Loving Christ

centering putting aside all thoughts worries concerns always doing that before we enter prayer and enter the altar setting aside all the stuff of the world Sophia Lind may please have heavly father mother God in this moment we open our hearts our minds our souls our being we open ourselves up to receive your love your blessings in this moment we become channels just as you've asked us to be not channels that are detached from The Source but channels who become filled with and become more of the source of

that which we would once have channeled in this moment we call upon the light the Consciousness the power and the the presence of God to pour upon us through that Holy feminine presence called the shikina the holy divine presence of God the Holy Spirit and by whatever other name it pours in and through US fills our heart until our cup runneth over and it pours into the lives of everyone we touch or encounter we feel ourselves filled with the presence filled with that River of Light that flows through us that brings

us to whatever and wherever we need to be as a servant of God we take that River everywhere with us we bless everyone we touch with it and we do whatever is asked of us to do in service to each other to God and in the Name of Love most holy God we here In This Moment The Sacred moment the sacred Place gathered to celebrate and honor and worship with Open Hearts open minds and our hands stretched to the Heaven We Are Forever grateful for your grace and love and all this that was shared is true it's the truth Tru of God it's the

will of God all we need now to do is step out of the way and not block or inhibit this from being Our Truth as well and so it is so it is please join me in reading our mission statement which you can find on the front of your bulletin together we say Unity of Sedona is a spiritual center that nures the path of both healing and spirituality as a means of Awakening the inner Christ through the practice and development of Love Peace joy and abundance and now for our sacred [Applause] reading from A Course in Miracles today I will accept the truth

about myself and I will arise in glory and allow the light that shines within me to shine throughout the world today I bring the world Glad Tidings of Salvation which I hear as father mother speaks to me I behold the world that Jesus saw and would have me see as well because Christ is in my eyes and in my ears dearest God I come to you as your beloved daughter or son and as my true self as well and so it is and so it is how's everyone feeling good I was just asked what's the name of today's talk and I was

like you know the linear stuff sometimes um uh uh let's go with this no no wait you know so I give them that and they're announcing it to the people watching over the Internet um and and I think cuz I what I think we're doing today is it's a tricky terminology because at first I was thinking blending the two questions that were asked in the bookstore love romance you know and yet Christ Consciousness and our relationship with God so I was saying you know relationship with Christ and then I was walking in here and I said

wait no that sounds almost Christian so no um so just loving Christ leing good at that um so to get us started um I I want to remind you all at any time you can ask and the people online as well you can ask for a specific topic because it just kind of channels anyway you know whatever the topic I I I believe in that I just we just set self aside and allow the truth you know as we can understand it as a collective and a lot of people say God you know this is just so weird because I was just struggling with this or that it was speaking

directly to me that that's how Spirit can work and some of us think well it's probably a coincidence he just happened to be talking about a topic that uh is of interest to me lately no it's also sometimes very specific try to understand that getting in the zone with god with Christ as a Consciousness is so multi-dimensional in its experience and it in its effects that it can actually be talking to 10 and something people at the same time and be giving them all something different uniquely that's how

multi-dimensional it can be to one I can say you know Abracadabra and one person it's everything they needed to hear romantically another person they felt downloads of healing it's all of that and that's what is going to be happening more in the world less and less linear less and less tunnel visioned and more and more whoo because that's what the Garden of Eden looks like is and feels like we were told in the garden you have everything you need well then why isn't this kind of communication part of the

communication in the garden where I get to hear everything I need to hear at any given moment not just in the linear way I used to you know you put on a song radio and you go wow that song was perfect for today that's really cool but take that times a million take it times a billion you know where it's not just I played a song and wasn't that an interesting coincidence coincidences start to give way when you start to raise Consciousness they start to give way uh from the skeptical coincidence like nah

it's just a coincidence to whoa what a cool coincidence but that gives way to synchronicity which is more like conscious can you shut that door please thanks which is more like conscious coincidences synchronicities happen when I'm learning to be in sync but with what well with my beloved we can finish each other's sentences well that's that's nothing I mean is that as far as you want to go so synchronicities grow and grow and you pretty you know pretty soon enough you realize I'm in touch with

everything like I'm sitting here not even the speaker just sitting in the group and things are downloading answers insights support because we're in this together it's a Groove that we get into so multi-dimensional experience a prayer happens and all of a sudden in that prayer I don't know why I just happened to think of somebody that I knew about 20 years ago because spirit is now weaving into your brain allowing things to percolate up for you to look at so you can release them to a new level it nothing becomes happen stance

anymore now if this is somewhat new to you you're going to look a little freakish to some people when you go God I was just thinking about someone and so give me a minute I got to take a minute to kind of process that they're going to be like God you overthink things it's just a coincidence that's because they're the the part of humanity that's sick and wants to keep all of that buried and we become the people that say open it let's let it all out so that something new can come in but the world

that wants it all to be buried isn't going to really dig that or support that and I'm not saying just because this happens you should be an inconvenience on everybody and start you know in the middle of a you know you're a a a fifth grade teacher and you say hold on a minute class I've got some issues to process here you know that would probably not be the best thing but the synchronicities the synchronicities you know it's growing and growing and it's happening and you know and I've talked about this for a

billion years you know in talks and workshops and all that but having come to Sedona and working with unity of Sedona it's not just something I'm telling folks it's going to happen because I could see it I could tell about it now there's a group of people here every week that are experiencing it with me you know and and everybody online as well you'd be amazed the reports we got from last week people are watching from Tibet from South America Central America Sweden I mean it's bizarre like beautifully bizarre I mean

that in a good way it's wonderful like they're from everywhere Scotland Ireland England because something wonderful is happening something wonderful something multi-dimensional and it's actually sort of initiating right through in this place right here not not just Sedona not just Sedona because if we all if all the populace of Sedona walked and moved out of Sedona Sedona as a place isn't going to actually be able to do it in the multiples that were doing it because sedon is is sort of like a magnifying

glass it just sits here ready to magnify whatever somebody brings to it but if we don't bring anything to it it doesn't transform the world of itself this not like that tree is there going man I can't wait to change the world it's just sitting there it's a mirror of our Consciousness it's just a a thing there even the mountains and even the vortexes they're actually there to be of service to us and not in an arrogant way do we say that but we have to take responsibility and not go gee you know

