New Beginnings in the New Year

expected New Beginnings Trust okay any others okay that's good thank you many years ago a woman prepared her Consciousness and she wasn't even knowing that she was doing this She Was preparing her Consciousness she brought the best of her past lives as well as some of her unhealed stuff from past lives with her into this life and she became conflicted with all that was going on inside of her what's happening what am I

going to do with all this and um simply because there was a moment where she said you know from now on I want to dedicate my life to a greater good she wasn't knowing that it would be like some altruistic service to humanity she just knew that it was something else something like let's get along more let's work with each other more let's create spiritual community and so forth and because of that simple thing because she was willing to join with others to creating a better world when we do two

or more with one intention magical things happen it doesn't mean we can't do anything magical of ourselves because you can still join with God as your partner in whatever you're doing but really two or more so there's this thing this magical thing happens and part of it isn't about the number of people and so on and it's not about wonderful wording like twin souls and so on it's it's really about the idea that we are not separate so there isn't as the Sufi say there's only one of us here so there really

isn't two other 150 other you know 80 000 others billions of other there's just one God we're part of God so we two are one so really when you decide to sit with a client as a counselor A Healer a doctor whatever we're doing or as a friend family member whenever we're joining with others we're creating a magical presence but the reason it's magical is because we're getting back to the truth of God which is there's only one of us so as soon as you join with any other one you're creating a little micro

version of Oneness again now if you can leave this planet saying all my relationships are holy that's the ultimate goal but start with one and just in agreement it can be an x that you say no more fighting and it would be wonderful if they join you and say you're right for our sake for the kids sake for the world's sake yeah let's let's get over this weird tension that we've got and you're already going to create something magical if they say no no you filed divorce papers I'm never going

to forgive you you still can hold Holiness in your Consciousness through intention with them in other words you can include them even if they don't want to be included no you don't have to get the permission to be won we already are so it's an amazing thing when we realize I'm going to get out of selfishness pettiness immaturity and start thinking about how can we make a better place let's say for example you're out to eat and you notice that your waiters upset frustrated or just nervous it's their

first day when you take a moment to say you're doing such a great job you see you flew in under the radar and joined with them you didn't have to say excuse me would you mind if I call in my guides and create a Sacred Space here at Denny's you know um no no all you have to do is care enough about people to want to do it and it's already going to start happening so all of a sudden you created Magic because you cared enough about that person that's the direction we are going and it's the direction we must go it's

inevitable but we've got to grow up and get to that place Helen is the person I was talking about earlier with A Course in Miracles so she heard this voice said saying you know basically got it we heard you and now something's going to happen and it became the channeling of A Course in Miracles but I'm not saying that we all have to start channeling life-changing books it's whatever I mean it's enough that you joined with a waiter waitress or whatever a server it's enough that you join with somebody who's

on the side of the road and they've got a blowout you don't have time to pull over and stop and help them but in your prayers we're okay brother we're okay sister you know God's here and everything will be fine you know whatever way that you can reach out pray and connect with others one of you asked about the word trust and that's the ultimate image of trust see if you say well I trust in God well that's sort of a no-brainer but you also can't prove it you you think you can if you if you want

to prove that you have trust in God show trust in the Divinity in other people that doesn't mean jump off the cliff when they ask you to to show your trust in them because that's trusting in their ego which isn't the real them why trust in the false them we're talking real Trust is in the trustworthy parts of others the trustworthy parts of yourself so and and Trust was a word that sort of came up last night as well in our evening service um so obviously that's an important thing for us to remember there's there's

a talk on trust that I've done it's in the DVD sets it's probably in the um one of the ones called spirituality there's volume one two three four five and so on and each one each one of our DVDs has four different talks so one of them I know in there is on trust if you want to kind of delve into that a bit more and and one of you is asking about Grace we're all moving in this direction no matter how weird the world gets our job is not to one day trust when everything goes our way the power of the Holy Spirit or Divine

mother in US is to love our child even when it looks troubled whether it has um dysfunctions addictions um you know whatever uh um injuries or mental illnesses or whatever it happens to be I'm not saying wish those things weren't there I'm saying trust that they are not what you're seeing well how long do I do that they're not healed yet you're not trusting the word trust is inclusive of things unseen don't trust your child and want them to be fixed trust in them despite the way they look despite the way they act and I

didn't say trust and move them in to your house you can say adios and I trust that you'll be okay you know go with God it's okay because you also have to trust in your value to have peace in your household and not conflict and if others are not able to bring about peace it's okay to say well you know what not today I need to have space where my life comes together and you asked about the word grace and and Grace is such a beautiful word just the word it sounds just so like Charming sounds like Christmassy

