Perfect Love, Peace & Faith

this the peace that surpasses understanding at first you hear that and go surpass wow that means it's really amazing piece that's a linear interpretation but it also means a piece that counters understand you don't need understanding to have it peace that will give you understanding so if I had total peace of God either things would make better sense or they wouldn't matter rather than being anxious trying to get peace from resolving those things that I'm anxious about so there's this phrase perfect peace

perfect love casts out fear perfect peace perfect love perfect Faith they all have basically the same result but think about what that means perfect love casts out fear what is perfect love what is perfect faith what is perfect peace well if I asked the group here or an average human being do you believe that you've ever had or that you are having perfect love peace perfect faith some of us would say oh yes you know I'm very enlightened and I have that all the time and I would say really who's answering this question

who's answering this question you let me explain you are not capable of anything perfect you know why because you're not perfect you're a human how do we know because you're going to die you're immortal the opposite Divine you Christ you is immortal the one answering the question oh yes man I have total peace I'm enlightened I'm amazing is not actually at peace and not in perfect love because you're a human answering the question it's amazing if you really got it you would just smile

you know like oh that yeah yeah you know like you're high you know that's not stuff that's amazing question man that's cool it would you know you would you would you would get it it's like I got it or it's here saying oh yes I who's the eye talking and that's where it gets kind of tragic because the eye talking is is really the human self which is of course corrupted by or hijacked by the ego so perfect love what you know think about that concept perfect love it's human beings

they're not feeling consistent what is perfect love well perfect love means you can't love somebody and then not love them the next day you can't love them and then be annoyed by them you might say oh no I I can be annoyed and still loves nah Jesus says in A Course in Miracles hidden behind even annoyance is intense rage so when someone says I'm not mad at you I'm just slightly annoyed go uh oh and back up you know I know what that's yeah that's just covering that's the spiritual person trying to be you know

all goody good love love doesn't die love doesn't go away it doesn't fade away you know I used to love them but now I do you never did real love I said perfect love cast out fear fear is behind everything so perfect love casts out we'll call it cures perfect love is the cure for everything fear-based which is every ache every pain every loss perfect love shines so brightly all those dark spots shine away and in a way you could say perfect faith has its own angle to this if ever you lose perfect love call on me

perfect Faith like the goddess of faith and I'll help restore you to perfect love so you you never leave the loop you're either feeling perfect love or you call on perfect Faith to remind you of what it is to love somebody unconditionally and forever I can't think of a relationship partnership any kind of ship that um that uh that I could say no no I love everybody but not them and I hope you feel the same way that doesn't mean you want to pretend that you love everyone because that's actually denial and you

won't get to perfect love by pretending you have it you have to own that you don't have it and here's what's interesting you to have perfect love and to have perfect Faith you have to be a perfect person but you're not you're a mortal that dies a mortal means you die you're a limited being that part cannot reach perfect love because it isn't perfect however you have another self that's perfect the forgiven self my forgiven self knows perfect love my forgiven self which is my Christ self knows perfect

Faith perfect peace so don't think that you make the human self into a more spiritual or religious person and then you'll know perfect love because all you end up with is anxiety you just become neurotic trying to be perfect no I already am but where is that perfect self it's it's my holy I am present well sure I'm going to affirm it sure but understand if you're in touch with your imperfect flawed self then forgiveness is needed so please bring it down to such a beautiful basic concept as my forgiven self is my

perfect self if I forgive myself and others I am restored to a place to know perfect love perfect peace so let's say I'm in a relationship and it gets challenged your kids your parents whomever partner whatever if I can reach forgiveness my imperfect self that was triggered by them or them triggered by me or both sort of peace that surpasses understanding instead of having to figure it out I just feel at peace it's the weirdest thing and if they call they're still annoying they're still it's not like they called

and said listen I had a dream last night where I'm supposed to completely fess up and make amends that may not happen although it might it may not happen don't count on it only count on your piece I am going to choose peace it's like I shared the story before um at the end of my my marriage you know there was a point where I try to talk and defensiveness a bit of you know intense defensiveness was there and you know I'm like am I like am I a bad person no am I rude no am I mean no then what's with the reactions that I

get from you if I'm nice what's with that well I don't know it just happens okay I would like to propose a holy relationship with us well what's that where we assume the best in each other it means the real love the real peace the real Faith we're going to assume the best so if I ever say something like you look nice today don't say what do you mean you know assume that I meant you look nice assume the best and she said well I don't want that with you I went oh okay breathe remove back stab you know the

the knife remove the knife from the back um and I breathe for a second and thought you know and I said well I'm going to have one with you you don't have to get everybody to comply to Holy relationships you just have to own it and you just have to assume the best and you become a model for that in other relationships there are going to be people who don't even want to communicate you might have been an addict and you're trying to make amends they don't want to hear it that hurts your feelings but now your

addiction is pending I might have to come back five more lifetimes you know they were a friend then they were you know the next lifetime they were you know your partner the next time they're your kids the next time they're your parents I mean they got to keep showing up kind of getting closer and closer with each lifetime until they're just right there because you haven't forgiven oh yes I did it's they didn't but you didn't forgive them for not doing it my perfect love my perfect peace is

demonstrated by my knowing who I really am and I need to also know who you really are perfect faith comes in my not intellectually thinking I Know Who You Are ask the mother ask the Holy Spirit the Divine mother ask her to show you you know mother I'm having a hard time seeing that Christ child in this person well why beloved she might say because they won't agree to have a holy relationship well beloved is is that a pattern of yours well yeah kind of well why don't we work on you instead of them you're all right

you know as you kick the ground in a little pouty boy you know so perfect love which is God is what casts out fear heals fear and everything behind it perfect love is God so if I want perfect love I don't get it from a circumstance or a person and I'll say this the more proportionate because one of you is focusing on coping with loss that's in this a lot the the more intense pain you feel at the loss of any any kind of friendship someone passes away any any change any loss the more intense the feeling of loss hurt

