Living the Christ Life

So I want to talk about this concept of living the Christ life. First, if the word Christ brings up any weird feelings, uncomfortable feelings, understand it's not to be associated with Christianity or religion. Thank God, right? Well there's such a charge that some people have with these things.

No original teacher of anything that ever became a religion is what the religion portrayed them to be. So that's simple enough, and that's especially true with the teachings of Jesus. And that's all fine, but I don't talk about Christianity or how to be a Christian per se, because the terminology gets twisted for people.

I talk about living the Christ life, and what that means is living in the consciousness of who we truly are. Now if you need to, you can change the word to living the I AM presence, but it still needs to be understood because you can say I'm really living God presence, I AM presence, what does it mean? I mean, technically, saying Christ consciousness, all it means is Christ ,meaning the I AM or God presence within. iI's just that that's what the word is.

It's not a title, okay? I tell people, it's not Jesus's last name. Jesus Christ, and this is my sister Jane Christ, you know? I always get a kick out of it, because some people think it's like associated with Jesus Christ, as though he used to tick off so many people it's what they said whenever he was around, "Jesus Christ!" Uh-huh, but no no, it meant Jesus remembered that he was God, one with God.

It's not really too far removed from Krishna, Christ Krishna consciousness. It's because Krishna was saying I am complete, remembered. Now there's teachers on earth that have become awakened on earth. "I am awake. I get it. I understand how this all works here.

" It's another level to say, "Not only here I understand the connection of it all, I am completely awake, universally not just globally, universally." Some of us can't even be awake to enough to impress a household you know like I understand my household you know we don't understand ourselves people live in such darkness and such ignorance that when somebody gets it they say basically I got it I woke up and it's in variations Gandhi I bet mother trace a bit I mean I think it's honorable any amount of awakening but just understand the difference between

kind of awakened a little wiser than some more loving more forgiving versus completely awake that completely awakes self could be and really is called Christ but it's within every one of us and it's not something we have to like develop or work on per se I mean we do work on it but the good news is it's already actually done Christ isn't something you you fix or work on like the way we think there's not enough books you can read to become Christ it if you don't become the consciousness of the best stuff you ever read then

reading was kind of worthless we have to become the consciousness and what I'm partly saying is that consciousness has never changed it's been with us since we were created it's never changed it's never downsized it never you know it never went left right or whatever it's perfect and it resides in us so really becoming Christ it is simply a remembering process still remembering but it's it has to be lived in our day-to-day lives and a lot of us just slip in that and we think it's us I better read more better meditate I

better I better III and then we stay with that I the small I and that's not how you become Christ it it's not by reading it's not by the things we do it's a consciousness we lived and that's something that's always been a like a awakened in me just this knowing about that I didn't always know exactly how to implement it because when you're awakening the Christ inside the world doesn't typically get that they don't understand it they're not gonna support it hey wait excuse me at the bank are you you seen Christ it is

it you know we have some we have some bags of money for you you know it's not like you become Christ at the IRS says according to our records you'll become Christ 'add so you will not need to be paying taxes because they're an illusion the world doesn't acquiesce the way we would sometimes wish but to become Christ 'add things in our life do start to change and you do start to see miracles more often humans that could start moving into miracle consciousness quickly move out of miracle consciousness when they start to think

that it's just for themselves if you don't understand that everything that comes to you is to be shared it will be taken away sooner or later it will be taken away and it might be another lifetime where you're you know why I don't have it you know um you may have had and didn't share so share I don't have anything to share it really smile but I got no teeth okay smile anyway because somebody's gonna be lifted at the fact that you say you don't like to smile you don't have a pretty smile but you do it anyway I like that you don't

think you're wise enough tell me about your life what lessons have you learned everybody has the ability to access something worth sharing oh but I I'm gonna play small that's not gonna help so just you don't have to do it from arrogance but just who are you what do you have to share and there's always something a smile even if it's a toothless smile a smile a little sparkle in the eyes I mean there's always something and yes funds and if you have five cars give one away you know like share whatever you can

whatever you can afford and people on this planet think it's the opposite what you have you have worked hard for so keep it grab it pull it closer don't let anybody have it you know it's fear and that's not living the Christ life so one thing we have to understand about living the Christ life is it's again not something that I develop I will correct create a curriculum for my christ development it's already there it's called love and forgiveness that's the main tool but there's

