Mother Mary Has Returned!

welcome everyone my name is Michael mad and I serve here as part of the spiritual leadership and um each week There's we we have a full attendance here but we have people from all over the world and uh it's something to never take for granted you know I don't see us as as a as a church kind of a traditional church or a traditional anything I can think of um you know we're we're here it's almost something that you can't put words to because of the high integrity and intention that

these kinds of attendees have Gathering from all over the world it's pretty astounding I mean that's how my mind works though I don't you know if I hear a song that's deeply inspired I just I I'm wowed by it I don't just go oh that's nice well no it's it's some songs are just kind of nice and some that are deeply inspired cause this like wow factor in me you know you could just hear it and feel it so you know I look for deeper meanings to things and you know deeper significance so um you know

this kind of an experience the kinds of attendees that we attract and draw you know this is a gathering of souls but they're as we say in our mission statement you know students and Masters on the spiritual path um the greatest of the great Souls the most dedicated Souls participate in these events you might say well that's strange I mean I'm a beginner you know I don't fit in well you wouldn't be here if you were only a beginner um even if you feel like a beginner we you know it's it's spiritual family and

I I pray that you feel that also um each time we come up most of the time on Sundays I ask what you want me to talk about and then we just let God take it from there um so if you don't mind share some thoughts you have on your mind so those of you who are new to the center this will be important for you because it's important in your life to set boundaries to set boundaries I don't care what reasons people have to being rude it's all just selfishness now you could think oh but you know what sometimes it's you know hurts and wounds

it all is that doesn't listen carefully it's one thing when you have wounds we all care when you take your wounds out on other people it's not okay and you think I'm talking about just you know certain kinds anybody the most wounded people no it's not okay follow what I'm saying and it's a drag because that means at a family reunion you're the one that says you know what I've had enough of this I'm leaving and they're all inconvenienced by it you know they just expose the fact that we

have a highly dysfunctional family and you'll look like you know you're the bummer and and some of you might not agree with saying goodbye to people like that you should leave too you should you should leave go go out to lunch with the guy you know go go have fun go go marry him do what you you want to do if you want to remain dysfunctional I absolutely you have full right to do that just not here and you need to say in your homes not here and you need to say with your body not here and you need to tell your ego your mind

not here not today it's so important you think you people think that being spiritual means to be a a doormat and it doesn't the more spiritual you get you'll you'll have your times when we've been doormats it's we've done that you'll have your time when you are hyper Vigilant the opposite The Swinging of the of the pendulum where you're going to be like I can't be around anybody because I don't like anybody and you know because you realized I was trampled by them and now no see it's a little

reactive there's a point where in your Center such as let's give him a chance see that's not hyper active it's like well let's see how the gentleman does this time because he tends to you know go off sometimes and it's in one respect um I want to compliment that you've talked about a certain subject and and you know I would like you to talk about it here well I do talk about that and it's not woven into today's talk you see so it's a compliment that he says you know I really trust you to

talk about this but at the same time angry that I won't do things his way and that's just the way it goes right and and you know everybody has to learn to do that setting boundaries I don't think you should be hateful about it I don't think you should show up on purpose to family reunions to let them all know what you think of them I I you know I don't I think that's you know going a little far and some of you are like Michael I need you to give me encouragement to go tell all my family members what I think of them what

I think you should do is process it in here and you'll find that you eventually don't need to say a word because it's so clear and then only on occasion sometimes you're guided to sometimes still say a word but it's not hours it's just leave it's just I'm going to leave now if you're at a center somewhere or you're at a wedding or whatever it happens to be it's just how much do I need to say well after you clear these things between with you and with God and you feel centered enough to know what to

say you know and it's it's kind of nice to live that way how much to say when to say it how to say it Etc tactfulness should still be there but Clarity you have to be clear Jesus didn't cast out demons because he did do that he didn't do that in a way where he was like oh gosh I don't mean to come across rude but I was just wondering if it would be okay Legion of demons um to please maybe leave that person alone please see I mean he didn't just out you know just know tell your people in your lives no not hurtful not

hateful because that's just feeds them just a Clarity Jesus look Jesus was so clear he walk in a room and these beings would be like oh no you know they're they're hurting people they're so used to taking advantage and hurting people physically emotionally psychologically Etc these beings would do that to families and to Gatherings and whatever you know he walks in the room and yeah I'm telling you they knew are oh God our time is up we know he's not going to just be okay with this that's

how people should know about you that if they go abusive on you you're going to no no that's not going to happen here today and that's it's beautiful so what do you want me to talk about today should I even ask are you going to be nice about it okay hold it in the back your hand went up first empathy next you alluded to it but when our mind controlling our mind or something or how do you do that okay okay who else yes if it's appropriate at this time in okay perspective oh yeah okay next Lon what is it loneliness

[Music] loneliness you said loneliness right okay somebody else thought you said loveliness coating co-creating nice yes break Illusions how to what break illusions break Illusions okay anybody else yes just one or two more yeah the RO of guilt yes yes one more yes atim okay thank you um it's interesting um several of these are are similar and for the folks online I know sometimes online they're like well we want you to pass around to mic so we can hear them all you don't need to hear them all um you don't I I'll cover them but I try to

repeat some of them um but it's interesting that they're you know so tied together feeling like a victim empathy is actually connected to controlling the Mind discipline right dealing with guilt I mean breaking Illusions look at how there's a theme here and it's kind of like the theme would be by the way Michael how do we deal with stuff you know um I just showed you how to deal with stuff um um so Boy With God all things are possible you know how do I deal with how Michael how do I make my mind never

think about that person who did this and that good luck you know you're you're you're in a body understand this you're in a dense dense body it's designed to hold on to garbage if you weren't allowing if you were beyond that you would be too ethereal for anything to stick so there's a Teflon you and there's a a velcro you there is the things that stick sck you know that's the velcro and that's okay but it sticks to familiar wounds patterns if something happens that's totally

unusual it just becomes a potential of a pattern because it feels not always is new but it feels new okay so now I've some velcro has been planted today whatever that might have been that happened to cause that it could be getting a ticket on the a traffic ticket it could be somebody abusing you verbally whatever but it's piece of velcro when you heal the velcro is removed Andor turned into the Teflon but the body is designed to be velcro not your soul the body because when we're being created there's a

