ego that they're coming from fear or selfishness or addiction but don't don't blurt that on them and cause more guilt try this in your mind i refuse to hate you despite this and that what i can learn from this well technically you're the tenth person i've had in my life that had these kinds of patterns and i guess i need to look at my my own issues here and i'll work on

those third no matter what there's a light in you now here's what will happen i trust in your divinity when you hold that immaculate concept of other human beings even the most wicked behaving people when you hold that you know what's happening you're setting a keynote around their in their aura you're setting a tone that no matter what i've done someone is seeing goodness in me you know what it does it allows them to step into that do you think some of these people that have lived on the planet do you think telling them how

messed up they were and how wicked they are and how you'll never trust them is actually doing any good for them you know it could irritate them and make them worse i'll show you next lifetime i'm going to marry you you know twice all right i'll die and then do a walk-in thing into another guy and marry you again right anything's possible you know what it's there's something magical when we do that where we i know you can step into this you know and i've seen i've seen doing this even with children when i was doing

an assistant teaching job as a kid i saw that if i did that like affirming seeing hope in a child here catch this oh i can't catch and it hits them you know try again you know it hits them again you know but i'm not good at that concentrate now here catch ready now close your hands okay try again and eventually they do it and it's like wow nobody took time because they said you're terrible at this so we'll pick you last when we play softball or whatever really does that help just perpetuating

the judgment the the stereotype someone's got to do something different have hope in other people but their spiritual self don't have hope in their ego why would that need hope it's not going to do anything beneficial for them just see it for what it is and retire it boundaries on it when necessary that's not going to work for me it's nice you're sending you're sending a message you're light i'm sending a message to your light your ego i'm sending a message putting it on notice

it's kind of nice thinking that you're doing the right thing by shutting down you're harming yourself and you're giving faithlessness in others have the faith of the saints have the faith of the angels know that it's all going to be okay if you have somebody that you love and they're passing away you don't look at them and go oh man wow it's going to be pretty bad for you when you get to the other side nobody knows for sure what's going to happen hold on hold on i know you have a few

breaths left according to this book you're going to hell according to this one you're going to you know in tartarus according to really if i were you i would look at them have a smile in my eyes and on my face a peacefulness that says everything's going to be fine and that's all i'm asking us to do with day to day and not just people passing away do it before they hit their deathbed you know have a bit of it's going to be okay i understand right send that message to them and then something in them can relax defenses

drop and the light starts to emerge a bit more let's please stand for our closing prayer remember please jaya lakshmi our beloved musician for today remember she's got a table in the foyer so you can find her products in their website yeah music dot com jayalakshmi music.com all right um so you can go there and buy things if you're online you can download things there as well all right you're so beautiful thanks for being with us yeah it's great having you back with us honestly thank you breathing in gratitude breathing in the

multi-layers and dimensions of what we heard and shared today look around at each other for a moment and the people online you can see some of these folks or me here right now as people are looking around some of their eyes are going to land on you are you shining light are you kind of you know are you shining light right you should mean if you're not find it ignite it just say you know what i'm not feeling i'm kind of spiritually constipated instead you know i'm i want to go i want to let go you know free my people moses you

know free might be let the light shine and when people do see your light and when you see the light in others remember to give thanks so grateful that someone saw happiness in me today they saw hope you know you can save a life by somebody just seeing hope in you serious someone out there would think to take their own life and they they just walk by you today and it goes away how is that not magical the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us

wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is peace be with you all thank you bye-bye