confusion whatever the more you were invested with agendas that something was not going to change or that they would give you something or that they wouldn't do certain things which basically signs them up to do it when you send out when you walk out your house in the morning and you send out this frequency whatever happens today I don't want anybody to look at me cross-eyed you know cross well now everybody's like drivers are like got it you know and they're just watching for you you know unconsciously

they're like I was told somebody needs to be cut off on the street today you know and then something else and something else and the tax man's like wait what oh okay I gotta go look them up you know we're signing up for these only us wishing hoping it doesn't happen is enough of a frequency for the universe to say beloved I'm God and you're my child in whom I am well pleased but I'm I'm hearing that you're afraid why would you be afraid you're God we're going to sign you up for some lessons

today on on how to work through fear and then all the relevant people they'll start seemingly betraying and hurting and backstabbing to you know deserting you whatever it is that we're most fearing because perfect love heals fear but it doesn't tell us in perfect love cast self here it doesn't say by bringing it up for you to work on it makes it sound like you don't have to do anything just go hey perfect love wherever you are get rid of that fear for me please that's not how the universe works the

universe only reflects our primary belief systems it doesn't reflect like flippant little I wish that weren't happening it's not like everything comes to a screeching halt and you know back up and then everything changes and goes your way it's it reflects our primary belief systems neutrally objectively and then when we change our belief systems it changes and I would love to say and if only you wear a certain hat if only you wear a certain tie if only you use a certain language it'll never happen you're on

Earth and this is a place it's why the glyph for planet Earth in astrology is an X this place will crucify you this place is designed to crucify you now that sounds like oh my God what a negative outlook on planet Earth um that's because we are the Christ and this place is designed by the ego to crucify us it's also designed by us being able to thrive and and walking into the Garden of Eden and having all that we need but that's not the one we are living anymore barely barely does anybody say God you know

what I did some prayer this morning and things really lined up that happens but that against the number of things that didn't go well in your life on the news around the world the weather and whatever else it's you know we're kind of outgunned because the ego set it up that way so there are these you know these nuances in people and circumstances it's not just people even circumstances have to be forgiven because what I'm seeing is reflecting myself my low self-worth is gonna be mirrored to me and the mother will

use a person or a circumstance or a TV show or a song on the radio to kind of show us that you know so to me it's a an extraordinary thing when you think about it some of you are asking about that concept of letting go well before I I say about letting go um it's Pro the pain that you're trying to let go of is proportionate already I said to how much investment you have but where did the investment come from investment means need I have an investment in somebody never um gossiping about me or betraying me or

whatever it happens to be I'm invested in meaning hi there nice to meet you would you like to date would you like to get involved great subconsciously we're saying and I need you to never do what my mother did or my father did or whatever then the universe is going we have fear oh alert let's sign them up and it's great because I've always said being in relationships is like being in the mafia the universe will always make sure that it assigns the one you trust the most to kill you that's what that's what it's about

honestly I know it's a weird metaphor I mean you know what spiritual teacher out there is relationships are like the mafia you know it's not usually what you hear but it's true the universe will say you don't tend to trust people no but I found somebody I can trust and I'm telling you this is set up I found someone who would never do what they did and they're like no I wouldn't look at my I mean I'm sweet and innocent I love you and and the number of times per day that I say I love you it's

reassuring you that that'll never happen it's already happening the date has been signed up it's already an accident waiting to happen the one you trusted well that's really horrible of them or is it isn't it also possible that that person that you loved and trusted that much was set up by you to be the one to sneak in your ultimate lesson because you weren't going to let just anybody in you had to get you know somebody that was really good at this oh yeah yeah is it sounded like I'm speaking

from experience um life anyway um although we don't have the capacity to make humans into perfect beings so they're not you know like when the man says to Jesus good teacher Jesus corrects him who are you calling good now Jesus wasn't saying I'm flawed Jesus is saying why are you calling me perfect or good teacher good Master good Rabbi I have a question why are you calling me good and then Jesus says only God is good does that mean Jesus is saying and I'm not God no he's testing the guy to say why are you calling me good are

you telling me that you're seeing God in Me that's what he was really saying and of course there's no conclusion to that the guy didn't answer because Jesus is asking questions that are bewildering to people at a certain level of Consciousness but when we get to a certain level of Consciousness we see the real question there so it's a powerful thing but it's a depressing thing to realize I don't have perfect peace I don't have perfect Joy I don't have perfect I don't have anything perfect

because I'm identifying with my imperfect self so how do I get to be perfect stop there's no there's no goal like that forgive yourself your imperfections and the perfect one will start shining its light the perfect one will start to be seen by you and by others but you don't set up agendas for that okay I'm more forgiving are you all seeing my holy Christ yet you don't you don't put that agenda out there it's just I would love for you guys to see that in me but if you don't that's okay that's

where I'm going just to hold to bear this perfect peace in a world that's not set up for people feeling perfect peace so it's going to work you it's going to come at you it's going to try to crucify you our job after every crucifixion is to resurrect and to ascend every crucifixion has to become my recognition that I need to forgive something when I do I resurrect now I'm the healed or forgiven one and then Ascend Ascend means now I've gone to a permanent new level of consciousness

so it's not Jesus 2000 years ago every one of us are crucified daily we're crucified but do we resurrect and do we Ascend you can crucify and resurrect and still not ascend what it means Ascend means and I take it to a new level of Consciousness permanently you can actually be crucified you can actually forgive and then hedge a little and keep a little bit of resentment still and not ascend so are we willing to own our goodness and say not only am I forgiving and so on you know resurrect come bouncing back

from this event but I get it I'm I'm having insights that are taking me to a higher level of Consciousness and that's that's really our goal um and you're uh even the word harmony one of you brought up that concept Harmony there's there are thoughts that we have that I would love to fill more peace and more Harmony in my life but it's an interesting thing because even if you're a decent person most animals you walk up to wild animals still run from you and that's not to offend you but what I'm saying is they

