So today, I want to talk about or address a particular theme or topic. There's a very popular thing kind of that floats around, whether it's for people that are kind of looking at life from a positive perspective, or people that are struggling, trying to heal from a negative perspective, there's a popular phrase, and like most popular phrases that are out there, whether it's mainstream, but definitely in the spiritual world, I love to go after those.
It's just... Anyway, I love that, because they're just usually so messed up. This one is, you need to take your power back. Now, you would think... What could be wrong with that? Everything! So give me a moment. To understand... You can't just say these things, because now we have all these angry people walking around going, "I need to take my power back," which is basically saying because someone took it, which is basically saying, because they had power over me, which is basically saying,
we're separate and somebody has more power than I do. And once again, "I thought when I said, 'I'm gonna take my power back,'I was sounding kind of empowered." You actually are affirming that you're disempowered, when you say you need to take it back, because it means you don't have it.
But I'll get to that in a minute. I just kinda' got started there for a second. Before you can take your power back, you have to understand what your power is and how it seems to have gotten lost. It didn't get lost. You can't lose anything if God... but it seems to... I accept that, I understand that we have to understand the whole concept, before we just flip.
Only say a sentence and assume it's done. You can't really understand taking your power back without understanding, a couple of other important concepts. One of them is mirroring. One of them is responsibility, so it gets kind of tricky, but these things all blend. I've done talks just on mirroring and talks just on responsibility, but here they overlap.
They overlap in relation to us taking our power back. So the first thing to understand is our relationship on planet Earth. If somebody seems to have taken our power or we just seem to have lost our power, and again, I'm not dissing that it feels that way. It does feel that way. So for that, someone should hold your hand.
Someone should hold you. Someone should hear what happened and what you have to say about it. We're not denying that it feels that way. So please remember that. But on planet Earth, this is a place of mirroring. If you don't understand that, then you can't understand dis-empowerment and re-empowerment, you can't...
So, rule number one, this is a place that is called a mirror, so you're not actually supposed to try to make a perfect world and you're also not supposed to try to be perfect and divine in this world. "This world is not our home," A quote from Yogananda. This is not our home, Dorothy. So it's still, no matter what, it's still a fantasy.
It's a dream, this world. From the Hindu tradition, and many other indigenous people's tradition, this is the dream world. It's a world that we are making up in our mind. It's a hologram. so you can't perfect the hologram. Even if you could, it's still a hologram. Heaven is not a hologram.
Heaven is the consciousness we originated from and will return to. So there's no settling. We keep trying to fight to make this the right world, we keep trying to get just the right politician, just the right ecosystem, or whatever it happens to be. None of that's gonna work. Buddha's telling you, even if you find something that seems to work, it eventually will change.
So none of it's God. None of it is perfect and holy and always exists. It comes and goes. Even the best comes and goes. I'm still waiting for a Beatles reunion. I am, there's still days when I go, "One of the first things I want to happen when I get to the other side, I want the Beatles to have a reunion.
" There's a part of me... We have that, but the Course in Miracles tells you, don't be ashamed of having limited thoughts, or wounds, challenges don't afraid of that. As long as you know the difference between that and real, as long as you know what is a fantasy, you're not wrong for feeling hurt.
So feel hurt, but do know that the hurt is not of God. It is not God in so and so that harmed me. It is not God in me that got harmed. Just know the difference between reality and illusion. Don't dis-yourself for feeling these things 'cause in this world you're wired to feel them. So that means learning something called acceptance.
Acceptance. Yeah okay, it's kind of cool. My life is doing a bit better today and then the next day, well not doing so well. What we do sometimes in the spiritual community is, "Wait a minute. It's not going well. It shouldn't happen. It's supposed to go well. I've got this book that says "Ten Easy steps.
Your life can become empowered." Now, it's not empowered. Man, I'm glad I'm not at one of those conferences. 'cause then they would say, "Are you one of those disempowered people? Stand up. Shake your head. Clap your hands. Snort something, and affirm that you're now empowered with God," and you get all...
What you get is stimulated. You've been scared straight. "I, really, my life is much better. I can feel it. Muscle testing... Yeah!" And everybody goes, "See, they're much better." For today, and then tomorrow you'll wake up and check it. It's good again. The next day you check it and hmmm...
And you go, "Oh oh, I'm bad again." The acceptance, the acceptance that no matter what the world seems to be looking like. I am still a Holy child of God. I'm not saying it today, not feeling it today. But isn't it amazing that that can't change. That's supposed to be how we think.
Staying somewhere inside, maintaining a place that cannot be touched by this world. So this world is not our home. This world is not supposed to be made perfect and you're not supposed to try to be wholly here. The holiness is actually, you're better off being, seeing holiness, because you are so wholly in a deep place inside that you accept that some stuff happens, but you don't let it destroy you.
