God Is I Am We Are

thank you thanks for being with us all the the guests and first-timers and so forth thank you for for trusting us with your time and so forth um our usual routine is for me to ask what it is you would like me to talk about today remember you know what what's really most important in your heart please what co-creating Harmony transcending Duality right right forgiveness what how are you good okay thank you when folks describe the work that we do

here the the services or or anything I do in the talks at conferences or whatever they they often use that concept or term of of channeling um yes and no um it's becoming I don't think of myself in any way really as a channel per se which is a really cool thing mind you you're a channel if you're a reader a counselor you're a parent you know we're channels of sorts but the ultimate I've always felt is is becoming it is our destiny to become anything you've ever channeled and more

it is our destiny to become the Divine again so do you want to just channel the Divine which is pretty cool I mean that's pretty cool you know because some people are just all they can channel is their dead mother you know so if you can say I'm channeling God it's like there's a big difference right but what about I mean you only want to Channel or do you do you do you believe you can become right anything you've ever channeled um to become to to just go there's no limit and the love the intention and all that

it helps create the container of that which you will Channel if you want to call it channeling or becoming what is the container do you say well I I just want to have a little more knowledge than I used to have then that's the container you've created that's pretty much all you'll be able to bring through you know a person can study more and they're creating a more vast in information database that what they can bring through but is that it for you you know and so my thing you know has always been just

like you know just God the ultimate concept you know God the ultimate archetype if you want to call it that and go for that that doesn't mean I claim any grandiosity of any you know you know I don't advertise you know Michael's channeling God again um I don't even though I know that's where I'm what the intention I'm setting and I don't even call it God it's because to some people God has a a strange word or concept um Jesus was a Channel of sorts not he embodied but I'm using that because the

common term Jesus was a Channel of the holy spirit so in a sense all he did was get out of the way and let the mother be through him that's what he was doing and and in so doing saying mother holy spirit of God they're the same Divine mother holy spirit of God I have no will apart from yours and she then can go oh my me someone is stepping out of the way oh this is a wow then she could come through and that is his willingness set the stage for her ability to birth him into the Christ if he would have said no I just want to have a little

more knowledge he would have reflected that too okay cool we have another smart person but when he said No Limit I don't want to become just kind of enlightened I don't want to become just kind of awake I don't want to be just a little bit of this or a little bit of that God and then she says wow someone who wants to go back and reflect the full awareness of their divine presence but then Jesus says in all I've done you also will do so that's pretty cool that means that's our destiny so Jesus isn't just a yogi he's the yogi

of yogis but it's not even that because it's beyond being the yogi of yogas he's not just a master he's a master of Masters but it's beyond that because human definitions start to limited again it's it's God the presence of the mother when you see me you see the father he was saying and that's a good way to put it he was putting it in a way they understood for you to say when you see me you see the mother their patriarchal Minds would have gotten a little confused but really it's I'm the presence of the

Holy Spirit that's why when you read in such a thing like A Course in Miracles for example there's times when he's speaking first person Christ then he starts speaking a second person well who's that because sometimes it it would go into where the mother's speaking through the channel Helen the mother speaking the Holy Spirit she's talking about that guy named Jesus there's other times it was Jesus talking you see but technically they're the same so that's an ultimate goal I really love

um the the not only the the things you you selected here in co-creating and and transformation and all these things you named here the folks online I can't name them all but they had several selections and patients and patients and so on it's it's learning to become the presence of God we still have a human self and the more there's a saying the greater the light the darker The Shadow and that means to a degree it means several things but to a degree it it can intensify things it can really turn things up

you start going I get it man this is amazing from now on healthiness and Awakening is where I'm going no settling well that's cool but it also starts brightening the light that becomes your marriage that you're not totally in line with anymore or or you know the your parent your children take advantage of you and that becomes no good anymore you start saying you know I'm kind of waking up I think I'm not going to do that anymore if I'm a salesperson a corporation and I'm a leader of a corporation I might

start to think in terms of not overcharging people for things like we used to it won't it won't be the same you're changing people around you are going to think you're going insane they will often literally think you're losing your mind and you are your lower mind but it does look weird it does um for me the this growing light light light every so often every so often maybe every few years or so it I sit with it and just go wow like sometimes so into the wow that you know it it's like I just think

it's not like you can call your mother or dad or brother or sister or even your neighbor hey guess what I was just blissing out a moment ago you know some people will get it I know that but sometimes it's a little like freaky to explain these things you know all of a sudden my children didn't matter to me that's it I'm calling Social Services I didn't mean literally I just meant energetically or you say you know I'm in love with everyone oh you're leaving me now huh they'll they'll take it

personally and strangely and also that light you know it contrasts things once in a while for me though I was saying it once in a while I look and go wow I I would have really liked to have had that normal experience that normal human thing once in a while it becomes quite a deeply painful thing to experience that for me it was like last night but it was but to look I remember once about 15 20 years ago somewhere in there I remember going I don't know why but I'm feeling this calling to go to an amusement park