Sedona does this and Sedona does that it's our Consciousness Sedona doesn't bring up all your stuff if you don't have stuff Sedona doesn't multiply your Consciousness if you don't don't want to multiply your Consciousness stop crediting the Rocks I mean aren't you can really oh but the rocks are amazing so you're telling me you're not even more evolved than a rock well you know power to you but I would just suggest you try it out the Rocks Buddha was telling us Jesus was tell the Rocks the trees they're all in

service to us but an arrogant person would take that one one way and an enlightened person takes it another we don't look at it as a separate thing trees rocks serve me we recognize they a reflection of and if I become a really great person these things will appreciate what I've done that's how it's done see it's it's not I'm above it's the more I work on myself the more they're grateful and as has been said in A Course in Miracles and even in the description of Buddha meditating for prolong periods the trees

will bow to shade you when it's hot outside you know even the streams will will will change direction to bring you water if you're thirsty I mean it's it's sort of you know metaphor but at the same time it means all that you could ever want or need is going to be available so we've got people watching from all over and we're part of this we're reaching out to everybody and there are other groups and churches that are very inspirational reaching out to more and more people because of these

Technologies if the Technologies ended would I still be doing what I'm doing absolutely I was doing it for 35 years or more before we were going on you know live this and that so so this is who I am it's not what I do but then we have to all ask ourselves when you go to a spiritual center like this when you tune in on on the live feed do you do it because it's something you're doing or because it's what you are this is is all I can imagine doing there are other people that come up with all kinds of things oh

I've got to take my my such and such my partner we're going to go watch a movie you can watch a movie anytime has this ever become a priority where this is your food you know well we were going to go to Unity of Sedona or we were going to have this you know spiritual event but you know we just decided to just have lunch instead and we'll just stare at each other I I love you I love you too you know then you will die on this planet you will die and all you will have had is a little more romance and that's not going to add up

to a whole lot on the other side trust me only Consciousness matters on the other side if all you got was more codependence that it doesn't really do much for you anyway and we always have to tell the folks that are watching live and think about this this is funny if you ever lose if we ever lose connection stay tuned okay stay tuned and we'll be coming back on and when I thought about that announce announcement I thought that's for all of us in the room too listen if at all we ever disconnect stay tuned and

we'll be back in a moment you know and so so to everyone it's about Consciousness it's about this evolution of Consciousness right I I've had for a while the the the public Facebook page but now we made it a one private one friends of Michael that so people can kind of connect with that and get a little more involved with each other asking questions and giving advice this is there's this whole growing blossoming Consciousness and and I see it like last week in the last few weeks we talked a

little bit about um in a word word play in in a sense it's word play we were talking about uh um the realities and illusions of life and of Consciousness and then I was talking about how people have this relationship with God or Jesus or whatever and what does that all really mean even people that have an issue with this concept of Jesus they think of it as like some sort of like well that's that's a Christian term it's not a Christian term somebody on the Facebook thing they sent me a message

and said you know Michael I I love this thing you got going on and people connecting but I have to tell you I'm I'm not religious and my reply was neither is God you know if you think about it God was before religion God's like oh thank God there's religion now I can worship myself um we're not talking about religion here and I know it sounds irreverent and all that but work on it okay you might want to look at whatever buttons that pushes if they're there but um the irreverence is not an irreverence like a disrespect

of anything good the irreverence I have that seems to be there at times is about laughing about the things that are no longer necessary it's about laughing at our our elves about how we make a religion of everything the sacred cows some people call it you know and getting back to just a relationship with God and I mentioned a couple weeks ago look at the how many different names people have to use for God because they think God is an old religious term it's just a word that's kind of all encompassing so you can say you know the

I am if you must that's fine but people keep going further and further God then I am and Yahweh and Jehovah and Elohim and this and and then they start down we go down and down some you know Lord but then it keeps going down and pretty soon it's Almighty light in the sky you know and it's just dropping for all those names put put distance between us and God and all I'm saying is why look at all the attempts to create distance and just choose to say no this is ridiculous the shikina the Holy Spirit

just try to find find a name that's right for you that is as close to the real name of God as possible try not to personalize it or humanize it too much the ultimate guy the cool the the man upstairs remember that one the man upstairs do you understand that that's that's humanizing it does God care no but it's it affects our ability to tune in too the power because even though they're just names I said a couple weeks ago even though Jesus is just a name he's a person he's a soul just like you

and I he had lifetimes and he woke up to the Christ the I am presence of God within not just a little bit of wisdom not just kind of like I awoke and I can see through the illusion I am awake the name Buddha I am awake it's not just that it's not just wow I'm I'm wise he's not just I should go to Greece because I'll hang out with the philosophers because I am a good philosopher that's no none of that Jesus said wow complete Divine awareness not insights complete awareness and he says in of Course in

Miracles names are just names God Elohim Jesus you know whatever you you you want to call anything the fence post I mean they're just words they're Illusions but in this dimension in this realm of seeming illusion he says because I woke up I became a symbol of your Awakening as well so if you use my name a name you know it's just a name and yet if you use my name it has a unique power so don't be afraid to use that name Christ if it's too weird for you to do the Jesus Christ that's okay because we all know I

mean pretty much everybody in this room and probably everybody watching live uh on on the internet the fact that you would even be attracted to watching some of this there's a good odds that you've been monk you know priest nun struggled with wrestled with you know burned at the stake by some of these people I mean there chances are you've had some weird experience with Christianity or any form of religion that's like that you know so we've got some charges we understand that Jesus understands that as well yeah

it's a tough one but he's still saying but let's heal that come when you come back to being able to say God instead of holy fence post you you know and humanizing it so much you're actually healing your relationship with God well I don't have any issues with God yeah you actually do you just don't know we don't know it because it's not a conscious relationship that we dialogue with every day but when Jesus you know the Commandments are telling us you know um about the Lord thy God is one you

know love the Lord with all thy you know mind soul strength Etc that's the Old Testament when Jesus comes about he says love love each other as I have loved you is that like different or in addition to love the Lord thy God with all thy mind soul body you know whatever right so the Old Testament saying love God Jesus says love one another why because what he was saying is your relationship with God is mirrored in your relationship with each other you don't know how to rate your relationship with God you don't really

