Seeing As God Sees

all right so aren't things just unfolding beautifully at least in relation to our spiritual path i know that there are things in the world that seem to be getting in the way and so on but it's not it's not the truth of god some people say oh that that undermines or understates the importance of these things on on planet earth um these things are not seen or experienced by god nothing on this planet has any kind of power in to god in heaven or you know in the consciousness of the divine this is just stuff for now

in a sense it's it's it's just human stuff if i call it petty some of you will get offended but it's petty it means nothing to god and that doesn't mean i'm saying that that everything that is precious to you like a trigger is is worthless no it is important to you i'm saying it has no power to god just like jesus coming out and walking on the waters it's not like he went oh this is a tough one walking on water you got to be kidding me if there was more saline in it maybe you know you know it's it's it's like

no no stop believing in these things having power over us but i love that lately we've been able to come out as it were and say come on back to god ever since i arrived here 10 years ago in sedona my teaching people have known for all the years i've taught that i'm into you know reconnect with god but when i came to sedona one of the i was kind of like thinking i don't know man you know this is sedona you know i was thinking i talk about god and sedona they're like you know ufos and bigfoot and whatever and i

teach all those topics too but but i was wondering are these people gonna take like you know take to to this whole god thing christy thing and that was the feedback i got thank you for bringing god back because living in sedona and or in the world at the time everything started getting so fancy so frills you know oriented and so i was pleasantly surprised and appreciative that that folks are like back to god back to god yes and it's like oh god this was such a great design on your part to bring me here to a places that's like basically the

number one new age mecca sedona there's no place on the planet new age for new age audiences that is more of a mecca this is really number one for all kinds of reasons but is it being sanctified in the name of god or is it just energy and red rocks and crystals or whatever you know i mean there's some really strange things in this town and there's people that have thought i'm going to go to the top of one of the red rocks and jump off through a vortex and land in the fifth dimension there's all kinds of things oh

this is true this is true there have been people you know you know and then they got to go bring out the rescue operations you know aircraft carriers pulling into phoenix you know and i'm kidding but you know they have to bring in the military to like rescue people from themselves it's a strange place so how are they going to handle me talking about the divine mother how they going to handle me talking about birthing christ consciousness i'm so grateful it all came around i was talking about mother mary the divine mother kuan yin

and people are fine with it because our hearts know this is the truth we want that back and i have no you know qualms saying it i have no problem saying you cannot birth your divine self i of myself am nothing i have no problem saying that and the older i get because i'm getting really old now the older i get the less you care about what you say you know what are you you're kind of thinking hey i'm going to die soon anyway you know i might as well just let it out you ain't going anywhere you know you

need to have the divine in you born again and you can't do it you can't do it without the mother i can't birth myself i'm the one that messed it all up i need someone that remembers the truth of who i am and helps evoke it from me just like the mother in every form like a mommy like a counselor like a life coach they all have one purpose it might look varied but it's really one purpose to help you remember yourself but if they're doing that they're technically midwifing that they're helping it along what's the it

my christ child they're helping to bring that forward and how could i not be fully grateful to them in any form they were your human mommy might not have helped you birth spiritually and this is unfortunate because your mom should birth you physically and then she should nurture the birth of you spiritually that's what mother mary did for jesus so i think i'm gonna go to earth and try this out they birth you physically and get nowhere spiritually psychologically just wounding adding to the wounds so unfortunately

they're not to birth you most moms aren't going to birth you psychologically and spiritually what are you going to do live in lack live in she should have if only if only she would have done so i would be better off spiritually you have an unfortunate task before you you have to birth her i know that sounds unfair then don't do it and then you will not be birthed because if you can't birth another you won't experience the birth so through our love and forgiveness and i don't mean enabling hurtful behaviors

but through our love and forgiveness we're birthing the christ in others that it would have been nice you know you you get a partnership the partnership is not about two people getting together it's about the two people getting together and giving birth not to babies but to the christ in each other and instead what we do is find fault and push each other away i thought you were bringing the christ into my life because christ loves unconditional i thought you were going to love me unconditionally so what i let myself go