you know it was a child in me and I had never really done that at least not in a healthy kind of way you know playful inner child kind of so so it was like and so I was feeling if I saw a commercial about and I mean I was like I you know and what we do is we start taking it too literally that's it God's telling me I need to go to that amusement park careful you can do it but it won't quench because it's not an external thing you're looking for it's an internal puzzle piece so we can sit and we can go inside and

say wow whatever that is I am and it starts to fill in the pieces and complete itself then you can choose to go or not go because you already got the message remember that when you get the message the messenger disappears as long as you get the the content of what's being said don't take things so literally you know you're suddenly feeling an urge to whatever and you go get married suddenly filling and then you go to an amusement park suddenly and then you eat something you know that you didn't think

it through you know it's not about act act it's about being so you do the inner correcting but there but there are times when I'm like wow that would have been kind of cool I know better on the highest level but there are times when that the greater the light those pieces show up and it's not something I think is easy to describe to people because their minds if you say you know I just feel like I I've never gone to an amusement park they think then you should go and they start advising you incorrectly

because they don't get what you're saying you know it's you could say you know I was never married you should get married you know you need to then say get behind me Satan you know and you call yourself a friend no um and all those things it's what's the inner meaning we use um you see the boards appear above the stage of the people in person here God is what I am we are and so it is so what does it mean God is you know what that means it means that can't change God which is also everything love

Peace So if God is so is peace so is love and that can't change so you can stop there and just Bliss out on that God is and you could just start Quantum leaps into meditation on God is God is oh I have a sore neck no only God is so that sends me into this can't be then I can go into then why do I feel like it is uh-oh because I have opinions other than the God is so my Mantra is God is and I have opinions is that a good Mantra you know no but it's kind of silly and I need to look at that and go what are you doing with the

you know God is love and yet I'm alone or betrayed or whatever else happens in the world God is are we willing to accept that but then there's God is I am we are well careful God is is easy in a way it just means that that's all now can there be anything else no there can't because only God is so rest assured that when you bring up what about suicide what about death God is we are is is a statement of am I willing to own that God is and see it in you that's a huge leap God is and then there's

people you know that's the way we live this huge Gap in between who God is God is you know it sounds it's so easy and then there's people you know uh you know God is and meditate oh driving on my way to work God is oh you know and things are happening and you're doing light language you know all this great and then somebody cuts you off bastard bastard I hate you where where's the God is and the we are you know that that jerk I would be feeling God is if it weren't for all now you have you're re-experiencing the

fall of humanity that God is and you ain't just made that up but okay and you ain't but there's a middle thing which is I am so technically I cannot know that God is now until we are but that seems unfair because God is shouldn't be affected by the people being rude and mean and you know let them become God is before I see their Holiness unfortunately it doesn't work that way there's there's a digression God is and that's all that ever was but we think we left God and forgot the what I am and if I forget

my I am I cannot see yours how do you fix this pretend it didn't happen just walk around going God is you know people kick in the lake God is really I'm just great today because God is that's denial that's unhealthy denial your your partner cheats on you and no it's okay it's all under divine order and somehow there's really beautiful flowers that are infiltrating this entire experience and you know that's denial and it's unhealthy denial is unhealthy there's only one healthy form

of denial and that is when you own that you have started to believe in things that aren't true they're not God and you started believing in them and started acting upon them as though they're real you can once you've owned that and say no more you must deny their effects on you you must say no to the effects of your mistaken choices but to do that you have to own that you've made mistakes called judging so God is and I have to go back to I am I've got to get this is this whole thing God is I forgot who I am and now I can't

see it in others because what we did was God is and then I forget that now I am and I'm not able to know that because I can't remember God is so how can I know I am if I'm part of God and I forgot God I can't know I am so what I do is I go to others this is how we did this and we projected others we we blasted into an infinite number of beings that we blame for not feeling the I am and the God is how do I fix oh Michael how do we become enlightened yeah you just meditate 24 hours a day on your navel you know and

you and you just eat pumice hummus or whatever you people eat all these things you know and you become all organic-y and look at me look at me I'm just so enlightened I don't even eat I don't even drink really stop breathing see you know I'm this is a breatharian fasting okay anyway so you refrain from all human activity to prove how spiritually you are you are so you could get from the splitting away all the way back to the God is it doesn't actually work that way I have to forgive others

for the things that I believe they've done that have kept me from knowing the I am and God is I have to forgive everyone and everything everything included a virus a splinter anything and every person forgive then I have to forgive not just the we are those people the we I have to forgive I I have to forgive not the I am but the that which I am not I have to forgive myself for every judgment I put on those people not just forgive them I have to forgive myself when I forgive myself this becomes it's weird like almost like

