Spiritual World Versus Material World

this concept of reconciling first of all we're we're spiritual beings we're made in the image of God we just don't seem like it now but we're absolutely made in the image of God which has nothing to do with a human image has nothing to do with the material image it means the consciousness of God so the consciousness that God is I am we are as well so we have forgotten now that's called the fall in the Bible it's called separation in A Course in Miracles whatever terminology you know best works

for you or for us it comes down to this we are not in Kansas anymore Dorothy something seems to be wrong now when I say wrong it is just in the sense that infinite beings became finite immortal became mortal abundant became limited in another sense you see whole became sick life eternal life became life and death so if I can go on and on with that list but we don't need to just the point is we need to own that something's not divine anymore now the good news is that which was divine can never change so what that means is

on one using terminology that humans could try to wrap their mind around it would be this just imagine two parallel universes one is God's one is ours if that helps use that we're not living in the divine universe anymore we're living in one that we fabricated one that depicts because the universe we know is no longer a true light of God frequency instead it became more like a film a holographic image so god's dimension is this connectedness of all things really and it's only love we created an

alternate reality or universe and in that alternate universe parallel universe we created a world that isn't a knowing of the light like the light in a projector the just knowing the light instead we created a projector through which the light will shine out of onto a screen we call lie and it's holographic so it's three-dimensional that which was once perfect light became a projector through the holographic projector image and then we walk around trying to figure it out we walk around it's why people die

because they got tired trying to figure it out it's why medicine can't cure everything it's why politics will never get it right you can't fix it with the same mind that created it the minds that one day wondered if what would happen if we were unworthy of God it's all we wondered what would happen if we were unworthy and then thoughts become things and so a parallel universe bursts and that's the Big Bang moment boom the Big Bang takes place the parallel universe starts to be created we go into it but

forget that there was another reality but part of us knows there was another reality that's the part that gets us on the spiritual path that's the part that makes us want to get into recovery that's the part that even makes us long for a new relationship not that weird whose channelling okay yeah just don't so you got it okay thanks so you see what I'm saying there it's amazing if you think about it like we but but in our insane minds the minds that said what would it be like if we're

unworthy all of a sudden boom there's the worthiness universe we're made in the image of God boom there's this parallel universe but like a sci-fi movie you and I are living in both universes there's a part of us untouched by any of this that is the I am presence and it still sits up in God it still has a link to that universe that is God now some of us think yes I have the feeling of that all the time the IM in me votes for this politician instead of that one that's not your i am let me just let you

know nothing you can know with your human head is related to that i am that i am experienced is a consistent blissful peace that surpasses understanding the IM is yeah my IM you know made me choose a certain meal today no it didn't i don't mean to rain on your parade but no it didn't my IM is saying that you should marry me no it isn't the IM isn't related to anything you can think of with your human head you can only get to that i am by letting go of everything else so mystics for all these years are

like you got to get out of this world so they abstained from everything and that doesn't do it it's a shift in consciousness so you i'm gonna meditate to experience that shift I'll ring the chimes and I'll burn the incense and once upon a time you know people are doing sacrifice of animals and all kinds of things to try to get to the I am the only way you get to the I am is to be act as though you're already the I am think feel be and then some people go okay and they try to still do that then

it's not a doing it's an accepting and really the only tangible way human beings could get to that is through something called forgiveness strangely enough beautifully enough I don't mean strangely in a bad way but strangely enough that's it okay bless you and there's tissue in front of you if you need them makes sense it's like beautiful so so in a way try this in a way say to yourself man I'm trying all kinds of ways to become spiritual and I think it's cool you know and I'm trying to get healthier

and I'm doing this and then because there's really two ways to get to that Center that is God see if I try to I'm gonna do this to get to god I'm gonna do that to get to God these extremes like even even in ancient cultures there would be some that would say abstain from everything to prove your spiritual others would sway if you're so spiritual do everything like the Bakken alien festivals just get wasted and do everybody and don't judge it and they're swinging way over here swingers indeed