sense something and you can say but I'm a nice person the animal says yeah but you're a meat eater and I'm meat that's what happens they can sense you sometimes get angry I'm afraid of you and we we think it's just natural animals flee but why did Saint Francis not have that happen it's because he said I'm going Harmony man I'm going full on peace and Harmony and he made that his Mantra his way of life his way of thinking his way of being and then the world what reflected it to

him it wasn't afraid of him stories of Buddha sitting in meditation and even and this is also mentioned in of course Miracles but Buddha is in meditation that the trees would bow over his head to Shield him from the Sun or the rain that actually can happen Supernatural events like that can actually happen synchronistic beautiful messages that you're a holy child of God and the world will reflect that if you just keep getting to that place not by your effort other than by your forgiveness I mean it's amazing a forgiven mind is a

holy mind because it's the Forgiveness that restores us to the holiness so perfect love casts out fear but perfect love is God so God casts out fear but only in the material world does God cast out fear because In Heaven There is no fear to cast out so it's kind of like saying perfect love casts out fear while that's still needed but there's a day a moment a time when that's no longer needed and we're just we're just at peace you know just at peace every one of us who has ever experienced

forgiveness you know sharing that with others or being forgiven by others could probably testify that you felt a palpable shift there was something that surpassed understanding whatever they did was unforgivable but I did it anyway and it's weird because I felt peace that's to me that's a beautiful thing anything we want one of you asked about discovering purpose true purpose anything we want comes from forgiveness because forgiveness restores me to my holy self do you think your holy self doesn't know

what your purpose is all the Miracles that people are asking for unfortunately people are inadvertently still asking even for a miracle still asking for things that will make them feel more peace ask for peace and you'll see more miracles ask forgiveness call on forgiveness to help you call on concepts of God and the rest all follows the the attempt to manifest Miracles is is is part of being caught in the illusion again so it's kind of interesting because who's going to restore me to peace you know how am I going to get there is

it a book is it a meditation and well for some people it's this and another person it's that and it's a ceremony it's a ritual and you feel but they don't all work all the time for everybody so in a sense forgiveness is the common denominator but some days you say it out loud some days you're asking for help other days it's a ceremony you go through other days it's journaling whatever today is going to most get you a sense of Peace remember the outside things don't do it it's the willingness in here to feel

peace because part of you saying let's see letting that person off the hook and feeling peace as a result no I'm going to hold on to my resentment because I'm not letting them off the hook what they did was unforgivable there goes you know peace so we have to say you know what even if they did something horrible and I think all my friends have agreed with me that it was horrible my lawyer said it was horrible and they've done horrible things so hmm so that means it's it's horrible so I'm not letting them go that's no

problem God doesn't go how dare you God doesn't isn't the punishing God we think God just says well that was unfortunate in your decision making you're not wanting to let that go you're not wanting to communicate you're not wanting peace oh what a bummer because now you're going to be in pain well why would you do that to me God I have nothing to do with it the world's just mirroring your Consciousness you don't have to let go today you think you think alcohol and drugs and so on are addictions resentment is

an addiction there's actually chemicals that were addicted to getting when we hate somebody resent somebody so there's a there's a bit of a high we don't think there is but there's a bit of a high which comes with a oh my God you know like hangover that's way worse than any drugs can give you it's depression and you know just terrible feeling I don't feel at peace and here's what the ego will do you know why you're not at peace because of what they did to you and now you get hooked

into it again I knew it I knew it was somebody else that messed my day up or my life up and I please understand as a Healer I've heard it all and I sympathize I get it I I know that people have done horrible things I'm not telling you quickly you know get over it and flippantly uh that's your problem or I'm not doing that I get that people have been hurtful Christ scream Journal do what you need to do but every so often stand up and say not today just every soil because one of the most common things in counseling is to not

become immobilized by your stuff your codependence that broke up and now you're upset your addiction you know whatever it happens to be do not become immobilized by your traumas because then what you've done is now your ultimate version of the victim to your traumas there are days when you'll feel immobilized and I would call for help if I were you you might say well I have enough strength I've done this enough in my life I know what to do and I'm just going to soothe myself Comfort myself

then eventually get some chocolate ice cream then eventually I'll go for a walk I'll gradually come out and eat everybody has their own recipe for that but but I would do something as soon as I could because when you do you're getting your body mind neurology the psychoneuro Immunology even gets kicked in and you say I'm giving myself a new program which is I don't become paralyzed by my old events now I bounce back a bit sooner now if you try to do that prematurely oh yeah I just heard this talk today bounce back and you try

to make yourself bounce back sooner you're now going to have greater neurosis it's got to be organic and just simply the way you would a child parent yourself and say you know what honey you did much better this time not that was great let's do better it's you know what honey that you did much better I did didn't I yes you bounced back wow it only took you like a day instead of a week wow so next time I'm going to get one day no don't put goals just next time it could be a week again but I don't want it to

be a weak seat there you see now you caught the ego what if it's gonna just take a week it's okay but maybe a day you leave that option in there now that you've tasted what it's like to get over something in a day instead of a week your program that's becoming part of your reality which is beautiful what is it that's going to help us what's going to give us answers and what's going to bring us peace and what's you know you can try books you can try teachers meditations religions

but forgiveness is the the common denominator honestly for some people because what you're doing when you say you know what I want to feel perfect love peace Joy but Michael was explaining I don't have to put that pressure on myself instead which sounds negative listen to this I thought I needed to find perfect peace Lovejoy I heard this guy do a talk you can find perfect Joy by doing my meditation for just 19.

