Lightworkers: Perks and Pitfalls

Let's talk about the the perks and pitfalls of being a lightworker, or what it even means to be a lightworker. I've talked about lightworker and lightworkers and lightwork meaning work that we do in the light. Work that we that we dedicate to God, or that comes from God, because that's what lightworking is all about. There's apopular fad out there.

It's kind of been going on for about 20 years, especially the last 20 years. But Lightworkers and it's getting kind of a buzz to it. It's a term that for all we know, it seems like it's a term that I created in the 80s and then it kind of caught on and became its own thing and I used the term because I think of us as connected to light and then doing our work.

But that means as a poet, a healer, a mom, you know, a surgeon. Lightwork means just the choice to bring the presence of God into anything you do. It's not like it's a prestigious group per se. It's a choice we make. So I always thought of it as lightwork. I used to, I had a newsletter. You guys are too young to remember this, but in the old days we used to have newsletters.

You had to mail them out, one stamp at a time. And I titled it something related to lightwork, and that's kind of where that term caught on or built up. And then a couple of friends that I did conferences and spoke with, they liked the term, and then they wrote books with the term in it and so on and so on.

There's a website I would recommend or a Facebook page, but get the right one, Universal Lightworkers. OK that's the one that kind of branched off from what I started. Universal Lightworkers, because the way I look at it was universal, angels, ascended masters, all beings that are committed to doing the work of God.

To me it's universal Lightworkers. There's all kinds of others, you know, there's like Lightworkers of South Sedona you know. I mean now there's all kinds of other little titled groups. I wouldn't deal with that right now. Just universal Lightworkers is the one to check out. You can become a member whatever there and it's great.

It's a great way to kind of learn more about it but to keep informed of what kinds of things are going on. But Lightworkers are people that are committed to doing the work of God. And some people are using the term without God being involved. And I'm thinking well that's kind of a drag, you know, because I created a term and then allowed it to kind of just be used freely, but people are using it without even its original meaning, which happens in this world quite often. You know like government. But no longer governs well. So you know it's it's Lightworkers.

If it doesn't have God it's not lightwork, because God is the light we're talking about when I made up the word. Capital L lightwork, God's work. So it's important for us to recognize that there are what we would call perks and pitfalls to doing lightwork.

Now you know you may not even think of the term like the term used the term lightworker and I'm not trying to start a some sort of thing where we all use the term all the time for ourselves. You are a lightworker when you're doing the work of God if you're consciously choosing to do the work of God. I call it living the Christ life is another way I you know a term I use for it living the Christ life.

But there are some perks and pitfalls and it's very important to understand that because you know you would think well if I'm doing lightwork then I'm good to go like everything's going to just be peachy. But not necessarily one of the simplest perks that come from doing lightwork committed to anchoring the light of God in the world.

I believe that it raised your happiness level because you think about love and forgiveness more often. It's hard to be a forgiving person loving and forgiving person and be bummed you know all the time but it can happen. I'll explain that in a moment. But you know this love and forgiveness stuff.

You know I talked about it in videos recently but this trip I just did overseas or whatever but it was amazing that the people that I ran into were having all this love and peace and joy and celebration were like having these great meditation circles in our group. You know you leave the room and you just run into somebody who's just not in the same mood. And it's a challenge because it gives it makes you think wait you know even even Buddha was asked this Buddha why do people still throw rocks at you. You know and it happens.

You know he explains these things happen. It's this world. And so we do these OK. Oh we're all feeling good. One is we are the world. You know we're like this in this gray world just one in loving you know and two feet away from that circle. You already have the first pain in the butt kind of person somebody who's challenging you know we had this one instance where we were having this great deep conversation in the conference room at the hotel and some knocks on the door and long story short I go to the door and this lady standing there

she's a guest at the hotel and just thought we were too loud because we the next room where a conference room. But she's in the room next door trying to sleep. So she says "Parlez-vous Francais?" A

nd I said, "No," and she proceeds to talk in French anyway. So I'm like this is...So she's talking and talking and I'm kind of getting the idea, Universal Translator, you know, that she wants us to be quiet I said, "Okay we'll we'll stop the meeting, that's fine." And then standing just a few feet, 10 feet behind her, her husband's at the door, outside the door of their hotel room.

