Loving the Lord and the Holy Spirit

it's an interesting thing when we think about or tune in to life on planet earth because they're clearly you know houston we have a problem not just because of any particular news thing right now politics and medicine and health and you know and all that you as yogananda says this is not our home so we need to make sure we practice not expecting this to ever be perfected that in case you don't know is never going to happen because it's not even possible i like in the book jesus calling he uses the the term

this is a fallen world it's not the world that's followed we have fallen out of our remembrance of who we really are so you take a bunch of people and imagine you take pretend a round number a trillion souls that we are a trillion souls and you put them in some container and you spin it's been it's been it's been it's been it's been it's been it throw them onto planet earth what do they do you know they're they're dizzy nobody can find each other they're falling over

and even sick to their stomachs that's what life is like on planet earth and some tend to grab onto things to sustain themselves that's called marriage um others grab onto something and it's called religion and others grab that's all this is and boy we're right out of the gates aren't we i should have started more gently somehow but it's just this is not going to get any better you can try to vote a better person you can try and fix a social system all you're ever doing is massaging things a little left

and right that's all you're ever doing this cannot become our home because it isn't our home this cannot become comfortable entirely and that's a good thing and yogananda explains that's a good thing because you would start feeling comfortable here and want to stay how can you want to stay somewhere that doesn't even exist you would have to be insane to say you know this is probably okay you know who would do that who would ever go into hell and say you know it's not so bad i got a ten the first second i arrived

into hell you know so so this is not our home and as we as we experience the personal revelation of who we are the book of revelation is the last book of the bible for a reason because it's it's not the end of the world and out of all the books of the bible the book of revelation is given the baddest rap it's the worst rap oh it's about all this terrible stuff and people are afraid of it christians are sort of excited about it because they think it's when all the people they don't like go to hell

and they get to hang out why would that even be good news you know why would that even be exciting to anybody so but the book of revelation is really it's worse if you really give it like if somebody put it to a movie and and and you forgot that it's a biblical book it would be the worst sci-fi horror movie ever i mean there's it's all kinds of horrible stuff even if there's a moment in revelation that says something wonderful it then it it ends the sentence with and then things went terribly wrong

i mean even if for a moment something's like and there was glory to god it still ends up in the next sentence and then here we go again more wrath more vials of wrath more terror in you know from the bottomless pit it's horrible but that's because of how it's interpreted everything that's horrible in that book is about layers of the ego being peeled off and it's only the ego that's complaining about it oh this is just terrible you know you know and even family that's dysfunctional

that is not of god the the the i come as a sword to divide is not meant to sound like a horrible thing the sword to divide simply means if you sit into set into the the consciousness of christ christ's consciousness there are things that fall away it doesn't mean they have to be slashed away minced away cut away per se just they fall away including dysfunctional family because you are not indebted to anyone you're created only by god not your parents you just borrowed them that's all you borrowed

them for whatever appropriate seemingly appropriate genetics fit the life you were coming in for sometimes you choose a genetic strain because you wanted a very uh powerful financial mind this lifetime so you went into a family who maybe gave you some of that you needed certain weak tendencies physically you picked a family that might have had that it just they fit you just you read the ad womb with a view and you went you know you just you just borrowed that family and you went with it don't allow yourselves ever or or you know i

mean you can't really explain this to other people that are caught up in in family stuff but jesus is telling us that which is spirit is spirit that which is flesh is flesh and what he means by that he's not like just hey guess what apples or apples and oranges or oranges he's saying and only one of those matters spiritual family is all that matters now where the fundamental christians would take that is and those that are the same religion are my family and we're going to heaven everybody else goes to hell spiritually

the truth is we are destined to make every soul from all time welcomed back into our spiritual family so it's not actually selecting who you like to be your new family instead of your birth family it's actually coming from a completely different place it's i will not exclude anyone from the family of god and if i did i would actually be surgically removing parts of myself any part of anyone else i find to be unworthy of god or god consciousness would be a part of myself i deem unworthy so it is our destiny there's a word

