Spiritual Awakening

Part of what I'm getting to today has to do with the importance of us becoming more awake, more conscious and awake. And I really, really, truly believe this, I've always felt that desire, that love for deepening things because if you could sort of generalize the categories of humans, there's sleeping forgive them, they know not what they do is like saying they're just asleep, they don't know what they do.

If somebody's having a bad dream, you wouldn't curse them for it, you know, even if they're writing and crying and saying, rude things and they're safe if they're having a nightmare, they're just having a nightmare and think about the metaphor 'cause almost anybody on earth if they saw somebody having a nightmare, you know you'd be compelled to wake them up.

That's all and you would usually do so gently. So if you just applied that one thing only... People are asleep, forgive them, they know not what they do. There's another group called waking and another called AWAKE. I wouldn't say I'm one of the awake ones, I wouldn't jump to that right away.

I would just at best say I'm awakening. That's a good way to go, "I don't need to boast or assume or hope that I'm completely awake, I don't need to do that. Waking is enough to be on planters and being somebody who's awakening is a really great thing, and we all have moments where we're...

Oops, it's like saying I was asleep for a moment. You saw somebody do something, it got you mad, you reacted or whatever in that moment, you actually fell asleep because if you're awakening or awake, you would know whatever they said, has no ability to harm you, so you wouldn't be irritated by it, it would have no effect, it'd be like, "Well that was just...

Wow, that was weird. I almost hate I almost fall asleep, you know and you can fall asleep when you're awake. You do fall asleep when you're awake, spiritually, but you can even follow the UN, your awake as a human being. There's times when man I just working and so forth, in the middle of the night and sometimes it's so late or I've been up for so many hours that I actually start dreaming while I'm typing notes for a book or something.

I actually start going into dreaming and if anybody happens to be around for things because God knows the kinds of things, I start mumbling and they'll say What I'm... Just like the eagle is now flying in one ear and out my crown, and I like what... And I sometimes go. You're always typing something about an eagle 'cause I'll wake myself up to realize how.

But it's true, we are capable of being awake or asleep at the same time, here in this planet. Even though we're walking around looking awake, you can be asleep, you can be awake when you're sleeping because I'm talking about spiritually awake or asleep, when people walk around, they go. Yeah, I had a dream last night and I slept right now, I'm awake.

You're actually dreaming that you're awake. How do we know that right in here? If there's a feeling of fear if there's a feeling of your better than, or lesser than any one else, if you're capable of seeing anyone else as being lesser or better than you or each other, it's all dreaming any time we're judging, we have fallen asleep, any time we're judging, we have bitten from the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, also known as "the "tree of judgment and that's the tree of death.

That's it. You can think you're waking up and claim to be a certain religion, but if that religion endorses judgment and hate you're actually asleep. Having a dream that you're in a religion where you are safely better than everyone else, but that's not actually the word dream would not be appropriate.

It's called a nightmare. Anything that has to do with separation is actually more of a nightmare. And you can't easily get away with using that term 'cause most people make it to... Oh, you can't tell me I'm having nightmares because it sounds too harsh for them in terms of reality, but it's true.

If it's not love, then it can't be a healthy dream, a happy dream. You can't say you're awake, if you're not experiencing love, you know, who are we? I mean, how do I wake up? It involves remembering who we are, but who are we and there's my name, there's my ID. You have in a wallet or whatever.

You know that's not who you are then you go deeper you okay. Well, who I am? Well, I'm a complex being, I'm a male or I'm a female in this race. That race still not who you are, you're giving layers when people say Who are you giving layers of a false identity, and then it goes... Depravity could go well, get more metaphysical.

Oh, I'm a person and I have, you know, addictions that I'm working on and then I have an inner child still not who you are, and you go further, and you go further well past lives of it... And even past lives. Or not who you are, but what you're describing. Everything I just named, ask who I am everything I just named, is in the past.

If it's not in the past and it's not who I am, it's what I have been which is not far from a has been all of my past is not in the present, no matter how much of it there was. Oh I can. My past is better than your past. Because my past I lived 300 times and you only live 30. That just means you're even more of a has been then the other person, let me think about it, it's all that I have been.

