Responsible Co-Creation

This time I'm going to share a manifestation, and and I want to, it's actually on the topic of responsibility. It's responsible co-creation, and co-creation can include manifestation, but we really don't even understand. I mean people are out there making you know big headlines with topics of manifestation B and you think you know that's really cool you know laws of abundance loss of manifestation laws of attraction and so on and and some of it has value just not all of it most of it doesn't have value most of it because

any topic I don't care who it could be Moses it could be Jesus peace pilgrim Mother Teresa you or me we all are capable of accessing source connecting and channeling God but equally so we're we're capable of messing it up when it comes through we're capable of taking any message and twisting it and all too often when those messages become mass you know there's mass wonderment mass acceptance a lot of times that's because it's been turned to fit people's minds rather than people's minds being turned to fit the message you see what I'm

saying and and that's not necessarily bad all it does is delay growth if we would get the messages in their true source we would just plug in and like boom but instead we take it we bring it way down to our level so that our enlightenment around the topic is much slower because we've taken it and downgraded it it's called devolution instead of evolution but yeah that's where that band got their name Devo it was a play on words D evolution so it's about mankind's falling into you know materiality well the word manifestation

you know as soon as you hear that people like oh yeah I'm manifesting a new light under new it's still stuff everybody's out boasting about stuff they're still talking about stuff I don't hear very many people let's pretend there's 1 million people because that's you know practically how many it is that's in law of attraction law manifestation let's say it's 1 million how many of those have I heard say I've used the laws of manifestation and attraction to connect more with God they talk about what stuff they're getting do

you I got a new job I got a it's still stuff so we have to recognize even the word manifestation man's infestation I won't keep it there okay I'll raise it a little bit but the lowest level of manifestation man's infestation then you can say men invested manifestation man being invested I have agendas I have investments in my manifestations most manifestations are man's infestations man's control man's twisting of things that we want to bring to the world but some of its a little

better a little better off in its man being invested but gradually we learn to recognize responsible co-creation means manifestation is man's or my vestments my manifestations my in my vestments not my investments my vestments my manifestations my vest the things I wear it's when I took what's inside and wore it in other words I'm becoming it inside and out now the truth is everything that is manifested not just in my life but our life everything has to come from consciousness and we have a really hard time with that that's why I'm calling it

responsible co-creation because manifestation the laws of manifestation the laws of attraction and so on they still involve parts of us that we don't even we're not even in touch with we don't even know about so somebody can say I'm ready to manifest a new job and still be jobless for three months three years for that matter whatever it is what we don't understand is what is manifest destiny no Festing comes from our consciousness not just your thinking and I've said this before but it's worth repeating

people are saying your thoughts create no they don't I'm glad to be one in a million of these teachers on this topic that's a wrong it's not your thoughts all your thoughts do is add to the power of them they come from your beliefs if I believe I'm worthless all of my powerful thoughts of I deserve I deserve are actually almost completely deflated sure the more I repeat it it might help boost it up kind of like you know jack and jacking up a car to be able to put a tire it helps but when I change my beliefs I don't have flat

tires to have to hoist the car up it's all in our beliefs if I Know Who I am which you can spend lifetimes working on that some people do I'm gonna get this right minute know who I'm gonna search and you know all the stories and mythology climbing up hills you know going through the black forest fighting off evil characters and slaying dragons and all that you can do all that and you'll get there because that's what you're seeking to do seek and you will find so go ahead and seek yourself the it's not like the ego goes oh geez now

I'm up Creek they're seeking themselves I may as well just give up all it does is say really Dorothy you know what you need you have to go searching for a heart and a brain and so on then you end up Dorothy and freaky relationships called monkeys in that movie you end up with all kinds of searches and you know and you go I didn't mind the puppies you know all kinds of searches for addictions and clawing and dragging to get yourself holy there's an easier way just ask the only one that does remember who you are

the good news God never forgot who we are God to some people sounds like an all that you know that old-fashioned terminology God spirit the only true capital C creator we're part of God but we're like a let's say an an organ of God you know a heart as a piece of God that has forgotten who we are even God you could say is incomplete until we return home not really because God was complete before we were created but energetically let's say um symbolically because God's not going to say well since you guys

forgot who you are I'll just go on being complete on my own God's gonna say I'm choosing to not be complete that's how much I love you I love you come home and all the things we're doing the Search Search Search you know you know Hill and Dale you know rivers valleys mountain peaks looking looking looking it's just so much easier to ask the only consciousness that remembers who we are well where do I find that it's just here it's within us just asking God not the part of you that wishes it were God called the ego the part that really is