something quite beautiful instead of saying okay I'm almost there Lord I'm almost I'm working on it a little more this a little more love forgiveness the most important tool of all is that you don't have to do anything except call on the Divine Mother because if you want to birth the Christ child who do you think gives birth you need a divine mother to give birth to a divine child so if you want to become in contact or you want to birth the Christ child you better call on a mother whether you're a male or

female you still need the Divine Mother which we call the Holy Spirit in some traditions and some people get freaked out about me mixing those two they are the same some people have really they shared how much they love and appreciate that I made that connection the divine mother is the Holy Spirit too often we use the word he as a pronoun for the Holy Spirit so it's it's God the Father and God the Holy Spirit he he everything is a he and it's not so first of all there's no gender in God but metaphorically for our minds if you're

gonna use gender then think of the the father aspect of God the Creator and the mother aspect of God the nurturer whether it's in Hinduism whether it's in Christianity there's a Trinity of God known one third of that Trinity is you and I you and me we are the Christ child we look like we're many and we look like we have variations of great things and problems and none of it's true and what we need to do is to say God you know if I didn't know better my eyes tell me this is how we're doing I'm doing a little better in my growth today all the

world's not doing very well today finances are up financers down that's this world when we say you know I would like to learn to see but if it's me trying to learn to see I keep using my eyes if I want to change my vision and become Christ at vision you better call on the mother to birth the Christ child so you can use Christ's eyes so in our development there's a whole phase that's important and it nearly never ends but the initial stages of birthing the Christ that we are is to learn humility and to call on the mother I don't know

show me mother show me Holy Spirit see I don't know and she's like hold on just give me a minute you're calling on me Wow humans don't learn didn't know how to do this very often thank you thank you thank you and then you know all these gifts come flowing upon us love peace joy abundance health wealth you know wisdom all the good things humans keep trying to get these things to happen you can't birth anything without a mother involved and in this case don't rely on human mothers even a girlfriend a female of any kind

your earthly mother they cannot compare to nor live up to the divine mother call on the only real one everyone else is just playing roles and it's frustrating because on earth you can say I wanted to be the Christ that that family of mine it actually it doesn't hold water it just you know you go to heaven and you try that listen I was gonna do the whole Christ thing but you know the family I had they don't say oh you know just out of sympathy come on in you know you're you're they just say we have some

beautiful party gifts boom you know they pull a lever and boom back into the earth you go tell them what they get st. Peter Wow life with your family all over again you know it's just kind of a bummer but no excuse you became or you did it and so we come back and we deal with it in another way and it's not just in between lives it's everyday everyday we try and do it our way and every day we get exhausted even when we're not realizing that's what we're doing is trying to wake up you're always trying to wake up even when you

don't know it where everybody even the worst behaving person deep inside there's something in them that says we want to wake up the problem is we don't know how and you know what that causes hurt inside and when I feel hurt I've got no patience left and when I have no patience left I start venting now cross my path I'm gonna vent on you and I can call it all kinds of names I can call it a mood I can call it chemical imbalance I can call it karma for you and Enid none of it flies none of it flies we learn to say wow what was I doing and

it's not easy when you're really down when you're really struggling with health finances everything especially all at once but that's called the dark night of the soul and we are collectively going through a dark night of the soul on this planet and in this country but on the planet we are collectively going through one not very common that we all get to go to hell together but but this is one of those fortunate moments the dark night of the soul has a purpose and that is to purge all that is unlike God so we're in the fire purging

we're purging away things that are unlike God things that aren't love things that aren't oneness things that aren't joy so now these issues come up and humans go god I hate that these issues are up there up so that we can be done with them but you can't be done with them if you don't go through the process in a healthy way go through it with judgment hate triggered and all that you didn't really go through it you went through it sheltered shutdown defensive which means you just carry it into another cycle and it's really

challenging to get the world to wake up at the same time you know because we can start with it you know we can all just hold hands and let's all have a moment of silence Global Peace and meditation and it doesn't take long for humans to go you're squeezing my hand too hard I hate people that squeeze mine you know what did they codependent like in media you didn't even finish the prayer and you're like oh and this one their hands sweaty uh-huh I wonder what they were thinking when they were holding hands probably had agendas