spiritual us a soul us and a human us if our soul could have just kept a direct image made in the image of God as we were told if our soul would have just kept it then our soul would have been pure light Teflon and and even to say Teflon is not necessary because when you're in pure Soul and Spirit there is no thing that has any kind of power however when we decided to forego our identity to forget for a while billions of years who we really are um density took place that's the Fall In the Garden of Eden why why Adam and Eve are said to

have been given skins it didn't mean Tarzan skins God didn't actually oh my God people that believe these things God didn't actually go out kill an animal sew some Tarzan skins with and the lord gave them skins that's not think about that you know I mean really you think that's what happened what happened is they were given skin meaning they were ethereal and when they forgot who they really were by eating the from the Tree of knowledge which means your own opinions rather than the knowing of God we were

given skins that means we became dense dense like now stuff sticks everything seems to stick look at how water can be washing down a stream a little even if it's just a little wash of some kind a narrow one twig looks like nothing but one twig gets eventually stuck on a rock right and then another and what starts to happen it starts to cling and you end up with a damn which is a funny play on words cuz we're damned you are born with original sin as some religions would tell you and it just means you're damned but why are you

damned oh because I have blocks why do you have blocks cuz little things get to me and they start clinging to one another and it becomes an issue and a pattern you're not wrong for feeling guilt you're not wrong for your mind sometimes leaking in and messing with you but to air is human is that where you want to be where everything's damned and this this damning process I'm that's in your arteries it's in your veins it's in your colon it's everywhere but it's also in your our mind a little snag and then it

starts to pick up other pieces along the way and it just builds up and it becomes patterns and then the patterns become ongoing experiences you never know the difference you never know anything different from that usual being thrown under the bus or loneliness and some of you asked about the opposite words such as how to co-create a new life and we have a workshop coming up on that in the first week first weekend I think second weekend of January cocreate how to do things with God but in the meantime oh my God you're trying to get your life

together these things keep snagging inside I feel like it's all coming together an old addiction starts to show up or no I'm past addictions old friends that shared addictions with you show up you see and it just family members and and if you're into spirituality you're going to have potentially family members that are either completely atheistic or they're just fundamental in some other religion and they're going to just have a hard time with you watching videos like this or or taking workshops

online that some of you do with you know changing your lives right it's like you have an opportunity like the gentleman that was here he you have a chance we let you in again what are you going to do with the opportunity oh just go back to the same old dysfunctional behaviors hurtful behaviors no okay no and you have to say that to your mind now there's two ways to deal with that one is the tough love no to those thoughts get behind me Satan is the way Jesus explained it in one example Here Come Those thoughts stop no time for you

tough love that's not our goal our goal is not to have have to be defensive to have to set boundaries on our ego our mind or other people that's not the goal the goal will be eventually everything is so forgiven there would be no such behaviors that's our goal our goal is the mind of God but in the meantime till we get there you have to say no to some circumstances and some thoughts there will be a day you know for for every addict there's a time where they have to work on not drinking or drugging or

whatever it happens to they have to work on it but there is a point where it's not even an option anymore it's not like they're like oh God don't even have that around me because that's a period but there's a point where it's not an option right it's just not there anymore that's your maturity not your Adolescence in your recovery but your maturity has set in and still there's a not just a parent maturity there's a grandparent level of maturity in these types of uh recovery

programs where it's not only an option it's just no nowhere in there anymore you have become an elder in the program and I don't just mean the program I mean in you so to say what do we do with such thoughts well there's a time where you have to say no no no no bad mind bad mind you know there's a time when you you sort of have to fight it but the more you love and forgive yourself those voices start to fade until you don't have to say no to those voices you learn to say yes to a different voice and then eventually

there is only that other voice but on Earth we're we're wired for there to be issues the human brain neurologically in Neuroscience the human brain we it's absolutely factual that the human brain is created more like like velcro to negative experiences and Teflon to positive ones well who came up with that idea how could it be that science proves negative thoughts act like velcro in your mind and stick positive ones you easily forget I can see how it happens I can see it's happened in me or you or you

know we know that it happens but to sit and admit that that's our programming is heartbreaking and to realize but wait wait that's not God's Will and therefore we manufactured that we made these bodies because of our fallen mind when we decided to forget our Divinity guess what happened it was gone temporarily billions of years we forgot it so what we did was we created a false identity if you're without God you have the opposite so instead of negativity being like just Teflon just gone it's

just not there it's instead like velcro there's a problem but as we learn to love and forgive ourselves we're actually allowing the holy spirit of God to rewire our minds guys the Holy Spirit gets to come in and unplug the programming that your mind works like Velcro to negatives before you know it it's the other way around that's you know the Book of Revelation is all about the it's like a manual of becoming christed it's what it is oh I thought it was all kinds of creepy things happened

yes they do and those creepy things are you Book of Revelation is horrible it's a horrible story because it's about your ego dying which is actually a celebration which is why it ends with a wedding and a feast and a celebration but it doesn't feel like it while you're dying it's an interesting parallel because a woman could be giving birth and some of us might be going oh my God what a glorious experience oh my god look a new baby's coming oh my god wow you know and there's this whole

beautiful thing to it but the people in the Next Room if they're not familiar with this the screaming can scare children and non-child what is that or what are they watching in there like it sounds like it's a horri kinds of screaming and you know words oh my God you know or whatever it doesn't it's not like people just go oh you know it it sounds pretty bad but look what what's coming is New Life and so it only seems now a midwife isn't usually like God I didn't expect this you know that why would you be a

midwife if you're shocked at the idea of any any blood or any you know thing going on like you're screaming discomfort they just they just Center in and go for it they know what they've got to do and that's what's CH happening in the world the World As We Knew It is dying it's it's dying part of my heart breaks at this idea because I know that people don't realize that's what's happening and it's painful it's also scary if you think you have a body you think you need need food so one way to

