Misdirecting Guidance

despite the world as we see it despite this seemingly limited world I say limited some people say oh no it's an unlimited universe you're in a world that constantly causes us to age eventually pass away and people try to make that God's idea they say isn't God wonderful you know the the cycle of life and I think it's really cool really poetic isn't it amazing how there's death and then rebirth and Wow an expansion psyche gears within gears and it is really complicated and beautiful

right the universe and cycles of life the truth is God says Christ says all of that is bogus because in God there is no death just because you go oh no there's no death because you are born again God says you're only born again so you don't get too suspicious that you're no longer in heaven see the ego tells you all that you be born again and then you won't have to worry that you die and God saying there is no such thing as death you're not supposed to die you're not supposed to have anything go wrong in

heaven you have perfect eternally mind you perfect peace love joy you don't have ups and downs in heaven our life is supposed to have a heaven like feel to it and it isn't tense we're not in Kansas anymore toto so we came to the earth plane and we have a world that is somewhat limited I'm not saying get down on the world or anything I'm just saying no that you're not going crazy you're just waking up when you start to suspect that this world has some problems you were right you're not wrong to feel sad

that someone died the only thing is you think you're crying because they died you're actually sad because when they died it reminded you you're gonna die and then that reminds you that everyone's gonna die and then that reminds you you're not in heaven anymore that's why a Course in Miracles has lessons such as I'm never upset for the reason I think you think you're upset that someone passed away no no you just don't like the fact that they reminded you that this is not our home so it gets

very deep to understand these calm and the thing is God tried to get this God is constantly communicating with us all of us not just mystics not just spiritual teachers everyone is a cell of God's consciousness we collectively left that group of cells that seemingly left the mind of God would be like saying a section of the mind the section of the brain of God called the Christ we collectively are one and we seemingly left and separated from God but God is constantly communicating with us not not like we think like wow I had a miracle I

heard a friend had a miracle or somebody on TV had a miracle they heard the voice of God well the miracle is that someone sat still long enough to listen to hear the voice but everybody is actually constantly I'm not talking about just when you're in a good mood constantly God is constantly downloading its presence to us let's get that constantly we're just poor listeners but God is constantly speaking to us and so the talk today that I'm focusing on is how we misdirect or misinterpret the

guidance oh good okay guidance this is cool guys because it's not just mystics it's not just masters everyone the difference between a master of some sort whether it's a spiritual teacher whomever whatever the difference between them in a common like a layperson is simply that they're setting the antenna a bit right and they're listening they're training themselves to listen but that's still a potential problem listening is only half the communication with God listening but then you have to properly interpret what

you heard when Moses comes down and says I have Commandments to give you why is it written on stone you know why because we're so hard-headed it was like God was saying hey you better write this in stone because it was a symbol it wasn't supposed to have to be written in stone because even the commandments are downgraded for lack of a better term it's the the messages the messages that I hear might be different from you but they're never different in their original content they're only different

in their resulting form so Jesus or angels or whomever could speak to ten different people with exactly the same message they would all end up writing it differently first of all some wouldn't even write it some would sing it because it came as a song another it would become a visual program you know in a some form of art but others you know might write it as words wow I'm getting this message you know it's like you know when you let go of all you know you become one with you wow is a beautiful thing about oneness and and some of us

go out if you get enough of those they call you you know a mystic or a master well you're like Lao Tzu or we're gonna the Gospel of Joe you know what it's gonna be because you heard enough times well all along those masters even like teachers like myself when we hear these things and share them they're as much for us as for anyone else and when I share him with you there as much as for you as for me and vice versa like I said when we share these message we thought that the Masters the prophets of Israel

they would stand and speak to the people it was never also you know not to be also for them because we're in this together when Jesus is saying things like love forgive those who harm you he wasn't just saying now I'm not saying he was teaching himself he already knew this but when he brought that message to others he was anchoring it to a new level for himself and then when he's anchoring it for himself he's also anchoring it for everyone else there's this amazing oneness and reciprocation

that happens in our spiritual sharing it's never lecturing at people I've never felt that I was lecturing at people when I was talking I was just felt like we're kind of like hanging out you know we're a we you know and some people you know had a hard time even translating and understanding that because you know you're supposed to distance and arrived you know helicopter takes you you know to your places to speak your venues then a red carpet you know and and some teachers actually do that they want limousines they want mean

some of the speakers that people love and admire are really a pain you know to deal with when you're the per then you you know these people are telling you I want a limousine I want a phone in the limousine unlimited calling I mean it gets crazy you know one time I went on tour it was to the Edgar Cayce foundation and I went to speak and the lady you know picked me up and all that and you know they say you know just you know you'll stay at this place and you know keep your receipts and eat wherever you want and so on and then just give us

a bill at the end will reimburse you well you know there's speakers and they're like well I'm gonna bring a couple friends and they're on the bill and then we go out to eat to all of course the finest restaurants and these speakers are running up bills and then they hand it in and you know you're taxing you're taxing you're making it hard for these people that are trying to put on events to be able to afford to do it but you don't care because you don't know if they'll be there tomorrow as

