Living the Christ Life

well today as a topic I was thinking about something was coming to me that I wanted to share a little bit about it but it's something that I've talked about many times over the years in different forms but this concept is that living the Christ life living the Christ life what does it mean because people confuse this that the concept of Christ with Christianity and really it's a shame that that's happened but it's humans you know and so to live the Christ life all it means is to be who we

are to return organically to who we are it has nothing to do with Christianity Christianity has very little to do with Jesus and Christ consciousness but somebody came into the world remembered that they were the Christ and somebody you know a group starts to commemorate that a little bit and then embellishing it a lot of it there what to be what they wanted it to be say what they wanted it to say but it's really what you know to be Christianity today will seem so contrary to Christ consciousness if you know what Christ consciousness is

I mean this is just Christ consciousness means I am as God created me let me live that way Christianity says very little to that effect Christianity I'm not spending a lot of time on criticizing a religion I'm just saying to make the point that if your mind mixes the two gets confused about the two or even strains because of the name being similar be careful because the one tells you you're unworthy the one tells you you're worthy how much more in contrast could you be unworthy you're going to hell guaranteed pretty

much you're going to hell and if you if you heard well except for a hundred and forty where that was a book go to a casino you'll have better odds than that that's not going to go well if you go by the 144,000 throughout human history let's see how many people have existed through history if you add them all up let's pretend it's a hundred trillion a hundred and forty-four thousand of them can make it then try to figure out who they are Buddha oh no no not allowed you know your grandmother

who was a stellar saint no it's not good enough I mean there's just no gods are really bad so if just based on that change religions but that's another story so what Christ consciousness is means to be the consciousness of Christ not to the dogma of a religion or a tradition and it's fine because I tell you I've said many times all religions have a place any of them they all have a place Christianity included it's fine I'm just making the point that when I'm talking about Christ consciousness try not to

twist the two together try not to tangle the two together instead the consciousness now Christ consciousness I call this living the Christ life generally what that means when people say what's Michael teach and what is he about and all that if somebody says but what Michael are you starting a religion Michael what do you really know all I can ever do is reintroduced let's go towards Christ consciousness like I don't have a thing of Michael thing I'm just saying let's get to that consciousness so if somebody

says let's start a thing of you there is no me to really do that with right because it's I'm just telling you about that that's already there so living the Christ life when people say what do you teach what are you about it's very simple in a sense I am as God created me and then how do I live that in as many ways as possible if I am as God created me how can I live that in as many ways as possible how do I live it how would my relationships look if I am a holy being that's all see I'm not telling you what you need to

be doing I'm just saying ask yourself you know like the almost like that what would Jesus do but in a Christ kind of sense it's what would Jesus do he would be as the Christ so then what would the Christ do what do you choose in your life in every area what would you do with your finances if your cry stood you would give a lot more to each other how would your relationships look loving nice friendships what would those look like if you're an employer what would it look like if you're the Christ so people

have to stop by identifying with being limited human beings and then try to live accordingly oh I'm just a limited human being oh I'm just a dad or a mom or a a male or a female I'm gay I'm straight and all these titles none of these titles have anything to do with the real lust they're just masks sorry but they're just masks they're just masks so the fact that the human race is all put in masks right now it's kind of fun if you think about it people should write on there's all the various false forms of

self write on your masks and put male straight dad with it you know because they're all just not true they're just temporary roles were playing I'm not saying they're bad I'm saying they're temporary well what's really nice is right on your mask on the inside Christ because that's who we really are deep on the inside I am as God created me no matter what things look like on the outside nothing can ever change that so for a moment there's these you know like Descartes I think therefore I am you

guys have heard that saying before cachito ergo zoom and it it means cachito is like a cognitive thinking I think therefore ergo therefore I am so might the sum total I think therefore I am and then Pascal who I think is a brilliant soul Pascal said a mo which is like the word amor so I love therefore I am a mo ergo soon then somebody a bit more contemporary you think it's names William James was saying octo ergo soon because I I have I take action right action therefore I am and I'm like well you know just blend it all together

it's not I act therefore I am I think therefore I am I love therefore I am instead change it to octo cogeco Amol ergo zoom which means because I choose love in all that I do I am I am because of the love in all that I do put it all together so it's not just the thinking it's not just the action and it's not just the love it's all of it and to me that's that's a good description of Christ consciousness don't get all philosophical and call yourself Christ consciousness and you're

