Human Beings Versus Humans Doing
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those of you who just arrived we've introduced and done a bit of an unveiling of a new gong the hardware as i said is temporary um and we have a lot of guests that are here for an ascension conference so first of all god bless you for making that choice to to come to something that involves and dedicate it you know it shows a dedication to something there's a lot of people doing things on planet earth that are not about ascension right now so it's i think that it's quite beautiful and quite uh noteworthy and
worthy of thanks and praise that people are making these kinds of choices so thank you for being in this conference and those of you who join every sunday uh you know it's an interesting thing um we sometimes think that that even the spiritual path is about stuff you know things and fancy stuff and we're becoming spiritual remember you also have to be nice you know where's your spirituality if you're not a kind person now we have bad days we have moments where we slip whether it's into old patterns or a bad
moment you know kindness it's just the day-to-day kindness and it's not just kindness to your favorite people but you know how to show up and be the presence of god uh one you know you folks are asked about several things and clarity and you know christ mindedness and these are some of the things that some of the attendees this morning asked us to talk about and [Music] you know ascension being one of them the fifth dimensional ascension into the fifth dimension you don't get to go to the fifth dimension unless your
consciousness is fifth dimensional i know that's contrary to some teachers who want to sell you something no offense if you're one of the teachers that want to sell them something you know i was just going to formulate an herbal something that's going to guarantee fifth dimensional consciousness in 30 days if you don't have the consciousness you know it's you're not going anywhere our our reality is a mirror of us if you say i can't wait to get to the fifth dimension you have to have a reality shift that's
fifth dimensional it's almost like you're bursting at the seams with so much fifth dimensional consciousness it's an organic step it's just like that that's where you go it's not like you can be wicked and go man can't wait to get away from these screwed up humans and get to my fifth dimensional home there's nobody they're locking the doors on you it's not going to happen you have to be the consciousness you've heard me say you don't go to heaven you grow to heaven you've got to be the
consciousness i mean honestly and again i know that you know rubs some people the wrong way but i'm everything we do in the meantime stand on one foot pranayama you know spin clockwise on mondays and counter clockwise on tuesdays do alchemical joining with another person all the things we do they're all beautiful they really are there's a lot of things humans do that aren't very beautiful so all of it's wonderful forgiveness exercises all of it all of it is called in a course in miracles a happy dream
instead of a nightmare you're doing a happy dream so it's all really good but those things are only support systems like wearing a cast while you need one taking your diabetic medicine while you need it it's just for now even those things my herbal things that you know that help me wake up and feel alive in the my yoga whatever it is those things are part of the happy dream and well deserve you well deserve these things but there are there are other there's another level that you can't get to with stuff
nor with doing and i just realized so part of what we're talking about is human beings versus humans doing so we talk about you know we call ourselves human beings but nobody's being everybody's doing everything we're doing you know on this planet is compensatory we're taking a little supplements because we don't get enough nutrients in our food it's all compensatory relationships oh i've got to have somebody in my life you know or i'll be alone everything people are saving up
money it's all about a rainy day that's not fifth dimension yeah right think about it honestly that doesn't mean don't do it here's the trick know the truth but respect the illusion the truth is i am so far beyond fifth dimensional beingness i'm beyond dimensionality i'm part of god and i am very holy so i'm not looking for the fifth dimension that's going to be a place that i go to on my way to who i really am that's only a stop off place however don't start thinking about 12th
dimension just one you're in the third dimension right now be nice in the third dimension and you will become so blessed with your good karma and your kindness before you know it you're fifth dimensional by being nice more than techniques and everything else those are helpful but did you forget the technique called love and people talk the word technology don't ever call love a technology the word technology means there's a science or something to it love love the being technology still involves doing which is good
do good do use good tools all of that but are you becoming the thing you're talking about right so the gong the gong makes me holy no it doesn't it just it just doesn't but you know what's amazing is when i remind myself that i'm holy and use the gong to get in that space and stay in that just enjoy that vibration otherwise it's going to be bong oh i feel better and then tomorrow you need it twice bong bong pretty soon three times you know what i'm saying it's compensatory it's not enough and now it's an
