Healing Depression

I want to talk about healing today, and I'm never, probably never, irreverent about healing and pain that people deal with. I am irreverent when it comes to people pretending they're not in pain, and being hypocritical about that sort of thing so I make fun of humans, but I really respect the fact that people are struggling in life.

So I want to talk about this idea of healing, because when we beam in to planet Earth, and I don't care what we struggle with, it all still pertains to today. You can be struggling and have a sickness called lack. Financial lack, it could be rejection It could be things like that, but it can also be depression. So whatever a person struggles with, even physical illness, whatever people struggle with, it doesn't exist in God.

That's the good news. The bad news is, we believe we're separate from God, therefore sky's the limit. Create all kinds of funky things. We sort of live as though we're in exile somewhere, in some bizarre planetary quarantine of some kind. It's just odd, but we we live here. we have you know God is saying I give you everything you need you are made in my image and we say okay hold that thought we're gonna go live in a dimension of time limitation suffering death you know prosperity and God's going I

wouldn't advise it yeah yeah I know but we're we have a different idea and so off we go to this kind of bizarro planet but if if you were in completely truly in heaven ten seconds ago and you beamed in right now you would still be able to maintain even on earth a certain amount of awareness of expansiveness your breath even though you're in a body the body would symbolize your consciousness and if you just beamed in from heaven your consciousness would be beautiful and expensive therefore it would be the aura you know

Oh vast man chakras just beaming and you'd feel that presence sometimes you feel that from me up here and sometimes from each other other spiritual teachers perhaps sometimes healers or in your meditation to go well that's just a tip of the iceberg of what we're supposed to be feeling all the time incapable of feeling all the time and far better but there could be this constant wave of expansion expansiveness but one's shames physical traumas emotional traumas each one of those shut us down a little more and a little more and we become stuck

literally stuck like literally the vertebra of the spine no longer can move they're not as pliable they start to suction it everything starts to become like glue we're not you know our joints aren't supposed to be glued go to a really good body worker they work the joints to take others there's some tissue there's some thickness there's some you know that tissue actually starts to almost like it's a coagulation of some kind a thickening that's not supposed to be there you're not supposed to brush through people's oars and film

creatures you know it's supposed to be there blessed to have work your aura because it's so beautiful and expansiveness Wow you're the dancing in your aura is making me the healer feel like dancing oh wow you know just hope it's supposed to all be a WoW and instead not wow I'm gonna go get myself smudged after working on you you know so so we're supposed to be feeling expansive and happy but that's not what happens Healing will give us the liberation that we started forgetting but we're I'm telling you even the joints the cells it's all

supposed to feel liberated we should be feeling liberation in every cell every particle liberation meaning freedom oh the whole being feeling free you know but then there are several emotions those traumas they start kind of getting locked in and there's different reasons why it picks different to the body sometimes it happens to be a karmic location you came in with from another life don't believe it or not you can come in from another lifetime where somebody took you out with this spear in the chest let's say and this lifetime

what there's no people spearing you know and all that but when you have somebody hurt your feelings you won't know why but it kind of went here and then the next time somebody hurts you're feeling a little more and then a little more and and it starts to become a mess in your lungs because it's thickened and thick and it started manifesting we hear of the word of God was made manifest you know in the scriptures we hear that so it's not just the Word of God you're also made in God's image so your word starts to become manifest and if your

word is resentment see the Word of God made manifest was called the Christ on earth which is also within us but the Word of God is also the word in you as God is manifesting what is your word peace joy liberation healing no I don't really talk about that I don't want to talk about I want to remember that it starts becoming masses joints that don't move or masses as in growths or whatever you know inflammations every kind of you know stuff physical but also emotional you know so you know anger for example we think oh well you know there's people

out there that say angers normal just embrace it anger is not norm anger is not felt in God therefore why would it be our will to say let's just be the anger all right anger is actually a symptom you have to feel hurt before you get angry you have to pay something else so human beings are learning and I've been promoting this idea of my book called healing the heart and soul about healing the core issues I'm not saying ignore the the symptom is yeah asymptomatic issues not at all but the symptomatic issues can lead us on a journey to find the core issues you

know in a nutshell and emotions you know core issues they do the emotions generally now you most of they feed each other one will feed another make it bigger and this just becomes this descent this this nosedive but the progression or digression it looks like this we all have in our core of our being a perfect holy Christ God presence that's the good news then we said to ourselves what is it like I wanted to be separate from God and started feeling fear and guilt about that idea and then to cope with that instead of this perfect Christ's holy