God and if you don't know how to ask you're actually better off than the people that think they know because not knowing means you're being humble and that's pretty cool you know there's people that have their exact methodologies God will not enter the room until I get that certain color shirt on God will not enter the word we're into the room until I've burned countless for X number of minutes and you know and so on his own that's all just ritual and ceremony and they're hollow without consciousness so what you

really need is consciousness you can use the tools but the consciousness needs to be in charge of the tools responsible co-creation means I'm showing up responsible the problem is we've made responsibility into a naughty word responsibility means blame you know usually if your parents walked in and said when you're a kid you know who's responsible for this you you don't think that they met who became a conscious co-creator within this experience that's usually not what they meant who's responsible and that's how we think of

everything we even think God is out to get us if we're responsible so the problem is the ego says you know this whole responsibility thing man it's horrendous you know if you get caught you think it's bad to get caught at school you think it's bad to get caught by police officer if you speed you think it's you know all these things right you think you think you know what how bad it could be imagine God and being responsible for screwing up creation imagine when God finally finds you as it

doesn't know where you are on earth for having created the separation and the division of heaven itself I didn't do that how do you know you didn't do it because I don't remember any of them Oh oh it convenient amnesia you know that's not gonna let you off the hook we all did this where we're all sitting here in separate bodies which means we participated in the belief of separation forgiveness mends it all the word Tantra and yoga those ancient words those ancient concepts those ancient teachings both Tantra and yoga mean to weave

together when you're doing yoga you're not supposed to just go like to a million dollar studio with your little leg warmers matching leg warmers you know and and doing awesome is there you know postures oh look at me you know I mean it's just weird people are doing these things and they don't even know I mean it's just bizarre I did a lecture once for yoga people and I brought up God one of them just rag to me out at the end of why did you bring God into this God has nothing to do with yoga I'm like do you know anything about yoga but

they're now it's inconvenient to be taught that Yoga has anything to do that's like saying spirituality has nothing to do with God as well so these people are being taught and that's what they want to be taught I want to do something where I can hide from God do not bring yoga and God into the same conversation Yoga means to yoke yourself to God it doesn't mean I'm going to do my little pretty postures it's as you do them you're calling God into your being and you're bringing God into each posture because each posture is a dance

saying Here I am fill me to the right to the left forward backward up down fill me and in Tantra it's the same thing yoking yourself to God even when in spiritual ceremony with yourself in divine or with another it's not not like you know the way people teach this you know Congress says some people call it's funny because the word Congress can mean having sex so it's gonna think about that brings a new slant to politics doesn't it and yet not a surprise but having Congress having having you know intercourse and so forth

this thing that you know women do they go through this thing menopause and I've said this before but to pause on men to pause on masculine issues to take a break from all the stuff and you some people go but I don't have any all of us know that one of the the common languaging for the intimate connection of soul to soul whether it's the same gender you know opposite genders but when you have soul to soul names like nailing someone screwing someone and so on these are not exactly sacred terms in in

Tantra these things were you know they were referred to as sacred space the woman's anatomy wand of light the man's Anatomy these things were seen as sacred experiences you know you didn't walk around high school saying oh you're such a wand of light you know you use some you use some pretty derogatory terms and they have to do with people joining in love it's supposed to be joining in love so all of those things you've ever heard that defiled people souls and women are worthy of going through menopause I have to pause on the way this has all been

treated and it's in your cells the derogatory things the the harsh things those those terminologies man I'm going to hit that interesting terminology banging and hitting and it's like wow no where was that in sacred culture terminology but it's what we've brought ourselves to what have we done and so it stores up in people's bodies and becomes you know extra processing biochemical or whatever you want to call it it's part of the process what you're really talking about is not menopause as people thinking it's broken

heartedness it's people going through years of heartbreak but we all contribute to this that's why I've said so often learn to say no learn to say no to people and behaviors shut down gossip not interested why are you telling me this evil you know go ahead and be firm about it but hurtful things I know I'm not saying we all know how and when and you know you could be a child I mean as a kid I heard my father and older brother you know saying that the grossest of things I just you know I'm a kid I'm not gonna like you know guys

that really defiles the Divine Feminine within you and you know it wouldn't have gone over well as smack you know but what I did do is typically I just didn't know how to participate in that and just my not participating and sometimes even just a little smile somewhere in their mind they saw a reflection that this wasn't okay and believe it or not all of us store up everything we ever experienced everything even even when you do hypnosis they can do hypnosis on you having walked in the room for 10 seconds and you'll remember the shirt

colors of everybody in the room you're always remembering everything you just don't want to know you remember everything and it's also really taxing on the brain to try to remember everything but everything registers so when I gave those people a different response somewhere in their mind it tagged to them it said there's another way you follow just like hurtful comments tag people and store up so do the opposite so learn to be the opposite be the presence of the opposite you know saying alternative kinds of ideas to