That's more holy than trying to have an externally perfect world, external perfection. Scripture tells us, God is not a respecter of man. Another way of saying it, also in scriptures, is that God does not look for perfection, human perfection. And then some fundamentalist, people are gonna say, because he knows you're messed up, he knows you're a sinner.
But that's not what it means. It means, in this world you can't find perfection. So let yourself off the hook. And God not looking for human perfection means, because he's already found it. See, it's not like God goes, "You're almost there. Come on, you can do it." God's like, "What are you doing? "Wow, I was just assuming that, a few more of these, and I'm perfect.
Wait, body fat. Yeah, I'm good. Whoah." And yet, nobody likes you. Zero body fat, zero friends. That's not God, God is not looking for that. And I'm not saying don't work on being healthier. Work on being healthier as long as you know what you're doing. "I'm just playing the game.
I'm eating better to play the game." That does not determine whether I'm holy. I'm already Holly. As long as you know the truth and respect the illusion, you're good to go. It's all you need to do. Don't try to only do one. Don't try to only live an illusion and don't try to perfect this world.
Trying to perfect the imperfect world, you will exhaust yourself. You can't win. "But there must be." And I've tried that in my own way. All of us, it's hard not to be. You're here, here. You're here. You see somebody fall, you want to pick them up, and you should, but when you think that you should always pick everyone up, you've missed something, because sometimes you're back, vertebra is gonna blow when you try to pick somebody up that is too heavy for you.
The same... My finances will blow if I try to help somebody financially that isn't healthy and safe for me to help financially. So it's never supposed to have been the always help, always fix things, always always always. Instead it's supposed to be... I need to learn to ask and be guided. What is the right thing in the right moment? And for even the person that my back won't allow me to pick that person up, don't walk away with a coldness about it.
Don't make up stories like New Agers do, and say "They must have created that." There's this thing that's happening, they say, in Sedona. A crime wave that's kind of happening. And it's really a unique one, because there's like, watch yourselves. You're walking downtown, you're shopping, people are running by and taking your purses and stuff as you're shopping.
Except in Sedona, when they do, they take them and run and say... "Why did you create that?" That's not really happening. It was just a joke, okay? Only in Sedona! Forgive me or whatever, but it's this world man, this world. I can't fix it all. I can't keep my children as safe as I would have liked to.
I wish I hadn't put that garbage in my body for all those years. You can sit and wish and wish, or you can say, "What can I learn from it? Because when I say, "What can I learn from it," I'm not denying that it seems to have happened, but I'm turning it into something of value.
I'm not letting it defeat me, or destroy me. That's not easy, I'm not saying. Well this is easy, it's one of our life's tests, but really. There's a nice... There's a nice thing inside of us that says "Man, I would love to have been able to save people here," I so I wish I could have done this for that person.
I know someone that took their own life. If only I had talked to them." But underneath that, there is an arrogance that makes you think you are responsible for everybody else. You have to be here, responsible for yourself. They made a choice or they hurt themselves, you could have caught them but you didn't catch them in time.
We have those thoughts. We have those thoughts. If only, if only if only... Which is the axiom of the ego, because it only means, "Here you are again, not perfect enough." God's going, "You're already perfect." How do you reconcile these two? God says, "I am," the ego says, "I'm always just this close.
" One of those destroys me. It's a voice I need to stop listening to, the if only. So don't be in too much of a hurry to be perfect. Don't be in too much of a hurry to ascend. What we're being asked to do, and this is gonna sound strange because it's counter to most new age teachings, you are actually not being asked by the one in charge of consciousness, which is the holy spirit, divine mother or Christ, that is what's in charge or call it.
God, God is in charge of mankind, awakening. Stop trying to serve God's role and fix it, since God's not doing a very good job. Maybe I can do more to fix everyone. If everyone would just do this and that and the other, we all have those thoughts and it's okay but to see that there is a selfishness to that, to step back and realize your kids did this and that, or your friend, did this, and that your ex...
If only, if only I had bought them flowers on our last anniversary then they probably wouldn't have run away with somebody or whatever. If only I had gotten them... That's not healthy, and it's not even true It's not even true. Why would you want to entertain that? So, don't be in too much of a hurry to fix everything or to try to be perfect, and you'll know you're doing that, when you hear the words.
If only. If only I had caught them before they felt... If only I had put that letter to the right one stuff, if only I had been watching the road more. Watch yourselves. And then what can you learn from it? There's not an... If only, if only is based on the past, the past is gone. So starting now, what can I do.
How can I be different starting now? And then, you're locking in a little more to spirit. So I. the course, the. let's say God the consciousness in charge of it all is actually saying to you, contrary to what you're out there. is actually not saying, "Get ready to be perfect. and you'll get to be one of the few ascending.