presence there becomes this this band of Darkness around the Christ self so let's say I'm manifesting right here and now so I'm the Christ and I stand and I glow and my hand gestures are mudras and I'm speaking and as I'm speaking channeling the God in Christ presence and we're all dancing in the delight of God and we're having that experience then something happens to me like the songs we listened to today in case the folks watching want to know that includes things like wildflower the 6070 song and then to the moon and back

by Savage Garden those songs are describing what happens to us after we're hurt so here I am in this God self and then wrapping around me in this dark cloud and that's the ego-self now when you look at me you no longer see me you see my wounds and I see yours but we don't like the idea hey how you doing you look terrible you too okay you know we don't like just walking around seeing each other's wounds so then we have to put some masks up front Hey good to see you God you look great you too what did we just see it's kind

of like people meet and say listen do me a favor I won't show you my darkness if you won't show me yours remember the old you know show me yours I'll show you my uh if you can hide yours I'll hide mine agreed okay Hey how you doing you look great you too goodbye and we're done for that conversation when the truth is inside people are hurting and they don't want to be a bummer they don't want to be you know the fly in the ointment today they don't want to say well you asked how I'm doing to tell you the truth I'm experiencing

the or what it's like to be separate from God how are you how do you ask what if somebody said that oh look you know look over there oh and run you know both to get away from the conversation because because people are so uncomfortable with it because you'd have to pause and go I'm sorry you know me too what's happening for you and be able to engage at that level in depth that's the level we could and should be able to communicate that sometimes I don't feel like I'm remembering the God experience

why what's happening and somebody's maybe accessing the routes maybe we just hold them while they do it maybe you know hold space and sometimes we we can go into that place with them where we're actually reminding them of the light at the end of the tunnel or sometimes helping them delve deeper into whatever it is and helping them find the roots so that we can pull those things out you know it's it's right and it's healthy and that's how we can and should be there for each other so the ego is an interesting thing because it has this

layer wrapped around and then we start creating masks to survive and the ego says well that's really fine and dandy but I have other ideas too what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna plant not only the feeling of separation which is what the ego is and that's wrapped around our light but then the ego says and I'm not only going to keep it sabotaged inside your your belief that you're separate I'm now planting I'm gardening how you doing today I'm just gardening what are you doing ego I'm just Arden well we don't bother asking when you're planting

Oh terror you know low self-worth core emotions guilt oh really and then what it does is okay now planting those is fine but you know the way the way industry works on planet earth and it's um in my opinion in one of its grossest ways is it produces a product and then tells you you need it and that's in that gross you know I didn't know there were so many things on earth I didn't need you know but no people instead go really I I just heard a commercial that I should be using that soon I probably should get

some now before something happens you know when you got to go get and you didn't even think it through to go wait I'm not even interested in that that's what the ego does it plants these root these core emotions and then it says out in the world that starts planting people that are gonna harm you to trigger those core emotions or it's like building a demand so it goes out in it and it makes people behave in ways to treat you in ways that are going to trigger those very core emotions then the next step is that's all done so that it can validate

and verify that you have a problem so it plants for example low self-worth now it's got to go out there and find somebody to walk up and say you don't look well or I'm sorry you didn't get that job I knew it somewhere I knew that I wasn't gonna get that why because inside of me there's this growing plant called low self-worth and the egos planted it out there to tell somebody to reject me to mirror my low self-worth venom but that's okay I was really bumped but then I met someone oh it all worked out man they really

helped me you know when I was gonna crash you know and they had money they said you don't really have to work I go my god I felt such a relief because somebody came in to save the day and they dumped me for no reasons three weeks later and here so you see what's happening create the demand and then shorten the demand and make you think you need even more of it now it's harder to find simple raise the price on it this is the way the ego and you can see the relationship of the way the ego loves to

run our lives but the way it runs industry lies men all lies you don't lack anything so don't buy it that you need something if we could all just go you know be with somebody is kind of cool but I actually don't feel like I need it being with somebody is great if not it's great to you know and it's funny thing today I don't have someone you think loneliness is not loneliness is not a core issue first somebody has to plant in you that you need something then dangle them over there look look I'm pretty you know you want some of

this oh yeah I think so how much is it you know what and the prices of money you'd be lucky if you could get away with just paying for a fee for that kind of dysfunction you pay with your soul you pay from the guts your organs your glands your psyche all are paying the price for believing in what people are selling and you know there's a way to wake up button this this there is a digression of these emotions and as we move on down the ladder obviously we get to a place where the the egos gonna start through through

these triggers from inside of me outside making people doing and feeling you know behave certain ways to trigger those core emotions now they've got me it's got me my ego but also the pain and then the pain is gonna manifest for some of us as depression everybody's depressed a little bit just so we're clear about that there's not like you know thank God you know the rest of us are cool but there's that one pressed personal everybody's depressed a bit to some degree or another it's hard to lose the you know your life savings