Grace Grace graciousness Grace in the way you move and you know there's that Grace but it's also in a sense it's the remembrance of who we really are so some people say well there's something called karma but what about Grace isn't trying to fix Karma Grace is once you either work through your karma which we should do on a regular basis but don't make that your obsession Grace is what we remember after we've healed enough which we should do on two levels one with our efforts to some degree working

on Karma and clearing things and all that daily Health mental illness or whatever we're working on strain anxiety whatever it is but Grace is also already there waiting for us to accept it so Grace isn't something that's bestowed like a a government can bestow amnesty or of some kind that's like a a human version of Grace it's not like that though Grace is already there we were made in God's image we were made as holy beings when we accept that Grace is found it's not bestowed you have worked so

hard God has decided to bestow Grace upon you and wash clean your sins quote unquote sins that's not what Grace is it's okay if you think that's what it is and go wow I'm feeling God's grace I think that's beautiful there's all kinds of I'm sure stories online probably Grace recipients.

com or you know on YouTube you know people have received Grace and it's beautiful because they're feeling great and I I think it's great wonderful I'm just saying the real definition is that God doesn't decide to find favor on you you decided to find favor you decided to become who you are and you it looks like you get there and God bestows grace but actually you're just remembering you're parting the clouds and light came through but the sun was there even though it was a cloudy day wow the sun came out no it was already

there you mean the clouds got out of the way and that's what Grace is basically going to look like for everybody and and one of you also asked about dealing with suffering I I think that that's an important question because so often on the spiritual path we do bypassing you know we I've seen people who are trying to be so spiritual that they almost hide from trauma they hide from suffering um that's what they tried to do to Buddha keep him sheltered away so he could be you know Charmed and grace-filled

um and he realized this doesn't make any sense people are suffering I want to understand that I want to be there with them which I think is is a rare rare love for people but that's the way it looks it's like you know there's there's this suffering that goes on in this world I'm not saying you should inflate the suffering I'm not saying when someone's suffering you should jump in the quicksand with them in the suffering The light workers of the world are people who know how to say I'm going to

keep one half of me and God the other half with people I'm going to Center always remembering the grace that I am always remembering that in God there's no suffering but my brother and sister right now feels they are how can I help you see humans do everything in such a black and white fashion which is very a very common symptom of addiction and codependence so you jump in to help others with their suffering thinking that you're just simply trying to help them no you're not that's not true it might look like you

might trick yourself and others into thinking such a selfless person they're always willing to jump in the quicksand that's a drama queen that is a um an addict of dysfunction that's not what a light worker does you'd never give yourself up for the sake of trying to help others and excuse it as God's will that's old school programming of the church give up everything you should suffer because Jesus suffered on the cross if you want to ever be and found in Jesus's favor you have to suffer like him he never

said that that defeats the whole point he does the cross he does the Ascension the resurrection rather the Resurrection The the crucifixion is to take all suffering oh and and be a an innocent lamb so you can look at him and go poor Jesus suffered that's not what he asked you to do he was saying I'm taking the illusion of suffering on myself so you no longer have to go through the illusion of suffering I'll just take it on and then what I'm going to do is let it kill me because it kills you every day

but keep watching he's saying keep watching he resurrects to prove it's done the need for karma and the need for healing and so on and so on is not needed it's gone it's done I resurrected so in a way the first coming of Jesus was this guy that lived and taught and got crucified but really his own Second Coming was when he resurrected because that's like in a sense you could say it's like Christmas you have the birth of a baby Jesus but he could have been a nobody he could have just chosen to do

nothing really what was important was what we celebrate in another holiday called Easter when he resurrected that's Springtime not dark winter it's springtime in the northern hemisphere anyway so think about that that suffering is old school programming and suffering includes health and wealth we have programs that tell us we're not allowed to be prosperous we're not allowed to be too happy most of us have had people in our lives that in a way we're almost almost offended when we were too happy

you know it's almost like that wipe that smile off your face why I can't not smile have you heard the good your news of the Lord yes I have apparently not because it should make you excited you should fun you know there should be like this happiness but in this world there is suffering and It ultimately yes it's an illusion but for now that's we haven't figured that out completely yet not all people have come out of that belief that we have suffering and if there's even one person left on the planet that's still

struggling Health Finance is emotional issues whatever it happens to be then we're not home and we should be there to help them so light workers are not just light their light workers which means there's something to do someone to help don't become a rescuer but just being aware to care about people I've said this many times over the years but when someone walks in the room they might have overt reasons to to look like they're suffering but a lot of times they don't they look like anybody else in the room just

barely okay you know grocery store kind of look the center people walk in just to look that you have every day what people don't know is there's the way they're walking the way they're standing their facial expressions sounds a sigh those are all signals to other people I'm suffering does anyone see it does anyone care and I'm telling you this is what happens there's a frequency that comes out of people it's in their Aura it's in their body posture their body language it's in

their words and the world would depict a race of people that says and we don't care that's just not okay it's not righteousness righteousness means right Consciousness that's not right Consciousness we should all care when I do talks and everybody's you know excited and they're real high and everything's great but I never forget that there's one or more in the room that aren't high like everybody else and they feel out of place so every so often you'll see me hook into that place I just do a quick