inconsequential it's hard to even think about what others have done because the energy to it's been unplugged in this has to be organic you can't just go I'm never again going to think about anybody ever having done wrong you're in denial again right today I'm really ticked off this guy cut me off it was dangerous I met just own it you know yes God is I am and jerk you know just do it for a minute and then also allow yourself to laugh at it God isn't that weird I mean I was like Zone I was like he's

experiencing this multi-dimensionality of God guy cut me off and I lost it learn to laugh at it I mean because it is funny in one respect but learn to laugh at yourself look how serious you are I'm holy now I'm not why because somebody drove their car you know and then if it's not that it's you know whatever else someone sent me a letter and they forgot to lick the stamp those jerks you know so now it came with postage do typical you know they always do that to me everybody's out to get me and you're

living in the other land you know which is called hell judgment and a place that is other than the God is is hell and and technically like Edgar Casey said what is hell it's any place that you don't experience God so my judgments are not exactly lined up you know all in sync with God so we have to reverse this forgive others for what you believe they did to you but then also forgive yourself what are you forgiving yourself for well whatever's coming up but yes primarily my judgments on you and on who else

on myself when I've done that I'm reversing as this whole thing that's how you reverse the fall is you rise how do you rise forgiveness not the Forgiveness that people pop around now you know gratuitously oh yeah you got to forgive them you know it's become kind of common terminology I mean really truly understand it the only reason anyone could have ever done things that were off in the first place is because I and we forgot who we really are none of this craziness can happen in the god presence it doesn't

happen in God so if Insanity doesn't happen in God but it happens for me and for us who's messed up God no I am messed up we are messed up sorry about that everyone I retire you from being Division and imagery and reflections of being messed up and guess what oh there's me I need to forgive myself for believing that when I get that down I'm coming back to the I am and the I am is also known as Christ so look at this there's this guy named Jesus two thousand years ago sitting here and they're constantly asking him who are

you he keeps using the term I am are you the yes I am are you the Son of God I am he keeps telling you who are you I am he's telling you right here I am the presence of God on earth is known as Christ I am then he has the audacity to say no one gets to the father but through me and then you know there's people that go yeah see our Jesus of our religion nobody gets to you know like our God can beat up your God and it becomes this weird Twisted thing he he was telling everybody you cannot get to the father but through

him who's him he says I am who's the him I am so that means when you people are living here look God is when you're living in the we are and we are messed up and we are judging each other you cannot get to the father but through where the I am so you have to forgive others then you have to forgive yourself now you have found the Prince of Peace where there's no judgment anymore you found the Christ and when you find the Christ and you can approach the The Throne of God the Gates of Heaven and you get there and say they say to

you who are you oh I'm a flawed wounded person but it was my mother's fault they just all they do pull the trap door down you go and you come back and you incarnate as your formerly mother's husband you know it just gets worse when you when you can't forgive it doesn't like you get a lighter version it's not like heaven goes well you know that was kind of a rough test you know all your resentments towards so and so we'll let you go back and you'll just bump into them at an amusement park

um no that's not how this they go oh they missed it hmm put it in bold text and you missed it now it's highlighted with yellow background we're gonna get this to you oh raise the font level you know that's marriage it just keeps going up and up and up till till you get it you you just refuse to to suffer anymore so forgiving others back to the I am you cannot fix yourself those who who think self-empowerment is how you get to become Divine and I teach Mastery it's very tempting to talk about how Mastery

makes you such a living Master a living holy being it's great stuff but I never forgot never will forget that at the end of the day no matter how wonderful recovery for 80 years no matter how much you are you know empowerment and you've now manifested a helicopter you know and all these things that the self-help and coaches you know we're wanting you to manifest yourself doesn't matter you still can't get any further than this point you cannot become the Divine anymore because you gave it up you can only

forgive others and forgive yourself when you've accomplished that the Holy Spirit mother will reach down to where you are in the I am birth the Christ in you and then you go home no one reaches the father but through me or when he says You must be as children when he said blessed are the meek he didn't say blessed are the weak blessed are the meek which means the courageous when you're humble enough to be Courageous Courageous enough to say here I am here I am when you say here I am the light of God can reach down and take you

home you can't make yourself holy you cannot it's not possible I know some people oh that's absolutely what you do you you do this long enough and you become this and you lay on a bed of nails and you become immune to things you don't eat anymore and you know you just you know become your version of look at me I'm enlightened you can even become enlightened that doesn't mean you're christed it just means oh my God I get it the rest has to be surrender to the mother because we had decided to forego our

trust in God and the mother aspect of God we now have to come to this place of humility and Trust blessed are the meek here I am you see even my flaws here I am then the mother can say my beloved you are my beloved child in whom I am well pleased and then you're baptized by the Holy Spirit it doesn't come by you know self-judgments or judging others look look how much more evolved I am than they are that must mean I'm getting close you don't realize you are judged by your judgments so my judgments that gosh I really feel