just kind of in your head Christ II it's got to be in every area of our lives now you some people will say well Jesus this and you he had a specific role and so do you and so do I the love needs to be the same the actions will vary from person to person how Christ appears to a mommy might be different than a single businessman but the vibe should never be different the appearance the action on the outside might look different only because of different specifics in this world so in all areas of my life how how

can I bring through this Christ frequency now there's there's really two phases of awakening the Christ because that's what we're talking about technically the second coming of Christ the first coming of Christ wasn't Jesus the first coming of Christ was when we were all created Jesus then remembers it but that's not the first you could say that's the first coming to the earth plane but the the first coming of Christ was when you and I were created and God said let there be light we are the light

of God Jesus says that several times I am the light of the world why is he saying that because he's identifying with I'm the light you folks heard about when God said let there be light and I am that light okay let's build a religion around him being that light he says well you don't get it do you so are you I remembered that I'm the light and I want you to read remember you're the light okay tell us how to do that I did tell you how to do that love one another as I have loved you know tell us another way you know do

you have a plan B and and that's where it descends into you know religion where people start looking for plan X and Z you know it's like they don't like plan a or b or zits gets to be too much but it's only too much for the ego that doesn't want you to remember you're the Christ so living the Christ life goes to two stages before you can birth the Christ which isn't really birthing it's remembering it but we call it birthing before you can birth the Christ you have to have a woman to give birth so who's

that gonna be your mom you know that didn't work out because parents give you birth physically but typically they don't birth you spiritually so where's the woman who's gonna give birth it's divine feminine in each of us so before you awaken the Christ you have to awaken the Divine Feminine you have to create a mommy inside okay well who's she you mean you mean you know angry feminists we might know who no no no no we need to get over that really quickly I don't you know that would be great to not even

last half a generation because that's just another false version of what the Divine Feminine is the Divine Feminine simply means the love within us the mother she's in a state of love you can't create Christ without choosing love so the Divine Feminine is not about angry feminism the Divine Feminine means I'm going to open my heart center that's the center of the Divine Feminine I'm gonna open my heart and my my heart when it opens is gonna force out my arms to take this symbol here the Grail and this

woman as we're calling it the Divine Feminine she opens my arms and says Here I am she we have to awaken that that she Shekinah that Divine Feminine what would you have me do it's actually a state of beautiful vulnerable humility that turns us into divine beings we have to actually the same as people prostate and bow themselves why do we bow it seems like an act of like littleness no no we're bowing when we bow to say I'm bowing my ego so that my divine can rise now I know religion sometimes do this

bowing concept and they forget what why they're doing it it's just dun dun dun like in church you're in a you know some cathedrals and churches you know you kneel then you sit then you stand then you kneel then you're standing again then your knee you know and nobody really knows why they do any of it they go to confession they don't know what it means they're just supposed to go you know it's it's we're brought up in this kind of just do it as though you know if you go into a church

and you holy water you know for what purpose is it like you know this will help me just go into a trance and this will be over soon you I mean why do you put on the holy water the holy water in this case you don't know just an aside the holy water is actually blessed there's a frequency in a ceremony that goes into that holy water it's not like they just take some Aquafina and you know pour it in the little cisterns this this water is blessed but it's blessed specifically like it's called it's a vibration all right so

it's given a certain vibration so that everybody that walks in and touches the holy water and anoint themselves is actually activating this well they're there they're putting like a matrix of energy on themselves it's not activated yeah but you're putting this on it's almost like putting on a transmitter a receiver when the priest is doing in a Catholic Church when the priest is doing a ceremony he starts activating the the Blessed water so that everybody that's there starts getting in the same groove

that's what that's about it's just nobody knows it and gets it anymore they just kind of you know water it's you know spritzing I mean it's not it was it had a very power meaning to him let's all take a certain oil on ourselves water on ourself different different cultures different groups and then a ceremonies done to activate it to help everybody get turned on in a spiritual sense so the mother is saying let's awaken this this Divine Feminine this humility because in that humility you are made great and the

bowing the things that people forget about all this is symbolic of something great then the Divine Feminine can give birth to the Christ self so at first we're going through like bits of our soul stepping into like a humility Here I am start everyday Here I am what would you have me do instead of saying well I'm an empowered being I'll just run my own life see that's probably better than just being a victim of the world it's a step in the right direction you went from being a victim ego to however to a