99 you you know and so on and so on you go and watch it you're still miserable so it's not working but Michael had a negative approach because Michael's like saying don't don't get fixated on you know having to make some external thing do it first just accept that the one that you think you're going to be perfect with is not there the human you like Jesus says of myself I am nothing the human you can't fix yourself because it's identified with your ego that screwed you up so Michael's telling you accept the failure

first of myself I am nothing oh that's that's not what the posted on my mirror in my bathroom says it says I'm wonderful vivacious gorgeous and I'm a guy um but you know there it is it's all like wow you are you are thin you know and then you buy a carnival mirror that always hourglasses your figure everything's peachy you just the the little positive thinking statements and all these things you know it's fine but of myself I am nothing I don't like that that doesn't sound empowering that's because your your ego

doesn't like to hear it of my ego self I am nothing because my ego is nothing it's just hot air balloon hot air it's just hot air it tries to take me in its Direction no of myself I am nothing okay so of myself I am not perfect because myself is ego self and it's not done got it then that makes room for however dot dot dot however there is a part of me that is Holy if I identify with my imperfect broken ego self it's the Adam and Eve complex so we'll go there real quick Adam and Eve they they had the tree to choose from

that's the tree of knowledge which is ego and the tree of life which is Spirit you can every day choose listen to Ego as your guide or Spirit as your guide Adam and Eve one day said you know Bliss is just too good we gotta try this other tree so they go in bite of that apple and they lose Consciousness they go into a trance of the ego the one we're in today so the Catholics are actually right to say you're born in original sin you know it sounds like a heavy statement but what it means is you are

born into believing that you are the human which is the imperfect one how are you expecting to get a better life if you're affirming that you're the imperfect sinner you're born in original sin right so the Catholics are telling you you know about salvation but they're telling you you know you're sinful so so it's not very promising if you think about it let me thinking it's like wow you know you need to join this church and and uh you know you're a sinner you're born in original sin

the Christians pick it up from there and they say yes it's true you're born an original sin which some Churches Catholics for example might say and you're bound by it the Christians pick it up from there and say no no no we have good news the good news of Jesus that there is a chance for salvation the bad news is there's only a few of you who can get it so which makes it like a spiritual Lottery only a few of you I'm sorry you know so the Catholic way the Christian way other people's ways you know believing you

just die and go to hell or a judgment upon death and there's different people with different beliefs but they're not very promising the most promising one is you don't really die like that you're always alive you don't really go to hell you know you you just you just get come back to earth and you get another chance which to me is hell anyway you know oh oh you know door number two where I don't go to hell I just have to go and marry the same person again or have the same parents again oh that

sounds appetizing so so of course that's still so in other words religions are very depressing is all I'm trying to lead to religions are depressing are they worthless are they hopeless no I'm not saying that I'm just saying the goal they're offering is missing something there's salvation but only for a few Original Sin sorry to tell you you know and that kind of thing well what do I do how do I get out of this and Christ Consciousness is teaching us uh Buddha first is saying become awake

meaning wake up these be aware of these games you can't just go to Christ's Consciousness without booty you can't go to God without Christ and you can't go to Christ without Buddha Consciousness because the Buddha Consciousness means I get it this is a game Christ tells me how to be the ultimate player in the game but Buddha is the me that wakes up and I have to wake up if I don't see that this is a game if I don't wake up I'm going to still be working hard to fight the game to a degree one degree or

another because you're here so when when when Buddha's sick and he's going to finally pass away they're like saying Master but how why are you dying what's going on and he opens his robe and he points to his body and it's symbolic of something it's he's still associating himself with the body he still had a body that was going to die some people interpret this to be I've I've taxed my body too much by fasting for years and you know I did all the external things and now it's

taking a toll is one of the messages to that but at the end of the day he didn't resurrect himself he he did the ultimate as a human and and Christ Consciousness is teaching us the ultimate spiritual awareness I'm not comparing the two I'm saying they all have a value in a different form so the goal now perfect love perfect peace perfect faith and remember one of the important things I was really conveying here is perfect love is what we are but perfect faith has to be called in if I have perfect love I will fill

perfect peace but if I fail to feel perfect love and the result perfect peace I'm going to need perfect faith what is the word faith faith in Who I Really Am Things Not Seen today I'm really down I need to call on perfect Faith to help me in Greek mythology you would be calling on some sort of god or goddess you know calling on the fates or the muses in Greek mythology it's like that it's I'm calling on in a sense the the Holy Spirit the Divine mother she covers them all but in a way I'm calling upon

perfect faith because I'm feeling imperfect so I'm calling on perfect Faith to give me the feeling not of perfection the feeling of perfect peace which restores me to perfect love and everything's okay again and I feel better despite the way the world is swirling around and you know storming up around me is this easy I'm not saying this is easy at all but be advised the outside world mirrors us and it looks like people take away your peace take you know I was feeling great but so and so delivered bad news

to me now they sound like they're the person who took away your peace you know I was great until my kids started acting out you know that they took my perfect I ate something I shouldn't have it took away my perfect health it's not true all these things are just mirroring to us things we need to learn um you know to me I like the role I play is very rewarding but it can also be very challenging because the more you see these things the more you're like Buddha waking up the less fun you can be for

some people foreign I had a dream like a week ago where there were these two people you know tense tension between two people and I knew I could help I knew but they wouldn't listen and that happens in relationships where you know you have a solution but they won't listen now that's frustrating they can't hear you now if that's your children it hurts you in one way if it's your partner it hurts like with your children you start to feel hurt that they're not hearing you you get scared

oh my God I'm trying to suggest that they don't do this and they're doing it you get scared as an as a parent with Partners you tend to get angry you're not listening to me you know inside so there's different emotions but it doesn't matter which emotion the bottom line is I'm not feeling perfect peace this argument we're having if only you would listen which is putting it on the outside again so you have another option which is cut and step back and breathe and they're going to hate you for that

my own children I told when they were growing up I said look you know here's my advice and well we can't hear you they did if people want to do that well you know you're a great counselor let's say but I'm your partner so you certainly can't know what you're talking about when it comes to counseling when it comes to us now what they're doing is they're actually mirroring doubts that you can have to walk through now but they're also mirroring ego they're saying hey Mr counselor Mrs

