Insights on the Divine Feminine

Let's really talk about this for a moment, because when people hear about, typically when they hear about the idea, the concept of the quote unquote "Divine Feminine," the minds usually go to a place of hardness, defensiveness, like feminine versus, see, embattling.

Let's talk about the divine feminine versus the masculine or they talk about here comes the divine feminine we're moving into an age of the Divine Feminine and I understand that most of you watching this would you know probably you know you know like to throw stones at me or whatever for this but when you promote the divine feminine like here we go everyone this is the age of the Divine Feminine what you're affirming is that the divine feminine age will then also like all cycles come to an end and will end up back in the divine masculine again it's fact

it's a fact if we're gonna go into this here comes daylight now here comes nighttime if you're gonna name one cycle don't ignore the other so those of you who think that you are advocating and really excited about the divine feminine great good news thank you accept your fate enough all that we will eventually swing the pendulum back to the divine masculine again and of course some of you don't care because you don't think you'll be living in those ages or times in the future but you will because you still have duality thinking and

duality thinking means you still have to come to the world of duality to work out your stuff and it's the same with people who say let's talk about racism we really need to heal racism so here's what read people need to do and white people need to do which you're still naming colors so you don't really help something by inflating it by talking about it so I know this sounds contrary but bear with me please you know contrary to what a lot of people think so the Divine Feminine is not something

versus the divine masculine there's one there's another and that means there's a duality there's a point guys when don't talk about divine this and that any more on earth we call them males and females but then we come up with spiritual terms for it we don't have females we have divine feminine we have goddesses well you know I think that's great because that's an evolution but if you think goddesses are better than God's or God's better than goddesses you know divine masculine feminine you you're still in a little

battle you're still you're actually still feeding the world of war without realizing it and just try this on for size instead first of all here's a beautiful perspective of what the Divine Feminine really is how much more divine in the feminine can you get then the concept of the Divine Mother and even then the Divine Mother means there's a divine father which means in God there's a male and a female so you'll know when you go to the other side when you pass over you'll know who you're visiting because of the gender the divine mother

will have breasts and the divine father won't you know unless he has man breasts sorry anyway so Oh God anyway so the divine masculine and the divine feminine guys what what are those they're really there's no gender so let's talk about how it starts and let's talk about how it ends in an actually like kind of a beautiful story alright so how it begins please remember there's no gender but if I use gender it's only a figure of speech it's a concept but there's no gender outside really outside of this realm you go from gender gender definite

genders in this world when you go into the higher dimensions gender still exists in the in a concept a concept of a god goddess but they're not really limited to two genders and genitalia they're not like that you know we think of it that way but it's concept shul you're talking about spiritual beings so they don't have that and that's still higher-dimensional when you get outside of the dimensions completely there's even less of that because there's none of it whatsoever there is just God so when we look at the

beginning of time you could say there's this thing called God this is actually before time so there's this thing called God and God is known not as father mother anything like that think of God as bliss so there's this state of bliss there's a consciousness not a being as much as a consciousness that we call God and God is this consciousness and the best way to know what it might have been or what it is is try to wrap your mind around the word bliss just this this perfect state of bliss so you notice bliss doesn't have to do anything it

just is and bliss sits there blissing out going wow this is so amazing to eternally be bliss and you know the only thing that could really top this off would be to create more bliss that's kind of cool isn't it listen see forget genders bliss says God it would be great to create more bliss that's the moment that God slash bliss decided God is not a male gender or return so try not to think God meaning male God the absolute or bliss so bliss decided to create more of itself bliss extended itself and said here bliss is

like let's say symbolically this circle and then all of a sudden bliss takes a breath and says let there be light and that's the term God breathed a life God inhales not literally it has no lungs it inhales and then let there be light and it breathes life not into Adam who's on a planet somewhere in a garden its breathing life meaning it all of a sudden it expands itself just like you lowing air into a balloon all of a sudden it inflates more so God becomes more it becomes greater there is a distinction however between the create

