The Kingdom of Heaven Is Here: Now

When will the kingdom of heaven come? Some people when they pray you know and "On earth as it is in heaven," for example, but when is that gonna happen? So some people would say is it kind of literal, that one day Jesus returns and of course and then when is that? And then there's also the other side, which is, no no it's purely symbolic you know this return this Jesus or cool heaven comes to earth it's purely symbolic or it's both isn't it possible that someone that embodied

Christ consciousness would return to celebrate when everybody else accepts that consciousness of course but it isn't in the traditional sense it's not like you know we're gonna all sit and hold hands and pray for Jesus to return so he can send us to help it that's not actually the way this is gonna go religion is saying Jesus is gonna return you know and watch out because that's Judgment Day and it's like what wait who decided these interpretations only messed up people and so their solution their outcome isn't gonna go very well

cuz they're messed up so I don't want to messed up interpretation the interpretation is that someone attains the perfect Christ consciousness someone attained the divine Krishna Christ consciousness and in attaining that consciousness since we're all connected this person said because I've done it and you're part of me you already got it too now you just it's time released you just have to start letting it download can I can I get the stress released one where it kicks in as needed you know like a great B complex

it starts kicking in when your body really goes into stress mode yeah you can you can actually do that I would like that consciousness to step in the problem is I don't hear it because when I'm stressed I'm already gone out of my mind so to speak you know that that concept of you can't see you can't you can't actually think feel experience clearly when you're activated when you're triggered right you're going into a primal part of your brain so if you're triggered you can't have heaven and out

hell at the same time in the same place if I'm triggered I have descended into hell when I heal I rise again the only problem is most people stay descended into hell you know not only am i triggered I'm going to blame you now I'm signing papers to put myself in there longer I refuse to take responsibility he'll sign right here okay I refused and then when I want when I want to be happy again you know the ego goes contract you know it's contract see right here you got all triggered page two and then you blamed so-and-so page three you

refused to take responsibility page four and five and so on and so on and of course all those are also reenactments of other times when I've been triggered and blame and you know and so on and so on so that's why the words choose again are so important choose again means hold it a minute let me see those contracts see choose again means no I refuse to play along with this may I see those papers please they're presented and I get to decide what I'm gonna do with those papers today you know it's not easy because

such-and-such just happened I had nothing to do with it there was a car accident it's on film that cop even said it wasn't my buddy tells me it was so you have all this justification wasn't my fault someone just cut me off and caused harm they were drunk now we can add that now it verifies and validates that I don't like drunks one more page the eagle you just did you don't like drunks that's another page none of its actually justified because it means I'm a tiny nothing at the mercy of everyone else

when we can at least own you know I'm not sure how this came about even though I didn't take full responsibility that's the beginning I don't know it looks like this that and the other but I don't know so I'm just surrendering the whole thing for a new perception a new a new image of what really is happening here give me a different consciousness on how to perceive life so heaven actually comes in doses micro doses even when you just take a moment to say you know I don't feel like I did anything but I'm sure there's some lesson here as long as I

refuse to hate the others involved and choose to learn something and affirm that all of us even those who did to me somewhere have a light in them as long as I'm willing to do that I'm flipping the whole thing around because the ego mind says no I'm only good they're only bad and they did to me and the universe says and so it is poor thing I hope I hope you know someday you are more empowered than being just a little victim of life and that can happen when we choose again but we have to say hold it a minute none of this I don't buy

this and and it's hard for people to understand when you sent her in to God your real self your center core in God life does change you really do receive good things good things do come to us and and people think no god helps those who help themselves you know there's these sayings that God didn't make up people did God only helps those who help themselves as surrendering to that power that light and it's wonderful if you do it as this humble little little like Saint I'm just a humble Christian and I surrender to Jesus it's gonna help

whether you say my sweet lord krishna krishna it's gonna help because god's already there god's already here we're already in heaven everything's already connected but humans have all these veils therefore they've forgotten it all so we walk around going well I would like to know God but I don't like the way they do the god thing what do you like beloved I like trees then God says oh right over here we have paganism you know step right over here into the pagan groups oh cool and then some other thing I like to dance to