addiction so the difference is instead of doing things to become god or find god you do them because you are that's a different completely different tactic because i am i don't feel like i am all the time but you are so just say that man today i'm not feeling it have a bad mood screaming puking do what you need to do get it out of the way and then kind of laugh at it you know isn't it funny that i'm on some level a divine being and i just sometimes still act like an ass you know just like isn't that weird i gotta get over that i
gotta work on that a little bit that is more honest and more organic and more influential to your shift to a higher dimension than the person who goes i have no issues because i'm already fifth dimensional really let me kick you in the leg and let's find out and let's let's find out because if i go to kick you in the leg and i find no leg you might be fifth dimensional it might be happening i don't know sorry you know so this morning on my way here you know i knew we had meetings and so forth and
i'm like okay i'm you know i'm on time it's nice you know i'm getting here on time and i'm coming up that hill down that way you know and i saw a couple walking and the guy's hands out hitchhiking oh they're going the other direction you know i'm like oh fine you know just like you you see it you feel it you know you turn go back pick them up they get in the car the girl goes i watch you on youtube and the guy's going dude does that you know oh yeah aren't you the guy from
like i'm not doing this you know because they reckon i don't know that but it's kind of funny and kind of awkward now they're like well um where can i drop you guys off please don't be too far away please don't be too far away you know where can i drop you guys off and he says well we're going to this particular church get out no right no and i can feel the awkwardness well um um and i go dude it guys it's okay and they're kind of apologizing the whole way and they're gonna probably see this later
but i'm sorry do not do not at all feel funky bring the light it i said i'm really proud of you guys for going somewhere and it might be that they you know try a few things here and there but they're going to go where they feel called or comfortable that day not everybody's going to handle you know not everybody's gonna you know you know not everybody's gonna and me i mean look at me like you know not everybody's gonna go this feels really good yeah let's go to the long-haired guy with an earring and
whatever else you know you know sometimes it's like you know i can't do any more hippies in my life you know so it's all fine and and laughing irreverence to a degree but at the end of the day kindness people have forgotten on planet earth about being just so easily caught in doing and there's nothing wrong with that but humans fell to a point where their doings were violent what they were doing was violent hurtful selfish insensitive some of our parents were hurtful violent selfish and insensitive
some of their parents were nations tribes it it became the way to live which isn't living at all it became the way to survive but it's not surviving at all it only became the way to destroy and that's all it ever was hurtfulness and spirit this whole time was never going oh i can't believe the way you behave spirit can't even see the illusions and the hatred because it's pure love so all it can see is you're awake or you're asleep when you're asleep it's not aware of your nightmares and your nightmarish
behaviors believe it or not it's just this tone spirit puts out which is i love you come home and we're like doing hurtful and weird things for generations thousands of years you know atlantis and you know all the things that we've gone through what we call history spirits just i love you come home and we forget that that's how simple spirit can be we're like no no there must be graduations and levels and variations of how much god loves us and god's the one that you know punishes us there's people
there's religions that say oh you know i mean there's religions that thrive on the guilt and shame aspect of god well you know you've been naughty oh it's just terrible you know you mate oh i've been naughty i mated but everything in nature mates dust particles are probably getting it on now and again like everything it's just this way don't worry about it oh no but but i've done things you know like i've smoked pot i've done heroin i've god doesn't go pot okay heroin
that's not god god says honey i'm so sorry that you felt so scared god i'm god that's all god's doing i love you come home yeah but i'm wicked i'm hurting myself right now i'm i don't believe in myself you can think anything you want i'll just wait because it's perfect perfect love casts out sin means perfect love can't see sin can't even see it and we're here doing penance god's going what you guys doing oh penance if it's christian it's penance if it's
eastern it's karma and god's going do you realize you fabricated all this there is just the peace of god you can just come home now oh no no i've got 16 more lifetimes i got stuff to work on you know okay whatev and so it is the third dimension has that affirmation and so it is fifth dimension is and so it isn't you know it's like i don't think so in the god aspect of consciousness there's no dimensionality so don't think fourth or fifth or eighteenth dimension is where god is god's here and now
buddha says you have to lift the bells to know god it's not a place you go your consciousness ceases so so jesus can be walking or moses or and still walk with a confidence that is not of this world because they're not living in the trance that this world drives home this world will tell you think about ascension think about fifth dimensionality think about healing think about not reacting to people and it'll tell you there's something wrong with you it's constantly programming that everything in this world look in the