torque called bliss and the created called the light so bliss created light in in terminologies of religion we say God created its children you know still it's beautiful but as soon as you hear children in God and you start thinking genders some people then go wait how did God create children without a female God to mate with all that is is is limited typical human limited thinking you know lemons are humans are limited in just a countless number of ways and yet the mind can be corrected if we just breathe

laugh at some of the ridiculous things we do and think of like you know God being up in the sky with a beard and you know looking just older than us white beard has to be a white beard you never see God usually with a nice you know dark color hair it's usually white why well because it's old okay does that mean God will ever if gone if God can get old enough to get gray will it ever get old enough to lose its hair so eventually when God gets old enough it's gonna look like telly savalas know so get out of the silly human stuff and get

into the sacred bliss created light or God created its creation us we were one child and became many after we came into the universe but God breathes and says let there be like can you imagine guys what it means why do you think there's a star at the top of the Christmas trees on Christmas why do you think we celebrate the Sun coming over the horizon every morning ordering certain seasons why do we celebrate the moon being beautiful and you know full moon and all that it's the full moon but it's also though it's the sunlight

reflecting on the moon so why light on the moon why light in the Sun why the golden light harvests why is the golden honey the nectar of the Gods and why let there be light why did Jesus say I am the light of the world why light you you know on the tree and all that because it symbolizes the moment you and I were born created I mean breathe that in for a second because it means even though humans often make a religion and religion then turns in worships people and says Jesus is the light of the world Jesus is this

Jesus is that yet jesus himself is saying all that I've done you will do anymore meaning not everybody you know people around today his time can't handle some of the things I'd like to be able to show you and he said even then I'm showing you just a little bit now later I'll show you more meaning I'm saying that it's not just that person even Jesus celebrates the light of God in all of us so there's just such a beauty to it yeah we can commemorate and say the Sun represents the Son of God the Sun represents Christ or the Sun

represents life or the Sun this and that neo depending on what angle of golden beautiful white golden light and all that you do but how amazing it is to think that it also represents you and I you and me we're that light I mean it's amazing so God created us in its image and there is a light in every being that was ever created not some of us I know we would like to think of some people might have missed the day of creation you know they forgot their light or you know some people they just were without

a wick so the light didn't catch you know we can all think of some people we've known exes and relatives and on and on goes the list or some historic characters but guys that doesn't apply it's not doesn't work that way this light is in every being God ever created and we know that because when God created and said let there be light the light became it's not like God could go god I hope this works when it says and so it is it is there's not even a fraction of an ounce of a possibility of it not being so it's not it's not even a it's not even

possible it's perfect love creates perfect love and that was us so we're perfectly made in God's image and then we at some point which I'll get to we refracted into many bodies so I look like this and you look like then everybody looks like different characters on earth but inside every one of us there's a light because all that happened was our light one light there was one with God seemingly separated into many lights and then the many lights flew into the universe landed on the earth and zipped up bodies like clothing and said hi I'm male and I'm

female and we sit on earth going oh you know the Divine Feminine is nothing but the the one that the light that zipped up a female body versus a male body ridiculous so if you're into the concept of the Divine Feminine see if you're willing to expand your understanding of it if not that's totally fine but see if you are if you know nothing about it maybe you'll learn something new that would be cool too but if you say no no no this is not the way it is the Divine Feminine is better than the masculine the Divine

Feminine is an era that's coming now and and will swing there and will never swing again the pendulum will stop somehow magically where there won't be a duality pendulum will just swing to the Divine Feminine and we will have a wonderful world of angry women running everything no no when you try to do that you know what you do you end up having an election where someone looked like it was going to represent all the Divine Feminine angry people and they ended up with somebody who was more extreme the other direction just to try

to teach them a lesson the universe trying to like bounce back at us you know kind of pushing back on us saying that's not how it's done so how is it done back to the beginning perfect bliss creates more bliss and it becomes the light of God that's us the light of God says this is so incredible to be this this bliss this light and we're kind of newly created let's imagine we're not bodies but we're beings and we're you know we're light and we're going in this new understanding that we are the light of the world we are the

light of God I wonder what it would be like if we weren't what if we weren't one with God what would life be like and I've told this example use this example many times so I won't go into it in detail but what would it be like if we could be separate from light and that's when the Big Bang took place and then the universe was created and the children of God that were one being in one God that thought the thought said to themselves oh my gosh what have we done we just created a universe of darkness meaning not negative or bad but

