Left Brain Versus Right Brain

this is Michael Mirdad and it's time for one of our Friday night spiritual insights with Michael Mirdad presentations, so thanks for joining us. Today we're going to talk about right right brain versus left brain. You know, this is a something that we all deal with in various forms, because some of us tend to be more right brain, some of us tend to be more left brained.

And the reality is, we really want to learn to be more balanced. Do not buy into the notion that people push, like we need to be more right brained only. What we need is balance. So you know, let me share a little bit about that. The difference between left brain right brain and what balance looks like and so on, okay? So let's start with this.

A lot of people that are into spirituality, the majority are more right brained. And it's not better than. I'm just saying that there's kind of a right brain approach to life, a left brain approach to life. Left brain is a little bit more linear, a little bit more masculine .Right brains a little bit more, you know, artistic and creative.

We don't want stereotypes, but I'm going to just you know not negative stereotypes but we want to at least understand the general idea, the gist of what this looks like. Left brain consciousness is kind of the same as your lower three chakras. Your root ,your emotional center, your intellectual center, those are the lower three centers and that's really a little bit more aligned with our left brain.

Now some people get confused with left side of the body right side of the body because the right side is more the assertive side generally, and the left side that the receiving side so in in terms of the body, the right side would be considered masculine, the left side feminine, because one more assertive one more receptive.

But the way our nervous system works is that the nerves cross in the neck and come to the brain in the opposite. So right brain is feminine, a bit more feminine, left brain a bit more masculine and then it switches in the body so the right side of the body would be more masculine left side of the body more feminine. But up in the head generally speaking the right side of the brain more creative more feminine and more connected to our heart center.

And a lot of people watching a program like this they just go, "Oh that's it. That's me." You know, right brain part love love love love love. Be careful. People push that and it's balance that we want. Balance that we're looking for, in fact balance that we are destined to discover.

But human beings haven't learned what balance and wholeness means yet, so people tend to go a little bit more left brain a little bit more right brain and so the left brain is the you know linear thinking intellectual but linear so therefore the lower three chakras the heart chakra more the right ring and then beyond that the upper three centers of our body have to do with divine guidance now you can hopefully see already what is the ideal picture divine guidance comes to us inspires our heart which would also mean inspired thoughts into our right Brett right brain like creative concepts and so on and then and

also the right brains a bit more conceptual like a little more whole brain in my opinion and some people bicker back and forth about some of the details of right and left brain but the left brain though and the lower three chakras simply carry it out the the guidance comes from God gives it to the Emperor within the God got us within in our heart and then it can say to the lower mind the intellect the left brain and the lower three centers here's what I need you to do can you go ahead and take care of that that you could say the

general then passes the orders down you know but the the emperor in Chinese medicine the Emperor is in our heart receiving guidance from of course the divine so in a perfect flow God and then hearts souls and then bodies make it so or as Edgar Cayce puts it you know the this concept spirit is the source higher mind heart is the Builder not lower mind the heart and soul is the Builder meaning I get an inspiration and I start working it to see what do I do what what's that gonna look like painting is that a book is

that just a comment I'm gonna make to somebody it's morphing in my heart my heart then passes it down to and the physical is the result physical meaning the the linear thinker and the emotional and the physical actions so that's kind of what inspiration looks like I have DVDs and CDs and well DVDs free and for pay related to the creation process so you might want to take a look at those but there because there's more about that but that flow just coming on down so in our lives we have to understand you know most of this world is built by

left brains for left brains you know people try to go to college or they try to function in high school or middle school or even grade school and and fill out like they're Outsiders like they're foreign to the world they're in and they are in a sense but what's really a drag is the world it see the left brain being masculine knows how to just step in and take over and cut out the right brain and cut out God because that lower 3 those lower 3 centers are very ego dominant or ego dominated and it's so it's a really perfect storm a really you

know kind of an unfortunate thing that the left brain the ego takes over the world makes the world something it can most be effective in and basically anyone that wants to live outside of that linear way of thinking is just up Creek because they can't relate here and you know my heart really goes out to individuals who feel so foreign in this world a lot of people that are anxious hypersensitive sometimes that tend towards addictions these are all people a lot of addicts are hypersensitive people in a dense not so sensitive world in fact it's a very harsh world so to

their nervous system it's real real over you know stimulating and hyper stimulating and so they have to basically sedate their nerves or their nervous system with different kinds of drugs that's a lot of times that's what that's about of course there's also selfish behaviors involved and there's other things got that you know but I'm talking about one portion of them my heart really goes out to them because they don't they forgive them they know not what they do I understand it because this world is you know I was the same