mirror every mirror is telling you you're aging you don't even have a body to age but you have to get into the consciousness and if you have a wrinkle you don't notice or care you just you're not there that's not your consciousness it's the illusion might seem to be but if you want fifth dimensional consciousness part of getting there and i'll say a few things about that but part of getting there first of all is working on the things in you that are not very fifth dimensional and that's called armageddon
see i snuck that one in there hold on that is that is what armageddon is except that's described as a glo what saint john in revelation was doing he was doing a nostradamus on us he was saying wow as far as possibilities and probabilities here's what's going to happen in the world anybody could have figured that out and said it but he was enlightened enough to see it and say it then everybody could have seen it you know why because everybody must go through the dark night of the soul individually and
collectively everybody's got to go through armageddon what is armageddon it's it's when the ego rears its ugly head and says i refuse to let you be fifth dimensional or whatever else i refuse to let you go home i will not let you forgive somebody that has hurt you which sounds like oh he's so kind thank you for not letting me give in to somebody who's hurt me hello friends on her phone um you see what i'm saying though right it's like you know the ego sounds well-meaning in that but it isn't
because what it wants you to do is stay in the pain when it says let's not forgive others sounding like because it's you know you you deserve to feel hurt that's not what's happening what it's saying is i want you to hold on to the hurt why because the hurt breeds hate and the hate feeds ego evil darkness and then we have war to mirror it to us so thank you dear so out of the mouths of babe babes right so just think about this like armageddon isn't an event if you study armageddon you hear about
the beast rising from the sea that's your ego coming out of yourself and there's a few beasts because there's a few levels of ego and this this all this story you know this sounds so horrific when it's talking about locusts coming from the striking man and causing pain those are my issues that's all they're my stuff if i don't have stuff the red book of revelation would have said uh amen it would have it wouldn't have had anything to fill the pages because i don't have a locus
and beasts and all these creepy things so but when you read if you study if you know of armageddon you you know it includes things like the last judgment and you know what we we actually fabricate this um there's a saying and and man created god in his own image did you notice that the words were flipped this is from jethro tull's album um aqua lung i think it is and and man created god in his own image that's brilliant instead of god created man we're made in god's image and that's the being that we
are we created god in our image and that's where doing starts because we have to fix everything we've messed up we have to fix the karma we have to fix everything no i am as god created me and i choose to be the christ on earth christ meaning the god presence and i slip what do i do then forgive and other people slip forgive because that's what god would do if god were embodied on earth and it is in me so how beautiful is that and so we hear about the the last judgment and then we go oh my god any depending
on your religion what's the last judgment it's horrible people from the east would say oh there can't be really anything like that people from the west go yes there is and this is where you know whether jewish christian whatever they believe that there's some moment where god takes people brings them from the dead and judges them and and the odds are just terrible that you're going to do well at that moment it's just not good at all i don't care which religion you chose it's just not gonna go well
so what does it mean and god will resurrect and judge them all it's very simple it means that god will help you wake up and when you do your last judgment will happen which means you will make your last judgment and it will be the judgment that i am holy and not sinful the last judgment means you will no longer judge it's the last judgment how did we do that my beloveds i'm god and i'm telling you the last judgment's coming uh oh instead of going oh thank god that's when judgment ends oh no no no something leaked in there
called the ego and said oh you better be worried be very afraid because the last judgment you know and then if we're certain religions i i won't specify you'll know the one i'm talking there's some that are so into guilt and they're like here's what's going to happen but i didn't do a lot of horrific things you know i i you know i smoked pot you know i smoked every day i got my little bong out and smoked pot oh you know what the religion says god is going to reach its hand down and
it's a huge powerful hand and he's just going to squash you then it's going to stuff you in a cosmic bong bowl and smoke you just smoke you that's called hell you know and it's just you're going to just be and that's called him because you're in the fiery pit this is what some religions are going to tell you those of you who are guests you're probably sorry already right so this whole game of guilt and shame and fear even karma don't think east is better than west west is better than
all of it is still variations on how much we're willing to open up can you stand when people say well i'm almost there and i'm i'm this and i'm fifth dimensional 18th dimension you stand when you can stand and cast no shadow you're probably really becoming cosmic when you walk in snow and still leave or mud and still leave footprints stop telling me how cosmic you are and it's not that you're bad because your job is not to try to be beyond everybody else and beat them to the fifth dimension your job is to act fifth