to to realize who you really are an immortal light being is to not have food so food could become scarce a way to know that you're not a body is to experience earthquakes and Earth changes because it's a way of the universe saying you're not a body let the shaking happen let it shake off your beliefs about who you are so it could be seen as a very incredible experience it just doesn't feel that way so even if you have guilt coming back again and again even if you have a feeling like a victim happening again

and again that's one option you're don't shame yourself for feeling this because it's been your experience you have you know a victim you've been thrown under the bus consistently you've been cheated on 50 times or whatever it is don't shame that you hurt but see it first what they did and then eventually this is a pattern of mine of who's mine first talk about what they did get that out of your system a little but eventually start to go and this is weird because this is a pattern of

of mine so now I start doing my inner work a good counselor should never allow you to talk about everybody else for 10 years somewhere in there they were supposed to shift you into talking about you 12-step programs are a little better about that almost too stringent you know you know you could be going oh my the first time at a you know and you're at a group and you're you're talking about all your abuses and they're like well but what is your responsibility in this you know that could almost shock you you

know a day at a time let's you know and and so we got to let you let you vent a little and just at the right time take you into yourself we know they did and what kind of patterns do you have guilt shame low self- worth whatever and you start working on because there's a progression you start with others which is outside of you you go to you which is inside of you and then you go to God and in God I have nothing more to say about me or others I'm back into my real self these things could still show up

why because you're on the planet they can still show up do not waste your time shaming yourself for oh God a a victim thing came up a guilt thing came up a a abandonment thing came up just go oh that again you know don't act shocked because when you do you give it power be so centered that you own that it's happening and just go oh you again haven't seen you in weeks you know oh that that that voice and do laugh at it a little bit if you can it's hard because if you lose a loved one you're in pain and you can't

just go oh loss again you know when you just lost a loved one what you can do is start with mourning the loss of others keep crying day after day week after week until at some point this isn't just the death of that friend or partner lover whatever they are this is also a pattern of mine loss and now you're changing loss forever them not dying will actually not heal you from dealing with loss you talk about the loss at some point my losses not them gone my losses you can't even you can't even lose your

favorite pen without being triggered at your father who died your mother who died your father who died and he was wonderful your mother who died and she wasn't wonderful every loss of your dog when you were 10 and whatever all losses are all losses one loss even of your favorite writing pen could trigger loss in general because we don't think as much as we think we do in in little pieces that's the unfort forunate thing we think everything's isolated why because if we realize the connectedness

of everything when I heal one thing I'm healing hundreds and the ego cannot allow you to know that it has to stay Petty let's just keep talking about in you know just minutia of issues and you'll never get over them because there's so many when you go to the center to the soul level of healing you it's like oh my God I'm healing all loss when I lost my pen I'm dealing with all abandonment when the bus saw me running for the bus stop and I could tell he was looking in the mirror waiting till I got within within

almost touching the bus distance you know and you're just standing in Sedona on the corner you know with people driving by going why did you create that man um you know just intensify the guilt um all these things are connected we're all in this together and um on that note I would even say I I have shared that this Christmas it's absolutely essential that you celebrate there's something happening I said a couple weeks back back that started the presence of mother Mary is intensifying and something this

Christmas is happening and it's building and it's building and our ability to celebrate the to be the Evergreen during the winter to be the lights the Christmas lights um I'm not saying just gratuitously put up some lights on your house uh but but the holiday feeling the cheer the giving the sharing the trust the faith and talk to God don't just talk about gifts under the tree really do your best to let the birth of Christ be in you let some really amazing things happen but before you even get to the

birth the mother the Divine mother is trying to get through to us she Sayang children the end as you know it is coming soon and I'm here to announce your birth into who you really are so in one respect she's saying I have great news things are changing on the planet no no I don't believe that oh man you just wow denial you know it's just denial but it's good news so partly she's it breaks my heart that the world is going to experience some turmoil and is but I'm I'm here to also tell you

this is wonderful it's funny how the human beings turn things into the negatives it's no matter how good your intentions are people will it rubs up against their stuff and they turn it into a negative just a simple example like Jesus says Upon This Rock to Peter I'm going to build my church now the left brain says upon Peter upon Pedros Peter I will build my church Church you know what happened upon a male um a kind of a challenging male you know he's a little hard-headed in some ways um upon Peter the male I build my church so we

ended up with a masculine Church burning women at the stake and that's our church that's The Universal Church of Christ upon Peter I built and then it becomes Peter the pope and you know and the pope another name for is the vicar vicar which is vicarious which means a substitute for Christ this is interesting but you know the word also means anti yeah so it's like we have this Antichrist church that's the replacement of the real thing and I'm not dissing Catholics because every religion has

sincere people I'm talking about the politic itics of it what Jesus said was not upon Peter upon Petros he was saying upon Petra which is the female rock and you know who the female rock of the church is the mother the Divine mother the holy spirit that the church called the Holy Ghost well to be a holy ghost you have to be a mere human who died and you have a ghost so it's strange wording that gets turned and we lose sight of what was supposed to be founded at this point it was supposed to be all of

God's children universal church that's run by the universal mother which means the Divine mother aspect of God and instead they do statues of mother Mary a vicarious a replacement for the Divine mother and even forgetting what she really is the mother Mary she's she's a person who says I'm not settling I'm going to be an embodiment of the Divine mother that's a lot my God most of us can't even be decent human beings let alone the embodiment of the universal Mother of God mother aspect of God that's a tall

order when you try to change your life become go into recovery I mean just that is hell not only do you feel all the neurological and chemical things in the system but you you lose friends there's casualties right all kinds of collateral damage because you're trying to improve your life you get judged and all kinds of things go on and the same is when you be decide to become spiritual and you say you know what I want the real deal we don't have any Dogma here so I I wish Michael would create some Dogma so that

we knew if we were doing this right just continue communicating with God keep talking to to God as though it's in the room with you because it is whether that's beloved mother Mary because you might have particular love for connection with her or Jesus Christ something that symbolizes God itself develop that relationship and I'm telling you you must you'll either do it now and be kind of comforted and set up as to what's coming or you're going to do it after when you're begging to have