hook back and drop into that and go into something deeper to let them know I see them they may or may not hear that I caught it but when I'm doing a talk I've always said this too it's kind of a synthesis of God self and others it's never just self hi I have a great talk to share with you I'm sure it'll help you because it'll make you more like me who's wonderful that's that's a talker that's elect that's a lecturer you know what value is that that makes no sense to me

so when we when we join in a holy relationship with God and say your will be done and it doesn't have to be done like religiously just intention spiritual you know your will be done then all knowledge all-knowing all love God can join with us now we're plugged into God but that's great you could do that in a cave in the Himalayas but then what is it changing you okay so not just God self okay I want to integrate that into me God's presence God's presence isn't just chanting om all the time God's presence

in me also means Shining Light On My Own wounds and issues let me heal let me unfold beautiful God himself so now God speaks to me but also in a practical way that I can integrate it into my own life good so far then when I'm done with my meditation or my marveling on how connected I feel and and integrated I open my eyes and there's what we call people you know and we're like oh look at them they're so messed up they're not like me when I'm joining with God and you missed it again God self others

and if you want to know how you're doing with your relationship with God and self you'll see it in through others others are the mirror of how I'm doing inside to ignore them means I'm ignoring something inside of with me and God and with myself so how can I be helpful and so it's it's I will say this an unhealed person a falsely empathic person I say falsely because there's true empathy which is really seeing things as God would see them and caring about people and then there's false

which is hypersensitive you know and so the false kinds of empathy are to to look at everybody with pity looking at people as being broken and that doesn't just like oh I'm just so selfless I just care so much about others look at all the suffering you're actually going into the quicksand with them and you're not helping them because you're affirming their sickness you're affirming their hopelessness and their despair that's not what I'm describing when I say we need to practice being there for others there

are some people that are so sensitive I mean they can't go into a grocery store for Wheaties without coming out you know like shell-shocked you know like oh I'm having post trauma you know the Wheaties and then the gluten and then the weak allergies and people they shouldn't be buying this because it's affecting their Aura and I tried to tell them and they kicked me out of this store and people just don't he listened to me and I'm never being listened to and here comes all this old never heard

you know just like my teacher in second grade you know how has that been helpful so how do I stay here sense what's happening and become helpful but never losing my own Center that's true empathy I get what you're going through and I'm here I'm not there I'm here would you like me to help because if you do I'll help you you'll come here I'll meet you from a centered Place well I don't need that I'm already centered okay thank you bye because they don't get that they're

needing help and that's fine but where we go it isn't just in a counseling session that people are reaching out everywhere everywhere on the planet even in a spiritual center there's always somebody whose energy is I am here to celebrate the holiday I'm here to be in a spiritual center but they're also possibly reliving or currently living a divorce or the fear of moving from one house to another or noticing finances are getting a little you know thinned out whatever it happens to be that is not holy

that's not a Holy Experience it's a painful one our job is to say how can I be helpful and first and foremost in Consciousness not always actions but in consciousness there's someone that hasn't had affection for 20 years and there's they're not going to say Michael you know at the end of service Michael I want to share some feedback when you're asked about feedback of the service I just want to actually not share feedback per se but let everybody know that I have been held in 20 years

see that's not going to usually happen it's a frequency we put out we don't usually want to announce that we've been you know abused as a child or that we're scared of not having intimacy or whatever it is we don't usually announce those things it's a frequency and nobody seems to care enough to hear it to feel it now I'm not going to shame us and say we're doing something wrong by not hearing others because technically what it means is you're afraid of being overwhelmed by other people's stuff and

that's actually a realistic concern but the more we grow and find Center the less you'll be intimidated by that idea no matter how evolved you might still have you know to find your Center your boundaries you might still have to get away from people for a while even Jesus walked away and took some time to Center but you know for us re reconnect regularly reconnect every morning when you wake up reconnect in the evening when you go to sleep that's where you'll find a sense of invincibility centering in God it's like I feel like

there's no limit to the help I can offer as opposed to I can only give you five minutes people five minutes a day then I get drained that's not actually the way your systems are supposed to look and feel you should feel absolutely invincible absolutely plugged in like you could do anything I'm not saying you should get to that point right now I'm saying that's an inevitability we're Divine beings Jesus even said ye are gods so we are not only gods in this universe God's goddesses but we Are Holy children

of God so we are princes and princesses of God the king let's put it that way we have all that we need to be helpful to others for now if you're afraid that you're you're aura's too thin your boundaries are too challenged to be able to help people without getting drained honor that honor that but just know the more that you grow the more you wake up the more you're going to feel a reserve of energy inside to be more and more helpful okay as we heal so the world is is and one reason I brought up this Course

in Miracles Origins this woman she's talking to Jesus and he's giving her these downloads of A Course in Miracles and she's like well why you know I'm I don't even know if I believe in God I'm agnostic I'm Jewish and I got Jesus talking to me um and I'm a counselor and I'm hearing voices like this is like the trifecta of hell all things here you know I don't believe in God I'm Jewish I don't believe in Jesus and I don't like the idea of hearing voices so she's confidentially