Now we can agree with that, right? We can kind of get on board with that, right. Okay, then you also have to get on board with... You're also no longer the abused person you're no longer the X of so and so. If you're gonna let go of identities, you gotta let him go. You can't go in and let go of three percent of my identities because you're still affirming.

They're there and we struggle with this. A is this constant attempt even biologically old cells try to fall away to... So we can create new cells but in the DNA and in the Rana of our body, we just keep trying to replicate the ones that were there. Who's doing that? That isn't God believe it or not.

People go God's magnificent. Look at the complexities of the universe look at nature and Jesus. And of course in miracles would say Really let's do that. So, what was that again? Oh, God, is magnificent. Look at nature and Jesus and the Course of Miracles! Would say really then how come that thing is dying because God cannot die, how come that animal is killing the other animal, 'cause that doesn't happen in God and we actually project that on to God while God so beautiful that is the natural nature of life.

It's the cycle you... No, God is magnificent, so God, God will take the life of that animal from that animal killing it and then that animal will eventually go into the dust and in it'll bring us more earth in an earth. Nd this sounds really, really logical. And you could even go go. That is kind of incredible, but God would say all that is is your attempt to blame me that things die and you're trying to dress it up as...

And it'll give life to another thing. Another thing that I'll just die again, I do not die and I am only love, I am only love and it's hard for human beings to understand that, to just go into the beings of God doing is not of God. As soon as we do things like try to make nature and that's a reflection of God.

What about these cells, why yourselves falling away because God is the hope that will create better ones that is not the cell that dies and falls away. God is not the past, God is the calling of the new life, but you can't get attached to the new life. 'cause even that still just a step, keep going, keep going, keep growing, keep opening consciousness don't stop, don't go well as soon as I reached this to mention, I'm going to be done.

No, Home is home, there's no dimension, in home in God in heaven, and that doesn't mean you should work too hard to get there, but just the recognition. This is not my home even myself, tell me that they're going to a... I'm at a year O and gone. You know, the cells just drop away and they constantly rejuvenate, but the rejuvenation itself is still not the end, it's only concealing beneath it is life waiting to happen.

And the closest we get in this world is awakening which is the process in this world. I am awakening, I don't get attached to the cells that used to be there that wanna fall off. I don't get attached to the new cells that come on because the more I own God's consciousness, the more I become light and eventually there are no cells I become light and I become light and I become like till I am only consciousness, not even a measurable form, of light.

That's the new US waiting to happen this new consciousness, and it isn't eventually it's right here for us all the time judging kills that new consciousness. And while we have a judgmental consciousness, any of us and collectively us, then the world's gonna reflect that. So that's why the New World, not the New World Order, the New World is one where the lion lies with the land.

They don't actually have to kill each other to get by to survive. So those who say, "Well you know, there's God because of nature and they rely on something killing something else to prove that there's a God one day, we will get over that need we will get over that belief we'll go now.

You know, it's actually amazing instead of the cycles of life and this animal eat this animal, this one and so on, it's gonna call that God one day people are gonna go, "I realize what really is amazing when none of them kill each other. There isn't a this and or that there's no a survival of the fittest there's no stronger beast defeats lesser best and so on.

All that disappears from her mind. Then there's no competition, there's no... I have to make up for something... One thing or another. And we just keep realizing who we really are. So you know some people will say, "Well we have to honor our scars of the past. You actually cannot if you try to honor your hurts from the past.

And I get that, I do believe in that, but I'll get to that in a sec. But if all you do is "ignorant-ly honor the wounds of the past starred in the cells stored in the organ stored in the mind start in the soul. If you say I'm gonna honor the past but you haven't re-connected with spirit, to it.

A decent capacity, you're not capable of honoring the past because if you try as a human to honor the past what you're gonna do is keep the past alive because you won't know how to honor it. And hold your center every time you're gonna try to honor it, it's gonna drag you back to it and then you will be the pain in those cells or organs or whatever they happen to be.

So a new consciousness. I need a new consciousness to keep me safe, and that's the key word. If I can connect to God, then I'm connected to safety, then I'm capable of working on those scars or knowing what it means to honor those scars. He is a human being who identifies with my past, I'm not healthy enough to go do that work.