and not be depressed how you how you to say oh I felt great you know usually well I I did it I felt kind of bummed if you're in pain chronic fatigue for example if you're in pain fiber mild if you're in pain for a long duration set to get depressing so people you know whether the pains and minor some people are depressed not even long-term veinous as soon as they hear they have something but you have a cold all I know it and and they just drop because because that's how we are we we can't afford a whole lot we're so messed

up we can't afford a lot so a little something happens and we start crashing but we're all let's just accept and it's not like you're going he's planting negatives in my mind guys it's better for us to own it so that we can transform it and if you think it's only your neighbor or your kid it's depressed and you're not you can't help them anyway because you're detaching from them it's better for us to go yes you know what we all have love and we all have fear well it we all have joy and we all have depression which which animal

are you feeding today which one are you nurturing today and take responsibility to change that there are lots of reasons you could say well I'm not depressed but I have hypothyroid that's not the point I already said the ego within will go outside and create things including physical things in your body to manifest the core emotions so if I have a core emotion of loneliness let say sadness or whatever it happens to be loneliness is really like I said a symptom but a core emotion guilt or fear low self-worth then the hypothyroid just going to

become a manifestation of that and it doesn't mean you've done something wrong I knew it so I'm the one who's creating don't get all weird about it you know don't don't push yourself like that but hypo you might have the hypothyroid you might have iron deficiency and somebody's gonna analyze the an iron deficiency but remember just spiritually go ahead and take the extra iron and take the extra nutrients that help you absorb the iron but also look in the soul as to what's feeding the ego believes that you're needing to feel the

way you're feeling and then needing the iron is that making sense alright chemical imbalances genetics there's all kinds of things that can kind of kind of take us believe it or not entities attachments entities are pressing us possessing us there's different terminology there for different reasons but some are all pressing some are possessing but entities can cause this if you know anybody that struggles with a lot of depression deep depression ongoing depression intense levels of depression

it can be any one of these or a group of these things adrenal fatigue chronic fatigue your believe it or not you can even have depression because your root chakra is unplugged and sometimes the root chakra doesn't get plugged in because you're kind of a sensitive soul and I've met some of you here in private sessions we talked about this there are souls out there that are very sensitive and they're like okay you know gonna go into the earth plane it's gonna be a breeze this is great you know if they're even that some of them remember God

going where earth I've been there it's not good but others are like oh it sounds lovely and so whichever of those two you are you come into the earth plane and no sooner you get here and it's like we're where the quickening happens in the womb and we're like and we're in a mommy's womb and the temperature and the water and every so often mommy touches the tummy with this like are you there honey so beautiful and then you know dad starts screaming about something and you know the babies like mom let's leave him sorry but anyway mommy do you have a

car you know what we do in heaven we don't go to hell um it's just a just FYI mom you might want to try it but but but it every one of those screaming those fits those yucky things including ow and the nausea mommy gets the baby's a little uncomfortable going wait this was this was a great idea on the other side before they were feeling the actual density of it and now Wow then of course labor pains and think about that man the baby's not like oh this is so beautiful labor screaming and clenching and the

baby like what do you want to need to go or not you know you're one minute you're pushing the next minute you're flinching then it starts grabbing the pelvic bones I'm not going anywhere you know someone else if you have any luck in coming advertise Watkins Newton comm you know moon for rent I channeled these things name you guys can't blame me anyway anyway the the pain and that's just the least of it coming into the cold rooms this sterile the you know the stainless steel yeah by

hospitals where people are dying and in pain and families are crying or if that's where you're I'm just saying it's a it's an example earth it's a dense place and some souls are very sensitive and they don't know how to get here so they come into their body like you're supposed to but they don't take the elevator all the way to the ground floor they even though people talk about the other way their elevators and go all the way to the top it's it's our elevators

don't come all the way to the ground so so we live in this sometimes Spacey dissociated state the logic is if I don't go in all the way maybe I'm a little safer but the truth is when you don't go in all the way you're more likely to be prey for predators and they love sensitive people because whatever they do to you know they know generally they'll get away with it because you're so sensitive and you hide away and they can sense that yeah I know it sounds weird but people can souls can sense that sort of thing that you're already

afraid so they can take advantage you know so these things the hyper sensitive soul that doesn't come all the way in can add to depression I'm the old traumas unhealed wounds I'm dramatic or excessive losses can just drop us it could be your house your job people leaving it it can just drop us but remember the egos already planted in there a core emotion that these events are now grabbing hold of healed symptomatically but to wise heal on the soul level much smarter repressed emotions can do