dimensional while you're here act nice be kind right that's it it's it's like don't talk about where you're gonna go to become cosmic that i understand i understand that i do i understand just like wanting a soulmate to fill your life just like people that get into addiction they're doing it because they really want something that feels better that's not wrong it's just misguided this it's just as misguided to think a person will make you feel complete just like a drug i am complete
help me to bring my completion into a relationship instead of going into one to find it because it will not work and i'll punish them for it you made me think you would always be whatever it's going to be and then they purposefully will become something else because that's their way of saying you know you know no unconsciously you know you have kids and perfect and straight a's and all that sort of thing you know and then they they get into drugs or whatever and it upsets you but the upset that's
happening is actually you're seeing your own agendas what made you think that them slipping and not getting straight a's meant that they're bad this is the parent being tested i love you beyond what i thought i wanted you to be i thought i loved you at this level and that crashed and now i need to love you at this level because everything goes to three stages a lot of us would like everything to stay frozen in the first stage because that's where where we want them to be that's little little programs and boxes
that we put people and religion into there's a point where you become so filled with the presence of god i don't care i don't care i don't care i am as i am i am as god created me you are as god created you everything but that's that's a lot to ask for to be able to hold that consciousness while people run over your foot by accident or you fall off a ladder and you feel pain it's it's not easy but that's where the homework starts that's where the work begins some of you again are attending a conference here
right now and i remember um i started this kind of a saying and then i really appreciated that other speakers at these conferences started using it as well i remember like greg braden he started saying i really love this thing that michael made up and and uh you know and he started using it and that was when the conference was ending we used to say the conference isn't ending it's now beginning you have to take everything you heard that felt right for you and go live it instead of going my that was interesting
you know just stuff going in your ear words technologies techniques experiences and whatever else the most profound meditation is worthless if it doesn't change you i believe i totally believe that them sharing giving me the meditation giving me the technology is one thing if i don't retain it which is called integration what does it mean you know you go to a counselor and they help you look at stuff and cry it out and so on and you get back in your car and you just go right back you know what why did you see them
you wasted a lot of money and a lot of time and your counselors it's not their fault it's yours but their their their responsibility is to at least remind you of that remember when you leave here sit in your car breathe in the presence of god refill with that which we spelled out see remember to bring in something new to yourself these counselors can be and should be saying remember to refill in your car before you drive because you think you're going to do it no that felt really good i cried out this i cried out that you get in your
car somebody cuts you off in you you go right back so we have a responsibility to become higher dimensional it's you cannot become higher anything without integrating what you'll learn from the last dimension integration so you're talking about christ mind and words like clarity these are some of the words that folks shared here uh living this presence and living peace and you know i love it all and to me they're all and forgiveness they're all part of it all these are all facets of this going home home is the
center these other things are facets to that place you don't want to say this religion has it that doesn't they're all just doorways and windows to the same home but if i take the one i like and tell you mine's better than yours i'm already not acting the center well it's true right i'm not acting the center and if i get something profound from one of these facets but i don't integrate it i'm not becoming i'm still doing constantly doing and doing and and again supplements take them take your meds
take everything you you know for now until you realize now i don't need that and you move higher and higher it'll happen organic organically don't make it happen don't try to make it don't say i went to this ascension conference and i realized i don't need my bipolar meds don't do that to your loved ones you'll tempt them to hate ascension people because you're not being responsible take them and well i don't need to because i'm a holy being i know and if you're holy if you really
understand how holy you are you'll realize it doesn't matter if you take the meds it's okay because you're so holy that i can do that if you say i can't do that you're proving that you're afraid that isn't holy you're trying to prove something even if you're into a religion and you go and preach your religion to other people the more you preach it like george harrison saying in a couple of his songs the more i say the less i know the more you preach it it doesn't mean
talking means you don't know preaching the more you try to convince people the more it shows that you're actually insecure about the topic so when you get people oh no no that's wrong and you're going to go to hell and jesus you have to accept jesus as your personal savior and so and preach preach preach don't forget drop your shoulders instead of going oh my god get me out of here drop your shoulders and breathe it's okay i am as god created me no you're not jesus and you're gonna go to hell