Standing there, he looks like Doc from Back to the Future. Grey hair just in every direction, naked except for these bizarre speedos that he had on. And I'm like, we were just meditating oneness with God. And I got this you know you know so he's just standing there angry as heck looking. And you it's like OK you know.

So we finish we close the group see them the next day and they're just angry and looking at us you know bitter like Wow. Next day the same thing. And some of the group members are, you know, we could see them walk by and they would go. They could tell it to them because of the Look we'd get. So a couple of days later we're leaving.

Getting on the bus and I see the two of them sitting with their bitter faces on the bench outside the hotel you know and it and it's important to remember it's called lightwork not light sleep. Light rest. It's you know there's some effort involved. And I would love to say that you just pray and everything is always great.

But when you're praying you think that that puts you always in the right space for things to go well. You forgot that sometimes you're praying to have the strength to handle the next moment. That's what you're doing a lot of times forgetting that though. So we're doing this group stuff. And in that group you're supposed to be building what you're going to need to handle the next moment.

Like filling your canteen at an oasis there's still a desert to cross through but fill up and get ready. So. You know I saw them sitting the bench and I thought. Because the way my mind works is what can I do. How can I be helpful. And I saw them sitting on the bench in I just ask you know what would you have me do to help heal whatever this is.

And just because something's gone wrong doesn't mean you've done anything wrong. Consciously it's not the point. It is there is a moment that could use some peace and all you're asking is What can I forget who did it because really whether they did or you did it. Your actions will be the same which is to be loving somehow. So I looked over at them what could I say and if I said it in English they wouldn't understand and what can I say could do I affirm Archangel Michael. Do I do I do some incantation.

Do you know what am I going to do. And I went over. And they went. And they came to life. I brought peace to France and America all in one word. Now could have you know what do I you know could have just got on the bus from there and I thought know the bus the people on the bus are like you got them dead like smile.

Wow. And I just had this feeling because you know this is me I'm like. I think I've got one more. So I got off the bus looked at them again and I said you know they were like off the bench like oh you know all excited and. So. And that's just that's just them. There were other instances of challenge you know getting in line people were getting in line.

We had to delay the flight for several hours like 12 hours whatever it was to get to the airport you know and sit we took several hours to get it organized with the poor guy the clerk behind the desk you know and to juggle to juggle our group that's struggling to deal with standing on this hard stone ground for several hours. And yet to be nice and helpful and loving to the guy behind the counter and not cause him hurt you know.

So just juggling that sort of thing. So that was beautiful. Then after we had to wait several hours to try again to get through because the plane got delayed several hours were back in line. But there's 30 of some of us and there's people in line going you know if they'd have gotten there ten seconds earlier they would be first in line another 30 first and they weren't happy in a couple of them yelling and cussing and.

And there's a part of me that's because this is what you do like a daddy or mommy. You you sit there and you'd like your children to just feel peace and happiness than when you're leading a group it's like that and yet you got these people yelling. At them. So it's an awkward and conflicted place to be.

For me and for us in this world as Lightworkers you're trying to do the good work and you got people still being me you know. So I have thoughts you know first you know sorry you know we're just in line and don't worry it'll be it'll be fine. And don't tell me don't yell cuss yell cuss and then you can feel you know the stress inside over this and it's like wow. And I had other thoughts that weren't as nice but. I did.

Come and knock you out if you keep yelling at me you know. You know these other thoughts come. It's called the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. But but do you see it happening in you a course in miracles. Everybody you know overly sometimes embellishes how complex it seems to be in a sense it's simple.

That thing called a course in miracles. It asks you to just watch yourself a bit more and see when you're when you're off you know. It's not like read this and you'll be perfect it's more like read this and you'll get better at noticing when you're off the perfection forgiving yourself and so on so on. So you're going to have these thoughts but are you catching on to them some.

You know I'm watching the thoughts and all of that and you know a very Buddhist like concept too of course. So. At some point I just thought wow you know this one guy yelling and yeah you know and it was like Wow. So you walk away because you do need to walk away sometimes.

So the short version of this would simply be this. I stood in line because security line was also shut down and we were all having to wait he's about 15 20 people behind us. And and I'm watching he's just aggravated. I mean he's red. That's how angry he was. And I'm asking what would you have me do. What would you have me do.