the feeling of God with you but when that happens it's too late not too late for you to achieve Awakening but it's too late to avoid some of the pain you could have avoided you know hindsight is they say 2020 but no hindsight is pretty painful it's you know think of simple analogies right um putting your hand on a hot stove to learn that it burns would have been easier had you just trusted somebody that said when you touch a red Hot Grill it will burn you could learn the easy way humans just don't like

it when you see a wave coming timing timing start paddling before it hits and you ride it it's a very different experience then I refuse to believe there's a wave bam you know and then you know then they change your name to Sandy Bottoms but anyway that was channeled by somebody else in the room I'm sure um but but think about it you know like I you know what I'm done I'm I'm done I I'm I'm ready to go with the flow you just you guide me develop a personal relationship with God be knowing in advance that

there's going to be the Skeptics and the scoffers and the people around you you know what just divorce them just let them go you know I'm not talking about being aggressive and rude to people I'm just saying you know be done if your family says well you know um we're not going to put you in our will if you keep practicing this talking to Jesus you know you look insane walking through the house going oh Jesus hey man you know you want to cook some rice with me you know they're going to be like wow you

you know mom's lost the plot as they say in Australia you know what just just let it go let them go it's okay just say I'll take you out of my will and they'll say well we'll Su you if you take us out and say well I'm going to put it in my will that if you contest the will you're automatically out of the will you can do that I'm going to create healthiness in my life and if you don't like it you're out of my life I still send you love but I don't need to live with you right we

have a tandem bike and you want to go in reverse and I want to go forward I have options one of them is to not stay on the bike going in opposite directions I could get off the bike I could throw you off the bike there's all kinds of options you know I could say take your feet off the pedals and you can ride along with me for a while I have the energy to carry you in my life a little bit that's reasonable 20 miles later and several blisters later you know and they're on the back getting stoned while you're

right um they might go this is a much better ride than I thought it was going to be today yeah you know but um I I'm finding I can't carry you anymore and that could be your own child and it's okay always honoring what you know to be healthy as you know healthy just to be you know when people say I wish I knew God's will it it's not always a parting of the clouds and a commanding voice sometimes it's God saying haven't you figured this out yet do what resonates with the greater good do do

what feels like love and selfworth just go with love and selfworth and you'll know there are things you've done that didn't resonate and you still did them what do I need to do now is start listening that time this time to that voice simple the word healthy there are foods that don't resonate addictions that don't resonate I'm not saying you have to be perfect Stellar by somebody else's standard but are you becoming a better person and where you're not and even where you are becoming a better person

but also when you're where you're not judging yourself for it isn't going to be helpful to be able to say wow you know I I do these things much better now and I'm grateful because that shows my connection with God these areas I still struggle do I hide from them I won't even look over there I'll just look at these things that resonate no I can look at those and say hey God guess what I've still got a few patterns that I tend to judge I'm so ashamed of these I won't even tell my counselor about them see

bring them to the light bring everything to the light Revelation means for things to be revealed but that's where we get the word apocalypse and that word word in itself oh my God the apocalypse is coming which is right up there with Earth changes and tsunamis and you know apocalypse well but that Greek word means for all things to be revealed that's actually good news all of my Illusions revealed not me being punished for my sins it's my sins which are errors to be revealed as to why they were ever even there they're my misc

Creations my miss you know my Illusions about myself I had an a tendency to get angry because I get abandoned well once it's revealed oh that's what that's about do you want to keep that no and you let it go that's Judgment Day when you become wise enough to say I think I'll give up judging that's what Judgment Day is the last judgment the final judgment we're like oh God please don't let that day ever come because I know where that you know where that goes I end up up in Hell

on the final day of judgment according to religions which are very encouraging aren't they so you know you're going to end up in Hell well then that doesn't feel right doesn't feel good at all right but the final judgment means it's the final judgment there's no more judgment that's good news but we're not being told or taught the real meaning to things just like Upon This Rock I found my church that was not about a guy and a masculine institution it was upon the holy spirit Petra upon the holy spirit upon the

female aspect of the rock the female aspect of God and we somehow missed that well it's time to bring it back part of all of my teaching forever but is especially now it's emphasized a bit more but our our need to get back to the Holy Spirit she's not the holy ghost of mother Mary the dead mother Mary the holy spirit means not a dead human who's now the spiritual ghost of the mother Mary this is the other way around it's the Divine mother who was embodied in Mother Mary and now still is with us the

Holy Spirit I leave you with the Holy Spirit but the holy spirit means the holy spirit of God and it also means your mother not your statue of mother Mary nor even just mother Mary herself in her glory and Radiance that she carries but the Holy Spirit meaning welcome in the Divine mother because she's here to birth you into the Christ that you are your Mo your mommy your mother's birthed you physically the mother needs to birth us now spiritually and awaken us and and it's it's profound but there's something

for examp example Archangel Michael Raphael Ariel you know all the the archangels but the king the leader of the archangels is Michael and Archangel Michael has this tendency The Sword and you you know often see a spear you know and he's just stabbing Satan and you know so on but that's symbolism that's sacred symbolism that's the ego being told no but our minds get into the gruesome aspect Spears and swords oh my God this is so violent because you're not getting the symbolism the sword of Archangel Michael

is one of cutting away Illusions and there's an interesting part role of Michael Archangel Michael and that is when you say um I would like to change my life a little well you have sponsors you have counselors you change your life when you say I want to change my life completely watch what you pray for you you know you might just make some micro adjust adjustments and you're fairly safe fairly but not completely when you say I'm ready I'm ready to have the Christ in me born wow I sounded like Lurch didn't