that's used in a course in miracles at times but the word enveloped to be enveloped in the peace of god even the envelopment of your embryonic fluid in the mom's in the in the mum's you know body and you're you're just beautiful the temperature just right and kind of floating and people go to chambers because it replicates that floating they do rebirthing workshops in hot tubs to simulate that whole piece of god and it does not compare to the real deal where i don't have to be in a tank or

back in the mother's womb i can walk in the in the in the spiritual energetic womb of the holy spirit or divine mother now how to do that it comes from consciousness people say to me michael how do you how do you make your aura this color how do you do this with your aura the aura isn't something that actually wraps around you like bread for a sandwich it doesn't wrap around our aura emanates from us the same as light on a light bulb the light brings warmth and a light brings light so does your aura the electricity is god

what kind of bulb are you some people are 10 watts man they're dim some people are just dim they're just dense you know and there's just not much there they walk around life just you know barely anything there you know like a maybe the type of bulb that would illuminate one of the little lights on a dashboard of your car i mean that's and and you know what and that's fine the electricity is still god they just see themselves as a bulb that's just dim enough that's all i can pull off

others boof you know just like wow the greatest of all the suns in the universe just bright bright bright right and and it's all the the light itself is god but sometimes the bulb ourselves our personalities and so forth we don't believe we can hold that much if you take the pure spirit of god and put it through a dim light bulb and you don't have something transforming it stepping it down it would just blast the bowl so those who walk around trying to do like kundalini risings and they want you know they think like spirituality is

like a carnival game you just hit the thing and it goes you know i just want enlightenment boom bing oh look at me kundalini and then you walk around sedona you know you don't know your name you don't know you know you lost your mind because you tried to do something that you weren't capable of doing so the peace of god don't don't force anything of god or energy or energy just let's say into your system just become it just become it and it'll shine become the consciousness of pure white light

and you'll have a pure white orange instead of you know how do i get that you know it's uh it's maybe maybe it's this herb mixed with this thing no you have to be that consciousness really really great schools of thought of of ancient times like the rosicrucians the original not some of the groups that are around today but the original they would tell you stop trying to like get enlightenment you have to become enlightened and how and one of the coolest things service to others you know they didn't say and you

take this and you stand on one foot and you know spin clockwise and be nice just be nice just be the presence of god people talk about oh i love god anybody can say that if you really love god then be god act like it okay let's pretend everybody says okay you got me there fine i actually want to do that how do i become more like god okay do i need to i got to make sure i never have a bad thought and i get it no it's forgiving yourself when you do period you're going to mess up to air is human to forgive is divine

so don't try to not make commit errors you know then it's going to be like oh god there this is food and i was totally trying to only eat one purified food and then i found out oh it wasn't as pure as i thought now i'm bad again no don't fret the stuff of this world don't sweat it do you can you forgive yourself for when you slip because you will slip god in this world is known as forgiveness on the other side there's nothing to forgive but god we call it translates here comes electricity a you know

60 watt bulb here comes electricity a 100 watt bulb it's the same here comes god forgiveness it's how the light of god translates into the third dimension it's called forgiveness and it's the number one bridge to getting us home forgiving everything and that means not just okay the usual laborous okay i got to forgive so-and-so right and so and so it's also you start to go okay oops me i got to forgive me hear me there that's still not it i have to forgive that i even think i'm here i have to forgive that i

think you're all sitting there needing to wear masks because a virus that's invisible has power over a child of god you know like one minute i'm all like you know let the sun shine you know my hands and i'm pre feeling praise of god that you know this thing this thing you know here it comes and i know it's coming because i know god wants to kill me and god's going to use this invisible germ to get in me and kill me this is how people think we are beyond immune to thing of this world including the things we make up

called viruses and germs and whatever the folks online i have never received respect from these people like that i don't have any idea i have no idea what i just said but i like it they applaud it i really don't even know what i just said um was it the nothing can get to us okay good ultimately yeah i mean immunity is a is just a little tiny symbol of our true being it's not like we actually have to fight off things you see i mean you really consciousness consciousness here it comes poof so the light of god