you're supposed to love me you know and so on and so on you project all this stuff onto them and then leave them when they don't live up to it what happened to you birthing the christ in them how did you expect holiness from a partner that nobody has ever seen holiness in they don't have a great reputation down at the corner bar you should have known that you know so if they're not living up to they might need to be born again and you're in their life to be the one to midwife that born again

level of consciousness did you do that no forgive yourself now you know and so next time you'll say i'm not getting in another relationship no i'm kidding but what you'll what you'll do is you'll know you're not getting in for the frills you're going in and this is big stuff a relationship i don't care if it's one night that you spend in intimacy with a person or you spend 50 years your job is actually still the same i swear one night or 50 years the job is still the same and

it isn't to just enjoy the time you have it's did you or did you not find a way to see their true self if you die and go to the other side and they say how that how'd that all go your relationship and you say well you know it was okay i mean we went roller skating and they don't care about that they're they they're like what what's roller skating we mean did you get any further in birthing the christ in that person if your answer is no they say that's okay we have several more to match you

up with next time we have all kinds of people and since you were a little blind about seeing this opportunity we're going to make the next ones very impaired apparent we're going to make them where you can't miss it when they walk in the room from across the room even even when when if they live in madagascar they're going to have some spontaneous inspiration from us the angels to move where you live and you wherever you're living you'll just suddenly go oh you know some cold chill will run

through your spine not knowing that it's because the angels have found just the perfect person to bother you to annoy you you don't have to go that route if you can just get used to birthing the christ how about starting with nice people if you can't see the christ in me meaning any nicer person in your life how are you going to see it in hurtful people start somewhere other people say no i like starting with the difficult people because then the others are easy after that hey if that's what you want to do some of us that's

those are warriors warriors aren't like bring it to me very nice and easy please worries you're like hey i don't care man i've bled on battlefields man i've dismembered people and been dismembered in lifetimes now i'm a spiritual warrior bring it on and they're okay with you know the universe going okay wow we're going to give you not one but two families you know to work on not not just yours but your your all your in-laws are going to be nuts too you know so you have two groups of

family members to push all your buttons and you'll be like yeah man come on bring it on they're going to have addicts in it they're going to have people stealing from you misrepresenting themselves it'll be full on i have no idea where this is all coming from i haven't even asked you yet what you want me to talk about it's just happening right that's right so you know i just love it the universe sees things so differently from us we actually think that what we see is is it that's the whole thing this we think

this is it oh i know i'm i have a relationship and it's for material reasons i have a job for material reasons there is no material the material is just a hologram holding still long enough for you to get something out of it get meaning absorb lessons from so it freezes to say look how well you're doing or days it freezes to say are you sure you want to go through with this that's all it ever does this beautiful mother which is also the word matter this beautiful mother says i am your mother i am your matter i will

materialize mother eyes for you ta-da and she shows up and what we do is we're praying you know we start doing this you know emergency morse code to god saying dear lord i don't understand this is happening this is and god's going how have you gone so far away from knowing that nothing can be frozen out here for you that you didn't ask for on some level ask for doesn't mean i requested it verbally ask for means it's matching your consciousness that can't be there's a war i'm not warring i'm very nice

don't take it too literally the war materializes either because you have a belief system about war and conflict or you're conflicted believe it or not you could be conflicted one of you in your partnership one of you wants children the other doesn't you know what that's called conflicted all conflict contributes to war your little conflicted thing do i want to die blonde do i want to die red that's conflicted i don't know all of that contributes to duality duality contributes to war guess what the war

that's happening on the other side of the planet is being fed by you and i having inner conflict it goes into the ethers like a layer around the earth all of our being in a world of duality and conflict and then war starts in just sucking that conflicted energy and it feeds war we contribute you may not know how or why and that's why i brought this up because some of us go i have nothing to do with the world you do and it's not always a verbal request of course sometimes it's just picking up vibes

conflict feeling conflicted if you have issues with your mommy and daddy from child you know birth and childhood family of origin it feeds to every kind of conflict with male and female if you have unresolved stuff with your mommy mother then it's going to mean you might end up with challenges with mother earth or anything that's nurturing if you have unhealed wounds about dad that means you're going to have issues with government and religion because those are very masculine and controlling any issue is going to go somewhere it's