Now our group has sort of forgotten that they're on their own conversations but I'm not because there's something that could be done today. You follow something that could be done. A miracle is waiting. It may not happen. You have to accept when they don't happen but what you want to do is ask if you can help. You can't force it. You ask as a lightworker if there's going to be a change. Can I help.

And that allows. Believe it or not all these angels and Christ and the holy spirit beings that you think are way out there too high up for you. It gets their attention. Believe it or not the highest of the holies will come into the moment and say thank you for asking. I mean it's the most incredible thing and the only limit you'll run into will be in our consciousness limiting beliefs.

So all these beings they're coming in saying thank you for asking. Now what you have to do is manage the moment because the head could get in the way easily. So I'm standing in line. What do you do. I can try overwatch again but he's not front. So. You have to listen to the guidance in the moment. So I said to a couple of people standing with me are going to go throw something away which I really didn't have to do.

But I came up with something to throw away. But I was really what I was really doing was creating a space to receive inspiration create a space to call it sort of teasing at testing the water a little. So I walked to the trashcan walked by the guy who doesn't look at me I throw something away. Now I'm walking back guys.

You only have so many seconds between where you're standing at the trash can and that person and then your place in line. So between those 20 steps let's say between me and him I have to come up with something to say or do you pray what would you have me do. Oh you know I'm running out of time. I only got ten steps left come quickly tell me what to do.

That's kind of what happens and then it's OK. No. Do I walk in front of. Do I walk to the side. Do you know all these thoughts. And it's I'm not trying to overthink it. What I'm doing is putting it out there. So asking questions can help do that. So I walked walked walked and I saw all of a sudden he was standing close to another person who he was you know nagging at about us.

So do you want to walk into that fray. And I walk up and I take a quick one step to the right which is right between them it's like well why not let's just cook let's go for it. So I just stepped in there I said hey there you know. Say sorry again for what happened. Sorry is a good way to enter a conversation when you want to create peace if you want to say I'm not sorry I don't have to. You did it. There's no peace.

That's it of course in miracles means by. Do you want to be right or do you want to be happy. So I stepped in there and immediately he put his hand out and I shook his hand and then I hugged him and said you know. And he said you know I'm really sorry. You know I understand what was happening. It's like someone educated him all of a sudden. So something happens.

And it's not one of the pitfalls of being a Lightworkers you start to think that you're better than everyone else. Well I I worked a miracle. There's not an I in this concept. It's a week. You can't create healing and forgiveness and love in an eye selfish consciousness. It involves thinking it as one with everyone else you know.

And I got back to the line and a couple other people like you did not just hug that guy what. What happened. Between. Same with the French people and saying you know it's on and on. It was the strangest thing. And this happened you know half a dozen instances but on that one I'm going to say closing on that one. It was interesting because when I walked out hit the trash can.

One of my thoughts was Am I asking too much to create 10 out of 10 miraculous healing moments because it can happen. Some of them don't happen. You have to be open right. But I said is it possible and I said all right I'm open so I'm going to put it to you. I'm going to leave it to you.

God Christ or whatever you'd like to use as a term I'm going to leave it to you to prove to me that it can happen 10 out of 10 times and when it doesn't we need to be OK with it but can it happen. Those were some of my last words before it happened. Being a Lightworkers means being open and vulnerable they could have said no. You got to be open you got to be vulnerable.

I stepped up to shake his hands he could have said get away from me. You know I mean he could have reacted physically you know being a lightworker. It's got it's got great great perks to it mainly peace of being in a consciousness of miracle consciousness. It's like this miracle bubble here. Here's another piece to this. The way that the world works the word the word slow is from the same root as low judgment brings us to a lower slash slower state of consciousness denser.

Time doesn't exist in heaven. There's the oneness. And then as we start to think we're separate separate separate judging judging judging you're doing Drew third dimensional world and then we're like. I've got an ache I can't fix it that doesn't exist in the high frequency of God but in density. Why is that taking so long to fix.

Why has it taken so long for my finances to get better. Why is everything taken so long. Why is it taking so long for people to become more spiritual on this planet because of the density that comes from lower consciousness that creates slow vibrations. So we struggle with this and miracle working speeds up the time.

I mean of course miracles talks about that too but miracle working actually actually puts you in a state of timelessness in that moment. It's like time has ceased. It could have taken that guy or this guy a year 10 years six lifetimes to work through something as simple as we don't have to be so upset all the time. Sorry about that. Oh me too.