tyrannical ego even though it's considered spiritual there's positive thinking groups that are encouraging you to take control of your life who's the eye that's taking control of that life by the way so 12-steppers are far more along the path than New Agers in this sense because at the beginning and end they realize of myself I am nothing I need God to guide me then New Agers are gonna say oh well you know you you that's that's old-school needing God that's that sounds you know lower no you are

the God but not the you that's in this current state of amnesia so by being humble the last shall be first by being humble the divine gets reawakened but you have to be humble first that's the Divine Feminine humility first when you go into twelve steps and you say I got a call on a higher power that's the Divine Feminine being born in you you see it's profound then she which is in you is the Holy Spirit in you she then gives birth to the Christ in you and then you're one with God again although it takes stages of awakening

so it's two General stages the Divine Feminine has to be awakened and she'll give birth to the Christ child within you and me now when that Christ child gets born we're becoming the presence of God technically even in the earth plane when the Christ child is born it has to be matured how well technically three steps crucifixion resurrection and ascension and people are gonna then go oh never mind didn't but I just want to ascend you do yes I want to ascend you want to be part of the ascension process

oh yes lightships are gonna come and just take me if they wanted you they'd have been here by now okay they cannot save you from yourself you have to become all that you thought you'd like to be in this world or see in this world you have to become this how crucifixion resurrection and ascension so in a nutshell what that means is if you want to be the Christ you can't just walk around wearing a certain amulet saying this this Christ did me you know I took a didn't attended a lecture and it Christ did me that's not how this

works any amount of Christ you want to take on a book a meditation a process a workshop you're still going to be asked by this world by the universe prove it I feel so Christ II god I feel so Christ he did I went to a workshop and then there was a frequency I they even spritzed Christ oil on me some Christ spritz water so I'm definitely Christ it and the universe is like this is gonna be good hey everybody gather around let's watch let's watch them so go ahead prove it you know your sprits it's gonna be a dream you have

tonight about your ex it's gonna be going in a store and running into somebody who's got you know some garbage they're venting on you it's gonna be pandemics it's gonna be elections I want to ascend next year well good because this year we have an election let's see how you do if you can't handle the lines in the grocery store the election outcomes you're not going anywhere you simply had a test that you helped create you failed the test that you chose to fail and you'll get another

shot tomorrow that you will then choose again so at the end of the day I can choose to birth the Christ but the Christ will be tested the Christ in us is like a child and it will learn to move and then gradually crawl and then gradually walk but it will fall and that's you and me do you get on the case of a child for falling the first time it's learning to walk of course not so then don't judge yourself some people think that birthing the Christ means your birthing perfection no birthing the Christ means you'll forgive yourself for

imperfections that's more Christ II than being perfect believe it or not because becoming the Christ birthing the Christ means crucifixion resurrection ascension what are those three things mean in your life and mind guys it's it's not all ethereal and energetic there is that you are gonna have neurons getting rewired there's all that but on a day to day basis it means crucifixions means when things don't go your way crucifixions means your old ways coming to the surface to die to be crucified

let the old self died one apostle says i die daily some of us I don't want to die but more than once a year once a lifetime I die daily means let me walk into it let me walk right into the process anything that is not yet of a divine nature here let it be purged I'm good is it an addiction to drugs let me bring that forward and work on it isn't an addiction to food let me bring it forward do I have Co dependence so when you say I'm ready to birth to Christ you might find it's lonely at the top if you want

to just be a human did bottom of the pyramid there's lots of other stones at the you know bottom of the pyramid see there's lots of company when you rise in consciousness in case you don't know the obvious pyramids it's lonely at the top you're rising in consciousness this isn't a square this is a pyramid as you rise in consciousness there's less people to hang out with that doesn't mean I'm saying you're better than them and you should force everybody away I'm just

saying you won't relate to as many people as you go through the Christ process you also won't be able to relate to as many jobs you you can't really settle like you might have in the past suddenly things don't feel right for you certain relationships and they just kind of fall away hey family if there's old patterns because you're saying I'm ready for a new consciousness so if you're ready for a new consciousness the outside mirrors the inside doesn't it so if I'm changing consciousness I don't

have things I can relate to and what me as a kid when I was in high school and shortly after high school there was that transition point where all of a sudden it was like to try to hang out with friends from high school it couldn't happen not because I was better I just couldn't relate if they still want to do this or that it's like well it's not really me and I remember a couple specific times when individuals they were all laughing you know whether it was a crude joke or something you know they're all laughing and I remember