they're swinging way over here but over here abstain and they can't get along and they don't agree because they're still in duality where's the center the center can only be achieved by being in God's consciousness remembering God's not the doing not their not doing not the attaching or the detaching but the non attachment this beautiful Center can only be achieved and there's two late layers or two two ways you and I can live the center path one and it's most important with God as our guide how

would you have me experience you today brings me to that Center okay the second way is even in between those moments of connecting and getting to my center I will still also live a balanced life so in other words I can externally do my best to live as a good person that alone can't get me to my center I still need God because God is the center that pulls you to your center you can't leave the center called God out and find your center by just living a holistic life the balanced living still has to be done

you could say in the grace of God's consciousness makes sense but you can't you just you can't organic yourself back to God you can't yoga yourself back to God and if that is to say if you don't do it with God there's nothing you can do on the planet that gets you home I mean if you haven't you know how did we not figure that one out we've been here you know a long time and all these techniques and almost nobody has gotten enlightened all the way certainly you know given the number of people that's really bad odds

so the way it gets done and those who achieved it was they remembered call on God it's not by your achievements externally it's by humility God you know what the funny things happened I started denying my divinity and it didn't work it didn't make me feel any better tried the opposite tried being very divine so I dressed divine I named myself Michael Devine and it didn't work people didn't bow when they said my name Michael Devine oh you know it didn't it didn't change anything it's kind of

funny you know you're doing all this doing in it and it doesn't change anything you know the the comedian and songwriter of Will Smith you know he said I wanted my first Grammy and whatever it was like top of the world I went home and my mom's like take out the trash I'm like mom I just wanted Grammy shut up well get take out their trash you know it's really humbling Billy Joel once said he said you know the most difficult thing and all my fame and all my music and most one of the most difficult things I ever experienced was

a concert tens of thousands of people you know screaming at me I can play a note there yeah and they go nuts they sing along to my songs if I tell a joke they laugh even if it's not funny everything's going my way he's didn't I get in the freeway there's people flipping me up they don't know who I am they're flipping me out they're cutting me off they're yelling at me traffic it doesn't go any faster because Billy Joel's on the freeway he's just one example that it applies that even when

you and I do this spiritual life and that's true man I go and speak at conferences and signing autographs you know this sort of thing and people you know really and listen and it attended in you know it's really great to be spiritual teacher but you know I've gone I got went out to a couple times you know in the old days to dance with with some friends go and dance or something and rude comments you know people you're looking at me and and you know just these people get stoned or something you

know you're out to dancing that fun and these rude comments and it's kind of funny one time I was I walked in and the singer they were in between songs he goes oh look Jesus arrived just as rude as you can emit could be funny but at the same time it always reminded me and when I get in line and there's a sold-out flight and they're bumping all of us they don't say oh but you've written a book let's help you they'll say get in line like everywhere else so this world even though you and I might

choose to know we're divine beings this world doesn't care it's going to try to prove to you that you're not divine get in line like everybody else and your job and my job is to know the truth but respect the illusion just because I have to get in line and just because I - and with suffering from a layover on a flight or somebody's rude comment in a restaurant or a dance club or whatever whatever the case may be just because those things happen in this world or you get sick your job is to say isn't that

funny I am a divine being and on some level I know that but isn't it funny that here the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak you know I'm divine how did I end up in a divorce I'm divine how did my kids end up whatever you know mind you if you contributed to anything to them being messed up apologize and make amends I was talking to my daughter the other day and I said hey remembered she said oh yeah I remember though my children always always knew that when dad sent a card because it was always signed

sincerely Michael mere dad just to bother them you know they wanted something really personal so I'd say happy birthday sincerely my computer so to this day it's kind of a funny joke between us they get the humor you know instead of love daddy and all those kinds of things they got the humor of it but you know they needed therapy too after these kinds of things yeah but it was kind of funny you know it emails even to this days since early Michael Muir dad or when I was married I would do the same thing she'd be like

you know no romance from this guy you know so it was all just part of the fun what are you gonna do you know so in our lives we're struggling with how do I know the truth but respect the illusion is it okay because I mean I've had I'd man that's dark stuff to have to deal with in my life where spiritual divine meditation visions of God and then take out the trash sign on the line for the divorce you know these kinds of dense things dealing with you know like like all the good I would like to do those