know how you don't know what you feel with God because it's so so deeply subconscious unconscious to us so Jesus is saying that's going to be too much for you to admit is even if you're a a Christian a Muslim or whatever you're going to want to believe that your relationship with God is wonderful and unique but Jesus gave us a psychological test to know how your relationship is with God and that is how are you doing with others well my relationship with God is great it's with others that it's all

messed up cuz humans are just so screwed up up but he's telling you you will know your relationship with God by your relationship with others so how you doing with your so you sit back and you go well okay in general okay I but I have a bit of a charge with males or with females you just you just basically admitted that you have an issue with the male aspect of God or the female aspect of with God of God do you see do you see what I'm saying if you don't like nature and it's just an inconvenience and you

like living in the city and all the stimulus nature is a reflection of the Divine mother which means I have an issue with the female aspect of God all you have to do is look at your relationship with all things and you'll know how you're doing in your relationship with the all it seems too abstract but that's we made it that way so we don't have to own it but responsible people know how the Mirror Works and we can't hide anymore so you don't have to say your relationship with God is perfect or that

it's terrible just say I'm working on it how because I'm working on it with everyone every every time I learn not to use and abuse a woman I know that I'm respecting the Divine mother every time I know not to be triggered by masculine energy um control or or um you know the authoritative kinds of things on earth then I know I'm coming to peace with the father aspect of God is that all making sense got to bring it all to peace so it's all just this reflection and we realize uh but but Jesus what role does

he play you know isn't he just another Prophet he's not just another Prophet the Christ that is the the human that thought they separated from God remember that they cannot be separate now they're one with God so Jesus is the person Christ is the remembrance so by all means call in the power of the remembrance When you pray call in the power of the remembrance affirm the power of the of the remembrance cuz to remember means there is no sickness in the Name of Christ you are healed soon as I say those words even me you know

teaching I can I can hear the tell evangelists out there in the Name of Christ and yet it's all hypocrisy in the Name of Christ I hope my congregation doesn't find that that I'm in the mean you know hiring prostitutes to visit my house you know it's like wow it's it's so twisted but in the Name of Christ so it it gets I'm saying you know when you when even I stand here and say the words in the Name of Christ it's so easy to hear those memories of the misuses of that the Jesus and then oh my God people

burned people at the Stak in the name of Jesus okay and Jesus was never there on in support of those kinds of people was there when people were hurting the people being tortured not seeing them as victims or or or whatever seeing them as Divine beings but it with them because they were calling out with prayer but some of those people that got tortured swore to themselves whoever this Jesus guy is that these people are torturing me in the name of I want nothing to do with that guy and then they live lifetimes and they come back

as agnostic they come back as atheist they come back as intellectuals or any version of um I I've got it right here I got all that I need right here in my own brain I don't need any that religious stuff and that's because of the wounds and the hurts so whether we caused harm to people in the name of or whether we received harm our job is to drop it and say I'm born again not born again Christian kind of thing but I'm a new self the me that was burned in the fire is now a Phoenix Rising again the me

that burned others that was ridiculous and I'm born again to come to a place of loving those people and then how will I know if that ever happened here's an example if you attend this service this this experience here and you find that you have at some time in your life been maybe more fundamental and maybe you did cause harm and torture people let's just pretend that happened you don't remember it but let's just say it on some level you know and you attend here today but at the same time somebody

else right maybe sitting right next to you or maybe on the other side of the room was one of those people you've burned at the stake and yet we're all singing these songs you know the age of Aquarius or or whatever it else whatever else it happens to be we're all singing these songs do you understand that that's a sign of a coming together the two of you are now singing the same songs it's a sign of something amazing happening but most of us don't see it because we're not awake but you need to be aake try it just be

awake and go wow this is weird I felt a little triggered by this type of that type a male or female but I'm singing with them now as though the the labels and the names are falling away because they are which means I'm healing and thank God that that's happening and sometimes it's even more pronounced like they happen to be sitting right next to you you know you're sitting you're you're you you you're wearing your your you know the tie and and suit because you're used to going to church let's say

looking like that but then you've got some total hippie with you know tie-dye shirt and Beads uh next to you how perfect is that didn't I burn you before yeah you actually did how do we know cuz I'm annoyed by you in your outfit and I'm annoyed by you in your outfit and the outfits represent our behaviors of the past and then you know what would be amazing is this person did loosen the tie take off the tie watch the hippie put it around their head and tie it up wear it here you know and the hippie take off

their beads and put them over the guy with the suit and and I'm not dissing anybody's wardrobe so don't start looking around the room I'm just saying that's that's how it starts to to change you know I have this I remember graduating from high school and you know they give you these caps I I I can't even wear that if I wear the I didn't even like school why would I wear the hat you know um and then they give you this this thing like a a band and then at the end you know it tells you your

class you know year or whatever I I wasn't doing this to be a renegade it's it's felt like me I took the the thing around my neck I took it off and draped it over my ear and got rid of the cap and you know all of a sudden I'm wearing it my way it's me this is me and again I'm not trying to diss anybody or anything it's just this is me so when we can learn to to find ourselves and instead of the reaction I wear this because I don't like establishment would be a reaction I'm

going to dress like this cuz I am the establishment now what you have is Duality so how can this guy go ahead and adapt you know adopt that piece and this person adopt that piece it's kind of cool when the man becomes the woman the woman becomes a man Jesus describes it in one of the Lost books that you know when they talk about how do we know when we're getting it he's saying when the man becomes a woman the woman becomes a man he doesn't mean sex changes he's talking about integrating all these seemingly separated parts

there is no separation man Embrace and integrate the woman woman Embrace and integrate the man and we went okay would you marry me and he didn't mean it literally he meant integrate the male and female within yourself and besides that some people go well that's nice but I want a partner well you would be safer as a partner if you could integrate your own male and female first bring them an integrated person if you don't don't bring an integrated person you have to by default bring a needy person because if I don't