Look at how medicine works in the sense that surgeries if you have like pneumonia, they're not gonna do surgery on you. There was enough to know that if you're wounded enough, or hard enough, or week enough, they shouldn't be doing that, and it's the same thing spiritually. So we need to reconnect with the source of everything we have to create a relationship with God in whatever way we can, so that we're connected, and then we can reach out and do the working of our lives if we don't have connection everything is doing and it's compensatory.

I'm disconnected now I have to do to make up for what I'm not being, I'm gonna do, I'm gonna do another relationship to make up for the ones that didn't go well. Go ahead and tell the new partner that and see how they respond and if they like that, they're sick. So I would end the relationship anyway but chances are they're not gonna be real excited to say, really.

And so let me know all the details of that. What are we doing, again, all your past things that haven't worked out, you're gonna project on to me and you're gonna need me to make them all better. The odds of that are not even, it's not even there, there's not even a decent odd at all to that because the projection is doom already.

So I need to connect to healthiest and then look at new relationship. Connect to Health-ness, and then look at how to do things differently at work or in business or prosperity, people go. I'm gonna connect with prosperity. Consciousness will have you connected with God. The source of abundance and let it teach you how to be prosperous.

Or are you gonna come from the wounded past of lack and say, "I'm gonna make myself more prosperous because that's still be doing again. Yet again. Very, very hard for people to understand these things because it seems so tasty when someone wants to sell you on something, you know when they want to sell you on a new prosperity programmer, a new health program.

All these things seem tastes they seem like quick fixes. I need to connect with God, I need to connect with spirit and let God guide me to the right this, and the right dot. And it does work, it's very practical, but our consciousness has gotten so messed up, it seems like we don't know how to do this anymore.

We don't know how, like the people of Israel, we don't know how to connect and get guidance. The story of the people of Israel. Wandering through the wilderness and the description of this cloud hovering above them, guiding them in the right direction or the wise men going to Jesus's birth following this star in the sky.

That's tremendous stuff. If you think about it, but that's you and me. That was called the Holy China. That's the Holy Spirit, the divine mother guiding the Israelites on which direction would be right for them and say For them, we actually have forgotten that we can be guided, on that much of a practical level.

The dollar bill or this great seal of United States, you'll see a symbol of a cloud hovering up in the sky, up above on the sealer. You know, whatever, and that's what they... What's... Why they put that on there because they were honoring the Israelites being guided and they were trying to say We want this country to be guided, but people have forgotten how to do that.

There actually have been presidents who ask for guidance who said, "I don't know what to do, I'm a president and I don't know what to do. God help me, and got guidance. It does happen and it can happen but you can be the head of a household you can be ahead of your life and ask for that guidance.

Being conscious and awake is not an arrogant statement. Look at me, I'm a wake you're asleep. That's why I said it's better to say I am awakening because in what allows me to not be too hard on myself when I slip after all, I'm just awakening. If I say I'm completely awake, and I slip what am I gonna do with that? If I'm completely awake, I wouldn't slip at all.

So I allow that. It's great saying from the doubting, I'm just paraphrasing slightly, but if those who know others is very wise. Now, those of us who know people in nature, human nature, and those of us who look at nature and describe life by using the those who know others is very wise, those who know themselves are enlightened 'cause that's a whole another level.

In fact, we make ourselves experts at knowing others so that we don't have to know ourselves. So this is all about this concept of... I'm waking up, I'm getting it, and as I, the more I wake up I realized all my past is passing away. It is past anyway, but it's passing away. I'm not saying you deny that you've had lifetimes 'cause in the illusion of this universe it'll seem like you have, and that's fine.

Technically, they all happened at the same time. You know, we're just tapping into a holographic game, we put on a headset we're watching this lifetime. But all of them happened at the same time all in one tiny instant all history, or everything, all time, all dimensionality S every bit of consciousness, being of every dimension everything all actually happened in one tiny instant and in that instant, because our minds are so incredibly powerful, we think.

