Our Global Dark Night of the Soul

ah let's see um okay um what do you want me to talk about today give me a couple of key words kundalini something good god how about atlanta since we've had lemuria what was the first one that's good all in one sentence i could weave those together isn't it to gray isn't it great to have a clear kundalini awakening it makes you feel loved and as though you're birthing something new and so it is

no okay so we'll play with that i also promised the folks online um a topic that i'll weave these in together with you know it's it's very interesting the time we're going through we've been doing some very very deep talks each you know each week and each month i mean you know i could go back and watch a video from eight years ago and somebody's gonna go wow that was you know they're they're all great i'm wonderful no they're all great they're all great for this reason um

any time we let go and let god what do you expect why would anybody even doubt that so it's not weird for me to say that what i do is great i'm a really good teacher but it has nothing to do with me it first and foremost has to do with the ability to let go i mean right when you were just playing i mean if he sits there going i wonder what i'm gonna have for lunch and uh you know and gee you know himself self-self it's going to take away from the vibes and it's the same for me the compliment

is simply what that i love letting go and letting god and all of us it's our destiny not sh we should or need to if this is our destiny to become as we were created to be it's nice when a musician can let go and do it there it's nice when a speaker can let go and do it there our destiny is to do it in all all areas the the people of ancient lemuria that eventually became the people of tibet nepal the highlands you know the polynesian islands and so on they they got that because it was called sacred living but they didn't have to

call it that because there was nothing else you know you didn't have to go you know sacred verses this is just oh we are this is so they were really coming from a beautiful place atlantis symbolized i the little i the ego i i want something i'm gonna take over something you know they're very aggressive civilization but we're not going to into a full talk about them my point being and we will someday but my point being that these contrasts when we came into this universe we developed duality therefore we ended up with la moria

versus atlantis not that atlantis was always warring but it gave us that other duality one was the heart one was the mind the feeling the thinking and that's not ancient civilizations we still do this and atlantis is rising again in the form of weird behaviors in people letting technology make your decisions for you i mean that's what the atlanteans did they became just you know head strong nazi germany was a reincarnation of atlantis technology man technology so we have to change that but what's going

to change that well there's something that i call a soul transformation process okay a soul transformation process sorry the opposite uh janine sorry the opposite all right soul transformation process there's five stages of the soul transformation process and everybody goes through this typically or generically we can call this many or major versions of the dark knight of the soul now one of you asked about clarity clarity uh you know goodness and richness of life technically it's supposed to be our

default program to come from a place living in great consciousness that's our default program supposed to be when we developed an ego self we gave it power of attorney to decide our default programs so it changed the default program like a bad virus that gets into your computer it changed the default program to something other than default goodness or deservability the gifts of god living the consciousness of god and then experiencing the gifts or positive karma that would come from that so instead we started

infiltrating these other programs doubt and fear shames and guilts unworthiness and the world just manifests it so we can talk about the negatives of life the negatives of the world but all they're doing which we think you know is is hard on us inconvenient even traumatic to us but who's god the computers technologies no we're the ones who gave up our divinity and allowed other things allowed other things to you know kind of take over and run things so when we choose not to step into our power our power is automatically then

default mind you take it and and how insane we would have to be to allow an object it's crazy enough to give government your power or medicine your power or religion your power but to give an inanimate object let's see people are pretty soon they're going to be waking up go how do i feel today oh didn't think i was feeling that but now i am okay i mean that doesn't make sense it's like a person who's obsessed on negative versions of their astrological readings today in the newspaper how am i

feeling oh okay and go down with that you know into a bummer what you should do instead is oh my sign says oh what a bummer let me try another sign i like that one prosperity abounds that's that's what we can do say no anyway so a lot of people lately i've noticed there's there's talk about going through challenges and a lot of people are saying you know i'm going through the dark night or they talk about challenges and i say you know it's very clear this is unusual because i've written a

