The 3 Minds

So today, let's talk about the three minds or three states of consciousness, primarily, that we can have. We could say that there are several states of consciousness, like one for each chakra, 'cause we do... We have a physical state of consciousness, an emotional state and so on. In a sense, you could say that our soul.

It's kind of funny because people don't quite understand what chakras are. They're not just like wheels of light that are stuck on you, spinning away. You could imagine that your soul is this radiant being 'cause it is, but then it zips up this body, it surrounds it. So now the light doesn't come out much because there it's contained in this skin.

That's why we say the eyes are the windows of the soul, because in a sense, that's one way you can somewhat see somebody's light, their happiness, or they're whatever it happens to be. But, the chakras are, for lack of a better concept or phrase, they're like punctures into, through the skin, into the soul, so the soul's light can beam out through the chakras.

That's a great analogy of what chakras are about, but the soul isn't just equally shining through all of those. Sometimes one chakra's beaming more light than another. And if you don't know what chakras or anybody watching for that matter, it just really think of it as windows into your soul. And so those windows are shining light through them, or they're not. When they're not, we want 'cause they each represent different states of consciousness.

So even though my soul is here and it's one, it refracts. When it's beaming out, it refracts into a root chakra versus a crown chakra. Each of these centers, seven of them, represent different parts of me. So it doesn't just beam equally through my skin, let's say.

Instead it beams, but the root chakra versus the heart chakra, each of those has a different purpose. So how much light or what kind of light, quality of light, that comes through those centers is gonna depend on how I'm doing in that topic. So instead of equal, my heart could be beaming greatly versus the root chakra, if I'm not well-grounded.

My root chakra could be beamng greatly and my crown might be dim. So these Centers tell us different things about ourselves. But all of that can be made more general into three states of consciousness. In a sense we have a spiritual state of consciousness we actually have like you know Jesus said The Kingdom of Heaven is within you, the Kingdom of God is within you.

So that doesn't mean maybe that's what it means. The Kingdom of Heaven is within you. So we have that light, we have that presence of God right here within us. I'm gonna share a couple of quotes in a moment from A Course in Miracles, but we have that perfect radiant light, and it's literally symbolized, in our upper three chakras it's literally and metaphorically, up here, so the kingdom of heaven is within you, doesn't mean like just in your baby to the metaphor is to say, when you go with him and up the Kingdom of Heaven, we pray, up to the heavens,

the word heavens means up there, right? You don't think of heavens, and look down. So when we pray, we're following this compulsion to go upwards, but it's actually not on Mars or the moon, or the clouds when we go and fill the cat pray to the heavens. It actually i

s us in here, in here, looking within and praying upwards to hear... You don't actually have to leave yourself to go and pray to heaven. You know, it's not like I like more code up there or I have to look or doesn't count, you know, what are you looking at you know, if you told a five-year-old they would go, "You mean on the ceiling 'cause they're right? What are you looking at? Mom, Dad, you know, were you going... So we tried to teach people.

Heaven is up, and they took it literally as humans do, when they started looking up. Oh, I'm sorry, I meant within you, Okay, we'll wait. A right. How do I turn and go with it, and look with it? And it's easier to do that than i

t is to... So, it's hard for some beings to understand this, but one state of consciousness that we have is called the knowing-ness of God. The presence of God. And it's right here. How cool is that? You know, the presence, it doesn't mean that everything I know of this state space is as good as it gets, it just means the little bit of heaven that I know, or the great amount of heaven, I know is all right here, I could always keep opening up to more and more, and it just creates what that thing we call a halo in pictures.

Those who are enlightened don't just have an aura they also have a halo around their head meaning God is with me 'cause the halo means my Copernican the presence of God is so present, here in my upper three centers that I have an extra glow about me kind of cool. The second state of consciousness, we have is not just the divine it's what of course in miracles calls our right-mindedness? And then we have a third state of consciousness, A Course in Miracles calls our wrong-mindedness and some people...

Oh, I don't like the word wrong. Well, you know, process it, you know, because you gotta get over the silly terminologies. There's a reason for the wording. Very important reason. So there are three of me the Divine, the awakened, but not yet divine, which is in here the heart.

And then the human self that's a sleep and if you're asleep, spiritually, you can't be making right-minded decisions you're making wrong-minded decisions. Well, I don't like the word wrong. Okay, but again there's a reason for the word, it's because if you are not in the mind of God, and are not even in your right mind you, by default, you're in your wrong mind, and wrong mind simply means you're not thinking.

Truthfully, if you're with God or in your right mind you, you're able to know the truth of God, but if you're not in your right mind you don't know the truth, which means you're wrong. If you think that you are a sinful, guilty, shamed lonely or whatever, being the good n

ews is, you are wrong. So I'm trying to get across is... Oh, now you don't mind that we're wrong. You know, if you think that you are limited in any way if you think you owe comically all the world, all kinds of shame. Of yours and Nadine, you've been and done things you've done in the past, you're actually wrong. That doesn't mean that you should say, "Oh therefore, if I owe a bill I won't pay it.