long as you sustain for another day well I gave my receipt and I think it was like a dollar fifty it was it was like just a few dollars because and I swear to you this is not not kidding I'm because I was only instead of for three days I was on tour so I could only stop for a day and a half that's why the the only a few dollars but I gave him a receipt from 7-eleven for my candy bars and sodas that's was it that was it and they're like yeah I think you gave us the wrong receipt no that's my food for

yesterday I swear and they were like cool this guy's out there you know that's me but but why why do you want to go overboard right so you know there and they were saying you know we these other speakers we got bills they wanted limousines you know I got a cab you know so that probably cost him 20 bucks or whatever but I got a cab and you know went and got my own stuff so we don't have to be taxing to people and and speakers are needing to remember teachers and that means even people that don't think their teachers a Course in

Miracles or I'll say it this way Christ consciousness is teaching us telling us this that everything you do is a teaching when you are behaving you are teaching it's not just like lecturing you're always teaching so teach only love now part of what it means by that is it's saying you're always teaching through your behaviors meaning when I act arrogant I'm actually letting you all know that I'm insecure and compensating I'm teaching you about myself when I teach you how to relax or

you know don't worry be happy' or whatever I'm that's what I'm downloading and you're getting that that's what that guy is about also you step on my foot and I say oh and I hate you and get off my foot and you hurt me and you I'm teaching you that I'm harm a bull I'm a limited being and all it takes is to get me off my god center is a little stomp on my foot accidentally let's say suddenly I've descended from the highest heavens to the lowest depths of hell because you stepped on my foot I just

taught you oh let me just demonstrate to you my limitation of my holiness so when you say something like I don't like you for some reason and we get all wounded you're telling people that's how certain you are that you are a child of God which means not very not very certain because I reacted so Jesus is saying that's why when they beat me up and crucified me I didn't react I didn't react because I was saying to them see the more I'm teaching you on the cross there's moments when he's

passed he's still teaching because he's saying I will not return hate for hate I'm gonna teach only love and I mean it sounds crazy and he says but listen you're never gonna have to do it in such extreme demonstrations so I'm gonna do the crucifixion I'm gonna have them beat me up with one of the most horrendous forms of torture because it's not murder it's torture that results in killing you but you're actually hanging there for several hours slowly suffocating it's really intense and they beat you up and

stab you and all these other things and he's like I'm gonna do that okay just I'm skint yeah I'm in Center Center and there's moments when he's like all these people know forgiven forgive them they know not what they do you know you got to figure here's moments I'm afraid I'm thirsty see those are that's him demonstrating to us I'm thirsty and then they go to give him drink and he turns his head away what is this guy you know like split personality one minute he wants a drink the next minute turns away

what he's saying is I'm thirsty but I cannot be sustained with water or drink I'm hungry but it isn't food what is it god that's he's teaching even in that moment he's teaching us don't hate them forgive them they know not what they do he's bringing us the highest message possible and he's saying all I'm asking for you to do here I'll do this and they beaten this stab and they spit on me and they're you know just humiliating me lashes the number of lashes because the

Romans had tortured down to a science the lashes was one away from what would kill you if you didn't know that the number of lashes he received was one less than that which should kill a person so he already was brought to the edge and still on his way to the cross he tells the women at the side of the road crying do not wait for me okay he's still taking care of people that's amazing and he said so I'm going to do all this and all I'm asking you to do is not hate your ex oh but you don't know my ex oh come on

lashes crown-of-thorns stabbing beating you know punching me out and so on it's a ex he's saying you guys you know please don't don't you know not only he's not trying to compare it compete with who had the worst life but he's saying don't think you don't have it in you to make it through the worst stuff you do have it in you and he's saying I know that because we're one and I had it in me you can get through these things and I don't mean just like oh poor me I'm gonna barely get through this

divorce or this whatever it happens to be I'm talking about changing your mind about the whole ordeal I'm talking about getting into a spiritual state of mind and it isn't the kind where we're sort of pseudo spiritual oh it's okay I'm okay everything's okay I just you know love everybody when in fact inside you're getting ill because you're clenching inside without realizing I'm not talking about like a fake love I'm talking about one that first acknowledges something hurts because

that means you're being honest and real and then being able to say but I'm willing to see this differently you know I'm willing to look at my own lessons in the situation and learn to turn it all the way around from like a 180 from completely victim to I get it you know actual visceral sense of awakening so God is speaking us to us constantly of course in miracles' says God speaks to me all through the day God is constantly downloading messages to us and we typically don't hear and there are

angels there are masters there are humans that help us get those messages they interpret those messages they can be messages like Michael I'm having a synchronicity happening constantly they come to me and say Michael I have a digit dream would you help me interpret this thing yes because we should all be helping each other as much as we can with those messages because we're constantly receiving messages so that's part of the problem hearing those messages is half the problem remember the other half is interpreting it

