Staying Aligned

right now the first thing i want to do is is share an interesting story that came up somewhat recently there's a story of a of an autistic child and this is a true story but on an autistic child who couldn't speak and really you know function much in that scenario not communicate and um you know mom's just trying to take care of him as best she can he's probably around eight years old i'm guessing but he might have been 10 but somewhere around there i think and you know it was interesting because one

day the kid takes a tablet and types a message and the mom's like wait a minute how could you be typing how could you be sending a message you don't even know how to speak or spell or anything so the mom's going how did you how did you how are you communicating how are you typing words you've never learned english and the kid takes the tablet again and types in jesus taught me so that was so cool you know just jesus taught me but the way he says it not only jesus taught me how to to type and and write other words it doesn't

mean he he learned an entire vocabulary it's like he's channeling it but the way the child typed the message was jesus taught me the order of sounds jesus taught me the order of sounds so in other words it's like he was downloaded an understanding of this not per se like a linear version of learning a language but i mean because he he taught me the order of sounds the the order meaning the letters that go because the letters have a sound vibration etc i mean if you think about it it's you know it's quite

moving powerful beautiful and then later on you know he he goes to the mom and shows her another tablet writing that he did and what he says in this one is simply this he's talking about god and so essentially he's saying mom i'm channeling god through the tablet he's sending these messages to her so he says mom god taught me that there is a trinity so he says the father is the manager the son is the lover of operations and the holy spirit is the worker for whatever reason that was the theme or the vibe of what he's presenting you know it

almost sounds like an office you know maybe his mom worked in an office so jesus or god spoke to him in a way that he could understand it but but amazingly look at the look at the meaning of those words that the father is the manager the father is the creator so to speak the son the lover of operation so here we are doing this and then the sun being all of us but definitely the sun symbolizing not just all of us as we are but the divine within all of us the christ self and then the holy spirit you know is the

worker now it's interesting because i don't know maybe anyone can't say anyone but almost anyone that refers to the holy spirit as the divine mother and so i've made references to this before because the the divine mother has a role of manifesting so when he's talking to his mom later on he says um mom you know he's typing the message the way creation works and if those of you who have heard some of my videos or teachings you'll you'll understand this is very in alignment with what i've

taught before but the child says he types in creation occurs when the father thinks it the father thinks it the creator and then the son the christ loves it and then the holy spirit manifests it loves it could even be feels it the father creates it the children of god feel it and then the holy spirit manifests it very beautiful considering i mean just the message is very beautiful the message is clear it's like very congruent with everything i teach about spirituality and the trinity and so on but then just to pause and go back for a

moment realize this is a child that supposedly cannot communicate supposedly is is you you almost think a lot of people just think that an autistic child is kind of gone half gone non-functional or whatever and i think more and more people are coming to understand they're just communicating in a different dimension it is seemingly a bummer that they don't communicate well in this dimension can then this world struggles to understand them so it creates a little bit of a strain to be a parent with a child you can't

communicate with seemingly and so on so i'm not saying it is a problem i'm saying it can feel that way because people it confuses people but that's just the in the appearance of things to be able to sit back and go wow you know it's just a matter of recognizing that there's a dimensionality there they're hearing you they're hearing it they just don't articulate the way we articulate they don't process process quite the way we process and just you know to wrap our minds around that is is very important

you know so then he asks his mom or rather he mentions to his mom another another message given that god is going to think it the children of god feel it or love it and then the holy spirit's gonna manifest it now here's another angle the messages or the channelings that come through the child are as follows another one is as follows so mankind should ask the following in prayer he's guiding us he says mankind should ask the following and look how similar it is to the first two quotes that i shared with you so mankind should ask in

prayer father how can we think like you and i'm paraphrasing just slightly from the original message you gave but father how can i think how can we learn to think like you christ how can we learn to love like you because god thinks it christ loves it holy spirit manifests it how can we learn to think like you how can we learn to love like you christ or jesus and then the holy spirit how can we learn to take actions and manifest like you i mean is that amazing and then he ends that message with with this is our mission