There is an ascension. it's true there is a process of ascension, but it's not done the way people think, you perfecting yourself. it's by allowing the perfection that's already there. Now you're in the grace of God. which is how you was. So. you don't Ascend because of checking the right boxes on a test of some kind or by being a do-gooder, it's by a beer someone who knows how to accept and be in a state of peace.
so God is not asking for you to perfect yourself, for Ascension God is asking you to do this. Are you capable of chilling relaxing? Are you capable of recognizing that you cannot fix the world? Can you see the difference when you're kind of off today. today? I did something and I felt kind of problem telling I guess what I did today.
I caught somebody when they were falling and it saved their life. Is that where's that coming from? God's only asking you to get used to knowing where you're coming from. getting to know yourself, that's what you're being asked to do, you're not being asked to create... Or even participate that much percent in a spiritual awakening process.
You're already divine. What you're asked to do is deal with your ego process work on your stuff more than perfect yourself, because if you haven't worked on your stuff you're not even clear enough to know what you need to work on spiritually. God's already got to shiny diamond inside our soul and it's weird, and we're.
caught up in looking for something. It's already there, but we can't see it because of the layers, the layers of. rounds and the layers of masks that we've put on to cope with the wounds. to see. like, we're coping with the wounds. so we're asked to being honest that. that's all think of it this way.
If I have to be enlightened, or honest which one should I strive for honesty. that's silly if I'm in like nothing else matters. You can't be enlightened Without honesty. it. I gotta be honest. you can't be enlightened Without honesty, but you can't have honesty that hasn't yet achieved a lightened.
So go for honesty, go for vulnerability go for... I believe in divine. I would like to be more divine. That's fine, that's honest. But then what about the wounds? And yet I'm caught here and I'm stuck there and I'm still making unhealthy choices and be honest about what's in the way more than what you think you need to achieve.
I hope that makes sense 'cause I've sat in a couple of different ways, but. this. God is saying, just if you want to release and reverse this thing, you've gotten yourselves into if you want to reverse it, there's a couple of things you gotta do if you want to be coming. Like you gotta be more honest, let's say.
but to be more honest, there's a couple of things you have to do to heal the past there's a couple more things you have to do. So one of them is. to know the difference. to, to what is distracting you. now understand What's distracting you, be honest about what's distracting, you. don't just talk about what you want to achieve in consciousness, what's keeping you from achieving that consciousness? One of them is called attachments one of them is called judgments of course.
but one of them is called attachments. So one of the most important things that we have to learn to do is HEAL, and when we heal tales get lifted. And it's really interesting 'cause we think if I'm spiritual enough, I will go to Heaven. and Buddha in one of his brilliant. short statements. Said, "Heaven is here, it's all around you, but you have to lift the balls to see it.
That is absolutely perfect and true. We have to lift a bit. Okay. so I lift the ball on its... it's tedious "meditate. sessions on sublime concepts. No, okay, I... if that's what you want to do, you know, it's quicker to lift the bell. I wonder where the bell came from. What are the veils, the veils are.
layers of multi-dimensional stuff, made up a fourth-dimensional mischievous beings and they have some help stuffed it over my eyes like mud and I have to figure out how to meditate, just right all money to me, boom, chuck a luck A and so on and so on. And then, it'll it one day. Like in a sci-fi movie you delight in God who you shockers.
and then the horse in all of them, might just... Oh, and I'm like, "Oh I let era. you know, I'm all like, that. The windows are all gonna shatter it, it's in the side. Wow. somebody must have been meditating. Police discontent at United. Now when we check it out, somebody was just meditating.
Oh, okay. that's not how it happens. You can try it that way. It would work, because anything you put enough energy into is gonna happen on some level. but what's really all you need to do is to get all the mud and he instead, the veils that you would like to have blasted off they actually just disappear with each and every forgiveness.
'cause that's all they are. Is not forgiveness is. you don't have to go. This is from a 18th lifetime ago and from somewhere in Arabia. And in some process, you can do those things. I mean, it's all valuable and helpful. The shortest route. "Who is this? Apparently mine 'cause it's here on me, my veil.
Where did it come from? A non-led wound from where? Oh, somewhat no, no. From where my inhaled wound, if. if I had held it, it wouldn't be here even if someone else that once seemingly caused the wound. wishes that I still have the wound, they would have to find somebody else to wish that upon. 'cause I'm done when I heal my wounds.
Taking responsibility. So if you want to understand it, it's got... I gotta look at. attachments. How do I know if something's an attachment first, if it's outside of me, it might be an attachment. if it's outside, then I might have a little bit of a... Co-dependence with it because ultimately there is no outside because everything is a mirror, which.