properly so how do I get clear enough to hear it because I'm not always hearing it why spoken like in simplistic terms it's basically the ego hijacks the messages beats them up and then sends them back to you in a different form human beings the way we do this is this the main message of God is love I love you come home I love you come home that's the message of God it doesn't like change it I love you more than that one to you oh and you've been really good I really love you not you so much there's no variation like

that it's only I love you and since we think we're away come home and God isn't saying come home as though we did go away God's saying it since you think you're away I'll ask you to come home okay so that means great now let's sail all night long we all heard that message I love you come home now we woke up this morning and we already started translating that message and I'm telling you did you did have that message last night and we all started translating it now I love you come home is translated

by one person as I woke up more loving and I wish I had a partner you translated into romance another person I love you come home they don't know they heard that but they're feeling something very deep in the subconscious they're feeling something about they don't know it's love but they translate love into I'd like to feel good today and then I feel good today I'd like to feel good today oh I can't wait for my coffee I know it can sound absurd when you desired a cup of coffee

you were downgrading not not saying it like a negative but you're downsizing downgrading the original message of love now if you pick up the coffee and say thank you god this is a sign of my loving for myself am i loving myself because I'll feel good and awake I mean I'm just kind of presuming how it is to have coffee I've never had a sip of this stuff but I know people talk about liking their gwella you know I like healthy stuff only so-so I see people you know so look at how much people love

their coffee now some of us go do you know what's in coffee oh that's terrible caffeine and it does this for you on that that isn't god speaking your downgrading it even more but when you catch yourself and realize I'm on my third cup I got to have coffee or I can't wake up stop and catch yourself and say it isn't the coffee what I'm really looking for always is God I feel separate and I just want God and today this symbol of that is this coffee so thank you God in this coffee I'm using

it as a symbol of God and it changes the vibration of the coffee a human being wakes up and says God I you know again the message of love I love you come home was there remember that's now in the subconscious we wake up and we're kind of tooling around starting our day and then we kind of God you know it's been stressful lately I would really I just want to feel peace now this is still somewhat subconscious but sometimes conscious I just want to feel peace so you reach for a drink you reach for a

drug of choice an addiction why the drug drugs are bad God doesn't want you to have drugs no no that's not how God sees this God says I love you and watched you reach for your drug the only thing God if God would feel anything but I love you which it doesn't but if it did it would say gosh it's kind of sad that you reached for a drug to feel peace a pseudo peace instead of me that can give you the real thing you see and all we're doing is changing it the person that shoots John Lennon believe it or not

heard I love you come home he then realizes I don't know how to feel love I'm gonna take it from somebody else so somebody goes and rapes and molest and murders they're trying to get something they don't feel but they all hear the same message I love you they just don't know how to find the love that they're feeling or hearing that kind of desperation causes an anxiety in us I'm never upset for the reason I think I'm never upset for the reason I think and the good news is guys it's always a

longing for God that's all it is you know the most horrid form of sex addict it's the same thing they don't know it's the same but I love you come home they on some deep soul level they're hearing that their mind takes it beats it up and says you need a person to body to comfort you to be with you I did that yesterday didn't work so you need another one and it's an addiction and you can go into the most twisted forms of that kind of addiction and it's still at some point look to the person you're

with and even before engaging go ahead and say you know what's weird about this is I know that it's just God that I'm looking for would you mind if you and I concentrate on feeling the presence of God while we do this act and then you change the Act you bring gut do it with God do it with God do everything with God so bring God into everything and some of us actually think no no you can't include it has to include everything if there's anything on earth that's so horrible that you can't bring God in you have created hell

because hell is the lack of God's presence so why would you want to affirm that one person is hopeless but not the rest of us if one of you is hopeless and we're all connected you're one neuron in my mind and in my brain that is unholy I have now a blind spot a dark spot in my mind that's okay we can sacrifice that it's called collateral damage so you go into heaven half-witted it doesn't make any sense we go all or nothing that's the rule of heaven it's a place of oneness so we can't say well listen we

have some good news and some bad news Lord good news is a bunch of us made it bad news is a bunch of us didn't there's a group you know because they were pagans or they were this religion or they were non-religious you know the atheists they can't come in they don't even believe in you God God would say what's that got to do with it I believe in them so it's you know we make up these stories in our mind to create segmentation or separation and separation excludes us from heaven so we're waiting for our own everybody

getting at everybody waking up God is constantly speaking but we're just poor listeners so there's these misdirected impulses of course in miracles' refers to them in different terms but one of them indiscriminate miracle you know miracle making what he means is there are times that we feel a calling and then we move forward on something and it we may be originally it was semi accurate in the interpretation by the time it reaches our actions it spins out of control it becomes something else a person can hear an original like a song

but by the time like even the Mozart's and Beethoven's over the world they used to be frustrated constantly because they said it never translates to paper exactly like I hear it will imagine those are musical spiritual geniuses and they can't get the sound to translate just imagine what happens to compulsive addictive humans when it comes to daily actions so we we twist everything into our own liking we say oh you know even if we believe in God okay God I'm looking for some guidance today but

