True Healers Are Feelers

good evening this is Michael Moore dad here and it's time for our spiritual insights program it's the Friday night spiritual insights with Michael Moore dad today we're going to talk about healing consciousness when did I learn to do healing well it started coming more in in high school kind of healing concepts coming to my mind and the way it came was not like suddenly healing techniques of acupressure or kinesiology or something what came to me first was actually the bridge between my spiritual

work what would eventually become a spiritual work and my healing work there's a bridge in between the two and it's really learning to be a feeling person and so in high school the way that the form that took was psychic abilities but intuition love for people and I have that earlier on but it really started showing up in high school a bit more where you know well it just flashed like a here's just a small small small example but it's all connected so it's not really as minor as it seems it

really it's really huge if you think about it when I was in eighth grade there was a gal a slender and she was kind of a model type I think she was a model of a teen model and everybody knew that so did wow she's always dressing in silk clothes and I mean it's amazing you know we're just kids yet she was just always dressing like wow like glamorously silk shirts even when she's wearing blouse is everything the finest and she kind of had this thing for me and you know people would kind of like you're kidding mom and you

know Michael she's wow she's got the hots for you no but she was very very well poised you know she wasn't acting out on it just you know had this thing and I'm saying that part not to brag I'm saying that part because she she came over to me one time she would come to talk to me and I was like one of the only guys she would trust to talk to you she came over one time and she's talking to me and I just I could see peripherally all these people oh you know guys in kind of the way they're

being like about her talking to me and you know and she's talking and she's you know very straight you know posture and the whole bit but as I'm talking to her I noticed as I'm talking I just noticed something was off so I look to see what it is and very unusually an uncharacteristic of her like Oh something it was unbuttoned her blouse was unbuttoned so I could see some of her chest and so as I'm talking to her I just said hold on a second people are watching right now but I just want you to know your blouse is

unbuttoned some you know so she could carefully oh and she was kind of all excuse me I'm sorry and she carefully just casually buttoned it silly story but it just popped into my head after I said I don't have any examples in middle school well there was one and what does that have to do with healing it's about knowing when something is off for somebody that could harm them or is harming them or has hardened them and first to be able to notice it so don't talk to me about skills and healing techniques of be later I'm talking you

that's worthless if you don't know how to first know that people are hurting in any way and you know that was profound in its simple way and so I guess that showed up here and there you know in different forms and as I say that a couple more examples are popping into my head but it's just an example in high school you know guys are kind of you know being kind of crude with gals and and and I know here and there I've made my mistakes but generally speaking I could say that you know I felt for lack

of a better word if you ask the kid that was in high school the weight would have worded it is I felt sorry for people not knowing better terminology as I would now I really felt sorry for people that were being hurt or abused or used and it was kind of gross you know I heard of somebody I knew that was older you know talking and bragging about what he and his friends were doing to girls last weekend and you know and in my mind it was like I would go right into imagining being those girls like wow you know Wow

guys you know and I couldn't reprimand them they were bigger older and all that by several years but it was just like to hear these things you know and hearing family members my dad and the way he would talk about women and that sort of thing but don't get me wrong this isn't like an over sympathy just to women when I heard about cruelty to men it it kind of disgusted me it kind of turned me off it was something visceral for me and what happens is if you think this is spiritual people wouldn't respond they

would just be very neutral and non-responsive to traumas and so forth there's a really a really interesting piece in the diary notes of Helen who wrote A Course in Miracles where the subject of the Holocaust came up and I've shared this once before in a talk but the subject came up and Jesus says if I remember this correctly how this laid out in the book in the diary notes you know he says I have shed many tears over that and I just never forgot that when I first read that to imagine I such love this is a being that knows

everything's going to be okay at the end of the day for all people God's will will come to pass will prevail but the love for humans to say I've shed many tears over that it's just like that validates he also wept when Lazarus his friend died and it wasn't that he died it's when all the women the family members of Lazarus which was Mary Magdalene and Martha their sisters and and in a he hears them weeping so much that he choked up and then after choking up it hit him again another wave and