so this working for you geez yeah and you know and it's kind of funny cuz you'll see it a group like spiritual groups shirt you know everybody's I can be standing up at the front they're like I want to hear this this is great and I do some talking in and there they're like wow yeah and then somebody's phone goes off and it's great cuz I'm up here so I can see that you know you know they're pretending one minute they're like oh and then somebody's phone and they're like you

inconsiderate jerk you know it's like and so and I agreed that yes please shut yourself with I agree there's certain thing it's distracting I get all that but it's funny how quickly we can shift out of the seeming I really believe this whole price tea thing so as I speak we have demonstrations of each statement I make and and this is not clearly it's not an easy process you hear about in the book of Revelation you hear about a woman it's the divine mother one of the key characters in the book of Revelation you know there's all these creepy things

and locusts from bottomless pits and nobody nobody says kids come in I'm gonna read the revelation you know you know oh great mom it's it's not like that's a happy material it comes across intense but that's because of how deep it is in the book of Revelation you start getting your way through and you start hearing about and then I saw a vision of a woman and she was pregnant ready to give birth then I saw a large dark dragon coming into the scene to devour the child she's trying to give birth to and so you know she is whisked

away into safety called into the wilderness into being safe from the attack of the dragon the dragon knows this and sent fourth a flood to fill in and drown wherever she is cuz he can't find her and she again is the earth opens up and swallows up the the flood that sent her to destroy her the flood representing intense emotions then the flight comes in and the earth just opens it up meaning if you ground yourself emotions won't get the best of you so the earth opens up and swallows up all the the

flood and she's safe again the moral of the story is she is the the spirit of the Divine Mother in you and I and when you try to birth the Christ child the ego will come and try to destroy the moment it'll try to destroy the Christ child and it's not just the Christ child in me it's also anything that I try to believe in anything that's higher anything that's Christ II the egos gonna try to devour it and one of the moments she's taken up by an eagle the symbol of God she's taken up by an eagle and it said you know the two wings of an eagle

come and lift her the two wings are the two sides of the crown chakra it's the center and then you have a wing off each like the caduceus so in other words access divine within and it lifts you up out of the problems of destruction of the ego use higher consciousness you can cry you can be frustrate you can be scared but still call on the mother help me I'm trying to give birth I'm the mother I'm trying to give birth Holy Spirit show me those wings of safety that lift me out of the situation which can happen literally like lift it out of

a family unit or a scary situation or a job that's too painful you know can lift you out of these things but also the flood comes emotions of people projections and garbage from people you can be saved ground yourself let the earth open up and swallow that flood you're gonna because she's because the earth is a symbol of the Divine Mother as the Earth Mother call on the mother the woman in you is going to try to birth good things and when it does doubts and fears come in take care of them let them be taken care of there are so many great illustrations of this

throughout history from masters and teachers that stuff's gonna happen just do not let it get the best of you have a connection with God that doesn't get messed with just at any whim of yourself or anybody else doubts and fears unhealed wounds and there's a moment where Jesus's birth he's a little boy and there's a moment where his his human mother says you know we couldn't find you where were you and Jesus is saying why would you be afraid would you not know that I'm safe and then I'm doing my father's work remember that story you

know he disappears and the family's looking for him and so forth you know it what a trip that would be to have that as a kid you know you know it's just kind of you know you just imagine all the different kinds of conversations imagine having siblings you know and you did the parents tell the sibling what kids you'd be more like your brother because he's the Christ I can't live up to that man it's too much pressure you know but you take it all the way to that practical level and there again if ever the human mother the human aspect of us

is afraid of birthing new things into our life say become the Christ child that she that the Divine Mother gave birth to become the Christ child and say to the human self why would you be so afraid why would you obsess we said we're going for a new Souls purpose why are you so worried that it's not going to work out why would you think that something that is divinely ordained to all of us but also divinely chosen by some of us why would you think that can't go well why would you ever think that this is a great thing happening

coming from God and it might work out where is the Divine Mother there that's just the human dad mom the human self the ego self which is always complaining find this other voice and say no I believe this can happen this can be true I can know the presence of God and start living different life it doesn't mean that in one snap of the finger you're a completely different person it has to be integrated has to be lived on a day to day basis and that's part of what I'm trying to get across today is that it's