It all happened in a second one channeled word of law could change everything in seconds that humans would take years to work on because they're in a slower lower consciousness the lower consciousness creating a slower vibration the slower vibration creating time density so everything is more limited when you enter this miracle bubble. This moment of surrender to the light of God.

I'm a Lightworkers I'm standing in the light frequency of God. Time seems to speed up how long it took to heal something. Speeds up to a fraction of what it would have taken one of the pitfalls of being a lightworker is when this happens to you where everything. You learn faster you achieve faster you get clarity quicker your issues pass away faster. People get annoyed with that.

I've been working on that for 5 years. What do you mean you saw white light when you meditated. I've been meditating for years I haven't seen anything yet. You close your eyes once. You weren't even meditating you were sneezing you and you oh I saw white light. You know. That. You know people will not like you for that.

Because if their bitterness. Why did why did they have bitterness. Because they're in pain. Why are they in pain. Because they forgot. Like Buddha says it's amnesia they forgot who they are. They forget who you are so everything gets bogged in time self one time Helen from a course in miracles who wrote the new book channeled that she said know Jesus. Why.

Why am I always in such pain physically emotionally. She was in pain. Her life was generally okay but inside she didn't feel that way. And the analogy he gave her is brilliant because it applies to this moment in this conversation. He said most people on the path most people you know in life it are their growth their consciousness their trying to get their life improved just like going up a really tall mountain and then coming down the other side.

That's what most people are doing. It's it's hard but it's kind of scenic at times too. Most importantly it takes a lot more time to go climbing up to the top and over down the other side he says and I'm paraphrasing When you're a line worker when you get committed to the path.

It's like burrowing through the mountain lot more work and it's a metaphor of going inside yourself. It's a lot more work on a hell of a lot less scenic and it's pretty dark and dismal inside sometimes but you'll get through faster so you get to choose. You can say well I liked that analogy but I'm still going to climb because I want to stay with the familiar and let it be gradual and slow.

Maybe when I get up a little higher I'll Burle through other people that still too early. I'm going to get up much higher up. I want to do less of the internal work. To each his own. Obviously if a person starts off from the base camp and starts burrowing immediately met they're going to save lifetimes as he puts in the course you're gonna save thousands of years. You'll save lifetimes.

But we're all wired differently make different choices. We all have a different level of you know and that's your commitment to God. A different level of commitment that says you know not today. I'm borrowing. I'm going in be with me God I'm going in. And when I say you burrow when you go through the mountain it is hard work. It can be painful versus a stroll.

You know you can even zigzag take even longer your way up to the top of the mountain you know. Those kinds of people you burrow through it's harder work. It's dark. But remember I'm not recommending darkness. When you do your inner work although it can be difficult you're bringing the light of God with you.

So it becomes it's like the the old there's stories about Mary Magdalene after the crucifixion of Jesus and so on. Although there's varying stories people are coming up with about what happened after. Most of them are incorrect. But one thing it's true that she lived in the south of France. Ottawa. It's funny how that came back into this but she lives in the south of France and she lived in these caves in the Pyrenees Mountains and she lived in these caves and stayed away from people but they would bring people to heel and she would do healing of people and so on. But in the legends about

this they said that she would be able to navigate these these caves which are the most you know catacombs of just on and on caves caves honeycomb rather through here like some of the greatest lengthiest systems on the planet. But she would be able to navigate them without torch and so forth.

So the legends say because there was a light she had inside her mind that would illuminate wherever she was in these caves. So whether that's true literal or whether it's a metaphor it's still perfect and important we navigate our stuff. We've got to go through the mountain and in that space it's going to happen the darkness the work and so on. Take the light of God with you and it will make the task easier like her strolling through these honeycomb caves that nobody could go through without getting lost you know so that in itself it speaks volumes. Now one of the pitfalls of lightwork. One of the perks of

saving time. Now you're not saving time just for yourself. Everybody you touch everybody you help just that moment that that person is going to think differently whether it's the story of this guy or that gal in my examples that I just gave. They have the right to now change their mind about life and say you know I was really angry at those people and you know and then they shook my hand and I said sorry and I I feel healing.

You see what I'm saying. It's like you could change a person's life. It may only change their conscious mind for a moment but it's in the deep consciousness of them forever. So there's a lot of perks there. One of the pitfalls though of the lightwork and it's kind of an interesting thing because you're doing lightwork and when you're in that frequency you're in a group you're in a center like this you're channeling light energy. Edgar Casey did lightwork.