Because now that you're in this world, you have to respect the illusion, so you will be compelled to pay off some karma and you should feel compelled to pay off your bills of your bills. Take care of what seems to be, but in the knowing-ness of God, none of this is even happening, not even, it's not even possible, you can't be in a world that's over there instead of in God, it's not possible because the Lord thy God is one not one and something else, so there's only God that's the capital T-truth.

Now, that's up here. In other words, my ability to know that is here. There's a part of me meaning all of us. Imagine this, there's a part of me that has never forgotten who I am. Is that cool? There's a part of me not... I hope some day I grow and evolve to that place of remembers I wanna be like a Buddha or whatever else.

There is already a part of us that has never forgotten and cannot forget who we really are. Right here. And that doesn't mean that a little bit, like I said earlier, the little bit of my awareness that is nurtured here it is, it's just that it keeps nurturing into... Remember, I'm not improving upon God, I'm improving upon my ability to experience it and know the truth of God, right here so God as I know it, you could say, literally or metaphorically? Is here, so some people will say, "Okay I'm gonna meditate on my crown my third eye, and so

forth. That's actually cool 'cause there's all these people out there. Third high third on momma Crowder on light beings coming open my crown home and not... So it sounds really cool, 'cause I'm becoming spiritual. If you can't take that thing and ground it into better behaviors you're really not getting anywhere, you know your own yourself into nowhere because you've gained nothing.

You'll pass over you'll get to the other side and they'll say, Oh we see you, you know, a new syllable. I mean, that's about it, you know how to chant the letter. O-H-N-M-or O-M, depending on how you wanna... Or a, um, whatever you want, however you want to spell it, you got it, that's amazing. A new syllable you spent your whole life on earth and that's all you got. We're gonna have to send you back.

There's so much more oyster a plane to the other woman one. So what's the point? It's like you have to become the one you've been chanting. Don't try to just... You're not like a firework. Just supposed to walk around, a spring sparkles out the top of your head. How do you know there's a

saying, you know, how does it grow corn, how does it... What is the practicality of it? And has it helped you to become a better person? So yes, there's this beautiful knowing-ness of God don't try to just overly flood yourself up to that place or we have some work to do. This is already okay, I don't have to go and make it open, it's already okay, but I don't totally know that yet, I know, and there's a way to figure that out.

We'll get to that, but not by you trying to just overly "Storm The Gates Of Heaven" by just putting all your energy up here. You forgot to eat for three weeks and you saw God you were just dying from starvation. It wasn't like a spiritual experience you just forgot to eat. So stop it, just knocked that up. So the knowing-ness of God, yes, it's important but God's already...

Okay, so then if I don't need to work that much on these upper chakras what do I need to work on? Well, let's start with the next, the second of our three identities the second is my heart. So let's work on the heart love. This is called right-mindedness? And A Course in Miracles, so work on love and forgiveness, that's how you open up to right-mindedness? But there's a third identity wrong-mindedness the human self that's where we need to be doing our work where I'm thinking thoughts that God would not have me think feeling feelings

that God would not have me feel doing actions that God would not choose for me to take those actions that's it. And that is where the ego has primarily entrenched itself. The ego knows it, cannot actually go to heaven and you know mess up heaven for us it knows. And even if it could why bother all in as to do is keep tripping us when we're trying to walk up that ladder down from down here, it doesn't have to go up to heaven and find us, it just messes with us, right here. So if you're still triggered by the same things

in this third identity and my human self, I if I'm still every day tripping on that then the ego doesn't have to do that much more work on us. Just a little distraction. So that's why, mystics over all these years, you would put so much time into you, don't g

et involved with The World, Don't think don't, but go... Go live in a cave because they were over, they were overdoing it, but they were trying to get across. This world can trip you up very easily. So, withdraw from it. Celibacy poverty, all those valves they tried to do because they said it's so easy to get tripped here. What they didn't realize is the ego then was hijacking their minds by telling you don't do anything and you might become more holy. See, first there was we did that didn't work.

Don't do that didn't work. Now I'm confused, if doing and don't doing if either of those don't work and I can't get home. And what do I do? Perfect, now the ego trip you each direction so that you're in a no-win situation, which it loves. So instead, the doing wrong, don't do wrong doing, but doing differently is the right path.

That's it, the doing of our own nature. See, this is the trick. Doing from our own selves is not connecting, it's not growth, not doing to show how spiritual we are... We abstain from it all. You're actually still doing... You're just doing nothing, you're still doing... You don't realize it. No, no, I'm abstaining from all things I don't even do anymore.

In fact, I'm gonna stop speaking now because I'm so spiritual. You know, it's like, you remember the Life of Brian, money Python, there's this moment where this guy is running in, they're sort of making fun of all the sacred cows that we have in religion and all that, but there's a guy who's an aesthetic he doesn't speak follow poverty and he's sitting down in a hole.

You know, just doing a spiritual whatever, a guy's running by falls in the pit, and lands on him and he goes... Oh yeah, you made me talk because people are after me, you want me to be quiet, you know it's just, it's like that, it's like over serious about it all, so you don't have to take vows of silence, but if you do, why, because I'm starting to recognize how many ridiculous things I say.