it's day by day living the Christ life is is not you know this there's this dark night of the soul that's going on on this planet and people just are succumbing to it they're talking about politics and just say to that save the voices inside and to other people that start going off on economy or politics or whatever it happens to be be able to be that voice of the christ-child saying what would make you think I'm interested in that yeah that's how Jesus spoke to the worried human parent how about you know how about what would make you think

that I'm interested in in that you're telling me to hate somebody that's not really what I'm into say it lovingly and tactfully if you say it in a way that shames them you're just gonna hurt them more and they become even angrier than they already are it's just you know it happens that way but instead turn it around so find a tactful way but but convey that's not really my interest it's not really my thing you know don't buy into don't feed more of the ego world how can I bring in the

presence of God right here right now and sometimes it's saying yes to things but sometimes it's saying no and if you're worried about what they'll think then you failed the test again anyway because that's not what the Christ child does it says did you not know I would be about my father's business so you say to people yeah I'm not really interested in what people are complaining about with politics how could you not be interested you must not be a nice person what makes you think I care to listen to what you have to say about that

what what am i conveying something that you know not in those words but that's what you're conveying energetically it's like one time Helen who wrote A Course in Miracles channeled that you know she went off on Jesus once because that's who's channeling it to her this is of course in miracles' it's of course in love and then how did it be one and good with God no and she's dead you know and he's talking to her and she had times to be like hanging you know just complaining and fighting him you know one day she went off in one of her

infamous rants and she said you know I'm getting fed up with this whole channeling thing you know I have a life I need some other things and take care of some other things and besides I think you have a Christ complex because she was a therapist so she had names for these things and she went oh I think you're insecure and I think your mother and she went off on and he's when she's done are you done yes and he goes I just thank God that God does not agree with you you know it's fake what's somebody gonna say to that they're gonna probably

gonna think you're nuts and dangerous so they leave you alone anyway but that's okay convey that you really when you're aligned with God then allow people to see that you hold your Center hey let's go let's go look at the slasher movie not interested I'm good though Thanks you don't say that's wicked that's bad and become like one of those you know you wear wear diet becomes your religion and you wrong everybody for what they eat you don't have to say those movies

are evil now you're a fundamentalist emphasis on mental don't be a fundamentalist don't you know just say it's no good I'm good no I'm good I'm all but it's a great this is great it's Friday the 13th part 89 you got to see this one no I'm good no yeah I gave up after the first one no I feel alright let people know and when they question it when they doubt when they attack and do what they do that's the dragon trying to come in swoop in and destroy the child just say no it's alright it's okay to to let love and God

be your guide so living the Christ life is not where you have to preach certain things it's not about memorizing particular details Christ is a consciousness it is not a bloodline so be careful not to get too caught up in that you could be interested in that that's your thing good but don't get too caught up in it Christ cannot be anything materially first it is a consciousness first so don't get caught up in bloodlines so he caught up in specialness our group is more special than we're going to ascend and you're

not weird we get raptured and you don't it's not about that sort of thing it's not about looking like Jesus and people say oh you know you look like Jesus not really not really yeah blue eyes and six foot tall blue eyes quite the handsome looking guy but he did not yeah I don't look like I don't grow my hair out if he had a beard a little bit of a beer I don't know this is all I have never went any further I don't know what no okay and people think like oh he talks about Christ and so he looks you know kind of

Christ II not it not really it's just kind of a little bit you know but when I when I did that when I decided I grew my hair out further it was always a little bit longer but when I decided to do this I just thought I went to Egypt I was on tour you know and doing something sacred sites when teach it came back and that's what I had I just didn't shave and I thought it looked better I thought I'm not particularly a good-looking person and I thought it's nice little accent like any other person you just know I I cut my hair a certain

way look you're just do something because if people think and go he's going for the Christ II look no really I just didn't have a razor you know it's like it's not about trying to literally look a certain way it just feels certain you know I'm lazy I don't want to cut my hair and it's really more casually like that but energetically it's not an accident that someone would say you remind me of that's a good thing that's a compliment and it's not one I take

