Staying in Our Right Mind

People assume that inspirations are something that maybe only comes to Moses or whatever, some prophet of God. That creates a bigger chasm between us and God than is already existent or seems to exist. There is no separation between god and his creation the creator and his creations its creations so we have to understand that the spiritual path is is not kind of like trotting along you know plowing along through life and then occasional insights the spiritual path is supposed to include ongoing and consistent inspiration you know so that means that I mean that's

how practical it is I mentioned weeks ago that Edgar Cayce once said that meditation people can use meditation to achieve anything to gain anything to close their eyes to be still and they might get answers to questions many many inventors have done that Steve Jobs who got a lot of ideas for creating new things technical says you know he got his ideas that became Apple and all that when he went and sat in a Buddhist temple I think it was in Northern California he went in sat in a Buddhist temple got still and things started

coming to him and he was no special person he's just you he's just me we're all the same in the sense that we are human beings but one difference in us is that some of us realize that in being human there's two ways to be a human being one is to sort of segment ourselves away from spirit and so we are crossed with God just like when you say star-crossed lovers it means those who are it's not on the stars they are crossed it's it is do not enter you know like the poison symbol do not write so

whether the cross is an X or a T it still means the same so we are either at odds with God separated from God up here and living a human life or where humans that learn to thin the veil thin out the veil thinning the veil means the veil is a symbol of judgment the veil is a symbol of belief that were separate the veil is made up of the energy of opinions right wrong and I don't mean that we don't have right it's the duality of right and wrong I'm right you're wrong that's duality I'm right is different

see if I'm really right about something I don't mean right like competing when I'm in my right mind what I'm thinking loving when I'm thinking win-win scenarios then I'm in my right mind but when somebody I'm right you're wrong that's duality because there's two there's another that is I just feel right about this notice how I'm not saying and you're wrong about this because what does that have to do with anything I don't even have to talk about who's wrong if I'm truly in my right mind so so it's it's

something just to consider you know just to you know just to be aware that we all can receive inspirations and not only can we it's our destiny to receive inspirations now think about that now some of us again you know we say this person's really intuitive this person's really guided that's true some of us more than others but do we ever stop to think or realize that that's a choice that's actually a choice it's not they're better its Wow and we can all do this we can go WOW I love the way that person writes a song

they just they just tend to tune in and it comes to them I love the way that person gets ideas or inventions you don't have to say wow if only I were like them we just learned to be more like that person right so just think in terms of how can i how can I do more of that what can I do to be more like that I'm ready you know I I want guidance as a parent instead of oh god please tell me what to do with my children begging and yet not really getting insights believe Yogananda says ask like a like a child mommy mommy mommy please please be insistent but

he's saying believe that you're gonna get answers like what's the point of bucking your mother if it whatever she tells you mom mom II can't I can't I come and she says no no and you can't I can make now you're just a spoiled brat but the child it really knows what it's needing for example mommy the bus is coming I'm gonna be late oh oh great idea honey let's get out there now you're calling on mother looking for an authentic answer an accurate answer a helpful answer actually is good it it takes you somewhere that you want to go

it gets you something that's necessary for today so it's okay to to recognize that my daily bread my daily needs and how can I have them covered today you know what what is in the way of my daily needs whatever that might be I'm struggling because I'm I'm writing a script for a movie or I'm writing a song and there's a line missing you don't have to you know please please please God like begging from the energy or from the perspective that I don't have the answer if you're going to beg ask it's okay but there's a different energy to

it ask like a child who's expecting a good answer a helpful answer mommy guess what such-and-such you know the dogs trapped in the closet I can't get out mom can help it now but the child expects some help it wouldn't make sense to just keep walking around our lives asking from the heavens that we don't even understand where that those are and what God is for something it sort of doesn't make sense so we we have to raise our mind our consciousness to a place in one sense we bow ourselves in humility in