I'm going to get to a little bit more. If something's outside it's in danger of being something I'm attached to. if, if there's something out there that I think completes me. and this is a great one. just sit down and ask yourself. even not the word complete. If you actually sit down and ask yourself, When I tune is, is there anyone or anything that I actually believe completes me or makes me.
better in some way. or worsens me in some way? So as you start naming people you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong, you're on, you're on. But it's good to name him. so you can see how wrong you are. but it is, it's good to name it because you're doing an inventory. If I think that you make me complete, I have now got a co-dependent relationship, even if it doesn't look all co-dependent by the standard interpretations or definitions.
if I think someone or something outside of myself has power over me, I may trouble because I'm therefore going to be likely attached to it. and then if something seems to stimulate or sedate me. that's likely gonna be an attachment. These things now naming a nodes are similar to the word addiction.
because that's what it is. attachments come dependent addiction, they're all the same. They all start with me thinking, I'm incomplete, then thinking something is out there that could complete me, and then grabbing hold of that thing, and valuing it because I thought it completed me. Eventually.
It's going to show its true colors that it can't complete me. and when I realized that I'm gonna divorce it. and blame it. I thought you were gonna complete me, but apparently. you lie or whatever, you know. it's important for us to just recognize it's not easy, it's not easy, and this happens all the time.
If you're on the healing path at all, this is gonna happen. that these things are gonna be revealed to you and shown you and it doesn't feel great but still has to be looked at. I find that in my own life, the challenging times are gonna be when it really when this process comes in and tries to uproot the stuff closest to me.
it's one thing if I have a plant in my yard and I think it's pretty and it dies 'cause it didn't get enough water. That's a bummer. I might have to buy another one now, I have to say about them, I need to buy the plan. then I gotta remember to water, it and so on. I gotta deal with that stuff that's different than if you cut off my arm.
It's on me near me, it's part of me, it's even closer to me. The stuff that's closest to us is the stuff that's hard to deal with. but you think that it has power. and if you don't know how to ask those questions, you won't realize the things in life that you actually think have power over you.
You know. it's easy to say someone took my power away. Usually those are not people you like. you don't usually say, God I. this friend is... I'm gonna introduce you to some basis. This is John and he's really a great guy. Took my power way years ago, and I'm really. I really want introduced because there was such a wonderful person.
Usually if they took the power away there, people you don't like. but then they become projections. because the world is... I started a while ago, with the world is a mirror. People can't actually take your power unless you give it to them. and even that. it was given to you by God, so you can't give away something that isn't yours, it's yours to experience, but you're not the source of empowerment God is the ultimate power.
There's only one thing that has power over us because it created us, and it's God. So if you think someone has power over you, even a drug. a friend, a beloved someone who passed away. someone who hurt you any one or anything that seems to have power over you, there's a name for it. because only one thing has power, which is what.
God... So if you actually thought that someone else had power to control your finances to control your romances. you're actually making them into an idle or a false god. So the Bible says the show, not. worship false gods. And we're like, Okay. I make sure I don't get out like a golden calf. And that's not what it means.
God didn't say Thou shalt not... not worship false gods or have false gods. gods. Before me, God said. Hey I was going good Lord, anglesey. You're interested. I wouldn't recommend acting as though someone outside of you has power. Oh, great advice. That's how it had went. Moses didn't hear it that way.
but that's what it was. Say, "God never tell this thou shalt not God, God is only saying. it really doesn't make any sense. I'm the only thing of power and you're part of me, so you and I are the only things of power to power. I'm your source of power. so I... who can take your power away.
that would be like saying, My X is greater than God. My X actually came in. stopped on God. box that shipped off and replaced it with it with my AC on with them. And that's not how it works. First of all, there's nothing outside of you. to say someone took your power away. Means we are separate from God and from the person that took power.
'cause if they're not part of you, they seem separate, and if they're separate Why would they take your power away? It makes you know, why would they leave you your power? If they're separate, they have power, but it's not true. if they're one with you, they can't take your power away, because they're part of you.
it wouldn't take power from itself, it doesn't make sense. So we have to understand the world is mirroring only our belief systems. Remember this. the world isn't doing it's mirroring it's a hologram. the hologram doesn't actually have power to do a mirror does, not have power to do anything, and yet.
look what happens with mirrors. You go into a store. And I remember there was like a special on this one time. where people were playing tricks and stores with people and. you know there's these mirrors and people are not all gonna walk by and there's a Marian actually see yourself, if not consciously choosing to stand in front of it.
you at least accidentally see yourself. And the study was on... They are all just mirrors that they sat there, but they would watch people's responses, when the mirror would make you look. that are taller versus. shorter, wider. they could see visceral and test and prove this Oral responses from a mirror mirror, mirror on the wall.