things I fail to do in the things I'd like to avoid those things I tend to do but don't judge yourself not just don't judge yourself for your misbehaving don't judge yourself but also call on guidance to act differently bring it to the altar bring to the altar not just things you think are worthy bring the grossest darkest bring the addictions and and it'll become easier and easier the more sincere you are about putting that on the altar the addiction could be anything literally any form of addiction

but also tendencies propensity towards taking things too personally being too mean you know doubting that your business is going to take off whatever it happens to be my job is to know the truth but respect the illusion the truth is everything a child of God creates is eternal that means if I love a child of mine and it passes away I still love them because it's eternal I helped create them I even on a physical level that creation is forever they are forever connected to me but they passed away but but but doesn't matter you can

even make holy previous relationships not only down stream your children but upstream to your parents I'm not saying make them anything I'm not saying you're obligated to go and called him and looked him up if they were hurtful and abusive not at all but in your mind choose to say no matter what they did no matter great great great great grandparents one of them was really twisted and so on doesn't matter upload to them a healing because I get to be in your family lineage because I'm bringing I am the light of the world and

wherever I am I will bring the light and you've got this wicked dark history or racial history or whatever it happens to be genetic it doesn't matter than that matter national or whatever you're in that lineage so bring light to it see we just kind of go along ashamed of that history you know broken from that history affected by that lineage or whatever and gods saying I am helping you find just the right location for your own healing but also to upload healing to everybody else involved I wish I weren't

light-skinned I wish I weren't dark-skinned I wish I weren't tall I wish I weren't short for all tall people do healing upload it to all tall people to short download to them to upload and download to them healing for all short people males and females instead of just talking about how the world is off and it is bring the change how vote no bring that light anchor in that light how mostly forgiveness not in the gratuitous sense okay I I forgive the people that abused our race I forgive the people

that abused our family lineage no it's not the gratuitous wording it's to really understand I am willing to change my entire experience and consciousness related to this family nation or whatever it is I'm one of them we're all connected that nation that so on and so on if I'm part of them which you are males females that too for all females if I make a change in my consciousness and we're all connected it infused into the all a bit of healing today I brought the light of God not anger

and I'm gonna you know speak out I'm gonna bring healing love forgiveness to this group this nation whom whatever it is for all women download that you know sometimes at the end of our services we do the love song love love love love the gospel is one word is love right love thy nature or neighbor as thyself love love love that's all the lyrics but the male's in the background are doing holy holy holy ho and the reason I came up with that as a song is let the male's hold space not because I think they're lesser or

greater than women to me that in gender doesn't matter but we're holding space so that the women can say the men are being safe that we can step into that vessel and sing about love so it's this cooperative collaborative thing it's not that the men are only saying holy while the women get to sing about love it's mutual because they can't do that as freely if this isn't being held as a space and vice versa we are trusting you to hold space so the males get to heal by going wow we are

gonna make a difference you know not talk about it not vote it not complain it or protest it just to be that presence do these things often enough affirm these things often enough when you live the life because I said one God takes you to center the other living a balanced light life bless you helps you hold that center so living that life it's almost impossible for me to call and let God hold me to my Center and call in a balanced life and it not have an effect you would have to work very hard if you're calling you know allowing

God to call you to Center and living a balanced life it will you'd have to work very hard to still be a disturbed human being it starts to stick it changes the way you think and process and feel you can still get sick but you don't judge it it's alright this does not define who I am it cannot not because I'm saying that it cannot define who I am why because the Who I am I am is in the heavens still only thing part of me that I am not thought it separated left God left heaven it came to earth and lived in the false world

and this world the real drag is that this world does nothing but try to convince you that this is all there is and that is an inconvenience that is a major challenge everything about this world starts to try to convince us you know that you the Bliss you can feel does not actually hold reality doesn't hold truth that's just a temporary fantasy religion tells you that what which you would think is insane that can why would religion tell you that concepts of God are just a fantasy that's what religion does science

religion and government the the unholy trinity tries to make us forget that God is I am we are and so it is instead it counters and counters and counters with every breath it tells you constantly what you're going to die of and why well your mother had this so you're gonna have it what a weird affirmation God says you don't have a mother and if you did she couldn't be sick because God is that's it instead genetics tell you one thing family tells you and on and on and on all these Testaments they're not true