I you say I want I'm ready for the Christ to be born here's what happens I'm not kidding Archangel Michael is notified and Archangel Michael comes to your soul and says do you know what you're asking for it's one thing for you to make some changes you want to become the Christ I'm going to show up and I'm going to ride you know shotgun with you I'm going to ride with you through this process but I'm going to cut away things from your life and it can get intense because he's

cutting away dispersing illusion but not just people not just mean people these are your own thoughts and beliefs your own limiting beliefs so everything changes every your brain starts to get rewired and that's what the holy spirit's all about when you're ready to change your life it's one thing the Holy Spirit enters basically a new level of your mind and starts unplugging old programs little synaps and neurons that's what she's doing the Divine mother Holy Spirit she's unplugging

things you call it Miracles and they are miraculous but this is actually a neurological process as well she starts unplugging garbage old programs the way you react to things and also starts plugging in new she might take take away 10 and plant one new one and you got to work that you you got to get that you know get it firing and get used to praying and talking to God more often forgiving more often because those things will just be sitting there dead if they don't get worked you got to get them to fire and then they'll

hardwire so this is our potential change well that's the the holy spirit in our our mind Archangel Michael has a specific assignment it's not Cosmic out there in the universe only all things that are of God are also in your mind so Archangel Michael is a neuron in your mind that's ready to cut away other neurons that don't matter anymore which can manifest as family members exes and so on and so on past lives but um a lot of people that have meditated deeply enough and for a long enough period period I don't know that

that this is a common knowledge but there's a common thing that they say which is I feel like I'm losing memory and you are and it's not because you're old and it's not because you had a blow to the head when you were 15 you start to lose memory because you're losing memories that don't matter there are exceptions of course sometimes you're in denial you have filters you don't want to remember certain things and sometimes you've had a blow to the head Etc you know I mean you know in some ways it's

like okay I've had a few and I'm like well okay uh that seems to be working out you know I'm only here you know and I teach but you know I don't work off academic like memorization of books and things like that I just stay here and channel what's happening in the moment so it's our Angel Michael's cutting these things away and a part of you will feel like it's dying some of the losses the loneliness remember that word loneliness is also all alone all one it's just a letter or so turned all one

are you really alone or are are you all one if you sit with it I'm alone and then you focus on being alone which any of us can do at times and sometimes obsessively so you're alone that means you're listening to a voice telling you the definition your definition of being alone you're alone you know why because you're a failure you know why CU nobody likes you you know what and it's going to fill in the blanks when you say I want another opinion I am determined to see as God sees I have a right you

do what happens is when you step into I command this is the way it's going to be I hear the voices of lack and limitation but I'm calling the voice of God Archangel Michael comes in and starts writing before you cutting away these things parting the Red Sea as it were and so now I I don't even remember some of these things anymore because they've been unplugged and you have somewhere you need to be going right now devote to God devote to your connection to God change everything how many of you pay

bills only 10 of you are you really that messed up when we are not paying bills we live in Sedona we're beyond that that's why they're all homeless in Sedona you know God how many of you pay bills right and online absolutely the wrong thing to do you should not be paying bills you should be praying bills okay change everything how you do everything I'm going to start praying my bills see some of us are like oh slide him under something that helped you know well what are you thinking denial isn't actually good

there's there's it just doesn't it's not helpful pray your bills pray and know their Destiny in God there are no bills and since I'm part of God I can have none but then what are these things um they're reminders of when I believed I could have debt their old neurons their old belief systems and burning them doesn't mean they got paid I created them when I believed I could be in debt when I believed I was separate from God and could be in debt what do I need to do look at them and recognize you have

absolutely no value but you symbolize something you symbolize that I have electricity so I can have warmth and food one day I'll just have warmth and food but for now I respect the illusion and I pray you well and give you to God you see change the attitudes about the bills change the attitudes about the ex that's unforgivable I'm not saying move in with them again I'm saying that the things that seemed out of control Out Of Reach for you that means that you're you're limiting your power pray your

bills and pray them on time meaning anytime when you get them give thanks when you pay them give thanks but give them to God I'm not talking about forms of denial you know just this represents my fears when I have a bill I can't pay it means it literally means this thing has power over me you can think that's not true that that I'm being dramatic if I can't pay it and it's a debt it has a certain power over me right it's bigger it it commands money I don't have that's called worshiping a false

god weird wording false god I mean a bill listen when you think something has only God has power over you only God created you nothing between you and God it's God and we're the created of God there's nothing in between so to put something in between to say you know I can't pay that bill it becomes a false God something between you and God because in God there's no debt I do have debt and I can't pay it I'm a victim back to that pattern of victim and this is this world it's going to try to do

this constantly do your best to smile do your best to have faith in something other than what you think you can see I am determined to see differently I'm determined to see as God sees the unforgivable you know bring it to the altar I'm not saying pretend it's okay this person did horrible things to you and I'm not the one saying oh just forgive them that's just so silly that's ridiculous somebody blurting out you know some flippant comment well you need to forgive them you you don't even know

what I'm dealing with well then you should forgive me too you know really really start you can start from zero and say okay God guess what funny thing happened to me on the way to the center today I was starting to have thoughts about that person who did horrible things to my race to my gender the organization that did this the person that did that bring it to the Altar and you can do it I swear do it with Attitude guess what God I got a hot one for you I was thinking about that person and I got to tell you god wow the

most screwed up person I could imagine how did I get the worst partner in the history of the world say it it's okay get it out I hate Hitler God I hate Judas God or whatever whomever you hate get it out because you're getting the first level dispersed you're getting it unplugged because you're saying I have to to admit this hurts me all you're asked to do is help me you're not asked to perfect it you're not asked to take some horrible figure and just oh oh God I feel so much better

Hitler didn't kill anybody this is great I think go find a guy named Adolf and marry him cuz I feel so healed that's come on that's not realistic look at it and cry cry on behalf of those who were murdered by this race by that group by this person and those who have hurt your life and hurt your children and so on cry cry and be honest with it just add but help me because this isn't how I want to feel forever that's a start in no way did I just tell you what they did was right I did not did I just honestly there it is and I

obviously need some help with this and gradually that'll shift to where you might have to do it again in a week or a month or a year or another lifetime if you want to wait that long and it starts dispersing and it starts becoming missed likee and eventually nothing and you realize now you notice you're starting to talk about you I don't like those kinds of experiences I don't like that it's not them anymore it's the patterns in me I don't like when people are treated thoughtlessly and you start to realize I

don't like when I'm treated thoughtlessly and I don't like when I've been thoughtless Etc now you're working on deeper patterns and that'll take a while however long you want it to take this is one of the amazing things about the universe infinite patience hi beloved I see that you're starting to work on abandonment yes I am and wow and I just feel like I'm going for it and I see it and I own the patterns and giving them to God I feel different great you're also allowed to

