God Is, I Am, We Are

well this morning I was getting ready to leave the house got some you know shirt and got kind of ready and to come in and then I started thinking well you know what am I going to talk about and what came to mind was this this phrase that we commonly use and we we have it on our plaques up on the wall but God is I am we are and so it is we do it at the end of our service so I thought let's talk about that a little bit because you know we we could generally say that in in this context there are three types of

people now I've said this many times there's people that are sleeping see it's not about about a matter of good people bad people there are people that are asleep so the way they behave when people are spiritually asleep you know there's certain behaviors that go with that if I'm spiritually asleep it means I'm not spiritually awake obviously if not spiritually awake then you will not see a higher level of integrity you won't see a conscientiousness because I don't care because the part of me that would be

loving courageous etc is asleep so it really makes sense if you think about it if God is good and the God part of me is asleep goodness is asleep so then all of a sudden it starts to make sense as to why I behave the way I do but there's even more to that people deserve love and compassion because they're spiritually asleep which is why Jesus said forgive them they know not what they do he was saying forgive them they they are spiritually asleep which is also going to by default mean they're there they're

lacking conscience they're lacking integrity or whatever else it applies to so but what's worse is people are when they're asleep they not only lack loving behavior when they're asleep they also become very agitated why because you can't kill God it's even if you think you're spiritually asleep or you are spiritually asleep you God is still there somewhere saying hello and there's part of us going numb you know we to be you know people that don't believe we don't want to follow integrity but we

don't want to have a conscientiousness where we're we're so into our fears that the fears start becoming our behavior and then once our behavior takes off for long enough that becomes who we think we are and then you say that one person oh they're such a jerk they're such a nobody started out that way they became what they believed based on what they believed and if they believed no God and if there's no God and God is good there's no good and I have to tell you if you right now did Hypnose hypnosis on

me let's pretend and you know watch the things we you know watch back and forth okay and now Michael you know you're in the deep sleep okay and you are separate from God how do you feel what do you think would come out you know Jolley no it's it doesn't feel good people are in a hypnosis but they went to the show to get hypnotized that's where we allowed it to happen on some levels unbeknownst to us people don't remember it we gave up our will a long time ago we gave up or well that's what it means

to have created an ego we didn't have to create an ego but we chose to fine once it's done the egos job was now keep your eyes on the watch you are getting very sleepy metaphorically you are now losing sight of your divinity slowly slowly you now to have no divine connection which means there are no answers to problems there's no answers to prayers and now you're on your own every man for himself you're now on planet Earth you can't trust anyone everyone's out for their own you know and so on now once they said and

when I count to three you're going to completely experience everything I just told you that's what happened to you and I the day the Eagle was created and every man for himself which is the opposite of God is I am and we are instead got inked I ain't and we ain't and that doesn't go very well and it's in it and it's sad but you know think about it that means the the the biggest jerk the most hurtful selfish hateful person you've ever met is asleep they have forgotten their divinity you and I have a job when

we say God is anybody can say that presumably you know let's say that they have any belief at all because there's these three types of people those asleep those that are waking and those that are awake let's assume that most people watching a show like this are at the very least starting to wake and that's great news but if you want to assist your awakening a little bit smoother as well as speeding it up one way to do it is better dealing with those who are asleep because we get tempted to say man

I'm starting to wake up I will only want to be around spiritual people because that's very tempting it's it's true and thank God we're not like those people everybody that gets on the path has a moment of feeling that way tempting you know to feel that way to want to you know I just like because I like I did this when I was a kid it was like wow I mean only messed up family then I'm now going to metaphysical classes it's like I don't care what the class is about anymore as soon as I hear there's a class I'm

going because it was such a breath of fresh air and if they would have had a community as a I would have moved in because it felt so good to be around good people that's a normal stage for the people in the middle of waking up but if you ever want to be completely awake you still have to know not only to enjoy people that are waking but also how to deal with those that are asleep that's where the rubber meets the road as the saying goes it your your your clarity and your ability to be spiritual is not based on the early stages of

awakening where you want to only be around awakened people your real grit man your real substance of spirituality is and how do you handle that other group now I'm not encouraging you to you know test yourself I'm gonna go amongst you know the worst of the worst and push my luck here but I am saying that it has to be integrated you know so while I was doing all the spiritual stuff still a few years later I found myself having to have a job to get by and pay my rent and so a lot of us on the path are thinking when I find my

soul's purpose and soulmates I I'll just hang out with really beautiful people they'll all have wings and halos and and I won't have to deal with normal people anymore so it for me you know and my heart goes out to people that I do sessions with it still have to get in the trenches and work with people because in that second level you need to be away from the others for a while so you can build substance it's like reaching an oasis but if you reach the oasis and never leave it you'll never

get to wherever you were going because you're stuck in the Oasis this just feels so good you know it's almost like the in the Homeric stories you know of the Iliad and all that and you have this these these journeys and they go and there's the sirens which is where we get that word siren like a ambulance siren and all the police aren't siren it's that that tone that thing that noise that gets your attention well the sirens were these temptresses you know so these guys are on a journey on a voyage and they're getting you know