book on the dark knight of the soul explaining how you get there why you're there and what to do while you're there however what's interesting is that some people when people go through the dark night it's pretty easy to figure out when that's happening intuitively i can tell i can also tell by what they're describing but what's unusual right now is that the whole world is going through the dark night of the soul this hasn't happened in decades it's not that common when i wrote that book on the dark

knight of the soul i explained family individuals can go through it couples can go through it families can go through it groups can go through it nations can go through it races can go through it and then even more rarely the whole world and the whole world is going through the dark night of the soul you know and i i saw this coming and predicted it a couple of years ago and then it hits well it doesn't do that much to predict it really other than people go wow you predicted well how much good did that do did it

prevent it from happening humans are just stubborn they tend to like to learn to like to learn the hard way rather than you know the easy way we can learn the easy way it's our you know there's not even any lessons we would need to learn if we live in the dow live in the way of god but here we are so it's interesting that some people are going you know why do i feel like i'm in the dark night but i'm not actually in the dark night nothing's changed nothing horrendous has happened so why do i feel like it

ah you know why because you're feeling the collective you might not you yourself might not be going through the dark night but you're still feeling the dark night why because you're not just a you you're a we and we are going through the dark night so the we that is you is taken with it so if you're going through this let this really land and say to yourself okay got it now if anybody out there says no i'm absolutely not going through any transformation at all in any kind of dark night of the soul

you're wrong all right you're mistaken you can't be part of us and not be going through it because we're going through it that doesn't mean you need to be caught up in it so if you're not feeling it much how about owning this that maybe you simply chose not to get caught up in it and own that and be be excited about that be grateful that you made healthy decisions in that regard nice job okay so if i'm not going through it individually we are going through it collectively however i can add

no you know i'm okay all righty a little warmer please jeannie thanks all right so now the stages of the dark night of the soul now that's one name for it we can also call it the soul transformation process so some of you you know dealing with one the one key word that one of you shot out there was birthing don't birth yet you can ask about birthing and i'll try to address birthing but i want you to die first finish dying and die well the only reason i or we can go through the dark night of the soul is when

there's enough that needs to die of the old you know humans they're so linear you know death is like bad negative and all no no no no so so you have to have a an accident that's extreme enough a disease that's extreme enough to take you out of this lifetime so just die well don't be a victim of the deaths of their world just step up and go what do i need to let go of if you don't have attachments to stuff that needs to be purged out of you you won't be purged but you will be tested to confirm that

you're not attached to things it's still going to happen here and there so the world mirrors our consciousness we know some of these things already obviously but the the world mirrors our consciousness so when we're going through a personal or collective dark night of the soul if i'm going through a relationship dark night a family dark night children going through stuff i'm still there there's still something for me to do and there's two things everybody must do when they're in the

dark night of the soul one healing you know it's like you're in the the pits of hell you know you might as well bring a magazine to read do something constructive you know bring a good book you're going to be in hell do something while you're in hell oh how am i how long am i in here eternally well let me adapt to eternally i'm gonna get used to a tan because it's very fiery you know uh just go figure out how you can go with it but if you're in the depths the steps are dismantling emptiness or depression that

comes from being dismantled dismantling emptiness disorientation pause that's as far as most human beings go they usually get dismantled feel empty or depressed from being dismantled then they start feeling disoriented the average human being then quickly goes back to zero because they're gonna go they're gonna say i'm gonna go and find my new job i'm going to find my soul mate new relationship if you're still screwed up you won't get a better one you've got to heal the old so that the

old doesn't decide you're new i mean it's really beautiful and simple but humans man no they can say you know what i'm going to do whenever that happens to me because i saw a friend go through if that ever happens to me i'm going to launch into a whole new life you can't without doing your inner work 12 step programs are 12 steps for a reason it doesn't go i'm going to start step 112 done god i feel so clean and sober there's something you've got to go through humility soul-searching