arrogantly we should all male or female should be able to have people when they meet us feel that vibe you know you you seem different it doesn't matter cuz you look a certain way I don't look like this I just put my hair in a ponytail and wear rags every day that's how I look t-shirt and swim trunks that's how I dress every day it's true I don't walk around trying to look a certain way it's just what's comfortable to me you know baggy ish kinds of clothes it's what

what I what works but you don't have to literally look or be a certain way living the Christ life is is not also not trying to be perfect I never make mistakes that's not how you get that you get there more efficiently more authentically and the word authentic comes from authentic us Latin which means a person who's writing their own story okay it means of the author so to be authentic means you're owning that you write your own story so when you know you try to be perfect what who you

being perfect for God tells us in the Bible in way in the old and new Testament I am never evaluating people based on perfection because if I did you all would fail what's perfect about you is not what you look like or nor where you've been it's what you are underneath it all that you don't see and as you develop the Christ within you'll also develop your ability to see that holiness it's not in the perfection so you let yourself recognize you know changes in your body and not care you allow you to let things be more

casual in life instead of obsessed and and being a spiritual teacher I mean I trust me I've had to juggle that a lot people look people watch or does he live up to I don't know if any spiritual teacher I have ever met that lives it as much as I do my best to live it I'm not saying a perfect at it but I really make it a point some people go Michael what do you like when you're not teaching this is it I'm weird here I'm weird out there I know stuff here and I know stuff out there there's moments of frustration here and there's moments of frustration

there it's very simple what you see is what you get but I am a person that really works to be it and and I admit that not because I'm flaunting it or bragging it I'm telling you that because it's sometimes frustrating to live in that frequency to live in that vibe to think when you eat certain things is this congruent does this feel okay when you say certain things whatever you do in life there's gonna be things that you do that other people wouldn't agree with but I I live in my way it's like having seven billion pairs of eyes on me

not because I'm being overly obsessed about it but I do like to imagine am i living it right today am I being in any way unauthentic or hypocritical again you can get a little bit obsessed on it but that's how I do things and it's not an easy relationship to have one with me I mean it gets you know for friends or whatever because conversations I like depth you know you want to talk about you'd like this guy don't like that politician whatever I'm gonna want to know why what did they bring up you know you watch a movie I

mean I I just dig spiritual movies I've seen the seventh son like eight thousand times it's very cool you know magical kind of Maleficent 8001 times anything that's got fairies and cool stuff in it you know um that's me it's not like it's a complete contradiction I kind of am like this and I think that's very very cool I think it's great living the Christ life means bringing it in a date on a day-to-day level and not everybody would agree with my day-to-day if I were to walk to us to a store or a restaurant I'm gonna order you know something

that's very healing nothing heals better than a doctor and I like dr. pepper so there's always potentially someone there that's gonna go he drink soda yes that's right and when you hold a frequency of love the love is gonna love the hell out of what's ever in it that you think is gonna kill you but I'm digging I'm sitting in the love of the soda and I'm good I'm enjoying them I'm in in joy in it you're judging it you're dying from my drink it's the weirdest

thing you know this drink is killing you you know living the Christ life isn't the human perfections it's just you know I saw this thing happening the other day just briefly I'll tell you that to tell you this and a friend was having a yard sale so they asked me to stop by in there so I said I'll help you move some things you know so I go over and offered to help and I was waiting for them to wake up and come out and you know be available to me so I'm just hanging out reading you know because this is what I'm doing you know so I'm reading some

cool course in miracles' kinds of stuff and then the guy comes out long story short he comes out he's gonna start setting up but some people started showing up for the Art Show before they're ready so they all start yelling at each other we're not ready yet you know and the and the guy the guy who owns the house he's a gay guy and he was hilarious be good he goes I hate people you know because these people are showing up early and he's now tense and the people that were there early he's telling him go away so they're leaving