say don't even talk to me about that I am going to hold on to that for 20 lifetimes I'm determined and there's something called Soul contracts and they have you sign it you got you sure yes 20 lifetimes I want to have that issue I think around 20 21 22 I'll be ready to let that go and you sign a sole contract and then a year later you attend a talk or work and you go you know I guess I should let that go and you wonder why tenaciously holding on because the ego is going I've got signed documents your job is to go dang

it God now I have issues with signed documents which is why I hesitate to sign closing documents on a house why I hate going to a car lot because they want me to sign things and I start getting anxiety attacks and I get this pit in my stomach and I can't sleep for weeks before because you got these signed up and really it's about that contract that you signed with your ego put it on the altar laugh about it own it put it on the Altar and you'll find God can disperse contracts that you can't of myself I am nothing ask for

help ask for help in your recovery ask for help in the birthing of the Christ my God if people just knew the what's really on the other side of the veil one of you in this room or online could be tearing up and crying about something I'm saying if you knew that immediately your guides come in and hold you but we don't see it because we're in the mood to be ticked off or or sad and oh this is everybody you know I'm lonely again if you want to feel that feel it but it's very sad because the more you

impose your human opinions the less you can feel spiritual opinions you know there there are angels Wings wrapped around you even the most challenging birth the result of a rape birth and you're having a child you can have an abusive partner the most terrible circumstances it's the birth of a baby the universal mother cannot not be there and Angels there to help Midwife this experience it just doesn't feel like it because of all the horror we've put around it and that's terrible that we do

that but we lose sight of God we lose sight of of compassion we lose sight of our support systems that are there but we can't see them why because I'm my focus is more on the hurt don't deny the hurt but just give it to God practice practice giving everything to God and whether you call it Jesus whether you call it the Divine mother I wouldn't settle for much less than that I've said this many times you don't you don't have to give your issues to your deceased grandmother that's she's you

know she's part of this mess try to go to the highest you can believe in God in some form help me and it's not an invisible God who's detached from us God so loved the world that it gave the Holy Spirit to us to help us through things Jesus himself says I leave you with the Holy Spirit the comforter comforter Jesus if you believe in him left you with the comforter not left two people only not 144,000 only I leave you all with the mother she's going to take care of you but you got to ask for her

help she cannot impose herself because it could theoretically cancel something called Free Will so you have to ask whether you're in the program whether you're giving birth to a baby and whether you're a single mom you know lonely give it to God talk to God about it it's the funniest thing because those of you who are lonely there's opposites people that wish they were as lonely as you there are people that wished there was nobody else in the house you know so you got to look at the irony of that I feel so lonely and quite

an icon to people that are married you know people that are struggling with relationship it's kind of funny and um it always looks greener on the other side it's up to you to clean things up here whether you're in a partnership clean things up change what you can and accept what you can't but do everything you can to First change what you can how bring God into the scenarios bring God into your new job your old job bring God into your retirement bring God into your decisions about you know I need some

support I'm going to move I'm going to change jobs I need some support God is there but you have to change how you look at things oh I got one it's I'm not paying bills I'm praying bills I'm going to start giving thanks for things I have rather than boning what I don't have get the Consciousness to change you and God you have all the power in the universe behind you not only within you but even behind you the holy spirit is just looking forward to the day you say I want to go from having

on a 0o to 10 scale Consciousness I want to go from being a zero to a 10 all she can ever do is say and so it is she can't say you're undeserving she can say zero to 10 really okay Michael Archangel Michael yes yes how can I be helpful they want to go zero to 10 did you tell them yes I tried to tell them you might want to start with a two but they said 10 okay Mega you know sword and we're going after it and before you know it all you did was go to sleep that night and you wake up everybody's

dead you know those who aren't dead have left you you got an email from all family members we disown you and and you can drop or you can go this is good wow you know the food you used to eat rotted overnight in the fridge you're supposed to change your diet everything changed all of a sudden your hair went white you can go buy extra buckets of dye but you can also just go this is kind of cool my my hair is showing the signs of Radiance you know I feel fantastic when you Center into God it can only result in feeling good but the

result could be a second a minute an hour a day it depends on us and only us the change has already happened that's why we're told have faith when you ask for something something know that it's done know that it's done not it'll eventually be done it'll eventually show up if it doesn't show up immediately why eventually show because I'm here God does it now because there's no time in God but the Holy Spirit goes I know you asked for it now but you see you got these contracts that you've

signed and they command your attention oh no I I don't have any contracts I'm totally spiritual don't tell me you live in Sedona don't you she says um let me guess Sedona right how'd you know well I am the Holy Spirit after all plus that's the town where everybody believes they don't have issues anymore um sad because they just get magnified here they don't disappear right so those of you who are online they're all like yeah yeah so if you're thinking of moving here be careful what you pray pray

for please take a few centering breaths become aware of all the things you ask for breaking Illusions dispersing patterns of loneliness think of all these things we have the right and the power to do them but look at how we covered them in the talk we didn't talk exclusively about a thing like a workshop we included it in all things because all things are connected if you think you wanted me to talk about loneliness and you heard me talk about controlling the mind they're connected and one of the patterns

here I need to stop trying to do things without God that's it let your soul say that oh I get it I have tried to do things alone even when we meditate we actually Think We're Alone meditating hoping to get a glimpse of something cool meditating means I'm just getting out of the way and allowing a presence that's already there praying is totally worthless if you think you're praying to something up in the sky it's a good place to start but you'll start realizing that the sign that say God says God is

in is no longer something you pray and travel to it starts coming closer and closer till one day you close your eyes you get ready to pray and the sign goes goes on in your heart I'm already here what did you want to pray for because the answer is already here the various ways of saying that story fear knocked on the door love answered and there was no one there calling in the presence of love we hear you we hear you divine mother we hear you we know that on some level your voice is calling into our hearts and

symbolically you're calling on the hilltops we can can go to the hilltops to find you we can also just know you're there and call you here the hilltop is a symbol of my upper chakras I can climb up the hills but I can also Ascend up within myself to a still Small Voice in my mind and my heart you are here and we're giving thanks for that beautiful presence and this time on Earth we are not any longer ignorant we understand something's happening you are showing up on the hilltops you're calling to us of