then he cried it's an amazing thing you know probably half dozen times I've teared up sometimes just choked up and no tears but sometimes teared up when I'm doing talks because I'm talking in front of however you know 100 or 300 or whatever it is and when you develop a relationship as a speaker I mean I could just lecture you can lecture at people and remain detached but I don't feel that I feel like there's a symbiotic energy between us yes I'm playing the role of teacher but I feel like there's

a love that we all share and so when I'm doing a talk you know it's I'm feeling what's going on and so I can tell what people want me to talk about I can hear it and feel it know it and you know and it's especially challenging when if I talk about something heavy deep emotional you know I'll start sensing that people are choking up and sometimes I just feel really honored and you know thank you for the processing folks you know a good job other times it just hits my heart the pain of people and if

you're a teacher you standing here and you really feel a you know a sympathetic energy between you meaning just simply an energetic connection with those folks and there's all these tears it kind of the waves onto you and you can just kind of you know shake it off if you could you know if you want to but here Jesus gave us an example of here comes the way from these gals and how much they loved their brother and how deeply they were in pain and he chokes up and so I saw it as such a beautiful thing and I've

allowed that in the last many years of my life if it happens it happens and so I'm saying to you you know to all of us in this case that you know there's hurt you know there's hurt and there's trauma and and I know that some of you tuned in you know you're regulars and you're like oh this and be exciting I wonder was going to talk about today and I apologize but I don't that it's a deep topic instead of fun or funny or whatever but you know and I wasn't sure what I'm going to talk about tonight but

just moments ago I was driving from doing so in town - driving and getting here and doing phone session and on the way a song came on that that really speaks profoundly I've shared the song before in in talks but wildflower by Skylark you know she's faced the hardest times you could imagine and many times her eyes fight back the tears and so these the these words of this song and there's various verses that are so deep and when you walk into her eyes you won't imagine the pain she's always feeling for debts

she never owed it's it's so profound that it's talking about and what it's about a woman but it's about women and it's about humans that there's such pain in us for having lost oneness with heaven which we never ultimately lost but yes for now it seems that we have the pain of separation the pain of separating from each other the pain of what we've done to each other even if you've only made a few mistakes in your life someone was asking me this week about how they scolded their children

and they asked me you know Michael did you ever and I said yes yes and it's not even easy to go beyond that and let that go I know how to let things go but it's not easy that particular one because it was so foreign to me and I'm very clear why it happened my life went out of control in the dark night of the soul back when I was in my late 20s and everything was just messed up in relationship was ending I moved from one place to another finances were horrendous it was just all such a nightmare and then the kids started

acting out a little bit nothing horribly so but enough and and it was I was just blowing up inside and a few times acted uncharacteristic to what I feel myself or what would have been in my heart and my preferences and so I'm saying that we we have these pains and frustrations about what we've done what's been done to us and revelation which is the last book of the bye tells us when it all comes to an end you're your own evolutionary path and the human races me individually and us collectively and you individually and us

collectively when it comes to an end one of the great lines in the you know Bible it's there's so many lines about you know a profile and miracles and all these great things and yet this one goes not into fancy miracle languaging it's that and God will wipe away all tears Wow meaning that there were tears that there there is hurt there is sadness there is shame there is regret there is guilt and what are we going to do cry it out man cry it out and feel it out and and I know I know so many of you there's

there's thousands that this message reaches and usually hundreds of you comment anywhere from sixty to a hundred and sixty two hundred Z make comments online and and they're great and they're supportive of what I'm sharing and it's beautiful but there's also those those difficult those challenging ones and sessions that I do day and night you know and what I'm saying in part is that there's an end to it when people say it's like an onion and it never ends there's layer after layer as I said in a

talk this weekend I I don't know what onions they've ever found in you know the supermarket but I mean it would be amazing to see one because I've never heard of or seen an onion that actually is endless layers there's actually an end to the layers of an onion so they're not even speaking it properly I know that's just a metaphor they're using but it's an inaccurate one on more ways than levels than what onions do have an end but so do your issues so stop programming people and

