Having a Sacred Relationship with the Mother

even though today's Mother's Day you know we don't just do kind of talks just on the standard topic that's circulating around life and town you know ideas of happy Mother's Day and let's let's all give thanks to our mothers and that sort of thing I like to approach things as deeply as possible and also bridging topics so it's important for us to understand that when we refer to the mother I mean human beings walk around then they think we're talking about the person that gave you birth that's only

like a human that you rented you know it's just to you wait a minute this is Mother's Day let me be nicer it is only that which is flesh is flesh I'll quote Jesus so you can resent him instead of me okay he's telling you that which is flesh is flesh I mean it tells you something guys that which is spirit is spirit the Bible tells us something along the lines of thou shalt honor thy father and mother it didn't mean the people the two people that sometimes aren't so honorable it meant to honor your father

God and your mother earth or the father and mother aspects of God in all things it you know even though we twist the Bible to refer to material things it's almost never going to refer to material things because God and that which is the wisdom and the Bible can't see you as merely a human or material person it sees you as a spiritual person so try to translate what it's saying to first and foremost your spiritual self and then you can go a little more cosmic if you want spiritual first then cosmic and

then human so you have a cosmic you have a divine mother there's a divine mother but there's also an earth mother and a human mother honor your divine mother honor the cosmic mother that we call the Earth Mother and honor your human mother not dishonorable parts of her anything that's honorable well what if I didn't have a mother that was honorable at all then have you ever had anyone that treated you in a form that was like a mother no I don't even like humans none of them have ever been

have you ever been running for a bus and a woman who was driving it and pulled over and waited for you when she was almost pulling away that's a but that's a human mother right then anytime anyone took your hand or handed you a tissue when you're crying that's the human mother it may not have come through our earthly human mothers and I know that's hard to handle and I know that sad but it is also something that can be changed and reinterpreted we have to come to peace if your mother her human mother

was not kind and we go to our grave remembering and resenting it we're going to come back and have to deal with it in another form might even be her again if on the other hand and by the way am i then saying the opposite you know you need to forgive her after all she did the best she could with what she had that is one of the stupidest things anybody has ever come up with your mother didn't necessarily always do the best she could with what she had sometimes humans are selfish weak narcissistic and abusive so they didn't

always do the best they could I am grateful for anything good that they did do and when they didn't cash out anybody else that ever did any good piece it together piece your respect for the mother together from all the good anyone's ever done for you I was you know out of my household before I was 18 so I had to have papers signed to you know to legally you know get me out of that family which was really cool but you know what my father refused to sign those papers why would he sign them I'm trying to sign to get out of their

family you know that would just kind of be an admission of guilt so you know it's funny those my mother helped me forge his name thank you thank you mom wherever you are and I hope it's a different residence than him but she deserves the Peace of one you know eventually right so anything and and there's also a family that took me in for a while god that was one of the most amazing fathers and mothers there for Father's Day thank you to him Mother's Day thank you to her but it isn't just them I would think I also

have to thank myself for creating any healthy images of a mother and if you've had none no such thing start today and assemble it and I know some of us have had such hardship with feminine whether it was mom or abuses of a female somewhere or whatever it might be and the same is true for males but you know I know that we've had some hardships that make us close our heart to that but it's up to us to heal that and turn it around not in the traditional sense where I'm saying just go back and enable

at all hey mom I guess everything's okay after all no no no you're not asked to honor dishonourable parts honor that which is honorable don't have faith in in people's psychotic behaviors don't have faith in narcissists have faith in that in God and that there is a light of God in everyone then that spark into a flame by not hating them and affirming goodness I'm not saying move in with them or hang out with them but turn it around inside yourself just refusing to hate them is a good start but remember

also affirming that there's a light in them but if you don't find good somewhere then now you're abusing yourself if you say I would have had love for a mother a female but I didn't have any good examples you're actually starving yourself of your contact with the mother in in all forms so assemble it so I'm talking obviously to those who would feel like an excuse or a reason to not be at harmony when you see people abusing the earth the earth is a mother there's the make mother divine mother rather and

then there's the cosmic mother the universal one the one in the universe and we see her as being the the earth the earth mother when you see people you know taking their their vehicles and just destroying forests and writing their you know four-wheelers you know through these four and then just plowing through them tossing their beer cans out these are not just rude people these are people that hate the feminine they hate the mother and they're destroying it for her for a reason there's a hatred inside

complete disregard don't hate them affirm that somewhere there is a light and I can tell you this if they were in touch with that light they couldn't hurt the mother like that now the important thing is some of us go the poor mother and oh you know we shed tears for the mother them she's fine believe it or not she's actually quite powerful you know oh but they cut down a tree that's like a hair falling from her head she doesn't care what she cares about is the hatred they feel she wants