a couple specific moments we're an individual and each of these moments where at least one or more individuals turned and looked at me and just saw me sitting there and they just thought and I remember one of them going like he's hopeless you know he's not getting stoned or he's not laughing at our jokes or because I was more in a state of like childlike I was entering a state of being childlike up the pyramid I couldn't really relate it but I wasn't being better than that I wasn't like you

know Christ II people don't laugh at crude jokes that's not true at all in fact if you tell a crew joking a cry ste persons in the room a cry ste person might laugh and go along with it just fine it's not hurtful as long as it aren't artful to anybody could laugh along with it just to bridge with you and offer a nice insight a few minutes later you see what I mean by that a cry ste person bridges not judges they look for entry points when I was in high school I I've never been like drunk or

anything I in and I didn't even like the taste of this stuff you know but in high school people are you know they're drinking and all that I would get one bottle and have it with me the rest of the night you know a beer or whatever nobody would know that it was my only one except me because it turned warm and that was disgusting but one bottle why cuz I blend in even in high school swear to God even in high school just you know it's kind of taking care I always had that I always had that thing where

people are you know buzzed at a party and they're needing a riot I'd become the designated driver I was never like trying to be better than anyone I just saw what was needed in the moment honestly so living the Christ life you going up that pyramid there's there's less people that you know there's less people you can be intimate with if you're just down at the bottom with the other rocks you just stoned so everything at the bottom layer of a pyramid is rock so everybody's like stone mentally and probably habitually

so there's lots of other people to get stoned with and sleep with and mess with and so on and so on but when you're moving up the pyramid you're you're becoming more selective something that resonates that's just not my thing it could be music styles it could be types of jokes relations all kinds of things because you're growing in consciousness but you're never outgrowing humanity you're still able to be here and bridge and share and connect and bring more people up the pyramid

with it with you so they're the crucifixions of life you and I have to understand those three stages you want to birth the Christ besides the feminine first Christ second but those once that's happening you're gonna go through crucifixion resurrection ascension here's the good news Jesus having done the real crucifixion crucifixion he says to us since I've already broken the spell Humanity is under that you are limited beings and fated to die I broken that story you now don't have to suffer

what he means it's tricky because technically Humanity is everybody's going to die at some point supposedly but crucifixion resurrection ascension that he did he changed how it's done you don't have to actually die and then resurrect on the other side and then be born again into another body which is a false version of crucifixion resurrection and ascension it's called reincarnation it didn't work whatever level you were at when you died you kind of came back roughly the same you didn't get enlightened while you

were on vacation on the other side you came back and it's like if you were still stubborn then you're coming back and working on stubborn again but Jesus changed that and he said okay I'm breaking the spell so here's here's what he's saying to us I have an idea if you'd like to be open to it since I've already broken the whole story the whole spell of what death isn't that you're limited beings it's not true now now you'll still go through the three but not in the same painful way do it

differently do not think you're alone here do not go through crooks crucifixions alone do not let this world destroy you you go through divorce that's a crucifixion you go through financial strain that's a crucifixion you lose a child that's a crucifixion or a child doesn't want to speak to you anymore that's a crucifixion ending of relationships all the job loss all these things are forms of crucifixion getting sick is a form of crucifixion how is it different after the christ was awakened in Jesus

vs. now here's how it's different now he's saying instead of you having to go through it to actually process through fully process it's almost like a a test to go into a college or instead of having to do all the tests yourself here's what you can do you can call on me Christ is saying you can call on me Jesus is saying and all actually help you through the test in other words now you have a support system the old school was I have to go through this alone the new school is I'll walk through it

with you not just like a comforter I'm gonna walk it through through it with you as a symbol of the Christ that you are not as the symbol of Christ out here I am in you we're all connected we're all connected inside of every person's brain our neurons and that's symbolic of your mind the brain is just a three-dimensional symbol of the mind so in every one of you is every one of us you have literally a neuron in your brain that is a Michael Muir dad that is a Joe and a Sally and a su and a Sam

that is Jesus that's Hitler you have a neuron for everything that's ever been they're not all activated we know that but you have a neuron for everything schizophrenia is when there's scar tissue in the brain and those neurons start short-circuiting so you're forgetting who exactly is what anymore you're seeing people that you might have heard about read about seeing met known at different times but it's short circuiting so things are you know a appearing that aren't there in the