I'm like this is probably not the best thing for your yard sale so this next-door neighbor of his comes over and she goes I'm gonna help put these chairs out she puts him out and he goes you are totally not gay are you you have no no idea of staging come on so he starts fixing the chairs to look a certain way and she's like head I'm just cracking up so so I said okay there's this big cabinet let me help you move it I went over at in this garage we carried it out we stood it up and I said well we should turn it a little to face the the

stage you know dirts the the street so people could see and he goes see now he knows what he's talking about and I go what you mean is that I'm gay oh I didn't say that you know so later on when I hear him talking to the gal he goes listen to that guy you know the gay guy I'm like whatever you know be here now so we're here to make a difference of course in miracles' says you can summarize this whole book in learn to simply be good be nice ask yourself how can I be truly helpful that's how you summarize the book the course and the

course that leads you to awakening Christ consciousness how how can I be truly helpful where's all the books and memorization and passages and quotes no how can I be truly helpful am truly helpful doesn't mean moving furniture for people doing the sale truly helpful includes that but it's in here truly helpful means when you cannot see the Christ in you I'm gonna do my best to see it for you and you know one of my biggest challenges in life has been to do just that to really to work with celebrities money people porn stars all

kinds of people and do it from a place of you deserve to be as loved as anyone else but then my doing it makes other people question me why would you work with that kind of person why would and and as a human man these things push and pull I mean totally in my divinity don't care what you think the human self pushed and pulled and you feel that tug which is what ages us which is what stresses us because we're trying to even when we're trying to live the Christ life that human self keeps trying to batter them and badger that and not let

it be so that is a day-by-day test I haven't gotten it down perfect because on you're not gonna have it done perfect because when you work it in yourself and you get that done to a proficient level you're going to work on the collective consciousness it still doesn't get it so you know don't evaluate when am I going to be done how many more tests do I have just when you're here and it's before you you have something to do so living the Christ life is not any of those things I mentioned a moment ago living

the Christ life means living with the consciousness of love and forgiveness for most it's it's about birthing the consciousness of God it's about you know what would you have me do your birthing the consciousness of God not because you meditated for so many days months years that you became enlightened it's every single question or surrender it's a moment-by-moment what would you have me do it's in each moment of asking the question Who am I what would you have me do today and now you've surrendered and you're shifting in to the God

consciousness it's not a special ceremony and so on on the outside those things help but if it's not done on the day to day basis well I already did that how come it's not just happening it's a moment-by-moment basis that you have to choose well choose to only be what you truly are they call this in the New Testament putting on the mind of Christ which means I'm putting on the crown of love and forgiveness it's like it's like a virtual reality headset I'm gonna put on the virtual reality headset of Christ whoa well the human headset is man

people are so messed up you take that off and you put on the one of Christ it's like oh my god if you only could see what I'm seeing you you you have less to argue about you have less to be contentious about you you're not as focused on where you have been in the past that you're unworthy of something good all that disappears you know and it's like that it's like you're putting on the consciousness of God of Christ one of my favorite stories I think from from this is probably from 25 years ago a client she came for session and

she had some really wonderful epiphanies and then she wrote me a letter afterwards and she said I had this vision when I got home something happened and I had this vision and long story short she just said I had a vision of Jesus and she said um what was happening was I was I was on a boat like the apostles and you know the storm and then Jesus walks out on the water so she said there was this storm and Jesus walks out and I said oh my god this is just like the story in the New Testament Jesus is walking out on water and he

says step on out out of the boat step on out and so she does she steps out and he says walk towards me and she starts walking towards him and she said and you wouldn't believe it Michael she's writing in the letter I sank this is before emails okay and she said and I sank beneath the water and I was feeling like such a failure she said next thing I knew I was on the bottom of the the sea and thinking I blew it I mean to have Jesus stand before you and say here's a test and then you sink she said I sank all the way to the bottom she

goes and then I could see something in the distance and it's Jesus coming towards me and she says why are you down here I my test was up there he said the answer is i'll always meet you at whatever level you're at and i never forgot that yeah chills huh Wow now I go wait I thought I thought the great stories I'm supposed to tell about my life your life our lives are the ones were and then I assented you know she sank to the bottom and he's like hi that you know hey Aloha no you know sink to the bottom so no matter where any of us

has ever been it'll meet us there if we open our eyes we're allowed to close our eyes and you know I'm unworthy you're allowed to do that it's just not encouraged but you're allowed that's free Whittle but free will is not what people think it is free will means I'm gonna freely choose the will of God free will does not mean I'm gonna do what I want that's the human ego twisted version I reach the bottom and so God how nice to hear this oh my god I've still been thinking you know that I need to fix it that I need to be more