that healed you can mow down all the trees but if in the last tree being cut on this planet the human race got it it would be worth it to her the Divine Feminine the mother of mothers the archetype of all female and mother most people have no idea what that's about they even make a mother out of her that they want to defend we have to fight for the mother if she wanted you to fight for her she would just sneeze and blast everybody off the planet she's at more peace than you can imagine she's incapable of hatred oh then you

know she's eventually going to rebel and you know it's not her nature we actually project our stuff on the to the poor mother I say poor mother meaning we just waste our time putting all these projects even mother nature is a bad wrap for the mother because if you think about mother nature it's not always looking real sweet you watch a nature program you know you just see these animals mulling a little baby something or other and it's like pretty gruesome and then you know people like well I guess that's the cycle of life and

that's nature that's your way of coping with seeing something you do not like and then you blame it on the mother you know I wouldn't want that sort of thing but apparently the Divine Mother does you know it's her fault mother nature she's like I have nothing to do with it what you're seeing is not my highest expression and this is where it gets tricky the mother in the Divine Mother the universal mother and the earth mother all forms of the the feminine and the mother all they really do and I've

shared this before but all they do is they take on an embodiment of what we believe just like quantum particles aren't particles at first they're waves undefined waves it's like saying cosmically and in terms of quantum physics there are waves like there's the consciousness of god but we're talking about the mother aspect of God because as soon as you're talking about the universe the father aspect represents the father aspect of God meaning in heaven the mother aspect of God means anything

you can see her experience in the universe the universe is nothing but her womb so the father and mother created this place for us to experience ourselves so the mother projects into the universe becomes a womb a made of mirror to reflect back to the children so it becomes what we call quantum particles and the particles become atoms and molecules and structures so we walk around the world going you know there's a tree there's a bird and whatever all we're ever seeing is crystallization of our consciousness and it is the mother

who's crystallizing for us she all she's doing is holding still and letting us have a freeze-frame of our beliefs so even when you attract let's say you somehow manifested her experience a terrible mom on this planet the divine mother froze into the form of a not-so-nice human mother to again reflect our beliefs and our lessons things we need to learn or he'll always things we need to learn or heal but she the Divine Mother saying please release me let me go now I couldn't blare that simple the Divine Mother

saying please release me please and she's fine with the fact that we'll only release her as we grow spiritually a little at a time that's called growing growing in consciousness changing our consciousness that's beautiful because she says great I mean you can open up all the way in consciousness and I will reflect your divinity but if you don't believe your divine and you think of yourself as a tormented or struggling or conflicting person in love out of love in relationship out of relationship healthy

ill all the things you do I'm always going to just reflect it perfectly so what this means guys is that ultimately forgiveness which is the most powerful thing we have in our capacity on our tool belt forgiveness what forgiveness is really doing is changing our consciousness when you forgive you are changing your consciousness you're not like just kind of overlooking something somebody did ideally you're changing consciousness and when you do when we hear miracles come from forgiveness the miracle is actually the mother who froze

in one form and then you worked on forgiveness you did the forgiveness she now freezes into the next level of form and we're going wow my life changed and the mothers that's great you know whatever you want to believe I'm just reflecting your consciousness and it's a perfect system in an imperfect world for this time in our lives it's a perfect reflection we have capability of changing our minds and changing everything the experience the challenge and again another challenge is I have my

beliefs and we have ours so the quantum universe that becomes the material universe is adjusted through consciousness now some people are going to say it's all about your mind power it isn't just your mind power I've said this many times as well it's your beliefs when people say it's all about your thinking you have to watch what you're thinking and if you think a bad thought make yourself not thinking you know it's not just that's still intellectualization you got it make yourself in and on some people can

say the words your words are you watch out what you say the words are powerful but mainly they're powerful because of the consciousness behind them if you don't have belief and intention behind them the magic of it dissipates the power of it dissipates so everything is really not the power of your words nor the power of your your thinking as everybody keeps teaching on this planet it's the power of your beliefs behind your thinking and behind your words your beliefs and when we have a creation like

right now we're seeing a talk and there's a guy standing here speaking that talk had to have been agreed upon by any individual who's seeing it and the group who's seeing it all creation is a collision or a blend of two things two forces every individuals thoughts combined with every group thought every everybody in the girl all humanity so if I woke up today and said I would like there to be two sons and two moons in the sky I could sit there I can wince you know and throw my forehead and think

