Seek and You Will Find

So it's interesting because in that context, we just sing along on the people watching from around the world. We just all danced and sang along with the song, a Earth Wind and Fire song, You're A Shining Star. Shining Star is just to me, it's a fabulous song and it says everything we need to know about ourselves, and even the parts of the song you're gonna struggle at times, you're gonna have days that are a struggle, but it's okay, always remember who you really are now on earth.

We come up with ways to try to feel that. So we kinda, okay, if I say to you, you're really beautiful, you're valuable, you're a great soul. It sounds very encouraging, almost like spiritual coaching, spiritual life coaching. You can do it. And yes, you're a shining star, and so on earth, we easily disconnect and create our own versions of rooting each other on.

You can do it. You're a shining star. Let's remember. That's really good. The opposite is horrible. That you're nothing you don't deserve and so on. So you're a shining star is perfect then, but that's still the human perception of... You're a shining star, imagine the real picture of what that means.

You're a shining star. What it really means is that God actually created you in its image, and that's why you're not a shining star 'cause we hope some of us are hoping that you find value and worth. You're a shining star because of who you really are, who you really capital are, who you really are.

And that sets us apart from all the opinions we have. It's interesting because I just did my Friday Night Live things, presentations, and I talked about some of these things that are out there that are sort of saying You're a shining star, but they're saying in the human encouragement sense, but there's these things that are going around have been going around for a lot a few years now.

Laws of prosperity laws of abundance law is a man say, law of attraction, all these kinds of things. And they're very cool. The opposite again is not so cool. The opposite. Meaning you're unworthy is clearly not a good option. But please remember that these things that do come along that do sound really good and encouraging and uplifting.

They're great or good from a human standpoint, they're a happier dream. They're happier illusion, but there's still not all the way there. They're still not reflecting everything we choose to have reflected to us, meaning the law of manifestation or the laws of attraction, these kinds of popular notions, these ideas that you can manifest anything.

We had some people kind of calling right in and all that and say, but I've heard because of these teachers and teachings and books that are out there, the channeling. I've heard that you are. God, no, not the one who thinks it's hearing this. It's like... And really advanced forms of Buddhism.

You kind of look within and You go, oh, there's my inner self and then you go, well, I'm just paraphrasing, but the fact that I'm seeing my inner self and I can see it, it's still not the God self. And then you go further and you go, well, now I'm observing that. I'm observing that it was my full self.

So now I'm definitely in the God self. No 'cause you're still observing the RSR and you go deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper. There are lots of people in here this like civil squared we got... We have all kinds of... We have a host of dysfunction and voices, and some of 'em are happier than others.

But if they're still a defined self, even though it's a nicer self, if they're still a defined self, then we still have this thing going on this wrestling with, okay, now I'm a happier. It's yes, guys, it is A happy yourself. But just because you say, I'm now gonna create... I written this book or saw this video that says, I can create anything.

And what one person said was, no man, Michael, you must be wrong here. Because when we say, we're creating and when you create something, especially if it comes true, it had to have come from God. Wow. our team that works on these things, they sent me the message and I was like, Oh man, we're more messed up than I thought because there are people and they even like me watching and so forth.

But they can't hear that one part. When Michael goes into that kind of tirade about that sort of thing, you have an ego that can also manifest things. Jesus didn't your first five marriages tell you that you have an ego, you have an ego, the ego can manifest in, of course, in miracles, it's called, you create with God or co create with God, and you make believe with your ego.

You can make stuff up on we love is truly creating, co create. When you choose to create something from a state of love, then you are indeed accessing God within. If I'm in a state of fear, I am not accessing God. I don't care if I can manifest the thing. There are people that go out and rob banks, look, I manifested a bag of money.

It's not theirs, they're not prosperity conscious, they stole it. It's not theirs. You can't, like I said before, you can't take Heaven by force. You can't say I am because a book said, because his teacher said, and it's so beautiful, it's so eloquent. Some of these teachings, they'll say things like, "Beloveds...

" Where I'm like, "What! ! ! !" Man, my way of teaching is like, "What?" But they're like, "Beloved." And people go, oh, I like that. They're talking to me, beloved. You are the creator of the creator of the created within the creation of being or whatever people like, oh, that sound.

It's so bizarre. I like it. And then they say things that are just left. You can. You are one with God to anything you choose. Is God choosing. I like that too 'cause that allows me to do anything that's ridiculous and not feel funny about it. Not feel odd about it. We learn to recognize the difference between being and the God self and not being in the God self, that failure to see that is well gets us into trouble.

And again, all of those teachings are beautiful, I believe, especially since they've taken people from spiritual, dark ages into something decent. So I absolutely think they're cool, but when somebody's trying to teach you about co creating and they leave God out of the picture, something's wrong, just like him and you bear with me on this one 'cause this is kind of a hard hitting one, any time you have a healing art, because the only things you ever need to heal are the things that the ego has taught us

to identify with as opposed to what God teaches us to identify with. Right? God, I love and well no, your bones is gonna come in, you're in the consciousness of God. But when you're not in the consciousness of God and you're in ego, it creates fearful stuff, fearful decision making, which brings negative results.

