Karma Versus Grace

So let's talk briefly about karma and grace; the difference, karma versus grace. And again, as most of the time when I'm talking about things, I'm not approaching it from the standard interpretation. For example, the word karma. You know some people just "awwww, karma," and even when I say karma versus grace, it means karma "Oh, that again" versus "Oh, grace.

" You don't usually say karma with a smile on your face and grace with the opposite. But karma's not to mean something negative. It means cause-and-effect or other variations of that. But it means cause and effect. You could have good karma, bad karma. it just means, it's like neutral emotionally. It just is what it is.

But karma, this thing that says cause and effect, meaning whatever you put out you get back. Not just the usual interpretation of that, you know, you get back what you put out. it means literally and without emotion that the wheel just turns. If this is what I put out in thought, word, deed, that's what I'm gonna probably see come back around.

There are biblical references of that an eye for an eye and so on and it you can't take it too literally you can't take it too literally like when you say oh that means if you if you live by the sword you will die by this sword there's another one but it doesn't mean always literally that if ever you flail the sword in battle someday you have to do that again what if the age of swords is gone well you have to then accidentally fall on a sword that you had on a statue in your home one day I mean it way too literal and even beyond the word sword

it's if you live by hate hate is you not just hate will come back if you live by hate hate comes back but it's you because it is you as you judge so are you judged again not literally I judged you therefore I'm gonna be judged by you as I judge I'm already judged now you would then say well karma then is that we judge and now something's going to karmically come back makes sense linearly so you can keep that if you'd like but there's a deeper a deeper story to this believe it or not if I get angry at you for something

you've done I could say well you got you you know you made me angry the truth of the matter is I'm already angry evoking some action in you towards me and so I'm already seeing what I already felt you you don't cause me anger I already felt it but you did trigger it that's all there's a difference now somebody then says okay well I really liked hearing that for a second it really started having some spiritual depth to it then I thought about my ex and now I don't like that rule because I did nothing I was wonderful perfect Saint and they

were just mean okay maybe so I'm not saying that you overtly unconsciously were causing them to be mean or hurtful but I am saying that even inside even if it's not that I am an angry person creating you to do things to me to cause me to then seem angry I'm saying that inside of us guys are lack of holy presence our amnesia as Buddha puts it our amnesia are forgetting who we are automatically sends out a frequency here's somebody who has forgotten who they are that is the first cause of problems it

isn't someone upset me and now I'm gonna get that because karma according to people karma would be in this lifetime but karma when you don't resolve it in this lifetime is called reincarnation so reincarnation is nothing but the continuing saga of karma so you did something to me and I haven't gotten you back yet we'll have to come back and do it in the next life so technically forget that there's an exit to the other side and then you get born again physically just imagine all the lifetimes actually are strung

together so imagine you've seen magicians you know with the strings one minute they look separate a little magic they're all connected so connect them all your lifetimes are a long thread string they just run it looks like a sneeze which means you died and then you came back but it sneezed and you just continued so when you have some issue with somebody as one of the pieces of rope or whatever it is sneeze it doesn't matter you still came out and you're still doing it karma reincarnation is

just an illusion meaning in several ways but the reincarnation is an illusion you don't really leave it just looks like it you exit you come back and and you set it up where the some of the same Souls sometimes not exactly the same souls are gonna put together the exact same things you hadn't finished working on so even though some of us are like oh I believe in reincarnation is wonderful and it is it's very fascinating but reincarnation isn't even real it only happens because you haven't gotten it yet that's not something to be proud of but we all have

been reincarnated don't get me wrong I'm just saying at the end of time we'll realize I don't have to do it anymore karma and reincarnation are coming to their end so time is speeding up so that you don't get to be gone as long and you can say well God but I need some recuperation time so you die and you need to go live on Venus for a while you know or wherever some other planet where it's not so bizarre you know the the you know era through the asylum of the solar system you know you know but I mean it is but you know you know offense if