translates as your immunity being raised now what's going to happen you go i like what he's saying but then you get sick tomorrow and you go i must have been bad no you're in this world and this world's gonna keep trying to tell you and confirm for you that you're bad so it's gonna make you go god i feel immune and michael's right and i feel the presence of god tomorrow could you oh my god now i'm bad don't buy it if you want immunity you have to be immune to the messages you take on not just the viruses

stop listening to that oh they're slight sniffle i bet i've got that thing you you might and it should not matter so you have what does that mean well it could mean i i'll be sick for a week i can kick you in the leg and you'll feel that for a week too what's the problem no but this thing i could die something's going to kill you didn't anybody tell you that if you use a virus or something else to leave this world it's what you use to leave this world why are you making it an enemy why are you making it like it has

power over you you're gonna simply you're to buy a ticket you go to disneyland here's an e-ticket we used to call them i don't think they have them now but when i was growing up yeah e-tickets and sea tickets different rides this is the ticket i bought to get out of this lifetime it's the one you're going to use you're going to use something and it could be a comet hits you you know i mean whatever as i've said many times if you're meant to be shot you'll never drown it's it's like don't

hey don't ever believe this world is what's going to determine your value or anything else of yours we are holy children of god holy in one form of translation means to to be set aside as sacred oh i like that set aside is sacred how does that apply to me it means that god said i have created you holy now remember the translation of the word to be set aside as sacred so god says i have created you holy which means we have been set aside as sacred what does that mean set aside it means that even though you people are

going to start dreaming up a world that cannot exist one where there's war and craziness i have already set you aside as a holy being it's like saying part of us which is our spiritual self is still in heaven part of us is still residing in oneness and love with god it's just that another part of us we split personality to ourselves and came to earth and think this dream slash nightmare is the real world and we walk around acting like it matters like it matters what people think about us and and i'm

not saying it's easy to deal with these things of course it's challenging of course a parent passes away the family splits up the money they leave you out how is it not going to be tempting to feel that you're with somebody you marry somebody you partner with somebody and it's for life and you feel and then you know they're gone with somebody else of course that's gonna hurt and when you hurt your body and something hits your body ow of course that's this world all we're asked to do though is remember

to to judge is very normal and human so just own that you're doing it own that you're hurt own that you're sad but then own that it also means you must have thought yourself to be weak enough to be hurt to be loved less by someone else this must mean it doesn't mean anything my parents never loved me well let's pretend it's true if they never loved you does that mean they were coming from their god self well they must not have been because god wouldn't say god today loves this person

not that one so they weren't coming from their god self right right so therefore they were coming from their insane ego self right right so why would you want them to love you i mean really like do you need that kind of relationship no no but but what you know what it is it's your own sense of lack the your own sense of a hole in your soul that you think maybe someone will fill it maybe if they like me more than my siblings maybe if they like me at least as much as them maybe if they cut me in on something

nothing's going to work in this world even if somebody does give you what you think you want or need you're now part of the problem because you bought into it and you're going to need the revelation to come to you you know what that's going to look like horrible things and then there was a beast that came from the pit you know that's your addiction and then i saw a you know a third of the world burned a third of the world this and you know a whole third of the world destroyed what does it mean in this context family

members falling away get hurt by it and you go with them and you've lost yourself one of the messages of revelation consistently is hold your ground when it says you will be given the mark of god of christ and so on you're going to be given a mark that will protect you and they even say the rapture you know there's christians walking around hey we're waiting at any time now we're going to be raptured while everybody else suffers it's going to be great what a rude awakening man what a rude

awakening because they have this whole religion based on this idea we're going we get to go oh terrible rude awakening because rapture to be lifted up and protected from the evils of the world is in here it's it's be raised up in consciousness and the world won't have its effects on you so much now when's that gonna happen well according you know the christians and then it's gonna happen in the year today at any moment we can just go you know what not today man to the ego not today to hurtful people you know just now