Well, that's pretty cool, that's good to know. It's called fasting a form of fasting from speaking good as long as you're seeing something. But if you said, "God you know, to be more spiritual, I'm gonna stop talking. God would say, "Okay if you want to do that, do that for maybe a day.

But what I'd really prefer is that you actually speak, but speak with value. There are people that could use your words, if you use them. Well see, it's not to speak from the ego nor to not speak, trying to be non-ego, it's learning to get everything connected so that we're channels of God. So I don't have to not speak, I learn, I need to learn why were you even not speaking so that you could uproot unhealthy speaking? Well, you could just do that by doing it, just watch yourself.

Listen to yourself catch yourself apologize make amends if you speak words that are not wholly this concept of "Thou shalt not kill, in the Bible. We were taking the commandments. So literally, it was always about, okay, don't kill which is good. But what we forgot is deeper meanings.

We kill with words, "hateful-ness even saying I can't afford that. You just murdered yourself financially, in terms of your prosperity, consciousness when you say "Oh sex is not... You just murdered a part of your root chakra. You see what I'm saying there is no God, you just cut off from your ability to access that thing.

So our thoughts, and our words, are constantly dancing with the universe, committing crimes you could say against ourselves. So it is valuable to catch ourselves and say Wow, what am I doing, what was it, what was I saying? When I said that? Just watch catch yourself. Look, let me back up the truck there, got it, and just redo it reprogram it. Now, some people have their techniques for re-programming all of its fine, mostly make sure it's done in here, in the mind and in the heart and soul.

So there's the divine mind, of God now, where does the divine mind, of God reside in heaven. Where is that? Okay, well here okay cool. Then there's a second world. Even when we departed heaven originally in a sense, we went and lived somewhere when we were created, we forgot our divinity but we sort of went and lived somewhere else. It wasn't just heaven anymore, it was called EDS.

That's where our right mind is, so we have the complete connectedness with God, which is heaven with it, which is within me and it's wherever heaven is. There's a second world called Eden. I also live in Eden. I know historically, we used to live in Eden. You still live in need, just like you still live in heaven.

It's a matter of shifting our awareness from one to the other, but we don't longer now to shift our awareness of heaven, so we let it go, so we drop down to a place it... Which is your heart chakra when you live in your heart you connect with your heart, you're actually living and even again, which is synonymous with the second mind your right mind. So every time you choose love, peace, forgiveness, you are returning to Eden 'cause it's in your heart, and that's where you do love, peace, and forgiveness makes sense.

Back to God, but that's not all the way home, but that's the bridge, the heart is the bridge between my human self mostly controlled by my ego and my divine self. So love and forgiveness technically is the bridge from the ego world to heaven. Doesn't that make sense? It's just like how nice and simple, is that, that's why forgiveness is so important.

There are people that say, "Oh forgiveness is important, they're still talking about because that helps us get along. But you're not even getting the real purpose, it's not just to have a little nicer life. Or are you and your person that you were arguing with get along a little better? That's nice, but don't forget when you forgive your actually going from hell, half way home to heaven forgiveness actually takes you to the place in between the limited fear-based world and heaven itself, that's no small statement.

Just the act of forgiveness, love and forgiveness also though brings me back to Eden itself. Eden is a state of consciousness just like heaven is a state of consciousness. Eden is a state of mind, and you are returning. If I could say, "I'm gonna Waveland, and when I

do all of us can return to Eden. Would we go... You most people who say, "Oh my God, really, you mean paradise of course, all right, how do you get there. Well, I don't know, some day you know, I guess it's Bible. It tells me we were cast out. And I guess that's that every time you practice love and forgiveness, you are returning to Eden an article of your being has gone to eaten.

Well, can't we just go home? You're not going home, you're going to even before you go home, if you can't get your mind half way corrected how do you expect it to be fully corrected. How do you get to the whole? If you can't do the half it doesn't make sense. So we live in a fear-based world that is shrouded with veils, and veils and "Veles of limited belief systems Hatcher aggression, all that stuff car, all those things that we do and get back to each other and get docked each other and all that have energy. That's the ego trying

to say. I'm gonna put so much weight on you, you cannot ascend but the weight is not stuff is we imagine a physical way it. I'm gonna put so much burden and you're being hurts resentment, every time you even try to wake up. I'm gonna make sure I'm there to deliver a memo. Go ahead, do you have anything you want to work on, so you can get home gourmet in it? I'm gonna start working on no issues with my father.

Excellent, that's great that he goes on to say, "I am now going to arrange a new boss at work who will have your dad's name, he'll wear your dad's colon and every time he walks by, you're gonna just cringe 'cause I'm gonna make sure you don't work on dad, as much as you think you're gonna try to work on down.

That's what the ego can do, sometimes when I speak about the ego it'll sound like we're talking about like the devil 'cause that's what the it is, it's the same, but it also then sounds like it's another being somewhere. That's why the devil got an ego personalized as the devil, and then it's IT's fault that devil made me do it. It's not like that at all.