God's saying how can you be sick you're made in my image now that doesn't mean we should feel bad if we get sick it's more to teach us you're believing you're sick not fix yourself from being sick don't let it get to you don't let it affect who you believe you are your job is to Naughton is not to not be sick your job is to not take it personal and let it define you sing while you die swan song you know hold the truth of who you are isn't this weird l'm looking at my checkbook damn it says zero and write

a poem about how you feel zero in your life and yet your abundant change what this world's telling you you can look at somebody and go well you're ugly or you can say man you're the hottest thing I've ever seen and your job is to say I know the truth and I respect the illusion in my little opinion I like your look I don't like your look and that does not matter what matters is you are beautiful beyond my brains comprehension to even see your beauty and that's a fact you have radiant light beaming from your

being and I decided to zip on a body that you know put density over my eyes that's what it meant by you know in the Bible where Adam and Eve they fall and then it says they were given skins it meant they now densified and became bodies after they fell after they judged themselves as flawed they sipped up skins now I can't see you through my I am awareness I use these eyes and the ego says you know where you used to have just one eye now you'll have to it's even better twice as good it didn't tell

us that when you use two eyes you use them to see dualistic things now I see you're attractive you're not attractive this I said my god your beauty it's amazing not human attractive non attractive it's a beauty that surpasses understanding so this material world you know it's it's just quite the struggle because everything we see is telling us material you can you can have the greatest meditation or here the greatest talk here today walk and stub your toe and you'll forget all of this in one

split second my toe hurts and your brain is all focused on that inflammation pain you might even cuss who you cussing at oh that damn stair really a stair Wow it has power over you huh yeah I'm just mad cuz that stair like it jumped out at you you know and tripped you so what do you mad mad at you don't want to say my toe you're it's the stair it's everybody's fault and that's what this material world does is make no responsibility here but instead everyone else is either responsible for the love I'm looking for

or the opposite the love I don't have people I don't like in people I think I do like neither of those is true love you know it's it's people often ask you know like it's in lectures or workshops they'll say Michael I've heard it said you know twin souls and soulmates and is there someone really out there that is like that that's our like a life made a partner someone that like completes your sentences they know your thoughts I say well if you want that just to hook up with a narcissist they love completing

your sentences I mean you know seriously is that what you really want just someone to like really complete what if you're already complete Spirit says I'm complete only the flesh only my density tells me there's someone to complete me just relax Who am I God you remind me I'm I'm mad at this I'm angry at that I'm sad here I'm lonely there I'm wanting this person in that person but God you helped me see this differently don't ask God just just to take away your fears your addictions

like get them away from me ask God to give you a different way of seeing them so that you recognize they're not things I need I'm not even interested see don't ask God to help you fight off the enemy because then there's an enemy it's bad and poor me I'm just succumbing to the enemy instead God how would you have me see this and God would have you see it where you're immune how would you have me see this sickness even if I die from the sickness as long as I was willing to say how would you

have me see this I'm transformed if you get lucky and you say God make this go away and it happens to go away you didn't actually grow something was just taken out of your life I want to be the change I want to see in the world I don't want to be taken out of danger I want to know how to not be in the danger in the first place I want my consciousness changed I'm not going to look for my other half and it's okay if you folks do it I don't have any problem do what you want to do I'm saying my

recommendation rather than looking for my other half which affirms that I'm missing something I'm going to ask to see it differently helped me to see that I'm already whole and I've said this many times then a whole person meets another whole person that can't be a bad setup there that's pretty cool and the two shall become one is an old-school statement that sounds great the two shall become one that's what it means where you who are half a person will meet another half a person

and the two will become one that makes sense logically it's just not rational watch instead of the two becoming one half and half becomes one which is the math instead spiritually the statement was to shall become one which means two individuals become one in themselves by learning how to do relationships differently that's a holy relationship it's a human relationship if you're still half a person meeting half a person it's a holy one where I use this relationship mine with this one person and mine with all