all walks of life and religions all social statuses you're saying children something's happening can you let go of your little versions of yourself come to the hilltops and find me I'm calling to you and she says we're going going to make this Christmas more important than the one 2,000 years ago 2,000 years ago I gave birth to a child that held the Christ presence but now I'm birthing it in all of you you are two things the Christ child being born and you are the Midwife to others birthing theirs that's my

calling to you she says fail in this calling it'll only hurt yourself because it's your destiny to be the presence to be the embodiment of the holy spirit of God and to be the embodiment of the Christ self can you start today it's up to you she calls us I'm calling you now but can you answer today do you only want some help birthing the Christ that's allowed do you you only want to be the presence of the Holy Spirit helping to birth the Christ in others that's allowed she's saying but what I'm asking you to do is

both be the presence and share the presence with others so that you can birth it in them that is the second coming of [Music] Christ we spend a moment with our minds and hearts completely open you don't have to think about how to see her or find her just open your mind and heart and say I believe it I know it I know something magical is happening I set aside all thoughts and ask whether it's in my imagination or in feeling let me feel your presence whether it becomes guidance inspiration silence Comfort let's Let It

[Music] Be going in deeper and deeper to a beautiful place of Grace and you hear the voice of Archangel Michael saying pause pause do you realize you walk on sacred ground are you Worthy careful don't just quickly answer yes cuz your humanness is not capable of knowing your worthiness I encourage you to say of myself I am nothing but of God I am worthy because God has determined that I am I walk on sacred

ground this place so often and forgotten and every time I allow doubts to enter my mind simultaneously the sacredness of my sacred ground which is my being my soul the Garden of Eden Within Me dissipates every time I let hatred or gossip enter I lose a part of myself say no to such distractions and temptations beloved mother holy spirit of God not only do I ask for you to show me my worthiness but I ask you to teach me how to stay in this frequency of my worthiness my holiness

I give you full permission to shine your light in and through me and I ask this not just for myself but for anyone that you you divine mother Place into my mind and now this is a time of blessing I own my Holiness and I'm shining that Holiness upon others I am worthy shine blessings of love and forgiveness and healing to anyone that comes into your mind doesn't mean they're always hurtful people could be someone you just want to give a blessing of appreciation to for their beauty their goodness whoever pops in

is the right person or persons could be a group past present future we are here sworn to you holy spirit of God we are here sworn to your remembrance to knowing you again feeling you again experiencing you

again we give thanks for you and your presence and your infinite patience the time has come for us and we commit as children of God Daughters of heaven we commit to knowing your will and that we and our lives are part of your good will we are meant to thrive and know what direction to go each and every day that all else is simply self- sabotage it has no meaning no value and no Intrigue or attraction to us and lastly guide us towards the birth of the Christ within ourselves within our being let this Christ Mass

be the greatest that Humanity's ever experienced and so it is very gently back to the room very gently breathe it in remember what you're experiencing remember any thoughts Visions feelings remember them remember the value of connecting to God beautiful how are you feeling good whole nice good [Music] good take your time reintegrating to the room we'll share um a closing prayer in just a couple of

minutes we ask that you um be as generous as you can always with us but with anyone including yourself be as generous as you can be we're going to do our love offering and um the bags are for your standard donations what you can do on a Sunday for what we are are feeding as Souls here today and Any Sunday um the baskets are for any extra donations people of lesser means or special projects you can in the baskets you can put any donations you want to give towards the Christmas giveaway what we do is our board members

each of us we donate money towards this ourselves and then we ask if everybody else could pitch in something what we do is we take those funds and we bring them out to people of lesser means and share them with people um it's it's an incredible thing to be a part of to see the appreciation in the eyes and hearts of people all over the region um boy it's so easy to forget these kinds of things and our ability to make a difference in people's lives you know there's there are places we go and you

know hand out funds and that sort of thing and you know to see I remember one particular instance where one of us one of our board members that give the money away um happened to be they just felt and we're guided we're praying for guidance as to who and so on but went and and gave some money to somebody who was in a pharmacy Line This was a an older person of lesser means a tight budget trying trying to look through their purse to come up with the money to pay for a prescription you know and it's like you

know wow wow how could you say no how could you not want to help this person it's beautiful so you give them a gift and now they can buy their medication that they need in this illusion and it's not the dollars it's not the medication it's that you cared it's that you even allowed it to be on your radar that they mattered see giving people the sense of value is healing remember the hugs we shared shared last week wasn't that amazing seeing to some people it's like who whoa I asked you set your intention right and

allow it to happen oh my God the feedback I've been giving around that how healing and tears and but it's just it was powerful I am as God created me I will to share this hug on Earth you know downloading in a hug downloading in a thought a handshake a hand A Healer downloading a chiropractor downloading a surgeon all of us down learning to download instead of doing Mom making dinner as opposed to co-creating it learning to bring the presence it's so amazing so let's do our prosperity blessing together please Divine love

flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you can anybody share what they learned or heard today that was important for you or healing for you or insightful or that might make a difference in your life or the lives of the people around you what did you learn Andor in the meditation yes your bills pray your bills yeah yeah pray your bills yes one little twig in the Stream of life and you'll be damned yes you have to ask for ask for

help ask for no I can do it oh my God now listen for the people that want to tell you oh I don't believe in that praying to I believe we can just say this words just say these words billions of years and you still don't have it right God in one moment versus you billions of years you know come on let's let's think this through tell them you know somebody else was over there hand up yes yeah oh yeah yeah yeah thank you well first you know I'm sorry that You' ever have felt honestly lonely um because your loneliness is the

loneliness we all feel archetypally and um as human beings feeling as though we left God so in my and our love to you you can't be alone it's you know we love you and soak that in you're you're totally connected to people you know and don't know um sending you love so you're not alone but you might still feel that sometimes because that's the pattern of the history but um we refuse to allow you to feel alone other than if you choose it you're not alone we love you and each other we're here for each other

if any one of us had a breakdown of some kind where you're not causing harm but you're reaching out I think just about everybody in programing online would reach out and help so how can I I feel alone when so many people are here for me you're right and you learn to keep opening that and welcoming that which you're doing very well for these M months yes and I love you're reminding us that alone is really all one yeah alone versus all one it's just a switch it's just a perception and you can pay

