Teaching & Healing By Downloading Consciousness

foreign [Music] heavenly father mother God in this sacred and holy moment the present moment where we find you you've always in this moment been awaiting for us to come to this sacred spot this sacred Center this sacred quiet to meet you and surrender our ego selves surrendering a false self what greater thing can you ask of us but to give up our false self so that we can then become that prodigal son that returns home that returns to all that he really is she really is in this moment we also call in the presence of all our ancestors meaning

all those who have done light work spiritual work before every Sacred Circle every Grove on every planet in every system and from Lemurian to Atlantean temples quiet circles around a fire and Grand conferences any place where two or more gathered or in the Sacred Heart of one joining with God again being to as one where they gathered and asked for the presence and will of God to be there is no time and they are all here with us right now and so we are in the light of God with all the sacred Circles of all sacred peoples indigenous peoples Grand

temples and of every religion and Walk of Life from Pagan to Jewish to Buddhist to the grandest of cathedrals to the most humble Servants of God In This Moment we are celebrating the light of God and that heaven is here now and so it is please join me in reading our mission statement which you can find on this card here together we say the global Center for Christ Consciousness is a spiritual center for students and Masters on the spiritual path we are dedicated to Awakening the inner Christ and to creating a world of

love peace joy and abundance and now for our sacred reading those who wish to choose peace must act meaningfully for peace and become a part of the stirring and Awakening which has begun and is accelerating and help to accelerate it sufficiently to turn the tide in this crisis situation peace is certainly everybody's business the time to work for peace is now what we dwell upon we help to bring into manifestation one little person giving all of her time to peace makes news many people giving some of their time

can make history peace is an idea whose time has come and that's from peace pilgrim and so it is [Music] foreign [Music] [Music]

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ah hello pretty extraordinary yes thank you John those of you who are watching uh people from around the world they're watching live but they also watch on YouTube later and they often you know give praises to our guest musicians and to John you know so it's really wonderful to have usually I would say uh what do you want me to talk about but there's not a pen here so I won't um and I'm actually going to play a little bit off of what John started us off with uh the the first the opening song and he

was talking about taking it back to the region the four corners and beginning a sacred experience and you know he went from there so so sort of off of that um that concept and I loved our the opening prayer that kind of came through there it's you know people there's so much doing you know there's just so much doing it's so easy to get into doing parenting doing jobs doing whatever people do and and we really it's so easy to forget that everywhere we go we're leaving an essence you know you go in a store and

you're you're mad they don't have your Ovaltine or your hot chocolate or whatever you go for and you leave a certain vibe there in that aisle you know uh which which is why you sometimes hear clean up on aisle three um it's usually that sensors go off because you left an energetic well at least in Sedona they have psychic sensors when people leave not spills but energetic garbage you know so you know it's and we just we take for granted we forget that there's an Essence left people's pettiness and all

the stuff of Life leaves an energetic vibe that accumulates and it feeds the etheric body of the planet so the etheric body becomes toxic once it's toxic it's like it's it's like a pollution and then it reverberates back to us and creates a dark cloud on our day so even if you wake up in a good mood the collective created too much toxicity yesterday and it has an effect I wanted to wake up in a good mood but yeah because it comes back I've shared this before but again people forget our role and our

responsibility on this planet and we think Sun flares create certain issues or challenges on planet Earth whether they're psychological the way the moon seems to affect us and so on but that's not the way this actually works and you can't say you're a responsible spiritual person and not get this the moon and its Cycles including the full moon do not affect you you're already affected and it's mirroring to you where you're at it's not causing issues as much as it's mirroring what

was already there Mercury doesn't cause you to have communication issues you already have them it's just showing them to you it's not a bad guy planet and the sun doesn't have a bad mood and create flares to affect your life but our accumulated toxicity is always emanating out to No Limit to the ends of the universe let's say not just to your family members or your animals it it sends itself out everywhere and yes especially into our own solar system and yes it reverberates back so the sun

flares are flares of our emotions coming back to us not causing us problems so when people say sun flares and they do you know this does happen Sun flares can affect technology and there are major Sun flare storms that come around every 10 to a dozen years so we know another one's doing some people will be getting into that soon you know about Sun flares and the effects because that's there's a bit of that coming but it's only us that we're seeing that's it it's really our stuff so

it's an interesting thing to me how easy it is for us to say I'm really into spirituality and you want to talk about mirroring when somebody's annoyed at you and you say well I'm just mirroring you you don't mind it then it's easy to say but when there's a sun flare oh the sun look what it's doing full moon all the full moons really got me and messed up Mercury's retrograde oh that's why my life's messed up blaming the planets just like we do people but they're just mirroring to us

so I would rather take advantage of the opportunity to say if I can look at what it's mirroring this time and I clean that the next time there's a full moon or a whatever it doesn't find any space in me it doesn't it can reverberate our past but it doesn't trigger me the same way which then means I don't send out any more flares this is very much a teaching of Buddha you know Karma that that things that are coming back to us are just mirroring things that we've done in the past but it's not just our actions it's

our Consciousness so in a way we have to we have to understand that how we mirror our garbage if we ever want to also mirror the highest in us the Christ itself you can't see the Christ self out there until you feel it and experience it in here you know 2000 years ago Jesus was walking amongst us and and what was he doing one of the things he was doing the obvious teaching and healing well he did this and he visited this town that's just minutia primarily Jesus was teaching and healing he was an employee of the Divine mother

