I Shall Not Want

so we have a couple of uh items that you requested just minutes ago to to discuss today as our as our sunday service um ranging from forgiveness faith and so on so i'll keep referencing those in my mind as i'm sharing but i'll also ask that those be our search find words to lead us in what we're talking about today one of the first things that was brought up by a couple of people actually and we have a a workshop this afternoon on the concept of human beings making greater contact with with um extraterrestrial beings

but it's actually there's different kinds of extraterrestrials and this isn't a lecture on extraterrestrials i'm just saying that there are light beings and there are et's et's generally generally by p first of all it means anything outside of this planet which is basically everything because you know this is nothing um so but but we generally in our minds we think of et's a little more of the grays and these kinds of beings please don't ever confuse that with light beings people that say i had a

negative experience with et's don't let that mess with your mind when it comes to light beings those are extra terrestrial beings that are serving light versus self ego you know negativity and it's kind of funny because i i heard today you know there's this we're having this talk about making contact and that sort of thing and then just before service somebody else was saying did you hear the government's gonna do this and there's oh you know doors are opening those of you who have followed my

teachings in lectures you'll know that months ago last year i said predictions for 2021. do you remember and i said all of this is going to come out now this coming year this next year that's this year watch for it and it's happening it's great isn't it so this you can expect a bit more so some people then say to me and you watch these shows well why why don't they let it go and you'll hear people oh well the government it's control why don't they let people know about et's

and light beings and angels and they've killed people that's why the government has actually murdered people that wanted to talk about light beings and aliens and whatever so you could say there's a general thing that they were they're like concerned we're the government we're here to help you there there's a legitimate concern because if they say guys there's this thing they're saying the world will panic well they might and then the next thing you'll know will be fighting over toilet paper again

but especially if this scares it out of them you know what i mean so so so so it's true it's true that that the government could say and then you know religion is also telling the government don't you dare don't you dare tell them about this because if it does exist it's evil and you know that's true it's obsessing and it's manic and it's crazy and it's just it's just nutty but the main reason they can't tell you is because they've killed people that have tried to tell so it would

eventually be like we have some bad news and some really bad news the bad news is there really is such a thing the bad bad news is that we've killed people do you think they want you to know that no no honestly so the the misbehavings are the main reason why they have to cover these things up i know there's also fears and power control things but look just getting that out of the way okay there have always been all kinds of species we've had talks here just on fairies and gnomes because they exist elementals and some people don't believe

it and that's fine don't believe it and then there's people that don't believe in angels fine don't some don't believe in god lots of i don't believe in that all of it's true there's a loch ness monster there's a bigfoot there's all kinds of beings and and it and some of them are going to seem frightening to you but if you really think about some of the people you've married this shouldn't be that disturbing you know if you look at your history bigfoot come on loch ness

loch ness is a vegetarian you know he's not coming after you so anyway it's a strange world and how do we cope with it you know how do we cope with this this constant deluge of stuff this world tries to hit you with there's some brilliant points to this some really interesting things that we have to understand and and it's a weird thing because all these talks all these conversations loch ness monster ufos or whatever all of these connect and and i'll sort of explain how and the there's a saying from the bible

that most of us have heard of and it's coming to mind right now the lord is my shepherd i shall not want well that's oh isn't that nice the lord is my oh i know that saying it's not a saying it's a law it's a fact but what does it mean the lord is my shepherd means what if i use god as my guide in my teacher what's the second half i shall not want what does that mean it means there'll be no emptiness if i am connected to god because in god i am full right it's like beautiful though it's not a

hope it's not a 23rd psalm from 3000 years ago this is today and tomorrow the lord is my shepherd i shall not want means if i'm plugged into god i will not want i can't what does want me want means i need as soon as you say you know what i want i want you to to think of me once in a while buy me candy on our anniversary you know i'm not saying this is going to go over well if you say honey you should not want anything um i'm the perfect partner for you because i'll give you nothing um no that's not gonna go over well but

think about this want means before you get to wanting you have to think you need something you have to be delusional before you even want something no offense when i use that word delusional but it's true i have to think i have to actually believe i'm empty to think that i need filled and this is the crazy illogical progression digression that the ego puts us into it's gonna say look let's let's make you forget who you are done now that you've forgotten who you are you forgot that you're

filled already now you're gonna go wait scratch head who am i what am i you're right i don't know who you are either the ego's gonna say you know you feel kind of an emptiness i do i feel a fear and an emptiness inside the ego's gonna say if i were you i would find some way to fill it would you like my help and there's no time in history that it's ever succeeded at filling us only if the lord is my shepherd will i not want only if god is my guy plug in every day you know that's it plug in every day