on earth whoa in one sentence nicely summarizing a course in miracles the humility father mother god how can i learn to think like you to love like you to create like you you know manifest like you it's just fantastic so then along with these spiritual messages there was a point where the mother says you know then he told me mom he's typing a message mom god's telling me that we need to go to the mall and i'm thinking yeah my children use that on me when they were kids too you know dad we got to go to

the mall no no no right now oh no god's telling us you know like that would have been a clever one right so he says we got to go to the mall and she's thinking what yeah we have to go to the mall but he doesn't like say because we need to go to the shoe store he says we got to go to the mall okay why there's a girl we have to talk to she's struggling and god wants you to tell her that she needs to give up her essentially her practices her her spiritual practices that are not really working for her

and we don't want to say what the practice is because it's not the practice it's that you know a lot of people are doing just so-so spiritual practices not really developing a closer walk into the light of god we're just you know just doing kind of practices of some kind and so it's kind of horizontal so he says we have to go and talk to this girl so the mom you know autistic child so he's just sitting on a bench with the mom you know the mom's like okay well what am i supposed to do we're just sitting

here watching for a girl that looks like she might be struggling um but the child's not there like typing in that's the one you know he can only communicate so much and so at some point the mom senses that there's a group of girls walking by and that one of them might be it she walks up to the girl i know this sounds strange but you got to imagine right i know this sounds strange but my son who doesn't communicate is channeling through his computer uh the message is from god and you need to change your life you know or

something like that it would be a little some a little much right so she says to this girl you know the message and then the girl says it i it doesn't really connect it doesn't sound like it applies to me her friend standing next to her said it's me you know it's just amazing isn't it she said the girl says it's me that's me and it was you know how moving i mean but one of the powerful things of this guys god why would this child who doesn't communicate get a message to his mother from god for a

girl he's never met at a mall that they're not at why because somehow that girl's soul was sincerely crying out help me and or someone in the family of the girl might have been praying for her and so it's not that god sits there and goes well i'm waiting for x number of prayers to come in before i help you what i'm saying is it's like when you're when you're doing the a padlock you're turning the dial and what happens is you're you're there's tumblers that fall

into place so when you're dialing it there's spaces where like something clicks into into place and then you go the other way and it clicks in it's like that when we're doing our spiritual work we're watching for things to click in place and that's essentially usually or often what happens so in the case of this girl something was just right falling into place and what's important though is that someone actually cares we know that you and i we know that intellectually some thing meaning god

is talking to this kid giving him guidance well that in itself is like okay i'm already done that's perfect it's amazing story changes my life forever but then you take it another level where all this amazing channeling great wow miracle for the kid miracle for the mom but then you go and god in a consciousness this consciousness of god whether it's the holy spirit father whatever the consciousness of god cares so much that whenever it sees an opening it will make connections alignments staying in alignment

so the alignment of those tumblers the alignment of the decisions being made in this girl's life somehow you know in her life turning around you know and the more we surrender ourselves to be channels voices of god without arrogance because the child's not doing anything the child almost is almost beautifully saying it's incapable of screwing up the channeling but you know we always have our own filters even the child there you know has a filter maybe like i said why did it come through as the manager the worker you know maybe in

that moment his consciousness is absorbing mom at the at the office kind of uh vernacular you know so these things happen but he's not he's not blocking the message or harming the message or using the message for self interest you know so he doesn't turn it into oh now i'm a channel i got to write a book i got to go on a certain talk show to make sure everybody knows that i'm the latest greatest it's just love in action so you know i i pray that that uh you know hits your heart as it did

mine because you know i love that i just love stories of people of every walk of life every from every religion every non-even non-religious people saying that they've had a miracle and the miracle can be visions voices healings whatever it happens to be alignment synchronicities and so on god i just think it's so great and it it really for me it's like the the two things that most hit me for me when i see these things happening here about these things happening is one of them is just the beauty of it

just the love if you tune into it there's a feeling behind the story yes there's a wow to the mind but there's such a beautiful feeling of oh my god that's the love of god and the second thing that hits me most is that we're in this together that there's other people that might word it differently than you and i like the the mom if she were telling you the story she's not going to say my son's a channel she's going to say a miracle is happening and maybe she would use the word jesus is talking to my son whatever