this to us spiritual or psychological fatigue because even if your spiritual man it does get tiring sometimes to see and hear and feel the this stuff of planet Earth it's not easy seeing the pain of people and feeling the pain of people it's not easy you know and the more spiritual you are you know you probably are a little bit sensitive so that fact that you're sensitive makes it hard to hear dense stuff some of the the gross behaviors and traumatizing events physical fatigue obviously can you know play quite a role

on the psyche and again I said it intense stuff but also consistent stuff and sometimes it's intense and consistent at the same time so how do you deal with the trauma because trauma is gonna happen intensely or repetitively obviously you have to do healing repetitively which I call consistently and instead of calling it intensely dramatically in a good way called miraculously so you have to match the stuff of this world at least match it the stuff of this world is going to happen repetitively and intensely so bring in the human that's consistent and miraculous you

can't just kind of get by you can't just go okay I've had all kinds of horrible behaviors people abusing me and traumatize me an astronaut to do it it doesn't help you match it or better and there's even thing other things that depressed people you might and one of them is not that respectable mind you is the Eco dramatics through the art the tortured artist you know sometimes we play parts like that on just John just put me up on a cross of just a victim and the tortured artist you know nobody understands me sometimes we actually

create our own depressions by playing rollers that are really healthy and you okay the one thing I want to talk about next is what do we do about these things because people will say to me you know I I hear you I've gone through these things but how do you actually heal deep emotions you got to get to so low level healing which we've talked about I'll elaborate in a sec but it's not going to help if we ignore these things it's not gonna help if we just go well I'm just gonna whistle a little louder and and you know I'm just a much better if you

don't have the courage to look in the soul to see the core issues you'll only ever be dealing with symptoms it's better than nothing mind you good job you might have to just force yourself to get up and go for a walk and get fresh air it helps that doesn't cure you it's just that it helps depression is like a like an entity that wants to Rameau belies you and what do you think you have to do the only time immobilized is healthy is when you choose it and you choose it for a time Pierre I feel really immobilized I'm gonna sit

in a warm bubble bath a candle and some beautiful healing music and I'll read a prayer at least if I'm going to be immobilized let me choose to do it I don't want to be a victim because then it becomes a reality so I might so I'm gonna do this but I'm gonna do it in a different way you know trauma don't try to make sense of it if it made sense it wouldn't have been done if anybody was in had any sense about them they would have hurt you so when you try to logic it out it just doesn't work so what happens to some of us is

there must be another way I'm sick and tired of this I'm tired of being tired I'm tired of being sick good job but guess what being tired of it will not heal you you might grow a little impatient you might you know but use that fire to do something about it how do you motivate a depressed person think about when you say oh I'm gonna cheer you on you can do it Thanks everybody I know they know just died and you're going you can do it I want them back I want anything sanity of any kind so the the cheering people on life coaches are perfect for some things and

perfect for a person dealing with deep dark things like depression but not until after they've uprooted some of it because you have to make room for the new way the life coach is trying to give you if a life coach is working with a deeply depressed person in a way they're polishing the outside of a tomb that one's not mine that was from the Bible okay you're like dark on the tomb yes because inside there's death still so you can't you can't fake these things so level healing we've got to have the courage to heal and heal at the deepest level in a

sense you could say that trauma freezes us healing starts to thaw us out but once you're in the habit of being frozen like if you've had novocaine or painkillers local anesthetics and so forth it doesn't always feel good when that stuff wears off which is why some people get addicted to pain meds well you know this is interesting I kind of liked that let me just go back for a little more and it becomes an addiction because it's harder it's harder to heal than it is to be numb but only one of those will bring you peace only one and

it isn't the numbness the numbness will only intensify the issues for later so you we can choose when we heal but we do not choose that we will heal that that's gonna happen so would you like that now or later you know I've had a tooth worked on a root canal kind of thing before and I just told him don't use any anesthetic man let's go for it baby just go cuz I get annoyed and what happens with the anesthetic so I might just go for it you know and if I cry just be with me brother but no but it's it's you know just go for it now I'm not saying that's the

best way for everybody what I'm saying is I'm aware of the metaphor and I and the metaphor is do not think that going through the pain is the negative choice between that and numbing whether it's alcohol or any other kind of of an addiction so but depression isn't what people think I wish there was a better fix on this I wish you know given all our ideas science and medicine and analysis to figure out what depression is they I don't believe that the world knows what understands what depression really is typically before you're

depressed something has made you sad and then you know you deal with that for long enough and then you start to feel depressed and then after you pressed you start to feel hopeless sometimes hopeless comes before depressed but it's typically a sadness and it can happen so fast all you see is the one depression first there's a sadness annemun add another word because depression is really a recipe of sadness mixed with other things like tired okay depression includes tart which is why you feel tired when you're depressed you