people to find my wholeness that's a spiritual relationship and that's not a sexy one so it doesn't sell if you had two books how to find your soulmate and another one was how to become complete one's gonna be a best-seller and the other will not so some of you write books that are truth and they don't sell as well as some of the ones that are garbage because the garbage speaks to more Minds that are still caught up in this world so don't be too discouraged when people can't get when you're

teaching at a different level if it's what you believe teach come from love of course but teach the truth of God someone out there hears it there's ways you know we have great you know status online people the hundred thousand people can watch us at times but if the powers that be the companies out there or our own team members if they say you know Michael if only you talk at a more a shallow level you'll quadruple the number of people there's not a chance I'm gonna do it it's just I I don't know

that I would or could because I have no interest like any other thing that addiction or anything we have in life you say God how would you help me see this and that's not how what God would have me it so it doesn't compute now once in a while there's that moment of you know but and that's called the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak not condemning the flesh of it it's a metaphor of the human self goes you know but that'd be kind of cool sella a million more books Ella another hundred thousand people online or

whatever it is it's it doesn't make sense a lot of people used to do this ranking you know your website and that sort of thing and and and they would sometimes book you as a speaker you could be really great really well-known but if you don't rank high with the number of people visiting your website they still might not hire you so an investigation was done by this one company by some speakers who are soso speakers but really well known on the internet and it's because there's a thing you can do where you sell yourself

you just pay a little money and allow companies to to sort of spread your your website out there you know out there becoming popular and then they researched and found the really really low disgusting companies that buy those kinds of things some really really seedy and messed up companies that know they'll take any address because they make money off ever every so many of them so it's really profitable for them but I when I was shown this and they said well Michael if you want this we can get you a million people you know

overnight and I just I couldn't I was still sort of shocked at what I was seeing but I'm like not not a chance but this world was saying to me if you do it ooh successes to another level if you don't well you know you're still doing well and it's gonna be enough it's got to be enough when someone tells you if only and you can hook up with five new people let this one be enough if five or unhealthy let this one be enough nurture this one into greater and greater healthiness and a new life comes of it

you know we don't realize because this world will not tell you that honouring your spiritual self brings you benefits this world will tell you oh those yeah yeah they're they're nuns and mystic so good luck enjoy I well you won't enjoy actually because they don't know so if you're a nun animistic you abstain so you know you might as well just show it shave your head now and wear a robe and and don't smile anymore that's what the world tells you is spiritual people that's what they look like and it's a

lie spiritual you can look like anything but you will feel a smile a lot more you'll feel like dancing when there's not even music people will call you insane but in fact you're waking up true spiritual is like it's this feeling and there's moments that I feel it so much it's kind of funny because you also have to choose you can and have to choose how what's appropriate in a moment because there's times it's like bursting with light you know and it's funny like yesterday I was

driving my car and going somewhere when I arrived I kind of caught myself because when I arrived I'm singing I mean I'm song you know dial it up and I'm just as I Drive I'm just singing most of the time you know songs you know and then I arrive someplace and I'm still you know you know and just kind of you know dancing and singing you know and and then I realize just like people you know it's kind of like a little awkward like oh you know sorry about that you know and and you wonder how

much is appropriate but it's right for you to feel alive it's okay you could be on your deathbed and still be able to smile knowing you're locked in loaded man you're alright by choice it's not healthy people that are connected it's just anybody who chooses to be you're still going to check out one way or another there's gonna be some way your body gets damaged enough or sick and I'm and then you go that's not a failure how the mindset when it happens is the reality how are you feeling about

that and that determines these things you know people ask you know my my thoughts about life or money or dating you know because these see such raw topics and it's like my mind just isn't typically like a human tip thought-process it's not how my mind works feel great when you're alone and feel great when you're with others feel passionate when you're alone and feel passionate when you're with others but the passion can take any form that is right for the moment and sometimes it's

it's just lifting somebody's spirits you know it's just it's it's like you feel like a you're alive and you're a light worker you're bringing a difference to the world and some people will get a little weird about you being happy all the time and it's not happy all the time you have to be but you do feel it a lot you know the singing and you know just oh my god it's just whatever the two I mean I yesterday it was funny because it was a girl's a song a girl singing and I