we're giving it the shape to fit in I want you to fit into a square hole a triangular you know we're doing it like so so spirit ports because it can't nut never says you're unworthy because you asked for a square peg or a round peg it never says you can't it just says okay oh and it pours unconditional love the problem is by the time we translate it it became something else it originated always as God and so we all need to practice checking in to see and learn to see where we took guidance off a little too far to the

left or right and it doesn't make us bad at all but we are again where we're making decisions too that it should go this way or that way and the more we learn to clear ourselves out of a situation the more it will remain pure guidance so here's an example even mystics mystics I mean masters that have dedicated themselves to God and these people are clearly hearing God's guidance and we read their books and Wow you know wow this is great this is God clearly this person was channeling God but even mystics they can sit because

they dedicate so they can hear a little better than most because they make themselves an empty vessel they open up to listen but even a mystic could hear something like you are pure and innocent now watch what happens hello God hello my beloved child in whom I am well pleased oh that feels great Lord how we doing today oh I just feel great and I just want you to know you are so beautiful and pure and innocent got that that's what happens for the mystic and the mystic here's okay what was that again you are

pure and innocent okay I'm hearing I need to purify myself so that I can be more innocent I will now be celibate and I will fast alright Lord and God lik oh hey hey what's up with you people so we get this translation you said I'm pure and I heard I need to purify myself that's a good example again a couple can say you know I'm feeling like we should have a child it starts with you already have one right here but they translate it as we need now you don't need to do anything we have to have a child you

don't have to do anything Jesus talks about Roosevelt in the in the diary notes of A Course in Miracles a Roosevelt saying I was talking to Roosevelt telling him I want you to institute a concept freedoms it was called does anybody remember the freedoms of Roosevelt these things that were called the freedoms freedom of speech freedom and they were making this more known in the Second World War and Jesus without saying the words Jesus is sort of saying I said to him to send forth to the world concept of freedom when they decided to

fight for the freedom they already lost it you see the difference he didn't say he said you know don't get me wrong I'm not telling you not to stand up for what's healthier right but their interpretation became immediately go and fight for freedom so in that moment it was lost nothing's ever truly lost completely but it was it you know it was lost means you no longer are hearing the original message so the freedoms come within and the speeches should have been I wonder if we as a nation can find freedom within and

happiness and love and respect for other human beings could we do that as a nation then it would have changed the vibration in the world and there may not have needed to be war you don't know you know like peace pilgrim says if people had enough courage they would be able to use peace to create world peace not peace to counter hate when you're still focusing on the enemy then they're still an enemy to become that presence of peace so thoroughly there is nothing else around you you don't see anything

else and that's a real stretch for most people so divine inspirations they enter us and then they run into our patterns and compulsions and we translate them our way is that all making sense so take time to look at that I mean everything you've ever done you can say I you know marry the most unhealthy kind of a person the original message was I love you son from God somehow you heard love translates to unlovable translates to but if I can get this person and I to get this right I'll be more deserving of

God's love and gods going I told you I already love you you don't have to hook up with them and we hear it differently okay the more even the most murderous actions underneath it it's a call for love and we need to learn Center and ask ourselves how might I answer that call differently try first inside actions last that you know of course some actions are needed immediately you know moving your car week before an accident that you know of course some things are needed immediately and we're not asked to judge ourselves

when we have those compulsions oh my gosh you know mess this up again oh my gosh you know I went and said yes again to something that didn't feel right for me you know you don't have to judge yourself all we are asked to do recognize what you've done you have to pause breathe you know recce like count to ten before you you know speak when you're angry pause and just catch it as soon as possible I recognize what I've done then it's important to own it you know not just own it own I think that

was a mistake I think I missed something there how will you know if you've made a mistake and and are needing to you know own that it was you missed something because I don't feel peaceful if love was coming to me if the message of god is love and i don't feel love it means i missed something love should result in love peace peace joy joy all of a sudden love peace joy oh my god what have I done something went wrong recognize you've done it and then own that it was a mistake then third call for correction you know god I

caught it can you just help redirect me that's all you own that you're not here you're over here it's a it's a where we kind of get the figure of speech you you're unbel I'm speechless I'm out so here I am in my Center I'm now over here I think something went wrong here somewhere I can tell by how I feel catch it own that I made a mistake don't blame the other people you know I would have been in my Center if it weren't for the blaming here's what happens here's my Center I'm

off-center and I blame watch what happens when I blame an arrow a blame goes out does that take me closer to my center the more I fire off an arrow of somebody you know blame it actually is tethered to me and pulls me with it I don't like that because then who's gonna be responsible I'm off-center they talked me into marrying them they talked me into investing in that they talk you know some investment in the stock market and went bad but they they and and I know that that's what it seemed to