don't just feel sad you feel tired something has not gone well for you now a person miracle seems merciless on the topic of depression because it's going to say depression comes from feeling deprived depression deprived and the only thing that's causing you to feel depressed is actually because you feel deprived meaning and I'm just it's blunt for a second you're not getting something you want and he doesn't mean he's not criticizing you you spoiled brat you're not getting the cookie wine and that's what's causing you depressed

that's not what he's saying what is it you want what is he referring to peace and love so see it's still true depressions coming you're sad and you're tired this is my bit marriage and still betrayal I'm depressed yes cuz I'm sad that it happened and I'm tired of trying you feel the tone of that and then I'm also feeling a bit angry frustrated than angry and depressed depressed is a good day for some people because depressed can go into like I said hopelessness and thinking that word the meaning of hope

listen there is no hope think if you believe that what state of mind you have to be and hopelessness is a good day for some called despair that's really out there despair now you're even beyond hopeless nuts inside despair and despair can lead to suicidal tendencies this can all happen in seconds minutes hours months years however long it's going to take but nobody ever just goes God and kind of bummed and chooses to die usually this is ongoing they've come in already sensitive the world's beating them up

and they're not handling it as well as some who have a little thicker skin people you know if you've been a soldier in other lifetimes you can handle a little more of Earth you're like oh yeah I've been here but the people that come in like fairies you know all hey isn't everything great benefit Wow you know what the heck was that it's harder to have them and my heart goes out to these and my heart goes out to the people they leave behind when they take their own lives but I do understand it I do because it's it's the pain it's

the ongoing hurt the hopeless and somebody says you hear the word hopelessness look at that should conjure up some compassion and and yet the world keeps trying to figure it out with their head which here's what you really want that causes you to be depressed and you're not getting it is you want to understand fine people are mean to me but why see it's not just that they're mean that eventually causes you depression Jesus is saying there's something you don't get and you want to have it you don't get it so you're

depressed what does that thing Jesus understanding I want you to make sure you get that if I understood why it happened I might handle it better if I knew why I was so sensitive if I knew why people tease me in school eighties matter and understand the truth is somebody should be able to show up and say oh you're one of the sensitives let's put you in this class here when you get to do art and creative things you follow see it's the I don't know I mean that's what I was depressed as a kid going what is

happening I don't get this at all why am I always under strict why am I always always it's the not understanding that for me was the most painful if I'm not saying that the trauma is easy but it is made easier when we understand it so we're sometimes we're just looking for clarity if you understood why that person cheated on you you would actually handle it better and you would almost say which we should have done this sooner you know like I yeah we should have ended this sooner or whatever understanding and clarity is what people

are looking for and not getting that causes them to eventually descend into despair you know and and and we try all these various means to kind of pull this together medicines for depression then I remember a study announced it was about five ten years ago the weirdest thing on the radio flipping you know channels give music and that no sudden there was this announcement a new study was just done on depression so I thought old woman listen you know what's happening with that topic I like things that relate to people

a new study was done and they just tried a new test medicine for depression I'm not exaggerating and the test ten of the subjects that tested it nine of them committed suicide while they were in the test period in this thing right I mean what are you people using I mean because there's such a desperation we don't know how to fix you a great mind I love Voltaire if you know who Volterra's and he said these people by in every name whether they're sy kinds of doctors would it whatever they're scientists anything people dole out medicines of

which little for a body of which they know even less for illnesses they know nothing at all I love that you know it's one of those kinds of people that just cuts to the chase I don't know I kind of like those kind of people anyway you know but just to it so where are we getting these ideas why isn't anybody finding out the core issues why isn't anybody talking to the sole because it can't be measured it can't be analyzed it can't be dissected and if it can't be figured out they can't sell it so soul

level healings free but we just have to have the care to want to figure out how to use that soul level healing involves recognizing there's a problem accepting that there's deeper issues behind the problem learning to heal them breathe them out cry umph you come out give them surrender them to God in some form and then now the cup is empty so you refill with the office of the presence of God and peace and joy that's where the life coaching can come in handy you know some Goods and positives and giving thanks a complete system those five steps there

on the healing the heart and soul you know book but some of you have your own wording for but something along those lines you have to empty your cup and refill it this world won't do that for you so the opposite feelings of despair and depression and hopelessness sadness are what happiness that's what we're supposed to be feeling the opposite happiness joy even bliss contentment right see up nuns up you know abundance that's supposed to be how we're feeling it won't happen without healing so we've got to take ourselves into what can I