wow you accept jesus as your personal savior no i'll share them with you too right you get that one right no i'm not selfish that way i'll share them with you come from a different place be able to laugh to some of you like you know this might seem like god this is weird this talk it's irreverent it good because this world is an illusion and it has no real power over you and you should be able to laugh at it now and then it has no real power i've shared stories here of all kinds of things you know to say that i can laugh
at these things and i'll share these things about myself because to me it's funny it's not any sort of compensatory thing to do it's like see through it it is funny to say isn't this weird that we are divine holy being i'm talking divine not i'm here's the divine one no the more you think of yourself as a mortal self you're already affirming you're not a divine self the more you think you have to eat it confirms your mortal and not divine it's true the more you brush your hair you brush
your teeth all of the things of the material world are the ego's way of making us not feel divine so what do you do don't do any of it don't eat don't sleep don't do any i'm holy i'm gonna get this i'm gonna you know and then you go so extreme you know you go vegetarian and then you go vegan and micro macrobiotic and trying to to prove and then pretty soon fast don't ever eat a fruitarian and you just now you're fasting to prove lay on a bed of nails no comforts allowed
right nothing like that allowed what's the answer how much intimacy do you believe in none how much sensuality do you believe in none how much fun do you believe in none what are you a nun you're sorry um you haven't really gotten anywhere you're just denying so our spirituality is not to dive in and just go oh man you know the world's an illusion and i'll just do any of it that's not an answer although some gnostic schools went that way the buccaneering you know festival i'll just total let go but that's not the
answer the opposite don't do anything don't smile don't show pleasure that's the other extreme somewhere in the middle is isn't this cool because i can feel pleasure and stay centered in god i can say no and fast for a day and still stay centered and go see it's this beautiful place in the center the other extremes it's just too much it's not necessary but humans love extremes why because you'll almost always fail when you try to do something extreme in the center there's no fail
because as soon as i go that was too much back i keep succeeding instead of just trying all these things you know reading the labels to be holy that's not what's going to make you holy how much you forgive yourself forgiving yourself for when you didn't eat ways that nourished your body properly forgiving yourself for drinking things that that were not right for you but you see through it you know you just go too far and fasting and pretty soon it's like like but basically this is a story of buddha one
of his main stories he fasted and fasted in fact you know and everybody likes to show the jolly that's just one like a a made-up version of buddha the the you know large body and he's smiling it's it's about abundance and happiness it's a symbol buddha who was more indian more than he was japanese or chinese and so on he he fasted to the point where you could see veins lying against his ribs i mean his whole stomach was concave you could see his organs because he was gone he's too much
and then the famous moment and i'm just kind of paraphrasing and summarizing famous moment where he hears somebody playing a sitar and he realizes it doesn't work if the strings are too tight or too loose i was going too far when he dies and they say buddha you're enlightened why are you dying what did he do does anybody he opened his ca his robe and he pointed at his body what he was basically saying what i did to my body has taken a toll and it's too far gone that's what he was saying and it's okay beautiful because he got
it he he still died he didn't judge himself for it he fasted do you think he dwelt on that oh geez that fasting thing i shouldn't have done that no you laugh you left buddha had a sense of humor when he was looking for the the person that was going to follow him in the leadership of buddhism all these disciples and you know all these is sitting there just gathered and hour after hour day after day they're waiting and he's not selecting anybody and they're all sitting and you know you know what they're doing
i'm going to sit perfectly he'll choose me you know if i just you know and then i heard a bird squawk but i didn't respond this is going to impress him he wouldn't pick anybody then one of the monks started laughing and he said that's him see because he left that means he got something he let he laughed at himself he laughed at how serious and weird this all is he laughed at wanting to be best you just see through it you know it's like you know how silly buddha said that's the one imagine in this case buddha then is god
and we're not laughing you want to go home you want to be fifth dimensional you got to be able to laugh at the third dimension i'm not saying everything in the third dimensions funny but when you really get it there's a part of us you you know me and all of us there's a part of us that that says you know what this is too much this is you know i get it people hating each other people enslaving each other why did you enslave people because you thought you controlled people by enslaving them but you didn't