And some people say, but that's still God. No, it isn't. Actually, people have a hard time understanding that God can be just love, not love, and the opposite in God. There is no opposition. There's no duality and we just forget that. And so people have to make up books and stories and channeling where they go, God's everything.

So God is... And they name these things and people go, oh, it must be true. No, it isn't. God is not a racist. God is not sexist. God is not hateful. So people that sold millions of books on this planet to people who couldn't accept anything more, we're really happy that they could sell that to people 'cause it made sense.

Well, if God is everything and that means God is everything right? Hate fear, racism, rape. Oh, yeah. Okay. That makes sense. Because people are so far removed from God. They cannot believe that God is just good. Just love. So where the word God comes from is good. Good comes from God. God, it is just God. So you don't say, God is good and evil.

God is nice and not so nice. It's only love. Peace joined abundance it. There is no opposite. There's opposites in the earth, plane of prosperity in poverty. Like for example, in finance, you can have an opposite. But in God, there's no prosperity and opposite poverty. There's only abundance, which is beyond our measure of prosperity in poverty.

It's just to have to be that consciousness. Mankind is kinda drifted so far away. But the good news, I do believe, like I said, these teachings have served a purpose. They have brought a lot of people forward. I would love to see some of those teachers being that they have so many people corralled into their as followers, maybe millions.

If those teachers could say a new channeling has come through just to take us a notch up. They don't have to. Sales is take just a new channeling has come through and we're gonna not it up. Don't forget. God. Remember God and all that. You're creating, call God into the picture. Don't just go, "Well, I am God.

Let's see. I need a car car, car, car, car car car car. My mantra is, car car car. Mercedes, car car car. Whatever. Whatever, car car car. What's my mantra? Instead of I am as God created me, therefore, anything I could imagine ever needing is already gonna be felt because I am, as God created me. If I am, as God created me, I'll have a vehicle that reflects being one with God.

Jesus were a seamless, a very expensive, seamless robe. He didn't say, well, no, you should all be lowly. He wore a very highly valued garment. Not because he was sandy, check this on that. Look at that. This is finest. Don't I look fine. They threw lots to get his road, the romans. That's why they didn't say, let's get this guy's Rob romans.

They had money. They didn't need this from some religious kind of... Or spiritual kind of guy, they didn't say we, we, they wanted it because it was valuable. Alright. His clothing or whatever. So he knew how we can live in abundance. We need to pay taxes. Okay. And materialized coin for that time. That's how it would be done your materialized coin.

Now you'll go to jail. But that's true because the world dislikes miracle consciousness and miracle working. It does everything. It can define fault with it. That's why there are healers that aren't allowed to call themselves healers, but medicines that can kill you are allowed to be called Healing medicines.

It makes no sense. Barabbas who was tried at the same time of Jesus parapro, God's laws, and he was set free. Jesus broke the mankind's laws and was crucified. He's telling us in, of course, in miracles. Do you guys don't realize things are flipped flopped. And so when people say, I'm into manifestation, I am God.

I'm using all the powers of manifestation. They say, just focus long enough. You create this energy, this energy swirls around you, that You're gonna manifest great, and now you get a car. But the problem is, the more you manifest things, you can see the further you are from the kingdom of God. You should be looking for the energy behind the things you see.

Do not forget that when you manifest the new car. Thank you. Because it's a symbol of you being abundant and abundant is God. It's not the car, it's the energy behind it. It's not the relationship people so focused on, oh, I got to manifest my sole my partnership, my life, man, whatever the care to all of my problems.

There is no, for somebody that keeps looking for that in other people, by looking for it and other people, you're just affirm. You're still sick. There's something else we're all looking for. And people have forgot what it is. And it's God. It's just remembrance. It's becoming one with the...

All again, you don't say, okay, find Michael. I get it fine. We don't wanna hear it anymore. Fine. We'll do what you say. We're gonna... I wanna be one with God and all. That's good. Yes, though. That's little. But I need my car too, and I want my stuff too. When you truly become one with all.

You don't go. And where's my partner when you become one with all? You kinda go, wow, I need nothing. It's true all the mystics through. He said it, they were telling the truth. Some of them took it too far, and too much of an extreme Buddha himself said, wow, I've done that. But you gotta reel it in, man.

It's balance. So now the truth, but respect the illusion. Call upon God's presence, but receive a car that's fine, but don't pray for a car thinking it's God's presence. See what I said there. Don't ask for the thing thinking it's actually what you want. It's only consciousness guys.

All we are as consciousness. When you think a car or a person, a body, someone with such nice legs or whatever it is, you're obsessed on when you think there's a special place on the other side for people like you. It'll e like, you'll walk around in a spirit body with pairs of extra legs, hanging off your body.

I heard you relate Manet beyond, get beyond. So there are times when, when I feel so alive after my workshops or something, there are times of services like this, I feel so alive that I can feel what's like the energy within myself. And if it were up to me, Oh my God, I would dance. I would just start twirling.

And I would 'cause I feel such energy. You've blend with the energy that's in the space in the room, and you just smile. You know, you just smiling. That's what children do. They feel something. They hear something and you start to move. They start to feel, and you just drop into that when I feel the energy of workshops.