music oh well here we there's groups over here that that dance spiritual ecstasy you know dance okay and then somebody else says I like to to feel very humble and meek oh okay we have past lives as a monk we can bring those forward and you can live them in this lifetime and someone else and some so all it is is God dressing up in a way that amuses people you know that they can relate to one person's gonna go I also need it to be a particular skin color you know in Gaza huh whatever you know you don't have skin but okay

it's an illusion but I'll pretend I can position is this a good you know like okay a little more tan a little less tan what do you want you know so God dresses up to match us because of its infinite patience imagine though when we no longer ask God to dress up for our liking or to dance to our tune what about when we say let us come to you and you show us that's why so many different systems in it krishna has said it the old testament says that the torah says it if you really saw God it would devour your mind and we go I don't want to

anger god man look what he just seeing of me devours imagine when you've done something wrong it's like oh hi Gavin we'll call that hell and then they make up a place called hell where higher horrible devouring goes on all it meant was if you know if you'd had just heard let's say instead of an old-school person describing God devouring you when you see it in its full glory just imagine a hippie having it happen what would it sound like oh man this blew me away Wow what a trip see I mean that let it hit me translate it for you and then we're good

it all sounds so different get a religious person all you just get somebody who's kind of high no a little stoned in all changes you know some of you remember that time I I that interpretation I talked about with the Old Testament saying women that wear makeup should be stoned it's like wow you know they have to do some powder on my face for filming so I don't shine or whatever they do you know does that mean I should be stoned to that because I put powder so why should women be stoned and I thought wow so I reinterpreted women

should get stoned and put on makeup and nail polish on I'm not actually promoting that I'm just saying I think it's better than getting stoned the other way so all these off interpretations so one time this guy Jesus he when he's finally entering what they call the Holy Land Jude an area and what is considered by some to be his first talk to that region he had been journeying to all the different lands and teaching and working but now he returns home his arrival home he's gonna do his first sermon he goes

and they unroll the Torah and he reads you know from Isaiah he's referencing a couple of different places where there's prophecy that someday one day the kingdom of heaven will come to earth God will reveal itself to mankind and be their God be their their their source of everything so he reads this and and it's funny because the religious folks you know sitting in the synagogue and and or Center or like mmhmm yeah oh yeah the good old Isaiah and they just hear gratuitous ly oh nice you know good choice of a reading yep and someday yeah

God will come someday it's like wow so he rolls his clothes and he says now today I'm proclaiming that that day is today you know the reaction the reaction no no it can never come until one day could we have it today no you can't have it today who do you think you are now how did they respond do you think they gave him golf tap no do you think they gave him the whoa kind of applause no it says they pulled him from the synagogue out to a cliff and tried to throw him off the cliff to kill him how can humans

respond so viscerally and violently to something that's so beautiful all that you think you're looking for is here now how dare you is the reaction how do you mean how dare I I'm telling you the truth it's here now and he meant that in several ways but the two most obvious here now anytime you choose here now because I said so I am choosing to be that presence and pulling it to the earth plane right here and right now so he proclaims it and that's how scary it is to people that's how scary it is if you say to your and I

don't advise you do this say to your family members you at your next family reunion hey you know what did you think about the wedding for example if it's a wedding always a lovely wedding yeah what did you guys think was it let's say it was a bride and bridegroom you know getting to isn't that beautiful and you say I got married to really what do you do in Vegas no no during that ceremony my inner male and female became as one okay they get the punch you know you know they don't they don't get it

and they don't take kindly to it sometimes when you say it's it's here and now it's here and now one time a family member two of them were talking and they were talking about their their traditional religious leader that's alive you know in the world did you hear that they said this and that and they were all talking fearfully about this you know this leader said that we have to do this or that or don't you know it's like bizarre and I said so what like who cares what they say it was as though I had filleted their skin they

were like in pain they were like how dare you speak about that religious leader that way and I'm like I'd meant no disrespect I literally met who cares like you're acting all freaked that they said you mustn't must not do just choose again like it it surprised me that they were all bent around this whole thing you're religiously diff I stand here and say nine things you really like and one you don't like let it go just you know let it pass when you don't let it pass and you use that one to override the nine you've got major problems because