i mean didn't mandela explain it kind of demonstrate that solzhenitsyn and and victor frankel in auschwitz these people are saying you actually thought you enslaved me no that was the game i played along with jesus says you know you you think you can crucify me think about how these powerful beings demonstrated this men and women in history a woman who who's some husband well i'll just leave man and i'll take the money because i got the i got the attorneys that's scary it's sad that's not funny
but what is becomes funny is when she realizes this dude actually thinks he has power over me that's kind of funny because he's insane it's kind of funny for her to go i have no money and this has happened to my godmother who was a very enlightened woman she had this psycho husband this guy was really big man he was big in the trade the unions he was big in the mafia he was big all kinds of areas of life that he had power and money and he used to chase her through the house with weapons to to harm and
threaten to harm her she'd be screaming for her life he'd be laughing go ahead i could i need help he goes go ahead call the neighbors nobody will believe you because of who i am and she lived in that for years and i didn't understand i was just little but i remember one day my father who was just as crazy as this guy was he said you know uh you're a godmother we're not talking about her anymore which you know that's because she's right but that's not the way this world does it well we're not going to talk about
her she's gone crazy she had a nervous breakdown she's gone crazy that's what i was told as a kid really now as a kid i'm like what does that mean and i feel bad for her i'm scared for her and so on i realized when she showed up in some hand-painted bus that looked like the partridge family bus and she said i'm going to oregon to live in a community she had a backpack jeans and she just comes up to me michael i know your parents are crazy and i'm very sorry that you're having to live with that
everything will work out hang in there but i'm going i'm moving i'm like where are you going oh i met people and they all love and you know it's like she's a hippie and she said michael but i'm happy first time in my life i'm happy so which one of those two worlds right is real which one's more more accurately higher dimensional the one that was labeled insane he put her in a hospital she had to wait till till they let her out she was she was held captive this isn't something that happens to one race
everybody's held captive by this world we all believe that this has power over us smile smile remember jesus on his way to the cross as is said in one of the lost books of the bible on his way to the cross and one of your words that you asked about is clarity boy you talk about clarity clarity is not just like in communication clarity is right here i know exactly who i am and what works for me you can lock me up but you cannot control me and eventually you're going to get tired of locking me up and then i'm going to be free anyway
so you can't you can't defeat me you can still take me out of this life you can kill me and i'm still free because on the other side i'm laughing so jesus says that to pilate do you think you it's only a picture of this jesus going wait wait hold on a second do you know because pilate's like do you realize i have the power to crucify you jesus you know do you think you actually have power over me really god check this out this this is this is startling that's what he was saying and he says you have
no power other than that which was given which means jesus was owning i'm using you i'm just using you to play this role i'm going to crucify i'm good to do that because i know what i'm going to do with this lesson so i'm just you know going along with the game here in that moment pilots you know just stumped i was trying to tell you be afraid of me and you weren't afraid of me my godmother and she wasn't afraid of him and pandemics and it doesn't matter but but i wasn't afraid of the pandemic
but i still got the so what even if you pass over do it with a smile i see what i'm doing here oh good one good one it's an illusion but i'm still gonna smile on my way out you know it's like p.t barnum said when you're being thrown out of town make it look like you're leading a parade right so you lay there and you know this disease shouldn't be getting me you know and spiritual people do this we talk spiritual and then something happens divorce we lose money how how could that happen
i'm spiritual what we're supposed to be doing is make it look like you're leading a parade so you last few breaths with coven you should be like i know that sounds impossible people have done it people that were in far worse circumstances than your divorce your job loss none of it is fun i'm a healer so i'm sensitive i i know what it feels like for people to be in pain so i don't just laugh it off and say it's all an illusion it is all an illusion but when people are in pain hold them
take people's hands but pay people's funds in their grocery line to the end to the end and i've i've just this week this has been downloading more even more to me the more money i give the more i'm going to give out i just feel that way and then then this voice says dude do you realize you know the world's getting very challenging people are like how do we save money and i'm telling them advice materially how they might be able to survive and you know deal with the changes in the world of any kind
but i'm like giving money away any bit i get i just kind of feel like i'm just going to spend it give it why i don't know because that's what you do in higher dimensionality now there's a little voice that said you do realize that if if all the food supplies goes down your supplies might also go down and almost anything i eat is just pizza so i stock up on i have tons of boxes of pizzas and they're in my freezer and that's what i eat most of the time but one day even those will run out