yourself with it never ends there's is layer after no it does end and when it does like an onion will cuddle wipe away the tears of the it from the onion to it all does come to an end so there's good news the good news of the Lord as its all by some people the good news is that you're a holy child of God you never the real you could never have caused harm the real you could never have been harmed it's too infinite it's too you know impervious to stuff of this world and that's great news which I'll come

back to but in the meantime we you know we have caused harm and been harmed and it's it's very sad the stuff that goes on in this world and none of us are aware of even a remote pen needle worth of the quantity you know the the constant abuses the behaviors of people and they're giving birth to other people even though they're constantly abusing themselves and they're giving birth to new children to continue the cycle people aren't thinking in terms of responsible spiritual responsibility you

know and let's break the cycle and I would say to you yeah guys let's break the cycle let's not enable harm if you have to end relationships and them if you can heal them heal them first and if not then end them it's fine but make nothing more important than your own sense of love and self-worth love for yourself and others but also self-worth you have value we all have value if I know my value then I'm not capable of harming you if I know your value I'm not capable of harming you you know it's

just it's it's not what we would do it's when people forget that's why Jesus said to forgive them they know not what they do they means they do not remember who they really are and he's not praying to God he's really saying that for all of us to witness he says it a lot if you saying it to God he could have done it in his silence of his mind he's saying it so we hear that and remember that so this stuff has to end you know the stories you know hearing and what I feel from you folks my god the longing for

love that people have the longing for any amount of safety or affection or sanity in our lives I think as a kid there was enough chaos in my household that you know that there was a hunger for any amount of sanity you know if I saw a household or a person that had that sanity oh you know I I just unfortunately overly you know felt like oh my god wanted to move in with other families or something and I think several people that have felt that way but that's that's a broken kid still moving in with somebody else

wouldn't have removed the pain but it would have just given them a new safe place well if you're in a life that's not safe it's okay to get safety and then work on the issues as long as you work on them to think that someone or something has brought you what you're looking for it it's not possible they're only another temporary thing but what is that thing used for like crutches so we can heal so the others can't fix us or our lives but they can give us some semblance of sanity and safety like a

hospital in which we can do our healing that's a beautiful thing we're a cast until you heal use crutches until you go to the hospital until you heal and whatever else is needed well friendships are the same way but humans being you know just so so sad and so scared the sessions that I do Wow my heart just goes out to people because I hear the desperation is the word desperately wanting to heal desperately wanting to be held desperately whatever but there's such an intense desperation and if they think continually that

something outside is gonna fix them then they're actually not going to find the healing they were looking for so let's remind ourselves whomever we use for healing even if it's you know a temporary like a massage they can only bring you something that you still need to integrate if you get the massage and walk away tense again you sort of have betrayed their healing there's a one that does healing work you know and and that I met once in went to him for a few sessions but I tell you man soon as I

walked into his space he always had great incense or oils going you know just as soon as I walked in I was like in love but I didn't say that they got marry me I know what's happening this is my experience the building the room the sense the person the healer they're just holding space so if we're responsible and less desperate then we'll understand that but I walk in that's like oh wow just beautiful get on the table and get cared for you know the person would stretch a little and you know do a

little work here and there and then the warmth sometimes of a lamp overhead or you know a warmth of a heater on the mattress or you know the massage table oh you know just the scent the care there were times that I got my work done and thought I should just ask to pay to sit here for a few more hours and my home is beautiful safe wonderful but it's it's another warm vessel this container that just was like oh man you know and I I think maybe once I said something like that jokingly to him he said yeah a lot of people feel that way

but but I was aware that I felt that feeling several times is it wrong not at all but what I do need to do is a couple things integrate it mainly own it if you need nurturance Michael let's get it here and in your life in general and nurture yourself this is the message we would have to send ourselves or if it's the warmth literally the warmth then turn up the thermostat in your home or get a heating pad there's all kinds of things we can do on the outside to supplement and bring those things to us