because I'm such a empath and forgiving and loving person I really feel for all you morons you know on planet all these spiritual morons they're so unspiritual they're not like me you just declared your Consciousness and you are in jail hell with them that you've condemned even those people that are the seemingly least evolved in your life often make it home or whatever faster than you because you're still there thinking look I'm evolved and it's really a drag you know to have a parent that's not or a

partner that's not or a child that's not and gosh in my benevolence I just I say prayers for them I go and light candles and oh mother Mary please help them become enlightened in the meantime boom they're like home how did that happen because they forgave the people they judged and they like you for judging them and they forgave themselves they're home and you're still like those poor things it's just so strange but we have to learn the easy way or the hard way and the next thing you know you know it's

like I've been doing Prosperity prayers for 10 years the lottery is mine the lottery is mine and all of a sudden they're like hey Mom needles still hanging from their arm I just won the lottery that can't be you notice the love you thought you had for them suddenly turns to rage your ex-husband that's what every woman and man needs is for their ex-partner to win the lottery the day after the court has divided the money and you no longer split anything that is brilliant then we'll see oh I just you know and in the courtroom

I was like beloved God and I love them and let them be and I wish well and they win the lottery and you're like you know just rage you're like next that night you know kerosene outside their house you know you know like in all that rage comes up we we believe we're far more enlightened than we really are but we're also far more enlightened than we believe because you can never have left home in the first place We're Dreaming that I have forgotten that I am as God is and in my forgetting that I am as God

is I also forgot that we are as I am as God is and what a ridiculous thing that was you know it's a nightmare but for now it feels real the good news is there's a point where we go that was so bizarre I just had the weirdest dream what was it like well first of all it lasted five billion years what does that mean well it was a long time what is time I I can't explain that to you okay but it was it dragged on and on and everything I ever did kept happening again and I had to keep paying for it and then one lifetime I decided I'm

tired of reincarnating so I just went to hell for a while because I was another religion I joined and so I sat in Hell going this is mighty hot like this doesn't feel very good I'm going to change religions so I got to reincarnate and then I just kept living the hell more in Time payments you know called reincarnation so you know you're telling this to beings that are just smiling going wow like and you just kept doing this yeah why because you know I had to perfect myself what do you mean perfect yourself you're already oh never

mind okay so continue please continue yeah but I had to evolve evolve you never devolved what do you mean evolved to what to where I could believe that I was holy because I started to not believe it but then there's one thing I then I started blaming everyone else for it who who what what others what do you mean what else well in this weird dream there were other people now I realize I was just having a schizophrenic experience but in the dream there were all these people I could go oh you're you're the one that's

going to make me feel loved you're the one who's going to make me feel hated you know I just assigned roles to everybody and there were tall people in short what do you mean people you know they had bodies what are bodies these dense things you zipped up around your soul made yourself forget the soul looked in the mirror and went oh my God I'm getting ugly or whatever you know it is and and I could just get all tripped out but then some of the souls look kind of you know kind of like we're going so late so

you were getting attracted to these skins that people zipped up over their souls but some of the Skins were kind of cool looking like wow some of them just looked based on whose opinion well mine you know it's all it's all so insane and we can laugh at it and we should laugh at it but like they say in comedy comedy is a timing thing it's not always the right time to laugh at these things so when someone is as you asked going through things like um specifically you know death and life after and suicide

um it isn't funny per se you'll come to the place of laughing when you realized that you put Power in things that aren't even there even seeming abusers okay so for example um the greatest pandemic to ever reach the planet is a mental one it was never a biological one the pandemic that made us believe that we are less than God is then we're no longer that and you're no longer that now I have to forgive you for that forgive myself and then I go home again but in the meantime there's this terrible pandemic that's infected the

minds and this this infests and infiltrates our consciousness but in a way we made a deal this thing called the ego we're going to let you live in US we're creating you and now we're going to give you a home and one of the places the primary place that we gave it a home is in our lower mind our intellectual mind and so the intellectual and I'm not dissing studying and knowledge and the intellect per se but I'm saying when we have pride related to our intellect we become politicians we become science and we

start to prove there is no God and here's how we do it tell people it's wrong to feel if you feel too much you need medicated if you feel What feelings we don't want you to feel you need medicated we have labels we have names and we want to file you all into the right categories you're this you're that you know some forms of malfunction going on why because we're trying to destroy life and we don't want you to call us on it so people that are killing themselves people that are dying people that are suffering even

disease is a symptom of us being unsettled inside the emperor is naked and they keep saying you're wrong in that fable the child you must be as children it's see things trust vulnerably in God and see things as they are what's that why is that ask and question things not with hate but just like why why is that well we're better than them really how come because I said so you know see a child has that that infinite like curiosity like why you know so and so died what is that they're more right to say what is that