not today it's that concept of get behind me satan so we here love god there's there's quotes uh jesus the greatest of all the the the gifts you could have is love one apostle is saying you know when you learn to love you know jesus again and some of the apostles in the new testament old testament two but new testament quotes around the topic of love god with all your heart mind soul body strength love god how do i do that like i said be more like god but i'll get to that it's forgiveness but i'll

get to one more point on that be like god and that when you're being loving you're actually being like god we're told in the new testament when you're being loving you're being like god because god is love well there it is just be loving what does love look like light translated to the earth plane love translated to the earth plane forgiveness but there's one extra piece to it and that is forgiveness is something i can do forgiveness is a choice i make but the i that i'm making that choice forgiveness is my primary

tool on my tool belt but the person making the choice to forgive also needs to become the embodiment of the shekinah the holy spirit of god so you don't become michael trying to forgive you allow you ask every day for the holy spirit to be in your life which is quite beautiful if you think about it whether you're calling it the kuan yin or the divine mother or the holy spirit the concept is it's the in a way referred to as the feminine aspect of god where god says i'm going to be going to work take care of the children while i'm

gone the holy spirit says got you covered she takes care of us and and make sure we go to school and learn certain lessons sweet you know this is the classic description of family we might remember but you know honey what did you learn at school today where's dad he's working he's you see we don't feel the father aspect so much but that's a long story i won't go into right now the mother is what's here taking care of us the mother what do mothers do they what they can do that is they can

birth things what the holy the divine mother can do is birth things it only births one thing us back into remembrance back into knowing that we're holy children of god so the holy spirit is necessary for us to birth into becoming the christ we can walk around trying to be like christ reading gospels to become like christ quoting scriptures to people beating them up with scriptural quotes that's not actually it the word christian means to be christ-like it doesn't mean to be dogmatic to be christ-like what does that mean

well let's ask him love god with all of your being but then he adds another sentence and love one another what's the consistent word there love love god self and others love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love love and jesus made this so clear jesus teaches teachers teaches teachers teachers and then he's you know you know what happens when as you're getting older you start to go you know i better chop down the words a little you start to summarize more i

think and even though he was only at the ripe age of 30 i think he was going you know these people still aren't going to get this are they i have an idea beatitudes blessed are the meek blessed and he does that and he's like still too many love just love love one another love and he left it at that and people walk around going jesus is coming back you know there's bumper stickers jesus is coming back and he's pissed you know that's that's that's as deep as you go like that's your interpretation of jesus

oh he's coming in he's angry he's gonna do this and oh he's gonna destroy the nations now listen because revelation would somewhat agree he's going to destroy the nations what's going to happen is the light of god will come and is coming and has come and it will teach us to say goodbye to all things of the material world so nations will fall governments will fall but guess what it's already happening when go when when elections started proving to be an illusion it was already a sign that they're dying

medicine when it's when it's become so clear that there's corruption and money involved wow maybe they're not out for people's best interests what would happen if medicine suddenly came up with a cure for everything they'd be out of business now do they want to be out of business do you think the board members of such institutions go let's let's come up with a cure for everything so that we don't have to be around yeah that doesn't make any sense religion is self-sustaining

government is self-sustaining all of these institutions they're just self-perpetuating and in the worst kind of sense and what is happening when people choose the truth of god all non-truths die and that's when people started going back a bit more to you know i'm going to start using yoga and things that are in my own decision making that i can bring my health to a better place instead of trusting of these other institutions that tell me i'm sick when i'm not sick they say you know do you have limbs that could be

an illness you know i mean like they have commercials that immediately make you think something could be wrong if you have eyeballs and limbs that could be a sign that things you know are not good for you okay i have limbs i i oh my god i got four of them that's practically how horrible these commercials are so take one of these a day and then write the subtext remember how that comes in may cause and if you take something for each of the things that that causes think of how much further off you're gonna go

it's like you never mind just never mind so this world cannot and will not save us but it it's not able to because it's not even real the holy spirit of god it's it's learn to love and trust the lord god learn to love and trust how do i know i'm trusting god and this is where it starts to get really tricky because when you're looking at human beings we're told when you're looking at human beings and ask yourself how you think what you think about other human beings that's going to be part of your answer