he was an employee of the Divine mother the Holy Spirit he was teaching and healing because that's what the Christ is not what it does it's what the Christ is and then it'll look like that's what it does but on a spiritual level that's not how we really see things that's how humans want to see it because it's linear you're doing something you're not actually doing as much as you think you're you're going to the bank you're shopping for groceries you're actually

always being and the doings are showing you how you're being so my shopping sprees are all hectic and chaotic only because I am yeah but it's because the clerk and there was a blackout and the lights went off just when I was making my purchase now I can't have my rice and pudding now I'm in a bad mood because of my rice and pudding because in a past life I was denied rice and pudding starved to death so you can't wrong me for this like wow dude I don't even want to sit in the same room you know like I now if I see a TV

commercial for rice and pudding I'm going to be triggered because of you now we're all blaming each other you know and it's like is that is that the highest we can get okay I gotta chill a little bit here I gotta relax and see everything it doesn't matter what it is everything is about our Being A Course in Miracles uses the concept of teach only love but what he's saying in there is that you are always teaching not educationally you are teaching by being if you see my words coming out in some

sort of negative way what I'm teaching you is what I believe I am so my being is coming out in my teaching if I'm a rude person it tells you how insecure I am in here when you say God you really are rude you've confirmed my littleness and non-christedness where two or more are gathered you have consciousness when you agreed that I'm a jerk you've now pinned me into that role your job no matter how obnoxious I am it's not to pretend you didn't see my obnoxious behavior you can say this

despite their obnoxious behavior because you're not pinning you're just saying that's what appears to be despite this appearance of obnoxious behavior I'm I'm insisting on seeing them through your eyes God go ahead and put it on God 's not going to actually fail at it oh that was a lot man you know I didn't expect that today you know I expected you to surrender you know the holiday to me or something decent your surrendering mirror your ex I mean you know how they are that's not

God so instead to such Faith that's part of the meaning of Faith things in unseen it means despite the way they're behaving I'm going to have faith in them meaning what their rudeness no that there is a light in them that they don't even know how can they know it they're living off the past all the triggers the accumulated toxicity of themselves their past their triggers this lifetime and the ethers that are toxic their only way I can change this is by you holding presence you holding space

which means not what some people might traditionally I I just the way people think traditionally and so on is it's so off but we're ready to get everything to a higher level of understanding so even the concept of holding space is so misunderstood holding space doesn't it's not about a grandiosity of you holding space means despite what seems to be going on there's something that really is going on and the only thing that exists that can really be going on is the presence of God owning that there might be an appearance

of something else and saying no to that I'm going to go here instead of there or there I'm going to just go here how well because I'm amazing then you're not going to get it it's because the amazement the amazing consciousness of God Is Right Here and Now so even I have to take the the moment to choose it it's not going to run automatically the world was set on automatic pilot the ego's realm was given complete power of attorney the only way you can find center now God now present moment now is you have to

choose it because in the beginning of time when illusion was created when time was created and vice versa when time and illusion was created we at that moment signed a contract that said power of attorney the ego said I'm only going to you know help you out here which isn't helpful at all I'm only going to take over because you're you're afraid of Who You Are I just found you you're creating me I'm a reflection because everything's a reflection I'm a reflection of your Terror of your light

so you're hiring me not to support you on your spiritual path you're hiring me to keep you away from it so I have to be the image of darkness and hurt and revenge and Karma anything to keep you from peace but if you want peace you have to ask for it I know it sounds unfair it's how we designed it we signed away power of attorney you have to choose peace again well but I can't because the world and the ethers and Mercury's retrograde blaming is not how you do it you can you can kind of blame

but do it this way it seems like it's Mercury just say it seems like instead of it is don't make it a fact just say I gotta say this you know come on I mean my my week was going great till the very minute Mercury retrograde and everything went nuts you can say that just don't tell God that's the truth don't tell God what is just say you know call me silly you know call me silly call me you know hallucinating but uh seems to me on the minute you know and God's like I know isn't that isn't that weird yes it is

and God's gonna go and well despite the idea the feeling the evidence that everything does have power over me I'm going to say there's a chance that it doesn't so here I am take what seems to be put it on the Altar and be open-minded about it I'm not telling you to deny it to shame yourself for it but also don't affirm its power so imagine that there's a part of us the Christ or Divine part of us that does know all this and the human part is just starting to try it's trying to catch up by human part meaning the

Chooser I can choose the ego's voice I can choose the voice of light God and being on the spiritual path is essentially defined as that that I'm not just running on automatic pilot like I used to not automatic triggers I'm learning that when I'm triggered I need to pause for a moment and breathe that's actually being spiritual it's when we run an automatic pilot and have these compulsions to behave a certain way based on triggers you're in the past I mean literally and metaphorically you're not here well yes

I am right now I am angry but you're never upset for the reason you think you're actually running on something else well no I'm mad because you did this why would you care that I did that and if you track it down you're going to find I'm not just angry um okay fine help me out here I I'm angry I'm angry about what you did keep going and well what you did was insensitive and keep going well when you're insensitive it means you don't respect me keep going well I don't like not being respected

do you think that happened for the first time right now go ahead keep going well I've been disrespected all my life here it comes here it comes you know and all that person did was bump into you you jerk and the whole past comes into this everybody did every disrespected me you know and it's just like all and you know I mean God knows that that that person's already regretting it because you just dumped everything on them you know and I mean I remember in high school once this I I was hearing this rumor that this gal

was really upset with me and I'm like why so I called her I said are you like mad at me well yes you know I I don't you do what you did okay what did I do oh so you don't even know there's an old man Mongolian saying that there's only two ways to make a woman happy or understand a woman and yet nobody knows what they are um sorry so so I'm trying to figure this out like what did I and she's going well you know you you were walking by me and I was with my girlfriends you bumped into me