have it I need it so if I'm not integrated with it I need it hi nice to meet you you should be like oh God one of those when somebody you know nice to meet you I'm needy I'm needy nice to I have a business card look needy you know call me oh I will 1800 NE e e d needy me you know call now guaranteed relationship for a while and then just more hurt more confusion more layers we have to ENT yeah right I don't know where this stuff comes from but it just we we become whole people even if you're in a partnership it's not like

you have to be out of one to do this but in or out of a partnership to become more and more integrated how how can I do that well ask ask inside ask the spirit of God to help you but also ask if Michael was saying that the outside world nature for example is part of the divine feminine then maybe my ability to walk gently out in nature is having a relationship with the divine feminine it's One symptom of it I still have to then be able to sit down and feel it within me or it's still an external thing right and and if I have charges

with masculine things I you know how can I dance within that and they're all subtle I mean sometimes they're not but they're often subtle when I come to Unity of Sedona and they tell me you're just going to teach but before I knew it they're saying can you write job descriptions I'm like I've never even had a job how am I going to write a job description but that was where I was being called not by these people making me do this that was also a calling for me to be able to see if I could

integrate more of that masculine uh organizational stuff so I got on my computer with my famous two-finger typing and figured out how to do it and it's worked swimmingly you know it's worked beautifully the job descriptions and whatever because I ask also what do you guys how would you like what would you like on your job description you know that always makes it easy but it also makes it collaboration and collaboration is the male and female again see there's a way just to see how can I serve how can I help you're the

spiritual leader and so we go out to do some weeding and I'll say so uh where do you think we should weed you see and have somebody who goes re really um well um I thought you were no where where do where would you like me to start well maybe you can start over here okay you know and start doing it take the that which was the masculine the leader and turn it into the feminine how can I serve and then you've integrated just in that one example how can I serve if you find masculinity then also ask how can

you serve and then the masculine gives way to the feminine and then the feminine has to recognize oh in this moment I'm being asked to step up good now you're embracing the masculine and then this terminology masculine feminine that eventually Fades and you don't even call it anything anymore you know it's just a Oneness it's just an integration people will still maybe ask about whether it's this or that and it becomes like foreign conversation when people ask me questions along those

lines sometimes I have to sitting what answer is going to kind of work in their vernacular in their in their you know human spee you know how do I explain this CU it it's not in my mind to Define it anymore as this and that becoming merged with something else it just kind of happens and that's the alchemical wedding that's the alchemical marriage of Consciousness there's um but this charge how can you ever plan on embracing God if you have a charge on the name of God how can you ever become the Christ if you have issues with the

name of Christ well cuz I'm going to call it something else well you know then they'll give you a padded room on the other side for you to sit in until you process that stuff because you can't do without being you can't do the enlightenment when the name of Enlightenment ultimately is the Christ in Consciousness there's God and God created Christ that's the hierarchy let's call it God Christ after that you have everything from Angels ascended Masters you know light beings and down to humans so which

of those do do I want to pray to well I'm going to pray to uh you know this beautiful ascended Master his name Xerox um and he lives on a planet called IBM and and that's the being well that's good but on the on the list that would be up over about here light beings higher dimensional beings you know above that there are ascended Master angels Christ why would you want to settle at all just go for the whole enchilada man go just go for the Awakening I am that I am I'm I am the Christ as God created me

to be so really I'm I'm I'm Jesus you don't sit and compare Jesus you know I bet Jesus could be Buddha up you know you don't do that childlike silliness my savior is greater than your savior you know that's just really infantile it's understand who they are understand the difference different names wise philosopher um philanthropist those are all beautiful names they're human names about great states of being Christ is not Christ is a Divine name so we've got to grow comfortable with the idea of

using that name I one time was invited to go um years ago um probably God it must be 25 years ago ago I was invited to go and speak to a group I hadn't met them they hadn't met me but I was invited to go to speak to a group on Mount Chasta and you had all these people their names are like Elohim and indigo their names are real cool and Cosmic and so there's this table of people and they get together once a month because they're like the the Council of light workers on Chasta and so I was invited

as a as a surprise kind of a guest but so they don't know I'm coming but I show up and sit in the circle and they start introducing themselves I am El you know and I I do s healing work and then somebody else my name is indigo and and I integrate the powers of this planet and that planet the next one I'm a venusian and I Channel beings from Venus and they're going around the room and it gets to me my name is John The Harbinger and I'm a Christian and I'm here to convert all of you you should should have seen there

was this I go nah let's shake things up a little you know what the heck um so because let's laugh at our listen look at you guys I'm Indigo well I'm beyond Indigo I'm this I'm you know it's like wow it's just always trying to oneup spiritual one-upmanship and to be able to say well let's throw a wrench in this you know so our struggles even with the words Holy Spirit there's some of us that go wait a minute was isn't that kind of a Catholic term is it really I I don't

remember seeing the copyright on that holy spirit means the Divine mother she comes Comfort she she you know that's you know the Divine mother she Embraces she says even though you think you've left heaven and you're father I'm going to be your mother to take care of you while your father seems to be at work off at work I'm going to be with you always and Jesus says even though I'm leaving I'm still leaving you with the comforter who's that the Holy Spirit what is that it's it's been

talked about before even Jesus's time the shakina the Divine mother she's with you I'm leaving you with your mother the mother aspect of God and unfortunately the religions didn't want to create that sense of of the female there because it's not gender don't get me wrong it's not gender but even in A Course in Miracles it refers to the Holy Spirit as he but that's because he's using the words that people are used to in religion because of Course in Miracles one of its purposes was to break the

trance of religion so it used its it's like a spy it used its language to fit in it also used psychological language it uses language that has to do with dealing with this illusion but yet it's telling you that there's something Beyond this illusion but it still plays the game and uses the words that people you could say are most used to but maybe at the same time that were most going to trigger people just let's just launch them into healing before they even read anything let's just as soon as they read

and go he oh I'm triggered he's like great that's what we want to do get all your stuff out but when you can get past the stuff and you realize God you know even if I know better there are these programs that tell me that tell me that God's Gonna burn me or something because I've been naughty and the father's saying that is so foreign to me you can't even hear my voice when I talk to you because you expect to hear something other than what I'm saying I've said it many times God's only message to humans

who think they're here I love you come home now you know what would make you freaked out about that I just know we're going to be in trouble well wait wait stop and ask yourself what what did God say and it always only says I love you come home did you hear any threat in there did you any hear did you hear I love you now get your butt back here because oh you're in trouble no that was Dad in this life that was mom and dad who failed to be the perfect presence of our father mother God so so if that's not true then maybe