because part of them knows that doesn't make sense what do you mean died well they're gone and now they're forever absent from existence the child knows what do you I was just there I was just on these other demand in these other dimensions just you know a couple years ago what do you mean they don't exist I met people you know that weren't even born yet when I was over there now they're my brothers and sisters that are you know they say things differently but they're told oh honey you know

either they're told no that doesn't that's not true or they're told don't tell anybody that don't tell anybody you see Angels because then they're going to call home tell us to get you out of that school and and all kinds of weird things can happen so there's this world this pandemic and um and here's partly partly how that works so we give the ego the lower mind not necessarily let's say our spiritual trusting self it's the one that overthinks and doubts everything

including its own divinity so we we give the ego a room our lower mind you live in there and it camouflages itself as overthinking and righteous thinking well I have doubts but they're reasonable doubts they just never stop and what's happening in the world today that's causing people to give up hope and trust me this is planned make people feel hopeless it's part of putting people in a dark trance make them feel hopeless hopeless they become either non-existent or desperate and either way then they are more easily

controlled I'm not trying to preach conspiracy stories here I'm just saying this is how this works so even even this thing this this infestation has even entered the spiritual Community where people will walk around going you know oh man you know I'm I'm just Buddhist or I'm is spiritual or I'm awake or I'm you know I'm non-duality Zen Taoist in my Consciousness and yet this is cool their version of it is a thinker's version they're still talking about it not what being it they're still talking about it

and they sound like they know what they're saying because they have such a you know vast library of information about you know in Buddha and quotes or scripture chapter and verse you know chapter Genesis three five and and it's like my my brain I can't memorize anything a few Beetle lyrics but I can't I can't memorize you know so so if I'm talking to A Course in Miracles student or a Bible student they'll chapter and verse I don't have that which is great because then they don't like me they don't

respect me and then we can stop talking they'll just turn away from me but I've learned to be comfortable with the fact that that's not there because even if you give them a chapter and verse they're going to counter with another one I want you to and it becomes ego ego to start telling me how there's the Tantra people too it's all you hear them talking oh man Tantra is just wonderful and how we can just be and let go with each other and blend into the Divine masculine feminine blah blah blah and we

just rise in an alchemical Fusion of lust you know so and and I stand there going I'm just so not impressed I'm So and I've spoken it conference is related to this and they're like you know and then if you do this and you know and we'll call each other holy names and we'll put rose petals you know in the other person's hair and there's all this ceremony and ritual like like not just religion scientific experiments are rituals they are rituals rituals are always about I don't want to just believe I got to try

to figure it out and control it whether it's science or religion or politics with rules and laws those are all rituals someone that doesn't get it has to do it see so these people are talking at these Tantra conferences and they're talking details and information and flower petals and ritual so what I saw the call to do is all the doing and all the you know and people are wow this wonderful blissing and even energy surges for some and I would just walk in and just a wave of a hand some of you attended these things

so you know and I would just a wave of a hand and I could set somebody's Energy Systems off or cause all this you know that all this doing was going on to make people respond and I'm saying it's like this and they're like oh my God this is one Tantra teacher many books he's written he said you're you're like a wizard you're like a shaman you're the real deal and I yeah I am man and you know for just 19.95.

see I make fun of this stuff they're going okay so how do you you I noticed I noticed when you did this you had this handed you know and I just go you know what if you don't love people you can't connect with them then you got to make up for it through ritual when you really truly love and care about people you're already activated you're already you know it's not like how do I activate you and then you're going to tell your friends he's the best activator I've ever had you know um tantric terminology you know

um and instead honest to God you love just love if you're a musician you can learn all the notes and impress people with notes but actually if you only knew half the notes but cared about people there are many musicians some of you and you know music and lyrics wrote itself through you that's magical see sadly there are those who are you know I can't and the lyrics Don't Come not because they're less spiritual they're not yet in that place of trusting well no what do you mean Trust you know what do you mean I'm the one

writing the lyrics what do you mean there's some being the universal write the lyrics through you you know who can who can call me I've written a hit who are you to tell me you know John Lennon once said you know there were times when we felt like guilty and we'd whisper to each other man this is kind of weird he'd say because the songs would sometimes write themselves lyrics music and all like it would just show up complete that can happen like a talk but also like parenting and lovemaking if we settle that stuff out of the way

and just here I am as as a practice you know here I am and again I started a little while ago saying the more of this light it can become challenging because here I am and you get ignited and people wonder well who Do You Think You Are you just started becoming a musician yesterday and you're having more of this flow than I who have been a musician for 30 years or in your parenting your counselors who do you think you are we're the licensed ones we're going to tell you how to parent you're like but it comes to me I know