and landed like she spread on the floor man just boom like floored I never even saw it heard it felt it nothing and she thought that was extra cold of me she's like boom and knock her like hockey you know like I did it body check on her and she's like laid out books and papers and I was just talking to somebody as we're walking so something whatever it was happened but it wasn't my reality and it wasn't my intention but you know that everything that person ever experienced along those lines including past lives

is all up you know I don't know if she ever believed me when I explained it um but it's true I I had nothing to do with it it wasn't even like just an accident it was not even something I was remotely aware of so this is what happens it's like that but even more so that we are not aware of where all of our stuff let alone other people's stuff is coming from what we do know is that when we're triggered even when you're having pleasantries of life it's all past oriented it's anticipations of the future or it's the

past I mean when somebody's like starting to feel a little more happy in their life and they're starting to take care of their body because somebody at work started looking at them giving them attention so they you know oh coincidentally lost 20 pounds and started brushing the hair a little more and doing a little more and doing a little to to look good and feel good because it's in anticipation of what could happen people are living off of what has happened even if it wasn't a literal truth but

what they believe has happened and what might happen where's the now where is the I'm gonna look good right now because I feel good right now where's the the past anything that comes up from the past I will bring to the now to heal but I won't be dragged back to the past I will not be dragged into history and act from that place and if people do overtly do that if somebody's in the grocery store uh buying you know whatever it is their their groceries and they say to the clerk you you do remember in a past life a

Marketplace where you bought some things from me and you never paid me you owed me they're going to lock you up it it doesn't sound sane to live in the past I mean how could it we would all just be walking around you again you know I'm not even from this country I just arrived five minutes ago my plane took a shuttle you know I just got here you again and there's the you know oh we were married before uh and I hope it ended because this is already looking weird you know so so this past orientation or future

it would sound if you were my counselor and you were trying to encourage me to a better life and I kept saying to you I can't because of what might happen you would have deep sympathy but also concern for my sanity because it would sound like right I'm neurotic or something paranoid even because of what might happen so if I'm obsessed on the past or obsessed on the future it's not healthy but everybody's doing it there's there's nothing we see that isn't actually a program it's a hologram

and I've said this before in the present moment is a holy gram the rest is a hollow gram it's nothing it's Hollow it's empty and the way in Neuroscience the way the brain works it's kind of interesting because the way the brain works is it's looking we know it's you know science is eventually going to get this more and more but and medical science but what I'm looking at is a hologram hologram it's a like a three-dimensional projection or projector like a projector screen it's a

three-dimensional projector screen and it's shooting from inside my mind where the the little the mind is the projectionist that decides what videos to put on but he went to sleep and let the ego decide so it's just horror movie horror movie horror movie and we wonder why we're anxious and we have anxiety attacks and because we're allowing that we have to say wait a second wait a second I'm in charge it'll say no it isn't no you aren't here's the contract you gave me permission to play

whatever I want and you have to take back your power it's the ultimate meaning of that and saying you know what contractor no contract no oh no no that you can't do it's a soul contract no I have free will it's my ultimate power of free will just like I use that power to give you power of attorney I'm using that same authority to to break it well you can't because and it it drags you into the courtroom of the Mind where you need not argue with it don't don't succumb to Karma and all the things that

your ego is going to tell you that must keep you in the past your unworthiness the ego is going to say oh oh so you're gonna well you're gonna try to break your contracts does that mean you're going to try to have a healthy relationship for the first time yes well let me just show you some of the collateral damage you've left you know there's the this you did in five relationships here you know you slept with that person and you shouldn't have it's going to bring up all this stuff to make you go

I'm just not a very bright person am I I'm just I don't make any good decisions I know honey your ego is going to say so you want to just you know re-re sign your contract in or renegotiate put a new address a date on there new date so that we know it's going to activate for another five lifetimes you can argue it because it has facts that are based when did I sign that contract in the past which isn't here so it's even lying to you about the power of the contract only the now is real no but I got you to sign the contract in

the past there is no such thing the past isn't there it's a Memory it's not an actual thing so you can't fight this because it's going to use all kinds of Twisted logic like arguing with a psychopath there it's like it's it's totally convinced that only it or a narcissist that only it is right and you're just going to lose you have to go humble here you can't fight with people or your own ego and try to win and become spiritualized you have to go wait wait I'm going to try

that totally different attack I've tried arguing with my doubts and shames my regrets of the past and they keep leaking in which everybody knows happens you have to say wait wait I have a new idea I'm just going to plead insanity that's my way out I'm just going to plead insanity if I signed a contract I was nuts in the moment this cannot be held up in court because I was having Amnesia I was in the hospital of the universe Earth and and I don't remember any of that and the Court's gonna throw it out

the ego will will just have no power God will just be smiling going in there great see it you didn't have to kill it you just retired it you have no place here and it's the more we identify with who we are the more we can also choose to identify with what we're really here to do Jesus is here years ago and he's teaching and healing and we all know yeah God you know that was amazing what do you do I'm a banker I'm a psychic I'm a whatever and human beings actually think they have assignments jobs vocations and I'm

saying to you almost every vocation is actually related to Healing teaching and healing a police officer is a teacher healer a nurse is a teacher healer one or the other or both now I feel like that makes total sense for me many many many years ago decades ago I went okay that's my mission statement I'm I'm a teacher and heal it just made sense and I came to understand what it means it wasn't because in those days there's nobody that really could explain such a thing I was a kid going that's what it