spiritual that I look at all these people I mean if they knew the history I've had they would probably not like me that's enough so that's the human stuff still haunting your mind instead you start to realize my god no matter what I'm okay God meets me at the level I'm at very cool just that one story heals us if you think about it it shifts weight even in my town even with my family history but my genetics are such and such all the things I've done how much longer you want to share because it's not gonna

change the point just open your eyes your heart and say alright Here I am and it's standing there before you and there is no past in the Christ which is found in the moment so everything changes Wow I'm healed now I'm starting to understand just that one story I'm starting it's downloading that I am okay before I even walked in here today I'm still thinking I got to do this and that in the other and I wasn't a good enough parent and I wasn't a good enough child and I wasn't you want to keep going we'll give you longer if you want

to keep obsessing it's okay finish sharing what you want to share and then it's standing right before you so acceptance is up to us and as I'm gonna start closing now I want to remind us here living the Christ life is not about the details of the world it's not about what you eat or you know it's not even really as much about what you do or so forth as much as how you do things it shifts how we do things more than what we do you can still dance I mean Jesus himself he laughed he cried he danced it's okay

he just didn't judge himself for it this is what's happening in the moment and to not judge seeing other people afraid and scared and you know it's a little frustrating to have your eyes opened at all and see that people don't want to open theirs because you can say but don't you realize that it won't be as painful if you just and they don't want to see it it's hard to see people pummeling each other verbally or in any other form when you know better so waking up can cause us a whole new level of stressors you're in the fray

it's stressful you come out of it you go guess what and nobody wants to hear it that's also stressful as a parent for me personally that was stressful being able to say hey guess what and they're in the fray of stuff of life you know and it can be hard and if you have a partner you're dealing with that could be hard if you have a job you go there and it's a job that's really tense let's say and so on your eyes are open and you feel so different but it's hard to convey that in a way that they're gonna accept

bummer but that's also today's test I'm really frustrated with this Oh a test it's the test to fix them all no it's for me to be okay despite how they want to behave Wow bummer double now bummer squared you know but what are you gonna do about it so we we all have our thing so whether it's food being the Christ means you know the truth and you respect the illusion you'll you'll probably continue eating what you believe to be dietary laws but you don't take it as seriously you realize as Jesus said it's not what

you put in the mouth it's what comes out of them what you say betrays what's happening in here so go ahead and eat all your most organic foods but if you hate people it's not good so you'll respect the illusion it's okay respect the illusion what is what does Christ do about things like relationships Christ teaches relationships are the most important thing on the planet not romantic it means all your relationships are more important than anything on this planet why because you'll be mirroring how you're doing in here through your

relationships with people out here so they're a very good holographic representation of how you're doing inside that's why relationships are important and as I forgive them I am forgiving myself and forgiveness is absolutely the most important thing not just of this world but universally but on this planet the relationships are where we practice that so on the earth that's the most important thing well what about things like your the foods and what about what about sex what about it we're supposed to abstain right No then we'll have it but we have to

make sure the door shut nobody knows no you know what are you hiding when I shower I got to make sure you know it's like in the old tradition for nuns they would wear a garment even when they bathed and bathe through the fabric because you can not allowed to see those bodies Wow hence messed up churches but well you know so what what about sex PN and I've shared this before but people ask do you think Jesus was having the G you know because they want to they want to humanize these things and I don't give him an answer Jesus was married he

wasn't married he was has been having sex he didn't have sex what I say is if he had sex he was good at it that's all that matters and and there's there's importance to that statement if he had meaning if you do things do them right be present do them in your right mind what's he gonna be Mackin on some girl thinking about another one know he's present he's president he's fully present making love it's sharing love if he's intimate he's gonna be intimate into this moment he's gonna be present

and love prevails love peace oneness joining the illusion doesn't take over for the Christ itself so all the different things we can look at money you know it's an illusion and yet it's God's will that you prosper not because of stuff that you're happy that you have a good car you know it's okay to have a good car I would you know when I first moved here I was using a car I didn't have a car I was using somebody's car but because it was a BMW I used to hear rumors you know Michael the only foot drives friends the