Oh my God. I could just kiss and hug everybody, it dancing 'cause I feel so great. And sometimes I even say, okay, I'm gonna get something to eat. But a lot of times I could go the day or days without eating 'cause I just fill that energy. But at some point, there's a moment where I recognize where I wanna ground myself from that energy.

So I might have something like addokay when he would do his readings. When he was done, he would have some crackers. It was a heavy enough thing crackers. If you had a few with some water, it would kind of create a density again, so he could ground that energy himself. So remember that when you get in these energies to ground yourself, but on what's going on, I feel alive, we feel alive.

That's good. You're looking for the energy, not the manifestation, per se. If I were to say, and people do this, they go, Oh my gosh, you're kind of attractive. And then they marry the person. The marriage was not always the call. It was just the joint, the feeling you feel. So alive. I remember the pop star, the bjs, right.

The one brother that people thought was really, really handsome, really good look. And he was a nice looking God. He once said, in an interview, well, I have to admit, I have a problem. I get so addicted to the energy of being a star, and then the energy of people loving me. I actually was in a habit for years of walking around with rings, plural, in my pocket, proposing to women.

And. it's kind of an addiction obviously, but what's behind it, the call for love, he feel something in his music. He feels the love of people for him. And then you go, wow, let's do something with that. Be careful the guys that wanna manifest cars, the guy wants to mary, all the wave and all that's happening is we're trying to interpret something.

Humanly, that is not human. It's profoundly divine, and we don't know what to do. Lots and lots of drug addicts are highly creative, sensitive people. They're not just drug addicts, they're people that didn't know what else to do to deal with the feelings flowing through them. And there's not a lot of schools that'll explain it.

And if you try to open one, they're gonna call it illegal because people don't want answers in the ego world. They don't want answers. And it's hard to have answers because the things I just shared, I could say it, but it doesn't mean it's easy for everybody to get it, integrate it.

We feel the presence of God and there you just wanna like, wow, what humans do is they go, wow, you see a partner you're in love with, and you go well, and then the physical attraction and you get in a mood. Sometimes it's just hormones. Sometimes it's... Oh, I saw a movie kind of turned me out.

What about you on? Yeah, me too. Let's go. What are weird reason to get together? And then you have a kid from it. OH. There was this movie, you don't matter, there was just this movie and you're the product of that people need to get back in touch with what they're feeling. Are you feeling? And it's great 'cause when you can do that, are you feeling a too low? Thank God.

Can I hug you? Because now we both know what this is really about the grounding. The hug is just grounding. That's all it is. Or intimacy, if you choose to share it that way or having a meal, whatever it is, all of that's just a way to ground it. Ground. What this sublime energy that's flowing through me and it's happening.

The world is changing even right now, a Saturn retrograde kind of a thing. And I would love to tell you, man, it's gonna be over in just a few days, but I can't... It's gonna be a few months anyway, This is a profoundly purging kind of an energy out on wakening, kind of an energy. And I see it happening, but I don't always talk about these things.

I kinda think, well, okay, wait for the guidance. And then if I hear one person talking about a symptom, and they don't know where it's coming from, and another person has an energetic thing and they don't know where it's coming from. I just start to go, okay, you let me know if I'm supposed to try to kick the doors down to tell everybody, I'm going to tell you something.

I wait. Believe It Or not, until I feel called to do so. So sometimes waves of things come through the earth plane and I don't talk about it. People go on how come you're not talking about the laws of manifestation all the time like others, because it's taken care of already mishandle to a degree.

But I wait only until there's an edge on it that I should probably clean up a little bit. So that's kinda how I do things. And I'm watching, because all these workshops, we're doing an online courses guys. Well, if you're watching this, we're participating as part of God's plan, divine plan for Humanities awakening.

Like I don't just stand here doing lectures that I don't come in with a good book in one and do chapters and verses and quotes and whatever. I don't rehearse speeches or anything like that, it's something that happens 'cause I know what we're doing. I recognize we're part of we're participating in God's plan for awakening, and you could say all souls are part of that plan.

That's a fact. But some are more conscious of it and participating at a greater capacity. Some have heard the call and turned it and twisted it. Unfortunately, because humans can hear a divine inspiration, like even the people channeling about laws, admonition and all that, they get something and the mind on the being that comes through them or themselves, filters it in a way that they can accept you, see, the mind can filter it.

The 12 STEP program is part of God's plan for awakening. Believe It Or not, Edgar Kay's work, of course, the miracles, some things, the Unity movements, Christian sign these things that are talking about reality and illusion. The things that are saying, go back to God. Those are all part of God's divine plan for awakening.

When it comes to healing, Believe It Or not, there are healers and healing techniques and they keep popping up. Did you hear about the such and such a training, and then somebody else has, does something you stand on one foot and then all your worries go away and they come up with all these things, all problems.

I was saying earlier, all of our issues come from ego, not God. If all the issues come from originate in our ego, even our CS and paints and aging, all of our issues come from ego, no healing. Art is truly effective, effective, effective, if it doesn't involve uprooting the ego, see what I'm just saying Right there.

If it doesn't actually address the ego, then it's still just kind of a feel good healing, or is it bad not at all, if you wanna feel good healing or it's good, but technically, it doesn't heal you if you don't remove the culprit that's in there making you ill in some way. So that's why I develop tracking and teaching on that level.