you cannot say i love god and hate your neighbor you can't say i love god but you know it's humans that i have an issue with any color any gender anything he says in the scriptures you are a hypocrite if you say you love god but have an issue with people he's not being down on you he's not judging you when he says that all he's telling you is the truth here's a piece of psychological counseling he's giving he's saying let me be your spiritual counselor it's called projection and

transference which we talked about last week so all he's doing is it being this beautiful spiritual psychotherapist jesus that is and he says hey guess what you'll know how your relationship is going with the invisible quote-unquote invisible god by looking at the visible oh i don't like that at all because visible people i have problems with left and right and what we're learning is what is it about people you don't like control freaks or authority you don't have issues with authority that's the father aspect of god you have

issues with whatever you don't like in people is something you've projected onto them because something in your relationship with god or with yourself is off so in other words it all has to become a holistic experience we have to have the fulfillment of our relationship with god self and others not one if i just get my relationship with god i won't have to worry about self or others you're told that's hypocrisy not because you're being judged it's a statement of truth you're a hypocrite

because you cannot say you have a relationship with god which is one with all and leave out two-thirds you have to develop healthy holy relationships with all how love back to love again how do i do that forgiveness and then the final piece the holy spirit of god the divine mother has one primary role and it's to be the bridge between us and the father she is what takes us home she is what births the children that thought they were mere mortals back into christ itself she the real sense of the divine feminine

she births in us the mother in us to birth the christ in ourselves and in each other if i'm nothing but a guy i will not get home i have to become an embodiment of the mother to be able to see my goodness my own goodness as a human being i shared this once before but as a human being i found out once many years ago i saw a picture of myself as a kid and i just i felt just repulsed repulsed like i mean i was like and i just kind of flipped it aside and then i stopped and i went that was weird and i flipped the picture back

and i looked and i actually had such for lack of a better word hatred for myself i just saw a picture of me and i just thought okay let me look at this for a second this is a long time ago but i was like what's that about and i looked and i just thought you're just you must be stupid i'm looking at a picture of a little boy and i'm going why are you smiling yeah it was just horrible experience i'm like why are you smiling because that would imply that you're stupid how could you be smiling

when your family hates you so much and so on like i had all this feeling so everything that they programmed me to believe everything i ever programmed me to believe was all being taken out on a little boy so drop it you have to all of us drop it shut the photo albums shut your thoughts for a second and go i need your help mother ask her to descend into your being it descends upon jesus in the form of a dove you've heard that allow the holy spirit to descend into your heart and say oh my god i am a face that only a mother

could love see a true mother aspect of any good being would only know goodness she cannot look at that photo and think those kind of horrid thoughts that was hyper masculine hatred stuff that causes war and harm to people that was possessing me in a sense and putting that towards this kid now the kid becomes crucified like jesus dies was buried and the mother can help me birth him differently is that all making sense and we all have to do that for ourselves we all have to allow the false images of ourselves to die

and if you don't do it willingly in some way the world is going to do it at you for you you have to die of your old self which is again why revelation sounds so horrible because it's the false us that has to die people teased you because you had an overbite an underbite no bite you know um people teased you because your hair was this color that color no color whatever you're teased if you're too dark and if you're too light it's just like we're this world and people you know it's not just adults children

can be hurtful too so this world just keeps beating you up it will not get better just by making laws to make people behave differently because if their behaviors came from hatred and they still hate we still have a problem and so what do we do we pass laws to make everybody love and forgive it's not going to work because you can't put a law on people's thoughts and feelings what do we do i'm going to stop trying to change it there and i'm going to have to change it here that is how i ascend that is how i

become the embodiment of the mother that is how i also not only when i'm the you know accepting the divine mother's presence i'm not only accepting it here i also start sharing it there i as the mother can start birthing i have the right and the power to birth the christ in others instead of walking around going listen you know people are pretty screwed up but i'm just gonna bless them and wish them well that new age thing oh i had somebody cutting me off on the road today usually i would flip them off but now

