Peace to Pieces and Back

this is a title that came to me this morning getting from piece P EAC capital P God from piece to pieces and back because that's a description of the spiritual path we're one with we're one with God now what we think is we fallen and we can't get up you know we think we think that we have fallen we don't know call it that but the Bible called it the fall even in Revelation there's a point where he says and I saw all the stars falling from the heaven and people are thinking that's a cosmological

experience or you know being described he's actually reflecting back to you and I we're the stars of God that fell from the heavens it's not cosmology it's not matter we're hearing about although it can happen in the material universe what we're hearing about is we were the stars of heaven not just the actual stars in the heavens I'm talking about we were the light stars we were the light the son of God so we're the stars in heaven capital H then everything here as above so below so below meaning in this

material universe we actually each have a star out there we actually have a star you have a star that is a symbol of you how could you not because as within so without as above so below there's a star out there that it's the symbol of you as though God said even if you forget who you are you're gonna think you're nothing but mineral you're gonna think you're dust from the ground and when we hear God made man from the dust of the ground it wasn't God that made that it was our Lord creative self that decided to

fabricate a false self I'm nothing but the dust of the earth ashes to ashes dust to dust well I was a great motivational statement from dust I come and dust I shall go all we are is dust in the wind you know dude seriously like wow no I mean don't you don't you even remotely understand how that adds to the epidemic of depression on this planet well we don't know what's on the other side and those who claim to know are totally crazy their their behaviors are completely out of sync with what they're saying and it's not

easy to live in constant alignment don't get me wrong I mean it could be like you can find fault with any of us if you try but those of us that are going to be counselors or leaders in any way spiritual leaders or whatever we really have a bar that we need to try to live to the best we can not everybody else's bar of quality but our own if I truly believe this stuff then I need to be able to show that I believe it like in the midst of challenges and show others that you have courage doesn't mean you

can't fear but say I'm afraid but yet I'm going show people that when they're struggling you believe in them that's going to be at the light at the end of the tunnel not the darkness in the tunnel if they tell you all their problems and believe me there's a part of our human self that it's hard not to hear the pain that people have you're supposed to hear it but you're not supposed to believe it when someone says my life is hopeless my history is hopeless oh okay I get that yeah sorry

to hear that I totally get it well no you'd have to you well yeah I've been there different form but letting people know you've been there that's important even the concept of Jesus where we say oh you know Jesus was only God in body we'll wait a minute had he not been able to experience what it was like to be a human what was he going to teach you then hey listen folks this is what it's like to be holy which I apparently you're not so I just wanted to make that point I just wanted to show up an ad to your

guilt and inadequacy no he's saying you two are divine and I'm divine you feel like you're humans and now so do I I'm sitting in this body saying the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak I'm right here with you I cried I'm afraid I'm just simply trying to explain that there's another way be scared be it out talk about it but are you willing to also feel something else to be afraid and yet to be tempted and yet people don't go to the end yet what's that other piece so we start in

this perfect piece of God from God's standpoint that has never changed by the way we can say we feel like we have fallen and we're on a journey of growth that's what we call the spiritual path yeah I'm on the path so I'm on my way home there's nobody that can be excluded it's not there's the people on the path and the people not because then you're just doing the fundamental thing again those of us on the path get to go home the rest don't we're one the Lord that

God is one and we're part of the Lord so we can't go some of us and some of us not we're all we're all going home if you interviewed God God would say they never left well this is a bit of a paradox Lord can you tell us you know reporter on the street can you tell us if they haven't left why does it sure seemed like it and he would say illusion they made this up they're creative beings then they made up that they're separate so from God's standpoint we've never left but if you were to use the

analogy of a person God and it's children us all that seems to have happened is God sort of putting its hand across our eyes going hello I mean God can tell that we're gone but we're not gone all we did was we you know how do you wonder that what's one of the main tools that people use to go home meditation how do you do meditation we close our eyes and we start whether it's with prayer or visualization we go into kind of a connect mode right meditation that's exactly what we did in its opposite form when we

seemingly felt all we did was our eye was open we were one with God we chose what would it be like to separate from God we closed our eye opened these eyes became mortal beings but what really happened was we closed our eyes and then what imagined being separate we're now we meditate and imagine being connected we are which is what you have to do reverse it all we originally closed our spiritual eye the eye of love and imagined what it would be like to have an opposite pair of eyes now open the eyes of judgment and as soon as we did