when i think i want something i actually have forgotten who i am it's impossible to want or need same thing to want or need if i am it's impossible so truly i mean a silly material way to say this it would be like if you suddenly realized that you were the the genetic child missing child only child of the wealthiest person on the planet and they said this is so great to find out you're my child listen i'm going to give you a card any bank you go to any store you go to there's no limit to your spending

you have everything and anything you could possibly want and you start living like that you get used to there's no doubt in my mind that it works again and again and again and again the problem is you don't believe that so you're not sure so you have to try it again and again until what till you get programmed to believe now i believe that when i show this card it seems to work does that make sense it's the same thing with god it's this should be a no-brainer but it isn't because we have forgotten

this rule this law now we have forgotten but this has become an ongoing program very sad in my opinion that holy children of god should have allowed themselves to forget and then only hope for an occasional thing to go well for them and here's what we do we say you know i want something and one out of every two out every 10 things that i want i get now if you really have a great life you might even go i think three or four you don't ever measure it because then you realize your life sucks so you want to believe that those

miracles are the only things that are happening those are called positive thinking people and then the other people are focusing on the things that aren't happening and those are the negative thinking people but neither is true this should be anytime all the time we actually have this is one of the strangest things about us we actually have this addiction to being troubled like if things are going too well i have this happen for me sometimes where i'm like things are so stellar that i'll actually pause and think gotta

have some sort of drama don't i like it's the weirdest thing you can't have everything just smooth and watch your thinking know thyself because it's so subtle sometimes people might go you know uh my life everything's going so well and i got to get in the sun today and i had my favorite food today and i sat in the haunted but probably too long because my skin got a little too wrinkly i'm like something there's just got to be problem you know i sat in the sun that's wow i sat you know at the beach and i

just enjoyed beautiful sunshine and warmth oh i wonder if i got skin cancer from today the the mind just can't it's because the egos hijack the mind the ego wants no peace because if you have peace you have god so this little this thing that seems very minor like like you know something's going pretty well but you know they they call it waiting for the other shoe to drop just waiting for something to go wrong this is a part of us that knows that if things go too right it's too godlike so we have to fabricate

these things most of the time fears of things that never even happen but just keep you out of peace and that's more than enough to to do the job the ego's trying to pull off here so to me the lord is my shepherd if god is my guide and i said if because we can also live a life where god isn't our guide it's not that god resigns we just don't make the right choice so if god is my guide i cannot want it's impossible to be so plugged in but i can get into my squirrelly little mind but what if and something else could go

go wrong and yes i'm doing well they gave me a raise at work but now i'm hearing layoffs are happening all around the world with different companies could be ours next no peace no peace no peace so the lord is my shepherd i shall not want instead if it's like saying as god being my guide i cannot want and keep going with that not just the want but because i have all i need because i need nothing that's another phrase i need nothing i need nothing isn't because i'm trying to be like detached from the world it's a fact

i need nothing what's the word need mean think about it that there's an emptiness that needs filled hey i have some great news i need nothing and when you can announce that to the world this world does not nurture nor endorse this kind of thinking you know i mean picture it go ahead send a letter into the irs i will no longer be needing your services therefore i'll not be paying taxes see how that goes okay it's just it's weird tell your insurance company i'll no longer mean be needing your

service oh no it's legal you got to have insurance or else i mean when businesses can lock in your commitment to them that's dangerous it shouldn't there be an option and i'm not saying one one is right and one's wrong i'm saying this world is kind of nutty that way telling you you must have insurance and telling you what kind to have or else you get inoculated or vaccinated or whatever it is or else now we've got to have passports to pee you know it's like you got to be everything watched and so strange

this world doesn't endorse your ability to say oh my god i woke up i won't be needing anybody anymore you know so beautiful you know just put them all on notice it's kind of empowering but the world doesn't endorse it tell your family if you have a dysfunctional family listen guess what the coolest thing happened i woke up and i plugged into god and i feel this amperage and voltage and power just flowing through me i'm awake and um i might show up now and again to say hi but i don't need to i don't know

i'll let you know i go as the wind would blow i go as spirit moves me they're going to send somebody to commit you you know now you're just going to be sitting you know in a straight jacket the lord in my shepherd i shall not want you know wondering what happened the world doesn't endorse your remembrance it can't because if it did it would disappear to stay alive the ego and the world the ego has created has to keep perpetuating itself has to keep the dreams the fantasies alive has to keep nurturing the fears so it's