way coming up in school man I didn't know how to relate at all and nobody's there figuring it out for me no but he's explaining it nobody's saying oh well you know you have a spiritual tendency or but more right brained I can be left brained but what I do is I allow my heart to receive inspirations and then my mind to carry them out it's great for that the mind should not control the lower mind should not control our lives it should just be following the guidance or the requests that the heart gives it and

the heart following the one's spirit gives it so how what a beautiful life we could have if we stayed centered and allowed this process to just move through us but instead too much ego is taken over we become fear centered and then the lower mind says hey let me help you with that I know you're really anxious and afraid the only way to get through this is survival of the fittest and I'm gonna make you the fittest which it will not do it'll only make you another fighter for survival and never bringing peace

just as I say that these chimes started going off outside it was a nice little accent so the left brain creates a world that it can basically control and you you know what left brain people are like because they're controlling people a lot of politicians that the ones you typically would not like are the ones that are so hyper dominant male oriented and oh I don't blame you for feeling you know a bit of a you know jab you know in your heart about that because it's hard to really deal with to see it's so obvious it's so evident aggressive that

you know a lot of you don't want to say all of all Republicans are this way all Democrats are that way you don't want to say all of anything but generally it's true that a group of people might lean a little more towards one or the other and it's good evidence that neither excessive right brain nor excess of left brain is actually healthy because if you're excessively right brained oh my god you know give let's give control to the right people let's do that Wow it's gonna be a spiritual life let's let's really just find a way that the right

brain people can finally have a chance to guide the world instead of the left brain dominant let's do war let's do money and it's also hyper aggressive the left brain let's get the right brain people in there oh yeah then we just sit around and get nothing done nothing would ever get done because it'd be like you know the because the right brain can be hyper passive but you know just because the left brain is aggressive doesn't mean passive aggressive is any better you know right brain people can be very passive aggressive left brain

people dominant they're always forcing things right brain they get nothing done left brain forces it right brain does nothing does that sound okay to you it certainly doesn't to me I want balance I choose balance I am balanced and that's my goal that's my mantra I don't just mean me but any of us that want to have that particular lifestyle now when I was a kid somehow I somehow I got I got lucky I was good a couple of years when I was little little I could just knock off tests you know they give you tests math visit

whatever it is and I just knocked them off and according to teachers you know yeah Michael Wow he just graded this but somewhere around 2nd grade my teacher said to my parents who wondered what happened to his grades the teacher said you know I don't know he would finish tests so fast I mean it was always like done you know everybody else is too working away and one day halfway through a test he flipped the paper over and started drawing instead of doing math on one side he flipped over started drawing and I think that that's a really strong

clear vivid metaphor of something happened in me that Det said now it's time for this other side to kick in I think you can make a lot of parallels to that in your own lives probably but also I could extract a lot of meaning from this meanings because for example one layer would be you could say maybe I said I've now proven to myself that the left brain is easy so I'm done just like I did with my test I was done I was always done totally might had twiddling my thumbs cuz I'm done maybe part of me was like that's I've already mastered

that I'm gonna switch over to the right brain now maybe that's something maybe I did maybe you did also it might have been that I was having to force myself to do left brain and finally I gave up maybe and went right whatever the reasons were it happened something happened and I do know that I feel good I feel balanced I'm not talking just about myself but I'm also saying for you there's a there's a value beyond understanding to finding balance in these things because right brain clearly writes my books right brain but my left

brain organizes the material right brain I get like all of a sudden this complete idea for for a book or an article or a lecture whatever it all just kind of comes to me but thank God a balance with left brain says instead of just going blah blah blah blah you know all this writes brain stuff pouring through even when I'm talking my left brain will catch pieces and say spontaneously simultaneously it's all just kind of instantaneous here comes the right brain material my left brain at least you'll say well instead of

pouring all that let's give them three steps to attaining that at the same time that's all pouring it'll go slot one slot two slot three you know it's kind of like that but I don't think about it it doesn't it's not conscious but that's how our left brain can kick in and make a difference you could be parenting and be able to say okay I'm trying to make a linear point to my child look here's what you have to do then all of a sudden the right brain goes you know it's kind of like that movie you watch the other day

you know that movie you really loved well remember the character was doing that's the right brain bringing in examples stories metaphors parables mythologies it's beautiful but it's balanced so knowing that if I'm talking to you with my left brain or talking to your left brain and it's not working maybe it helps if I all of a sudden threw out throw out a right brain approach and suddenly it clicks you know for me in school if they just said memorize such-and-such history or whatever it was I I just wasn't