counselor you know show me your stuff because I don't believe in you and that that can bring up our own doubts but it also tells us they're saying to you I don't believe in this stuff and if you crash they've taken you down into the quicksand with them and they're unbelief so I have to find perfect Faith again my partner is not exhibiting perfect faith in me I've shared this many times but uh mother Mary is a great example because mother Mary they call it you know Immaculate Conception

that's not just whether or not she immaculately conceived or not the Immaculate Conception at its biggest level of meaning is do you keep an Immaculate Concept of your creations you go and create a business and then one day you close the doors it failed you're not keeping an Immaculate Concept of it it failed you failed it's gone when mother Mary looks at her son he's the son of God he's the you know he's the Savior all these great things she knew he performed Miracles left and right wow my son I believe in him all

that she went through to deliver him intense initiations and one day she's sitting at the base of a cross he is beat to Hell he's bleeding everywhere he's smashed they mashed his face they whipped him to death I mean he's just all beat up and understand if I'm his mother or father at the base of that cross I'm thinking uh I guess the Savior thing isn't going to happen right that's what I'm thinking because it isn't according to your eyes she had to look at him her son dying for no reason

bitterness of people ego rampant he's dying she's going he's here to save the world okay and she's having to hold an Immaculate Concept I birthed him to be the Christ that will not change and he's you know father into your hands I Surrender no no no no don't it's going to happen anytime I'm keeping the faith that's what the human self will do I'm trying to still hold you in good light she showed us how to mother our creations how to hold an Immaculate Concept of our creations

you're going to have a relationship and then it it goes south and you go well I failed again well you know what hold an Immaculate Concept of it and if you can't why were you in it so holding him you know yeah yeah it was wonky I thought it was a 10 it was a zero it went weird on me what can I learn from it Empower yourself you're raising to from a zero I'm already a five what might I do next time well this and what was there any positive that I can integrate seven eight you turn it into perfect again by your own choice to

see it differently and forgive not forgive what they did and pretend it didn't happen forgive that you played into it forgive that there were lessons and you didn't see them and you'll learn them now better late than never so Mary holds this please get that Mary holds this Immaculate Concept of him despite the way it looks then he resurrects then he ascends the whole world is different the whole universe is different because she held in Immaculate Concept but are you holding an Immaculate Concept people are going to go through this you

know the doubting and whatever now for me with my kids I told them you know here's my advice and then they got to that place of pushing back well you're our dad you know we can't listen to you I and you know what I said I didn't say oh oh that really hurts my feelings that you can't no you know what I said then I won't be your dad that's what I said you know there it's like what well I won't be your dad and this is Michael this is typical Michael if I have to choose between being your

partner and your counselor I'm your counselor I don't need you I don't need a partnership I don't need children I don't need anything what's important is not that I get to have a year or 20 years of a relationship with you because that still ends one day if I help you it's eternal yeah thank you and that that's not easy I mean it's not because there's days where I go Oh I thought I was having a relationship and I have to decide between being helpful and I could I just

know I just can shift and go into helpful mode it's weird I mean I've had I've had situations where the new partner of my ex or my current partner who's now with somebody else as well calls me for advice that's fun right there's all kinds of things you could say but I swear to you I can just go right in there and some people say oh no no you can't be objective because you're involved ah you know what I say to that then you don't know me and if you don't know me why am I in a relationship with

you that's how intense I can be about these things which is I know it's not easy for other people to handle which is why I'm generally alone but but I feel peace and joy and love and you know it's true you know I mean I'm not saying I'm against relations I'm just saying this is how intense it can become if you start to say I'm going to stick to peace and joy and people start bringing doubts in to the relationship and you say get behind me Satan we're not doing that I'm telling you I'm very clear right now

here's what is going on and we can deal with it whether it's me with my ex saying I want to have a holy relationship she said I don't have one you decide to have one you step up so for me I just told my kids you know well if you can't hear me because I'm your dad I won't be your dad done I can do that a realtor can handle being the agent for the seller and the buyer can't they then why can't a counselor why is it technically not allowed for a counselor to work with more than one

person in a family unless they were hired as a couples counselor you know what if you come in and talk to me as a counselor and you say oh my partner they're so this and you tell me all these bizarre stories about them I'm hearing you as you when you say well they want to come and see you but it's not allowed bring them in I don't go oh I know all about you that's not the way a spirit mind would work I'm there to be helpful not to go you and I will get them for that that's that doesn't make any sense to my mind

how can I be truly helpful it's a bizarre way to think it it it absolutely makes challenging friendships Partners uh and whatever else because in the relationship it's going to happen where the faith starts to drop because the original love starts to drop when you don't do what they had agendas for you to do or when they do what you didn't they didn't want you to do then the faith gets tested the faith in who you are gets tested I would say to you encourage conversation communication that's what I would do if I were you I

don't care who the person is it's your doctor that makes you doubt or whatever your children communicate and work through it anything you don't work through the relationship will end that's fine or you go numb but it ends and it will recycle around and you'll have to do it again anyway whatever resentments you leave with they're in the moving truck that you took to load your stuff it goes with you your ex who might have been or your counselor or your partner or me or whomever might have been an absolute

jerk and be at peace because they knew how to take it to God and you who look like the one who's wanting to find peace don't communicate don't take it to God and you're in hell so we all have an option I want to have holy relationships and I insist see this isn't something I hoped for in me I insist and I encourage you to learn to insist on helping us communication Trust and and remember this if challenges arise in a relationship your ego is looking forward to you ending those relations it

could be a partnership in songwriting in whatever form of relating the ego wants it always to die it wants everybody miserable distrusting and not feeling love and peace and happiness so it gets everybody on each other's case and and I've seen it happen with rock bands where they talk you know and they're being interviewed 30 years later 80 years later you know I don't know why he didn't like me and they and they're they're talking comparing notes about how they it ended well they said this