going to get filed somewhere and it will affect my life and our life your issues will affect your life and our life no thoughts are wasted in that regard and the only way we can say that thoughts can be wasted is when we're having unloving thoughts they're not wasted what i meant by not wasted is they're always doing something thoughts are things they're always contributing to something in the world in that sense it's not wasted but it is wasted when my unloving thoughts are used because it's

if it's not contributing to love then it's contributing to illusion and in that sense i'm wasting my time you're wasting time to hate anybody you're not bad or wrong you're just on pause the real you has pushed a button i'm just on i'm still thinking talking yelling judging but my spiritual self is not present is it where is it it's still here it's been put on pause until i love again well what's happening while i'm on pause really nothing that's why it's called nothing

that's why the the masters of the east has called it an illusion and that people get offended how dare you call my world an illusion this is real look i can touch it oh oh that you're you're relying on your senses to tell you what's real and not real big mistake because your senses are picking up on the opposite of real the more i can touch it taste and feel it smell and all that the more it confirms it's not there now that person's going to be extra offended because you're making them

sound insane and you're right they are insane when people are talking to things that aren't there it could be mental illness and this world is not there faith in things unseen a biblical quote faith in things unseen means your mind has flip-flopped and started believing in what you can touch and and so forth and see the real world is the unseen world when children are telling their family members and their teachers i can see lights and all that and they're told that's ridiculous see what's happening is a conversation

between those who remember and those who don't remember and those who are remembering are considered insane because you're seeing things that they can't see so what should i do if i'm one of those and i am what if i should do if i'm one of those that see things that people don't see should i get hurt and stuff it i refuse should i stop believing in it just because they don't see it no what i need to do is forgive them for they know not what they do they're not seeing it and that's

actually it's actually sad it's like instead of getting offended at what they think of you and so on how about trying something else instead of getting offended how about feeling sorry in a healthy way for them feeling compassion wow you don't see that there's lights there's beauty angels right here i mean you could practically just sneeze and drop the veil and see them all of us all of us have had moments where we're doing one thing and we saw a little something we look and it's not

there it is there but you made the mistake of thinking you saw it and turned and used these eyes to see it these eyes can't see spirit this is so much to to share they can't see spirit these eyes are two they're dual duality can only see duality i need to like jesus said let thine eye be single and you will be filled with light what do what did he mean by that let your eye be single and you'll be filled with light because as you allow this eye to open which is best done with the help of the mother

the holy spirit her womb her reproductive organs her yoni as it's called in sanskrit terminology at far east is this thing we came through when we were birthed physically she's also going to have the same shaped item right here called your third eye that opens to birth you spiritually is that making sense it's all that vesica pisces shape it's the the symbol of the pisces it's the symbol of the christ self so my mother births me but she didn't birth this but the mother will if we surrender to her if we say i want

you to to help birth psychic abilities but not complete knowingness i want you to give me this but not this sometimes she will try to you know comply and help out if it's within your higher good but why do that in the first place why place an order and tell her here's what i want you to do and not do try here i am do with me what you will and there's a key word will there's god's will and there's everything else god's will god's will you know clients and so forth how do i know michael when i'm doing

god's way how do i know if and you go more by a feeling than a fact to know if you're doing god's will to know if you're doing god's will we could narrow it down and say there's a feeling of of peace there's a feeling of joy when you're doing god's will now that gets tricky because a lot of people will do things that excite them and call it happiness or joy well you know as soon as an addict grabs hold of some heroin they're like i feel joy this must be god's will no that's

stimulation that stimulation that's different don't confuse excitation with joy joy is something you feel in and out it's different it's a like a tranquil joy doesn't mean that you're not happy and your eyes aren't grand and you're feeling all excited that's there but it's inside it's through and through but the the joy of god still can be confusing to people because they feel excitement and another thing you can do is it seeming like the greater good for everyone see because i could go

you know um i've got this partner okay and i've got this neighbor wow feeling and looking pretty good and every time i see them i feel so wonderful this must be god's will but if i'm not sure let me muscle test it yep because your body and muscle testing is is a good thing to do but all too often it'll do what you your will tells it to do subconsciously you could be saying strength in the arm i want the neighbor yeah that feels really great it happens all the time the more you get used to asking for