happen in this world that's what happened fine but are you more centered when you said that no but somebody's got to take the hit and it's not going to be me so then you'll just remain off it's very important for us to learn to say it snip the cord to the arrow even if you fired the arrow already snip the cord and then walk your little self right back here and say oops I released the need for that arrow to land on anyone and instead I'm gonna come back here and own I think I made a mistake what

mistake you could just say this I have no idea I just know I made one because I don't feel peaceful right now that's all you got to do see people tell you often you know know each piece that's the ego telling you have to know because you'll never know all the details of everything ever so that's you know an endless search which the ego would like to get us on instead I don't know I just have a feeling I can tell something's off I have a feeling I must have done something thought something judge

somebody and it's because I don't feel peace so I'm giving this to God and I'm asking for some help redirecting and then in comes the Holy Spirit the Divine Mother she comes in and she starts helping to redirect and she'll change some neurons in our mind and help us these things a little bit differently and then all of a sudden we start to feel a less you won't always immediately have some miraculous vision of some kind sometimes you just feel less angry or hurt and that's actually a miracle

because nothing happened significantly on the outside sometimes to shift you from upset to non upset nothing happened then that means something supernatural happened and that's the definition definition of a miracle so you shifted a little more you know peace when you recognize that you have a craving tour something you know all of our compulsions and addictions all we have to do is own that's the first place to start looking for when you took love and steered it into your direction it's the easiest place to look there's the

dramatic things to look at like one offs that happened this one time this year but there's also the things I do all the time every time I get sad I go and eat chocolate ice cream there's a lot of people talk about oh and I'm depressed I gotta do chocolate whatever the compulsion is I'm telling you what you want is God and what you're doing is I'm upset now I'm really aware that I need God but I don't see any God around but I got something pretty tasty in the refrigerator and so you go and you

fulfill it's an addiction again I'm not saying don't have the ice cream what I'm saying is on your way to the fridge you can say or even when you dished it into your bowl you can say you know I get it I feel such a strong compelling here for this ice cream but it will not sustain me what I really want is love so somebody broke my heart now I'm interpreting love as being har mobile which it is not but I'm thinking of myself as a fragile human being and this is really important to catch on to

I'm a fragile human being this person hurt me I need ice cream so here's what happened I'm actually a divine being but I mistranslated divine love into human love when my human love got retranslated by the ego to be something I relate to with two people human beings what human beings their bodies you and me people now when you said you don't like me I my personal self my human fragile body self was wounded now I need some ice cream here's why you have just convinced me that I'm only a body so I need physical things

when I have physical events tempt me tricked me into believing I'm a physical person I'm going to need physical stuff to fix my physical problems and you've been tricked the ego will always miss translate divine inspiration and its goal is always the same you are a fragile limited being so when you reached for the addiction you confirmed I'm a body I need some chemical my drug I'm a body I just need other bodies and then you can put the sad face but I'm lonely I mean you don't want me to be

lonely you can do all that it doesn't matter you're still affirming one thing I'm a limited human being and the egos behind that whole you know case so when you say you know what I get it man does not live by bread alone where you remember hearing that before that's when Jesus was being tempted to forget who he is and hey Jesus you know you're hungry you've been fasting for 40 days 40 nights why don't you turn the rocks into bread he's like wow that's a darn good idea if only I were a body

with a stomach that thought I was empty having fasted for 40 days kind of empty bread would be really kind of cool right now especially if it was a Cinnabon you know you ain't Cinnabon til you've done the you know deserts of Judea Cinnabon so so you need a Cinnabon what did he say What did he say man does not live by bread so now now think of that in your life when someone's passed away and you say I'm sad they're gone and lonely and they're gone gone got like you literally literally are making them a limited

being that could die and you're making yourself a limited being that could feel sad without them none of this is true in God none of that has happened it just appears so so we start to catch ourselves and we watch and see our compulsions mine are when I'm lonely mine are when I'm sad you'll know because just track down your addictions oh I'm not feeling very good I got to go on a shopping spree you're you're saying behind the shopping spree I am NOT a child of God I am a limited mortal who

can do limited human things to make my limit itself feel better and it doesn't work which is why you will do it a second time which is why it becomes an addiction because it never works so nothing we see means anything nothing on this planet means anything and this is gonna get just a little weird in a moment but we look at the world we never see anything as it truly is and I've shared this a couple weeks ago and on and on you know off and on here and there but when you look at the world you look at a star remember that's a very

obvious one when you see star light it can be thousands of years old the flicker took that long to get here so there's a like a scientific version of you can see something that's not even here now it's not even there now it's not that's one example but then we say well but that doesn't apply to things that are like right in front of you if there's any distance at all there's a separation the star light just becomes a greater metaphor a bit more exaggerated the fact that I think you're outside of

me means there's still a time lapse I never see anything as it truly is I never see anyone as they truly are so when you look at a person you can look at me and and for the first few seconds you spontaneously let's pretend I just flashed into the room you have three seconds look at me and then 2/3 done what did you see and you a male you're wrong a female you're wrong brunette blonde you're wrong you're wrong you're only seeing what your brain thinks it saw you're never completely