I call that assembling the new parts of our life so assemble bring the warmth you know and if all you do is watch movies about what could have been the romantic movies about what could have been it should have been for you that's that might seem like well that's one way I can observe and and bring in good things but not if you don't have it you think of it as oh if only now you've ruined you've done the opposite so if I go to get this guy you know bodywork let's say I went back into that and thought that if only it

sort of now ruins the home I have or it ruins the relationship if I'm in a relationship or whatever it is that's warmth in a symbol of warmth in my life so we have to own these things if you want your life to heal look for all the signs of it being healed and breathe those in and integrate them but you have to do that on the inside and on the outside you know it's good to do on the outside you can only do the inside but your mind is gonna still say well I'm feeling great but I'm too pulled into

what I don't have out here or if you only do the outside then it's gonna be like well things are kind of fixed out here better but the ache inside is no better so it has to be the inside and the outside as best you can create a holistic experience of feeling loved and as I've said so often assemble it if you don't have you know I think if I was a gal and said I don't have any kind of a nurturance a warm male friend I would absolutely call on a girlfriend and say you know can we snuggle and just kind of

watch TV I would know we're girlfriends I get it we're just friends but to have something like that it's fun to have somebody to laugh with maybe that's all you're gonna do right now and some people this is very important when I'm giving these examples and you find nothing but reasons to not do such things then don't talk to me about how you want to heal because I can hear you're sabotaging before you even heard examples on how to heal you're already sabotaging it if I say watch movies on

TV okay listen to music nan I don't have a stereo okay on a computer listen I don't have that either okay never mind then let's try some other things why don't you you know get a heating pad oh I'm allergic to them if all you do is shoot down every example I'm serious you need to look at that because it's not an accident you're rejecting your good and when we're healing our lives it could be romantic it could be financial it could be emotional it could be family of origin it could be addiction there's

lots of levels of healing but believe it or not they're kind of all the same because usually people think they have an illness in some area of their life financial illness or relationship illness or whatever what they don't realize is it's one or two core things that sort of start growing like the proverbial blob in the old movie it grows and sort of infects various areas of our life which is exactly what the ego of every human being wants to do it wants to look very insidious it really kind of like nothing's going on and then

when you're not looking grow grow grow grow grow you're looking pause nothing noticeable and then you turn away grow grow and it starts then hitting different categories of your life and then down the road somebody says hey how you been and you just go it's hard to believe but like four out of five main categories of my life are just ruined they're destroyed well how did that happen I think he did this or she did that and this happened all coincidental had nothing to do with you but it did when people say take

responsibility for your healing it sounds like you're going to be blamed but I will say take responsibility for your problems only in the sense that even though you may not feel you caused them because we don't need to blame you have to consider that I just told you on one voice and I just explained how the worth stuff works out how healing and how being broken work and I'm saying that if you he'll the stuff that's in aggro that means that if you haven't done work and aren't choosing to do work on your life

or on a specific area of your life technically we could argue that you are now causing your problems as they start to service I didn't cause it you did by not working on it you did something by doing nothing you did something so we have to kind of look at that I mean no offense by that but it's just something we have to take responsibility for and so healers healers to me are people that care now if they overly care it's kind of like you're going to take everything on sympathetically very hypersensitive

you want to save the world every time you you know you're a vet but every animal that dies you know makes you want to take your own life that's too much that's way overboard you're a social worker and every time you see a broken family that you go into a depression that's not God's will that's your will you're allowing yourself by not healing your wounds and then getting sympathetically pulled into them you're actually contributing to the problem you are actually causing yourself

problems illness depression or whatever it is and the same thing goes on whether it's relationship financial or anything else so healers and Heelis we all have to understand this but especially healers a good healer feels for people it feels in a sense not pulled down by but cares about people and look at the primary caregiving groups systems on this planet and in this country in our country of the United States but in every other country for that matter the primary care systems are encouraged that psychology psychiatry medicine

pharmaceutical etc we're in those do you hear anything remotely near to a majority vote about caring for people they can say the words I'm talking to where is it generally okay like majority of that system the majority of Psychiatry endorsing hugging clients and showing them that you care or shedding a tear with your client or holding the hand of or whatever it is it it's it's not the majority it's the one off doctors that you hear articles about because it's so rare they're the hugging