guidance and what is god's will and meaning it and being consistent in asking the more consistent your answers will be the more through you know direct they will be you don't want to tamper with the guidance that's coming that's why edgar cayce would say when you have a reading or why he himself would say to do his readings he had to do a ritual which is actually a ritual that yogi's master yogis typically would know there's a technique where you literally will your ego to step aside so you can have direct

connection is that something that's easy to maintain 24 7 no of course not and of course not you could do it and say i'm going to start this day on monopod me and connection connection connection boom and it's there and you feel egoless for a moment but then as soon as you get out of bed you know oh what's that ache that's not god you're starting to slip into the material world right and you you put something on it doesn't fit like it used to there's more of the world it's going to come in and

come in our job is not to be without an ego or without a material world our job is to learn to forgive any of it that shows up in our face trying to tell us convince us that we're not holy beings that's what it's about don't shame them away how dare you forgive them they know not what they do so there's a voice that comes along and a news show and a family member who do you think you are and you and your spirituality and they do that but that's not just them being inappropriate that's a test for you and

me to say what do i believe when they say oh it's all bogus instead of just hating them shutting them down for such comments what did you get from that did you realize that was a test for you and your you got to come up with an answer if you want to be developing the christ child into maturity you've got to have an answer you know don't just say how could these people say these things what is your answer i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth remember remind yourself that this has

never changed i am as god created me i'm a holy being my father and mother aspect of god has never seen me in any other way than in the holiness i was created it never said neither of them ever said you know wow you really let yourself go spiritually oh look at the things that have happened to you oh you're that type well we have a special room for you we hide you you know we have our closets in heaven that we hide people in that it never ever has been like that the statement from the mother to every one of us is the same it made

to jesus you are my beloved child in who i am well pleased now i have to tell you i'm a spiritual teacher i'm a student of spirituality i live many aspects of mastery and i have not believed that every day of my life that you know that the mother would look upon me and say you are my beloved child in whom i am well pleased if she says it i don't hear it there's days as a child when i didn't feel that at all because of my upbringing there's days when you know you have a job and you you get fired it doesn't

feel like i'm god's beloved child right you see what i'm saying there's things you know we feel like we've been programmed to believe that we being god's beloved child and you mean like jesus you don't mean me right god one look at me you know in a mirror in the shower you you i know you don't love me you know what i've done where i've been things i've oh my god you don't mean drug addicts you don't mean you know people that have cheated on their partners and so on that's what we try to

put out there and you don't mean me yes you are my beloved child in whom i am well pleased no matter what you think of yourself get over it get over yourself yeah but you know i'm wounded it's nothing wrong with saying i'm an alcoholic there's nothing wrong with saying you know i have some wounds and some childhood issues there's nothing wrong with seeing that but are you willing to see it and give it up if you see it own it keep it stitch it in you know like graft it to your bones um it's it's off and that's what you're

doing when you tend to believe that you are less than you are my beloved child in whom i am well pleased how do you feel about the mother saying that about you are you like oh my god yes that's how it should be are you doing that or is there you know i still eat meat you know i like steak raw and i'm not saying aye it's any of us okay i know i'm not a vegan or whatever i didn't vote that particular persuasion i don't go to church enough you know there's all these thoughts we have even if they're not aggressive thoughts

even if they're nothing but when i look in the mirror i see myself aging that's still a judgment you have on yourself notice that you have you're not going to be able to pretend uh i am not seeing cellulite i do not see you're not going to be able to do do that oh swiss cheese look at me you know you're you're not going to be able to it's going to slip under the radar even when you're like i only see myself looking gorgeous i am gorgeous there's going to be a day when you walk by a

mirror and accidentally catch yourself and go oh your job is to not not see stuff your job is to go wow isn't that hilarious that's what my eyes tell me i am and it isn't true answer it answer it right counter it give it like but no instead of hiding from it oh you well look at you how funny but no you are not who i am in fact we just had that opening um sacred reading yogananda i'm not bones i'm not this and that and the other right you're not going to maintain that 24 7 that holiness your job is to know the truth that you