that we judged ourselves as being less than holy we judged ourselves as being flawed and all we do is live that every day now in every imaginable way and the ego has made this a complete thorough destruction it's not like you only there's one thought I have a day of separation almost every possible thought and experience we have is one that reflects our belief that we separate it one gray hair I'm older you can't age well they say God you know the gray and the gray God doesn't have a beard or

hair it doesn't even have a body from which to sprout such things but we we put that on globe if God's been around for billions of years I mean it must be old by now you know this is just humans this is he and men created God in His own image you know we just have this our own perception of God God cannot age God isn't a thing to age it's a consciousness and then we go into this there's a lot of spiritual people that you know quote unquote spiritual people that say you know what God is God is the

universe and so if you're on the spiritual path you too are a God all you need to do in and I know it sounds really nice but all you need to do is start using the universe to your favor and you're tapping into God no no the universe you think you're tapping into is still a thing it's still made up of matter the universe is part of the illusion we fabricated we've made up a house to call the universe to go live in this is all going to disappear at some point so the people that say God is the universe you're just afraid to

use the word God you know I'm just calling out to the universe and you know cuz I was told positive thinking means I'm just gonna use my head and tell the universe what I want today and low and bald look at that I got what I wanted the ego is involved in everything you can think say and do in this universe it's always trying to talk and hijack every attempt to be awake so even when you go okay so I heard consciousness matters well this gets really tricky so you know forgive me because we're going

somewhere kind of deep here again but you know just be patient because this concept like consciousness technically the us that thinks we became conscious I'm now conscious on the path I'm developing consciousness Jesus says in A Course in Miracles Descartes once said I think therefore I am and a lot of us go I mean that's profound and it is philosophically it's a great statement he's saying I don't need evidence to believe that I exist the fact that I can even think which is consciousness proves

that I exist yet Jesus says in the course he should have said I think therefore I am NOT oh man now I got to start contemplating that with that I did took me forever to figure out it I think therefore I am now you're flipping me on it because what he's saying is the you that thinks it can think is not the real you so as soon as you think you can think you are not you went to sleep and tried to separate and have individuated thinking apart from God that's when you fell asleep the you that thinks it's

brilliant in your own little way the you that thinks you're better than anyone else or lesser than any one else is a thinker that's why a Buddhist meditation if you know some of the deeper authentic ones they they're gonna teach you now I'm beyond all this world then who's the one that thinks it's beyond this world now you're still thinking okay now now I'm aware that I was thinking that and that parts also not real wait now I was just thinking that and you're peeling layer upon layer

upon layer and then some people tell you in the layer layers never end that's not true the layers do end but not by your device not by your accomplishments not by your depth of meditation as soon as you think there's still a you that's accomplishing or meditating or experiencing you're still off but that's not a bad thing because at least you're growing you're getting it it's good so Jesus says in the course the word consciousness is actually misunderstood we still use it because we need to have

some languaging here but he's saying it's still off a bit because the you that thinks of consciousness is still the one that thinks it's separated the you that thinks I'm going to tap into the power of the universe because I am a divine being because I say so what your ego can say that to but I'm a divine being and I'm gonna prove that I'm a divine being because I learned to tap into these this completely objective universe and I tell it what I want and it brings it because I am God that's

better than being nothing but a victim but at some point the person that I think I am that says I am God and I can get whatever I want out of the universe what exactly are you talking to well the universe is this neutral energetic thing why don't you call it God okay fine well I don't use that word it's a it's it's not the same I understand that sometimes we have to believe it's the same but when you do that it's only because you're still afraid of the real McCoy call it what you want I'm not gonna jump

on your case if you walk up to me and say Michael man I love that the universe brought me to you of Sedona today I'm not gonna correct you and say what do you mean universe come on you know but but you know in reality those who teach this this neutral universe is here to serve you that's only partially true this universe is only here to serve you that's true but only for a while eventually when you grow out of believing the universe is here to serve you when you grow to realize you created the universe then you really start to

get it so you go from I'm a victim of the universe to I can call upon the universe to help me at some point you're gonna realize wait I'm calling upon the universe that I created you know that's like that's like whittling you know some some carving some wood piece of wood and you carve some object and go now I'm gonna pray to that object oh holy piece of wood but this is a special piece of wood because this is oak you know and so on and so you start worshiping the various pieces of what