The ego as dev is a choice we make, it's the fear in us that is that thing when I no longer choose to live in fear or limiting belief systems that I'm no longer being controlled by the devil, or my ego. Okay, I'm starting to wake up. But that's not something you can just go, Okay, starting now, I think I'll do that. You know, try ready, go. It didn't work.

Now what do I do? Well, that it's not a snap of the finger, it's a day-by-day choice. It's a 12-step program, applied to life, where I'm gonna say, I need God's help, I'm gonna need to take an inventory. That's how you dismantle the ego you don't fight it, you don't kill it, you don't know.

'cause it's not really there, but it's like an addiction, it doesn't really, it it's not really more powerful than my ability to choose, but in addiction seems like it. It's all it is. It seems to have power over me, ego so I'm addicted to my ego. You're not just addicted to drugs, alcohol, and whatever, whatever, whatever, all of those other things are actually symptomatic of being addicted to our ego, that leads us to all those other addictions.

It's one thing, the ego and the ego is the part of us again, that it lives in fear and it's hard to explain all that in perfect detail as we sit here for just a matter of minutes. But it happened because we wondered what life would be like if we could be separated from God.

And then, we shamed ourselves for such a thought and we need not shame ourselves for that, but we did. Instead, we can just say, Wow, you know what... What's amazing, what I really love is that... That's impossible, reminding ourselves, it's impossible to be separate from God. So, I have God and heaven, I have right-mindedness? Through love and forgiveness, and every time I choose fear every time I choose lack limitation competition gossip, I am choosing my wrong mind, primarily then overshadowing my lower three chakras which is my physical life, my emotional life, and my intellectual life.

Lower mind. So my lower self, is primarily controlled by my ego and every time if I want to break free of that I have to go to the heart and practice forgiveness so the ego is gonna make sure you don't get away with that. That's why, stuff comes around and around.

So, it beats us up makes us not know the progress we've made in our forgiveness es in life. Because if you start to see that you're making progress, you're gonna become happily addicted to something very positive, beautiful not negatively addicted, but just Wow, this works, and then you're gonna keep doing it. That's w

hy it's important that you... And I always remember that every time we make even a slight shift in our lives, in our consciousness, and we see it in our lives. Don't forget to say thank you, because it means, I believe I'm committing that this is true, that this worked... When you go, "Okay I'm practicing some forgiveness. You're looking around, I'm like not sure if this is working. That's what you'll get back.

Go ahead and show a commitment. Not only am I doing this if I can feel a slight shift. Well, I don't know, maybe that's just my coffee ticking in. No, maybe... Maybe forgiveness work you know maybe it's 'cause I watch that. I heard my favorite song. You see, that's the head, that's the ego trying to go.

No, no, no, no, let's sabotage any chance that this actually works. So when it does work, when you see even the slightest shifts grab it even without seeing it, believe that it's true, but when you do see even the slightest something they thank you because once you have that cannot be taken back the ego can't go and sabotage that, like, it could, when you're hedging, you know, a little on the fence. Simple things like thank you.

So God's mind my right mind, which is my choose, that's the guy inside the heart that can choose and say, "I'm gonna choose forgiven us today, I'm gonna make a different choice today. The choose that's my right mind. The lower mind down here. That's the ego self, and that's, you know, the world of earth as we know it.

Now, that said, it could easily be interpreted that Michael is saying this is good, this is bad, so we should get away from bad and start trying to get up to the good. No, now that we have created a world that seems to be down here three-dimensional universe we actually cannot go home without taking it with us. The world we created must be transformed.

You don't actually get to leave the wicked, evil earth plan. I'm saying that facetious, you can't leave the world of lack and sickness, you actually have to find heaven on earth or you don't get to leave at all. Well, that's not fair. I just wanna go up and be in heaven with God and the angels. You really well, then go back to Earth and find them.

They're not there, they are there, that's the problem they are there 'cause God is technically all of it, but We fabricated a world that we think we separated from God and went down to live somewhere else, you can't, this is all happening in our consciousness. So in a sense, you could say God is all often symbolized by a dot or a circle 'cause it means completeness.

So here's the circle of God, here's the knowing is of God, and your up, or three chakras. Now, once upon a time, when we thought... I wonder what I would to like to separate from God, what happened was you know what that is, technically is like saying there's God. And then, why don't we go create our own world. Over here somewhere, right? But you can't actually leave God at all, so what you can d

o is pretend to... So what happened was, we said, "Here's God so the second circle which is our reality, God's reality and our reality. What happened is that when we created another reality, the first reality can't ever completely leave us, 'cause God cannot be apart from us to watch. Second circle came and it went here. It's still super imposed slightly one circle slightly overlapping.

Another One represents God, one represents the earth plane. But the two circles overlap. Don't think that, which creates a shape like this, called the Vesco, paces that in sacred geometry two circles overlapping, the little space that overlaps, is the vesicles and that shape if the upper is Heaven and the lower is Earth. What's the middle one Eden where is it found in your body, your heart chakra upper circle lower circle overlapped right here.