it means you're looking for something to stuff negate kill those nine and that's very scary so the people that said let's toss him over a cliff for saying for proclaiming the kingdom of heaven is here now guys to me that's very sad I mean that really really speaks volumes to how what afraid people are yes they're being hateful but they're only being hateful because they're afraid what are they afraid of that we can actually experience remember feel God's presence right now and that any person can say I'm not going to just tell you a

theory because if I only said Jesus is saying and I'm saying to if I only said that you could experience it by choice that's profound but just in case you don't choose it I'm gonna be it you see that really adds another dimension to this instead of just philosophically you just go within and one day you know this happens you have this kind of you know Samadhi Epiphanes kind of Wow kind of moments and he's saying that's great that one day you think that can happen I'm telling you you could have it now if you

choose it but just in case you don't choose it I'm just gonna go ahead and do it and now it's done even if we say well someday philosophically if we're real mystics we say it's just by our choosing in one day and if I just do my work it's got to open up and I can choose that even in the the now moment that concept then now people even misunderstand that but instead of waiting for even that wonderful epiphany now moment he goes the next step and says just in case you don't get it or choose to get to that now moment I'm gonna just go ahead and

be that presence and that's profound and that's partly why they have to kill him but if they kill him and he's the symbol of our God now then what's really happening people are still so afraid of the divine within which is why we're more afraid of our light than our darkness people killed tried to kill they can't really do it but they attempted to kill the presence of God not just kiss historically they're doing it today and we do it every day that we let fear rule our lives every day that we do let fear rule our lives we're

allowing ourselves to be the people in that center trying to throw off the cliff God's presence so that means that there's a part of us that is rebellious and what's the name of that part the ego that's all it's not like we have to get all upset about it it's just that's the ego and we can say no I don't have an ego I don't believe in an ego that's a negative concept I don't want to do that okay well but that's your ego speaking you know so how do you win that argument

you know around and around you it's an ironic thing because we we are God we actually are a part of God therefore we're we're God for all intents and purposes but you will never know that you are God until you can recognize the part of you that isn't God and choose against it and choose the one that is you can't just kind of if I just think positively then I get to own the god part you actually have to recognize there's a rebellious part and say no to it every time you try to feed an addiction every time you overreact to

something every time you let you know fear in any way get the best of you you have to say no to that how not the way religions and mystics did it no no no it's terrible it's bad don't make it powerful and then try to run from it see it and just ask yourself this is that what G but Buddha called rational thinking just look at it and ask yourself hmm let's look at that that thought process that that behavior do I like that is it serving me is it bringing me towards the thing I say I want just rationally ask

no probably not would you like to let it go and you're allowed to say no I want to be in a bad mood and I don't want to be nice because then that person thinks they can get away with what they did Oh aren't you the great security force good job you know so go ahead and overly protect yourself stomp them back that ought to help that's just going to be the karmic stuff and and it coming full circle again hi sweetheart yeah it's alright waving alright how old is she nice good job congratulations you look like me your hair and all that except I don't

have the purple flower I would like one no no I'm kidding the beautiful girl so so just that feeling that that like the feeling you have just right then interacting with the child is it's not about the age it's about the beauty of that moment and then how do I have some of those and the ego convinces us that were other than God created us to be and every time I react the way I react when I say that that doesn't feel like heaven it can happen but ask yourself if it serves you do you like it do you like to feel do you like

its effects other than this this ulster yeah I'm pretty happy with no no my body and soul be honest how are you with that I I don't yeah I don't something's off I don't like this feeling oh so we did perfectly with that there it is you don't have to judge it run from it stuff it sweep it under the rug just how you doing with that if you can deduce that that's not ultimately what I want to feel hmm there might be another and that's how you do part two there's another choice you could say I'm gonna surrender that one own it surrender it

and then choose something different what would you like well I don't know right now I'm just upset and I don't know what I want okay no problem if you were a four-year-old what would you say if somebody said what would you love more than anything and course even a child could you know their adulterer chopped they're gonna say things like things sometimes I would like this I would like a milkshake or whatever it is and then if you had the milkshake if you're accessing your inner four-year-old oh man a milkshake and if