I am safe I love you come home I didn't hear anything but it's love I love you come home why would you want to read anything into that you could respond with really but don't respond by running it doesn't make any sense you know if you're a little skeptical because of issues really and you'll hear again I love you come home are you sure I love you come home now when we say well but I have guilts and shames and regrets and things that don't resonate with being home you can't you can't get to heaven while

having non-he heaven like Consciousness and God understands that so God's saying you know listen honey yes honey father mother god um I've been trying to send a message to the kids I love you come home but they won't open the email because it said from God and they're like oh man I want to hide I don't know how he found me but but I need to hide I don't want him to find CU I know when I open it Church told me what it's going to say pack your bags you're going to hell you know and so I don't want to open the

email cuz I can just pretend I never got it you know like a bad legal letter right what legal I never saw that so we try that with God and he's saying so honey can you do me a favor she says yes because she is our the womb the cosmic womb holding us so even though the father seems out here he speaks to the womb that holds us and says they can't hear me they won't open the emails would you yes honey I got it I'll I'll take care of that so she's here with us completely integrated with us she's not

buying into anything she's never bought into anything having power over us but she does see that we believe things have power so when we cry and say I I can't pay this bill I I can't get past this wound that somebody gave me you know this this trauma her her approach isn't oh that's terrible that's bad those people are going to hell it's always how can I help and when we commit to Healing she helps create the healers the right words the right techniques when we say I'm I'm

wanting to gain Prosperity she's going to say well sweetheart how can I help well send us checks in the mail she's going to say well the only way the only way I can help you is by changing Consciousness if I give you what you think you need then it'll affirm and confirm you didn't have it so I can't add to your Illusions will not but even cannot how can I add to your Consciousness instead so our prayers are not supposed to be those things we sometimes do guess what I was praying for a check and God gave

me God never is you know kaching and and sending out checks to people like in the mail like we think sometimes those synchronicities happen because the holy mother the Divine mother is seeing that in us there was a willingness to change Consciousness that's why you got the check it was never about the Holy Spirit giving you stuff she helps materialize it but she can't do that if your Consciousness doesn't change she can't give you a Consciousness that you are not owning it doesn't make sense she

can't make me into you you into me it makes no sense she can't give you the you know the the complete consciousness of Christ for that matter without us being willing to step into that Consciousness so look at all the The Peculiar ways that we've pushed things out when I talked about the relationship with God and I talked about the father aspect of God somebody messaged us last week and says but what about the mother I'm talking about the mother never is there one without the other really in

Consciousness or in my conversations the mother is in a sense it's the active part of God you know where where God is is a Consciousness that doesn't I know it sounds strange but just doesn't buy into any of this illusion the mother is the one saying I'll take care of it the father a metaphoric the father is like I've got to go to work the mother is I'll get them to school I'll take care of them I'll fix them lunch we're not talking gender and I'm not males are up and females are down and you got to be

the housewife it has nothing to do with that but it's not an accident it's not an accident that the genders took on those stereotypes because the women knew the role of the Divine mothers to take care you see the father accidentally or was it an accident seems to be a little more distance from the children in our many years and generations of that lifestyle do you remember that yes it's shifting but it's not just because it's shifting because women are fighting it's shifting because the women as they own the

masculine that all that stereotype disappears you see John Lennon chose to be with his kids all the time they're like well why aren't you recording music because I'm a dad what do you mean a dad rock stars go on tour and ignore their kids and you know he's at home with his kids people didn't understand it that was his Bliss and in a way you could say that's when he started embracing the feminine in himself a feminine that he hated throughout all the years that we were like cool this guy's All About Love

Peace no he was a very angry person very hateful person you know the song uh it's getting better all the time by The Beatles he's the one that inserted the one part in the Paul McCartney song He inserted I used to be cruel to my woman I beat her and kept her apart from from the things that she loves man I was mean but I'm changing my scene and I'm doing the best that I can that was his insertion because he was saying man I've I've been a real jerk and this thing about love that they were

starting to get into he's starting to see the contrast I was this typical angry male and I don't mean guys of a problem I'm using the stereotypes just to play with that and I'm getting it it's getting better all the time so this is a dance this is an embrace but really we're all heading for that marriage with the Christ it's just a term it's a name that we have such issues with and for me I really love the way love is it you know I'm a spiritual leader so uh and male and you know there's different

things you can tag on to me if you need but all of those things even in this Earth plane they still become things that are you have to dance with so if I had my DRS you know I see the world that we're going into which is the world of Eden which is in the 60s we started having it was birthing and people were talking about it singing about it as an ideal to get to we're actually reaching it more but that that that place where I Michael can say to people I love you I love saying I love you but I can almost

never say it what A peculiar thing I love saying it and it's totally right and it's totally organic but because I'm a spiritual leader I have to be careful because there's a role and it gets misinterpreted you know so it's really weird but there's times there's times when I can see where where we've dropped labels in moments of and I'm so grateful for those moments I've seen you know we can hug each other I've seen people kiss each other and when I first came here

there was a a beautiful name a woman here in the front seat she always sat Laura some of you remember and she was she was like a first thing a first gratitude I felt cuz Laura used to sit there and she was an African-American woman who was like you know 90 or whatever and she was just feisty and great she was so real where where I couldn't I love you and I couldn't kiss or hug at people you know because it looks weird I'd walk by her and she'd always grab my butt when I walked by to give my you

know and I would say you know was that you againi only me baby you can always count on that she just have this you know while I go give my talk you know um but that woman you know she didn't just you know nice to see a church lady she always dressed fine but go to give her a hug she'd always kiss me on the lips oh what's wrong with that no um it was it was funny it was great but I just at the same time I knew somebody out there's going you know having funny thoughts about it but she was she was old enough to make

it okay for some people for some reason that would made it okay and I laughed at it because I'm laughing at the fact that they have some reason that they think it's okay it should be okay no matter what but we do have to take responsibility and get ourselves out of the garbage that makes reasons for it not to be okay yeah so I'm not pushing that we should go there I'm pushing that we need to work on our stuff and not have the hooks and agenda related to that but how beautiful it is and I'm