3-dimensional time frame so but there's a Jesus there's a Buddha there's a this and to that and the other and Jesus is saying if that's true which it is then there's a neuron in your mind also for the Christ one neuron in your mind already is perfectly Christ it and all it needs to do now is spread through the synapse and such spread that one you're on the presents the chronic consciousness of the Christ now what am i describing neurons only no what about people because we're each a neuron in

each other's minds see so they're there there's a Hitler neuron you know don't don't try and have it lobotomy to remove it you won't find it like that but there's a Hitler neuron there there's that kind of a jerk in everybody don't hate him it's in every one of us find it and Christ it through forgiveness find that the people out here are nothing but synapse and neurons firing so if I say I don't like the president I don't like that third-world you know such and such that that Second

World War name them and all your naming is my mind I blew my mind see my mind blew up and it became all of you so every person in the world is one of your neurons and even if you only hate one of them it spreads like a virus to other neurons but there's also a Christ neuron and let that spread and that's what this is about it's hard for people to understand this course in miracles' Buddhism they kind of get this but this is hard for people to understand you're all neurons in my mind if I generally don't like you

because of your race I think you're different you're male you're female all these things that people think about that's my stuff being magnified outside so that I can see it now what do you want to do with it let it become a pandemic in your brain do you want it to be sickness do you want your one racist thought in your mind to spread to be your whole mind oh you want to bring it to healing and everybody will you but you can't fix the world with the mind that created it the neuron of hate in my mind can't go and fix the

other neurons because it's it's already a twisted neuron and it's trying to fix us that's the ego self because there's the ego trying to infiltrate all my neurons all my thoughts all my consciousness and it's very much like an aggressive worm virus in my brain that's what the ego is it's a great definition instead of trying to understand it in terms of consciousness just imagine we all chose to download the ego reasons we won't go into now but we did we downloaded a virus called the ego

radical aggressive worm virus and it's woven into neurons you cannot figure out people that try to fix themselves are trying to basically fix their own computers but you won't know which neurons have been damaged by this virus you will not know which programs you will not know which documents and I've said this at least a hundred times in different talks you have to download the spiritual Norton AntiVirus program and that's the mother mom I scratched my knee I fell down and let the mother hold

you and say sweetheart relax and let me this might hurt a little bit but it's gonna be okay but I'm scared I know honey and I'm here it's okay comfort comfort comfort clean the wound comfort comfort comfort clean the woman and that's the mother that's the Holy Spirit but I hate that this relationship ended I know honey just like the scrape knee I know honey it'll be okay it can't be okay it can't be that's what we think so the mother is not just there out there it's in here needing to be

birthed greater ability to have compassion greater ability to be with each other and say it's okay that's where you're doing your work where the mother is trying to take care of you but also she's trying to birth the mother in you to take care of others she's trying to create midwives all around the world that can show up and help people birth to Christ in themselves how not by preaching it at them because then it's a religion again it's by by saying are you okay a friend that's going through a

divorce see your birthing them out of the crucifixion all of God's children are going through Crysta fictions and they always are in the earth plane you have to show them that there's another thing after the crucifixion there's life after death but you don't understand they might say to you you don't understand what it's like I'm going through addiction you have to be an addict understand no I do understand speak to them like you're part of them like you do understand use references

they can get use analogies that make sense oh you don't you don't know you've never been married so you mustn't understand I do understand you know and you share my heart's been broken here it's an ending it's hopes and dreams you imagine because that's the heart chakra imagination you imagine you you nurture your own heart chakra by learning to be able to understand where they're coming from you figure it out intuitively I I do understand well you've never lost a child you don't understand we all can

understand everything the Christ in us one of the perks of nurturing the Christ birthing the Christ is that we're capable of knowing anything and everything honestly you can say I'm a 50 year old white female and understand a 20 year old male African American everything is in us we can understand everything and anything even things you haven't cognitively gone through imagination connects everything makes it all make sense even skill-wise you you can channel skills through yourself much more easily when you recognize what you

really are so birthing the Christ means not just walking through crucifixions although it does mean that it means better more importantly resurrecting so practice remembering if you really want to birth to Christ forget just spritzing with Christ oil and thinking you're enlightened live it you have to live it because that's how the muscles in the Christ self are getting developed so am I really living this yes it's all here my meditations I do a specific Christ kind of Christ Christ Christ Christ