you're if you don't like that but you know that's just one of your voices speaking in this asylum you know it is and and I mean that in that that's very important to understand that this is the asylum in more ways than one I know that we have happy days but that's what we call the asylum happy days asylum or so I don't know sunnyvale I don't know we give it a nice name but to this this place is an asylum and we go no but I love rainbows and kitty cats and those are psychotic experiences your

what and what I mean is this be bear with me if you completely woke up right now you wouldn't see any of that anymore but I love rainbows the rainbow disappears there's a rainbow inside that you'll be able to see when you stop seeing that one and it'll never go away oh but I love my kitty cat your cat is going to die but the cat inside the cat inside will never die the love you feel for that cat that entity that soul whatever you want to call it actually doesn't exist out there as a furry critter it exists in here as a concept

and it cannot die so I know you're sad when mom dies and you don't like this thought because that's the the still the wounded limited person anybody that doesn't like even what I'm saying right there is just confirming their woundedness we should Marvel oh my god ik I can't wait till it's all together until I experience something that can't disappear or ever die when you still say no but I have to have I will never let go of my TV set it's you have a problem and the I understand the problem but you're not done in its set because you

still have to reincarnate in the land of televisions or whatever it's gonna be one day one day all beings I don't care who they were whatever they've done one day all beings will be able to experience rather than see with the senses experience with the sense that they'll be able to experience internally and that's where we start to move into something else on earth Karma's good because it keeps me in check I do some things they come back but what most people don't realize is it actually doesn't work because the theory would be

if I do something to you you do something back to me and maybe it was my Cartman you ever hear somebody say that or you said it well it might have been my karma right I mean even Buddha is quoted as saying you know this happened and it was a karmic thing it's a good a great way to handle it to say well probably some karma great but that's not the end of this story because technically if one of you does something mean to me you kicked me in the leg and I and you know the rest of you were like did you see that person

walked up and kicked and I say beloved's it's a karmic thing one time I kicked somebody in ancient Samaria and this was just karna you go okay some of you go I guess he deserved that others are gonna be like oh but the poor thing you're gonna have your reactions in others what matters because I did something they come back and kick me but why do you think that that ends why do people think karma completed something because now I'm mad at you for kicking me and I'm gonna kick you again or I'm gonna kick someone else because you kick me and I'm

walking around with anger for being kicked karma never actually ended anything unless forgiveness entered you don't complete it just by kicking them back it never ended it I don't know what where people thought that oh it's all okay now everybody it's okay because I kicked them now they kicked me we're good except it some people are in the room triggered by somebody kicking somebody so something's still gone wrong there's still a negative energy and it's gonna have to be dealt with that's okay but

because one of you passes away tomorrow so you don't have to know you'll come back and still have to I don't know why I have these issues you know three lifetimes from now you're gonna be like twitching going I don't know what it is about people kicking each other and you're coming back to deal with it because you still remembered it happening in here you weren't healed only forgiveness clears things and I know and no offense if it fits you but there are people that with enough money they'll sell you a thing that's going to

erase your karma they'll say well I have this thing that I do it's a you know I told you my nose like B which you know it's just I wiggle my nose and your Karma's gone it's like really gosh this is great cuz I have a dent in my fender - could you just you can't just make if I if I believe that I'm an incomplete unlovable being you cannot erase my Karma it can only be erased by returning me to whole consciousness do you see what I'm saying you can't you can't fabricate that stuff I I don't mind people saying it and maybe even to

a degree they're helping you clear something but a person's not going to just clear your karma for you if you're not in the consciousness of karma being cleared because it's called free will so I can stand on one foot and I can recite a certain chant and I could smudge you and say now your karma is clear but if inside you still carry guilt about something you've done it won't just make your guilt go away unless you decided the guilt can go away now you're the only ones that can do that even even in there like the Aquarian gospel you know

masters are being asked can you clear my Karma can you fix me and they're saying mankind creates it mankind has to release it and it's through forgiveness which brings us inevitably to this concept there's a difference even between forgiveness and grace not just karma and grace there's a difference between forgiveness and grace forgiveness is Grace implemented in the third dimension when there's no third dimension you don't need it anymore so forgiveness is the only illusion that's worth anything why did I call