i've taken new age classes so i just as i go by just bless you it's still the same thing all you're saying is i hate you but bless you you're still you're still bothered that they cut you off and you're turning it into a i love you brother sister you're still triggered we just dress it up when we really understand we look inside and say but if somebody cut me off almost drove me off the road what's happening here about that what's that bringing up here clean up your own side of the street it

doesn't mean what they did was kind i'm not saying that i'm saying truly spiritually enlightened people always know everything needs to go here first then i'll bring you a different response when i clean this up when i never go here and all i do is react out there all of us are in nothing but danger we've never thought about we never tuned in we never felt we just reacted the reactive world is the one revelation is describing the material reactive world it's the one that's going to and is dying

and it's becoming more desperate i remember some visionaries you know the children in medjugorje had mother mary appearing to them and there was a point where mary said to the the visionary children you know there was this vision that was taking place about the world and the changes coming and they were becoming very frightened and they said why would god allow this god this is mother mary appearing to them said god has nothing to do with this this is what people are choosing wow okay and then the mother says and i

need to tell you children i know this is hard to hear there is an evil in this world and it doesn't mean the traditional evil there's hatred and fear in this world but there's an evil she said she said but the good news is it's dying so it's fighting harder to stay alive never forgot that and i ask you to never forget that it's not just the world i'm talking about yourself your ego our ego and the one in each of us refracted into each of us the human ego is actually dying the global evil can't be dying according to

the mother and she wouldn't be lying so if it's dying how could it be dying and not my evil dying evil is dying it can't be look at what people are doing in the streets it's fighting harder to continue to exist how will it do it by doing something in the streets getting on the news watching you in your little new age homes going oh my god that's terrible and reacting to it you now anchored that evil on the show into your little household you took a strand of it and you brought it over here and you

anchored it it's called grid work that's how you do grid work you took some darkness and you strung it over here and you put it right there you have a dark little vortex in your living room now you know and then you wonder why family stops by okay spontaneously okay getting oh i didn't expect you guys but you know like you could make a great little skit or something a movie out of that i didn't expect the family to come over and then you know in the living room there's this dark you know mass of swirling vortex energy anyway

so our job in grid work is supposed to be anchoring light not dark love not fear or hate so yeah watch your news if you want but you can also shut it off not don't shut it in denial shut it because it has no place in you if it still has a place shutting it would be called fake it would be denial let it find no place in you like no interest i've never ever ever once never even once read a newspaper and i don't feel ill informed at all i don't feel like oh you know there'll be me on my deathbed

going oh i should have read newspapers it's not going to happen somebody quick put on the such and such news it's just never going to happen i've not watched the news and i just don't have it's just not there for me it would be like taking a two-year-old look honey the news is on what's the kid get oh wow you know you know with its with pacifier watching it's not going to engage a child and i am very much childlike in that respect so the things of this world just don't they just you know i don't feel like

shut them up deny him watch out they're dark i just don't feel a calling to them so i'm closing again now in the summary piece be more like god don't say you love god be more like god how to be more like god be a bridge bridge people family members as was mentioned family members how can i bridge this if one of you asked about shame that's what that photo is all about and i had to look at that and say do i wanna this kid like the the shame was taking the form of just this intense judgment so

i was doing what the world and family did i was doing to myself through a photo the shaming and the hating why would you do that to a kid now most of us in a program like this watching something like this we would go well yeah i would not want to do that to a child right right thank you oh let's see i don't know sometimes it comes in handy um you wouldn't do that to a child but we still do it to ourselves which means you're still doing it to a child you just think you're grown up so you think it's

excusable it isn't it isn't excusable to make yourself watch horror movies it's also not excusable to to date horror movies why would you you wouldn't do that you wouldn't take a a child and say you're going to sit down and i'm going to make you watch the exorcist you wouldn't do that to a kid who's a little a sweet kid it's just not what you would do but why do you well i've just been worn down so now these things become okay fine fair enough just okay is that how you want to stay though