Wow, I manifested a 25 cent an hour, raise. You think that's something you created the entire universe. We all collectively created the entire universe and we think we get all proud when some little tiny thing goes better in our lives, we're so scared, and people will say, we're afraid of our power.

You have no idea how terrified people are not only else afraid. We are terrified and not just of our power, but our incredible power. 'cause if we ultimately would own that we're this powerful, we would then have to own, we call created this universe that we see the one that has time, space and limitation.

'cause it wasn't God. If we start to wake up, we're gonna start going. Wow, I'm awakening of prep. Who did this? Oh, it was me. I wanna go to sleep again. You know, nobody wants to stay completely away 'cause it takes brutal courage to say, "Well okay, I'm gonna keep waking. Oh, this is kind of scary but, okay, yep, yeah, I was part of this before I was like, it was probably them.

No, I was part of this. Yeah, I don't like racism and I don't like sexism and like... And I one on some level, co-created it. Our belief that we are separate from God is something that creates like energy is pulled fear-based energy is pulled from our energy systems and used to manufacture this world.

Believe it or not, a simple metaphor would be, some people think that when they shut their computers off, at night, the computers off, your computers are actually never off, and it's not giving you a conspiracy story they're never off the... All the computers are constantly online without you knowing it, and being used on some level, when you pop up your little camera to do little snapshots or whatever they call them now, what do they call them.

Selfies as people doing selfies for the grand kids and whatever those cameras don't shut off. Even when you're not taking pictures. So that concept of computers are always on when you don't even realize it, it's the same with our psyche, our subconscious is always on and it's always gonna be used, if you are not in your power, which means connected to God.

I don't mean I'm in my power because I'm creating a new life by myself, through my power of mind and all this kind of stuff that it's still ego-based, I'm talking you have to be connected with God if you're in God, you got any time. We're not in God, which means any time we're afraid any time we're judging any time we're reacting.

And also in which is most of the time, subconsciously we're always online. Now there's this force out there just like the one, there's a force out there that uses your computers when you're not realizing they're being used, there's a force out there that uses your subconscious mind.

See, I mean, this is just me and I'm just, I'm getting kind of tired and I lay down and go to sleep and if I do my prayers and do my right thing and I have my team what I go to sleep, I'm all okay to go. Subconsciously, you're always on. So there is a power, it's known as the ego, but ego in this world can be felt as an evil.

This power called the ego says, "Oh look, they've gone to sleep. Because it taps into your subconscious mind and it says, "Do we have any fears in there? And he doubts any judgments any self-loving, they self-doubt and stuff at all and of course they find him. It finds every file that has self-does it remove him? No, that would do you a favor.

All it does is take energy from them enough to never make you wake up suspicious. It takes just enough but it takes it from every human being, every day, 247, it's drawing energy, to pull the energy to create an unseen dark cloud around this planet, that oppress people. The dark cloud becomes depression in people mental illness in people, it becomes stuff that...

That we wake up and we go about our day and we go. Why am I feeling? So whatever it happens to be, and you could say, "Well it's the planets this and is... So, you could say that, but why would that even be a darkened experience? If you're in the light of God. All these things start getting used by these forces your individual ego our collective eagle, and then the planetary version of ego evil and it wears us down you know, and it becomes hopelessness and it becomes despair, so people need to drink or they need a drug,

or they need something to kind of wake them up, stimulate them. Your favorite show, whatever it is, something to get you to get by. You know, for a lot of coffee a lot of people, it's coffee every morning. I've never had coffee and I'm not trying to be better than anyone else, but I will say this, I, I've always wondered bewildered me.

Why do people need something to wake them up? Don't you? Wake up, awakening have these naive questions in my head at times like That's... So, Basham. Not awake yet. I'm only on my third coffee, and I just think it's so strange to me and I'm glad it never appealed to me the inside of me, what I felt was, I felt good enough already.

So you can already good enough, if you're on coffee and you have that morning thing to wake you up if you like a coffee on fine, fine. Maybe you could try tea. Something that actually is biogenic, or life-giving as opposed to biotic, which is life-destroying, a. Maybe switch over. I know it's a big fat.