limitation because if you're one with god you're unlimited and we said what would life be like if you could be limited and all of a sudden a limited universe was created so that we could go and explore that here's what it's like to be in a limited universe oh great you know no money to pay rent you know relationships come and go and karma reincarnation and on all these limited concepts bodies it gets sick and so on it's on now what I think is really beautiful is that bliss said let there be light and that never changed but the

children of God the child of God that became the children of God as soon as we see the universe being created we started seemingly gravitating towards the universe who we went and flew into the universe and when we did as soon as we did one pure light kind of picture it this way we're coming from the heavens heaven we go through this veil and one being one that was one with God soon as it went through that veil it refracted like that into the way light refracts into the Seven Rays of the color spectrum when it goes through

a prism so we refracted because that's what what happens when light goes through a prism or a veil it refracts into parts so we became light particles and those light particles became separated and the more we separated the less magnificent we were the less brilliant the less thoroughly conscious and we started becoming more limited in our consciousness and we digressed and digress they call it the fall digressed and aggressed and came to the earth plane and gradually without going into the details we took on bodies and as we

were going through the veil refracting bliss said hmm I created this light now it can't leave me but it can think that it is so it's like is as though you can imagine if we were talking about beings God is looking at its children going were you going and we're like we don't know we're dry we're drifting into darkness God said hmm well you have freewill to think what you want and that's what you think you're doing that you can create darkness and drift into it but I love you too much to just let you I won't

take away your your your ability to think that but I do have the right to create anything I want I won't uncreate you but I'm allowed to create something else so I'm gonna create something else another part of God a second part of God you could say in a sense the first part of God is God second part is us and the third part now is being created and so this third part is being created and told I want you to become the universe that they're flying into and I want you to be in their minds calling them home

I want you because they're gonna they're they're thinking that they could forget me they think that they fly into the darkness and now they're going where are we there's no God I want you to be God in that world that they're creating and if we were to now put gender on it this is and I've shared the story before so I'm gonna have to be brief you could say God created its children the children seemingly separated and went off into lala land the universe and then God created the divine mother the divine

mother from the word matter becomes the material universe so it's amazing because the universe its darkness becomes a womb so when we flew into a universe that we we thought this thought here we come we're separating Bohm into many beings and we go into this dark universe see but before we could even enter it God already countered our thought and created the divine mother and she became the womb right here that we flew into just the way the sperm moves into the womb and impregnates it we moved into the womb and we think we

actually went somewhere and yet God extended itself and became this room to catch us so you can't leave God in a way you could say God the Father is of heaven God the mother is of earth or not just earth the universe in reality there's no gender but that's that's where that concept of the Divine Mother comes from she's also called by some traditions the Holy Spirit you know it's the Father Son Holy Spirit or Brahma Shiva Vishnu right it's still the Trinity because a lot of traditions understand that there's a

creator that initiated this a created which is us experiencing this and there's another a third aspect of God that is the part that calls us home that's why they call in Hinduism they call her you know there's there's a Brahma and Shiva and Vishnu and in one respect it's really strange because they call it the creator and when you get to the other extreme of the creator the destroyer the Creator the preserver and the destroyer and they go you know some people go wow this is great so the mother gets the word destroyer

you know another negative connotation on the female but it isn't it's that's where that comes from the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away it it's not that's what people use at wet air funerals funerals they'll say well gee because we don't understand God let's just go to that scripture the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away as though we're supposed to live in ignorance and somehow be blindly faithful to that concept and we're not we're asked to understand the Lord giveth meaning one

aspect of God created us the Lord taketh away means takes away our illusions and brings us home so it's a beautiful thing people dramatize masculine-feminine and make this all negative and positive and battling and no man just stay out of the argument and say not today not interested in hearing more the arguments I don't want to hear about one more male that's better than a female female that's better than a male I don't want to hear about women are eventually gonna take over and rule and they'll make everything alright guys that's just an