people of a different way of doing things including manifestations infestations is what people have done no I'm not I'm not excited about your boasting your man fest stations infestations that doesn't impress me but are you using it to say I'm learning to connect with and wear new vestments I'm wearing a new consciousness one where I'm a co-creator with God now if I advertise that if I say that now and it goes viral everybody in the world's talking about it's all about manifestation don't manifest you

know infestations manifest new spiritual destinations whoa new buzz phrases Michael you know but it wouldn't help if we don't understand this concept of responsibility and what's even more challenging is you can't learn responsible co-creation with God until you take responsibility for the MIS creations without God so we all want to create a new life but technically you have to own the one that wasn't so good you have to own where I have manifested ego where I manifest fear I'm gonna share a couple of quotes I brought out

with me but one of them to know others means you are wise to know yourself you are enlightened another Carl Jung I always like this one who looks outside dreams who looks inside awakens so when you look outside towards the I want my infestations I want my outer stuff then you actually become part of the dream meaning it's illusion when you want to connect with reality and wake up you have to create recognize your creations from the inside people that create on the outside I'm gonna get a new comment again they're talking about external

stuff that isn't really there so how enlightened how in touch are they if they're talking to us about all the cool stuff they can even have records of you know world records on how many things they manifested per day week month or whatever I have a Guinness Book of World Record them the person that manifested the most things through conscious thinking just move you know thought thought thought manifested I have a helicopter I have a you know five houses and so on very cool but all you've done is move illusions around because none of

them are real it's only real co creations with God it's manipulative when it's not with God back to the workmen if you'll ative but I won't go there right now but with God it's creative if I want to be a creator return to being a creator I have to be a co-creator and it's with God it means to do things with God to yoke yourself to God and then manifest not use your brain power cutting off from God and doing I want it's I am well how does I am become a car I want a car I really want one so I want to get a car so let me do

I want a car I'm now manifesting a car who nicer words still ego because you haven't come from the I am I am means how could I not have one knowing who I am it's easy because I am part of God and I am very holy and today I would like to drive to the Pacific coast which is eight hours away or whatever instead of walk and since I am part of God it's it's okay I'm allowed to have beautiful luxurious things I'm allowed to drive to the coast instead of walking the old school we have to be tormented and

punished and so on and that's again an ego trip and an ego trick which says if you want to change your life the ego would rather you not go there but if you're going to then you really what you really want to go there ok the ego says you really want you want to become a co-creator great are you sure because if you try to become a co-creator all of those naughty things you've done they're gonna come to the surface and they will it's telling you the truth there the only problem is it's telling you the truth that those things will come to the

surface but it's also telling you you should be afraid of those things and embarrassed and ashamed of those things that's where it's lying because both God and the ego are standing at the end of your path in life saying come on go ahead come on both want you to move in the direction of changing your life one wants to change your life which looks like change but it's a route a road that ends up coming back around again the other you break through the barrier at the end but both of them are saying there's a barrier you're going to be

hitting soon God says keep going through the barrier you know this is like any of those old initial initiation stories or movies where you walk through the fire and you're told remember the fires not real and so the hero has to finally walk through the fire well that's not easy to do it's called faith can i really go to the end of todays path and walk through fire can i if I'm flying could I really fly through a brick wall what I trust it or at some point I'm gonna realize my beaks can end up on my toes it's not gonna

work out very well I'm just gonna splatter flatten I'm getting closer and closer I can even feel the wall I'm about to fly into and spirit saying the wall is your belief in separation the wall is your belief that you're no longer one with me and it's not true I told you it's not true keep flying the egos going you see the wall the walls getting bigger there's a hole in the wall and you can feel the presence of the wall the ego is telling you don't go there so the egos gonna say if I were you I

would turn away from your growth I would turn away from your new beliefs in your new life you want to change your your life your consciousness you want to transform yourself really so as soon as you do that both are telling the truth there seems to be a wall and the wall is typically our guilts and chains that's all but guilts and shames are just things that were alluding to they're not real they're just opinions well no they're not opinions those are my real guilts and shames I would like to manifest a new life but I'll only manifest little bits because I

don't want to upset the ego I don't want to let the ego know I'm making too many changes and that's not the courageous path so you're better off saying god I'm gonna have to rely on you to tell me who I am and I'm gonna fly at that wall if the wall somehow is real and I have a suspicion it's not if it is somehow real then in fact I will splatter on the wall and I'll come back and I'll do it again that's the worst case scenario but if I run from the wall in fear I'm already in