onion on earth we're almost never really tuned into the present moment to say because you wouldn't look with your eyes if you wanted to know what somebody was about blonde brunette gay straight none of that would would click you know one of you posted something in my friends of Michael Facebook page as a cute story about these two boys one black skin color one white skin color and they both went had their heads shaved they thought let's trick the teacher and they won't know which one of us is which if we have

the same haircut isn't that sweet I mean I just love that it's amazing there was a special I saw somewhere where I think it was to two girls and they said you know we're sisters in the teacher be like you're not we are we're sisters one was black one was white and we don't live with the same house but we're actually they were convinced we are actually sisters you know their teachers like I'm not sure how I'm supposed to explain this and you shouldn't because you're gonna try to

use a knob the obvious don't you see the skin color no thank God if we could see you would not be able to see it so fighting for a collar will embed that there's different colors I'm not saying don't stand up for something that's not healthy or right you know that's something that's cruel or hurtful you know but imagine where we just out of that I can't even see it anymore now if all I do is try to train myself to not see colors I'm still only halfway there what I want to do is not see them

but ask God to show me what's really there if I don't plug into God I never completely shift my seeing so that God peace is absolutely vital so we're constantly thinking that we're seeing things but here's what's happening when we're thinking with our human brains the eco uses your lower mind your analytical mind you and your brain your soul and the Holy Spirit uses your heart so the heart doesn't see it feels the brain will calculate and here's how it works I mean I've shared this before but I'll be

very quick with it but the way medical science understands the brain to work now is like this I open my eyes I see and I go male light-skinned do you know how they are that's what it does the brain actually summarizes and makes everybody the same you know all white guys about that height they're all bad certainly you know how blonds are that's what it does you know blacks and whites and this and that the brain actually will only tell you what's in front of you based on what it has been told in the past so they're

called blind spots your you never like you look in this room and you get a you know pretty complete picture you know that in your brain you're not actually getting a complete picture of this room this is how the brain works I'm standing here I'm looking at the room right now my brain does not even see sections of you in this room it just caught a glimpse a moment ago and now it's taking those and plugging them back in to because I guess oom you're still there the brains actually assuming and

summarizing it's said to try to conserve energy the brain does this you know we already know that you folks are over there I don't have to know you're there now you were already there a minute ago so it takes a flash of that plugs it into the now but I'm actually seeing the starlight from moments ago so it's in it's intimidating and the course tells us in workbook lessons that recognizing that this is happening if people could actually see what they're really seeing and not seeing they would become

terrified if suddenly a block of this room is gone I think I have vision problems but actually when it happens you're getting your vision back you're starting to see the vision that isn't true and then eventually if you work with God on this it'll plug in something new and all of a sudden sections will go from there to not there to there again but light so there's a song first there is a mountain then there is no mountain then there is Donovan what he was saying was actually an Eastern training mind training

technique first you look and there's a group of people there's three big sections of people in this room so first there is then there isn't which means my brain starts becoming more honest and I start to see blackouts sections of the room disappear now there is no mountain and then there is means the real it the more real it starts to show up the first there's a mountain intellectually then there isn't because I'm being philosophical and then there is a mystic intellectual - philosophical - the

mystic and all of a sudden I'm seeing things differently and he's telling us in the course when you start to see this it engenders fear you start to realize I'm afraid why because what I think is there is actually not there so the ego doesn't want you to get suspicious so it plugs things in so that you think you see something it'll plug in not just images visual images guys that's how the eyes actually work the ocular system but besides that it's plugging in feelings like it already tells me how I should

feel about you before I've even met you that's why sometimes in a room you notice Judit you looked in you won't wait for a second there that person wasn't there because they're not the whole world is a hologram there's times when you meet people and you go you know you're totally different than what I would have imagined with really what you're saying is I am so disturbed I had made a preconceived idea of what you're about and I'm so glad and I love saying this I'm so glad I was wrong just say

that all the time it's a great affirmation because any time I think I see something I was wrong if I'm seeing with these eyes that are connected to this brain that's being driven or run due to being hijacked by my ego I'm gonna always be wrong not wrong like that just mistaken it's not what I think it is I remember one time I met an uncle I'd you know or whatever and maybe middle school and I remember you know he was talking to me and he was surprised that I was talking about deep stuff he was an older uncle

and he was surprised I was talking about deep stuff and then he actually slipped and he said you know you're nothing like they say you are which he accidentally copped because I knew you know this family didn't like me at all so he was telling me about how people in this other state where a lot of the family lived how they talked about me they don't even know me but they were given feedback from one person it spreads they now make an assumption and then there that's all they're running on

that automatic pilot oh that's how Michael is this guy had the wherewithal somehow to go wait wait wait this isn't computing it's not fitting into the little system I have but now what about all of us what about people that have pigeon-holed you into something and it's happened to all of us and then what about times you've done that to others and that's when it's right to just go you know what I make no decisions alone instead I choose to make them with God I know nothing like sergeant Schultz