use look what would we help will bless you what would be helpful to heal me a list of things that that would also help in case you're interested obviously things like affirmations and prayer are helpful but I'm not going to stay in the sublime prayerful stuff the spiritual stuff but prayer and affirmations help a great deal you've also believe it or not if you can find your soul's purpose it's hard to be depressed and even suicidal when you feel a sense of purpose value and if you want to help other people help them feel valuable

it's hard when you see that you're working and you're saving rescuing animals or people or suicide hotlines are doing anything of value whatever it is was a serving here anything you do that helps people writing a book or whatever it happens to be it's hard to see the effect you're having on people and be bummed about it so find a sense of purpose or as Edgar Cayce said a solution to depression service be of service that's one reason why the 12-step for one reason in the 12-step programs you not only are working to

connect with God and heal your stuff they tell you in the third portion of the steps go and bring it to the world bring bring it to others one reason they're having you do that is so that you create a new sense of self a new sense of value which is going to be the opposite of going back to the addictions where you lacked value there's purpose for all these things especially these deeply channelled kinds of concepts and the 12-step program is a channel one so we also have doing decrees prayers decrees which I'm going to share with

you in just a sec patch the leaks in your life see when I was a kid coming home walking home from school even if I happen to forget how much my life sucked at the time even if I could somehow manage to have forgotten them it slipped my mind for a moment as soon as I got close enough to the house turned the corner dad's car everything would sink you see and that's not good but I'm a kid so I couldn't really do that much to I'll move or something I you know and then I did what I could but if we're

immobilized we're kind of stuck but anything you can do to shift the energy anything you can do to to break the the pattern and leaks is what I mean there if people keep advantage real in it a little bit if people take money and they know don't pay you back when you lend the money don't lend as much start reeling in the things that are coming back to you has harms you see don't don't I mean if you go up to an animals if you're helping with dogs and rescues and dogs and animals don't reach your hand in quite

as far into the cage with one that's got some anger issues you know you don't go oh hi puppy you know and oh I know I hate animals you know that's not helping you see you have to see beyond that we'll talk about the role of healers in just a sec but a couple of other things positive thinking negative thinking will become you'll become the depression from your own box sometimes sometimes it's you sabotaging your own energy level and positivity level but you know we don't always like to hear but sometimes we're our

negativity eventually becomes manifested because you know the word of god becomes manifest and you're the God so your negativity can you know back up on you Edgar Cayce did a reading once and he talked about soil and maybe you can look it up I don't remember there's a town he said a town in the United States it was I think one of the southern states can't remember which one Tennessee or something and he said the soil there has something in it that there he said there's something about it in the soil there's something about its effects on

the body that you can't be depressed when you were have contact with that particular soil so whether it's a chemical response in the body or whatever it happens to be you know I mean they should just be bagging that stuff and shipping it all over anyway another one sexual healing especially if it's sexual traumas obviously you got to work on that stuff because sexual trauma happens down in the pelvis at the root chakra right and so bringing healing now what's that going to look like wow that conversation gestation can go all kinds

of places I do not believe in the kind that's used inappropriately by some so-called Tantra consensual healers but I do believe that it can happen does have an effect I remember when they were filming this movie that's finally out now but this movie about sexual healing a couple years ago they had me as one of the people interviewed about it but I only got involved because they told me the movie was going to be about sexual healing and I told them you cannot you cannot do that you can't just tell people just have more sex and it'll

heal you and they said we agree at first and they said we so I went and I did the interviews and spent days with them filming and all that but the movie and bless them for even doing this mind you to do a movie of this topic but the movie took a turn towards the this the sexuality instead of the healing the come out come out wherever you are come out in be the sexuality I'm like you can't do that without healing the stuff that undermined him in the first place and I know they tried to here but they also were were guided by other

people that I don't think we're saying and do you know that now here it is within a year of that movie coming out within months or a year one of the therapists they use committed suicide because she had onions around sexuality you know and that's what I even said that's what I was warning about you can't just do no no but it feels great people want to know about coming up into their feminine II know femininity is also the healing that that nurturance that nurturing healing is part of what people need so it's it's a sad thing but

yet it's awesome how perfect cuz that's now a mirror for people to say and if you don't do the healing this is where you could end up so soul retrieval can help us heal grounding exercise work the hips and legs because it pulls energy down into the body soul retrieval is fantastic but be careful because there are some predatorial people that claim to know how to do soul retrieval you know they took a three hour workshop and they call themselves shaman and whatever you know and they're out there and and it's it's gross you know it's gross if