it's the the wording will be different from here to there but it's all the same and and i really love that that spirit can reach through you or me or even this this right now this live feed can reach through something like this and and reach someone and i i do believe that wholeheartedly and i get you know the posts you guys put on these pages there's always a a you know a screwball person out there that just hates this stuff and they think it's a joke so that's cool they should go on whatever

other site but but um for the most part you guys are really great and and you're you know so in your own way humbly reaching out wanting to hear something that keeps you alive another day keeps you moving another day keeps you in alignment another day and and it is like that it's micro adjustments guys it's not going to be you hear one word and then it covers you forever little micro adjustments are needed stay in alignment you know there are things in this world that happen and can happen and will

happen have happened and so on that try to take us off alignment that's why we screw up we slip we come back and do it in another life we're constantly doing various forms of uh adaptation or adjustments micro adjustments at the very least are needed to keep us you know in alignment just when you're losing a little faith having a little doubt you hear something on a program like this click it falls into place good job how did that happen why did that happen why did something pull you back to center

first of all it's god's will so god is actually trying to help you us stay in alignment so good job god but if we didn't want it we could block it god will not force us into alignment so it's kind of cool because this is a symbiotic relationship god wants us in alignment and at the same time we step up some part of us some part of us deep inside also wants that it can we can be acting very messy and you know not believing and being hurtful but some deep part of our soul says i i'm tired of living like this and it reaches out

and when it does often it can line up right with that other hand that's reaching down at the same time and they connect there are times that our our guilts and shames will keep the hand from reaching and grabbing because god's hand's always right there just right let's call it in the middle of the clouds and we have to reach our own other side of the clouds and connect but our our guilts and chains and that's why healing is a part an important part of the spiritual path because it it clears whatever would keep our hand from

grabbing the other hand that's certain there ours reaches doesn't reach reaches part way reaches too far to the left to the right and so when we don't connect it's always us it's not well god wasn't there that day he was out of the office you know or god wasn't liking us that day or judged us as not worthy never happens god's hands always steadily there 24 7 since the beginning until the end of time and so on but we have to stop deviating we have to be consistent consistent in our work in our healing

consistent in our humility and so on and so on and so on um i want to share something else though because some of us are you know when we talk about things that kind of tip us out of alignment one of the funny ones that we often talk about is mercury retrograde you know because the planets are are symbols of ourselves so it's kind of like saying i'm kind of in a bad mood today but astrologically you might call that something else you might say the moon is such and such today but it's just they're just signposts of the

outside mirroring reflecting what's happening inside so it doesn't matter whether you call it here or there it's all the same because it's me it's always you know ourselves and if you forget that our it's ourselves and you think it's the planets or other people around you doing it then you're actually going outer oriented instead of inner which is the roots of codependence so no codependents it's within ourselves and something's happening so mercury you know full moon kind of stirs some of us

however you want to interpret that mercury retrograde a lot of us go oh no wasn't mercury retrograde just a few weeks ago and sometimes yes and then we go god you know i really you know when mercury goes retrograde now the average person doesn't know that term or that it does anything or reflects anything so they just kind of wonder god why is everything kind of a little screwy you know in terms of i bought this new computer and it's not working they don't put it together because they're not living in alignment so you

live in alignment and things make more sense so you go well you know i'm not going to blame mercury but i'm going to say mercury's in retrograde so yeah a lot more weird conversations communications you know a little sketchy so those of you who are watching and you are aware of that kind of funny thing that we attach to mercury being retrograde take that and then imagine this imagine that all the other planets what if all the other planets were to be retrograde at the same time like immediately you're like that's it

i'm out of here right they're all going to be retrograde within a matter of a couple of weeks and they're going to stay retrograde for several weeks or a few weeks so you know strap in man get ready for this um all the planets are going to go now when we say all the plants when you look at astrology the words like the sun the earth the moon those aren't going to retrograde because you live on these and they're not go they don't go retrograde because everything's moving around the sun and and the lessons revolve around