going to her colleagues going I think I need medicated or hospitalized why because I'm hearing this voice what's the voice saying it's all about love they're like I don't know call me silly called me adventurist but you might want to hear what it has to say oh no no hearing voices is wrong and bad and there's programming that's the old her from another lifetime it's scary I'm afraid of this but wisely her colleague who who wasn't like a Mystic he's just a person who

knew a little bit about spirituality which is another counselor therapist and he said well why don't we do this why don't you write down what the voice is telling you and then we'll look at it that's what Jesus referred to as by the fruits ye shall know them you write this stuff down you know if it says kill all your relatives now maybe we should get you there therapy or you know uh counseling or medication or hospitalization but you read it and it's saying everyone in the world is going to come to a place of

forgiveness what you know what kind of evil entity or psychotic voice is going to tell you that and even if it's a psychotic voice seems like a pretty decent one so they wrote it down she checked it out and I I suggest that to you as well when you get guidance whether it's uh for a little event in your life or whether it's a big project just write it down see what it's got to say if it's loving If It's Love based if it's helpful if it's clear if it inspires which comes from the word to be

in spirit if it inspires versus deflates it's clear instead of complicated why not give thanks for it and say you know this is pretty cool is this for me or others it always is for you first some people get this channeling of a book and go I need to tell the world about this well how much have you learned from it integrated it well I don't need to integrate I'm the channel so apparently I'm good this is for everybody no no it's always about you even though your mother and father used to say do you think everything's about

you you should go back to him and say yeah actually I found out it is because there is no other the others are just mirrors of you so it's just House of mirrors and it's a fun house right you know a little crazy but it's a house of mirrors it's Illusions but the people are signposts showing us you know what's really going on inside and there was a point where she's going why and so on and Jesus said the following Helen the world is worsening at an alarming rate now this is Jesus who knows this is an

illusion but he still told her the world is worsening at an alarming rate he tells her she says well if this is so profound there's this teaching this wonderful stuff why am I so anxious about it that's your filters that's your issues your triggers he said you know you're you're of course therapist and Jewish and you know the hearing a voice of Jesus is going to be a little challenging she says but you said that because he did he told her you and I in a previous lifetime made an agreement to do a project to help

Humanity that's pretty cool like a nice stamp of approval right she said well if I agreed why do I feel such anxiety it's because if you do some project whether it's songwriting or you you become a volunteer or an employee here at our Center or you you write a book for Jesus or whatever it is that doesn't mean everything's peachy the stuff that you have in the way of accomplishing the gift is going to have to come up because you're not there just to do the project you're there to clear your stuff

when you die and go to the other side they will not just give kudos for the project you did hi how did life go well I wrote a song oh well enter the kingdom by all means there's a lot of people that wrote songs did you become the song It's a song about forgiveness did you forgive well no but I told people about it people can say tell that you're a hypocrite the song didn't reach as many people because it didn't seem authentic right the musician it's if it's authentic people feel it

so on that note think about that like there's all kinds of magical things trying to come through you but people think that when they a challenger Rose as a uh whatever a board member here a CEO of a corporation a ball player on a professional team it wasn't just about scoring the goals it wasn't just about watching the the the chart go up with the income of the build the business it's and did you heal the stuff that came up along the way that's our work that's our job because when you get to the other side they say

how do you how'd you do you know and how did the music go well as you know it wasn't about the music it was about the stuff that came up you know look how many rock bands they get together they're all yeah man we're going to be we're going to be a band yeah maybe we can make it big we'll have a hit or whatever you know and a couple years later they don't even speak to each other anymore that it wasn't the hits that they were supposed to do it was to find healing in their relationships

should they have given up when the challenges came up no no they could have hung in there and saw it for what it really is if you don't communicate you're going to contribute to the failing of this healing project you've got to communicate you got to talk well but they don't want to talk back all you need to do is change what you can and accept what you can have you done everything you could too within reason to get the relationship healed get the project to work more smoothly you know walk through it talk through it

so Jesus tells her there are times when you don't realize the back story so I know that you're anxious about writing this book and here's what he told her he said the truth of the matter is you were supposed to write this book in your next lifetime he said but the world is worsening at an alarming rate so I needed you to do it now so the reason she was anxious about channeling A Course in Miracles she died with extreme anxiety and pain because she was never totally at peace with this process and God bless her because Jesus said I

know honey I know I'm asking a lot you were going to be ready in your next lifetime because you would have processed through some things and you'd have worked on things on the other side you'd have come back and written this book but what did he tell her but I need you to do it now before you're even ready so I really appreciate and he said you don't have to I'll understand but then he threw in but I know you'll do the right thing you know it's like uh clever man clever but think about that

because sometimes you are asked to do a little extra forgiveness a little extra patience a little extra and I and I know it's challenging but sometimes Spirit saying you know what you're doing some remarkable shifts in your life do you realize um we thought you were going to kind of go from a a a a a five spiritually five in your Consciousness we thought this lifetime it was really planned for you to get to a seven you got to a nine so we're just gonna throw the last couple pieces in the mix for you it's