forgiveness an illusion because it's only used in the world of illusion so God said I have just the illusion for you forgiveness why would God give us an illusion because it's because you only believe in illusions I got to give you one that'll help you lead to the non illusion state of mind and when we get to the ultimate state of mind you're in a state of grace but be careful because people think grace oh I earned grace today people used to pay the church for grace I've been naughty could you bestow you know grace upon me well it depends

how much you have that's what they used to do and so people could have their sins sort of washed away grace doesn't exist in this world other than expressed as love which becomes forgiveness so in this world we practice forgiveness when you say I want to know what grace is that's being back in the state of God before anything ever happened you don't say I want to get to grace by forgiving say grace means I met such a high level of consciousness that nothing ever happened there's nothing to forgive I woke up and

I got it it's an illusion which is why my playfulness around this is a psychotic experience meaning in this world you think you like things and don't like things but those are dualities and they're convenient to your opinions of the moment there are things all of us have liked in this world and eventually didn't like or vice versa that's not heaven that's fleeting it comes and goes so it's just you know it's a little sleight of hand it's it comes and goes it's play you know light play that's all

it is is shadows and light play this world so there's a there's a point where where grace is reached but grace cannot be reached while we have issues that we need to forgive still so be careful what you ask for when you say I am in a state of complete grace it means I'm in a state of consciousness before anything ever happened which means I cannot possibly see you as flawed if I still see you as flawed what I need is not grace what I need is forgiveness that's grace in this dimension is that making sense so far

all right so forgiveness is the manifestation of grace in this realm and if you even think of the word and just meditate upon the word now and again grace it actually has a frequency in this world it has a viber of frequency to it and when if I'm working on an issue I look at the issue I track what it brings up inside and I surrender it to God and I replace it with a different vibe Peace Love joy whatever it happens to be I replace the old I don't need to use grace to kind of disperse that the wounds forgiveness does that so I don't

put grace to work for me I have to approach grace I don't tell it to come down and fix people it's when I stop when I'm willing to stop seeing people as flawed in the first place or sick or anything else then I'm kind of ready and then I let go of all thought and I ascend into a state of grace for at least for the time being so grace is really not something we should try to lassu and bring it to earth and make it do something like a bidding grace is when I'm done talking about it and then I let go I'm gonna

share a quote from A Course in Miracles because then I let go one of the great quotes in the course nothing real can be threatened and nothing unreal exists herein lies the peace of God another way to say it nothing real can be threatened so if I know who I really am there's nothing to forgive but you harmed me well the Karma it's gonna come back no if I see you as having Karma for things you've done to me I'm still not in a state of grace I haven't even forgiving if I still say yeah you did

this but you wait till you get yours I can't say I'm being forgiving while I'm still affirming that you're gonna get your someday understand and I understand hurt hurt makes us feel that way I get that of course you know but ideally at least aspire to get to a place where you say if I let you go forgiving you I'm gonna let you go because you're gonna get yours I'm already still condemned myself because if you're gonna get yours and you and I because of what you did to me then you and I are in a coupled

situation an agreement on some level if I I say you know you're gonna get yours I'm now hooked with you and if you have to come back in another lifetime to work it out guess who has to show up with you yeah that's not so good right and it doesn't help to go okay fine then I'll do grace cuz I never want to see that jerk again well that's all that's the opposite but it's not the right opposite it's just a dualistic opposite so we can't be so so quick to be done with them because that means there's still a charge try this

instead try saying to yourself you know if I bind you then I'm bound if I condemn you if I lock you into what you've done what you've done it was hurtful it made me sadder you know I felt you know hurt by it confused by it I'll own my emotions around and give them to God rather than condemn you and when people say God forgive them God fix them God healed them it's and so we pray for others to be healed or fixed or whatever there are more people on earth that have been the the victimizers the hurtful

people that have reached healing quicker than the people that were harmed by them one of the weird ways and reasons is because so often we pray that God takes care of them God that person you know they're mean they're a jerk you know but we're still upset that person may have found peace with God and we're still dealing with the problem now that person might not you know when they ring the bell and say hey someone's got some issues still on earth with somebody anybody hooked on to this and needs to go in and carnate because we know