doctor or the you know whatever it happened the doctor that likes to make people laugh and he goes overboard and you know he goes out there in a good way you know he goes out of his way to to make children laugh even if they're gonna be dying of cancer in a home somewhere a clinic somewhere that's supposed to be all of us that's supposed to be every human being that says I'll do everything I can within reason within my means physically financially energetically my means to make a difference and instead we're taught

don't hug don't do this don't do that and and by the way don't get too emotionally connected to people cuz if they die you know it'll really get you and that's true it can take a toll so I understand the logic of protect yourself doctor protect yourself counselor I get that and some people will actually overtly or covertly take advantage of our caring you one time you give them that extra something and they're gonna want more of it or whatever it happens to be people will take advantage you

know you give a discount to somebody and then they want a double discount next I mean it does happen that people do that so what do you and I gonna do put up greater walls to prevent that from ever happening I feel like the more integrity we have and the cleaner our energy is the less we attract those situations you do get them once in a while but you won't get them all the time not so much that you think you have to shut down and the same goes for us or emotionally with partnerships you know well I had one and

it hurt me so I'll never love again okay well how's that work out for you it's that's you're already hurting them so partly what I'm leading to in all this is the importance for us as healers to recognize you actually become a better healer not by being completely shiny and new and no issues and no sympathies and no empathy and that's not what it looks like it's not all detached it's to be able to get in the trenches with people and still remember God to get in the guts with

people and still remember how to get back that beautiful you know going behind enemy lines kind of thing you know and and caring enough about people and it's it's the way of Christ consciousness you know if someone asks for your shirt give them your you know if they ask for your coat give them your shirt as well it's just a metaphor and it never means to harm yourself or give what you can't give it's a metaphor of it has many meanings but one of them is to show people that they're valuable you

know show people that they're valuable in in a way that that's healthy loving caring not confusing not unsafe as best you can so again coming back to this the best healers are the people that actually know how to feel what's going on with people so this is a talk that's partly on empaths partly on healers partly on appreciating the good that's in our life so we can draw into us a better light and keep building a better life but it does include the importance of feeling healers should be feelers and

that was a good line so let's make a bumper sticker it's a good one healers should be feelers healers you can't you're not even a healer if you're cold it doesn't make sense well you have to be objective and stay detached I I hear that and I understand the logic of it it's just wrong it's just incorrect it's all I understand the intention of its logic but in so doing as soon as I protect myself from you I'm different than you I'm better first of all you're the ill one and I need to

protect myself from you that separates separation is the cause of every imaginable problem on the planet throughout the universe for that matter separation so what can I do if separation splinters often becomes every form of sickness illness pain etc feelings separate from love wholeness and so on then what would be the opposite obviously oneness so a good healer tries to restore a feeling of oneness how can I do that if I don't even first recognize that something is not feeling very one you know the the child that you

know is feeling sad or lonely you know when my kids were in school when they were little you know I remember I would I would be able to see kids that were being abused I could feel it and see it now I couldn't go and just pick them up and adopt them and sweep them off to another country or something you know because I said stay within what's right for you that would have been dangerous and illegal and so on so you can't do some things but what can I do and sometimes it really pained me to just smile and bring love to the kid from

what I could do in that moment careful not to pick them up well why if they're abused maybe they need that well that might be the right thing in the moment if I felt that I would do it but at the same time touching a child that's been harmed can actually sometimes trigger some things are you wanting to take that on so you have to ask yourself that but people live in this in this so such a strange mindset and someone's got to be able to step up and do something different say something different bring bring a

difference you know when I was a kid I was assistant teacher in an elementary school and I remember I remember in my standby just my naivete one time the vice-principal called me Oh Michael how have you been and everybody loves having you here and it was really amazing experience people really dug what I was doing with her spirit I was bringing but she says oh you know and you know how when you come onto the playground this is exactly what was happening it's true you know when you come into the playground because I would arrive

halfway through the day so I come during lunch recess how the kids all run up to you and hug you and some of them climb on you and you hold them and that's because the kids were loving me there was just such a fun beautiful thing well you you have to not do that and I'm sort of like and I'm I swear I mean I may not have been the brightest bulb on the tree all the time as a person on this planet but I swear I was sitting there going okay and I'm thinking what is she talking about well you know I go oh yeah