hell so I have two options and that's what it means the swansong man died courageously die well die knowing that you're doing what you need to do even if it means looking at stuff you know if you go into a doctor with a really horrible you know congestion of some kind and you've been a heavy smoker forever and a day and they say do you smoke no me no you know in fact I'm a personal trainer so I would never want to be a smoker you know because of what you think it'll look like you know it's better you do you

know hack up part of a lung and laugh at it say isn't this funny a personal trainer and I still had a weakness that I felt funny about and there it is you know just just stepping up and owning it the idea in all these journeys and all these stories and mythologies we hear about the slaying of the Dragon and the rescuing of the damsel guys it's a metaphor the slaying of the dragon means looking at our own stuff confront the dragon what's the dragon oh it's evil what evil then you know that even the Crusaders took a little bit of time

trying to decimate Jews because in their heads they went well let's see we're Crusaders for the Lord the Lord was crucified crucified by the Jews let's kill the Jews there's no you can't ever do these things righteously because you're talking about outer things whatever you think others have done and you want to destroy them for it you're failing already because you think it's at them even if their behaviors are off you still have to come back here and look at what it means in you what does this mean to me if there's a group that

I don't like what do they symbolize in me if there's an archetype a stereotype it doesn't matter what kind it is a color a tribe of feeling a certain music kind of lover whatever it is what does it symbolize inside of myself so we cannot become positive responsible co-creators without first owning what we miss created is what I'm leading to so you can't just go on to be a responsible being it's almost like 12 steps would teach you you have to first look at where you've been irresponsible in an unhealthy kind of

way but you're still responsible please it's hard I know to take off the the interpretation blame but all it is is I was creating responsibly creating with God or I was leaving God out of the picture either way I'm responsible well what if there's things I don't know how I created what if I'm you know I have a racial distance a certain disposition let's say I have Italian blood in me or I have a particular racial energy I'm talking about genetically and let's say I was part of a certain group on the

planet that was really aggressive hurtful to other people whether it was a one civilization or one domineering civilization or whatever if you have some of that blood you can obsess on that and say I'm bad naughty whatever but you can also recognize okay if that's there what can I do about it if I change some energy that I've been handed genetically if I change that do you understand that it's going to actually upload to all of history of that particular genetic if I have a genetic disposition for an illness and I bring

consciousness to that illness anybody with that illness is going to be affected on some level until the day enough of us do it the illness will not exist but you can't run from the dispositions you can't run from them and pretend you're and more spiritual you bring light God to them even poverty well I'm trying to be prosperous but my family the you know generation after generation poverty you're carrying some racial memory some genetic memory so you can go rob a bank and say look I broke the trend

I have money they didn't that's not how you can't break it on the outside you break it on the inside by changing beliefs so a couple more quotes from A Course in Miracles our power of decision is the determiner of every situation in which we seem to find ourselves by chance or by accident no accident or chance is possible within the universe of God as God created it outside of which there is nothing so there is nothing but God and in God there's no possibility of random things and chance so the power of

choice is my own of course in miracles' workbook lesson the power of decision is my own it means the power of choice we're told this then your greatest gift all of us especially as we know ourselves in this universe your greatest number one gift is what oh the law of attraction no your greatest gift is what it's this and this and this and this you know whatever no your greatest gift is choice freewill and then we don't even understand that we pervert the definition of free will and choice and we have the right and choice to do that

but the truth is as long as you're misusing freewill thinking you're using freewill to not be one with God then you're not freely using your will as long as you're going under the hypnosis of the ego you're no longer free so free will does not mean being a jerk on planet Earth I have free will I can do whatever I want that's not free will believe it or not free will as a spiritual concept and you can't twist it into free will to do hurtful things free will means when I am free of the egos will lowercase W and choosing God's will

capital W free will means this once upon a time you and I allowed ourselves to believe because we have the choice to believe anything we chose to believe that we could separate from God and from each other and become individuals survival of the fittest so your greatest gift is freewill because at any moment in your life you can choose again you chose once to come into separation and separate from God and now it is everybody's inevitable decision will be to choose to go back we chose to fall we'll choose to rise we chose to be

separate when we will eventually choose oneness the only question is why delay because the word responsibility wait a minute what was the first problem again we chose what anybody two separate wait a minute who who did that why did you do that you know what you've done responsibility when we forgive we'll feel safe enough to step back into responsibility again you can't forgive without responsibility you can't be responsible without ultimately understanding forgiveness so I need to forgive everything everything for what I thought it was because

everything in this three-dimensional universe the manifested world the infested world it's infested with our Mis creations without with the beliefs that a we separated and B we're gonna pay for it so the ego is saying as long you want me to help you yes you want me to keep you out of pain yes you want to keep you away from God because you know God's gonna slam you when he finds you please please don't let that happen all right this is like making a deal with it just a horrible mobster all right I'm going