illusion it's still a duality if they do and did make it better and if it's true that men are only bad and are you know they're the ones who screw things up nature will have to bring us back to the other again stay out of the argument stay polarized to the center in God and know the truth I'm not going to go over to this argument or this argument and yet there is a really beautiful validity to what how we can make the story seem had to have a much better spin to it so God creates we are the creation and

mother preserves she or the mother draws us home she takes care of us in the material universe she is the material universe all right and part of her role as the Holy Spirit and I don't know almost anyone or anything that ever connected the word Holy Spirit with female sadly but that's okay that's their trip that's the people that tried to make everything male God the Father and God the Holy Spirit both of them he and he got together like it's a masculine board of some you know corporation created us but the Holy

Spirit is the Divine Feminine in the ultimate sense the Divine Mother so she protects she takes care of us and is our universe calling us home now now let's continue from there in a sense the very moment we thought we could separate the divine mother became the answer to take us home that very same instant so technically we're already back home dreaming we're just dreaming that all this has happened years and years and multiple lives and levels and consciousness and dimensions and beings you know and some people like to make

that really important but some understand it's all an illusion Buddha said I'm awake it means I got it I got it man see if you're watching this and it's think about this you've heard of a guy named Buddha and he's all enlightened and all that but what his name means is I woke up so if you're watching this and at any moment you go oh crap I totally get it it means in this moment you're a Buddha don't think a Buddha is one that has to shave their head and do all kinds of particulars you know and memorize all

kinds of yount resin Tundras and Santa sutras and you know whatever else it's it just means I get it I woke up so certainly he got it in a big way and I love that but credit yourself if any of this makes sense and you go wow I totally get it this makes sense then it means you're getting it you're waking up and you're not buying into the duality anymore you're still gonna be here people kvetching and my my my my my you know about this and that trying to pull you off your center don't buy it you don't

have to say thanks for sharing but no thanks because I'm awakened and you're not I'm not saying you have to compete or compare but inside have that peace that surpasses understanding you know it's kind of like God there was a time when I would have bought into that man I would have bought into that this or that this versus that now I get it you know and it brings a peace because you don't buy into it so here's where we're at now again you might have heard me share this but it's important when we talk about this concept of the Divine Feminine

there's probably no story or mythology that better depicts this idea than the one called the the legend or the myth of Sophia and Sophia means you know like like wisdom that's one of the definitions anyway wisdom but it means like it's not just wisdom it's kind of to be awake to be wise to be awakened I I'm you know when somebody says I'm I'm wise to you what does it means I get it is what it means so here's how the the legend of Sophia goes there are some variable versions of it but it's along these lines once upon a time there's

this princess and the princess lives and her father's Kingdom I hope you're catching on already this is us where all the princess which is strange but not our soul is according to standard mythology is more often referred to as feminine female the soul is this beautiful light but it's kind of got this femininity to it one reason is because our heart chakra is a feminine chakra and the soul resides symbolically in the heart so our heart and soul is like a princess I think it's one of the most beautiful things when I see when I

see a you know a little girl you know with their mom or family you can just see that purity and that brilliance you know and I often will say something gosh you she can be wearing rags and I'll say you look like a princess and some of you may not even like that concept and in you know because you think of it as sexist or something I'm complimenting the beauty of the soul because you can see it especially in children and especially in little girls there's something that the female human female in reality and

God there is no gender but the human female has something unique about it which sadly is also why unhealthy people become predators on that because they see a light that they don't perceive in themselves and they think if I take their light whether it's through raping killing molesting or controlling it's they're trying to in an unhealthy way get that light so you know we can hate them for that but we can also say yeah it makes sense that you would want that person's light because you lack your own what you need like Buddha said is to

remember y'all you just do is suffer from I have Anisha you know you just need to cure your amnesia and remember who you are then you'll realize you have the light can't get it from anywhere anyone or anywhere else so in the story of Sophia she's living with her father and it says in one day she journeyed away from home just wanting to you know went out to explore well that's us exploring the universe and then it says and then something happened when Sophia was away she became abused some people took advantage of her and abused her and