guys this is still this is still a university I don't know where these things come from but this this is a universe that you created we collectively created this we're one with God we are part of the peace of God and we fragmented into pieces from piece to pieces and then we started worshipping the pieces and even the universe are is a collection of the pieces and what's amazing is when you pray to the universe you're not praying to the father aspect of God not that there's an actual gender

but we're not praying to the father aspect of God what you're doing is you're praying for something that you think you can at least grasp too much to thank God directly so I'll go secondarily that's why you can't look at the Sun but you can look at the moon the moon can reflect the light of God but you can't easily look at the Sun itself because it's too close it's to the light of God it'll burn my eyes just like we were told in old teachings if you look upon the face of God it would devour you

would destroy you I can't even look you can't even look at the Sun let alone the face of God and the Sun and when we're talking about you know cosmology or the Sun is the closest thing you can imagine to the light of God and you can't even look at it but you can look at the moon why because the moon even though they call it the man on the moon the is a she the moon is a symbol of the holy spirit the Divine Mother she's actually a part of the mother earth a fragment of the earth that broke off at

one point so the mother the earth there's the there's the Divine Mother there's the cosmological version of the mother which we call Earth and then there's human mother which is not just the one that gave birth to you it's the mother in any of us that tries to nurture the you can't even call the unhealthy mother aspects the mother because it would be complete sacrilege and false because mother would be nurturing not your mother who let you down if she did that's not even the mother

aspect of her that's just her ego lets you down okay fine but the real mother when God said thou shalt honor thy father and mother didn't mean the father that molested you the mother that neglected you well they are your parents after all that's not God that's you know written channeled through people what he was saying was honor your father and mother God all aspects of the Divine Father all aspects of the Divine Mother even so the mother is so perfect that she says look to her beloved husband

let's pretend father she says you know tell you what you continue going to work I'm gonna take care of the kids they seem to have gone somewhere they seem to be in this moment she's speaking they seem to be leaving separating so what I'm gonna do is take care of them what are you gonna do with them well I'm gonna get him to school I'm gonna feed them their lunch but that's the Earth Mother giving his sustenance and foods she says I'm gonna I'm gonna get him to school like my mother did to me when I

was five I'm gonna get them to school what does that mean I know just what you need today you still haven't worked on your self-worth I know just the person that's gonna help bring all that up for you and she'll arrange it I mean she won't line that up first first she's gonna do subtle things talk to you in your dreams she'll talk to you through coincidences and synchronicities and then you know you trip over a book in its own book on self-worth cool three sessions for life coaching being offered whatever it is

wow that's the mother saying let's try this the easy when you don't do it the easy way then she's like hmm I know who will push all your self-worth buttons why because I want to get to you know not in a hurtful way she's like well if you don't listen to love in that the gentle supportive way how about if we do it another way how about if we do this in a way that's going to get you to cry out for something different besides the pattern you're in so the mother's taking care the mother is the moon going listen

sweetheart I know you can't look at the Sun directly but I'm gonna reflect the Sun for you this is a new phase of the Moon the new new phase of the Moon the full man all these are saying these are aspects of the pure light of God reflected to you now today we're a new moon which is really a new Sun see what I'm saying it's a reflection the moon doesn't emanate light per se she reflects it and that's exactly what the mother does for us she reflects now we call that a holographic universe

everything on the outside is reflecting the beholder the person on the inside and they have proven as much as they can prove based on science of today they've proven that the universe does respond to your consciousness it does factually speaking it does respond to your consciousness that doesn't negate what I said earlier the universe does but what I said earlier is then eventually we're going to realize the universe is a simply a particle of our consciousness it's not reflecting us like it has power

prey to the universe it's a reflection of our consciousness the universe doesn't have the power to do something for you all it can do is show you what you're already thinking so to pray to the empty space it's not like empty space is going and so it is beloved you know as it's just sitting out there all dark and cold it up the universe is a big mirror why is it mostly filled with dark space because we are still filled with too much black space so quantum physics then proposes this theorem and it's beautiful and it's

accurate at the moment when and they don't always use the word God so I'm inserting that piece just to make it a complete story at the moment the children of God thought I wonder what it's like to be separate the universe exploded into what we call the Big Bang and all its nuances every imaginable nuance it explodes so now if it explosion if that explosion came as a result an effect because all caused as an effect if it was the effect of our thought of separating which makes total sense from piece to pieces but notice