just it's the strangest thing because this is not an idol wish this isn't a hope when god is my guide there's nothing i want why answer that don't just say there's nothing i want why answer it because i am it's the whole i am it's the the perfect presence of god already completes me this is so beautiful and all of a sudden the the push and pull of romantic relationships the co-dependent type i'm saying family religion race or whatever it happens to be these things that people live by

you just seem free so happy so happy there's a story of a philosopher who they called like the crazy insane philosopher of ancient greece and one time the greatest of greats alexander the great comes riding into the city and everybody else is going wow oh this is amazing alexander he comes riding in and he stops to see the wise philosopher because he loved spirit god wisdom so he stops to see this philosopher and he's like so philosopher huh peace joy you know i'm a warrior i'm a master at what i do and i hear you're a master

at wisdom you know do you have any uh wisdom to be stow and he said you could you'd move just a little you're blocking my son you know you're telling alexander the great dude can you could you imagine saying hitler could you you know it doesn't make sense when you talk to people of the world and and and show such centeredness because the world doesn't get it alexander because of his own centeredness got it he laughed and he said this guy is this guy's great he's plugged in he wasn't offended you can't say these

things to typical leaders of this world but a leader who understood everything got it and he just he kind of left he was not insulted the world that gets you the real you will not be insulted is not insulted it can't be because it it knows what you mean the lord is my shepherd i shall not well if you have a parent and they say i'm going to take you out of the will.

you know okay the lord is my shepherd i shall not want how's that going to go over dang my threats didn't upset you or when i was a kid my dad i'm going to erase your name from the family bible i'm like no not that i mean you know how can i live after this you know you got to be kidding me just start writing my name in pencil dude because you know you're always wanting to erase it you know but now you have to use white out he has you know he would put white out on it and you know take my name out of there

whatever but don't think that when you disconnect from the ego's world that that the world just suddenly there's this hush and angels come swooping in and surrounding you and say hosanna in the highest christ has become present in this soul no you're going to have all kinds of hell to pay the world's going to say how dare you whether it's debts you no longer fear you just divide and conquer and start paying them whether it's people that are going to disconnect and disown you or people that are going to not date you

because you won't do what they want to do you don't have to go around the world constantly saying the lord is my shepherd i shall not want but what you can do is know it remind yourself but there's different levels of getting it there's people that live in fear going the lord is my shepherd you're but you really still believe in the world's power so you're like the lord is my shadow i shall not want but you're coming from a fearful place so you don't really mean it yet the primal level of getting the lord is my

shepherd i shall not want is begging it is better than nothing but it's begging what you're really saying is i wish the lord were my shepherd because oh my god i'm totally in need where am i going to get help i can't find the right physician my bills can't get paid very deep struggle absolutely i'm not talking about if you have struggles you're a bad person i'm saying fearing them means that you're at the primal level of understanding that if god is my shepherd i don't need

to be living like this i don't need to be living in fear all the time right there's another alternative as we're going to get to that in a sec so let those words kind of if god is my guide with god as my source there's nothing i could want this is nice and let that sink in and kind of meditate on those words wow if god is my guide there's nothing i would need so if god is my guide there is nothing i do need keep going with it to the affirmative because i have all that i need where i don't know this is a day at a

time and i'll keep watching for it and it's not like you'll get nothing from the world it's not like you go boy i'm sure glad i listened to this talk today because michael's basically saying i should get on the mystic path and need nothing therefore have no funds no fun don't eat you know be really regimented and strict that's not what i'm saying but that's a stage that some of us go through it's a funny thing because this world is made up of duality clearly polarities so

god there's nothing i want if god is my guide there's nothing i want i just i'm living in the center which called which is called peace love joy abundance but the world is going to say what you really need is to live out here well why i feel so good no there's more that you could have you just look at it you remember your your sibling how they succeeded well that's true and your mom liked them didn't it you know like the smothers brothers uh you know mom always liked you best so there's always this little

pulling this look at the carrot oh if only now the ego has to convince you you're flawed then that there's an answer that'll fill you from being flawed first that you're flawed and then we take the bait and it's easy be on the planet for seconds and you're going to believe it again because someone's going to tell you something's going to tell you i'm empty i'm flawed now you swing on the pendulum the ego is going to try let's pretend you're starting from scratch the ego is going to at some point try to