blown around by the wind and getting lost and navigations all off and then there's this island of sirens and they can go and stay there for eternity and I mean now we've got the ship and a bunch of guys starving and thirsty and then we have an island with a lot of hot girls though let me think which one of those you know how does this weigh up well of course all the ships keep getting crashed there and nobody's ever gotten away and so in the story our hero he actually knows what's coming ties himself to the mass you know he

tells the Titans oh so he cannot steer that direction well we have a period in our lives where it has to that way stay out of the bars if you're tempted to drink stay away from your dealers if it's if that's what you were tempted to do but you know there's a point of refraining but then there's a point where you totally have it and there's nothing to have to abstain from because you feel connected but for a while you have to stay away from the sleeping addictive temptations of life but the second phase of that is now I've

got it it's not an option I'm not interested I don't have to tie myself up meaning restrain myself from temptations rather temptation how you gonna tempt me if I am all that is God is I am I am means there's nothing I need so we're all going in that direction and the fact that there are changes going on in the world this is to help strip down the things that we thought we valued back here because the world by and large is mostly asleep the people you're hanging around with are mostly waking if some of

them are and I can't do any of that other I'm trying to find where I can only be around spiritual people don't blame them that's a righteous phase to go through but are you going to be one of them as well are you gonna say I'm still capable of going to the grocery store and still holding my center because the saying God is I am we are is a statement that is a initiative it it is calling you to find out if it's true that God is and I am and you we are because anybody can make a nice affirmation like that but is it true are

you living that which I'll get back to in a sec so there's a point you know we do all go through that but are you are you emerging from it yet because this world is going to new dimensionality and and I've tried to explain this for so many years where I always found it ironic that people are they get in groups and they're affirming you know the Ascension and yet the economy goes to hell in a handbasket and they're like darn it let's start praying economy how do you know that the economy

going isn't part of no longer needing it because we're ascending but people want to pray and then complain about the answer to the prayer so then what you're saying is we want to ascend wait we take that back we want to ascend wait we want to take and every time we complain we're hedging which is like saying I want to be awake but wait not too much you know it's kind of strange so instead what if and I did a talk some weeks ago I said what if everything's consciousness and that was before this all broke open so

what if everything is consciousness what if this is somehow related to consciousness instead of a thing being done to us what if we're part of this and if there's a god I'm not saying God would actually say let's see we're gonna give you an illness or give you whatever else economy issues or whatever else it might be but what I'm saying is what if our consciousness is reflecting through this What's it saying then I want to know what my consciousness is saying I don't want to be asleep I want to be at least

waking if not awake so what I had a dream last night and wonder what it means that's that's being someone that wants to wake up instead of oh I don't believe in that I don't care i don't believe i don't care i don't believe i don't care i don't read books i don't get into recovery i don't do anything because i don't care that's sad it's not just tragic it's also kind of sad because that means I'm so hurt that I'm afraid to wake up I'm just gonna stay in this

sleeping group some people want to go to sleep when I'm so hurt and literally depressed I I want to stay in bed I want to stay on my couch and not see anybody because I'm sinking but that's what sleeping looks like the people that are sleeping there they're hurt enough to where they don't trust coming out have love patience compassion with such even when they're loud and obnoxious they certainly don't look very depressed they are and that's why they're venting because they're so hurt should you be a

victim their their behaviors no they have no right to vent it on other people it's inappropriate but at least we're saying here at least understand why instead of because they're bad it's they know not what they do they're sleeping and they're in pain doesn't justify it if someone walks up kicks me in the leg because they're sleeping humans I'm not gonna have them do it again okay I mean I'm not gonna be just not gonna have them do that again I can step back if they approach me and do it again

I'll step back again they'd do it again I'll take him out you know knock him out or walk away do something to say that's not appropriate it's okay for you and I to say stop I remember when I was a kid and I learned martial arts once in a while I would go and to gyms and whatever you know and and and practice a little bit and there were there were certain kinds of martial arts where when they told you their style of martial art you knew oh God because they they loved proving how great and tough they were and I call it

playing and it was always kind of funny for for us to be in our martial arts outfits and me walking up to somebody going do you want to play I had to sometimes obviously explain myself but you know because they're like no you want to fight and I'm like would you like to play because to me it's playful if done in the waking consciousness it can be very playful you tag each other you you you move and you enjoy you go good move you complement you work with each other not try to defeat and there were instances now and again one in

particular where this guy I'm moving slowly and then graceful and and playing and he's more and more intense and more and more intense and every time I would do something and touch his nose which means I could have hit his nose but I'd just touch it he just got more irritated and he wasn't understanding the play concept so he would come at me faster he was starting to throw faster kicks and harder kicks and the more he was doing that the more I would do other things to counter without doing anything doing