interested I can't say I wasn't able I have to say I chose on some level to not be interested because to me facts are so even though they seem objective they're quite subjective but facts are just they're just details and there's no life in them there it's like a death you know so here's a fact BAM is so linear and cold so if you want me to learn a fact then it helps if you tell me a meaning to it what is the purpose of course in miracles' explains all these words that's great in this book but what is the purpose of you even studying the

course see that brings life to it a brief pulls you in ancient civilizations taught with metaphors and parables because instead of just going okay children gather around fire alright one plus one is two period done back to bed you know it's like know what they would say is there was once this one and it joined with another and they wondered should we be to or should we remain one each what would it be like if we were to you know then the kids minds are able to go hmm wow so two can be stronger to lift something if they

need help yet they can also walk away and do something separately if they need to its it allows the creative thought process but it also allows you to personalize and own and integrate the material because you're going oh that I can apply that to building something someone else I can apply that to singing someone else I can apply that to parenting that's how beautiful because the teaching in that style because each attendee recipient can take that in any direction and that means it's personalized it's it's for you and you

get to evolve the your conclusions they're not cold they're not linear one plus one is two it's always two now shut up you know it's well yeah as long as I want it to be if I could subtract one from two you know it's like creative thought and that's how we grow because new thoughts come we wonder we integrate we play we choose we choose not that's basically considered by the ancients to be a superior way of learning instead of just instilling facts and memorizing things so in my own life yeah it feels balanced because I didn't flip to just

being right brained but thank God I became right brained a lot more because it means inspirations it means ideas and it also means sensitivity feelings now being a bit more right brain because a lot of you are going to be so because a lot of the spiritual community tends towards I've done at least a hundred times in my life questionnaires with students in classes where we would be learning about whether we're right brained left-brained own it and I mean 90% of the attendees are right brained dominant

over the years and that's male and female attendees mostly right brained dominant because it's a spiritual workshop so you have those types of people people that are just kind of linear I mean they may not ultimately be interested in this kind of material these kinds of subjects and if they are it'll be more of a they'll go to pyramid conferences pyramidology ancient civilizations UFOs science quantum science physics metaphysics you know they're gonna go that direction because it appeals a little bit more than

left-brain and I think it's great what I like is that I could teach at that conference or at something far more just surreal and abstract and right-brain balance it comes in handy now also you know I would say that I did mention when I started that this material world is very predominantly left-brain Eden which is a realm and a dimension that we were in before coming to the dense realm it's an eighth Eirik version of the dense realm a beautiful more abstract you know it's more right brain so my left brain is the material

world my right brain is a bit more 5th dimensional let's call it and then of course the next realm the highest realm is God heaven beyond dimensionality so and beyond you know I know left-brained or right-brained it's just you know it's it's consciousness it's not brained nor is it left to right or up or down male or female so we realized you know we've we've come into this world and going back to what I was on about just my heart going out to people that really that struggle please men and if you have

kids like this instead of keep keeping on trying to make them fit the left brain world without realizing that's what you're doing or enabling them well just go back to bed honey sleep remain jobless don't go to school either just get up to be fed and then go back to bed and that's all that's our way of saying I don't know how to help you so if you go back to bed we can both remain in denial that's not the solution either what we need to do is recognize that and this happened for me once

my oldest daughter had a hard time and still has a hard time with a linear left brain world but it wasn't really clear that that's what she was struggling with because she didn't communicate it a lot in her young child days and there was a point where she was an adolescent and you know she tried things and by the time she got to high school she tried she tried to go to school and it wasn't working and then she felt embarrassed and then that was she you know causing her to shelter even more and there was a point where if she tried to do things

you know she's gonna try to accomplish something she's gonna make herself go to school it would it would fail and she would feel worse you know but one time she tried to do something that was really important to her which always makes it easier for even right-brain people to pull off something left brain which is to accomplish something to closure you know they do better when they're really interested in that thing but she tried it this thing that she was heavily invested in and and it fell apart it was she wanted to attend this

thing and she got the date wrong so she missed the date she invested time money energy excitement I mean she wasn't excited about a lot of things that she got very excited about this thing and then only to realize she got the date wrong I think I might have even been to one to hear him I heard weren't you gonna go to that yeah it was last weekend no no that's a different I'm going to another one of these next weekend then she found out she bought the wrong ones so I'm glad I somehow caught on to it but it