And if that's the "If God is here and my human self is down at the lower circle, what do I call the middle one, the Christ and that's why that shape is known as the shape of the Christ that's why Jesus was said to be drawing this thing that looked like a fish on the ground, he was drawing the Christ symbol.

So what he's saying when they say, "Oh they're judging each other, and we should stone, the this girl to death, or whatever, for doing whatever he's drawing on the ground. Why was he drawing that is because he's saying, Yes we're entering the age of Pisces, as an astrologer, might say that's part of what he was doing, but he was also saying Christ Christ is the answer. Access your Christ and you'll know what to do with this girl.

And it's forgive her, let it go. Christ. So when they're looking over his shoulder some of them are seeing him draw that symbol meaning to them unconsciously, that geometry man, you guys are not acting very Christy right now. You ought to behave a little more like this.

What's this mean? And it's downloading a little something to their consciousness. Even if they don't understand it consciously. It was a sacred geometry that could go into their mind, and go. Something's not quite right here. It must have worked because they w

alked away, they didn't say... Oh, you're an artist. Let's start on... It shifted them they stopped doing what they were gonna do. If that's a metaphor of something, what would that be? A parable or metaphor of that, even us, when we're making poor choices back to Christ. And you'll be in your right mind that's how you access God, you're not gonna go from total human fear-based consciousness to total enlightenment one with God.

There's something in between you have to choose God, the Choose is this guy in the middle, you have to first access the choose you have to first access the heart and soul, which is for now, where the Christ resides in me. In my heart and so. So it's kind of cool because that sacred geometry and the symbolism and what Jesus is technically doing in terms of almost magic, like using a geometry that can download to people and change their consciousness, but it's a great metaphor for us all. I've got a human life.

What do I do with my day-to-day problems? I need to access the Christ 'cause in the Christ, I find my healing see in the heart notice the heart is the place where the upper circle comes down and it's where the lower circle, comes up. So if I can access that heart center and I'm not just pushing like part heart on everybody, I'm saying if I access the heart center.

That's where my answers are, because that's where the choose is. I chose to believe that I left God I now have to choose to recognize it never happened. And one way to do that is forgiveness. If I still forgive people, for all the bad things they did, I'm still a human trying a little bit of forgiveness when I access the Christ's self, then I realize, forgive them, they know not what they do, and then it changes to forgive them 'cause they have not done it.

I will shift into such a high state of mind that I will come to realize and I'm not saying Try to leap to this, but I am saying that on Earth forgiveness looks like one thing which is... You did this all over look it there's a higher version is... You did it, but I understand, you know, not what you do.

That was your trip, that's fine, audios were good. There's another one that says, "you know, It's a funniest thing. One would assume that you did this or that to Mary? I think I remember that historically but it's the weirdest thing, because technically the divine in me is not even on Earth.

I'm dreaming that I'm on Earth, the divine me cannot be harmed. You kicked me in the leg where did you do that? 'cause that doesn't happen in heaven. Well, it happened when we were on earth, we never were honor, we were dreaming we were on earth. So the forgiving you... When I finally get to my divinity the forgiving you will become...

I dreamt that You kicked me in the leg. I dreamt that I was mad about it, but when I woke up the dream was gone. So now that the dreams, God, what do I do? Go back and I'm gonna forgive my dream like a dear divine me, I'm gonna overlook the divine them, that seemingly in a dream that I had that isn't really happening. I just slept and pretended that it did.

I'm gonna forgive them for that. It doesn't really make that much sense. And it's the same for us. And the fact that we think God is in some way punitive And is gonna punish us in some way for these kinds of things also doesn't make sense because that's trying to drag God into believing that these things happened and somehow writing at all for us.

I'm not saying We're all ready to be in that place. All of us are ready yet. No, whatever level of forgiveness, you're willing to practice is a good one. But forgiveness is what takes us from the false world to the real world. And we have to do that, we actually have to transform the world we're in.

There is heaven there is Eden and there's earth, and for all kinds of reasons, I can explain Earth is the fear-based world. It's the one, the egos may it's the one that is veiled with all kinds of judgment and attack, that we do on each other. Guilt and shame that's true. So it doesn't make sense. Michael, that you'd ask us to stay here.

Shouldn't we go? That's what the mystics and the religions tried to tell you. It's bad, it's bad, it's bad. Just hoped that one day you can leave and be selected to go to have and not help. That's not a very promising doctrine. So instead what we're being told is, we tried that... We tried doing... And we tried not doing abstaining.

Now, even the most spiritual of us tenant just can't wait till I leave and go home, we have to breathe and go Damn seriously. I can't just know there's no where to go, you know, it's like the old song kicks. Just keep getting harder to find. Remember that old 60s? To me it's talking about trying to escape, but it's using the reference of drugs, but it's saying you're trying to escape but you can't run away from you.