and and the other one goes I never said that that was an article somebody wrote about me saying that and I never said you didn't it's the weirdest thing it's the weirdest thing I won't name the band I remember this guitarist and lead singer of a band who had a major Rift and they stopped talking and it was really aggressive hatred with each other and I happened to see an interview with the singer who said that guitarist is the absolute best at what he does and nobody can compare then randomly like a

month later I happened to see an interview with the guitarist which I'm not sitting around looking at interviews this is like 20 30 years ago and the guitarist said really he said that about me like you could see you could hear this child like really I I thought he hated me I don't know I mean the interviewer is not even realizing what he's doing like wow this is a miracle he he said you're the greatest and then the band got back together toured for years and became far more successful than they were in the first place

it happens all the time the ego will sabotage the worst of all saboteurs the ego doesn't want you happy so our job you know communicate do your best and sometimes I I remind you sometimes there's too much water under the bridge if I believe I'm here I'm good let's talk and you're like I can't because I had a a relationship with a family member tried to talk and it went so badly I'm traumatized so I can't ever talk stuff through ever again well guys you cut let them go you know you you cut you let the

mutineers get on a little boat you cut the card and you let them float let them you know you do what you want to do you know what I mean you free them to do their thing you don't have to throw them in the water to the sharks give them their own boat their own whatever and let them go wish them well hope that they find peace and joy that's a good thing for you to hope for well no I'm not going to wish for that they acted so mean guys then you're hooked in it still if you want to be done and done

will lead to peace and joy you have to have perfect faith perfect love in me means I have no agendas perfect love is also known as a holy relationship no agendas no grievances nothing absolute peace I am determined to feel peace today I am determined to see the Christ in you the Christ is not whether you're married to them or not or they have sex or not or they're male or the Christ means your Holiness that is it far surpasses your humanness yeah but you did this and that that wasn't the Christ in them that did it

are you willing to see beyond the human part of them which is imperfect well I just thought they were more perfect well that was a mistake why did you think a human flawed mortal self could be immortal and flawless I guess you can learn from that now and and in closing very helpful remember there's a difference between an annoyance and a deal breaker so somebody might you know there might be a little snag in the communication or snagging the intimacy or snagging the finances or whatever it is a snag would mean we can talk this

through but human beings allow the snag to become a deal breaker all too often they give up they get you know talking it's too much work it's you know working through that you know and all that sort of thing and it's funny because it only seems like work because people are not at peace so it's kind of strange because I'm telling you this is going to take work but I'm also telling you it should not take any work whatsoever the work is going to be our resistance and our stuff our triggers our

resentments to having to do the work makes it work when we know who we are it's it's like that's not work at all let's talk about anything right it's I feel easy with it let's just let's talk and stuff will come up if something comes up and you feel triggered that's where your lessons lie that's all peace that surpasses understanding love perfect love perfect Faith perfect peace okay let's take a few centering breaths um just a few centering breaths at first breathing in The Vibes of the room

breathing in The Vibes of the talk breathing in energy not yet what we gained just that we're all here together all around the world that we're all here two or more gathered with one really beautiful intention learning healing remembering our true self [Music] when people lose their faith in you it's because they're confronted with a test to lose faith in you they might succeed keeping an Immaculate Concept they might fail which means they'll have to do it again and again but let's be aware in our lives

in our lives where have we failed to keep an Immaculate Concept our partners with addiction our parents with whatever they did siblings that are estranged they're all Temptations for us to forget that person's holiness own it if anybody ever hurt you or scared you they absolutely were failing to hold that Immaculate vision for you they were breaking the rules and tempting you to lose sight of who they are but did you succumb did you give in if you did it's called to err is human it's all right to forgive

restores divinity look back over your life through any challenge where there was a person who you lost faith in faith meaning in their divinity some of them might have been blatantly testing you and others might have been really good people but you allowed a slight annoyance to become a deal breaker that means you jump ship prematurely you failed to see the vision of their Christ see any and all of these circumstances and decide what do you want to do with it do you want to continue living your life that way [Music]

or are you willing to let it go even one percent would be worthwhile today I'm ready to let it go 10 percent more today good could be a hundred percent just let it go to whatever capacity you can imagine just putting this on an altar and the Divine mother comes gently to that Altar and lifts it up into the nothingness powerlessness that it really is or has even you even when you lost sight of yourself your holiness to the others to yourself [Music] I'm so sorry that I let circumstances become my reality I'm so sorry that I allowed behaviors of

mine or yours to become my reality please forgive me even if you're talking to yourself please forgive me that doesn't mean you're begging for forgiveness it means it is Forgiven I'm sorry please forgive me the truth is I love you that's not hoping I love you the Christ in me cannot not love you I truly love you the real me loves the real you thank you thank you for showing up in this exercise thank you for showing up and testing me in this life you even being in my life was a test I refuse to to fail such tests not

because I'm being obsessive because I just know the truth I am awake these are tests and you're me you're parts of me having conversations with other parts of me it's all refractions of my ego and I'm saying not today [Music] the Divine in me honors the Divine in you [Music] and lastly hold this meditation you can take it with you today do more work with it another time but do this for just a minute imagine in your life any project you're involved with whether it's a musical band whether it's family

anytime when there's two or more people working on something whether it's healing old stuff or new adventures whatever it is try this try imagining all of you loving and respecting each other and collaborating [Music] Envision it you don't have to succumb to trauma and then faithlessness in each other where we all care about each other [Music] where we're all looking for a common good I'm doing my part you're doing here as I finished early let me help you with yours if you like see camaraderie

support this is what we can insist on in our lives not assist again obsessively but this can be Our intention [Music] more and more at this Center I am I'm becoming clearer and clearer more and more I want that collaboration that peace [Music] Envision that and quietly give thanks confidently excitement zeal gusto this can happen and if it can't happen then I decide it's not an annoyance it's a deal breaker and I need to leave and go to another level somewhere else sometimes that's the decision we have to