then shamed her so bear with me and let your heart be open to hear this because guys this is you and I that went away from heaven it's also in each lifetime we're born we're given a little bit of a chance to start over to a degree start over our lives and damned if it doesn't happen someone you know rapes us wounds us spews their garbage on us shames us in some way and do you remember because I do I mean think about it there's times when we went inside and never came back out went inside in a negative way not into the soul but where we sheltered

away we put up walls we put up barriers just felt ashamed you know it might have been when you got caught kissing someone it might have been when you got caught giving some of your food you didn't want you know to the dog you know and then someone shames you you know there's like a how dare you yeah food and we took money to make them need to buy that food and now you've thrown it away you know whoa you know you didn't you weren't thinking I'm an economist you're five you know you're just trying to go I don't like this food but there's so much

of that and I and at school the gross things that people do to each other at school the kids I mean just kids don't don't give me the story about how you know kids are all perfect because it doesn't take much the kids to start emulating you know reflecting their parents and downloading crap on to other kids to make sure the Shane gets you as early as possible and it's very sad is very unfortunate but this is what happens so Sophia it says in the legend very ancient legend she gets shamed and then she doesn't know what to do but

here's the sad thing because she thinks she's shamed because she thinks I was created this beautiful being and I'm telling you I don't care what anybody else has that's exactly how we all were perfect wholly beautiful be holy means sacred we were perfect holy and whole beings of light and then what in the hell went wrong man what happened all this darkening and shaming and it's like you know it's like some innocent child that you know wandered off and then somebody did or said really gross things to it and it never recovered and that's

what happened to Sophia the legend says so she thought I can't go home now because I'm not worthy and that's church-state science friends people families they all tell us we're lawd and then we wonder why we can't hear the voice of God as purely as you can your own clicking fingers we we don't know why we can't see it as clear as our own hand shame created all the layers between us and God when we heal we heal the shame bit Sophia felt in the first place so there's another way of saying this

we thought we could separate from God that was not a problem that was just a natural occurrence that was going to come to any new creation I'm a new creation I wonder what I am and I wonder what it would be to not be me that's okay the bummer was when we judged ourselves for it and shamed ourselves for it and of course when others judged us and shamed us so we did it to ourselves and other people compounded the problem but the point of the story of day at that at that point is Sophia was pure and now she's going I'm dirtied

I'm soiled you know and I've known you know I've known many a people who you know in all my years counseling how many thousands and thousands and thousands of people over the years my my heart never gets used to and hardens to the idea when people have told me a gal who told me around the year 2004 in a session she might even be watching you never know but how something happened you know she and a couple friends were wondering just like the children of God wondering what if or what you know whatever and they got some local boy and they you know

explored a little bit you know kissing and making it do whatever but they thought can we trust this you know hey boy can we trust you their friend you know you're a friend you know can we talk you into doing this and helping us understand something's in the try and some things or whatever in a sense it's innocent exploration and nothing horrible was done it wasn't anything abusive but by the time they get to school the next day their lives would never be the same they name's they all had new names that the

kids would all call them and it lasted for the rest of their school years now I'm counseling one of them and it must be oh I don't know 20 years after school and here this person still living that stigma isn't that strange that's one person's example and imagine how many people are on the planet seven billion it where are the seven billion examples of that and not any one person has just only one shaming everyone could have a hundred now do the math on that you know Wow all of a sudden 700 billion or whatever right it's like how does it

keep compounding what is what's the number what's it called seven trillion where does it end it doesn't other than through waking up and releasing it so Sophia is on the earth she shamed and she realizes I can't go home God if we understood you know if you if you're a parent and you have a child and that child let's say goes to school and something naughty happens that feels they makes them feel shamed that child comes home and they're never the same and it's not because you did anything

wrong as a parent but imagine that that child even though there may be cold now they're different they're withdrawing they almost seem to have emotional or psychological disturbances but sometimes they actually are that way because they feel so ashamed of what they've done to your creation so imagine what God feels when we say we're not worthy gods like as I've said many times god only says I love you come home I love you come home when we're home it's just I love you and then the love is but while we think we're away God says I love you come home