absolutely devastated her and I remember I remember going over to her house because she was living with her mom and I remember hearing deep wailing sounds man she was crying so loud I could hear it one floor away one story of the house away and at the other end of house just deep deep crying and that that was hard to hear so I eventually went up there and said hey you know how are you and just deep cry cry cry cry you know I'm sorry that you're feeling this weak cry cry cry and then it all of a sudden it

all of a sudden came to me and I went wait a minute she's just you know nothing I do works I don't function in this world and all these really deep statements but painful statements and almost sudden they went wait a minute what are you interested in one thing she loved was you know watching films movies classic ones and just how they're structured she loved the whole film making and and and I said and who are your favorite directors she names a few and I was like do you realize you're just like them what do you mean you just

like them and these are really out there abstract directors I mean doing like just surreal but bizarre films and it's like you're just like them and these are people that you know didn't do well in middle schools or high school you know they didn't do well you know their attention span wasn't great you know they couldn't just think linearly you know they weren't the type to just sit around and memorize data you know it's like their minds are like multi-dimensional and and some people that are multi-dimensional they some

that are not try to use drugs to get there some that are try to use drugs to relate to that that world that they are already in and they go see it's it's it's there this is my real world I got stoned enough to now I'm seeing it all around me not just in my head so it's like wow even that great an affinity finally and it's it's not because it's not real yet but when I said that there was this really you know to hear that out of her mouth you know like really you think so yes yes you know but you know but I

missed this event and it was so about honey I'll give you the money you would yes and your friends - yes fine I'll pay for the you guys to go and but I I'm glad that I didn't just put the fire out and give her money to go to this thing and then she oh okay I'm all better I'm glad that I got insight and I think she got insight but all of a sudden it was like you're a genius no I'm stupid and nothing works no no I mean I'm not saying because I'm the parent I got it I got it and it was like

these kids like this and adults they're geniuses in a right brain way they're geniuses for a right brain world but that's not this world you take children like that and you put them in an art school they'll do far better than in a typical academic school or world and the problem is go try and afford an average the art type of school it's not gonna be easy and affordable most of the time even trying to go to a ward Waldorf school instead of a typical public school public schools free it's a paid for in your taxes usually at least in

one country that I know and you know then private schools man it's expensive no problem because the parents can afford it really because the parents are usually right brained or at least one of them often is and often so right brained they're not used to linear things linear work and having a great living and finances I'm not faking everybody to one thing I'm just saying it happens quite often single parents can't afford those private art schools or even private schools like Waldorf you know it gets a little expensive so it's an amazing

thing to realize to be able to say to your kids you know even from hearing me say that you can now go to them and say you know I realized all this time you appeared to be someone struggling with a certain level of school but yet that wasn't your your thing you're a genius but in a different world in a different way and I'm sorry I didn't catch that sooner but I absolutely want to bring that better world to you now how can I help and then there they go if nothing else they'll be heard for the first time or

heard differently for the first time so so I encourage a new level of patience a new level of level of acceptance that not all things are created the same just like you I recommend to all parents we have a Manar on our website my online website of my online store but other places are available to get astrology charts for your children natal chart it's brilliant you don't just take kids and say well they're all gonna be the same you you really should sense get a sense of who they are what they're like what their

strengths are and their gifts that's a little bit more of a right brained approach to parenting so it's just something to think about I also would say to remember the left brain is more fault-finding the right brain more forgiving once more critical left brain analytical jab jab jab you know the right brain is more you know like okay it's okay and it's all gonna be fine like I said the downside is it's all gonna be fine could be the right brain person that enables someone who's misbehaving so much that they stay in a

relationship forever because they're just trying to overlook it and be okay with it and that's not obviously the healthy thing so again balance balance balance it's okay for the right brain child of yours it's also beautiful and brilliant right brain it's also okay for them to learn how to count so they can pay their you know rent on time or get somewhere on time you know if balance and this world doesn't want balance because balance would allow the Spirit of God to enter our heart and our right brain then into our lives and our left

brain and everything would be just absolutely stellar and beautiful and balanced and that's not necessarily going to happen please know that just because you say well I want my right brained to win an election doesn't mean great things left brain doesn't mean great things it's all about what you're looking for but balanced understand that right brain seems like it's not functional in a left brain world and that's because left brain people are trying to tell us that the right brain