It's a great line, great great line, and every day you wake up, you still ain't feeling right, you keep trying these different things to escaping it doesn't work, you can't own yourself out of this world or away from cell phones. So I just shut the damn thing. Girl, you can do it. I was gonna do something, I was going to put a jar of water on the window sill for cell phones. It's sort of just a for fun.

Nobody's gonna actually wanna drop it in there but I think it would be kind of cute. Or cell phone deposit a little jar water. So just be thinking it, to be thinking about this from a different perspective and realize there's nowhere to go. You can't get away from you. So what are we gonna do? What a bummer.

I'm speaking "facetious-ly a part of us just go "You're kidding me, I can't leave can't get away, can't escape nothing to, there is no escape nothing will help you won't chant yourself out of your stuff and you can't suicide, yourself out of this world. All you'll ever do is come back until to you. T

here is no world not. I'm gonna go where there's a higher dimension it's... I have to actually experience the consciousness of God, right here when I do that, when there is no separation in my mind between heaven and earth, then I won't need to be on earth. When I understand that there's no separation. Who do you do that again? Don't fake it, you can't walk around on a ten, you can't just try to bless yourself out nor drug yourself out or whatever, else, "it's love and forgiveness, love and forgiveness, because metaphorically to bring heaven to earth I have to access my right mind, and in the right mind is where

we meet the Holy Spirit of God or the Divine Mother, she's what births the Christ child in me. So if I don't access her, I'm not accessing anything. Of a higher nature, so I go into my heart and through forgiveness, and saying, mother help me. You know, she's the nurture, I scrape my knee.

She, mom, she washes the knee and she takes care of it, you know. Would you like me to take care of you? Thank you, Momma feels much better. Bandage all go. Would you like a cheese sandwich. Michael? Yes, yes mom. Double valve of course. Yes. Would you like a chocolate milk with that? Yes, mother is called, Yes, Michael, it's great. That's the mother.

How can I help you? I'll give you your cheese showman all that if you just let me help you clean things up a little bit, I'll give you the things you think you need on earth. They're not real but I'm gonna help you have a happy dream, the world's a dream, but I'm gonna give you a happy dream. What do you mean, you mean if I work on love and forgiveness? Even my bank account would be affected.

Yes, my health would be then yes, I'd have better friendships. Of course, honey. Really. I thought, I thought forgiveness was like kind of an abstracting that I only call on once every couple of years when something really bad happens and in the meantime, I have to fight for a raise at work. And better friendships and so on.

She says, "I know that's what all of you tend to think whatever you want, forgiveness offers, it says of course in miracles, what would you like? But that sounds in practically the most practical thing in the universe, what would you like. Well, I've been struggling with aging.

I've got a surgery that's needed on my knee, or whatever. What is that gonna really fix it? We will first fix what you think about it, how you feel about that. Me, you see Michael. You don't have a need or a need for a replacement or whatever. We're dealing with a bank account issues, whatever you don't actually... That's not actually the problem. The problem is the wounds behind it are causing it.

What are you saying? I will help you with the wounds back to forgiveness. I will help you with the ones, how... Let's talk about it, you know, let's talk about that knee. What does it mean to you, who you feeling since it's not working well, I feel limited. You already feel limited before your knee hurt.

Well, I feel like, you know, I can't do all the things I'd like to do now. You already believed you couldn't do all the things you wanted to do. It was already our belief systems. So, she saying Would you let me work on not just your knee when should you scraped your name. Can I work on your soul? Oh that sounds kind of cool.

Can I lay on the couch "widodo course? I mean you could sit in a hot tub if you like. Where would you like to do that. I would recommend, in a place that is as we... You can be as present as possible and... And you lie down. Or are you sitting... A chair with a counselor, a Chaplin with yourself i

n your journal, you process, you talk... You cry to the mother, You have no this is so weird. Mother. I was talking about just a knee-it arts. Fix it, that's linear. See, that's a human. Oh, I heard God is helpful. Okay, fine. I got a knee problem. Fix it now. And we expect something to happen. A

nd she says... Well, would you mind me working on your knee by not talking about your name? Oh, that doesn't make any sense. At all, how do you... No wonder we don't trust God, that's how the ego mind works and instead, Oh, this is one of those deeper experiences, I've been hearing about. You wanting me to kinda go deeper into this. Oh great, alright I'll trust.

And before you know it, you're talking about that knee and how it makes you feel immobile and then you start to realize, have you ever felt in mobile in your life. Oh yeah, my life. Oh, so the me is actually an accumulative thing. You've had these emotions, a long time when people say it's an old sports injury. I wonder what was happening at that time in your life that now is carried over to an injury today.

It isn't true, you're not biology and anatomy. Your anatomy didn't just sit there for five years or whatever age we are you know it didn't just sit there and go, today. I think I'm gonna start screaming in pain today, I'm going to just do it doesn't do anything. Anatomy issue, it just sits there and is doing only what it's told to do by the nervous system, which is told what to do.

By the soul, so it's always the soul that says "You know what, that old injury isn't just an injury, is it. What is it that I always wanted to be? I used to be praised for my skills in Y, on my football team or whatever, it was and when I lost that I felt like I lost something inside.