feels like it feels like two sides of the same coin a teacher on one level but a Healer which means counselor and psychic and anything else A Healer so I'm like that feels very complete so that's what I used as my sort of my mission statement but it moves from being a mission statement to realizing we're all teachers and healers you could be a banker if I see if I were a loan officer I wouldn't be numbers only a part of me would be how can I help you as a loan officer I can help you get alone I've said to people before when I

was a kid going what do I want to do you know and you know family members oh you've got to do this and be a contractor be an electrician or whatever they wanted me getting trades that wasn't going to happen you know my first attempt at electrical wiring on a ceiling there was so much voltage or whatever that came through it melted the pliers I mean it actually fused them closed I'm like okay it's a different kind of light work I'm supposed to be doing anyway you know we can just we can just

misinterpret sometimes but you know at the end of the day it's like I said I I would love to become a florist people are like what like that's not at all what what you're supposed to be doing Michael come on a florist why and I'm like because it feels like it yeah I love the colors and the scent you know picture a contractor who's gonna go I just wish I was a florist because of color and scent it just kind of you know you're supposed to I don't know how you doing man well I had a six-pack yesterday man yeah I feel

really good today you know yeah everything's good huh yeah you know bump chest or whatever these people do no offensive you're not one of those types of contractors you know um but that's not my style I'm like oh look color oh sent you know I'm like that so floors but but it was really I felt like it's about delivering happiness you know I know that flowers also go with funerals but but you're bringing light and color and scent you see that's how it felt to me and some people go

well you're way off on that that's how it felt to me all jobs if you see if you look for it it's a form of teaching and healing a police officer is teaching and healing a nurse a psychic they're all really teachers and healers not just School teachers that's literal don't think it means you literally need to be in a vocation of teaching of some kind healing in some kind look at your vocation and ask where it is in it quantity wise it where it is in terms of healing teaching or healing if you say it's it's a one out of ten

that might be where you're frustrated because you're not being given the room to do more work as teacher or healer but at least give thanks for the one percent or the the number one out of ten give thanks for it and just go I get it now just like it isn't Mercury it's me say it isn't my job it's me I got into a job that's a one out of ten I'm ready for my work my vocation my purpose to just it doesn't mean you have to become a spiritual teacher but how can you expand and do more teaching and

or healing in your work a parent is a teacher and healer look for it look in the vocations if there are somewhere at absolutely zeroed out there's no no form of teaching or healing and I've done work with God you know and I've done been around people that done really you know uh mundane a soldier you know in the trenches teaching and healing it's just a matter of here whether you see it so here's the trick Jesus was a teacher healer Jesus who Jesus the Christ was a teacher healer every time you are

teaching or healing technically you're coming from your Christ self got that you're coming from your Christ self which means you're starting to own that you are in the auspices or occupation under the Holy Spirit you're starting to do the work of spirit when you do teaching or healing it's just and all of them are that most human beings are just so unconscious they don't realize it they name things linearly my name is this I'm a male or I'm a female or I'm this caller or I'm that racer whatever it

happened culture whatever it is naming labeling and so that which is which is really coming from a linear self to just keep everything minimized so instead I can say well wait what's really happening here is I'm a holy Child of God so I can go and then there's my work but I wish I were more into this spirituality it's your job to own the situation and bring these together you can say yeah but I can't because my occupation bring it bring the Christ self how start by seeing in what way you're a teacher or healer in what you

do well I don't have an occupation I'm a parent that's a good place to start you're no longer a mommy or a daddy you're the Christ doing teaching and healing with those children it'll raise the bar it raises not just your what you're doing the being my level of Consciousness raises it rises to a new level when I recognize the power behind it which is the teacher healer it's so beautiful see that in others if you're a life coach tell your clients this that it's not just about coaching them linearly

it's about getting them to own more about the goodness of what they do for people you're not just scoring another you know testimonial somebody's saying yes my income doubled after working with them that's I think that's great but there's a feeling that changes not just their their income there's a feeling an author is a teacher or healer even if you're writing about mundane things love novels or whatever these things are you know the front covers you know you know everybody's all just oh you

know you look so beautiful to me you know no don't say that you know who these these these covers it's like but but even there there's either a teacher or a Healer when you when you write in those novels that there's Hope For Love you're helping me you're helping me heal when you when you read in those novels about long lost love that is lost I can relate it's up to the reader and or the teacher given whatever circumstance it is to hear to feel to find the Healer or the teacher in that material

you know so some of us can read the most spiritual material and not get anything others we can read bubble gum wrappers and unlock the secrets of the universe I mean you can it's just like what are you doing who are you I've said this many times it's like search find go to the Grand Consciousness search find any topic and Edgar Casey once said you can know any topic through meditation which is true I'm just going to add this you can know any topic even without going into meditation by bringing the meditation to you right

now I don't have to go into meditation to get that topic solved or to get that answer to that question bring the meditation to the right now the right here in the present moment search find if you can believe that you can do that but you won't be able to do that if you don't own where you are really right now wow teacher healer I mean I'm a musician you're a teacher and a heel so what am I what am I teaching if I'm you know you know you're not actually saying well this is a c this is a C flat

you're some of us in the room are going oh my God I want to learn to do that that's teaching inspiring is teaching but but some of us close our eyes and we feel this wave of something that that's a Healer then you see it's all going to be related to that but if all I do is go I've been a musician for 20 years and I'm going to play at you you're not being you're not owning the teacher and healer the preacher is not a teacher or healer he's he's there in the ballpark but the