you think it's not gonna change because not only do I believe there's only one we believe it so when you want to make a change in your life for the universe it's quite a test because you're trying to change it and then you're hoping everybody else will get on board and agree with that change I would like to create more prosperity that's it that's my focus now more prosperity your boss may not agree okay I'm gonna change him you will give me a raise no see that's still like manipulation so what are we

gonna do the easiest thing is to get everyone to agree on changing something in the world but that's the hardest thing to get to happen so you have to change yourself and you are up against they the group the them the we that they the group but in reality we're all connected so if I change myself enough that change is going to download into everyone anyway so you can sit around and wait for everyone to change if only my mom was different my dad was different or you can just make the changes within yourself and then you

start feel differently about it all all of a sudden you don't feel an investment in mom or dad or boyfriends girlfriends partners being a certain way it's more like this is what I've always been told I'm getting it I feel at peace I feel happy I feel passionate I feel joyous and then you start to see it manifesting in the world the world is a reflection of what's going on inside of us you can improve your relationship with the father and mother aspects of God through communion through prayer and meditation

but also by having a contact like don't just pray like superstitiously have a connection have a faith people on this planet they twist everything so they made sure that you can't trust the mother any more mother nature you know even insurance won't cover her sometimes so they're mother nature's taking a bad rap and she's a reflection of the mother the mother aspect of God where is she where's the human mother all of them look destroyed from human perspective well I don't buy it I refuse

to buy it every time I hear the temptation in my mind to to judge something male-female masculine feminine divine father mother I need to see that that's a temptation that I'm allowing into my space and then I need to decide what I'm gonna do with that temptation I refuse to believe all males are this way you know females are that way or races or whatever it happens to be I refuse to believe the stereotypes thrown at me even though sometimes we understand that it's helpful to learn by generalities

like that choose not to believe what the world tells you nature is a cruel thing they say but if nature is a cruel thing and it's a reflection of Mother Nature the mothers are cruel thing and what you're saying is God is cruel and I'm not saying don't you know stuff that I'm not saying stuff that pretend you don't think it I think it's important for you to actually realize and go oh my god subtly I have come to believe deep insights I somehow got into the belief that Mother Nature has cruelty I mean

it's evidenced every you know every spider and relationship with a spider and a fly it's not like the spiders go out and untangle em say sorry about that yeah move on your way you know they eat them they suck the blood sometimes they just put them to sleep so they can give them a slow death that's not beautiful to me and you can say but it is because then that animal gives life for the next as soon as that animal I interview the animal that's being killed and see if it's okay with it the life of a fly is

precious to it just as much as your life is to you so don't justify we have taken God and made it a cruel thing we have made ourselves not be able to trust the mother in every form because of our experiences that we got twisted into so we don't buy it anymore we learned that I need to become the embodiment of the mother that I always wished I had or the one that I believe is God how so love nurturance forgiveness learn to be a safe space for people because the mother is the nurturer the safe space then the mother is so perfectly

safe that when the children of God did the radical thing and said I wonder what life is like outside of God and we flew and created a universe and flew into the universe that reflected our beliefs that were separate she didn't abandon us and say well okay good luck she actually flew in faster than we did created a universe for us to fly into so she could say never are you apart from God as far as I'm concerned I'm always going to be there for you oh no no not us cuz we're gonna fly way far away from God we're gonna go into a cold

space in the universe we're gonna even create life and death cycles so that we can't really ever have eternal peace and she's like no matter what I'm here I'm going to be here loving you loving you so much that even when you have absurd thoughts and actions that you take on each other and on yourselves I'm going to be there holding an immaculate concept of you which is the ultimate meaning of Immaculate Conception I am going to hold an immaculate concept that you are what God created you to be you

are pure love and all the experiences that you can have out here come from your beliefs and I'm gonna be the one who's getting the download of your beliefs so I can help you materialize your beliefs and in a sense it pains me to do it because you're suffering but I love you so much I'm gonna show you the suffering why would she do she's not causing our suffering why would she show it to us in the form of unhealthy relationships because she's saying there's another way she's using

that as a way to say you get to learn the easy way or the hard way I'd prefer you choose the easy way but if you choose the hard way I'm gonna materialize as the hard way if you want to beat your head against a wall I will be the wall and I'm not the wall beating your on you on the head I'm the wall saying are you done yet can we try love yet no okay and then when we practice forgiveness to me one of the most astounding things is in a way in a way the mother has been imprisoned by us she loves us so much she allowed us to pull

her down to the earth plane to the material universe and freeze as density as limitations that's another way to say it the universe has become we are unconditional beings we are unlimited beings who now believe in conditions and limits that's actually not reflecting god that's part of our spiritual insanity and the mother is here trying to help us wake up and so to me one of the astounding things is she's freeze framing she's allowing herself to pretend temporarily that she too is limited to reflect us