just a couple of annoying people here they come you're already there anyway you're almost completely awake you're gonna be a 10. an ascended Master good for you but you don't know that it's not always explained so clearly and simply we just think oh it's just too much and we give up spirit will say well we we know we we just we're hoping you'd catch on when we throw that last thing in there be patient hang in there the world is worsening at an alarming rate I've done I recently did a a gathering or a

program on Prophecy um and some people are really wowed and they loved it and a couple of people got a little scared like well no I don't want to believe that the world's challenged and so on when we say the world's worsening it's not a negative sentence comment concept like it sounds the reason the world is worsening is because Consciousness is growing so the the other has to intensify to try to neutralize to try to throw us off the way Helen's history almost threw her off from channeling the course

the world is worsening and an alarming rate is a positive about us because it wouldn't worsen if we would just have stayed minimal in our consciousness when we decided there's something happening harmonic convergence 11 11 the change of a millennium the 2012 when all these things are happening within a short couple of decades just a short number of years it's triggering in us a knowing and it's it's kind of like you know your alarm in the morning is going to go off at whatever time seven A.M and your body

you already woke up and you you already sensed that it's a quarter till it's hard to go back to sleep sometimes it's kind of like that you know we know that time is coming to an end and we're we're the ones who decided when the end was going to come we said if we go into the illusion just in case we forget who we are just in case it gets really crazy let's set an internal clock that'll remind us when it's time to go home okay so God has a divine plan for Humanity's Awakening and it's this big gear that's

turning and every little forgiveness and every work that we're doing the little gears and we because the ego is hell-bent on destroying us and keeping us from going home it's intensifying its fight to keep us distracted whether you believe that or not it's what's happening in the world in that prophecy class one thing I said a few weeks ago I said this winter is going to be very severe but I predicted things for the next 10 years all kinds of things and I've done that for many years and they

always come true 99 of the time so I said winter is going to be pretty severe and it's going to be very intense very severe this year or within the next year or so like people have never seen and you're seeing signs of that now I also said a spiritual leader is going to pass away and then somebody said yesterday you know that oh did you hear Pope passed away so but I did say a major world religious figure is going to pass away yeah I did I also said there's going to be some volcanoes and then I think it

was three days later we started having volcanic activity so but these predictions are not to depress they're to say we're going home and we can do it the easy way or the hard way and it's not just about the global Awakening and the global disruptions we're not going to go into that now I'm talking about in our personal lives when you want to wake up you can't just wake up you have to face that part of us that's not awake yet the part that wants to stay asleep we have to retire it we

have to look at it and retire it see it for what it is it's just a voice of distraction when you want to get along with somebody at work but they trigger you again it's not they're impossible to get along with although it may seem that way ask yourself so you got in to work and one minor thing and it already triggered that's like saying we have them already signed up for failure and that's very easy to do because people can make mistakes but do we want to stay in the Divine mother Consciousness and love the child

of God no matter what they seem to be doing that doesn't mean don't tell them they made a mistake it doesn't mean don't correct them when they've done something in error but do you give up on them in here that giving up on them would not be charity it would not be Grace it would not be loving it would not be forgiving so as I'm going to draw to a close keep in mind there's something I call leaks leaks so a fuel tank has leaks and then the tank runs dry and it doesn't do you any

good no matter how much fuel you put in it has leaks our leaks are in the top few reasons for our issues in life when you see that you're doing work you're doing affirmations and you're doing all kinds of work to kind of excel you're going to a life coach we're going to get somewhere now and it just doesn't launch I guarantee you there are leaks involved leaks means unhealed Soul contracts uh unhealed wounds leaks are also you talking about all the things you're going to do and never doing them every

time you say to a friend oh good to see you again you know yeah we keep saying we're going to do lunch and we never do that's a leak it's an energetic cord that goes to that person and you owe them you told them you're going to do it and you're not being impeccable with your word well I don't want to hurt their feelings just say we keep saying we're going to do lunch and we never do here's what I'm going to do I'm going to retire that if we ever do I would love it but I'm going to stop saying yep for

sure next week and it's been eight years I'm telling you you're leaking energy every contract that's unkept every promise every agreement even little things like saying I wish I had never married that person it's a leak but you did marry them yeah but I wish I didn't how is that helpful wishing here's what happens I'm an energetic being I'm wishing I hadn't and my energy just went out there but I did well no that would be a leak no it isn't you're completely owning

something there you go now if you can say but I did let me do something about it and I heal it release it replace it with the presence of God the fuel tank is filling up patch the leaks do not go into a new year with leaks because it deflates you unhealed wounds unhealed thought patterns wishing this but not doing it talking this but not actually doing it just becoming less with all these chords every one of these is a chord going out somewhere and it's draining you cut the cords and you'll see that the thing that used to empty starts to fill