get out do it you know in and it the whole thing must have looked peculiar you know but it is what it is this is why Jesus says this light who would put light a light and put it in a closet let it shine let your light shine and even when you're sad that's okay too don't judge it be sad cry but are you willing to resurrect after you cry if I cry and then only cry again and then only cry again something's off cry cry deeper if you want to but are you willing are you is your destiny I just AM giving up or

as your destiny let me do this and when I'm done I will stand up brush off wash off and do something cool that's what we need to practice you know write a poem and insist that you're gonna write about light I've said this many times when I was a kid not a great childhood and when I was a kid there were two types of music I could listen to when things are going really poorly two types one was about God believe it or not the lyrics were about God but it was about darkness trying to fight the good Black Sabbath

that was always about good and evil fighting they were actually really good about that everybody thinks it was like dark stuff but it wasn't it was always about darkness tries to overcome you the call on God but then there was the mood the other mood Earth Wind and Fire and that was your a shining star no matter who you are that was when I when the part of me could access let's go with light let's go with brightness the other was light to me but it was descending into where I was mentally at the moment and then

trying to find light in the darkness the other one was just light so I had light and light either way but one reflecting a dark space for me and another a bright space what's your version of that I know somebody that that really a lot of abuse and in her childhood history but when she's struggling when she's starting to descend into the dark stuff she puts on 13th warrior that's not a happy movie it's not like a happy-go-lucky movie but it's about fighting a good and evil and good overcoming the odds and you know

that's symbolic to this girl you can understand what I mean by that to her it's like you can do it so that was faith to her a movie you might not what what is your movie that at the end you say I feel better not you know I want a movie just kind of commiserate and you know my middle daughter she's very dramatic emotionally man and she had a CD she made for herself it's called breakup music it's like wow man and she would actually all be in my room you know after a breakup or something you

know middle school you know going and just listen she bring in a box of tissue already need already knew what was happening in her life she would I'm gonna be in my room and she'd come out in the closet and get a box of tissue and go in and then you know you wouldn't see her for a while he's just playing her songs all about breakup that's going too far it was always that or she would watch Titanic she has swear to God and and she would watch it a lot and just cry and cry it was like and when the song came

on the radio wait wait and she was so dramatic man it was funny so this is what human beings do what are what is your answer what are you doing to find your connection to God and a balanced life because that's the two things to get it your version of a balanced life don't push yourself into dangers don't allow yourselves to stray too far it's okay I mess up a little bounce back it's okay I doubt a little bounce back I cry a bit bounce back just remember the center path I know that there's a talk we did just on that

but get back to that Center the course tells us you know of course in miracles' tells us this is an insane world it says and there's no part of this world that has not been affected by the egos insanity it doesn't matter what you know Church there's no part that's unaffected to some degree because we zipped on bodies and became the illusion but that's saying you know it really that outfit really becomes you well we're not supposed to become that thing we're supposed to now what awakening means is

I'm starting to recognize that's not who I am despite how I feel I am okay despite my not achieving I am despite no romance I am keep coming back to that I am and nurture that ability when people really learn what responsibility means everything changes everything it could be financial stuff it could be romantic stuff when you realize there's an iamb presence when it once when you truly are desiring healthier relationship you'll create healthier relationship when you're truly desiring greater prosperity

you'll create greater prosperity people want to keep acting like it's not happening because the world isn't bringing it what you can say is I guess I'm not there yet and that's a little more responsible I guess I'm just not quite there yet so the material world wants to remind you that everyone and everything else here is to blame for that not happening you know and you and I get to decide if that's true honestly we get to decide if that's true and we say no the truth says you know

this world says that you lack and now you need and that's what this whole world is founded on you separated now you lack your divinity and now you need something to supplement everything about this world tells us that Spirit says you lack nothing but you'll never know that until you take responsibility for believing that you did lack something you can't get back to not needing unless you own that you thought you needed you can't get back to holiness unless you start to own that you thought you were