So it's not the injury that's come back it's the feeling like you lost your reputation. When you go through manipulation that last week you go through menopause. That is a time of all kinds of stuff coming back, coming back. It's not a bad time, it's a dark night of the soul.

It's a process when we go through these old things coming back, they're not accidental, and it's not the body capable of controlling your mind, or your soul, your soul can't have pain really but it can have belief systems and the belief systems can manifest painfully or blissfully depending on the belief systems. So there's a time for all of us in these cycles.

Little wheels within bigger wheels bigger work within still bigger wills than that. And then there's a collective wheel of consciousness, the collective wheel is the wheel of the overall, the wheel of the occasion, records or Canticle ODS. So, that's the collective consciousness of mankind throughout all time. Anything ever thought, felt or experienced is this giant wheel and all of our little experiences happen here in the US.

It moves it stalls it seems to sometimes send it backwards, but this thing that we want to eventually clear ourselves from if you imagine how many gears are within those years, within other years, and then the cashiers and then you say, to myself. Yeah, man, I just wish we could change the world. I know what will work a new politician, the wheels like, "Oh god, backward. I

t isn't going to happen, because you changed your diet. It's gonna be... I insist that my consciousness be as high as possible. And I don't care what others do, I'm gonna just do that for me, that's the greatest contribution I can make. I can wish that it affected the big wheel in a huge way, but even Jesus comes, does what he does a perfectly as he could do it the wheel didn't go away.

It's not even real, let's say that first, but the will that seems to be in still here, Jesus, steps out of it, like you know, like Buddhist step off the wheel guys, but Jesus steps out of it, he makes, he turns the wheel into a wheel of light. There still seems to be a wheel. He did the greatest thing, and the highest thing you could possibly do, he didn't make the wheels go away, didn't you? Can't just say, "Well now that I'm a Christian, let's say, and I accept Jesus as my savior. Well, good, but you still need to brush your teeth,

otherwise you're just a Christian with bad breath, you know, brush your teeth Man, come on I'm gonna put, I don't need to put fuel in my car, 'cause I'm a Christy "ascension-oriented person. All that Jesus said, You still have put fuel in your car. So this is kind of weird. Why is any of this, why are we doing any of this if we can't see it a greater result, than we've been seeing? Because what happened was, what these beings have done and you are doing is you are without realizing it, shifting from the world that needs major repair and

will not receive it of itself it can fix the problem with more of itself, we have to shift into a different reality while still living here. So what they did for us was shown showing us that there's a different reality. S

o I'm gonna close with a quote from A Course in Miracles, quite... Quite deep, but a quote the course says, When we have moments of direct experience with God, these are called Revelations. And they represent the original form of communication between God and its creations, meaning there's God we were created in God and God would communicate by just constantly revealing what it is, and that was a perfect communication.

Any question we have, God would say, "And God is I am we are. And so it is... That was the end of everything, beginning and then right there, how we doing God, God is I am. We are perfect knowing this, of God, the rebel constantly revealing itself to us. Even if we were in even saying we need a little something. God, all it has to do is reveal itself to us.

And the answer is there and on Earth I need some help paying my bills if if I get out of the way, the illusionary veil parts, and I see God again which means God's revealing itself but it can't reveal itself in literal form it can only be reflected you can't manifest it in a world. That three DCs the 3rd World is only an illusion? So God will not be perfectly manifested in an illusion because it's not there, but what it can be is reflected and remembered in the illusion.

So it goes on to say, revelations induce a complete pottery suspension of your beliefs and separation doubt and fear. They involve an extremely personal sense of closeness to God or creation, which man tries to find even in intimate relationships. What that is saying is that even when we try to be intimate deep down, what we're trying to do is experience something beautiful. I know it hasn't always seem that way.

We haven't always acted that way, but even when you can pull it off and have a nice, loving connection with someone. We're told that even the active intimacy is an act of trying to experience the union with God, and the way we do things intimately, is typically nowhere close to that and the only way you can make the intimate act, a divine act is to call on the Divine, to be there.

I don't mean watching, I mean to be there in each of us during the act that would of course mean that it would only look like this, it would only involve this it would only be gay, would only be straight it would only be with this, or it would only be with it would only be in this position if that no. None of that is gonna determine it. It's in here. God helped. You have me see this person.

And the last thing God would do is by their religion, their gender, whatever, else, because all that disappears. When you say God... How would you have me see and experience the holiness of this person right here? The bodies tend to disappear. So it's kind of interesting 'cause when you do that, when you call the presence of God and even in an intimate act.

Mostly if you really do it right, mostly what's gonna happen is, almost like nothing even happened 'cause we lost sight of bodies, we started dancing in the clairvoyant coloration of it, we started experiencing something very cosmic very beautiful. It's like, By the way, did we even do that.

I don't know and I don't care, I I only know this happened. Wow, the physical body part isn't gonna really matter, as much when people get that right. It goes on to say this, is because sex is often experience with a lack of love, but Revelations spiritual revelations are purely a love experience.