inhere Hogan's Heroes I know nothing that's a great affirmation it sounds demeaning but it's actually half way to enlightenment when I say I don't know then I can be taught what to know and that is how to think like God how to be like God how to feel like God so we get out of alignment and there's a way to get back in but you can't get back in if you don't recognize you got out of alignment Wow so my egos made up all these stories and these assumptions I'm in on everything not just on like racism on

everything I was wrong about everything and I'm so happy to be wrong about it that's that's an empowering thing if you really understand it but it's like wow I don't know anything I don't know what anything is for up and down the certain foods are good for you and bad for you no I know that that's what you're told that's what you're sold and if you step out of that somebody's going to tell you you're wrong but to thine own self be true you know doctors told my mom when I was

at you know like probably 10 ish he will not survive months or even a year or two at the most if he doesn't eat anything and it's like Here I am you know and far healthier than probably any of them were they were talking it and I'm not saying you should eat wrong I I said I did what was right for me take care of yourselves and be doing what's right for you stay in alignment for you on all topics including who you date and whatever else you know don't marry somebody because your mother says that's the one you have to marry

and I don't like that other one you know no Center ask God for guidance God is speaking to me all through the day so in other words don't look for guidance the way we traditionally look for guidance instead learn to get out of the way and the guidance would be there because it's already there and it just comes through and it comes through it comes through as guidance and it comes through as a song and it comes through as practical stuff like you know that probably wouldn't be the best decision to buy that or do this

or whatever it happens to be God's voice is speaking to me all through the day and it's voice is saying I love you and if it loves me it's gonna gear me stir it steer me towards the right foods for me right now that's all and it's gonna steer me towards you know how to handle the challenged relationship you know people call me for counseling and guidance of different things relations and whatever else and and I you know it just comes through whatever they I need to be able to share with them at the

given time it just it starts coming through if you're a healer you understand - you're tuned in and things start happening through you you're kind of getting in the zone it's that Zen kind of thing that thing is supposed to not only be there for everyone but it's supposed to be there all the time some of us say wow when I tap into it when I'm doing readings wow I can channel perfectly but then in my personal life I'm all messed up what you're doing is again you're misdirecting guidance and you're

segmenting your deserving the deserve ability and it's supposed to be in all you know always so Jesus says in the course I was talking to the Apostles I was guiding them they were great they were really great they were dedicated love it love it love it but they were still humans who had their own thoughts and translations so some of them thought you know what you're supposed to do there's a name for what Jesus did for some people they called it martyrdom then there was no better way to die than being a martyr so most of the Apostles

died horrible deaths because their heads were telling him the best way to show god I love him is for me to die horribly that again is mistranslated guidance they took something that was I love you and said I got it I'll be right back to you horrible death get to the other side did I get it des no you actually didn't you'd have to go buy it back and you know let's do death light next time you know something a little little you know easier so you know we we learn to be in constant communication mostly through

humility yes a certain amount of effort we could call it like discipline I'm gonna I'm gonna you know do my best to pray and meditate but don't make the things a ritual of I'm not deserving unless I pray and meditate do it because I am deserving do the things on a positive note don't not drink because it's bad God's gonna judge me connect with God and you'll recognize you don't need to why we're you know that's the tracking why why do I drink why am i doing drugs you're doing drugs because

you're an anxious person and it chills you you like the peace that comes from it except it doesn't work that peace can only come from God and it sounds like I'm saying something religious like everybody's got to become all holy rollers and this you be who you are connect with God and be who you are Martin Luther said cling to Christ and sin boldly you know it's a really great statement like be who you are Kenneth Nick he's like The Godfather of A Course in Miracles he's like the master you know and he was really strong

about you know look don't try to fix yourself and be all perfect relax relax and let yourself recognize that you're already perfect by relaxing you'll find that perfect self more than by trying to fix yourself to find it because when you're trying to fix yourself to find it you've already affirmed it isn't there so chill relax it's okay and there's a thing that he says and of course in miracles' and that edgar cayce used to say that I don't hear mystics and masters say but it's

one of the most important tools in art you know available to us on the path he says and did Buddha got this to ask intelligent questions such as what is this for what is this about you know you look at somebody it's kind of like whoa kind of a craving attraction stop and say what is this I'm a holy child of God yet I'm feeling pulled into an attraction for you this is how you should you know do this the mind the talk self-talk what is this I want let me check in what's this tracking kind of you know this I'm

feeling like compelled over there where you are off of my Center what's this about and then you look inside and you realize oh wow I just remembers a self-esteem thing I was starting to feel low self-worth so feeling an attraction was kind of like a supplemental nutrient you know it was gonna fill me but it doesn't or it's my old shallow patterns or whatever else comes up for you I'm wanting a drink why I know it sounds weird but just practice it why what do you mean why I just like it to have a drink now and then really