and that we believe were limited is that making sense she's she's manifesting into a three-dimensional limited universe that could collide that could destroy could disappear it could do anything like there could be destruction in death and she still goes all that length to us for us to manifest as our reflections as ourselves and again the beautiful part is that when you and I just simple what we think to be simple human beings when you practice forgiveness and it's not just forgiving others when you practice

forgiving yourself for anything and everything you've ever thoughts that are done when you forgive you actually release the mother who has allowed herself to temporarily become part of a limited universe she's having to work really hard to pretend she's limited because she's so infinitely unlimited it's not easy to pretend but we're doing the same thing we're pretending that were screwed up human beings but we're not we're pretending that we're in this cycle of evolution thousands of

lifetimes and we should have this right and on and on it goes we're infinite and we're made in the image of God pretending that we're just twisted and messed up limited you even the best of us well I'm not that messed up because I'm prosperous and I'm healthy you're still gonna die and you're still gonna come back well not me because I have a lot of money in the bank you're especially coming back you know that's joking so you know you're you oh I have a great life my

whole life is wonderful you're gonna lose someone someday someone's gonna die and you can't fix them but I'm a CEO yeah it won't matter you can't walk into a hospital or a morgue resurrection time I'm a CEO it won't even your most fabulous parts of yourself will prove to be worthless which is why Buddha said this world's suffering nothing that you love or hate is going to work for you it's not gonna give you anything you're gonna sell even if you like something you're gonna suffer because it will one

day go so nothing of this world can help us it's the energy the life the love beneath everything we see that awaits us and it awaits our awakening so when we wake up it's not like a it's not like we just wake up and become detached from the world what happens is you're falsely in love with the world you're going to have revelations and insights that go oh my god I've been overly attached and you're going to start cutting back and their universe will help you cut back on your attachments to the world's cutting

cutting cutting cutting cutting you'll go from attachments to non attachments even sometimes detachments if you're extreme and all of a sudden you're gonna fall in love with the world again but in a different way you're gonna fall in love with God's essence that's behind everything you think you see all of a sudden the love that was there all the time oh my god and if you want to fall in love with it like it's an object you will rise in love with it because it is me all the things I was looking for oh

my god I used to love rainbows and sunsets and then I learned you know how to properly center myself and observe them differently so I sort of felt it fell out of love with them in a sense and then next thing I know I learned I'm one with the love behind them it won't be the rainbow it won't be the sunset there's something behind even the light effects of those things when you look at a person you go from Oh attractive - it doesn't matter - that's what happens with real love it starts with something

in here even even if it's a physical attraction it's still in the mind it's still in the head believing it oh you happen to look great to me what does that mean you know I remember being in high school you know and people within and this is just the way my insane brain would work sometimes but people would say man I look at it man isn't she hot I'd say it's anatomy and biology man you know so I was a turn-off to hang around but but but I was like don't you see there's it's all it is it's it's a limited

manifestation of things so it's kind of hard to navigate a world when you kind of understand things more but the good news is you'll go from Wow good-looking or whatever you think you think you see sunsets or people all that is is it's convenient for your opinions I happen to like that kind of a look it's just an opinion what makes you think you like that look there's no food or anything that just is better than something else it's not like you go I love Mediterranean food and God's

going all I got to give in on that one - Oh totally Mediterranean food is the bomb you know none of its real there is no better or less or other than your opinions so we walk around the world projecting our opinions and then saying I don't like that because it doesn't suit my opinions and I like that the eyes are just collecting data sending it to the brain the brain says we already have opinions about it this one fits this one doesn't and we call those likes and not likes then we learn to go okay I

don't I don't understand anything I see I don't I just I get it i I'm willing to surrender my thoughts and opinions and the mother believe it or not in you and the mother in all the objects you were looking at that you said I love and hate she starts shifting she literally in your brain starts unplugging certain neurons and changing them next time you open your eyes you've gone from I really like dislike to this transformation your eyes closed and now I don't understand anything and I'm starting to feel

detached from things and it might even seem excessive but the moment will come where you open your eyes metaphorically you open your eyes again and you see things differently and all of a sudden what is this I I just feel love you know I just feel love like the the kid in the movie powder you know he's like not of this world in a lot of ways he wasn't connecting with things the way most people did but he was in touch with the quantum wave in things and I'm describing quantum wave meaning the essence of love behind everything and