it were me I'd be like Anna can of whipped cream because the milk the milkshake the whipped creams never enough oh yeah I have to keep you know and then you know so God add the whipped cream so I would say and the whipped cream but that's a thing that's a thing that's an object what is it you think that that milkshake is gonna help you what feel that's what I'm looking for that's what I'm looking for one time my kids were arguing about something and when they were little and you know one took the doll of the others

out of her room and was playing with it she took my doll she's all upset and whatever and then the other ones like I don't want to give it back I'm playing with it well but it's not yours and on and on and on so instead of just the linear give her her doll back what I asked her was let me ask you something the one that took the item what what would you more than anything what would you like to feel happy excellent and what would you like to happen in the household like what would you like to feel in the household well happy you

know she had the wherewithal to come up with happy do you feel happy when you hear your sister screaming at you no does your sister sound happy right now no what about the household does it feel No so that means taking the doll didn't actually get you what you wanted yeah that's right so keeping it and continuing the screaming is that going to or is giving it back and more peace coming in is that gonna bring us that yeah giving it back it was great stuff I mean you know they grew to hate me for

these kinds of things you know it's pretty funny they use yeah they use the wisdom but they're like couldn't he ever just say normal things you know you always had to have well let's talk about that Orla here's an example a story or whatever you know they come home from school hating a kid that say well you know and they'd say just let us hate again you know so this concept it's easily said some people can't even say heaven is here now and this concept here now be here now great George Harrison song on his album living in the material

world be here now you know because the past it's already gone so be here now it's a beautiful contemplative kind of song be here now and then there's books and then there's messages and lectures and popular people about being here now but a lot of times people actually still don't get what it means they actually think you know when I'm here now and not thinking of the past in the future we this is all true I feel better it's true and when I breathe and just drop in to the moment wow things really start to shift that's true that's

true absolutely but what am I in the moment of maybe nothing too silent stillness all those are very good I recommend them but listen on the other side of the stillness is everything you don't just hold still 'no stillness so that the artist of the universe can begin to paint on the canvas of mind consciousness a beautiful image of me and my life so you don't just go into a passive of passiveness you go into that passivity so that it becomes an action so the paint starts hitting the canvas

the hand of God begins to draw upon the consciousness our heart our soul thank you for joining me here's an image of what you are and then Wow the that Wow I'm in the now becomes whoa what is that it's no longer just well that's kind of nice it becomes fantastic so much so it is impossible to put it into words trying to put it into words becomes like a glorious insanity of sorts kind of like Rumi would try to describe it's like you're not going to get it you're not gonna you can't it's it's a dance it's a giddiness it's a joy

and words don't describe it what is the thing that can't be described you know it's beautiful but you don't leave that space all out there if you do it properly you take your time and you live a balanced life that's important because if I don't live a balanced life and I have these spiritual epiphanies it can destroy my nervous system like a Kundalini rising sort of premature Kundalini riding it rising in the sense that if I don't live a healthy life my body and soul I'm talking your diet your emotions everything if you don't live a

healthy life and or have come from a lot of damage psychological damage nutritional damage whatever else and you've you know messed up your energy systems they're already kind of frail and you go and plug into God which is way beyond 220 you plug into God your wiring can't hold that kind of voltage so you start to short-circuit that's why I tell people you know let's start with being nice let's just start with being nice instead of oh you know here's a technique that will just you know absolutely download

the highest voltage you've ever experienced as a good electrician you wouldn't want to do that you wouldn't say let's let's put all the power we can through threat for thin or frail wiring they're just gonna burn up and so do we not because god is burning you up God's just like sitting there like I am bliss you didn't come in there well-prepared you came in there broken and not willing to heal this is partly what it means when Jesus had told us when you want to go and pray to God and realize that you

have some unhealed stuff why don't you go and sort that out before you come to the altar and a lot of people go that's just weird why would he reject us coming to the altar what and go heal issues why don't I just come to the altar and you heal them God that's why I was coming to the altar one of the meanings get this interpretation because it's cool it's deep he was telling you do not try to have profound meditations when you've got unhealed issues because you're gonna