without doing and finally you know I did a couple things that really irritated him and said and he said you're not allowed to do that in martial arts and one of them was I took him down and then he said you know you're not supposed to do that's not a way you're allowed to take people I said listen the faster you come at me and the harder you come at me the faster you're gonna get dropped so just lighten up let's have fun and you just boom he just kept doing it and the more he got dropped the more he got

frustrated and then I realized now it's gone too far so let's stop it's okay to say no I said no by dropping him I said no by walking away you have to find out is it divorce or is it a break is it words or is it actions every one of us has to decide you do not have to be waking and enable the sleeping ones try being gentle you should not even say by the way you're being mean I just saw a lecture according to Michael you're sleeping that's not gonna help either you have to find out how to convey it

without upsetting them more which is why I stopped sparring with that person because you do what you can without making the matters worse and that was irritating him more so I said oh I guess we have to stop and in a relationship there's wording for that friendships there's wording for that something just keeps happening so you eventually have to say you know what this isn't working and you know that sometimes is really a drag but that's all I've got and so you have to follow through with it

listen um I've hung out with you guys and you know you're smoking you're getting high you're drinking and I've told you guys don't ask me I'm not interested but I'll still hang out with you but every time we're together you still push for that so I think I'm gonna stop hanging out and then they get mad at you but all you're doing is trying to implement some sanity for yourself the fact that they might get upset which is sort of a comment you had before we started it's not my problem to thine own

true self be true to thine own divine self be true where do I want to be on this scale without judging others that's my role God is I am we are and so those those people that don't want to do the spiritual life so be it and you can use this this saying God is I am we are you can use that as a criteria to see how you're doing with those three groups of people now or to find out where you are for that matter how spiritual am i right now okay I'm gonna sit with that and say there's there's those groups you know

this the sleeping that you know the waking and the awake the sleeping don't believe in anything really of a spiritual nature higher nature the waking you know those people might be going to psychotherapists and life coaches and some of the waking ones are religious because there's two halves of the waking one's the religious half and then the spiritual have the religious half when they hear those words God is I am they still actually believe we don't deserve to say that so what I was saying is when you hear the words or say the

words God is I am we are it already helps me decide which of those three groups earlier that I described which one I'm in if I don't believe in God as I am we are clearly I'm in Group 1 which is sleeping does that make sense if I can say God is I am and but nervous undeserving I might be one of the religious ones in the waking group I can say God is but I get to the I am we are and I can't hold it but as we become let's pretend now you guys all of us watching we're not only in the waking

group we're on the higher half of the waking group that's good news so test yourself God is I am we are how you doing with that statement well I believe it oh I get excited I'm celebrating because I'm waking human I'm spiritual God is I am we are okay but how much are you living it do you really know and believe God is yes totally great clearly I'm not in Group 1 group 2 God is can you say I am the religious half of that second group will not is that making sense but if your spiritual this is

great because you're testing yourself if your spiritual you're capable of saying God is and I am nice job now we know you're in the second half of that metal group you want to get all the way there can you say not only is God God is I am but we are oh I can say it no that's not how you do it can you live in God is I am we are means that even the people that are sleeping I see as part of the god I am I don't see them as wrong I see them only asleep and it's a matter of time because if God is it's

perfectly so if I am it's perfectly so and if we are it's perfectly so so it's only a matter of time that the sleeping ones wake up and since times an illusion they're already home if you have any hesitation to that then you can't actually claim that you believe that God is I am and we are and that's not a bad thing I just learned where I need to do my work right now I learned I'm good with believing God is I'm sort of okay with I am although that's not even perfect let me look at where I'm off

don't just say it where do you know it to be true and not know it to be true God is fine I am how am i doing with that do I really know that I am as God is because this is a progression and a and a dissension two of a descending rather of the God I God is it's God is I am we are but can you bring that all the way down I love to say God is every time you're praying you're saying to some degree God is so let's say you've got that down God yeah God is I really believe that how much of the I am can I

own to be true every time that I struggle do I really believe that I am if you say I don't have enough such-and-such in my life then you're not actually saying I am meaning divinely so because this isn't just a sentence that goes horizontally this is one that stands like this God is vertically speaking God is up here I am we are are you able to take the God is lofty statement to the I am completely completely so can you do it oh yes absolutely don't just new age me here can you really believe it the question is can

you live it and how often how thoroughly and how often I am what does it mean to you and you can see if somebody asked you you're gonna go oh it means that I'm part of the divine but do you live it how so do you might ask when you say I don't have enough of something oh I need something I'm alone I don't have somebody in my life that isn't the I am that I asked you if you can connect with I said it has to be that God is equally so in the I am and most people don't see that we think God is and life sucks like

completely two different worlds and realities if we want to be spiritual that third group awake completely no instead of just sleeping or waking in a way if we want to get to awake then you have to be able to see that God is all the time I am all the time and we are all the time that doesn't mean we always act like it there's a secret to pulling this off by the way one technique is by living in the other is to own that when you mess up forgive yourself that's the shortcut you we will not ascend actually by our