all of a sudden you you know you don't love one thing you can still chew to live with someone different than someone else you can still choose to I'd like this scooter as opposed to that food that's not the point you can still choose but you don't have an investment of right and wrong to it you don't have an you know a perception of good and bad it's like whatever it just is oh that food's terrible who says you know all old tall people or a certain way who says you realize none of it's

true it's all just games made up of you know the illusions of our senses and so we drop them so you have them you drop them and then all of a sudden you get a new version of them and that's where the mother is giving you a spiritual birth that which is born of the flesh is flesh that which is born of the Spirit is spirit and there's another meaning to that meaning that when you use your fleshly senses and eyes you're gonna see things of the sensory world which Yogi's have told you for thousands of years

don't trust them all of a sudden you drop all that and a different you higher senses start to perceive the world for you higher senses to start to show you a different world and when I say show you it happens in your third eye not your due up two eyes but it also is when the heart starts to open it's like you all of a sudden have a cosmic biology that starts to get birthed your brain starts to get wired differently whole mind did not right brain left brain you know when people say I'm a male I'm a female I'm a

Jew I'm a Gentile they have all these descriptions you start you start realizing I don't identify with that I how about being whole brained I've never heard of that you must be weird yeah I must be this is great you know silly me thinking that can be creative and logical at the same time hmm thinking I can your typical man typical woman I feel balanced I feel like I feel good embracing masculine and feminine within myself once again you look like a weirdo and that's a good thing because those that would not understand such

thing will tell you you're crazy but they're telling you that because they're crazy and misery loves company they're trying to project their stuff on you and you're waking up like the title of my book you're not going crazy or you're just waking up and that's a really good thing so all of a sudden you realize and and how am i doing this is it somebody's making me am I doing it for my partner no you realize it's a personal experience and if there's ever to be said there's something else

someone else involved in this relationship because this is a holy relationship it's really the Holy Spirit even the words Holy Spirit have been screwed up and twisted by certain religions made to be something so heavy and negative or in some religion made to be special for only a few individuals in history so remember that the Holy Spirit of God is the same as the Divine Mother the Holy Spirit that comes from the heavens metaphorically down to the earth and works miracles the Holy Spirit you know came upon the apostles and they

started receiving gifts of the Spirit and so on all that was was the mother that was always there in the first place and when they shifted their consciousness it became apparent that they have greater gifts it's not like the apostles did a certain type of prayer that then rang a bell up in heaven heaven could have the you know others response to getting anything oh hey Holy Spirit can you fly down and give them something okay mm-hmm you know and then sort you know downward into the earth plane blessing blessing

blessing blessing blessing and then they all had something great happen that's not how it happened all that happened was they opened up to love because the divine mother is the same as love so when they opened up to we're not even going to define what we're looking for we're gonna let God decide it's like oh how perfect is that as soon as there's an no conditions on it unconditional spirit came upon them as soon as they said unlimited please then unlimited consciousness came upon them

do you think you really have to tell God exactly what you need there's nothing wrong with doing that I'm just saying you don't really have to and when Jesus says don't tell you know God what you need it already knows it didn't mean don't pray but it also didn't mean that when you think what you need is new tires on your card that that's what he meant and God already knows you need new tires again where I started half an hour ago it's not linear so step into a deeper state of consciousness to hear

these things and interpret these things what it means is consciousness spirit first God knows whatever you think you're praying for all that really is happening is you think you're separate and if you would pray to know that you're not separate the natural miracles that are already there would be seen miracles look like they're things sent you know by premiere or Amazon or whatever they call these things noonim prime okay prime Amazon you know you know it's like just or FedEx or it's

not done that way that's what's cool guys everything is is truly within us and so when we receive miracles of the Spirit when we receive miracles from God when we answers to prayers and all that's really happening is our consciousness rose high enough to see and feel and experience what was already there if you access the right consciousness when God said dude Jesus said rather Lazarus come forth he didn't like hope that it would happen he wasn't actually sending you know healing energy into the tomb fix fix fix fix fix and

then rise stand up and he didn't fix Lazarus he just loved the hell out of him he loved anything in him that could represent death which is basically like saying I refuse to believe in anything but God Jesus didn't have to go oh you want to walk on water alright this is gonna take a little special stuff it's it's it's not like he had to I am buoyant I am good to know that didn't happen as soon as we start to understand the way everything works it starts working in always our minds like to be

limited I'm a good Reiki practitioner but I'm not a good mom I'm a good mom but I'm not a good astrologer or whatever it happens to be I actually believe that we can be great in all of them but I actually believe that in anything which to me I call mastery however wherever you feel like you believe and you can excel that's where you're gonna believe in excel so if you want to keep it to one category of life that's fine but the good news is it's gonna keep unfolding you don't just