no call in the mother mother i don't know how to love the way you do i don't know how to to nurture or bridge remember that word bridging bridging i was at uh judy's estate cell yesterday and there was a mover that came to pick up some things and they parked right in the street so people couldn't get back bye sheriff shows up and uh he comes in and you know who's in charge here you know and you just see everybody going not me you know you know it's like parting the red sea man it was like

you know and that ticked him off he goes who's the homeowner i stepped up i go the homeowner's not here which is true he caught on to what i was doing and he goes oh let me put it another way who's running this program judy was sitting right there i go she is i did and then here's what i did i go but i'll talk to you that's what i did that's how you do this but i'll talk to you he goes okay and we walked outside and this this this sheriff amazing he did something called bridging before he's talking to me he goes first

of all let me say we're all in support of you you guys having estate sales that's called bridging in other words he could have started with antagonisms he bridged by saying something kind something supportive something loving when you're talking to your nuttiest family members always try to bridge somewhere in the conversation bridging means i hear you they can be saying the most ludicrous things shut up don't say it you're wanting to say it you want to prove them wrong you want to defend do i need to do that

if i'm sitting in the absolute wholeness if i have been set aside as sacred the definition of holy do i really need to do all that no i'm good how can i help you mom dad siblings on and on well i can understand why you'd feel that way try it try it one time at a holiday dinner table with family probably 26 years old i think maybe a little younger than 24 but i remember my sister-in-law was sitting there and she was deciding for some reason to get something across to my brother i don't know what possessed her to think

that would work but she's going you know you never listen to me you never do you're always taking your father's side of our arguments and your dad tends to split us and he's just oh that's not true and he's just going on and on and on defending and i said what she's trying to say that's bridging and i brilliant whatever it was just channeled through bridging you know and and she this girl didn't even like me you know none of this family really liked me but but but i said something

you know what she said she goes that's it exactly she got it she i channeled it it's god when god speaks through us we know truth it's amazing so there i was the younger brother even now only 24 ish and i'm not the younger anything i'm the presence of god in this moment got that any of us bridge and you're the mother because the mother knows how to go from here to here as a translator so i stepped in and said what what she's trying to say is this and she goes that's it exactly you know

what he said you know what your problem is michael you're in touch with your feelings swear to god he said that you know nowadays in our time you know we think nobody would actually say such a thing that's actually what he said you're in touch with your feelings you don't know what you're saying you know i'm like wow disconnect there i don't know how to bridge that one no so please be as the mother love god with all your heart mind strength etc how it's that simple don't try to just wear white or

you know wear crowns of spiritual gemstones or take special organic herbs and have your essential oils burning and it's that's nice stuff it's nothing about doing on the outside it's about being you want to demonstrate that you love god stop talking about it and just practice being more like a bridge simple solution love and trust god i trust when it says in the scriptures do not be alarmed when you're dragged before the courts let me speak for you partly what that means the court's meaning in your own head your own ego

voice as well as siblings than anyone else what would you have me say just like that what would you have me do and what would you have me not say the idea i'm here i am the mother doesn't select who it loves and so the the in in the talmud uh almost every tradition we hear this especially christian jew and so on there's this concept of the shekinah of god the shakti she she this this little short we call she the divine feminine a female she from shekinah it's the mother and they would say the israelites the

shekinah guided the israelites you know into a new way of living into a new life the shekinah is available to everyone who calls her down you know it's called in like a pagan traditions drawing down the moon in a sense but it's drawing down the mother in in when they do a pentagram and you call spirit into this room which people also misuse but it's also in tantric buddhism they call it a yantra or we call it prayer because the word prayer when translated means to trap the presence of god trap is not

the right word but that's what they use that's what most translators use it's not trap it's grab or harness it's invite when you pray when you do a yantra when you you know do these practices you're calling in the presence of god all of us need to become the mother calling in the presence of the mother peace becomes an emanation then we don't wear it it becomes an emanation when you pray when you meditate imagine calling in the presence and imagine feeling the presence and then you become the presence

don't talk to the presence somewhere else don't wish for the presence that's called low level praying give me give me call it in and become that presence whether you're struggling and you're allowed to take care of your own needs oh i i'm allowed to ask for help for others but i i don't feel comfortable asking for my own knock it off that's absolute arrogance oh no arrogance i was taught is when i ask for my own needs no it's arrogant to think that you get to decide your value you don't want you to do that