own efforts all we can do is prepare a vessel so to speak the thing that pours us you know pours into us is the I M that God is that's not me fixing myself you can't you know you can't organic yourself into heaven you can't behave yourself into heaven what you have to do the shortcut is you do your best to live that presence and you're still not going to get it perfect all the time if you go with Hinduism you might be able to pull this off but it they say it'll take you thousands of lifetime not

thousands of years thousands of lifetime's go ahead if that works for you so when I say it's impossible what I mean is don't bother do what you can and let it be enough and rest in that knowing that when I slip I don't go bad boy let me get this right what I can do is go oh oh wow that was interesting I kind of slipped there didn't I let me do what I can on that very tactfully gracefully but mostly forgive yourself forgive everything in you and in others that you think you see and that's the

way to keep fast-tracking into a wake you don't fix yourself into being awake that third group it's there's a trick to it you forgive because when you're forgiving you're anchoring the divine into the here and now is that making sense so far all right so you know you can take a moment and ask yourself I just think it's such a perfect statement God is I am we our God is I am we are and again easily said but am i living as though now you can have good intentions you can say man I I just live a spiritual principle

spiritual life I'm all you know in to love and forgiveness but to find out if you're really doing it does the god I am that does the God is draw downwards into the and I am without any deviation for most of us in all of us for that matter it gets deviated some can't even believe that God is but even those who can when it comes into I am what we do is God is so beautiful I can't believe I'm such a screw-up I can't believe all I slipped again I did this and I wish I were a better some of us are going God is but

I'm getting older God is and I am instead of God is I am it's God is an I am I'm getting older God isn't I am sick God isn't I am alone so God's not making it very far down to the earth plane why do you think we can't see it everywhere you want to bring God into the we are because that's the we are is here on this planet all right seemingly for now you want to bring God is you want to have no no financial issues you want to have no sickness it's gotta get from the God is to I am I have to get my own I am a bit

clearer a bit clearer and a bit more present I am in constant improvement I am more and more forgiving I am patient I am understanding that some of the that we are the other people in this world I understand it they're asleep and I've been there I am asleep at times myself correct the I am the ultimate I am that God is look at the play on words because it's really fun God is I am we're the I am that is part of God is is Holi its Holi if I can't even believe that God is I'm really gonna be in trouble but if I

want to grow and I want to move from the one group of sleeping humans to awaking human I must get clear that God is and then more and more clear that and I am because if God is what is God of peace and joy and different people different words you know they would got his divine God is powerful great but if God has said now now imagine filling the blank anywhere their God is what happiness peace all that is it cetera okay so pretend you all shared all these lofty beautiful words about God all right now hold that remember everything

we just said that God is but God said I made you in my image and if that's true which it is I assure you then if God is I am so I don't have to make myself more like God it's done so what I need to do is allow more of the real me to come through that partly we'll be saying no to the part that is not me first it's going to take the form of restrictions and constraints I need to not drink I need to not do this and I need to you know and there's that's a part of it natural natural organic part

of our growing there's nothing to grow cuz God is an I am but I forgot that so God is and I am working on it and I'm gonna keep working on that but if I do it with harsh judgment then I'm being like a priest instead of a mystic I'm being religious instead of spiritual and we will have that happen a lot of us you and I have done this for lifetimes our spiritual studies usually you're not going to be attracted to this if it hasn't been something somewhere in your experience somewhere you know before but

you and I if that even if that weren't true you and I have lived on this planet before and we've witnessed religion because that's for a time in various cultures that was all we knew about spirituality was what religion showed and it was very stringent lots of don't do this and don't do that so we have that program in us and so we walk around sometimes judging ourselves this little voice this inner critic and that's the ego but sometimes the ego will pretend to be spiritual or religious and it'll seem like listen

so-and-so Michael or whomever I'm just here for your own good listen you kind of blew it there and blew it there you know and it's gonna be if you look at it you're gonna hear a hyper religious tone to it because it's fault-finding but instead of just ego fault finding if you've been spiritual before religious before it's gonna put on that disguise to get by to get under the radar because you you know the inner critic you're not gonna want enter critic right because you're waking up you have a coach you

have a counselor and they're telling you don't listen to your inner critic right so you've become too evolved for that but all that happened was the ego put on a robe and and it took a different disguise to get by so if you walk around going God wouldn't want me to do this and that it's still the inner critic pretending that it's for God's sake that you shouldn't do anything wrong but that's not yet God that's the ego disguised you'll know it's God when it has a voice that would talk to a child

hey sweetheart what are you doing right now oh I'm just I'm trying to walk this line just perfectly Lord and what made you think you you weren't already okay I hadn't thought of that see and that's Adam and Eve too we're naked who told you you were naked think of the gentle this wasn't what we were taught they would Adam and Eve didn't say oh we really blew it here we're all of a sudden we recognized our nakedness and then this the Bible saying you know and then a voice said damn you people