the pieces they say is called an expanding universe the pieces are still going further and further apart and you're trying to vote the right person in office how can you get the right person for everyone for everyone if we're all separating to this day we're separating more and more where's the big solution well if the universe reflects I wonder what it would be like to be apart from God well that's bad news man boom to him you can't even you can't even remotely fathom the force behind that

explosion because it's a force of the children of God doing the impossible to be separate we're not separate and in a way as soon as we thought that that explosion that intense force is the intense hurt we felt that we were leaving God we believed we actually fragmented the oneness the peace the totality the joy of God we took what was infinity and made it into something that can die and you can say no but we're I believe we're immortal we live again and again but isn't it funny how you still

you live only to be in pain and die eventually we don't want to look at that part of this immortality does not mean you're lucky enough to bounce back after the last painful life that doesn't sound good that sounds you know like wow this is a sentence from who not God we're trying to punish ourselves for believing we could separate from peace so we don't know peace we only know pieces pieces of relationship you know and that is my dad and then you reflect parts of my dad and I like you I don't like you love-hate

relationships judgments on every imaginable thing on this planet and so on where's this concept of love we lost it it blew apart love blew apart so you know what did you harm God when you did that no but what you did is you it's it's almost like human beings have physical bodies mhm we also have emotional bodies and mental bodies and so on there's layers of us so imagine this you didn't actually hurt God we didn't actually hurt God when we separate but imagine this you sort of hurt the emotional body

of God God has a feeling body and that's beyond what we understand in our own feeling body but it's similar in a sense so what we did guys was we hurt the feelings of God God there's God whatever you can imagine God to be doesn't say well sounds like you have a problem you separated you're in pain oh well there's a real tender part of Jesus and of course in miracles' when he's sort of saying in a paraphrasing just slightly even God doesn't feel complete without you as though God's feelings were hurt

when you decided you could separate but you really can't but that's not the point your children you know one of my own actually last night called hi do you have a minute this is one that probably calls me once a year called last night do you have a minute yeah what's going on and just deep pain tears something going on in their life it's like wow you're the parent you know it's not you that's feeling that but you still feel for them God knows you can't be separate but feels for us

because it's like God my children as much as I love you in a sense I'm adding these words it pains me in a way to see that you don't feel who you really are you don't realize how beautiful you really are well God but this is what happened to us and this is I know honey I hear you and if you only knew your God none of those things can actually happen other than in time the illusion of time you dreamt it but furthermore even if it could happen it's impossible for it to permanently affect you no you don't

understand God you don't get it this really is gonna affect me forever you have doctors that'll tell you if you have certain clinical issues chemical imbalances oh that's forever you can't cure that certainly not with this stuff they give you they don't say that part but so what are you gonna do with this completely hopeless situation find hope well you already said it's hopeless and that's how we live it's hopeless to find hope that's what we have to do so the universe is described by quantum

physics there was this original explosion and they might say we don't know why I'm telling you why it's the belief in separation there's this original explosion and now the universe is blasting apart in every direction that's us even as people apart apart apart apart and if you're not sure about it watch what happens on the news to get people splitting apart creating rifts between people and it really solidifies it you know it's amazing you watched one channel and they're telling you one

story the other channel completely different story like it's really weird but it isn't because there's agendas because if we can get more people to agree with our version of the story we substantiate our existence and our financial status and the others doing the same thing they're all out for themselves ask God ask God what it would have you do how do I find the peace of God today not how do I get something to go my way how can I make my decisions resonate with peace because peace is if you want to know God's will do that

which resonates with peace cuz God is peace do that which resonates with love so quantum physics then says just like there was a force that blew everything apart they say at some point check this out at some point the same law of physics that when an explosion happened articles items blew apart because of an explosion that's the effect of the explosion it says in this theory at some point the force of the blast has to die down because it does there's an initial boom it's not boom boom boom boom boom it

feels like it but there's an original thought of separation now this blast is taking place so quantum physics then says at some point boom and then slowing slowing stops and fragment of a second later another force kicks in that draws it all back together and it's saying in this theory that when all this actually contracts into each other again this is the wording it will cease to be and be as though it never was perfect I'm pretty sure that's what the course is telling us of course in miracles' it all blew apart but when it