preacher is preaching at you things he does not get for himself that's why he has to overcompensate and preach at people you better and you and the Lord you know hell usually ends every sentence with hell so I'm preaching at you which really because remember teach only love meaning I'm always teaching when I preach at you it tells you something I believe about myself I don't get it I'm afraid of God that's why I'm yelling at you about God 's out to get you God's which really means I don't know that's what I heard

so when you sh you know you see that but you shift the moment instead of you know getting like oh my god really and Scared Straight or if you fight with them no that's bogus man that's not the god I believe in or whatever your reaction if it's a reaction what is a reaction re you're repeating an action you're repeating a moment you're in the past no reaction instead you just you realize what's needed in this moment a teacher healer and if I were to summarize a teacher healer because even that sounds

like I need to do something if you think you need to do something to be a teacher or healer you're actually affirming that there's a problem do you get what I just said if you need to fix something you're already affirming there's a problem which then also affirms that there's a power in the universe other than God and of course you're going to try to fix that but you already said it's a problem so you already made a battle that's like anticipating conversations I know when I get to the bank they're

going to say no to that loan and I'm going to be ready for them sometimes you need to prepare papers and I I understand that I'm not saying be in the moment walk in the bank and say I don't have any paperwork because that wasn't in this moment is it you know yeah there you go um do you realize your checking account is insufficient well that was in the past you know it's just not functional really you're in the 3D worlds you got to play this game and go okay that's right I have to plus signs are better than minus

signs so in this in this I'm I'm to bring consciousness when I'm in the present moment and I'm recognizing it and owning it by realizing there's a teacher and healer right here right now when I do that the Christ itself clearly is showing it's it's emerging it's always there but just kept down when I not just teach and heal but own that I'm teaching and healing I'm raising the bar of the Consciousness I'm gaining from this and the Christ self is emerging and I'm an employee of

the Divine mother I just slot right in there it's really beautiful as I own that that's what's happening own what is and more will be given paraphrasing something from the Bible right more will be given so I I own it it does it doesn't mean you have to be all grandiose about it it's more of a gratitude a feeling of like oh my God I mean I I am serving the Holy Spirit and it's not just my vocation I chose a good one apparently you didn't so you don't serve the Holy Spirit and I do

it's not in the the the thing it's in your perception of it and when you realize so uh a 12-step sponsor could think I'm here to tell you about the program no you're not you might think that you're here to hold presence and we might call it a program we might call you a sponsor and so forth it's okay to name it something mundane like what we call things in this world a block of wood is a block of wood you don't have to actually it's an energetic particle thing and it's a hologram stop

it's a piece of wood just shush it's okay to say I'm a 12-step sponsor but inside owned something a bit bigger than that inside I'm holding space and what do I mean in part by that I'm making a conscious choice to see beyond what seems to be which is you're an alcoholic and I was or isn't am an alcoholic and I'm going to tell you about the program what's really happening is there's God and in all the things we've done in our lives we weren't knowing that so right

now I'm asking God to be present with me I'll talk to you about the program but I'm not just talking about that's the doing the program I'm holding space I'm realizing that I have a job here in a good way it is to be who I really am so I'm holding presents we can call it sobriety instead of just a recovery it's a state of mind I'm telling you about not preaching at you because that's overcompensating but I'm also not just telling you about a linear program it's a state of

consciousness it's not just alcoholic nor non-alcoholic it's the state of sobriety you mean sobriety like you don't drink no it's a metaphor sobriety in consciousness not just non-drinking you know what a sober Consciousness is it means you're awake you sobered up you're clear you know see it goes bigger so when I know that and I'm talking to you about the program my knowing that is anchoring it into the moment and you know you're going to pick that up a massage therapist isn't just well

it's you know we're working on the latissimus dorsi we're working on you know so on and so on or an acupuncturist this Meridian that Meridian it it goes somewhere else there's nothing wrong with you doing things but doing lots of things on a person to work on them with little Consciousness gets nowhere it's just like the drug that brings more side effects it isn't effective you can know very little about technique and know a lot about Consciousness and healing will happen because in the present moment when I'm

holding Consciousness I'm anchoring the presence of God it doesn't matter if it's called policemen parenting 12-step sponsor understand more of what you're really doing and you'll bring more into the moment it's fantastic parenting love making being in the moment to say more in this presence and more God In This Moment rather than just all the technique and all the doings of life so it's it's it's about teaching and healing by downloading consciousness downloading teaching is really

downloading linearly we'll call it teaching and if you understand what it is you'll know that we're mean downloading healing is not just the technique and there's all kinds of fun fancy powerful looking techniques but the human race is going to learn the easy way or the hard way that everything is about the Consciousness you're bringing to the moment and I can go into a healing and you know just the techniques you do could be minimal but the Consciousness you bring can totally turn my Consciousness around

you know it's just so amazing I I kind of learned that partly by just it downloading but I also learned just by process of experience because of you know traveling all the time and I had you know sessions had to be happening wherever I was and it would be happening in an airport I've had people who the schedules were so full 70 or 100 sessions in seven days an hour per session every day was packed but somebody would say if I drive you to the airport can I ask you questions sure doing a session with the person taking

me to the airport in the car while we're driving anywhere anytime but if I didn't believe that was possible I would only be just talking to them you can't say well I would have loved to have loved my children more but I had three or four when so it was very hard it was very distracting that's just the human thought process that's your beliefs of systems well I couldn't because I was and you're making up stuff about how stressed and overworked you are that's that's not going to get us