what's wrong with you how dare you be naked it doesn't say that but that's the tone we were taught where are you Adam and Eve well we're over here why are you hiding cuz we're naked who told you were that's it naked that's it from now on and and we're told you must earn a living by the sweat of the brow and you woman you're gonna have labor pains she should have said fine then I won't to have children you know this wasn't an actual conversation where God was saying

this was them and the ego-mind saying we are shamed we're flawed and if there's a flaw then then picture it like this an energy drops through the crown chakra and starts floating through to fill you with light wherever you have vertebra out-of-place muscles tensed guess what the energy won't flow as smoothly right that's what starts to happen in consciousness it drops in Adam and Eve that's you and me we're living in the Garden of Eden here at come in God's presence they say God comes to the garden to

visit them that's God entering our being and all of a sudden my guilts and shames block stuck out of alignment everywhere in my consciousness so when it says you guys will not be in the garden any or it wasn't actually God saying due to your human nudity didn't you read the sign no bare breasts allowed that didn't happen it's in here God says I am and you are and we said God is and I don't deserve those blocks keep God out and those blocks are in the exercise I'm sharing with you now God is I am is it

true truly honest be really honest is it true that God is I really think I got that one I really believe that okay God is here and I am right here I am where do I believe that where do I not believe that try to be really honest God is an I am so play with it let's as an exercise right now in our minds we're thinking God is I am where might I still answer and I am a bit hard on myself that's where God is not being allowed God is and I am sometimes hard on myself God is and you know just fill in the blank use

free association God is and I am see if I keep it lofty I can say God is and I am and I got away with it but if I start doing some free association with it watch what happens God is and I am and ask yourself some questions and I am hard on myself where and how and why fill in the blank don't be afraid of it because if I am then I can bring it to the God is and it'll dissipate if I can own it God is and I am aware that I'm aging God is is that true or not and how are you aging God is and I am NOT in

shaped like I used to be how so why so spit it out there get it on the altar how can you give something to God on the altar if you don't put it on the altar don't hide it under the altar bring it out God is and I am NOT always a good parent how so why so spit it out you will not reach the true without owning what I am not where am I not I am God and play with it God is in I am so concerned about the world right now why if God is what's there to be afraid of well I I'm just being spiritually you know

compassionate for people's struggles no no you we're not on that we are you I am own it and look at it look where you've lost faith or where you have doubts on any topic I could say fright right now I could go god is in I am but I don't know I feel pretty spiritual keep going Michael um and I am still having to go to the gas station to put gas in my car you would think by now I would just materialize this stuff see anything that that that gets snagged on that perfect fluidity that flow God is I am where is

the I am not being I am that God is where is the I am more the direction of I am NOT as God is find all the weak spots never stop looking but don't obsess on it don't sit around spending your days only looking for your flaws we're not looking for flaws to be flawed we're looking for things to laugh at wow isn't that funny God is and I am and and I still don't I still wish I had a better wardrobe you know and laugh at that well look at what they wear all they do you know they dressed so no I

wish I could afford it that's just another not believing that I am so write it down put it on the altar hey God I've got some Wild Ones today and write them down and burn them in a ceremony the more you can own things and verbalize him and burn them and write him and burn him the more you do that they start having this less and less sting it's amazing it's almost like it becomes like not a big deal the more we keep the secrets the more we lock them down there's there's some issues there

so let's pretend now that we've got through that let's pretend we've got the God is and we got the I am or at least we know how to deal with the IM versus the i am not we've got one more stage to drop into remember the job is how how perfectly can god is land all the way to we are without getting snagged that's what true spiritual awake looks like so when jesus said when you see me you see the father mother god he was saying there's no snags when you see me but he still had a body and it's

still bled he didn't judge himself for it he played the game you you know he could have made himself just turned a light automatically let's say well how would that have been bringing it to the earth plane i have to bring god is all the way down to flesh and blood in such a perfect way that the flesh and blood is gonna go poof and turn the light because it's just so damn happy that's when it happens when when when their jesus puts it when you see me you see the father they ask him how do we know

we're reaching heaven when the inside is like the outside the outsides like the inside these are all metaphors and parables he was giving this has to be just like this this perfect beautiful light coming through and i've used the example like this as well where people are saying but michael you've written these books on on the spiritual growth in a revolution and how do we know when we're there well the fact that you need so badly to want to be there you're not there yet it's it's peace it's relax man

so if somebody asks they still insist on an answer okay fine I'll give you an answer when you can walk in the snow and lot not leave tracks oh now I'm depressed cuz I don't see that happening at all and what I said earlier was the human being that tries to now take Michaels word and go out in the snow or the mud and walk and not leave footprints is the one that's still trying to be what you're affirming and saying you believe but you must not believe it because you're still looking at the footprints when you really get it

the shortcut is to not judge yourself for it so the real spiritual awake is not to not leaves footprints it's to not care that you left footprints to not go oh darn it because that means you're saying God is and I am still human and now you're still frustrated but the ideal thing how do I bring this through it's not God's perfect behavior becomes my perfect behavior although my behaviors do start to become more aligned my thoughts do start to become more aligned etc it's actually God is love God is love so if I