inventory and that's what this whole process is about the universe is saying to you individually or collectively at times your soul wants to return to its true christ divine self you're dragging your feet your soul is saying that's why you hear that saying the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak so the human part of me is like no i don't know i'd like to just hang out and have problems a little longer the soul is saying won't it be nice when we return to oneness and we're like yeah but i don't like some people i

don't want to be one with them that's the human self nagging complaining wishing hoping and so on the soul spirit is willing but the flesh is weak so most people will never get in their current crisis most people will not get to four and five which is rebuilding a new life you can't rebuild a new anything when the old is still there so how much will you die of the old how much will you let go let's look at the world the world is going through a dark night of the soul now i can tell you that when the pandemic hit we started a

dismantling things you thought you knew you thought you could even buy toilet paper and that died so what i thought was life was changing i mean crazy behaviors in the streets on the tv in the news and everything was crazy so i could take that like oh my god the world and or i could take it as i need to prepare to die some of my old beliefs my hopes might you know even spiritual people will find themselves surprised we all think you know we're all homing and chanting for the kingdom of heaven to be here and look at people can't even

get over toilet paper issues and yet you think you think the human race is ready for a complete entrance into eden it's no i mean if i'm the bringer of bad news i hope i'm not surprising you you know but but if people are fighting over toilet paper really everything of the old has to die wait till food gets more scarce jobs are becoming interesting and scarce some in some ways for the better because a lot of people are realizing they didn't even like their job and this is kind of making that obvious

but sadly you know we go through the dismantling during that period months later people started experiencing the emptiness when that didn't happen too quickly and it it sort of started continuing and continuing pandemic oh it's more than just three people it's more than just 30 people 300 people oh well now it's everywhere oh look out that was definitely launching people into the second stage of the soul transformation process or the dark night depending on how you want to look at it it is a dark night if

you want to see it that way but it's potentially a soul transformation process when you're complaining you're not transforming so we can't obviously just say hey guess what i'm going through a soul transformation if all you do is hate and blame it's a dark night of the soul so we went through the first stage of the dark night dismantling second stage emptiness and depression over what we lost this year we're shifting into the third stage you can see it because the third stage is disorientation and you can tell

when people are disoriented when they start going wait what happened where am i going now when you start talking about the new job the new partnership the new something you're not there you're asking about it you're disoriented i don't know what job i don't know i don't even know if i'm gay or straight i don't know if i'm catholic or mormon or this when people don't know anymore that's disorientation so i'm you know i predicted it i'm predicting it now but it's also obvious if you just know

the stages right you don't have to be a prophet it's obvious read the signs be the the shaman consciousness of what you're seeing and sensing sign wise so it's like okay i get this stage four or five when's that coming no no no no when you're in disorientation let go is the first half let god is the second half of how to get to the bridge of faith that takes you into rebuilding a new life i can tell you this and promise you this you will not rebuild a new life without god nothing will be new without a new

inspiration coming to you of your new life yes we are part of god but i don't want the little part of me that doesn't quite know my divinity to make my decisions i'm going to surrender to the greater collective that is truly god the great the ultimate god consciousness and that level of humility is what takes you there which i guess is going back to when we started my doing talks and john you know john people you know spontaneous music it's fantastic or a parent that knows how to step in the zone and gets guidance on the yeses

and no's and the proper things of boundaries for the kids all of us are meant to be there going through this type of transformation is is going to really test you to go there now you're not gonna get to four and five with the old self so the first part of how to deal with the dark knight is die of the old self that means guys you know soul searching humility looking at what makes me tick addictions compulsions you know what hurts me what frustrates me things that i don't want to do anymore jobs that i don't like

relationships that seem intolerable stop breathe forgive but you can also leave and say no to some things clean house now how much should you clean house none of us in this room have the right to tell another how much they should clean house i'll only tell you this how much you clean will determine your new life now that doesn't mean that i think you should become you know where you sterilize all aspects of your life i don't think it means that you you have to go and get put everybody on notice hey there's going to be a new me so i