I'm doing lightwork you guys do lightwork in your own way when you're doing lightwork. You kind of you start to feel so good you feel invincible. And it's a very interesting thing John of God. Man this guy you know he's when he drops in these beings come into him you know. I mean he's he's had times where he did surgeries on himself. He's just in such an altered state.

He's putting and suturing in you know because he's in such an altered state. Edgar Casey when they found out his gift to channel the reason they found out is because he lost his voice and a hypnotist was coming through town in those days you know the wandering hypnotist was like a sideshow and it coming through town and he put Casey under and his voice was fine. Take him out. His voice was gone again.

So they put him under and said Can you explain why the voice is gone. And he explained. And then it's said. You can also ask any questions in this entities capable of answering anything. They realized wow this is amazing. So they they. And his channeling told him how to cure his throat problem and then now he began channeling for other people with health issues and eventually life issues.

So Casey in the trance was fine out of the trance not find meaning when you're doing lightwork. There's a contrast between being in the zone and it starts to increase the contrast when you're not in the zone not in the zone means anything other than that space of consciousness. No matter how you know.

You know how I happen to feel at any given moment when I come up to teach it just like it just locks and. Kind of a cool thing. The difference though old school even your crazy old school you used to get away more with. Telling people how to be and not living in the way the world is changing. One of the drastic ways the world is changing now is asking us to live it.

So you don't just channel other beings. Are you living what they're telling when they channel through you. And that's one thing that I somehow caught onto and. And I've got to say it's not easy because it's not taught in high school. You know how to integrate the light or wisdom or whatever. So you know one of the pitfalls though is you start to feel almost immortal invincible.

And but but then it increases the intensity of the contrast between when you're doing the work and then when you're just doing whatever else. So it's almost like stepping in the light when you're teaching channeling whatever you're doing and then it will seem like greater darkness when you're not doing the channeling even though it's not darker than it was yesterday.

It's going to seem darker each time because it's contrast it this can affect your nervous system in ways that you can't even imagine you know. You know like from this peaceful thing to this erratic thing in your nervous system the cure is don't allow a contrast sensor into the light of God become the light of God.

Bring the light of God and that becomes like an invincibility and so on. It's still going to take a toll. Stuff in this world still going to think you're going to blow a fuse somewhere. But I realized that what has worked for me has been the good fortune the luck of thinking to integrate instead of going well it's so nice to teach.

Being you know being one state of mind and teach and then not act like it when I'm not teaching there are fairly consistent at least for the most part fairly consistent between the inner world and outer world. So one of the things to watch for is creating a consistency in your life you have to integrate the light that you're doing lightwork with.

You have to integrate start becoming it. But that gets weird because you start it. It's almost impossible to pull it off because you start getting so high on the light you realize Oh wait I haven't eaten for weeks and I and it's strange. I mean it is it's strange but it happens because you're so in the light you feel so great.

You don't realize the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak so you won't rest as much because you don't feel like you need to. You have to actually learn to convince yourself to rest even when you don't need to. Because when you say but I don't feel like I need to. Who's speaking right now. Me when I'm centered in this high frequency.

Yes but you'll forget because the brain's going to be programmed. I feel great. I don't need to rest. You come out of that space even slightly doing a normal thing of driving to another town in this area. And so your brain is slow going we feel great. But there's another part of us that's going you know it's like. You need to lay down man. You need to do something eat drink.

You know I've described how you sometimes get so dehydrated in this area for me and people's way of drink water but I swear I don't feel like I need it. But apparently I do you know it's not like that. It's that I'm describing something that's hard to describe. But if you're a lightworker you do need to know this and a lightworker again just anybody wanting to do the will of God in this planet.

But you got to rest even when you don't know you need to. You've got to straighten your back when you lift something even when you don't think you need to because you feel great. I mean we're gods and goddesses kind of part of us are gods and goddesses developing remembering an awakening to that. And then there's another part that doesn't have wings yet.

You know a part that still needs you to lift with your legs not with your back or drink. Drink more water or whatever it happens to be at your case he did his work and it was just phenomenal. But. There's one key word to watch for. It's called exhaustion underneath all of your labels of things. Oh I heard I have a thyroid this and I have a you know menopausal that and I have this underneath all of them they call it stress. Really everybody names things but it's really the effects of stress.