expensive cars he's all about money it's like morons you know come on what's wrong with you people why are you even noticing why do you even care and besides I don't even have the funds burger so I borrow one thankfully God wants you to have it's okay don't listen to this stuff of the the little ego Minds it's such silly stuff your Center in Christ Who am I what would Christ do today how does Christ do healing as healers how does Christ receive healing you need a chiropractic adjustment get one well I

shouldn't need one cuz I'm Christ get an adjustment go get your crazy vertebra lined up and when you're doing it think of what a great metaphor I am aligned I like that instead of um Christ it you know and I'm gonna pretend this isn't happening just get Christ II and get the body work done I don't care what kind of pelvic floor work get it done get a colonic when you need to just do it and love the hell out of all your opinions on these things just the presence of God how does Christ deal

with emotions Christ understands emotions are a reflection of how we're doing inside so work on it you don't want stuff to reflect outside harsh emotions that are your stuff stuffed down inside I want to be open I want it I want to know the presence of God in all areas get the spine adjusted and so forth I have a quote I'm going to share as we close this is Lao Tzu be square but don't cut be sharp but don't stab be straightforward but not unrestrained be bright but don't dazzle that's living the Christ life

square straight clean clear just Wow part that's beautiful and not using any of it for egotist Acree z'n z-- it's okay as Christ it beings don't let people shame any particular topic don't let them tell you no sex is like no that you can't have wine or you shouldn't eat meat I understand the pros and cons to that all of that that's part of the illusion but what does it you know do for you there are people that are totally anti meat really you're gonna condemn all the Native Americans that ate meat really in one swoop swoop

you're gonna pull that off not with me I'm not gonna listen there are people that entire cultures nations that ate meat and they did so in the consciousness of Christ you can't eat a turnip with a holy thought don't don't be you know don't be judging meat eaters when you can't you know anyway God the God consciousness in all things man oh man please take a few centering breaths we'll share just a brief meditation decompress shake off the tensions giggle laugh whatever you feel just

take a moment to contemplate what you heard today or learned it made sense whatever it is what did you hear or learn that made sense to you anything you heard that was in congruent to you or didn't feel right just let it go but breathe him the things that made sense so that they take you to another level we take just a moment to review ourselves our human cells gifts and challenges things we've accomplished mistakes we've made everything just an objective view of ourselves

just casually passively be aware of the things that you have done or are doing that you would like to fix correct do differently in a perfect world what would you do differently how might you be different mmm and then imagine a glowing sparkling white in the center of your being your heart center and it starts to burn brighter and brighter and brighter burning away the human the little self the body the aging body the limit itself even our issues wounds of the past just let this light burn it away it's our

willingness to let the past go that opens us up to something new and it burns all of this away and leaves just a slight hue of color a slight glow where we once stood there goes all the stuff decisions we've made investments guilt shames relationship decisions some that carry wounds abortions just let these things go all the various decisions things done to us and that we've done to ourselves let them burn away watch your mind and see if you try to hook and hold on to any of these if you do it's not bad it just means you're actually

holding it precious moreso than God so work on that later with all of that burned away we then say Holy Spirit of God Divine Mother the love of the universe the womb in which I live in this moment I surrender to you to birth something new birth in me a new self birth in me a new self and watch yourself slowly starting to go from that slight glow a little bit more into a being again but one that glows one that is a light being come back to life after death seeing the new self birthing a new self and I say to you Father

mother god I am now here as a new being ready willing and able to step forward into the world as the Christ child that I am a holy being guide me in how that would look in my day-to-day life let that manifest in my finances in my health in my awareness as wisdoms my consciousness let me be the presence of the Christ nothing I have to pronounce out to the world let it be happening within me and let this be so clear and visceral and vivid that I feel the effects I can see being guided to a new life being guided to a

soul's purpose instead of just jobs more soulmate friendships rather than just people that I have ups and downs with guide me in every way show me how to be holistically healthy guide me in everything diet friendships at all guide me on how to live the Christ life so that I take the child Christ that is born within and bring it to maturity guide me on parent me on how to live this until complete maturity of the Christ that I am and so it is keep that for half a minute just thank you just half a minute

breathing that in and gradually come back to the room very good those of you who like this topic today there's talks like this there's four of them on a DVD set called New Testament one that's the one you would look for if you want this and other talks on this topic of awakening the Christ