are holy and forgive the moments where you don't feel that way and you will have them no matter who you are yogananda in the top five of of the highest consciousness people in our time still he had a problem with one of his legs that was excruciating pain well he shouldn't have that he's yogananda why didn't he just do more yoga that would have healed it your job is not to fix it and prove how holy you are your job is and it's amazing because yogananda he'd be sitting in the room back room the green room we could go and

and his leg would be excruciating they would say okay it's time he'd get up and walk not feel it anymore because he's getting into the current he's plugging in happened for me many times in my life it's just like it's like a different dimension now part of me was frustrated about that part of me is like yeah but i want to be able to do this all the time and i do maintain it most of the days most of the hours of most days that feels pretty cool but there's a part of me that says but what if a little more

you know maintain that part is not god that part needs me to call on the mother to forgive myself for even thinking i needed a little more because to imply i could do it a little better means i'm not enough now and the mother what do you think mother i already told you you are my beloved child in whom i am well pleased you mean you'll be pleased if i do better you want straight a's right did i say that no she wouldn't act like that but right how how amazing and if you've ever heard or felt the

mother which everybody has but maybe didn't know it wow there's this there's this love and it's a tranquility it's such a like peaceful feeling it's incredible and yet that mother that she is i am so any time that i loved someone i don't mean romantic any time i loved someone from the mother aspect of my being that person probably felt the same as if they were in the presence of mother mary oh no no not quite no come on i mean mother mary and me don't do that to yourself see don't do that to yourself what

you're doing is a subtle it sounds it sounds humble it is not humble to think that you are less than god thinks you are is not humility it's arrogance oh you know little old me you know people that channel and people that write great books and people that do great things oh it's not me the healing isn't me and we all have maybe said that stop saying that you are participating so own it yes wow your healing work is great oh it's not me it's god you're also there making the decision to

bringing god in so thank you for that oh no no don't push away the gratitude okay thank you i'm glad you saw that you're seeing my dedication my being any of us you're seeing my dedication thank you thank you for seeing that in me it's one of the things i personally have appreciated most is when people say you know i i can see in you a sincerity that i can tell you i can tell you i've made mistakes in my life here here here sincerity i would never be able to hear anybody say it's not there i know me

and even when i'm making mistakes i know that i was at least my intentions were sincere so just something like that grab hold of it and let it be part of your your your scaffolding that holds you up for a while develop greater sincerity greater integrity something that is an internal concept that you can hold to my outside actions judging myself and others now and again that happens but is there something else that you're grateful for that holds steady no matter what happens out here in the storm where

are you really holding the presence is it faith is it clarity is it confidence find some god-like quality and develop that don't just talk about the outside stuff that you're trying to fix find and give credit for some really wonderful core quality inside whatever that happens to be and for me ever since i was a kid i know that it was there there was always this commitment and sincerity to be helpful to want to you know be of service or whatever that has always been there that will always be there in a way

that is a aspect of god that is greatly developed in me and it's in everyone but not everyone's in touch with that core thing it carries you through a lot of the stuff out here a lot of the storms that push and pull have something in you that is clear and solid that maintains you through those troubled times is that all making sense i talk about the mother this is um this is a book i'm so grateful i i was able to get more of them but it's a mother mary and the undoing process it's my favorite image of her

because it really you know her face here um holds a presence to it um but it's it there's two books that i think are fantastic about mother mary and this is one of the two really really beautiful stuff and and i was very pleased to find we could still get it if you're interested in one of those we have a box of them that we haven't put out yet um but let us know after service um let's see linda mae's raising her hand to volunteer to help with this i know so um she can help you or valerie

in the back there um they'll they'll help us get some i think there's a box in that room that's why i'm mentioning it if people want them they can get into the box and get them in the bookstore okay but that that concept of the mother let's bring it back into our lives even the way i'm sharing this you're not hearing any guilting and shaming you're not hearing you know you've let the mother down i'm saying you can't let the mother down you can waste your own time

trying to do things and be things that you're not but it doesn't change who you really are free will going back to that and heading towards closing will will kind of means intention in a way will means choice in a way there's god's will and god's will is simple i am that i am and we're like i'm not sure and i sometimes am and then i'm kind of like this and i'm and then my race is this my gender's that my we have all these weird conversations horizontally god i am that i am so when god said