what my child's needing and feeling oh so how long have you been knowing your thoughts of your child do you hear other voices as well [Laughter] my poor ex-wife she had a lot of a child abuse so she had frailties of Mind in some ways and she went to a council and the poor thing she came back and she told me you know I think there was something I shouldn't have done I go what you know well he asked me do you hear voices and I said doesn't everyone and I'm like oh didn't we coach didn't I coach you

enough on this there are things you don't want to say doesn't everyone I see you know medication medication or whatever their trip is going to be so we learn we learn God is I am we and when you get that the the the intellectual versions The intellectuals those who think it and say I um you know that's the technique you know um and that's the such and such and then there's the science you know that's oh you need this medication there's the politics we need new laws we need regulation everybody just keeps talking

stuff they just and that's because they're compensating for what they don't actually know even the spiritual Community has been infiltrated by this pandemic and I'm not saying judge them just smile when you have a friend saying well I've been doing yoga a lot longer than you man and they start you know what you doing yoga for the first time but fully surrendering to god is perfect yoga because yoga means to yoke yourself to God to tether yourself to God so you could be yoga and they could be you know

doing all the asanas you know it could be like you know you know this is the Egyptian Asana and this is the you know uh and they could be doing all this cool fancy stuff in there of course beautiful attire yoga attire on their on their their glittered mat and it's just like look at me like I'm the Rolls Royce of yogis and you could be doing the first time and just because of the humility and humility remember humility takes courage and courage comes from the meek the simple you know what I don't know anything well I do I've

been studying I'm a scientist I don't know anything I've been in yoga for 20 years I don't know show me because no matter what you even think you know when you surrender to the Holy Spirit she knows everything so you're not doing yourself harm by surrendering to all that is but the ego will start speaking Yeah but where are you in this what about your needs what about your and you can say I am so as she is I am so I am filled by this I don't have the same needs it'll still happen that the human self will say but

but wouldn't you have liked to have had kids and sometimes you will be sad that you didn't don't let that become your reality just see it as what it is a moment of wow and sometimes those moments are intense you just go into this like another dimension of you know I was trying to deal with I was like I'm okay and forgive myself not having children and then a song came on the radio you don't have kids you know and and it just tore me up tore me up and then I was driving down the street and some lady walked by with

three beautiful children and you know and their backpack bump a sticker that said I have them and you don't it it's going to push your buttons and you'll sit there just like this is how is this happening why is this happening and I'm telling you this too shall pass I personally can tell you there are things I would love to have experienced in this world now and then I have that that thought but here's one thing that really helps you helps us make a difference would you trade the life you have for that if you

would make some adjustments I wish I had been sober are you still drinking yes then start being sober now you can change what you can and accept what you can't and if you say yeah but there's things I can't I'm still hurt like I haven't had children you have in other lifetimes don't say you haven't say this lifetime but it's just becoming a thing you want to hold on to and hurt over for a while I personally can say oh there's this I missed this and this but would I change it and and reverse that

and go to that thing I kind of wish I had and not have this and be who I am today not even close for me personally I'm not saying that always applies to you I just know for me personally wouldn't that have been nice to have normal this normal that wouldn't it have been great to not have had an addict child or a sexually abused child or you wouldn't it have been great if you didn't have five divorces what if one really beautiful faithful person wouldn't that have been kind of cool where was that on the menu I didn't see

it and and it isn't God punishing you we think we separated and therefore we created all kinds of insanity to experience as a result I see it now I Surrender it now and I deny its effects on me and my life that's proper denial please take a few centering breaths simplicity you're allowed to worry about illness and death and politics and all this stuff but it's part of this world not gods so let's own that wasn't what God created it's what we created miscreated and we can surrender it and deny its

effects A Course in Miracles tells us Simplicity is very difficult for Twisted Minds and that's the same as saying innocence is very difficult to accept for judgmental Minds and today I want that innocence not the clever minded person figures it all out simplicity I'm not choosing to be a son of this planet and people a child of people I'm a daughter of Heaven my soul is a daughter of Heaven I am a child of light the gender is Just an Illusion daughter doesn't literally mean daughter

it means daughter-like in my soul intuitive creative open beautiful soft [Music] when we reverse the process forgiving others for giving self Waiting for God to reach down and pull us into heaven we're home but sometimes even when I'm halfway there in the I am Christ God will say I would love to take you home now but I still need you to do the work there for others [Music] and our answer when we're in our I am mind is yes what would you have me do my Lord

and in the I am I can affirm it's not false it's not fake contrived I in my real self can say God is I am we are [Music] [Music] on to your altar Divine mother I surrender all that I am not I surrender all of my opinions of others that Define them as not being part of God [Music] all thoughts of unholiness everyone onto the altar now and ask the mother to help you bring up the right things to place unto the altar believe it or not even believing one tree is taller than another is an opinion that one political affiliation