why and so Jesus says in the course this is one of the meanings of I want you to become as children remember that saying only as children can you enter the kingdom so what he says is one of the translations was to be as children means to learn to ask questions why why is that mommy you know what we don't like their kind why you know how men are know why women blondes brunettes or whatever learn to ask questions because when you do it intelligently rationally is the word Buddha is you end up dispersing it

like none of it makes sense because the ego is capable of being logical but never rational it is good at dealing with quick-fix questions and answers it never really answers anything but it knows how to throw in quick you know quick things at you to make you kind of off-center but it it you know it never gives you any solutions it never gives you any final outcome it never tells you where it's gonna take you if you take that piece of candy from it and if you could see where it's going to go you make one little steering off this

direction those of you who are pilots no one in you lose your bearings and you steer off just a little you don't know that you're not flying level anymore and it happens to us in planes unless they make a really fast dramatic move they can make a move gradually you never even notice it you look outside and suddenly you're seeing the sky up above instead of to the side you know it can kind of startle you for a moment that's what happens the ego steers us often so insidiously so slowly off that you never realize

you're no longer in your center so you know I'm just gonna bargain this one time you know just I'm usually with good integrity about who I date but you know just one time because I haven't been with somebody in a while so a little and then that little one often man that didn't work I'm gonna overcompensate now a way over here for twice the distance over here and then then you overcompensate you either keep going this way or you try compensations and none of those are healthy and and we're

not in our right mind to even know what healthy is anymore so what ends up having to happen oops I can see that something's off and I know and I will own that it can only be in my choices that I steered off somehow I get it and I'm asking for correction I surrender whatever it was that got me off center I give it all to God and I surrender the outcomes of those decisions what I choose instead of it is to be refilled with the presence and the guidance of God God what would you have me do how would you have me feel what

direction would you have me take don't expect immediate definite answers like printout on your you know computer printer suddenly kinda hello you know its God here and here's what you here's your guidance it could be that it could be synchronicities it could be spontaneous you know dream moments it could be visions and your meditations don't know because it could vary per person and every person can have five different ways that it'll show up in one given day but we started today and we're ending

today the message anyway with imagine that God is constantly speaking to you when we've made mistakes we misinterpreted or misdirected the guidance it was always love always love I love you and you are enough there's nothing you need to do to become enough you don't need to purify it you are pure is it you know God saying is it enough for you me to just tell you that are you okay without or do doubt me well God you know you probably don't know some of the things I've done then you wouldn't think

that that's how we think guys and then sometimes we think well it wouldn't be very responsible of me if I didn't beat myself up a little bit there's all kinds of head talk we have and it's gotta go God speaks to me all through the day and now I'm choosing to listen so the affirmation to yourself God speaks to me all through the day and now I'm choosing to listen because we've been poor listeners that's all alright fine tune that dial got it you can tell when you've dialed in instead of it going to

each side you can tell when there's a feeling of love then you know you've locked into the station love meaning anything like love peace happiness joy connection oneness you know you've dialed in and then try to stay on that course please take a few centering breaths centering calming now let's take a moment to view some

decisions we've made in our lives let's just start with the last year and if your soul tells you to go back to a distant memory that's fine too let's go to a couple of decisions that we have not liked in our lives something we're not proud of something that might have caused a loss in money in an investment somewhere in the market a decision with relationship become aware of two or three if you can and then take a moment just to assess the huge contrast between total love of God and the decision you made just let

that be vivid for a second now how can we bridge the two if it started as this total peace joy love of God and it ended up in my decision ask yourself why or how you might have ended up with the decision you ended up with how did it go from pure love and try to track it and see how the wording changed I love you honey I love you God is saying how did it end up in whatever it was did I love you become you thinking you don't deserve did I love you how did it get off from I love you how did it end up loss hurt hate competition it

takes a little imagination but play with it for just a half a minute now if we were to say to ourselves what are we supposed to do about it when we steered off that far how do I get back to Center how do I forgive myself first the thing you've done when you miss translate it can you own that that may be a pattern of yours not just miss translating but that particular type that you did like the undeserved bility however you steer it off can you see that it's possibly a pattern and you've done it in more than one way

and then how would you deal with it the best way to deal with it is what would you tell an eight-year-old to do what would you tell a child you loved as far as advice on how to deal with that would you tell them that they made a big mistake and they're gonna need to reincarnate to fix it what would you do how would you tell them to deal with it and just talk to yourself as gently as that you can even speak to yourself with words like honey or dear one and then give it that advice dear one it's okay we all miss it sometimes but now I get

it let's start making decisions that are related to self-worth let's make decisions that affirm that God says we are holy and we really are let's make decisions that reflect deserve ability and so on do that for just a moment and then in your own way quietly give thanks and when you do give thanks in a way that means that you got it that your your exercise your meditation accomplished something you're not just giving things because it's done it's I'm giving thanks like and so it is when

you're ready do that and you can draw your attention back to the room gradually stretch out please