And then they ramped it up to espresso and other things. And it's just speed you everybody's just on speed and then they crash and then they need another one mid-day, and so on and so on it's own. It just never really made a lot of sense to me. And rather than preach like What drinks would be better 'cause it's everybody to his own, but you know, to be able to say, "put all that stuff aside and everything on the outside reflects the inside.

If I'm awake what I eat and drink is going to reflect my being awake. I shouldn't need something to make me feel that now, now I know that we have bodies and hormones and things change. So you need a little supplement of this and that, but I don't think the world's anywhere even close to understanding what health really is.

So I'm gonna segue there for just a second. Because this world is trying to... I think it was Voltaire, and I can't quote him exactly, but I think it was Walter that said something along the lines of doctors are prescribing medicines of which they know very little for bodies of which they know even less for diseases they know even less and then for bodies, they know nothing about, you know, something to that effect.

It's great sarcastic line because it's like in Alexander the Great died and his one of his last words, I'm dying because of the help was too many physicians. And what I mean by that is not that there some aren't sincere in trying. What I'm saying is, you are a spiritual being, you can't just keep treating the body and all attempts to humanly understand intellectually understand the body can only fail.

So what they do is they stand around doing... You know what we think is you have this and then you throw in an extra copy. Now what that's this instead, we have different medicines for that. But then the last medicines gave you this. So they have to fix that with that. Some other thing it's just guess work.

It really is, it's just guess work. But we have to respect the illusion and take responsibility for our lives and even our bodies. I made a couple of big mistakes, for myself in terms of health and one of them was moving to the desert and I never drink water. It is why you guys will see me a lot of times I'll sometimes coke while I'm talking, I start my throat all be dry in 'em, you'll see me doing this a bit 'cause I never drink water.

And that's been a mistake. And sometimes, when service is over, have to go in the back and try to get some water because it's pretty horrendous. But I've been here many years, and my body started years... A few years ago, started swelling up. I have like this. What's been now determined to be like 100 or 150 pounds of water and I go 'well if I don't shake water that should help.

But actually it started trying to store water to compensate for not drinking water. So we're not just talking about medicines and physicians we're talking about even simple things of being into... But that's just something I've done, it's just something I've done and I have to work on more water.

It's a simple thing and it's also self-love. So you have to take the time to drink the water and then it all of this ended up just messing up. My adrenals are just completely shot from the life I lived just always on the road and doing what I do. So this has all come to my attention now. And so after playing the game after playing the game and go checking it 'cause I tell you everybody be open mind, is me going, I might check this and try this and try and everybody's guess work.

You've got this and you need this and you try this procedure and try this. And that none of it really helped. One guy I went to said, "You need this particular thing and whatever was in it causes all serves whenever it was. I took like one or two of them and started feeling something was not right.

So I went back to that place and fortunately there was a different guy in that day, he said, "Don't listen to that guy to the other doctor, he said why would he give you something that turns a hole in your stomach? I'm like, Exactly he's awake or awaken in I'm like, "This is so beautiful, thank you, he goes.

Yeah, no, no, don't do that. And I said Okay that I actually asked this I had to ask, I said, Now, do you have anything for the pole? It's burning in my stomach. He said, Yeah, stop taking that. It'll take care of itself. A doctor telling you, I'm not gonna give you anything. That's what caused this.

Oh cool, and that's what we have to get back to stop reacting and being so unconscious that other unconscious people are drawn to us, and give us unconscious information and advice instead awakening conscious of ourselves enough. Like for me to say You know, just always being dry to know that I'm out of water, and so my panties trying to store water and the drink UST dying and going Wow, and having an A in here and then having to deal with thinking it's always just a back issue 'cause I have

a bit of a back-in one spot and it's not just that, it's also related to other things. So be careful we can always heal if we heal our minds, but the doctors aren't understanding, especially glands glands run your whole system, the glands are your connection to the spiritual world shakers are the doorways to spirit to your body glands are the doorway from the shockers into the dense part of the body, the nervous system it's on.

So, there's shakers, that's all beautiful, but why do you have chores? Everybody's like, "Oh my shocker and I went to a shocker. Heal Your shockers connect you... From spirit, to body. But when it hits the body, it hits the glands you've glands with every chakra. But do you think doctors are out there working on their understanding of chakras? Most of them aren't, but then how can you help me meet with my glands, if you don't understand chakras they don't, they're just guessing.