Christ Christ Christ you know great now when you're done chanting meditating and you go outside your door what are you doing I don't even go out because I don't like people well ok fail that's a F you know fail you want to try again the next day well it's not my fault you know how people are fail tried the next day and at some point Christ is still not there Christ is not birthed and matured all you had was the potential for the Christ's birth you essentially had a death of a child immediately that it was born Christ is

born today and already crib death you know why because I was put to a test and I failed whatever that test may have been you know I'm oh I feel like all Christ II and then Oh somebody left me and now my heart's broken and I hate what they did and let's talk about it and he'll know there's no healing I'm not gonna forget that what they did Oh fail fail fail fail it's failed bad no actually it isn't when you fail you actually push the button on on the tape player you push pause there's no

backwards believe it or not you're either moving closer into who you are or you simply went numb today nobody ever actually goes backwards as much as it seems but being put on pause does feel like it's in reverse or backwards okay so resurrection is what we have to do how as I've already explained the things I've already shared but it also means helping others resurrect as I help others resurrect I too am resurrecting you see Jesus understands that too Jesus is saying yes I've already I've already

resurrected and ascended oh well then you're kind of gone now right no how could I go when you're part of me so a part of me is in complete remembrance now which is great news but on the flip side all of you are parts of me that I'm taking home into the Christ the rest of the way and and the good news is he's knowing it's inevitable it's not like I have a job to do and I've got to try to get some of you to get enlightened and it's called light work because there's work involved but it won't feel like

work when you realize that the end is already there we're all going home that's the great news we're all going home end of Revelation New Jerusalem you know everything born again everything's done and everybody's enlightened and and living in the light all that's going to happen but we're only a portion of the way through the book of Revelation so far there's still a couple chapters left before we reach the other and reaching the other is called ascension ascension means total acceptance so I'm going to

go through crucifixions and I must resurrect so that I can rise to a new level of consciousness so watch that carefully crucifixion which means your tests resurrection how you respond to your tests what's Ascension whatever I accomplished is now mine permanently that's what ascension means yes in the in the grand scheme yeah ascension in the grand scheme would mean that everybody finally goes home and all that's great while we're still living this day-to-day it looks like this resurrection day-to-day test you're

gonna have them we all you know have this propensity to say I just wish I didn't have any tests I wish I didn't have any issues well you know thanks for sharing but you're on earth on earth this is the New York of the solar system if you can make it here you can make it anywhere you know this is the asylum of the cosmos it is this is the asylum of the cosmos souls come here not till just to learn we come here to learn and heal but here's where you get it so we need the earth because here's where you put it to

practice and prove I got it you can be in other systems and look at me while I'm just so enlightened your friends you know your teachers cosmic teachers gonna go will you just wait you're going to earth next then tell us about Hell enlightened you are because here's where you put it to the test so whatever tests you make it through you're resurrecting see it's all talk during the crucifixion it's all talk prove it and now you're resurrecting man look what this did to me wait it's okay

and here's another way to explain it crucifixion Tsar trying to convince you that you're not a divine being resurrection is where you say bull that's not true I am a divine being despite what I'm going through that's how you resurrect believe in your crucifixions your being crucified refuse to believe it your resurrecting don't don't just call on like Syrian beings to come and help you ascend or resurrect it's a choice you you you you get this by refusing to believe the illusion that

you're a limited broken flawed being that's resurrection oh well I believe that right now good hang on to that in your next resurrect crucifixion and let's see how you do that's how you pull it off you prove it during the crucifixion Jesus had to during the crucifixion he had to go through this stuff he had I mean nails through his wrists and feet death people spitting on him he healed these people he loved and healed he helped these people and they're turning on him you know instead of just talking about

her remembering you heard his story or saw a movie about Jesus somewhere in your your past live it he was able to do nothing but good for people and they all turned on him some of us can't handle one person not liking us there's a crucifixion so next time you have that going on it's of course you know we're humans and hearts get broken and we fill a little strained but just stop for a minute and go wait but it's not the whole world is it it's one if I've caused them harm apologize and make

amends if I haven't and or if they refuse to accept an apology and amends let them be forgive them they know not what they do this is all Jesus dialoguing on the cross he refused to give in you're going to be tested to judge others or yourself as being less than divine see that see through it and say no but but I got a divorce and they lied in court and they got 70% of everything instead of 50/50 yeah I know and it hurts but it does not have power over you other than that which you give it that's

why Pilate says to Jesus do you not realize I have the power to crucify crucify you and Jesus said you have no power except that which was given to you what what an amazing powerful statement most of us don't do that your honor yes you know there's some lies here and yes I'm only getting 30% of everything but you know and the judges you know unless you do this unless you know you know but none of you have any power that wasn't given to you you know I get pulled over by a cop oh how dare you I know I wasn't speeding