be plugging into a voltage you cannot handle it was said Mary Magdalene sees Jesus after his he has arisen his resurrection and she goes to you know master and don't don't touch me yet because I have not yet ascended to the Father what he's saying is I have not completed my transformation in interpretation Edgar Cayce said interpretation was if she would have actually or anybody touched his body they would have been electrocuted it would have been like lightning hitting them lightening times what infinity

because he was tapped into infinite energy and so the spiritual path has never been meant to be just this hyper spiritual thing where you just you know go out there all the time you've got to remember the other half they like the caduceus moving up the spine one side of it is all about spiritual but the other side is healing so eat what's right for you do some exercises and so on people a lot of people getting into fire breath and different kinds of it's kind of a for the purpose of like a a tantric orgasmic breath or whether

they're doing yogic breath be careful because if you come to me and say ten people came to me and said should I do the fire breath you yes you yes no no halfway maybe it would not be the same answer for everybody because if I have had a lot of drug or alcohol abuse my systems might not be quite right if I come from a family that's genetically very fragile if I tend to kind of be out in the ethers and not grounded no no you want to do fire breath you better have some you know a brick oven some good ground or you know root chakra to be

able to handle that fire you don't want to put that fire through cute little Christmas lights of an energy system that you've got you know it's just gonna melt the tree and that's you so being here now it does include meeting a person whether you know them and seeing them or whether you meet them for the first time to say I don't know I want to see you as you really are that's what it means not as I think you are because everything I think say and do everything that my senses tell me

they are all always based on the past always they're never actually now when you look at a person or as of course in miracles' workbook lesson says I never see anything as it truly is Jewish saying we see nothing as it is we see things as we are I see things as I am not as they are as I am meaning what in modern terminology we call those filters I'm seeing through you through my eyes and then how do I fix that I know what I'll do I'll just make myself imagine you differently that might help but that's not organic is it because I'm

still making myself see you differently there's a there's a common term we use and it usually goes towards women objectifying women what does that mean well it's when you you know make them into sex objects or it's when you know there's some definitions to this right objectifying or making them less that's not what objectifying means objectifying means that I see you as an object we only interpret it and and force it into a little box to mean one thing it means I see you as an object you're looking at

me right now you're objectifying me why because you actually think I'm a person standing here kind of feel so objectified it's hard not to I can only seemingly see you with these eyes and you look like a thing I'm pretty sure you look like this and that and the other none of it's true if you could really capital or see me I would only be light and you would be part of that light with me that's what happens so you can try and adjust your thinking about people in the way you see them okay yes to me you're very

attractive but I'm going to just see you you know well that's nice and I don't want to get too interested see I'm fighting it and then there's you're not very attractive but I'm gonna kind of picture you with flowers around your you know you look like Pigpen but I'm going to imagine you know flowers kind of in your aura that that that's better than nothing I guess but what I'm saying is the only way you can truly change your consciousness is to ask the consciousness that you want to be like God how would you have me see this

gorgeous hot person how would you have me see pignon how would you have me see them and then what happens is you go from seeing to experiencing there's a shift in consciousness not eyes in consciousness and that may not look the way you think you may okay if I'm asking I should start to see angels in their aura and I should start to see sparkly things egg wings and it's not it's not always that the first thing you should be looking for is not special effects if I were you I would be more grateful to feel even a slight shift in here

Wow you know a minute ago I saw a person that looked like this or like this and right now I don't know why but I feel happy that was a miracle that was a shift in consciousness you're yourself is interpreting it as happiness because that's how you interpreted it but it's really far more than that you're having a profoundly blissful experience but you know you just want a little bit for now so a little shift in happiness level it could be I feel utterly and it could feel boom like a oneness with all that is you're only going to be able to

experience as much as you feel prepared to experience the best thing to do though is not to to make that thing pour into a box and stay a certain shape and last only a certain amount of time what I would do is and recommend is I feel the shift give thanks for it so that it continues to expand I wouldn't say ok done I would go wow I'm so grateful and ready for more another interpretation on be faithful what you have and more will be given paraphrased so be faithful for what shifts you have with people and in

consciousness heaven is here now by choice but also because someone actually brought it in here and now 2000 years ago but did that time expire to that is that still is that still here now if it's 2,000 years ago now but times an illusion so when it happened then it happened in all of us so I'm not seeking heaven one day and I'm not seeking God one day and I'm not seeking Christ consciousness one day I'm actually giving thanks that it never was gone in the first place that someone one of my brothers or sisters or whatever