people don't fit in it's like a great dr. Seuss episode obviously but but the balance right brain is strength it's not all weakness it's a strength if used properly and if used imbalance with left brain thinking processing living absolutely God right brain can be powerful because my right brain when I'm getting an inspiration it doesn't mean I'm so weak that I'm gonna have you change my inspiration and make me doubt myself which is often gonna happen with right brain people because the more passive they can get stomped on and make

people make them feel let people make them filled out but man if you are clear and you understand what's happening and you get an inspiration into your right brain and into your heart this came from God you're like man no I'm good left and the left brain of yours and others are gonna know but how do you know for sure cuz I know I can feel it man heart and soul I'm totally in the zone and you're good man and then the left brain has to be told now are you ready to do what you're told you know so to speak not literally but you know are you ready to

be a you know a good left brained are you ready to lead you know follow the leader and then lead the troops so to speak are you are you ready can you do that you know it's it's sort of like a household it's sort of like a military maneuver you know you'd get an inspiration and then you go and that's mastery if you can find balance of left and right brain you start experiencing mastery you really do you start becoming a lot more like a god goddess and Beyond god goddess is something that isn't it's it's neither god or goddess it's neither

gender because you're you move beyond that when you're pure light you can still be a being but you're beyond gen the Bible tells us when Elohim when the when the plurality of God when they when we created God we're gonna create a man in our image plural it created them male and female it says and some people take it to mean men and women but you don't actually have in Genesis the distinction of man and woman yet they created God you know the gods created us in its image their image and created us male female that's what it says but you

don't really have the splitting off of genders until later so who is being created with androgyny you see we were created androgynous at first our souls are androgynous and that's why when people start getting into oh my god you know gay and straight and male and female and gender it dull it's all absolutely worthless in many respects you could say it's often the case that a person that is more androgynous the person that is a bit more in touch with their feminine side if they're male in touch with their

strengths when they're female that androgyny is actually closer to who you really are which is almost almost like saying that a person who is potentially gay or gay ish is often going to be considered by many standards abort a more balanced person now I'm not pushing any particular affiliations or persuasions or sexual preferences as preferences or I'm just saying it's all in perception you know if I were told I could be excessively left or right brained excessively masculine or feminine I would choose neither you know

I would I would absolutely choose a certain level of androgyny the androgyny could be in my consciousness I don't have to literally seem androgynous like a sexual you know or something like neutral or something like that it doesn't have to look that way but in my consciousness I feel that way I feel balanced I feel left-right brain but it also can manifest in my mat you know actual physical life like that I can all I can paint yet I can build if I need to build something I can do this I can do that it's what's needed we are complete

spirit beings although we don't seem it anymore but when I learn to allow myself the right to left to up the down to move forward the backward my completeness I'm closer to who I really am than I've ever been so it's really really nice really beautiful when we can just go and drop in and accept who we really are and not say oh I'm so feminine that I can't do that because I might break a nail yeah but but something needs done car broke down you know you need to you know whatever you need to Jack the car up or something because there's nobody around

you have no cell reception oh no I might break a nail you know in Greek mythology there's examples of that examples of goddesses that were excessively falmouth female and goddesses that were excessively male the goddesses that were accepted in that that's not to say there's also males that were female and male but I'm just using one gender female within one gender there's the pendulum that swings there's two genders to that the pendulum swings largely but even in each gender the

pendulum swings between its version the genders version of masculine and feminine so you have goddesses of war and that's like the the the mother the strong the matriarch and then you have the feminine feminine you have the masculine feminine and the feminine feminine and the feminine feminine is little oh I broke a nail and I just need people to take care of me and I'm just you know like that just you know almost just selfish in a lot of ways she can be the other ones like get to work you know we have cleaning to do we have to

- do we have preparing we have things to do the matriarch the others like sometimes they call it the the maiden you know as opposed to the crown or something like that so those can be excessive so even with them in that I juice balance I don't want to be like oh I'm gonna break a nail but I also don't want to be thought to be bitchy because that's what they call the masculine female there's bitchy well I don't want that but I don't want to be the other where people loathe me because they can't count on me to do anything