sir it's on the radar you know oh I've heard those machines don't always work fight just argue with them that'll go well argue with him you can also realize that you know I told the cop this once and I've shared this with you all but you know he writes the ticket whatever this is I don't even remember how many years ago buddy writes the ticket he's done and then he has to go through the speech okay if you choose to dispute the bla bla bla you know even though whatever it was he thought I did I don't

think I did at the time but he says if you want to just mute this reg you know you can go to the court the dates there and then like oh you got to be kidding me do you know the number of times I've done this and didn't get caught I'll just consider this a wash like it's you know see it differently instead of a victim just see it differently because it's true it's true it's okay your partners in divorce they can't take 70% that wasn't owed somewhere and I remember in my 20s and 30s I remember

learning learning that fact that if I lose a hundred dollars in a deal there's only one of couple things I could view points I can have one if I lost a hundred dollars on a deal just using a number I either owed that to the universe and it's gone my debts are gone it's a good thing to be debt free humans like to go no victim victim victim I lost it they took it bad it can't be taken it's impossible for anything to happen that's not part of our belief systems so I go well somewhere I owed it or sometimes the

universe is saying you're asking for something right you're asking for a somebody to gift you 10 grand for something you do buy a house or whatever you're doing you're asking for 10 grants sometimes the universe is going to get a few investments from you a loss of a hundred there a loss of a you know 500 there and so on and attitude adjustments so that it can give you the 10 grand you're asking for so if I lose a hundred bucks it's either went to pay an old debt or to invest in a new income that's

an attitude adjustment but think about that in even enrollments I know it's not easy I mean we heard you know things happen unexpectedly and they hurt you know III said last year that there's something like this pandemic I said something's coming that's going to affect everybody's their lives and their health and their finances something's coming next year and people like what do you mean I know it's coming and it still hurts to see it you understand you might know and hear what I'm saying

right now go man this is great I'm prepared now it still hurts the three-dimensional world loves to grind it in and try to break your confidence because in your heart you're learning to know something has no power on you over you but when you drop a brick on your foot it hurts and when somebody drops a divorce on you it hurts when somebody drops getting fired on you it hurts so cry and and be hurt you're being crucified but resurrect and bounce back at some point but this doesn't have real power over me remind me remind me remind

me God remind me mother divine hole the mother you know the Holy Spirit remind me that this has no power prove it to me show me that's what you can ask and that's what others are going to ask of you so do you want to jump in the pit with them and gossip and hate and tell them about fear and conspiracies or be a different voice you and I are to become the midwife to others that said as I'm coming to a close the final step Reza's the Ascension is what's left after that process did you ascend you went through some process

some crisis or whatever how much did you ascend after that you crucified resurrected what's left oh man nothing I I was being crucified I barely resurrected there's not much left no Ascension in consciousness fine let's try it again or you know what this was different I think I ascended like 10% more than I was before that's how it is three dimensional practical way of describing it how you what consciousness has shifted that's the new you that's what ascension is ascension is what you've extracted from your lessons keep

extracting good let it be your consciousness and you'll never be the same so in the book of Revelation you hear about this and I saw a woman travailing with pains having birth get you know read prepared to give birth and I saw a dragon was there this beast was there ready to devour the child as soon as she gave birth the book of Revelation this is describing you and me in our day-to-day lives my divine the Holy Spirit in me is wanting to birth to Christ and the ego is ready to devour it every time I birth it that's what the

revelation is telling you but it says an eagle comes and lifts the woman up and protects her and her child it takes her out of this this flood which is the egos BS that comes to devour her to kill her and her child so just listen to that and it's telling you about your reaching enlightenment let's call it your awakening there's the mother in us trying to birth the Christ in us and there's the beast waiting the ego waiting to devour it meaning it's also going to take the form of people's

voices trying to make you doubt your growth trying to make you doubt that you're pulling it off that you're getting somewhere your own voice is to that the ego that's the beast ready to devour the child but an eagle comes mm-hmm and comes down to this place where she is and lifts her up and helps her go and be protected what that means the eagle is the eagle with two wings coming down that is your third eye chakra with the DOE it's the two petaled Lotus it's called the two peddled flower you know

one on each side one petal on each side that's the third eye so what it is the eagle meaning higher consciousness is going to come down that's why it swoops down and lifts her up out of danger get out of listening to garbage get out of listening to people that are hurtful and doubtful that try to push you back into addiction or make you doubt whatever it is about yourself let get out of the mess and you'll see more clearly so she's taken to a place that's safer you and I have to create a safer space in