historically we there's a guy named you know Josh Marwan and he was part of the problems I was going I'm here you know I'm checking my files no I got that cleared because the person was praying did God forgive me and I got forgiven I'm good oh now we need volunteers and then there'll be volunteers the volunteers are going to say well I don't know the person but I have some similar stuff as their previous abuser so I'm willing to sign on to that you know so they come in you go out and no you but I don't like you and those are the people

that didn't know you before but it's the pattern you didn't like anyway so when we're ready to heal we start we learn to say instead if you did this to me we learned to say you know this felt confusing and kind of hurtful you know it really hit me hard because abuse does and trauma does and I'm going to look at what it brought up in me and I'm gonna surrender that to God and change and refill with something else I want to be a new person now watch the line here I'm gonna be a new person unlike them and that's okay because

that's the hurt me talking if you hear somebody talk like that it's coming from hurt do not condemn them for that take their hand say I understand do all compassionate things but if it is you that feels that way I want to heal Papa have forgiveness I want to feel better you know and think separately from that other person that was the abuser just remember to think to yourself any amount that I hold keeps me held and another way to do it is what would you like instead of hurt what do you feel I feel confused I feel abused and I feel

taking advantage of okay what would you like instead I want to feel love and self-worth alright we do the process we surrender the old we bring in love and self-worth good job anything else no I'm done you forgot to pray for the same thing for your abuser and that's one way to distinctly know whether you have reached a state of forgiveness and it's okay if you don't if you it's okay if you say no I want love and self-worth and I don't want them to have any of that you're allowed to say that and spirit here's your hurt and Spirit says

I understand and in its infinite love spirit and the universal laws they say and sweetheart we absolutely understand you do yes you do yes what they did was you know kind of harsh for you wasn't it it was thank you for validating me because I I'm upset we see that and we have just the right people to line you up with for the next life see there's no emotion to it they're not like we're gonna get you they're like no sweetheart no I have I have a proposition anybody you know it's spirit this is how they're

talking why don't we let them go a couple lifetimes without this let's give them some other stuff that of theirs to work out of arrest but how about a respite somebody motions it the other spirits I second third and trillionth and then you get to have a break but they're still going to say out of love for you we have to help this stuff come back because if it doesn't come around which is why you say why does this stuff keep happening it's called cyclical so it's going to come around and when it does you get a

choice you have an option do I clear it this time or do I further layer it with resistance and denial so karma the wheels on the car will go round and round they do not stop where it stops nobody knows it just keeps going but who created it books will actually say karma is one of the laws of God it is actually not we created karma ourselves not the thinker my soul created karma why would I do that well the way you say that makes it sound like Karma's bad you created we created karma collectively why would we

do that because we were actually keeping ourselves in check I don't want to go too far off karma tells me you know be careful you get back what you asked for so why don't you ask for some positives see just knowing that kind of helps you keep me in check the law can be one version of karma coming full circle manifested but if the souls don't heal we realized after trying this theory see if it was God's laws it would have worked mankind created Carmen it goes on and on and God's going I'm hoping that someday

you guys are going to go wait I just had a thought we've been here billions of years and we still didn't get it so maybe we ought to try a different law and that's why forgiveness is being taught again as a wave it's always been told you know talked about but a new wave of forgiveness is being brought to the world so that the laws of the past are dispersing now for that to happen you have to have a great what Jesus called the great cosmic speed up I want to clear karma excellent the universe says they're getting it they're getting

it they're realizing their version of karma didn't actually heal them all so they and then they reincarnated and that didn't do it either just meant you know karma continued like an endless you know movie uh part two three four except you know it's more like Halloween the eighteenth you know so it continues on and on now what are we gonna do about it at some point we've practiced forgiveness and there's a wave of forgiveness that came in in this generation a whole new wave of practicing forgiveness you can call it compassionate forgiveness ho oponopono