us on the earth but the planets in our solar system are going all retrograde except venus which you know like okay thank god the planet of love is going to give us a little respite uh for the planet of the heart chakra that's kind of cool but all the planets going retrograde like you've got to be kidding me like if if one planet mercury and mercury is one of them obviously that's going retrograde so this is going to be just you know i think it's funny it's going to be quite a blast but oh you know be prepared and when is it

going to start well it already has the energies always start before and end after the actual dates of technically you know what we call alignment retrogrades so these planets will have their own version of an alignment they're all going to be aligned so to speak meaning they're all going to be in the same mood retrograde so you know oh my god you know saturn retrograde oh god i think we've been dealing with that haven't we uh neptune retrograde you're honest mercury uh even pluto is going to be all

these planets are going to be retrograde and they all will have their own unique contribution sorry it's just a funny way to word it because it's kind of like hell no um you know so there's there's um they're all going to have their contribution individually but also collectively so we have to ask ourselves before we make too much of a fuss what is it symbolic of in me oh my god almost every aspect of my being my mind mercury and so on and this and that this planet that the mystic part of me the

spirit part of me the jupiter all these things are going to be retrograde now if you go retrograde and go that's negative right no no it means going deeper going inside and going back over things of the past so what it means is you and i are spending this summer in quite a in the fire in a sense in the fire kind of a of a mood slash mode an in the fire kind of a situation it's a nice warm summer especially if you're living in arizona you can feel that i'm sure the folks living out and about down

in scottsdale maybe tucson phoenix in 120 degrees at times you know they must feel it but people here and there are going to feel the temperatures but some people don't live in hot or warm climates like that but they're going to feel the temperatures inside um agitations frustrations mars is going retrograde too so with mars going retrograde you know really back over back over when you go back over things over and over it creates like a friction doesn't it so mars already the planet of fire the planet

you know war um mars like really friction whoa that doesn't sound really great so watch watch if you have inflammations in your body if you know to be careful not to let them flare up or to do something to kind of maybe preventative as well as the psychological dealings with it just in other words doing your inner work and so on so mars and all these planets kind of like let's they're all setting up getting ready and going into retrograde so mars is going to do its thing and mars only goes retrograde every several years

but when it does it it asks us to reevaluate our lives like you know like take time to reevaluate your life how things going in your life are there any things you want to you know kind of reconsider and so on and so on and then pluto's going retrograde now pluto rules scorpio and scorpio is already about a sign and pluto is already about the archetype god they're both scorpio and pluto about going inside going within going into the the deepest darkest stuff so pluto's going around pluto's already about going

into old stuff and yet it's going retrograde so you know kind of intense kind of interesting and then jupiter will be retrograde in scorpio and that's interesting because and i'm just summarizing these things you know i'm not trying to act as though i'm going to be able to give you a full astrological talk here in a matter of a few minutes but but jupiter going retrograde in scorpio i believe it is um jupiter is a planet of kind of our spirituality our spiritual self you know it because jupiter means

theos pitar or dios vitar different languages spanish to greek to even hindu or hindi these various languages see jupiter jupiter as the hospital or the god the father pitar father so in a sense jupiter represents god and jupiter the sign of god within us the higher self is going to be retrograde now in in scorpio so part of what that would bring up is i'm going to feel pulled between my higher spiritual jupiter energy to the deeper darkest now now the deeper darker in this case deeper darker and retrograde here

might be our darker passions our darker stuff but passions some of our addictions perhaps so jupiter is going to be calling us one way our dark passions calling us another way and we're going to feel a little pulled in between so you know it's kind of a bummer because you're going to have people pulled between cravings personal opinions you know setbacks agitations especially during this time when all other stuff is retrograde and during this time of summer for many of us on the planet so it's going to be quite a little dance

because we're pulled between these two things the higher self and then personal passions and for those of us who pass our tests and this is going to be a good one you pass your tests you're going to almost be guaranteed new inspirations not because god says hmm i think you've passed your test i think i'll gift you a little something as we pass our tests we automatically are raised to higher levels of consciousness so pretty cool automatic i might as well just even count on it i'm gonna stick to my gun stay aligned