remembered a while ago the full experience and owned it for me because we're all one that part of them that is them that's in me is also accepting it for me there's a part of me that is the Christ and it's saying well are you ready for the rest of you to get out of the way if there's only 100 neurons in my brain one of them is Christ it 99 are not until I allow Christ to grow and become a two of them and three of them and so on for five and so that one Christ you cannot deny that one that one Christ

neuron is there because even in my cellular being someone has already accepted it and awakened that neuron in all of us so now I let it grow and it becomes two and three and four everybody's talking about the hundredth monkey concept that's fairly popular the idea that once there's a ratio enough there's a momentum enough one has to fight ninety nine but when it starts to get on a roll and becomes fifty one just as an example we're over the hump and it's a little easier to go hundreth means boom it's now downloading

everywhere but this is an inevitability it's not like I have to make those neurons happen come on I see you start becoming activated and fight with the neurons in my brain I don't have to do that all I need to do is accept that the one is there give thanks for it and let it grow how be nice be a nicer person and if you truly are wanting to accept that God is here now how are you doing with your diet today let the diet reflect more of that oneness so you'll have a divine diet rather than a sold one that you know all the ones they sell

you so a divine light would be if I'm one with God what would I eat today and let it become an organic process how would I speak to my beloved as best you can we're gonna mess up but when you mess up what would that one part of me that is God do about that I probably could should apologize and make amends not obsessed that I screwed up I saw that and I will do my best to not repeat that which is what amends is amends needs to kind of make up for but it also means and I will not continue repeating that

that's complete transformation heaven is here now heaven is synonymous with God yes but God is synonymous with peace love joy that means peace is here now I'm so upset I'm so conflicted peace is here now I don't see it how can I get to that place choose again I don't like what I'm feeling here and whatever brought it about even if I don't know what it is I don't this is not okay I don't dig this I'm gonna surrender that and choose again something different it's a process that we can all practice simply and regularly

last week I went into that process as three steps but also elaborated as a five step process not the five step healing process I have to talk about it's very very similar but I used different wording the general idea is this isn't working it's not peace and God when I say it isn't working I don't just mean to my standards I mean it's not love and I'm gonna choose love instead you don't have to do it in my wording you don't have to do it in a way that appeals to me or anybody else just find your own way I

remember somebody who's real old-school dark node-negative kind of energy but you know believed in God when a friend of theirs was really going through the dark night just really deep into alcoholism deep into losing wife and family over the alcoholism life was falling apart house is gone and everything falling apart I witnessed this really dark dense heavy negative person say to that guy the friend of theirs you better talk to the man upstairs see this is their languaging I think it's fine but God's not a male

stop it this worked for those guys one of them reached out to his friend and said reach out to the man what do you mean and I heard this person in all their seeming negativity say well just just talk to God and he was talking to him about let let go of the old life this guy wasn't even about that toe sort of thing but it came through him in their languaging never shame the languaging it's coming through and even when it doesn't seem like it's coming through your friends your partner's your children they don't seem to be acting

very what you perceive to be spiritual they're not you you live your spiritual and allow them to live theirs even if it doesn't look spiritual as I said a couple weeks ago everyone's on the spiritual path you can't not be on the spiritual path cuz you have a spirit in you so every path you walk is a spiritual path so don't make them live your spiritual path but just let it be I got it you're in God's hands even if you don't believe it just say even rough wording say it you can even curse sometimes and say god I can't believe

what a blankety-blank life I'm in and I can't believe what the blankety-blank person did to me go ahead it's not like God's going you know I can't hear this you know God is not hearing the words as much as people think it's the intention and even if you're going i angry Domon spitting and cursing and what god's hearing is i need help it here's the intention and how could God say I hear that you need help it's quitting time I mean I'm sorry I can't help you there's

no there's no God that would respond to a cry for love other than to give the love so we all have to be willing to retire the former ways of thinking and living and being and doing and so on and shift it into this is what I believe is going to take me closer to love I don't have to preach it to other people but I do have to catch on and start practicing it you don't have to force angels to come and visit you you just live to be so irresistible they can't resist I'm it's just so irresistible aren't I you know it's not