want to know that God is love I am love well am i where I deviate let me come back now let's say I got that so the third stage is God is love I am love and we are loved oh I love doing that can we do that as an exercise let's look in each other's eyes Oh namaste each other in unity of Sedona and online love you and you also have to do it with annoying people or else you still only have it in theory oh I really believe that we're all children of God really really let's see what happens in your

stomach when your ex calls see if you can hold your hand out without it's shaking when you're thinking about that person that hurt you you know I'm not saying you're wrong because you're supposed to forgive yourself for the shaking it's alright you know I've had so many clients and consultations especially when I was you know doing much more a body work and all that with people the stuff that stored in the body man it's just sometimes just so incredible and tragic but I would watch

people who who do to post-trauma their I would I could you know I can see and all that these things and and I could tell they're like shaking and as I'm talking to them I never look I can just tell you know obviously and and then I'll see their other hand go like this okay now what happens inside of me as a healer is everything I get it all multi-dimensionally I don't just think I think about shaking I don't just think that you did this to cover it up I think about every level up and down left and

right about it I am becoming simultaneously aware that something happened to create this something happened to make you feel ashamed and do this you see and everything else related I'm aware of the chemistry in your body I'm aware of not just the actions but the shames I'm aware of how many years you carry this all of that starts coming to me because of one external thing and if this person grows better and better at shutting it down they actually can't heal so I might notice a client and they

do this I don't even let them know I saw it and then I might say now I'm gonna have you lie back and I'm gonna have you do some breath work and as you're breathing just let's imagine that your body has kind of a vibration in it and that that vibration wants to come out and we might do certain kinds of breathing to help you know bring that forward more and all of a sudden this starts to happen and with this is also going to come all the stuff that caused that in the first place so here comes

all of that with this simple session let's call it and the shaking except I'm gonna say now what if it grows and it's bigger and and what if and you just and don't tighten I want you now to relax every muscle and I noticed that your hands you let that happen and then all of a sudden this start you know and their body starts jumping everywhere and and and that's okay let's let it keep going and breathe and relax into it and what's the worst case so what does it want to do uh and I want to

scream and that's good then scream oh but but but I shouldn't be good here here's a pillow scream into the pillow because I'm not going to let you get away with no I'm gonna say say yes let it happen and scream into a pillow or they start hitting and kicking or whatever it is my god that little thing became visible to us as it became visible we put it on the altar and as it went to the altar its forgiven it's blessed and the person fills this decompression and they feel this something was allowed and that's just

one person in one moment and yet we all have variations of that but we keep telling those that are asleep and in pain and hurt that it's not okay that everything they're doing is wrong and bad I'm not saying enable it and justify it I'm saying however let's at least admit it the foibles the shortcomings that with the shakings though whatever it is let's just wow you know I I'm noticing that that's there and kind of bring it forward because the secret is forgiveness that's it you know on earth

even those that are on awakening the middle group they awaken the higher end of the awakening group they're healers and spiritual counselors they live in Sedona and all this good stuff and then they live shot a vortex consciousness and all that good stuff but I watch and there's still a propensity to want to fix people and let's make that thing that you do let's make it go away as though that's the actual healing will use cooler tools then some because we're in Sedona and whether it's gums and

chimes and this and because we're going to fix the idea is if you haven't helped the person love themselves more even if you made them not shake as much or you did something to improve their income if you did it without them increasing the quotient of love you've missed something if they haven't uprooted a part of their ego then the healing technique might very well still be ego based helping people just not act a certain way you made them not drink but now they smoke like a chimney how's that help them it's

to really change consciousness if you've changed consciousness you have had a healing if you have not changed in consciousness which most is if did buy forgiveness if consciousness hasn't changed and all you change was the body you know somebody will say well they have this thing that they do and we did a technique that mentally countered it now it doesn't happen I'm glad that that thing maybe that they were self-conscious about good for them that's not doing that but that's not a healing it's a fix a reparative

something that's nice but it's not healing people that are sleeping don't do anything real for the most part people that are waking they do things that are nicer and fixes you want to be awake then you've got to get real healing do real healing think real healing and ultimately with forgiveness you can't go from any of these other two categories sleeping or waking to awake without forgiveness it's impossible you can't perfect yourself enough now when I was a kid and studying I was told

it's all we have to perfect ourselves so I did that I was you know do this do it don't do that and you know read and spiritual and chant and ohm and I was doing all those things and and I was seeing myself becoming clearer and clearer and cleaner and cleaner energetically and I started calling this and I still call it that's called mastery you really become a refined clearer person whatever you do you you do well and so on it's wonderful but I also learned in that process wait a minute even if I work at work improve

improve I'm saying that's still me doing and not allowing divine to be so I kind of broke all the rules and the systems the few out there that even know about consciousness at the highest level they were still teaching you have to become perfect and all of a sudden wait a minute they're they're all mistaken I of myself am nothing so it took me the other direction into humility instead of self perfection this saying God is I am we are is not I am I am so cool I am amazing I really am impressing