So the people understand. You have to track. If you have to look at what causes the problems and uproot that. That's why we're doing an online course right now on Wednesday nights, it's healing heart on. So you gotta heal the heart and soul, not just the body, the body's gonna move along with you as you heal the heart and soul.

But there's teachers and teachings about prosperity that never address God. Therefore, it's not a divinely inspired experience for me. He learn all kinds of healing arts. If it doesn't access the ego, then it's not truly healing. See, and I won't settle. And that's kind of my thing.

I'm kind of like, well, why don't we just go All the way, why don't we get as deep into this as we can, whatever the consciousness might be. So there's a divine plan I see happening. I pick up people posting things when they watch us have talks like this, they post things. Does anybody notice this going on? Or anybody struggling? And yeah, Saturn Return is happening, is a lot of stuff for people to learn.

People are saying, I'm feeling kind of a buzzing in my spine. What's that? That's been happening for many thousands of years for people to feel some contain energy, but that's happening more and more for people, but be careful not to become a Kundalini casualty. Don't try to force, try to take Heaven by force.

Don't try to stand there and like your starting a motorcycle co neonatology. God. I'm seeing like now I don't know my name. And you walk around street. That's not helpful. The Kundalini rises with your consciousness or with your forcing it now, which one is God and which one's the ego? And God doesn't say, I want you to raise your Kundalini, I'm gonna help you, and you're gonna end up a casualty.

Something had to have gone wrong when you move codeine energy. And it has an adverse effect. Somehow it was ego based, it was pre mature, or even even sometimes there's issues or blocks in us that it hits and purges, and it sets off our nervous system just because it has a little bit of an odd effect doesn't mean it's always adverse.

It just depends where it all ends up, but healing the deepest level, spirituality to the deepest levels, people I kinda into these things for a while, then I let it go, and then they start surfacing again. And people go, hey, did you hear about this in sakai? Remember, look back two years ago at a lecture I did and said, this is gonna start happening, but I try not to overly push these things so that we don't look like rehab.

We have an ism that we're selling, but Christ consciousness is happening. Christ is who we really are. It's not a Christian term Christ or the I am presence within us is who we really are. That's a real name I am, that I am. I am the Holy child of God, the Christ. And because I'm awakening, the Christ I being any of us choose to, because I and we are awakening the Christ.

There are going to be symptoms. The old life, like was read by just UA for our morning reading. The old life is gonna die. It's gonna fade away. But it doesn't mean okay. Old life goes and I'll have exactly the same thing tomorrow. That's human. I want everything the same. I get rid of one dysfunctional relationship.

I gotta make sure I replace it with at least one other. Everything's gotta look familiar. Even if it's messed up, the Christ doesn't do that. The Christ says, crucify me, I'll resurrect. And I'll be even higher than I was before the Christ keeps going, man, take me higher, take me, I or God.

Here we go. Hi. Never settling for death of any kind other than the death to achieve reawakening the death meaning an ending. So there are people describing the... So in case you miss some of this in previous talks somewhere in the past, you're going to start noticing your hands igniting more. You're gonna start noticing shakers, minor shockers, awakening in your feet, and you're gonna notice your crown opening and buzzing a little bit more.

Just as I say that I could start feeling it happening in my crown, just talking about it and I do, and there's chills and all that upon one, I'm describing it, that's what happens. But if you listen to what I just described, it's a spiritual, a spiritual form of stigmata. The reason your feet, your hands are igniting your crowd is because you're experiencing the Christ Crucifixion without crucifixion, your feet, your hands are getting punctured, so to speak, but spiritually and the crown, because the crown of thorns, you might even

feel the ace in this region because of the spear, because the sphere, the thorns, the spikes, those weren't just puncturing Jesus. Jesus chose a form of crucifixion or form of death that was going to be symbolic of activating five major centers in the body. The Davinci man. I'm awakened even to the most extreme parts of my being.

I'm awakened. I'm gonna share a quote, a couple of quotes with you from last books of the bible. This is good context for the healing class that we're doing right now. First, "If you bring forth what is within you, it will save you. If you do not bring forth that, which was within you, it will destroy you.

" This is quotes of Jesus. If you bring forth that, which is with any... He's talking about light, but he's also talking about your wounds. If you bring them forth, they'll save you, bring them out, come on, talk 'em, talk about it. Doesn't matter what it is to create safer and safer people to talk to.

When someone shares with me, Michael, I like this or I don't like this. I like you. I don't like you. I say Just go ahead and say it. Well, I hesitate. No, say it. Be as tackle and respectful as you can, but saying, if you're gonna just be rooted project, I'm not interested, but say it. What do you want? Share that, oh, you're having financial issues and you would like as a unity to somehow see if we can help you in.

Anyway. Just say it. Oh, but I'm embarrassed. Why it's okay. Teach people that anything their feeling is Okay 'cause if it's not and they stuff it, it says it will destroy you, your shames your guilt, your regrets, your past, etcetera. They will. He says, destroy you even light. When it's wanting to come out and you stuff, it will destroy you in a sense.