we're like we can't you know we're we're dirty we're shameful God we've done some bad things and have having had children you know that they like that have happened in their lives I there's not an ounce of me that would ever think because something bad happened to you I love you less I mean if anything it multiplies my love and compassion like sweet art oh my gosh I'm so sorry that that happened come here and let me hold you in love and let's let's heal I think that's the way most

of you would parent and notice that's neither male or female parenting right see when you get into spirit all the gender stuff just falls away for any good parent oh my gosh come here honey love them but what if your child said no I can't I'm gonna run away now because I've been ruined I did something you know I I got high I drank beer you know smoked pot did acid got raped whatever things that I I'm naughty now I'm not I'm not your your your beautiful little child anymore it's it's what the ego tries to do is

make us do things to ourselves and then judges us for it so that we can't escape this world now we're caught in to guilt chain and then the guilt and shame because you know becomes karmic stuff that we now have to keep reincarnating declare all right now so Sophia can't get out and the legend says that her brother comes and volunteers and says to the to God the to the father in the story mr.

Cartwright you know I'm gonna go and find her and bring her home so her brother you know Cartwright that's a reference to Bonanza but never mind so you know little Joe says I'll go find sister and you never saw a sister on banana bonanza did you why because she was ashamed hiding out so little Joe's has all go Gator comes to the earth finds her and helps heal her of her shame and then brings her home and they all lived happily ever after but do you notice all the layers of story there first of all that's the story of all mythologies the story of someone getting lost and then getting

found it's other than so it's the root of all other mythologies really but also this story is telling us about how we all came to earth got shamed and one of our brothers one of the mutual souls equals Jesus decided and said all go comes in and becomes the one to wake up and bring everyone home that's the Jesus piece or metaphor so it's also where you hear like concepts of you know Krishna and Radha or Jesus and Mary Magdalene why there's a story Magdalene is a perfect like a a major embodiment of Sophia and some people oh no no no you

know Magdalene she was you know this hangy they all want to make up different stories of who she was and that's fine but the reason even if it's not accurate the reason the church or whomever ended up making her to be kind of a sinner was because if it wasn't her it was gonna be somebody meaning she was living out the role of Sophia now let's pretend they didn't do that to her I would volunteer I myself would vulture I'd say hey somebody make up a legend story about me and say I was a complete lost nutcase on planet earth and the

light found me and redeemed me I wouldn't have any issues and say haha that's giving me kind of a negative spin man it means I which is one with you we all got found and released from the illusion I think it's great but that's what the story of Sophia was about so here's a third way now to look at it and this is where the real kind of a positive spin of what the Divine Feminine is it's not you becoming an angry woman because that's not redeemed that's not holy that's not sacred that's not divine

I mean just common sense okay here's where we go the Divine Feminine is a symbol of found in mother mary quan yin and the like but in mother mary notice how mother mary gives birth to jesus but if you do your research mother mary was a christ at being she and jesus made an agreement let's as souls become christ at completely remembering our divinity well we can say that but not we can't manifest it till we live it so they get born to prove that they can do it they get born into the earth plane but their

agreement is I'll do the feminine role you do the masculine role because on earth there's genders what is the feminine role I'll play the role of birthing you I honestly cannot tell you that Jesus's role as the Christ is any greater than Mary's and Mary's a manifestation of kuan-yin the universal mother so here it is the divine mother that becomes the universal mother that becomes the earth mother that then becomes the human perfection of mother is immaculate meaning she's pure doesn't matter really

whether it's impregnated by spirit or not or human that's actually not as important as the other piece pure in heart is more important than whether she was a virgin or not so pure in heart she's able to say one way or the other I am so clear because we cannot manifest God's will unless our hearts are pure we can do variations of it but if we want to really go all the way and manifest God's will because people ask you know how do I really place my life my future my everything my mind my heart my soul into the hands of God how do I indeed

you don't become Jesus and you become the Christ that's not how this works a Christians often think I have to become like Jesus you cannot become like Jesus who was once upon a time remember a baby born in Bethlehem you know all that little story right you cannot be the infant Jesus if you don't know how to be the mother first so you cannot you can't even ask God to ignite the Christ or the your your your true self into perfect awakening without first becoming the Divine Feminine you cannot birth the Christ everybody is waiting for the