won't be needing none of you so goodbye you know and then you just stay in your house twiddling your thumbs waiting for your ascension and there's no beings watching over for you going oh you want to take them i don't want to take them you know so they just leave you alone because you're not doing your work so there's no ascension no no new day tomorrow so the the overreaction of you know obsessing on how clean your life should be that's not gonna be helpful you can tell just watch you can you can

sit there and rate zero to ten your health your finances different parts of your life and see and if something comes up bing a flag comes up and you're a two if your relationship's a two and you didn't realize it if your family life is a two a three and you didn't realize it if job is a one or a three you didn't realize it oh man that's hard oh i see it though this is challenging to own but it's there i see it and i'm going to need to commit to making some changes what changes it doesn't mean you're all

bad it means i need to make some changes maybe i was in a job maybe you're very not very nice as my boss but you know what it's also that maybe i have a pattern of low self-worth and so i end up in places where i'm not cared about or treated well so just don't just don't just get there to identify everybody else's problems get there to recognize your own in your own patterns and propensities and tendencies so you can clear them you know now some people are going ah that's work that's exhausting stay as you are and

here's what happens and this is what people usually do they go from stage three back to zero and they'll just get dismantled again with the same old lessons same old issues and the universe is so infinitely patient the universe says sweetheart we don't you can do 10 000 more lifetimes exactly as you are we don't mind to us it's all a day you know and you know dear god why did you let this happen god's like no i blame glaze i have you know i got nothing to do with your decision you keep doing this to yourself

and then it's back to zero pain you know dear lord help me do and then you start the process back to the little self again and you just refuse to say of myself i am nothing the old self must go it must die it's called reaching your pain tolerance reaching bottom but bottom is always where you decide it is it's not something that's fated someone's going to decide where the lowest low is for you get to decide so if my lowest low is on a 0 to 10 scale 10 being stellar ascension consciousness i can i could

decide that a six is as low as i want to go and come up out of that i don't have to get down to a four a two and so on the more stubborn we are the more the more uh belligerent the more unforgiving we insist on being the more we're going to get to bottom because unforgiving means things are going to blow up even bigger for us to see and the universe isn't doing it like we think of karma like something's getting you for this the universe is saying oh beloved you missed this when it was in a 25 x

magnification let's take it to a 1500 and you're walking down an aisle saying i do to somebody that's going to become the 1500 magnification of all your lessons and issues so it doesn't help to complain about it the world is going through a dark night of the soul or it can become a soul transformation process if all i do is get to three and go back it's not much of a soul transformation it was an opportunity and i didn't listen so this is what the human race is going to need to do die well

but i need to tell you you're not going to be able to help them you're not you're not going to be able to help them even though that sounds anti spiritual new ages you know and all that you're not going to be able to help them they can't go there if they don't want to go there what you need to do is help yourself you need to start getting these two pieces together which is die well don't ask them to die well you die well be an example rather than a preaching kind of a person die well

what's the second piece a new level of relationship with god that's the piece i the first three steps of the process are to die well the next two come from my tightening my relationship with god spirit now there's some people out there that will go you know what do we call it god god spirit buddha jesus and they make these all the same they're not all the same once you start saying well my religion is to hang out on street corners and worship fire hydrants it's not really it it's not really a conscious being

that can help you try to go to the highest a teacher a healer all we can do is reflect the advice don't go to teachers psychics healers that do not go to source for their guidance otherwise you're just getting opinion opinions they might even be good opinions but they will they're well will run dry for those who do not go to source you can be a good psychic because you tend to be a good psychic for whatever past life stuff or family you know genetic fifth generation psychic that works well but run on your own reserves and it will

expire i don't want one of them i want a doctor if i need a doctor that knows how to plug in i want a parent that knows how to plug in if my parents didn't do that then let me choose god as my parents if i want counselors and the counselor all they do is sit there and act like they're my girlfriend you know my best friend and they sit there and take notes oh how was your weekend how did that feel okay see you next week that's nice that's nice for them they probably should have plenty of clients that like to chat and not get