He's saying, just have no shell. The light shines in, and it reflects back. If there's any wounds they shine out and are dispersed. Just have this beautiful ecosystem, the wave out. There's no block. There's no stuck. There's no challenge. There's no embarrassment to the best of your ability.

Say what you have to say, whether it's your kids and you assure them, it's okay. Share it. I did say, be loving and tactful technically, you could say, but I wanna be heard even if I'm being a jerk right now, I get you. But it's always easier for people to hear you when you're responsible.

And if you think, well, they're not hearing me. Don't talk about them not hearing you talk about how you might not have been coming from a very loving, a responsible place 'cause it's almost impossible when you're being loving, tackle, responsible for people to not hear you at least a little.

It's usually when we slip that we lose our minds and act out, and then they kinda get upset. It doesn't matter. You folks that classes here sometimes. Michael, can I have a hug? They'll say, Michael, can I ask you a strange creature? Should go ahead. Well, it does. Go ahead. We can, I have come here, come here.

I ask for a hug, smile. Whatever you need to do. Whatever's in. Just ask it doesn't mean you'll always get what you're asking for, nor should you be attached to getting what you for. But I just think, and I truly believe the day will come when people will marvel, that we can ask for and just dance.

When I ask for something you can't do you say? No. And we dance in Okies around that, that it's... Okay. Listen, I've just won a... Give me a hand up. Actually, I can't... I just had back surgery. Oh my God. Good for you. How do you feel? I'm still on the ground? I do, but how. Are you. feeling and feeling...

Yeah, I'm feeling better. Could you do me a favor and see if somebody else is available? Sure. See, it's okay instead of How dare you, you selfish, post surgeon, post surgical patients or whatever. Just let it go. Find peace. That's a quote. Another one, the kingdom is inside of you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will realize that you are holy children of God.

But if you will not know yourselves, then you dwell in poverty and you are that poverty when you don't know who you are. You are that poverty, which is what I was saying earlier about people doing manifestation of still material things saying, I've proven I am God because I manifested this. I have evidence look at it.

It wasn't there yesterday. It's there today. See, I manifested it 'cause I got into my divine consciousness. It's not true. If you haven't figured that out. Neediness can also create things. Addictive ness can create things. Compulsions can create things. Broken mindedness can still make things happen.

He says, the person of age and experience who can still ask a child about the place of true life, everlasting life. That person will find everlasting life. Even a person of agent experience knows really. You can reflect answers anywhere. A seven year old. He says in the particular quote, the person of a huge academic background that still knows you can still get an answer from a seven year old.

That person will find everlasting life. And that's not just a seven year old metaphor. It's us guys. You're sitting here, you're hearing things you're watching on the internet and whatever, and you're hearing things that makes sense. They work your heart, you can feel it. You don't have to have had a certain background to confirm that this is true.

That's more spiritual than the heady stuff. His disciples say to him, what do we need to do to awaken? Do we fast? Do we pray? Do we give to charity? And what diet should we observe? Jesus says, be honest and do not do the things that are not alignment in alignment with your true heart. After all, there's nothing hidden that will not eventually be revealed and there's nothing covered up that will remain undisclosed, meaning find God.

Find love in your heart and use that as your compass, try not to do things that are out of alignment with that 'cause that's what we'll hold it. That very thing will hold it against you. It's not a God in the sky that says, oh, you are note today every day and Edgar case. He said this, when people would ask him, should, I should not.

He would say, that depends on this. Is this true for you? If it is true, if A is true, don't do be. If you say, I'm ready for a life mate, I'm ready for a healthy partner, then stop settling you betray yourself. And then you say, well, why didn't God warn me? And how many more ways did you not hear me? Just say this, you heard this talk and you still went, you know, if you don't wanna go stop dressing for Halloween.

Stop dressing up for a scary kind of an experience, meaning, stop putting it out there. Stop looking desperate, and you won't get people that love playing up on desperate people. I can't believe they took advantage of me of who did they take advantage of the God in you no of the person that said, I'm so alone, unloved unlovable, if just anybody would please come well you got it.

Just anybody. One last quote, those who seek will find those who seek will find. And when you find you'll become disturbed. And then when you're disturbed, you'll eventually marvel, and you will rain over all and be masters. And what that means in part is when you seek, you will find means anything you seek you will find because it's what you put your consciousness on.

Somebody that took that and said, I want a car, I'm gonna seek it. I found it relook at got keys and everything. You're still not hearing matter, doesn't matter. Matter is only a reflection of our inner selves. So if you make it known to yourself, your friends, people around you, the universe, I settle for material things, the universe as...

And so it is. We're sorry to hear that. That's it. Yes. Just show me stuff in its evidence, I believe in God, because I want a new Podium and I got it. The car or whatever it is, relationship. I wanted it. I got it. There we go, well, the sad thing is you just said to the universe, I am so small that a little tangible piece of collected molecules will be my evidence, that there's a God and it's a car or a meal, or whatever IT is.

You think you want a bottle of wine, whatever is important to you. We're supposed to be saying, seek first the kingdom, which means the consciousness of God and everything else comes. It does seek first, the consciousness of God. One of the biggest challenges as we become masters 'cause he says, seek.