myself that's not the saying God is the only reason I am is because God is if I don't include God in the equation than anything I anything I am is still not there I am trying to perfect myself I am do I am it's the I am NOT because if I am trying to improve myself it means I am not improved every fake I am every I am without God is is still absent of the divine it's still coming from me trying to do something I am of myself and nothing people underestimate this somebody should maybe write a book or

whatever just on the humility of Jesus he was the Christ he's our Savior great and you know what else he said I am nothing when you see me you see the father what the humility everybody wants to talk to great and he's our Savior and he's because you want to push that away Jesus is this and that how did he get there by becoming so wonderful or by saying I get it there's a trick to this there's a secret humility that I am only because God is you can still get sick and I am isn't this funny God is I am

and right now I'm feeling under the weather right now I am having the financial issues just know the difference don't judge yourself for having those doubts laugh about it be able to say god this is amazing cuz I know God is and I know I am and yet it seems this way use the word seems it seems like I'm still struggling I am God is and I am and I have a sore foot whatever it is God is and I am in pain well it's not God is and I am in pain it's God is and I feel like I have some pain and see that see the irony refuse

to make what seems to be into your reality refused to say it's not working today instead say I know it's there even if I can't see it there was something that was going on last night when I was going into sleep I laid back and I just verbally boom went into a prayer conversation you know with God and with Christ and and just just openly made some statements along those lines just you know isn't this amazing because as much as I know this and that what would you have me do with the current situation you know and just stay in that

that receptive mind instead of dear you know please fix it's just I know better instead it's Here I am what would you have me do how would you have me think what would you have me say today and one day it would be you could get guidance that says you know beloved child of mine I want you to kick some butt I want you to tell people knock it off stop believing in this other days sweetheart I'm really sorry that you feel that way but it has to come from somewhere outside seemingly outside of us somewhere above and beyond some a

greater consciousness then Michael that I am seeming to be two-spirit I am truly and then everything changes God is I am and we are we are what oh we're really having problems on earth is that the divine coming right through all three levels your heads gonna then say well okay fine God is I am and we're just doing fine and pretending nothing's happening that's lying to yourself you know you know that if you sprained your ink it hurts you know that if you look at the news there's stuff don't pretend

things aren't happening that's not the way to get there don't try to fix it all that's not how you get there what did I say the secret forgiveness okay God is I am and I'm and now I'm also forgiving these humans for their issues that's not quite the right wording because if you think they have issues you still need to forgive yourself for the issues you think they have God is I am and we are despite the way things look so do a shift in here don't pray that someone not die don't pray that

someone not being paid don't pray that they not be going through financial issues pray with the compassion that that's what seems to be half of you totally there with them on that level and another half saying and thank God that God is I am and you are fine nothing can ever kill you nothing can ever you can't struggle financially it's impossible in the God that you are the human doesn't quite know that yet so what would you like to meet a new brother sister how can I help you get to that place a little faster in your life

it won't be by saying what happened oh I'm having struggle oh well you know everybody is this is a terrible world you did not help them but if you can say I know it's quite a test isn't it what do you mean by test plant little words here and there well you know it's quite a test I mean I felt like to speak for me you know like you know I do it like that casually speaking for myself yeah every so often I find myself being tested to really buy into this or become afraid and they're gonna sometimes say

oh I hear you and thank you and sometimes they're gonna say well you should be afraid do you know how wrong everything is on the planet be careful don't wrong them they're trying to hook you but don't wrong them just say yeah there's a lot of that isn't there and if I were you I would carefully back away from that situation because once they get that triggered it's very volatile but plant your seeds where and how you can sometimes people even truly being heard you planted a seed of love because

you cared enough to hear their fears alright so do what you can be an example say to others and I'm talking this talk could have been five years ago or five years from now not talking about a current crisis I'm talking about life when people are upset and really into something don't wrong them for being afraid God is I am we are that's a fact and I want to anchor that truth from heaven to earth right here right now in every way possible and wherever I am weak in that God be with me help me to forgive myself for seeing

it off a little and for not getting it quite right all the time God is I am we are and if I had to add just one word to God as I am all you have to do is the exercise is God is forgiving I am forgiving we are forgiving God is forgiving I am forgiving we are forgiving just apply that one word to it and it's a good way to get it all back into alignment instead of like a philosophical God is it's God is what step up and fill in the blank God is love I am love we are love and people on TV or wherever friends you

know struggling in this way in that way if God is and I am and we are then I still love you enough because God is love I am love I love you enough to hear what's going on I don't necessarily jump in to the quicksand with you but I am absolutely hearing you because God is I am and we are we are deserving of God's love and forgiveness and our love and forgiveness so let's have it if we're deserving let's let it be well right now I'm distracted by what I'm seeing ah then I better do some my own work on me