make but if there's unhealed stuff I take it with me and work it again love perfect love heals fear and all its manifest symptoms perfect faith is the power of God in Me affirming despite the way things look seeing and affirming the light in everyone perfect peace is the result of my passing my test call on perfect love and be that love to move through stuff when I doubt it in my faith and now perfect peace this surpasses any feeling I can have on this planet and it can restore many things because my frequency is so high

so I wish upon All of You My Relations in every form my friendships in every form even acquaintances anybody I see or experience today or any day of my past or future this is what I wish for you the peace of God [Music] and so it is thank you I hope that covered most of the things y'all asked about thank you just stretch out a bit get into your body whatever you experience in the meditation please remember to absorb that you know make that a permanent healing not just a curiosity kind of a amusing experience but like

okay I'm gonna I'm gonna take this with me all right very cool we're going to take up our offering and do our closing prayer all right so let's be as generous as we can be share your love offerings please um I want to say in advance you know how much we appreciate everybody your participation here we had a beautiful program yesterday kind of a children's program for parents children that was kind of cool to have a for a first here um but also our chaplains remember are available they're going to do a prayer

circle as always at the end of service if you'd like any particular prayer they're doing today because of a chaplain meeting that's pending coming up they're going to do one prayer for all so you can you know share your needs if you need to talk to a chaplain grab them as soon as service is over and ask them to sit with you somewhere because they're going to need to be in the meeting later they're not rushed but they need to have time to go all right um remember if you're visiting or if

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um we are now accepting the donations for our Christmas giving so we build up a fund in an envelope here we build up a fund so that Christmas Eve or thereabouts your board members go out and party no I mean uh they go out taking your donations and gifting those to people in the area it's it's it's pretty incredible and heartwarming so we would appreciate and the more you can share you know by your means we appreciate generosity um today we have Jay schwed and he'll be presenting the Next Generation Sonic

sound healing Journey we've had that here before him where his work here before and the feedback was extraordinary so be be sure to check that out and it is online as well as in person so the folks around the world can sign up as well it's a multi-sensory sound healing experience to assisting clearing old cellular memories all right bring a blanket or yoga mat if you're in person that would be great if not it's okay if you don't get home to get one but you can do that you can bring something

so we would appreciate it's getting close to the year end we'd appreciate if you have the means to you know for your tax purposes or whatever year-end donations we're going to try to raise tens of thousands we have debts and bills and the AC unit it's coming in I think in a week the new heater and so forth um so we have some big projects to finish up for the end of the year we would appreciate your help let's do our love offering prayer please together Divine love flowing through me blesses

and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you can anyone share what you learned or heard today from today's talk or the meditation or your own personal experience here what did you learn or hear that would be the most important thing for yourself or people in your life what did you learn yes just something that I heard that I think will help everybody around about the word sin that it's an archery term right right to not take the concept or word of

sin so seriously it means miss the mark try again it doesn't mean uh oh you know oh hell it's on its way just missed the mark thank you or error yes right right how to create holy relationships no agendas taking responsibility being forgiven being forgiving that's holy relationships I mean it takes stuff that you're putting on other people you know first of all because that's pressure that's guilt and shame my not liking you but you're me you're just parts of me that I've pushed

out so I could see them a little better so the the necessity forgiveness is not to keep you from going to hell it's to keep you from being in hell because non-forgiveness is hell in itself okay um yes yeah that this world's a hologram about the Hologram references yeah if you're if if you're in another talk attending another service ask me and I can just go into a service on that you know she's asking about a hologram but simply put for now is that the way the brain works the way the mind works those

are different the brain's this this clay Mass you know kind of thing the mind is a Consciousness my our brain and mind works in a form that's called projection so I'm having an experience inside I can feel the peace of God in sight that's a true experience but when I don't feel that peace and joy I start to get upset now to cope with that off feeling I need to figure out a way to get it away from me we project it outside and that's a hologram we not only individually we collectively push out our resentments to

the world and it is a hologram when I heal and feel nothing but peace there no I don't need anybody outside they're all inside and you'll go through stages of first you're outside and you annoy me to oh crap you're outside and you are me and you start working on that that's called taking responsibility and then there's no outside anymore I am me just the I am is me so the Hologram is it's a profound concept really because scientists have figured out the idea the concepts of creating Holograms like literally they

can use light technology to create let's say um let's say they they take a picture of me they can actually use laser light technology to beam re-beam me in another part of the room so now there's Michael with height depth width like it's three-dimensional just not solid they haven't figured that part out yet because that takes Consciousness but anyway they're there's a manifestation three-dimensional version of Michael it's the weirdest thing they took a picture of me outside how come the

Hologram can show the back of me and that science through Laser Technology figured out they can create Holograms but the more important point is and this world is nothing but a screen it's the screen of Life onto which we project our videos our tapes the movies of our past being projected onto it as as though it's the present but the present would only be God so we're we're fooled into thinking that the past isn't past at all it's it's right here and and we think we can't fix

the past because it's gone but yet we're lying to ourselves because it's not God we experience it again every day because we won't heal it forgive it so a hologram is literally a spiritual projection outside but it's also a trick of the mind because your eyes your brain your mind knows you're not actually seeing what you think you're seeing I never see things as they really are our pain just put just projected yes yes not only your pain but even your false concepts of Love are projected

they're called relationships sorry it's true because the real ones you would realize are in here like it wouldn't be like oh I really love you it'd be like I love you it's right here and I'm sharing it with you but I know you'll be gone tomorrow because you're a hologram it sounds strange because who wants to go well that that sounds really romantic can't wait to snuggle with the the nothing today you know that's just like real inviting hi honey um hey would you like to get together and