make you make a decision hello beloved you just arrived on planet earth yes i did i didn't even have to go through childhood because i'm very centered and i'm a star being and i just manifested wow the ego is just going to go let's see how we can mess with them and it's going to it doesn't have to do horrendous thing the ego doesn't have a pitchfork and all that it's very simple i'm going to simply get this human being to make a decision that's all it has to do why because

whatever decision you make it's the wrong one and as soon as you make the wrong decision which you will make your very first decision is always wrong it's the one that made us believe we separated from god but every first decision and i don't mean literally when you when you're making decisions that that first guidance is wrong sometimes somebody i'm not talking about that i'm saying that if you beamed in right now and the ego said you have to make a decision should you move into a condo or a house

should you live in a tent or a spaceship whatever the question is it's always wrong because it you're forgetting that it had to make you think you needed something to make the decision see you forgot that it slipped that in there it just said oh beloved as though it is you know oh beloved the ego's gonna say with nice words and niceties you know sweetheart you just have some practical decisions i know you're on earth now don't you just miss heaven oh god it isn't having wonderful it's going to

buddy up with you then it's going to say and you know we have some practical decisions just in case nobody told you here on earth first of all you need a passport to get anywhere um and would you like to get that or not get that you need a driver's license you need insurance it's going to start just using examples like that right and any decision you make well wait you mean if i start to get ill i'm going to need insurance yeah you're going to need wait a minute how did i even come to think that i could get ill

well because everybody really i don't understand that the ego already convinces us that we're flawed limited being that we're going to die or get sick et cetera so you need insurance the insurance won't ensure that you don't get sick the lord is my shepherd i shall not want that's the only thing that could keep me from getting sick so on this planet you're told you're a fragile being you're up creek so make a rash decision and hope it's the right one pick the right insurance policy pick the

right governmental republican democrat etc right anyone you pick is wrong because you're not understanding the question well you said should i be a republican or democrat so i researched it because i'm a smart person i researched it and and then i listened to some person on tv they clearly were looking out for my good no they weren't they're paid by commercials on their show but you're gonna you're good man because you studied the more you study the more you should be afraid because you're already wrong because you

think you already you actually already believe you need something well you need to you need to get involved do you ever hear people say things like that you know what you need you know what this world needs you know what you know what america needs that's a common line and none of them know because it's called corrective as soon as you made the one first decision you made and we're wrong which is who am i i am as god created me that's the right decision but they don't people don't make that conclusion who am

i um that's those are my parents so i'm their child wrong i'm five years old i'm 55 wrong i'm male and female wrong and nothing you can say is accurate you are simply a spiritual being made in god's image all other questions can be nothing but wrong all answers are going to be wrong because you don't have the right question you're not even asking from the right teacher i was i was in heaven a minute ago where am i i'm in this body now see i'm asleep and i need to wake up bounce back all other conclusions oh oh

wait i'm a male i'm tall i'm short i'm black i'm white none of these are accurate and what's worse is as soon as you made one wrong bad decision one inaccurate conclusion which is happening to anybody you're going to start making corrective decisions to compensate i found my soul mate and now give it a little time and that's going to go south then you're going to need three soul mates to you know make up for the last one the heartbreak that ends up going you know so terribly wrong for us

all these are compensatory so the concept of the lord is my shepherd i shall not want this isn't hopeful thinking this is a solution this is a healing if i can plug into the fact that god is my source there's nothing i could possibly want then if i can get that something starts to change and i no longer live here i start to live here this world does not endorse the supernatural experience of being in your center where all of a sudden you know answers and wow in clarity i'm a human being just like any we're

all human beings we make decisions jesus told helen who wrote a course in miracles who scribed a chorus he said you know helen even though there's no real questions and answers that you people understand it's all here he says but there are practical decisions you have to make every day so he says i you got to know the truth but respect the illusion so when you pull up to a toll gate which they have in some states you know now is not the time to should i shouldn't i pay the toll i'm waiting for my guide

sir just give me a second you know all these people behind you trying to get somewhere it's not practical to do that to yourself or other people it's just not practical so jesus uses that word and what he means by that is guys he's saying guys i'm not asking you to try to live sublimely and do nothing but kind of float around and you know just i think i'll never eat again he's saying you know what just it's just know that that's the truth that you are not affected by anything of the material universe not just the

world you are not affected by anything at all you are the cause you're only the effect of god and now you're the cause of your reality so co-create with god and you're going to see a very different outcome so there's choosing right and wrong but they're your opinions of what's right and wrong do you know that karma and reincarnation are nothing but corrective adjustments that's all we're doing i i guess i screwed up somewhere in a past life now i have karma which means i made a poor decision