if I'm seeing your flaws and I'm becoming upset because of your conversation I probably should go and do some inner work myself so bow out how you can be loving gentle drop some seeds and go and sit somewhere and go wow that conversation triggered me I can see it it made me upset at them it made me scared for them it made me upset with me it made me scared for me wherever it was however it was I see that I went off my Center okay it's all okay everything will be fine everything is already in the perfection of God that's not the way

some people tell you it's all perfect somehow God wants us to go through sickness no God wants us to go through financial crises no God has nothing to do with our little dramas God is I am we are theirs no drama no drama it's here in God we're still part of the Bliss love abundance of God therefore you can't have any of this other stuff what happened is instead of holding center we started thinking egotistical E and we spun until we were thrown out from the centrifugal force out to the world we need that centripetal force to take

us back to Center but we spun out of control with this so when you hear news or hear clozapine conversation you're still then spinning out of control again okay people's emotions and getting upset that word means in motion which is the opposite of stillness I'm feeling very emotional today which means I'm not feeling very centered not flowing judging emotions I'm just giving you the you know the kind of the root meanings of these words because they they're they're big feelings are of God

emotions are me off center if you really want to get down to that so more and more can I feel the presence of God instead of emote the presence of my ego can I feel the presence of God God is I am we are and that's all that's true still get gas at the gas station instead of saying as you see II it doesn't mean enough it means empty so it's not enough fuel it's empty on the field go to the guest you know God is I am we are it you're pushing the envelope a little bit so don't leap off the cliff and say God

prove that I'm a holy child of God and catch me cuz what'll happen next is you'll wake up on the other side and you'll say did you catch me yes and no your body no and that was kind of foolish by the way but spiritually yes because you can't die so you're here and now I hope you've got that lesson because you're going back you know you know and as a turnips it has roots down into the ground we need you to be comfortable being down in the ground ground yourself don't try to fly anymore

anyway let's take a few centering Rattus please and for today's meditation let's take only a minute to contemplate this to meditate this God is how how well can you handle that how well can you allow the truth that God is can that can that be held in your consciousness or is there any doubts and fears to the contrary to things to do with anything to the contrary one learn from it work on it as best you can to forgive yourself for it in the first place just forgive get that as the root to it I'm still gonna forgive I'm gonna work

on it but I'm also my priority as forgiving God is I don't need to doubt God I don't need to doubt that God is I don't need to be afraid of God everybody was wrong when they told me about God God doesn't exist was wrong it was mistaken God is a wrathful God was a mistaken notion God is and what if God is what God says it is I absolutely love you I am but love how can I feel any other feeling but love and complements of love so we sittin we feel we tune into that God is love and therefore so am I

and just watch what it brings up some of it some of us are gonna feel really me we might feel humbled we might feel scared intimidate whatever we feel let it be and bless it and forgive it if it's anything but the truth of God God is and I am this is an immunity booster this is a prosperity booster god is love its expansion nothing other than God can be in God because God is it can't be changed it can't be altered the changeless presence of God God cannot have insufficient funds in the bank God cannot have any kind of a virus

stuck to its being radiant perfect light really get that and if God is and I am than I too have to accept right now that I am loving radiant this presence of God not my ego-self not the times I forget this but in reality God is and I am [Music] I am centered I am geese I am whole radiant health I am abundant [Music] I'm all that God is [Music]

and with the knowingness of God not by our own doing we're choosing to see not only as God I am God as I am we are all human beings every gender color thought system background religion we are can't I hold them without deviation that God is I am wheel [Music] hold that presence hold that certainty [Music] people can say dot dot dot people can think dot it doesn't change the truth of God and it doesn't help matters when we try to make up alternate realities that yeah even though God might be wonderful up in

the sky we're messed up on this planet no say no to it like God is I am we are change the sleep perfect [Music] in any way shape or form when I forget them when I think otherwise feel otherwise say otherwise I'm sorry to himself to God to all beings I'm sorry that was an injustice please forgive me I love which you say to yourself I slipped and started to think my bad [Music] you're saying to those beans and everyone now sits everyone in the

universe throughout all time sits in a vibe of gratitude the children of God decided to know the truth instead of making something [Music] it's not something I make up of my own accord it's the truth of God God is I am we are and if it's true that God is I am and we are I also honor that some people might think and behave differently [Music] in the truth of God were abundant but if I'm in a grocery line and someone in

front of me has forgotten to bring their cash in their deal either food is $10 I might offer to help them to give them the $10 not judge them for forgetting that they're abundant prove that you are abundant and give that to them never prove more than you believed at the time but stretch a little of those fuzzums [Music] if someone says there's a allergies or viruses that I need to wear a mask and it's a person for some can't get their masks oh god as I am we are don't tell them that tell them not

to wear a mask God is I am we are do you need some help putting that on [Music] you're so centered in the truth of God you can reach out to people and not be harmed by that not descend into the consciousness of the sleep be the light in the darkness and there will be no dark we give thanks that this is the truth of God even if we sometimes forget it doesn't matter it's still the constantly turn [Music]