anywhere but if it's me and that's my counselor why why am i paying for you to chat i want a sponsor i want a counselor who really directs me into myself so i'm different every time i walk out of their room the same way if you go to a personal trainer at a gym if they say well you know you don't seem like you're in the mood to work out why don't we sit down and have a little smoothie you know fruit smoothie and we'll just sit and watch people work out no no tell them you know that that was kind of

nice man hanging out you know now i now that i've gained 10 pounds on fruit smoothies you know i think i'm going to get a different trainer though you could thank them love them and you know and hang out with them when you want to gain weight but if you're a guest i'm usually not like this this is really an odd day i guess now anyway thanks for bearing with me so you could also say you know it's not easy for me but i'm gonna ask for a sponsor that makes me do my homework more i'm gonna

ask for a counselor it's not easy it isn't because i gotta look at myself i've quoted before a gospel of thomas where jesus says when you get on the path and you start to do your work the first thing you're going to feel is disturbed because it's inconvenient to look at your stuff you know they don't make the 12-step programs and make the 12th step your inventory you got to look at your stuff way back here so you know it's at first it's disturbing to get on the path and when we talk about the

soul transformation process we're going to call it and include the final two pieces um you know i there's dismantlings there's emptiness that i go through while i'm in the emptiness let me look at my patterns of emptiness let me see why i was so attached to what was dismantled that it bothered me so much that could be a relationship leaves and i didn't ever imagine when i said i do i thought i was going to be married forever it ends and you go through darkness but it's not darkness eternally it's

just emptiness because you got dismantled so now i think i need to do more inner work where i never again put all of myself in another person where i can get dismantled this way does that make sense see what i'm saying stop putting it on so much on people even the world we live in or a certain person you were hoping to win an election and they don't win you're voting for your team to win the super bowl and they don't win you going to into a pit you had an attachment you got dismantled next disorientation

well i was a a big baseball fan and my team lost and with god we we all thought it was a miracle it was the first time they went to the whatever the world series and and i thought my team was going to win and everybody locally was we had prayer circles you know we thought for sure god was on our side god liked one team better than another you know especially if our team's called the angels of course right that's a no-brainer it's like it's all synchronized it's all perfect in alignment god us prayer circles the

angels are in the world series it's god's gonna win because god's supposed to win that's exactly when god's going to go i have an idea the angels are going to get wiped out they're going to lose every game you know people you know and now they take angels off their wall in their house and they put them in a box and send them to goodwill or whatever i can't believe it you're being dismantled you're feeling empty you play some depressing music while you're taking all your angels off your

altar and i don't believe in angels anymore and and it's funny to put it this way when you have a loved one die the angels didn't come through for you that's a dismantling and you feel empty and you can't live if living is without them that's emptiness and that's this world right now people are like loved ones died millions have died all right or whatever number they're up to now so people don't know what to do mask no mask it was partly first look at why it bothers you to wear

masks well i don't want to be told what to do oh let's look at that you know wearing a mask for some people it's not just a mask there's no mask it's an illusion why is this child of god upset i'm not upset you know and they walk around going stupid it reminds me of my father always controlling me past life's religion i was a catholic five lifetimes ago and they used to tell us that we had to wear habits and and this is just part of my habit just [Laughter] [Applause] can i hear an amen no yes jesus

okay so process i know it's a drag but process so now while you're driving and you're you're or you're at work or whatever the grocery store you wear the mask and you go man this brings up this and this look at it and just what you just did laugh at yourself laugh at yourself you know people look at you go oh you okay you have tears in your eyes that's because this is hilarious you know i'm laughing so hard i'm crying because oh my god you know and it is kind of funny you know people you know and then every so