become one thing better and better and better you'll see as you grow enough eventually it's going to kick in that and I can let this leak into other areas of my life I can start to become a brilliant painter but I've never paint it doesn't matter I just tried it and it happens it just kind of comes through me and then all of a sudden a poem and then all of a sudden something more linear you know whatever it happens to be left-brain right-brain masculine feminine and so on if we want to have a

good relationship with the mother you cannot bless you you cannot live hypocritically it how are you going to say you have a good relationship with your mom but you let mud the mother but you have in compatible or in congruent relationship with the earth or your body or feminine anything because they're reflecting do how you're doing with the mother throw a pilot in a bag of trash out there just go ahead toss your cigarette butts this isn't the earth that's being affected I know a lot of people get real

activists about that I'm saying it isn't the earth that's being harmed you are every time you do it it's gonna come back I hate you mother I hate you God because God is father and mother I hate you God that's what it's really reflecting it could be I hate my mommy and you're you taking it out on the earth or you can say you love the earth but not your yourself your body bodies are wicked bodies are you know they're yucky their temptations got to override the body and its needs oh sorry to hear

that you know even the Mystics that were why that tried to negate the body they were essentially saying I love the father aspect of God but not the mother cuz the mothers your body all these things betray how we're really feeling inside get in touch with all aspects of the Father prayer and meditation the divine mother and father get in touch with the cosmos and the stars and so on in whatever way works for you and you're getting in touch with the cosmic father including light beings but you to get in

touch with the cosmic mother it's the earth you know live in harmony as best you can find a way to live in harmony with the earth the best you can somebody says I live in a high-rise I can't you know have like a garden you can you know my first apartment I made a little patio and it was too sunny and hot and then where I lived so I built a little patio that I don't know how to build anything but I put a little patio and a cover so that I could put plants in there just plants you know create life greenery

anywhere I've ever lived I created greenery life water flow you know aliveness that's the mother and staying in touch with the mother but also this thing here the body you know to be able to dance why do you think so many pagan groups would just go out out to the world out on the land and dance you know and they and they look freaky too freaky people if the people weren't freaky they wouldn't have looked freaky because if you could look out and see children dancing you would never criticize them

if you saw children take off their diapers and clothes and laugh and dance and roll around on the grass you would laugh at it when adults do it oh they're bad they're freaky get your freak on and you know step up and try it you know I don't mean here well that would set everybody over the edge you know Sedona Oh could you imagine oh all in all this TV shows you know CNN and whatever they call those you know yep Sedona has gone over the edge but but I'm also not against it when I taught workshops on sacred

sexuality I told people just be like children you know it wasn't about teaching the sex per se it was about trying to come and back into being in touch with yourself and God and so forth the dancing and twirling and spinning and just laughing get back to that childlike innocence now not always childlike there's also the sensual part but be in touch with that I've had clients of mine that we worked on old wounds and they came back to me emails or letters or whatever it happened to been depending on what decade we were in

at the time and and it was always amazing to me one gal saying you know Michael we did a session and you taught me about some of my abuses and the effects on my body and she said and I have to tell you that when I went and showered I didn't notice that there was anything different I just had my session and we're all done and call a day later two days later when she was showering by chance you know she just all of a sudden realized that she was for the first time in her life washing her body in the past

she said all I ever did was harshly scrub it because it was dirty and naughty but the something as simple as a woman who was I don't know 60 at the time for telling me I've never just washed it just made contact with it in any kind of a gentle soothing way it's like wow I mean how do you hear that and not be in awe of the power of healing and human beings have to get back to that don't tell me you're in touch with the feminine don't tell me you're an activist for the feminine if any of

these are hypocrisy are you in touch with your body do you love is your activism making you hate people yeah we hate those people they're not like us because we're in love with the mother it's a lie you can't hate and tell me you're in touch with the Holy Spirit you know Holy Spirit Hey you know hating some kind group you know it's like no no are you seeing harmony in always are you seeing harmony with the cosmic version the the heavenly version the cosmic version and the earthly version are you being a good

mother what do you mean I'm a male yeah that's a parent let me try it again are you in touch with being a good mother but but if I'm a man you know Magdalene and the group is sitting around Jesus and some of the men said you know tradition says only the men are allowed to hear teachings why are you allowing Marian and some others hanging around these women hanging around Matt Magdalene make her leave the room because we're about to do some deep teachings and it's men only because that's the culture and the custom for