to I'm going to cover you I'm gonna make sure God never finds you really you can do that absolutely because the ego knows as long as they keep you from taking responsibility for believing you separated you'll never go home as long as you never go home I get to exist so the egos plan is to scare us out of taking responsibility how obviously put blame to it don't put freedom to the word responsibility put blame put a negative connotation everybody will keep running from it so you and I have been programmed in one of the worst if not the worst program the

first and worst is going to be that we believe are separated but the lack of responsibility is next to them perhaps the worst of all of our programming not easy to break but you try it if I think okay Michael told me I need to to live dangerously and just step up I'm gonna go out here and try this okay god I am sorry I've been a bad boy girl I'm responsible for my separating from you and and I'm probably responsible for everything that's ever gone ran it wrong in the world you know Chicago fire and London Bridge is falling down and

it was all me I guess according to Michael that's not actually how you do it instead you go hey god this is so bizarre I am afraid of you and yet you're the presence of love so this is really bizarre it's like telling a joke have you heard the one about the two angels and that you know it's like like you're delivering a joke it's okay to say I'm so sorry and I bought into this I thought I was bad I thought it was wrong I thought it was guilty I thought it was a shame any association you have

and I'm giving it all to you and I'm asking you to lift it all out of all false beliefs out of me and show me who I really am show my show me what I really believe you know my real beliefs Who I am my real identity another analogy I've shared many times guys the human ego the the ego that we have is telling us if you ever have intimidation of being dragged into a courtroom it's gonna be that times a trillion to go and face God in the spiritual courtroom you don't understand how bad you've been you think speeding is a drag and the end the

penalties separating all consciousness from God taking all and causing all human beings all beings to splinter off into becoming humans with then they die and you're responsible for people dying do you realize you're responsible for children abused children abuse you realize you're responsible for war this is way too heavy but you have to have the courage to say bring it all on bring it on bring it on go ahead bring it all on I don't care what topic really you're responsible for Hitler you're responding it on bring it on bring it on burning on

because when I go in the courtroom I'm gonna plead insanity and that's all you're supposed to do we're told okay look if you're gonna be spiritual the ego that's like it's your buddy all right fine I give up if you're gonna be spiritual I'll tell you how to get home you're gonna still have to go in the courtroom because there's a wall god and the ego both know it but God's saying you can fly through it the ego saying you can so I'm gonna have to go to that courtroom

and I'm scared but the ego says you know I'll write it if you're gonna do it I'll tell you how to do it when you walk in be perfect be willing to show the judge you've done no wrong you've not done or said anything wrong and you have no responsibility for the crime that's all I got to do yes and you know what that's called reincarnation that's what it is so you bought into something called reincarnation cycling around around around around there's a value and a non

value to reincarnation the value is learn from what you need to learn he loved the stuff because it's rooted in the past and you're using an excuse that I don't remember it as though that makes you you know clean and clear go ahead and bring those past lights forward and heal them also however go the next mile as we could say take what you what gifts you have from previous lives and bring them in the manifestation your art human ego doesn't want any of that happening it doesn't want you healing anything past or present doesn't want you healing

it and it certainly doesn't want you accentuating or bringing forward the gifts you got from it spirits saying we want you to heal everything past present or even what would have been in the future and we also want you to bring forth your gifts what if I have gifts from a past life and I don't know what those gifts are a gift or gifts how can I bring them forward so that's that constant buffering that the ego does to keep us from knowing our true selves you can't really be responsible as a being without knowing thyself know thyself

that's what let white Lao Tzu said to no others yeah Wow good job to know yourself you're in heightened how do you do that without responsibility all these words are synonymous forgiveness responsibility know thyself they all go hand in hand so yeah you go into the courtroom and you say I'm pleading insanity by that what I'm saying is if ever I did anything it could not have come from my god-self if it did not come from my god-self how could it be real therefore it was an act of insanity I forgive me Lord I knew not what I was

doing the judge that God who has only ever has one response to that case dismissed now of course the egos like well you know what do I do now it's just you know it's it's aren't you know it's it's just powerless why was it powerless because you rendered you rendered the ego powerless when you took responsibility it told you you're going to be powerless when you take responsibility because when you take responsibility it means you took the blame and you get punished in you're powerless to the

punishment it's all flip-flopped it's all opposite it's like opposite day on planet Earth for billions of years so it's all it's all a fib it's all a lie so instead we realize how do I heal how do i rid myself of all this don't try to work perfect yourself in the courtroom and that's what we tried to do with lifetimes at this lifetime I'm gonna make sure I don't make mistakes dang it so as you got out and got your butt swatted you're like who the hell knows

that this doctor do I know you you know it's like you're already angry at somebody and then you're like oh I slipped gotta come back again you know and then you know you have to be the mystic it's hanging upside down SWAT on the butt from the doctor you're like chill look at me no reaction you know till they get you home when you realize who your parents are you know and then trigger it again so you're going to go around and around and where it stops nobody knows so it's better just to say I totally get it that's what Buddha said