anywhere believe in God's way instead of your own which comes from the past believe that you're a Divine being that doesn't mean you should force yourself to jump off a cliff to prove how holy you are that you obviously you can fly you're not there yet but it is true you can it's true that gravity doesn't have a a law over you but it is one that you've hired for now to appear to be there so respect it and it's the same whether it's supplements you take or medicines you must take

it's what you signed on for for now play the game just don't believe it in Your Mind Body Soul just play the game for now and if you know what I mean by that you'll be able to laugh at it instead of going well I'm trying to be spiritual but oh I just hate that I still have to eat a certain way to not get sick just respect that if you really understand it you won't give that power you'll just give it respect there's a difference respect means oh yeah that no problem and by not reacting to it you

actually are disempowering it getting upset that you still take aspirin for a headache is actually judging and keeping you stuck that's doing more harm than the aspirin the aspirin's like I'm just you know I'm just a pill in a bottle you know I'm just sitting here you know I might have a letter you know a or a line through me or whatever those for you know but you know so what laugh at it you know laugh at it if you're a diabetic and you're taking insulin you know yeah here we go I mean

this thing you know don't oh God yeah I wish I didn't have to do this that's the person that needs some healing not the diabetic the one that gets upset about being a diabetic laugh at it it's no big deal it really isn't so I'm not preaching something teaching something saying something that is like anti any of that stuff our job is not to escape that stuff to make it not seem powerful over that's not our job our job is to be at peace no matter what peace well insulin peace while still

going to the program weeklier daily or whatever you do peace despite the noise in the room I could meditate if only what a great opportunity to meditate right what a great opportunity when there isn't peace and quiet saying I would have peace and quiet if only everybody would be quiet is making Mercury stronger and the sun's stronger and so on it's okay that you do it that's human to air is human but to forgive is divine so I need to rearrange my my thoughts and my beliefs think about the jobs you

do think about the vocations the occupations and realize they are all a reflection of teacher healer the more you see it if it's completely not there let's say you found the the one out there that it lets you think isn't you might want to change something it's okay I mean if you're six months away from retirement finish it but you might want to change something if it's not living up to that and it doesn't make you better by literally being a teacher healer because there are people that are

authors like I'm an author and they're not overtly conscious of being teachers and healers so they just write stuff the more you show up and realize you're a musician who is a teacher and a Healer it changes what how you do things what you play the notes come from a different place they're played through you and it's the Holy Spirit if I block her out and say I got it covered you you do know I'm classically trained it's not like the Holy Spirit goes oh whoa let me back off wow classically

trained you probably can teach me a thing or two she knows every note from every civilization throughout all time frequencies of the universe sounds of the universe and the planet she she knows just trust her play through me you know and allowing that to happen It lyrics that come from Magic it's not from the head it's it's magic when we plug in realizing this is all about owning the teacher the Healer and anchoring consciousness that's what it's all about downloading Consciousness don't write a

song download one don't do 12-step work download the presence this isn't just like Jesus see Jesus didn't do Jesus didn't force like some special technique to raise Lazarus from the dead he brought the consciousness of Life there so dead people couldn't be dead anymore I chose to bring life to this moment how we all doing well I was dead a moment ago but something's happening yes get up Lazarus I don't know sleep a little longer no get up you can't you can't want to be dead you can't be dead in the moment of

life stop believing that there's anything else stop believing that oh I would love to write songs he's talking like it's easy to download music but but I don't have enough training stop many a song go Google it somewhere to get more hope for now use the the outer to confirm something and realize that many of people wrote a song with no training something came through and it became huge because people felt something you know they felt something whether it's um gospel music new thought New Age kinds

of songs World music it doesn't matter if it has sitar and chanting behind it somebody brought something through and it could be a song that sounds like a mundane love song but if you're roomy you're going to hear it different if you're roomy behind every poem and love song is God you know and some people are like all right that kind of takes away from it doesn't it because you know I wanted it to be about longing for another you can do that that's called your dysfunctional self so you can sit there and say well I'm

gonna I'm gonna hear this song as a completely I can't live if living is without you you can do that you know you get a beer and you know pour it all over yourself and drink the rest and just you know when the kids come in just one arm draped off the couch what's wrong mommy well because I can't live if living is without your daddy you can do that teach only what are you teaching what are you showing I'm pathetic I thought I am God oh but not today I'm pathetic you're allowed to choose that but it's not the real you so

do you know it's exhausting to be not yourself it's absolutely exhausting how you doing I'm exhausted oh you know why because you must have been doing your thinking or saying something that wasn't true because that's what drained you is the non-truths lies drain us lies not just lies like verbal deception lies meaning me forgetting who I am now some people are going to watch this and go I get this this is great but but I have a headache so I I'm am I lying now I'm bad the whole point of this was

not to make you feel worse it's to go I get it I this is not the truth of me I'm sick today or someone passed away today or whatever accounting issues I'm just simply supposed to look at the contrast and say I am and yet I am pathetic I am God I am depressed I am God I'm an addict I'll look at the differences one is just the truth and the other is for now I don't want to keep identifying with the for now what's the point of that you know hey I have an idea let's all Pretend We're Something That We're Not