many cultures and customs in the world throughout history and Jesus responded he said then let her let's let her make let's let's make her into one of us and clearly he didn't mean like sex change what did he mean let's make her into what meeting let her access her masculine and get over it but it doesn't matter I'm not an artist I'm a masculine type get in touch with the feminine don't accept any severing no separation and no limitations get past it and if you're not then fine take your time

lessons will come to you the easy way or the hard way and the real you is going to emerge the easy way or the hard way it's called labor pains when it's the hard way but you can create immaculately you into your own life we can all create immaculately meaning pain free and it also means holding an immaculate concept of who you are you are in fact made in God's image complete and whole this isn't like I'm giving you homework to make you go and do something to achieve and work hard at it it's actually as

organic as organic can be we're made in God's image we are the breath of life we are peace we are love we are forgiving we are nurturing get past all that other stuff I don't care what history you've had I don't care what what political affiliations what denominations what kind of parents doesn't matter be what you really know in your heart you can be to the fullest and then allow the Holy Spirit reflect that hey sweetheart yes I would like to show you the changes you've been making really yes watch this

more prosperity but I was taught in the past work harder to get more and it happened effortlessly I know a lot of more a lot better things can happen as well a lot more things would you like that absolutely show me how to see things the way you see things and life starts to unfold effortlessly you start to have an organic diet instead of one people guilt you into you all of a sudden realize you're drawn into stuff that really makes the most sense for you and your body more and more ease laughter things that you wouldn't have

imagined you ever had in in you or around you gifts masculine feminine up-down left-right black/white all of it I am all things to all people says one apostle and that's where we're heading so allow yourself today in honor of Mother's Day be a good mother and I don't care if it's in the grocery store line I don't care if it's in this room you know hugging saying goodbye a nurturing holding and giving a tissue to somebody be a good mother even if you're outside and nobody knows you're doing it

you see an animal give thanks for it just just surround it with love what you're really doing is you're loving parts of yourself again all of us have that I've been working doing this work for a long time and it took me and even still I'm in process of that now and again parts of self-loathing you know I teach it and I feel it great about myself and this and that guys but it still shows up here and there there's tight parts of myself I remember as a little boy that if I remember parts I see pictures of myself as a kid and

there's sometimes a little something inside where I want to look at it because what I was told I was became a memory so now when I think of me as that thing I go oh my first reaction is I'm supposed to hate him it's a cellular reaction it's like I'm almost a muscle memory and I have to stop and go wow I mean how weird I was I was made to feel loathing or a negative reaction to picture I mean it's just a kid but I was made to believe that's a that kid is bad or wrong or whatever you've got to be

willing to look at yourself honestly and love the hell out of all the stuff whatever you were told whatever you were made to believe about boys girls men women blacks whites whatever stories I'm not saying force yourself to do it I'm saying allow yourself to do it because we deserve we deserve a break man all the good that you were wish you wish for anybody else you deserve it too and if all you do is love animals but not yourself you're a hypocrite if you say you love others I'm an activist for others and the trees and

not yourself it's hypocrisy show us all what love means in all ways show people what it's like to live in harmony in love with God and the father and mother show that it's true and real and effective to also love cosmically the Stars that the universe the womb of the mother and the earth mother show that you care and it may not look in exactly the same form to somebody else I get that but just do your best and lastly show that your relations with males and females and adults and children is somehow harmonious you're

going to have your draw back you're going to have your charges here in lessons here and there but are you coming out after every test better than you started and when you do you're then teaching people how to be a good mother when you show people how to be loving it's not mommy's are better than daddies females are better than males it's just the context today is on the divine feminine the masculine has its purpose a little more to but show the feminine show the mother show goodness show

protection I know the father has that strong protective energy too but the mother in a soft nurturing way come here sweetheart that's the Holy Spirit come here sweetheart don't imagine it's something up in the sky that might like you on some days and not on others I know she loves me prove it prove that you have harmony with the earth go and sit on the hammock by the lawn down there once in a while just lay in there you know just the shade the Sun the breeze live in harmony with it don't just dance with a

partner that's the female or a date that's might be a female don't don't just have your exclusive little ways or love a child of yours it's a female live in the female step into the mother and let her hold you and prove that you love it water is a great expression of the mother her bones the mother expressed in your bones but her bones the core of her it's in my bones and it's in the rocks of the earth so are you in touch with the earth mother the cosmic mother the universal mother the mother in you that's your

bones your muscles your meridians your veins those are her rivers on the earth but they're also her meridians through the earth her energy systems live completely in harmony with the consciousness of and not just say it to really live in consciousness my meridians are her meridians my rivers are her rivers my emotions are her animal kingdom you know when I experience emotions that she has emotion to it's called the animal kingdom except she only loves them I don't like some of my emotions wow that's out of harmony with the