I mean I get it what do you get it's a wheel of illusion cycles just cycles of games they're things that we made up and that's where our power comes from the power of decision is my own the power of choice making is my own so my power comes from owning who I really am owning that I thought I was someone else you got on that got to own the lie before you own the truth I own that I thought I was this see go ahead and go into a 12-step program if all you ever do is keep trying to not be an alcoholic

and you don't understand God's role in giving you the power to work on that you're still missing something you're still fighting you can't do just one or the other instead you own you've made mistakes but it's not bad on me it's I own I knew not what I was doing why was I an addict of whatever kind was that the God in me no then what was going on it's a part of me that forgot Who I am and I needed to numb myself or stimulate my being in some way to pick me up or take me down or whatever they're all they are is

adaptations to lies the lies of my self so the ultimate is we forgot who we are and we allowed the ego to cover our tracks and never have to own that or deal with that the solution is go ahead and walk into that go ahead and step up take responsibility and then all of a sudden you start realizing the another quote from the course I am responsible for what I see I choose the feelings I experience and I decide on the goal I would achieve and everything that seems to happen to me I have asked for and received just as I have asked now it

sounds kind of cool and empowering but you have to really sit with that everything everything you mean the things I don't like know everything everything I somehow things are reflecting my beliefs now that the egos gonna tell you that just made you a more horrible person because now not only did horrible things happen to you you're the one who drew them to you you're not so cool you know you're you're horrible walk through that wall man fly through that wall keep going don't believe what it's telling

you to get you to turn back from going straight through because straight through is God and love and everything you're really looking for ultimately everything's you know just an echo of the voice of God everything's you know about getting back to that place called God but the ego is trying to distract us call it evil or ego or devil anything you want but even the ego is another one of our dreamt up things that we made up so why can't I get that raise at work okay I'm gonna make it happen make it happen make it that's not the cure I

have to first own that I'm the one who decided I didn't deserve it then access the part now that does you see what I'm saying both sides of the coin but wait a minute how do I could you know how do I take responsibility I had three partners all of them cheated on me all of them took all my money out of the bank account charged up the cards and split always for prettier hands of our younger things than me so how's that anything to do with me I didn't say you caused them to do what they do but you play a part because on some level believe it or not

deep inside even even an infant's soul you have lifetimes deep inside there's something in every one of us that says I am less than God created me to be and you know what comes with that an emotion to reflect that belief what kind of emotion do you think you're gonna have with I'm separate from God I mean there would be like maybe guilt maybe lesser than that's how I might feel if I soon as I tune into what it's like to be separate from God I feel scared I feel lonely right wouldn't you feel lonely if you're separate from love yes or no so

now you're in a relationship do you think it can last forever no because that wouldn't reflect loneliness you have to attract people that are gonna leave you and leave you alone because you feel alone everything that's gonna happen on the outside is just marrying the inside now again that's gonna attempt me to go all great so I guess I shouldn't even date because I have all these issues to work on which aren't my fault and my parents did that to me you know and again and I know and I I'm sorry about that I love you now you know

get it I know it hurts and I know they did and this and that the other but you cannot reach enlightenment you cannot responsibly grab hold of enlightenment until you responsible take hold of all the unenlightened things Buddha's awakening part of his awakening was I get it we play a part in everything that's happening to us but they downplay people downplay that message of his we all play a part that's why when they said some of his disciples well how come people abuse you Buddha you're wonderful you're enlightened you

teach love he says because there were other lifetimes when I wasn't so loving see now why don't we do that more often why don't you why don't you spout your Buddhist stuff more often like a good 12-stepper go ahead and talk oneness but also talk about how you play a part in your life one of our great 12-steppers here that passed away a few years back you know I was talking about her with her and a couple of people and some of them were talking about yeah god you know my life and you know my parents just taught me this and the programs I

got from my family and so is she was finally gonna share something and I said so what happened for you meaning like this is what everybody's sharing we're just talking right outside the door there and so there's since they're saying yeah my family made this might and then I became an alcoholic because my mother and then all this I said and what about you she said no I did this all by myself and I just went wow you know that's just that's enlightenment guys that's enlightenment that's just beautiful because she wasn't beating

herself up with that she was just saying you know even with a loving family I rebelled and became an addict I ruined my life I did this and that sounds negative but I'm telling you the negative is that wall and when you fly through those negatives you find oneness with God just brilliant it's just beautiful perfect but we all have to find that courage I'm ready to manifest a new life that you don't have to own the details you just have to own that you played a part you don't have to say okay fine so