I mean that doesn't make any sense um I mean it it doesn't make any sense um I'm in a partnership but I'm going to pretend I'm not no that's empowering to the relationship you know hi children I'm not mom anymore I'm leaving and I'm becoming someone else I'm a traveling musician and goodbye it's not going to build relationships what I'm what I'm talking about is I am consciousness where I am you may not like where you work find a bit of the I am before you

run to another job just I'm not saying stay at the one you're in I'm just saying realize that it isn't a a geographic change that heals you it's here I get it I sat with what he said and I'm ready for a more overt teaching healing not this kind standing at a podium it's I'm just ready for one that's a little bit more I I feel like the teacher or the Healer or both and then let's go but try to bring it where you are before it you bring it to where you go then you'll know you've got it within

yourself and wherever you go you bring it in closing I do remember somebody saying to me um you know and this is really what it means to hold space I mean what greater meaning can there be to hold space than to anchoring Divine Consciousness holding space isn't just my technique of holding space for you I'm all centered in your problem it's it's downloading consciousness you know conscious decision and ask because our default program is for it not to be here the present moment love God isn't here we have to ask and then

we go wow and that's why it's called a miracle because there's a shift right here right now there's a palpable shift sometimes we can see it with our eyes that may or may not happen don't get caught up in that look for the feeling change I was stressed and all of a sudden I feel a little more peaceful that's not just kind of cool that's a miracle if you can own that absorb that anchor that you're going to get more of that so you know in in my life oh my gosh how I've seen this in so many different ways

so many different times living this and and and playing with this and realizing wow you know just taking it all to another level I do this literally a teacher healer but like I said I swear there's two things I thought florist and for some reason I said a receptionist at a hotel because I've you know I've seen TV shows back in the 60s where there would be this happy person behind the counter helping people find a room now some of you are going he must have been the one in the past life where Jesus no room in the end so he has to

come back and compensate no no I wasn't that person I I just thought it's beautiful to go yes we have a room for you why it's bringing light to people you see what I'm saying so I could have done other jobs I didn't have to do this to be a teacher healer and I hope that even if I would have done one of the others that I would have done it consciously because that's what would have made it powerful please take a few centering breaths um bringing consciousness anchoring the presence of God

breathing centering I am on the inhale relaxed on the exhale or at peace on the exhale and do that a few times thinking of nothing else just I am relaxed I am at peace [Music] because I said so I chose so foreign [Music] [Music] foreign

look back at your life any occupation any work or times when you're parenting anything you might have thought you were doing just see yourself doing it working as a clerk or working as a this or whatever you did in the past could be massage it could be administrative any memory or memories and then ask yourself where in that work or that time in my life where was I really being a teacher or healer where was that leaking through even if I wasn't aware of it great if you could look and find a teacher but also times in

your life when you were being a Healer you picked up the neighbor's kid when they were crying because they got hurt that's a Healer you were reassuring somebody when they lost a loved one or someone left them from a relationship that's a Healer feeling compelled to give somebody a hug who was in pain that's a Healer but even not just in your personal life even in your occupation vocation even in long-term things like being a parent can you see more dramatically a teacher healer do not minimize it

coach of a team how is that a teacher or a Healer foreign [Music] or a fashion designer an admin Carpenter [Music] if you have any trouble at all finding the teacher or healer you can ask yourself this where have I ever made a difference in anyone's life because you can't without being a teacher or a Healer foreign how are you doing so in your life today

where are you being the teacher healer it's not to get deflated if you're not being it as much as you'd like you can't do it more till you own Where You Are where are you in your work as a teacher Healer not literal [Music] where are you helpful own it and hear very strongly that is the Christ self the teacher healer like Jesus that's the Christ self it's not you doing it's really your being and lastly how can you hypothetically speaking how

can you raise the bar on that would you like to how can you raise the bar well first of all your Consciousness by becoming conscious that you are a teacher healer it's going to take it to another level anyway own that be inspired and excited by that but how might you also step on that ride and help it along what decisions what choices how might you raise the bar raise ramp up the consciousness let the mother speak to you [Music] foreign [Music] give thanks

give thanks for all the work you've ever done as a teacher healer give thanks to all the people that came to you for that rather than staying hurt limited wounded they came to you they listened to guidance thank you for showing me that part of me thank you for appreciating me as I appreciate you thank you divine mother holy spirit of God for choosing me as one of your team members your light workers [Music] I am willing to commit unless you personally say no that's fine I'm willing to commit to raising all of this to a new level

I am that I am a holy Child of God [Music] and so it is gradually stretch out hmm we're going to do our closing prayer gradually stretch out ah how's that feel very nice nice can you share what you heard or felt or experienced talk or meditation

that really connected or can make a difference in your life anyone yes being employed by the Holy Spirit I mean Isn't that cool yeah yes no matter what you do I'm always you are always teaching but what are you teaching is what we want to look at you're always teaching meaning you're always demonstrating what you believe about yourself if you act jealous and insecure you're saying to people I have such low value I need to be jealous and insecure if you act greedy or selfish financially you're telling people I'm impoverished

so I can't afford to give you know it's it's it's it's an amazing thing you're always teaching meaning you're always through demonstration letting people know what you you're teaching them what you believe about yourself now that in itself is powerful but remember as the recipients when you see someone else teaching you that they are impoverished or low self-worth do you confirm it that's where we mess up reacting to them and it's Justified they were mean first you see that's the ultimate sense of two wrongs

don't make a right you know except in algebra okay and two negatives okay but it's two wrongs don't make it right so me being off you confirming that I'm off we've both descended well you didn't because you just observed and told me that I was messed up no no you got hooked into judging me and now we have a chord between us we have a psychic cord of judgment what what I'm really saying when I act up even the craziest dictators when I do that I'm saying to you am I as messed up as I think I am and yours is

either amen or no well how do you what do you mean how do you think that what makes you look I'm definitely being a jerk not that that's conscious I'm definitely acting insecure impoverished or whatever you're saying no to that I will not agree that you are a broken person and one way that I know that we're all capable of doing that is that typically there's a part of us that would not do that to a child Mommy I got a a c instead of an a oh someone's just not very bright that's not what you would do but that's what

you're doing to people that are rude and you react that's not how I would teach a child that I love that's not how I should be teaching or treating children of God because of children be nice try to show them something else a car accident I saw once and this guy was this woman was was you know injured a bit but this guy he was flipping out about his new Cadillac I can't believe you know and I'm like it's okay she's hurt let's take care of her oh but I just that's a new Cadillac and um I mean

it was a trip and I go enough because sometimes seeing the good in people you have to do it firmly instead of casually so I'm like enough they're called accidents you know why because they didn't mean to she didn't go where's the new Cadillac bam there's one that'll teach him relax dude there's other things we need to do right now that was teaching and healing more teaching him more healing for her you never know what form it's going to take but holding presence is mainly the theme