place to live and to be for the child to grow although the child in you is the Christ and the Christ is a symbol of God so it's divine and cannot be harmed when it's in its infancy on earth it'll feel like it's very much susceptible to the harms of other people and your own head so protect it take care of it remember in high school they had the I think it was called home economics class and they all the students would have to get an egg any of you do that experiment they would take an egg to class and see if

they could get through the day without breaking the egg teaching children like in a metaphor how to care for something and not let it get damaged not to be careless you have to think beyond yourself watch out there's that egg right some try to cheat by boiling it you don't know it but you know so it can't crush but you know there's that egg the concept and that's the Christ in us be aware that it's there feed it water and feed it how do you do that prayer meditation and try not to take it

to a bar every weekend you know because once you get stoned you're more susceptible to dropping it cracking meaning you know losing sight of the Christ self try not to get in arguments all the time try not to be a victim all the time how do you care for that Christ child let's take a few centering breaths well how about just a brief moment of meditation when inhaling hear the words I am and when exhaling hear the word relaxed almost a trance-like wave I am relaxed calming and centering living the Christ life doesn't so much

change what we do but how we do it it's shifting into love instead of fear get that vibe as you're relaxing and breathing and centering and while you're calming and closing eyes and centering a brief story to take into your mind one that I've shared a few times before once upon a time a great artist is painting the Last Supper this is a true story painting the Last Supper and he's needing to paint the faces of all the apostles and Jesus at the Last Supper well when he went to paint the face of

Judas in an act of passive-aggressive spite he decided to paint the face of a local artist that he was not getting along with so that forever mankind would would know his enemy was Judas which is called being judgmental so he goes to paint the face of Jesus and he had an artist block he could not channel the face of Jesus and then he realized you cannot know Christ while holding judgment he washed out the face of Judas and painted a different face and then the image of Christ came to him it's an amazing metaphor of our lives you and I

cannot know Christ we can we can talk Jesus and quote the Bible while judgment means it'll never integrate so in this moment for the next couple of minutes allow your mind to be open and think honestly about what thoughts you may have had any thoughts words or deeds you may have had even if we just use the last month if you don't want to do the whole year there so far this year but just this month this week if you have to have I had any thoughts words or deeds that would not have been love also known as God's will

thoughts words or deeds that did not feel like divine love you're not to judge yourself for them don't hide them don't pretend you didn't have them I'm too spiritual to have that remember Christ consciousness is not about perfection but forgiving ourselves for imperfections where was I afraid where did I doubt where did I attack where did I defend where was I being protective of my ego where was I being hurtful or selfish towards others thoughts words or deeds that love would not have me think say or do

I recognize this I accept that this is what has happened and I surrender it to you Holy Spirit of God I might do this with ease I might feel shame but it doesn't matter I'm still putting it on the altar to you Holy Spirit lift it and purify it divine mother lift it to the highest heavens to disperse it with light and then this is literally happening in the neurons of my mind and the symbolic neurons of my consciousness my brain and mind both and one more piece what have we not thought said or done that love would

have had us do we talked about what we did committed things now with the things of omission things that I could have said thought done that I did not do what would love have had me doing I did not someone you could have helped but you chose not to times when you could have grounded yourself a little bit when you were upset and you chose not to times we were being judgmental to yourself or others but you chose not to let it go good deeds you could have done and chose not to do give yourself just a half a minute with that

give all this to the Holy Spirit as well give it all to the Divine Mother things I might have thought I should have done said thought felt and didn't I get it now I give all of this to you beloved Holy Spirit mother God I give it all to you and I've now emptied my cup a cup that now I ask you to fill fill me with right thoughts words and actions in the words of Buddha right thoughts words actions good thoughts good words good deeds in the words of Zarathustra Zoroaster good thoughts good words good deeds that Lao Tzu taught that the

mother teaches us all if we listen goodness and we give thanks that this is permanently integrating into our being which means it's a form of Ascension and so it is thank you really feeling like we got something we really integrate this it made sense and how can I apply it my life the light of God surrounds us the love of God and folds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we are God is I am we are and so it is peace be with all of you and in case you need to know new testament one it's a DVD set

that's the one where I talk about like living the Christ life the Sermon on the Mount parables of Jesus and other talks okay so if you're interested people often ask that's the one you're looking for a New Testament one thanks guys and thank you online blessings to you