up you'll notice you have more energy than usual you'll notice that you you feel more like inspired you feel Fuller and this isn't a one-time thing it's consistent you have a leak how do I know I have a leak because you'll hear you you know there's and that's the that's the humorous symptoms sound but really it it's I just told them I'm gonna for sure go out again and I keep doing that and we never do now that doesn't mean it's easy to have friends because people will say to me you know

uh so can we get together this week you know an old friend or whatever it happens to be and I just know um unlikely if I can do it that's a good way to put it if I can do it I'll let you know but stop telling there you're going to do it and not showing up and when you show up try to show up on time always being late is a person who has leaks here's just a little quick ditty when someone is consistently late no offense if you're one of these people but thank you for not being on our board when a person consistently shows up late

what they're doing is there's an emptiness here that I think I can fill by controlling everyone else I'm going to keep you guys waiting for me it's compensatory I'm going to draw attention from you to fill myself that's what that's about I mean you can put it in other ways it's game playing um you could say oh no it's just that I'm really busy well whatever that means you just busy earlier and finished being busy earlier you know and so on uh all the reasons and excuses and and I

know what busy can look like but still busy but inspired and caring about other people so showing up on time right there are ways to heal ourselves stop talking about how you wish you would have or could have and just start doing it go into a new year don't make New Year's resolutions you can't keep because that's called what a leak yeah instead patch the leaks no more of this no more this nope got it got it got and and you you know whatever leaks you patch the water can go to another level it finds another leak

and then you patch it it goes Higher and Higher and that's our Consciousness that's our energy level and you just start to feel like you know what I just feel invincible I feel like I have an infinite amount of energy people say that about me all the time and I do I feel generally really great there are times when you know something could happen or some things could happen that ah you know I get tired for a moment tired is not the tired you were thinking I get tired meaning sad at this condition of the

world and I just allow that for a minute here's what I don't want to do stay sad why because it means that I believe that the problems in the world are real my succumbing to them is an affirmation that I believe that is more powerful than God so I'll only allow it for a moment but it happens and you can have a sore joint don't judge yourself for it put something on it take care of it but do recognize there's something inside that you might want to heal in relation to that do your inner work but accept the

stuff is going to happen in this world don't let it get the best of you thinking any of anything in this world has power over you simultaneously affirms that God doesn't and that's called worshiping false gods hmm I want to thank all of you for being here all around the world I want to thank you for the love and support that you share in in my work my Ministry but also our mutual work this isn't a guy talking to people I don't feel that way at all I feel like we're spiritual family but yet not in a sense

of like cultish it's more like just people sharing a common desire for higher Consciousness as well as playfulness silliness and affection in a certain kind of a way it's just it's very beautiful and I appreciate that and those of you who have been part of this and have passed away um God bless because on the other side the work we're still doing here still adds feathers to their wings to rise to higher levels of consciousness this isn't like done what would be the point it'd be like well we're just talking for

a little while a few years and then it's done no the work we're doing here carries you and it will carry you because it's not of me or you this is Christ Consciousness this is the consciousness of God in mankind taking us to a higher level so let's just keep doing it man let's keep going one of our wonderful attendees said Assa usually sits against the window over there he's passing away or has passed so I'm hearing um which was really strange it was here just a couple weeks ago and he's you

know but it's it was his time I guess and assuming I'm hearing the rumor correctly I mean he could be watching going what um I don't feel sick you know um so and he would he would get the humor of that but uh really devoted to his spiritual studies philosophies Course in Miracles I mean just brilliant it's quite a brilliant person so blessings to you said awesome wherever you are right now um we all send you love and support and we receive your love and support to us and your prayers for all of us

so thank you and I I wish you a absolutely blessed New Year and a new life let's do something different this year rise to higher levels but remember it means facing some of the darker pieces we only rise as much as we're willing to fall that's what that means when Jesus said that it can only rise as far as you can fall meaning you can only reach Heights of Consciousness as much as you're willing to go inside and look at stuff that isn't of a higher consciousness please take a few centering breaths

as you're relaxing and just quieting remember you're all welcome to join us once a month the first Sunday of the month we're doing a global prayer it's free you can make donations but it's free and I'll spend the the day from 10 o'clock where we do our opening prayer here to 11 o'clock which is coming up now and we'll do a prayer again and then every hour following until 10 in the evening so 12 hours first Sunday of every month every month dedicated to our connecting with God to a higher

level So In This Moment centering and dedicating our hearts and souls if the wording doesn't fit just do what you feel comfortable doing but we are raising our dedication level we are rising to new levels of consciousness beloved father mother God guide us into a new life into a new reality a new level of Awakening and awareness of who we really are father mother God help me to peel away masks of the pseudo success and the pseudo failure the masks and personality attributes that I formed in you I am not the male or female the

addict the teacher the mom the dad I might be playing the role but I'm done with rolls and masks show me how to be my spiritual being even on the Earth [Music] and I know for this achievement to be reached one of the most important things is not only looking at the dark parts of myself but also leaks show me Divine mother holy spirit of God show me where I might have leaks in my life that I am somewhat aware of show me the ones that are the most obvious first do I keep making promises and not fulfilling them do I keep saying one day