Course in Miracles but the world is talking about forgiveness more than it ever has and it's trying to change the world obviously but there's one last Bugaboo to this which is spirit says look at them they're all ready to start clearing Karma when you start clearing it you think it's going to be gone and what happens instead is it intensifies why because everything's speeding up on the spiritual dimensions they're going mother getting this let's send them more we used to be able to get away with on

being on earth working let's say on ten issues in a lifetime and now you get like a hundred and before you died the numbers going to go up to a thousand the great cosmic speed-up doesn't just mean I look like beings it means oh God more and more stuff the concept of Instant Karma remember Instant Karma doesn't mean yours just such a wicked person you have Instant Karma mpi you hear even people make jokes about it oh look look at them Instant Karma meaning like shaming them for whatever they did Instant Karma

means I am growing so fast and furiously that I'm not myself doesn't even allow me to have lifetimes to work stuff out whatever I do comes back instantly and that's really good it doesn't feel so good but it's really good because no sooner do I do it it's gone why because I see stuff and I use the forgiveness process so forgiveness doesn't it truly clears you but not in the way you might think forgiveness clears us but it clears us and allows more to come to the forefront foreground so you can work on more that doesn't sound like a great

sales pitch you know hey everybody the world let's let's do a whole DVD forgiveness and advertise it and you'll have even more stuff come up than ever you know people aren't buying that DVD they want to go you know get denial DVDs you know or whatever forgiveness but before I sound like a bad salesperson for spirit forgiveness just what happens is more stuff comes doesn't feel very good but you know what's amazing when I start to practice forgiveness my mind every time I'm practicing forgiveness in this rat race my higher mind is opening

up more and more to the consciousness of grace itself grace doesn't have any of the reactions like forgiveness still has I still got to look at some stuff cry a little forgive a little Crayola that's still in the world of drama grace I'm immune so practicing forgiveness brings me into a higher state of grace and in a higher state of grace even the stuff that's still happening here doesn't seem to hit me as hard the sales pitch isn't that there won't be karma in fact it multiplies and brings up not just my few errors this lifetime but my patterns of

lifetime's throughout every lifetime of patterns of errors in all lifetimes that's like heavy it's like a moving from a slight wave to a major tsunami of stuff so here it all comes but strangely supernaturally my mind seems okay somehow and that's a state of grace grace doesn't happen just when you're gone into higher dimensions as an ascended master we can experience it here as a feeling grace manifested is in the form of forgiveness but grace is the gift that comes to you when you practice

forgiveness grace doesn't do the forgiving it takes the form of forgiveness but if I do the practice of forgiveness the result will be a greater state of grace what does a greater state of grace bring me what do I get out of this is the way a human's going to ask this it's beyond words stuff happens in somehow I seem immune to it grace is is the response to love it's what love is love is you know like when you say grace full full it means full of grace graceful when you walk you know that

person so graceful when they walk it's got a concept to it like grace filled filled grace filled and so wow what does that mean is that what does that mean like there's this something about them keep going see you're trying to describe there's this nice tranquil vibe to that person and it doesn't mean you have it and it's there forever I'm just saying watch for it guys when you practice forgiveness when you sit in appreciation you're feeling symptoms of rising into the mind of grace so from A Course in Miracles by grace I live by grace I am

released grace is the world's most lofty aspiration for it leads beyond the world entirely which is why I said it's like an asylum and grace takes you beyond this world entirely it is past learning yet the goal of learning for grace cannot come until the mind prepares itself for true acceptance grace becomes inevitable instantly in those who have prepared a table where it can be gently laid and willingly received an altar clean and holy for this gift see all that I've said technically you could say is encapsulated in that it's

this highest aspiration but you'll see it manifested here in different forms such as forgiveness but it's this highest of aspirations and it itself you you can't take it by storm but you can and must prepare a place for it on the altar a state of grace and grace is synonymous with trust how so because grace is like I feel tranquil and then watch this I feel tranquil I don't have to worry why because I somehow feel like I trust trust in what that God is and if God is I am and for me to be we are and everything's chill at that moment the grace of God Wow the

grace of God isn't the the kitty cat and Mia in the and the rainbow those are still things of this world it's not just my forgiving you that's still of this world there's a grace beyond human comprehension I aspire to that but I can feel it here while I'm here in whatever forms when we sit in the in the presence of God we sit in the grace of God so it's so amazing if you think about it karma is fading but it fights harder to survive but the day of karma is coming to an end Buddha tried to explain that he said I