And you will find when you find you become disturbed. It's a strange way to say things to people. Why would you become disturbed? Because when you first get on the path and look within, you will not like what you see, you're gonna see the source of the addict. You're gonna see the source of any failed relationship.

You're gonna see things you don't like 'cause it's the broken self. We need the masks are the wounds who wants to look at that. I've had people say to me quite often in different forms, different groups, Oh no, you don't have to look at that stuff. If you do not bring it forth, it will destroy you teaching things like about intimacy and sacred sexuality, and relationships and topics that I've spoken at conferences, and you've got all these amazing tantric masters, sex, attic people doing the lectures there, and

then I go and do a talk, and I talk about how you can't just bring out this wonderful, sensual self without looking at the Broken addict self. And they're like, oh, no, no, you just ignore that. Because when you're marveling in the sensual experience of tantra, you dance and you do everyone and you just enjoy, and then you just don't even see any of the wounds.

And it's like, you know what? You've done Jesus called In The gospels, you're polishing the outside of a tub, but inside is still dead men's bones. You're making it look good, man. You'll dressed up and you put flowers around your neck and you call each other. Hello, beloved. God is...

Which means I wanna do you. And then hello, you still use all these fancy terms, beloved, and oh, shock. Do. Yes. Shiva bland, they walk around to... And it just still means the same can have your room key in every room. Center and. They're all doing the same thing. And I'm saying, guys, you've gotta look at those compulsions.

Where are they coming from 'cause if you heal that, what'll happen next? You look at the disturb, you take that out, and then he says, and then you will marvel. Why? Because you go, I'm free. Now I love all of you. I dance with you. And if we decide maturely to be intimate, it's from a healthy self.

It's not me being pulled by addictions or brokenness. It looks so much the same on the outside at the end, but someone there is healthy and someone is not healthy. And what I'm saying is, let's be healthy, more and more. Let's not settle, let's say, seek first, the consciousness of God and everything else will follow.

You don't seek first the Kingdom of God. And then you might as well give it up 'cause now it's about of poverty and chastity. Oh man, we did lifetimes of that. It wasn't fun. Now. We're realizing we can connect with God in dance, not just walk around. Have you heard the word, the lord, all depressed.

He wants to hear that. Instead, why are you so happy all though? Why do you have such a smile? It resonate it. It's shining from inside out. That's what it's supposed to look like. It doesn't mean we don't have bad days, have a bad day and let that... Which is within come forward, cry, talk, counsel, share and be held, if that's what you need.

Perfect after you move through that light starts to emerge. So any of you watching hearing, sharing with other people and they say, I'm doing healing work, but it's so challenging. Please remember. It's expected to be challenging in a sense, but if you feel like you're doing a lot of internal work and not feeling a lot of the happiness that comes after the fact like you cry and so forth, you should have a feeling when you're done of refilling with God.

If you're not refilling your cup with God, you might be missing something 'cause you're not supposed to only work on wounds because Jesus didn't say seek and you will be disturbed and stay disturbed. Good luck. He said, then you will marvel than you will find everlasting peace in life because He's saying, you don't just dig up the stuff and release it.

You replace it with something new. So give yourself even if you're struggling, and even if you've got energetic shifts in the body, and even if you see Saturn reflecting certain lessons, and even if you see you're going through the dark night of the soul, and even if you've lost a loved one or a friend or whatever.

And even if you struggle with politics of the world today, whatever it is, give it to God and then replace it with a greater presence. If you're looking for happiness in politics, no wonder you're miserable. Because it. doesn't bring you happiness, and even if you think it does now, there was one presenter who guess what? Eventually they resigned and move on.

They leave and move on. Now you're miserable. Again, anything in this world you seek to fill, you can't last Buddha set. You're gonna end up miserable again. So what are we supposed to do? Get another thing? No, there's only one thing that gives you what you're looking for, the presence of God, and it is found here.

It doesn't mean don't read a book and don't go to a workshop 'cause that's how we learn to do these things and be in groups of people where we can process this very thing. Because some people will say, well, you shouldn't have to deal with groups. That's old school groups and stuff.

Now it's all found within. So climb up on the Red Rocks and be... And that's actually not true. It's just another way that people wanna dis the concept of gathering in light. Remember, we're entering entering the Aquarian age. The Aquarian age. One of its symbols is humanity brotherhood, sisterhood, it means us gathering, not individuality.

And whether we're gathering or not, you're still supposed to be integrating within your own individual self, that what you've learned, and that's what you're ready to dance. If I feel like dancing, I just had the five day intensive. I mentioned here and I'll say something real quick about that the first day and people getting to know each other.

But I sense something was odd about this. This group, this class never had this before, and I thought There's something disturbance in the force. So I wait, went home and then I got it came back and it was for the first time, all the people attending like 90 something percent of them. It was their first time ever attending something of mine.

They watch online. They do, but they don't know how weird I am. So I show up and I'm wearing swim trunks in a T shirt. My Hair's in a pony tail. I'm like, ready? And some of them are like, he doesn't look like that on line. He seems so you know, nice and spiritual. And I'm like, okay, Hi guys.