I'm always oh I I strange something oh I can't do that because I'm it's too heavy for me I can't do that because I'm just too sensitive I can't you know I can't be in this room because there's phones ringing and it messes up my energy systems that that's really excessive female that's fine if that's where you are don't judge yourself for it but I would ask myself how can I ground myself more so I can be even if a woman a balanced woman if a man a balanced man

and if male and female a balance between these two so that's my recommendation is just to think it through and you might say no no I'm good I really want to be this extreme with that extreme and there's people you're with that you could say to them you know sweetheart you're really really strong excessive masculine or excessive feminine and if they say yes isn't that wonderful you know they might say and I'm good with that I'm gonna be excessive masculine forever I hope it's every lifetime if I even believe in those I don't believe in much

of anything because I'm excessively masculine which is excessive would mean opinionated narrow I'm not saying men are I'm saying excessive masculine tits this is the way it is and that's all I believe you know so for some that's the way it's gonna look and I just you can just accept that but don't expect expect right-brain from a left brain person don't expect to expect the opposite it's acceptance of what is and then wondering if it's you or someone else you can put

it out there you know I'd like more balance in our home not going to happen this is the way I'm gonna be okay and then you you have to choose can I bring enough balance myself because you might be able to or you might say I would love to think I could but I kind of can't see it happening so this is excessive and it's it's a bit much it might have worked for me when I met you but it's you know too excessive I've known only a few men in my life that I would say were really nicely balanced and I would say I have only met

a few females or women in my life that I would say are nicely balanced another way we describe this in mythology the male version would be called king warrior magician and lover it means the four lower chakras the four chakras of of our humaneness king warrior magician lover it's not in a perfect order of chakras the king is one chakra king warrior magician lover the king is like the the mind that the mental chakra the thinker the King gotta sort things you've got to organize a kingdom king warrior mmm-hmm in your body kick some

bot man get stuff done magician the heart the soul receiving inspirations and the lover emotion the romantic so that's the male version just same thing for the balanced female the queen and so on and so on and you know whatever you would deem to be appropriate for a woman something the equivalent of it doesn't have to be the exact same words and if you use the same words queen warrior magician lover roughly the same just having to switch obviously king - Queen warrior sounds like that you have to be hyper strong hyper physical or or even

aggressive so I don't typically choose to use warrior as well I switch king - Queen and I would also look at a different word that works for you for warrior the the the manifester the the doer something along those lines it has to mean something to you that work for you so some just something along those archetypes they're called and then all of a sudden we realized man I'm living a nice balanced life I'm learning how to be okay with right and left brain today I'm receiving an inspiration to me it's not like mondays or inspiration

days and Tuesdays or get it done days for me it's right and left all the time in a sense and and as I start to come to a close I want to add that you know someone brought brought up recently they said wow you know you know they were complementing kind of the way I function and I said you know and it's not easy it's kind of a strange thing because it's not like once a day once a week once a month once a year I get an inspiration like you know somebody gets an inspiration to start you know Apple and it wonderful kind of thing a a

particular product or project and maybe a few in a lifetime for me personally it's every day and it's in a way it's all the time and it's a little bit overwhelming sometimes to sit in this constant fusion of right and left brain I know that it's not easy for our team members I know it's not easy in relationship which is why I take responsibility and and say to team members let's not do things if you guys can't do them because if we get inspiration to do it I'm going to want to do it so if you guys say Michael

you're only allowed one inspiration per week then I'll try to curb it to that well go with it because I'm not going to ask people to do things they're not comfortable doing you're not capable of doing when it comes to work projects because if they bail out halfway through it's not going to help anybody so I kind of say you tell me you know you tell me how big the tank is you know the fuel tank and then I'll put the right fuel in it for what we need to do all power and up all fuel it up all ignite it will go but you tell me first what you can

handle and the same thing taking responsibility with with partnerships because man it's a difficult thing to live with and someone's just like I always call it it's almost like work comes first because you're the work is not the the hours that the business for me the work is everything all the time so there's times when I totally chill rest nobody it's not a problem at all but at any moment something could come to me and that's what I mean by it's almost like it's always work not because I'm always

doing or always working but it means 24/7 literally an idea can come to me a book and inspiration a thought of whatever and you know and I I tend to move with those things I don't mean always action action but I move it could just be like Bing and then a whole talk downloads and then two hours later I'm doing a Sunday service and I'm sharing what's coming to me but it can also be a pre a premonition to a session that's coming up two days later AB session and I'm like wow this is what that was and it'll be all based on well here's what

came to me and I'm sharing with them what is downloading in the moment or what downloaded the other day and it's all relevant to where that person is you know so this is something a lot of people don't know it happens and can happen for any of us I don't recommend my version I don't recommend because it's really intense on the nervous system to have 24/7 not only downloads but a a fusion of left and right brain you know all at once and all the time inspirations constantly coming and then and how do we make it so inspiration how