About biology. The world is gonna keep changing, and there's a new biology that'll keep emerging and even what they call new biology is not even close, it's not going to come close, because you have to have consciousness to treat it. You have to have intuitive, connected doctors that are actually not doctors, they're called healers that would understand energetically what's happening in your glands, the pituitary that pinned the Pineda don't know anything about its connection to the thyroid, the thymus

et cetera, all this beautiful stuff and we would enter a whole new age of understanding that cannot happen without consciousness changing. So, and when I say I'm talking about being conscious, I'm not just giving a spiritual speech and I'm not just giving a biology speech, I'm saying everything is connected.

If you want better healing, you're going to more and more need intuitive healers. Doctors, but you can't just go to the in-ones that claim to be intuitive, who know nothing about the body, they just only do energetic work the world is gonna keep changing to wear those two come together, where they understand where they can close their eyes and see that despite logic, here's what's happening.

Like the logic of you're dehydrated, so your body is storing water. Well, if I have too much water, I know the solution stopped drinking water. That's the logic to one degree, but it's not rational. Not if you know how to read it, not if you know how to tune in so there's this, this whole new understanding.

As I wake up, I'm not gonna just walk around like a mystic. Even my biology changes my anatomy changes, everything changes when people start to realize it's like Where's that web of neurons, and so forth. It's in the skull and you see it now, but you can if you learn how the pituitary, the pineal they activate it through spiritual awakening and people go...

Isn't there a new thing, you can take to make them wake up guys, without consciousness? It's not real. So we get the consciousness. Something starts to happen. The even ones that look like they don't move start to move, I mean the bones that are stuck in your skull they start to pause because the presence of God is at hand.

Surely the Lord is in this place. That's what we start that's like a heralding that's a prayer, a praise that starts to come from our soul when we start to truly wake up and become conscious the scalp without seeing it, to start to pulse and you sell on the little lines of suturing light starts to emerge and being through them.

Pineal pituitary? They start to activate and they shout down to the other glands of the body. Hey, some goods happening, man, everybody wake up and the other glands Okay, who... Who, this is kind of cool. I am used to get this from coffee and then feel drained the day you know it hours later, like the plans all wake up, the cells start to sing Hallelujah, they start to praise, Hosanna in the highest, every cell starts to do this, there's even what some people call the fascia on the subtle layer of connective tissue.

Let's call, let's call it. But that tissue, if you ever seen those, those may be more in the 70s, those light element types, of decor for the house. You actually set something and there's a little strands of plastic that go out to the end and the tips are glowing, that happens in the fascia there's a light that goes through the Vashon.

They can't see it yet, but the whole thing lights up, it's like a layer, a thin band of light that connects everything, but it doesn't usually look like light because it's dead, the tissues are barely alive any more, in us because we're barely alive and you're not alive 'cause you're not conscious.

And we're not conscious because we're still afraid we're still judgmental we're still deflated. So we're here, but we're dying. And you can't justify life or death, and this dying process, of our tissue, as being just a natural thing. You know, they tell you you have men of past...

What it means is I have no idea. Now what we think you have your media you like I'm twelve, you know what... Oh, there's a pre, pre, pre-media. They're just gonna give you a new name for it because they have no idea because they don't know how to understand the glance, instead the physician, the healers, could look at you.

And say, you know, it's happening a lot of stuff has accumulated in your glands and your glands does, they don't know what to do with it, so somebody else is calling it menopause, but your glands are simply they've accumulated too much of something. Stress in the adrenals. Yeah, that's the obvious.

But, there's emotion, there's hurt feelings. You're back a... Oh yeah, it's just your age, you know that. I know it sounds logical, but it's not true. The real US is not capable of aging, and just happen to have an old are whatever it happens to be, it's tiredness, and it's tiredness from being judged and judging others it's tiredness, from trying to hold up the world that collapses around us, even this world, is happy.