second coming you can't have a second coming if you don't have the Divine Feminine ready to birth the second coming the second coming of Christ is the one that happens in you and I so in you and me so we we can understand instead what is my job I need to become a spiritual person you can do that but try this instead I need to become but instead of trying to become the perfect child I need to become more of the Divine Feminine that is not an age of angry women running the world it's right here the Divine Feminine means my heart

chakra which is the chakra of my soul extends out my arms and becomes a chalice reaching up to the heavens like this that that beautifully you'll see that in Native American tradition constantly you'll see that in drawings and stuff and drawings and art forms where someone is standing with their head to the sky and their arms out that's also symbolism if you look at the geometry of that what that is is a circle representing God and then a u-shape representing the arms also the womb because this is a symbol of the

Divine Feminine and that circle which is the head of the person in the drawing of the Native American doing this if you look at it that's what this is you see and their body is just the body but my heart becomes the arms and it also becomes the chalice the Holy Grail is here if nowhere else right here and in the center and you see in a tarot card the holy host which is a Catholic symbol too don't get me started on all that but here come the holy host the circle of bread communion bread down into the chalice receiving so

when they say the body of Christ and the blood of Christ of course in miracles' refers to that even though it's sacred to certain religions of course in miracles' refers to that as morbid because you're talking about blood and guts basically and in of course miracles he says no look at it the body of Christ have this bread and remember me it means the consciousness man of God descending into and the blood the blood doesn't mean gore and blood it means you know it sounds like a vampire story you know Jesus was just Dracula

you know instead the arms open is the blood and and so here comes the the bread and the wine you know I'm the chalice the wine the wine is is my soul Here I am and my my my heart my soul gets quickened by the incoming presence of God but before we say God how do I know what you want me to do you say this is this talk is kind of twofold because it's about the Divine Feminine but it's also about how to receive guidance in a sense how to put our hands or our life in God's hands because we're saying Here I am if you don't say Here I am

what could come without saying I have birthed the Divine Feminine in me oh my god the Divine Feminine is the humility she's pure she's Sophia I'm back I'm wise I get it I'm awakened Here I am God or as Mary Mother Mary said I am the handmaiden of the Lord meaning here I am do with me what you will and to some people that's like a some sort of derogatory statement it's cuz you're wounded when you have an issue with that you know oh we shouldn't be surrendering ourselves that's because you're wounded ok go to a heal thyself

chatroom or something and hang out there for a while but if you want to listen to this you gotta be willing to own bigger things this isn't this isn't demeaning it's it's lifting when I say Here I am I'm holy I'm divine waiting for the quickening to my remembrance and boom here we go absolutely perfect so that is the ultimate marriage of the divine masculine feminine not genders but it looks like it for now the ultimate marriage the alchemical marriage which is also featured in the book of

Revelation where all of a sudden my body my physical human ego self surrenders to my soul my lower ego self surrenders to my soul that's why the masculine world surrenders to the feminine because my human ego kind of a masculine all up for all of us male or female it still has a masculine energy to it controlling and so on it dies and I become the feminine that's the age we're waiting for with a human masculine surrenders to the soul feminine but then the soul feminine surrenders to the perfection of bliss again where we awaken and it's such a

beautiful thing I I wish I were better somehow at articulating the beauty of it you know because it's beyond words you can't capture it but if you sit and you look at things that are beautiful you can breathe them in and get a feeling of it you know and like I said I get that when I certain art colors scent I love that arrangement creations and God you know I see that in children all the time but not because I'm making children better than adults because that's duality again instead it's just a little bit of a god you just know it's just

that's how I see it it's just happened so I don't analyze it or judge I just love it and you know I mean all I don't want to look like a creep you know if I'm at a store staring at a child for too long but I'm in awe I just sit and watch you know breaks my heart if I see show the children being abused in stores and stuff I don't dig that but but man when you just see the the light ignited God you know watching boys and girls and girls seem to maintain it a bit longer that light and not get real physical you know but man they just