which means it was right or wrong wrong if it was a poor decision right if we think it was a good decision but if it's still coming from my thinking i cannot be right it has to come from god god is my source and i don't care if you're calling yourself a buddhist you know islam muslim i don't care if you're calling yourself a christian a new ager doesn't matter whatever is the word for you love is my guide follow that to the best of your ability when you start thinking should i do this or should i do that you immediately have

announced i am in a pickle between two decisions or more two or more decisions uh this or that which means i'm living right now in duality in god there is no duality so where could i be right now if i'm experiencing a dualistic polarity kind of decision i must not be in my right mind so stop and go hey god hear me out this is kind of a weird experience i'm having here i know that there's no such thing but guess what i got these papers from the government and i have to make a decision vaccinate not vaccinate i was told i

have cancer do i do chemo do i not do chemo and as soon as you start hearing oh my god i had a friend they died when they took chemo then that concludes i'm not going there i'm going to go this route oh i had a friend who died because they didn't do chemo oh my god see that's this world now you're going to think the right answer is the one whichever has the most stories behind it four out of five dentists say you should do chemo and then you're gonna think that's the right decision you cannot make a right decision

when you know the rule is divided we fall if i'm gonna make a right or wrong decision i'm already up creek and here it gets even better if i try to be a good person and make the right you know god decision what would you know god want and and god doesn't like certain things and so i'm going to go with this one because there's more christian democrats or republicans i'm going to go with that one so you're trying to make a righteous decision so let's pretend you go with i'm going to be good

i'm going to i'm going to i'm going to go into recovery because god will like me more i'm pretty sure i hear god you know loves everyone period it's not an evaluative thing where if you drink i drink so god no longer likes me you know oh i had sex i'm not no longer a virgin so i guess and god doesn't like me which is how we actually think which is why we go and mess up our lives i messed up so i'm damaged goods now so you try to be good or or you're gonna go well i can't live

up to that and i i'm gonna go here. and going here making naughty decisions are the decisions where sometimes we can't live up to this for example i remember you know my children when they were young i remember one of them saying you know because we're living a certain life i'm living a certain lifestyle i'm thinking well this should work now you know they saw a good example of a decent person and all that and no no one of them said no dad you were too perfect you damaged us you were just two

whatever you want to do you do it that messes people up and i'm like wow so if i were totally a nut case i would have messed them up doing the wrong thing but they did the right thing so that was and she was half you know laughing about it be you know she's like this just doesn't make sense you know like you're you're a lot to live up to dad did i ever tell you to live up to me no okay good but still in their mind so we have this thing the pressure of doing right the failure of doing wrong but here's

how jesus describes this in a course in miracles because it's spiritual psychology that he's going to give you your evaluation try to do what's right and you're going to be anxious and neurotic do what's wrong and you're going to lead towards the type that is depressed because you're not doing what you know is right you're going to be depressed so if you struggle with depression you've too often tried to do what was right and went this route you did what was wrong you knew it was

wrong and now you feel low self-worth and depressed because you think you've done wrong did god say so no but i didn't ask god i asked the wrong voice me and my opinions so do wrong you're going to have depression make sure you do everything right all you're going to be is neurotic that's it you're just going to be like you know virgo-ish you know just wow is everything okay i mean hidden behind the whole virgo concept these virgos perfection any kind of perfectionism it's over here

trying to make up its compensatory and its corrective adjustments so i get it now i see it now this is my opinion of right my opinion of wrong what have i been doing man you know what i really want the only answer here okay no right no wrong then jesus i'm remembering says but you do have practical decisions to make whatever those might be do i have this child do i not have this child do i go to school do i not no no i'm not going to go this or that i'm going to just say peace now watch something's come into my life school i

drop it into the center of my being and see if it just drops through thoroughly through in a peaceful way if it resonates with peace it's likely perfect not does it give me peace heroin gives you peace it's not the right thing for you though it won't last so don't go into the compulsions don't go into this stuff of the ego the compulsions you know getting pulled with promises of what to do and everybody will do this where you know it's i've talked about this before this analogy but you take that it's a

commercial from the 60s pearl so you drop a pearl into the top of this shampoo do you remember the commercial and you watch it gently fall well that analogy worked for me when i realized this is how we deal with decision making you drop the decision in and it should move effortlessly through you if you drop it in and it goes and you go well yeah but what if i even and you have to start manipulating it you should think twice about it i'm not saying it's wrong or right because the human head is constantly