can see there's this wheel of illusion but that people live under and it's a karmic wheel and it is I'm just paraphrasing but it's like him saying no you can if you get on that wheel you're caught by that wheel then you do and it comes back he's saying what if the wheel is moving like this what if you stay in the center and the wheel turns around you know this is important if I stay in the center does the will disappear no but it disappears from my experiencing it does that make sense okay so the wheel I'm not denying karma but I'm here

so it still moves okay so now I meditated so I'm perfectly in myself and the wheel of life still turns there's karma and stuff never never exist for me again no I'm here that wheels turning and all I have to do to feel the wheel again is move a little to the left or a little to the right which means what part of your center out of balance how does that happen well every so often you're trying to own Monte padmi yourself into enlightenment and I just oh I just don't even pay any attention to anything negative anymore

you know I'm just really holy this is my mantra of spirituality lalala denial you know not just a river in Egypt anymore denial so so I think it's a great one so de la la la denial but wait all of a sudden I'm I'm I'm peaceful look at me lalala and then something in front of me something on the news hey did you hear and all of a sudden a reaction caught in the wheel and once you lean a little into it you can you know it could just it can take you it can take you guys that's why spirituality I've said so many times is

not about believing that's not happening it isn't in reality but in this world it's happening there still hurtful people and seemingly doing hurtful things to hurt people so today I need to ask why I got caught in that because you're not gonna fix the world through politic through economy so Buddha's trying to say hold your Center did he say this stuff isn't happening it just hold your Center and if ever you lean a little right or left and get caught as soon as possible catch that you've done that snip what chord grabbed you

whatever hook hooked you as it was going by don't blame the hook nor the fish line nor the fisherman that hooked you while they were flying by asked yourself why just like a fish seeing a metal object in the ocean typically shouldn't be going oh that looks attractive it's not even indigenous to its environment so why was I like a fish going oh look a metal object that looks pointed and hooked I think I'll have a bite of that why are you still susceptible to predators hurtful people selfish people people

taking advantage why is that still attractive it isn't a look and there you go again but they were good-looking this time you know but they were a solution they promised me a raise Coco Coco Coco you know and that's a human being you know just hooked everywhere leaks codependence and addictions a spiritual human being doesn't blame them a spiritual human being gets in the universal 12-step program and says you know what I'm going for Center let me remove this hook ouch let me remove the

owl that one really was ripped in there you know that hurt remove the hooks and determined to stay incentive to get to Center and stay in Center as best I can I see as best I can instead of perfectly always because I'm not going there and then shaming myself when I slip I'll do what I can Center a little right oops recalibrate recalibrate and we know when we're off when you're not feeling peace you're not feeling Grace when you're not feeling grace you're not in the mind of God when you're not in the mind of God you're in

the pain world and stuffs gonna then happen but I have a solution I'll blame others for getting me there it won't help it actually won't help I'll believe in blame my Karma it won't help take the hooks out take the hooks out too and try to get here to this place where all of a sudden don't pretend that you're perfect and without emotion it's not gonna help cry when this stuff comes up feel when this stuff comes up they're just other hooks of this world but feel it for a second just say okay see it let me

remove that old memory that just brought up some pain and it's okay and come back to Center what if I need to process it then process it but remember as soon as possible without being obsessive as soon as possible get back to Center not because I'm telling you you must as a religion would tell you you have to you have to do a certain thing I'm saying it's where your peace lies so it's just good advice I want to know the grace of God and it's found right here not because because I'm Memphis if I'm in

this world trying to be centered that's not where grace is grace is here but when I get into this centered place the light of God shines through the dark clouds and illuminates me that's where I feel grace grace is really here but I can feel it when it comes through that hole in the sky so to speak the light comes shining down I go wow I was cold a minute ago and I feel kind of cozy and warm right now oh because the sun's coming through the clouds it's like that feeling chilled suddenly the Sun comes over and