Tell me who is the most messed up of all? And you stand in front of it and it says You're doing great today. I am, I don't know why, but I just feel great. And unconsciously, people are responding to a mirror, but mirrors don't have power, they're just sitting there. but they're showing you not something they're not giving you something new they're showing you how we already felt.
If you already had insecurities about your looks, the mirror can warp and reveal it the mirror. Is it making you insecure is that making sense? It doesn't have the power, a mirror just the sitting there. but it can magnify what you already are. feeling. If I walk by a mirror and I'm blind my eyes, don't work, I'm blind.
Guess what I call... They didn't care. what the mirror was telling me. I didn't even notice it. So we have to learn to be blind of the ego world and awake to God's world. If I know who I am, like Jesus would not walk by. the mirror and go. so I... so what happened? So you need a shave. The body would not walk by the mean say, "I think I took this testing a little to seriously.
we do it... You don't do yourself, this is not what a master would do is a woman, peace pilgrim. a piece fell. This gal that just one day said. Yeah, I think I'm gonna go walking for God. And you started wandering the world the countryside to country. you know, just talking about God and love. She left her house and everything, just walked, which some people would call going in saying.
but in fact, she will go and her guidance was her process was "Nothing is real. Let me actually walk that and live. It. doesn't mean you have to leave your home. It was her process to walk away because that was her thing. I think I'll have to walk away from this and prove that to myself. That's a good thing for her to do.
She walked... she wasn't the type to say, "You know, if I'm gonna be walking around this country represent God I should probably look better. I need to have a salon. I need to, I need to get a real make-over, kind of thing. so the people can go with... That's clearly. that chick that's walk in the world, so for God in.
she's like, "I think I'll prefer a sweat shirt. and bagpipes. It's like That's perfect, it's your consciousness. All we're doing is ever running into ourselves. So that means if that makes sense, mirrors don't have the power, but they... and magnify what I'm already feeling if I'm already maybe not consciously feeling too skinny or too fat, or whatever it might just be insecure about my looks, in general, and that's still enough for it to get in.
It doesn't have to be exactly mirroring an exact thought I had today. All it needs is it set the world is watching and sensing "how you doing today. Feeling pretty good, but a little secure. If an aging lately got it. now an hour later. 15 days later just. I was. that grey hair come from. and you think it's an accident to random? All it's doing is revealing something, you're already insecure about.
This is true for romance and for everything else, The World Is Only mirroring and we react to it. Our job is to see... I have some attachments, here. I have insecurities about myself, who I am. It then created a craving the craving then became an attachment, and then I started living on the attachment. When the attachment starts getting threatened meaning someone no longer loves me or.
my finances were a. taken or whatever. Greater taxes this year. it's going to take a hit when I see it though, I need to track it down and say, "Where have I misappropriated my faith, not the tax man takes our power winners. Go on the internet, you're gonna hear all kinds of stuff, all the different people that have taken your power the governments out to get you and this is out to...
And it makes sense, that's what's worse. it's so scary that it makes sense and then it becomes your truth. but then you're now affirming everything takes my power away, instead of the opposite, which is. I am as God created me. God is my source of power, God can't go away or be taken away, therefore nothing can take my power away.
A. okay. then you can add then what the hell was I thinking? And it's good to ask that because that's where you get to look at yourself a. firm, the truth, but then be willing to go then why was I willing to think that that person my X took my power away. or whoever else you think it is. I can see it, I'm looking at it, and it's easier to blame them then for me.
to look at myself. I mean, I probably have a role I played here. my ex took my power away was what I thought. But wait, let me look at this, what do I mean? Well, they took me they cleared out my bank account, they were never really faithful and so on. So you have all the reasoning for them taking your power and also take your power means I'm unhappy.
They took that to be a... now gonna be happy if they took everything and hurt me the way they did. But then you sit and you start to say, 'cause it's easy to say it was them. and you can even get people to sign petitions about how screwed up your X was. but. when you sit with it and go. "How might I have played a role? I'm just giving you an example.
how might I have played a role? I think there might have been a part of me that was starting to think that I'm getting older and that I might not have a partner to live out my life with, so I might have ignored a few warning signs such as. they said that they had a certain job in South Florida and yet most of their clothes are warm for things.
And any other clues. they were married, fifteen times. and I found copies of restraining orders. from 14 of those 15. well, why did you... 'cause I have needs, I wanted a life mate, say-so. We have to start owning that. then who took whose power away? There's not someone that took it even though the behaviors are not cool.
Got that. Who took whose power? I. forgot my power. my power would have been. how could I grow old, alone and be lonely? I'm already okay. and if I had today to push a button on manifesting someone in my life and having someone that was unhealthy versus being alone and healthy, which what I choose only one of those answers is powerful.