the arrogance of that it's the Wow just imagine that idea you know people think okay um nice day today and I did my morning prayer you know in my room sacred and Brit breath and called in spear and then I started my day and went on and it was great worn my mala beads and you know this and that and you know and an ohm symbol on my t-shirt so I really love a spiritual life but then when it's time for certain intimate kinds of things which you know I'll use the word intimate yellow under and well you know and mixed audience

here so when you have a certain of intimate experience it's kind of like you know God why don't you just stay out there I'm gonna shut the door now cuz I got some fun things I'm gonna be doing for a bit why do people think it's either/or if we really get it what I'm gonna do on this side of that door or on that side of that door should only be things that resonate with this presence if you're not going to you might want to look at that I'm gonna be doing some things that are totally not very spiritual holy or

loving right now then I might want to rethink that as maybe that's the stuff that's over here and I'm trying to get over here yeah but I really dig this okay then just own that that's where you are right now don't call it holy just but they own you know I'd really like to get over there but I'm not going to I really want to hang with this for a bit longer even if that's an addiction it won't save you or help you to shame yourself for any form of addiction just start that it is because that's the first step to healing anything owning

what is to pretend it isn't isn't gonna help to falsely get to this side isn't gonna help you're it's it's it's fake heaven as I'm closing now is here and now it's here and now but we can't just do it in meditation and we can't just do it in some philosophical sense the kingdom of heaven is here now so the good news is I'm already one with God I'm already in the presence of heaven I'm already kind of soaking in that energy but I forgot how to feel it or remember it or I identify it that's gonna happen through

my day to day practice of balanced living practice of forgiveness and learning to shift what isn't right for me to something that is right so it's my daily daily choices not feeling it choose again wishing not gonna help choose again we have to learn to step up and make that choice if we're not actively saying the kingdom of heaven is here through our actions and our thoughts then we're actually doing the opposite which is tossing that voice over the cliff and when they tried to do that to Jesus

it says he just disappeared from the midst of them some say well he you know broke away from their grasp you know and and walked away I don't know when people are really intended and there's hundreds of them and one of you it's hard to say that he just fought them off he shook them off let's say or he just energetically sort of not just disappeared there's a way to do a a Jedi mind trick where I'm here but you can't see me that you know you can't do that I've done that you know at different times in my life when I was a

kid I did it a couple times driving fast you know I just thought Jedi Jenna you know you do what you're gonna do when you're immature so that that that presence can be you know I am good I'm not gonna go over the cliff for you guys no thanks when your mind decides something even if it's not literal they couldn't see him do you understand when he decided no thank you they couldn't see him metaphorically they couldn't they didn't know how to deal with him they didn't know how to grab him because he wasn't there

meaning energetically I give you nothing to grab energetically I give you nothing to judge you know I have a thing or two to say about you but wait I can't think of what it was Jedi mind-trick because I'm not here to be a target for you when we really get it and we get confused cuz we go but Jesus played the role of a martim now he played a role to fulfill all those stories about someone being a Fett sacrificial lamb but he said now that's done if you own my consciousness you won't have to do that you can actually

say you will not be needing to do that today I'm not interested in what you have to say today not to be mean but it's a it's a thought process no thank you many of you have heard me say it as these words not today and it just means no you know oh I hear that you you want a bad mouth and and harm me in some way no I'm good no thanks that's what it's like you react you're kind of welcoming them because now you're in the pit with them and I have seen some of you folks say to me Michael when you said this or when you

advised that or in a private session you guys have gone off and done some of these things and you said it was so weird it worked they didn't know what to say you know oh they were starting to yell at me an all of a sudden they lost their voice or some really cool miracles like that the the tree bends over the head of Buddha to shade him when he was doing his work when it was too hot and brought him rain when he needed to cool off and so on of course in miracles' tells you the same thing the more you sent her into who you are

you will be taken care of don't be anxious of what to say even if you're dragged into courts let me speak through you which in a sense is called channeling but instead of just channeling a thing a person an entity or higher-dimensional whatever i've always said a few weeks ago we covered this you learn to become that thing you want channeled so my job is not just to channel the discarnate person called Jean Jesus but to become the Christ that he is and that's called in those in the New Testament putting on the mind of