wouldn't you know they don't reverse Indians no it is though it never was because it never happened it's hard for intellectual minds who think linearly that that's possible and that it's even something to think about it'll be as though it never was we'll wait a minute what about my dog you're gonna jump right into something I like wine I don't want to not have wine and as though it never was which is why we're still blasting apart and why you whine about now it's it's okay but humans don't get that

yet piece to pieces and back again so technically what's this thing if we're using the physics and metaphysics if we're using the material universe to describe something spiritual then what is it that's gonna happen that slows this down what's the what's the parallel to that it blasted it's gonna slow and stop and then reverse but what is that in consciousness if separation cause this what's going to do this what's going to slow the speed what's going to be the parallel to its stopping for a moment

and coming back its forgiveness that's the only thing it could be if Judgment blasted the judgment that we could be separate we have the thought and judged and both of those blasted apart as soon as we decide wait a minute I don't want to be separate from you this starts slowing down in fact I want to be one with you it stops for a moment as though it's saying are you serious yes I'm serious and it starts coming back together beautiful beautiful story about like Wow in the cosmology how this could happen

you will not have this happen without doing this with each other you know like the love at the celebration we just had recently there's such a beautiful up but there's still somebody that was you know acting kind of annoyed about something but that's just that voice now why perfect because the book of Revelation and of course in miracles' all these great teachings are telling you this too that this thing where this starts to slow down and pause for a moment the blasting apart is the world of

separation the pausing is called the real world and of course in miracles in the Bible revelation it's called a moment of a new millennium a period of peace on earth and then the contraction back to God is the way home that's the the journey home now not the journey we're doing now it's we're actually going to return home and it'll be as though it never was so revelation tells you and he will wipe away every tear because it's all okay now as long as I say yep but because here's

what feeds this propulsion this wouldn't be happening if it weren't for you I wouldn't be feeling separate from money if it weren't for the IRS I wouldn't be separate from love if you hadn't abandoned me keep blaming that'll help how can you blame another and become one with them at the same time as soon as you judge them there's another and if there's another there's two and in that in terms of the numerology and the physics and the quote sacred geometry you have one one is one as soon as you

have two they start pulling apart the only thing that can bring the force that pulls into polarity two forces you need a third party the third party is the mutual decision to come home and you create the trinity again so the father and mother are being experienced in our lives as duality heaven the father oh it's off there somewhere out there somewhere the mother whatever you perceive the mother to be the mother to us we even think of the mother as our mortal existence the the mother and the word matter come from the same root so

the material universe we perceive as the mother and we hate it we hate the material universe you might think you don't it ages you your material body is sick it doesn't feel great to be in pain or to be sick the material universe took loved ones away so don't pretend you love it and if you don't like the material universe you don't like the mother you don't like the mother aspect of God you don't like women who have rejected you you don't like your mother who didn't feed you long enough her at

all breastfeed you don't like that the earth instead of giving you it seems to take away the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away God can't take it doesn't destroy we projected our fears onto the mother and it's amazing because in her patients all she does is and so it is honey would you like to try something else no okay I'll just I'll just remain as you perceive me and it's this hate love hate relationship but it's we do have this hateful experience with the mother people throwing garbage on the ground even

though that's not per se literally the Divine Mother it's her reflection and you're saying something to abuse women including the woman in the men when a when a person shames a man for being sensitive or creative they're shaming the mother they're shaming the feminine in the person you know and yet not getting that at all not not understanding their real depth to that the concept of love and romance is a aspect of the mother and we beat it up so much people don't know what to do anymore

they walk down the aisle thinking one and only and forever and something happens and when that happens you didn't just get a divorce you lost something you lost something that was you thought was going to be an answer the only answer is gonna be not that you walked down the aisle but you have to forgive the person that ran the other direction down the aisle to get out of that church that relationship forgiveness is the restoration it's actually responsibility and forgiveness which will reverse this force so we can talk about the cosmology

and one of the questions from the audience could you know is often when I talk about things like this when will that happen yes there's a collective version of when there is a time when that would happen and yet it's every day that we choose responsibility and forgiveness oh really I thought I was kind of hoping it would happen collectively and I wouldn't have to do anything about it you know so it's a very terrible idea a concept to wrap our minds and our hearts around that we separated from God and that we hurt the

feelings of God just using my languaging for it it's very challenging which is why most people try to avoid it how do i how do they avoid it I don't want to think about it is one way to avoid which is not being responsible and also blaming so how do we become part the mother is waiting and saying look I'm just gonna hold space for you I'm gonna become matter the universe that that dark space the universe is actually the womb of creation lowercase e when I say creation though the universe is the womb of the