But what stress does is it exhausts you. You could actually be immune to stress. The reason you can't when you can't be immune it's when you've worn down too much. So even stress doesn't have power over you. Only our own exhaustion has power over us and the immunity to that is balanced life eat things that feed you eat the things that nourish you. Jesus dies on the cross he says I'm going to teach you.

I really want to get this across to you this world and your body your body and the world that it lives in are any illusion. I'm going to prove it. You kill me. I'm going to resurrect and say I told you this isn't real and it doesn't have power over you like you think it does. He did his version.

All of us especially Lightworkers I think have times in our life when we feel that same calling to demonstrate this world doesn't have power over us. It could be the way you counsel people telling them you don't have to let this get you down. That means you're saying to them don't let this world take you. Right OK that's and that's right. But Casey did so many readings. Even his reading said stop doing so many readings.

You got to rest. I don't feel like I need to read that because you're doing a reading here. You know you're in the zone. But he died. His body was so exhausted that it couldn't rid itself of fluids and He'd drown with pneumonia. He slowly drowned. You're thinking well well how do you just do that when your body is so tired.

The first time I've never had flus and things I've never gotten sick you know I've never had that like Nigel Woodthorpe and all those kinds of things never gotten sick. The one time I was on tour and then touring again into just the tours kept going. They didn't stop there was no break. I don't feel like I need it you know.

And on one tour and another and started you know noticing a cough when I was like on my third city you know third week in a row of a tour and then OK one to the next town and now the cough but I'm feeling kind of tired. I'm like What is this. Now the coffee's heavier and I'm feeling more like this like loopy kind of weird. And I thought this is something's going on.

I work and did that tour because I can sit up on a bed do it workshop talk you stand and everything's animated. And then as soon as the lights go down, I just felt this. It's now the contrast is coming. You get what I'm saying? You've got to watch for those. So I'm feeling this like wow what's that? So I arrive to the next city my ride arrives and says, "So you want me to take out to get something to eat? You want to..." And I go no, something's wrong.

First time I ever thought that, said it, something's something's not right. So I said you just need to get to the place where I'm staying so we went there. Next day, I remember thinking guys, it would be so cool if for some reason there was a lack of attendance at the event. You know, because then I could go rest or something.

And instead they go, "Michael, great to see you." Good to see you too. You know and inside I'm like. And they go, "We have the largest attendance we've ever had." I'm like. Hey. You know. So. But what was happening is I had pneumonia and the person that was my ride slipped that over to their their partner and the partner is like he's got to go to, you know, get..

I'm like "No no no no." You've got to go. So I went with him and I went we went and got it checked and the doctor said "You have severe pneumonia." And I'm like just wow is that what this is? But the thing is, it's not the label, pneumonia, it's exhaustion. Watching your own lives for the various things you'll name because underneath it I guarantee you you'll likely be able to find where you're tired physically, energetically, or emotionally.

There's something emotionally that has dragged me down and it's caused a physical illness but it's because I've just been so sad about this or drained about that we're frustrated with trying to fight this old relationship stop it exhausts you any anytime you're not in remembrance of who you really are.

It's exhausting, because it's exhausting to try to be something you're not, which is unlike God. We are made in the image of God. To do anything else is exhausting. But this is what humans do. You know, John of God, he's doing all this great work, he still had to have he had a huge part of his stomach removed somewhat recently.

But it's an amazing thing, because the people that were telling us about he said he's in their hospital he doesn't want to be there. They're like Well you know even the entities coming through him you need to go get this part removed. So he goes and gets as part of his you know insides removed and instead of laying and resting in bed he just took hisI.V.

and walked out you know because you feel it's a weird thing to feel so invincible you go. I just recently I because I feel like it's no big deal. I fasted for like six weeks you know and it's just like was like even as a kid I never really thought that much about food the foods I eat I think are great. I mean you can't go wrong chocolate chip cookies. But. You know and cold milk.

I mean that's just delicious, but I just don't feel that much of a call or whatever. But I also needed and need to catch myself and say eat differently anyway. Yeah but I don't feel,,,shhh...Just eat better foods and rest. Why don't you. I don't think you do. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

And I we have to remember when you rest in what you when you eat nourishing foods you're actually demonstrating love for yourself. Not selfish love love care it isn't the food really. Person it's the love. Of what the food symbolizes whether it's nutritious or whatever and the rest you need to take.