often they go and then it's kind of funny because you know the best way to stay safe is to suffocate you know [Laughter] this is so weird i hope i'm addressing your comment your question um while i'm in the darkness you gotta i gotta watch for my addictions and compulsions my reactions to people and things the mask and what it brings up look at it then all of a sudden you realize i know the truth but i'll respect the illusion and they're asking for masks i don't care put one on you know or not put one whatever you're

you know you're you're in a different world you're following it you're in the world but not of the world but remember the no attachment lesson you're going to get if you have the attachments so if you say i'm not going to wear a mask because i'm just so close to god so i'm going to show everybody that my immunity comes from the lord well tell him when you see him if you get sick don't blame don't blame and say wait i thought that i didn't need a mask because the lord

was and the lord's going yeah i'm here see me hi bye back to earth and you know you'll come into some other incarnation where they have to wear full face shields or whatever you know you'll be an astronaut of some kind you know on some planet you know kind of you know anyway so this is your fault his music did something um yeah right let's blame so so i i get it and if i'm if you're if you have cancer do i do chemo do i not do the one you're going to live with quietly if you do it and blame that it didn't go

well you had an attachment you're being dismantled now you're feeling emptiness blaming and then you're going to be disoriented i should have done what i should have done shouldn't have done back to zero and here you go again do what you know you can fully do if you don't wear a mask and you get a disease if you wear a mask and you get the disease die well you know oh well i mean really be at peace don't blame in shame well i thought the government said why are you listening to them so be advised that the more we

follow the unholy trinity science and religion and government the more you're going to get dismantled i mean they're the unholy trinity man none of them believe in god none of them believe in god i know religion you go well no yes they do no they don't they i know they talk about i'm not talking about individuals in the religions that really do believe i'm talking about the institutions they don't really believe if they really believe they would have more of a process of introducing you to

that god they don't know that god they can't introduce you to that god and they'll shame you if you decide you find a way to do it you know yeah that's fine you know one of my kids i remember when my kids when no other school would have them i don't know why i don't know why when no other school would have them they ended up in a catholic school for i think two years and you know i would get called into mother superior's office all the time you know and it would be like your daughter keeps talking about seeing

angels around the teacher and telling the other kids don't you see that uh tell your i'm like how weird is this i met a church-oriented school and they're telling her they don't believe in this that you know she's nuts or something you know um so so the religions don't really believe in it that's why they're an institution not an experience every religion has a mystic component every religion the sufism is is a mystic component of one you know uh christian mystics are part of another

in kabbalah it's in another they all have a mystical component but the institutions the third dimensional ones they don't get that let's let that be because they're supposed to be taking care of the letter of the law so let them be but for your experience with god you won't get it from the letter of the law you get it from the surrendering and the calling in the new so what i can say about this is where do you think we're going do you see science religion government doing what i said dying of the old

i don't see that i hope you do i'm not seeing that do you see humility do you see do you see a a rel let's say government do you see government officials going i see what's happening we're supposed to be letting go of our old opinions we're supposed to be letting go of hatreds and having parties i guess they call it left and right kind of things i don't hear a lot of them saying that they will when it gets leveled more and more and more and more eventually the pain tolerance then they're going to say

we need to get back to god but they can't because someone else is complaining about what the name of god which religion you're wrong again it isn't the religion whatever works for you like john lennon song whatever gets you to the light is all right so i don't see that happening which tells me we're going to go the race is going to go back to zero and then have to get dismantled again it's not going to be decades away like this one was from the last within 10 years or so another wave of dismantling's in and

it's never going to stop it's going to be ten years five years three years constantly until it's constant and that's what your book of revelation describes all that endings and turmoil all it is is us being stubborn now i'm not going to be able to make everybody on the planet not be that way but i start here my advice to you work on yourself get into your soul-searching clear and clean let's call this that everybody listening to this this is a team of people that wants to do it differently