Every solution has more problems than it brings. So what are we gonna do? It's just happy, I'll just keep trying to hold it up and we do what we think we need to do. You need to be strong for the kids, you need to do whatever. My constant touring and sleeping and airports and all that. Yeah, it was fine and I'm okay, I just do what I need to do to beat you know, as good as I can be, as a person, but at the same time, man, you know there's just so much to do and there's the only one person can only really take so much, so we have to really

just take a breather and re-center and rejuvenate not on coffee, but with something else. So I'm closing with this, in that one of the most important things as part, if you wanna wake up if you want, get don't say, I gotta go sit under a banyan tree forever. Just one of the most important as simple as things start asking questions, start questioning life and the realities of this world, start questioning the eagle and the apparent control it has.

So I have this illness is that true? And is that really a question, question? Everything what they say. It's agent now. Now it's too late, question, it question everything. When Jesus says, you know, "Come and see, he used to say, "Come and see the meaning of that when he tells his apostles.

We'll come and see it meant check it out, for yourself, see if this is true for you, Buddhas don't believe anything just because you heard it even because your teachers tell it to you. It's true or it isn't. Don't say, Okay, well it's true because an author told me, make sure it feels right.

It's an odd thing as a teacher for me because I don't really push a thing. I don't say You have to do this meditation don't care what meditation you do, if it works, it works. Oh no, that system's meditation isn't good. You have to do mine and let me sell it to you, whatever works.

I don't push diets, I don't... You know, I just encourage awakening, but I don't push too much. I don't preach and try to convert come and see, and Buddhist in, make sure it works for you, make sure you can live it felt and can integrate it into your life. And I think that's what it partly means...

By when you start to get wise you say, less now when you're a teacher, you have to speak, you speak, but you start to see through things, the more you wake up to question things that Jesus says. That's what I meant in a course of Merkle says, that's what I meant in the Bible. When I say You must use be as children, one of the meanings is learn to ask questions like a child Wood why is that, you know.

Oh you know Mom, "what's wrong? Oh, mommy's not doing well, why, 'cause the doctor said I'm dying, why like the Adam and Eve in the Garden, God says Where are you were hiding why think about it even God. Why, why, is that because when you say why, you can pull things to the light and see if they're true or not? So God was saying at A...

And what makes you think you're naked and you need to hide? Oh, well, the serpent told us were naked and were shameful all that. Why are you listening to him? Why would you listen to the opinion, just like us. Well, you know, I'm not doing very well. My parents said I would never amount to much. Why would you listen to them? Clearly, they're not saying no, no, no.

You know there's another option. What's the other option? How about God, you know God? I've been told in my life, I want to mount anything, I was told that my gender can't... My race camp, that's what I was told, and I'm starting to realize it's ridiculous. Why don't you show me what I'm capable of doing, or being...

And any human being, every single human being can be everything in an instant, that's pretty cool... That's pretty incredible. But you can't do that of ourselves. Our own mind can't get us to that place. It takes something else entirely. So we learned to ask questions. One of them is, what is this for? I'm getting a new job.

Should I take that job? It depends what would you like? I need money and that pays well then apparently that's a good job for you. But you haven't asked what you wanted other than money may be. Should I do this relationship? What do you want? I want to not grow old, a than anybody will do go. I had a good idea that's my advice.

See what I'm saying, you're supposed to ask also what you want to come from any situation, what is the outcome I want from this? Should I do this structure, I take this medicine, it depends what you want to come from this. You would like to ease that and create some new symptoms, is perfect. That's the one.

That's what we do, guys, we don't ask. Well, what do you want to come from this. We'd like to be healthier than... Is this food, good for you if it's nutritious, and you wanna be healthier, maybe that's the right diet for you don't do things 'cause somebody told you You have to...

Where you'll die, don't do it because you're afraid. Do you wanna be afraid? Well, then listening to advice its fair based is good, idea. It matches. What do you want just ask yourself constantly. What do I want to come from? This is even archangel. Michael encourages people. Why, why is that, why do you want this? You'll see in various channeling this concept of, what is it you think you're wanting from this situation.