do we make it self inspiration out and not only how do we make it so and let's do it now let's go let's do something change the tire let's do something and and to have that 24/7 it's yeah it's quite a strange thing what I wish it different no because it is what it is and I am what I but anak and I sort of can't imagine just going I'm gonna I'd rather just receive one inspiration per week or every month or so you know I just can't imagine it I'm so used to it but I do know that in somebody else's nervous

system it probably could seem overwhelming easily so I think that you and I all of us should own first where we are not wishing what we'd like where we are let's own where we are if you're right brained if you're left brained if you're having happy whatever it is let's own where we are and then start building from there I'm slightly right brained I wish I would more then let's start nurturing more right brain not wishing for it let's just do it let's how you know you can do exercises workshops classes on developing right brain you

can start watching for when you are right brained and then give thanks for it it'll it'll develop more of it you can also start getting over left brain and that will help you become more right brain getting over left brain means you know getting over judgments more easily not nitpicking not criticizing so easily or quickly fault finding is including on yourself it means allowing because left brain would say you must be every you know on time perfect perfect perfect straight A's you know wow I got a B+ it's kind of interesting I got a B+ I'm

watching how I feel about that and Wow kind of feels fun like I was being a little you know mischievious and you make light of it you'd be playfulness out of it and do what you can to retire some of the excessive left brain if you're excessively right brain and you want to change it try showing up on tonight you know try completing a task and try not to get an inspiration for a task that you're not going to complete just say well you know not today own it and that's these are just very short simplistic ideas examples of what to do

and not do I could do a whole workshop on it starting right now if we needed to but this is just basic examples forgive those who are left brain because they're gonna seem intense to you if you are right brain forgive the right brain people if you're left brained but definitely if you have felt a bit you know plowed over and and and treated like a doormat being right brained treated like here's your stupid - something's wrong with you because you're always this you're all you always late or you know you don't complete

things you didn't get the best grades and you know it's it's a bummer you know it's a bummer that people do that but try you know just try your best to forgive them and then forgive yourself because believe it or not when people were kind of stomping on you for being right brained there was always a little part especially when you were younger there was always a little part that made yourself feel like you're flawed like if they're saying this about me why can't I be different why can't I be more like them what's wrong with me and that

that's man that's hard on a kids a nervous system a child's a nervous system and you did that to yourself we often did wishing we could have been different and just seeming just out there and in and it's totally messed up all you needed at school was a right brain school and you to fit in perfectly and this happened to me I remember specific times when I just was like ah you know school school school school and there were there was a one class in sixth grade bullies you know that were there I came into the school new because

of various reasons I was new to this school and so I was the new person and you know and so there were kids that already knew each other and so you know there were bullies kind of already ready waiting for me to arrive because I came to the school a week later and it was like oh who's this kid and they had already heard by some people there's this one kid and they kids that liked me and like two qualities about me so they're talking too much way too much about me and so the bullies were like oh really well we'll have to you know I

have to put him through the test and so that was a bit of a drag but one thing I did one day was the teacher paired everybody up and says I want you to draw a picture of the kid you're paired up with mine was the bully of bullies and oh that's got to go well right and so I did I did a drawing with this bully of like a profile drawing and and I added something it's a kind of a just a bust but I added something to the picture that that sort of made a fun way of his explosiveness in a very nice way and at first he was like a man that's a

man no wait he was trying to be all tough and mean about it but he also I could tell he liked it and thought it was funny so he was like don't you dare show the teacher and everybody well I guess you can you know and we became friends you know we did we became friends and respect kind of set in and why because the teacher happened to allow a right-brained project that that bonded to people that not because of right/left rain that we weren't bonded we weren't bonded because of circumstantial stuff crap that goes on

and yet a right brain project and so that was like wow you know and when when needed to recite something in English class in early kid days you know you got every site to find a poem or find you I don't know how to define me I don't know how to study I don't know where do I find these things I'm not gonna go to the library I don't it doesn't work for me a libraries aren't my thing I just took a song cuz the song was something more to my heart so that's what I'm saying guys there's always ways so find a way for you to feel and be

accepted whatever that is you guys know that the stories about me and and my home what does my house gonna be like I wonder he he uh he's spiritual so will it be all purple or blue or whatever yes like I do have shades of that here and there is it going to be you know what do you expect and I have yeah I have the angels and things like that there but I have fairies and hanging around everywhere in my trees you know draped and was swinging and I love chimes and things that seem very effeminate to some people and and I would never even bother