share some intimacy I could take it or leave it because it's not real anyway like like what a bummer what a bummer you know which is why I tell people don't ask me out you know it's true I mean I you know but it's the way it is but you're getting it honestly so so I am there's a projector inside the guy that decides what films are going to go in the theater is your soul are you saying could I have a download God to put on the screen of life or are my on automatic pilot which is the ego

so I just sit there like a victim in life and go well I can't control my life I can't control the weather and that is a video you popped in where you can't control the weather and now you're seeing it the weather's coming you hate sleet and cold and fog and yet it has that outside and you can't do anything about it except bundle up for false safety but it's inside and projecting out so the projector person is your soul the projector is your mind and you play it out here the good the ego does that to

make you think here's the problem and that you can't fix it so you should just be depressed and then take medicines that don't exist which then they can't help you but spirit is saying you know honey it's a lot for you to understand saying to any of us it's a lot for you to understand but when you project these things outside I even I God am okay with you doing that why because I'm letting you project things that you'll be able to see them more clearly and decide to forgive them

that's right and and get to know it that's and release it you have to forgive it well there's nothing to be make friends with there's nothing there to make friends but it kind of seems like that but the idea is that you at some point you forgive it you you don't hate it you release it whatever you heal it whatever you want to call it but it you're right you're projected out so you can see it but the purpose to see it is to release it not to marry it foreign 's day or something huh

it is it's it's not projected out for you to succumb to it in Pro or con because even if you go wow projecting out love like a romantic notion wow now a new person entered your life and you attached to him you still attach to something that's not there even though it's nicer than a bad mean person so you know it's it's still you're attaching to something that isn't there which Buddha says is inevitably going to result in suffering because it isn't there I'm not saying try to walk around as though they're not

there that you know like you're not there I kind of love you but you're not there love them love them but recognize and you are a mirror of Love inside of me and if this goes south that's also part of me and if it's wonderful if this is the best intimacy I've ever had or the most warm conversations whatever it is thank you it means I am finding new parts of myself thank you for showing me but I still have to come back to me not thank you God that was great don't ever leave me that's where the suffering will come

when you and the ego is going to try to get you to go there that was a nice person not the usual mean ones but the ego's like I'm gonna make them all go to hell the mean ones are easy to make go to hell in your mind but I'm going to get you to attach to some as though they're nicer and I'm going to make that go south too because then you have nothing Nothing To Love nothing to fill peace with even good things go bad and you don't have to you can say I'll learn from the negatives and I'll give thanks for the positives I

am the common denominator and I can do that and I can still take your hand a woman shared yesterday it was really amazing she walked up and said Michael I don't know if you remember me but several years ago I don't remember the exact wording but she said something about like during a workshop you were demonstrating kindness and affection something like that affection or whatever and she said it completely turned my life around Prosperity everything turned around in my life through kindness and affection which was

during a workshop whatever the exercise was we did so you know it's it's she she didn't like move in she just accepted I got it I meaning her I got it and not Michael helps me get it so I gotta be at his workshops every day no she she got it so we give thanks and we get it Jesus doesn't want you co-dependent on him either if you ask Jesus Jesus I have two choices I want to either become dependent on you or be like you he has to be like me and that's what I said to my kids in a sense I'm here to help that's more important

than being that the little roles we can play are just that they're little and they're temporary they're worthless I got to be your your parent your partner for 10 20 20 years 50 years 70th Anniversary great it still comes to an end and what we had was seven years in eternity that's nothing but if I gained an ability to you for you to keep trust in me or my trust in you it's eternal if I can see you as being helpful instead of an enemy that's huge dropping our guard but not naively dangerously but any amount of

willingness to see the light in others isn't there to hurt us and I'm it doesn't mean I sign my life over to everybody it just means I'm going to watch for all those moments where I can say thank you okay I'll cover it better if we remind me okay go ahead thank you peace be with you so one or two more let's be brief yes oh right on recognized if you don't forgive you take it with you and the other one is great yeah it's um we're that we have literal chemical addiction and psychological addiction to

things like resentment my resenting you brings up certain chemicals uh acids you know uh um negative chemicals I don't want to name them all and get people fixated up but negative chemicals that that kill me and so I think you killed me we leave this life I'm resenting you and I think on a subconscious level you ruined me you killed me now we've got to come back and I've got to drag your butt back here to work on how you killed me all you have to do is say I'm good I'm good I feel let me check in no I'm

good and then I have to figure out who else looks kind of like you smells feels kind of like you and I gotta go and hire some person to be my executioner and then I got to come back and work it's weird but it's an addiction and addiction means we've created a physical chemical reasoning to not get over it it makes it seem harder to break say no to it to cycles of depression cycles of these addictions see through it but don't just say no to it bring in something else if you can wash your system out and out of the the toxic

chemicals and bring in peace when this tries to come back peace says there's no room There's No Vacancy so don't just try to not be addicted to some whether it's anger or alcohol or whatever replace it with the presence of love the god light one last person had their hand up over here who was yes Immaculate Concept yeah isn't that great yeah just we bring depth to every conversation I love seeing that and hearing that being part of that with you folks I love it thank you the Immaculate Concept it's about you not just mother

Mary two thousand years it's a it's about you holding an Immaculate Concept anyone you ever loved do you how quickly and easily will you fall out of love well I didn't fall out of love I just I don't like them you know if it's not total perfect love it's not so it's something else which means you're not in your Divine self and you're not saying you're the Divine in them which means you're in hell please stand for our closing prayer please remember we appreciate your

generosity we appreciate all that please think about donations for the gift giving for this year and remember Jay has his event this afternoon so be sure to join if you can soaking in all the love and appreciation soaking that in and remember to take your vision of camaraderie insist on that in your life insist on your family members we won't have Christmas dinner if we're not going to get along start insisting it's okay if they don't like you for that you've made a statement their ego doesn't like the real them loves you and

appreciates such intent insist the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all God bless bye-bye remember chaplains if you're watching online we're going to have our prayer circle immediately so hang out for that [Music]

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