nothing else yeah sometimes entity extractions and deeper work like that but also the the soul retrieval helps to reassemble the dissociated parts of the psyche the fear that I leave every time I'm having sex I leave my body I need to learn to come back into my body while I'm experiencing that not to be terrified well if that's gonna happen then you got to reassure me that I'm safe safety is the key to healing one in one word safe if people feel safe they will step into healing if they don't it's all the lip

service last but not least though goodbye exercise that's also in that healing heart and soul book goodbye exercise saying goodbye to people that have harmed us and so on and so on you we all know about that it's not just cord cutting but even if you've lost someone to depression and suicide do a goodbye exercise which you're going to think this guy is nuts and insensitive not at all a goodbye exercise means that we're able to say and listen to this because God created you in its image you created children if your child

suicide you God created you in its image now you're supposed to do the same but instead if you lose a loved one even if they're just still living and depressed if you start believing and that's who they are you're now creating them in your image of that depression you understand what I just said there and if they die and all my poor you know they died their suicide and depression careful I'm not saying that that's not what happened momentarily don't continue to hold that image of them cuz you're not helping

them it doesn't make any sense at all to do that to people my my poor sweet husband died who is that Mike he's my dead husband how long do you want to keep that one alive you know a dead husband that's my dead wife that's my dead child they're not dead I promise you that so why are you're the only one that believes that they're like boo oh hey look at me I'm right here and you're like oh no you're dead you're dead poor thing no there's no poor thing I feel

good no no you just don't know how sad and depressed you are still no I'm doing all right now so we as healers as I'm wrapping up here we as healers here's where it's at what do you do as parents as participants as jezic you know people in observation of these people in situations first remember when you're feeling those things reach to the right people look you know listen back at this tape and think about the things I'm suggesting the various things you can use and hit it from all sides

check the nutrients check your by your level see if you have adrenal fatigue see what's going on physically but don't ignore the soul level healing but us when we're in observance of people going through this you have a few choices you can feel apathy you know just kind of like detachment it's kind of said that's traumatizing but you can feel apathy I I don't really like these issues don't really like to be around the depression so I'll just be cold to it that's not

gonna help then you have sympathy which is better but sympathy is too much too much of oh you poor thing but see what I'm doing I'm affirming that whatever you're upset about is so you pour that yeah you are set oh and they died all that's terrible that's that's pity it's it's not a healthy form of sympathy it's almost always ego based if you start feeling healthy spiritual sympathy it's no longer sympathy by definition it starts to become empathy which means I understand where you're at

see sympathy is more like it sucks to be you empathy is I understand that it sucks to be you empathy however is a little more objective but it's also I hear you it's caring it can be empathy can still become ego based if we're not careful but if you do it right I understand here's the downside if you practice empathy as a healer or parent and you're still affirming that what they're struggling with is true and factual and has power over them I'm more objective I understand why that mean person they say you know the way to heal

meet people is to have compassion and they say compassion is is rooted in empathy meaning I can understand why they're that way but you're still affirming that they're that way and you don't realize it you do your little Buddhist compassion crap and it's not real because you're still saying I used to judge people like you but now I'm a Buddhist so I have compassion for people like you you're still saying they have a problem so something's waiting from empathy from apathy to sympathy to empathy and there's one more called love

when you really understand it all see remember I said back why do we ultimately feel depressed because we don't understand why it's happening so the end of the story is we shift into love and love says I understand why you feel that way not I understand why you feel that because you've gone through difficult things that still affirms that that has power over them when you get to love it's I understand that this is how you feel because of some of the things that seemed to have happened to you but I also pioneer this right our

mind is in the position of but I don't buy it I know you can heal I know you are heal I know you have everything within you to pull through this that's the strength of love and compassion is just holding presents for you and we're sorry you know and so on it's beautiful but it's not all the way there Christ consciousness teaches love and love takes us all the way there in our understanding we really do understand how this happened we really do get it please take a few centering breaths because I'm going to take us through a

couple of decree printers to help clear all of this set aside our stuff of the world powerful be prepared for miraculous and powerful no longer believing these things have any power over us in this moment father mother God we call upon you to open all the seals of this book that I am open up our seven primary chakras and prepare to clear them especially the emotional center but any aware that the wickedness of the ego the silliness of the ego has woven its spell into our life into our being we're prepared to say goodbye so open these

seals for only you have theywill the consciousness the clarity the beauty to be given permission to open our centers fully enjoy ously surrender all ego emotions of separation and instead allow my emotions and desires to be filled with the peace and happiness of God I join us around her the ego emotions that dragged myself and other people down and control our emotional bodies I call forth the manifestation of God's will in which all people know the peace of Christ and are free from depression and emotional