grateful that as when I developed friendships you know starting many years ago we could do that we could say I love you and they could understand that it meant everything it means I respect you it means I know you've gone through a lot but please know that you're loved it meant all kinds of things it never ever meant love you hooking what are you doing tonight it just meant download of Love download of love and then when people get kind of Tri tripped out about this relationship Jesus and Magdalene you know he's the Christ he's Jesus he's

a spiritual he's a he's a rabbi he's a master kissing and he was doing the same thing he would be affectionate so affection is one of the last things vestages of the old ego world that have to fall aside the lack of affection affection is an issue that has to come out of the Dark Ages but it is up to us to make that safe we have screwed it up here and there there are moments when we thought selfishly acted selfishly we have have to learn to become so clean the No Agenda self and let that come out

then it's going to be safe and am I talking about a world where you know we'll definitely know we're home and we can finally hug and kiss it's not about the physical it's about the allowance of it it's not that we will do it it's that we can do it and not have issues about it so it's not otherwise you have another religion this new religion where everybody hugs and kisses no now you have a thing again back to a thing no what about how cool this is you know in the old days if you had issues you wanted to

talk about in one generation ago if not in our generation you were considered crazy if you needed to go see a counsel crazy to see a counsel now it's like yeah who you seen it's just common but in our generation and or one before us it it's considered crazy because it's so for the old school the old religious thinkers it's so foreign the idea of coming out but you got to come out so we're now we see somebody you know uh crying and we hold them to that other world it's like that's inappropriate you don't even know

them see and in God I do the Divine mother is asking me to hold because I I am I'm a manifestation of the Divine mother you're a guy what do you mean see that's the old school can't hear it but the mother is matter mother is matter so in this moment if somebody's crying and I become the material thing to hold her I'm the mother manifested as matter to hold this person don't keep talking you know God send somebody to help them God says I did you they need a tissue could you you mind handing them a tissue

but I don't know them this could offend them and then God's saying well it sounds like you have bigger issues than they do so who are we going to get now for you to to help you work through your stuff so in closing I'm going to share a little reading with you um this comes from an old uh uh book but before I get to that place um I just want to share that ah you know get the feeling of what I'm saying get that Vibe something I shared last week is that we keep trying to do like a spiritual bypass we keep

trying to jump to a place of thinking we know but there's so many things we're afraid you know like the name of Christ things we're afraid of things were triggered by which is hypocrisy then spiritual bypass is always hypocrisy trying to pretend you're here when in fact you have all these issues you don't want to talk about is just attempting to bypass the stuff in between here and there you know the the place of ground to the place of complete Enlightenment it can't have you can't you can pretend

you're enlightened but that's bypass it's just it's deception self deception so a story I shared in the second service last week um I want to share again in this one because a lot of people really dug it and I'd like to share it with those watching as well it's the the story about life is like being out on a boat you liked that one so life is like being out on a boat and we find that we're navigating the the the Waters of life but at some point what happens to the typical human being

is the boat slows down and we don't know why and that's because when we when we learn to be responsible and heal we go in and we say why why are you afraid to love it's all a metaphor navigating the Waters of Life why are you afraid to love why are you afraid to come out why are you afraid to whatever it is why are you afraid to become prosperous I don't know I just am it's never just am it's always issues that's why forgiveness is behind everything as an answer but in the metaphor the boat stops and what's

happened is God help me God help me God help me and so let's pretend God shows up on the deck of the ship what's happening I'm afraid yeah I see that you're not moving through your life anymore you you're no longer loving affection is out of the question you have all kinds of reasons for it but it's it's bogus you stopped well because metaphorically there are these mins water mines floating in the waters and you know that if you continue to move those binds are going to blast your ship

apart that's how we live if I try to come out somebody's going to criticize if I get a divorce my mother will never talk to me again if ever if ever and and those are all the ifs the maybe the the the fears in the water their minds ready to blow us up so God says would you like some help yes I would all right I have I I have a solution what I'm going to have you do is sit and just chill really I don't have to do anything all you have to do God's telling you and I just chill because God the holy spirit is

going to go into the depths of your Consciousness and find those minds and let them go so that you can navigate doesn't that make sense that's what pray is help me holy spirit of God release those Minds so that I can move through life perfect that's the same as saying help me with my fears help me Purge out my childhood issues ETC okay perfect plan so we're ready to go and all of a sudden the person on the deck you and I boom boom we're hearing all these explosions so one minute we were feeling

semicon God's taking care of us but all of a sudden explosions in the boats rocking and oh my God this is worse than when I was just stuck so we're scared scared scared Screaming God God God God rematerialize what didn't you see what happened I mean I was sitting you told me to trust you and all these explosions were happening all these explosions all around me and the boats rocking and water splashing it was worse than when I started this is what we do with God I got on the path and things started getting worse God

says okay maybe you didn't read the manual I gave you on this but when you asked me to go inside and start releasing the stuff that keeps you stuck in your life those bombs will come to the surface and explode I know that's an inconvenience but they're going to explode they just let them they're just things exploding they're not going to harm you I wouldn't let that happen but I do have to allow your stuff to surface okay and we react and so God is saying to you and I and to you and me if

you react you will actually not only re-anchor the bombs that just exploded you'll now create new ones the ones that were there have to come back but even new ones because now you feel guilty for reacting so new bombs get added so healing could be dangerous if we don't do it right if we don't don't realize it takes trust it takes courage so our stuff has to surface we have to be willing if if you say help me with my issues with men how is it not going to happen that you'll start having memories of males that were not very

nice oh I wish that didn't happen but it's part of a oh what's that on its way out boom boom little splash here and there little this and that a little feeling the boat rocks breathe breathe and know that when you enter the path of healing when you enter the path of waking up something wonderful is happening doesn't feel like it especially at first but something wonderful is happening and you are having a relationship again with God and you're trusting that God when it helps you in the healing process may have to allow things