you feel it warming and that's what grace can feel like even in this world then imagine if that's a symptom of grace how much more it becomes when I get the real picture the real absoluteness of grace we're gonna take a few centering breaths just closing eyes and relaxing the breath and for the first minute or two let's just let's let go of the stuff of this world and let's integrate some important concepts today grace like this beautiful umbrella of light in the heavens grace I would love to feel that grace that's up

there seemingly a distance away and then think of the word karma in comparison in this world karma we're living a world a life of karma wishing for grace divided we fall feel what it's like to be in karma wishing for grace it causes angst usually so in this moment father mother God I'm going to recognize and own that karma has been our creation our manifestation in this world it has pros and cons but it's still of this world and steeps it still seems to keep us bound to have to come back and do

something else fix something else so in this moment we're taking responsibility in our individual lives our collective lives all of us watching this program right now are in this room but we're also saying that for all humanity and for all time because we're part of that collective we have the right to do so karma has been our make-believe manifestation and today even if we're intimidated at the idea today we're going to surrender that law called karma even though our heads tell us it keeps things in check or it does this or that

we have good opinions bad opinions none of its anymore going to be kept we're going to surrender it unconditionally and the head sometimes says but then what would there be it could be chaos yes that could be but not likely because I'm choosing grace I have emptied myself of a belief of karma father mother God and the best of my ability right now and I welcome in something else your light your grace and I know that grace will be pushed away if i do not practice anchoring it down in the form of

forgiveness in what form might i manifest forgiveness stay centered in a state of grace right now filling up with each breath grace grace grace and during this next couple of minutes anyone or event or circumstance in your life that does not resonate with peace tranquility joy anything that seems off would be something waiting to be forgiven so that grace can be anchored so stuff comes up let it be let it come let the holy spirit help you determine what needs to be shown in front of your face so you know what needs to be released take a

moment with a and then let come to mind anyone even if it's not in your personal life anyone in your life or in history that your mind would think is unworthy of being in a state of grace be honest and just let them come to mind historic characters people from your past perhaps or globally anyone you think oh there's a challenging character they may not deserve forgiveness compassion or grace

whoever comes to mind let them come to mind and then make a decision if I would like to feel grace I need to see them in a state of grace and if I don't want to that's okay maybe tomorrow but see if you can do that and we do this because we know grace is part of the consciousness of God as is oneness so we can't have grace exclusively for ourselves it's inclusively for all and as I call in grace and ground grace in and around me it helps disperse the graceless world that which was not grace disappears into the light of God

our heart can rest and relax receiving grace because it's not something we have to ask for it's something we just accept so let's accept it no half to no pushing getting out of the way grace is and then ask yourself doing a process like this does your face have to be scrunched up because you're really working hard to achieve grace or can you feel emerging a slight smile inside and that's that state of mind that says wow in God / grace everything is okay grace is loves answer to all things and when we don't accept it as grace then it

has to manifest as forgiveness and forgiveness ends up having to manifest as issues to forgive until it's worked out and we're back to grace and we close with this last idea do I truly want to feel grace yes then am I willing to know what I was like before the world began am I willing to know what I was like before separation limitation dimensionality and even the beautiful things in this world rainbows and butterflies before any of that existed the pros the cons the likes the dislikes am I willing to know what I was

like and what all beings were like before we came to this world this universe and you don't have to say yes to that but be honest and if you say no then it's okay I'll work on that a little more tomorrow is all we have to say I'm open not now but if I say yes something happens inside am I willing to know light before it refracted opinions that formed groups races genders before any of that just the pure grace light of God and we affirm yes if possible to grace however when I slip or if I don't choose

grace I will choose the practice of forgiveness to help me gradually bring me to that readiness and so it is take your time slowly integrating grounding take your time I want to walk gracefully I want to live gracefully at work I want to work gracefully and graceful does not always means slow and but can I stay in the zone yes and let me let me do that let me choose to do that grace all right grace that's not lived is not gonna be integrated all right live it in always possible and remember you're allowed to

slip and it's called forgiveness then all right great backup plan all right thank you guys we're going to take up our love offerings and then do a closing song