unholy that's what our responsibility is so do you want to get to the Enlightenment do you want to get to the holiness got to let go of what isn't the truth how forgiveness first and foremost forgiveness and then there's various forms of describing forgiveness but it's forgiveness it's to say not just okay Michael's talking about me forgiving people I don't like I'm talking about me forgiving what I thought of myself forgive that you ever thought you were unholy forgive that you ever thought you

needed another person to make you whole forgive that you were attracting things that were unhealthy in your life forgive that you run out of gas it's ok forgive that well everybody runs it no forgive that you believe you need fuel for a car to move forgive that you think you need a body to function in this world they're all just based on your beliefs if I forgive what I once believed it starts to change this is really really amazing stuff that I'm sharing right there I'm not telling us how to fix our lives

from the outside I'm saying we can have anything different and change anything in our lives if we forgive what we thought was a moment ago forgive that you're a body and your body won't get sick forgive forgive that you think you're alone and you won't feel the neediness for others but you can share a life with others but it's not based on neediness now it's a holy relationship so the reality is if you think you're dense then you need a dense world but as we start to identify with our holiness

we start to see a healed and holy world pretty spectacular everything starts to shift everything starts to change priorities change vibration early your vibrations change so as I'm coming towards a close remember I shared the analogy once before but you know in the carnival's or on the streets those shell games this is how life is it's an illusion hey there come on over here we're gonna do and you go over because you think you need intrigue or you think you need to win the game or whatever it is we go

over and the person says check it out now keep your eye and there's a pea under one of these and judge your judgment now pick which one it is and you're wrong now you do it again and you do it again and you do it this time you're gonna get it for sure this is people's dating keep an eye on it you'll get it right this time I do you know ten divorces later now what's really disturbing about this metaphor of dating is that typically when you go to the carnival and they say just all you have to do is throw the

ball right through that hole and you win a prize Oh all you have to do is say I do all you have to do is go oh I'm feeling vibrational compatibility just little things and you'll say I do and you'll give another dollar or five dollars at the game that's not the disturbing part the disturbing part is that when you realize jeez I'm not winning this game you don't leave the carnival you go to another game that's like dying and coming back and doing a different game but it's the same at some point

somebody's got to go man they made a lot of money off of me Wow or going to the casinos as though the people that owned and developed Vegas said we just want to be of service we know that you have some down days and we want you to come here and spontaneously when money and feel better about yourself that's our only concern here they they only believe they're gonna make money off of somebody that goes there and says maybe this time this is this world maybe this lifetime maybe if only I meditate more if only I eat right all

the if onlys are still based on it I'm screwed up in some way and this might help what about learning to affirm the real me that that I do not know that I cannot see yet but it's still there so I'm choosing to hear that voice my divine voice speaking through speaks through all that I think I'm doing right and all that I think I'm doing wrong it's it's so perfect that those other voices tend to drowned it out and sometimes I got both of those voices going on deep deep inside the forgiveness is the best way

to clear the veils that keep us from finding that still that still voice forgiveness restores because when you truly forgive you'll feel two particular feelings most common and it's really they're all the same but love and peace there's something you know and for me a joy is a big one too that seems to happen but there's something like a WoW a minute ago there was a doubt and agitation or whatever and it seems gone that's a sign of entering a new air space your Center love what I mean by

that is you feel loved because all of a sudden whatever you were challenged with you tend to to feel a different feeling towards them all it all whatever it happens to be a circumstance relationships your your head no longer seems to have an ability to define who you are and what's going on in your life it's almost like I don't not even interested in going into the any any of that something something really spectacular is happening something that surpasses understanding so when we get to that Center you're not home but

you're in a place that's referred to as reflecting home when you find the I am inside you're finding a mirror image of divinity on earth it's not our total divinity yet but at least we now see light shining on the mirror so in other words spiritual growth could be described many ways metaphors analogies but one is simply you in your life you have a a mirror and when we're working on ourselves we're cleaning the mirror so that it can more appropriately shine God's light and show us the light of God