Knowing on cookies for the morning, I was going and it seems so different, but it's not at all incongruent 'cause even up here, I talk about that. So we go into the workshop and it was an odd spontaneous request of me in one of our attendees. And I think it was her maybe another person, what we said, can we play some music before we start because people were just coming in, we put on some then hire, and then some of this and that, and the whole group, by the time they arrive everybody for a half hour,

they were dancing, so that which didn't feel like connected the first day doesn't mean it was noticeable to anybody else. I'm saying, you're just attending a workshop, but I could feel something different and the dancing, the letting go, the celebrating changed everything in that vibe of that workshop.

All of A sudden, I was like, yes, this is so cool. Because people, even at workshops, they'll hold back a little bit and maybe gradually come out hopefully by the end of the five days. But I remember that tendency we have as humans as a kid, I was one of those man in Middle school, stand against the remember in the gymnasium.

Just like. in the movies, I was one of the nurses just standing a afraid if you don't have a girlfriend who you gonna do, who's gonna dance only people with partners or dancing. So one of the guys just standing against, well, you go, no, you go, man, you first know I dare you just getting nowhere.

But remember this. Okay, I'm. gonna go after the end of this next song. This song sucks. I'm not gonna eat then the next up. Okay. I'm going for sure the stuff. Oh, it's a slow song. No way. So all excuses humans do this in spirituality, even as mature, we wait, we hesitate, we push it back. We don't allow things in good things.

We don't allow it, which is very sad, but even the hurts and the pains, we don't wanna see them because it brings up too much stuff for us, but it's right. Let it be disturbing at first 'cause you will find bliss. And then finally there would be the courage. Okay, fine. Alright guys, fine.

I'm guaranteed the next song I'm going out there. Alright, watch. Which is... And then song finishes. Alright, thanks for being here tonight. And dance. is over. I was gonna go. No, you weren't? Yes. So it's too late. So it's the same games we play. Jesus said, get what you can from me while I'm here, because there will come a time when I won't be here.

He doesn't mean I'm gonna walk away from you. He means it's gonna be harder for you to hear good things when I'm gone and you're relying on trying to hear it within yourself right now, you're lucky 'cause I'm here mirroring it to you. And I feel the same way, not just that you're lucky 'cause I'm better.

You are lucky because I am here, devoting my life to you. But I'm also lucky that you're here 'cause you're marrying everything that I'm saying to me. I wouldn't be talking about the same things about just setting totaling my thumbs. We're in a relationship. We're all mirroring like to each other, and it's this amazing process, but we're not just in a process where in one that is part of God's divine plan for Humanities awakening, and there's no B minus on that.

This is a plot all the way. Stay in the A plus, even if you never hear me again or it tend here again, stay in the AP state, dedicated to the highest you can get, do not push it away, get out and dance, even if you're scared to ask because you'll hear no, possibly. And once or twice eventually there'll be a Yes and you'll feel totally different.

Totally different. One of those dances when I was a kid shy as heck and all that going through all that. And for some reason, one particular dance, I don't know if it was a dare or something. This one really well respected girl. She had this lipstick on and she came over. I could... I give you a kiss. She does...

when I went back, my friends, they were like. Oh joe. My life changed. And what I'm saying is, when you just let even a little something different happen, it can change things for you, a hug counseling, and sharing something to your counselor you haven't shared before, any movement, any ship from the concrete that we live in that one little meaningful.

There was probably an eighth grade, and I still remember it because it was like... Because the shy and all that little kid, it doesn't mean I ran for president the next day or something. I met President of The school, not the other kinds. I probably could at one apparently. Anybody can... Sorry. Anyway, feel it.

Draw it in. Let yourself laugh again, please. If there's always something to laugh about, it's all in the timing. Sometimes the timing is not appropriate. There's always something you can laugh about. There's always something you can smile about. And if you don't know of anything, try being of service and you'll find something to smile about.

Go work in an animal shelter and give an animal a second chance. I saw something recently that just really crushed me in a way, but it was just something about Children kept getting put up for adoption, and what do you called the parenting when you fostering and manjust? Oh God. It just hit me watching this special on that, seeing the kids that just go through such crap abuses, first of all.

And I just thought it's just so weird that we can do what we do. We can have the wealth we have and not take care of children. It's just the dumbest thing in the world to me and animals and people being so abusive to people. And I just think God, anything we can do to make a difference. Guys. Like I've said many times.

If you have four houses, give one away. If you have four cars, give one. Just keep. If I were a billionaire, I would make millionaires every year I'd make 100 millionaires just hand 10 people a million dollars. You're never gonna go broke. If you're a billion are... You can afford give, just make people in a millionaires do something or improve their housing or something.

There's so many things you can do for good. It just blows my mind that people think I'll just keep accumulating. And the sad thing is you will come back and you will pay for that. You won't be able to keep that what you try to hide with inner store within my mind, mind that what you keep will destroy you and that what you share, we'll give you life, even if it's your woundedness.

So shine me, shine the light. You guys can feel it in what I'm saying. I think an activation of chakras hint, this isn't coincidence, there's DNA developing new Diana things are happening. There are light beings coming here more and more often in not so visible, mind you invisible to the humanized, the higher the dimensionality of those beings, the less visible they're going to be to you when they look great and creepy and have metallic things in their messing willem.