corrupting these things but more and more if the lord is my shepherd i understand exactly what feels right for me at the given time does this resonate with peace does it resonate with love whatever the analogy might be because when you get to know a divine feeling i didn't use the word excitement and happiness i'm talking about divine feelings like peace and joy not happiness joy not stimulation joy peace those are divine feelings when you use divine feelings as your compass you're inadvertently in a good way

you're using god as your compass because the two are connected god is peace peace is god so i dropped that in there and you know i remember the analogy i would most often have used in my years is uh one time just trying to buy a car and it was like okay um let's see i'm gonna get a car and i'm gonna i'm gonna just this is many years ago and it's like let's surrender this to god and wow wouldn't you know it i was driving by this lot and there was the type of car i was interested in

it's a sign just relax don't go and buy it yet just okay so uh how much is it oh it's affordable that's another sign which could be could be synchronicities can be from god or your ego because it happens you know it's like the guy who says i'm going on a diet and i'm committed god i want your power behind this i got to lose some weight doctor said i need to lose weight 20 pounds or whatever it is and i'm committed to that and then i went out for my weekend drive running errands and saw

the donut store it's not an accident i mean why did i notice the donut store maybe god wants me to have a donut so you know you think about it maybe you think about it wait donut hole they're like god circle it's a symbol of oneness so now god is it's all coming together i get it chocolate doughnut sweet god is sweet this is all making sense maple maple because maple maple trees can a canada north north means high yourself i got it maple doughnut i need to go get a maple donut and then you say no wait i'm not falling

for that i'm gonna muscle test i'm gonna you know check this out make sure that i know for sure god i'm going to surrender this to you i don't know if this is ego or me it sounds very authentic prayer i don't know if it's ego i don't know if it's you guiding me about this donut situation so i'm going to leave it up to you here's what i'm going to do god i'm going to drive around the block when i come back if there's an empty parking spot right in front of the door

i'll know that it's a sign from you that i should have a donut sure enough third time around the block that spot was open see that's what we do and we call it guidance you know then then we're trying to sleep later on and we're like you know god why did you make me have three maple doughnuts you know and god's like no hable english no comprende nothing to do with your decision about pal so this is what we do constantly guys and we should laugh at ourselves we should go you know i might have

infiltrated this particular time i can see where i really just wanted a donut and jesus is telling us again and of course in miracles you are closer to god not by not having the doughnut being good nor by indulging neither then what what is it whichever one you do forgive yourself and that brought you to your center because one of you asked about forgiveness here so the ego confuses it all it it makes you the ego is the concept of not going home to god that's what it is so it has no intention of you finding peace

so when it makes you think do the right thing be like a good mystic it's actually trying to starve you in some way making you feel neurotic making you feel tense because am i good enough you're already good enough why do you need to go one more day without food to prove it or the opposite indulge you know there there were gnostic groups that did this some of the gnostic groups the new age the metaphysical groups of the you know a couple thousand years ago particularly and even a few hundred years ago they would do this

extremes so there were some gnostic groups that would say the world is an illusion so don't buy into it don't eat or drink other than just enough to sustain life i got it i got it that's what i'm going to do and then there were other gnostic groups that would say if it's an illusion do it all this one's like don't be intimate with anybody that's like do everybody it's an illusion if you judge that it's wrong to do then you're judgmental again so these two groups from the same

general premise split into two opposite seemingly and neither is right every decision is wrong in this world you have to go to another world a supernatural place that says and you can't get there if you're not willing to let this one go because if you want that doughnut and you make all these agreements with god i'm going to flip a coin okay three out of five i'm gonna do okay wait seven out of ten eighteen out of fifty five you know whatever your thing is if you have to keep doing that you're you're too much involved right

i mean if you go god do you want me to get married this person's asking and i know i know we fight all the time but but i want to be with i don't want to grow old alone you don't want me alone do you god you don't want me to be sad wait i just read something god wants me to be happy so that's a yes and god's like yes happy tower card tower card tower card with that relationship must be an accident i need three out of five oh look wait i'll just flip through oh look the lovers what a coincidence

you can't cheat like that it's just not you can't cheat like you can't it's silly it's new come on but does that mean it's easy to go your will not fine your will it's your will that is also my will for love and god peace joy and when i when i drop that person's energy into this it sticks somewhere it doesn't flow there's something and it doesn't mean i need to see anybody is wrong or bad me them anybody else i just realized if i have to think that much about it defend it