if I can't get a raise at work I got to figure out exactly what lifetime in what childhood wound I'm not saying that you just have to own that you played a part all you have to say is I get it I know there must be part of me that believes this or this wouldn't happen for example if I want to make it as generic a general as possible there's a part of me that believes I'm separate from God or else I wouldn't age I wouldn't have any kind of conflict in my body let's say you have rheumatoid arthritis in your hip that's not so fun

it's terrible but you're not bad for it you don't have to psychoanalyze the arthritic condition but what we do know is our beliefs in separation take a toll on this body and the body is not even real all it is is a place of manifesting things that we missed otherwise it will need to add horrible relationships all you did was hire actors that played the role who are you who are you really what every lifetime you're coming in and they ask who are you yes we use terminology like acacia k-- records so it's like they take out your folder okay welcome

come on in we're just organizing your new life let's see it looks like you you've done really well with such-and-such you're gonna have some good financial karma good job cuz you've given and you took care of the poor and the needy good you're gonna have wealth good job Oh relationships I'm sorry oh wow you better sit down this is gonna take a while you know Wow you know you run from relationships and you do this and you blame people from abandoning you and to keep them from abandoning you you have

this propensity of abandon them first brilliant strategy um so they go through and they look at this and they're preparing your next lifetime that's kind of how it goes but it's not actually files in reading like that it's really all in a vibration that's heard interpreted it's this frequency welcome come on in who are you and it downloads your acacia chrec ERDs are nothing but the downloaded vibrations of consciousness it's hard to kind of understand so we put in 3-dimensional terms there's a file and you come in and

you live out those files and records so what are we gonna do about this we so who are you and if you when you say here's who I am you actually can't lie the who are you it's a frequency that is you and it emanates and they it you know they help to use that to manifest something so if you say major abandonment with men it's not like they intellectual ego well we're gonna do but we use that metaphor in truth what happens is the answer is already there vibrationally who are you and coming from a frequency of truth

it's the lowercase T but it's you as you know yourself I have abandonment issues with males so what happens next you are naturally attracted to a family where the dad's gonna split you follow they don't say you've been bad we're gonna give you a family where you don't deserve a dad that's not how this is done the issues manifest as things the issues already become because outer vestments are coming from consciousness is that making sense everything there's not one freckle that isn't somehow perfect based on the vibration

of who you believe you are so you know as Buddha said and this also is understated way too often Buddha everybody thinks Buddha you know let go of everything don't have this don't have that don't have money to Buddha says anything you have abundance of it could be attractiveness a gift of speech it could be wealth he says whatever you have why would I tell you to throw it away if you have it it's because you've earned it from good work you've done why would I shame that but whatever you

do have use to bring people closer to the light use your money to help people come forward to the light if even if you're attractive don't shame yourself for that nice job nice job and how are you using that if you use it to hook people into your insecurities if you use it to hook people into financial scams and so forth not so good and there's going to be karma around that use that which you have and then even more is given so we don't need to shame the world we just need to change how we interact with

it all comes back to who are you and Who am I manifest as I'm gonna work on strength I'm a really strong person I'm going to bring that through and speak with confidence when I'm a coach on the field with kids or when I'm a parent or whatever I'm gonna come across confident now if I don't have that somewhere in my history I'm gonna be given things to learn to work on that this lifetime so I can now have them make sense but if I have had that in other lights spirits gonna say you know that strength you had as a leader over here or here here yes

we really could use a bit of that would you mind bringing that through because we're gonna have you live here and change that town with your conviction and strength we're gonna have you change that that building that city that family whatever it is but recognizing nothing can happen by chance and it's heavy stuff sometimes to explain and to hear I know but nothing happening by chance but instead of going brother that's heavy take it like wow wow like really try to turn that into a major aha it gives you freedom free will if I use free will I

get more freedom from it so I realize like an example of my family we didn't connect at all and so I can go God you know one time I just finally went if I could push a button and be back in that family or not what would I do and you think if only it weren't for those guys I would be I'll tell you something not connecting with them actually taught me independence so those people did this to me they wouldn't they didn't love me they didn't okay actually it's true but the point is why did I attract them and you start

realizing uh not to blame yourself because I'm I'm going okay why it's very simple guys I can see the value of having a family that had nothing to do with me I can act I'm not excusing it I'm not pretending I actually see the value had I been more like them you know the way they are with each other but not me I would still live in the same block they all still live in same block there's like five of them and they all still live on the same street right like uh Wow you know as soon as I