i have to be okay with that you have to be okay if your partner runs out on you and your food runs out on you it's going to happen in the third dimension because this world is going to scream armageddon at you it's going to scream revelation bad news revelation wait why are we calling it bad news what is revelation means you know what the word means when god is revealed to us again why did we make that into a bummer because the ego doesn't like it so it's a bummer to the ego you know i don't
like this whole this whole revelation thing why because i will cease to exist oh i'm so sorry but when it happens the ego is going to pretend that it's a painful thing don't let me go first it'll threaten you and when it realizes it can't convince you to buy into illusion anymore what it's going to do is try the opposite oh listen um i've always been there for you it's going to try whining about it but there really won't end up in some cases you could think i'm melting but
for the most part be prepared to hear somebody scream i'm melting just know that when it says don't give up on this relationship just because they beat you up every day you know what goodbye yeah but the money goodbye have no fears from this world it has no power over you and i'm saying it doesn't have power i'm not hoping it doesn't we are god nothing has there is nothing else how could something else have power but i need to remember that i am god and then it's not just a lofty i'm
remembering it's you have to act like it give where you can how you can be loving be compassionate and peace the word peace is not just like a you know a christmas word peace like why did jesus greet people peace be with you my peace i give unto you peace on earth and good will to why does that word keep repeating throughout why does the very vibe of the consciousnesses of krishna or buddha entail and masters men and women throughout history even just a mom in her house people have been known to just know the
importance of the peace of god here and now and we forget because we're in pain don't judge yourself because you've acted out but do bounce back so i'm closing with this thought i've covered as many of the words as i could you know that you guys gave in the time we had but remember remember this that all the ways that we want to evaluate how enlightened we're becoming probably the most important means of that measurement is not that stuff doesn't happen to you anymore it's how quickly you see it and
bounce back okay got that catch it sooner and if i don't catch it sooner today and i go oh my god i went totally insane and went you know just went crazy on everybody in my life apologize and make amends that's why jesus was saying there's no limit to the number of times you should forgive somebody when they mess up he doesn't mean enable hurtful behavior but he's talking about you too there's no number of times that there's a limit you shouldn't be forgetting forgiving yourself
right love is forgiving hate is forgetting love for giving hate forgetting it's taking but it's also i forget who i am anytime you hate any time you're selfish you're not a bad person but you forgot who you are you can't know who you are and be kind and not be kind you can't really know who you are and struggle in all the ways that humans struggle knowing who i am will mirror in my life as nicer and nicer and nicer people in my life and there will be one that screams in some way they represent the part of me that
hasn't gotten there yet forgive them they know not what they do i'm not talking about enabling hurtful behavior because i can stand in my center back to clarity i can stand in my center and say no to hurtful behavior how quickly do i catch myself and bounce back can i say no to somebody without hating them that's fifth dimensional consciousness and more okay so we're going to step into a short a brief meditation but today let's let's absorb a bit of what we've shared here today please if you've heard
anything that seems to contradict your beliefs or what other things you've heard guys let the things go don't worry about it you don't need to have to you know i need to believe what just relax the things that made sense to you let them integrate breathe them in and give thanks for them so eyes closed eyes closed please [Music] and start with tuning into anything you heard that made sense to you anything that felt right to you breathe it in and let it become you know something that adds to your consciousness
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that you're deserving and willing to integrate anything you heard that was profound no matter how profound one is with god i accept it now no limits [Music] baby [Applause] [Applause] [Music] do me [Music] [Music]
ask yourself is there anything you heard today that seems too much for you and if it is that's fine ask yourself why is it too much is it because michael was wrong is it because i don't believe but just take an honest look at anything you heard that you think it's too much you can't be true that i'm holy that i'm divine or whatever think about it for a moment and own what you think is too much for you to be [Music] [Applause] [Music] uh my
and lastly ask yourself what was the thing you heard that was the most out there that you were willing to embrace and integrate something maybe new or something a little out there what did you hear that you kind of went you know maybe tune in and own that [Music] [Applause] [Music] me [Laughter] [Music] oh [Music] slowly turn tune into the joy try to
find a feeling of joy over everything we just shared the things you struggled and pushed away and said it's too much you now see it feel happy that you saw it the things you did embrace feel joy feel happy like wow something's happening i'm shifting consciousness but if you can't be happy and joyous about rising and raising consciousness then why are we doing it joy is the natural emotion feeling that comes from doing beautiful work feel that and quietly and gently give thanks the next half minute