control it manipulate it answer it excuse it something's not just flowing through and what that means is not right wrong what it means is i need to give this more time to see what needs to be done to help it fall through and you know drop through and if it doesn't i'm okay i just say no i'm done i don't have to judge it again it's just like it's okay be at peace because peace is my goal because god is my goal that can that can only be our only goal really there's only one thing you could ever truly want

and need and that is to go home but the good news is we never left home so even that want and need is not real because it still remains true there is nothing that i truly want or need i need do nothing i need nothing that's my truth but on this planet yeah i better sign my my taxes for this year it's okay don't get too caught up in it i need to prove to them you're off center again well can't i prove to them while i'm on my center not not the way you're doing it no if you really want to prove it then it

wouldn't matter right because i'm in my center so i'm going to do it i'm going to prove it i'm going to be in my center and then in my center i pay my taxes and it's fine it's fine i feel good about it i'm going to be in my center and tell the government no i'm no longer going to pay taxes that's fine while you're in jail just can you still hold center if you sit in jail going i can't believe they did this then you were not in your center and i mean that when somebody has to

decide chemo or no chemo and i know that's coming through because somebody's strongly dealing with that kimono kimo when i when people ask me that i say to them which one can you live with in here live with i don't mean which one can you exist with which one can you live with if you go and get chemo and it doesn't work and you start shaming yourself or others for having advised it you're in the wrong place or vice versa obviously it's you make your decision and then accept the outcome change what you can

accept what you can't and just be okay with it it's well i so i did this one and this is fine it god doesn't say i really like chemo go chemo you know i'm surprised they don't have commercials for that yet chemo god approved you know it's probably not far away you know they'll say anything in ads but god can only love us it's not capable of anything else nor would it want to be capable of anything else just this extension of love and we're going around with decision making what would

god want me to do i just wish i knew if you really wished wanted to know what god wanted you'd be quiet instead of come on god which one i mean there's people you know in sedona in the grocery aisles well let's see and you're just deciding between pop tarts and eggos and it's like which one okay you know god's god's not going go egos go egos there's always better than pop tarts there's none of that happening from heaven and people are like just looking so like nutty in the isles in sedona

you know excuse me sir um hi could you okay hold this i'm gonna hold this bottle could you push my hand you know people are doing this in the grocery store is here i mean they're trained in in sedona they're trained to do this you know in the grocery you know in the crystal stores and you know spinning the pendulums and there's nothing wrong with that but it's just kind of funny-looking because thank you lord you know it's like the air conditioner just ignites as i'm like going yes so there's this i'm already okay

isn't it nice to know that i'm already okay and isn't it kind of funny that i still think about some of these things isn't it kind of funny you know i'm already made in god's image and yet i sit around going i should probably read the label you know msgs and [Music] god what do you want me to you know god's like going don't do the msg god's going nothing has power over you one day you'll know that but for today fine don't eat that and then you make it a religion god told me we shouldn't

that's not what god said god said i love you and if you think that msgs are going to hurt you don't eat them don't smoke them don't drink them don't do anything with them go the other way fine if that's what you believe but there will come a day just like with the apostles even where they had it happen one bitten several times by venomous serpent snakes and it didn't affect him and everybody's like he's gonna die and that'll prove that there's no god jesusy thing going on and he didn't

die and they're like there's something about this it's going to happen for all of us that and you've already seen it happening relationships won't have the grip it used to have flutes won't have the grip they used to have laws of this world will not always have the power it seems to have had not there yet forgive yourself for not being there yet don't go out and preach to other people what they should be thinking doing as their reality i mean that's hurtful and it's just going to bring more guilt into yourself

instead what positives can i demonstrate the lord is my shepherd i cannot want it's impossible if i'm plugged into god it's impossible to want anything to need anything why because i am all that i need and i know that's the truth but i still probably need to go to the store and pick up some groceries today and don't shame yourself for that bless you if anything laugh at it a little bit it's all right make sense just god letting ourselves off the hook just it's ironic that the world doesn't see

it but the world isn't designed to see it the world loves to have people in this hypnotic trance that there is an outside there is a world and you need them to help you get by while you're here and there's somebody selling it to you selling you whatever it is if you you know here's the medications you need and they you know it's just part perpetuating the illusion and instead you know i see it i'll play the game where i need to play the game i'll still put fuel in my car instead of it believing that

somehow the fuel molecules just will multiply by my belief systems of i am that i am nothing happening no go ahead put fuel in but laugh at it santa you know isn't this weird i'm one with god and all that is i created fuel cars all elements earth water fight the entire universe i made up but i still have to pump this liquid into this vehicle to be able to get anywhere and just be able to laugh at it that may be an easy analogy but when someone you love is walking out of the house leaving you you know it's a little more