I'll take a loan for forty Ali's. Like if that's the healthy one go with healthy Jesus tells you in a course in miracles, you think you have two choices to make in your life about everything you do not. I have two or more choices, there's only one that makes sense, not right one, it's the one that's most right for me at this time.
So you don't get yourself if you didn't do the right one, it's okay. I choose an unhealthy one. And now what do I do? Learn from it and shift gears. forgive. They know not what they do. The people that are acting out the dis-empowering new thing they're forgive them, they know not what they do.
they are acting idiotic they are being rude and selfish. There's no doubt, you can. now how could they not meet those things to act that way means you have forgotten your divinity. So clearly, they are messed up. Jesus says in of course in miracles, it is really cool because one minute you think he's saying "Do not judge these people, they're wholly, you're the one with the problem, and it sounds like...
And he is sort of hitting you with it. take responsibility. You're the one with issues. wow, okay. So even if somebody overtly caused his harm you're telling me that's okay that they're holy. And you'll start with yes, they are wholly. And you think that's what he's saying, but he's not.
he says, in one part, you gotta make sure you pay attention 'cause he slips it in there and says, don't get me wrong. If people. are coming from their ego they're insane. they're in saying... And part of us is like. Yes, I knew it. But what he's trying to get us to understand is Don't get too excited, but for being validated that your ex was insane.
I have a moment of, "I can see that that is exciting for me to finally get vindicated. But. it is sad that they had lost their mind. It is sad that even that cruel person. even in a all-Hitler, you can say I'm not... Don't tell me, "I like Hitler don't tell me there's a loving spark of light in Hitler.
Okay, then we won't instead go ahead and hate him, because it'll read another one of him. Now you're responsible for helping to manifest another Hitler. How do you feel about that. fine? I love him and. you know it's not easy, to... But what it means is. a person like Hitler, or are exes or whoever they are, they are people that do not experience love let's at least, except that they are not in a state of love.
Are they. no-hitter or. his henchmen? They are not in a state of love. so what they're doing is wrong because. they're not in God, anything not in God is not true, therefore it's false or wrong, it's gone, it's mistaken. How do we get those people then to be in God, so that they come from a loving place for giving.
not for giving what they did. per se, for giving what they believed they were who they believe they were. forgive them and say to the soul of those people now instead of a list of things I don't like about you is instead is underneath that list. is one thing. You forgot who you were. and if somebody doesn't help you remember who you were.
you're gonna do it again. So, it's not easy for me to be looking at you and not see your behaviors 'cause they scream. but I don't have human eyes. I have a divine eye as well, so I'm gonna ask God to help me see you as God. as you. Beyond the behaviors, it is a super natural process to do this, it takes a different way of thinking.
And if it's not for you today, then don't just do your best to not hate the person for now. This world has its challenges and it'll look like people take your power away. how can they take... who's the day we're talking about? Do you realize your schizophrenic. I. there is no day. Oh yeah, they...
your schizophrenic. And that's not a judgment on that term, it means you are actually hallucinating that there's people that have power over you. No one has power 'cause there is no one but you... We're all one, there's only one of us here. So when you say someone took your power, it says it means God is separate.
I'm separate from God, right? And then I am also separate from you and then I'll also split within myself and. some little part of what was once part of God. some little piece of the fractured oneness of God is out there and is a bad guy. And it took my power, that's what it means. that's how I feel.
Let me beat on a pillow at me, scream in a pile, I feel, but my goal is to say, Wow. God cannot be divided, nor can God. children be divided, which means there is no them. That took my power, I forgot my power. And then the world mirrored in the hologram. Someone that played the role. that's all. So I think I'm gonna tick him and let go of this hallucination is what you're doing when you forget.
I'm choosing to see the oneness of God, instead of "Lucina ion. So, it's like walking back in front of those mirrors in the store during this study that was done. And knowing what they're doing. you already know that, there's a study. So now when you walk in front of the mirrors Do you understand why you would be less affected? Now, they really warped it.
And now you're kind of laughing... Think about it, 'cause you know what they're do. Ah, I know you guys are on the side of those mirrors messing with me not get off and they're on the other side laughing 'cause they're in on it with you. Do you understand that it's the same thing when you know the truth of what's happening, you're less affected by it.
and now you walk by the maroon grey hairs or whatever. whatever it's like, you see through it. sometimes it'll still get you, especially if it's related to things closest to you. but who am I? I am. part of God, and I am very holy, and if I'm part of God. then really Can this thing have power.
No they can't. Does it feel like it today? Yeah, kind of. you. Okay admitting that, yeah. See, that's the good stuff. admitting you slip because when you're in on it, it's easier to get over the... I slip. So the mirroring is important. Taking responsibility means... I'm gonna go ahead and take back my power but what I mean is, I'm gonna take it back from the villains who took it.