mother in me let me change that and her etheric body is the plant kingdom that's why having good nutritious foods that are a in vital level of you know a growth when they're really in their peak of growth and not too old or too young you're getting peak vitality from those particular nutrients the Essenes used to be really into sprouts and wheatgrass --is and things they loved that and they would only eat them when they're exactly a certain number of days old because they were optimum optimally healthy and vitalizing

to the body but it was especially vitalizing to your their etheric body your energy or vitality so in touch with all aspects it creates this perfectly symbiotic life instead of the parasitic one that people mostly live in let's take a few centering breaths please [Music] let's set aside all the stuff as always of the world of life concerns details and obligations and so on let's set all that aside [Music] when you inhale hear the words I am and on the exhale hear the word relaxed like a self-hypnosis and with each breath

becoming more centered and quiet more relaxed I am relaxed [Music] the mother the Holy Spirit of God absolutely desires our awakening it dances with us to reflect when we are awakening and when we're not and the only reason to reflect when we're not is so that we might choose to do so and human beings become addicted to negative experiences every day we wake up and we're a 'king pretty soon it's automatic pilot before we even wake we already expect it when you've been cheated on by one and then two and then three people

pretty soon it's your pattern when a human mother or father lets us down it becomes a pattern and we don't expect anything better and it's sad because the mother is saying my beloved you have become more afraid of your light than your darkness she says sweetheart you don't realize that there's part of you that's terrified of things going well for you because you're so used to them not going well it would be too shocking for them to suddenly shift into a completely different vibe so all of these things

have to be surrendered to the mother so she can then change form for us free up all of our projections onto the mother it's not seemingly appropriate or very kind to project onto anybody and certainly not the mother that's loved us so much now in this moment think about any person or event that represents struggle for you in any form that it comes up even if it's someone you've already worked on if they popped up and so let it be a person or event that represents struggle for you remember it's a crystallization of our

own consciousness it's not to say what they're doing is very nice but it is a manifestation of their beliefs and our beliefs coming together so I forgive you for what I thought you were I forgive you for what I believed you needed to be I forgive you for what you wouldn't be for me stay objective and clear as possible again you're not excusing behaviors you're not minimizing events if it's an event that came to mind but I choose to say goodbye to the effects this has had and let that fade gently

from your mind and then imagine what if they were reflecting something in your mind what if they were reflecting a belief you don't have to fight to come up with it but even just if slightly you can say they may have been reflecting a lesson or belief of mine no matter how horrendous they behaved it could be that they're reflecting low self-worth in me a lack of value in me whatever you might just allow it to represent just see it and own it everything that happens in my life is reflecting my consciousness and if it

suddenly disappeared there's a part of me that's afraid of that so I keep it running today I'm choosing to love love more than fearing fear so goodbye even what I projected on to those other people goodbye but also unto myself there's nothing wrong with me I'm made in God's image if anything ever told me otherwise I forgive myself for believing it letting myself off the hook and let go of your image of yourself and let that fade and one last thing divine mother I'm praying to you now having

extended forgiveness to others and to myself I'm going to own this this challenging for some of us this thought I project it onto you I judged you mother as being less than whole perfect divine and loving I projected onto you a horrible symbol called nature that destroys itself over and over I projected onto you the cycles of life and death and in God there is no death I projected onto you in the form of an sometimes unhealthy mom negative opinions towards women this was all my stuff on you God and I own it I

surrender it to you help me to forgive myself such strange beliefs that you could be anything but love and I choose to forgive you as well because it was nothing real or true and with all of this clear I'm now going to open up to trust we close with the concept of trust I'm gonna trust you mother God Holy Spirit of God I'm gonna trust you to be everything you really are so much so that I'm opening every particle of my being to vulnerability and letting you pour yourself into me fill me with the Divine Mother fill me

with the Holy Spirit become active in every particle of my being in every limb in every organ in every gland fill me and let me dance with delight that you and I are one again I feel alive tingles through my body I feel hope in my heart and now I feel so full that I'm gonna project this out there extend it out there to others we're all alive I see it in me I see it in others the whole world alive the lion can live with the lamb and not be afraid of harm people of all cultures and walks of life religions

guys we're done with it let's all let it go and have fun see everybody celebrating no concept to the opposite no concept of a lack in food prosperity peace or whatever it happens to be see all the world celebrating everyone alive just as God would see it when God looks upon humanity it can't see hurt shame past it sees hope in the moment for everyone to experience love again and that's what we're choosing and with that a closing couple of breaths gradually coming back to the room closing couple of centered breaths

how's it feeling nice job just let it keep integrating let it keep integrating