another sense we rise with the excitement knowing the answer is here that's why affirmations work we affirm that such-and-such is true it's happening why why do we affirm because that's the truth there's a wrong life a wrong world where everything's conflicted and hateful and then there's a right world that's still right here but that's the one most people don't live in yet and there's variations of the right world the real world meaning on this side of the veil the material world guys we have a one

perspective where we're asleep and we're just victims every day of the world then there's another and another perspective and that's the real world that's the I feel like it's the it's like the Buddha a level of consciousness Wow I get it I see how things work that's why of course in miracles' is saying you guys would save yourselves you have no idea the levels and layers years of misery you would save yourselves if you just practiced one little switch and that's

responsibility the ability to say I get how this works see when Buddha said I get it you know and they're saying you're enlightened what you're amazing are you a god are you an angel what are you you're so different what was his answer I'm awake you know what that means if you interpret it it means I got it I figured it out figured what out well I figured out how all this works how does it work and it's not like he went into a spiel about multi you know levels of creation and dimensionality and so on

complexities he said it's all an illusion so it's okay to study what seems like the complexities as long as you can do it with the intention of being awake instead of asleep what's the difference between the two if I study the complexities of the universe biologies and new biologies metaphysics astrology and on and on all the things that are so cool they're really really cool to study but if I study them thinking I'm little and they are big I actually didn't get it those are the guys that say there's just so

many so so much of the universe that we just don't understand so much of science medicine we just don't understand those comments although they sound may be accurate they actually are subtle ways of reducing us because we keep ending up small what a lot of people don't realize is the other way to do it is to go wow isn't this complex look at all this wow wow it's amazing amazing sciences and metaphysics and you know just multidimensionality and then to go and then it amazing it's all an illusion not only is it an illusion it's an illusion

I made up and that's what Jesus is saying in A Course in Miracles I want you guys to understand you made this entire thing up now we walk around saying that it's gonna maybe not set well with some people so maybe there's other ways to word it along these lines yeah we made this up but another way to say it is we co-created all this see that one works better for people if you say you made it up then they're like well then I don't know what to believe in and now I'm depressed if you say we

co-created it they get kind of excited because it makes the ego feel a little still you know validated and the reason there's a difference between the two I myself will say we co-created it because I know I'm speaking to people that it might be too much to say other use other wording but the reason it's more accurate to say we made it up is because when you say you make something up you know what that means right it means it's not true if I say we co-created in it can mean that it's true at least in part in some way it's true so the the more

accurate wording is we made this up now I'm not gonna emphasize either one at this point I just made clear what those mean all I want to say is that the universe as we know it is something we made up it's something we dreamt up and Buddha is saying you dreamt it up and you can undream it whatever you think has vastness over you other you know we're nothing compared to the universe we're nothing compared to the size of a giant redwood of California you know it's it's all about demeaning us we're nothing compared to but our greater job

is to say wow you know can you imagine something the Grand Canyon Wow and then say mmhmm yeah I did that one we co-created that it's small I'm not small and it's giant it is small to me it's nothing this is why both Jesus and Buddha said in its just slightly different ways if you really remember this if you had the faith of a mustard seed you could you could tell a mountain get up and march into the ocean and it would do so Buddha said if you had enough faith you could split the Himalayas into they're both saying

roughly the same thing but what does it mean the faith of a mustard seed so you get people you know from fundamental religions that kind of theorize about that they'll say oh you know faith in Jesus or faith in that you know they start kind of going into their religious perspective what he's excuse me sorry what he's saying is if you have faith the size of a mustard seed meaning just this much faith you could pull this off but what does he mean he means if you had the faith in who you really are then you could do this you see now faith in

who I am is that like life coaching where I go I got to have faith that I'm a good person no no no it's beautiful to do that but that's not what he's saying he's talking about faith in God and in you because God created you in its image so really you don't have to say well you know this isn't this isn't about saying I have faith in God up there somewhere and therefore I'm gonna I'm now special so I can demand that a mountain get up and march into the ocean and remember besides it's not literal