Now, what it means is I'm gonna choose to remember and start exercising my power. What does it mean to start exercising my power, I'm gonna start exercising my. truth, the truth of who I am and then my free... Well, today, I'm gonna start taking back my power which means taking back my power of free will, and I'm gonna use it right instead of using my free will to lose.
my free will, I'm gonna use by free will to exercise my free will. I'm gonna use my power of choice to be here now and take responsibility and see through the mirrors. now try to take my power away. "How is it possible? Hi, I'm awake, I'm gonna take your power Mr. Awake. No, I'm awake, I.
I already see the game, if I don't believe that there's a you that's a villain. How could I see you taking my power away? Is that making sense? Yeah, so it all ties together. It all comes to go, so beautiful. How do we know we're growing spiritually? There should be an obvious lessening of judgment.
unless triggered why. 'cause another thing. I see through it, I know the game I'm awake this is a mirror. Go ahead and try to mess with him. mess with me. But it's a mirror, don't you know I have the power to crucify you here. There's an example, Man, that's like the is a... A, we're gonna take everything if you and everybody else in this world that seems to attack us, it's all pilot saying, "Don't you realize I have the power to crucify you.
a romantic partner in your life. don't you realize I hold your heart, in my hands, all I have to do is look at you a certain way you're gonna be like. I'm devastated and it's not true because I know I'm awake. and I see it's a mirror. So pilot says This to Jesus and then Jesus says You don't have any power except the power given to you.
That's a cool statement. So then we look at all our exes are sometimes selfish parent sometimes selfish, parents world leaders. get a little maniac on your TV that acts like they have power and they're screwing people around on this planet. I'm not even thinking of anybody specific. but think about somebody like that, whoever that would be and imagine saying.
"Oh you poor thing, you actually, don't have power, except the power we give you and instead of going to. I'm gonna vote against you, what you say is... So, I'm letting it go and. now I just see you as a sad scared little person. We print. you want to hold you. No, 'cause I have all power.
You have nothing and that's why you're wanting. that's why you're crying, that's why you're acting out so much is 'cause you're subconsciously you're aware of how messed up you are. Poor thing. what I'd like to do is not only say no to that old. I would like to affirm something else in you and you have the right to do that.
and you make this person, any person, greater. And I'm talking about religious leaders. and religious systems. they can all be very selfish and very gross. without naming again, any specifics religions and systems and corporations. And sometimes they just get so carried away, how could they do that if they knew who they were, they don't know who they are.
that's why they do it, who's gonna help him remember who they are? Well, when we get them into court. he missed it again. remembrance only comes from God. So, bring them what they're looking for. Everything is love, or a call for love. and if it's a call for love answer the call. I bring in love.
we have to draw our attention to our inner self. learn what mirroring is, learn what, so-called real power is, learn what responsibility is in all of those things. Or summarized. Deb, I am learning, all of that I just described is learning to have an inner life instead of just an outer life. I know how to look at myself.
I know things come from my thoughts in my mirrors. I learned how to have a relationship all of my challenges come from my belief systems. not my belief systems come from what happens in my world. That's what people think. Are you doing well? I'm happy to do because something outside made me happy.
Oh, you must have gone to that store and they were using the thin mirrors. And I hope in some form, when I said Mario's guys, if you didn't get it, I'm talking about partnerships too. You'll date someone that is the one mirror that makes you seem like you feel better. I mean, it doesn't make sense.
Listen, you really kind of bring up a lot of misery and me, I'd like to connect with you. Most people don't consciously. most people don't consciously say that, but. what's really sad is, that's exactly what's gonna happen. Because when you thought that they only bring out. good feelings in you, and that made you think I'm gonna connect with him subconsciously.
It was only a matter of time. The contract is saying... Hi, nice to meet you, I'm here to temporarily make you feel better, which is gonna mean when I'm tired of stretching the mirror. it's going to compensate by overly colon collapsing, which is gonna be when you want to leave me. but I don't play the mirror games.
I know who I am and. I have a relationship with myself. I like you, I don't like you. Either one is coming from... you're reflecting something I like about myself or do not like about myself. And both of those ended with. myself. so I'm learning to have a relationship with me. And that's the key to happiness.
Please take a few centering breaths. Let's imagine. that we have been prior to this moment. we have been fasting. cleaning processing out old wounds and issues and letting them fall away. let's pretend and imagine that we've been stretching to get locks? Intentions out of the body, and we're just dropping in to a very deep quiet place.
Let's imagine that we've been floating in this quiet place for a long time. several minutes, maybe even hours. all the preparation is already done and it's brought me to this moment. not the anticipated moment in the future, but right now. I'm already starting to feel. like something multi-dimensional is happening around me.