and then gradually stretch out but take your time with that [Applause] [Music] do [Music] [Music] good [Music]
[Music] uh [Music] slow relaxed breathing gratitude wow there are so many places i could be so many thoughts i could be having worldly orient and i'm so glad this is what i chose that's called right a choice but i made a good decision anytime i choose something that brings me closer to love peace joy oneness it's a really good decision so give thanks
we're going to do our closing prayer in just a moment but i want to thank everybody you know obviously for for being here and just remember part of what i'm saying it's about consciousness right so so all the stuff you can do read books meditate sound healings um prayer raising kids all the stuff we can do it's not about what you do it's how you do it what consciousness are you in when you do it and think of all this stuff as being here but your consciousness is here so i'm gonna do techniques i'm gonna do
technologies i'm going to do prayers meditations forgiveness exercises why to get me here this is the con this is the most important thing not what i do this and learn more and more to do the things in the consciousness of who you really are is that making sense you know that's what it's about and for now for now it helps that music the sounds the tones the meditation techniques for now the crystals everything helps while i'm remembering who i am i sometimes say this odd line that it takes some people to to to get at first
but as long as you think you're a what you're going to need a who okay so if you identify with yourself as simply being a thing then it still helps to have a who a jesus a buddha joe blow and her mother teresa and you know whomever to sort of look to your mother whomever it is that you ever have thought to be a really good image of quality and integrity it's okay to do that one day and it is their intention that we remember that we are the same consciousness as them and even more because even jesus said i can only give
you so much for now and that's like that's a hugely humble statement for a great teacher like that so for now we're all going back to clarity but you have to have a half clarity before a full clarity okay and that's what we're doing that's what ascension's all about it's seeing i'm going from a dense third dimensional yucky world to a higher world while i'm still here and then i rise to a different consciousness if you can't get it here i always say earth is like the cosmic new york if you can
do it here you can get it anywhere okay anyway so so thank you for being with us and i and i know some of these things human struggles the foods what you're going to do should i be this food relax you're a holy child of god what diet do you feel like doing oh no but my friend said next time your friends tell you what you have to eat do this here's my new diet what does that mean i'm a breatharian fasting you know just mess with people come up with some answers you know anyway and and people will try all kinds of
things cursing intimacies and bodies and it's stop stop how can i be loving today and do that with whom you're with if you're with somebody if you're alone definitely be loving to yourself foods that feel nourishing to you that you know start here instead of telling the world what to do or the world telling you what to do who are you by the way well i don't know but they say that the world's gonna tell you when you're this age you're supposed to have this illness and if you're a man or a woman this is
how you're supposed to behave why does anybody keep listening to them they've been wrong for a billion years just based on their credibility like they're like horrible weathermen like they're never right so why listen to them have you ever met anybody that was older and didn't have the diseases they're supposed to have at that age if one pulled it off why can't you just start believing in those supernatural things and it's all true there there are light beings there are angels there is
bigfoot does exist i swear the i swear and as soon as the government denies something you'll know oh that must be true just i mean why do you need people to have to convince you of that just go yeah i mean it really makes sense fear is not going to be my teacher anymore love love love is my teacher and love by the way is the voice of the divine mother calling us home please stand for our closing prayer i very much appreciate everybody's patience for going a little extra today but it was well worth it i want to
applaud our musicians for bringing such an amazing gift [Applause] right i want to point out and i mean this you know sincerely uh john scott and and um jade have you know cds and things available if you'd like to check those out please do so in the foyer we have our event this afternoon so god bless you and remember i'm i'm sincerely telling you folks that are in that event i think that it might be sold out so i don't know if anybody else can still sign up so i can't speak for that but i'm telling you the folks that are
attending that god bless you thank you for doing things you know to be true because the world is forgetting so quickly so i mean that you're a great symbol to us just like we're a great symbol to others by being here on a sunday so thank you very much the closing prayer is something that we don't just say to god we we we claim it for ourselves the way we recite it and it's on your bulletin so we begin with the light of god surrounds us the love of god enfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us
we are wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is absolutely and always god bless we'll see you all soon bye