so let's do it right do your soul searching do your house clearing consistently not once and not obsessively just consistently do your soul-searching secondly create a tighter relationship with god start and end every morning with you know god and every time and now and then throughout with god i don't care if you're calling it spirit god oneness but with what you know to be god absolute humility the surrendering process you know being able to walk around your house talking to god you know and and make it personal make

it like jesus says call him abba because he's as close as your own father let's say this is my creator i've never been separate other than in my mind so let me talk to god as though i'm right here and it's right here because it is so one was god okay got it jesus whatever is going to work for you but try to make it the highest don't take it all the way down to your inner your inner you know michael mir dad it's it's go to god don't make it your teacher don't make it your author

get to god as best you can the higher you go the better off you're going to be go into the depths during the this part you know the the healing part the soul-searching part the you know this this gardening i sometimes call it getting all the weeds and rocks out of there do that as deep as you can do this as high as you can and you're good to go i would recommend that you do this and when you do you are having an effect in the world but through osmosis i can't change your process but i can change me and then

what it does is filters into everybody else that's how i can make a difference thank you secondly work with the highest groups you find like attending here or whatever go to you know try not to settle but get involved with the highest groups you find online your teachers or whatever you find to be helpful make that a part of your life otherwise you're just going to get dismantled you won't understand what's happening you'll feel even emptier you're going to get into disorientation where you're going to get into

compulsions and addictions because when you're in disorientation which makes you feel like you're not in control that's what disorientation also looks like i don't feel like i'm in control of my life perfect you know what i need a drink because i need to cope with not feeling uncomfortable i need another injection i need another you know three-dimensional program to get excited about and and you know it's fine i'm not judging those they must not be your god they must not be your go-to program

you tried it they didn't help they didn't save you those things of this world back to zero back to how many times how many times do i have to do it stop house cleaning surrender to the greatest highest let yourself do your work but find groups that are of the highest as well then my individual work is going to have an effect and my collective work with groups is going to have an obvious collective effect make sense okay please take a few centering breaths a few centering breaths letting go you're not going to fix them

let the dead bury the dead krishna said it jesus said it let the dead bury it sounds so insensitive what it means is those who don't want to be awake let them be on there let them do their thing you work on your awakening and you will trigger theirs if you obsess on their their you know dead consciousness their stubbornness then you will sink with them so right now beginning some deep relaxed breathing relief i don't have to carry them i don't have to rescue them but i'm not better than them i have permission to let go

[Music] [Music] hmm [Music] today's meditation for a minute or two please just let it be about letting go of the past patterns programs opinions letting go let go of your religions of the past politics of the past so that in a minute or two we will have committed to emptying our cup [Music] [Applause] [Music]

tendencies compulsions addictions goodbye [Music] waiting [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Laughter] ah [Music] there are no others no there are no others to judge to save to rescue there are no others and there's nothing but god [Music] [Laughter] [Music] me

[Music] beloved father mother god i recognize i and we have been going through challenging processes that could be called dismantling i also accept this is bigger than i thought this isn't a pandemic this isn't a mask this isn't an instance a circumstance this is our total global transformation that's trying to take place i get it i accept it and third rather than reacting i surrender onto the altar all that i would have tried to cling to emptying my heart and soul uh

[Music] being empty i'm now ready to step forward i know that on a deeper level i bring all humanity with me but if they're not choosing literally that's fine i choose right now to take the step forward into rebuilding a new life but not of my little self i humbly ask you father mother god guide me guide me into rebuilding a new life let it be your decisions that guide my day to day my thoughts words and deeds guide me forward [Music] and together we will rebuild a new life which will be reflected in a new world