because could you imagine all these little godly tyrants you know throwing mountains from one under the ocean to the other it's not literal it means any problem anything it means the entire thing it's all equally dreamt up whether it's a planet or a bill you think you can't pay they're all part of the illusion and we in our head think well I can I can wrap my mind around the idea of developing in the faith to get better at greater prosperity and paying bills but mountains and Jesus and of course in miracle says they're the same there's no

order of difficulty in miracles they're all different they're all the same they're all equally impossible or equally possible depending on your mindset what mines that your faith faith in what who you really are so this is not about faith in God like I believe Jesus or I believe God or I believe any other name Allah therefore God's gonna pay the bill for me it's not about that it's about I have faith in the truth of God and the truth of God I am the truth of God I am the creation of God it's so such a fine line to understand these

things because it's it's not it's not about just positive thinking or coaching ourselves it's not about the mundane levels of thinking this is about the deepest truth but we think it sounds kind of abstract and philosophical guys the truth of God is who you are you're not a theory of God you're not a hypothetical of God and you're not a untruth of God not that God could have an untruth but the truth of God wait me yes you I'm part of the truth of God yes you are Wow and what does that mean exactly God is and God is love God is peace God

is joy God it is and I'm part of that God is I am we are God is I am we are and so it is so I don't have to say I mean once I start wrapping my mind around this my mind expands and expands and expands wait what does this mean you know yes you can start off with meditating next to a tree and say I can feel the SAP moving through the tree the way I feel my blood like I'm one with the tree excellent you can do cranial-sacral work as one for example healing art and you can learn to feel as your hands are holding a person's skull

in your or any part of their body but you're holding the skull and just kind of joining with their body the illusion of two separate bodies disappears and we sort of dance energetically into awakening and opening the body more it's quite beautiful now how can I do that in with my mind in all things meaning if I can learn to move the what seems like matter inside the person's body when I hold their head how is it I can't move energy when I get a bell in my mind I can just start thinking well it's energy let me let me faith it not pay it

let me faith it let me get into the truth of who I am and it gets kind of funny you know like you know like here I am made in the image of God and yet I have a bill I can't pay see humans what they do is the victim thing which I said a few minutes ago Oh God you know I can't believe this god help me or I don't believe in their new being a God because I I can't believe the stuff that goes on on point on planet Earth we do though those are all victims concepts when we get into the truth of God and I mean this there is no problem

when we get into the truth of God there is no problem there's as a John Lennon song there's no problem only solutions and we've all heard that that phrase or that concept but it's not even just solutions because solution sounds like there there has to be a problem to have a solution it's beyond that the the wrong world the the world that we create of fear and hate we're calling it the wrong world the incorrect world the inappropriate world if you don't like the word wrong fine find something else but the illusionary world has two sides

the illusion where we're buying in the illusion and the illusion where we're starting to wake up which one are you let me just be honest to ask yourself and I think most people watching a program like this would say yeah that makes sense I'm still in the illusion but am i buying it where am i starting to wake up and most people programs like this you know they're gonna say I'm I'm getting it I'm starting to wake up thank God and remember there's a bunch of us out here so find find others like this so that

you can have camaraderie in your awakening that's why you know what Jesus told John the Beloved as he's dying on the cross John you know you're sad that I'm leaving but this is really beautiful if you think about this so please soak this up here's Mary beside herself the mother Mary crying and John deeply in the dark place watching his teacher his master died and Magdalene was also there and he's passing the wind and they're just seeing you're it's your friend I mean forget the the Christ eating right now forget

the all the the religious stuff it's a friend who has done only good even if he's not a awakened Christ of being it's a human being and he's done nothing hurtful nothing selfish and he's only been helpful can you imagine somebody you know doing such quantities and quality of good and then seeing him physically beat up and crucified I mean it's really disgusting but check this out in the wrong world meaning the ego based world that's all that happened you have a victim and it feels terrible and that's how the world wants us to see