and then from that i watch myself emerge with new gifts insights inspirations whatever they may be so keep this in mind stay the course however there are also people that are not staying the course they're the people that are getting very heated hot mercury retrograde in their communications mars retrograde going back into agitations and frictions that want to fight about everything argue about everything defend everything but also attack such as what you hear like people politically getting so weird i'm

i don't even talk about politics and i'm already tired of talking about politics just a few times i've made few seconds of comments i'm already tired because it's so evident that people have lost their minds spiritual minds they have lost their minds and have decided to dig in you just dig themselves into this is right that's wrong well fine enjoy yourself every bit of the digging in all of the upcoming uprootings dismantlings you know uh retrogrades are going to help you you know learn some lessons around that so you

know i pray that you you know everybody watching and passes the word i pray that we you know let's do something right let's get our lessons right you know you have a so-called autistic child a a challenged child channeling god and people are over here bitching about politics i mean it's pretty amazing you know i think i'd rather be the autistic child and no wonder more and more children are going to be born autistic because they're tired of hearing everybody so they you know they want to just stay in their own dimension so

that's a good reason to not want to be here but you are here we are here so we have a job to do and that job in part is passing your test so that you raised to higher consciousness you're not going anywhere you're not ascending you're not reaching heaven nirvana in nothing without passing your tests so you know um heavenly consciousness doesn't like come to us in a lottery kind of a calling you know numbers called or some sort of bingo game it comes by our earning it in consciousness awaking

awakening to it in consciousness and so i just want to say you know don't don't cave in you know don't cave cave has a couple of meanings collapse but it also means cave like a cave you go into a cave don't go and hide don't cave in you know the the all of these planets one of the messages to all of these alignments or all of these retrogrades at this time is to say slow down slow down doesn't mean just your pace slow down your words slow down your judgments about the rights and everything you're

complaining about on earth and the things that are upsetting you and politics i mean knock it off you know just knock it off slow it down a bit look at yourself instead slow down doesn't mean just talking slower or moving slower driving slower slowing down means to go within slow down your attempts to go out so quickly onto others and slow it down and let's go back this way notice what i'm doing i'm going out retrograde brings me back in so retrograde all of a sudden is an angel it's a miracle worker

i had this miracle happen i was kind of outer oriented talking and complaining and moaning about other people and then all of a sudden this angel appeared to me and said let me show you how to do something and it turned me within and i found light and peace and joy and happiness you know that would sound good to most people so that's what it means slow down turn this direction you know don't get don't get caught trying to push things forward like um i want to accomplish something i want to achieve

this thing and finish it it might happen because summertime is usually fruitful time but don't when you see it dragging be careful and ask yourself maybe i need to go here instead of there maybe i need to slow down and kind of check in and and uh work work with my inner self a little bit more so as i'm coming close to a close here i just want to you know cap it off remember please don't cave in but i'm also saying not only don't cave in don't cave in but don't be weak all right don't be weak

when when the world is weak we need to be strong and sometimes our strength is to be strong as a vessel around other people who might feel weak whether it's physically emotionally whatever and they're having a difficult time let's be a strong vessel but i would not want to walk around boasting consistent weakness i'd rather boast consistent strength and then honesty enough to say if there's times when i'm feeling kind of fragile i'm gonna do that and so just drop into that but don't be

proud of that don't get too used to it don't get too addicted or stuck or attached to being weak because it's not a good idea and it's not a good characteristic masters are not weak when you catch a cold rest for a day or two but try to get some air try to get some some you know energy going try to come out when you can rest while you need to you know that's fine change what you can get out there but accept what you can so if you have a flu and it's not quite going okay fine then you give it a little

extra time if you're having a little bit of a struggle depression let's say overcome arguments you're having with somebody and you need a little time fine take a little time but remember without resurrection what's the point of crucifixions everybody just dies during crucifixions it's kind of a drag so get up move you know don't be don't be addicted to whining don't be addicted to um complaining about all the terrible things that have happened in your life see them talk about them counsel them