I had no idea what she's talking in their minds to hold children is inappropriate if that would never have entered my mind not the cause not the symbolism of it not the people's obsessions not the nothing about people's thoughts about such things all I knew was the love of the experience and it was being in that moment it was being tainted it was being kind of dirtied you know and I kind of walked away what you know some people used to call you feel slime do you know you feel like something's been dirtied and it's

like ooh like what just happened then you go through I and I went through Wow did I do something wrong I wonder what happened what are you no you can't you can't think it through enough to solve everybody else's messed up dirty minds and I know that it was completely clean and the kids must have felt it cuz they loved it was such a beautiful hey you know they come up and just all the fun man boys and girls all the fun and and then somebody messes with that so so but somebody's got to make the difference in each circumstance

somebody's got to be able to say you know you see an accident and somebody's got to be able to step up and go today I'm gonna be a nurse and and deal with blood today I'm being apparently asked to be the one who comforts or the one who approaches this car accident do you think you want to see those things of course not but today help me God be with me God well I go in and help with something that seems yucky and sometimes it's it's not about yucky it's about tenderness and affection and

sometimes it's about friendship and camaraderie sometimes it's you know just having somebody like there was a there was a fire in a house near my house once and this house kind of burned pretty bad but nobody got killed or dead or injured or anything but still it was a couple of young gals that were living there or staying there renting or something and they were sitting out at the curb kind of a little bit shaken up and I remember there were a couple of other people starting to come out of their homes and there was a point where I said

to them me again you know and I go do you guys need a place to sleep tonight and I could just feel the couple of the mature women you know in the you know from other houses at that point they arrived and they're like we'll take care of them and I'm like no no it's okay and it took me a minute to catch on that oh that's not a louder it's inappropriate like in some weird way healers need to be feelers the people that think they're helping by shaming things and shutting things down and

blocking off connections even when it's about like racial stuff there are people when varying races kids get together and then somebody comes in the picture and tells thee with their own kind you can't what are you doing hanging out with that kind you know it's that's that's a sickness now mind you they have just as much a light in them it's obviously buried but a light somewhere inside them that is made in the image of God and they'll find their way they'll wake up to some day but it doesn't help

to keep perpetuating it so you and I guys just think about it you and I need to practice making more of a difference don't put up with hurt shaming darkness and all this kind of stuff don't don't perpetuate it that doesn't mean I should ever you should slam people when they say like those ladies oh no will will take care of them and making it like shameful that I had offered it doesn't mean you have to go to your way to you know hurt people's feelings just know in your heart offer only what you know you can if people

misunderstand it don't throw the baby out with the bathwater don't throw away the whole intention when just because somebody else's dark mind didn't get it it's in the Bible and it's in the sutras and tantras of Buddhism where it says something to the effect of slightly paraphrased only honestly it's this profound without even paraphrasing much to to the pure in heart all things are pure to the wicked all things are wicked and that just means whatever's in my heart is going to already determine what

I'm gonna see and if you do something loving and I'm wicked in my heart I'm gonna somehow pervert it screw it up healers need to be feelers don't shame yourself for feeling but do some micro adjustments if you're feeling is excessive to where it causes you harm or anybody else armed you know some of you have said them starting to get chronic fatigue because I take on too much stuff for my clients guess what it's not the clients fault it's not God's fault God wants you to not take on God wants you

to be with the people help the people walk amongst the lepers and sick people in this world but never what you're supposed to take it on and I think that knowing this has really been instrumental in my work because you could argue this point but I don't think there's this was brought to my attention a couple years back and I thought well I really and it sort of got ended up getting proven to me that I don't think any human being has had as many counseling sessions I have the or has seen as many clients

now you know an average counselor what's the roster ten fifteen twenty clients you know mines hundreds and sometimes more than that per year times forty years the number of clients and the number of sessions that I have done and still do is beyond really what people would understand and imagine and that also included all this time healing work bodywork bodywork and accounting on everything from slight aches to major traumas to sexual abuses to whatever all kinds of I mean soldiers with post-traumatic even even ritual abuse in