life and it it is terrible from that particular mindset or set of eyes but Christ and other versions of the the concept of awakening the Holy Spirit of God God itself wants us to do this it wants us to say well there's one perspective there's another perspective still in the illusion not in the oneness of God perspective yet in the illusion there's two perspectives the incorrect and the correct correct is still only temporary until we completely awaken but incorrect is the hate and victim stuff correct is Wow

from all of this happening this innocent beautiful awakened being allowing himself to go through this to show people that's how much I love you it that's the real world that's the world where we're seeing things differently you know we're changing perspective it's where we go and start thinking outside of selfishness and thinking selflessly thinking the greater good I can't really get a lot of inspirations when I'm in the wrong world if I'm in my wrong mind I don't believe in God or if I do I'm unworthy in the

real-world meaning the right-minded world we start to say you know there's and this is kind of beautiful because the way to get to the real world is not just by praying meditating choice making proper choice making so watch I can pray and meditate myself out of the illusionary pain world into still in the earth plane but a different way of thinking I'm just a more together I feel more together and more awakened and I'm a co-creator not a victim that's what happens so one way I get there is through spiritual discipline and study

but even if I pray myself into higher levels of consciousness meditate myself into higher levels you still will not stay there for more than a moment if or without being tested to see if you really get it so you can say okay got it I'm meditating and I'm sensing oneness hmm I feel a shift from the all separated challenged dualistic world into a sense of oneness but a test has to come to see if you really believe that and danged if don't those tests are not sometimes a real drag and then humans go how could this be happening

I'm praying and meditating and doing all these great things I wear a crystal on my necklace and all these cool things you know why your challenge is happening ah you're back - why me there you go walking yourself right back into wrong mindedness and the ego loves it the ego loves it because it can't allow you to just you're you know gee I'm I read a new book today Wow it gave me some insights the ego doesn't go oh dang it a person who reads I can't do anything about that it takes you and just beats your ass up you know

with whatever you think you know why so you can either it it's hoping so you can fail and not really show that you got what you're read or so you can spirits version of it is I'm okay with you going through tests because I'm banking on each chance you have one of them you're gonna get it if not today I love you come home tomorrow the next day you fail I love you come home tomorrow the Holy Spirit has forever times an illusion anyway Holy Spirit has forever to wait but God is banking on us passing our

tests the ego failing our tests that might sound like a traditional speech of good and evil God in the devil you know and all that that's why the book of Job in the Bible uses the metaphor it's saying there's a guy named job and he's doing pretty well on earth he's living the real good life and then the devil goes up to heaven as though that's actually possible the devil goes up to heaven you know because if heavens a certain frequency if there's a devil that wouldn't have that frequency so it couldn't be there but that's another

story so double up to heaven says hey God how you doing hey I'm doing pretty great there double how're you doing I'm doing well you know I'm beating people up everyday with emotional psychological help Oh sounds good you got it got quite an occupation down there don't you yes I do listen Lord I was noticing there's this guy named job living down there and oh yeah God says oh god no Wow job is quite the guy yeah I've been noticing and admiring him and then the devil says yeah but you know as they're having tea you know

sip sip I just have this feeling that if job has it too easily you'll never know if he's really got it I think that if you let me test him a little bit I'll bet he fails God's like I'll give you two to one you know so they're playing this game God in the devil you know and the devil comes back to earth and puts job through how long story short he it's the story about you and I fighting that dealing with that my doubts my fears my oh my angers and all these things and job's just like oh my god being wrung out he's just really being beat up

he's keeping the faith keep just like you know many goddesses and males and female you know gods goddesses on earth historically mythologies as well as prophets and prophetesses of earth and and just also just simple human beings it's the story and all of us when we go through our daily tests especially the big ones like when we go through the dark night of the soul but we go through our tests life's test and God saying you know what guys not only do I have faith that you're going to get it it's inevitable so how long would you like