mother she flew in created a womb that we flew in and we think we live in when she's saying actually the lining of this uterus and all the life energy things going on within it are just me matter mothering mattering materializing your thoughts how are you doing well you know so so okay got it and I wish somebody loved me how badly do you believe the love is from somebody else will create somebody else and they'll let you down I don't like that well how else am I going to get it across to you that it isn't another it's

you love yourself and then we're good I'll show you that if you want to try it find truly learning to love myself and that means there's gonna be days whether you're in a household with someone or not you're gonna go this is weird I actually feel good my partner's not even home or I'm not even in a partnership and I don't understand this how do I feel good why am I feeling guided my parents said I would never amount to anything how did I get here now they're asking me for loans this is

amazing what happened I changed my consciousness and she said good for you or I don't take responsibility I don't forgive I don't change my consciousness and she says got it what would you like me to show you today do you want me to reflect love or fear in all its myriad number of forms this beautiful mother this beautiful experience so piece/pieces it slows down through our practice of responsibility and forgiveness and then back to peace again the same process is replicated every time you meditate you

you have this I meditated once I know what that's like I even believe in God but I I went into pieces I better sit down and Center when you do that and then all of a sudden something magical happens it's not always like special effects but you meditate and all of a sudden when you did that and they say for example find the stillness within that's the moment when the universe stopped expanding you saw white light golden light or you just felt a shift inside or somebody came to mind and you extended love and forgiveness or

whatever and you just felt a shift guys that's when this happened now if I integrate my meditation this is gonna start happening I get to draw back and integrate into me all of the value the effects of having committed to saying I was once with God I blast it apart now I'm meditating and a face popped into mind or something I've done that I felt ashamed him and I'm doing something with that in healing and wow I feel better it's the same those those Zen blissful moments is when the universe stopped do

not underestimate this this isn't just like a metaphor you you actually when you do practice love meditation and so on healing forgiveness when we do that we're actually in our own microcosmic way making the universe pause and start contracting again contract would mean we go together you and I towards God the person I forgave well how can I increase that sounds amazing forgive more people forgive more things forgive more thoughts just it's it keep doing it forgive and you got to be careful because forgiveness sometimes becomes

very oh you know almost done gratuitously okay fine Oh money padmi forgiveness you know like you just do a blessing it becomes a blind ritual to really do your best to get it to really and the way I describe this to people is imagine that it's actually happening instead of just in my head going oh you know I'm one oh yes well what imagine that it's kicking in imagine that you're actually feeling the effects of what you're heading for what you're looking for feel it try to imagine that's how it's

gonna kick in more than anything else we do not just going fine I forgive you then add what would it feel like if you and I were complete and it was all gone imagine that that's how you get there not just saying the words of setting the intention as some people teach you you don't just set the intention if you don't reel it in it's not yours I'm gonna set the intention to catch a fish today and even if something's on the line you just sit there reel it in and you reel it in by feel it in draw that

in imagine feeling it that that brings it to the grounded integrated form is that all making sense so the mother in just her infinite patience and my last point that I'm sharing here this mother in her infinite patience is holding space no matter what we do it doesn't matter you can be so self-destructive she's holding space and you can say I'm gonna take my own life it's all happening in the womb of the mother she's gonna say sorry honey that you hurt that badly and you leave and you'll

come back and it's all happening still within her womb still within her consciousness if you feel bad about what you've done even if taking your own life well honey let's set up some lessons for you to work through that you feel bad she's not gonna say you are bad that's what we thought God did God is punishing the neighbors would say to other neighbors in the Bible and another you know villages and lands throughout history and God's curse was visited upon them they call women's menstruation a

curse do you know that in our lifetime pregnancy was still considered an illness it was still categorized as an illness how many of you knew that thank you isn't that bizarre you must not be feeling well today because you have an illness my child and we wonder why the child is going to be like I don't like you dad you know you thought of me as an illness you know or or the the mother woman's curse this is what we've turned things into what curse it's also strange we though we lack harmony in our beliefs

and that gets reflected so this last thing I said I was going to share was what do we do with this concept and God so loved the world and I'm paraphrasing slightly that it sent its only son to somehow save the world none of that makes sense God so loved the world that doesn't exist and that is reflecting nothing but pain and destruction and death to us limitation if you don't like those other words too harsh just the word limitation you can say well I don't believe that the universe reflects death