I'm gonna but not not doing it is it an art class I keep saying I'm going to take and I don't take it [Music] is it someone I wanted to call and I haven't talked to them in a while and I keep saying I'm going to but not doing it show me let your consciousness let this percolate up into your consciousness one two a few [Music] [Music] allow to percolate up into my mind some leaks that I am not so much in touch with not aware of show me if there are some that I'm not aware of if I see it it's possible land likely

that it is a leak I may not understand what makes it defined as a leak I mean understand how it's draining me just start by seeing [Music] father mother God of these leaks show me how I might select a couple and show me what you'd have me do to patch that leak let one or two come up in your mind whether they were the ones you're aware of or not aware of see these things and what you can do to patch that leak patching the leak doesn't mean doing it means doing or not doing stop talking the leak does not mean you make that

phone call it means you either make the call or you just vow that you might never do so and Let It Go don't let it keep you on the hook do it or don't do it if you say I always wanted to go see the Grand Canyon either go or stop talking about it and accept that you might never and there's nothing wrong with I might never and then next week or a month a year from now you decide to go do it it's not there's no problem with that stop letting it drain stop talking about it so look what can you do or not do to

patch the leak doing or accepting that you're not going to retire it one way or the other either way you will fill up with more energy the energy can't die it just gets recycled and it comes back to you and gives you new inspiration if there was a book you were going to write never did you can either write it now or throw away the pages you started 20 years ago and watch because if you're supposed to write something new energy will recycle and become new inspiration to set you on that path I'd rather write a book that's

really feeling now inspired than one that's been dragging for years what can you do to patch the lake let it come to you you're not a bad person if you choose not to act on this you just stuck again and lastly we looked at leaks we looked at what we can do to patch leaks one more thing [Music] try to imagine the results of letting that thing go or going for it and doing it patching the leak what might be the results and play with the one or two that you did and see what would the results be what might the results be

is it better health better friendships better communication happiness [Music] and this is the life we're actually supposed to have in all categories not just one patched leak but to eventually have no leaks if one arises I patch it but I find that there's not even any leaks being punctured into my life there aren't 50 people waiting on me each with a cord coming from my energy systems to them draining me cutting cords releasing Soul contracts fulfilling Karma saying goodbye

to things that no longer serve us or maybe never did [Music] thank you thank you God thank you to myself for making the effort to be here and hear this message today it is by no accident or coincidence this is to take me to another level thank you thank you God thank you me thank you everyone peace to all [Music] take a moment to breathe and integrate hmm there are lots of ways we can patch leaks there are lots of ways we can enter a new life and have new beginnings guys why why is that not a default thing

for people why is that not the go-to action people stay stuck and wounded all too often and only call out for help when things get so intensely messed up that's just what a weird way to live that's an old pattern and it doesn't serve anybody so we start going to a place of living from inspiration share give charitably give right smiles when you have extra Smiles you're in an extra great mood let it come out to people finances if you haven't you know plenty share it'll do you no good to keep

gifts that you have and if it's an inspiration to paint or write a song do it well I don't know if it'll succeed and go to number one that's not why you're writing it you have a song inside let it come out I mean it's just it's no big deal I I can remember in fact I remember one time um when I was after divorce and and got got an apartment and I was staying there um out of the blue this was back in the 90s um early 90s I think and and I remember of all things this song was coming and it

had this boom boom kind of beat and all of a sudden I remember to this day I remember uh going and walking getting ready for the morning going in the bathroom to the shower and the whole time I'm this lyrics music it was a rap song I've never even listened to a rap song I just know of its existence at that time I'm like dude and this lyrics oh wow and all this is coming out and I'm like you know um this this whole thing never again it just how I felt in the moment but allow it you know how you're feeling in the

moment if it's hurtful destructive stuff see it look at it don't hide it that's not spiritual look at it it's it's essentially it's a creation we create these things and then we become afraid of them and it's the most interesting thing our miscreations our illnesses which is a massive energy of some kind or relationship conflict we get these things and then we go oh my God that's scary I don't want to deal with that and we run from it well when you do this thing that you created becomes emboldened

it says well wait you're running from me I must have power and that's what evil is things that we thought and created in a dark place inflated it looked at it as being a big thing and ran from it instead of saying well wait a minute I created you and inflated you I'll just let the air out let the wind out of it so to speak but people energy illnesses when they see you're afraid of them they naturally step into a place of apparently I have power over you and it'll chase you to the ends of the Earth

it'll haunt you into other lifetimes and all they are is Shadows that we turned into you know the the things under the bed in the closet at night they're out to get us and so they end up looking like they're out to get us all along there was the light underneath these things that we didn't want to see you didn't we didn't want to look long enough firmly enough courageously enough at the darkness to see the light that was behind it we looked saw Darkness didn't want to deal with it and ran

thinking that's the best way to deal with stuff only defined it became another demon you know the day will come we have to face it there is but God and I'm okay I'm safe so thank you for listening and learning and sharing all this we're going to do our collection and our closing prayer the song we played this morning that's a copyrighted song but we did it before service was Beginnings by Chicago great song about Beginnings you know and um I remember the uh at least one of the members of that band lives here in