There is a portal like energy around me. I'm feeling a little bit float. I'm feeling less dense. The sounds, the music, the air is all around me. more. There's a holiness. surely the presence of the Lord is in this place. I can feel it, it's here. it's as though I'm imagining that the hands of God.
or Christ. or the Divine Mother are so large, I'm being held like a sphere, in its hands. and what it's doing is it's saying, to me. let me unwind. let me unwind you. I'm holding you like a global... Or universal. rake or cranial sacral... Type of healer. I'm holding you. and I'm not gonna force.
I'm only gonna ask. Are you willing... and then I... more muscles drop. Are you willing, some more old wounds drop? Are you willing... Resistance defenses? I used to defend myself, protect myself. I used to defend my ego and now. it's all unwinding it. Unwind a little to the left and a little to the right.
There's some cells that are being taken out of my brain neurons, that tell me old belief systems is complete trust in this healing. everything. guilt and shame of the past. regrets, or unwinding. every thought. Now you start to have let it unwind do it on your own. They're scouts such as If only politics dot-dot-dot, let that go.
if only the medical system were not saying Deny the feeling I'm saying See it and let it unwind. I'm gonna put it in God's hands. so God. unlocks my version of it. and lets me experience the peace that brings all the answers. My health is already okay. but I need to surrender to the ones. Parenting jobs.
so responsibilities whatever is coming to your mind, see it and let it let it unwind. I need do nothing. a floating in everything I do. but when I have to drive a car, don't have to be there, you will, but you'll be held in a greater consciousness when you do. You don't have to be tense when you do it.
when you're gardening, making love, whether it's with yourself or someone else surrender the doing and drop into the being and everything is more loving. you're watching stories on the news and there's politics stop and to see it. like it's happening. and you start to notice those tensions and sitting forward, getting upset and rising your face more or...
Or your forehead scratching your foreign just now, do that and then see, wait wait wait. in the hands of God. and you notice you sit back in your chair. and you give whatever you're seeing on the TV to God. let it un-wide, the muscle gets unwound the tendons are relaxing everything is spring, like it should be your spine, it's not locked up or wounded, everything's open, the ARA starts to glow the chakras are opening.
I am, I do created me. I will to be the Christ, on Earth, I am part of God, and I am very holy, this is really beautiful. and we extend this to all the world, the grace that God is. I am the grace that I am, you are. smile, be happy, be joyous trust those are the words that we give the world. Now instead of the opposite everything will be okay, it'll work out if we let it unwind inside of our inner selves.
And I give thanks that, I've been here to see and feel this experience I thank you God for guiding me in this experience, I give thanks that I have a greater capacity, understanding on how to see the light and others even when they don't act like they are light. and that there are no others. But what if I don't say they took my power.
what am I to do with that? That's what everybody else says. It means they can't. which means I still have the power. I'm just not exercising it. and so I'll choose to do so healthy use of free will. And now I'm back in my power. close with a few seconds of acknowledging that this is... So.
this is absolutely true, what we're sharing what we're hearing what we're experiencing. It's not just a kind of a fancy it's a real thing. I am getting this, and it's being woven into the cells of my being it's a truth for me. And so it is... so just relax. and let that slowly happen come back in slowly a couple of breaths a little stretch, and so on.
Integrate slowly rate great slowly. He talks along these lines, if you're interested, can be found in... I have some videos on responsibility, there's one of DVD, and online. And also in our store rebuilding a new life talks about creating a new day and change in acceptance and so on. There are other DVDS that have talks on responsibility or boundaries or whatever.
So if you're interested in getting more you can grab hold of those things. How did the meditation feel. in a nice... if you had to put words to a short word sentence. what did it feel like? What did you get from that? I wear relief, I am that I am, peace. I like this. on. connectedness. in a way. recent. increase in connection.
I eat. exhale. decompress. I imagine it. What if we are in the hands of God, just like somebody doing cranial sacred work. and you kind of let things unwind at, least you should, I guess, you could go to like a massage therapist and lay there and just you could... it doesn't make sense but when they had a muscle.
you're supposed to be like a letting it unwind letting it open up. whether they're holding a most ACU pressure points, they hold those points. You're supposed to be like allowing those points to become little bar Texas in which the message of tension out love in is occurring and then it activates your systems, so you can go.
This is like magical. That's how healing is supposed to look. Whether it's done in here, in psychotherapy or in counseling. of any kind or even a body work is I'm supposed to be different when we're done. and all too often, the therapist of any kind don't know how to make that happen.
They don't know how to facilitate that greater opening but also, the clients often don't know and we have to learn, we have to take our power back to the... to take responsibility and make it so believe it or not, when you do that, even a therapist that didn't know how is gonna learn because they watched you do it they felt you do it, and then they're gonna want to have more of that.
so when we remember who we are and we activate our power to choose right now, you're making a difference in other people's lives...