and all those horrible things Mike okay fine sorry erase that the universe reflects a limitation this universe does reflect limitation you can annoy you know avoid that you you're gonna die you're gonna get sick alright this world's limited your finances will seem limited and it's gonna seem like it's a part of being in this world but it's not true in our oneness we're unlimited this material universe came as a result of thinking we're separate from God how could you have everything when you're

not with everything so that's this world that's this universe I'm not blaming and cursing the universe why would I do that it doesn't even exist it's just our thoughts consciousness beliefs reflected so God sends its only begotten Son to save us to redeem to save this universe to world now it's all interesting God so loved the world God doesn't even see the world as an existent thing it seems he sees us in our perfect light and it sees as the mother that we've decided to be lesser than divine beings anymore

but God did not so loved the world God so loved you you are God's world just the way a lover says to another you are my world are your children you are my world but imagine that in the most deep sincere form God so loved us that it sent that it sent its only begotten child which is us to save the world God so loves us that it gave us an opportunity a means through which to wake up is what it meant God so loved you that it sent you Redemption not because it sees you flawed but it knows that you see yourself as flawed and

that's where the story mythology came from that we call the the root of all mythologies is the story of Sophia it's the story of a woman just briefly and quickly a story of a woman that has left her father's Kingdom journeyed into a land far away this is us our soul journeyed into a land far away the earth and then when she gets to that land far away she starts becoming abused which we have we separated and all that and started feeling judgments and hate towards each other you know even love but love-hate relations so she becomes

confused and disoriented and thinks she doesn't know how to get home now that's true that's how we felt then God sent Redemption it sent a means of us awakening which symbolically is the story of like Magdalene and Jesus it's symbolic of the Christ and our soul the soul in ancient mythologies was always noted or or sort of commemorated as feminine ours all of us our souls our souls are just in mythology were considered feminine that's why our soul is called Sophia a female men and women alike our soul is Sophia

like the union of yin and yang a philosopher once said to me but Michael it's not about you you don't there's nothing wrong with duality you need yin and yang the symbol of unity is the perfect Taoist statement that you need these dual a dualistic forces I said no what about where they seem together that's where we're heading not the yin and the yang but this force in between that's drawing them to disappear there was a little mind-boggling for them but hey you know it just gave them something different to

think about look for the Union look for the joining look for the healing look for the light at the end of the tunnel stop talking to me about this being the power this world being the power human stuff being the power so God so loved us that it gave us a way out and in the story of Sophia we're the Sophia just so God so loved us that even when she went and found herself now flawed I've been raped I've been abused in Sophia's story I've been abused and shamed I'm afraid to even go home now Norton nor do I even

know how to get there but if I did I'm too ashamed to go so in the story her brother Jesus and her Christ and so on her brother comes to the earth or to the land far away finds her and helps her get home God so loved you it sent the Christ not just Jesus it sent the Christ to awaken okay so where is that Christ if we're not just talking Jesus where is it well you've got it call upon the Holy Spirit the Divine Mother to give birth to that Christ so that it can come from being on the other side of life you know

the spiritual world into the material world we have to nurture and call upon the Divine Mother the Divine Feminine us and let it birth that Christ child that's when we're born again so that which is flesh is flesh that which is Spirit is spirit Nicodemus the thinker was saying well Jesus I don't understand how can a man be born again what does that mean you can you really come through the womb twice that Jesus says you don't understand you're born of the flesh is one's birth being born of the

Spirit is different and being born of the Spirit is the Christ self to be born but it's already who we are but we forgot so it has to figuratively now born it's already who we are but we forgot so we have to go through the motions and how linearly speaking you know chronologically speaking call upon the Holy Spirit call upon the mother she knows mother I know you hear me be with me and help me give birth to this Christ self but I am afraid and you can then add to your prayers you can ask the Holy Spirit to help you not be afraid being

born again means I'm gonna be born again in my beliefs about finances it could mean I have to give up my old beliefs because if I'm gonna be born again how much would you like to make way for that no 2% only really ok she'll do that with absolute love always saying what would you like more no ok just asking always loving and patient but how much would you like to I would like to change my beliefs in finances how much 5% ok and so it is and I would also like to change my beliefs that my body determines who I am no matter what I