on this planet so that that just allows us to maintain that metaphor that I said parallel universes God's universe the spiritual life the spiritual reality the spiritual frequency the human life basically has two sides sleeping and waking heaven is completely awake on earth you can have sleeping which is perpetuating your illusions about yourself and you can have waking which is I'm on the path I'm getting better which do you choose every day right now you're choosing that watching this program instead of watching let's say if

they're watching online or Facebook or wherever you know YouTube they could be watching let's say fear-based conspiracy videos or any kind of junk out there but if they're tuning into any kind of video or soccer or group or whatever that's about self-help in any way that's an improvement that's me that's the me that's waking the one that chooses anything else is the me that is sleeping the one that's waking is the one I choose to listen to and it helps me polish up clean up that mirror the

smudges away the smudges away more light comes into my life so a lot of people they call upon the will of God they call upon you know I wish I had a better life but they're not living the principles to get them there which isn't gonna help because that's gonna obviously perpetuate us being victims okay is that all making sense there's a spiritual life and a material life my choices end up determining which one I'm experiencing if you think that in any way you can check in to yourself and say

I can see material parts of myself that are complaining that I'm not more spiritual but I'm not making choices to get me more spiritual just see it and laugh at it god this is cracka I keep saying wow I would love to just feel very whole very alive but everything in my life is dead I have a relationship and it's dead I have my dating or is is dead my friendships are untruthful dishonest families all twisted job that I don't like how can you say you want to get here when all your choices are there it's there's no

God that plants you in one or the other these are developed through our day to day choices so Who am I if I think I'm unworthy I'm gonna keep making choices that take me here if I am worthy I keep making choices that take me here okay I pray that makes good sense please take a few centering breaths [Music] [Music] we just take a moment to reflect on our lives the things in our lives that we think are good or bad either extreme

people we like dislike choices we've made one way or the other just take an objective but honest look at life here are the things I struggle with here the things I like come up with at least a half dozen in each category one decision we can make is to stop choosing the things that are the pain negative side and start choosing more of the positives that's one technique to get more and more into the positive life the other technique is to be vulnerable enough to say this father mother god I do not know my own best interests I

think these are negatives and these are positives but even the positives are limited versions of the positive so what I'm choosing yes I embrace more and more positivity in my life true but today I'm also going outside the box and going not left and right one list and another I'm going up to the I am presence you God and saying you guide me instead of me choosing positives you guide me to the greatest level of unlimited I can experience right now you show me what real self-worth is and that will improve

all my human efforts you show me what real sobriety is and that will improve my efforts I'm not going to keep just efforting and trying you be with me and make it a more graceful process show me father mother God what it means to be abundant and prosperous outside the box not just having more show me what it looks like if I'm giving more I receive and I give I receive and I give I receive and I give constantly show me what it's like to be unlimited I am a prince or princess and God the father and mother are the king and queen of the

universe and I'm their child a prince and princess and they gave me a credit card and said you can have anything just charge it on us as long as I have a card that connects me to them abundant unlimited card what's it like what's it like to feel complete so that you feel like you love everyone you're so bubbling up with joy and love inside that you love everyone you choose a relationship or not that's a choice but I love everyone in other words I feel so full of the presence of God because I made out my priority I made

that my center and my focus seeking first the kingdom of God consciousness of God and all else is falling into place [Music] and we feel that and we see it as an energy filling us up until our cup runneth over we're like one of those fireworks sparklers those those fountains and it just floods out the top of our head and onto the world everyone being blessed with how I feel and that's only the beginning this is light shining in dark places these are become hugs to people who love affection this becomes a tissue in my hand to wipe

the tears of somebody who's in pain struggling this is my ability to advise and counsel people whether it's strangers friends chill your own children your you're there with a gift of a knowingness what's needed by anyone at any given time I am the light of the world and where I go I will bring light to the world even though human things can happen to me I see them differently somehow everything is in God's hands I will not know that unless I choose to believe it and I give thanks in advance that

everything we've experienced in this talk this prayer the opening songs and so on everything about this is affecting me permanently I give thanks that the meditation itself anything I said goodbye to is closed to a new level and anything I'm welcoming in is brought into my life to a new level and so it is and just slowly stretch out stay into the space of consciousness but gradually also into your body back into the room