cults and things all kinds of horrid and weird and some less stuff and technically I should have especially being a feeler I should have taken on all kinds of stuff and I know a little bit stuck here and there possibly or you know truly but it should have been far far far worse and it should have hit me twenty years ago after already doing it for twenty years I'm not bragging I'm saying it's a mindset and it's also when you recognize the work is spirit working in and through you then you're sort of taken

care of I'm not saying that if you've gotten sick you didn't do good work or that you weren't close enough to God it's not a judgment we can't do that but all I'm saying is there is another way learn learn your deserve ability you can be a feeler but learn your deserve ability that just because you're a feeler doesn't mean you have to prove it by taking on too much feelings of us your clients recognize the feeler it's more like a sense not an absorption so you just sense hmm something's going on

you know it's wow you you see a drink in front of you hot chocolate or its water or it's soda whatever it is you can have a sip you don't have to have a six-pack so you have a sip it's just a matter of I I think I'm done it tastes dang good though maybe I'll have more you can drink the I don't know if you know this but you can actually sit down and drink water and die from it you can drink so much water your body will actually go into a bizarre version of detoxing and overwhelm and you'll die

I think it's major you know mostly your liver that gets involved but you'll die from water so all you have to do is understand all I'm needing to do is sense what's going on not go and absorb it now it's not that you even viscerally visually look like you're absorbing it it's it's really mostly a subconscious thing because of patterning so there's a patterning in us that's just going to be you know like well I learned that I had value when my parents saw me taking care

of the kids so now the kids are my clients my dad left so I have to be the dad for my mom it's when we try to overcompensate whether its family codependent kind of patterns or it could be addictive patterns of different kinds or it could just be low self-worth and I'm compensating but it can also just be things like my aura your aura is like your force field and if your aura is weak so are your boundaries if your boundaries are weak so is your aura because they're the same ones energetic light and one of them's psychological

but they're the same they influence each other because they're the same one is like the manifestation of the other crystallization of the other and so if I have weak boundaries weak forcefield weak aura then that too causes me to absorb too much okay well how could you get a weak or well believe it or not drugs and alcohol true but also believe it or not you or other people in your household raging can actually create holes and tears in your force field if you've ever seen a nap of Star Trek or anything like it they

have shields around the ship if those shields are down are broken too much you can't prevent things from entering by you know torpedoes not from blasting your ship apart what's the same for you again healers should be feelers but if the feeler has gone overboard the rescuer the codependent the no boundaries etc then too much stuff's getting in so psychically and psychologically stuff is getting in my wounds can absorb like a sponge the dark stuff around me from clients and from hospitals that's why sometimes you get

entities clinging to people you can go in a hospital and walk out with and you know just this staticky you know entities clinging because they're looking for something that has life to suck on to if you have a sharp force field they can't glam you know glom onto it there it's like to teflon ish so they go to kind of grab on it there they skate right off of you because you're you're you're bright you're light is bright have texture to your aura where it's starting to get spongy or there's holes

or rifts then things can grab onto those like little shelves that their hands can get on to to climb on climb in I'm not saying don't go to a hospital I'm saying that you could be going to a school kids go to the school and catch colds from other kids so they say and it's kind of like that you go into a school there's a lot of emotion going on in the school especially a middle school high school kids that age is a lot of intense emotion going on and the hormones are intensifying those emotions and you you

know there's a potential of picking stuff up so what should you do not go well no you you become healthier how well remember boundaries aren't force field and psychology they're the psyche the psychic and the psychological parts of ourselves so I have to do healing of my psychological self but also healing of my psychic self and they're kind of they overlap but there's a lot more about that in my seven initiations on the spiritual path book a little bit of an explanation about psychic and emotional and all that

but at the end of the day and I'm coming to a close just the realization there's nothing wrong with you for being empathic there's nothing wrong with you for being a feeler but you're not supposed to be deluged or destroyed by that and not knowing what to do about it here's what you don't do what a lot of if you go to some of the websites out there I'll bet you anything if you watch four out of five of them if you watch five four out of five that you watch are still going to have a propensity to say