this to take the ego which is you know the devil is just to coat the ego where's for some people the ego is is banking on I'm just gonna keep wearing you people down I'm gonna wear you down even when you don't get it I'm gonna beat you up for not getting it and when you think you get it I'm gonna beat you up for thinking you got it so that you can never really know and have faith that's why as a teacher I so often say hey guys how you doing today on a 0 to 10 scale you know yeah where were you five years ago oh I don't know maybe a

six or maybe a two or whatever and then I say now now that you're studying and now that you're reading at you're praying meditating doing yoga or whatever how do you rate and when you can say from a six to a seven or from a two to a eight or whatever it is I ask you to please go oh my god thank you by identifying it it can help us anchor I got it so that the ego can't pull you from knowing you've changed back into well maybe I haven't and we do have moments where we doubt that and we do have moments where we've made changes

but they're not really solid enough and we weaken but when we learn to do simple things like rating you know it really brings us in and zeroes us in to be able to say no I'm gonna own that I got it I'm gonna own that I made changes I'm gonna own that I might not have been a great parent twenty years ago but I'm a good parent now you know so that's it just fantastic like if I don't get it God cannot make me get it so understand God wills that no soul Shall Perish God wills that we come home it's as simple

as that and we will come home we will all have an awakening but right now it doesn't look like this we're wrong mindedness you know fear duality hate all kinds of crap of life abuse and trauma no real world we just go from that somehow oh you know we just rise into heaven that's what everybody's waiting for or they just assumed trap door boom gone you're gonna go into hell it doesn't work like that this is it's true that this is a spiritual migration you go from victim hurt traumatized abused to starting to

get it and the reason I go this way remember is because it's still in the material world but on earth here's the earth I'm living on the earth as a victim I'm living on the earth and I get it and then you're you're awakened I mean maybe not perfectly all the time but you're getting it and it's important to say I get that I'm getting it I own that I'm getting it not oh I still have a long way to go why say dumb things like that it's not God's will it's not

God's wording stop it's true that I feel that way so say I feel that way that's not ridiculous that's not stupid that's not dumb it's it's right sometimes I feel like I'm really not getting it that's beautiful why is it different from what I said in the first place because when I say sometimes it's how I feel it means it's very humble and it means I'm very vulnerable man sometimes this it's a lot you know as a mom or as a single parent or whatever as an orphan as a widow as a struggling single person not knowing if

I'm ever gonna find another partner sometimes man it gets really hard and heavy that's pretty cool good job see by saying it feels that way doesn't mean I'm I'm saying it's absolute I'm stuck on this I'm gonna stick to this version of this story as soon as I say it's just how I'm feeling you already have affirmed without realizing it that it's only temporary so it's okay to own that stuff just don't obsess on it it's okay to own it but my goal is what here's

where I feel like I'm at today but here's where I'm going and the more I get used to identifying with the real world that will wakened itself not perfectly one with God yet but I'm in the awakening process and the more I could pull that off the more I start staying there unless less easily pulled back so I'd like you to think about this for yourselves on a 0 to 10 scale how are you at not being pulled back into it think about that for a sec how good am i I could say to you if I'm reflecting I remember being 1716 let's

say I would say on a 0 to 10 scale I was probably only a 3 there were too many things still beating me up and pulling me into the that the pain world the illusionary world if I had something really great oh my gosh you know listening to a song that was inspiring or having some great prayer time in my room you know I'd feel like an 8 but it really didn't take much to just knock the feet out from under me knock the wind out of me pull the rug out from under me any metaphor you want to use so so my my tenacity my inner

conviction as a kid was a three now feels kind of weird to say that because that's kind of low but I don't you know I mean you can judge me for it it doesn't matter to me it's just how I felt it was a three at the time it sounds how it felt do I feel that it's a three now no so ask yourself whether it's you know how far back you want to reflect a year ago five years ago use a reference point to see some change where were you on that 0 to 10 scale once upon a time and where are you now