Underneath It All Yes dear you're welcome so much God bless time so many moments I feel like but that's just being able to remember again and again in every moment you're very welcome she's talking about how liberating and empowering it is isn't that beautiful yeah just you know take a couple breaths with that relax and just how nice a permanent shift not that was nice more permanently changing the person behind you I'm gonna just ask her to put a hand

on the back of your heart yeah just a hand on the back of your heart just wow another human being right now is agreeing with you that you're experiencing a permanent shift but she's symbolic of all of us even human beings that aren't here and know about this they're here too because the Christ is here in everybody we're all one so just breathe that in breathe that in and you're deserving and every tear is going to be either the tears of where I didn't believe that and I'm sad and then there's the tears of

really excitement don't try to figure out which tier was which just let them flow just just let them flow finally like are you kidding me finally and the Hand of another human being on my heart wow and if I can create this once I can create it always it's just a matter of me when I want to do that or not so in this moment you were being a teacher and a Healer A Healer because you were sharing with sensitive stuff a teacher because you're telling us a situation you're in and what you got so we're all hearing seeing a teacher A

Healer and now you're also receiving teaching and healing the tender hand of another person conversation from this person wow this is like a whole universe that's different and it's it's mind-blowing in the best sense it's shifting so all of us are going under the employment if we choose of the Holy Spirit but then you'll go from being a thing you'll go from even technique orientation to multi-dimensionality you know it just becomes like wait but where's the new No shh let it keep going well no I got to recalibrate

what's my new self look like I don't know but it's going to be good the human mind's gonna go oh wait I want it to be a 1.3 amount of change in my being just try and live Dangerously holy spirit it's in your hands you know she's going to be like really wow let's just you know and if you go I'm panicking she'll go okay let's calm it down let's bring it back a little when you're ready the breathing opening thanks for sharing nice job oh our prosperity prayer Hold Your Love offering be as generous

as you can be please and people online bless you and thank you for your generosity there's a button online and if not they'll show you where you can make donations together please Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you it'll take them just a minute or two to pass those around and when while they do a couple quick things and then we'll do our closing prayer I just want to share with you all that uh chaplains are available for some

healing prayer as a circle here after service a few minutes after um if you're a person looking for a private session they can help you through any week of any month of any year if you're looking for a session with me I do those almost only on Zoom for the last years but if you're looking for it would like to have a session I can do that with you if you're online just remember you go on my website and it'll tell you a little bit about them and the rules about them I do sessions 25 minute sessions they're very

impactful and very full far-reaching even though they seem like the Times short it's not we cover what we need to cover so if you're interested check that out we do have the crystal bed the healing room here if you're interested that's pretty profound stuff I gotta say so you can sign up in the bookstore or in the office during the week um those of you on any form of social media thank you for being with us and just share it where you can some people are only watching these you know on YouTube some Facebook live some in our

website it's all wherever you see it it's fine but try to try to connect with us in as many places as you can because anytime one of them disappears from existence you can still find it somewhere else and um let's see I'm going to share real quick a couple things we had left over for the new year we had one goddess calendar left over instead of selling it I'm going to give it to the first person yes foreign and I have two copies they're just very slightly damaged but because they're damaged

um a donation that you give me you raised your hand what you know a copy of the Dark Knight of the Soul one more through the gentleman back there yep yep thank you enjoy you're welcome ah God bless man isn't this great yeah it's like it's just I love it I just I love the flow I love the presence and um what you bring you know and and John um let's demonstrate our gratitude so do you get the feeling that John plays music at you it's not that at all right that's where we're going I don't care what occupation

don't do that occupation at people bring presents it's different because you can bring presents if you are presence so by bringing it you're affirming that you are it can't bring what you don't believe you are right not in the greatest sense anyway please stand for our closing prayer ah soaking in love and light I'm very very grateful to you all whether this is your first time watching online you could be watching this five years after the fact I'm just very very grateful I live in that I like to live

in that state of gratitude but I'm very grateful um from our service assistants Our Guest musicians everybody playing any role including just showing up here and being part of this online or in person some of you I've seen for so many years you know I can think of some of you in particular and you know this gentleman and this group you know that I've seen you for so many years that you know you're you're a part of a permanent neuron when I think of this Center your images your faces show up and that just

really helps anchor even more appreciation for those who have been with us so often or you know it just it's certain there's certain people that I'm like oh yeah that person that person it's just a part of like a fixture in my mind it's beautiful but I'm very grateful centering into gratitude what we learned today what we felt today what we experienced today not a single accident as to who you're sitting by what every note you heard somehow was orchestrated by the Holy Spirit how do

we know that because we chose it to be so every note the opening prayer The Talk The Meditation the donations we left it's all given to the mother to take it and multiply the goodness of it all the light of God surrounds us the love of God enfolds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is God bless peace be with you all