bills what are you doing I've got to pay my bill you already exhausted me just just listening to you talk about all those bills you have to pay listen if you don't like the heaviness of all those bills don't have anything then you'll be complaining I wish I had stuff to that I owed money on it's kind of funny and sad so don't have anything you know you know you want to have heat you know you want to have air it's kind of nice to have a bed to sleep in it's you know it's kind

of cool to have food I know you could probably fast forever but you got to admit you know it's kind of nice to have food once in a while so just you know I'm grateful that I have these bills to remind me to pray my bills and it now it's it's becoming a closer walk with God to have had bills because I do prayer in my bill paying so now they've become an ally but my mind will say no way because that's the ego who else was their hand up yes FOC y every bit of human stuff will basically block out the spiritual

when I allow my human worries to get in it's taking over territory that now God isn't allowed to be present in and it's a decision we make every day yes buy me some I'm so lonely I'm kidding okay ring oh it nice nice just knew I needed it immediately and I said you meist I got the day I and days in here mother Mar c

yeah W and we just we just honestly they said a little while ago what song should we play I said oh let it be and we play Let It Be and then I'm you know you guys are asking me to talk about certain things I I didn't think with yeah you know loneliness and mother Mary you know I didn't put that together I just talk and it comes through but look what happened right and I'm I'm not at all kidding or exaggerating I'm telling you she's showing up now more and more a veil is being parted and she's coming

through you know you All Saints Day Halloween is the thinnest day energetically of the astral the veil between the astral and physical world so All Saints Day means you know all Spirits have a little more access to the human PL it's like that the veil is thinning she is showing up watch listen even when someone else says wait a minute I don't want jewelry yet I was given or found this ring and the stone is related to Mother Mary just a few days ago I walk in and you guys are singing this start believing in that

story and you'll find yourself going wait a minute cuz she's going to start showing up more and more and more and this this next 10 days is going to be a magical level of her presence I'm telling you where we go with that is going to determine the future if we could all get online and answer the call everything's going to be changed for the better beautiful loving beautiful world if we ignore this call if we doubt this call if we fear this if we spoil this call um there will be repercussions not

from God but from ourselves because a window is opening so Breathe It in the Air instead of shutting it down breathe this in a few more people okay there yes wait yes so the fellow who is talking earlier yes from one perspective I was and seeing the CL of the ego going on yeah but there was a shift that happened it's like he shows up because yeses that'ss right over and over right that shift with nice wow nice good job so even a challenging experience like a disruptive person you can see it and it's true he's

walking around town holding two books a course and miracles and the Heart of a course and miracles and his brain's not just not knowing how to handle that and so he's fighting with it which then he takes out on on us and you have to say listen we understand you're upset but you can't take it out on just like your child they might be upset kicking and kicking well wait stop kicking people well I'm upset I understand do you want to talk about it no do you want to heal it no then don't take it out on us give

people a chance to heal if they want to heal but when they take it out on you you got to think twice and say you need someone else or somewhere else yes learned right right beautiful and for the folks online he's talking about his mother just passed and then all these amazing connections with this and and even the word Rosary comes from where the Roses because the Western version of the lotus flower in the East which symbolizes Lo like Buddha has a thousand pedal Lotus when you see that cap on his head it's got all these

little spirals that means that's how enlightened I am it's it's not one Vortex it's not a four petal Lotus six petal eight pedal Lotus it's you know a thousand petal Lotus it means I'm awake and he has that cap on his head and the lotuses in the East though in the west are known as roses the rosary roses the the rose cross it's it's about these blooming your chakras blooming fragrantly that and that day is coming when it can bloom fragrantly instead of wow what's going on in my chakras I have

all kinds of grief here you know regret here you know and what you're smelling is called compost The Garden of your chakras there's a bumper sticker hello Beloved the garden there's a card that's a Hallmark card waiting to happen hello beloved you're okay it's just that the fragrance of your chakras is just compost but the day will come when there'll be roses you know I gota just on this side of the room if there's anybody yes yes thanks for picking up on that right right yes somebody says to me I have to

forgive that person that already tells me you're not going to do it successfully because you have to it's not you it's obligation I have to pay my bills you know it's you you can see that right yeah I have to go to work and you're going I wish I could get to go to work right on yeah I like that more hugs less drugs yes thank you I appreciate you know you guys being open the way you are the back of the room last one nice well there's a lot in what you're

saying but one thing if you guys heard and I'll partly repeat um about prayer and am I not praying right and so forth but even as you're bringing it up you apologize right which is amazing because what that tells me is when you tell us about it and you apologize for sharing your thoughts that's how you pray apologetically so talk to God as though it's this close to you create a and what you ask for let it become feeling more than things work on that as well but I love that you were apologetic because I can hear a

sincerity and a humility in that but it's a humility you have to get over to realize deserv ability rather than excessive humility we already know you're humble you're a sweet person you're good Soul now step up and start stepping into deserv ability while you pray hey this is not your will God I've got this garbage going it's not your will and I'm willing to give this up now show me how and even words like help me Jesus or I call on you mother Mary find out what Ally you feel close

to and let them help you get there okay and anywhere and any time you can pray let it start becoming definitely at the start of every day let it start becoming a a a common thing for you amen yes um so join us where and when you can and um again absolute heartfelt thanks for your dedication to your path I absolutely know the world is changing not a little it's not an accident or coincidence that things are going the way they're going and they're going to keep turning in that direction because the Illusions are falling apart

because we're going home it's time for our remembrance and that's very good news but how challenging that experience will be is absolutely proportionate to how plugged in you are so plug in please stand for your closing or closing prayer yes please breathing and centering deep deep gratitude today we've gone a few minutes over why because of the amazing and necessary comments that so many people had I'm so grateful for your comments all of them those of you who had comments in your heart please know that

they're heard please know that the light of God surrounds us are God the love of God unfolds us we are the love of God the power of God protects us we are the power God and the presence of God watches over us the presence of God wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is please get your concert tickets blessings to you all thank you you're welcome