trust me you want god to decide okay you know what today i'm gonna love and trust the lord trust with me i trust your opinion of me boom oh my god i do have value i'm allowed to win the lottery i'm allowed to have love i'm allowed to do whatever and then you're like king david who starts dancing and throwing his clothes off you know a king a holy king and he's doing naughty things because he was holy until you could see some of his body now he's naked that can't be good and he's just twirling and trancing and

he's just feeling the ecstasy of presence of god like saying do you feel her do you feel her everybody oh my god do you feel her it just want to twirl and dance and smile and people are like my lord that's shame shame shame shame and that's what this world will keep doing you to you even when you're welcoming the mother because the more you welcome her the more you're going to smile the more you smile the more they get angry there must be something you know honey we're doing an intervention

smiler's anonymous and we need we think you need medication and there's a special hospital for people that smile too much that's what this world will do dance dance spin twirl feel that presence jubilation it's just it should be feeling good that's why they call it the good news of the lord it's not the revelation bad news the lord it's it's really telling you the good news of god is that you're a holy being and that will never change thank god let's have a moment of meditation please

just stretch the neck a little bit stretch your back a little bit shake off the dust that we picked up traveling in this world in this lifetime just shake off the dust when inhaling just hear the words i am on the exhale at peace and do that a few times think of nothing else though let nothing else interfere with your goal to feel the presence of god i am at peace only focus on those words while focusing on those words try to feel those words imagine feeling the presence of those words

with each inhale change the words to that we're calling in the peace and presence of god and we know presence will mean every positive thing you can imagine peace and presence of god with each inhale and so it is on the exhale a few more times thinking of nothing else the peace and presence of god if i have god what could be against me peace and presence of god truly believe it truly feel it see it believe it the peace and presence of god and just try to imagine like a child on christmas how good do you feel when you're tuning

tuning into the peace and presence of god is that a bummer does it lift you if you're a five on a zero to ten scale what does that feeling take you to hopefully at least a six hopefully it doesn't take you to a two but maybe a six maybe an eight imagine how much jubilation you can feel what will you allow yourself to imagine and again like a child on christmas because this is christmas this is the day that i'm celebrating mass celebrating ceremony celebrating a new level of birthing the christ within me it is the christ celebration

keep filling me mother only you only you have the right power and clarity to birth my remembrance of who i am the first coming of jesus was when i was created when the first coming of the christ was when i was created jesus was a commemoration the first coming of christ was when i was created the second coming of christ is when i remember having seemingly forgotten so i am welcoming the second coming of christ it's when all of us go home i feel great about that i can see myself feeling lifted guys imagine it no war no harm done

to women to children to males to races imagine it gone completely gone how happy would we be people are dancing about the the seeming vaccination of a buyer for a virus take that multiply it by a trillion at least some dance when the stock market goes up this is way beyond that this is the peace presence of god love peace joy and abundance all that god is i am and now i ask the holy spirit to show me how to be this in my day-to-day life how would you have me bring this to the world including my own life teach me to be a

bridge the way you're a bridge and she'll say to you keep asking me that same question every morning when you wake up and i'll guide you and you'll see more apparently my guidance every day but keep asking not because i the holy spirit need it you need it so that you can refocus your mind every morning and if you can remember at the end of every day give thanks that you chose to let me be your guide that's the beginning to having a god day and so it is very good your child you want to come up

and do the gong for us if your mom carries you will you if your mom comes and rings the gong will you come up with her wait wait let me get out of your way perfect wait wait for it perfect it was beautiful now do it harder nice everybody tune in to that sound we're gonna do it one more time even harder go ahead yes oh and no coincidence a child shall lead them just pause tell the whole world be still and know

the i am presence of god be still and know the presence of love tell the whole world try something else peace and happiness is available the light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us we are the power of god and the presence of god watches over us we are the presence of god wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is blessings thank you so much thank you