i'm a creator and i'm the presence of love what do creators do they create so i'm gonna i'm gonna create more love and on that day the children of god were born and that's us we are the loving birthed presence of god we're god expanding or extending itself pretty cool right and then we create created as well just like god created loving beautiful things but at some point in our creating expanding more love we wondered what life would be like if we created something that wasn't love and on that day we went to sleep

and dreamt that we could be something that we're not and as of course in miracles so succinctly puts it you read in the bible that adam was put to sleep but you never hear that he woke up why is that because adam is us we went to sleep and we never woke up all of this is a dream within a dream edgar allan poe calls it a dream within a dream willy wonka calls it we are the dreamers of the dream and he's a good source for wisdom it's a dream the dream world dreaming the world into being the aboriginal people call it all

these ancient cultures have their way of saying dream time it but there's dream time where you're passively staying asleep dream time where you are awaking and that's the shamanic type of dream time where you're going in and changing the dream which is actually an illusion but you're altering the dream into a happy dream so what is god's will for you to be home but you're not yet you you are but you don't feel like we don't seem like it because we're living in a dream which is

actually more of a nightmare any dream where you're limited bound held back think about dreams you've had where you're bound limited held back those are called nightmares and that's this world when you go to the doctor and they say you have something you'll never get over it that that is a nightmare symbol you're bound you're held back that's what causes nightmares when you're feeling stuck when you're like oh i had this dream it was expansive love was everywhere i was flying i was

feeling one that's a happy dream still a dream but it's a happy dream our goal is to go from the sleeping nightmare world to the happy dreaming world to the real world of god but nobody goes from completely asleep hurtful angry to one with god everyone has to go to half awake before awake every person that's sleeping at night in their bed doesn't just startle to awakening because look how abrupt that can be even when that happens you have shorter time to adapt and that's disruptive right doesn't that make you kind of

anxious so spiritually you don't go from completely asleep dream to awake it's disruptive to your system so what has to happen is like most dream time at night you start waking up slowly your skin you're going to gradually you're deep asleep gradually you're coming into i'm in bed and oh i feel some sunlight coming through the window that's gradual and that again is the patience of the mother she doesn't say wake up what the heck are you thinking how could you why would you think of

being something you're not that's that's religion the startling the fear the guilting that's you know that's psychology that's all the systems of this world trying to tell you right and wrong the mother just says honey honey wake up it's morning time hi honey hi how are you did you sleep well last night that's the mother she's going to gradually bring us to waking up and that's what she's doing we can fight it i want to go back to sleep you're that's what people are doing now

with all the stuff in the world i want to stay asleep i want to stay miserable leave me alone grumpy you know honey but it's okay come on wake up so she's working it and she's trying to bring everybody gracefully to awakening but we are going to wake up you can try and push the snooze alarm that's called reincarnation it's free will but why don't i just go with god's will god wills that no soul shall perish therefore why should i sit around and try to perish if it's god's will that no soul shall

perish it's probably likely that no soul will perish why fight that why continue reacting and hating and hurting go with the program guys no i want my will and that's what's causing your problems god's will is not contrary to your will you think free will is to be able to do something that god might not want you to do that's not free and it's not your real real will you're being rebellious and it's hurtful to yourself and everyone else god's will is your best possible outcomes and so forth

the real you wants god's will the ego tries to mess with your mind and make you think there's another option and why would i choose let's see door number one great things forever door number two pain and suffering limitation why would we even think about well could i take door number two half of that one and half of the other why would it even be an entertaining thought no no say no to it be still and know the i am presence of god get behind me door number two you know satan whatever no say no to these things use

your will power but don't use your ego will use god's will in you and nothing can sustain against you nothing call in the will and presence of god god wills that i be healed from this god wills that i be alive god wills that i be prosperous that is god's will okay i promise you that god wills for your goodness there is no second option and lesser option that god gives you and you say well i guess god only wanted me to have this there's no only merely meagerly in god just accepting this will of love