they're in a state of wonder they can't just walk from one place to another they'd have to twirl you know and oh look mommy you know and just all over the place it's so beautiful not scattered but they're in there's an awe you know and that's what our soul does when it comes into this universe there's a wonderment and a fear too because that little girl remember is also this close to being lost if ur mom takes a right in the hallway or whatever they call those a Lyle's in the stores and the kid takes a look there's an incident like panic

right and that's what the universe is like we flew in and there's wonderment like wow at the same time where are we and we can stay close to God and say God I don't know my own best interest that's a quote from A Course in Miracles I do not know my own best interests I have forgotten my divinity when we stand around and go oh no I went to an empowerment workshop and they told me my divinity I am a divine being especially if I keep repeating that if I get a shirt I am a divine being you know that'll definitely lock it lock it in no

it doesn't work that way you can I don't care go to go to your so-and-so books and so and so's the seminars of 3,000 people all standing around going we are empowered it doesn't override the thing that happened the veil that we created and flew through and entered this dark world those those little statements don't don't cut it it helps but it doesn't actually heal it the only thing that heals Sophia is to be awakened and go home Sophia is my soul in your soul Sophia is the real the real us that has forgotten and now

needs to remember that's all that's why Buddha said and Course in Miracles says you forgot and now you need to remember and that looks like talks like this reading books and workshops and you know all those kinds of things healing processes all those things but don't think those things are of themselves the healing they are the tools the healing is when you and I make a choice to not be in the darkness anymore the tools are then what we utilize but nothing is greater than our consistent decision to say I'm gonna

start every day again being that Divine Feminine type of being I'm every day I'm gonna start my day saying Here I am ignite me you see just the way the light in the creation of a baby there's this quickening so every morning starting every morning saying Here I am being humble and say I don't know everything you know I don't have all the answers I don't know how I got here I don't know how to get home well I know how what you need to do is you know smoke this drink this you know stand on your head and whatever whatever

and we do these things think what whoa that that is kind of trippy they're not answers they're tools and some tools are more effective and some are more efficient than others but all the tools on the planet do not not all of them all of them I'm talking about the physical tangible tools techniques all of the tools added up together do not even all together do not add up to a greater sum as our ability to say the simple words Here I am that's how amazing the Divine Feminine is in her humility which is in our hearts and souls in her humility the

one statement of Here I am what would you have me do today is greater than all the tools you can you can go and you know smoke a peace pipe you can stand on your head do all your yoga you can make sure you eat just right you can do you know all the breath work in the world and I've taught that so I'm not saying that it's right or wrong I'm saying there's things that help along the way but all of the tools and techniques you know ring the chimes blow the didge did you redo all that all it is it's a hollow piece of wood it's

it's nothing you can do your herbs you can ring your bells great affirm that you're gonna meet your soul mate great the planets can all be aligned excellent they all help I'm saying try to imagine this all of those are still doings which are actually then a little more masculine energetically there's an alternate that is being rather than doing so the billion doings don't add up to one moment of being being open being receptive Here I am and I don't know I have an inkling of course but I don't know how many of you are really gonna

get that and understand that and appreciate it you know some people take offense to anything that that seems a threat to their anger which I guess would seem a bit dangerous to their ego that is stuck in anger but it doesn't have to stay that way but we all decide when that will end so if people are kind of stuck in that and they don't dig what I'm saying about this you know this too shall pass there'll be one way or another the mothers with them as it is with me and with you but the mother is going to

reflect lessons may be harder lessons to them to get it then it would somebody that says Here I am because when you say Here I am the mothers like excellent so I'm gonna be the you that says Here I am and I'm gonna help you awaken and give birth to your inner Christ Mary gave birth to Jesus but that's literal what spirit is for the Divine Mother in us to give birth the Divine Feminine and us to give birth to the Christ meaning the light within us our true identity because that's what Christ

means not Christ Deanna T I'm not talking about a religion and I'm not talking about something that was supposedly exclusively owned by Jesus because he doesn't agree with that nor do i people say that but it's not what he believes it's we all have to give birth the word Christ means our true self so the Divine Feminine is needed in us to give birth to the Divine Christ itself and that's not gender Christ is the god self so I pray this has made good sense I pray that it would you know somehow serve you and somehow

be helpful you know in one way or another so I want to thank you