Revelation is Lee, literally unspeakable, because it is in an experience of unspeakable love the revelation is unspeakable because it's unspeakable love physical closeness can't actually achieve this. Revelation is intensely personal, though, and is essentially not translatable into conscious and content at all.

So our deepest spiritual revelations can't actually be put into literal human terms, their experiences. And he goes on last couple of paragraphs. Revelations are indirectly inspired by me because I am close to the Holy Spirit and alert revelation readiness of my brothers and sisters, I can thus bring the direct experience of Revelation, down from God to you more than you can draw it down.

Miracles are different from those moments of direct connection in that miracles help release fear revelation induces a state in which fear has already been abolished miracles thus or a means Revelation is an end revelation unite souls with God, miracles, United souls with each other on earth, we learn forgiveness, which brings us miracles with each other, of forgiveness and connection to each other.

Revelation then takes it from each other to God, wrong-mindedness. We are split hateful judgmental right-mindedness? We reconnect divine-mindedness revelation upward, nothing healthy, horizontal healthy vertical hole, the reversal of all of that. And to do that, it's not something we're gonna have to say when, when is it even the Book of Revelation? And we're doing a course on that you guys are welcome to join us revelation of the divine self-learning to have that revelation, and how to translate it in the closest way you can, because technically you translate it

with your head, you can do a great job, but it can't replace direct experience, which is beyond words, because it's indescribable. So, we work it to one degree from here to hear in that course, and in our lives, guys, we try to bring this back miracles. And we try to learn to understand the language-ing, as best we can, but at some point, let go...

Let God, God takes the final step and we realize 'got indescribable beauty indescribable love. Let's take a few centering bras please setting everything aside, let's become honestly, aware of our normal three-dimensional lives, whatever day-to-day stuff, not trying to be cosmic

or just being human for a moment, day-to-day stuff, tasks jobs parenting partnerships all the stuff of life. Where we, we'd like to live moving selling all these kinds of things. And an honest assessment at how much we actually try to involve ourselves with all of this. A

n honest assessment. How much do... Do I actually work to pay my bills, how much doing if I have to put up a fence in my yard, and I'm out there hammering away with nails, and such, that would be counted as something of my doing. We're not saying to judge, or evaluate. Just look at it. I have to make appointments. I have to take up supplements or medications, but how much we are involved every day I of course have to drive myself to work or to this center here, address myself after batting myself all the things we do, and it's all of the earth plain. Now, let's be courageous enough to say, Father-Mother God, I see it, I see

all the doings of life, I try not to think about it 'cause I don't actually know what to do about it, which is more doing. I don't know what it would look like if I just surrender all this and say I'm gonna give all this doing to you so you can help me learn to be. I'm still in the world but not of the world, guide me, show me, how can I feel different? Not behaviors yet.

How can I feel different about this entire experience? So before we look for anything greater let's imagine ourselves like we did a moment ago, with all the doing, let's imagine ourselves feeling really, really alive and centered in God, completely, just plugged in. There is a smile in our hearts and on our faces, our posture is good and healthy, we just feel really great, we start to recognize if God is with me what could possibly be against me, nothing.

If God is with me, it's time to pay some bills, I'm just gonna visualize paying bills with a different spirit about me a different energy about me. So looking at these things, watch yourself imagining that you're in this center of light still to pay bills still to go and put gas in the car, but if you're plugged in How would any of it be different? Use your imagination.

If you still had to go grocery shopping, how is that different from doing the job of grocery shopping, versus being in that light, and then doing it. It doesn't necessarily mean you'll say yes to people's requests, more often, but it also doesn't mean you necessarily will say no more often.

The answer is gonna be in our hearts, it's gonna be, I don't know until I'm guided because what we're focusing on is being plugged in and lastly on that imagine the difference you're making in people's lives when you went to do those things from a different spirit. When you're grocery shopping from a different place, even driving to work.

Picture yourself as though you're somebody who just won the lottery. Now somebody wants to cut into your lane. Look at the difference in care man, just on the lower you go Add like there's this immunity to stuff, that's the right place that's the right mind. When I feel as good as I'm feeling, I just don't see things bothering me, but it's not 'cause in some fake version of bliss out, I just feel really alive really good and I need not go any further. I imagine sending in to having getting out of here, it's not

a... I'm gonna live heaven in my day-to-day experiences. And that's enough for now. And we see this, we know this to be true and we give... Thanks for the experience. Just please half a minute more. Imagine your gratitude but the gratitude of everyone around you when you walk by with that smile when you pay people's bills forward for them in the grocery line.

And so when you have so much of God's presence, imagine the difference. And so, it is. Nicely done. If folks want to know more about what I'm trying to talk about today. The Three Minds and those three worlds, there's a good DVD set to check out called "Mind and Soul," The Mind and Soul.

It has four different lectures that we've done around these kinds of topics, so you can check those out there in the bookstore or online if you like. Okay, thank you. We're gonna do our closing song and first we're gonna... Well, thank you folks for watching we send a lot of love to you honestly and join us any time you can. We have free Friday night spiritual insights any of us can watch and also the Sunday services.

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