[Music] hey [Music] i give thanks father mother god even before i see the results of the change i know the truth and the truth is when i step in and call upon you it's impossible for you to not to not fill my life with your gifts now comes greater health wealth wisdom greater parenting partnership skills greater everything that i am you guide me to my new job help me to heal the compulsion to make myself find one and a partnership and all these sacred things of planet earth the false idols show me the real show me my soul show me

my soul mates my soul's purpose my true health and vitality when i live in the light of god [Music] foreign [Music] [Laughter] [Music] thank you thank you thank you my heart is full with gratitude that we're turning what was a dark night personally and or globally

into a soul transformation process thank you thank you to myself for listening to the call to be here and listen today to something that could be so meaningful this isn't just an average day the universe sees what we're going through the world is going through a death and a rebirth the world is being reincarnated to a new level but it can't be a new level if we carry too much of the ballast the weight the old level i refuse to think of genders races being all different and at conflict with one another it's impossible in god therefore

it's impossible in me i choose the way of god and i give thanks [Music] uh [Music] hmm [Music] [Music] and so it is

[Music] very slowly reacclimate to the room but do not be abrupt with it just do it slowly enough to where you know you're taking the experience into the world you're not cutting and leaving it you're bringing it forward if i do it too fast i might disconnect from it so no i step back breathe it in again bring it with you so thoroughly so viscerally slowly reacclimating good good good good thank you

thank you john isn't it beautiful remember everything it's not one category needs to change people stand around and try to push politics to change they try to push religion to change they try stop you're not going to change it it needs to die it all all the old forms have to die genetics is another belief system it has to die oh well now i don't want certain genetics to go i don't mind some genetics let's let the cancer gene go but i want to keep my hair stop the genetics let them die and take on

the genes of god be gods and goddesses you know like your divinity genes instead of human ones no but i really like this one thing about myself then you're still attached it's gonna have to be dismantled what you don't let go of will get dismantled so why not step in and participate all categories have to be done differently we have to bring sacredness to everything we can still have gatherings and not have them be done the old way you can still still have health and fitness and vitality but just not done

the old way maybe not with the obsessiveness to it or the fault finding to it you know people going oh you know i've i've had children and now i gained him about i'm gonna go and run every day to you're already judging something and you're trying to get rid of it you know be at peace it's okay it doesn't matter if aging you lose a couple teeth you lose some hair it's fine you know change your name jack o'lantern that's your spirit name i moved to sedona called myself jack-o'-lantern

it's all right like come on take you know take some love for your new body when you say oh but i wish i had you're not in the moment but if you have to wish that you had the body you had when you were 20s on 30 something it's going to get dismantled all limiting belief systems have to die i'm not being pessimistic they have to die because they're limited you say you wanted more divinity that would be called unlimited so the limited parts have to die everything made sacred music how i listen to music dance how i

choose to dance how i parent everything done differently when and that includes sexuality it includes relationships if you try to extract something like sexuality you're just going back to being a nun like in another lifetime you lived don't leave any no stone unturned sacredness to every category when we bring enough sacredness to every category everything will be sacred and that's back to eden okay i appreciate you all you know just sharing so deeply your thoughts your feelings the vibes the questions because

what i do is is is a a play off of divine guidance the collective needs at the moment and then my own whatever is happening as a channel or whatever you know so i appreciate everybody's contribution obviously very deep people drawn to this kind of an experience it's just beautiful and the music you know did you bring a table of products um all my stuff is online okay so where to find it uh john dumas.

com john dumas d-u-m-a-s dot-com is the website please go and and to be supportive but also to add to your sacred music collection johndamas.com and there's downloadable tunes there all right all right all right thank you please stand for our closing song god bless us everyone such a great vibe isn't it god bless you and thank you um any you know any support your prayers your your donations anything you can do to keep supporting this we don't have any grandiose things that we do financially uh we don't have any

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bit that you donate it's going for really really practical and good things that we're doing here all right all right god bless we just tune in to the gratitude gratitude amazing sharing today amazing group shared laughter people online from around the world this is amazing grateful just this peaceful place that we're creating together even this unity of sedona is co-creating a new life with god it's going over the bridge and co-creating a new life light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god

unfolds us we are the love of god the power of god protects us we are the power of god and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am and we are and so it is god bless you thank you so much