is better than another all of it I choose to have no opinions onto the altar all of my little lower self my lower mind my opinions I know that's hard because Simplicity is challenging for Twisted Minds that are bent on knowing what's the truth my science tells me my government tells me my religion tells me instead I don't know and they don't know I peel off right now all layers of others that I have put every tree every Rock every person you are free no longer held by my thoughts and opinions you are free

allowing a butterfly to fly out of your hand the proverbial doves free at last free at last thank God Almighty we are free at last free people of various colors free genders [Music] free everybody from everything free them from being bodies from being mere mortals free people that you've ever thought died that's just an opinion believe it or not well they can see them don't think they're dead it's your opinion free people that seem like they're addicts free people that seem like they're in

pain not because we're disregarding them we're freeing our opinions about it our judgments freedom freedom freedom freedom freedom freedom I have no thoughts or opinions on this [Music] someone comes to you hey what do you think about should you wear masks should you not wear them what do you think of it just keep I don't know but when I need to know I'll ask God let the mother be your teacher and your guide how could you go wrong if God is with me what could be against me freedom all of it of others

and then yourself all the opinions I had about myself I'm to this not enough of that family told me but you took on the belief you believed it what are those things let them go put them on the altar cry them onto the altar or laugh it doesn't matter but put them on the altar I was supposed to be the smart one I was the oldest supposed to be parenting my siblings all those things just put them on the altar put on you're all on the altar your religion your gender in your race everything you'll have that little thought now and

again yeah but wait not that one that's the Thinker the ego not the truster The Thinker and to rely on your little mind to determine who you are and your value and the minds of other people is actually an act of faithlessness because you're not allowing God's mind to determine you are and who others are [Music] freedom oh my God all that was on others gone all that's on myself God what am I going to do if I'm just totally free what am I I'm Gonna Be Be what what starts to happen [Music] what starts to happen oh my God

shake out my hands want to just like awake alive what does it feel like if you're home right now you just walked through the Gates of Heaven you really have time to be thinking about all that other stuff I'm here I'm alive oh my God oh there's and there's so and so they're free they're no longer sick oh my God they're so and so I thought they were dead I mean celebrate start to move in your seats allow it wherever you are in the world if you're laying in a hospital bed just

let your fingers move something just aliveness for the next minute or two [Music] opening opening [Music] how does it feel to be home you're being asked show it don't talk it show it [Music] your fingers alive your hands movement energy g g liveness value Prosperity orgasm all the things of life think about that what a flower feels when it finally opens and it releases its scent like oh my God this is so cool one more minute

just go the sound [Music] [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] [Music]

[Applause] thank you [Music] only if you're open you hold up a hand around you like this you're open and inviting other people to touch your hand and say I love you and thank you just reach around just reach around [Music] all the people online we're right here if anybody has hands that haven't yet been greeted and loved keep holding them up those of you who see Hands Held up without yet being loved and

nurtured you know you should think twice what are you doing there's there's a cry for love and you're sitting there looking at it thank you bear that's the way to do it courageous enough to go oh see this is why Jesus said you don't ignite the presence of God and then hide it in a closet it should be like oh my God what what are you doing comes the lower mind let's judge you immediately what are you doing feeling the presence of God the world with its stuff and the lower mind and the ego is not going to allow that

King David did what you just did he's feeling oh my God this little oh my God this aliveness childlike look at kids when they are at the grocery store mom look at the kids [Music] you know like just like it's just like they're just in some other world which one is healthier looking you know like my God depression on aisle three like think about it you know like and I'm not I understand her pain but when can we say enough come out and dance so King David oh but you're a king you certain things you're a mom there's

certain things you're supposed to do you're an adult stop doing why so he's dancing trancing trance dancing and oh my God it's amazing and he starts throwing clothes up and people like now wait a minute we can handle insane but nudity is really in you know over the top like why so Jesus is asked how do we know we reach the kingdom of heaven and he says when you can remove your clothes to the ground and trample on them like a baby a child now again I'm not encouraging you do this I'm saying

I'm saying it's the Consciousness he's not judging the child isn't judging [Music] [Laughter] hold on I'm being tempted to judge um [Music] you see like just as a child the child colors Outside the Lines oh honey see how you made a mistake how do you know I wasn't coloring their aura you know what I mean like think about it I see colors out here no no stay in the line which means zip up your body be dense like the rest of us crazy people [Music] thank you you said it at the same time is that interesting

yet [Music] thank you Holy Spirit thank you each person that brought forth a question a comment helping to create the container of what we were going to cover today [Music] words like Trust transformation transmutation [Music] those who are in the I am how can they be impatient they smile and they understand so they wait but they're waiting on a sure thing that is the presence of God whatever you if you are struggling in any way please hear the words and believe them they're coming from your soul this too shall pass