are you ready for that yes i am then let's go please take a few centering breaths hmm centering centering calming ah let's center for a moment into gratitude so first gratitude for even challenging things but don't give thanks for challenges think about this last year of my life were there any challenges and if so what did i extrapolate from it what did i learn from it and give thanks for what you learned take just a half a minute to focus on gratitude that way hmm

what i learned wow you know give some yourself some credit you learned through challenging things some people would have never thought they learned anything or should feel grateful some people will stay broken from their stuff give thanks and be really excited that you can pull something from it that you learned because that'll help you forever now give thanks for something that was positive in your life this last year something that's come into your life that you know symbolize goodness i call them the gifts of god

a person it's not the person you give the power and credit to you drew that into your life congratulations but be grateful better pay finding a good masseuse anything a new car new tires on an old car thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you wow why was i minimizing the value of this i'm so grateful and i'm going to give thanks for this now and that'll give me room for more which is our third step after gratitude for the one gratitude for the other now moving into a new year what new things would i like to draw

into my life not the ones i've had and gave thanks for it new things it's god's will that no soul shall perish it's god's will that you be happy joyous make them things that are a win-win and that resonate with joy don't make them just stimulus-oriented don't make them just things you want to get but you can have stuff it's okay i would love for such and such to [Music] expand in my life i'm ready for a new car i'm ready for better health i'm ready for new friendships whatever it is

go for it be excited you have to charge what you're asking for with the childlike excitement not stimulation excitement i mean a child going oh my god this is great mommy daddy here's what i want for christmas get excited about it new friends oh my god i hadn't even thought of that this is going to be wonderful charge it with excitement it puts an impressed energy on it that that sort of creates a draw an attraction between me and that thing and we start calling each other closer nice nice alive alive awake i'm ready to be more

dedicated to my path whatever it is see it and before we even see the results in our lives right now we give thanks for all of this i give thanks for the gratitude i feel towards lessons learned i give gratitude towards things that have been gifts wonderful things in my life and now i'm already in advance giving thanks for the things i'm going to create this coming year a different life a new life more peace more happiness more confidence all of these things and more and what we've just done is we went through halloween which is

the stuff that's creepy that we said thanks to because we learned we went through thanksgiving by giving thanks for the good things we created and now we just did christmas because we saw what we're going to create as gifts under the tree happy new year thank you thank you thank you father mother god i am as you've created me to be help me to remember that more and more every day and help me to forgive myself when i forget and so it is ah nice see i actually brought a pen because i was gonna write and then there was no

paper i was gonna write on my hand what you wanted me to talk about today and i just didn't get to it so wonderful thank you peace and blessings to you all thanks for being with us in this beautiful these ongoing you know sunday sacred services um we're going to take a moment just sort of you know gradually stretch in and get back into your body and into the room all right please stand for our closing song and prayer if you don't mind we're going to do our holy chant it only takes a minute or two i i came up with this one day however it

was it was just i was like wow and so what we do part of it is a traditional song but i the way we do it i came up with and and it's for a good reason i ask the men the males and or even a woman that is accessing that part of herself right now to do the lower voice which is consistent holy holy holy over and over until a few sets and the last time you say it you say the word love instead so it's holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy love okay what i ask the gals to do is what remember the gospel in one word is love

love thy neighbor and thyself love holy love okay so at the last two words everybody will be saying the same thing holy love all right and this was coming to me and designed for a reason but please feel it and hear it from the right place when the males are doing holy holy holy we're holding presents we're saying you know what beloved females we're going to stand and hold like pillars of the universe we're going to hold space for you to bring the mother forward and do your work the divine feminine work we're

going to do the divine masculine we're going to hold space so there's a really high intention a clear and high intention in what we're doing make sense we only repeat it a few times but we're bringing this to the universe be confident mouse first if you don't mind holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy love gals love love love love holy holy holy louder holy holy holy holy holy love again love love love love the gospel in one word is love holy holy holy holy [Music]

say it to the world come on louder one more time to the universe louder [Music] yes yes [Music] take a deep breath sound come on sound keep going let this bliss just kind of vibrate keep going breathe when you need the one song of god the universe right cosmos feed this energy

nice throughout the universe [Music] the light of god surrounds us it's a fact the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us and the power the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is absolutely god bless you all peace be with you all