control I call upon Archangel Michael to cut me free from all hopelessness depression and despair I am taking command over my emotions through the power of Christ within me I feel the love of God shining in me now I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on urban I joyfully surrender the ego emotions that cause me to feel and experience anger hatred resentment and endless conflicts holding grievances an attack on God's plan for salvation and keeps my emotional body trapped in fear anxiety and depression

my spiritual and emotional salvation comes from the spirit of love and me love holds no grievances I choose to experience and manifest God's plan for salvation that I may be free and free all others as well I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I'd really surrender the ego emotions that hold patterns of B and feelings of sadness and loneliness in my emotional body these feelings have haunted me and the entire collective in Christ on earth throughout our existence these emotions are caused by the false

belief that we are separate from God and therefore reflect the deep sadness and loneliness that comes from being apart from all that is I call forth the fire of my God flame to flood my emotional body and consume all feelings of sadness despair loneliness I take full responsibility for my life and I own the fact that emotions such as these are being projected down into my emotional body by my ego as a means of keeping me emotionally controlled paralyzed feeling hopeless I affirm and choose to allow only my I am presence to be extended

down into my life and into my emotions thus replacing all sadness and helplessness and loneliness with happiness I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I join us ly surrender the ego emotions that once convinced me that just because I couldn't see remember or understand all the stars within my emotional body it meant I could not heal them I can work on my past without feeling so overwhelmed that I react by going numb or dissociating or going into denial although I know it's not always

necessary I am willing to witness if maybe all of my emotional pain I invoke waves of healing to wash through my emotional body and cleanse and consume all past wounds that once overwhelmed me all the power of heaven stands with me and within me I am willing to love myself unconditionally in all situations from my past the light has come I have forgiven all the peace of God is shining in me now I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I joined the Eco emotions that lead to my having expectations on how my life should be for an allowing my ego to

create unrealistic expectations I set myself up for disappointment thus my ego can control me through an endless cycle of Hope despair I choose to peak the peace if I choose peace instead of this I am now willing to be at peace with the way life is I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth I joined her all ego emotions that have controlled me for so long I once surrendered to my ego might write an ability to feel happy which then limited how much happiness I could feel or experience in my emotional body my

function of extending and experiencing both forgiveness and happiness are one in the same I will only experience one as I accept the other forgiveness brings me happiness forgiving myself and all others today I allow God and all forces of light to increase instantly the quantity of happiness I can feel and experience I simultaneously extend this happiness to all the world through my forgiveness I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on earth and lastly I Jaya Slee invoked the pure compassion of mother Mary's Immaculate

Heart the Divine Mother to come into me as I call for it to wash over my emotional body and emotional bodies of all human beings in all dimensions mother Mary Divine Mother let the energetic waves of your pure heart wash through and consume my burdens and the burdens of all people so we can attain the vision and the will to rise above fears and wounds awaken us to the reality that as long as we are not healed we create an ongoing connection and identification it to the wounds of the past and the people who seemingly

hurt us I consciously surrender all emotions created or controlled by my ego I say as did the Divine Mother Oh Lord my I am presence let my life in my emotions be according to your will I am God created me I will to be the Christ on earth all of this old out all of the light new into all of our centers a few centering breaths drawing the light of God from the heavens activating through the top of the head every chakra all of the seven feeling a certain amount of the all the stagnant the wounds the memories out just jump out and it's

clean awaiting pure light crystalline light filling every Center peace and safety that we never knew we could feel let's choose to feel it now the Holy Spirit Archangel Michael and its legions of angels cut away all of the old and those beings of light come in surround us and seal us with light to make presence the consciousness of God within us so we are the light of God we don't surround ourselves with light to protect from a wicked world that still affirms at all instead all I know is that I am the

light of God I will to be the Christ on earth my emotions and desires are the Lord's and the fullness thereof hear those words and feel them my emotions and desires are the Lord's and the fullness thereof it means my emotional body is filled with the presence of God there's light even in that emotional body that used to be programmed by the ego to feel loneliness sadness despair or root emotions like the fact that the idea that were flawed it's not true my emotions and desires are the lord's and the fullness thereof one more time my

emotions are the Lord's and the fullness thereof my life is the Lord's and the fullness Tara my life is the Lord's and the fullness thereof God is raising the earth to a glorious new day I choose to live and be the will of my father mother God did I choose the life of Christ the kingdom of God is manifest in me and on earth now and forever the complete opposite of what caused me and all of us our previous beliefs in lap and pain and limitation instead the presence of God is here and now and I choose it his

presence holds the truth and love this presence is all-powerful it is necessary to garden out the old roots and junk from this garden of our mind but thank God that spirit will help us replant the appropriate things that bring us a fruitful Garden of consciousness and so it is thank you guys