[Music] it's just a matter of time and time is an illusion therefore so is the thing you're waiting to pass [Music] government religion science they assert only because I'm telling you this only because they know they have no real power so they have to keep you distracted with images of them having power why because they actually have none it's all about compensating see them those who mistreat you and yell louder louder it's because they realize they can't seem to control you so they have to fight harder to do so

don't hate them don't judge them just see it and feel love and sympathy in a sense for them they know not what they do and so it is [Music] how are we doing all right good good good good let me know Isn't it nice though I mean you know to step into the Bliss of it and thank you for moving you know thank you for moving and allowing spirit okay it's like beautiful and not to do it in like some contrived or showing off it's just let whatever is there be there even if it's pain in an appropriate time

and place let it come out a disease is only pain that hasn't sounded itself out yet so talk it counsel it sponsor it scream it into a pillow the right time and place don't let things love or hurt be lodged inside okay thank you so we're going to take up our collection and do our closing prayer let's Center in and be as generous as you can be your donations go into the blue bags so put them properly in there the wicker baskets are for any extra donations you can put and that would be change at the bottom of your purse or

whatever else it might be all right oh together Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you can anyone share while they're taking just one minute to pass the bags and baskets what did you learn or hear today that was most influential or most helpful to you and or with other people in your life I am that difference the God is I am you don't just say it every Sunday or whenever what does it mean God is done

we don't even have to say the rest but because we forgot we have to come back to this so we start with others we are I am and then we learn again the real the truth that God is yes becoming versus channeling I hope that you know meant something to you all you know becoming don't and that's in the channeling can become can become another route of that infestation into the mind of the ego intellect I'm channeling what are you I'm this thing from you know some other dimension um my name is wait here I come I'm

channeling my name is latissimus dorsi you know which is a muscle in the body um you know I'm from the planet pectoralis major clavicular you know another muscle you know in it's just head stuff still what have you become I channel the 28th Dimension really I channel the 115th Dimension I'm better than you I all I want to hear is are you a better person are you nicer do you give more of your time and money away doesn't have to be all but just do you give how much are you helpful I don't care

what dimension you think you're coming from I really don't where's the embodiment of it you know and I deeply love all of you and appreciate your time and your dedication to your learning I don't think of it as you know a thing that I do at you this is something we're in this together and to my dying breath this is what I am this is what I do yes I like the fact that how clearly he was playing forgiveness and I'm thinking when you know forgiving as all of us as as children starting at his children

children families and some from imperfect families to give yourself right because children blame himself right there yeah children take things so personally and it's just natural they call it a natural part of psychological development but it's not natural at all God is the only thing that's truly natural it's unnatural to judge it seems natural but it's not it's not organic to be unloving um oh no it's just a normal human no it's a made-belief thing that now you don't have to look at yourself because

we told you it's normal to be hurtful All Families have issues oh I feel better now no not okay so I appreciate um one last one so he was saying mostly all about forgiveness so briefly yes I love the statement that you're in the same jail or hell as think about judging right right so when we judge others we're in jail with them we're confined we're limited we're putting limits on them which they don't have to accept but we're putting some on them and we're stuck by those same limits one or two more yes

to be to really embody and be what you are no even if it looks strange to others right right that even Jesus was Jesus not because he was like look at me he was the Christ because of the humility to surrender to the mother which is the holy spirit of God the mother gives birth so she's the one that births the Christ in us some people want to only restrict religions and whatever else onto him and he's going to say to you and I am only because God is the mother I am what God is she you know we're the same I didn't

become something like over here and she's there I became because of what she is and surrendered to her and everybody else talks talks about Divine mother and they don't have a clue that what humility is you know they talk the Divine mother the planetary mother the divine feminine and it's still ego infiltration into their heads talking from their heads there's not this oh my God I get it I am because she is and I surrender to her therefore I am and that would be hypocrisy to say I am without being able to see it that we are

okay yes you said something right at the end about when you were talking about these is yeah but then you said the flip side about seeing the really good thank you seeing love through and and that disease is really pain that wasn't sounded it was and so it's stuck and it started growing into a thing seemingly externally it's in your body but a thing that was actually a Feeling a feeling of pain or a feeling of love to allow all the love that hasn't been sounded it's a nice way to put it think about

all the love that has oh my God have I told you and I I certainly can see myself in my own life where where oh my God as a teacher you know I go to say I just I love all of you and I appreciate all and then there's that other thing going don't say it don't it's not it's not appropriate you know that you love people some of them are strangers you know that's the human and it's like get behind me I don't care so what I do is I say it quickly say it quickly before you can get all

sabotaged I love you you know I love you um so I I see those mind games that every person is gonna have it's just how much do you listen to them and Obey them and I would say don't bother please stand for a closing prayer say it differently now that we've talked about it the God is prayer say it differently really understand it and download it to all of humanity the light of God surrounds us we are the love of God enfolds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so

it is absolutely peace be with all of you thank you bye-bye Linda May