that the solution is and they're defining the problem as you you you beautiful soul you um have oh and then there's all these bad people and you're picking up those bad people's stuff by making other people too cause and you the innocent victim which is what most programs probably show you I bet anything you're not going to actually heal you're gonna heal by recognizing I I was weak because of wounds of mind that I hadn't healed I don't even have to talk about others and the way they want glom

on you know grab on and get all attached and psychically sucking energy I don't have to worry about that if I'm healthy then my psychological self will be full my boundaries will be clear and my aura will be shiny put on the armor of the Lord man shining and things I don't have to talk about it because they can't do anything there's no them that's a harm cause ER all I know is I just feel light and what what about I don't know I just feel light you just focus on your brightness having done your work now set

all that said I'm not wrong you if you're months or years away from completing that healing but I am saying get on it you deserve it not get on it like you've done something wrong get on it because you're beautiful and you deserve it you deserve to feel safe and clear now another problem is some people are addicted to it I'm just so used to people draining energy I'm so used to being a victim of people sapping me I'm so used to being the rescuer and that's you again you have to decide if I

tell you that's wrong or harmful to your self or something if you're addicted to it you're just gonna go well never mind change channels and not watch this you have to come to understand that it isn't in your best interest you have to say you know what enough is enough hi man I've been carrying so many people it's ridiculous I don't I don't have a vehicle known as my being I have a bus and people keep getting on board and it's like wow blowing out tires doesn't carry so many wounded people it needs to

be let me let me change the destination on the bus instead of saying wounded please board it needs to be healthiness or bust you know only healthiness and people that want to stay wounded they'll know to stay back they're not interested not because they're good or bad you're good about it's simply no resonance so they come for that and it's like oh no sorry didn't you understand we're going healthiness only healthiness oh but do you mind if I know actually I do mind that's not my thing

and that could be your own mother it could be your partner your former partner your children your best friend whatever you're just setting boundaries because you decided to be healthy so healers are feelers obviously I like that so I've repeated it a few times and by the time they you know get to this you know we'll use this as the title so they'll have to fix this and they have to kind of what they call render it so by the time you see this on YouTube they'll probably have that maybe they'll

have to use that as the title we'll see how it goes but I think it's a great line because it's exactly right it says in that one title not to become cold not to become detached not to overly protect yourself per se but it also means allow yourself to feel so allow what's healthy and it disallow what's not healthy about being a feeler all right thank you guys for letting me share this and thanks for letting me share the deeper and sincere feelings about some of the hurts and man I'm telling you I'm there with you

my heart goes out to you and let's work on it okay whether your pattern has been betrayals or whether it's been you know just lonely a lot of people have brought that up lately feeling alone or lonely my heart does go out to you I mean that and I know that's you know you can have a counselor or a teacher or what it say oh well you know hold it I'm sensing you're gonna find your soul mate next month you know do things to to sort of make you come out of that depression it's not easy because I would say to you

sometimes it's going to be days weeks months years you might not choose it in this lifetime to be with someone and that would be okay if that's what you would like but you're gonna say well I don't want that I don't want that I don't like it I do want a partnership well I would just then say do you want one now while you're still broken and wounded or do you want to wait till we've done some more work that's all I would say and I hope and I know the healthy part of you would say fine I can hold off a little

longer then let's do that let's do some more healing if you're dealing with loneliness let's do some more healing but don't forget even a program like this someone is with you so remember I know that's not the same as snuggling but own every little bit and then more will come to you if you truly own and integrate and gain something from what bits are brought to you of affection love even if it's from girlfriends friends whatever it is gifts given to you someone giving you their time

someone like this program you know then soak it in because someone cares all right if I were a millionaire I would still do these programs because I care and that's a good way to test it to save if you had all the money in the world would you still do it I couldn't stop doing it chances are it's just to the end of time for me okay thank you folks many blessings to you join us where and when you can and we have a new Course in Miracles course starting up January first it's a one-year course it's like the first ever

on the planet done this way a full one-year course with everybody engaged so join us if you can god bless you all