Casey could have lived a lot longer and it doesn't do us any good to destroy ourselves accidentally or not. And if you're going to go there's a nice way to go to be of service to people but you don't have to. So as I'm coming to a close. Just so important to remember you don't you know our destiny is not to be worn down.

Our destiny is not to say well oh you know a mother's work is never done or if fathers were. Those are those are old school things. You're a better parent by teaching your children balance than to show them exhaustion. Victimization martyrdom Barner martyrdom you know. So it's it's not easy to describe not easy to explain but please take an inventory one thing if nothing else from this talk.

One thing is taking inventory of the different things you think you feel physically emotionally energetically and then just just experiment by asking yourself if this could be exhaustion. How might that be so just experiment. And it's a weird feeling to do that you drop in and go I just I do push it. I do work more hours than I but I feel like I enjoy work. I know. Do you enjoy resting too.

How about dying. Is that a good one for you. You know just it's okay to rest. And it really is nice. Sometimes I get tears in my eyes when I rest. It's the weirdest thing. There's been a part of me that says you don't deserve Durang store whatever other bizarre subconscious program. Could be there that when I've at times when I've laid down to let go tears of relief can come to my eyes and sometimes deep processes can happen just by resting.

Such a cool thing land a massage table. I'm not there just a massage. I look at it and think I'm going to let go because it's so amazing to be in the hands of someone who cares and that self nurturance and everybody's got to learn that. Your lightwork your. You are immortal you are invincible but that part is not completely remembered yet so take your Flintstones vitamins and drink your water here one day vitamins and drink your water.

I call it know the truth but respect the illusion. There's a higher frequency that you're getting when you meditate. There's a higher frequency when you do lightwork. There's no doubt about that at all. And you are contributing to the statement of this world does not have power over me. That's good.

But don't forget part of us still believes that it does. So you just have to play the game a little bit and for a little bit longer it's you know it's not always easy but you just have to do that. Is this all making sense. And mean ask you to take a few centering breaths. Setting aside all the stuff of the world.

When we do that we go into a quiet center where we are immortal. And immune. When we sent her into this center called God. This all too called God. It can often make us feel great and inspired. And you go in pain. For days without sleep. Counter it. Sometimes. Make yourself sleep anyway. But don't forget I was in the zone I'll forget what I was inspired to do and make a few notes and then rest.

Make yourself rest even when you don't think you need to. It's called balance. But enjoy and soak in the high moments too. Because it's who we really are and it's the life we're all shifting into. Now let's start with just viewing a few things in our lives that maybe are consistent patterns.

Physical ailments emotional struggles patterns whatever they may be. Just look find a few. It's all right that they're quite different from one another. One's a physical thing one's a psychological thing. Whatever it happens to be just view a few areas of life that are a struggle. In this moment. What seems to be separate things Father Mother God.

I ask you to help me weave them together. Into a common theme. In what way could these things that I'm struggling with. Be symptoms of exhaustion. Be hypothetical. Be open minded. Just be spontaneous in what ways might these things be related to exhaustion. Could be emotional exhaustion. Physical exhaustion. In what way is. What kinds of things in my life are kinds of events.

Contributed to my feeling exhaustion. Unhealed wounds. Something lasting too long. Wearing Me. Be honest and let that come to mind. And then just hear these words. I became tired because I forgot who I was. I forgot who I am. I became tired because I thought something should be one way and it wasn't.

Because I wanted something to happen that didn't. The exhaustion has come from dual dual thinking dualistic thinking just look at it and own it. In the light of God. This does not exist. There is no pain in the light of God. There's no exhaustion. There's guidance on healthy balance living. Casey was guided to not work so much. But he didn't choose to listen well enough.

We were all guided before we became exhausted. We were all guided on how to live. The cure to that. And we didn't listen. So now how can I remain in the light of God and take care in a way that is loving and self caring and balanced. And stay out of excuses. But I can't I'm needed. I will lose my job if I forget all of that.

Just do the work. Center in the light of God Sears self as a god goddess see your self radiating with this beautiful light. And then ask. On a practical level what would this look like in day to day life. In a way that wouldn't exhaust you. How could be centered in God being centered in God. Create a life that doesn't exhaust me.