to surface but never are you in danger in this process but it'll seem like it the booms and the booms they seem like you're in danger but never are we actually in danger so I'm going to close with reading a quote um actually some tidbits from a book uh a person gave to me a long time ago and I was going to actually share this last week but I said sa it for this week now for some reason and ironically I saw that I think the author is is on the the Facebook page of mine and I noticed some other students

has had been posting quotes so all this happening this week that this came full circle this is quotes from a book called The Heart of Love Mary Magdalene speaks by Gail Swanson hello Gail if you're watching so try to hear and feel this as part of our meditation today okay try to hear this and feel this this is a romantic spiritually romantic love being shared between what seems like the woman to the male the Mary to the Christ or to Jesus to you and God try to hear how beautiful this is if only you could hear the sound of

his voice or know his touch I speak of him with utmost devotion and love for it was he that showed me the Divinity that reigned within he came to show us not only who he was but who we are walking with him talking with him looking at him caring for him being completely mesmerized by him the way he looked the way he spoke the way he walked you could just drink him in all else tailed in comparison if he was out of your sight you could still feel him but your eyes would grieve for he is all they wished to see living became a dream with harsh

interruptions of reality his eyes were blue the kind of blue you just could get lost in his voice seemed to come from another place for it went completely into you and filled you he was firm in his words but ever so loving the love that was emanating from him either captured you or turned you away he was full of joy he was very lighthearted he could be easily annoyed as well for the bickering and pettiness but he always forgave it the way he loved the woman woman the women was not understood and infuriated many the women just adored him they were

lifted up on high and could feel the truth there are things taking place of which you are not aware shifts and energies coming forth to facilitate peace and love and a great light If Only You will choose some will be angered for the message is strong and the vibration it carries frightens those who are layered with guilt and shame he was mostly so patient but there were times when he would answer strongly he was aware of what was needed yes but he wearied at times what transpired when he would speak it would be as if an invisible

force would just envelop you and the whole world would fall away and you knew you absolutely knew you were hearing a participating in something not of this world there was a woman who came to him in great distress but afraid to tell him of her true plight for she was mistreated and not shown love and she lived in Despair and loneliness so he told her of the love that was all around her and he touched her and glorified her with his infinite love he told her of the light that dwells within he told her to find it and

let none take this from her ever and in his heart she felt pure love and on this day she lifted her face received his Blessing and all was made new often times a sadness would come upon him and he would fill overwhelmed because of this he understands all human emotions he was not exempt from feelings feeling these things but he would pray and ask for guidance and his faith would help him continue stay silent eyes closed and now start receiving your own similar message what would you continue writing if that was your writing what is your

description of your relationship the Divine Romance be poet be songwriter be be spontaneous and let it keep happening keep describing deeply your relationship with the Christ how how does he feel how does he interact with you the strength of his words yet the sensitivity just keep playing with that for a moment and feel the effect in your body feel that you don't have to hold yourself as much hold yourself up feel how defenses can sort of Fall

Away I feel less guarded I feel open if there is a a part of the body or a chakra that that aches or Titans see it and love into it feel him standing before that part of the body and just blowing the spirit of God into it giving a blessing to it there's no reason for aches in any part it's resistance so just let me breathe Breath of Life into your being I don't need to fight I don't need to resist I welcome the light of God give thanks quietly in your own way but as you're giving thanks feel as though

this is integrated it's not something that was said to you or happened to you feel like it's something that experience was experienced within you I just had this Awakening I just had this experience I feel wed with the Christ self which is an expression of God I'm already opening up to that that marriage as it were the Divine alchemical marriage and if there be any resistance I give it to the Holy Spirit to lift up and away and so it is how's everybody

feel good good and that's even kind of the energy that we're having if you want to stay for this afternoon Workshop you're welcome to do that just talk to the office about signing up for it but that's the energy it's like that this relationship with the Christ not with a person out there but the Christ and at first it seems like it's with Jesus or something like that but at some point and under even with Jesus's own blessings it becomes our own relationship with the Christ you might

call it something at first I said a couple weeks ago as long as you think you're a person a who then you need you're going to need another who to pretend it's a what so that you can recognize and see these new aspects of yourself so you know Jesus says I'm the Christ but if you need a who I'll be Jesus so that you have something to look at but eventually you're going to recognize what you really are and you won't need a who down in Whoville all right as I'm closing um there's a there's a a great song by a

band called Savage Garden and I'm only going to share the first few lines of it and sort of paraphrase but it's really a funny one because it's you know every once in a while I spend my time and talk about silly things I like to shoot the breeze he says in the song talk about silly things but I like to talk about Jesus Christ because I wonder what would happen if he passed you by would you be scared would you believe in him would you bust your asses to get him institutionalized you know um but I bet he'd be cool I bet he'd be

damn good-looking and I bet that he would smell Divine I'm not talking about Calvin Klein's Obsession just one of those people who smell good all the time and there's no reason why this is the words of the ssong what would he wear would he wear wear Tommy hillfigure would he you know Urban Outfitter he says that in the song he goes you know would he wear this would you Tommy H would you be an Urban Outfitter he goes you know what I bet he'd like gatier but you'd never find him in it but I bet he'd like

him and and so he ends it with but I don't think so it's like you know you put all the human features to him you know there's even a part where he says I bet he be in Oprah and blah and he goes but you know what I don't think so because there's the part of God I bet he would be this and that would he what would he where would he you know again the relationship because he goes into the chorus Lord I need your protection spend some time in my direction and he repeats that over and over but you know

he's saying what do you think about when you think about Christ or Jesus passing you but what do you think about would you be scared would you believe in him what would you do how would you respond then he goes to the Practical level of what would he wear you think he'd still show up in a row possible you know but he'd kind of stand out too much so what would he wear would it be a designer this and would he have you know the finest watches r i I don't think so he says but we can have this relationship

just don't expect it to always fit what the Mind thinks how it's going to fit just and when you even try that say you know what I don't know the more we do I don't know the more expansive The Experience can become because I didn't put it in a box and say listen Jesus Christ mother Mary whatever you know uh I want you to enter my life and here's the receptacle I want you to fit into I want you to be square triangular this that male female the I don't know allows it to be everything to

us okay all right thanks we're going to do our closing song first our um our um collection and and by the way those of you who are local but also those of you who might be out and about look up on the Internet a guy named brother Gregorio brother Gregorio wonderful Soul amazing healing techniques he uses he's in Sedona this week so if you're interested look him up and and might be able to get the number from the office if you call but he's only here for a few days but try to get scheduled for a