Christ already alright please take a few centering breaths just allow this to integrate a bit just let it soak in and integrate we'll spend a few minutes in deepening our understanding meditating and then we'll close into our closing song but we'll do it today like we did last week as part of our meditation in this meditation we let all things fall away we just casually observe all the things we have thoughts that are done anytime

in the recent past today yesterday last week last month things we've engaged in words reactions anything that you could honestly say didn't resonate with Christ God presence let's just observe ourselves in our normal day-to-day stuff that slips offenses defenses reactions fears Hertz hates angers physical emotional let's just see them we're not only seeing it individually but we're also accepting it for each other we're holding that space for each other so I / we are bearing witness to all the

things that have been going on that don't feel like light be with them don't shame them don't try to push them away just drop into them thoughts feelings hurts and hear these words I recognize that this does not feel like the grace of God that's very clear to me I don't even have to know how this came about but I do know this action word thought feeling whatever does not feel like the presence of love so I am choosing to give this to you father mother god this represents past programming this represents past wounds unhealed issues

memories I'm choosing to give it to you I don't need to be a slave any longer to those past reactions programs this is called being born again I'm surrendering this to you father mother god I know not what to do it with it and I don't need to know all I know is I have a choice to surrender it and I'm doing so now and just feel somehow energetically that you're emptying entering the now moment the first stages of the now moment the humble vulnerable open empty I know nothing I don't need to fix I don't know how to fix I surrender I

surrender and now I would like to replace that former thought feeling experience with something new the presence of God so we're actually calling in the Holy Spirit Divine Mother of God asking her presence to pour upon us with each breath she goes through our crown into our hearts on an inhale and we fill up more and the exhale it washes over us invigorating us creating a light based passion for life creativity it gives us things that are light based that to say to paint to feel we call in that presence and it's growing and it's

growing call in her presence in the form of a feeling instead of sadness regret shames and so on call it in as a feeling like peace and happiness if you have any trouble calling it in it means I still believe I'm not worthy I'm still trying to toss it over the cliff keep downloading with every breath for the next 1/2 minute the presence of divinity and in the back of your doing that there's this chant coming from heaven itself that's holding space that you can do that you can do this you can accomplish this that you are the kingdom

of heaven is at hand it's here now all of heaven is commanding this not requesting it it holds it as an affirmation the kingdom of heaven is actually here and now breathe it in it begins to mend neurons nerves cells DNA it begins to make all things right my past washes further clean and a new anticipation of a new life comes to me now be as children excited for the good things in life act excited act excited when you get to see your friends feel anticipation I am truly an unlimited being a deep breath in and a sound of release like stay with it

eyes closed feel that good what a relief to get all that stuff off and one more good the next time we're going to do it as a tone in what sound does being connected to God make keep going be the presence of God make the sound that angels make when they see each other make the sound that angels make when they're in the presence of each other when they're the in the temple of God the consciousness of God what sound do God messengers make what sound do their wings make by vibrating what sound do angels make when they see conflict and war just send it

just download the love keep going keep going let it download from the heavens into our hearts into our navel Center up and out as a sound another minute keep going visualize it as waves picture these waves dispersing conflict picture these waves reaching capitals political capitals the white houses and the Pentagon's of the world download it believe in it somewhere political people are having meetings picture them going what is that

and it's our sound and the sound of God and the sound of the angels telling them the kingdom of heaven is at hand download it to soldiers that are fighting for people download it to people that are crying and praying for support and help financially people that are struggling emotionally people who have suffered abuse as adults or children no stone left unturned vibrations of love under every rock into every particle every cell mineral plant and so on almost done keep going fill your body sort of rocking a wave of this light

waves of light and then now try to hear it without hearing it stay with that and imagine an angel in front of you that leans forward and puts a finger to its mouth saying Shh the kingdom of heaven is at hand the kingdom of God is here and says you are part of God and you are very holy and then the angel winks and says so act like it and so it is how'd that feel

good in every bone in every particle just really let that vibration set in