you know just rate the two have you improved and whether you have or haven't it's a point of personal reference just check that out but also I'm asking with or without our past reference where are you now how good are you at holding the truth and you should know that if you say well I'm a seven or an eight that's pretty cool it's gonna surprise you that one day what you think is an eight today will look like a four tomorrow not because you failed but because you're gonna be doing even so much

better the faith that we think is great today might look small tomorrow because we're gonna be so further on and it's quite incredible and we deserve to be so we really are and we should we should wish and we'll each other to be in that better place so think about that if you don't mind just for a moment how do I rate myself my ability to catch myself when I'm slipping and bounce back you know staying in my right mind how easily do I get pulled off and then if you don't mind ask yourself what are the

most likely things to pull you off is it relationship how is it addiction is it I only get pulled off when it's family think about what it is be honest yeah of course there could be more than one thing but just whatever primary item two three preferably not more than two or three so that the mind doesn't get all overwhelmed by it but what kinds of things pull you off for some people it's you know harm to the planet I know all these things can hurt us and scare us and upset us but which ones really tend to pull you out of right mindedness out

of those moments when you one minute you're like god when I pray and meditate when I breathe and just enjoy nature and when I'm really in a great state of God as much as I know God to be for myself when I'm really in a great state what kinds of things can most likely pull me off to see what they are and then do this with that first of all I'm wrong to you I'm not only so awake that I am growing spiritually I'm so awake that I'm able to look back at that part of me that's kind of the weaker area the family or or health or whatever

the issues are that most trigger me the loss of a loved one whatever it is look at it in the face and start being able to say wow I'm on to you instead of that like it kind of being hidden in the shadows in the darkness I'm I'm I'm on to you I actually am aware of the things that most often and easily pull me off do you understand that if you're onto your weakest links the next thing is you start working on it and what was once your greatest adversary the the primary weapon of the ego starts the ego starts to become unarmed because you've already

worked on that you know don't be intimidated because we're calling it the biggest thing biggest adversary you know you don't have to be intimidated by that but but rather the opposite like oh I think I'll start doing some personal work in that area I mean my god if its addiction and it's my primary adversary to me it's a great huge issue to somebody else they might go I don't I don't get why alcohol is such an issue if that's you know not for them it's because we each have our cross to bear so what's yours what's mine it's

different but all of ours is ours it is a big issue to us so don't minimize it and say well mine so small compared to somebody else's tragedy no yours is still a hundred percent yours and it's yours to work on but what's cool is we start working on that you know if it's addiction like I'm starting to say if it's addiction I have a team of people in a recovery group that can help support me through that that's kind of cool I mean if I live in an igloo in the North Pole and I have major issues my

entire family was taken you know by a polar bear it doesn't it's not as easy to work on that or it seems like it's not now maybe of course you start doing prayer meditation and you have internal shifts of course that's great I'm just saying that be strengthened to know that if it's addiction you've got a support group if it's fear of being ending up alone there are groups now to talk to you know recovery groups survival groups whatever it happens to be do not do it alone if that's going to be one of your reasons to never recover it you know

make yourself come out if coming out is how you have to work on healing that if owning addiction is how you have to do it then do it and if you say well no I'm not comfortable with that yet you or I couldn't do it I'm not gonna be able to handle it you're actually saying not only no I'm not gonna work it you're saying yes I want to stay messed up okay well if that's what you want to do and say that adversary Michael was talking about that primary tool or weapon of the ego it's too much for me just take a deep breath and say I I have to admit