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price from last week call and get signed up as soon as you can okay good now join in this prayer even if you don't know the words it's on the front of your bulletins or we'll pray this and you can hear this from wherever you are sometimes we post that on the feed so you can read it there and then we'll do our closing song Divine love div flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is remember it multiplies all of that always willing to

grow and expand for us all right thank you now as they're passing these around and for the folks on line too can you share what did you hear learn experience today that was the most important or effective for you tune in to that what did you most need to and enjoy hearing yes us good wow wow right on right on so in the part she's saying in the part where I said at the end just try to hear your own words your own guidance um continuing that how did you like the reading from that material it's that deep just beautiful

again that's Gil Swanson the Heart of Love Mary Magdalene speaks yes I would like to thank you for sharing all of your heart thanks me and every everybody else no that's all right man thank you very much it's just giving thanks for you know sharing my heart yeah and you too makes a difference you know when I see the and feel the Open Hearts of every I can just kind of drop in and be more and more you know what I what I love being so I I appreciate the permission you all give me yes you're welcome love takes many

forms don't judge Yeah by your eyes and what you see Love Takes many forms don't judge with the eyes least of all the eyes you know what you see yes just say I don't know possibilities are possibilities become Limitless when we learn to say I don't know I don't know sounds demeaning in some way but the last shall be first and the first shall be last you say you know then that's all you can ever know say I don't know and you can keep getting filled that's what I do when I stand here I don't know here

we go and then it just starts happening if I stood here and says I'm a fine teacher I studied this that you know let me just repeat it to you well you can go home and read the book of whatever I'm reading and you maybe figure that out yourself I love to say I don't know and then let what needs to come through come through yes when you shared about fact that God uncovers and were going through the healing process gave me rest because I was trying to get somewhere and not realizing that God is kind of well my

dad used to saying right and and so that was good year right on you're welcome and thank you for that but that whole process of trusting God the explosions and all trusting God and keep going with it yeah yes your story about Laura oh you know what I love about that is she was herself and I wonder what age she decided it to be herself whether she was always like that or later and that's what's been happening in my life I'm exp more and more all those parts of me that you push down right and I'm learning to

love those parts right that story right I got a lot of years9 but I think start a lot earlier she dug she dug the story of Laura that I shared about how she was herself and and uh when did she get that I think at like three months old I I mean I think she was kind of attitudinal all her life she was always but in a good way The Sassy that she was honest and and and there are people from all over the world that she knew touched shared with that nobody even knows and then when we had her celebration of life there were people from all over the

world going yeah she was my mom I'm like oh okay well then another she was my um it took me a minute to catch on she became like the mother to many um from orphans to troubled homes to whatever friends um she just became that presence uninhibited that presence and I never saw her resist that at all and she was told we were actually told by the medical association this woman is going to pass away anytime because she's sick so they gave us a paper to be aware if it happens here's what to do and it was

like a few years later we were still talking to her she was still here like they they said she's supposed to be dead she was like I don't care what they say I ain't going anywhere she was supposed to be dead and she just kept living and went way past what they said you know and and it's like only when she was done I mean it was amazing this the the mind power she had that she told everybody to have and man she was just and she was physically beautiful she was she was actually beautiful amazing

perfectly smooth skin you know thin and always dressing fine just inside and out just really really beautiful and you know she would hear you know and you think here's the the master you know she's like the master for a lot of people you know she would be in the back room she'd come in the back for a minute and help out with things sometimes and and she would hear um somebody struggling and somebody you know was being real mean to somebody else and she didn't always just do the oh forgive them they know not she just

goes well they're just you know you just go whoa that's her way of saying forgive them they know not what they do you know so she just throw out this you know curse and it's like oh thank God she said it cuz we're all thinking it cut okay last hand or two she's thanking you right now yeah right right and and and incidentally I was on tour once in um Salem Massachusetts and well I was on tour near there and I went through Salem and there was a woman that was willing she wanted to give a reading and well a

couple of friends that were with me they wanted to get readings so we went we found somebody that was real well known there and they got readings and I said oh would you like to do one for me would you mine you know and she said no but in the reading she gave and I didn't put it together she said there's someone africanamerican that's very close to you you and right now is giving you all the support and I was like African-American and I'm thinking I I could think of nobody that that's like like close or

whatever I mean when I was in high school we had a handful of African-Americans at my school but only a handful and those were my friends you know I was naturally I was actually born in Compton you know so the LA's version it was a black region so so I'm thinking well that was always something I was fine with but that that's still not it what could it be and I couldn't sort it out and it was shortly thereafter that I realized she had only passed away like a month or two before and I went it's

Laura it's Laura of all I'm thinking wow and I wouldn't have even thought of myself as being significant enough to her to that she would be choosing to be like a guide to me I wouldn't have thought of you know but what an honor and we made her then an honorary chaplain at Unity of Sedona yeah we have a certificate in the chapel with her name on it yes I have to say Laura mentored me and spoke to me New York New Jersey nille Maine I live in Maine now everywhere you've been you you knew her

and she was mentoring she was always there for me absolutely guided me and gave me guidance that I used to this day and yeah right now a personal friend of mine who Liv here um who I I come to see and and and help and do things with uh Scotty i' met Laura right nice you'll notice something about the woman though nurturing but when she needed to be firm she would tell it like it is so there again it's not masculine feminine it's integrated but she could play a little of this one or that one as was needed

and don't forget that that's what Mastery looks like don't be one or another be on an as needed basis or as one Apostle said I am all things to all people meaning whatever is needed I'm there let's do our closing song sorry yes when you gave her a ride home you didn't give her a favor she blessed you right giving her a ride home or whatever right it's like you you were you were thinking you were doing something for her when you were really along for the ride with her in life and love whatever you know

um so I want to say goodbye to the folks joining us live uh we say goodbye because the songs that we use are often copyrighted so we can't include you on the closing song um but we can tell you that it's all you need is love today's song All You Need Is Love thank you and peace be with all of you and thanks for joining us