get them healed and worked on then get up and let's go let's move so the longer you take to heal whatever it is divorce and loss and so on even if it's the the tragedy of a loss of a loved one your job is to own that for a moment but let's just ask each other you know how are you doing with your healing how am i doing with mine how are we all doing and one person says well um it's for me it's been you know for me it's been like um 24 hours do you think i should take some more time most of us would say yeah take some

more time than a day when someone says it's been about 25 years yep still hate the same person uh you might have crossed the line there somewhere um you know 24 hours 24 years let's say yeah you probably crossed the line there somewhere and only you measure yourself at the end of the day as to what's strong and weak but when i look at myself at the end of a day i do ask myself am i okay with how quickly i recover recuperate from certain things losses or hurts or tragedies or whatever it happens to be

even when i hear things about you know the globally you know someone says oh did you hear this happen that happened um people that know me people that know me closest people to me and there's a handful in my life you know today but the people that know me best would say that i process pretty quickly you don't want to compete it's not a race but i'm just saying do you can you ask yourself do you process quickly whether it's physical ailment emotional issues do you process quickly and i don't mean to be you don't want to

be abrupt you don't want to rush it and not have it be thorough and clean but you know yeah try for i'm a master i'm looking at mastery so this is partly what jesus meant by you know when you're fasting he said don't put on like a glum face hey michael how you doing i would be doing great if i weren't fasting you know he says it's like attention getting and then what attention who's getting the attention god or your ego ego oh crap then how about he says do the opposite he says look as good as you can i'm

doing great be an example to people so they say didn't you didn't you just have a loss of some kind you know like a week ago yeah you but you look radiant you know this is how it works when you feel connected to god and it does recover quickly recuperate quickly heal quickly but not rushed but quickly you know just efficiently effectively god god's effective man you know jesus didn't ever you know he never walked up to somebody and said in the name of whatever you know god you are healed get up and walk i command in the name of the

light you are he'll walk but it might take six seven months you know it's you know it's just now go so don't be too hard on yourselves but when this these uh planetary retrogrades you know journal do some inter inter introspection do some inner work and maybe talk about it with people don't talk about it like commiserating be careful oh my god i just can't even deal with this oh my god i'm i don't even know i am living anymore this is oh my god nobody could endure what i'm enduring

and so on and so on not commiserating it's more like wow do you check it out did you notice this did you know yeah that one really hit me so i did some work on it but at the end of the day ask yourself would i rather be one of the people that show the world that it takes forever to deal with issues or do i want to be someone who says something different like i'm an example of you can get up and go get up and walk christ said get up and walk and christ is within me so i'm gonna i'm gonna move

and if someone you know says um you know i've seen examples of this throughout history but just pop examples popular pop culture examples i really felt bad one day when i saw a glimpse of an interview with a guy named bob dylan and it was the strangest thing i felt so bad for him because he rarely interviews and rarely talks but this guy happened to get him to talk and he just said yeah look at think about those lyrics i used to write and he quoted some lyrics and he said man that must have been coming from

somewhere amazing yes it was and he goes and it's a shame because i can't do that anymore and i was like wow that's a person that has said i died and cannot resurrect i died and i stayed dead i feel you know bad for him because he's missing something he he is whoever he is he he learns whatever he wants to learn that's his business but a part of me went wow my heart really went out for but my part my heart and my soul also learned something from that like i would if you told me that story of yourself i

would inside i go got it note to self do not stay dead recover recuperate smile make people think wow if you can recuperate recover whatever it is that quickly you must have something pretty cool going on what is it and that's why buddha was saying be an example to other people shine your light and be an example you know siddhartha had said whatever gifts you have shine them show bring people to god he said whatever your gifts are use them to bring people to god but be beware when you commiserate when you say oh gosh you know

money you know money is a problem there was somebody recently that was struggling financially and you know i helped gift them a little something it wasn't a lot but i mean it was something you know for them and and it was interesting the poor soul they said oh thank you um yeah that's just enough um to recuperate some of the money i lost with so and so last week and i was like wow you you've you've already killed it it's it's just like a oh wow okay that'll help this negative hole that was made it'll fill in a