And just take half a minute to a minute viewing this. Make a commitment to practicing this in your day to day life. We integrate the light we don't channel it or talk about it. We integrate it which can still be channeling and talking but we integrated into ourselves and we live it. And it will always. Guide us into self care. And balance living. Who guides us to end relationships. If.

It's going to exhaust us to keep trying to fight to keep them alive. It'll guide us sometimes to say no as well as to say yes. Herein lies the peace of God. The real part of me cannot become exhausted. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. So the human part of me that becomes frail and tired.

I will change what I can and bring it back to life. And I will accept what I can't and let it lie down and rest now in the. And so it is. Slowly acclimate to the. Yeah I really I pray that today's made good sense. And you know there's different components of what I'm talking about Lightworkers what Lightworkers you know what Lightworkers are. The pitfalls.

Even just a little bit of an analogy of burrowing through a mountain you know it saves time but it's harder work. Things like that each stack can stand alone but also the call to look at these exact these examples of of Lightworkers on this planet. This world still going to have its day. You know you can be a lightworker and so on and so on in this world you still going to blow a few somewhere because you're in a body that has fuzes Yogananda it was one of the best one of the greatest you know lightworkers on Earth. He still got as he got older. He still lost them. He still got

a little bit gray. And he gained like 50 pounds. And yet after he died his body did not decompose. And you think well. Why didn't he put some of that non decomposing energy into weight loss. Because he didn't need to. He didn't care and you shouldn't you know he should. These things shouldn't matter piece first and then whatever else.

But I admire the kind of light this person had. You know. But you just be careful when you push it. I can simply say I like I like when sometimes the when it's time to go OK fine. It's kind of fun to have all this immunity consciousness and this power the strength and ego. All right fine and take care of something practical.

One of the great community moments for me was a couple of years ago outside spraying some weeds here and. There there's a granola that drove by and a granola. You know there's just like everything's got to be really pure all the time and organic. So this person drives by and they I don't even know them and they stop. Is that organic material you're using. Oh yes.

Yes of course. And she looks like yeah I doubt it. Are you sure. And they went yeah and I took the tip of the nozzle that all this wonderful weed killer. Radioactive stuff is on. I took it off. I popped it my mouth. Took it out. It's Ganic she's like oh OK she drives up a tuk. Me not because I was afraid of the toxins just tasted terrible. It.

Wasn't like whipped cream or something you know. But that said. That said. One time on a flight my ex was with me and some others and I said man a long long long flight. I'd love to take something to go to sleep. Now she had had a lot of difficult childhood stuff. And so she she used to take these rhino tranquilizers to sleep.

That's what she needed because of her her stuff and she doesn't tell me that she says something. So in one respect I'm not responding to things in this world and not easily thrown in my mind it's like big deal. But I took this tranquilizer and you know this sleeping pill and I'm not kidding I'm not kidding.

After a few moments first I noticed my stomach felt a little weird but all of a sudden I couldn't move. Now I'm not kidding this happened. Quick quick story quick version but I swear I couldn't move and I was like. And I couldn't get it. And everybody else is sleeping. And I'm like and I'm not kidding. I thought. I need I need something from my backpack from my stomach because it's feeling weird about what I put in. So I'm like.

And I thought OK how do I get down to my bed because I can't move. I thought just relax relax. And I did it just crashed into the seat back in front of me. I just let myself fall into that. So I'm like OK now just let the arms fall. Now that they're down there see if you can grab one of the zippers I swear man I was paralyzed they unzip this thing and then just. End. It with and then I would.

You know like and then I'd wake up from 10 minutes and I'd get a piece of food try to bring it up. Towards the mouth. You know. I swear it was the weirdest thing. I was just gone. And I couldn't move and I just had to do this little falls even then wake up not you know I'm just paralyzed and this went on and on so. As much as we can seem invincible to things.

One thing demonstrates to me no you know here you you're in a body did. So it was it was so dark and the strangest thing of all. I told her later Oh. Yeah that's true. Those those are like rhino tranquilizers I'm like. Man. What were you thinking. But but stranger still years later we're doing another flight.

I said Man I'd like to get something to see if she goes I have something she didn't even remember that this happened I went with it. I'm having deja vu man. Or maybe this was an accident. She was she was in my will after all. Anyway. Thank you guys for being with us.