could I got out of there but what I'm saying is if I would have been moral as a kid gosh you know why why don't you love me like you do each other why don't you why can't I be part of the family it's a bummer it's a hard thing for a kid but when I was done I was gone and that contributes to part of how I teach freedom and independence and clarity and so on is that all making sense have the courage to ask yourself not excusing blames not pretending they're not there I'm saying do your best to dialogue with yourself a

little bit just make believe or what they say in the 12-step programs you know in a sense how did I play a part so in a sense you're looking for that like if I've been in five relationships that left me is that good no was that selfishness yeah kind of selfish of them that's fine we know that I'm asking the payoff what in what way might you have played a part in that and you might realize oh my god I had a psychic reading and they said I was a nun in another lifetime and nuns have a real issue with having male partners said

male partners so they have a real issue with a but they have a real issue with male partners and it's not good or bad I'm saying if I'm a nun and I'm carrying the program don't you ever I'm not gonna have an easy time with partnerships and I'm not excusing the way my five male partners treated me what I'm saying is I can see where I planted that little seed underneath it that I'm uncomfortable so in a sense they pick that up you see what I'm saying with that look for how

you play it apart look for how you know I I've had people coming Michael I'm praying for it my illness to be healed and you know and they talk about all the illness but then what's behind that illness all too often I've seen people who absolutely hate the medical profession what a better place for them to be then in a hospice it's the coolest thing it's like you get to live your hell not because it's a bad place you have issues with them so you have to step into that space and be brought to your healing because they're

not good nor bad they're just here to reflect whatever's going on inside of you the world is just reflecting our belief systems whatever those belief systems might be so just practice breathing stepping into responsibility and watching for the freedom that comes from at first it's a inconvenient reality check I want to believe that I something went wrong because my boss won't be me that's why I don't have a raise but it could be a monk in another lifetime took vows of poverty it could be that when I was a kid we didn't have

money and as soon as I started getting a job and having money my family shamed me oh look at you you think you're better than us because you have a job oh sorry I'll now go into joblessness like the rest of you heart weak wonderful family you know we do this we will actually forego our higher good so that we don't stand out it's sad but it's true and that's why responsibilities can step in and help save the day what am I really learning here responsibility I allowed these people to shame me out of becoming

prosperous so I would feel more comfortable by you know losing that and being part of them but wait a minute I'm gonna fly through that wall even if they aren't on the other side even without their approval say goodbye to the false the lies that the patterns that aren't really part of God you've got to own that stuff and say goodbye to it and keep on soaring through to the real life the truth let's take a few centering breaths please just unwinding a little bit every one of us has played a role of being a victim

in one way or another on this planet just remember victims never take responsibility because you can't be responsible in a victim at the same time I'm not shaming that we have felt people have been hurtful to us but I am saying we have a choice I forgot relaxed centered breaths and let's just imagine the presence of God like a beautiful mist of golden light in the heavens subtle mist just floating waiting for someone to connect with it waiting to be brought into activity to be anchored into the earth

plane as Coe creations and like in that courtroom spiritual courtroom of life we think we have to perfect ourselves to be worthy of that light and we were taught this especially through religions lifetime after lifetime many hundreds of thousands of years beyond what science accepts our existence to be it's been a million a billion years of thinking we needed to become deserving but we already are and the only way we can realize we are is to say all that I thought I was and wasn't really I wasn't those things I'm bringing to the altar

of God all the positives and negatives what I thought were my successes I put on the altar what I thought were my failures I put on the altar being male or female having had children or Barren womb married not married gay straight every identification I know nothing and I put them on the altar of truth hmm making room for this mist to now gently descend into me it gently descends through my crown and into my being and it's so healing it's so active it's a mist that seems to move very casually but it knows what it's doing so

it's moving through me and it's unwinding tensions its unwinding stuff lodged in my glands and my chakras it's unwinding my spine it's unwinding my false belief systems including my judgments of myself or others most of my judgments come when I'm upset inside this mist helps calm me and in this calmness there is no presence of judgment it's an immunity from judging rather than fighting judgments I become immune to judging calmness spirit presence and in this calm spirit presence I am that I am and I give thanks to you God

that I am as you've created me to be I am as God created me I am the Christ on earth I will to be I will to remember I will to be courageous I will to be a co-creator I will to release all sense of guilts and shames and I feel so humbly holy that I will all the same goodness to all people in the world I don't discern which ones deserve it everyone equally throughout time no matter who they were no matter what they've done pros or cons all of them I will everyone to be whole and one with God and with myself and with each other

and I give thanks in advance that this is so true and powerful that I can even fill genetic changes in ancestors and also downloading into children and the children's children the gifts of love and then gently feeling a sense of gratitude and then gradually stretching out when you're ready nice good