couple shovels full it's like that's it a couple shovels of dirt and that's you didn't see it as a gift of plus you saw it as slightly less minus and this is what we do think about it choose differently you have the right to sometimes spend a little too extra time you know whatever you go through in life you have you have the right i would say do not let your children see it when you're struggling but don't don't lie but find a tactful way to convey well mommy or daddy you know we're dealing with

something right now just like when you guys at school are going through something you know and they might even say well mom you told me when i go through that here's what you ought to do they might give you good advice it can be a tactful conversation don't dump on the children it's inappropriate um in every way you can imagine but it's also damaging um counselors safe we call it safe others counselors you know and if you have one that's not helping you get another one your sponsors and if they're not coming through for

you and i know i've known sponsors of the some of the greatest souls but sometimes i've seen them really horribly fail people when they played the role of sponsor for some reason um you know they just they blew it they they ruined the confidentialities or became judgmental or whatever okay they slipped you know find another one you have the right to so don't cave and say well someone let me down and then when i went for help someone else let me down try again and don't forget prayer because this

child channeled something and told us pray think like god love like christ right and you know even the holy spirit's role in this like it it it's show me how to think like you don't show me how to love like you show me how to manifest like you to the holy spirit um show me how to be your presence despite whatever's going on around and when you don't what you're saying to people is the real world is the pain world and i'm proving it because i can't let this go i'm demonstrating it you can tell by my

frown you can tell by my tears you know you can tell by my years later still saying that that person i can never love again because of what they did and sometimes it's not that blatant but it's there so is that is that your vibration is that your message so in closing teach only love for that is what you are and teach only love means smile shine your light don't let people know you're struggling when you're struggling unless it's the right people the tactful people that you're guided to but shine

your light let them know yep that's true you heard that i was struggling yeah true but i'm i'm really working it you don't have to say oh no no i'm really great when inside you're wanting to die you can say yeah i'm struggling but i'm working it and i'm staying prayerful show them that you're a person that believes in resurrection shed the tears at the crucifixion but show them you believe in resurrection how long would you like to wait jesus died and he still took three days to go

within but he still came back so you know take a fraction of the time it takes other people to bounce back from moving and divorces and whatever else is happening in the world okay and definitely during this time of of of retrogrades please remember i'm saying this now or anytime in the world you hear about retrogrades this this talk could apply to that just remember full moons retrogrades planetary misalignments in your life and even just relationship issues whatever they are your job is not going oh here we go man i might as well just

get an extra coat because it'll be cold and i might as well just you know start clenching my teeth because here comes the pain your job is to say how am i going to make it different not just a clench for it you know but to to show how to resurrect through it how to live through it sing sing songs even though there's some struggles just sing anyway find someone put on you know put on some good tunes that give you some now i'm not talking about lying to yourself i do know that i'm upset right now you're not lying but i'm

going to choose some vitality when i was a kid and struggled at times a lot of times you know years you know spent years so often on restriction my god you know but i got to tell you there were you know there were choices i made and i never went into the doom and gloom oh you know woe is me kind of adolescent you know living a very dark kind of a life i listened to earth when in fire as many of you know uh sing a song and shining star and that's the way of the world tunes that made me go oh my god it was

the only it was like my connection to god it was the only light that i could really connect with and you don't think that god supports that as as a vehicle to come to me and make this kid stay alive another day stay in alignment another day no man those those artists that band the writers of those songs they will when when they have already and will pass over to the other side they'll add have added feathers to their wings to fly higher because of my gratitude and anyone else's for that matter my gratitude for what they said

to me to keep me alive so who are you grateful for who's grateful for your existence you're not you're not gonna have very many people grateful for you if all you do is bemoan the problems come back to life absolutely come back to life it's our destiny so why not do it so keep that in mind find the light through it through the darkness all right much love many blessings stay the course and center into that alignment do your best to stay there thanks guys bye-bye you