Sedona and I know that a couple of you have approached him once in a while and said do you know our spiritual center uses your song and you know and they're like really wow you know um so that's kind of cool all righty if you don't know the prayer the prosperity prayer it's on your bulletins and it's posted online for everyone we ask that everybody just please be as generous as you can be open your hearts share especially with the end of the year and all that and launching into a new year we appreciate all the the funds

and generosities that can take us into another level here in the work we do ah together Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you well there passing the baskets around takes just a minute or two a couple of quick things remember we are starting the new year so we're announcing that if you're interested in being a sponsor here we'd love for you to be as such we'll probably announce this this week and

next week and then done for the year we ask you to you know as best you can it could be fifty dollars or five million dollars but you can you can give a one-time donation but you can also be a monthly sponsor and you can choose what you want to sponsor such as guest musicians or it can be landscape you know whatever the donations come into that area then we can use it for the the necessary project um remember if you're visiting or local we have a healing room out the parking lot the round room out there that's a crystal bed inside of there and

that's extraordinary the experiences people have doing the crystal bed you can do like 20 minute or 40 minute sessions whatever you'd like to do um the talk on New Beginnings is also um one of our DVD sets so you can go in there and they'll help you I think it's called building rebuilding a new life might be the name of the CD the DVD so it's a set of four different talks related to things like this um and the last couple of announcements again starting today we have our monthly prayer you're welcome to join us I will

do the first couple hours here like I am doing right now and then it's all on Zoom after that and it'll be till 10 this evening next Sunday's my workshop the one related to co-creating a new life it's it it really is profound I love doing it I look forward to it and um and I'm going to be sharing a couple of really great exercises that I haven't shared before because I can only do so much in a couple of hours and lastly remember Saturday the 14th of January we have Danny Picard coming back there's one

larger flyer on the bulletin board out there but also little flyers for all of our events and he's doing the grass is not greener on the other side and the focus of the workshops assisting with self-esteem and confidence so it's available here in person Danny Picardy does it every four or five months here and it's also available online so you register as soon as you can all right it's 11 11.

can anyone share what they heard or learned today that feels like it's the most important thing for you or during the meditation what did you learn or hear yes keep watching what meaning what the perception of when you stop you really haven't seen the end so it can look really bad right here right yep yep stay focused Through The Dark Through the cloud find the light go to the light at the end that's right yes only the beginning of what I want to feel forever anyone else yes don't jump in the quicksand with them

you are not heartless by not jumping in the quicksand and if someone tells you oh you don't care if I didn't care I wouldn't notice the issue at all if I didn't care about you and if I didn't care about me I would jump in the quicksand so I'm assuming that if you're in pain the best thing I could do is stay sane not in the quicksand but on ground and reach a handout to help you and pull you out if you cared you wouldn't ask me to jump in with you although that part of might not verbalize

yes yeah a new level of gratitude to to people we've known you know such beautiful people yes stock up on duct tape to patch the leaks yes the guys duct tape yeah and all new use yes that to be inspired to means to be in spirit that's right when something's in your life that that just that's beautiful that's what it's supposed to look like childlike ye must be as children what's under the tree I wonder what the gifts are today see that's childlike adult like is like oh you've been beat

down and patterns and uh you know our breath patterns they're not like this the pineal gland was active as a child it's already atrophying which is the spiritual chakra gland and the other gland that's atrophying early on in life the thymus the Heart Center so strange the spiritual gland and the love-based gland the thymus are the two that start dying almost within the first few years of being on Earth but it makes total sense heavy place plug into God they get reactivated it keeps you feeling alive inspired there's still something

for me to do a lot of people will age and pass away based on feeling like there's nothing more to live for my lifelong partner passed so there's nothing to live for my children don't like me anymore nothing to live for I'm retired I can't be useful at work see those are all feudalistic what about God what about God I mean God had Patriarchs and matriarchs of the Bible having children after they were a hundred everybody else is like well I'm I'm 50.

I should just get my rocking chair and just prepare for knitting I guess I'm done what what are you thinking you know that's just depression manifests like you're here but it's like you could be 90 and go time for a book you could be 110 and go I'm going to start a new dance craze I mean whatever Anything is Possible I just visuals of that started happening you know humans man humans please stand for our closing this is so much appreciated ah breathing breathing oh New Life New Life it's time for new

New Beginnings which is actually what was there all along new levels of forgiveness but it was always there new levels of Grace but it was always there new levels of inspiration it was always there I'm now preparing to listen to here to feel to move [Music] the light of God surrounds us the love of God enfolds us the power of God protects us the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with all of you see you soon happy New Year to you Happy New Life