That's not exactly the highest species. The denser. they are, the denser, they are, try not to worship dents and try not to date dense. Do you see me reading notes? I store this just happens. I mean, not to offend, but if this bothered you look within will at first seem disturbing, but stay the course and it will free you.

Let's take a few centering rocks. Do you. feel it? Let's meditate on the feeling. Anything you heard that made sense? Any laughter, any tears. Let's just be with them for a moment. What's happening, paraphrasing, barely having to change the words of a song. What is happening to me? Crazy. Some would say, where is the old life that I recognize? And then in the background, the lyric say, gone away, but I won't cry for yesterday.

The ordinary world, I will learn to survive somehow. I have survived. Beautiful, great, deep lyrics. Something is happening. Don't cling to the past the old ways. I'm not saying, don't process old hurts. Don't clean. Let's imagine ourselves right now. What if there's no shell? What if there's nothing that can contain you? The only reason we have a container called a body is 'cause we think of ourselves as so small, we can be contained 'cause there's not much here anyway, but we're not contained

when we're really who we are. God light, the Christ, the IM presence. So let's imagine gradually, the dissolving of our shell, the fading away of our shell, and observe. How do you feel if there's no shell to continue? What if you're light in your heart center can just start shining so bright? Nothing contains it.

Is it intimidating? Is it marvelous? Just continuing with every breath. Imagine filling up this light, pouring from the heavens down into our hearts, giving us the power, the ability to grow brighter and brighter in light, knowing that it'll happen at a pace that I can manage given to me, according to my faith and the light.

Just shining brighter. What if my light shines so bright the old stuff, the stuff of the world, the past doesn't bother me anymore. I just don't even feel like hanging out with certain kinds of people. Not because I'm calling 'em bad. They don't seem to resonate with this light. And if they don't resonate with this light, it might be best for me not to bring that light to their space.

It might bother them. So out of love and respect for them. I'll keep away from that. I'll bring my light wherever it's accepted. I'm not here to cause conflict. I'm here to dance. Imagine just the light shining so bright. You hug everyone and it's okay. Playful squeezes it is, is the way a mother could her child or grant or grab their child grandchild so much love? It can't be contained so much love that you pay a bill forward for someone.

It's all right. It's all right to be in the store and sing to yourself, or you're walking down the aisles and we can with levity say it's kind of expected in Sedona, but not everybody lives in Sedona. So let's support them. Let's support them. It's alright. You dance in the aisles.

Those of you who live in Island and Madagascar South America the Far East who are watching and maybe think it's not appropriate somewhere out there, if not us, then who, and if not. Now, then when just then start with a smile, start with humming, and then let the humming eventually become a song twirl when you're ready to twirl dance, when you're ready to dance everything in its time.

But when you share your light and it's with others, make sure it seems like it's something they're okay with. The light is to shine and bring warmth and light, just like light to shine and bring warms, not to burn. So we all have to keep fine tuning the boundaries, the appropriateness, and sometimes when we shine a certain way and dance a certain way and somebody's not in that space, it's okay to say, oh, sorry.

And just hang back a little bit, twirl and dance the next room when you enter it or the next location. So let's all visualize that for a moment, us shining our light, being what God created us to be. How could you find out that you're a holy child of God and be bummed about it? Just so see what it looks like.

What if you're cut loose, it's got to at least look as good as if you won the lottery. How would you look, if you won the lottery? How much more would you smile? How much more excitement and enthusiasm for life would you feel? That's all we're asking, picture it and be aware of the song coming through you that says, thank you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank. you. Thank you. Not enough. Thank you. Because it means, yes. Yes. Yes, I am that. I am. God is, I am. We are. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. And so it is. Take your time, please gradually stretch out. I pray. This has made good sense. It really covered a lot, but hopefully as you're aware of how much it covered, because underneath all that are the expressions of foods and dating and all these human things that we can change our interaction with them when we recognize our value and allow our

light to shine and in this world, it is a little strange, the light to shine. I do get that. It's not that acceptable. It's kind of funny if you think about it. When I mentioned politics, which I'm not into. So dory, I'm not going, and we're big on that, but they use this term Congress when they gather to make decisions right in tantric Buddhism, congress means making love.

It's kind of funny if you think about it. Congress, the senate. To that effect. you never know they could use it. Everyone in the world. Can you seeing things from a different place? Right. Were you able to visualize that in The meditation, ebit, your light expanding, you may have felt a little like, wait, wait, not too much.

That's normal. That doesn't make you bad. It's normal to go, wait, no container. What you mean it has to have some... Well, when you hear that, that you're hearing a conversation with yourself, you're having a relationship with yourself to go, hey, Michael. Well, yeah. Well, what's going on? Well, I'm just making sure that it's not shining too, right? Why not that it's bad, but why herewell and then watch the dialogue that comes up 'cause I can learn about myself just by seeing my...

Even my spiritual inhibitions. Well, it shouldn't burst all at once. Why outcome? And then you'll see some things about yourself. Well, if it burns out really rightly all at once, it might burn out. Oh, you see. So that's a belief system. It might expire, it might intimidate the people might know where to find me.

You just watch and see what dialogues come up 'cause you learn about yourself. Learn about yourself.