So if you look at our lives, I will say this, if we were to assess our lives in the biggest mistakes or hardships we've ever had you would almost always be founded on us not really looking the end result of something we made a decision of, "we didn't look at the big picture, what we were getting into, we were feeling desperate we were filling a little asked about something, so it felt good at the time, but or right at the time, but it probably didn't end.

Well, in other words, most of our hardships, have come from our did not taking responsibility and looking at the end result. So, something as simple as asking ourselves questions conscious people, you know, we ask, "I wonder what that's about, what am I feel, "why is that be as a child why is that.

Okay why. And what would be the result of my decision here? Let's take a few centering breaths, please shaking off the stuff of life, and the world, absorbing the idea of asking spiritual questions, Buda Jesus, all these great teachers have said as quite if you wanna wake up, learn to ask questions, question the stuff of the world.

I'm not saying hate the world. I'm just saying, question it, is it right for me? You hear a voice in your head, just ask this voice is telling you, "I shouldn't do something, does it sound like God or does it not? Does it sound like love learn to ask way things? Does that seem like love. Asking picture, just question marks for a moment in your head, a positive question.

Marks question marks made of light, is this right for me? Good, healthy questions. You hear gossip, you can say to yourself. This is this thing I'm hearing is, it absolutely true, is it loving is it necessary before I pass that gossip on and be able to call people on it is me, but I'm not sure that feels exactly true, but even if it were, it doesn't sound loving and even if it were...

Is it necessary? Just learn to call the world on stuff, knowing full well that the ego does not like to be or to have its dictates questioned because they're hateful, they're hurtful. So we tune out all that stuff of the world. Who am I Really... We go into that question, where we started, who am I really.

So we start off with your identity, your name, start off with your position in life. I'm a this and a that those are titles, they're not who you really are. And just for half a minute keep tracking that in who am I a mom, a dad, a male or female, single partnered whatever it is we. And then be courageous enough while you're doing that.

Look at your life for a moment and ask yourself. Are there any decisions I make in my life, on a day-to-day basis, that are based upon my identities do I make decisions based on my licensing. Do I make decisions based on my gender for my race? It does happen even if it seems like it's well-intended. Do I make decisions, based on past life compulsion do I make decisions based on ailments? I'm told I have religion.

Family upbringing, genetics. And just take it a little further, keep going with it. My day-to-day decisions are based on what being a great employee being on time, doing and doing and doing and doing, and take a look at that. And what if, on the other hand, I am a holy child of God, and I shift into being instead of doing now, just try that one on for a moment.

What if my identity is actually a perfect and holy, child of God, how would it change as a practical form as possible? Look at your life, how would it change what you do. So the doing comes from being instead of by not being... Let's look at our lives, for just another minute. How would my life be different if I truly am a holy child of God? And then, let's quietly commit to that.

Why not more? The being that's on a practical level, let's see ourselves, committing to going to healers that actually know what's going on a bit more, and tune in to us properly. We don't put an expectation on them to do and compensate. We're choosing to be in a really beautiful space and attracting good healers whether they're physicians body workers or whatever.

Being wholly children of God, how would that affect what shows I watch. How I parent, how often I hold Center through challenging moments, how does it change me financially and make a commitment to that more giving, sharing everything greater ease, be courageous with it, see yourself giving paying people's tabs, you know, at a restaurant.

See yourself doing these things, like God, I'm actually unlimited this stuff actually works the more I share and I pay some persons bill in the grocery line. I walked out and I find 50 or on the floor, it always comes back to me, it's incredible giving and giving and giving, and giving her that strongly inside my cup runs over.

We're heading their guys. Fascia cells, neurons, starting to glow. This is the direction we're going. If we choose to be conscious and awake. Question the unconscious question, the darkness of the world. Question it, 'cause it's not real question, question yourself for choosing it. And every time we do more light enters ourselves.

Or chakras light glowing or glands alive, no need per se, certainly out of control, let's see ourselves embracing each other. People hugging each other, just from love, not need by saying, not need, I mean no attachments to it hugging, because we can afford to hug and love people and smile in the last couple...

Centering breaths, as we gradually integrate this and stretch less so as we stretch. Take your time, I pray that you heard this with more than your ears and had let it soak in place, being conscious in a way, question: The world that isn't awake? Right.