look like my body does not determine who I am I'm ready to change out how much 15.5% so it is whatever it is it's like 15.5 percent great whatever you're willing to change it sounds cool to say born-again but remember if it was so easy you'd have done it already there's old programs that tell us it's frightening it's different it's unusual what if I say absolutely unconditionally Here I am change everything I know about romantic partnerships you know there's a part that's like you know just as

someone yesterday said relationship ended up feel terrible but it was a terrible relationship I know they said and it's funny because it's familiar so it's like somehow ok there's moments when I'm meditating in a you know or even just being you know in a day and I just go these epiphanies boom boom boom boom and I try not to go hold it to men booms you know there's moments when it just expands and blows blows open you know in a great way and it's like it you can feel it viscerally it's a deathlike

process and and there's moments when I pause and go but wait a second if I can let this keep going what's left and the best answer is I don't know but I'm willing to find out if you only let the fears remain controlling and fearful you sort of get stuck and that's okay because I'm three booms ahead that are from where it was but what if it keeps going and keeps going and I literally at times just take a deep breath and say oh that that's enough for now oh that's terrible your spiritual tea should know I could

do what I want and so can you I take time I said that feels great enough enough booms let me have some time gonna integrate that for a while now and I let it be to judge yourself for that wouldn't you be counterproductive you go boom boom boom and then go oh that's terrible like I paused and I thought you just now constrict it again around the whole process so watch let it happen whatever it is and not judge yourself for it then the boom boom boom and you paused judged it would have constricted instead and I forgave myself what

happens is interest rates on my investment grand divine interest rates I didn't even know about hey you didn't realize that when you when you invested that $300 a hundred for each boom you didn't realize heaven multiplies its interest rates exponentially so you didn't get 300 you got three million from a $300 investment that doesn't make any sense and I don't care you know can I have a withdrawal if you like what form would you like that to take and implement that wherever and however okay

great let's take a few centering breaths mm-hmm very nice appropriate background music calming and centering very congruent with the idea of peace cosmic II kind of music and without imagining and going too far into the concept of the Big Bang and the separation let's just at least a glimpse of what that would be like this boom this explosion that seems to draw us apart and just for a moment become aware not

that the BIGBANG took place just keep that in the back of your mind the BIGBANG meaning we separated from God seemingly but let's ask ourselves this just open our minds and imagine what thoughts and beliefs we may have had even if they pass through our mind only for one second what thoughts and beliefs over say the last 30 days did we have that contributed to the propulsion of that explosion that separation every annoyance every judgment not just on yourself but others every time you saw someone is a victim or saw them as

lesser or greater than you every time you thought someone held in their hands your heart your ability to feel loved take responsibility for contributing to that propulsion that explosion not judge yourself for it just take responsibility Wow even when I reacted to a gray hair even when I thought I don't look good enough even when I judged I don't have children and I wish I did boom and if you can expand beyond 30 days just your life every time you thought judged skin color gender not even good or bad judgment of skin and gender even

the belief that someone is a gender their glorious beings of light when you thought it was too hot or cold out believe it or not it adds to the Big Bang explosion separation no dualistic thoughts whatsoever anything to the contrary adds to the separation every opinion economical political don't try to save but some of them are right let go of that for now and then what if I know nothing and feel the expansion starting to slow down I know nothing all of these were my opinions that I no longer choose to water and feed and

imagine the universe is slowing down what it's doing is it's saying wait a minute we were running on the fuel of your judgments you're withdrawing those and we're slowing down are you sure about this yes because we're almost stopping you sure you don't want to keep going in the old forms and patterns you once had I'm sure I'm gonna let those go if this could mean your oblivion it will not bad things might happen if you're not in control they already did from my control and then imagine that the whole

universe pauses think nothing feel nothing other than pause stillness silence holy spirit' mother of all teach me guide me what would you have me think and feel and then let's just spend half a minute imagining what is it like to be guided by the love of God known as the mother what would it look like in your day-to-day experiences

how would your finances relationships and so forth be different just imagine you're bringing something magical you are a light worker you're bringing something extraordinary to the world my goodness you're able to give smiles hugs even funds your affectionate touch imagine is magical absolutely magical every hand you take from this Center downloads healing to people your smile it brightens people day-date just imagine it brightens their day splendid splendor light love I'm returning to the knowing full-well

absolute conviction knowing that I am as God created me and grateful that I can now walk others home and so it is