I'm too intimidated I will get to it but right now I'm just not feeling like I can handle that if that's what you need to do do it because at least in doing that you're admitting you still can do it because if you just only sink in the failure you've done the opposite of what we're trying to accomplish so just say I will I know I can and I will not today you're allowed to do that and kind of a bummer because then you stay in the broken self in the pain self but at least you're owning it and you're owning that it will be you will get there

another thing that you can do is I'm gonna get there also can mean we the rest of us in your life can start working to affirm you there you know we can start sending prayers affirming that you're going to get there and you will there's God is God is doesn't mean God is sometimes God is going to eventually do this God is that is an absolute anything related to God is which includes we is we are means that it's inevitable so God is said in another way is like goddess and it takes the God s in all of us male

and female selves to say I cannot birth you know Jesus the the the light that we really are I can't birth that without my feminine self giving birth to that and so that's the goddess or God is the acceptance of God is allows me to accept the goddess which is the part of me that births the Christ you know and which is also known as Isis or Jesus or you know other derivations from and buildings from that core word but that true light it's inevitable so if I am hovering over here in the pain self it's only a matter of time and all I'm asking us to do is

step up today and go I'm gonna start living over here a bit more in my right mind and I can look back and see the other self and I see which parts tend to pull me back I'm gonna see them and start dismantling them dismantling means healing there's uh memories of old trauma pull me back start dismantling it start seeing a counselor start journaling do something about it and again you can say well I don't have the means I live in an igloo in the North Pole then start carving out your personal process on a block of ice

you know do it somewhere do something even if it's just in the mind do something there is no reason to actually delay other than our own fears and we're actually not just afraid of what we have to look at when we face our adversary which is just our stuff our adversary isn't actually an adversary it's just our stuff our unhealed wounds so be able to look at that self and be able to say you know I can do this don't don't sink into the it's too much see it and if that's how you feel fight on that but just know and celebrate man

how cool one day because we're all going it's inevitable and I know I've already said that but I'm reminding it's inevitable it's really the good news of the Lord as they call it the good news of the Lord is not just the message of Jesus from two thousand years ago then the good news of the Lord is it's like God say have some great news not good news and bad news I have two great news you are and remain as I created you to be oh yeah well thank you God but I got some bills I can't no you are as I

created you to be you don't have bills cuz in me there is no such thing as debt really okay cool well the thing is God there's also this karma know the good news of God is that you are as I created you to be and you do not have debt there is no karma therefore you can't have any issues you can't be afraid none of that's real we're however given free will to say well I get that but I want to have some garbage for a while I want to have issues and we're we're afraid of looking at those issues but as has been said before we're also afraid of light

of who we really are means we're weird to think that and if you don't understand what it means that you're afraid of your light it's enough to say I am afraid of looking at my stuff my darkness so start there because we're afraid of both really so as I'm drawing to a close I pray this has all made sense and and or that any portion of it has made sense it's really simple it's deep but it's also simple and I love that I love speaking sharing that way you know to be able to just recognize wow I can look at my greatest

adversary and dismantle it whatever it happens to be especially when I'm over here recognizing it's a dream and I'm the dreamer I can change my dream and somebody says no you can't change your dreams I went to sleep I had a nightmare you can't it's called lucid dreaming if you get to the detail of it but even if you have a nightmare and you wake up and you're already awake and say I can't change you because I already dreamt it you can when you wake up think of the metaphor here when you wake up and say I just dreamt

this horrible thing and it ended in such and such a fashion while you're still in that half dozy sleep start imagining a different outcome than you had a minute ago but the dream is over no it isn't the sleeping dream is over but you're actually still living in the dream here so just dream it different dream a different outcome and do it at the end of the day as well at the end of every day when you're done with your day and you look back over and it and you think here's one of those moments where I got sucked back in and I lost faith faith in

God faith in Who I am faith that everything is okay on some level and I started believing in the problems I remember doing that today and I'm going to actually visualize it happening differently I'm going to visualize my passing my tests successfully you can do that even after the fact and then what it'll do is weave a new reality down into the illusionary self so you can have a happier dream tomorrow it actually works literally as an exercise but if you only do it as a linear exercise it's not as effective

not as real as when you actually start to get what I just said not just practicing it but you actually say I get it I know I know why it works because it's all a dream we are the dreamers of the dream or as Edgar Allen Poe said life is but a dream within a dream okay with that I bid you adieu peace be with you all many blessings to you and thanks for joining us again peace bye-bye