difficult for some of us you know where you go as they're walking out the door isn't this weird i'm one with all but i actually thought you meant something and you don't apparently and i'm good with it it's it's hard to believe that people go into the all the personal hurts projected onto a person they're leaving me i'm unlovable and it's their fault but that's very convenient the truth is get them out as soon as possible oh i'm sorry you're leaving you want to

help you with your bags oh this is oh god this is really tearing me up inside bye close the door for them at the car you know you know just scoot them along not too obvious but scoot them along and when they go then then go cry go talk go feel process try to get clear back to center so you can see things a little more clearly please take a few centering breaths ah think about all that we've covered is it any wonder is it any wonder that everybody has to be medicated they need people drink drug is it any wonder that people they're

such a large suicide or suicidal ideation going on is there any wonder when you think about the world as it seems to be breathe it away no no more [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Music] [Laughter] yay don't listen don't hear the music [Music] experience [Laughter]

every note is connecting a strand of light into your body and being [Music] a positive seduction into relaxation [Music] [Laughter] we begin to hear the words the lord is my shepherd i shall not want [Music] [Laughter] just hear those words and absorb them feel them [Music]

[Laughter] [Music] oh from the root chakra perspective hear these words from yourself from inside your root chakra but i do want and i do need there are things that i really do want and do need and so that emptiness it leaves me wanting own that for a moment [Music] that's the primal root self but i do have needs i do want the emotional center the naval center but i shouldn't want

i shouldn't i should have [Music] that's my emotional self i want a need because people have taken things away or didn't give in the first [Music] [Laughter] place rise to the solar plexus the fire center the solar fire center [Music] and hear those words but i shall not want that power that fire i heard the root i heard the emotions but i shall not want [Music]

[Laughter] into the heart center i shall not want because i choose to have [Music] let the heart expand [Music] [Music] i have because i am to the upper three centers i have because i am [Music] and if god is my shepherd then that's what god would have told me if i would have listened that i am [Music]

and lastly that awakening in the upper three chakras i am i am i am i am the will of god i am the love of god feel it see it know it let it be exciting and joyful for you and then let it pour that reality down into all the other centers the worrying one the needy one the angry one the insisting one they're all fine they're filled with the presence of god which is the only thing that can help in the first place [Music] me feel relieved feel grateful know that there's a part of you that's

still going to conjure up a need a doubt a fear a judgment and be able to laugh at it and say yes that's the illusion true but the truth is i am [Music] slowly begin stretching out slowly and as you do hear that in your mind i have because i am and just really get that i need do nothing because of who i am i need nothing because of who i am

what i am a holy child of god if you know if you know legalese at all you know legal terminology when a document says by a certain date this person shall do this or the job of this person that shall they shall fulfill this function the word means you will so when you hear thou shalt not want it means you will not want it's a fact thou sh you know shall it's amazing it's it's a an affirmative the lord is my shepherd i shall not want that means you will not want it's impossible plug in more this isn't just a little

encouragement it's the law let's choose to plug in more to our source to god as our guide and let god be with you while you use pendulums let god be with you when you use the cards let god be with you when you ask your counselors and your sponsors it's not either or it's god in all the methods i would choose i've got to travel somewhere is god with me when i walk so i'm more like quiche in the kung fu series or am i allowed to have a ferrari or my own jet oh that's for greedy you know money

people see the head am i allowed to be plugged in and actually feel full my cup runneth over yes it's god's will and it shall be ours please stand for our closing affirmation folks online god bless you all of us here at unity of sedona honestly we wish you well we wish you the same love and abundance that we're calling into our lives and we're feeling and moving towards so know that you have multiple people sending love your way and i say that in part by the way because some of the folks online they live in countries where and towns

and silver this isn't common to their area so you and i we're it for them in terms of light at this time so you and i should feel pretty honored and grateful that we're here for them there are times in my life where i wish i would have had something like this many a time as a kid okay a few centering breaths of just feeling deep deep gratitude deep gratitude and heart and soul the revelations we had in the brief meditation how the ego says i do need but taking it all the way to the divine and then letting the divine pour down

and fill every part of our being don't take that lightly don't think that's just a passing quick thing and it's gone make this a lifestyle there are parts of me that cry out in need there's a divine in me that knows i have none let it pour itself through my being and change my reality the light of god surrounds us [Music] the love of god enfolds us [Music] the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us [Music] wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is thank you god bless you all

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