asking what they think because I didn't hang them up to for anybody's like is that okay you know I just it's it just totally feels organic to me I love life and and that that vibration and fairies and the wings and the color and the beauty they're depictions of energies of course they're not actual exact replicas of what angels or fairies are like which are frequency and they're made of light but they're depictions and they're beautiful and I understand it and music that I listen to it's gonna have a lightness to it but I also have the

depth side a TV I might watch a movie with fairies and all that and a elementals but but I also would watch a lot of times things like a biography because how people tick intrigues me and so the depths of the soul not just the you know the not just the ribbons and the flowers it's also the depths which is again balance one being very out and one being very deep so again very feminine very masculine but once in a while it becomes kind of funny when people go wait a minute is that yours you know and like I might I might wear a

woman's robe instead of a man's robe the colors are cooler they're softer materials you know I know what it sounds like but I don't care it's just it just seems so natural for me so again just accepting those pieces accepting acceptance of right left-brain Malfi mo gay straight and all that those are just first steps guys on the other side of that is the acceptance of our complete spiritual beingness mine accept my acceptance of yours and my acceptance of my own in your acceptance of mine in your own it that's where we're headed

it's not just about I'm gonna go from right to left I'm gonna go from left to right I'm gonna go from Republican to Democrat Democratic I'm gonna be just in the middle in the middle is just back to Eden that's not all the way home yet but you're not going home without balance back to Eden first try to be excessive right or left male or female it's not going to work the excessive left brain and masculine sense of right brain family it's not it's not gonna work that is this dimension not this dimension not this dimension that's

just the human dimension and it's a human dimension of duality and polarity which is also known as conflicting sides are you done with that yet then find more harmony within yourself come to peace with it all if you need to step up and be a warrior literally a warrior if you're a female and you say I love creativity I love my feminine nature and some guy breaks into your house take him out step up take them out take care of the kids mama bear just step up that's not happening today you know what

are you gonna do about it they might say to you in all your you know for some you know a 5-foot 100-pound girl you know yeah I would all of a sudden I'd look like I'm three times the height the width and everything and take them out however you can just like saying you know and you might even be able to to do such-and-such physically you know overpower me but I'm just not gonna and you need to understand I'm not gonna make it easy for you this is gonna be really challenging and it'll probably

affect you the rest of your life in one way or another I mean I would just step up speak up be firm be clear when you're clear internally believe it or not it's volumes of weapons without weapons just your clarity is enough to make people say okay it's a great story about a a guy who there's I there's a couple I could share some you know but there's a story of a guy who got picked up he picked up a hitchhiker and she said all thanks for picking me up you know and I'm just going over here well she realized at some point he took a

different turn she said no that's the wrong turn that she realized this is not good and he continued driving where he's going to draw and she's trying to talk them out it wasn't working and you know then at some point something happened in her where she just started speaking very clearly and very firmly not in herself in this time it was not a story of affirming like solid like dude I'm gonna take you out hers was conviction of purely spiritual not even like a physical sense but purely and it channeled through her not infirm but rather in clarity and she

said I know you don't really want to do this what are you talking about I do it this is what I'm gonna do and you're gonna go through it but you I don't think you really want to do it yes I do no I don't believe you do she actually almost had a psychological strength battle war with him and in a matter of minutes this guy true story this guy had turned around was crying and yelling at her look what you've done to me she completely disheartened him she completely you could say castrated his

intentions and his masculinity because a lot of times men that want to have aggressive actions towards women a lot of times it's a power trip like some of you know it's a power trip they actually get off more on the fear they can cause you the dominance because they're so insecure they have to play a dominant game when you give in they want and they feel a little momentary dominance it's a psychological erection and really it's just a waste of time because a person can castrate them a person can emasculate them by saying no I see

through the game you're actually trying to do this and it's not gonna work now I'm not telling you what to do in such cases because you have to do what feels right for you I'm just saying there is clear evidence by many that have stepped up and chose a different route that sometimes a physical reaction of strength sometimes a psychological reaction of strength and they often have worked far more often than simply collapsing into acquiescing and I'm not wrong in you of ever you acquiesce because if that's all you knew and

that's you were paralyzed and afraid hey that's that I've been in my life at least once in a paralyzed kind of a scared terrified state and we did what we could do in the moment but I'm saying now we heard different we can do different we have different options and it's all Malea metaphor of us finding more of our balance which means we move from being mere men and women to soul beings to eventually being spirit again thanks for letting me share so thank you so much and God bless you all peace be with you

and I pray that you can integrate all that I've shared today and even more bye-bye